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    Some nights, when Minho curls up in his bed... when it’s just himself, the blankets, his fan, and the echoing silence of his room, Minho curses JYP for letting him debut. For putting him back into the group. For hiring Minjun. Most nights he screams silently until frustrated tears pour from his eyes and into his pillow, hoping that tomorrow he will find out Minjun has quit, or even died. Other nights he curls up and curses the universe. For giving him no soulmap, for leaving him to wander alone. The results are always the same: cold sheets and a semi-wet pillow.

    Before, Minho would have one of the boys curled up in bed with him, holding an arm over him, simply preventing these spirals by being there. But not now. Not since Minho has drawn up that wall between them. Just the way Minjun has asked, more so demanded of him.

    But that is the deal Minho has struck, and there is no going back. He is just lucky no one in the group has a pain-sharing bond.

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