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1. Transformers Fortitude ~ Starscream’s Journal by Octavia_Skylar

   Fandoms: Transformers - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • Gen, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   15 May 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Megatron/Starscream (Transformers)
   • Starscream (Transformers)
   • Megatron (Transformers)
   • Windblade (Transformers)
   • Skywarp (Transformers)
   • Thundercracker (Transformers)
   • Orion Pax
   • Optimus Prime
   • Diary/Journal
   • Sad
   • Tragedy
   • War
   • Abuse
   • Gaslighting
   • Cult
   • Grooming
   • Domestic Violence
   • Recovery
   • Rape Recovery
   • Basically abuse of every kind
   • the author is using this to cope with their own trauma
   • AU
   • Starscream Redemption (Transformers)
   • first person POV
   • Megatron is loving and abusive
   • Will add new tags as I think of them
   • Transformers Fortitude AU
   • Nonbinary Starscream
   • Starscream uses they/them pronouns
   • Alternate Universe

   Summary

   I am a coward… Let me rephrase that: I believe I am a coward. Whether or not that is actually true is something I will never know. This is what I believe. If you’re told something everyday of your life, eventually you will believe it… No matter how much you don’t want to or how absurd it sounds, if you hear something everyday of your life you will believe it. I know some of you are shaking your head or rolling your eyes, thinking yourself the exception to this. You are wrong and stupid and I couldn’t envy you more.

   Or

   The war has ended. Megatron is dead. Starscream is alive. The war is over. But for Starscream it doesn't feel over. Maybe it will never feel like it's truly over. So they write. Maybe if they put it down here in their journal they won't have to carry it anymore.

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   English

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