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1. how lucky are we to have so much to lose by amaltheazwrites

   Fandoms: Station 19 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   12 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Maya Bishop/Carina DeLuca
   • Maya Bishop & Carina DeLuca
   • Andrew Deluca & Carina Deluca
   • Maya Bishop & Station 19
   • Maya Bishop
   • Carina DeLuca
   • Andrew DeLuca
   • Andy Herrera
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Gabriella Aurora
   • beautifuldisastersau
   • bdau
   • Smut
   • Friends With Benefits
   • Angst
   • Fluff
   • it's going to be a rollercoaster y'all
   • Canon-Compliant
   • canon-divergent
   • Slow Burn
   • if you thought itge was slow burn... you ain't seen nothing yet
   • Mutual Pining
   • Jealousy
   • Third Person POV
   • Yearning
   • so much yearning
   • If the yearning ain't hurting then I'm not doing my job right
   • let's suffer together
   • Strangers to Lovers

   Summary

   You do not have to be good
   You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting
   You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves
   Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine
   Meanwhile, the world goes on
   - Mary Oliver (Wild Geese)

   aka

   when season14!Carina and season1!Maya meet each other

   Language:

   English

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   11,212

   Chapters:

   3/?

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