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2021-05-01
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2021-05-30
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abram.

Summary:

What if Abram didn’t make it?
What if he lost? What if they took him?
What if Neil didn’t make it?

A chatlog fic written through Andrew’s phone, where Neil dies in TKM and Andrew texts him about his day.

Notes:

i had this idea really early in the morning and thought i'd give it a go. in hindsight, it's really repetitive, so it might be super boring. if you do read it and see scope for improvement, let me know! i don't want to abandon this midway.

enjoy!

 

this fic contains potentially triggering content, including mentions of self harm, relapse, suicide, and death.

Chapter 1: one.

Chapter Text

Apr 26, 1:15 am

abram.

 


 

Apr 26, 10:47 pm

abram. answer your phone.

 


 

Apr 27, 2:04 am

(1 missed call)

 


 

Apr 27, 9:28 am

abram. the school is dressed in black in mourning.

 


 

Apr 27, 7:53 pm

abram. the team is in shock. i don’t see why.

 


 

Apr 27, 11:32 pm

abram. i didn’t mean it.

 


 

Apr 28, 4:04 am

when i said i didn’t know why, abram. i do.

 


 

Apr 28, 8:41 am

abram. it’s been a week. answer your phone.

 


 

Apr 28, 11:13 pm

(16 missed calls)

 


 

Apr 28, 11:15 pm

did you know i miss your voice?

 


 

Apr 28, 11:52 pm

calling you is the only way i get to hear it again

 


 

Apr 29, 12:00 am

abram. it’s your funeral today.

 


 

Apr 29, 10:45 am

abram?

 


 

Apr 29, 2:26 pm

abram. kevin said he might quit exy.

he said he only wanted for you to make court

 


 

Apr 29, 2:27 pm

i did too.

 


 

Apr 29, 8:49 pm

abram. we fought at the funeral today. dan called kevin selfish for wanting to leave the team. i almost hurt her.

 


 

Apr 29, 8:51 pm

she said you wouldn’t have wanted this.

would you?

 


 

Apr 30, 12:12 am

abram

 


 

Apr 30, 7:40 am

abram. nicky doesn’t smile anymore.

 


 

Apr 30, 4:18 pm

abram. we got kicked out of the exy league. we don’t have enough players. kevin isn’t going to play again.

the team’s disbanding.

 


 

Apr 30, 6:00 pm

abram. the fans are rioting. we had to deactivate our twitter.

 


 

Apr 30, 6:05 pm

abram. all your tweets are gone.

 


 

Apr 30, 6:09 pm

‘the ravens may be skilled but are they homosexual’

‘first reply gets a pair of kevins boxers’

‘jeremy knox is like if froot loops were a person’

 

abram. i saved them all.