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1. as the lights went out by dreamshadow

   Fandoms: The 100 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • F/F, F/M
   • Complete Work

   23 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • John Murphy/Original Female Character
   • Clarke Griffin/Original Female Character(s)
   • John Murphy (The 100)
   • Jasper Jordan
   • Raven Reyes (The 100)
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Nathan Miller
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • Friends With Benefits
   • Brother's Best Friend
   • Dysfunctional Family
   • Found Family
   • black sheep
   • Angst
   • Drama
   • Romance
   • Anxiety
   • Bisexuality
   • Sexual Content
   • Friendship
   • they're both idiots
   • college shenanigans
   • Community: FFT
   • Song: Dancing With Our Hands Tied (Taylor Swift)
   • Album: Reputation (Taylor Swift)
   • Album: 1989 (Taylor Swift)
   • Album: Lover (Taylor Swift)
   • Coming Out
   • Car Accidents
   • Character Death
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Absent Parents
   • Sibling Death

   Summary

   Emma Rhodes wasn't supposed to fall for John Murphy.
   Clarke Griffin wasn't supposed to matter this much.
   And she wasn't supposed to lose everything else along the way.

   But junior year at Arkadia College shattered every rule - and still echoed in the silence.

   Series

   • Part 2 of call it what you want

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   70,366

   Chapters:

   20/20

   Comments:

   82

   Kudos:

   31

   Bookmarks:

   4

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