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1. Fear of God by netherfeildren

   Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   18 May 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Joel (The Last of Us)/Reader
   • Joel (The Last of Us)/Original Female Character(s)
   • Joel (The Last of Us)/You
   • Joel (The Last of Us)
   • Ellie (The Last of Us)
   • Tommy (The Last of Us)
   • Maria (The Last of Us)
   • Dina (The Last of Us)
   • Original Characters
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Creampie
   • Stupid Joel Miller but also simp Joel Miller
   • Unprotected Sex
   • Oral Sex
   • Rough Sex
   • Dirty Talk
   • There is no therapy or condoms in the apocalypse
   • Ellie/Joel happy ending also
   • Fix-It
   • mentions of suicidal ideations
   • Breeding Kink
   • emotionally constipated idiots
   • they're in love and they like to fuck
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Vaginal Sex
   • age gap
   • discussions of medical procedures/illness
   • Pregnancy
   • Character Death
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • but none actually occurs

   Summary

   What was monstrousness? What was it, but a certainty that there existed within you multitudes of desires, needs, guilts, impulses – humanity? At the end of the world, when the dust has finally settled, Joel grapples with what it is to take hold of your own monstrosity – your own humanity – and live with it. And what it is to bear that truth in the palm of your hand held towards the person you love, offer it to them, and have it be accepted for what it was. Courage, above all else, it is courage that is necessary to go on.

   -Or-

   Big bad Joel Miller falls in love and doesn't know how to deal with it.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Birdie’s House

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   English

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