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Comprehensive Content Warnings:
Explicit descriptions of death
Suicide
Overdose
Mental Health
Depression
Anxiety
Grief
Emetophobia/vomit
Religious Imagery/Conflict/Flawed Images of God
Death & funerals
General sad shit & angst
This is sad as fuck. Please take care of yourself while reading, take breaks, and reach out to the appropriate resources and/or your support system if you need help.
If you want to truly set the mood, here's what I was listening to while writing this:
"I'm An Albatross" by Aaron West & The Roaring Twenties
"In Lieu of Flowers" by Aaron West & The Roaring Twenties
"Brave Faces, Everyone" by Spanish Love Songs
"10th Floor" by Real Friends
"I Know How This Ends" by Real Friends
"Laura & The Beehive" by The Wonder Years
"The Ocean Grew Hands To Hold Me" by The Wonder Years
"Forgiveness" by L.S. Dunes
"Your Deep Rest" by The Hotelier
"Dirge" by Arms Length
"Asleep in the Chapel" by Thursday
"Maybe This Will Be The One" by Anthony Green (and almost all of Boom. Done. as a whole tbh)
"Checking In" by Arrows In Action
To aid in your suffering, find all these songs in a playlist linked here.
Happy reading, consider this your warning, and don't kill me for what I'm about to do.