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Brian is sitting in front of his computer and the tears flow out from his eyes as read what the fans said about him.
He is tired of everything in his life.
He feel so alone and the guys doesn’t to care about him anymore.
His voice is not going to get better and he just begin to accept it.
Now people are talking about his weight!
Why everything happen to him?!
Life seems to send him trials year after year to test him.
He doesn’t understand why is it always him?!
Enough is enough!
He decide to take is first decision now.
He is gonna take the time he need for himself, remove himself from the group’s fame.
Brian use is connection information to the group website and he begin to write a letter.
«For everyone,
I know this letter will take everyone by surprise.
I take this decision without talking to anyone about it.
I need time for myself, to remove myself from the group.
My mental health is not good right now.
Everything is too much for me right now!
Alex, Howie, Kev, Nick I know you are gonna be really mad at me.
This is what I need right now.
For the fans, don’t try to find me and please leave me alone!
For my family, I’m sorry to leave you like that without saying anything.
I need to disappear for the time being to find myself again.
Brian Littrell»
Brian read his letter a second time and push on the button send to send his letter on the home page of the group's website.
This is it! No return possible now.
He have a sigh of relief and he close his computer.
His vocal rest start now!
He need to find something to be able to be understand without his voice.