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you and jay had been together for four years. over those four years, the relationship between you could only grow. you learned everything about each other.
at least that’s what jay thought. jay and you were never afraid to explore new things in bed. some things worked out and others didn’t.
but there was one thing the two of you hadn’t tried yet.
“jay! you said you’d let me do anything if i let you.” your loud complaining echoed through the apartment you two shared. following the older around with an annoying pout on your face.
jay didn’t budge, shaking his head as he walked into the kitchen. “baby. i love you and all but no.” he said, pushing your forehead away as you leaned up to kiss him.
“i’m never saying yes to you again.” your arms were crossed. the glare that your eyes were digging through your boyfriends face only made him shrug.
“y/n. i’m not going to like it. since when do YOU like this?” he asked, pointing at you as he continued to bite into the apple.
“well…it’s just something i thought about. why not try it? you might love it, babe. never say never.”
-
this went on for weeks. you continued to bug the older about it. what exactly was ‘it’ and why was jay so against it?
“jesus fucking christ. i said no! why would you buy this?” his face flushed red as you lifted the strap on in front of his face.
“oh come on! please…just one time, baby. one! i promise!” you exclaimed, showing him your index finger. “pretty please…if you don’t like it. i will never ask for it again.”
he sighed, “i swear if you use this against me one day…i’m only saying yes because you bought it!” he yelled, going into the bathroom.
“yes!”
-
to say you were excited was an understatement. the more you thought about jay as a bottom, the more you wanted it.
you had sat him down for around two hours. you had explained the process and everything he had to do.
“i’m not putting my fingers up my ass! fuck this!” he ranted about how weird and unappealing the whole ordeal was. but he listened.
“you’re going to be taking my little friend up there anyway.” you teased. instantly apologizing at the glare the older sent your way.
-
“babe, which one do i use?!” you could hear jay’s yelling from the bathroom. his hands peeking out through the door to show you two bottles.
“it’s going up your ass. not mine…okay okay. i’ll stop. watermelon.” you replied, holding back a snort at your boyfriend’s done face.
minutes later the older screamed again. “this does not feel good at all! it feels weird y/n!”
“stop complaining! i didn’t complain when you made me do it!”
-
finally. jay had come out of the bathroom covered in sweat. “this is so much work! you like… self lubricate!” jay was hilarious and you wanted to laugh. but you were more focused on the white towel wrapped around his waist.
“oh shut up jay. just let me do it.” you wasted no time. instantly kissing up on the older. you could feel all of his pride leaving his body as he let his girlfriend ‘top’ him as you liked to call it.
he didn’t agree. jay had been submissive a few times before. but he hadn’t been a bottom. so here it goes to trying new things.
“i hate you so much.” he mumbled, letting out light moans when you pushed him down on the bed. caressing him where he liked it.
“love you too, baby.” you loved messing with him. even though jay was the one who teased you most of the time. whenever you had the chance, you took it. but there was always consequences.
“y/n. at least blindfold my fucking eyes. i’m so embarrassed-“ he muttered, letting out a frustrated groan. he had caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror. not his proudest moment.
“fine, you big baby.” you had done it reluctantly. jay always listened to your requests, so naturally you did too.
the older was blindfolded the whole time. you had done everything to make sure the man was pleased before you began fulfilling your fantasies.
“oh my god. i almost kicked you in the face. give me a warning next time!” he yelled, feeling your finger that was covered in lube circle his asshole.
“there’s going to be a next time?” you could hear the smirk in your voice. holding back a laugh. you had taken time to stretch out the man as much as you could. his claims of it not feeling good seemed unbelievable now. he was whimpering…
“not anymore.” he said, his chest rising up and down. “babe, i’m not going to lie. i feel so fucking terrified right now.” he let out a nervous giggle.
“don’t worry, love. i’m gonna make sure you enjoy this as much as possible.”
-
and you had. somehow jay was on all fours, moaning lowly as the somewhat average sized toy hit his prostate. “i fucking hate this! i swear i’m going to get you back y/n!” even though he was close to being a moaning mess. he complained.
“will you stop complaining? you’re enjoying this more than me for fucks sake.” you were enjoying the view yourself. you really did love every part of park jongseong. god, you couldn’t believe he was all yours.
he had shut up after that. you were right. it did feel a ‘little’ good. you’d never thought you’d hear your boyfriend begging you to let him cum. his whiny voice made butterflies erupt in your tummy.
“please. please…let me cum, y/n.” he begged, his dick twitching as your hand worked quickly on his length. two times the pleasure. and it had the man drooling and begging for more.
“go on, baby. let it out, honey.” you eased, helping him ride out his orgasm. your own underwear had a wet patch. but jay came first. this was for his pleasure.
jay could only gasp as you pulled out. turning him over so he could lay down. quickly cleaning him and yourself off.
“baby…do you ever plan on taking the blindfold off?” you asked, snorting as you laid down next to the breathless jay. ignoring the aching between your legs.
“no. i can’t even face myself. this was my lowest moment.” he said, shaking his head.
“oh shut up. you loved it.” you had pulled him into your arms. it was your turn to give the older aftercare. you were more than happy to do so.
“did not. it was a moment of weakness.”
-
the next day, jay was the clingiest person you’d ever seen. even when he was clinging on you, all he did was complain about his aching ass.
“i know. i’m sorry, park.” you patted his head, making sure to baby him as much as he wanted.
“i’m never having sex with you again.” jay’s words didn’t match his actions. him leaning up to kiss you and cuddle you contrasted his words.
“wow. i’m really feeling the love, babe.”
