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"Mistress! Mistress! Breakfast! It's ready!"
Winky's high-pitched voice pulls Nadine from sleep, and she groans softly, blinking as her eyes adjust to the morning light streaming through the window. The sky outside is pale, the sun barely rising—too early for her liking.
Something warm shifts near her legs, followed by a quiet, grumbly meow. Nadine glances down to see Brownie, her brown feline, stretching lazily on Nadine's bed, blinking at her with unimpressed golden eyes.
"Morning, you spoiled thing." Nadine mumbles, scratching behind her ear. Brownie purrs but promptly rolls over and buries her face in the blanket, clearly not ready to start the day either.
Nadine wishes she could do the same.
The nerves bubble up again, settling uncomfortably in her stomach. She had argued, begged, and protested, but in the end, Father's word was final. "You'll be safer there." he had said. "It's time you were with family."
Nadine swings her legs over the side of the bed, pushing down the unease. First year at another school. How bad could it be?
Before Nadine can stand, a loud, impatient knock rattles her door.
"Oi, wake up, you slug!" comes Barty's voice, muffled but full of exasperation. Before Nadine can prepare herself, her door swings open with a bang. "We're leaving in two hours, and you still look like a corpse!"
Nadine rolls her eyes. "I look better than you do on a good day, so I wouldn't talk."
Barty's two massive Dobermans, Hades and Ares, come bounding in like a storm, their nails clicking against the floor as they launch themselves at her.
"Oof—!" Nadine barely has time to react before she is knocked back onto the bed, greeted by enthusiastic licks and an overwhelming amount of drool.
"Get off, you beasts!" she laughs, trying to shield her face as Ares noses at her cheek and Hades pins Nadine's legs down with his weight. Brownie, utterly horrified, hisses and leaps onto a desk, her tail puffed up.
Barty leans casually against the doorway, arms crossed, smirking. "I see my boys have done their job. You're up."
"Up? I'm being mauled!" Nadine protests, trying to push Ares off while he wags his tail like this is the best morning of his life.
"That's what you get for sleeping in." Barty says smugly. "Come on, we don't have all day."
Finally managing to shove the dogs off, Nadine escapes to the bathroom. When Nadine steps back out, wiping her face with a towel, Barty looks her over and immediately smirks.
"Merlin's beard, you actually managed to look worse." he announces, clutching his chest in fake horror. "I didn't think that was possible."
Nadine scowls and tosses the towel at his face, but he catches it effortlessly.
"Bugger off, Temy."
"No, really. You look like you got hexed in your sleep." he continues, grinning.
"That's rich coming from someone whose hair looks like he was struck with a thunder." Nadine retorts, crossing her arms.
Barty scoffs, running a hand through his mop of curls as if that would fix anything. "This is effortless, actually. Can't say the same for you."
Nadine marches past him into her wardrobe room, swatting his arm on the way. "Get out, I need to get dressed."
"Right, right. Just don't take all morning—Father will have our heads if we're late."
Nadine rolls her eyes as he finally leaves. After dressing in black tights, a black skirt, and a red jumper, Nadine slips on her knee-length, leather boots, the heels clicking lightly against the floor as she moves. For her hair, Nadine gathers her long brown waves into an elegant half-up, half-down style, securing it with a simple clip.
Satisfied, Nadine grabs her wand and heads downstairs, where Barty is already waiting on the staircase with an impatient look on his face. The scent of freshly brewed coffee wafts through the air, and Nadine spots Mother leaning against the kitchen sink, sipping her cup. Her blonde hair glows softly in the early morning light.
"Morning, Maman." Nadine greets her, pressing a kiss to her cheek.
She smiles warmly, her pale blue eyes sparkling. "Good morning, ma chère. Are you ready for the trip?"
Nadine nods, forcing a smile. "As ready as I'll ever be."
She moves towards the table, where Father is sitting with his Daily Prophet spread out in front of him, brows furrowed in concentration. He barely looks up as Nadine sits down across from him.
"Good morning, Father." She says, trying to sound as polite as possible.
He responds without looking up from his paper. "Morning. You've wasted enough time already."
Barty follows behind Nadine, his usual smirk firmly in place, though it falters slightly when he catches Father's gaze.
"You'll be leaving soon, then?" he asks, now looking directly at Nadine.
"Yes, sir." they reply in unison, trying to hide the slight frustration creeping into their tone.
Father studies Nadine for a long moment, his sharp gaze cutting through her like a knife. "I expect you to conduct yourself with dignity at Hogwarts."
Nadine swallows, fighting the urge to roll her eyes. She knows better than to push back too much—he would never tolerate it. She has lived with the pressure of his expectations her entire life, but today, with all that is going on, she can feel the weight of it more than ever.
"I'll behave, sir." She answers, her voice steady, though inside she is seething.
Barty shifts uncomfortably in his seat, his fork tapping against his plate in rhythm with the growing tension. "Can we just have a peaceful breakfast for once?"
But Father isn't having any of it. He sets the paper down slowly and gives both of them a look of utter disappointment, as if his very presence should command respect.
"Peaceful breakfast?" Father repeats, his voice like ice. "The world doesn't wait for your laziness, Bartemius. I raised you to be better than this."
Barty shifts in his chair, barely holding back a snort of frustration. "I'm doing fine, sir."
But Father isn't finished. He turns his attention to Nadine, his eyes narrowing slightly. "You'll have to prove yourself, you know. Transfer students always have something to prove, but you—" His gaze hardens. "You're a Crouch. Do not forget that."
Nadine meets his eyes, anger simmering beneath the surface, but she keeps her expression neutral. "I haven't forgotten."
His stern look doesn't change. Father takes another sip of his coffee, clearly pleased with himself. "Good. I expect you both to keep your heads down and make a good impression. Don't make me regret this decision."
It is always the same. His rules, his expectations. Everything they do is for his approval, but they both know they will never get it. He expects perfection, even though they know it is impossible. Nadine wants to lash out, to scream, but she bites her tongue. Barty and Nadine may not be able to escape his rules, but they will find a way to get through it. Together.
Barty, still tense, finally speaks up, his voice low. "When's the last time you actually noticed what we wanted, Father?"
Father doesn't even flinch, his voice cold as he answers, "You don't get to want things, Bartemius. Not unless they serve the family's interests."
Nadine exchanges a glance with Barty, both of them struggling with the resentment that bubbles up with every word he says.
"Yes, Father." Barty mutters under his breath, knowing better than to argue further.
Mother, still leaning on the sink, sips her coffee in silence, though Nadine can see the faint trace of a frown on her lips. She knows what is going on, but she stays out of it, as always. Barty and Nadine finish their breakfast. They know better than to say anything more. They are used to this by now.
They climb the stairs in silence, the tension still thick in the air. As they reach the top of the stairs, they can hear raised voices coming from the kitchen.
"You don't get it, Lavinda!" Father snaps. "Our children are a reflection of this family. It's for their future!"
"I know what you want, Barty." Mother replies, her voice soft but firm. "But they'll find their own way. Let them be who they are. We've raised them well, they don't need this pressure."
Nadine rolls her eyes at the familiar argument. They have had this fight a thousand times before. She doesn't care to hear it again, so she pushes open her bedroom door with a bit more force than necessary. The loud bang of the door slamming behind her cuts through the air, startling both Barty and the dogs.
"Not today." She mutters under her breath, moving past him. Barty flops on her bed, and she can hear the soft thud of his body landing in the soft covers. Ares and Hades trot over, whining and nuzzling her legs in their usual greeting. They have always been big, slobbery, affectionate creatures, and despite her frustration, Nadine finds herself petting them absentmindedly. Brownie, her mischievous girl, is perched atop the cat tree in the corner of the room, batting at dangling toys with her paws, completely unfazed.
She walks over to her luggage, adding the last of the books and extra clothes she will need for the trip. Her hands are shaking slightly, and she pauses, taking a deep breath before continuing.
Barty watches Nadine for a moment before sitting up. "You're nervous again, aren't you?" he asks, a slight grin tugging at his lips.
Nadine sighs and looks up, meeting his eyes. "I don't know... it's just—what if I don't fit in at Hogwarts University? What if I don't end up in Ravenclaw like Father expects? It's not like I'm exactly perfect like he thinks I should be."
Barty scoffs and lays down, propping himself on his elbows. "Who cares what Father thinks? Besides, if you don't get into Ravenclaw, it'll just make him more pissed, and that's the best part of it all." He raises an eyebrow, the playful smirk returning. "You know, it might even be better if you end up somewhere else. He'll lose his mind."
She can't help but chuckle at the thought of Father's reaction. Barty is right—nothing ever seems to please him. "Yeah, you're probably right." She pauses, glancing out the window at the view of the manicured garden below. "But still, Ravenclaw's where I was supposed to go, right?"
Barty shrugs, jumping to his feet. "Doesn't matter. We're attending Hogwarts University. What House you end up in is just a formality. You're still going to show them all who the real Crouches are."
Nadine smiles at that. Her twin always knows how to make her feel better, even if his methods are sometimes a little over the top.
He heads to his own room to finish packing, leaving her with her thoughts. She sits at the window seat, staring outside, her gaze far away as she tries to distract herself from the nerves clawing at her insides. Nadine can't believe they are already starting first year at University.
She leans her forehead against the cool glass. It feels like a whole new world, and it is hard to shake off the anxiety that still lingers. But as the room falls silent, Nadine's mind drifts to Phina and Cass, the two friends she has known for years, each of them leaving a mark on her.
Seraphina Snape is a force of nature, sharp and calculating. Her talent for magic was apparent from the moment they met during their exchange program at Durmstrang. Seraphina's cunning and ambition are unmatched, but beneath her stoic exterior, there is kindness that only a few ever get to see. When she speaks, you listen. She carries herself with a quiet strength, always thinking three steps ahead. It is no surprise, really, that she is destined for greatness. But what sets Seraphina apart is her fierce loyalty to those she cares about—she would do anything for Nadine, just as Nadine would for her.
Then there is Cassiopeia Black. The youngest daughter of the Noble and Most Ancient House of Black. At first glance, she might seem cold—reserved, even distant—but beneath that composed exterior is a sharp wit and an ability to read people. She is rich, undeniably so, but she carries that wealth with an elegance that feels effortless, like it is just a part of who she is. Cassiopeia is the kind of person who knows how to hold a room's attention without saying a word, and yet, when she does speak, it is often laced with sarcasm or dry humor. She is fun to be around, but never overbearing. There is an air of mystery about her, knowing things others don't. She keeps her emotions close to the chest, but Nadine knows better than most that she feels deeply. She is fiercely protective of those she loves, even if she won't admit it openly.
Their traits couldn't be more striking. Despite some of their differences, both are incredibly powerful, and both have influenced Nadine in ways she didn't fully understand until now. They are both coming to Hogwarts University, and she can't wait to see them again. Nadine knows that with them by her side, things won't be so intimidating. They will keep her grounded, and she will do the same for them.
But still, a part of her worries. What if they have all changed too much? What if Hogwarts isn't what she expects, or what if the pressure of their families' expectations gets to be too much? Nadine shakes the thoughts from her head. Whatever happens, she knows that Phina and Cass will be there. And that gives Nadine a sense of comfort, even if she doesn't have all the answers.
A deep breath. It is time to stop worrying. She has got this.
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A soft knock at Nadine's door makes her pause, her suitcase gripped in one hand and Brownie curled in her other arm, her tail flicking lazily.
"Come in." Nadine says, already knowing who it is.
Mother steps inside, her expression calm but warm. "Are you ready, darling?"
Nadine nods, though the truth is, she doesn't feel particularly ready. Her gentle reassurance follows—about how exciting this new chapter will be, how she believes in her—but it washes over Nadine without sinking in. She simply nods again, offering a small smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes. Mother studies her for a moment but doesn't press. Instead, she kisses Nadine's forehead and brushes a stray lock of hair behind her ear. "You'll do wonderfully." she says softly.
With that, they head downstairs.
Father, unsurprisingly, is already gone for work. No final words of encouragement. No farewell at all. Just silence in his place.
Barty is kneeling beside Ares and Hades, both of whom are whining as if sensing their departure. He scratches behind their ears, murmuring something to them before standing, only for them to immediately lunge at Nadine instead. She stumbles slightly as they press against her, their tails wagging furiously.
"Alright, alright." Nadine chuckles, scratching their heads. "I'll miss you too."
Barty smirks, folding his arms. "They like you more."
"Obviously."
They say their goodbyes to Mother, who holds them both a little longer than usual, her arms wrapped tightly around them. "Take care of each other." she murmurs before stepping back.
Once outside in the garden, the morning air is crisp, carrying the scent of damp grass and autumn leaves. This is where they can safely Apparate.
Barty pulls out his wand. "Are you managing on your own?"
Nadine rolls her eyes. "I'm not a child, Temy."
"Debatable."
Before she can smack him, they both turn on the spot with a sharp crack and vanish into the suffocating pull of Apparition.
When they reappear at King's Cross Station, the usual rush surrounds them. The platform is already teeming with students and their families, trunks stacked, owls hooting in cages. The hum of chatter fills the air, mixing with the occasional burst of laughter or tearful goodbyes.
They step aside to make room for another family arriving, and Nadine adjusts her grip on Brownie, who flicks her ears, unimpressed by the noise.
"Bit different, isn't it?" Barty remarks, scanning the crowd.
"Completely." Nadine admits. She doesn't recognize anyone here, which only makes her more aware of how new this all feels. The unfamiliarity gnaws at her, but she pushes it down, keeping her expression neutral.
"Rosiers!"
Barty's sudden shout nearly startles Brownie out of Nadine's arms. She glares at him, but he is already grinning as two people make their way through the crowd toward them. The boy reaches Barty first, clapping him on the back before pulling him into a quick, brotherly hug. The girl, standing beside him, offers Nadine a warm smile.
"You must be Nadine." she says smoothly. "Barty's told us loads about you."
Nadine arches a brow, shifting her suitcase in one hand. "I can only hope it was good." Then, with a pointed look at her brother, she adds, "But knowing him... probably not."
"Oi!" Barty protests, scowling. "I'm not that awful."
"Yeah, sure." Nadine deadpans.
The girl laughs, while the guy—who Nadine assumes must be Evan—grins, eyes glinting with amusement.
"You must be Pandora and Evan Rosier." Nadine says, offering her hand. "My pleasure to finally meet you."
Pandora shakes it warmly, but Evan takes Nadine's hand with exaggerated flair, lifting it slightly as if contemplating whether to kiss it.
"The pleasure," he says, "is all mine."
Nadine narrows her eyes, unimpressed. "Very smooth, Rosier. How long did you practice that in the mirror?"
"Would you believe me if I said natural talent?" He smirks.
"Not for a second."
Pandora sighs, linking her arm through Evan's. "Ignore him. He thinks he's charming."
"I am charming." Evan corrects, glancing back at Nadine. "You agree, don't you, Nadine?"
"Oh, completely." Nadine says, voice dripping with sarcasm. "In the same way Temy is humble."
Barty snorts. "Hey!"
Evan chuckles. "I like you. You've got bite."
"And you've got an ego the size of the castle." Nadine shoots back.
Pandora laughs again while Barty just shakes his head. "You two are either going to be best friends or kill each other." he mutters.
Before Evan can come up with another remark, the train hoots, signaling it is time to board.
They push through the bustling students and step inside, moving toward the first-class compartments. Most of the younger years scramble for seats elsewhere, while older students settle in more comfortably. Finding an empty table, Barty, Pandora, Evan, and Nadine drop their things into the overhead storage and take their seats.
As Nadine scans the surroundings, a familiar head of dark hair catches her attention.
Cassiopeia.
Without hesitation, Nadine rises from her seat, leaving her things behind as she rushes toward her. Cassiopeia spots her a moment later, and a rare smile breaks across her face as she stands.
"Nadine!"
They embrace tightly, and for the first time all morning, Nadine feels at ease.
"You've no idea how much I've missed you." Nadine says, pulling back slightly.
Cassiopeia's lips twitch in a smirk. "I have some idea. You're heading to Hogwarts University too, after all."
"Tragic, isn't it?" Nadine jokes before her gaze shifts to the person seated beside Cassiopeia.
She straightens slightly, offering her hand. "You must be Regulus. I'm Nadine Crouch."
Regulus doesn't immediately take her hand. Instead, he regards her with a cool, unreadable expression. His posture is impeccable—composed, effortless, regal in that way only the Blacks seem to manage.
After a pause, he shakes her hand briefly, his grip firm but detached. "Pleasure." he says smoothly, though his tone suggests neither pleasure nor displeasure. Just politeness.
Stoic. Detached. Unimpressed. Exactly as she expected.
Cassiopeia leans back against her seat, arms crossed. "Reg is terrible at introductions."
Regulus exhales slightly, as if this conversation is already exhausting him. "I see no point in excessive pleasantries."
Nadine tilts her head. "Ah, so you're just naturally like that."
Cassiopeia chuckles, but Regulus simply raises an eyebrow.
"Right." Nadine says, amused. "Well, I'm thrilled, Black."
Regulus simply hums and returns to gazing out the window.
Nadine rolls her eyes before turning back to Cassiopeia. "Come sit with us."
Cassiopeia glances at Regulus, who gives the slightest nod—permission, Nadine supposes. With that, Cassiopeia stands, and together, they head back toward their table.
Evan raises an eyebrow, glancing toward Regulus, who is still sitting in his quiet corner. "What, Black isn't joining us?"
Barty just sighs dramatically, already standing up. "I'll go collect our lost little prince." Nadine notices a spark in his eyes as he glances at Cassiopeia. Oh, she is going to enjoy teasing him.
Evan follows him, muttering something about 'Black family dramatics' while Nadine turns to Cassiopeia and Pandora.
"Boys." Nadine sighs.
Pandora chuckles as they settle back in, and soon enough, conversation flows. They share stories—Pandora tells them about her latest adventures, and Nadine trades Beauxbatons tales with Cassiopeia.
A few hours pass, and as the train staff comes around taking food orders, Nadine realizes she needs the bathroom.
"I'll be back." She says, standing.
Evan looks up lazily. "Try not to get lost. Would be a shame if we had to search for you."
Nadine rolls her eyes. "Oh, please. You'd enjoy the peace and quiet."
He smirks. "Can't argue with that."
Ignoring him, Nadine makes her way toward the nearest bathroom, but as she passes through the corridor, it hits her—she hasn't searched for Seraphina yet.
With that, she steps past the first-class section and into the bustling compartments of the main train. She glances through the glass as she walks, scanning for a familiar face.
Then, just as she turns a corner, a compartment door swings open, and a group spills out, laughing and talking loudly.
"Excuse me." Nadine mutters absentmindedly, weaving between them.
But then—
"Nadine Crouch? Is that you?"
She freezes. The voice is smug, familiar, and entirely too pleased with itself.
Looking up, she comes face to face with Sirius Black.
Nadine blinks. "Oh. It's you."
Sirius crosses his arms, grinning broadly. "Oh, wow. That was a great greeting. I'm touched."
"Well," Nadine says. "I could try harder, but I'd hate to give you the wrong idea."
Behind him, three other boys step forward, watching the exchange with open amusement.
"Crouch? As in Barty Crouch? Didn't know he had a sister." one of them—glasses, messy hair—remarks, eyeing her curiously.
"That's because I don't go around announcing it to the world, Potter." Nadine replies, recognizing him immediately.
James grins. "Ah, you already know me. That's a good sign."
"Is it?" Nadine muses. "Because I was considering running in the opposite direction."
The third boy—tall, tired-looking, with kind eyes—chuckles. "Well, this is going well."
"And you are?" Nadine asks, tilting her head.
"Remus Lupin."
She frowns slightly. "Lupin? Never heard of that name before."
Sirius claps a hand on Remus's shoulder. "Yeah, he's a bit of a mystery. It adds to the whole brooding thing he's got going on."
Remus sighs. "I am not brooding."
"Sure you aren't." Nadine says, smirking.
The last boy, round-faced with a nervous demeanor, shifts awkwardly. Sirius nudges him forward. "And this here is Peter Pettigrew."
Peter offers a small nod. "Uh—hi."
"Charmed." Nadine says dryly.
James nudges Sirius. "So, is she fun?"
"Depends on your definition of fun." Nadine says before Sirius can open his mouth. "If you mean do I tolerate arrogant boys who think they run the place? Then no, not really."
Sirius clutches his chest dramatically. "Ouch. That was personal."
James grins. "I like her."
"I don't like you." Nadine replies cheerfully.
He smirks. "That'll change. People say I grow on them."
"Like a fungus?"
Peter snorts, Remus chuckles, and Sirius howls with laughter.
James, undeterred, says, "I'm taking that as a compliment."
"You would." Nadine mutters.
Sirius watches her with that same infuriating smirk. "So, what brings you to our lovely end of the train, Crouch? Met with my dear siblings and had to check on me as well?"
She gives him a flat look. "Why yes. I woke up this morning and thought, wow, my day would be incomplete without an encounter with the most insufferable Black."
Sirius gasps, pressing a hand to his chest. "And here I thought you'd give that honor to dear Reggie."
"I would." Nadine says. "But at least Regulus knows when to shut up."
The boys burst into laughter while Sirius dramatically wipes an invisible tear from his eye. "I'm so glad we met. Really. This has been a gift."
Nadine sighs. "As much as I love this conversation, I actually have somewhere to be."
James grins. "Oh, come on, we were just getting started!"
She smirks. "Exactly. And that's my sign to leave."
With that, Nadine turns on her heel, leaving behind a chorus of laughter, wondering how on earth she managed to get caught up with that lot.
She continues looking and reaches the end of the corridor, where another compartment door slides open, and out walks Seraphina. Her eyes widen with recognition before a delighted smile takes over her features.
"Nadine!" she exclaims, and before either of them can think, Nadine already closes the distance, throwing her arms around her. Seraphina hugs her back, laughing softly.
"I was just about to go looking for you." Nadine says as they pull apart.
"I wanted to get us some sweets." Seraphina replies, gesturing toward the trolley further down the corridor.
Nadine peers past her into the compartment, curious about who she is sitting with. A figure sits by the window, his posture straight yet somehow withdrawn. He is dressed in black, from his buttoned-up coat to the simple yet slightly worn trousers tucked into polished shoes. His long, dark hair frames his face, partially obscuring his features as he stares outside, seemingly lost in thought. The dim train light gives his pale skin an almost ghostly quality.
A slow grin creeps onto Nadine's lips. "Is that your brother?" Nadine asks, keeping her voice teasing. "You could introduce us, you know."
Seraphina rolls her eyes but with a smirk that told Nadine she is entertained. With a dramatic sigh, she steps back inside. "Severus." she calls, her voice laced with mock patience.
He doesn't react at first, his gaze still fixed on whatever invisible point existed beyond the window. But after a moment, as if reluctantly pulled back into reality, he turns toward them.
And there he is—his sharp, calculating eyes flicker over Nadine, taking in her presence with measured disinterest. The expression on his face is as neutral as ever, though there was a certain intensity in the way he observes Nadine, as if deciding whether acknowledging her is even worth the effort.
"This is Nadine." Seraphina says, gesturing toward her. "I've mentioned her before."
Nadine tilts her head slightly, offering a charming smile. "Hello, Severus. It's a pleasure to finally meet you."
He gives a slow, almost imperceptible nod.
Not a 'hello,' not even an 'I suppose,' just a vague, unimpressed noise.
Nadine leans against the doorway, grinning. "Oh, come on, don't be shy." Nadine teases, tilting her head at him. "I don't bite."
His gaze darkens slightly, lips pressing into a thin line. "I doubt that." he mutters.
Seraphina sighs, shaking her head. "You'll get used to her."
Nadine laughs softly, watching as Severus's expression remained unreadable.
Nadine smirks, glancing at her. "You didn't tell me your brother was this handsome."
Severus's expression barely shifts—just the faintest tightening of his jaw, the slow, deliberate narrowing of his dark eyes. Then, with a sneer, he turns back to the window as if Nadine said nothing at all.
Nadine means it, though. He has a striking sort of presence, even if his entire aura screams disinterest and disdain.
Straightening her posture, Nadine sighs dramatically, shaking her head. "Well, since I'm clearly not very welcome here, I'll leave you to it." Nadine looks at Seraphina with a smirk. "I suppose we'll talk when we arrive. See you then."
She nods, while Severus doesn't even bother to look at Nadine again. Unfazed, Nadine turns on her heel and steps back into the corridor, making her way toward first class.
Just as Nadine is nearing the section where her friends were, two familiar figures appear from the opposite direction, peeking into compartments as they pass.
Nadine narrows her eyes. "What are you two doing?"
Sirius turns, grinning. "Ah, Crouch. Destiny keeps bringing us together."
James smirks beside him. "It's almost poetic, really."
Nadine rolls her eyes, crossing her arms. "I asked you a question."
Sirius lets out a dramatic sigh, placing a hand on his chest as if hurt. "You wound me, truly. Can't a bloke check in on an old friend?"
James nods solemnly. "Just a little visit."
Nadine raises a brow. "Right."
Sirius tuts, shaking his head. "You're no fun, Crouch."
James tilts his head, grinning. "You sure you don't want to join us?"
"Not interested." Nadine says flatly, fixing them both with a sharp look.
"Alright, alright." James lifts his hands in mock surrender, and looks over Nadine's shoulder before walking past her. "Lily, darling!"
Sirius shrugs. "Suit yourself. You're missing out, though."
They finally leave, heading toward their own compartment. Just as Nadine exhales, shaking her head, another figure approaches—Remus.
Nadine lets out an exaggerated groan, rolling her eyes. "What, is this some kind of parade?"
Unlike his friends, Remus gives a small chuckle, his expression much kinder. "I was actually coming to apologize for them."
Nadine raises a brow. "Is that so?"
He nods, offering a polite smile. "They mean well. Mostly."
Nadine studies him for a moment, then sighs, her stance relaxing just a little. "You must be the reasonable one, then."
He smirks slightly. "I do my best."
Nadine hums, glancing back toward where Sirius and James disappeared. "Well, they're lucky to have you keeping them in check."
Remus lets out a soft chuckle. "That's debatable."
For the first time since running into them, Nadine actually smiles. "Well, enjoy the rest of your ride, Lupin."
"You too, Crouch."
With that, Nadine finally continues back toward her compartment, eager to settle in again, but someone else is on her mind.
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The train ride stretches long into the afternoon, the rhythmic clatter of wheels against tracks almost hypnotic. Hours pass in conversation, light laughter, and the occasional drifting into thoughtful silence. The sun begins its descent when they finally change into their uniforms. The deep navy robes are exchanged for the darker, heavier fabric, their weight settling on Nadine's shoulders like an unspoken reminder that she is truly leaving her past behind.
Nadine stands by the compartment's narrow mirror, adjusting her robes as the others follow. Pandora fusses with her hair, Evan smooths out his sleeves, and Barty—unbothered as ever—simply shrugs his on, running a hand through his hair.
When the train finally lurches to a stop, the once-lively chatter is replaced by a new kind of energy. People gather their belongings, voices overlapping in excitement and impatience. Nadine secures Brownie in her arms, her small body pressing against Nadine's chest. The corridor is already packed with students, all pushing toward the exits, dragging trunks and chattering animatedly.
Stepping out onto the platform, the crisp evening air greets them. The sky is painted in hues of deep blue and violet, the last traces of daylight clinging stubbornly to the horizon. Hogwarts looms in the distance, its towering spires lit against the encroaching night, an imposing yet breathtaking sight. The castle is nothing like Beauxbatons—it stands in stark contrast, a fortress of stone, heavy with history and tradition.
"Let's go." Barty announces, his voice cutting through Nadine's thoughts.
She turns to see Cassiopeia walking alongside Regulus, the two of them composed and detached. With one last glance around, Nadine follows Barty, Evan, and Pandora to the waiting carriages. They are unlike anything at Beauxbatons. The sleek, white-winged Abraxans are replaced by Thestrals—creatures she couldn't see.
They settle into one of the carriages, the wooden interior creaking slightly as they take their seats. Nadine leans against the window, her fingers absentmindedly stroking Brownie's soft fur as she takes in the vast, moonlit grounds of her new home. This is it. A fresh start, a new world.
Sensing her unease, Evan leans closer, his voice effortlessly smooth. "Nadine, es-tu nerveuse?" (Nadine, are you nervous?)
She sighs. "Peut-être un peu." (Maybe a little.)
He chuckles, shaking his head. "Ne t'inquiète pas trop. Tu vas régner sur cet endroit en un rien de temps." (Don't worry too much. You'll rule this place in no time.)
Barty reaches over and ruffles her hair, making her swat at him in protest. "She's going to be fine." he assures. "Better than fine. And besides, if anyone gives you trouble, you have me, Ev, and Dora. We'll hex first, ask questions later."
Pandora nods sagely. "It's going to be alright."
Their lightheartedness eases some of Nadine's tension, and as the carriage rolls steadily forward, she allows herself a small smile. This is new, unfamiliar, and nothing like she had imagined—but she is not alone. And maybe, just maybe, this could be the beginning of something worth remembering.
The castle looms ever closer, its towering silhouette casting long shadows against the night sky. The path ahead is uncertain, but one thing is clear—Nadine is here, and there is no turning back now.
The carriage comes to a slow halt in front of the grand entrance to the castle. As they step out, the towering stone structure looms above them, bathed in the golden glow of torchlight. The night air is crisp, carrying the distant hoots of owls and the faint murmur of voices from within.
The path leading up to the entrance is lined with flickering lanterns, casting long shadows across the courtyard. The massive oak doors stand ajar, revealing the warm, inviting glow from within. Students file in, the excitement and nervousness in the air palpable. Nadine's fingers tighten slightly around Brownie's soft fur before she exhales and steps inside.
The Entrance Hall is vast with high, vaulted ceilings. A grand marble staircase dominates the space, leading up to the upper floors. Torches line the stone walls, their flames dancing in iron sconces, illuminating the banners that bear the four house crests—Gryffindor, Slytherin, Ravenclaw, and Hufflepuff. The chatter of students echoes off the stone, mingling with the occasional flutter of enchanted candles hovering in midair.
At the top of the staircase stands a woman, her robes impeccably pressed, her stern gaze scanning the gathered students. Her silver-rimmed glasses gleam in the flickering light, and her presence commands immediate attention. She steps forward, clearing her throat before speaking.
"Welcome to Hogwarts." she announces, her Scottish accent carrying effortlessly through the hall. "I am the Deputy Headmistress and Professor Minerva McGonagall. For those of you beginning your first year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, please follow me for your Sorting Ceremony."
A cluster of tiny eleven-year-olds murmurs amongst themselves, their faces a mixture of nerves and excitement as they step forward. McGonagall's gaze then shifts, her eyes landing on the small group of older students—them.
"For those of you joining Hogwarts University and have not yet been sorted into a House, please follow as well."
Nadine turns to Barty, and he carefully takes Brownie into his arms. The Great Hall unfolds before them as they enter, and the sight is nothing short of breathtaking. The enchanted ceiling mirrors the night sky, scattered with twinkling stars and streaks of wispy clouds. Countless floating candles hover above four long tables, casting a warm, golden glow over the sea of students already seated. The House banners hang proudly, their colors rich and vibrant against the stone walls. At the very front, the High Table sits elevated, where the professors observe the new arrivals with interest.
The Sorting Hat rests upon its stool, and its brim begins to move, opening wide to sing a song:
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"In days of old, when founders four,
Created Hogwarts' doors,
They sought to teach the magic arts,
To witches, wizards, more.
Gryffindor, the brave of heart,
To valor did he bind,
His house of daring, nerve, and chivalry,
Of courage unconfined.
Fair Ravenclaw, with wisdom bright,
In learning took great pride,
Her eagles soar on wings of thought,
With intellect their guide.
Kind Hufflepuff, so just and true,
In friendship, loyalty,
She gathered those of patient heart,
In steadfast unity.
And cunning Slytherin, so sly,
With ambition keen and grand,
His serpents strive for power and might,
With craft and cunning hand.
So come to me, upon this stool,
And place me on your head,
I'll tell you where your place shall be,
In halls where you will tread.
No need to fear, no need to fret,
My choice is never wrong,
For I'm the Hogwarts Sorting Hat,
And I've been here all along."
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As the Sorting Hat finishes, the hall erupts into applause. McGonagall begins calling out names, one by one, and the little first-years step forward, some with trembling hands, others with eager determination. The Sorting Hat deliberates, its voice echoing throughout the hall as it places each student into their House.
Nadine waits, watching, her fingers tracing absentmindedly along the edge of her robe. The ceremony feels both familiar and foreign—something she has only ever read and heard about, now unfolding before her. The Hogwarts students cheer as their new housemates join them, the room alive with excitement. She glances around and her gaze finds his. Severus remains his unreadable self, his eyes flicking over the scene with quiet calculation. She lets a slow smirk tug at her lips before winking playfully.
His reaction is immediate—a sharp exhale through his nose, followed by the faintest narrowing of his eyes. His lips press into a thin line, as though suppressing irritation. He looks away, as if willing himself not to react further. Satisfied, she turns her attention back to Professor McGonagall.
One by one, the first-years find their place. McGonagall straightens and turns her attention to them. "Now, for those transferring into Hogwarts University. First, Black, Cassiopeia."
Cassiopeia strides forward with her usual elegance, settling onto the stool. The Sorting Hat barely grazes her head before it booms, "Slytherin!"
She glances at Nadine, nodding subtly before making her way to the Slytherin table, a small smirk playing on her lips as she takes a seat beside Regulus. The table erupts into cheers.
"Crouch, Nadine."
Nadine approaches the stool, her expression calm and composed despite the weight of countless eyes on her. The Sorting Hat is placed upon her head, and at once, a voice echoes in her mind.
"Ah, another Crouch. But you... you are different. Loyalty, courage, a sharp mind... quite the mix. I see ambition, yes, but a strong heart as well. Hmm... where to put you?"
She remains silent as the hat contemplated, its murmurs stretching for a few moments longer before it finally spoke, "Better be... Gryffindor!"
Nadine's brows raise slightly, but a smirk tugs at her lips. Pride swells in her chest as she stands, glancing briefly at Barty. His expression is unreadable for a moment before he lets out a small huff, shaking his head with an amused smirk.
As Nadine walks toward the Gryffindor table, she passes Seraphina, and they exchange a subtle nod before she steps forward for her turn.
The Sorting Hat sits atop her head, its brim twitching as it considered. The Great Hall is silent, the tension thick as the seconds stretched into a minute, then longer. Her fingers clench against the stool, eyes focused straight ahead. Finally, the hat's deep voice rings out: "Slytherin!"
She slides off the stool and strides toward the Slytherin table, settling beside Severus, who barely spares her a glance. Nadine watches her for a moment, smirking slightly before her attention is pulled back to the front of the hall.
Dumbledore rises from his grand chair at the staff table, his blue eyes twinkling with warmth as he surveys the students. He lifts his arms slightly, commanding silence before he begins to speak.
"Welcome, welcome to another year at Hogwarts! Whether you are returning or joining us for the first time, know that you have found a home within these walls. Here, you will learn not only magic but the courage to wield it wisely, the wisdom to understand its power, and the friendships that will shape you for years to come. Now, let the feast begin!"
As soon as the words leave his lips, the empty golden plates on the tables fill with a lavish spread—roast meats, steaming vegetables, fragrant bread, and an array of desserts that shimmered under the candlelight. A soft murmur of awe spreads through the hall before everyone eagerly reaches for food.
Nadine takes a bite of roasted chicken when a voice speaks beside her. "Quite the speech, huh? Dumbledore does have a flair for theatrics."
She turns to find Remus.
She scoffs. "Not much different from Madame Maxime's."
Remus chuckles. As they speak, she glances around the hall. James and Sirius are sitting a few seats away, talking loudly and laughing as if they didn't just spent hours on the train together. James has his arm slung around a red-haired girl, who rolls her eyes fondly but makes no move to push him off. A blonde girl beside Sirius huffs in exasperation, clearly unimpressed with whatever joke he had just made.
Shifting her gaze further, Nadine spots Barty at the Ravenclaw table, sitting beside Pandora. The two are deep in conversation, though Barty occasionally casts glances in her direction. Nearby, Cassiopeia is engaged in a hushed discussion with Regulus and Evan, while Seraphina is eating beside Severus, the two of them mirroring each other in their silence.
Just as Nadine is about to return to her food, a familiar voice calls her name.
"Oi, Crouch!"
She turns to see Sirius grinning at her from across the table. "Thought you'd be too posh for us."
Nadine raises a brow, matching his energy. "Oh, trust me, Black. I'm not glad to be in the same House as you. But I suppose I can slum it with your lot for a while."
Laughter erupts around them, James clutching his chest dramatically. "Oh no, she's one of those."
"One of what?" Nadine asks, feigning innocence as she takes another bite.
"A snarky, self-important pain in the—"
"James!" the red-haired girl cuts in, shaking her head.
Nadine smirks. "That's rich coming from you."
The table roars with laughter again, and even Remus shakes his head with a chuckle. He leans in slightly, speaking just for her to hear.
"After the feast, I can walk with you to our Tower. I'm a Prefect, so I can show you the way."
She glances at him, appreciating the gesture. "Yeah, sure. Thanks, Lupin."
He grins. "Call me Remus."
Nadine nods, turning back to her meal. The Great Hall buzzes with energy, and for the first time, she feels like she belonged.
Chapter Text
As the feast came to a close, everyone begins standing, and Nadine turns to Remus. "I'll walk with my brother and friends for a bit." she says, offering a smile.
Remus nods and joins his own group as she makes her way toward Barty, who is in a heated conversation with Evan and Regulus. She joins them, and as they approach the doors, Barty returns Brownie, and Evan smirks.
"Honestly, I'm disappointed you're not in Slytherin. This distance is going to hurt." he says dramatically, his eyes twinkling.
Nadine raises an eyebrow, giving him a sassy grin. "Oh, Rose, don't worry. I'll send you a letter every week. Maybe even a lock of my hair if the longing gets too unbearable."
Evan gasps dramatically. "Now I have a nickname. I like it."
Regulus muttered something to Cassiopeia, clearly unaware that Nadine caught it.
"C'est pitoyable. Une Black ne devrait pas traîner avec des traîtres à leur sang." (It's pathetic. A Black shouldn't be associating with blood traitors.)
She can't help but smirk. He will tolerate her eventually. Cassiopeia rolls her eyes fondly and joins them, relaxed.
"Tell me," she beams, slipping into step beside Nadine. "was it the Hat's idea to separate us, or did you bribe it just to make me suffer?"
Nadine laughs, bumping her shoulder against Cassiopeia's. "Oh, definitely bribed. Practically begged to choose Gryffindor."
Barty, who had turned unusually quiet, glances at Cassiopeia in a way that didn't go unnoticed by Nadine. She nudges him slightly, lowering her voice.
"Try not to look so obvious, Tem."
He stiffens. "Shut up."
She smirks. "I didn't say anything."
Regulus, ever observant, calls for Cassiopeia. "Come."
Cassiopeia arches a brow at him but follows without question. Barty's gaze lingers on her for a second before he scowls, shoving his hands into his pockets.
Nadine glances around as they walk, scanning the sea of students, until she spotted Seraphina. She is walking beside Severus. A slow grin curls on Nadine's lips.
Without hesitation, she makes her way over, slipping seamlessly into their space. "Fancy seeing you two." Nadine muses, her gaze flickering to Severus.
He immediately stiffens but didn't step away. His eyes flicker over her.
"Missed me?" she teases, voice dropping just enough for him to hear. "You know, if you wanted my attention, you could've just said so."
His expression remains impassive, tone cold as ice. "Your arrogance is exhausting."
She leans in slightly. "And yet, here you are, enduring it."
Seraphina gives her a look—one that said, Really?—but she doesn't say anything.
Severus's gaze darkens. "Only because of Seraphina."
Nadine smirks. "Well, I'd hate for you to be bored. Maybe I'll stick around."
His jaw tightens, but before he can respond, they reach the portal.
It looms ahead, an archway shimmering with faint golden light. Beyond it, the university grounds stretch out—tall towers, and endless courtyards. On the other side stood another, smaller portal—the entrance for the younger students.
Nadine glances at Seraphina, her teasing softening for a moment. "Here we go, I suppose." As they step through, the world around them shifts. The warmth fades into the slightly damp air of Hogwarts' vast corridors. The stone walls stretch high above them, lined with flickering torches that cast long shadows along the floor. The ceiling arches like a cathedral, ancient and endless, while the paintings murmur amongst themselves, watching the new arrivals with lazy curiosity.
Nadine looks around in awe, drinking in the sight of the castle's grand staircases, which twist and shift of their own accord. The deep, velvety blue night sky peeks in through the arched windows, reflecting off the glossy black lake in the distance. The torches crackle gently, their golden light illuminating the intricate tapestries lining the stone corridors.
"Nadine!"
She turns at the familiar voice and sees Remus waiting for her near the entrance to the grand staircase, a patient yet expectant look on his face. Before heading to him, she glances back at the Snape siblings.
"Well." she says with a small smile, tilting her head. "We part ways now."
Seraphina nods, offering one of her rare, knowing looks. Severus, however, doesn't respond. He stands still, his eyes fixed on Nadine with an intensity.
She holds his stare for a second longer before softening her expression. "See you around, Prince."
Still, he says nothing, but his fingers twitch at his side. Then, he turns away, glancing at Seraphina to follow. Seraphina and Nadine smile at each other, and the Snape siblings disappear around the corner.
Nadine exhales and turns back toward Remus, who was watching her with mild amusement.
"Ready?" he asks, gesturing toward the grand staircase.
"Lead the way, Prefect." she quips, falling into step beside him.
He huffs a laugh as they climb the winding steps, the castle unfolding around them. The corridors feel alive—suits of armor clank as they adjust their posture, ghosts drift through the air like silent spectators, and the portraits gossip excitedly.
"So," Remus begins conversationally, hands tucked into his robe pockets. "Beauxbatons, eh? You must've liked it there."
Nadine glances at him sideways, catching the subtle curiosity in his tone. "I did." she admits, though she doesn't elaborate.
Remus picks up on it immediately. "And yet, you're here now."
She smiles. He isn't prying, not exactly—just observing.
"Mm." she muses. "But let's just say... circumstances changed."
Remus gives a thoughtful nod. "Fair enough. But I have to say, it must be a bit of a shock, coming to Hogwarts. I imagine the differences are..."
She lets out a soft laugh. "You could say that. Beauxbatons was—" she pauses, choosing her words carefully. "—elegant. Structured. Everything was polished, graceful, refined." she waves a hand around them, where the torches flickered unevenly, the staircases groan as they shift, and a ghost cackles somewhere in the distance. "Hogwarts, on the other hand, feels... alive. A little unpredictable, maybe even chaotic." she turns to him with a smirk. "I think I like it."
Remus grins. "Good. You'll fit right in. Is that your cat?" He inclines his head toward her hands.
"Yes, her name's Brownie. I wouldn't be able to live without her." Nadine murmurs, Brownie's purrs vibrating as Nadine tenderly strokes her fur.
They reach a landing where a group of Ravenclaws break off toward their Tower. According to Remus, their entrance is hidden behind a sleek wooden door, guarded by a bronze eagle-shaped knocker that is currently asking an intricate riddle.
"Imagine being locked out of your dormitory just because you had a long day and your brain isn't functioning properly." Remus murmurs as they passed, shaking his head.
Nadine laughs. "I take it you've never gotten one of their riddles right?"
"Not once." he admits. "Sirius, however, is infuriatingly good at them."
They continue upward, climbing higher into the castle. The Gryffindor Tower is at the very top, and the further they ascend, the warmer the air becomes.
"So," Remus says, glancing at her again. "if you don't mind me asking... why Gryffindor?"
She tilts her head slightly. "You don't think I belong?"
He smiles, shaking his head. "Not what I meant. I just—well, I know your family name."
Ah. There it is.
Nadine exhales lightly, letting the pause stretch between them before answering. "Maybe the Hat saw something different in me." she says finally.
Remus nods. "I see."
At last, they reach the entrance to the Gryffindor common room—a grand portrait of the Fat Lady in a pink silk dress. She eyes them with interest before demanding, "Password?"
"Fortitudo." Remus supplies easily.
The portrait swings open, revealing the warm, inviting glow of the common room. The space is filled with plush red and gold armchairs, a grand fireplace crackling merrily, and tall windows overlooking the castle grounds. The ceiling stretches high, wooden beams crisscrossing like the ribs of some ancient beast.
Nadine steps inside, taking it all in. It isn't polished or pristine like Beauxbatons, but it felt... warm. Lived-in.
Home.
Remus watches her for a moment before offering a small smile. "Welcome to Gryffindor."
She takes a slow step forward, her fingers brushing lightly over the back of the nearest sofa. The fabric is warm from the fire, slightly worn but comfortable. The golden glow from the lanterns reflects off the deep red tapestries, the lion crest standing proudly on the walls. Brownie offers an approving meow.
"Thank you." she says softly, turning back to Remus.
He offers a small smile and gestures toward the spiral staircases. "Boys' dormitories are on the left, girls' on the right." he explains. "The stairs are enchanted—vanishing steps if anyone tries to sneak into the wrong rooms."
"Good to know." she replies.
"Come on, I'll show you the rest."
They move through the common room, past a long wooden table stacked with old textbooks and a chess set mid-game. The air smells of parchment, candle wax, and something sweet.
"Tomorrow morning, you'll get your enrollment papers." Remus continues. "You'll need to go over them and choose your specializations. Professor McGonagall will explain it all."
Nadine nods, absorbing the information. "I assume she's our Head of House?"
He nods. "And one of the best professors here. Strict, but fair. If you need anything, she's the person to go to."
"Not you?" she teases.
He chuckles. "Well, I suppose I can be of help sometimes."
She hums in response, running her fingers over the spines of the books stacked on the nearby table. "Anything else I should know?"
He hesitates for a moment, then glances at her. "If you want, we can go to breakfast together tomorrow. And after my classes, I can show you everything around—properly."
She tilts her head slightly, watching him. There is something about the way he offers it—not out of obligation, but as if he genuinely wants to help.
"That sounds nice." she says. "I'd like that."
Remus nods, a faint flush creeping up his neck. "Alright then."
Before Nadine can say anything else, the portrait hole suddenly slams open, and three figures stumble in.
James is the first to burst through, glasses slightly askew, his black hair even messier. Sirius follows, looking effortlessly smug, while Peter scurries in behind them, slightly out of breath.
"Moony!" James calls dramatically, throwing an arm around Remus's shoulder. Moony? "There you are! We were looking for you everywhere." He pauses, finally noticing Nadine. His eyes glint mischievously. "Oh? Nice to see you here, Crouch."
Sirius steps forward, raking his gaze over her with an appraising smirk. "Ah, Crouch." he muses. "I honestly can't believe you're here."
She crosses her arms. "And what exactly did you expect?"
Sirius grins. "That you'll be with your brother. Or Slytherin."
"You're the one to talk." she replies smoothly. "Or did you forget?"
James lets out a bark of laughter, clapping Sirius on the back. "She's got you there, mate."
Sirius rolls his eyes. "Fair enough."
James then turns his attention to Remus. "You ditched us, mate!"
Remus sighs. "I was helping Nadine settle in."
James nods sagely. "Ah, yes. Ever the responsible one. That's why we love you."
Peter chuckles. "Well, that, and because we need him to keep us out of trouble."
Sirius smirks. "Or, more accurately, to clean up after the trouble we cause."
Nadine crosses her arms. "So, Remus is the one with a brain, and you lot are the mess?"
James gasps dramatically. "Mess? We prefer a different term for us.'"
She snorts. "Right. And how many professors have you already annoyed today?"
"Three." Remus answers before James can even open his mouth.
James groans. "Don't expose us like that."
Sirius chuckles, nudging him toward the stairs. "Alright, let's leave her be before she starts keeping track of our detentions too." He winks at her. "See you around, Crouch."
Once they disappear, Nadine glances at Remus. "Are they always like this?"
He sighs. "Unfortunately, yes."
She chuckles and glances toward the girls' dormitory stairs. "Well, thanks again for everything, Remus. See you in the morning."
He nods, a bit softer now. "Goodnight, Nadine."
With that, she turns and makes her way up to the fourth floor. "It's going to be alright, yeah?" she asks Brownie, who replies with another soft meow, and steps into her new space she is slowly starting to love.
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The next morning arrives, and Nadine wakes up early to get ready. The dormitory is quiet, the only sounds being the soft breathing of her two roommates and the gentle purring of Brownie, curled up at the foot of the bed.
Nadine moves carefully, not wanting to wake them. She has met them briefly the night before—Catherine Holloway and Emily Edgecombe. They are friendly and easygoing, and though they haven't had much time to talk yet, Nadine can tell they will be good company.
Slipping into her uniform, she adjusts the red and gold tie and smoothes out her robes before heading to the vanity. She gathers her hair, dividing two small sections near the front and tying each into a delicate half-up style, securing them with two little red bows that match Gryffindor's colors. They sit neatly on either side of her head, adding a touch of charm without being overly flashy.
As Nadine slings her bag over her shoulder, Brownie stirs, stretching lazily before hopping down from the bed. She lets out a quiet meow, tail flicking as she pads over to Nadine, still looking drowsy but determined to follow.
Descending the stairs, Nadine spots Remus waiting near the fireplace, already dressed and carrying a book under one arm. He glances up as she approaches, his expression softening.
"Good morning." she says, adjusting the strap of her bag.
"Morning." he replies, his gaze shifting to Brownie, who lets out a small yawn as she trots beside Nadine. "She doesn't seem fully awake yet."
Nadine glances down at Brownie, who blinks slowly before rubbing against her leg. "She's still waking up. Unlike you, apparently."
Remus chuckles. "I like the quiet before the castle turns into a madhouse."
She smirks. "Let me guess—they're still asleep?"
He nods with a knowing smile. "James wakes up if it's Quidditch practice. Sirius would sleep through an earthquake if we let him. If it was up to him, classes would start at sunset."
She shakes her head in amusement as they walk toward the portrait hole. "So, you're the only functional one in the mornings?"
Remus sighs, but there is obvious fondness in his voice. "Someone has to keep them from destroying the place before breakfast."
Nadine chuckles as they step into the corridor, the warm glow of morning light filtering through the stained glass windows. Brownie walks slightly ahead, tail flicking as she takes in her new surroundings.
The castle is quieter than usual, with most students still making their way down from their dormitories. Nadine glances at Remus as they walk side by side, Brownie trailing behind, occasionally pausing to sniff at a suit of armor or flick her tail at a curious-looking ghost. "So," she begins, adjusting her bag, "what's your specialization? What are you studying?"
"Magizoology." Remus answers with a small smile, tucking his book under his other arm.
She raises an eyebrow. "Magizoology? That sounds interesting. Why did you choose it—if it's not private to know?"
He exhales, considering the question as they pass a series of portraits, some of which glance at them curiously. "I've always had a fascination with magical creatures." he admits. "The way they adapt to magic, their instincts, their intelligence—it's incredible. And, well..." He hesitates, eyes flickering to her for a moment before looking ahead again. "I've always... related to them in a way. Some of them are misunderstood, feared for what they are rather than who they are. I guess I like the idea of learning more about them, maybe even helping them."
His words carry a quiet weight, and Nadine recognizes there is something personal behind them. She doesn't push, though—she just nods, offering a warm smile. "That actually makes a lot of sense. And it suits you."
He glances at her, a little surprised. "You think so?"
"Of course. You're patient, observant... I can see you working well with creatures most people wouldn't even dare approach."
His lips twitch slightly, as if he is fighting a smile. "That's kind of you to say."
They turn down a corridor where a grand staircase begins shifting just as they reach it. The stone steps grind into place, leading them toward the central hall. Below, few students are already making their way to breakfast, the echoes of their voices bouncing against the high ceilings.
"What about you?" he asks, guiding her toward another hallway that leads past the suits of armor. "What are your plans?"
She hums thoughtfully. "I've had some interest in medicine, so I'll probably choose Healing."
Remus tilts his head slightly, intrigued. "Healing? That's impressive."
"Really?" she glances at him as they step past a series of tall windows, the morning light casting golden streaks across the stone floor. Outside, the Hogwarts grounds stretch into the distance—rolling hills, the shimmering Black Lake, and beyond that, the edge of the Forbidden Forest, its trees dark and dense even in daylight.
"Absolutely." he says. "It's one of the most challenging fields. Healing requires precision, deep knowledge, and—most importantly—compassion. Not everyone has the patience or the heart for it."
Nadine lets his words settle, a small smile tugging at her lips. "Well, I like the idea of being able to help people, to make a difference. Magic is powerful, but without someone to fix the damage it can do, what's the point?"
Remus nods in understanding. "That's a good way to look at it. And I think you'd be brilliant at it."
She glances at him, slightly surprised at the certainty in his voice. "You think so?"
"Yeah." he says, matter-of-factly.
His words warm Nadine more than she expects. "Well, that settles it then. Guess I'll have to become an incredible Healer now."
He chuckles, shaking his head. "No pressure at all."
They continue walking, passing through a hallway lined with statues of famous witches and wizards. A few of them glance in their direction, and one—a rather pompous-looking wizard with a feathered hat—huffs as Brownie brushes against his pedestal.
Remus gestures around, pointing out different doors and their purposes.
"This one leads to the library." he says, nodding toward a set of tall, arched doors. "You'll probably spend a lot of time there." He then points to another. "And this one—well, technically, it's just a storage room, but there's a secret passage inside. If you ever need to avoid Filch or take a shortcut, I can show you sometime."
She smirks, arching her brows curiously. "Oh? And how do you know about those?"
He grins, leading her toward the entrance. "Let's just say spending years with James and Sirius teaches you a thing or two."
She turns to him with a warm smile. "Thanks again for showing me around. I'd probably still be lost somewhere without you."
"Anytime." he replies, giving a small, knowing smile.
Just as Nadine is about to step inside, she feels a presence behind her. A subtle shift in the air. When she glances back, she sees him—Severus.
He walks straight ahead, posture rigid, robes billowing slightly behind him. He doesn't spare a single glance in their direction, his gaze fixed forward, unreadable.
Merlin, he is tall.
The moment passes, and Nadine turns back to Remus, but before she can speak, a familiar voice rings out.
"Nadine!"
She grins before even looking. Seraphina.
She reaches Nadine in a second, and Nadine wraps her arms around her in a tight hug. "There you are." she says, pulling back slightly. "Thought you got lost in the castle."
Seraphina scoffs, smirking. "Please. I know my way around." She gives her a once-over. "Red bows?"
Nadine flicks her hair dramatically. "Adorable, aren't they?"
Seraphina rolls her eyes but nudges her shoulder playfully.
Remus clears his throat lightly. "I'll go inside. See you in a bit."
Nadine nods at him as he steps away, disappearing through the doors.
Before Seraphina and Nadine can continue, the sound of footsteps approaching catches their attention. They turn—and there they are.
Cassiopeia and Regulus.
Nadine grins and rushes toward Cassiopeia, wrapping her arms around her. She laughs, hugging Nadine back just as tightly.
She smirks at Regulus as he exhales through his nose, already looking like he regrets being here. "Woke up on the wrong foot, Black?"
His eyes flick to Nadine, cold and unreadable. "No, just unfortunate enough to cross paths with you before breakfast." His tone is dry, clipped, and dismissive.
Beside Nadine, Seraphina hums, just loud enough for them to hear. "As if we're glad to cross paths with you."
Regulus's gaze snaps to her. He tilts his head slightly, lips curling into something that isn't quite a smirk. "I'd watch what I say if I were you, Snape." he drawls, deliberately emphasizing her last name.
Seraphina holds his stare, unimpressed, but before she can respond, he turns on his heel and strides into the Great Hall without another word.
Cassiopeia huffs out a laugh, shaking her head. "One day, I swear, he's going to roll his eyes so hard he'll get stuck like that."
Nadine grins. "With a stick so far up—"
Seraphina elbows her lightly before Nadine can finish, but she is smirking too.
Cassiopeia links her arm with Nadine's. "Come on, let's eat before I start acting like him."
With that, girls step inside, the smell of breakfast filling the air, and agree to meet later. Nadine walks toward Barty and Pandora, sliding into the seat beside them as Brownie gracefully leaps onto her lap, curling up and purring softly. Barty glances up from his plate, his expression softening slightly. "Settled in well?" he asks, picking up a piece of toast.
Nadine reaches for some fruit, nodding. "More or less. The Tower's nice, though a bit too high up for my taste. And a lot of staircases."
Pandora hums, stirring her tea. "You'll get used to it. Ravenclaw Tower's the same, just more quiet and peaceful."
Barty looks at his twin, his expression serious now. "Your roommates? No one's bothering you? I'm talking about—"
Nadine roll her eyes fondly, taking a bite of her apple. "Yes, I know. The girls seem nice. I can handle myself, Tem."
"Just saying." Barty replies. "You're my little sister."
She scoffs and shoves him playfuly. "You're only three minutes older, shut up."
Pandora laughs, and Barty smirks back.
Before Nadine can say more, the flutter of wings fills the hall, and she instinctively looks up just as an owl soars toward her, dropping a letter onto her plate. The seal on it is unmistakable. She inhales sharply but says nothing, turning it over once before tucking it away into her bag.
Neither Barty nor Pandora comment, though she catches Barty watching her for a second longer than necessary before returning to his food.
They finish breakfast, exchanging a few more sentences, and then part ways. Nadine makes her way toward Professor McGonagall's office, the corridors shifting from bustling with students to quieter, more winding paths.
It is only when she pauses, glancing around, that she realizes something—she has no idea where McGonagall's office actually is.
Nadine lets out a quiet sigh, scanning the hall for any sign of Remus, but he is nowhere to be found. Just her luck. She turns down another corridor, but it is empty, the stone walls stretching endlessly in both directions.
Then she feels it again. A presence.
She turns, and there, standing just a few steps away, is Severus. He stands rigid, his eyes sharp as they settle on her. He doesn't speak—just watches, as if Nadine is a particularly unpleasant sight he is forced to endure. Then, with a barely noticeable scoff, he moves to walk past her.
She smirks, unable to resist. "Now you're following me around, Prince?"
He doesn't so much as slow his stride, but his voice reaches her with ease. "Yes, of course. I can think of no greater use of my time than trailing after insufferable, half-witted Gryffindors."
She raises an eyebrow, matching his pace. "You know, you could just tell me where McGonagall's office is."
Severus finally glances at her, his expression unreadable but for the slight flicker of amusement in his gaze. "And deprive myself of the exquisite entertainment of your struggle? I think not."
Before Nadine can retort, he sweeps around the corner, vanishing from sight as if he was never there.
She lets out a scoff, though her lips twitch into a grin. "Git." she mutters under her breath.
Left on her own again, she glances around, her confidence in finding the office rapidly diminishing. Hogwarts is a bloody maze. She takes a turn, only to realize she has never seen this corridor before in her life. The castle shifts around like it is conspiring to make her look ridiculous.
Nadine groans, rubbing her temples. "I'm going to hex Lupin when I find him."
Chapter Text
Nadine manages to find it just in time, thanks to a group of passing students who pointed her in the right direction. The moment she steps inside, she notices a few other Gryffindors already present, including Catherine and Emily, both of whom glance up briefly before returning to their forms.
Professor McGonagall stands at her desk, her stern expression in place as she hands out the specialization forms. "These will determine your area of study and the courses you will take moving forward." she explains sternly. "Read them carefully before making your selections."
Nadine takes one of the parchments and sits at the second table, scanning the contents.
Ministry Work
- Auror – Dark wizard catcher, part of the Department of Magical Law Enforcement.
- Hit Wizard – Similar to Aurors but focus on capturing dangerous criminals.
- Unspeakable – Works in the Department of Mysteries, researching unknown magical phenomena.
- Magical Law Enforcement Officer – Handles general law enforcement, similar to a Muggle police officer.
- Curse Breaker – Breaks ancient curses and hexes, often for Gringotts.
- Obliviator – Erases memories of Muggles who have witnessed magic.
- International Magical Relations – Deals with foreign magical governments and international law.
- Improper Use of Magic Officer – Investigates underage magic and unauthorized spell usage.
Healing & Medicine
- Healer – Works at St. Mungo's with specializations such as:
- Spell Damage Healer
- Creature-Induced Injuries Healer
- Potions & Plant Poisoning Specialist
- Artifact Accidents Specialist
- Mediwizard – Emergency field medics who respond to magical accidents.
- Potions Master (Medical) – Specializes in brewing complex healing potions.
- Spell Damage Specialist – Studies and reverses effects of dangerous spells.
- Mind Healer – Specializes in magical psychiatry.
Magical Creatures
- Magizoologist – Studies and protects magical creatures.
- Dragonologist – Works with dragons, handling conservation and breeding.
- Hippogriff Trainer – Specializes in raising and training hippogriffs.
- Magical Creature Conservationist – Protects endangered magical species.
- Werewolf Rehabilitation Specialist – Works with werewolves to manage their condition.
Education & Research
- Professor – Teaches at Hogwarts or another wizarding institution.
- Spell Theorist – Studies the creation and mechanics of spells.
- Librarian – Manages archives and books.
Enchanting & Crafting
- Wandmaker – Crafts and studies the properties of wands.
- Broom Maker – Designs and enchants brooms for flying.
- Spell Inventor – Develops new spells for magical use.
- Enchanter – Creates magical objects, similar to an artificer.
- Runes Expert – Specializes in ancient runes and magical inscriptions.
Dark Arts & Unconventional Magic
- Dark Magic Specialist – Studies dark artifacts and dangerous magic.
- Curse Master – Expert in handling and breaking powerful curses.
- Legilimens & Occlumens Instructor – Teaches the art of mind reading and protection.
- Necromancer – Studies magic related to spirits and the dead.
Quidditch & Sports
- Professional Quidditch Player – Plays for a league team.
- Team Coach – Trains Quidditch teams.
- Broom Racing Champion – Competes in international broom races.
- Referee – Officiates magical sporting events.
Journalism & Writing
- Daily Prophet Journalist – Writes articles on news.
- Magical Historian – Documents and studies history.
- Fiction Author – Writes literature.
Shopkeeping & Commerce
- Shop Owner – Owns a business in Diagon Alley or Hogsmeade.
- Gringotts Curse Breaker – Works for Gringotts retrieving cursed treasures.
Divination & Mysticism
- Seer – Specializes in divination and future sight.
- Astrologist – Studies celestial magic.
- Tarot Reader – Specializes in magical fortune telling.
So many options. Nadine taps her quill against her chin, reading over the Healing section again. Healer, she decides. It is something she has been drawn to, and it feels right.
Once she is done, she walks up to McGonagall's desk and places her form on the growing stack. Professor glances over it briefly, then looks up at the class.
"You will receive your schedules and start tomorrow." she informs them. "Your assigned subjects and practical training sessions will be determined based on your selections. Expect a Prefect to deliver them to you."
With that, she dismisses them, and Nadine steps out into the corridor, already eager to see what her schedule will look like. She walks all the way back to the portal and waits for others in the entrance hall. In few minutes, Rosiers, Blacks and Seraphina join.
The path is slightly damp from last night's rain, and the sky is a lazy shade of blue, the clouds barely making an effort to move. The castle looms behind them, growing smaller with each step, while the Forbidden Forest stretches out on one side, its trees swaying lightly in the wind.
"This," Evan says grandly, gesturing to the Three Broomsticks, "is where we get butterbeer and listen to Madam Rosmerta's stories."
"This," Barty adds, pointing at Zonko's, "is where I make excellent life choices."
Regulus shakes his head lightly, but smirks when those two act like complete clowns.
They joke and laugh as they walk, the cold air nipping at their faces but failing to dampen the mood. Barty and Nadine keep making everyone snort with laughter—mostly at their own expense. At one point, Nadine nearly trips over her own feet, and Barty dramatically pretends to mourn her.
Meanwhile, Brownie weaves between their legs, tail flicking like she owns the entire village. She occasionally stops to glare at strangers.
Pandora wonders aloud about something in a dreamy way. Regulus rolls his eyes but secretly listens.
Brownie suddenly decides she has had enough of walking and leaps onto Evan's shoulder. Evan, mid-sentence, freezes. "No. No. Absolutely not."
Brownie kneads her claws into Evan's cloak like she is making herself comfortable.
Nadine snickers. "Sorry, but you've been chosen."
"I don't want to be chosen." Evan tries to nudge Brownie off, but she is unbothered. She drapes herself over Evan's shoulder like a royal cape, tail flicking his cheek. Evan sighs in defeat, and occassionally strokes her fur gently, earning purrs.
Nadine turns to Seraphina and Cassiopeia, curiosity buzzing in her chest. "What did you choose?"
Cassiopeia flips her hair over her shoulder playfuly, looking smug. "Potioneering."
Seraphina nods. "Sounds good. Severus is Slughorn's assistant, so you'll probably be working with him too."
A slow, mischievous grin spreads across Nadine's face.
Seraphina catches it instantly and arches a brow. "What?"
Nadine waves a dismissive hand. "Nothing."
She doesn't buy it, but continues, "I chose Dragonology and specialized healing."
Nadine lights up, about to tell her how incredible that is, but Regulus—who has been trailing just behind them—makes a dry remark. "If you're able to handle it all."
His voice is smooth, almost casual, but the implication is clear.
Seraphina stops walking. Annoyance flickers across her face. "And you should worry about whether you're capable of your own specialization."
His eyes narrow. "I wouldn't have chosen it if I weren't."
"And I wouldn't have either." Seraphina shoots back, crossing her arms.
Regulus tilts his head slightly, expression unreadable. "Time will tell."
Seraphina lets out a sharp, humorless laugh. If Nadine lets them, they will be at it all day. So she turns to Barty, grabs his shoulders, and shoves him toward Cassiopeia, who is eyeing the shop displays with great interest. He stumbles slightly, shooting Nadine a bewildered look.
"Go." she whispers.
Then she catches Evan and Pandora's eyes and flicks her fingers subtly. They understand immediately.
"Scatter." Nadine murmurs, and with amused grins, they slip away, blending into the crowd.
"Good." she announces to no one in particular. "Now, let's search for what we need."
And before either Regulus or Seraphina can protest, Nadine drapes her arms around theirs, locking them in place.
Regulus tenses slightly, but she ignores it, dragging both him and Seraphina forward with a grin. "Come on, you two. Hogsmeade's far too nice today for you to ruin it with your bickering like an old married couple."
Seraphina huffs but lets Nadine pull her along. Regulus exhales through his nose, looking like he is on the edge. Behind them, Brownie prances after with her tail high.
Regulus moves away slightly, putting space between them as he walks in silence. His posture is composed, hands tucked into the folds of his cloak, gaze flicking across the shops without real interest.
Nadine glances at him. "What did you choose?"
He doesn't answer, just keeps walking as if he hasn't heard her.
She huffs. "Oh, come on, it's not a Ministry secret."
Regulus exhales through his nose, the tiniest flicker of annoyance crossing his face before he finally relents. "Unspeakable."
Seraphina hums thoughtfully. "Interesting choice." she muses and looks at Nadine. "It's not just about secrecy, you know. Unspeakables deal with the most complex and unpredictable aspects—time, death, thought, space, prophecy. It requires a level of discipline, intelligence and control."
Regulus flicks his gaze over his shoulder at her, his steps slowing for half a second. There is a faint furrow between his brows, as if he wasn't expecting her to actually understand what the position entails. He doesn't comment, just turns his attention back to the path ahead.
Nadine grins. "Great. Now you two find what you need."
Regulus narrows his eyes slightly, already suspicious.
"I have something else to do."
Seraphina arches a brow.
"I need to get treats for Brownie."
Before either of them can react, Nadine steps backward, scoops Brownie up into her arms—earning an indignant meow—and spins on her heel, disappearing into the crowd.
First, she stops by 'Tomes and Scrolls', where she picks up few new books—some she needs for classes and a couple just because they look interesting. The shop smells like ink and old paper, and she lingers longer than she should, flipping through the pages before finally paying.
Next, she ducks into 'Scrivenshaft's Quill Shop', where rows of quills glint softly under the lights. She finds a sleek, light pink quill that feels perfect in her hand, so she adds it to her growing collection.
At 'Gladrags Wizardwear', Nadine spots a pair of cute, silver earrings shaped like tiny hearts. They sparkle faintly when they catch the light—completely unnecessary, but she can't resist.
Then, she makes a quick stop at 'Honeydukes', where the smell of sugar and chocolate is nearly overwhelming. She grabs a bag of her favorite sweets for later and a few fizzing whizzbees to share.
Finally, she heads to 'Magical Menagerie'. The air is thick with the sound of squawking owls and purring kneazles. She finds a soft, enchanted toy mouse that twitches its tail and wriggles when you tap it—perfect for Brownie. She also grabs a fresh bag of Brownie's favorite food, because despite her attitude, she deserves to be spoiled.
With her arms full of bags, Nadine steps back out into the busy street. The crowd still swirls around her, laughter and voices filling the air. As she scans the area, she spots Evan, Barty, and Regulus standing together a little ahead, their heads inclined toward each other.
Nadine moves to join them, but just as she reaches their side, she catches Barty saying, "We need to talk about—"
Regulus clears his throat sharply, cutting him off mid-sentence.
Her eyes narrow slightly as she slides in beside them. "Where are the girls?" she asks, keeping her voice casual.
Evan glances at her, and gestures toward the Three Broomsticks in the distance. "There." he says, his tone easy, though there is something unreadable in his expression.
They start walking in that direction, the crowd parting slightly as they make their way through. The closer they get, the easier it is to spot Pandora, Seraphina and Cassiopeia waiting near the entrance. Evan immediately falls into step with Pandora and Seraphina, his voice softer as they start chatting about something that makes them laugh. Regulus, meanwhile, moves toward Cassiopeia, speaking in a low voice while she listens intently.
Nadine takes the opportunity to nudge Barty playfully with her elbow, lowering her voice so the others can't hear. "So," she drawls, grinning at him, "did you ask her out yet?"
Barty snorts softly, shaking his head. "No. Another time." he says, his tone light but oddly dismissive.
Her smile falters slightly as she studies his face. Barty is never shy about things like this. The casual way he brushes it off doesn't sit right. Her brows furrow in quiet confusion. Is it because Cassiopeia is Regulus's sister? Nadine is sure he would approve. Maybe in a decade, but they are best friends of years.
As they leave Hogsmeade and start the familiar path back to the castle, the crisp breeze tugs at her hair. She walks beside Barty, the question still nagging at the back of her mind. Finally, she glances over and asks quietly, "What did you want to talk to Rose and Regulus about?"
Barty's expression doesn't shift much, but there is something guarded behind his usual charm. "Nothing important." he says, a little too quickly, shrugging it off like it is nothing.
Nadine knows him too well to believe that. Barty and Nadine share everything—secrets, jokes, ridiculous plans—so the fact that he is being secretive now twists something in her chest. But then again... maybe it is nothing serious. Maybe it is just some scheme they are working on or some ridiculous plan they know she would call them out for.
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The tables are already filling up as students settle in for lunch. Seraphina, Evan, Regulus, and Cassiopeia drift toward their usual spots, while Pandora and Barty exchange a few words before heading off as well.
Nadine, however, weaves between tables and make her way toward the Gryffindors, spotting Remus deep in conversation with the red-headed girl. She is animated as she speaks, her hands gesturing slightly, but Remus seems to be listening intently, nodding every so often.
Nadine inclines her head slightly as she approaches, not wanting to interrupt. The girl glances up, and her expression shifts—open and polite, with bright green eyes that hold a sharpness to them.
She offers a small smile. "Oh! Hello, we haven't met properly. I'm Lily Evans."
Nadine returns the smile. "Nadine Crouch. Nice to meet you."
Remus shifts slightly beside her, reaching into his bag and pulling out a neatly folded piece of parchment. He slides it toward Nadine with a small, knowing smile. "This is for you."
She blinks, unfolding the parchment to reveal her schedule. Her eyes scan over the list of classes:
- Potions
- Transfiguration
- Defense Against the Dark Arts
- History of Magic
- Magical Anatomy & Physiology
- Basic Healing Spells & Theory
- Herbological Remedies
She nods to herself. "Thanks, Remus."
He just hums, taking another bite of his food as Nadine tucks the schedule away. Her stomach growls, so she turns her attention to the food before her, pushing thoughts of Barty and whatever he is hiding to the back of her mind.
They finish eating, and as Nadine sets her goblet down, Remus stands, still chewing his last bite. He swallows quickly, then looks at her. "Ready?"
Nadine nods, dabbing her lips elegantly with her napkin before placing it neatly on the table. With careful hands, she lifts Brownie from her lap, feeling the soft fur brush against her fingers as Brownie lets out a tiny, contented purr.
As Nadine stands, Sirius—mouth still full—glances up at them. "Where to?" he asks, voice slightly muffled.
Remus tucks his hands into his pockets. "I have to show her where her classes will be."
James and Sirius exchange a glance, grinning like mischievous foxes. "Ohhh." James drawls, leaning forward. "The secret spots too, eh?"
Sirius waggles his brows. "Better not show her all of them, Moony. Some are reserved for—"
Remus scowls, already exasperated. "Shut it."
Lily, who has been watching the exchange with a mixture of amusement and irritation, turns to Nadine. "We should get butterbeer sometime." she says, her tone friendly yet confident.
Nadine meets her gaze, tilting her head slightly as she observes her. There is an openness to her, something honest and unfiltered, but Nadine doesn't miss the way Lily studies her in return—curious, maybe even assessing.
Cool and composed, Nadine inclines her head in a nod. "Sure."
With that, she turns toward the doors, walking beside Remus as they step away from the table. But just as they near the exit, an odd sensation prickles at the back of her neck.
She doesn't react immediately. Instead, she lets her eyes drift, scanning the Great Hall casually. Nothing seems out of place. The usual chatter fills the air, students are still laughing, eating, absorbed in their own conversations. No one is staring.
And yet, the feeling lingers.
Following her instinct, she shifts her focus to her recent interest—Severus.
Their eyes meet.
His gaze is sharp, unreadable, yet weighted with something she can't quite decipher. He doesn't look away, doesn't flinch. There is no awkwardness in the way he holds eye contact, only quiet calculation, as though he is studying her just as much as she is studying him.
A slow smirk tugs at her lips. Without breaking eye contact, she winks.
His expression doesn't change—not outright—but something flickers, the slightest movement in his features before his brows draw together in subtle suspicion.
Nadine turns away, stepping through the doors with Remus, her mind already made up.
Remus leads her through the castle again, showing her classrooms on floors they hadn't walked before. The corridors twist and turn, lined with moving portraits that occasionally murmur as they pass. He points out everything she might need—classrooms, shortcuts, even a few hidden passageways that she mentally notes for later. A map would be useful, but she pays close attention, trying to commit everything to memory.
Finally, Nadine remembere the last place they need to visit.
"The dungeons." she says.
Remus nods, adjusting his bag on his shoulder. "Right. This way."
The air grows cooler as they descend, the torches on the stone walls casting flickering shadows. The smell of damp stone and faint traces of potion ingredients cling to the air.
"That's Professor Slughorn's office." Remus says, pointing to a heavy wooden door with an ornate brass handle. "He likes to keep his favorites close. If you ever get invited to one of his little events, you'll know you're on his good side."
She smirks. "Sounds exclusive."
"Very." He gestures to the next door. "And this is the Potions classroom."
Nadine glances at the door, then back at him. "And where's the Slytherin common room?"
Remus hesitates just a fraction before answering. "Down that corridor." he says, nodding toward the dimly lit passageway at the far end of the hall.
She arches a brow. "And how do you know that?"
He shifts slightly, clearing his throat. "Long story."
She crosses her arms, intrigued. "Suspicious."
He exhales in a sigh, running a hand through his hair. "Look, about earlier—what Sirius and James said—"
She waves a hand dismissively. "All good. I can handle them."
"They can be a bit much. Just ignore them."
She narrows her eyes at him. "Why do they call you Moony?"
Remus falters for a second. "Er—"
She smirks. "Is it a joke? You're obsessed with the moon, or...?"
His jaw tightens slightly, his fingers flexing where they rest at his side. "It's, uh—"
Before he can finish, footsteps echo through the corridor.
They both turn. The moment Nadine recognizes them, her smirk widens. "Carrows." she says, her tone dripping with amusement.
Amycus and Alecto sneer as they approach, their matching expressions twisted with the kind of arrogance that only comes from years of getting away with being insufferable. The torchlight in the dungeon corridor flickers against the damp stone walls, casting long, jagged shadows that stretch behind them.
"Look who it is." Amycus drawls, his beady eyes flicking between Nadine and Remus. His voice is slow, thick with mockery.
Alecto crosses her arms, her lip curling slightly in disdain as her gaze lingers on Nadine's uniform. "Just saw your dear brother." she says smoothly. "Surprised you're not glued to his side." Her eyes narrow slightly. "Or is he finally sick of you?"
Nadine takes a slow, deliberate step forward, looking them up and down with all the judgment she can muster. "Oh, miss me already?" she asks, tilting her head slightly. Her voice is light, taunting. "Didn't get enough of my company last time?"
Amycus lets out a snort. "Don't flatter yourself." he sneers. "We just can't believe you're still walking around with your nose in the air like you belong here."
Nadine arches a brow. "Funny, I was just thinking the same about you. Then again, I suppose you lot don't have much else to do except lurk in corridors and try to sound intelligent." she pauses, giving them a once-over. "Emphasis on 'try.'"
Remus shifts slightly beside her, tense. "Let's go." he mutters under his breath, quiet but firm.
Nadine ignores him.
Amycus's smirk deepens, and his eyes gleam with something mean. "Bet Daddy isn't too proud of his little princess." he says, his voice deceptively sweet. "Slumming it with half-bloods and mudblood lovers. Tsk, tsk. What would he say?"
Her jaw tightens.
Alecto hums, tilting her head. "And your dear brother?" she adds. "Always thought he was a bit off, but maybe it runs in the family. You lot aren't exactly known for being... stable." She flicks a piece of lint off her sleeve, as if dismissing the entire topic as unworthy of her time. "Bet he'll crack first, though."
Something sharp pierces through Nadine's chest, a flash of anger, protectiveness, irritation. It simmers under her skin, coils into something tight and hot in her stomach.
Amycus smirks. "Or maybe you'll beat him to it."
Her fingers curl around her wand before she even realizes she has moved. The smooth wood is cool against her palm, and Nadine slips it discreetly from her robe, her grip firm. There is a hex she has been wanting to try and Amycus might just be the perfect test subject.
"Carrows."
The voice is deep, smooth, laced with an unmistakable command. A chill slithers down her spine. They all turn at once.
Severus stands at the entrance of the corridor, his gaze sharp and unreadable, his presence like a blade drawn in silence. "Inside."
Amycus and Alecto hesitate for a beat, then sneer, clearly irritated at being dismissed. But even they aren't foolish enough to argue. They slink past, whispering under their breath, giggling as they disappear through the dungeon door.
She smirks, already opening her mouth. "Pr—"
But she doesn't get the chance to say it.
Severus moves before the words fully leave her lips, closing the distance between them with that eerie, deliberate stillness of his. He doesn't rush. He doesn't need to.
By the time she realizes how close he is, his presence is already suffocating, intense eyes pinning her to the spot.
"Do not—" his voice darkens slightly, the syllables stretching, deliberate, precise, "use my mother's last name like it means something to you."
Her smirk doesn't falter, but her amusement flickers.
"You don't even know me." Nadine says, voice even, challenging. "So why are you—?"
His gaze sharpens.
"I do not need to know you." His words are smooth, effortless. "And I certainly do not wish to. Your taste in company alone speaks enough." His gaze flickers to Remus who is standing behind Nadine.
Her stomach clenches. His meaning is clear.
His eyes flicker over her. Then, just as effortlessly as he appeared, he steps past her, his robes barely grazing hers.
Nadine can feel the tension in her chest tightening. She shouldn't care. She shouldn't let him affect her this way. But somehow, he does.
The way he stood there, close enough for her to feel the weight of his presence in her bones. It is maddening. The arrogance, the coldness... How bloody attractive he is.
Damn it.
Nadine wants to be angry, to stay angry. She wants to prove him wrong, show him that he won't get rid of her that easily. But at the same time, she can't deny how he pulls something inside of her, how he ignites a fire she never asked for. It is frustrating, and yet... undeniably intoxicating.
Before she can process it any further, Remus snaps her out of her thoughts.
"Are you okay?" he asks, his voice concerned but gentle.
She shakes her head, trying to push away the lingering tension from the encounter. "Yeah, I'm fine." she lies, offering him a small smile.
They head upstairs, and as they reach the Gryffindor Tower, she makes a split decision. She is not going to dinner. Not tonight. She needs some space to think.
Brownie follows Nadine, her little paws tapping against the stone floor as she weaves between Nadine's legs. She is a distraction, and right now, Nadine needs one.
Entering the common room, it is quiet. Empty, except for a few scattered students who don't seem to notice Nadine as she heads toward the staircase. She walks past the familiar portraits, nodding absentmindedly as she make her way to her room.
The door creaks open, and the familiar scent of lavender and old books greets her. She quickly sheds her robes, feeling the weight of the day lifting off her shoulders, and slips into her pink pajamas. The fabric is soft and comfortable, a loose, short-sleeved shirt with a playful pattern of red hearts, and the shorts match in a light, pastel hue.
Nadine sits at her desk, reaching for her bag, which she had hurriedly thrown onto the chair earlier. She empties it out, her hands skimming over the familiar contents—books, a quill, a few pieces of parchment. But then, her fingers brush against something else.
The letter.
Nadine pauses, staring at the envelope for a moment. The seal is unbroken, embossed with the familiar crest of the LeBlanc family. Her fingers trace over the wax before she finally slips it open, unfolding the letter inside.
The handwriting is unmistakable.
Louis.
Their families have been close for as long as she can remember, and from the moment they met as children, they have always gotten along. He is charming, intelligent, effortlessly polite—a perfect gentleman in every sense of the word. With his white hair and piercing blue eyes, he embodies everything that makes people take notice.
Father has always been fond of him, subtly implying over the years that Louis would be a good match for Nadine, should she ever consider it. But she never has. Not once.
Not because Louis isn't attractive or because he lacks anything—quite the opposite. He is everything that would make sense on paper. They have always existed in this unspoken agreement of friendship, and he has never given any reason to believe otherwise.
Still, Nadine can't ignore the small weight in her chest whenever she thinks about how much Father would prefer someone like Louis over anyone else.
Shaking the thought away, she begins reading the letter:
Nadine,
J'espère que tu vas bien et que tu t'es bien installée. Tu me manques beaucoup, et j'espère que nous pourrons rester en contact malgré la distance. J'ai choisi la même spécialisation que toi la guérison. Une fois diplômés, nous pourrions avoir une belle opportunité de travailler ensemble ici. Passe le bonjour à ton frère.
Louis
(Nadine,
I hope you're doing well and that you've settled in. I miss you dearly, and I hope we can still stay in touch despite the distance. I've chosen healing as well. We could have a great opportunity to work together here once we graduate. Say hi to your brother for me.
Louis)
She sets the letter down, exhaling softly.
The future. The life she has ahead of her—the life Father envisions, one where she makes logical choices, where she aligns herself with the right people, the 'safe' people.
She folds the letter neatly and places it on her bedside table, her fingers lingering over it for a second longer than necessary.
Brownie curls up at the foot of Nadine's bed, watching her with sleepy eyes as Nadine sighs, leaning back.
She has never been drawn to perfection. She craves something else—something darker, sharper, unpredictable. A man who is brilliant and ruthless, with a mind that works in ways she can barely grasp.
And just like that, Severus flashes in her mind.
Dark hair falling over his sharp, serious face. Tall, always composed, a mystery.
Her lips curl into a smirk, her teeth grazing her lower lip.
Severus is nothing like Louis. He is nothing like anyone Father would approve of.
And that only makes Nadine want to know him more.
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A sharp tapping on the window drags Nadine from sleep. She groans, rubbing her eyes, and push herself up slowly, blinking against the early morning light. A familiar owl is perched on the windowsill, feathers ruffled slightly from the journey.
Gizmo. Of course.
Scoffing, Nadine swings her legs over the bed and crosses the room, opening the window to let him in. He flutters onto her desk, talons clicking against the wood as he drops a letter in front of her. Without a second glance, he begins pecking at the biscuits left on the bedside table, utterly unbothered.
Nadine sighs, knowing exactly who the letter is from before she even touches it.
The thick parchment bears the Crouch family crest, the ink of Father's handwriting as sharp and severe as the man himself. She breaks the seal and unfold it, her eyes scanning the words.
Nadine,
I trust that by now, you have settled in. I will not waste time expressing my opinion, as I assume you are already aware of it. I warned you. I warned you about this reckless behavior, about drawing attention where it is not needed.
I expect you to rise above your circumstances and conduct yourself with discipline, intelligence, and restraint. You will not allow your House to influence your principles. You will not associate with those who would tarnish your reputation, or mine. You will remember who you are.
Your studies come first. There is no room for distractions. There is no room for mistakes.
You are being watched, Nadine. I expect a letter confirming that you are prioritizing your education. Do not make me ask twice.
Barty Crouch Senior
Nadine exhales, pressing her lips together. Warnings, reminders, repetition—the usual. Father has always believed that saying something enough times will force it into reality, as if he can mold her will into submission through sheer persistence.
She scoffs and tosses the letter onto her desk, stretching her arms over her head as Gizmo finishes his meal.
It is going to be a long day.
She lets out a small breath before washing her face, brushing her teeth, and freshening up. After carefully braiding her hair into a long, neat plait, she applies a touch of makeup—just enough to enhance her features. Once satisfied, she slips into her uniform, ensuring everything is perfectly in place.
Sitting back down, she grabs a piece of parchment and dips her quill into ink:
Cher Louis,
Tu me manques énormément aussi. J'aimerais beaucoup que nous restions en contact et j'espère que ta famille et toi allez bien. Je me suis bien installée et j'ai commencé mes études, les choses sont différentes ici, mais je m'adapte. J'espère te voir dans un futur proche.
Nadine
(Dear Louis,
I miss you dearly too. I would love to keep in touch and hope you and your family are doing well. I have settled in well and have begun my studies, things are different here, but I am adapting. I hope to see you in the near future.
Nadine)
She lets the ink dry before carefully folding the letter, placing it in her bag alongside her books, quills, parchment, candies, small mirror, handkerchief, and bag of money. She stands, ready to have breakfast.
The morning sun casts soft light over the common room, and Nadine spots Remus moving quickly toward the door. She catches up to him as he steps outside, his quick pace not helping much as she easily falls into step beside him.
"Hey, Remus!" she calls out, a friendly smile on her lips. "Where are you off to in such a rush? You want to grab breakfast together?"
He turns to her, his smile not quite reaching his eyes. He seems distracted, his usual calm self replaced by a tension she can't place.
"Ah, hey." he says with a soft sigh. "I've got a few things to take care of, but we can definitely catch up later." His voice is warm but distant.
She raises an eyebrow. "Alright, if you say so." she replies, her tone light but still curious. "We'll see each other later, then."
He gives a small nod, and as he turns to leave, Nadine notices how he keeps his head down. "See you later." he says quickly, and without another word, he walks away with a hurried step, his hands shoved deep into his pockets.
She stands there for a moment, watching him leave. Maybe he is just tired or stressed. She shakes her head, dismissing the thought for now, and continues with Brownie playfully darting around Nadine's feet, her tail flicking eagerly as if she knows they are headed to get food.
Nadine steps into the Great Hall, her eyes scanning the tables as she makes her way to the Slytherins. Barty is sitting with Regulus and Evan, deep in conversation, but they all look up when Nadine approaches. She smiles, sliding into the seat beside Barty. "Good morning." she says, glancing around. Seraphina and Cassiopeia aren't there yet.
She leans in toward Barty. "Got a letter from Father. Guess what he said." she says, half-sighing.
Barty rolls his eyes in response, picking up his goblet. "Me too." he mutters. They exchange an exasperated glance before they both dig into their food.
As Nadine takes a bite, the laughter near her catches her attention. She glances up to see Carrows staring at her, grinning mischieviously. She narrows her eyes, the politeness in her tone not wavering. "Is there a problem?" she asks, her voice calm but with an edge.
She hears someone speak to Barty from the opposite side of the table. "So this is your sister, Crouch?"
Nadine turns toward the voice. Dark hair falls in messy waves around his sharp features, and there is a nasty smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. "Yes." she says coolly, her tone controlled. "And you are?"
He meets her eyes, his smirk widening. "Bruce Mulciber." he says, his voice dripping with pride.
She gives him a polite nod, though the coldness in her eyes remains. "Pleasure." She turns back to her plate, dismissing him with the same ease she would show a fly buzzing around her head.
Nadine hears the laughter again. One of the others, sitting beside Mulciber, smirks as he mocks her. "You hear that? It's a pleasure, Mulciber." he echoes, grinning. The others around them howl with laughter, the sound like nails on a chalkboard, grating and cruel.
She arches an eyebrow at Mulciber. He is still looking at her with that nasty smirk, and then his voice cuts through the air like a knife. "I'm sure it is." he says, his words dripping with mockery. "But, darling, your seat is over there." He inclines his head dismissively toward the Gryffindor table.
Her jaw clenches, irritation rising in her chest, but Nadine forces herself to stay composed. "I'm sitting with my friends." she replies, though the words feel like they are biting at her tongue. "It's not forbidden."
Mulciber's smile only grows wider, his eyes gleaming with a mix of malice and superiority. "You see, we don't accept your kind here." he sneers, his voice dripping with disdain.
"My kind?" she echoes, her voice low, almost a whisper, but there is an edge to it. She leans forward slightly, challenging him with a look. She doesn't know what exactly he means, but she knows it isn't good.
Barty mutters beside her, his voice rough but restrained, "Leave it." he says, but Nadine doesn't listen. His tone doesn't sit well with her; it feels dismissive. But she can't back down. She won't.
Alecto chimes in before Nadine can respond. "Spoiled brat thinks she can do what she wants." she says with a cruel laugh. "You don't belong here."
Amycus lets out a sickening chuckle, and his eyes sparkle with the same venom. The entire exchange feels like it is happening in slow motion, each word like a slap to Nadine's face, each glance colder than the last.
As she glances at Barty, she can see the way his eyes narrow, the intensity in his gaze sharp enough to burn through stone. He is glaring daggers at Mulciber, his jaw clenched, his fists curled under the table, like he is struggling to control himself. But, even with all of that, he doesn't say a word in Nadine's defense. His silence is the loudest thing in the room, and it stings more than anything else.
Her stomach twists with frustration, anger building behind her ribs. Nadine grips the edge of the table, her knuckles turning white, her heart pounding with a sudden surge of indignation. "You don't know who you're dealing with." she snaps, her voice sharp enough to cut through the tension.
She feels her body tense, the heat of anger flushing her skin, but she can't stay here. Not with the way they are looking at her, not with the venom in their words. She stands up abruptly, not caring if it is loud or dramatic.
Nadine glances quickly at Severus, hoping for some sign of support, but his face remains unchanged. His eyes are fixed on his plate, as if she doesn't even exist in his world right now. No sympathy, no interest. Nothing.
She feels a strange mixture of disappointment and determination wash over her. If they want to treat her like this, fine. She won't stick around to let them mock her. Not today.
Without a word, Nadine turns on her heel and leaves, the sound of their laughter fading behind her. She doesn't look back. She doesn't need to.
Brownie meows softly, rubbing against her leg as if sensing the distress. Nadine scoops her up, running her fingers through her fur, her warmth soothing Nadine slightly as she makes her way toward the owlery.
She looks up and nearly bumps into Seraphina and Cassiopeia. They immediately frown, concern flickering across their faces as they take in her expression.
"What happened?" Seraphina asks, glancing back toward the Slytherin table.
Nadine shakes her head, forcing a small smile. "I'll tell you later." she murmurs, brushing past them.
"Nadine!" Cassiopeia calls but Nadine picks up her pace. She doesn't want to explain it right now.
Nadine is slightly out of breath as she hurries up the stairs to the owlery, still stroking Brownie absentmindedly. The cold morning air bites at her skin, but she focuses on reaching the top. As she steps inside, the scent of hay, feathers, and parchment fills her nose. The soft hoots of various owls echo around the circular stone chamber.
She finds the right owl and quickly ties her letter to its leg, before watching it take off into the pale sky.
Then, clutching her bag, Nadine rushes back down the spiraling stairs, hoping she won't be late for Herbological Remedies.
She arrives at the greenhouse, the scent of damp earth and fresh herbs lingering in the air. Brownie meows softly, wiggling out of her arms to explore outside, weaving through the stone paths. The greenhouse is warm, the glass panels fogged from the temperature difference, and Nadine can already smell the distinct, earthy aroma of various plants.
Professor stands at the front, hands on her hips, waiting for the students to settle. Her wild curls are tucked beneath a patched hat, her warm but sharp eyes sweeping over the class.
"Welcome, students. For those of you who don't know me yet, I am Professor Sprout, Head of Hufflepuff and your instructor in Herbological Remedies and Healing Plants."
Nadine glances around the room, noticing students from all four Houses, though she doesn't recognize anyone well enough to sit beside them. With a quiet sigh, she settles in near the front.
"Today, we will begin with one of the most fundamental plants used in healing: Wiggentree bark." Professor Sprout gestures to a cluster of young, silvery trees potted at the front, their bark shimmering slightly under the lights.
Nadine sits up straighter, her interest piqued. Wiggentree bark is known for its powerful protective and healing properties, often used in Wiggenweld Potion and various salves.
"Its sap can be processed into a strong antiseptic, and when infused into potions, it accelerates the healing of wounds. However, harvesting it requires care, as the bark must be stripped properly to maintain the tree's vitality."
She picks up a small cutting knife and demonstrates, carefully peeling a thin strip of bark without damaging the underlying layers.
"Now, let's see. What kind of potions or remedies commonly use Wiggentree bark?"
Nadine raise her hand, and Professor nods at her to speak.
"It's a key ingredient in the Wiggenweld Potion, which is used to awaken unconscious patients and heal minor injuries." she says confidently.
"Excellent!" Sprout beams. "Five points to Gryffindor."
She continues explaining, and a small sense of satisfaction settles in Nadine. At least she is doing something right today. She takes notes diligently, focusing on the lesson.
She hears a few quiet groans of annoyance from some students, but she ignores them. Instead, Nadine focuses on their practical work, carefully handling the Wiggentree bark. Her hands move steadily as she follows Professor Sprout's instructions, determined to do her best.
By the time they finish writing their notes, Professor Sprout claps her hands together. "That's all for today! Remember to revise your notes—we'll be testing your ability to properly extract and store Wiggentree bark next time. Class dismissed!"
Brownie is waiting for Nadine outside, stretched lazily on the ground, tail flicking. She perks up as Nadine approaches and trails after her, her soft paws making no sound against the stone floor. Nadine glances down at her schedule—Basic Healing Spells. Even more interesting.
She navigates through the castle, heading towards the first floor. The classroom is close to the infirmary, which makes sense. The air here feels different—quieter, sterile.
Nadine is the first to arrive, so she leans against the wall, arms crossed, waiting. Her mind drifts back to breakfast.
She didn't expect Regulus to help her out—he barely tolerates people outside his circle, and she is not exactly included in that. But Barty? Rose? Why were they silent? Barty and Nadine are a team. And Rose? Him and Barty are like brothers. Nadine thought they would become close too.
Why was it such a problem that Nadine sat at the Slytherin table? Barty had told her they weren't fond of outsiders, especially not Gryffindors, but she didn't think it would be such a fuss. How come he can sit and she can't?
Well, they won't tell her what to do.
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Professor Aldric Moore, a middle-aged wizard with silver-streaked brown hair and sharp, observant eyes, introduced 'Episkey', a spell used for minor injuries like small cuts and broken noses.
"Healing is delicate," he explained, "not just about waving your wand and hoping for the best. Intent is just as crucial as technique. If your mind wavers, so will the effectiveness of your spell."
They practiced on dummies that develop minor injuries when tapped with their wands. Nadine focused, repeating the incantation carefully, and after a few tries, she managed to close a small wound on her dummy's arm. It was satisfying to see it work, and even more so when Professor Moore nodded approvingly, awarding Gryffindor a few points.
Lunch.
Nadine steps into the Great Hall, weaving through students as she heads straight to the Gryffindor table, not bothering to glance around. She sits beside Remus, who is already eating, his usual tired look present but not as heavy as this morning.
"Hello." Nadine says, setting her plate down. "Did you finish what you had to do?"
He pauses for a second, looking briefly confused before offering a small smile. "Oh—yes, I did."
She nods, relieved. "I'm glad." There is a beat of comfortable silence before she adds, "I wanted to ask you something."
He looks up from his plate, attentive. "Yes?"
Nadine takes a breath. "Could I try to get into the Quidditch team?"
Remus blinks, then smiles. "You should ask the Captain that."
She raises an eyebrow. "And that is..."
Instead of answering, he simply glances down the table at James. Nadine sighs. Of course.
"Potter."
James turns around instantly, grinning as if he is been expecting it. "Ah, Crouch. To what do I owe this pleasure?"
"I hear you're the Quidditch Captain." she says, placing a bite of chicken into her mouth.
Sirius, beside him, smirks. "I didn't know you were into Quidditch, Crouch. Trying to impress someone?"
Nadine rolls her eyes. "Will there be tryouts?"
James exchanges a glance with Sirius, then leans forward, mock-serious. "Why? Think you can handle it? It's a dangerous sport, you know. Wouldn't want you crying to your Dad when you get tackled off your broom."
She smiles coldly. "I can handle it, Potter." What a douche.
He grins, pushing his glasses up his nose. "Next week. One of our Chasers graduated, so we're looking for a replacement."
She nods. "Thanks."
Sirius claps James on the shoulder. "Can't wait to see her fly."
Nadine ignores them and finishes eating, pulling out her schedule again. Potions. She smirks to herself.
She heads toward the dungeons, wanting to arrive first. Her wand rests in her hand—just in case. The Slytherins made it clear that Nadine wasn't exactly welcome in their territory, and she doesn't plan on being caught off guard again.
As she reaches the classroom, she extends her hand toward the door—
But before Nadine can grasp the handle, it swings open.
She stops, looking up, and there he is.
Severus stands in the doorway, his sharp features cast in shadow. His eyes meet hers, unreadable as always, but there is a flicker of something beneath them. He seems caught off guard, lips parting slightly as if to speak.
Nadine doesn't give him the chance.
Stepping forward, she closes the distance between them, slipping into the dimly lit classroom. The door shuts behind her with a soft click, leaving only the two of them inside. Nadine doesn't break eye contact. Her smirk lingers, and she takes a slow step forward, forcing him to take one back. Then another.
His brow furrows, but he doesn't stop her.
"Good evening, Prince." Nadine's voice is smooth, teasing.
His lips part again, an immediate retort forming—but she cuts him off before he can speak.
"Don't worry, I'll call you that only when we're alone."
For a moment, there is silence. A muscle ticks in his jaw, and then a slow, sardonic sneer curls on his lips.
"How generous of you." he murmurs, voice low, rich with mocking amusement. His eyes flicker over her. "And what should I call you, then?" His tone is laced with disdain.
Nadine grins, tilting her head slightly. "Whatever you want. I'm into it."
Severus exhales sharply through his nose, his sneer deepening, though there is a flicker of something else in his gaze—something she can't quite place. He shifts his weight, his fingers flexing. Instead, he lifts his chin, looking down at her through dark lashes.
"Of course you are." he drawls, his voice smooth, edged with something sharp.
Nadine takes another step closer, amusement playing on her lips. "Oh, come on, Phina—"
"Would be better off without you as her friend."
His words cut through the air like a blade, and before Nadine can react, he turns smoothly on his heel and strides toward the Professor's desk, his robes billowing behind him. The candlelight catches the angles of his face—sharp cheekbones, the elegant slope of his nose, the dark intensity in his expression.
"You're reckless, arrogant." he continues, his voice steady, measured, as if weighing every word carefully. "The kind of influence she doesn't need."
He stops at the desk, placing his hands flat against its surface. He doesn't look at her immediately, but when he does—his gaze is piercing.
Nadine follows him, the heels of her shoes tapping against the cold stone floor.
"You think I'm a bad influence?" she teases as she stops just beside him.
He turns his head just enough to meet her gaze. "I think you're an unnecessary distraction." he says coolly. "A meddlesome, spoiled brat who doesn't know when to leave well enough alone."
Nadine bites her lower lip. "Hm. You assume the worst." she steps closer, tilting her head slightly. "So how about I change your mind?"
Severus frowns, but before he can reply, she presses on, eyes gleaming. "Go out with me."
There is a moment of silence. Heavy. Charged.
Slowly, Severus straightens, turning fully to face her now, his eyes narrowing, scanning her face as if searching for some sign of deceit, some hidden game. "Is that supposed to be a joke?" His voice is low, measured, almost dangerous. Nadine doesn't miss the way his fingers curl slightly against the desk.
"Not at all." she says smoothly.
His lips press into a thin line. "And what exactly do you think you're playing at?" he murmurs. "Do you make a habit of throwing yourself at anyone who catches your attention?"
Nadine chuckles. "You wound me, Prince. I just think we'd have fun."
His expression hardens, his sneer deepening as his eyes glint with something colder, something sharper than just irritation. She can almost hear the shift in the air between them, the tension thickening like an oncoming storm.
"I see." he says coldly. "So this is what it's come to? Them sending you to play their little games now? To dangle some ridiculous invitation in front of me and see how far I'll go before I humiliate myself?"
Her smirk falters, confusion settling in the pit of her stomach. "What? Severus, no, I—"
But he doesn't let her finish.
"Save it." he snaps, his voice rising with a venom Nadine doesn't understand. "You think I don't know how this works? That I don't recognize their pathetic attempts to make me their joke?" His lips curl with scorn. "You must have drawn the short straw for this one, or maybe you volunteered. Maybe they thought it would be even funnier coming from you."
Nadine blinks, trying to grasp what he is saying. Her stomach twists, the sting of rejection creeping in, because this isn't just him saying no—this is him mocking the very idea of it. "Prince, I wasn't—"
"Enough. Do not call me that." His breathing is heavier now, his fists clenched as if holding himself back. "It won't work. I'm not some idiot who will fall for cheap tricks. You can go back and tell your friends that I won't be made a fool of."
Nadine stares at him, her confidence slipping, giving way to something raw.
"I don't know what you're talking about." she says, more serious this time, her tone soft as a cloud.
"Of course you don't." Severus scoffs, voice thick with sarcasm. "You'd never associate with me otherwise. What would people say if they saw you with me?"
His words hit like a slap. A slow burn creeps into her chest, a mixture of frustration and something that aches.
Nadine opens her mouth to refute him, to make him understand that this wasn't a joke, but he is already shaking his head, closing himself off.
"It's not going to happen." Severus says, quieter now, but just as firm. "I would never go out with you."
It stings more than she expects. She shouldn't care. She shouldn't let his words sink under her skin, but they do. Maybe because she hadn't expected rejection, at least not like this.
Nadine swallows past the lump in her throat, her pride urging her to say something, but her voice doesn't come.
Seraphina did say he keeps to himself, Nadine reminds herself. There is something more to him.
Her shoulders slump slightly, but she squares them again. Losing cool won't help. She needs to be patient, to be gentle. If she lets his tongue push her away, she will never get the chance to understand him. He can try to shut her out, but she won't give up that easily.
So, without another glance in his direction, Nadine turns on her heel and walks to an empty table, setting her things down as if nothing happened. Her hands are steady, her expression neutral.
The door creaks open, and soon, the classroom fills with students. Nadine glances up just in time to spot Pandora and Barty entering.
Her gaze locks with Barty's.
He takes a step toward her, guilt in his eyes.
But Nadine doesn't wait to see what he has to say. Before he can reach her, she gathers her things and moves toward another table. A Gryffindor settles there alone, idly flipping through his textbook.
"Hi. May I join you?" she says, sliding into the seat beside him.
He turns to her, looking a little surprised before offering a warm smile. His red hair is slightly messy, and there is something easygoing about the way he carries himself.
"Hi, we haven't met." he says. "I'm Bill Weasley."
She returns his smile. "Nadine Crouch."
Before they can say more, the door opens once again, and Professor Slughorn strides in, his large belly bouncing slightly as he makes his way to the front of the room.
"Ah, welcome, welcome, students!" he booms, clapping his hands together. "I trust you've all settled in nicely by now?"
A few murmurs of agreement ripple through the class. Slughorn beams, then gestures to the blackboard with a flick of his wand, where elegant writing begins appearing on its own.
"Now, you'll find that your potion studies will take on a far more advanced and practical nature." he says, pacing slightly. "And today, we begin with something foundational but immensely valuable. Invigoration Draught."
Nadine tilts her head slightly, intrigued. Around her, quills scratch against parchment as students take notes. Slughorn waves his wand again, and a list of ingredients appears below the potion's name.
He claps his hands together. "Well then! Let's get to it. Pairs of two, please!"
Bill turns to her with an easy grin. "Partners?"
Nadine smirks slightly, dipping her quill in ink. "Why not?"
Bill and Nadine focus on their potion, following book's instructions carefully. Slughorn walks around the room, peering into cauldrons, occasionally humming in approval or giving students pointers.
When he reaches their table, he clasps his hands together. "Ah! Miss Crouch and Mr. Weasley!" He beams at them before turning to her more fully. "Now, you wouldn't happen to be related to that Crouch family, would you?"
Nadine hesitates for a second before nodding. "Yes, sir. Bartemius Crouch is my father."
Slughorn's expression flickers with intrigue. "Ahh, of course! The esteemed Ministry man! Quite the ambitious sort, your father. I must say, I wasn't expecting a Crouch to end up in Gryffindor—very interesting indeed!" He chuckles to himself.
She offers a polite smile but doesn't comment, and thankfully, he doesn't press further. He moves on to another pair, still humming in satisfaction.
As Nadine turns back to their potion, she notices Severus moving quietly through the room, hands clasped behind his back as he observes students' progress. As Slughorn's assistant, he is meant to help if needed, but he doesn't say a word to her. He doesn't even look at her.
She knows why.
She doesn't push it. She focuses on her work, ignoring the tension in the air.
The class finishes soon after. Bill and Nadine bottle a small sample of their potion, labeling it before cleaning up their table. Nadine packs her things quickly, eager to get some air.
As she steps out into the corridor, she hears rushed footsteps behind.
Barty falls in step beside her, his voice low but urgent. "Nadine, wait up."
Nadine doesn't stop at first, but his hand brushes her elbow, a silent request. "Please stop."
With a sigh, she turns to face him, arms crossed.
"Look, about this morning—"
"I don't want to be reminded it happened." The words come out sharper than she intended, but she means them.
Barty glances around before gently taking her arm again, leading them away from the main corridor. As others head upstairs, they slip into a quieter part of the dungeons, the torches flickering dimly against the stone walls.
He turns to face her, his expression unreadable but serious. "I know you're angry, but you have to understand—I didn't want to cause more trouble. And I told you to leave it."
Nadine scoffs, shaking her head. "To not cause trouble? You could've—"
"Nadine." Barty sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. "It's not that simple. You're not just some Gryffindor sitting at the Slytherin table. You're a Crouch, and you're my sister. The moment you sat down, it wasn't just about you anymore—it was about me too. If I reacted, it would've been worse."
Nadine stares at him, frustration bubbling under her skin. "Why? You sit there just fine, so why can't I?"
Barty exhales through his nose, rubbing the back of his neck. "Because I know them. I know how to handle them. I spent years proving myself to them—you haven't."
"Look, Tem." she says, stepping closer, her voice softer but no less determined. "I understand you have friends. I'm not asking you to pick a side. But I've been here for one day, and I've already been insulted twice. You're the closest person to me here—I need you."
His jaw tightens, but his gaze softens. "I know." Then he frowns. "Wait. Twice? What else happened?"
Nadine glances away, debating whether to tell him. But there is no point in hiding it. "Carrows. When Remus showed me around. They made some comments about our family. About you."
Barty's expression shifts in an instant. His hands clench into fists at his sides, his lips pressing into a thin line.
"Did they do anything?" he asks, voice dangerously quiet.
"No. But honestly, I don't care what they think."
Barty's grip on his robes tightens, his shoulders stiff. He looks away, breathing deeply before meeting my gaze again.
"Tem—"
"No." he cuts her off, his voice edged with something dark. "I don't care what they think of you sitting at that table. But no one—no one—gets to talk about you like that." He places his hands on her shoulders, his grip firm but gentle, his expression serious. His eyes lock onto hers, unwavering.
"You don't need to deal with them. It won't happen again. I promise you that." he says, his voice softer now.
She swallows, watching the way his brows knit together, the tension in his jaw.
"You're the most important person to me, Nadine. I need you to trust me on this."
Her chest tightens at his words. She nods. "Okay."
His hands slide down to her arms before he exhales and shakes his head slightly. "I'm sorry."
Nadine hesitates for only a second before stepping forward and wrapping her arms around him. He doesn't pull away—he holds her just as tightly, his chin resting atop her head.
"You're a pain." he mutters, but there is warmth in his tone.
"I know." she mumbles into his shoulder.
They just stand there for a moment, and—despite everything—this is enough.
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The Great Hall empties out slowly, but Severus and Seraphina leave together, their robes billowing behind them as they make their way toward the dungeons. The flickering torchlight casts long, wavering shadows on the walls, the rhythmic tapping of their footsteps filling the silence between them.
Seraphina notices it almost immediately—the way Severus is too quiet, even for him. His posture is tense, hands shoved into his robes, his expression unreadable. Most people wouldn't notice the shift, but she isn't most people. She knows him too well, understands the weight of every breath, every flicker of his gaze.
She glances at him as they turn a corner. "Alright, what is it?"
Severus doesn't respond at first. He keeps walking, his lips pressing into a thin line. But then, just before they reach the common room entrance, he suddenly stops.
"Seraphina." he says, voice low and measured. "I need to talk to you."
She stops too, raising an eyebrow. Now that is interesting. Severus rarely announces that he needs to talk. Usually, he just says what is on his mind or broods in silence until she drags it out of him.
She crosses her arms. "Of course. What's wrong?"
Severus exhales sharply through his nose. "Your friend. Crouch." His jaw clenches slightly, and his eyes flash with something. "She asked me out."
For a second, Seraphina just blinks at him. Then, she can't stop the soft, amused breath that escapes her lips.
"She what?"
Severus scowls. "You heard me."
Seraphina presses a hand over her mouth for a second, as if trying to suppress a laugh, but the amusement in her eyes betrays her.
Severus's glare sharpens. "Don't." he warns.
She shakes her head, her lips twitching. "I— I'm sorry, but—" She lets out a short breath and composes herself. "I had a feeling, but I didn't think she'd actually do it so soon."
His eyes narrow. "You knew?"
"I suspected." she corrects quickly, holding up her hands. "But she didn't tell me she fancies you. She just—well, I noticed things. I know her."
Severus folds his arms tightly over his chest, his expression dark. "Well, it's ridiculous." His tone is clipped, cold. "And whatever game she's playing, I want no part in it."
Seraphina's amusement fades. "Sev, she's not playing a game."
His scoff is immediate, biting. "Of course she is. Do you honestly expect me to believe that a Gryffindor, a Crouch no less, has suddenly decided she's interested in me? That this isn't some joke at my expense? Please." His lips curl in disdain. "I won't be humiliated again."
And there it is.
Seraphina lets out a slow breath. She knows—of course she knows—what this is really about. It is not just about Nadine. It is about them. The Gryffindors. The years of torment. The way they used to humiliate him in front of everyone, treating him like nothing more than a joke. And, worst of all, it is about Lily.
Lily, who had once been his closest friend. Lily, who he had trusted. Lily, who had walked away.
Seraphina sees the ghosts of all those wounds in the way his fingers twitch against his sleeve, in the rigid way he holds himself. She understands—more than he thinks she does.
"Sev." she says carefully. "Nadine isn't like them."
His laugh is cold and humorless. "You say that as if it makes a difference."
"It does make a difference."
His hands clench at his sides. "You're wrong to trust her. She'll turn out worse than all of them."
Seraphina sighs. "And you're wrong to think that everyone is out to hurt you."
Silence stretches between them. Severus doesn't move, doesn't look at her. His expression is set, his jaw locked. He is still caught in the past, in old wounds that haven't healed.
Seraphina places a hand on his arm. "I'll talk to her." she says quietly. "I'll make sure she understands that you don't want anything to do with this." Her voice is firm but gentle. "But Sev... don't assume the worst of her."
His expression hardens. "You're wasting your time."
She shakes her head, giving his arm a small squeeze before letting go. "I don't think I am."
Severus doesn't respond. He just turns sharply and strides toward the common room, disappearing into the shadows.
Seraphina watches him go, her heart heavy.
She will talk to Nadine. But she also knows her friend well enough to understand—Nadine isn't the type to give up easily. And that is what worries her most.
...
Nadine walks into a spacious, well-lit classroom on the third floor, the air carrying the faint scent of parchment and dried herbs. The walls are lined with anatomical charts of wizards and magical creatures, detailing circulatory systems, spell damage effects, and even the intricate web of magical core pathways. At the front of the room stands Professor Callidora Yaxley, a sharp-eyed woman in her late fifties with dark hair pulled into a tight bun.
"Welcome." Professor Yaxley begins, her voice measured and cool. "Whether you seek to become healers, curse-breakers, or researchers, a solid understanding of magical anatomy is essential. You will learn how magic interacts with the body, how it can heal—or harm."
Nadine listens attentively, scribbling down notes as Yaxley flicks her wand, causing a life-sized diagram of a wizard to hover mid-air.
First Lesson: The Three Magical Systems of the Body
Core Channeling System – How magic is stored and flows through a wizard's body, affecting spellcasting stamina. Neuromagical Receptors – The way magic influences emotions, memory, and cognition (ties into Legilimency and mental health). Arcane Immune Response – How a wizard's body reacts to dark magic, potions, and healing spells.
After a quick stop at the library, Nadine heads to the History of Magic classroom on the second floor, where she spots Bill already at a desk. He looks up and grins.
"Crouch! You survived Yaxley?" he teases as Nadine takes the seat next to him.
"Barely. I think she sees emotions as a weakness."
He chuckles, shaking his head. "You'd think a psychology professor would be more sympathetic."
Their conversation cuts off as Professor Cuthbert Binns glides through the chalkboard, sending a chill through the room as usual.
Lesson Topic: The Global Influence of the International Statute of Secrecy (1689)
Why the wizarding world remains hidden. Early resistance movements. How different countries enforce the Statute (e.g., France vs. the UK). The impact on mixed families and the rise of pure-blood ideologies.
Binns, as expected, drones on monotonously, but Nadine forces herself to focus, knowing this subject is crucial. Bill, however, passes her a folded note halfway through:
If I have to hear the word 'statute' one more time, I'll pass out right here.
She bites her lip to suppress a laugh, shaking her head as she scribbles back: At least we'll know how to argue with bureaucrats.
Once class ends, Nadine and Bill head to the Great Hall for lunch. She piles her plate with roast chicken, bread rolls, and pumpkin juice, eating quickly before suggesting they get some fresh air. Bill agrees instantly, and together, they walk out into the courtyard before wandering toward the lake.
The air is crisp but pleasant, the sunlight reflecting off the water. Brownie trots behind them, tail flicking. They find a bench beneath an old oak tree, overlooking the vast grounds.
Bill studies her for a moment, then says, "You've been kind of lost in thought today."
Nadine hesitates. She just smiles instead, tucking her hands into her sleeves. "It's just the first week. A lot to take in."
Bill nods and bumps her shoulder playfully.
"Well, if it ever gets too much, you've got me. Even if I'm not much help in History."
Nadine laughs, but the words sink in.
This was her first time truly interacting with a Weasley, and the experience was unexpectedly pleasant.
Weasleys are known for being exceptional wizards, but more importantly, they are regarded as genuinely good people. Unlike many pure-blood families, they don't elevate themselves above others, regardless of being a part of The Sacred Twenty-Eight. Their values are grounded in kindness, fairness, and equality, and Bill is no different, embodying these traits effortlessly. He is the epitome of the Weasley spirit.
The Weasleys made a deliberate choice to reject the rigid pure-blood ideologies that often breed elitism and prejudice. As a result, many of their own blood see them as 'blood traitors.' Any Pureblood wizard who welcomes Muggle-borns, and even some Half-Bloods, into their circles faces the same contempt, as others question their loyalty to their own bloodline. Nadine admires them for it.
Cassiopeia and Seraphina approach, returning from their class. Nadine finds herself hoping for a reunion with them sooner rather than later. "Ah! You met Bill!" Seraphina exclaims, a smile tugging at her lips. "Has he succeeded in charming you?"
Cassiopeia raises an eyebrow playfully, her tone teasing. "It seems so!"
"I'm afraid so." Nadine replies, her smile widening. "Mr. Weasley turns out to be a pleasant class partner."
"It's the hair, I swear." Bill jokes, ruffling his own red locks with mock exasperation.
"Bill's training to be a Curse-Breaker." Seraphina continues, her enthusiasm palpable. "We have some classes together. It's all about the dark arts, beyond fascinating!"
Nadine listens, happy to be surrounded by a new sense of friendship.
"My brother Charlie, he's a Dragonologist! Rumors say you kids will get the chance to visit them in Romania, where the dragon sanctuary is. He's a stellar guy with a sharp mind and a huge heart, and of course, a sucker for dragons too, like you!" Bill explains, gently gesturing towards her.
Seraphina practically beams at the idea of getting close to dragons so soon, while Cassiopeia is quick to ask whether only dragon-students can take part.
"You will most likely meet my brother, Regulus, in a similar line of work." Cassiopeia informs. Bill has met young Regulus once or twice; however, the Black family is notorious for their disdain toward the way the Weasleys conduct themselves with their rather 'progressive' bloodline traditions and values. In fact, the Blacks are practically at the top of the list of people dissatisfied with them and other pure-blood families involved in such similar 'open-mindedness' regarding the pure-blood mania.
Bill nods, as his smile tightens a little. He is, however, still enthusiastic and open to collaboration with them if need be.
Nadine, however, quickly realizes that Father will likely disapprove of her newfound friendship with a Weasley, but doesn't care in the slightest. Despite the fact that the Weasleys' father works within the Ministry, Father is likely influenced to share the belief that anyone who rejects pure-blood values is in the wrong, something he tries to instill in her and Barty as well.
After a while, Bill parts ways with them, and the girls carry on, heading toward their next class. Nadine feels the urge to share what happened with them, as they are the only ones who might understand.
"I'm sorry, Mulciber said what?!" Cassiopeia's voice is almost a shout, a rare burst of emotion from her. Her face twists in anger, while Seraphina's contorts with disgust. "THE Mulciber? The one with the Carrow rats trailing behind him like he has cheese falling out of his arse?!"
Seraphina's tone matches Cassiopeia's fury, both of them clearly horrified, eager not only to listen but to throw an insult, and possibly a hex... at the same time. Without thinking, Seraphina flicks out her wand as if preparing for a full-on duel, expecting the villains to jump from the bushes at any moment.
"I know, it's ridiculous." Nadine sighs, shaking her head. "It feels like I set the Slytherin table on fire rather than just sitting at it with Tem!"
The words spill out as she relishes the comfort of sharing without fear of judgment. The girls listen, their expressions darkening.
"If Severus stayed silent while some unhinged demon harasses me, both of them would be in the infirmary yesterday!" Seraphina declares dramatically, flicking her wand with her fingers. Cassiopeia nods in agreement, adding, "Regulus would join them. I can't stand that guy."
Nadine lets out a frustrated breath. "And on top of it all, my Father's furious about my House choice. I can't even discuss it properly with Tem, the Quidditch trials are coming up, and now I feel unprepared and anxious."
"You'll be great, Nadine. I have no doubt you'll be an excellent addition to the team. Definitely better than whoever they have now." Cassiopeia reassures her, unimpressed by Potter or her older brother. "Still, I know what you mean. Let's give it some time." She gives Nadine's hand a gentle squeeze before letting go, her voice soft but firm. "In the meantime, stay close to us. If anything else nasty comes up, we'll have your back."
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Other Slytherins and Gryffindors are already gathering, voices murmuring as they settle into the Defense against Dark Arts classroom. The tension between the two Houses lingers, unspoken yet palpable, a reminder of the deep-rooted rivalry that rarely wavers.
Professor Everard strides in, a tall, imposing wizard with eyes that miss nothing. His dark robes sweep behind him as he stops at the front, scanning the students with a scrutinizing gaze. With a wave of his hand, the murmurs die down.
"Today, we begin practical application." he announces, his voice crisp and authoritative. "Dueling and defensive methods. A wizard's ability to defend themselves is not only a necessity—it is an expectation. We will be covering a range of spells designed to disarm, deflect, and counteract various attacks. You are, of course, expected to practice restraint and precision. This is not about brute force but about control."
Nadine listens attentively, though her focus wavers when she hears a soft, snide whisper in her ear.
"Look at you, Crouch." Alecto murmurs just behind her. "Trying to act like you belong. Do you think you're better than everyone? That you're safe here?"
Nadine keeps her posture straight, choosing to ignore her. It isn't worth it. Alecto thrives on attention, and Nadine won't give her the satisfaction. But Alecto isn't done.
"Or maybe you think your brother will protect you." she sneers, her voice low but cutting. "Except—oh, wait. He won't, will he? He's too much of a coward to even stand up for you."
Nadine feels the heat rise up her neck, her fingers curling into fists. Before she even registers what she is doing, she turns sharply, eyes flashing as she pulls out her wand, voice low but laced with fury.
"You—"
"Ah." Professor Everard interrupts smoothly, his gaze landing on her with unsettling precision. "We have a volunteer. Miss Crouch, is it? Please step out."
Nadine stiffens, swallowing down her frustration. She doesn't want to give Alecto what she wants, but now the entire class is watching. With a steadying breath, she steps forward, schooling her expression into something cool and composed.
Alecto smirks, clearly reveling in the moment. "I'll volunteer as well, Professor."
"Of course you will." Everard says dryly, as if unimpressed by her eagerness. "Very well. Step forward, Miss Carrow. Since you both seem eager, we'll begin with a spell designed to destabilize an opponent's footing while disrupting their concentration—Disrumpo Motus."
The professor flicks his wand in demonstration, causing a ripple in the air that distorts the space in front of him. "When cast correctly, this will create a shockwave beneath your opponent, briefly throwing them off balance. If you fail to counter it properly, you may find yourself flat on your back. The proper defense is Stabilis—a grounding charm to anchor yourself and absorb the impact."
Nadine grips her wand tighter. Alecto's smirk widens.
"You know what to do. On my mark." Professor Everard instructs, his gaze flicking between them with expectation.
Nadine and Alecto nod, stepping forward to bow stiffly before turning their backs to each other, walking the necessary distance to prepare for the duel. The tension between them is thick, a silent battle already raging before either of them raises their wands.
"Three." Everard begins.
Nadine takes a steady breath, rolling her shoulders back.
"Two."
Alecto shifts slightly, fingers twitching around her wand.
"O—"
Before the professor even finishes, Alecto whirls around, her wand slashing through the air as she hisses, "Expulso!" A blast of magic tears through the space between them, aimed straight for Nadine's back.
She pivots sharply, instincts kicking in, and ducks just in time. The spell shoots past her, colliding with the stone wall behind her with a dull boom. Gasps ripple through the classroom, but Nadine barely registers them. Her blood surges hot with fury.
"A little slow, Crouch." Alecto taunts, already flicking her wand for another strike. "Or maybe you just hesitate too much."
Nadine doesn't give her the satisfaction of a response. Instead, she raises her wand, bracing herself as another curse hurtles toward her. Protego! The shield shimmers in front of her, absorbing the force before dispersing into the air.
Alecto's grin turns vicious. "Come on, Nadine." she croons mockingly, sidestepping as she fires another hex. "You're not going to let me win that easily, are you?"
Nadine deflects the spell with a sharp flick of her wand. Her heart pounds, but her focus is razor-sharp. Alecto fights dirty, but Nadine has no intention of playing into her hands.
Alecto sends another hex. Nadine dodges. Then another. Nadine counters, her movements crisp and precise. With each blocked spell, Alecto grows more impatient, more reckless, her attacks becoming wild and uncoordinated.
"You act like you belong," Alecto sneers between spells, "but you don't, do you? You're just another mistake wearing the wrong colors."
That does it.
Nadine tightens her grip on her wand, steps forward, and slashes it through the air with controlled precision. "Disrumpo Motus!"
A shockwave ripples beneath Alecto's feet. She gasps as the ground seems to shift violently beneath her, her balance lost in an instant. She stumbles, arms flailing, but Nadine doesn't give her a chance to recover. Another flick of her wand sharpens the spell's impact, and Alecto crashes onto her back with an undignified thud.
The room falls into stunned silence.
For a moment, Nadine simply stands there, her wand lowered, her breath steady. Then, slowly, she strides forward until she stands directly over Alecto, looking down at her with cold amusement.
"You were saying something?" Nadine murmurs, her tone deceptively sweet. She tilts her head, smirks, and then, as if dismissing Alecto entirely, turns on her heel.
Professor Everard, to his credit, looks neither surprised nor particularly concerned about Alecto's sprawl on the floor. "That was well-executed, Miss Crouch." he remarks, nodding in approval. "You controlled your magic with precision. Now, everyone pair up. We will continue practicing."
Alecto is seething as she scrambles back to her feet, her face blotchy with humiliation. She doesn't look at Nadine but instead stalks toward her brother, whispering furiously under her breath. Amycus glances over with a glare sharp enough to cut stone, his fingers twitching as if barely restraining himself.
Nadine doesn't spare him a second glance.
Instead, she turns toward Cassiopeia and Seraphina, who are grinning like cats who have just watched a mouse get flattened. Cassiopeia inclines her head approvingly, while Seraphina actually claps once, her smirk smug and delighted.
Nadine exhales, her lips twitching into a small but satisfied smile before she moves toward Bill, who is already waiting with an impressed look.
"Remind me never to get on your bad side." he comments, smirking as he raises his wand.
As the lesson comes to an end, students begin filing out of the classroom, conversations picking up in murmurs and laughter. Cassiopeia flashes Nadine a pleased smile before linking arms with Regulus, the two slipping into easy conversation as they make their way toward the dungeons.
Evan lingers behind, grinning as he catches Nadine's eye. "That was impressive." he remarks, his voice carrying its usual lazy amusement, but there is something genuine beneath it. "Didn't know you'd do it like that."
Nadine exhales a soft chuckle, shaking her head. "Neither did Alecto, apparently."
Evan laughs at that before tipping an imaginary hat in her direction. "Remind me not to duel you anytime soon." With one last smirk, he strides off.
Bill, still standing beside her, adjusts his bag over his shoulder. "I'd walk with you two, but I promised to meet a friend." he says, offering her a small grin. "I'll see you later?"
"Yeah." Nadine nods. "See you."
As he leaves, she turns to Seraphina, who is already moving toward the corridor. They fall into step together, the cool air of the stone hallways wrapping around them as they make their way toward the library.
Seraphina, uncharacteristically quiet for a few moments, finally speaks. "I need to tell you something."
Nadine glances at her, caught off guard by the sudden seriousness in her voice. "Me too." she admits, though her mind is already on what she needs to say. She hesitates, then nods. "You first."
Seraphina takes a breath, her fingers brushing over the leather strap of her bag as if gathering her thoughts. Then, with an unreadable look, she says, "Severus told me you asked him out."
Nadine's stomach twists slightly, and her steps falter for just a moment before she forces herself to keep walking. She had known this conversation would come up eventually, but hearing it aloud still makes her face warm with the memory of that moment—the edge of rejection, the sting of disappointment.
"I was going to tell you." she says, exhaling slowly. "I'm a bit embarrassed, but I don't regret trying. I'm sorry for not telling you first."
Seraphina shakes her head, her expression softening. "You don't need to apologize." she says firmly. "It wouldn't be my business even if you had." She hesitates, then adds, "But I know him, and I know you. I don't want anyone getting hurt."
Something about the way she says it makes Nadine's heart beat a little faster. A question lodges itself in her throat, but she pushes past it, focusing instead on what she really wants to know.
"What did he say?" Her voice is quiet, careful. "Is he really angry?"
Seraphina exhales, casting a glance down the hallway before answering. "It's not that he's angry." she says carefully. "It's... complicated." She hesitates again, choosing her words. "Something happened few years ago. Something that upset him. And when you asked, it—" She pauses. "It wasn't just about you."
Nadine listens, her brows knitting together as she absorbs the words. Her mind instantly tries to piece things together, but the picture remains blurred.
Something happened.
Something upset him.
And her timing had been... wrong.
A part of her wants to feel embarrassed again, but another part—the part that cares—feels something else entirely.
Empathy.
Her rejection wasn't just about her.
It was about something bigger. Something heavier.
Seraphina exhales, adjusting the strap of her bag again as they walk. "Look, I don't know every single detail," she begins, her voice careful, "but I know that something happened between him and—" She hesitates, choosing her words. "Someone he was close to. They had a falling out, and it was bad."
Nadine listens intently. A falling out? Severus didn't let people in easily, and if he had, it must have meant everything to him. She wonders what could have possibly gone wrong—what could have been said to break something so important.
Seraphina continues, voice quieter now. "They were arguing. Severus... he said something he shouldn't have."
Nadine frowns, uneasy. "What did he say?" she asks, softer now.
Seraphina presses her lips together, glancing away as if choosing whether to answer. "Something unforgivable." she finally says.
Nadine swallows. Whoever this person was, they must have meant a lot to him.
They reach the library, the grand doors creaking softly as they step inside. The familiar scent of parchment and ink wraps around them, grounding and steady. They weave through the rows of shelves, heading to a quieter corner before settling at an empty table. The moment they take out their books, Seraphina remains lost in thought, her fingers lightly tracing the edge of a worn page, gaze unfocused.
Nadine doesn't say anything right away, waiting. And then, finally, Seraphina speaks.
"I think... She was important to him." she admits, voice barely above a whisper. "Losing her changed something in him. He's been different since it happened—more closed off. Bitter. Angrier."
Nadine frowns slightly, watching Seraphina as she stares down at her book without really seeing it. "You sound like you don't blame him." she notes.
Seraphina sighs. "Because I don't." she murmurs, tapping her fingers against the pages. "She didn't understand him the way she thought she did."
Something about the way she says it makes Nadine tilt her head slightly. "You think she should've forgiven him?"
"It's more complicated than that. There's much you don't know." Seraphina replies, shaking her head. "She saw the worst in him in that moment and decided that was all he'd ever be. And that—" She exhales sharply, looking away. "That isn't fair."
Nadine watches her closely, processing everything. She had never seen Seraphina so conflicted.
Finally, Nadine speaks. "Who was it?"
Seraphina hesitates. She doesn't answer immediately, and for the first time, she actually looks uncertain. "Nadine—" She shifts uncomfortably, lowering her voice. "Sev doesn't trust you. And he'd be furious if he knew I told you any of this."
There is a sting in those words, even if Nadine understands them. "But you trust me." she says quietly.
Seraphina meets her gaze, then nods. "Yeah. I do."
A pause. Then, almost reluctantly, she exhales and says, "Lily."
Nadine blinks. "Lily?" Then, her eyes widen slightly.
"Lily Evans?"
Seraphina nods, looking away. "Yeah."
Seraphina exhales, shaking her head. "He regrets it." she says quietly. "More than anything."
Nadine watches her carefully, noting the tension in her jaw, the way her fingers tighten around the edges of her book.
"I'm not fond of her." Seraphina adds after a moment, her tone firmer now. "Never have been."
Nadine blinks, surprised by the bluntness of the statement. "Why?"
Seraphina hesitates for a second, then simply says, "I have my reasons." She doesn't elaborate, but there is something final in her voice, something that makes it clear she has thought about this for a long time.
Nadine doesn't push. Instead, she lets the silence settle between them, her thoughts swirling, fingers tracing the spine of her book absentmindedly. "I'm sure your reasons are valid." she says, watching Seraphina carefully. "But when I asked him, he thought I was pranking him. And he mentioned my friends—I don't even know who he meant."
Seraphina looks at her as if she does know but remains silent, letting Nadine continue.
"I would never joke about that." Nadine insists, voice steady but laced with frustration. "You know it. I'm a direct person. I wanted to try, and I did. But I didn't expect it to turn out like that."
Seraphina nods slowly, fingers tapping against the table as she considers her words. "Severus... he doesn't let himself believe in good things, not easily. And when he does, he's always expecting them to be taken away. He's spent too much time around people who mock him, people who look down on him. It's why he lashes out, why he assumes the worst before he lets himself hope."
Nadine listens, absorbing the weight of Seraphina's words. It makes sense in a way, but it doesn't make it any easier to accept.
Seraphina sighs, shaking her head. "He probably thought it was a setup. That you'd tell him it was all a joke as soon as he said yes. That's the kind of thing he expects."
Nadine frowns, shifting in her seat. The thought is unsettling, knowing that he truly believed she was cruel enough to humiliate him like that.
"I don't know what to do now." she admits after a moment, looking at Seraphina for guidance.
Seraphina studies her for a long moment, her expression unreadable. Then, she leans back in her chair, exhaling as if weighing her answer carefully.
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The Quidditch pitch hums with anticipation, the afternoon, autumn sun casting long shadows across the field. The Gryffindor hopefuls stand in a loose huddle, gripping their brooms, some with nervous excitement, others with quiet determination. The House banners ripple in the wind, and from the stands, a few students have gathered to watch, some cheering, others whispering about the competition.
At the center of it all, James stands tall, arms crossed over his chest, a confident smirk pulling at his lips. His hazel eyes scan the group like a general assessing his troops. Next to him, Sirius leans against his broom with an air of arrogance and competitiveness, his grey eyes filled with amusement. The Prewett twins stand on the other side, already tossing a Bludger between them, barely containing their excitement with identical grins.
"Right," James begins, clapping his hands together, "this isn't going to be easy. Gryffindor doesn't just take anyone on this team—we take the best. And as much as I'd love to give everyone a fair chance, I won't hesitate to kick you off the pitch if you waste my time." He grins, but there is a challenge in his voice. "You're here to prove you belong. So, let's see what you've got." He is enjoying this way too much.
Sirius straightens up, spinning his broom between his fingers. "And if you're slow, weak, or just plain useless, do us all a favor and leave now. No hard feelings. Actually—" He tilts his head, smirking. "Plenty of hard feelings. You'll embarrass yourselves, and I'll probably laugh."
Some of the hopefuls shift nervously, but Nadine only tightens her grip on her broom, rolling her eyes at their dramatics. James and Sirius are insufferable, but at least they take Quidditch seriously. There is no doubt in her mind—this spot is hers.
James gestures to the pitch. "We're going to start simple—broom control. If you can't fly properly, you're wasting my time, and I don't have time to waste." He mounts his broom with practiced ease. "You'll follow me through an obstacle course. If you can't keep up, don't bother coming back."
With that, James kicks off, shooting into the air with breathtaking speed. The Prewett twins whoop, launching after him, and the rest of the hopefuls scramble to follow.
Nadine takes off smoothly, the rush of wind against her skin familiar and exhilarating, and for a moment, it is just her and the sky. The course James has set is brutal—sharp turns around the goalposts, tight loops through the air, sudden drops that force them to pull up just before hitting the ground. It is designed to test their speed, agility, and reaction time, and James doesn't slow down for anyone.
Marlene keeps pace with ease, her sharp flying skills making it clear why she is already on the team. Some of the other hopefuls struggle, falling behind or losing control on the sharper turns.
When James pulls into a sudden dive, Nadine matches him, the ground rushing toward her before she levels out at the last second.
Sirius, watching from the goalposts, lets out an impressed whistle. "Not bad, Crouch."
James pulls up beside her mid-air, his eyes gleaming with challenge. "Think you can keep that up when there's a Bludger coming at your head?"
Nadine barely has time to react before the first one hurtles toward her. Instinct kicks in, and she jerks her broom sharply to the left. It whizzes past her ear so close she can hear the air ripple around it.
"Not bad." Gideon calls, adjusting his grip on the bat. "Let's see how you do with two!"
Before she can process the warning, Fabian slams his bat against the second Bludger, sending it speeding toward her from below while the first loops back around. Nadine's eyes widen—she is caught in a pincer.
No time to think.
She grips her broom and dives. The first Bludger misses by inches, but the second is still coming. Nadine twists her body sharply, throwing herself into a roll mid-air before righting herself just in time to see the first Bludger heading straight for her again.
"Bloody hell." she hisses, yanking the broom upward in a near-vertical climb. The Bludger grazes the end of her broom tail, but she manages to avoid a full hit. Her muscles scream from the sharp turns and exertion, but she doesn't stop moving. If she does, she is done for.
From the side, James watches with an appraising look.
"Not the smoothest," he comments to Sirius, who is lazily twirling his bat, "but she didn't get knocked off."
Sirius smirks. "Not over yet, mate."
And he is right.
Marlene, who has been playing with Gryffindor for years. Marlene, who is fast, aggressive, and not remotely interested in going easy on anyone.
"Let's go, Crouch." she says, smirking as she tosses the Quaffle into the air and catches it effortlessly. "Try to keep up."
She takes off like a shot, and Nadine grits her teeth before pushing her broom forward, the wind stinging against her face.
Marlene zips through the air, weaving around other players with an ease that makes it seem like she is barely trying. Nadine follows, watching her movements carefully. When Marlene suddenly flicks the Quaffle toward her, Nadine reaches out—only for it to soar just past her fingertips.
"Too slow." Marlene teases, looping back around to snatch it up again.
Annoyance flares in Nadine's chest, but she doesn't let it consume her. Instead, she tightens her grip and focuses. This time, when Marlene sends another pass her way, Nadine adjusts her position and snatches it mid-air, tucking it against her side before veering sharply left.
Marlene is already on her tail. "Good," she calls, "but let's see if you can keep it!"
A sudden gust of wind knocks Nadine slightly off course, and she loses her balance for a fraction of a second. Just enough for Marlene to steal the Quaffle from her hands and shoot forward with a victorious grin.
"Come on, Crouch!" James shouts from above. "Don't let McKinnon wipe the ground with you!"
Nadine exhales sharply, refocusing. She speeds up, weaving through the air with renewed determination. When Marlene tries to pass the Quaffle again, Nadine anticipates the movement, cutting into the path just in time to intercept.
"Nice one!" Fabian calls from the side.
Marlene raises a brow, eyes flicking over Nadine. "Huh." she muses. "You're not as bad as I thought."
Nadine smirks, still catching her breath. "And you're not as fast as I thought."
Marlene lets out a bark of laughter, clearly delighted by the challenge.
But the final test remains.
Scoring against Sirius.
Nadine lands briefly to grab some water, rolling her shoulders to shake off the soreness before heading back up. Sirius is already waiting, leaning lazily against the goalpost.
"You look like you're dying." he comments, eyes glinting with amusement.
"Thanks." Nadine mutters, gripping the Quaffle.
"Don't thank me yet." Sirius straightens, finally taking his position. "Come on, then. Let's see what you've got."
Nadine takes a deep breath, then kicks off hard, shooting toward the goal. She feints right, trying to send Sirius off balance, but he barely moves. She shifts left—nothing.
He is good. Really good.
She tries a high shot, but he blocks it with ease. A low one—still no luck. Each time, Sirius meets her attempts with quick reflexes, knocking the Quaffle away effortlessly.
Nadine's frustration builds. Her arms burn, her chest is heaving, and she knows she only has one shot left before James calls it.
Sirius smirks. "Give up yet?"
Nadine grips the Quaffle tighter. No way.
She speeds up suddenly, heading straight for the left hoop—but at the last second, she shifts her weight entirely and flicks the Quaffle toward the right. Sirius, expecting her to commit to her earlier move, reacts just a second too late.
The Quaffle soars past him.
For a second, there is nothing but silence. Her limbs feel like lead, and she is certain she has never been this exhausted in her life. She leans slightly against her broom, rolling out the stiffness in her shoulders before lifting her chin and smirking at James.
Sirius glares at Nadine, but there is amusement beneath his scowl. "That was lucky."
"That was skill." Nadine corrects, grinning.
James exhales sharply, crossing his arms as he eyes Nadine critically. "Alright, you're on the team—but don't think for a second that was anything special, Crouch."
"If you haven't won the Cup by now," she says, voice deliberately slow, "I'm not sure my presence is going to change anything."
James's smirk instantly vanishes. "Oi!" He zooms toward her, hovering just inches away. "Gryffindor wins. We always win."
"That so?" Nadine lifts a brow, eyes gleaming. "Then—"
"James."
Lily stands nearby, arms crossed, watching them with a bemused expression. She moves closer, pressing against James's side in a way that is both casual and unmistakably possessive.
"Sorry to interrupt whatever this is," Lily says, her gaze flicking between them, "but I wanted to see how tryouts went." She turns to Nadine. "Congratulations."
Nadine tilts her head slightly before smiling. "Oh, thanks. How about that butterbeer this weekend? My treat. To celebrate."
Lily blinks. "Sure."
"Great." Nadine nods, hoisting her broom over her shoulder. "See you then."
Then, without another glance, she turns and strides toward the changing rooms, ignoring the lingering weight of Lily's gaze on her back as she smirks to herself.
Seraphina knows she has to speak to Regulus if she wants to be allowed into Quidditch tryouts. It isn't that she dreads the conversation, it is that she considers it to be an exercise in futility. Regulus is... serious, calm, distant, and above all—unapproachable. His reputation as the mysterious, royal figure of Hogwarts doesn't help.
It is simple: speak to him concisely and properly, or not at all. Regulus doesn't entertain small talk or unnecessary interactions—Seraphina is similar along those lines. He is far too focused on being better than everyone else in everything to bother with trivialities. A thought that makes Seraphina roll her eyes.
Her thoughts drift further as she makes her way to the library, a place she usually seeks for solace and peace. It is one of her favourite spots in the castle, a haven of quiet and knowledge, full of ancient books and some artifacts, sculptures and a gorgeous view over the lake.
She certainly hasn't expected to run into him there, but, as she turns the corner into the reading section, it doesn't surprise her in the least. Of course. Where else will someone like Regulus Black be?
She rolls her eyes, half-exasperated, half-amused. A tinge of excitement bubbles up inside her, unexpectedly. She only has a few seconds before he notices her looking. So, he isn't that bad to look at... Not at all.
In fact, it is the one time she can properly steal a glance without anyone interrupting or misinterpreting. She can savour this secret moment just a bit. It isn't that Seraphina hasn't noticed how utterly handsome he is, it is just that she will never give him the satisfaction of knowing such a private thought.
After all, somebody has to humble these people, and Seraphina takes that challenge personally.
There he is, though, completely absorbed in some parchment, his quill gliding elegantly across the paper, books around him. He looks every bit the untouchable figure he was—elegant, focused, and undeniably... captivating.
She blinks twice and approaches him. "Regulus Black." she speaks softly, but with a firmness that commanded his attention, her voice low enough to avoid disturbing the quiet of the library.
Regulus lifts his quill from the parchment, his sharp eyes locking with hers as he adjusts his jaw. She has his attention.
"Seraphina Snape." he echoes back, his tone steady but carrying an inquisitive trace, as though he is waiting for the reason behind this unexpected interruption. But, strangely enough, he doesn't seem as bothered as he usually does. Maybe it is his good day.
Seraphina will have to royally lie if she has to fight the fluttering sensation that stirs within her. It is impossible to ignore the way her name sounds on his lips. She cringes at herself immediately, putting a stop to such nonsense.
"I was told you were our Quidditch Captain," she continues, her voice unwavering, "and a Seeker, nonetheless." She gestures at the chair in front of him, raising an eyebrow. "May I?"
"Mhm." he responds quietly, gesturing with a flick of his hand for her to sit. "You were told correctly." he adds, not breaking eye contact.
For anyone else, it would have been a bit intimidating to talk to him alone, in private, however Seraphina relishes in her ability to retaliate equally, not breaking the solid eye contact either; she isn't intimidated easily.
"I'll come to the tryouts tomorrow." She speaks. "I was instructed to talk to you first."
"Hm, you were?" he responds lazily, setting his quill aside and closing the book in front of him with a soft thud. "And for what position?"
Seraphina tilts her head, not sure if he is genuinely interested or just playing the polite Captain. "A Seeker, in fact." she smirks, her voice barely betraying her satisfaction. "But of course, someone else has already claimed that spot, so I'll settle for a Chaser position."
Regulus raises an eyebrow, leaning forward slightly. He rests his elbows on the table and holds his hands beneath his chin, studying her. "Is that so?" he says, his voice low. "You believe you possess qualities of both roles, and I should consider you for them tomorrow?"
Seraphina doesn't even blink. "Oh, Black." she says, her tone firm, almost playful. "I'm not asking for permission. This is a fact. I'm simply being courteous enough to inform you beforehand. To save you from a snarky remark later, of course."
The challenge in her voice is clear. She sits back in her chair, legs crossed, her arms folded in her lap, daring him to question her further. He sits there, allowing a brief silence to ensue, while continuing to look at her. It is as if they are in a staring competition, none of them faltering.
"Well, Snape," Regulus finally speaks, breaking the thick silence with a voice that is both measured and cool, "everyone needs to prove themselves again, or for the first time, tomorrow. Yourself included." He leans back slightly, his eyes never leaving hers. "If you're capable of handling such a sport."
Regulus has given her the space to claim victory, and though his words are a challenge, there is a trace of something else beneath the surface, perhaps a quiet acknowledgment that she has passed the test.
She pauses, her gaze lingering on him for a brief moment, as if absorbing every detail. She refuses to lie to herself—he has beautiful eyes. His perfectly sculpted features, and the dark curls that fall effortlessly into place draw her in, whether she likes it or not. But Seraphina quickly pushes the thought away, unwilling to let herself be distracted by anything as trivial as attraction. What would Cassie say? she thinks to herself unwillingly.
He isn't rushing her, nor is he eager to leave. There is a quiet stillness about him, as if he is comfortable—or at least intrigued enough by the conversation, or perhaps by her. But Seraphina quickly shuts that line of thinking down. "The matter's settled then." she says softly, her voice steady.
Regulus nods, his gaze never leaving hers. He blinks slowly, offering a brief, almost imperceptible head bow—an unspoken acknowledgment, perhaps, or simply a courtesy. He watches as she prances out of the library, satisfaction evident in her every step, but he says nothing more.
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Rain drizzles steadily from the grey sky, decorating the grass with a shimmer. For most, it isn't the perfect weather for Quidditch tryouts, least of all for those eager to earn a place on the team. Truly, the disappointment lingers among the trainees like a dark cloud hanging over their heads.
Though Gryffindors and Hufflepuffs held their trials the day before under clear skies, the contrast of a sunny day isn't lost on them. Joking amongst themselves, they tease that their tryouts were easy only because the weather played in their favor.
But today is different. Ravenclaws and Slytherins stand on the slick pitch, faces set with determination. The rain beats down, relentless, and the chill of the morning seems to cut right through them. They can't rely on luck, not today at least—this is now a defining skill for each. Each player knows that only the most exceptional earn their spot on the team.
A few familiar faces from each House are present at the tryouts, their mere appearance enough to heighten the nerves of the already anxious trainees. Nadine is one of them, then Bill, both of them keeping their eyes on the field. There is more than just personal curiosity at play; scouting opposing teams is part of the game, a strategy long ingrained in the culture of Quidditch.
Every House, every team, watches the others, assessing potential threats as much as they judge their own. Nadine knows exactly what to look for in the trainees.
Barty is a skilled Quidditch player, and that comes as no surprise. In the Crouch family, excellence is expected in nearly every aspect of life, and Quidditch is no exception. In fact, pure-blood traditions long share such values—values ingrained in competitions amongst themselves to reach new heights in everything they do.
Barty is no different. He isn't just another Ravenclaw hoping for a brief moment in the spotlight; he has the talent and determination to back up his ambition.
As Ravenclaw's tryouts come to a close, it is no surprise when he once again secures his place on the team. His exceptional skill and determination make him a standout, and his spot on the coveted Ravenclaw Quidditch squad is practically guaranteed. His success is expected, and he once again proves why he is one of the team's most reliable players.
Barty takes his place on the stands alongside Nadine and Bill, with Pandora and Cassiopeia soon joining them. Cassiopeia is pleased to hear of his success.
The group settles in, eager to watch the Slytherins kick off their season with a fresh lineup. It is a quieter gathering than usual, as their friends are now down on the pitch, fighting for their spot on Slytherin's team. The stands remain lively still, huddling under umbrellas and rain jackets.
While the Ravenclaws brave the miserable weather during their tryouts, the Slytherins observe with sharp, eagle eyes, carefully noting every strength and weakness for future reference. Among them, Regulus stands out as the star of Slytherin. His reputation is built on years of success, both as a player and a leader. Quick, agile, calm yet brutal, and almost impossible to catch, Regulus's abilities are remarkable.
Evan once again proves why he is a member of the Slytherin Quidditch team. His performance during the tryouts is nothing short of exceptional, leaving a lasting impression on the trainees. Regulus proudly welcomes him back onto the team with a long, courteous nod. Evan beams with excitement and pride, and his friends cheer loudly, but no one louder than sweet Pandora, his biggest supporter.
"Woah, there he goes." Barty says, watching Evan zoom across the pitch. "Hate to say it, but I dread playing against him. He's tough. But you guys have an all-star roster too—Potter, Black, McKinnon, and of course, my dear sister to tie it all together." He teases, flashing a grin.
Nadine laughs, gently shoving him. "Yeah, yeah, sweet-talking me won't make me go easy on you, Tem. You better hope I don't hit you in the head with the ball before Rose does."
The group chuckles, and Cassiopeia mutters under her breath, cursing the weather. "Why can't they postpone the tryouts? This is ridiculous!" she grumbles, her frustration clear.
In the distance, the rest of the Gryffindor team keep their eyes fixed on the Slytherin team. While the others exchange a few teasing comments, Sirius remains focused. The oldest Black brother isn't in the mood for humor today. His mind is already working, calculating the strengths of Regulus's team, forming strategies.
Meanwhile, the selected members of the Slytherin team retreat to the lower heights, waiting for his command. They watch closely, eyes darting back to Regulus, whose gaze never wavers from the remaining trainees, recording their every move. Slytherin isn't known for mercy, and with such fierce competition, they have plenty to prove. Regulus, however, isn't concerned with emotions or pleasantries—he cares only about what leads to victory.
Anything less than excellence is unacceptable.
Seraphina knows exactly what she is up against, and still, she chooses to try. She is fully aware that the odds of making the team are slim, especially under Regulus's intense scrutiny. With a quiet, resolute confidence, she steps into the green Quidditch robes, her head held high, ready.
As she approaches, Evan practically jumps at her with infectious enthusiasm. He is ecstatic to have made it onto the team again, and his excitement immediately puts Seraphina at ease. His pep talk is all she needs to calm her nerves—Evan has a way of making everything seem lighter. He is always so easy to get along with, a genuinely kind soul amidst the competitiveness of Slytherin. Regardless of the outcome, she is glad for him and for the others who have earned their spot. Winning or losing, Seraphina knows that having people like Evan on the team makes it all worth it.
After dismissing two trainees and thanking them for their efforts, Regulus descends to a low height on his broom, his gaze immediately locking onto Seraphina. She is one of the last to attempt the trials. It isn't that he is surprised to see her there—after all, she has mentioned she would try out—but he has expected her to change her mind. He watches her closely, his eyes narrowing slightly, already sizing her up.
"Are you interested in attempting to take over my spot or being a Chaser, after all?" Regulus asks, his voice steady and challenging as he hovers in the rain, completely drenched. His eyes hold a quiet intensity, a few curls in their way, his demeanor equally as cold as he was in the library.
Seraphina grins, unfazed by the rain soaking through her robes. "I'll let you keep your spot." she teases, her tone light and playful. "I'm considerate, you know... And I'll try out for Chaser instead."
Regulus raises an eyebrow, and the corner of his mouth twitches slightly, but he quickly masks it with his cool demeanor. "The audacity." he exhales in a whisper.
His gaze remains steady as he shifts his focus to giving Seraphina tasks that might make her second-guess her decision. He doesn't necessarily mind being challenged, but what he truly relishes is putting someone in their place when he believes they are deserving of it. His eyes narrow, calculating what would push her to reconsider. After all, he isn't about to let anyone claim a spot on the team without proving they have the skill to back it up.
Swiftly pointing at her to come up, he dramatically lifts himself high into the air, waiting for her. She matches his height, steadily holding onto the broom.
Regulus wastes no time. "Let's see how you handle pressure." he says as Seraphina grips the Quaffle. She has to pass it between teammates while dodging Bludgers and defenders, making five successful passes.
The goalposts shift erratically, moving faster with each passing second. Seraphina has five attempts to score three goals while defenders try to block her, and the wind makes the field slippery. Timing is everything as she adjusts to the targets.
The rain helps Seraphina slip through the air, but Regulus doesn't make it easy. Two Bludgers launch directly in her path, timed with Beaters aiming to disrupt her. Her reflexes kick in as she shifts to dodge, but the Bludgers spiral, forcing her to slightly change course. One of the Beaters pushes her off track, sending her into a Bludger that grazes her hip and cloak a bit as she barely avoids the full hit of both. Regulus observes, making a mental note.
Regulus then releases the Golden Snitch. "Don't let it distract you." he warns. Seraphina has to score a goal while keeping her eye on the Snitch and avoiding Regulus. The test challenges her ability to multitask, focus, and score under pressure.
The storm worsens, making it harder for her to navigate, but she successfully manages to pass the test. However, she is unsatisfied with the Bludger maneuvers, a bit annoyed that he is set on failing her and using everything to do it.
Regulus's face remains unreadable as he nods, his voice laced with the slightest hint of approval. "For a Chaser." Seraphina stands there, unsure whether she should feel relieved or not. She has passed the challenges she practiced for, but something in his gaze tells her he isn't done.
"Passed... for a Chaser." he says, his tone cool and detached. "But not even the cloak or half an inch of your hip must be grazed, no matter if there are two or seven on you. Fix it immediately." Seraphina nods through the strictness, exhaling calmly, though her gut churns with anticipation. She doesn't have a second to process or celebrate her acceptance.
Then, Regulus's words cut through the tension. "But let's see how you do as a Seeker."
Seraphina raises an eyebrow. "No need. I got what I came for." Her voice holds a mix of confidence and uncertainty, but Regulus disregards it.
"I didn't." he replies sharply. "Up."
With a flick of his wrist, the Golden Snitch shoots into the air, glinting like a flickering star. This time, it isn't just another passing test. Regulus is her sole opponent now, while the others focus on the Quidditch simulator in the distance, practicing Bludger dodges and Quaffle passes. All of these, however, aim to disrupt and sabotage her.
Seraphina, already aware of Regulus's reputation as one of the best Seekers, steels herself. She researched him—she isn't about to step into a test blindly, especially when she knows who is watching for her to fail. Regulus is notorious for his perfectionist mindset, and he isn't the type to let anyone slide by, especially when challenged.
She needs to give everything she has to try and beat him. Seraphina was a very successful Seeker at Durmstrang, a position she prefers above all others, but this is no ordinary Seeker. Everything needs to be better, faster, sharper.
The Snitch darts into the stormy sky, the wind howling around her, and the rain lashes at her face. She immediately kicks her broom into action, but before she fully adjusts, Regulus shoots past her, a blur of skill and speed.
He is relentless.
The Snitch flits just out of reach, as if teasing her. Every time she adjusts her path to make a grab, Regulus is there, cutting her off, using his superior control of the broom to weave around her, staying just out of arm's reach, forcing her to waste more energy and time.
Seraphina's breath comes quicker, the pressure mounting. He isn't just flying; he is hunting her down, trying to break her focus, her rhythm. Every move she makes seems to be countered with precise, calculated speed. Regulus uses the storm to his advantage—he twists and turns, blending with the gusts of wind, leaving her in a constant battle against the elements as much as against him.
Seraphina's focus is tested at every turn. He blocks her view of the Snitch, dives low to mess with her line of sight, shoots upwards with terrifying speed, and even bumps into her purposefully. He doesn't just want to beat her; he wants to break her concentration, to see how far she will go before giving up.
"No." she mutters to herself, mustering every ounce of confidence. "I'm finishing this."
The Bludgers aren't just aimed at her; they pose a threat to him as well.
Then, she sees her chance. She surges forward, narrowly dodging a Bludger Regulus sends in her path, and lunges for the Snitch. The tension starts to feel comfortable and familiar.
The Bludger curves back, forcing Regulus to adjust his position by just a half-beat. No matter—he shoots right back like a bullet, grazing her shoulder. With a final burst of speed, Seraphina tightens her jaw and touches the Snitch with her open hand, just inches from it escaping, her body nearly slipping off the soaked broom in the process.
Suddenly, his hand pushes hers off, and the Snitch disappears. Seraphina is left without it, readjusting her speed and position, confused and disappointed. He... caught it, she thinks, closing her eyes, the weight of disappointment stinging her heart.
She lands, heart racing. Regulus hovers before landing beside her, his expression unreadable. She watches him, adrenaline still surging. For once, she questions her skill, anticipating more aggression coming. I should've been faster and capable of predicting him better, she repeats to herself in angry defeat. A perfectionist unable to secure a perfect win.
Her eyes stay wide, as if staring into a predator, hands tight on the broom and a fist where a Snitch should have been. But Regulus quickly regains his composure, staring at her with a steady, piercing gaze.
"Hm..." Regulus's voice drifts, eyes scanning her. "Seems you haven't really caught it." His tone is flat, unimpressed.
"Black. I had it." Seraphina says calmly, staring at the open box where all the Quidditch balls sit neatly tucked away, the Snitch included. "You put it back in the box. I didn't see you holding it either." She accuses him, voice steady.
"Questioning your Captain immediately is bad manners." he counters coldly. "Touching the Snitch means nothing without catching it. And you lost a couple of points on speed."
"Do I? You sent two Bludgers and two Beaters to fight me, even though it's not a viable game strategy." she shoots back, equally unimpressed but growing agitated. "And you bumped into me. Pathetic."
"It's a test. If you're going to debate its legitimacy, maybe read into what tests consist of." Regulus retorts sharply. "Be grateful you passed as a Chaser and made the team. Don't tempt me to change my mind." He adds, dismissing her with a flick of his hand as he gestures for the new team to follow him, sending the Quidditch equipment away.
The whole team stays silent, unwilling to stand in his way of conducting team business. The only sounds are the rain and a dispersing crowd after successfully completed tryouts.
"You can go fuck yourself, actually." she whispers to herself in an exhale as she lets them get a few steps ahead of her.
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Nadine sinks into the plush sofa near the common room fireplace, her body heavy with exhaustion but her mind still buzzing from the day's events. The heat from the flames soothes her sore muscles, a welcome contrast to the cool water of the shower that had loosened the tension in her limbs. She stretches out slightly, feeling the deep ache in her shoulders and thighs from the grueling tryouts. It wasn't easy—not at all—but she had done it. She is Gryffindor's new Chaser.
Brownie curls up on her lap, purring contentedly as Nadine absentmindedly strokes her soft fur. The steady vibration is calming, grounding her as she lets her mind wander back to the tryouts. The rush of the wind, the pulse of adrenaline, the thrill of competition—it had been intense, demanding, and at times frustrating, but there was nothing like it. She had missed this.
At Beauxbatons, Quidditch is different. More refined, less aggressive than the fast-paced, borderline chaotic style at Hogwarts. But it is no less thrilling. Nadine had spent hours training, pushing herself to be better, to be faster, to master techniques that set her apart. She wasn't just good; she was a natural. Barty had always said so.
A small smile tugs at her lips as she remembers her brother's voice, always confident, always teasing. They used to practice together around their mansion for hours, racing each other, daring each other to attempt risky plays. He had taught her some of her best tricks—the sharp, last-second feints, the unpredictable spins, the precise goal shots. Their love for the sport was one of the things they had always shared, a bond stronger than words.
Father had never been entirely approving of their obsession with Quidditch. He saw it as a distraction, a reckless pastime that held little real value in the grand scheme of things. "A hobby at best." he had once told her dismissively. But that hadn't stopped him from taking them to professional matches, from watching with a calculating gaze as the best players in the world soared through the air, executing plays with precision and power. She had seen it then—he might not have respected it, but he understood it. And deep down, she had always hoped to make him see its worth, to make him see hers. And no matter what Potter or anyone else had to say, she was going to prove that she deserved it.
Her mind drifts to something far more frustrating—everything Seraphina told her about Severus.
Your friends.
Severus had mentioned it so vaguely, and yet it has become an obsessive whisper in her head. But who did he mean? Bill and Remus? They are kind—too kind to take part in something like that, even if they have their own ways of being mischievous. But they wouldn't lie to her, wouldn't mock her feelings or the attempt she had made.
And then there are James and Sirius.
The more Nadine thinks about it, the clearer it becomes. The smug grins on their faces after every taunt, the way they always have something to say. They are the ones who would do something like this. They are the ones who would twist everything she says or does for their own amusement. After all, she is just another obstacle to James, just another girl who is not bowing to his charm and arrogance. Sirius? He is far too used to seeing people bend to his will, to seeing others submit to his superiority complex.
Her stomach turns at the thought.
But it is more than that. Severus doesn't deserve to be treated that way, and no one, not even James or Sirius, should get away with hurting him.
And Lily.
Her stomach clenches tighter as Lily's name surfaces in her thoughts. How could she just stand by and let them treat him badly? Nadine remembers what Seraphina said about Lily being one of Severus's earliest friends and how things shifted. But from Nadine's perspective, she can't understand it. How can Lily be with James, laughing along with his jokes, when she knows what Severus has been through? Nadine thinks, Why didn't Lily give him a chance to explain himself? She feels a pang of frustration. Maybe Lily doesn't know the full story, but then again, isn't it her responsibility to listen to Severus before making judgments? Why wouldn't she listen?
Lily's silence, her willingness to not try to mend things, feels like a betrayal. Severus deserves at least that much. He deserves someone who will give him the benefit of the doubt, someone who won't turn their back on him.
Nadine's fingers flex around Brownie's soft fur. If Lily truly cared about Severus, she wouldn't be standing by and letting James and Sirius tear him apart. But she is. And that makes Nadine sick.
But now...
Now there is a spark of something inside her. She recalls Seraphina's words, her advice echoing in her ears. Severus is guarded, closed off, and if Nadine wants to get through to him, she can't rush it. Seraphina is right—taking things one step at a time, building trust slowly, is the only way. But still, it is hard to ignore the constant pull in her chest, the way she finds herself thinking of Severus at the most unexpected moments.
There are moments when she catches herself imagining what it would be like to speak to him without all the awkwardness, the distance. If only she could look at him and see a smile, or hear his voice not filled with skepticism. How can he still be so closed off? She thinks to herself. What is it that he's hiding?
Nadine can't quite explain it, but she wants to understand him—truly understand him—and perhaps that is why she can't help but think about him constantly. She is excited to see him again, to try and make sense of all the little things about him that seem so elusive. It is not just about attraction, it is something deeper, something more profound that keeps pulling her toward him.
She is eager for their next conversation, for the chance to take the next step, to show him that she is not like the others. That she is someone who will listen, someone who will give him the space he needs to open up. Be patient. Don't rush him. But it is difficult—especially when her heart beats faster just thinking about him.
Then there is Louis. Nadine bites her lip, her fingers twitching. She hasn't received a response to her letter from him yet, and that sends a pang of worry through her. Why is he taking so long? She thinks, but quickly shakes it off. Maybe he is just busy with his own studies, his own life. She will hear from him soon enough.
Her thoughts linger on Remus for a moment. Today, she didn't see him. He wasn't there to watch, wasn't there to tease her like he usually would. It is strange, not having him around. Nadine knows that he would have been thrilled to hear about her success, but she finds herself wondering why he has been so elusive lately. Maybe he is just busy.
As she glances out the window, her gaze lands on the sky, the pale light of the full moon casting a faint glow over the grounds. She lets out a soft breath, her thoughts swirling around everything and nothing all at once. She stands up, stretching her sore muscles, her body aching. The tryouts had pushed her to her limits, but she feels accomplished.
The scent of fresh toast, eggs, and roasted tomatoes fills the air, but Nadine barely notices as she slides into her seat beside Barty at the Ravenclaw table, reaching for a cup of coffee before even glancing at her plate. She stretches her arms briefly before shaking the ache in her muscles off.
Barty, already digging into his breakfast, gives her a sideways glance. "So, how does it feel to be officially playing for the losing team?" he asks, a smirk tugging at his lips.
Nadine snorts, spreading some jam onto a slice of toast. "You're just jealous that you don't get to see me absolutely destroy the competition." she replies smoothly, taking a bite. "Besides, Gryffindor isn't losing this year."
Barty scoffs, dramatically setting down his fork. "Delusional." Then, with a grin, he leans forward. "Alright, fine. Tell me, how was it?"
Nadine sits back, rolling her shoulders as she recalls the tryouts. "Brutal." she admits. "Potter put us through everything. I was dodging Bludgers, and Black nearly made me regret ever stepping onto the pitch." She rubs the back of her neck, wincing slightly. "I still don't know how I got through all of it."
Barty hums in amusement. "You're a Crouch. It's in your blood."
She snorts at that, shaking her head. "Father wouldn't put it like that. He's probably going to write back with a detailed list of strategies I should be using, critiques, and at least one mention of how I shouldn't be wasting time on a sport when I could be excelling in my studies."
Barty laughs, but it is knowing. "I was actually just about to send him a letter. He wants an update on everything—classes, Quidditch, who I'm spending time with, as if he thinks I'd be corrupted by the wrong people." He rolls his eyes. "I'd say he has more reason to worry about you than me. Hanging around Gryffindors, making questionable decisions—"
"Oh, shut up." Nadine tosses a grape at him, which he lazily dodges. "He'll have nothing to worry about. I'm still the same Nadine, just—" She pauses, thinking.
Barty raises a brow. "Just?"
She shakes her head. "Nothing. Just... things feel different here. At Beauxbatons, we knew exactly where we stood. I had you, Louis, my team—everything was clear. Here, it's—"
"Messy?"
"Yeah."
Barty shrugs. "You'll get used to it. I'll make sure of it."
They lapse into silence for a moment, both focused on their breakfast. Nadine still hasn't spotted Remus, and a flicker of worry presses at her chest. She has barely seen him at all, and she had been hoping he would have at least been at breakfast. Maybe I should check on him later.
Across the hall, Seraphina and Cassiopeia are seated at the Slytherin table, deep in conversation. Nadine catches Seraphina's eye for a brief second, offering her a nod. They exchange a few words later, but she knows they need to meet properly again—just the three of them. It has been a long week, and she could use a moment to breathe, to talk about things outside of school, Quidditch, and everything else consuming her thoughts.
The morning drags on, each lesson blending into the next. Herbological Remedies was tolerable, Basic Healing Spells was intense, and Nadine forced herself to stay focused, jotting down notes even as her thoughts strayed toward her plans for the day.
By the time the last class approaches, she finds herself going over everything Seraphina told her once again, carefully considering how to move forward. If she wants to gain Severus's trust, she has to be careful. She can't push too much, but she also can't stay distant. She needs to be persistent—but subtly. Every move she makes from now on has to be intentional.
When she steps into the dungeons, she realizes she is early. The dim torchlight casts long shadows against the stone walls, the air cooler down here than in the upper levels of the castle. For a moment, she considers going inside, but instead, she leans against the wall and waits, arms crossed.
It is not long before the rest of the Gryffindors and Ravenclaws begin arriving. She spots Bill making his way down the corridor and pushes off the wall to fall into step beside him.
"Wonder what kind of mood Slughorn's in today." he muses. "If we're lucky, he'll spend half the class talking about his old students and forget we're supposed to be brewing anything."
Nadine huffs a quiet laugh. But the moment they step into the classroom, both of them hesitate. It is empty—except for one person.
Severus sits at the front, hunched slightly over his table, long fingers deftly handling a few ingredients as he prepares something. A small cauldron bubbles beside him, the flickering light of the fire casting a glow against the sharp planes of his face. He doesn't look up immediately, his focus entirely on his work, and something about the sight makes warmth stir in Nadine's chest.
She quickly schools her expression, stepping forward with Bill and taking her usual seat. A few more students filter in, murmuring amongst themselves, but Nadine only watches as Severus finally straightens and turns to face the class, eyes sweeping over them with that unreadable intensity.
"Professor Slughorn won't be present today." he states coolly, his voice smooth, measured. "I will be overseeing the lesson in his place."
A few students exchange glances, some intrigued, others wary. But no one questions him.
He flicks his wand, and instructions appear on the blackboard in neat, precise writing. "We're brewing Pepperup Potion." he continues, his tone indifferent. "Follow the instructions carefully. If you can't manage that, at least try not to cause an explosion."
With that, he turns and strides to the side of the room, hands clasped behind his back, watching as they begin their work.
Nadine forces herself to focus, carefully measuring her first ingredients. The steps are detailed, and she keeps her hands steady as she adds crushed ginger root to her cauldron, stirring counterclockwise as instructed.
Severus moves through the classroom in silence, his presence intriguing to her. He doesn't hover unnecessarily or disrupt their concentration, merely observing.
She thinks she is doing well—until she reaches the next step.
She hesitates, eyes flicking between her notes and the salamander blood she is supposed to add. Something feels off. Did she prepare it correctly? She glances at the board again, her brow furrowing.
Before she can second-guess herself further, a voice interrupts her thoughts.
"You're about to ruin it."
She startles slightly, looking up to find Severus standing beside her, arms still behind his back, his expression distinctly unimpressed.
Nadine straightens. "What?"
Severus flicks his gaze to her cauldron. "If you add it now, you'll overheat the mixture. The salamander blood must be added after lowering the flame for precisely ten seconds. Otherwise, it will evaporate into useless steam."
She glances down, noticing now bubbling is slightly too rapid. Heat rises to her face, but she keeps her expression composed.
"Right." she murmurs. "I see. Thank you."
Without another word, she adjusts, lowering the heat and counting silently before adding the ingredient. The potion reacts as expected, shifting to the correct consistency.
Severus watches her for a moment longer, then gives a slight nod. "Better." he mutters before turning away, moving toward another student.
Nadine exhales, steadying herself. His presence had been intense, but not in a way that unsettled her. If anything, it left her... intrigued.
The rest of the lesson goes by smoothly, and soon, they are all finishing up, packing their things as students begin filing out. Nadine moves at a deliberate pace, hands slow as she gathers her belongings and watches the others leave.
Barty, halfway to the door, pauses and glances back at her. "Coming?"
She meets his eyes briefly, then shakes her head. "I'll be right outside."
He gives her a look—one that says he knows she is up to something—but doesn't question it. With a shrug, he turns and exits.
Severus remains at the front of the room, his back turned as he arranges some papers on Slughorn's desk. The room is quiet now, except for the faint bubbling of leftover potions and the distant echoes of footsteps in the corridor.
She is alone with him now.
Nadine hesitates, her fingers tightening around the strap of her bag as she takes a slow step forward. She parts her lips, drawing in a breath to speak—
"Crouch, a word."
She freezes mid-step. His voice is low, firm, and he finally turns to face her. There is no hostility in his expression, but there is no warmth either.
She lifts her chin slightly, steeling herself. "Yes?"
"Professor Slughorn asked me to inform you that you're invited to his Slug Club." he says, his tone devoid of any personal investment in the matter. "He'll provide you with further details soon."
Then, just as quickly as he acknowledged her, he turns away, dismissing the conversation before she can react.
Nadine presses her lips together, exhaling slowly. This isn't why she lingered, but now that she is here, she refuses to leave without saying what has been weighing on her.
She takes a deep breath. "I'm truly sorry for my behavior last week." she says, her voice steady despite the nervous energy. "I meant no harm by it. But my offer stands, if you ever wish to consider."
Her fingers tighten slightly around her bag strap. "And... thank you."
She lets the words out, her sincerity clear, and then she waits.
For a moment, Severus remains silent. The tension in the room seems to stretch. Nadine swallows, preparing to leave. She reaches for the handle, pulling it open just a fraction when—
"I accept your apology."
Her breath catches.
"For now." His voice is quiet but firm, lingering in the air between them. There is something almost reluctant in it, something that makes her glance back at him just as he shifts his gaze away.
She doesn't miss the implication. It isn't full forgiveness, not yet—but it is something.
A small, pleased smile tugs at her lips, and she bites it back slightly. "Have a lovely day, Severus."
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"He's..." Seraphina starts, exhaling dramatically while rolling her eyes.
"Complicated?" Cassiopeia offers, a teasing smirk playing on her lips.
"An arse." Seraphina finishes with a huff. "Honestly, I've heard about your family's reputation, but witnessing it? It's another thing entirely."
Cassiopeia chuckles softly. "Trust me, I know. There are days when I can't even stand us. Not that Regulus knows any better. To him, that's just how it's meant to be."
Nadine snorts. "Well, he's the Captain, but honestly, they're insufferable." she shakes her head. "I've never seen either of them so giddy about putting people to the test. It was almost sadistic, I swear."
Cassiopeia raises her eyebrows in disappointment. "They're full of themselves, and you're the fresh meat. Their favourite hobby is tearing into people, especially ones like you who don't just bend to their will."
"I'll show them resistance." Nadine grins wickedly. "Might even knock them off their brooms. Oops! Guess I was just dodging a Bludger!"
The three of them burst into laughter, the tension melting away as they shared the moment.
"I don't mind tough." Seraphina says, her voice tinged with frustration, "I mind unfair. Do you know how brutal teams are at Durmstrang, and I supposedly can't handle Seeking here?"
Cassiopeia raises an eyebrow and smirks. "Guess we'll just have to throw him off his broom too. Deal?"
"Deal!" Nadine answers, grinning ear to ear. She glances over at Seraphina with a small smile. "I apologized to Severus the other day. It went well, I think. It wasn't awkward or anything." she says, her voice a little unsure but hopeful.
Seraphina raises an eyebrow, intrigued. "He didn't say anything about it." she asks, leaning in slightly. "But I'm glad to hear so."
Nadine nods. "No, he didn't say much. But honestly, that's probably a good thing. It means he's not holding a grudge. I think it's a start, at least."
"Aww, Nadine, you fancy Severus, don't you?" Cassiopeia teases, a playful glint in her eyes. "It's cute, really."
Nadine's eyes widen in mock shock, her face going pink. "I do not." she protests, but her voice betrays her as she shoots a quick glance toward Seraphina, who is hiding a smile. "He's just... different."
Cassiopeia smirks, leaning back in her chair. "Uh-huh. Sure. As if I don't know you." She rolls her eyes fondly.
Nadine can't suppress the laughter bubbling in her chest. "You're ridiculous, Cass." she says, nudging her gently. "And what about you, hmm? Shouldn't you be giving Barty a chance? He's all trying to be charming around you."
Cassiopeia's smile falters for a split second before she laughs it off. "Barty? Please. He's also... well, Barty." she says with a dramatic sigh. "And he's far too...energetic for me. Two Crouches are too much."
Nadine grins, tapping her chin thoughtfully. "Oh, but I think you two might just be perfect for each other. He'd probably be less irritating if he had you to keep him in line."
The girls burst into laughter, the sound of it echoing through the corridor. Cassiopeia shakes her head, still chuckling. "You two are impossible."
"And you!" Nadine squeaks, playfully nudging Seraphina now. "Regulus this, Regulus that. Someone might think you have a little crush on him!"
Seraphina looks bewildered, while Cassiopeia makes a disgusted face. "Eww! My own twin?"
Seraphina frowns, crossing her arms. "Really, you two? Are you both trying to ruin my life? I wouldn't touch him with a stick. No offense, Cass." she says, her voice muffled but full of amusement.
"There you are, ladies!" Evan exclaims nearby, spotting the trio from across the corridor. He strides over to them, looking pleased. "You kind of disappeared after tryouts. You missed meeting the other lads on the team." he says, addressing Seraphina.
"I know." Seraphina replies curtly. It isn't that she is upset with Evan, she just isn't interested in entertaining Regulus's attitude right away.
Evan notices the change in her tone and quickly takes her aside. "Hey. You did great." he begins, his voice soft and encouraging as he rubs her shoulder. "If it's any consolation, the whole team agrees you caught the Snitch. But we all know what Regulus's like, so no one really argues." He explains.
"But I'm here for you. You know, a shoulder to cry on and all that..." he adds playfully, his smirk widening.
Seraphina chuckles. "Sure thing, once the tears start, I'll be running straight to you."
Cassiopeia, rolling her eyes, interjects, "Enough of that. I'm starving, and I'm tired of hearing about Quidditch woes when I know a delicious apple pie is waiting for me." She grins, her excitement about the meal evident.
The hallways are growing busier, with Slytherins now joining the other students on their way to breakfast. The sounds of chatting and laughter fill the air, mingling with the clattering of footsteps as everyone hurries to their meals.
"I'll catch you later." Seraphina says politely, excusing herself as she joins her brother. She links her arm with his, striking up a quiet conversation as they walk together.
Severus replies with a low voice, his voice barely audible over the bustling crowd. As they walk, his gaze flicks briefly to Nadine, face unreadable, meeting her eyes for a fleeting moment. He holds eye contact, but she quickly looks away, her attention shifting as Cassiopeia laces their arms together, guiding them toward where Pandora is seated.
Nadine turns once again to look at him, but he disappeared into the crowd with his sister. After the duel with Alecto, Nadine decided it is best to sit at the Gryffindor or Ravenclaw table and enjoy her meal in peace, though, admittedly, peace is a relative term when surrounded by James and his rowdy crew.
Surprisingly, though, James is too engrossed in a conversation with Lily to cause any mischief, while Sirius is explaining the aerodynamics to a baffled Peter, who appears oddly fascinated despite having no interest in Quidditch.
Barty plops down next to her with the energy of someone who has just downed an entire Energizing Potion. "HEY!" he exclaims, making Nadine flinch, her fork halfway to her mouth.
"Oh, sorry. I haven't heard from Father yet. Thank Merlin for small mercies. Not that he ever says anything normal, anyway." he adds with a roll of his eyes, his voice loud and brash as ever.
Nadine shakes her head in amusement, offering a half-smile as they begin chatting about family matters. Barty rambles on, and Nadine feels a sense of comfort in his presence. But as they spoke, her gaze wanders toward the Slytherin table.
There, as expected, is the usual gang—Mulciber, Avery, Carrows, and a few others, including what Seraphina affectionately referred to as Mulciber's 'little rats,' a group of students always following in his shadow.
Her eyes scan the table discreetly, looking for Severus. She finds him quickly, sitting next to Seraphina, their eyes focused on a Potions' book in front of them.
He is explaining something, nodding to her replies and gesturing with his hand in a manner that suggested he is talking about measurements— probably discussing some obscure potion he is perfecting.
He is at ease, and this is the first time Nadine thinks she caught a glimpse of what might actually be his... smile? It can't be, can it? But as he closes the book and stands up with Seraphina, Nadine finds herself standing as well, immediately regretting it.
As Severus walks off, his cloak sweeping dramatically behind him, Nadine watches him until Cassiopeia and Seraphina meet her gaze and smile teasingly. Both have noticed her focus on Severus. Nadine blushes and offers a shy smile, quickly shaking her head as she sinks back into her seat and finishes her pumpkin juice.
She turns her attention back to the Slytherins. Cassiopeia has engaged in conversation with Amycus, and to Nadine's surprise, he seems unusually pleasant toward her. Cassiopeia, however, makes little effort to mask the faint traces of resentment she feels.
Still, she is polite—something Nadine has come to expect from her. Keeping her emotions in check to maintain civil conversation is second nature to Cassiopeia. There is no point in arguing about it, Nadine thinks, it will only cause another scene.
At least Cassiopeia can gain some information over their hostility, before shutting down the conversation. Not far from them, but far enough, Seraphina is reading Severus's book, her attention momentarily flicking to Regulus. The instant their eyes meet, Regulus, sensing her gaze, lifts his head and locks eyes with her, his expression unreadable.
Before either can react further, Avery calls out to Regulus, holding up what appears to be some sort of artifact.
"You'll do great, don't worry about him. We're here to practice and win, but most importantly, have fun. And did I say win?" Nadine chuckles, nudging Seraphina encouragingly.
Seraphina isn't nervous—she is mostly silent, nodding along with a serious, determined look. She doesn't need to be told twice; today is about proving herself on her terms and forming strong connections with the team.
"Correct." she exhales, her words reinforcing the self-assurance rising inside her. She returns to her room and slips into her Slytherin robes and double-checks her broom and gear, tying a little black ribbon bow on the top of her broom, while ensuring everything is ready.
She makes a point of not engaging with Regulus, avoiding his eyes entirely, despite some of his gazes grazing her. The tension from the tryouts is irrelevant now. She is calm, confident, and a little defiant as she sticks with her fellow Chasers, chatting easily with them in good spirit.
She doesn't need to entertain anyone and she isn't interested either way, she is here to work hard, form solid strategies with her team, and win.
By the time they reach the pitch, the sun is already stretching through the clouds, warming the freshly dampened field. It is the perfect morning for Quidditch—unlike the stormy chaos of their tryouts. The air is promising, welcoming the Slytherin team to their first official practice of the season.
Regulus, with his usual cool demeanor, leads the team out, some new faces among the familiar ones. As they huddle up for the introduction to their practice, Seraphina stands at the back with Lucinda Talkalot and Emma Vanity, fellow Chasers. Evan is like a breath of fresh air, easing the tension with his high spirits. Seraphina and him hit it off greatly from the start, so they stick together most of the time.
The team begin their stretches as Seraphina and Lucinda quickly tie their hair up. Seraphina's hair, as dark as night, is one of the most defining features of a Snape, much like her older brother. It contrasts sharply with her pale skin and dark eyes, giving her a striking, almost intimidating presence. As she loops her hair into a tight ponytail, she catches Regulus's gaze for a brief moment. His eyes linger on her hair for a second before moving to other instructions. Seraphina doesn't flinch.
"I do not care how good you are individually. If you cannot work together as a team, you are of no use to me." his voice cuts the silence. "Tryouts were one thing. We're preparing to win. Do not disappoint me." He looks at her, then moves on.
"Sir, yes, sir!" Evan exclaims, grinning up at Regulus, drawing the attention of the team, entertaining them. Regulus's lip curl into the faintest smirk, an eye roll of satisfaction following Evan's enthusiasm before he moves on, dismissing the moment.
"We start on the ground, then we move on to heights." he says firmly, his voice cutting through the air with authority.
Seraphina adjusts her shoulders and neck, waking up her muscles as she stretches, her focus sharpening. Regulus moves among the team, his eyes scanning each player as he corrects or fine-tunes their forms to make sure every exercise is executed to its maximum potential.
"Avery, shoulders back, spine straight, then fold." Regulus instructs, tapping Avery's back with his wand. "You're reaching for your feet, but your back's still rounded. Straighten it first, otherwise, your flexibility is pointless without alignment."
He moves on quickly, stopping next to Evan.
"Rosier, stop being lazy. Your form is decent, but you're not sinking into the lunge deep enough." he scolds, tapping Evan's hips and knees with his wand.
After a brief flick of his wand, Regulus passes Evan, his eyes landing on Seraphina. He pauses, assessing her posture as she holds one knee to her chest, then the other, tightening her abs and core with each stretch.
"Snape." Regulus says, his tone sharp and almost expectant, anticipating a snappy reply. He circles her, tapping her back lightly with his wand. "Straighten."
She doesn't respond, but her back immediately aligns. Regulus lowers his voice, stepping closer to her, and gently taps her abs with the wand. "Engage the core harder. Tighter. Hold it for at least twenty seconds while you're stretching your leg. Focus."
Seraphina silently complies, her form tightening as instructed. Regulus stills for just a moment, his gaze lingering on her before giving her an almost imperceptible nod. He steps back and moves on to the next teammate, his attention now focused elsewhere, though his presence seem to weigh heavily on her even as he walks away.
She exhales sharply, locking eyes with Evan as they share an encouraging, quiet chuckle. The wind rushes through the air as Regulus leads the team into their first in-flight practice, the pitch now alive with the sound of broomsticks and shouting. Regulus, floating high above the rest, calls out instructions as the Chasers dart between the goalposts.
Seraphina, her eyes sharp and her movements fluid, works seamlessly with the team, passing the Quaffle with precision and evading Bludgers with the grace of someone who have mastered flying. Regulus watches from above, his eyes tracing her across the field.
Her defiance rivals his, her unwillingness to bend to his will challenges his need to dominate. As a Captain, his disdain and intolerance for defiance is evident and unyielding, although he seems to not mind it today, as she oddly listens without complaints, completing his orders successfully and confidently.
Every pass, every dodge, every shot is measured and critiqued from his position, and the rest of the team feels the pressure of his watchful eyes. Regulus barks orders to the Beaters, coordinating their movements to ensure the Chasers have as much space as possible.
She is determined not to give him the satisfaction of thinking he had broken her spirit. It fuels her, and so does the desire to win. The rest of the practice went smoothly and Regulus seems satisfied, reading out his corrections between dismissing them, emphasizing their rigorous workout schedule and future matches.
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My dearest daughter,
I trust you have found your place at Hogwarts and that the castle is already beginning to feel like home. It is one of the finest schools of magic in the world, and we are immensely proud of you both.
Gryffindor is a house of bravery, and I have no doubt you will thrive there. Please know you have my full support regardless of the different outcome.
I know your father is complicated. He is proud, but the reputation and pressures of work weigh heavily on him. Yet, his love for our family remains strong, even if it doesn't always show.
Greatness awaits you, and I know you will achieve it. Bartemius Jr. will look after you—stick together. Family comes first, always. Remember what we have taught you, stay true to your values, and be kind. If you need anything, I am always here for my children.
With love,
Mum
As Nadine rereads Mother's letter, her chest tightens with a mix of warmth and frustration.
Mother's words are gentle, supportive—everything she wishes she could hear from Father. We are immensely proud of you. She knows Mother means it. But then there is the mention of him.
Nadine exhales sharply. She knows better than to argue, even in her own thoughts. Mother always tries to smooth things over, to justify the cold distance of Father, but Nadine has long since stopped hoping for something warmer from him. His pride in her is conditional—based on her achievements, her discipline, her adherence to the family's image. Love, if it exists in him at all, is secondary to that.
And yet, she doesn't resent Mother for saying it. She understands why she does. It is the same reason Nadine never pushes back, never questions him too much—because arguing won't change him. Because trying to fight for a different answer will only lead to disappointment.
Still, Mother's support means something. Stay true to your values, and be kind. It reminds her that, despite everything, she doesn't have to be like him. And she won't be.
Dear Mum,
I'm so happy to hear from you. Hogwarts is... different, but I like it. The castle feels enormous, but I'm getting used to it. It isn't like home yet, but I think it could be one day. Tem and I are both doing well. He is already settled in, of course. He fits into Ravenclaw perfectly, but you know how he is. He worries about me more than he lets on.
Gryffindor is... interesting. There are good people here, even if some of them are quick to judge. But I'm determined to prove that where I come from doesn't define me. Being here feels like a chance to shape my own path, and I intend to do just that.
I understand what you're saying about Father, and I won't argue. I know he cares in his own way, even if it is through expectations rather than affection. I won't disappoint him. But I hope he knows that whatever I accomplish, it will be because of me, not for the sake of his reputation.
I miss you. More than I can put into words. I promise to write more often.
All my love,
Nadine
She takes another piece of parchement, and dips her quill into ink.
Dear Father,
I hope this letter finds you well. Two weeks at Hogwarts have been productive. Brother and I are both settling in, and our studies are going well. We have been keeping up with our coursework and ensuring there are no distractions.
I also wanted to inform you that I have made the Quidditch team as a Chaser. The competition was challenging, but I secured my spot. I know you value academic excellence above all, but I assure you this will not interfere with my studies.
Everything is as it should be.
Nadine
As Nadine folds the letter neatly, she presses her lips together, reading over her own words. Everything is as it should be. It is what he wants to hear, what he expects. There is no point in saying more than that. If she wrote about the people she was meeting or the new perspectives she was starting to see, it wouldn't matter to him. As long as she and Barty were excelling and not tarnishing the family name, he would be satisfied.
She doesn't expect warmth or praise in return—just a polite acknowledgment, a reminder to uphold their name, maybe even a comment about how Quidditch is a fine extracurricular for discipline. But nothing more. Nothing less.
The morning air is crisp as Nadine takes her place on the Quidditch pitch, her broom gripped firmly in her hands, with a light pink bow decorating the top of her broom. She can already feel the adrenaline coursing through her veins; it is the first practice of the season, and she is ready.
James hovers at the edge of the pitch, his arms crossed, a smirk playing at his lips as he observes the team. Sirius leans against one of the goalposts, clearly amused by the chaos of the first few minutes of practice. Marlene gives Nadine a quick thumbs-up before getting into position.
"Alright, kids. Let's see what you've got. Don't hold back on me." James shouts, rounding up his team with authority. He is confident and more serious than usual, demonstrating his genuine care for the sport, as it is his specialization.
"Stretches first, lazies. We don't want you pulling a muscle or breaking your neck." Sirius teases, flashing a grin as the team groans, already ready to get on with the action.
After a few more stretches, James claps his hands and looks at his team. "Now, we work as a unit. There's no 'I' in team. I need to see effort, sharp focus, and determination." His tone grows more intense. "None of that cocky self-serving attitude—it's a weakness, and they'll use it against us."
"No cocky attitude? But we'd miss you then!" Nadine shoots back boldly, causing the team to chuckle. "Our team's half attitude, half winning." Marlene adds with a wink toward Nadine.
"Oh, the duo speaks at last. Found your match, McKinnon?" Sirius teases, grinning ear to ear.
"Oh, a match made in heaven we are." Marlene announces, laughing along with Nadine. James raises an eyebrow, his face deadpan, with a slight smirk forming, betraying his intense demeanor.
"Such confidence. Should I pull out the list from tryouts and start working on corrections?" he asks, his tone laced with mock seriousness. The team spreads out across the pitch, each player focused on their specific role.
The Chasers—Nadine, Marlene, and James work on quick, precise passes, practicing how to weave around defenders and take sharp shots at the goalposts. The Beaters stay alert, swinging their bats to hit Bludgers toward the Chasers while also positioning themselves to protect their teammates from any attacks.
Sirius stations in front of the hoops, focused on improving his reflexes, diving and stretching to block Quaffles and coordinating with the Chasers for better defense.
Meanwhile, Phoebe, their Seeker, hovers above, searching like a hawk and rushing for the Golden Snitch as Bludgers went her way as well.
"Crouch, pull that shoulder back in with the hips, it sharpens up the throw. I don't want to see you hesitating—engage into the rotation, feel it in your hips and wings." James corrects her, his voice serious and steady.
"McKinnon, you're slouching. Straighten out your back, you need to throw with your whole being, and you can't do that with a bent back." he adds.
"Firm holds only, Chasers. You can have your back straight, the angle right but if your palm and wrist aren't solid on the Quaffle, it'll be snatched quicker than the Snitch." Sirius adds.
Chasing was one of his specialties, second to Keeping, as he needed to understand it to effectively defend against it. His eyes scan the players, making sure they were paying attention. Their corrections are applied, and the team makes the effort to listen.
As the team moves into position, Nadine takes the Quaffle, her hands steady and sure. She effortlessly weaves through the field, passing and dodging with precision. Her movements are fluid and sharp, each pass and shot executed with the kind of skill that only came with years of practice.
When it came time to take a shot at the goal, Nadine does so with confidence, her eyes locked on the hoop. The Quaffle sails cleanly through, and she grins, proudly. Her love for Quidditch is undeniable, and she feels confident that Gryffindor will be the winner of the Cup this year.
The team feels a sense of accomplishment as they gather their gear and head off the pitch. The first practice has gone well, and they are beginning to form a bond, both individually and as a team. There is still work to do, primarily fine-tuning their dynamics and focusing solely on strategy.
They need to know exactly what to expect from each other during a game, and how to rely on one another in high-pressure situations.
"Well done, everyone. There's hope for you yet." James says. "Remember, Hufflepuff's first, and they have mean Beaters. I don't want your focus lacking—their Chasers are solid, and it's the same team as last year, with a new Keeper. We'll need to find an opening and learn their weaknesses." his voice cuts through, his usual intensity showing.
"Keep up the cardio, some of you are a bit rusty. Step it up—don't embarrass us with your wheezing and side stomach holding." Sirius adds with a grin, earning a few chuckles from the team as they head off to rest.
"My, my, Crouch, how you've changed. And here I thought we'd never get along." James grins, giving Nadine a playful side hug.
"Don't get ahead of yourself, Potter. Tolerating you and getting along are two very different things." Nadine shoots back with a grin, swiftly removing his arm from her shoulders.
"James." comes another voice, and this time it is Lily. She glances between them, a soft smile on her face. James immediately shifts his attention to her, his usual teasing expression softening. He leans in and places a quick kiss on her cheek.
"My love." he says with a grin, before walking off toward the hall with her hand in his, the two of them laughing quietly as they exit together.
The rest of the team watch them go, some shaking their heads in amusement. Nadine and Marlene exchange an eye-roll before turning back to the rest of the team, their focus already back to the upcoming practices.
After refreshing herself and changing into a red sweater and long, black skirt, Nadine makes her way to the Great Hall, her muscles sore but satisfied. But it feels good–a sign of the hard work she put in.
"Nadine." A familiar, gentle voice calls to her, breaking her out of her focus.
"Remus!" she replies happily, her face lighting up. "I haven't seen you for days, where have you been?" She stops short as she meets his gaze. He looks exhausted—dark circles under his eyes, a worn, pale face decorated with a few cuts, one in particular lingering on his lip like a piercing. It catches her off guard.
"Hey... What? Are you okay?" she asks softly, stepping closer so only he can hear, her face serious.
He smiles faintly. "I've been sick. Nothing serious, just a chronic illness mixed with some insomnia. It makes me look worse than I feel, I promise."
"Oh. But your face... you're cut!" Nadine's concern grows. Surely insomnia doesn't cause cuts.
"Ah, yeah, that was from the other day." he says, his voice light. "We were examining a Niffler in class, and I fell into some bushes near the Forbidden Forest. It's a bit embarrassing. I told people it was from a potion..." he trails off, chuckling awkwardly.
"The bushes?" Nadine wonders to herself, but she doesn't press him. She can sense there was more to the story but chooses not to pry, out of respect for him. Instead, she brightens and shifts the conversation.
"I got into the team!" she exclaims, unable to hide her excitement. "You missed the practice though."
"Bravo!" Remus grinned. "Well, it's no surprise. We're lucky to have you." His warm words make her smile, the tension lifting as she basks in his encouragement. "And I'm sorry, I promise to be there next time."
"I trust you'll be joining us tomorrow for butterbeer? I mean, you can't say no." she grins.
"It's true, I can't say no to that, you've caught me." he responds softly.
As dinner came to a close, students begin to rise from their tables and head toward the exits. Nadine gathers her things, spotting Remus waiting for her, casually nibbling on a Danish pastry.
"Oi, Crouch!" a bold voice calls before she can make her way out—James. "Still treating us with butterbeer?" He asks with a smile.
His tone is unusually casual, and Nadine sees Lily standing nearby. Ah, Nadine thinks. She offers a faint smile, but it doesn't quite reach her eyes.
"Of course, Potter. See you tomorrow." Nadine replies shortly, not wanting to linger longer than necessary.
She smiles faintly at Remus as she raises her wand, aiming at his lips. His eyes widen in surprise, a flicker of concern crossing his face as he asks, "What are you doing?"
"Testing my knowledge." she replies, a playful glint in her eyes. She murmurs a soft incantation, and the cut vanishes as though it had never been there. Nadine gently traces her finger over the area, feeling the smoothness of his skin.
Remus pulls back slightly, a faint blush spreading across his cheeks. "Thank you. Want to join me for some chess match?" he says quietly, his voice thick.
Her heart twinges at how sweet and humble he sounds. She watches him for a moment, then nods with a smile. "You're welcome. Sure. Prepare yourself to lose."
Remus, still rubbing at the spot on his lips, nods and heads down the hall to the Gryffindor Tower. Nadine watches him for a second, before her gaze shifts to the shadows further down the corridor. There, she sees Severus, moving with that quiet precision, just a few steps ahead.
She bites her lip, feeling the pull of curiosity and the strange, persistent feeling to be near him. Without hesitation, she follows him.
Severus walks swiftly toward the dungeons, his cloak trailing behind him as he disappears through the heavy stone door into the Potions classroom. Nadine stops just outside, peeking through the slight gap in the door to watch him.
He is already at the table, sorting through bottles and ingredients with an effortless grace that she admires. His dark hair falls in front of his face, and for a moment, Nadine just stands there, taking in the sight of him. His movements are calculated and confident, each step a quiet demonstration of his mastery over his craft.
Her heart stirs as she traces the way his hands move, how his brow furrows slightly when he focuses, how his eyes darken with intensity. There is something so... beautiful about the way he is so engrossed in what he does, as if the world outside has completely fallen away.
Her thoughts are interrupted as Severus briefly looks up from his work. Nadine freezes, her breath caught in her chest, but he doesn't seem to notice her presence. He is too focused on the task.
Nadine smiles softly, a small warmth blooming in her. She stands there, watching him for a few more moments, her thoughts swirling. She is not sure what it is about him—why he always seems to capture her attention, why her heart beats faster when she is near him. Maybe it is the mystery he holds, the way he seems to hide himself behind layers of coldness. Or maybe it is because, despite everything, there is something about him that feels... real.
Finally, she pulls herself away, quietly closing the door behind her without a sound. As she turns to leave, she nearly bumps into a suit of armor and jumps back in surprise, but it is too late. Severus's gaze flickers toward the door just as she slips away into the shadows of the corridor.
He frowns, brow furrowed, staring at the door for a moment before shaking his head. Had someone been watching him?
He stands still for a few moments, his pulse quickens, but he quickly dismisses the thought, telling himself it was nothing.
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The weather has grown colder, so Nadine lays out a few sweaters and collared shirts before settling on her outfit. She slips into brown straight-leg pants that lead to blood-red square-toed doll shoes, adorned with a small belt across the top. A red knit sweater, worn over a brown collared shirt of the same hue, completes her look.
She smiles, proud to be representing Gryffindor's colors for their first team celebration. Confident, stylish and elegant, a timeless combination perfectly complimenting her, with her hair beautifully braided once more.
Marlene would never have allowed her to wear anything but red for the occasion—they have something to prove, as it is their first appearance together as the freshly-founded collective.
She touches up her makeup, pets Brownie goodbye and heads out to meet her girls and Barty briefly before the celebration.
"Look at you. Stunning." Cassiopeia smiles, pointing at Nadine's outfit. "Hufflepuff, right?" Cassiopeia and Seraphina giggle.
"No, she's obviously with me in Ravenclaw, are you serious?" Barty adds onto the joke. "Let's go."
As they walk towards the path to the train station to Hogsmeade, the crowd is cheerful and chuckling—they were in good spirits. "But how fun would it be, before it gets totally bizarre?" Barty asks rhetorically.
"Oh yes, I'd love to have no choice in the matter whatsoever." Cassiopeia sarcastically responds, as they keep chatting on other potions matters.
Meanwhile, Seraphina loops her arm through Nadine's and flashes a teasing smile. "Something's on your mind, I can tell. Is it the Gryffindors, or... perhaps Severus?"
Nadine blushes slightly, a smile playing at her lips. "I'm not entirely sure how the team meeting will go, but I think it'll be fine. But yes, Severus is on my mind. Honestly, I still can't shake off our conversation." She lowers her voice, just loud enough for Seraphina to hear, careful not to let Barty in on the conversation.
Not that he will mind, still, she will rather not publicly discuss such a private thing on Snapes' and her behalf.
"Mhm. The apology went smoothly, but I can tell something's still on your mind. What is it?" Seraphina asks softly.
"It's just... I'm trying to figure out who he was talking about when he accused me of being like 'them.' I mean, sure, Gryffindors aren't exactly known for being quiet and unnoticeable, but it still feels like there's a piece I'm missing." Nadine's voice lowers even further.
"Ah, Severus... Looks like you got under her skin." Seraphina teases lightly, though her words hold a subtle truth. "Look, I'd tell you if I could, but he doesn't know you well enough yet, and it's not my place. However, you're clever, you'll piece it together soon enough. I won't deny it when you figure it out."
Nadine exhales, a thoughtful frown on her face. "You're a good sister. I just... something about him intrigues me. He's different from everyone else, and I don't want him to think I'm just like 'the others.'"
"I'll put in a few good words for you, I promise." Seraphina assures her, giving her arm a comforting squeeze.
At that moment, Cassiopeia's voice breaks into their private conversation. "Last night, at dinner, Carrow insisted on talking to me. Not exactly my favourite experience."
Barty, who had been quietly listening, shifts slightly, his face unreadable.
"I saw that!" Nadine exclaims. "What in the world could he have talked to you about?"
"Oh, you know, pure-blood values and all that rubbish." Cassiopeia shrugs.
"I noticed. To be fair, I tried to tune him out the moment he started speaking." Seraphina adds, rolling her eyes. "He's such a charmer."
"I'll fill you in later." Cassiopeia says with a knowing grin. "When it's just us girls."
"I AM one of the girls!" Barty adds, playfully.
The group eventually arrives in Hogsmeade. The air is crisp, the streets bustling with the sights and sounds of the charming village.
The Three Broomsticks sits in Hogsmeade as one of the most popular attractions in the town. It is nothing more than a bar, however, it is also a very welcoming, cozy place, where all sorts of celebrations and deals come to fruition.
The exterior is a warm and inviting rustic place, with wooden beams and a large sign featuring a broomstick hanging above the door. It is a small but charming, well-loved pub that blends in the streets.
Right before the entrance, outside, the four stop. "This is it." Nadine says, amused.
"Charming." Cassiopeia and Seraphina say sarcastically at the same time, laughing it off.
"The place to be!" Barty exclaims, obviously a frequent visitor.
"I'll catch you guys in a minute." Seraphina says, gesturing toward the incoming group of Slytherins—her team, including Black, Rosier, Avery, and a few others. With a playful stride, she prances off to join them.
Then, there is three. They make their way inside, and the comforting aroma of butterbeer and fresh pastries immediately fill the air. The interior is equally cozy, with a warm, welcoming atmosphere.
The walls are made of wood, and there are large, sturdy wooden tables and chairs scattered throughout, decorated by lively heads of students, residents of Hogsmeade and even some Professors in the separated area.
The homely inn is always glowing with a fire from a stoney fireplace in the middle of the biggest wall. The bar area is located near the back, where Madam Rosmerta serves drinks. There are shelves decorating the pub, filled with bottles of various beverages and mead.
Nadine spots James, not that it was difficult. "Crouch! Here!" He yells, running up to the front.
James leads the way, confidently weaving through the crowd, with Lily walking beside him.
Sirius flashes a grin at a passing group of students before following. Nadine, flanked by Marlene and Remus, glances around, taking in the atmosphere before they spot an empty table near the window. The Prewetts and Phoebe slide into the seats as well, making it a crowded but comfortable gathering.
Lily settles beside James, naturally leaning into him as he slings an arm over the back of her chair. Sirius drops into the seat next to him, stretching out with an easy smirk. On the other side of the table, Nadine takes a spot between Marlene and Remus.
This is one of the rare occasions when the students are seen outside their school robes, and their outfits reflect their personalities perfectly, each one infused with Gryffindor red pride.
James stands out with his black, slouchy pants and a bold red knit sweater, sleeves rolled up, resembling Nadine's but oversized. His red Converse sneakers complete the look, effortlessly casual.
Marlene, the boldest of the girls, wears combat boots paired with a mid-thigh skirt, and a white shirt beneath a striking bright red leather jacket.
Sirius, rockstar chic-dark grey pants and a white collared shirt, untucked and topped with a black leather jacket, has a Gryffindor tie hanging loosely around his neck and a Gryffindor scarf over his chair.
Remus, in his own quiet way, mirrors Nadine's style with a brown sweater and pants, a white collared shirt peeking out from beneath the sweater. His Gryffindor scarf is draped on his neck, ever-so-subtly concealing the faint scars Nadine had noticed.
The rest of their group follows, each one adding their own flair while still supporting Gryffindor.
When the drinks arrive, Marlene raises her tankard first, grinning as she looks at Nadine. "Alright, Crouch, a proper toast is in order. To our newest Chaser!"
"To Nadine!" the others chime in, clinking their butterbeer mugs together.
Nadine chuckles, lifting her mug. "Alright, alright, if you insist." She takes a sip, savoring the sweet, frothy taste before setting it down.
Phoebe leans forward, her brown eyes glinting with curiosity. "So, you've been at Hogwarts for two weeks now—how's the transition? Are we treating you well enough?"
The others look at Nadine expectantly, and she shrugs with a teasing smirk. "Well enough, I suppose." she muses, then laughs. "No, really—it's different, but not in a bad way. I've settled in."
Gideon grins. "And how does the Quidditch compare?"
"It's more competitive here." Nadine admits, leaning back slightly. "Not just in skill, but in... personality. You lot are a passionate bunch." She glances at James and Sirius pointedly, making the others laugh.
James places a hand on his chest in mock offense. "Us? Passionate? No way!" he jokes. "I'll have you know, we take our jobs very seriously."
Marlene snorts. "You take yourself seriously, Potter."
James only smirks, unfazed. "Exactly."
Remus, who had been listening quietly, tilts his head. "I heard Beauxbatons doesn't focus as much on Quidditch as Hogwarts does. You played there, though?"
"Oh, absolutely." Nadine says with a small smile. "I spent hours practicing together with my brother. He taught me a lot of what I know. Father was always supportive, taking us to professional matches, analyzing plays with us." She glances at the frothy surface of her butterbeer. "Quidditch was a big part of my life before Hogwarts. It's nice to have it again."
Fabian grins. "And you nearly wiped the floor with the rest of us at tryouts."
Nadine raises an eyebrow playfully. "I struggled in the tests, though."
"But you still made it." Sirius says, leaning forward with an easy smirk. "That's what matters."
As the conversation continues, Nadine listens, subtly observing everyone at the table. Her mind drifts back to what she wants to find out. And though she still isn't certain, she has a strong suspicion.
Her gaze flickers toward James, who is laughing at something Sirius said, then to Lily, who is watching him with amusement. They sit close, his hand still draped lazily over the back of her chair, and Nadine wonders—if Lily could forgive James, if she could see something good in him, then was he really capable of what Severus had gone through?
She exhales softly and decides to test the waters.
"How long have you two been together?" she asks casually, her tone light and conversational, looking at the touchy couple.
James straightens slightly, puffing up as if the very topic feeds his ego. "Since the seventh year." he answers, glancing at Lily. "Best decision she's ever made, if I do say so myself."
Lily rolls her eyes but smiles, nudging him lightly.
Nadine smiles, tilting her head. "Well, congratulations. You two seem happy." She lifts her mug in a small toast. "I wish you the best."
Lily's smile remains, but Nadine catches the subtle way her expression shifts—just a flicker of something unreadable before she tilts her head. "That's kind of you."
Sirius snickers. "What, are we making this a whole formal occasion now? Should we all start writing well-wishes for their future wedding?"
James grins. "I'll have my vows ready in a week."
The table bursts into laughter, but Nadine keeps her own amusement measured, still watching Lily and James. Her mind is occupied: Who are the Gryffindors Severus had referred to? She doesn't have enough pieces yet, but she is determined to find them and avoid falling into the same mold.
Remus nudges her elbow slightly, pulling her attention back. "You alright?"
Nadine glances at him and nods. "Yeah. Just thinking."
Sirius takes a long sip of his butterbeer before leaning back in his chair, stretching out in a way that takes up far more space than necessary. "So, Crouch." he says lazily, flicking his gaze toward Nadine with a smirk. "How's it feel to be officially one of us now? Are you regretting your choices yet?"
Nadine arches an eyebrow at him, amused. "You mean, do I regret joining the team? No, not yet. But give it time, I'm sure I'll start questioning my sanity."
Fabian snorts. "That's the right attitude. You're one of us now, which means we get to complain about practice together. And James's ridiculous training schedules."
James rolls his eyes. "I take offense to that. I only do what's necessary for us to win." He defends.
"You take offense to everything." Marlene teases.
James dramatically places a hand over his heart. "I do not."
Sirius smirks. "You do. But don't worry, mate, we still tolerate you."
Nadine chuckles, watching the back-and-forth, but then turns her attention back to Sirius, who is tapping his fingers idly on the table.
A brief silence settles over the table before he abruptly changes the subject.
"Anyway, Crouch, I should be the one asking you about your taste." he says, resting his chin on his hand as he eyes her. "You've been spending a lot of time around the wrong," he dramatically whispers the word, "sort of people."
Nadine frowns, instantly picking up on his meaning. "Define 'wrong.'"
Sirius snorts. "You know exactly what I mean."
James leans in slightly, looking at her more seriously now. "He's right. It isn't smart to be hanging out with that lot." he says, his tone heavy with disapprival. "You know, the Slytherins." He speaks of them as if he is describing dangerous creatures, not just another Hogwarts House.
Nadine doesn't respond immediately, letting her gaze flicker between them. "And why's that?"
James exhales sharply, as if he can't believe she even has to ask. "Because they're not good people, Nadine."
Nadine raises her brows in surprise, her expression a mixture of disapproval and shock. She thought he was referring to the typical House rivarly, but his tone makes it clear this is about something deeper, something far more personal than just a friendly competition. She narrows her eyes. "That's a bold statement. All of them?"
Sirius waves a hand. "Yes. And the ones you've been around? Especially them. Trust me, they're not worth your time."
Nadine crosses her arms, unconvinced. "Interesting. Because from what I've seen, no one has treated me poorly so far."
James scoffs. "Give it time. They will."
Nadine studies him for a moment, noting the firm conviction in his tone. She leans forward slightly, swirling her butterbeer idly in her mug. "What makes you think that?" she asks, keeping her tone casual, but her eyes sharp.
James exhales, setting his mug down with a soft thud. "Because I've seen what they're like." he says simply. "Year after year. They only care about blood status, power, and stepping over whoever they need to in order to get it."
Sirius nods, backing him up. "And they're insufferable."
Nadine tilts her head. "You mean, like you lot?" she challenges, arching a brow.
"That's different." Sirius argues immediately.
"Is it?"
Sirius scoffs. "Obviously."
Nadine doesn't look convinced, but she lets it slide for now. Instead, she lifts her mug, watching Sirius over the rim as she says, "Your siblings are in that House."
The shift in Sirius is immediate. His relaxed posture stiffens, the lighthearted arrogance in his expression slipping just slightly, replaced by something sharper. His grip on his butterbeer tightens, though he keeps his tone light—too light. "So?"
Nadine shrugs, setting her drink down. "You talk like it's black and white. Like being in Slytherin automatically makes someone cruel and power-hungry. But your brother and your sister are in that House, and they're not exactly what you describe, are they?"
Sirius's jaw ticks, and he scoffs again, though this time, it lacks his usual bravado. "You don't know my family, so I suggest not speaking on them."
Nadine watches him, intrigued by the sudden guardedness in his expression. "I know Cassiopeia well enough."
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At that, Sirius narrows his eyes slightly, as if reevaluating something. He doesn't respond immediately, instead taking a long sip of his drink. When he speaks again, his tone is different—more clipped, less performative. "Cassiopeia is... complicated."
Nadine raises an eyebrow, waiting for him to elaborate.
Sirius sighs through his nose, rubbing the back of his neck. "Look, Cassie's always been different. We used to say she's dead center between my brother and I. She's sharp, yeah, but she doesn't buy into the whole 'pure-blood supremacy' nonsense the way our parents do." His lips press into a thin line. "But she's still a Black. She knows how to play the game."
Nadine hums, considering his words. She knows that already, of course. Cassiopeia is clever, careful. She navigates with precision, never revealing more than necessary.
"And Regulus?" Nadine prompts.
Sirius's entire expression shifts again. If he was guarded before, now he is outright closed off. He rolls his shoulders as if shaking off a weight. "Regulus made his choice." he says flatly.
"She has a point." Remus chimes in playfully, as if trying to shatter the tension. He is careful not to pry into Sirius's sorest spot, though, knowing exactly where the line is.
Sirius holds her gaze for a long, silent moment before shaking his head and turning away, muttering, "You're crossing boundaries, Crouch. Enough of this... If you're that invested in learning about my family, I suggest buying me more drinks and having a private conversation." he adds, his voice serious but with a hint of a wink.
Before Nadine can say anything else, however, the door to The Three Broomsticks swings open, and a familiar group enters, diverting everyone's attention from the conversation.
The Slytherin team.
Their presence is immediate. Confident strides, sharp eyes scanning the crowded pub as they make their way in. Some of them are laughing, others exchanging low murmurs. Seraphina, Regulus and Evan are among them, along with several faces Nadine had seen around the castle.
The atmosphere shifts slightly. Not tense, but charged. The rivalry is undeniable, even without words exchanged.
Fabian lets out a low whistle. "Well, speak of the devils."
James straightens slightly but doesn't say anything, merely watching them. Nadine glances at Sirius, who is watching his brother with a carefully neutral expression, diverting his eyes immediatley.
She then meets Seraphina's and Evan's gazes across the pub and waves cheerfully. Seraphina grins, nudging Evan with her elbow before waving back, while Evan smirks slightly, lifting his freshly acquired butterbeer in acknowledgment.
As Nadine turns back to her table, she catches Remus watching with mild curiosity. "Who's that?" he asks, nodding towards Seraphina.
Nadine tilts her head, then, deliberately, she says just a little louder than necessary, "Seraphina Snape."
Seraphina is dressed in her usual style, as if dark clothes are her natural habitat. She is wearing black dress pants paired with chunky black boots underneath, and a tight turtleneck sweater tucked neatly into her waistband, accentuated by a belt. Draped over her shoulders is her signature black coat, adding to her sleek, almost mysterious appearance. Her long hair hangs loosely around her shoulders, completing the look with effortless elegance.
There is a brief but noticeable pause at the table. James, who had just taken a sip of his butterbeer, coughs slightly, almost choking on his drink. "Sniv—", but before he can get the words out, Lily nudges him sharply in the ribs.
James lets out a short grunt of protest, but Lily pointedly ignores him. Instead, she turns to Nadine, her expression composed but her grip on her mug just a bit too tight. "Severus has a sister?" she asks, her voice neutral.
Nadine arches a brow, intrigued by her reaction. "Yes. You know him?"
Lily hesitates—just for a fraction of a second—but it is enough. Nadine watches as she forces an easy smile onto her face. "Of course. We—" she stops, choosing her words carefully, "—we used to be in the same crowd back in school."
Nadine narrows her eyes slightly, noting the phrasing. Interesting.
Lily shifts under the scrutiny but quickly recovers, taking a sip of her butterbeer as if that is the end of the conversation.
But Nadine isn't done yet.
"Well, I'll introduce you then." she says smoothly, pushing back her chair.
Lily's fingers tense slightly around her mug. "Oh—" she starts, but Nadine is already standing.
She doesn't miss the way James glances at Lily, something unreadable flashing between them. Whatever happened between Lily and Severus, James knows. And Lily doesn't want them to say.
Even more interesting.
Nadine suppresses a satisfied smile as she walks across the pub toward Seraphina. The warmth of the fireplace flickers against her skin as she approaches, and Seraphina turns just in time for Nadine to wrap her arms around her in a hug.
"Missed me already?" Seraphina teases, though she hugs Nadine back just as tightly.
Nadine pulls back with a smirk. "Obviously."
Seraphina chuckles, tilting her head. "So, what's this about? You look like you're up to something."
Nadine just grins. "Oh, you know me too well. I want to introduce you to my lot." she says smoothly, linking her arm with Seraphina's.
Seraphina eyes her warily for a moment, but with a resigned sigh, she nods. "Wonderful."
As they walk back to the table, the conversation hushes slightly, eyes flickering toward Seraphina with varying degrees of curiosity. Nadine can practically feel the tension settle in the air, but she ignores it and gestures between them.
"This is Remus Lupin, Marlene McKinnon, Phoebe Dawson, Fabian and Gideon Prewett."
"Hello." Remus says politely, offering a small nod. The others chime in with their own greetings, Marlene offering a friendly grin while the Prewett twins exchange an intrigued glance.
Seraphina surveys them all before giving a slight nod. "Nice to meet you." she says, her voice even, though Nadine doesn't miss the way her fingers twitch slightly at her sides.
Then Nadine gestures to Sirius. "And this is Sirius Black."
Seraphina's lips press together for a moment before she lifts a brow. "Another Black." she murmurs.
Sirius smirks, tilting his head in that insufferable, arrogant way of his. "Ouch, you say that like it's a bad thing."
Seraphina crosses her arms, unimpressed. "Change my mind, then."
James snickers into his butterbeer, but Sirius only leans forward slightly, his smirk deepening. "Such judgement. Maybe you should get to know me first."
Nadine resists the urge to roll her eyes as Seraphina frowns slightly, clearly unamused. "Tempting." she says in a flat tone, sarcastically.
Sirius chuckles, undeterred, but Nadine moves on before he can drag the moment out further.
"And they are James Potter and Lily Evans."
Lily offers a bright, polite smile. "It's nice to meet you."
Seraphina's expression doesn't change. She flicks her gaze toward James for the briefest moment before forcing the smallest, most insincere smile. "Pleasure."
But Nadine sees it. The slight stiffening of her shoulders. The flicker of annoyance that passes through her eyes.
James straightens slightly in his seat, looking at Seraphina with mild confusion, and Nadine doesn't miss the way Lily subtly shifts closer to him, her hand brushing his.
Oh.
Oh.
She watches as Seraphina's jaw tightens before the Slytherin turns away. "As riveting as this was, and believe me, it was," she says with a forced, airy tone, "I should get back to my table."
Nadine nods, watching her walk away, her mind already racing. It is as if he is personally dangling the missing piece of the puzzle in front of her face. Now, she is certain.
Seraphina's reaction was just a little too sharp, a little too controlled. It was hatred—not the casual dislike that most Slytherins had for James, but something personal, something deeper. And the way Lily immediately leaned into James, the way he had looked at Seraphina with momentary confusion...
It all fit.
So.
James Potter.
Nadine leans back in her chair, fingers lightly tapping against the table as faint disgust pulls at her lips. Of course.
This changes things.
At the same time, Cassiopeia and Barty are chatting near the shelves. After witnessing the exchange between the Gryffindors and Nadine about the Slytherins, Cassiopeia rolls her eyes and, with a dramatic sigh, announces to Barty, "As much as I love watching drama, I don't think I'll be sticking around much longer. Too many Blacks in one room." she chuckles.
Barty immediately picks up on her cue, offering a smirk. "Come with me to the Ravenclaw party. Well, it's more of a gathering, really. Food, music, Dora?" he adds casually, trying to sway her.
"It starts soon, and I'm usually fashionably late anyway. This time, at least, I'll have a good excuse." He gives her a knowing smile.
Cassiopeia smiles softly, clearly not completely against the idea. "Sure. I have a free evening anyway, and you're not the worst company."
Barty takes it as a personal victory. The moment Cassiopeia turns to walk out, he can't resist, and yells—whispers toward Nadine, "Sis!"
Nadine turns to see him with his fist raised in the air, a wide grin on his face. She can't help but laugh at his childlike excitement over Cassiopeia.
She gives him a knowing nod, signaling that they will be discussing this later. Meanwhile, the Slytherin table is decorated by the air of mystery and much less rowdiness than the Gryffindor table, celebratory nonetheless.
Regulus is at the center, surrounded by the rest of his team, and Seraphina is directly across him, back turned to the Gryffindors. Evan is next to her, smiling as usual.
"Unbelievable, you forgot the green!" Evan scolds playfully, reaching over to grab his chunky dark green sweater from the back of his chair. He drapes it over Seraphina's empty shoulders, squeezing them lightly, now that her coat is resting on the chair beside her.
"We can't have you not representing us now." he proceeds, chuckling.
"Oh! I must've missed the memo." Seraphina responds, smiling while accepting his sweater, wrapping it around her shoulders and tying it at the front. "Thank you, you're sweet."
Evan smiles as they exchange eye contact.
Regulus tracks the whole interaction with an unreadable face, judging in silence while resting his elbows on the table.
His hands are clasped together in front of his face, his posture poised and composed. He is dressed like a slightly more casual royal; he usually wears impeccably tailored, expensive outfits, always meticulously prepared.
Today, though, his attire is more relaxed, yet still carries an undeniable air of sophistication. The only pop of color is the emerald green accent ring on his finger, next to the Black family legacy ring, a subtle but striking touch against the otherwise neutral tones of his outfit.
Seraphina and Nadine exchange a brief glance, and Seraphina immediately recognizes the look—a silent understanding. Nadine knows something. Finally, Seraphina thinks. Without another word, it is as if they have silently agreed to talk later.
The Room of Requirement has transformed into the perfect Ravenclaw gathering spot. Soft candlelight fills the spacious blue-toned room, casting a warm glow over plush seating and towering bookshelves now adorned with snacks and drinks.
A long table is piled with platters of food: cheese, pastries, fruit, pizza, crispy chicken wings, bowls of punch and butterbeer are scattered throughout. A happy hum of conversation mixed with the gentle music of a small Ravenclaw student band in the corner, adding to the relaxed, cozy vibe.
Cassiopeia and Barty enter, the door clicking softly behind them. She looks around, impressed, while Barty scans the room for familiar faces.
"This isn't bad." he says with a grin, nudging her.
"I figured I wouldn't be disappointed." she teases, slipping into a chair nearby. "Ravenclaw's a wonderful House."
Barty gives a small nod, happy about her compliment, eyes settling on the group near the punch bowl. He leans against a pillar as they are greeted by a few Ravenclaws. The music is soothing, the food plentiful, and the mood laid-back—a perfect escape for the evening.
"I apologize for my abrupt escape from the Three Broomsticks." she begins, her tone calm. "It's not the setting I mind, it's just... a lot of testosterone, and frankly, too much conversation about my family doesn't really inspire me to stay." She chuckles softly, her eyes glinting with amusement.
Barty, all-too-familiar with such feelings, sinks into the dark blue velvet couch and gestures for her to join him. She does, settling beside him comfortably. "I understand more than it seems." he says, his smile a mix of humor and understanding.
"I know Nadine's one of your best friends, and I'm sure you're well aware of our... family." He chuckles, the sarcasm laced with a touch of bitterness.
"Of course." she confirms, her voice quiet but understanding. "I suppose we're in similar situations. It's good to know there's someone else who gets it, outside of the usual pure-blood manic Slytherin group."
Barty shifts, nodding lightly. "I don't mean to sound pitiful, but sometimes, it gets a little too much." His voice carries a hint of stress and even pain, a crack in his usual composure.
Cassiopeia immediately notices, recognizing the familiar weight of the pressure from their pure-blood families—something she knows all too well.
The unspoken expectations are clear: marry well, marry pure-blood, secure the bloodline, the wealth, the status. It is a constant, suffocating reality they both understand, even if they rarely speak of it.
As the third heir of her family, and a woman nonetheless, Cassiopeia is expected to submit to one, meticulously chosen by her family, of the most powerful pure-blood families, specifically one of the Sacred Twenty-Eight.
While male heirs are typically prioritized, female heirs are seen as exceptionally valuable for forging alliances, serving a role of connecting families, and further securing the necessary influence, power, and wealth.
Her marriage will be more than just a personal choice—it is a contract—a calculated move to strengthen her family's position within the pure-blood hierarchy.
The pressure of these expectations weigh heavily on her, a constant reminder of the role she is meant to play. Not just her, her brothers as well.
Sirius, of course, rejected the expectations placed upon him, choosing to defy the rigid rules of his family. His decision is unforgivable in their eyes, and he was swiftly disowned.
Their cousin Andromeda met the same fate after marrying a Muggle—an act they consider an unfathomable betrayal of the worst proportions.
The Black family's fury is unrestrained, filled with insults, disgust, and pure, unrelenting rage. To them, it is the ultimate transgression, one that severes the bonds forever.
As they bond over the shared family predicaments, Cassiopeia finds herself unexpectedly comfortable. Barty is charming and sweet, despite his usual chaotic demeanor, and he seems interested in Cassiopeia and listens to her without judgement.
After some time, they rejoin the rest of the Ravenclaws, and the mood lightens. The rest of the evening passes smoothly, filled with laughter and good conversation, leaving Cassiopeia feeling a sense of friendship she hasn't expected. It is a pleasant reprieve from the weight of family expectations, and for once, she doesn't feel quite so alone in the world of pure-blood obligations.
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Nadine leans against the stone wall outside the Great Hall as she waits for Cassiopeia and Seraphina to finish with their lunch, her mind already buzzing with plans for the week. When they finally catch up, she greets them with a bright smile.
"I forgot to ask you if you're both invited to the Slug Club meeting?" Nadine asks as they walk toward the portal.
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes. "Of course. Slughorn wouldn't miss a chance to show off his prized students."
Seraphina nods, her tone a bit softer. "Yeah, I got the invitation yesterday."
Nadine grins. "That's great! Who are you going with?"
Cassiopeia scoffs lightly. "You have one guess."
Nadine chuckles. "Right, of course. You two are joined at the hip."
Cassiopeia groans. "I don't even want to go."
"Evan asked me. Barty's going with Pandora. But I'm sure he'll find a way to you, Cass, don't worry." Seraphina teases.
Nadine laughs, while Cassiopeia looks away, though her pale cheeks slightly turn pink.
"I'll ask Remus then. He's a good friend. It'll be fun." Nadine sighs dramatically.
They chat for a bit longer, discussing the upcoming meeting and who else might be attending. The conversation shifts to other topics—homework and Quidditch practices.
Eventually, the bell rings, signaling the end of their break. They exchange goodbyes and head off in their respective directions.
"See you both tomorrow!" Nadine calls out as the Slytherin girls head for Transfiguration.
"Good luck in Potions!" Seraphina replies with a wave and a sly smirk.
Nadine blushes and heads down the familiar path to the dungeons, her heart beating a little faster at the thought of seeing Severus again. The cool, damp air greets her as she descends the steps, and she can't help but feel a hint of excitement.
She walks through the dimly lit corridor, her mind already wondering what today's lesson might be. Suddenly she hears footsteps approaching from the opposite direction. She looks up, her eyes narrowing as she spots Carrows and Mulciber striding toward her, their expressions twisted with cruel amusement.
Nadine's jaw clenches instinctively, and she straightens her posture, refusing to show any hint of fear or hesitation. She keeps her gaze forward, intending to walk past them without a word. But just as she passes Alecto, a jet of red light whizzes past her head, barely missing her and hitting the wall behind her. Startled, Nadine stops and whips around, her wand already in hand.
"What the hell is your problem?" she snaps, heart pounding with a mixture of shock and anger.
Alecto sneers, twirling her wand between her fingers. "What's wrong, Crouch? A bit jumpy today?"
Nadine takes a deliberate step back, her grip tightening around her wand as she glares at Alecto. Before she can retort, Amycus steps forward, raising his wand with a wicked grin. "Maybe you're just losing your touch, Crouch. Too busy cozying up with mudbloods to keep up your skills?"
Alecto snorts. "You think you're better than me, huh?" she taunts, voice dripping with disdain. "Just because you're a Crouch doesn't mean you're anything special."
Nadine scoffs, refusing to back down. "You're the one who needs backup just to feel tough."
Alecto's face contorts with fury, and she flicks her wand. Nadine barely manages to deflect the curse, sending it crashing against the wall. Nadine fires back a nonverbal jinx that nearly catches Alecto off guard. Amycus laughs as Alecto blocks it, his eyes gleaming with dark amusement.
"Feisty like your brother." Amycus jeers.
The hallway pulses with tension, and Mulciber watches with a twisted smile, leaning lazily against the wall. "You're putting on quite the show, Crouch. A bit too cocky for your own good." he drawls, voice low and unsettling.
Nadine doesn't flinch under his gaze, but her muscles tense instinctively. Alecto tries another hex, and Nadine counters with a spell that makes Alecto stumble backward. Amycus, instead of helping his sister, simply grins wider.
Mulciber steps forward then, eyes dark and unsettling as he slowly circles Nadine. "You know, you shouldn't play around so much, darling." he murmurs, his voice dripping with malice. "Accidents happen in places like this. Would be a shame if something unfortunate befell you. Especially when you're all alone."
Nadine swallows down the unease creeping up her spine, holding her ground. "Is that a threat, Mulciber?" she challenges, keeping her voice steady despite the chill prickling her skin.
Mulciber's smile widens, almost too pleased by her reaction. "Just a friendly warning. You ought to learn your place... before someone else teaches it to you."
Nadine suppresses a shiver, keeping her wand at the ready, every muscle poised to defend herself if necessary. She instinctively takes a step back, but before she can react, his hand shoots out, gripping her elbow with a bruising force.
"Going somewhere?" he murmurs, his voice low and sinister. Nadine stiffens, anger flaring in her chest as she tries to pull her arm free.
"Let go." she grits out, her voice sharp but shaky.
Mulciber just chuckles, leaning in slightly, his breath ghosting over her ear. "I won't warn you again. Behave and keep your pretty little mouth shut."
Nadine jerks her arm, but his grip only tightens, his fingers digging into her skin. Alecto snickers from behind him, clearly enjoying Nadine's discomfort.
Nadine's stomach twists, but she doesn't let the fear show. "If you think I'm scared of you, you're delusional." she snaps.
Mulciber smirks, clearly amused by her resistance. "You should be. You're awfully bold for someone who's outnumbered."
Before Nadine can retort, the sound of approaching footsteps echoes through the corridor. Mulciber's grip loosens slightly, and he straightens, looking past her. Nadine turns her head just enough to see Severus appearing from around the corner, his expression unreadable.
"Ah, finally." Mulciber drawls, his voice shifting to something more casual but still dripping with malice. "I've been looking for you, Snape. We need to talk."
Nadine doesn't miss the way Severus's eyes flick briefly to her, then to Mulciber's hand still on her arm. Without a word, she yanks her arm free, sneering at Mulciber as she does.
"Touch me again, and you'll regret it." she spits.
Mulciber just raises a brow, seemingly unbothered, and gives Severus a nod. Nadine storms past him, shoving her shoulder against his as she moves to the classroom door. Alecto and Amycus exchange smirks, clearly pleased with themselves, and begin heading upstairs.
Nadine doesn't look back as she pushes the door open and steps inside, breathing hard as she tries to steady her heart. Severus remains behind with Mulciber, his face carefully blank, though his eyes linger on the spot where Nadine just stood.
She sinks into her seat, her body tense and heart still pounding. She knew she should have expected something after the duel with Alecto, but this... this was different. Mulciber's grip still lingers on her arm, like a ghostly imprint that makes her skin crawl. Her thoughts race, swirling between anger, fear, and frustration.
Her hands clench into fists, her knuckles white as she tries to suppress the tremor coursing through her fingers. She hates feeling powerless, hates how Mulciber's words keep replaying in her mind. She swallows hard, forcing herself to take a deep breath, but it feels like her lungs can't expand properly, constricted by the tight knot in her chest.
Nadine closes her eyes, trying to push the memories away. Her jaw clenches as she fights to regain control of her emotions. She knows showing weakness is exactly what they want. She can't let them win. But no matter how hard she tries to steady herself, the fear lingers just beneath the surface, prickling at the back of her mind.
When the door opens again, Nadine tenses instinctively, but it is just Severus walking in. He doesn't look at her, doesn't acknowledge her presence as he moves toward his usual spot at the front of the classroom. He sets his bag down and begins to prepare for the lesson, his movements precise and controlled, as if nothing unusual just happened. Nadine watches him for a moment, wondering what Mulciber could have wanted from him and whether he saw the way they cornered her.
More footsteps echo in the corridor, and soon the classroom begins to fill with other students. The murmur of voices does little to soothe her nerves, and she keeps her gaze fixed on the desk, tracing patterns on the worn wood with her fingertips.
A familiar presence drops into the seat next to her, and Nadine glances sideways to see Bill flashing her a warm, easy smile. "Hey, you alright?" he asks, clearly picking up on her demeanor.
Nadine forces a small smile, not trusting her voice to sound steady. "Yeah, just... tired." she mumbles, hoping he won't press the issue.
Across the room, Barty enters with Pandora, his usual smirk faltering as his eyes land on Nadine. Something must clue him in, and his brows knit together with mild concern. He shoots her a questioning look, but she just shakes her head, not wanting to get into it right now. Barty hesitates, but takes his seat, still casting wary glances her way.
Nadine pulls her shoulders back, willing herself to appear calm and collected. She can't let them see how much it affected her, can't let it linger on her mind. As Professor Slughorn finally enters the classroom, his jovial voice greeting the students, she tries to focus on the lesson, blocking out everything else. The routine of Potions should be comforting, but today it feels distant, like something happening on the other side of a thick glass wall.
Nadine's hands are still trembling as she measures the powdered asphodel, her mind clouded. She tries to steady herself, focusing on the bubbling cauldron in front of her, but the ingredients blur together, and she almost drops the vial entirely.
Bill glances over, noticing her movements. "Hey, careful." he whispers gently, nudging her hand to keep it steady. Nadine swallows, nodding wordlessly, but as they move on to the next step, she nearly reaches for the crushed belladonna petals instead of the powdered moonstone.
Bill catches her wrist just in time. "That's not right." he murmurs, quickly swapping the ingredients.
Nadine's cheeks flush with embarrassment, and she mutters, "Sorry... I'm just... distracted."
"It's alright." Bill says quietly, offering her a reassuring smile. "We'll get through this. Just take a breath."
Nadine barely nods, her chest tight with frustration. She hates how she is letting them affect her like this. She forces herself to take a slow, deep breath, focusing on the rhythmic stirring. She wants to at least be decent at this—if she can't manage that, Slughorn will never pay her any mind, and she will fall behind.
Just as she adds the next ingredient correctly, she feels a presence by the table. Looking up, she sees Severus standing there, his eyes narrowing slightly as he inspects their potion. He crosses his arms, his expression neutral.
"Sloppy." he mutters sharply, his voice cutting through the tension like a knife. "I shudder to think how you managed to pass your N.E.W.T.s. If you can't keep your hands steady, you'll end up brewing poison instead of a cure. Try not to waste ingredients." he gestures dismissively at the cauldron.
Nadine's stomach twists, and she lowers her gaze, feeling heat crawl up her neck. She grits her teeth, holding back a retort, too angry at herself to even defend her mistake. "Sorry." she mutters.
Severus sneers, his gaze flicking over her dismissively, before he moves on, his cloak billowing behind him. But Nadine can still feel the sting of his words hanging in the air. Her hands clench into fists, angry at herself for letting him see her like this. She doesn't want to give anyone more ammunition to think she is incapable, least of all Severus, who always seems to notice every mistake. She even oughts to impress him, but this just isn't the day.
Bill nudges her shoulder gently. "Hey, don't let him get to you. You're just having an off day."
Nadine musters a weak smile, but it doesn't quite reach her eyes. She murmurs another apology, more to herself than to him, and forces her hands to still as she resumes stirring.
Now Slughorn waddles over, his broad smile beaming at Nadine and Bill. "Ah, Miss Crouch." he says jovially. "I expect you'll join us on Friday?"
Nadine manages a small, polite smile. "Yes, sir." she replies.
"Splendid!" Slughorn claps his hands, clearly satisfied, and moves on to inspect the next table.
Nadine exhales, trying to gather her composure as she reaches for the final ingredient, just wanting to get this potion finished without any more disasters. Her fingers are steadier now—or so she thinks—until the jar slips from her grasp. In a panic, she tries to catch it, but it bounces off the edge of the cauldron. A generous splash of the potion spills over the side, splattering the table and nearly soaking her robes.
Bill reacts quickly, grabbing the cauldron just in time to stop it from toppling over entirely. He steadies it, wiping some spilled liquid from his hand.
"That's it!" Nadine snaps, louder than she intended. A few students at nearby tables turn to stare at her in surprise, and she glares back with such intensity that they quickly pretend to be deeply invested in their own potions.
"Everything alright there?" Bill asks cautiously, holding back a chuckle.
"Perfectly fine." Nadine grumbles, rolling up her sleeves with determination. "Just brilliant. I'm absolutely thrilled." She huffs and grabs a cloth to start wiping down the table, muttering under her breath about potions and their never-ending vendetta against her.
Bill gives her an amused look, offering a sympathetic pat on the back. "We'll survive this, I promise."
The final minutes of class crawl by as Nadine continues to clean the mess, doing her best to ignore the lingering embarrassment. As Slughorn dismisses them, students begin filing out of the classroom in groups.
Barty pauses by the door, leaning against the frame. "I'll wait outside." he calls to Nadine, giving her a quick wave before disappearing into the corridor.
Nadine just waves back half-heartedly, focusing on scrubbing the potion residue off the table. Once the room empties out, she finds herself alone with Severus, the echo of clinking glassware and fading footsteps leaving behind a heavy silence. She sighs, resting her hands on the table for a moment, trying to regain her composure.
Severus glances at the mess and sighs, his voice low and unimpressed. "Leave it before you manage to blow up the entire dungeons."
Nadine hesitates, wiping the last bit of spilled potion. "I didn't mean to, honestly. I'm sorry. I just— I got distracted with the measurements, and then— I thought I had it under control, but clearly, I didn't. I know, I should've paid more attention, and I—"
He cuts her off, his tone sharper now. "You're fortunate Slughorn didn't see your disaster. He expects a higher level of competence. If you keep making a spectacle of yourself, you're just asking for trouble."
Her jaw tightens, but guilt washes over her features. "I know, I was distracted. I didn't think they'd—"
"Spare me the excuses." Severus interrupts coldly. "Distraction in class causes mistakes. You're not in Beauxbatons anymore. This is supposed to be higher education, not a playground. Leave. Now."
Nadine swallows hard, clenching her bag strap, then hesitates before approaching his desk. Her voice is softer, hesitant. "Severus... can I— would it be possible to use the classroom sometimes? To study. Maybe... if you have time, you could teach me? I could really use the help."
He barely spares her a glance, his voice flat. "No."
Nadine persists, shifting her weight. "I'll pay you. For your time. I just... I really want to get better, and I thought—"
Severus scoffs. "Your desperation is pathetic. You think I have time to babysit your incompetence? If you're so determined to waste your effort on something you're clearly not suited for, do it on your own."
Nadine bites her lip, her voice trembling slightly. "Then... do you want something else? I just need—"
His patience snaps, his tone icy and cutting. "What could you possibly offer that I would want? You're out of your depth, Crouch. Your little attempts are laughable. Stop wasting my time."
Her mouth opens as if to argue, but she closes it again, shoulders stiffening. A dull ache settles in her chest, but she nods, forcing herself to sound neutral. "Thank you anyway. Good day." she mutters, her voice barely above a whisper before turning on her heel and leaving the classroom.
As the door swings shut, Severus remains at his desk, his jaw tight. The way she kept pushing despite his dismissals irks him. He doesn't understand why her persistence bothers him so much, but he quickly shakes it off, forcing himself not to dwell on it.
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Nadine yawns, rubbing her eyes as James continues his pep talk, his voice animated despite the early morning chill. Around her, the rest of the team looks just as exhausted—Sirius is leaning against his broom, half-listening while stretching his arms overhead, Marlene is stifling a yawn behind her hand, and Phoebe is nodding off on her feet, blinking rapidly to stay awake. The twins are the only ones looking remotely awake, exchanging a smirk as they nudge each other.
"Alright, everyone." James calls out, clearly trying to sound more enthusiastic than he feels. "We want to crush Hufflepuffs, so we've got to get in shape. Marlene, Nadine, work on those passes. Sirius, keep your eyes sharp. And you two—" He points at the twins. "Less goofing off, more focus."
Sirius scoffs, ruffling his hair. "If you keep yapping, we might all just fall asleep here, Prongs."
Marlene snickers, and Nadine can't help but smile, though the exhaustion weighs on her shoulders. James shoots Sirius a mock glare. "If you drop a Quaffle today, I swear—"
"Yeah, yeah," Sirius interrupts with a lazy grin. "I know. Just make sure your passes don't land somewhere in bloody Scotland."
"Just don't forget to move your lazy arses." Marlene chimes in, adjusting her gloves.
James rolls his eyes, trying to maintain some semblance of authority. "Okay, up we go! Enough whining."
They all mount their brooms and push off from the ground, soaring into the sky where the cold wind immediately makes Nadine shiver. She tries to shake off the sleepiness, gripping her broom tightly as they circle around. Marlene tosses the Quaffle to her, and Nadine catches it, although a bit clumsily. James watches, his brow furrowing.
"Focus, Crouch!" he shouts, guiding the team into formation.
She nods, forcing herself to concentrate. As they pass the Quaffle between each other, Nadine tries to keep her mind on the game, but it is hard. She hadn't told anyone what really happened—not even Barty. He had been persistent, practically interrogating her when he saw her troubled expression after class. She lied, claiming she was just tired and stressed, and though Barty didn't entirely believe her, he eventually let it slide. Still, she could tell he was worried.
"Crouch!"
James's voice snaps her back, and she narrowly avoids colliding with Marlene, who frowns at her. "What's gotten into you?"
"Sorry!" Nadine calls back, forcing a smile. She makes a sharper turn and throws the Quaffle to James, this time more precisely.
From the other end of the pitch, Fabian sends a Bludger spiraling toward Phoebe, who dodges it with a huff.
She shoots him a glare, but there is no real anger behind it. She is too sleepy to muster any real wrath. Sirius yawns loudly as he guards the goalposts, eyes barely tracking the movements. "Can't we do this after breakfast?"
James groans in frustration, though there is a hint of a smile on his face. "Half of you are practically sleepwalking. Just three more times."
Marlene loops around Sirius and scores. Nadine barely avoids one Bludger as it rockets past her shoulder, the force of the wind whipping her hair back. Her heart pounds in her chest, and she can barely keep up with James's relentless pace. The boy is in his element, darting through the air with an almost manic energy, shouting out strategies that Nadine can hardly process.
She grits her teeth and pushes through, catching the Quaffle when Marlene tosses it her way. Her fingers throb from the impact, and she has to fight the urge to drop it. Just as she is about to pass to James, another Bludger comes hurtling her way—this time courtesy of Fabian—and she swerves just in time, narrowly escaping a nasty hit.
"Crouch, keep up!" James yells, already circling back around.
She just nods, feeling her body protest with every movement. Her back is screaming, and her right shoulder aches from nearly colliding with one of the goalposts earlier. Everything is a blur of movement, shouting, and the occasional sound of someone nearly falling off their broom.
Finally, after what felt like hours, James calls it. "Alright, that's enough! Good effort, everyone!"
Nadine breathes out in relief, her muscles quivering as she lands back on the pitch. Her feet hit the ground a bit harder than intended, and she almost stumbles, clutching her broom for support. One glance at the others tells her they are just as exhausted—Marlene is rubbing her neck, Sirius is groaning dramatically about his back, and Phoebe looks ready to pass out.
"James." Sirius grumbles as they trudge toward the changing rooms. "You're a sadist, you know that?"
James just grins, wiping sweat from his forehead. "You'll thank me when we win."
"Or when I'm dead." Sirius mutters.
Nadine manages a weak laugh, but even that makes her ribs ache. Remus appears, the only one who watched them practice, his expression caught between amusement and concern. Brownie weaves between his legs, giving an indignant little meow as if to complain about being neglected.
"Nice moves out there." Remus says, offering Nadine a half-smile.
She shoots him a tired glare and unscrews the cap of her water bottle, gulping down the refreshing liquid. "If Potter makes us do that again before sunrise, I'm quitting the team."
Remus chuckles, reaching down to scratch behind Brownie's ears. "To be fair, you didn't die, so I'd call that a win."
"Speak for yourself." she grumbles, wiping sweat from her forehead. "My back's on fire, and I swear my shoulder's about to fall off."
"Maybe don't aim for the Bludgers next time?" he teases lightly.
She narrows her eyes at him. "They aimed for me. It's not like I put myself into their way."
Remus raises his hands in mock surrender, but his eyes soften as he looks at her. "You sure you're alright? You looked a bit off today."
Nadine shrugs, wincing as the movement pulls at her sore shoulder. "Just tired. I didn't sleep much last night."
He doesn't press further, but his brow furrows in quiet concern. "Maybe rest up after breakfast. You look like you've been hit by the Knight Bus."
"Well, thanks, Remus." she deadpans.
Brownie meows again, pawing at Nadine's leg. She bends down to give the cat a quick pat, and Remus shakes his head fondly. "Your cat was more invested than half the team."
"She's judging me." Nadine mutters, giving Brownie a playful glare. "Traitor."
Remus just laughs. "Come on." he says, nudging her lightly. "Let's get you inside before you collapse."
"Too late." she mumbles, though she follows him with slow, stiff steps. As they walk, Brownie weaves around their ankles, almost tripping her once. Remus reaches out to steady her, and she shoots him a grateful glance, too tired to even joke about it.
"By the way," she says, glancing at him. "I wanted to ask you if you're coming to the Slug Club on Friday."
He raises an eyebrow, looking a bit confused. "No, I'm not invited." he replies with a small shrug, not seeming particularly bothered by it.
Nadine's brows knit together in thought. "Oh. Well, I'm supposed to go... It's the first meeting this year, like a dinner party or something." She hesitates for a moment, her fingers playing with the hem of her Quidditch jersey. "Would you come with me?"
Remus seems taken aback, his eyes widening just a fraction. "Me?"
"Yeah." Nadine gives him a small, encouraging smile. "It could be fun. There will probably be good food."
A small, warm smile pulls at Remus's lips. "Alright, sure. I'll go with you."
Nadine grins back, relieved. "Great! I'll meet you in the common room before it?"
"Sounds good." he agrees, nodding. "See you later."
Remus gives her a gentle pat on the shoulder—careful to avoid the spot she injured—and walks off toward the castle. Nadine watches him go, a fond smile lingering on her face. As he disappears from view, she turns back toward the changing rooms, feeling a bit lighter.
But she can't help feeling a small pang of regret. If she could choose anyone to go with, it would be Severus. Her mind wanders to him almost instinctively these days.
She wonders if he is attending the dinner with someone else, and the thought twists uncomfortably in her stomach. The idea of him with another girl—especially someone like Lily—makes her jaw tighten. But she quickly reminds herself that it won't be Lily.
Still, the uncertainty gnaws at her. Would he really go with someone else? Would some Slytherin girl be hanging on his arm, making him smile? Nadine shakes her head to clear the thought.
She steps into the showers, turning the water as hot as she can bear, letting the steam envelop her and soothe her muscles. As she scrubs away the remnants of the morning's brutal practice, she can't help but wish for a day where she could ask Severus to accompany her—where his answer might actually be yes.
Magical Anatomy and Psychology goes as well as it possibly can with Professor Yaxley. Despite her strict demeanor and tendency to call out anyone who isn't paying full attention, Nadine finds the subject fascinating. Today's lesson focuses on the connection between magic and the human nervous system. Professor Yaxley explains how powerful emotions can surge through a wizard's bloodstream, amplifying their magical output—one reason why emotional control is crucial during spellcasting.
"Understanding the correlation between adrenaline and accidental magic is fundamental." Professor Yaxley lectures, her voice precise. "For instance, heightened emotions can result in bursts of uncontrolled power. This phenomenon is most common in young witches and wizards, as their magical cores are still stabilizing."
Nadine scribbles down notes furiously, occasionally glancing up to make sure she hasn't missed anything. She finds it fascinating how emotions can influence spellwork so drastically—something she has experienced firsthand when spells have gone wrong during duels.
Professor Yaxley walks between the rows, heels clicking rhythmically on the stone floor. "Your assignment is to write a three-foot essay on how emotional triggers differ between spontaneous magic and intentional spellcasting. Due next week."
When the class finally ends, Nadine gathers her notes and stretches her stiff fingers, grateful to have survived another session without being singled out for questioning.
Next comes History of Magic, which, despite its tendency to be a bit dry, is at least familiar and calm. The lesson covers the establishment of the International Confederation of Wizards—a pivotal moment in magical history when various wizarding governments agreed to cooperate and uphold magical secrecy. Professor Binns drones on about the creation of the Statute of Secrecy and the many debates that ensued.
"...and of course, the most contentious point was the jurisdiction of magical creatures and how they fell under wizarding law. Several nations argued that centaurs and merfolk should be granted autonomy, while others insisted they be considered part of the magical community for legislative purposes..."
Nadine writes it all down, trying to keep her notes neat despite her hand starting to cramp. She is not the only one fighting off the urge to doze—Bill's head is practically on his desk.
The lesson eventually wraps up with Professor Binns assigning a reading on the early treaties between European wizarding communities. Nadine packs up her things, stifling a yawn as she stretches.
Finally, lunch break arrives. Nadine feels a wave of relief—she rubs her sore shoulder absentmindedly, hoping the meal will give her a bit of energy for the rest of the day.
She waves with a grin at Cassiopeia and Seraphina, who are sitting beside their brothers, and continues to the Ravenclaw table, where Barty and Pandora are already seated. With a heavy groan, she slumps down next to Barty, dropping her bag at her feet and rubbing her aching shoulder.
Barty immediately notices her discomfort and furrows his brows. "Oi, you alright?" he asks, pushing a plate of roasted chicken toward her.
Nadine grabs a piece, sighing. "Barely. Potter was brutal today. I swear, it felt like a death march. My back's killing me, my shoulder's throbbing... I think I'm going to be one big bruise by tomorrow."
Pandora glances at her with wide eyes. "That bad? You look exhausted."
"Exhausted doesn't even cover it." Nadine mutters, taking a sip of pumpkin juice.
Barty shakes his head, concern evident in his gaze. "You know, you should've stretched properly before practice. It helps. After the last match, I couldn't feel my arms for days. Try this—after you shower, use a heating charm on your back. Works wonders."
Nadine pauses, looking at him with mild surprise. "Seriously? Just... heat it up?"
He nods. "Yeah, just don't overdo it. And if it's really bad, there's this salve in the hospital wing for muscle aches. I used it before. It stinks, but it works."
She huffs out a laugh. "Why didn't you tell me this earlier, Tem? I thought I was going to drop dead out there."
Barty smirks. "You're too stubborn to ask for help. Always acting like you're invincible."
Pandora giggles. "She does have that Gryffindor spirit."
Nadine glares half-heartedly at them both. "Maybe I wouldn't feel like this if Potter didn't have us flying like lunatics. I mean, I get that we have a match coming up, but it's not life or death. Plus, it's in November, for Merlin's sake."
Pandora hums thoughtfully, twirling her hair around her finger. "Maybe you should tell him to tone it down?"
Nadine snorts. "Yeah, like he'd listen. He'd probably just tell me to work harder."
"Then just do the heating charm." Barty says, giving her a pointed look. "And drink plenty of water. You'll feel worse tomorrow if you don't."
She rolls her eyes but nods. "Fine, nurse Temy. I'll take your advice."
"Good. I don't want you passing out mid-match." he mutters, though his tone is teasing.
Nadine smirks, but then her expression turns more serious. "Actually, speaking of suffering, can you help me with Potions after dinner? Just an hour or two. Maybe three. I'm really struggling."
Barty raises an eyebrow. "You? Struggling with Potions? Since when?"
"Well, er—" she looks at her plate, remembering what happened. "I've got a lot of studying and homework to do, and you know it's not on my best side. If I mess up, Slughorn will probably just write me off. I need good grades."
He sighs, pretending to consider it. "Well, since you're already falling apart physically, I guess I can't let you fail academically too. One hour."
"Two." Nadine counters immediately.
He shakes his head, trying to hide a smirk. "You're impossible."
"Come on, it'll be fun. Cass will probably be practicing too." Nadine gives him a sly look. "You wouldn't want to miss a chance to impress her, would you?"
Barty's ears turn slightly pink, and he scoffs, trying to sound indifferent. "I'm not trying to impress anyone."
Pandora giggles behind her hand. "Right, of course not."
Nadine grins wickedly. "Sure, because it's not like you always stand a bit taller or suddenly become twice as clever when she's around."
Barty glares at her, though there is no real malice in it. "You're seeing things, Nadine."
She raises her hands in mock surrender. "Alright, alright. Just saying, if you want some quality time, Potions is the way to go."
He grumbles under his breath, but finally relents. "Fine. Two hours. But if you start meddling, I'm out."
Nadine just laughs, then turns to Pandora. "You in? We could make it a study session."
Pandora shakes her head with a dreamy smile. "I'd love to, but Xenophilius and I are stargazing tonight. There's a rare constellation that's supposed to be visible."
Nadine raises a brow, an amused glint in her eyes. "Oh? Stargazing, huh? Sounds awfully romantic."
Pandora blushes instantly. "It's just for research!"
Barty snorts. "Right. Research."
Pandora giggles, nudging Barty with her elbow as he shakes his head. "You two are terrible." she murmurs, but there is a happy glow in her expression.
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Nadine enters the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom, keeping her gaze straight ahead and avoiding the group of Slytherins lingering by the door—especially the Carrows. Her jaw tightens as she passes them, but she relaxes when she spots Seraphina and Cassiopeia at one of the tables. She quickly makes her way over and sits down next to them, offering a quick smile.
As Professor Everard gives instructions for the day's practical lesson, Nadine pairs up with Seraphina, grateful for a familiar and trustworthy presence. They move to an open space, wands in hand, as the professor outlines a few new defensive spells to practice.
Seraphina leans closer, her voice low but confident. "I've been reading up on some spells that could come in handy."
Nadine nods, interest piqued. "Yeah? What did you find?"
Seraphina demonstrates a subtle, almost fluid wand movement. "It's called Protego Horribilis. It's a bit more advanced than a regular Shield Charm, but it works against dark magic specifically. You have to make sure your wand flicks upward at the end. Like this." She demonstrates, a faint shimmering barrier forming briefly.
Nadine watches carefully, mimicking the movement. Her first attempt fizzles out halfway through, but she huffs and tries again, determined. "Like this?"
"Almost." Seraphina says, adjusting Nadine's grip. "You need to focus more on the intention, like you're pushing the magic away from you."
After a few tries, Nadine finally manages to cast a faint but stable version of the charm. She grins, feeling a surge of pride. "Hey! I did it!"
Seraphina chuckles softly. "Good. Now try it when I cast a hex."
They continue practicing, exchanging light spells and counters. Nadine's confidence builds as she repeats the new moves, grateful for Seraphina's guidance. Seraphina's focus doesn't waver, always precise and composed.
As they practice, Nadine notices Regulus glancing over at Seraphina now and then, his expression unreadable. He is practicing with Cassiopeia, but his attention seems divided. Nadine nudges Seraphina playfully. "Looks like you've got someone's attention."
Seraphina glances over briefly, brushing it off with a smirk. "He's just making sure I'm not teaching you anything he doesn't know."
Nadine laughs softly, but they both keep practicing. The atmosphere in the classroom is relatively calm, despite the occasional hex crackling through the air as other pairs practice. Professor Everard walks around, correcting stances and offering advice.
When the practical part winds down, the professor claps her hands to get their attention. "Good work today! For your next lesson, I want a two-foot essay on the various Shield Charms and their applications in dark magic defense. Due by Friday."
Nadine suppresses a groan at the mention of an essay, but she is still riding the small high of successfully learning a new spell. She exchanges a glance with Seraphina, who merely shrugs as if to say, We'll manage.
She walks alongside her best friends, the bustle of students filling the corridors around them. She stretches her arms above her head.
"So," Nadine starts, glancing at Cassiopeia. She lowers her voice, careful to ensure no one around can hear. "You'll be in the Potions classroom after dinner, right? I just need a bit of help with studying... It's definitely not my best subject."
Cassiopeia smirks knowingly, giving Nadine a sideways glance. "Of course. But... why so eager?"
Seraphina raises an eyebrow, catching on immediately. "Yeah, you sure it's the subject that's got you all flustered?"
Nadine rolls her eyes, trying to sound nonchalant. "It's just... practice, that's all. I need to improve before I become a lost cause."
Cassiopeia gives her a light nudge. "Sure, and it wouldn't have anything to do with a certain dark-haired potions prodigy being around?"
Nadine's cheeks turn a light shade of pink, and she huffs. "Okay, first of all, I don't know if Severus will be there. I just thought—" She pauses, glancing around the corridor to make sure no one is eavesdropping. "Do you know if he will be?"
Seraphina smirks. "If he's not at the library, he's in the dungeons."
Cassiopeia grins. "Maybe spill a potion on yourself and need his... expert assistance."
Nadine just shakes her head, trying to suppress a smile. "You two are impossible."
They reach the corridor where they usually part ways, and Seraphina nudges her with a reassuring grin. "You'll be fine."
With a few quick goodbyes, Seraphina and Cassiopeia head off to their next class, and Nadine makes her way to the library.
Once inside, the familiar scent of parchment and aged wood greets her, and the atmosphere is calm compared to the noisy hallways. She finds an empty table tucked away near the window and settles down, Brownie immediately hopping onto her lap and curling up. Nadine absentmindedly strokes the feline's soft fur as she pulls out her notes and begins working on the essay Professor Yaxley assigned earlier.
Her quill moves almost automatically, but exhaustion seeps into her bones, and her hand slows, the words on the parchment starting to blur. She shifts to a more comfortable position, careful not to disturb Brownie's peaceful purring.
Hours slip by as she works, occasionally mumbling under her breath when she can't recall a specific detail. Brownie shifts but remains content, her tail flicking lazily. Eventually, Nadine leans back, rubbing her eyes and letting out a deep sigh.
"I just want to sleep." she mutters, giving Brownie a gentle scratch behind the ears.
The bell rings, and she jolts slightly, realizing how long she has been there. Packing up her books, she tries not to think about how much she still has left to study. At least dinner will be a small break before the potions session later.
Brownie meows softly, as if sensing her weariness, and Nadine can't help but smile. "Yeah, I know, Brownie. I overdo it sometimes. Let's get some food."
With one last glance at the pile of finished essays, Nadine gathers her things and heads toward the Great Hall...
Nadine clenches her hair in frustration, her fingers practically pulling at the strands as she stares at the bubbling potion in front of her. A stubborn drop of sweat trickles down her forehead, and she grits her teeth, desperately trying to remember the exact order of ingredients Cassiopeia just explained.
Cassiopeia stands by her side, her tone soft and encouraging. "You're almost there, Nadine. Just add a pinch of powdered asphodel next, and then stir counterclockwise."
Barty, on the other hand, crosses his arms, eyebrows furrowing. "Not too much, though, or you'll thicken the whole thing."
Nadine lets out a groan, practically crashing down onto her stool. "Merlin, this is impossible! Why does it have to be so damn complicated?"
Barty huffs, rolling his eyes but still keeping an eye on the cauldron. "It's not complicated, you're just not concentrating. You're mixing up the steps because you keep overthinking it."
Cassiopeia pats Nadine's shoulder gently. "Don't worry, everyone struggles with this one. It's just about finding the right balance between ingredients. Take a deep breath."
Nadine inhales sharply, trying to calm her racing thoughts, but her hands are still shaking slightly. "Balance... right. Sure. Just like balancing on a broom after being tackled by a Bludger. Easy."
Barty raises an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. "You're being dramatic."
"I am not!" Nadine snaps, her voice louder than intended. A few other students studying at the opposite end of the classroom glance over curiously. Nadine shoots them a quick glare, muttering under her breath. "Sorry... just—argh."
Cassiopeia gives Barty a warning look before leaning closer to Nadine. "You're just tired. Maybe we should take a short break, clear your head a bit?"
"No! If I take a break, I'll forget everything you just said." Nadine replies stubbornly, gripping her quill as if it is a lifeline. "Let's just... try again. I'll write down the order this time so I don't mess it up."
She pulls her notebook closer and scribbles down Cassiopeia's instructions, her handwriting barely legible. Barty sits across from her, his expression softening slightly as he watches her struggle.
"Just focus on one step at a time." he says, slightly less strict now. "You're overloading yourself with too much information at once. Start with the asphodel, then we'll go from there."
Nadine sighs, pressing her hands to her face for a moment before looking at the cauldron again. "I just don't want to mess it up. I'm barely keeping up as it is. I don't want to be this incapable."
Cassiopeia offers a kind smile. "You're not incapable. You're just... not perfect at potions yet. But that's why we're here to help."
Nadine mumbles something under her breath but obediently starts preparing the asphodel. "Fine, fine... Merlin, have mercy."
A few minutes pass, and Nadine's hands are still slightly clumsy as she measures the ingredient, almost tipping the container before Cassiopeia steadies her hand. Nadine mutters a sheepish "thanks" and tries again, this time managing to add the asphodel correctly.
She sits back down, writing more notes as Cassiopeia and Barty continue to walk her through the next steps. Though her frustration still simmers beneath the surface, their guidance and presence keep her from completely crashing out.
"This is going to be a long night." she mutters, scribbling down more notes as the potion bubbles softly, seemingly mocking her efforts.
Nadine glances at the clock on the classroom wall, her eyes widening when she notices the time. "It's past eight already." she mutters, rubbing her temples. She turns to Cassiopeia and Barty, offering them a tired but grateful smile. "You two should go and get some rest. Seriously, thank you... it means a lot."
Cassiopeia hesitates, her eyebrows knitting together with concern. "Are you sure? We can stay a bit longer if you need help finishing up."
Nadine shakes her head, giving a small, reassuring smile. "No, really. You've already done so much. I can handle the rest on my own."
Cassiopeia nods slowly, still looking a bit unsure. Nadine turns to Barty, catching his eye and giving him a subtle look, as if saying, Go. Be alone with her. Barty seems to catch on, raising an eyebrow briefly before giving a small nod.
"Alright." he says, his tone reluctant but understanding. "If you're sure... Don't overdo it, okay? And get proper rest."
"I won't." Nadine replies, waving them off. "Promise."
Cassiopeia gives her a soft smile before gathering her things. "Take care, okay? We'll see you tomorrow."
Nadine watches them leave, Barty lingering just a moment longer before finally following Cassiopeia out the door. She can't help but smirk a little, hoping Barty takes the chance to actually talk to her more.
Once they are gone, Nadine lets out a long, weary sigh, looking around the empty classroom. Only one dim light remains above her papers and cauldron, casting long shadows across the stone walls. Brownie, curled up on a nearby stool, lifts her head and gives a soft, comforting purr.
"Just you and me now, huh?" Nadine mutters, reaching over to scratch behind Brownie's ears. The cat nudges her hand, as if sensing her exhaustion.
She carefully finishes the potion, moving slowly to ensure she doesn't spill anything. The liquid finally settles into the correct color, and Nadine allows herself a small, triumphant smile before cleaning up the cauldron with deliberate, gentle movements. Once everything is tidied up and put back in place, she sits down again, stretching her aching back before pulling her parchment closer.
Taking a deep breath, she picks up her quill, determined to make sense of her messy notes. The quiet of the room is comforting, and Brownie's purring helps soothe her nerves. Nadine rubs at her tired eyes, then leans over the desk, her quill scratching softly against the parchment.
A loud thud on the table startles Nadine, causing her to jerk upright with a wince, clutching her back in discomfort. The sharp pain lances through her muscles, making her grit her teeth as she glances up. Severus is standing before her, his eyes narrowed and full of annoyance.
Her eyes widen as she realizes that she had fallen asleep. Her head aches, her body is stiff, and her brain feels like it is moving through molasses. How long was I out? Nadine thinks, heart pounding in her chest.
"Do you know what time is it, Crouch?" he asks.
"No..." she mutters under her breath, but the words die in her throat. He is still glaring at her, unimpressed. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to fall asleep—just... a lot to do and I didn't notice how late it got, I swear, I was—"
Severus interrupts her, his voice sharp and cold, a scornful edge laced with frustration. "How do you expect to keep up in class if you can't even manage to stay awake while working?"
Nadine's throat tightens, and a lump forms in her chest. His words hit hard, not just because of the sting, but because she deserved them. Tears well up in her eyes, but she tries to blink them away.
"I—I know, I'm sorry, I've just... been so overwhelmed with everything." Nadine stammers, her voice cracking slightly despite her best efforts to stay composed. "The potion, the essays, Quidditch... it's all too much, and I don't... I don't know how to balance it all, Severus. I wanted to do well, really. I just... didn't think I'd fall asleep like that."
Her voice shakes, but she can't stop herself now. She is pouring out everything that has been bottled up inside her. "I'm trying, I swear. I'm just... so tired... and I don't know what to do anymore." She bites her lip, cutting herself off before she can say too much.
Severus watches her for a moment, his expression unreadable. Then, with a sharp, dismissive gesture, he shakes his head slightly. "Perhaps you should consider leaving."
Nadine stands shakily, her legs feeling like they are made of jelly, the numbness from sitting too long causing her balance to falter. She stumbles, her body going limp, and she almost falls to the floor when, just in time, Severus's hand grips her arm, steadying her with surprising gentleness.
Nadine's heart skips a beat, her breath catching in her throat. Embarrassment floods her, but there is also something comforting about his touch, as if it anchors her, and she feels like melting under the warmth. His sharp frown deepens as he eyes her.
"What's the matter with you?" His voice is low, but there is a slight edge of confusion beneath the frustration.
Nadine mumbles, wincing as she clutches her shoulder. "Potter..." she mutters, the annoyance in her voice unmistakable. "Had practice this morning... I'll go to Madam Pomfrey. It's fine."
For a brief moment, Severus's jaw tightens, the muscle twitching. He says nothing, but his eyes flash—and it vanishes just as quickly as it came. His grip on her arm loosens, and he turns toward the potions shelf, moving with that same cool, deliberate stride.
Without a word, he pulls a vial off one of the shelves and hands it to her.
"What is it?" Nadine asks, her voice soft and curious, though she is already guessing it might be something to help with her pain.
Severus doesn't answer, his face still a mask of indifference as he turns to his table, and begins to prepare something.
Nadine takes the vial in her hands, gazing at it for a second. Her heart feels like it is about to break open under the weight of all the unsaid things between them. She smiles faintly, a tear slipping down her cheek as she wipes it away quickly.
"Thank you." she says quietly, her voice laced with a sincere affection that she is not even aware she is showing. "Good night."
Severus doesn't look up, still focused on his work, as she slings her bag over her shoulder. Nadine hesitates for a moment, but then she turns, making her way toward the door. Brownie trots to Severus's ankles, meowing loudly and rubbing against them, purring like mad.
Severus doesn't flinch or acknowledge the cat, though his gaze flickers toward it for a brief second before he turns his attention back to his work, dismissing them both without a word. But the moment Brownie runs off to follow Nadine, he watches her exit with a slight narrowing of his eyes.
He takes a breath and stands still for a moment, waiting for the door to close. He then walks over to the table, his movements stiff, and pulls the curtains shut around the desk. With a silent sigh, he begins cleaning up.
Nadine isn't alone as she walks through the halls. Bill has quietly stepped out from a nearby corridor, joining her on the way to Gryffindor Tower. He makes her laugh despite herself, and it feels good to have someone around who isn't expecting anything from her, who just... understands. Her thumb brushes over the glass in her hands, and she smiles softly, thinking of Prince.
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Nadine sent a letter to Mother, carefully choosing her words to sound positive and collected. She wrote about being invited to the Slug Club dinner tonight, mentioning how honored she feels and how much she is looking forward to it. At the end, she adds a soft inquiry about Winky, Hades and Ares. She knows Father will read the letter too, so she makes sure to include that she is studying diligently and practicing Quidditch regularly, reassuring him that everything is going well.
After lunch, Nadine finds herself with a bit of free time. Cassiopeia and Seraphina are with her, and they decide to take a trip to Hogsmeade. The autumn chill nips at their cheeks as they walk down the cobblestone streets, the sky painted in muted shades of grey and soft sunlight peeking through scattered clouds. Shops line the road, their windows displaying everything from colorful sweets at Honeydukes to shimmering potion ingredients at the Apothecary. The air smells faintly of butterbeer and wood smoke, and students mill around, chatting and laughing.
As they pass the Three Broomsticks, Nadine finally decides to tell them what has been eating at her. "...and then Severus came, so I just stormed inside." she finishes, her voice low and tense, recounting the incident.
There is a tense silence before Cassiopeia stops abruptly, her grey eyes narrowing. "Those nasty little rats." she hisses, her hand twitching as if she would like to hex someone right now.
Seraphina's reaction is colder but no less furious. "They crossed a line." she mutters, voice sharp like a blade. "If they think they can just attack you and get away with it, they're gravely mistaken. I'll—"
"No." Nadine interrupts firmly, giving them both a serious look. "Don't even think about it. I don't want this spreading around or escalating. Tem doesn't know, and it's better that way. You know he'll lose it, and I don't want him getting into trouble because of me."
Cassiopeia scoffs. "We will all start a riot over this. Unbelievable."
Seraphina crosses her arms, visibly displeased. "Nadine, they attacked you. That's not something to just brush off."
Nadine takes a breath, rolling her shoulders as if to shake off the tension. "I know, but I'm not scared of them. I can handle myself. The last thing I want is for them to think I'm some helpless princess who needs protection. Besides, if Tem finds out, it'll just make the Slytherins mock me more. 'Can't fight her own battles, has to have her twin do it.'" she mimics in a bitter tone.
Cassiopeia's expression softens, though anger still lingers in her eyes. "You're not helpless, but you shouldn't have to handle everything alone."
Seraphina nods in agreement, her eyes still flickering with a dangerous glint. "I'll teach you a few spells, just in case. Something to give them a surprise if they try anything else."
Nadine smiles, grateful for their support despite her stubborn insistence on independence. "Thanks. I'd really appreciate that."
Cassiopeia gives Nadine a curious look. "Is that why you've been so stressed on Wednesday?"
Nadine sighs, running a hand through her hair. "Not completely... but it definitely added to the pain and the workload. Quidditch, classes, studying, and then dealing with them... It just piled up."
Seraphina's sharp gaze softens a bit. "You could've told us sooner."
"I know, but I really didn't want to make it a big deal." Nadine replies. "Besides, something good did come out of it." She pauses, her cheeks warming slightly. "After practice, I stayed late to study, but I ended up falling asleep. When I woke up, he was there. Severus, I mean. He was angry, obviously, but when I almost fell over, he caught me. When I told him about Quidditch, he went and got me a painkiller potion. It helped perfectly."
Cassiopeia raises an eyebrow, a knowing smirk appearing on her face. "So, he just... helped you out like that?"
Nadine nods, a small smile creeping onto her lips. "Yeah. It was unexpected, but... it was kind of nice. I think I want to give him a small gift as a thank you. Nothing too obvious, just something thoughtful. I was thinking maybe something related to Potions. But I need your help finding the right thing."
Seraphina considers this, her eyes thoughtful. "That's not a bad idea. If it's something useful, he won't be suspicious. I can help you pick something out, maybe a new set of stirring rods or a rare ingredient. I'll make sure it's something he'll actually appreciate."
Cassiopeia grins. "And I'll help you look around Hogsmeade. There's a shop near the apothecary that has interesting potion tools. I bet we'll find something there."
Nadine feels a wave of gratitude for her friends, relieved that they understand without teasing too much. "Thanks. I just... want to show him that I appreciate what he did. I didn't expect him to help me at all."
Seraphina smirks faintly. "He's not as heartless as he wants everyone to think."
Cassiopeia nudges Nadine with a wink. "Or maybe he's just a bit softer when it comes to you."
Nadine rolls her eyes but can't help the blush creeping onto her cheeks. They keep walking, the lively chatter of students around them making the atmosphere feel lighter. As they pass by a small bookshop, Seraphina points out a display of alchemical texts, and they stop to take a look, ideas forming between them as they discuss the perfect gift.
Cassiopeia points out a group of Hufflepuffs excitedly entering Scrivenshaft's, while Seraphina glances at a display of dragonhide gloves in Gladrags, remarking how they would be useful for her studies.
They eventually reach the center of the village, where a few students are gathered around a small stall selling roasted chestnuts. The warmth from the vendor's brazier drifts toward them, and Nadine can't help but smile, the comforting scent making her forget the earlier tension.
Cassiopeia nudges her lightly. "You know we've got your back, right? Even if we don't go starting fights, we're here."
Nadine nods, her heart a bit lighter. "Yeah, I know. And... I really appreciate it."
Nadine carefully selects a few high-quality potion bottles with elegant, dark glass and sturdy corks, along with a small vial of a rare ingredient: moonstone dust, known for its use in calming draughts and sleeping potions. She wraps the items in parchment to protect them and pays the shopkeeper, feeling a sense of accomplishment.
"Alright." she says with a satisfied grin, turning to her friends. "Let's get something to eat."
They head to a cozy little shop near the end of the street, where the aroma of freshly baked pies and warm, spiced pastries fills the air. Nadine insists on buying each of them a treat—pumpkin pasties for Seraphina, chocolate éclairs for Cassiopeia, and a steaming mug of hot cocoa for herself.
As they walk back toward the castle, chatting and nibbling on their snacks, Nadine suddenly stops dead in her tracks, causing Seraphina to nearly bump into her.
"What is it?" Cassiopeia asks, concerned.
Nadine's eyes widen as a realization hits her, and she groans, running a hand through her hair. "He's going to think it's a prank." she blurts out.
Cassiopeia raises an eyebrow. "Who? Severus?"
"Yes!" Nadine exclaims, looking genuinely distressed. "If I just hand it to him, he's going to think I'm up to something or trying to make fun of him. He probably won't even take it. I mean, it's me, why would he?"
Seraphina tilts her head thoughtfully. "You do have a point... He's not exactly trusting, especially when it comes to gifts."
Nadine bites her lip, the idea of Severus rejecting the present making her stomach twist uncomfortably. "I don't know how to make him see it's genuine." she admits, glancing at Seraphina. "Maybe... maybe you could give it to him? You know, just say it's from me. You're his sister. He trusts you."
Seraphina hesitates for a moment but then nods. "Alright. I can give it to him. He'll be less suspicious if it comes from me."
Relief floods Nadine's features. "Thank you. I just... I don't want him to think I'm making fun of him or something."
Seraphina rolls her eyes lightly. "You're overthinking it, but fine. I'll handle it."
Nadine pulls a small piece of parchment from her bag, along with a quill, and quickly writes a simple, neat note:
Thank you for your help the other night. I really appreciate it.
N.C.
She folds the note carefully, slipping it into the small bag. Taking a deep breath, she hands the bag to Seraphina, who tucks it safely into her own satchel.
"Thanks." Nadine mumbles, her cheeks slightly pink. "I owe you one."
Cassiopeia gives her a teasing nudge. "You owe both of us at this point."
They continue walking, the castle looming closer as the sky begins to darken. The chill in the air feels sharper, and the lights from Hogwarts' windows glow warmly against the dusk.
As they approach the entrance, Nadine pulls her cloak tighter, giving her friends grateful smiles. "I'll head to the Tower. You two going to the dungeons?"
Seraphina nods. "Yeah, I'll take care of it. You go rest, alright?"
Nadine nods, feeling more at ease now that the plan is set. As they part ways, she can't help but feel a flutter of nerves, wondering how he will react.
"What do you think?" she asks, showing Brownie the outfits laid out on her bed. Brownie meows lazily, sprawled on the soft covers, clearly uninterested in her fashion dilemma. Nadine groans, rolling her eyes.
"It's just dinner." she mutters, glancing at herself in the mirror. "I'll go with this."
She pulls on a soft, deep red sweater, the fabric cozy yet stylish, paired with a black pleated skirt that sways gently around her thighs. She slips into sheer black tights and finishes the look with classic black leather shoes similar to the Clarks style, with a thick short heel and a strap across the top.
Turning back to the mirror, Nadine takes two small sections of her hair from the front and twists them into neat, small buns on either side of her head, leaving the rest of her long, wavy hair cascading down to her waist. A touch of mascara, a bit of blush, and a light, shimmering lip gloss complete her look.
She grabs her small black bag, adjusting the strap over her shoulder, and gives herself one last glance. Brownie stretches, seemingly approving with a flick of her tail.
"Okay." Nadine says with a determined breath. "Let's do this."
She rushes downstairs, her footsteps light and quick as excitement and a hint of nerves bubble in her chest.
Remus waits near the entrance to the common room, leaning casually against the wall, his hands in the pockets of his trousers. He has chosen a simple yet put-together outfit—a soft gray, cable-knit sweater that fits snugly over his lean frame, paired with dark brown trousers and polished oxford shoes. His hair is slightly tousled, giving him a boyish charm, and his cheeks are a bit flushed, whether from the brisk walk or nerves, it is hard to tell. When Nadine approaches, his hazel eyes widen slightly, a small smile appearing on his lips.
"You look nice." he says softly, giving her an approving nod.
Nadine grins. "Thanks, you too, Remus."
Together, they walk through the halls, the soft glow of lanterns lighting their way. The castle feels quieter than usual, most students either in their common rooms or at dinner. As they approach the Slughorn's office, muffled chatter and laughter can be heard from within.
Entering the room, they find it transformed into a cozy, elegant space. The long dining table is covered with a deep emerald-green tablecloth, lined with candelabras whose flames dance warmly. Plates with golden trim sit at each setting, accompanied by polished silverware. The air is filled with the mouthwatering aroma of roasted meats, seasoned vegetables, and freshly baked bread.
Around the table, students are already seated, chatting animatedly. Seraphina sits next to Evan, her expression cool and composed, while Cassiopeia and Barty are engaged in what looks like a slightly heated but playful debate. Pandora sits next to Evan, Lily is talking animatedly to James, both of them looking rather cozy. Regulus is there too, seated between Cassiopeia and Avery, his gaze flickering across the room with mild disinterest. A few more familiar faces from different Houses complete the group.
Slughorn, dressed in an embroidered velvet waistcoat, beams as Nadine and Remus walk in. "Ah! Miss Crouch and Mr. Lupin! So glad you could join us. Take a seat, take a seat!"
They find two open spots across from Barty and Cassiopeia. As they sit down, Slughorn leans closer with an exaggerated curiosity. "You two make quite the charming pair. Are you—" he gestures vaguely, "—an item, perhaps?"
Nadine and Remus exchange a look, both slightly startled.
"Oh—no." Nadine answers quickly, a bit flustered. "We're just friends."
Remus nods in agreement, his expression calm but his cheeks a touch pink. "Yeah, just friends."
Slughorn chuckles heartily, his belly shaking. "Ah, well! Sometimes the best relationships start that way, you know. Just friends!" He winks, clearly not convinced.
As the food starts to be served, Slughorn begins his usual rounds of conversation, his booming voice drawing attention. "Miss Black!" he calls out, focusing on Cassiopeia. "Any new developments on your research? I hear you've taken quite an interest in experimental potion theory. Fascinating, truly."
Cassiopeia nods politely, her posture poised. "Yes, Professor. I'm currently examining the stability of multi-phase elixirs, particularly those that involve transformation properties. It's still in the early stages, but I'm hopeful."
Slughorn claps his hands in delight. "Brilliant, brilliant! I'm sure innovation runs in your veins."
He turns his attention to Nadine. "And what about you, Miss Crouch? Quidditch going well, I presume? Your father must be proud."
Nadine shifts slightly, managing a polite smile. "Yes, Professor. Practices have been intense, but we're doing well. I'm trying to balance it with my studies."
"Ah, balance, balance!" Slughorn muses. "And with friends like Mr. Lupin here, I'm sure you're in good hands."
Remus gives a polite smile, clearly a bit overwhelmed by the attention.
Slughorn's eyes twinkle as he looks between them again. "You Gryffindors and your spirit! Always a delight."
Nadine glances around the room, noticing the empty chair next to Slughorn. Her heart sinks a little—she was almost certain it was reserved for him. Relief and disappointment swirl in her chest, and she can't help but think that at least he isn't attending with someone else. Still, she can't help but feel a little disheartened not seeing him here.
As the conversation flows around them, Nadine tries to focus, but her mind wanders to the one person missing from the gathering. Slughorn continues to go around the table, asking students about their accomplishments and plans, his hearty laughter and occasional dramatic sighs filling the room. Nadine steals a glance at the empty chair once more, biting her lip thoughtfully.
Slughorn, still beaming, turns his full attention to Seraphina, his eyes twinkling with curiosity.
"Now, Miss Snape," he starts, folding his hands over his stomach, "you and your brother, both exceptionally talented. Does he share his experiments with you? I imagine the two of you working together would be quite the formidable pair."
Seraphina gives a polite smile. "Severus works alone most of the time. He prefers it that way. But occasionally, he shares his ideas when he's particularly stuck or wants a second opinion."
Slughorn nods appreciatively. "Ah, yes, that sounds like him. Brilliant mind, brilliant mind. You must be quite proud of him. And you yourself, Miss Snape, do you find yourself drawn to potion-making in the same way?"
Seraphina shrugs lightly. "I enjoy potions, Professor, but I don't have the same passion for it as Severus. I prefer magical creatures and dark arts."
"Ah, yes! Of course! I suppose you inherited talent from both sides of the family, hmm?" Slughorn chuckles warmly.
Barty, who had been quietly observing, shifts his gaze to Cassiopeia. His eyes soften as he watches her, a small smirk appearing on his lips when she talks with Seraphina.
Across the table, Regulus is chatting quietly with Evan and Pandora. Pandora is describing a magical creature she read about—a Mooncalf that supposedly glows pink during the full moon.
Regulus raises an eyebrow. "I'm fairly certain they're just pale blue, Pandora."
Pandora shakes her head dreamily. "No, no, it's a rare mutation! I read it in 'Magizoological Wonders.' They're supposed to bring good luck if you spot one."
Evan smirks. "Or just blind you in the dark."
Remus, intrigued, leans in slightly. "I read something similar, actually. It's debated among magizoologists whether the pink hue is a result of a dietary anomaly or a rare genetic trait. Either way, it's fascinating."
Pandora's eyes light up. "Exactly! Most people think it's just a myth."
Regulus looks skeptical but doesn't interject, while Evan just rolls his eyes. "It sounds like nonsense."
Pandora shrugs, unbothered. "Magic's full of wonders, even if not everyone believes in them."
Nadine glances around. It is nice to see everyone enjoying themselves, and for a moment, she lets herself relax. But she can't help but imagine him sitting there. Maybe they wouldn't talk much, maybe he would barely acknowledge her, but even a few exchanged words would be enough. She wonders if she could have managed to make him smile, or at least ask him how his day was. Just the thought of it brings a soft, wistful smile to her face.
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Her thoughts are abruptly interrupted when James leans closer, his voice cutting through the hum of conversation. "Hey, practice tomorrow at eight." he announces casually, his tone leaving no room for negotiation.
Nadine blinks, eyebrows knitting in confusion. "Tomorrow? But it's the weekend. We've practiced enough this week. We're all exhausted."
James scoffs, brushing off her complaint. "Yeah, well, we have a lot of things to fix. Our coordination's off, and we need to tighten our formation. We have to use all our free time if we want to stand a chance."
Her shoulders stiffen, irritation bubbling up. "Potter, people are tired. We need a break before we burn out completely. We have more than a month."
He raises an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. "Oh, come on. Don't be dramatic. Everyone already agreed to it. You're the only one with a problem."
Nadine's eyes narrow, heat rising in her chest. "Maybe they agreed because you pressured them into it! You act like we're professionals training for the World Cup. It's just a school match, and we're students, we have other things to do too! You can practice by yourself."
James huffs, his jaw tightening. "It's not just a school match, Crouch. It's Gryffindor's pride on the line. You know how important this is. If you can't keep up, maybe you should rethink your priorities."
Her eyes flash with frustration, voice rising slightly. "Keep up? Unlike you, I actually care about the team's well-being! We've been up at the crack of dawn, running drills until we can barely move. If I didn't get that painkiller from—" She stops herself, realizing she nearly mentioned Severus, and quickly diverts. "If I hadn't managed to deal with the pain, I'd still be barely able to move today. You're not considering the toll it's taking on everyone."
James crosses his arms, glaring. "Maybe you're just not tough enough for it. Everyone else seems to be handling it fine. It's always been like this. I'm not about to lose just because some people are too soft."
Her hands curl into fists, trying to keep her voice steady and low. "I'm not soft, Potter. I just know that pushing people past their limits doesn't make them better players, it just makes them injured or too tired to think straight. You're going to end up with half the team too worn out to even stay on their brooms!"
James's face hardens, eyes flashing with stubborn pride. "I'm the Captain, and it's my call. If you don't like it, maybe you should sit out. We'll see how well Gryffindor does without one of its Chasers. I can replace you."
Nadine grits her teeth, biting back a retort. Instead, she takes a breath, trying to stay calm. "I'm not saying don't practice. I'm saying we should be smarter about it. Two days a week instead of every bloody day. Give people time to recover."
James's glare sharpens, and Nadine doesn't back down, meeting his stubbornness with her own. The tension between them thickens, and neither seems willing to concede.
"You just don't get it, do you?" James scoffs, crossing his arms. "Maybe you're just not as dedicated as you think."
Nadine's jaw clenches, anger flaring in her chest. "Really? You're not used to anyone challenging you, are you? You're so used to people just doing whatever you say because you've always gotten away with it. No one's ever bothered to tell you when you're being pushy and arrogant."
James's eyes widen in disbelief, as if no one has ever dared to speak to him that way. The room falls silent, attention turning to them now as the tension rises. Lily furrows her brows and reaches out to touch James's arm. "James, calm down. You're overreacting."
He shakes her off, his gaze still fixed on Nadine. "No, Lily, I'm not overreacting. I'm just trying to get through to her that Quidditch takes commitment. She's acting like a brat because she doesn't want to put in the work."
Nadine's temper flares even hotter. "A brat? Why you—" Her fingers tighten painfully around her fork. She leans back, tilting her chin up. "Fine. As you wish, Captain."
The room is now fully focused on them, the previous lighthearted conversations forgotten. Remus shifts in his seat, his voice calm but firm. "Nadine, just... take a breath, alright? Let's not make a scene."
But Nadine has had enough. Her cheeks are flushed, and her hands are shaking with frustration. She abruptly stands, the chair scraping the floor loudly, and looks around at the startled faces. "Excuse me." she says, voice tight and controlled. "I need to use the lavatory."
Without waiting for a response, she turns on her heel and walks out, head held high, even though her heart pounds in her chest. As she leaves the room, she can feel every eye on her, the weight of the tension pressing down on her shoulders. The hallway outside feels quieter, calmer, but her mind still races, anger and hurt twisting together in her chest.
Nadine splashes cool water on her face, letting it drip down her cheeks as she leans on the sink, gripping the edges tightly. She stares at her reflection, trying to steady her breathing. She doesn't want to cause a scene or make anyone think she is giving up on Quidditch. It is one of the few things that makes her feel alive and free, but James is pushing too hard. They have already practiced enough for the week, and forcing more when the team is exhausted will only make things worse. Why can't he see that? Why is he always so damn stubborn, like he knows best and no one else's opinion matters?
After a few moments, she finally feels her heartbeat slow. Nadine straightens, fixes her hair and make-up, and takes a deep breath.
At first, she walks toward Slughorn's office, considering returning, but her feet hesitate. Instead, her legs seem to pull her in a different direction, down the familiar path to the classroom. Nadine's heart picks up as she wonders if he is there. She reaches the door, hesitating before pushing it open just a crack.
The room is dimly lit, and she spots him instantly—sitting at his desk, hunched over some parchment, his quill scratching furiously against the paper. A small smile pulls at her lips as she slips inside quietly, careful not to make too much noise. She approaches slowly, not wanting to startle him, and takes a seat at one of the desks near his, folding her hands on the wooden surface.
He doesn't look up immediately, but his posture stiffens, sensing her presence. Finally, he glances up, his eyes narrowing when he sees her. "What do you want?" he mutters, his tone flat and edged with annoyance, before looking back down at his work.
Nadine bites her lip to hide a smile. "I'll leave." she says softly. "I just... needed to come here for a moment."
He doesn't respond, merely scribbling something with more force than necessary, the quill scratching harshly. Nadine watches him, her gaze soft, tracing the familiar lines of his profile. Even irritated, he looks so... calm, in his own way.
"Shouldn't you be at the dinner?" she ventures, hoping to get more than a grunt from him.
He doesn't even glance up. "I have better things to do than waste my time listening to Slughorn's drivel."
Nadine hums in agreement. "Honestly, I wish I didn't go either. It's all just... I don't know. People talking about themselves."
She fidgets with her sleeve, letting the words tumble out without much thought, just needing to speak. "And Potter's being impossible. Like, he doesn't listen to anyone else's opinions. Just because he's the Captain doesn't mean he knows everything. It's exhausting."
Still no response. Nadine sighs, leaning back. "By the way... Are the bottles decent?" She swallows nervously.
He doesn't look at her as he replies bluntly, "I threw them away."
Nadine's eyes widen, her heart seeming to stop for a moment. "What?" she breathes out, disbelief coating her words.
Severus finally puts his quill down, turning to face her fully. His eyes are sharp, almost piercing as they lock onto hers. "I will repeat myself one more time, Crouch." he says, his voice low and firm. "I do not wish nor need anything from you. Your tricks don't work on me, and I would appreciate it if you kept your distance."
Nadine blinks, struggling to process his words, her throat tightening. "But... they weren't tricks. I just wanted to thank you. Phina helped me choose. I didn't mean any harm." she starts, her voice softer than usual, trying to make him understand.
He scoffs, his expression hardening. "You shouldn't involve Seraphina in your schemes. She doesn't need to be dragged into whatever game you're playing."
Nadine's brows knit together, the sadness in her chest shifting to a flicker of frustration. "She's my friend." she states firmly. "She chooses her own friends too. I'm not forcing anyone into anything. I just wanted to thank you because... because your potion helped. A lot. I mean no harm, I swear."
Severus's lips press into a thin line, his jaw tense. "I don't need your money, your gifts, or anything else from you. Nor do I need to owe you anything." he retorts, his tone cold and dismissive.
Nadine shakes her head slowly, trying to keep her voice calm despite the growing ache inside her. "It wasn't about money or owing anything. I just... I owe you. You didn't have to help me, but you did. And I'm sorry if you didn't like the gift."
For a moment, Severus seems caught off guard, his eyes flickering with something unreadable. His fingers flex against the desk, and for a split second, the tension in his shoulders seems to waver. But then he straightens, his expression hardening once more.
"Don't waste your time on pointless sentiments, Crouch." he snaps, but his voice lacks the usual bite. "I have no use for them."
Nadine's shoulders drop slightly, her heart sinking, but she forces a small, sincere smile. "I wasn't trying to trick you or anything. I just wanted to show my gratitude. That's all."
Severus glances away, lips pressed tightly together, as if not trusting himself to respond. Nadine watches him quietly, sadness mingling with something softer—understanding. Despite his harsh words, she knows there is more to him than this cold, guarded front. He is just... not used to being treated with kindness.
Nadine takes a slow breath, noticing the scattered parchment and the cauldron simmering on his desk. She hesitates before speaking again.
"Do you... need help with that? Or with cleaning up?" she offers, her voice gentle and tentative.
Severus's eyes snap back to her, his glare cutting through the air between them. "And allow you to make an even bigger mess? Stay out of my business." he snaps.
Nadine rolls her eyes, unfazed by his hostility, and stands up, stretching her arms above her head. A wince passes over her face as the soreness in her muscles flares up again. "Alright, Prince, I get it. You're the master of organization and efficiency. No one can possibly reach your standards."
"Do not call me that." he says and huffs dismissively, turning his focus back to his notes, but Nadine doesn't leave. Instead, she takes a slow lap around the classroom, rolling her shoulders and trying to shake off the stiffness.
She starts rambling softly, half to herself, half to fill the silence. "Yeah, yeah. You know, I never thought I'd end up in Slughorn's little group. He's got this weird way of bringing people together. I wanted to be a part of it, you know, to show off to my Father and all. And hey, it's not the worst. Remus actually looked like he was enjoying himself. Oh, and Pandora was talking about some creature that, apparently, turns pink and brings luck. I can't decide if that's fascinating or just plain weird."
Severus doesn't respond, but his quill pauses briefly, just the faintest hint that he is listening despite himself. Nadine stretches her arms behind her back, leaning over one of the desks.
"Honestly, I'd rather be here than there. Quidditch practice tomorrow. Again. You'd think we're training for some international tournament. My legs burn when I want to sit down."
She lets out a small laugh, her lips quirking up at the thought, but quickly covers it with a cough.
"I do not care." Severus grumbles.
"Anyway, they were talking about you. Slughorn's interested in Phina's talents, interrogating her about her family and specialization. Cass is focused on some project. She really loves Potioneering. I'm glad she's learning from you."
His quill scratches against the parchment again, faster this time, as if trying to drown out her voice. Nadine doesn't seem to notice, wandering to a shelf and examining a dusty old jar of dried roots. "You're not listening to me at all, are you?"
Severus doesn't bother looking up. "If your intent is to drown me in pointless chatter, you're succeeding." he mutters.
Nadine grins, finally plopping down at a nearby desk, still watching him. "You know, for someone who hates people, you spend a lot of time around them. I guess you're just... drawn to chaos. Must be why you tolerate me being here."
His hand stills, and he gives her a sidelong glare. "I do not tolerate you. You just refuse to leave."
Nadine laughs softly, ignoring the slight sting of his words. "Maybe. Or maybe you just like the company, even if you won't admit it. You don't scare me, Prince. I've seen worse."
Severus shakes his head in irritation. "You're exhausting." he says lowly.
Nadine leans back, stretching her legs out and sighing contentedly. "Good. I'd hate to be boring. I'm quite charming, or so I've been told."
Severus exhales through his nose. "By who? Other delusional Gryffindors?"
Nadine rolls her eyes dramatically, dragging her fingers along the edge of a table. "Actually, a few Slytherins too. But I'll keep their names to myself. Can't have you cursing your own housemates for being fond of me."
He scoffs quietly. Nadine sidles closer, peering over his shoulder. "What's that you're working on? A love letter? Potions masterpiece? A diary?"
Severus tenses, pulling the parchment closer. "None of your concern."
She hums thoughtfully. "So mysterious. You know, Prince, if you're writing a love confession, you could just hand it over."
He shoots her a glare, finally looking up. "Unlike you, I don't waste time on frivolities."
Nadine smirks, leaning a bit closer. "Who says love is frivolous? You just haven't met someone interesting enough to make it worth your time."
He turns back to his work without replying, but Nadine notices his grip on the quill tighten. She leans casually against the desk, glancing at his notes. "You know, you've got really neat handwriting. It suits you. Precise, elegant... intimidating."
Severus glances at her from the corner of his eye, clearly suspicious of her compliment. "Is there a point to your incessant rambling?"
She grins, leaning closer so her shoulder almost brushes his. "Maybe I just like talking to you. You're a good listener, even if you pretend not to be."
He lets out a long, suffering sigh. "You must truly be desperate for attention."
Nadine's response comes quickly, her eyes glinting with playful mischief. "For yours, yes."
Severus freezes for a moment, his hand hovering over the parchment, his eyes narrowing in disbelief. His gaze flickers from the paper to her, as if trying to decipher whether she is joking or if there is some truth behind her words.
"You've got a very strange way of seeking attention." he mutters, his voice low and guarded. His fingers twitch, as though he is willing himself not to react further.
Nadine just smiles, and leans casually on the desk beside him, her voice soft but teasing. "What can I say? You're just... irresistible, Prince."
His jaw clenches as he looks up again, his expression unreadable. "It's Assistant Snape for you. And you'd do well to stop before you make yourself more of a nuisance." His tone is biting, but there is a trace of something else in it—something almost like... amusement?
She tilts her head, studying him with a playful smile that could almost be mistaken for fondness. "Is that a compliment? Because I'm pretty sure you just admitted that I'm irresistible."
Severus scoffs, his gaze turning back to his notes, clearly trying to regain control of the situation. "Hardly."
Nadine giggles, smoothing down her skirt. "You say that now, but I know deep down you appreciate it." She gives him one last lingering look, her smile warm but tinged with mischief.
"Well, I'll leave you to your work, then." she says, her tone suddenly turning sweet but with an underlying sense of finality. "And good night, Prince."
Before he can respond, Nadine spins on her heel and heads for the door, her steps light and carefree as she exits the room. She doesn't bother to meet anyone else as she walks down the hallway, the corners of her lips curving up into a satisfied smile.
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The walls of the dueling practice room hum with residual magic, scarred from years of spellfire, and faint torchlight flickers across polished stone, casting long shadows around the group scattered across the floor. A handful of cushions sit in a pile in the corner, discarded after warmups, and the air is thick with anticipation and the sharp, pleasant scent of magic.
"You sure you don't want me to—" Barty begins from where he leans casually against the wall, arms crossed, his wand lazily twirling between his fingers.
"No." Nadine replies without even turning to look at him, pacing in slow circles.
"Not even a tiny hex?" he pushes, grinning in that way he does when he is already imagining it—something dramatic and mildly illegal.
Nadine spins on her heel, pointing a finger at him. "No, no, and no. It was nothing. Just leave it alone. I don't need a Howler from Father because you decided to go full Crouch-mode, and I especially don't need them messing with you for any reason."
Barty scoffs, standing straighter. "Please. Those clowns wouldn't land a single hit. I could duel him blindfolded. With my left hand."
"With one leg tied behind your back?" Evan asks dryly, perched on a bench, twirling his wand like a knife.
Cassiopeia, lounging elegantly beside him, flips her dark hair off her shoulder and smirks. "He'd still win."
"Well we can land hits." Seraphina cuts in, rising from where she is seated on a bench beside Pandora and Bill. Her green robes shimmer faintly as she stands, wand already in hand. "Frankly, I'd like to turn Potter into a pincushion."
Pandora, her chin resting on her hand, smiles dreamily. "Or a flobberworm. Something squishy and quiet."
Bill snorts. "I vote for a chicken. It's been done, sure, but it never gets old."
Cassiopeia nods with exaggerated elegance. "Seconded. Chicken's classic."
"I said no!" Nadine shouts over them all, raising her hands. "It was just a dramatic argument! A Quidditch disagreement, not a duel to the death. I can handle it. Now can we practice?"
Seraphina raises a brow, but shrugs off her concern with a grin, taking a step toward the dueling ring. "Alright. But I'm starting light." she says, sliding into a practiced stance. "I want to see if you can actually deflect without turning into a pancake."
"Appreciated." Nadine mutters, stepping into place, squaring her shoulders, and giving Barty a pointed glare before lifting her wand.
"I'll rate your form." Evan adds lazily. "Out of ten. If you end up face-first, it's an automatic six."
"That's generous." Cassiopeia murmurs. "I was thinking four."
"Thanks for the support." Nadine deadpans, adjusting her stance. "Let's go, Phina."
Seraphina wastes no time. With a flick of her wrist, a golden bolt of light shoots toward Nadine. She tries to deflect but reacts a split second too late—she ducks instead, the spell sizzling over her head and hitting the stone behind her with a crack.
"Woah!" she yelps, nearly falling to her knees. "Light, huh? That was light?"
"Sweetheart, that was polite." Seraphina replies, already aiming another.
"Protego—!" Nadine starts, but the second bolt clips her shoulder and spins her sideways. She stumbles and ends up crouched like a startled cat, her hair in her face.
"Graceful." Pandora murmurs, sipping from a butterbeer bottle.
"That's a five." Evan calls.
"I'm starting to feel personally attacked." Nadine shouts, shaking her hair out of her face, but she is smiling now.
Seraphina laughs and fires another—but Nadine is ready this time. She blocks it cleanly with a confident swipe of her wand.
"There we go." Bill cheers from the sidelines. "Right in the center."
"She just needed to get mad enough." Cassiopeia observes.
"Oh, don't worry." Nadine mutters, aiming her wand with dramatic flair. "I'm getting there."
The next exchange is chaotic—spells fly back and forth in bursts of color, Nadine leaping and occasionally shrieking with unfiltered panic.
"Seraphina! That was not light!"
"You're crouching again, Nadine." Evan calls out helpfully.
"It's defensive!"
"It's embarrassing!" Cassiopeia counters.
At one point, a spell flies wide and smacks into a cushion pile, setting one aflame. Barty lifts a brow. "Need help now?"
"I SAID NO!"
The duel finally ends with Nadine jumping sideways, squeaking loudly as a blue spark barely misses her ear and sends her toppling into Pandora's lap.
Pandora just pats her head. "You did fine, like a nimble porlock."
"I don't even know what that is."
"They're skittish little creatures. Very elusive."
"Fabulous. That's me now."
Seraphina walks over, offering her a hand. "Alright, Crouchling. Not awful. Let's work on your deflects before we start throwing real spells."
Nadine grabs her hand and hauls herself up, still breathless, cheeks pink, laughing. "Fine. But no more sneak attacks or I will retaliate."
"I'm counting on it." Seraphina says with a wicked grin.
From his spot against the wall, Barty claps slowly. "Bravo. That was entertaining."
Nadine throws a cushion at him. He dodges without moving.
The fire crackles, laughter bubbles around the room, and for a moment, everything feels right again—even if just for now.
They have been practicing for over an hour now, but the atmosphere is far from tense. The floor is a little scorched in spots, a couple stray spark trails still drifting in the air, but everyone is either laughing or catching their breath with flushed cheeks and glowing eyes. The atmosphere is competitive, chaotic, warm—just how Nadine likes it.
She and Barty stand across from each other in one round, wands up. He is cocky as ever, smirking like he is about to destroy her but not truly trying to. She huffs and rolls her eyes. "Go easy."
"No promises, sister."
They duel fast and messy—Nadine's reflexes are sharp, and Barty is impressed when she disarms him once. Evan snorts from the sidelines, then steps in to show her a trickier incantation, one he claims he only teaches people he fancies. She grins.
Later, Seraphina steps forward. "Okay, Nadine. This one's serious." Her tone is playfully dramatic but edged with sincerity. "You only use this if someone's really asking for it. Life-or-death, or if someone hexes your hair off."
Nadine listens carefully, watches her best friend's elegant wand movement, and repeats it with surprising grace. The spell sends a dazzling, twisting burst of light into the far wall. The others whistle. Barty grins with a raised brow. "Didn't know you had that in you."
Nadine mock-curtsies. "You know I'm full of surprises, Tem."
From across the room, Pandora lets out a dreamy sigh and lowers her wand. "I have to go meet Xenophilius." she says gently, brushing ash from her sleeve.
Evan frowns immediately, muttering under his breath to Barty, "Still not sure I trust that freak." Barty smirks, clearly in agreement but too focused on not getting hit by a wayward spell from Nadine to comment.
Pandora glides toward the door, her hand already halfway inside her bag for a scarf. She opens it and pauses with a soft, melodic: "Hello, Reg." Then she vanishes around the corner.
In walk Regulus and Amycus.
It is like the temperature of the room drops three degrees. Amycus's trademark smug smirk spreads instantly as his eyes drag over Nadine's form. She stiffens instinctively. Seraphina shifts beside her, wand still in her palm.
But Amycus doesn't linger. He walks straight to Cassiopeia with a false gallantry in his steps. "Good evening, Cassiopeia. Walk with me?" he says silkily.
Cassiopeia narrows her eyes at him, but nods slowly, as if only to avoid a scene. Barty, meanwhile, looks ready to attack. His jaw is clenched so tightly his molars might crack. His wand hand twitches, but Evan grabs his sleeve tightly and pulls him back just a hair.
"Let's go." Regulus says firmly, eyes moving to the three of them. "Now."
His tone doesn't invite questions. Evan gives Amycus one final glare that could melt bone, then turns, dragging Barty with him. Barty looks over his shoulder as they go, his eyes on Cassiopeia. Pure steel. Disguised emotions.
Regulus pauses just before walking out. His eyes scan the room, cool and unreadable—until they reach Seraphina. His gaze lingers a second too long.
Then he disappears after the others.
"I'll go too. See you, ladies." Bill grabs his jacket and waves before leaving.
Only Nadine and Seraphina remain.
They stare at the door in silence for a few beats, then turn to each other. Seraphina lifts an eyebrow. Nadine gives an exasperated sigh and shrugs.
"Well." Nadine mutters, brushing her hair out of her face. "That escalated."
Seraphina grins, flicks her wand, and lazily levitates a scorched pillow across the room. "Just another normal day with the Slytherin circus."
They burst out laughing.
Nadine throws her bag over her shoulder, eyes still flicking to the door as if she might catch a glimpse of Cassiopeia storming back in. But the hall is quiet. No shouting. No alarms.
She sighs. "I'm worried for Cass."
Seraphina nods as they fall into step, the echo of their boots trailing down the dim hallway. "Me too. But she'll tell us if something's wrong. She always does. You know how she gets when she doesn't."
"That's exactly why I'm worried." Nadine mutters, glancing sideways. "Carrow's a git. I know he can't actually do anything, not with Regulus and Tem breathing down his neck, but still. He always finds some slimy way to make people uncomfortable."
"Yeah. He's a cockroach in human skin."
They share a dry laugh, though it fades quickly. The hallway narrows, walls dripping with condensation, torches flickering low. They reach the split. Nadine slows a little, not quite ready to part ways just yet.
She glances over. "You alright though? You managing everything? Studying, practices... your parents?"
Seraphina hesitates just a beat too long.
Nadine catches it. "Phina?"
Seraphina sighs, her smile faltering as she pulls her robe tighter around her. "It's alright. I mean—it's not good, but it's alright."
Nadine frowns, worried. "Has something else happened?"
They slow their pace, footsteps a bit softer now, as if walking through the weight of the conversation.
Seraphina's voice lowers. "You know the story. She finally left him. I thought it'd feel better when she did. Like we could move on. But it doesn't work like that. What happened—what he did—doesn't just vanish."
Nadine nods, lips pressed tight.
"I can still hear him shouting sometimes." Seraphina continues, eyes ahead but unfocused. "Even here. It's like... the house was sick with it. Mum would cover my ears with her hands and say it was fine, but it wasn't. She had bruises for days, Nadine. Weeks. And now she's alone and... I'm here and I can't do anything."
Nadine reaches out, looping their arms. "You are doing something. You're here. Studying. Training. Building a life without him in it."
Seraphina exhales slowly, like the weight on her chest is too big to carry but lighter when shared.
"I know." she whispers. "I just wish she could do the same. I think... I think she still loves him in some twisted way. Or she's scared to stop."
They walk in silence for a few more steps. Torchlight flickers over the curve of Seraphina's cheek, catching the sheen in her eyes.
"I hate that he made her feel small." Seraphina says suddenly, voice edged now. "She was always so smart, you know? She taught me how to read before I went to school. She used to sing to the radio while she cooked. And then he came home and everything just—shrank."
Nadine squeezes her arm. "She'll grow again. You all will. And he's not here to stop it anymore."
Seraphina nods, and her smile returns, softer now. "You're a good friend, Nadine."
"Don't go getting sappy on me now." Nadine teases with a small smirk. "I still need to kick your arse in the next practice round."
"You wish." Seraphina says, rolling her eyes.
They come to a stop in the middle of the hall, the quiet hum of the castle surrounding them. The dim torchlight flickers around them, casting long shadows against the stone walls as Nadine pauses, her gaze drawn to the floor. Her voice is softer than before, quieter, as she turns to Seraphina.
"Phina, do you think Severus is okay? I mean... with everything that's happened?" Nadine's eyes are filled with a mix of concern and uncertainty, the weight of her question heavy on her tongue.
Seraphina stops too, her footsteps slowing to a halt. She rubs the back of her neck and exhales slowly, considering the question before answering. Her gaze flickers to the stone floor, as though she is weighing whether to say what she knows or hold it back.
"He doesn't talk about it much, you know that. Sev keeps most things to himself." Seraphina starts, her voice almost a whisper as she looks at Nadine. "But from what I've gathered... he doesn't care much about it now. Not about her, not about what happened. He's numb to it, I think."
Nadine listens intently, her heart sinking a little at the thought. Severus is always so hard to read, guarded, careful with what he reveals.
Seraphina's face hardens slightly, her expression darkening. "He says she should've done it sooner. Just... left him earlier. Not dragged all of us through that suffering. And I get it." she says, her eyes meeting Nadine's now, full of understanding, "I mean, he suffered too, right? He suffered more than anyone could ever know. But he's twisted by it. He doesn't feel the way people expect him to feel about it, I guess."
Nadine's brow furrows. She wants to say something, to make it all make sense, but she can't.
"So he thinks she should've just... stopped it all sooner?" Nadine asks, her voice breaking slightly.
"Yes." Seraphina replies, her voice lower now, full of resignation. "He told me once that the only thing she did right was leaving him. And that was a long time coming. Everything else? He doesn't care about that anymore. He's spent too many years in that house, too many years trying to survive it. More than I did. I was home only for summer. Now, he just... doesn't let himself feel the way anyone else thinks he should."
Nadine bites her lip, staring at Seraphina, trying to process what she has just heard. Her heart aches for Severus, in a way that she hadn't quite understood before. He has carried all that pain inside, all that resentment, and for what? To be numb? To feel nothing?
"But how does he really feel? I mean, deep down." Nadine presses, her eyes narrowing slightly, trying to push for more.
Seraphina lets out a long, heavy breath, her expression torn. "I don't think anyone really knows. Severus has built walls so thick around himself that even his closest friends can't figure out what's inside. But I think, deep down... he just wants it to be over. The pain. The anger. He's spent so much of his life trying to prove himself, trying to make up for everything that happened to him, and now that it's all done, he's left with a hollow space where everything used to hurt."
Nadine swallows hard, her chest tightening at the thought. She wants to reach out to him, to break through those walls, but how can she when he won't even let anyone see what is behind them?
"That's awful." Nadine murmurs, her voice thick with empathy. "He doesn't deserve to feel like that. But I get why he would... he's been through so much. You both have."
Seraphina shrugs slightly, her gaze flickering away. "We all have, haven't we? We can't undo the past. We can only try to move on. But Severus? I think he shuts himself off without meaning to. Even from his own thoughts—like he's afraid to see things differently. And as his sister, I remind him. I stand with him. I understand him. Especially when it comes to how he sees Mum."
"But as a woman... as her daughter," she continues, smiling briefly, her voice softer now, edged with something unspoken. "I can't pretend I understand it the same way. I can't imagine how heavy it must have been—how impossible—to live with someone like that."
She doesn't say the name. She never did. Not out of fear, but from a deliberate refusal to dignify it. Tobias is not a father in any meaningful sense of the word.
"Well, he doesn't have to, right? Not if he's not ready." Nadine says softly, stepping closer to Seraphina. She understands very well. "But that doesn't mean I can't help him. We can all help him, in our own way."
Seraphina looks at her, a flicker of something like hope crossing her face, though it is quickly masked by her usual guardedness. "Yeah. I guess you're right."
They stand there for a moment, both lost in their thoughts, before Nadine lets out a sigh. "It's just not fair." she murmurs, almost to herself. "That people get so broken, and it's not their fault. But they still have to deal with it all."
"I know." Seraphina replies softly. "But we don't have to deal with it alone."
Nadine smiles faintly, glancing over at her best friend. "No. We don't."
They share a brief, quiet moment, before Seraphina turns her head toward the end of the hall. "Anyway," she says, shaking her head. "enough of that. We'll figure it out. One day at a time, right?"
"Right." Nadine agrees, offering a genuine smile. "One day at a time."
Chapter Text
Summoned by their Captain, the Slytherin team gathers near the hearth of their common room, the low crackling of fire inviting them in. The timing had been chosen carefully—just late enough that most students have retreated to their dormitories, ensuring minimal interruption.
The Slytherin common room lays deep beneath the Black Lake, cloaked in cool shadows and quiet elegance. Its stone walls are dark and smooth, veined with green and silver, graced with reflections from the lake's watery light through thick, enchanted windows. Lanterns hang low from serpent-shaped sconces, flickering with a soft, warm glow. It is spacious but intimate, with arched ceilings and long, emerald velvet couches arranged around low tables, perfect for private conversations or silent studying.
Bookshelves line the walls in order, holding ancient tomes and worn journals, some locked, some whispering softly when passed. A grand, marble fireplace crackles steadily at the far end of the room, its silver and green flames casting dancing shadows.
"Took you a while. Getting close with the Gryffindors, I see." Avery snarks, leaning back into the couch, one arm crossed while the other idly plays at his lip, eyes flicking between Evan and Seraphina.
"You know—keep your friends close, and your enemies closer... or whatever." Evan replies casually, brushing off the tension with ease. It is the kind of half-answer Avery might tolerate—just enough sarcasm to match the mood.
Seraphina simply sighs, choosing her seat on the opposite side of Regulus, who sits with his back unnaturally straight.
"As I was saying," Regulus begins, voice cool and clipped. "Vanity is absent from this meeting for a reason. She had an accident and will not be participating in training or matches until further notice."
His gaze sweeps the team. Some wear confusion; others annoyance. Evan and Seraphina exchange glances—concerned more for Emma herself than the implications for the team—but they say nothing.
"In her absence, she'll be replaced by Amycus Carrow." Regulus continues, pausing intentionally—waiting for the inevitable protest from the one and only.
"You cannot be serious." Seraphina says sharply, her hands braced against her knees. "That'll be our Chaser? Absolutely not." Her voice is controlled, but the disdain is unmistakable.
"He's..." Evan begins cautiously, choosing his words. "Don't you think he's a bit hard to rely on?"
The team doesn't need reminding of the Carrow twins' volatility—everyone knows their temper is as unstable as their allegiances.
"So he's unpleasant." Avery chimes in, amused. "Doesn't mean he's unreliable."
"It wasn't Regulus's first choice." Lucinda adds gently. "Specializations don't leave much room for most students, and he was present for tryouts. He's... supported the team before." Her tone is diplomatic, carefully neutral—clearly avoiding setting off Seraphina further.
"It's temporary." Regulus adds. "A few weeks. Nothing more. When Vanity returns, he's off."
"A few weeks is unacceptable." Seraphina shoots back. "His temper's unchecked. He picks fights without reason. And as a Prefect, you know—"
"I am aware." Regulus cuts in sharply, meeting her gaze with a cold flicker. He does know. He knows what Carrows did to Crouch. "He also understands Quidditch, and the only reason he wasn't chosen before was because I had someone better and his Ministry internship interfered."
Seraphina stiffens, seething just beneath the surface. "I will not call him a teammate after what he and his deranged sister attempted to do my friend. Don't be ridiculous."
"Ah, conflict of interest!" Avery grins, mockingly triumphant. "Who could've predicted?"
"Avery." Evan snaps, his voice low but firm. "Zip it. Respectfully."
Avery raises his hands in surrender, lips still curled into a smirk. He doesn't have much affection towards the Carrows either, but he is also loyal to Regulus and his decisions.
"No one supports his outburst." Lucinda offers, trying to mediate. "We can't vouch for Alecto. But... our options are limited, and he fits the need—just for now."
"He'll be watched." Evan adds, his hand landing gently on Seraphina's shoulder. His touch is reassuring. "I don't like it either. But if we must..."
"No." Seraphina says, her voice cutting through him. "I'd rather drop dead than play nice with that lunatic. Or we find someone else. That works f—"
But Regulus stands abruptly, and in an unexpected motion, grabs her by the wrist, leading her away into the secluded alcove of the common room's small, stone-walled library.
"Cozy." she mutters, leaning against the wall, arms crossed.
"Enough." he whispers, stepping closer though they are already out of earshot. His voice is low, controlled, but carries more heat than usual. "I don't need this tantrum from you right now. It's not productive. And it won't change my decision."
"Tantrum?" she echoes. "I thought we were allowed to disagree. Or are we not pretending this is a team anymore?"
Regulus's eyes narrow. "Must you always defy me? What for? I'm not interested in your defiance, or your bitterness over something unrelated to Quidditch." His jaw is tense, brows furrowed.
"He's a lunatic, Black. He attacked Nadine. This isn't about Quidditch—it's about loyalty." she hisses. "Carrows are bullies, and you know it."
Regulus exhales sharply, brushing a few curls behind his ear. Seraphina follows the motion, a quiet feeling arising in her chest.
"Avery was right." he says, tiredly. "It's a conflict of interest. If you can't control that, you become the problem."
Seraphina scoffs. "Avery was right? What are you, his lapdog now?"
"Enough." he says, chin lifting just slightly, his gaze bearing down on her.
She exhales. "Is this truly the only option?"
"Yes." he answers after a pause. His voice is softer now, lighter version of the commanding tone. "I don't like it. But he'll be watched. Controlled. We all agreed."
Leaning back against the stone, Seraphina sighs. "If there's even the slightest issue," she says, pinching her fingers together to show the tiniest gap, "I'll curse him into oblivion."
Regulus says nothing. But a faint curve—barely there—touches the corner of his mouth before he wipes it away.
"I won't allow foul behavior on this team—from anyone." he adds quietly. "If that's enough to ease your fury, take it."
They stand in silence for a moment, both stealing glances when the other isn't looking.
"You haven't answered me." he says at last.
"Answered what?"
"What is this need to object to everything I do as Captain?"
Seraphina tilts her head, a slow smile forming as she bites her lower lip. "Maybe it's because you're so sweet and approachable. Not at all ruthless or egotistical."
His eyes narrow, not in anger, it is expected. And yet, he says nothing.
Then, with quiet precision, he leans in just slightly—enough that his voice drops into something lower.
"If I were truly ruthless, Snape," he says, gaze fixed on hers. "you would've been benched for insubordination ten minutes ago."
There is no bite in his voice. Only the blunt edge of honesty—controlled, deliberate.
"But I haven't." he adds after a pause, straightening up again, posture resettling into that ever-familiar, composed stance. "Make of that what you will."
Without another word, he turns back toward the common room, the flickering green fire casting long shadows ahead of him.
Seraphina follows, expression unreadable now—but quieter, the fight momentarily paused.
She would be lying if she claims the conversation had left her unmoved. It isn't just about the argument anymore—not entirely. She reprimanded herself for the way she had looked at him, for the flicker of something unfamiliar and unwelcome bubbling beneath the surface. Still, she returns to her seat and folds her hands quietly, masking any trace of the storm within as the meeting continued.
"It's solved." Regulus announces coldly, standing at the center of the group with his usual air of authority.
"If he causes trouble, he's off. That rule applies to everyone. I do not tolerate stupidity, tantrums—and I certainly do not entertain attitudes. If you are unable to control yourself, I do not require your services any longer."
"Tamed the beast, did ya?" Avery grins, eyes flicking to Seraphina as he winks.
Her expression twists into immediate, visible disgust.
Regulus shoots Avery a sharp, warning stare. Then, almost imperceptibly, his gaze flicks back to Seraphina. A nod. Not quite a gesture of alliance. But something close enough to peace.
"Piss off, mate." Evan mutters at Avery, rolling his eyes. "I'll personally make sure Carrow's outbursts are under control."
With that, the meeting comes to an end, finally reaching consensus. Regulus dismisses them all with a simple wave of his hand before heading straight to his dormitory. The others follow suit, conversations low and fragmented as they filter out.
Seraphina, however, lingers. She remains curled on the couch, posture no longer tense, her mind replaying the meeting—though not for the tactics or the team. It is Regulus she keeps circling back to.
Ugh, she thinks, eyes narrowing at the dying green flames. She isn't about to let her thoughts wander further. Not tonight.
Without another word, she finally rises and makes her way to bed.
The Great Hall has been lively, filled with the familiar hum of students and clunks of cutlery, ready to take on a new day. Outside, the sun bathes the grounds in golden light, soon to be scattered with wandering students headed to class or Quidditch practice.
Nadine sits contentedly at the Gryffindor table, nestled between Remus and Bill, her teammates not far off. Even without turning, she can hear James and Sirius wrapped up in one of their usual animated debates—loud, unnecessary, yet somehow always entertaining. Peter jokes and chuckles along with Gideon nearby, while Marlene fusses over a fresh pumpkin juice stain on her robes.
Nadine's hair has been styled with care that morning, like every other—two braids twisted into an elegant updo, secured by an antique pin Mother had gifted her for her birthday. Though Hogwarts uniforms offer little room for flair and personal expression, Nadine added her own touch: a small pink butterfly pin fastened neatly to her robe pocket.
She meant to sit with her girls, but Seraphina and Cassiopeia are caught up in conversation with other Slytherins. Nadine hesitated to approach the Slytherin table so early in the day. It isn't fear—just a desire for convenience and a peaceful breakfast.
One of the unspoken rules both she and Barty have to live by is staying under the radar—quietly overachieving in every aspect of their education and work. Less dramatics, more discipline. It is the only way to avoid the weight of Father's disapproval, or at the very least, to keep his backlash to a minimum.
Still, her spirits remain high. From time to time, her gaze wanders toward Severus, deep in discussion with Seraphina over some obscure potion, her fingers gently stroking Brownie's fur. She recognizes the worn covers of their Potions textbooks and can guess what sort of theoretical argument they are embroiled in. He and Seraphina balance one another—she, calm and light; he, calm and tightly wound. Yin and yang, if there ever is such a pair of siblings.
From this distance, she can afford to admire him in peace, with a sense of privacy. She had often wondered about the differences between them as individuals. Nadine has always been warm, bubbly, cheerful, as Seraphina and Cassiopeia liken her to—yet Severus is the complete contrast. Still, something about that contrast intrigues her. She wonders, if given the chance, how well they might complement one another, like the Eclipse.
Each time she sees him like this, wholly absorbed in his element, she feels a flicker of inspiration.
A gentle voice at her side pulls her from her thoughts.
"You're in a good mood." Remus says, nudging her elbow with a grin.
"I've earned it." she replies brightly. "Marks are solid, Quidditch is exhausting, and I'm surrounded by good people. Plenty to be happy about."
"Ah yes, good people, meaning us, obviously." Bill adds with a wink.
"Of course, who else?" she laughs, though her gaze drifts back toward the Slytherin table.
Severus is now using his and Seraphina's goblets to demonstrate potion measurements, while Seraphina smiles and gestures with a small vial of something orange and mysterious.
Cassiopeia sits nearby in quiet conversation with Regulus, which becomes more animated with Barty's arrival. She has matched Nadine's butterfly pin with a green moth one of her own, her sleek hair tucked neatly behind her ears. Seraphina wears a white dragonfly pin, her long hair down with a single braid woven through, on top.
At last, Nadine rises, excusing herself. She crosses the hall and takes a seat among her friends, catching Severus's eye as she does. He doesn't stop speaking but follows her movement briefly before turning back to his book and sister.
"Good morning to cool people only." Nadine jokes as she reaches for a cherry pastry dusted with powdered sugar.
The others greet her warmly, and soon, she, Cassiopeia, and Seraphina are deep in cheerful conversation. Barty and Evan exchange hushed laughter, while Severus and Regulus sit nearby, listening with quiet interest, chiming in only in a necessary moment.
The flutter of wings overhead mark the arrival of the owls, sweeping through the Great Hall in graceful arcs—mail. Letters and packages drop onto tables with soft thuds, feathers brushing past floating candles as students look up with anticipation—or, in Barty's and Nadine's case—potential dread.
Gizmo lands neatly by Nadine, delivering a three-stack of envelopes sealed with Mother's familiar handwriting, and Father's signature off-white envelope, with an engraved ''M'' symbol—from the Ministry. Of course, he doesn't send it from home, but from work.
She smiles faintly, tucking the letters into her bag. They aren't the types of letters one would casually read at breakfast in front of others. The third letter, however, comes from Louis, with a signature Beauxbaton pastel-blue envelope. As she examines it, before opening, the rest have started examining theirs.
Barty receives a small, tightly wrapped package bound in green twine. He says nothing, only slips it into his robes. The family letters are tightly scrunched and practically shoved into his bag, carelessly.
Nearby, a dark grey owl delivered a scroll to Severus and Seraphina, who exchange a quick glance before he tucks it into his robe for a later read. A separate letter has landed in front of Seraphina, who neatly picks it up and starts examining it. All around them, students murmur over letters from home, some grinning, others furrowing their brows—news from beyond the castle walls.
Nadine unfolds the pale blue parchment and smiles.
Chapter Text
Mon amie Nadine,
J'espère que l'Université de Poudlard te traite bien.
J'ai entendu un truc plutôt excitant — apparemment, y a des rumeurs d'une visite de Beauxbâtons à Poudlard l'année prochaine. Rien de confirmé, mais ça a l'air prometteur. Si ça se fait, je pourrai enfin découvrir ton univers, pas juste l'imaginer à travers tes lettres. J'ai vraiment hâte, et j'espère qu'on aura vite plus d'infos.
Prends soin de toi. Tu me manques.
Ton amie,
Louis
(My friend Nadine,
I hope Hogwarts University is treating you right.
I heard something rather exciting—there's been quiet talk of a Beauxbatons visit to Hogwarts next year. Nothing confirmed, but it sounds promising. If it happens, I'll finally get to see your world, not just hear about it in your letters. I'm really looking forward to it, and hopefully we get more information soon.
Take care of yourself. I miss you.
Your friend,
Louis)
Nadine's smile deepens as she reads, warmth rising in her chest. She holds the letter gently in her hands. Across the table, Severus glances up, his eyes flicking toward her and her letter before returning to Seraphina's closed letter.
"So, who's the lucky guy?" Cassiopeia teases, louder than usual, poking Nadine's letter with a playful grin.
"Oh. It's Louis!" Nadine responds, bringing Seraphina into the conversation and showing them both the letter.
"Supposedly, Beauxbatons might get a chance to visit us next year, but we'll see." she explains, the joy evident in her tone.
"C'est magnifique!" Seraphina exclaims, smiling warmly at them both. "Sounds like someone's got you on their mind, hm?" she teases.
Regulus's gaze flickers briefly toward Seraphina as she speaks French, before returning to his own letter, his focus once again private but listening intently to the conversation around him.
"Ah, he's... Don't get me wrong, he's a great friend, but I have other things on my mind." Nadine smiles shyly, her thoughts briefly drifting to Severus, but she isn't about to mention that just yet.
"Ah, code word for someone." Cassiopeia adds slyly, her voice playful as she giggles with Seraphina, while Nadine blushes and tucks the letter into her bag.
"Il y a beaucoup de charmeurs à Beauxbâtons, je sais de première main!" (There are plenty of charmers at Beauxbatons, I know first-hand!) Evan exclaims cheerfully, winking at the girls. "Hold your ladies tight, mates, if the rumors turn out to be true."
Regulus gives Evan a brief, imperceptible squint, his eyes narrowing ever so slightly as he processes the comment, while he turns back to his letter, seemingly uninterested.
"Ah, oui, oui... Je suis baguette..." (Ah, yes, yes. I am baguette.) Seraphina adds with a laugh, joining in on the lighthearted moment with Nadine and Cassiopeia who laugh at the sentence.
"C'est un langage incorrect." (This is incorrect language.) Regulus mutters under his breath dramatically, his voice laced with disapproval as he unfolds his newspaper.
"Tu es ennuyeux." (You are annoying.) Seraphina shoots back, her gaze meeting his with a challenge. "That was correct, yes?" She looks at her girls.
"Absolutely." Nadine and Cassiopeia reply in unison, their laughter ringing through the air as Regulus sighs and shakes his head in disappointment.
Still, Seraphina's gaze lingers on him, a faint smile appearing on her lips as she brushes him off. It is the first time she heard him speak French, and though brief, it is enough for her to find it charming.
But despite the laughter, Nadine can't help but notice a slight shift in the twins' demeanor as they exchange quiet glances and looked down at their letters—sealed with the Black family sigil in black wax, a lacey intricacy that speaks of formality.
She knows well the complexities of their family life, having seen it, but she never pried. Nadine understands the burden of growing up under rigid rules and expectations—living in a household that often feels more like a military operation than a home.
The Black family treats their children like royalty, yes, but the pressure to live up to those high standards is undeniable. Sirius is always a good example to it—he left. Nadine respects their privacy, giving Cassiopeia space to share her letters if she chooses to.
After breakfast, everyone has returned to their schedules, hallways bustling with the shuffling of students heading into their classrooms.
Nadine has gone off with Barty, the two slipping away from the crowd to quietly discuss the letters. Barty isn't exactly thrilled and Nadine understands. However, to remain in unity with their families, at least for the most part, they have to deal with such situations. Some things aren't about choice, but they are good at choosing where to show resistance and when to let go.
"It's ridiculous. Unexpected? No. Insane? Always." Barty protests, burning Father's letter as they sit in the empty Potions classroom. They had arrived early, so for at least a little bit, they have privacy. Nadine sighs.
"I won't lie to you, it's extremely unfair. But was that ever new for us?" Nadine asks sympathetically as she steps up to her brother, and gently places her hand on his shoulder.
"I just thought it'd be more normal with you here." Barty explains in a low voice. "He lives as a dictator of this family."
Nadine agrees in silence. She, of course, had read the letter.
To My Only Son,
By now, I expect you have reflected appropriately on the weight of your position and the consequences of deviation. Discipline and foresight must govern your actions from here forward.
It is time to begin the process of selecting a suitable match. One that will strengthen our family's standing, secure our influence, and ensure long-term alignment with the proper bloodlines. This is not a matter of emotion. It is a matter of strategy, of responsibility, and of legacy.
You are to comply without contest. An individual will be selected for you by the end of the academic year, and you will be wed right after graduation, if not earlier. You will accept our choice with the dignity and gratitude befitting your station.
As for Nadine, we are in quiet discussions with several appropriate families and will continue to receive formal proposals. She is expected to act accordingly, and I trust you will support this process without interference.
Other houses have moved ahead in this regard. You are aware of the arrangement between the Malfoy and Black families. Observe and learn.
Do not waste time challenging this. It will not be entertained.
Maintain your academic performance. Represent us with distinction.
Bartemius Crouch Sr.
A pang of sharp disgust forms in her stomach and heart. It is no surprise how harsh Father is, but she had never read a letter addressed to Barty before—rigid, sterile and unyielding. Hers at least has some delicacy—courtesy of Mother of course—however the same feeling lingers upon reading her own letter.
To My Hope
My dearest Nadine,
I hope this letter finds you well and that your semester has been kind to you. I can only imagine the beauty of the castle this time of year. Do send a note when you have time. I miss your light.
By now, I trust you have found your rhythm in your studies. Your pursuit of healing continues to fill me with pride. It is a path of care, strength, and quiet brilliance, just like you.
Your father and I have spoken recently about the years to come. As you near graduation, certain conversations naturally arise. About your future, your place in the world, and yes, the possibility of a partner. It is not a pressure, my love, only a step we wish to prepare for with care.
There are families who have expressed interest. Families with good values, strong legacy, and the kind of stability that brings peace to a mother's heart. But nothing will be decided without your comfort.
That matters more than anything to me. I want you to have both honor and happiness, and I believe, with patience, the right balance can be found. If you would indulge me, please work with us on this. Giving our only daughter away is hard, and we will prepare for it when you graduate.
Write to me when you can. I would love to hear your thoughts, your joys, and even your frustrations. You are not alone in any of this.
With all my love, always,
Maman
"It's like we're dolls to be toyed with. No voice, no choice." Nadine murmurs, sinking into the chair with a sigh, her head cradled in her hands.
"Maybe it's a bit naive, but I always thought of marriage as something organic, it would be... real. Built on love, not bloodlines. On effort, not duty." She explains, tired.
Barty scoffs. "I hate that just having our names means dragging someone else into this... mess." His tone is bitter.
He hesitates, then adds, "I get it now. Why Sirius left. I've had moments like that. The urge to run. Still do."
Nadine meets his gaze, her eyes solemn. "I know, Tem." she says. "I understand more than I'd like to admit. People think having a pure-blood name is only a glorious privilege. I see why, but they don't see the strings. They don't feel the hand turning the gears of your life before you've even chosen who you are."
A silence follows, heavy and knowing. Then, Barty speaks again, quieter this time. "What if we already have someone? Or... someone we're thinking of? What happens then? They'll have to earn approval not for who they are, but what they represent." His voice falters. He doesn't say her name, but Nadine knows.
She gives him a tired smile, though there is little joy in it. "I'll do you one better." she says dryly. "What if they're outside the Sacred Twenty-Eight?" She laughs, bitter and hollow. "They'd burn us alive."
Though half-bloods are often tolerated in most corners of the Wizarding World, there remains those stubborn few—ancient families and archaic minds—who view even that as a stain. A compromise. As though love can be corrupted by lineage.
Nadine knows better. She has lived long enough beneath the weight of such delusions to see them for what they are: fear masquerading as tradition.
Snapes are half-bloods, and by many standards, half-bloods are very accepted in the Wizarding World. However, in other ones, blood supremacists hold the belief that half-blood children are tarnished, forever ruined by their parent's 'poor choices'.
Still, they are considered more welcome, despite others being disgusted by such stances on people's bloodlines.
The door creaks open, and Severus strides in, his robes sweeping behind him like a shadow that refuses to part from its master. He doesn't glance around or acknowledge them, eyes locked on the front of the classroom, his desk, his sanctuary.
Other students begin to file in, their conversations soft and scattered, trailing off as they take their seats. Barty returns wordlessly to his usual spot on the far side of the room, dropping into his chair with his usual nonchalance, legs stretched beneath the desk as if he is claiming the space by sheer presence.
Nadine doesn't look at him. She is already flipping open her annotated copy of Advanced Alchemical Mixtures for Applications. The smell of parchment and potion residue fills the air, warm and familiar.
Today's potion is one Slughorn calls Dulcis Somnia Elixir, a subtle and complex draught intended to induce gentle, controlled dreams—originally developed as a remedy for cursed insomnia.
Bill greets her with a grin and a quiet, "Alright, ready?" She chuckles and nods, tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear as she begins to sort the fresh bundles of starlily root and crushed aquamint. Their work is focused, fluid, with only the occasional murmur of "stir clockwise" or "watch the temperature". Bill is steady-handed, precise. She appreciates the way he doesn't hover or correct, just trusts her judgment.
About halfway through the brewing time, Severus makes his first circuit around the classroom. He passes by their cauldron without pausing for long, glancing down just briefly. Nadine feels the shift in air, the stillness in his presence. He says nothing, no sneer, no barked critique. Just walks on.
Her lips tug upward in the faintest smile, and she returns to adjusting the heat under the cauldron with just a bit more pride in her hands.
Moments later, Slughorn waddles up with a jolly sort of chuckle, hands clasped over his belly. "All well, Miss Crouch?" he asks in a low voice, careful not to interrupt the brewing too much. "After the... exit from dinner, I mean."
Nadine flushes a little, but her tone is light. "Yes, Professor. I'm alright. And I'm sorry for leaving like that—it wasn't my intention to disrupt."
Slughorn waves a hand, the gesture almost absurdly grand for the cramped space. "No worry at all, my dear. There will be more dinners—and more drama, I suspect!" He lets out a good-natured laugh before wandering off toward the next pair of students.
Relieved, Nadine lets out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. She is grateful he didn't take offense. Grateful she is still here.
And as the elixir begins to shimmer in soft lilac hues, her smile lingers—small, private, and blooming quietly like hope.
Slughorn announces the end of the lesson. The room begins to empty in a gentle flurry—clinks of glass, scraping of chairs, murmurs of "see you later" as students file out into the corridor. Bill gives Nadine a warm smile before disappearing, and Barty lingers for a second near the door.
"You coming?" he asks, one brow arched.
Nadine shakes her head as she closes her notebook. "I'll stay. I want to study a bit longer."
Barty studies her for a moment, then nods once. He slips out, the door clicking shut behind him.
Severus stands at his desk, quietly reorganizing his notes and muttering under his breath about an ink stain on the corner of a parchment. Focused—but not quite relaxed. He is unsettled. Maybe by the potion, maybe by her.
She tries not to watch him for too long but fails. His back is to her, yet she knows the lines of his shoulders, the way his fingers twitch when he is irritated. She remembers, with a sinking tug in her chest, how her future is no longer her own.
How there will be a letter, an arrangement, a name she is expected to smile at. How Louis is probably the current favorite—Father's brilliant, spotless golden boy of choice—but Louis would never accept.
So... why not try more before fate takes the choice from her?
She stands slowly, adjusting the strap of her satchel, smoothing her skirt. Then walks toward Severus's desk with deliberate ease, a sly smirk curling on her lips.
"Changed your mind about my offer?" she says, voice dipped in playful flirtation.
Severus doesn't even look up. "I'm not tutoring you."
She leans against the side of his desk now, close enough to smell parchment and ink. "No, not that." Her smile deepens, eyes locked on him. "The date."
His quill stills mid-stroke. His hand falters—barely—but enough. Then he recovers, continues writing, his expression unchanged.
She tilts her head, teasing, almost daring. "Oh, come on. I'm not asking you to marry me. I'm not dragging you to some hideous tea party. Just one night. It's not like I asked you to Crucio yourself..."
He replies flatly, voice dry as old dust. "I'd rather that option."
She laughs—truly, surprised, amused. "You're impossible."
"I'm uninterested." he says, still not meeting her eyes. "Go back to your table. Or better, go away entirely."
There is steel in his voice. He refuses to look at her.
"You still think I'm messing with you." she says quietly, disappointment creeping in.
He doesn't answer.
"You still think I'm wasting your time. That I've got some hidden motive, some game."
"You flit in and out. I'm not going to be anyone's experiment. Especially for the spoilt brat who thinks she can get anything she wants." he finally mutters.
That stings—but she doesn't let it show.
"Fine." she snaps, straightening. "Then if you won't go out with me, I'll just stay right here." She gestures broadly to the room. "Here. Studying. Breathing your precious air. Existing. Hope that's not too disruptive."
Then she turns and walks back to her table, dropping into her seat with a loud, pointed sigh. She opens her book again and deliberately flips through the pages, scribbling notes with more force than necessary.
He doesn't say a word, but his eyes flick up. He writes something on a new parchment. Then scratches it out. Writes again. Glances at her once more.
She stays to study in silence. He lets her.
Chapter Text
The cool air winds gently around them, clouds scattered thick across the sky like silver dust. Pandora stands near the parapet, her hair swaying with the breeze, arms folded.
"He's not some reckless lunatic, Evan, he just sees the world differently. That doesn't make him dangerous."
Evan crosses his arms, his brow tight. "No, but being naive gets you killed. The world's not made for people who believe everything sparkles if you just look hard enough."
"Not everything has to be dark just because you say so." she mutters, tone sharp.
Evan scoffs and turns toward Barty. "Back me up, will ya?"
But Barty isn't listening.
He leans over the railing, elbows resting on cold stone, his gaze distant—anchored somewhere between memory and ache. The wind lifts the ends of his curls. He barely hears them.
"Mate?" Evan says, noticing. "You alright?"
Barty blinks, slowly turns his head, like surfacing from water. "Sorry. You were saying?"
Pandora moves to his side, quiet and warm, placing a hand lightly on his back. "It's about Cassiopeia, isn't it?"
Barty says nothing for a long beat. Just breathes.
He closes his eyes. Her name rings like a bell in his head—soft and inevitable. The way she walks into a room like she owns the floor beneath her feet. Her wit, sharp and burning. The way she doesn't flinch when he stares too long. Her laugh when she doesn't think anyone is listening.
But she is also a Black. She is also Regulus's twin.
"She's not like them." Pandora says softly, reading him, as if she always can. "She's fire, Barty. But she's kind."
"She's complicated." he mutters.
"She's brilliant." Pandora corrects.
Evan steps beside them with a long sigh, hands stuffed in his pockets, that usual lazy indifference barely concealing something much heavier beneath. He looks over at Barty, then at the distant trees, and mutters under his breath with a crooked half-smirk, "Honestly, mate, you have a thing for the most difficult witches."
Barty snorts, a glint of amusement flickering in his eyes. "What, and you're a bloody expert?"
Evan shrugs. "At least I know when to run the other way."
"Yeah, into walls." Barty quips.
Evan glares. "Low blow, Crouch."
"Low aim, Rosier." Barty retorts, the corners of his mouth twitching despite the struggle in his chest.
She steps closer to Barty, her presence quiet but grounding, her voice softer now. "You're not alone in this, you know. Tell Nadine about your feelings. She'll help you."
Barty doesn't answer. He can't.
But Pandora doesn't press him further, just lets her hand rest gently against his back, her touch featherlight but steady—like she is the only tether left holding him to himself.
Evan exhales again, gaze flicking between the two of them. That usual sharpness in his eyes fades, just a little. Beneath the teasing and the smirks, there is something fierce and loyal in him, something that wants to shield what is left of Barty's heart—even if he knows some things can't be saved.
"I'm still saying you're doomed." Evan mutters, "But... maybe less doomed if you don't keep pushing her away."
And this time, Barty doesn't laugh. Doesn't argue.
Because deep down, he knows—he already is.
"She would surprise you." Pandora says, her tone calm, but certain. "Cassiopeia doesn't fall in line like the rest of her family. You know that."
"I know she's brave." Barty mutters. "I know she's smart. I know she sees through people."
He stares down at the courtyard far below, his voice tight with some internal war. "Which is exactly why she'd never choose me."
Evan scoffs beside him and crosses his arms. "Right, because you're just so unworthy. For Salazar's sake, mate, what are you even thinking?"
Barty flashes him a look, half amused, half cold.
"I'm serious." Evan goes on, shrugging a shoulder. "You act like she's fire and you're ash. But you're not. You're the bloody spark. She'd burn the world down beside you if you just asked."
"And if I asked, I'd owe her something real." Barty says. "I'd want to protect her from everything."
Pandora tilts her head. "Then what's stopping you?"
Barty clenches his jaw. His voice lowers.
"I am everything."
He finally looks at them, something haunted behind his eyes. "My father has plans. And there's worse to come. You both know that."
Evan's expression darkens slightly, but he doesn't speak. Not now.
"You want me to drag her into that?" Barty says, almost angry now—at them, at himself, at the stars still refusing to fall. "Let her love something that's already half-destroyed?"
"She doesn't need your protection." Pandora says softly. "She just needs your honesty."
He looks away. His heart is thudding too fast.
Because truthfully, he has thought about it more than he should. The way her hand might feel in his. The way she would look at him if she ever saw all of him. Not just the clever mask or the arrogance or the smirk he wears like armor—but the broken glass underneath.
And yet...
"She's Regulus's twin. He won't approve." he whispers.
"That doesn't make her his clone. He can't control her either." Evan snaps.
"You do it." Pandora mutters, brows furrowed.
Evan frowns and looks at her, but turns to Barty instead. "It's not his world alone. You get to want things, Barty. You get to choose something different."
The wind catches Pandora's hair, lifting it like ribbons.
"You already chose us, didn't you?" she says quietly. "Then choose her too."
Barty doesn't answer. His throat is too tight. The sky spins above him—endless and indifferent.
But in the space between silence and breath, a single thought burns like a brand in his mind:
What if she would've said yes?
And what if he never asks?
So he turns back to the sky, his heart a quiet storm.
He is not ready.
But Merlin, he wants to be.
Barty grips the railing tighter, the cool metal biting into his palms as if that pain could anchor him—ground him in a truth that doesn't feel like drowning.
He thinks of the worst thing he is hiding from Nadine.
The one thing he can never let her see.
The thing that marks him, quite literally, as something vile—something she should run from.
It burns some nights. Not physically—no, the pain is subtler than that. It is in the way his body remembers the branding, the way his mind won't stop whispering that it is too late. That there is no redemption for people like him.
He lowers his eyes, jaw clenched.
She doesn't know.
No one does. Not even Pandora.
But Evan does.
He glances at his best friend now, something raw flickering across his features, and mutters just loud enough to be heard, "I can't."
Evan doesn't need clarification. He turns his head slowly, his face unreadable, but his blue eyes are sharp.
There is a long pause before he says anything. Everything around them is too still.
Pandora had moved a few steps away, arms folded loosely as she gazes up—giving them space without realizing how much they need it.
Evan's voice is quiet, like a warning wrapped in understanding. "Because of the—"
Barty nods once, barely.
"She'd hate me." he says. "Nadine, Cass... if they found out, they'd never look at me the same. And Regulus—"
He stops, his mouth twisting.
Regulus, who wears the same mark. Regulus, who walks beside darkness as if it is stitched into his blood. Regulus, who doesn't hesitate.
"I don't want to be connected to her." Barty continues, each word sounding like it costs him something. "Not more than I already am. Not when her brother and I carry the same rot."
Evan stays silent for a moment. Then:
"You're not him."
Barty laughs bitterly. "Aren't I?"
Evan looks at him harder now. "No. You're worse."
Barty blinks.
"Because you still feel something about it." Evan goes on, his voice sharper. "You think it's wrong. That's what makes it harder. You signed your soul away, and now you have to live with it."
The words hit hard. Barty flinches, even if he doesn't admit it aloud.
He wants to lash out. Defend himself. Say he had no choice.
But he did.
And he knows it.
He did it willingly.
For recognition, power and belonging. Rebellion.
Evan sighs, running a hand through his hair. "I want you to be happy, mate. I really do. But happiness doesn't come easy for people like us."
Barty looks at him, and the unspoken truth weighs heavier than anything said:
The task.
The one thing Barty hasn't told anyone. The mission Voldemort gave him in a voice like velvet and ice.
It is not for now. Not yet.
But it is coming. He can feel it.
And how can he stand in front of someone like Cassiopeia or Nadine and ever be clean again?
He looks down at his hands—steady, clever hands that once wrote poetry in the margins of textbooks, that now cast curses like second nature.
Evan places a hand on his shoulder, grounding.
"Just think. Talk with Nadine." Evan says softly. "That's all I'm asking. Before she finds out on her own. Before you throw it all away."
Barty nods once, but the silence between them is deafening.
And the thing is?
He already has.
Leaves are descending from trees lazily, beyond the arched, ancient windows of the library, blurring the edges of the grounds outside. Inside, warm firelight flickers across stone and casts long shadows over two figures seated in silence.
Regulus stands upright, leaned against the dark bookshelf, his fingers folded over the thick envelope he has already opened few times. His fingers are stiff, too careful, like someone handling a cursed object. His expression is unreadable, but his jaw is tight—carved from the same cold marble that decorates 12 Grimmauld Place.
Across from him, Cassiopeia hasn't yet opened her letter. It lays untouched in her lap, identical in script and seal to the one her twin holds—black wax stamped with the proud crest of the Noble and Most Ancient House of Black.
"Did you read it?" she asks, staring at the envelope like it might bite.
Regulus doesn't look up. "Of course."
"And?" she presses, even though she already has an idea.
"As expected." He sighs.
"She sends them at breakfast like they're nothing." she murmurs, turning the envelope between her fingers.
"She's impatient."
Cassiopeia sighs. "She's never had patience."
With a resigned flick of her wand, she breaks the seal and unfolds the letter. The elegant, razor-sharp handwriting of their Mother dances across the page like cold fire:
Dearest Regulus and Cassiopeia,
Your presence is expected at 12 Grimmauld Place for Christmas.
There are matters of legacy and future alliances that must be discussed, of great importance to the continued strength and purity of our family line. It is time you both understood the role you are to play.
You are Blacks, and thus, destined for greatness. Do not disappoint us.
With all the grace of the House of Black,
Mother
Cassiopeia lets the parchment fall into her lap and leans back with a huff. "There it is. Short and sweet. Like a curse. As if our lives are little more than chess moves."
Regulus taps a finger against the armrest. "It's what's always been expected."
She turns her gaze to him. "And you're fine with that?"
He hesitates, then says carefully, "I understand the logic of it. We come from power. That power is preserved through control, discipline, bloodline, tradition. It's not... senseless."
She arches her brow. "You sound like her."
His eyes flick to hers, steady but tired. "Because some of what she says isn't wrong, Cassiopeia. Not all blood is the same. Some families rot from the inside. Some lines lose everything that made them magical. There is a strength in keeping certain things intact."
Her lips part, but for a moment, she says nothing.
Then—softly, "But do you believe that? Or are you just afraid of what happens if you don't?"
Silence settles like leaves on the ground.
Regulus looks down at his letter, then back up. "I do believe and... It's complex. Blood means strength. Purity. Power. However, of course, I also wonder further beyond that." He pauses, searching for words.
Cassiopeia gives him a long, searching look. "You're starting to sound like Sirius now."
His mouth twitches at the corner. "Don't tell Mother."
They share a brittle laugh, but it doesn't last long.
"She'll expect you to marry someone with the right name." Cassiopeia says, quieter now. "And me, too. Someone proper. Someone who knows their Latin and agrees that muggle-borns and even half-bloods are a mistake."
"She's probably already picked out names." Regulus replies. "Selwyn, Avery, Rosier, maybe even a Mulciber if she's feeling generous. Narcissa's will be Malfoy."
Cassiopeia curls her legs beneath her. "What if I said I didn't want any of it? The titles. The suitors. The legacy."
Regulus is quiet for a long moment. "Then I'd say you need to be very careful, Cass."
"Why?"
"Because wanting out doesn't free you. It just makes you a threat."
"Does it not exhaust you, Reggie?"
"It does. But such is destiny." His eyes are focused on the sky outside, through the windows.
"Have you thought about marriage at all?" She prods, gently.
Truth-be-told, she never did interrogate him over his views on marriage, mostly as she understands he wouldn't entertain such questions, and would just follow duty. However, the letter came at the opportune time to ask.
"Outside of duty? No." He begins, taking a seat next to her. "I've always seen it as an unavoidable, political arrangement, not questioning further. I suspect she succeeded in making me see it that way." he shrugs.
She looks at him then—not with fear, but with something close to heartbreak. "What if... Do you ever want out?"
Regulus looks into the fire. "I..." He stops. Is it lack of words or lack of admittance? Cassiopeia notices the brief hesitation. "I have to do what is expected of me." He finishes.
She nods slowly. "I feel like I'm standing on a line. One foot on Sirius's side, one on yours. And the longer I stand still, the more it hurts."
He meets her gaze—twin to twin, same eyes, same blood, different hearts. "Then don't stand still."
When they finally leave the library, having picked out books they needed, the conversation of their family dies out. The letters are tucked away, but their contents linger like ghosts. At 12 Grimmauld Place, Walburga is already preparing the stage—names chosen, paths drawn, the future wrapped in silver and shadow.
Regulus will walk through that door, as expected. Cassiopeia isn't sure if she will follow—or if she even could.
Such is the nature of the House of Black.
Chapter Text
"So, what exactly did Louis mean when he mentioned the Beauxbatons visit?" Seraphina asks offhandedly, her voice echoing softly through the corridor as she and Nadine make their way up from the dungeons. Nadine had come to collect her, and together they are heading toward the lake to meet Cassiopeia.
Nadine tilts her head thoughtfully. "I'm not entirely sure. School trips at Beauxbatons are rare—we always had everything we needed within the palace. Unless this is some sort of celebration we weren't told about."
"Durmstrang never made any visits." Seraphina muses. "If there were visits at all, it was always people coming to us. The school has a reputation for being intimidating, yes—but it's more than that, it was respect."
"Barty was nearly sent to Durmstrang, actually." Nadine says with a small smile. "But after Father's promotion, they changed their minds."
"Pity." Seraphina replies, grinning. "We would've had a great time—learning to curse anything that moved."
They both laugh, the tension from their long study sessions melting away for a brief moment as they stroll side by side beneath the flickering torches. The castle walls, usually cold and silent, seem a touch warmer in their company.
But their ease dissolves almost instantly.
From the far end of the corridor, a group emerges like a gathering storm—Mulciber, Carrows, and Wilkes. Their presence alone seems to cast a shadow across the hallway, the air turning thick with the kind of quiet menace only they carry.
Seraphina and Nadine slow instinctively. The chatter between them falls away, replaced by a prickling awareness. Nadine's expression sours as her eyes meet Alecto's for the briefest of seconds—a silent reminder of their last confrontation.
"Not again." Nadine mutters under her breath, tightening her grip on Seraphina's arm as the two of them unconsciously lace elbows, a quiet act of unity.
Seraphina straightens her spine, her eyes narrowing with quiet fire. "No." she says, voice low and steady. "This time, you're not alone."
Their hands hover subtly near their wands, ready, just in case.
Mulciber steps forward, his movements slow and deliberate, as if he has all the time in the world to make others uncomfortable. His dark eyes sweep over the two girls, lingering just a second too long on Nadine, a smirk twisting across his face.
"Well, well." he drawls, stopping just a few feet ahead. The twins flank him; Amycus leering, Alecto glaring—and Wilkes leans casually against the wall, arms folded, as if watching a mildly amusing play.
"Thought I smelled perfume and self-righteousness." Mulciber continues, his voice a poisonous kind of silk. "You two headed outside on this beautiful day?"
Nadine's chin lifts slightly. "Better than hiding out in the corridors like rats, waiting to scare first-years. Sounds familiar?"
Amycus gives a low chuckle, though it is more grunt than laughter. Alecto's fingers twitch near her wand, eyes flicking between Nadine and Seraphina with disdain.
Mulciber tilts his head. "Funny, coming from you, Crouch. Still playing nursemaid knowing your brother's the only heir that matters?"
Nadine's eyes flash, but she doesn't take the bait.
"Silence, rat." Seraphina says coolly, stepping slightly in front of her. Her voice is calm but edged with steel. "Or would you rather see if your wand's as quick as your mouth?"
That wipes the smirk off Amycus's face.
Mulciber's grin only widens. "Snape." he says slowly, as though tasting the name. "You've got your brother's nose for trouble, I'll give you that. But don't make the mistake of thinking you're as clever."
"In any case, that would be twice as clever than you." Seraphina says, wand already half-drawn, her stance solid. The torches along the wall flicker in the sudden drop of temperature between them.
Nadine, without a word, shifts slightly to the side—flanking, not retreating. Though her talent is in healing, she had fought Alecto before, and the tension between them now was crackling. Alecto's fingers brush her wand, her stance mirroring Seraphina's.
"Touch her and I'll break your fingers." Nadine says quietly to Alecto, her voice soft and even—deadly in its certainty.
Wilkes lets out a low whistle. "Such language from the polite Crouch girl. Your parents must be proud."
"Oh, they are." Nadine says, sweet as sugar. "And who are you again?" She smirks.
The corridor falls into a taut silence. Wands aren't drawn fully yet, but it would take only the faintest spark to set them off. Mulciber's smile falters for the first time, and Seraphina catches the way his fingers twitch at his side.
"We'll be seeing you." he says finally, tone clipped. "This place has a way of sorting people like you out."
"And people like you?" Seraphina asks, her voice icy. "It has a way of burying them."
"Time will tell." Mulciber scoffs.
With a flick of his cloak, Mulciber turns on his heel, the others following. But the threat hangs in the air, their footsteps still far too close to rid off the sensation of discomfort.
Seraphina and Nadine turn in silence, shoulders still high with tension, feet carrying them toward the promise of open sky and fresh air by the Black Lake. But Seraphina doesn't relax. Not fully. She knows their kind too well—cowards with a taste for the last word. "Something's off." She warns.
Alecto is exactly that kind. Nadine's instinct twitches.
"Coward." Alecto hisses, low but unmistakable, and then...
A sharp sound: the unmistakable whoosh of a wand being drawn.
Seraphina spins before Nadine can react. Her arm moves in a swift, practiced arc. "Protego!" she casts, just as a blast of red light shoots toward them. "Bitch!" Seraphina yells at her.
The shield charm explodes to life with a resounding crack, catching the oncoming hex mid-air. The impact sends a brief shimmer rippling outward, the force enough to ruffle both their robes.
Before the sparks of the shield has even faded, Seraphina's other hand is already in motion. Her eyes never leave Alecto's.
She doesn't speak the next spell—it simply happens, raw magic spilling from her fingertips through her wand like a surge of ice water; a non-verbal spell.
The hex strikes Alecto square in the chest, blasting her backward into the stone wall with a painful thud. She lets out a sharp cry, wand clattering to the floor as she crumples to her knees, clutching at her arm.
"Snape!" Amycus barks, reaching for his wand—but Nadine steps forward, her own wand now out, steady as a scalpel.
"Don't." she hisses, voice low and full of quiet danger. "Unless you want the same. And I know exactly which ones would be very hard to treat."
Unbeknownst to Nadine, Amycus had already been warned to keep his head down as to avoid jeopardizing the Quidditch season. But even leashed, his presence is no less insidious. Seraphina takes note of it, the meeting still fresh in her memory.
He hovers behind the others, silent and brooding, eyes fixed on Nadine with heavy disdain. He doesn't raise his wand, but the threat in him is palpable, like a storm brewing.
Mulciber holds up a hand to stop Amycus, but his expression has darkened into something cold and calculating. He looks between Seraphina and Alecto, who is struggling to rise, clinging onto Wilkes who has his wand at the ready as well.
"You will regret that, mutt." Mulciber says to Seraphina, voice barely above a whisper—but it is more promise than threat.
Seraphina doesn't flinch. "I will bury you."
"Filthy Half-Blood!" Alecto hisses an obscenity under her breath, as a new presence enters the corridor—measured, elegant, and absolutely impossible to ignore.
Regulus.
His footsteps are quiet but sharp, polished shoes gliding effortlessly over the cold floor. The silver Prefect badge glints on his robes, catching the torchlight as if demanding attention. Everyone goes still.
Alecto's wand is still on the ground, her cloak messy and dusty where she hit the floor. The spell has barely finished echoing when the air shifts again—quieter, heavier, colder. Regulus notices.
"Explain." he says evenly, his tone low and crisp, carrying the sharpness of cut glass. His demeanor is cold, strict, and unyielding.
No one dares move.
"Alecto attacked us from behind." Nadine says, chin raised, voice tight. "We reacted." she adds, willing to share the burden of responsibility.
Mulciber scoffs. "She overreacted."
"She cast a nonverbal hex." Alecto snarls, her pride clearly wounded. "Without warning."
Regulus turns his head just slightly toward her. "Perhaps next time, you'll think before attempting to curse someone's back." The words are soft, almost polite—but they carry a chill that silences even Amycus, who lowers his gaze.
"I suppose the right thing was to announce a curse, so you might get a chance to do something instead of falling on your arse twice in a row now." Nadine spits back as Seraphina chuckles.
He turns to Seraphina last. Their eyes lock.
Her expression is calm, practiced, but her pulse betrays her, a fraction too fast. He notices, and she hates it.
"And you?" he asks, voice like winter. "Did you intend to hospitalize her, or was that simply a moment of poor judgment?"
A pause. Her mouth twitches.
"Would you prefer I let her hex me in the spine?" she asks smoothly, arching a brow. "That'd be the ladylike thing to do, wouldn't it?"
His jaw doesn't move, but something in his eyes—sharp and silver like moonlight—flashes.
"I'd prefer you knew how to use your power without inviting an audience." he replies. "You usually show more restraint than this."
It isn't a reprimand. It is a quiet accusation—and a reluctant compliment.
"It was entirely under control." she says, and for the briefest second, just a flicker of defiance appears under the poise. "If these rabid rats stopped coming at us, I'd feel no obligation to return the favor. Well, not yet, at least." It is a threat in disguise, and Mulciber notices, his lip twitching in disdain.
Regulus looks at her. Then he turns, facing all of them.
"This ends now." he says, louder. "No more duels in the corridors. No ambushes. No vile language. I refuse to deal with your insufferable tempers."
Mulciber opens his mouth.
Regulus waves his hand in dismissal, not even glancing at him. "I'm aware this has been a repeat offense. If you want to explain yourself further, I'm sure Professor Slughorn would be delighted to listen."
Mulciber falls silent. Regulus's name holds weight, even among them.
The Carrows slink off first, with Wilkes following behind, muttering something under his breath. Mulciber lingers a moment longer, glaring at Seraphina like he wants to say more—but Regulus turns to him just slightly, and that is enough.
When the others were gone, silence stretches once more.
Seraphina hasn't moved.
Nadine gives a small exhale, looking between the two of them. "Thank you." she says lightly to Regulus, clearly aware that Cassiopeia's brother had just spared them a world of trouble.
He ignores her.
His eyes haven't left Seraphina.
"You're not untouchable." he says quietly.
"Neither are you." she replies, just as coolly.
Another pause. The tension between them is palpable, humming beneath every word, every breath. Nadine remains silent, lowering her gaze to allow them a moment.
Regulus steps back. "Unacceptable behaviour." He isn't mad, it is almost as if he is amused, but uninterested in the drama.
"Theirs? Definitely." Seraphina murmurs, brushing past him gracefully.
His eyes follow her as she walks away with Nadine, her footsteps soft, steady. She doesn't look back.
Neither does he.
No words chase them down the corridor.
Only the heat of their breathing, fast and tight with adrenaline, and the sound of their boots echoing away from the storm they had left behind.
"I hate being right." Seraphina mutters.
Nadine exhales a breathless laugh.
Meeting Cassiopeia at the lake feels like a healing charm pressed to a fresh bruise. The open air, kissed with the scent of pine and the hush of rippling water, wraps around them like a balm. A breeze stirs the grass, and for the first time that day, their lungs fill without tension.
Cassiopeia greets them with a knowing smile, already leaning against a tree as though she had been waiting for a while.
"I had to tell him to intervene." she admits, brushing a strand from her face. "They're taking it too far."
"We'll take it further if we have to." Seraphina says coolly, spinning her wand between her fingers with a glint in her eye.
"You should've seen Alecto's face." Nadine adds, breaking into laughter. "That's twice now—maybe this time she'll actually learn something."
Cassiopeia snorts. "Alecto? Learn? Please. Some people only grow through failure."
Seraphina launches into a quick retelling of what the Slytherin meeting was about, how the team warned Amycus to behave or risk the wrath of faculty and Quidditch politics.
"That doesn't exactly apply to Alecto, unfortunately." she finishes with a shrug. "But at least he's got a leash now."
"Unbelievable." Nadine mutters. "He gets a spot on the team just for existing, while we had to practically duel for ours."
"Five galleons says he'll try to knock me off my broom at the next match." she adds dryly.
Cassiopeia grins. "Make it ten."
They laugh in peace. The kind that lives only in safe places, between trusted friends.
"Too many Slytherins." Nadine sighs dramatically, tilting her face to the sun.
"Funny," Cassiopeia replies, "coming from one of us."
Suddenly, a subtle shift passes over Nadine's features.
"Hey, Phina?" she says softly, straightening up with a seriousness that hasn't been there moments before. "You didn't take their insults personally, right?" Her voice is gentle, careful—threaded with concern, her brows drawn together in a pleading expression.
Cassiopeia's relaxed posture tenses slightly. "Insults?" she echoes, her voice growing sharper. "What insults?"
Seraphina gives a lazy shrug, though the flick of her wand through her fingers has stilled. "Oh, just the usual—an insult to my bloodline. Nothing new."
Nadine and Cassiopeia exchange a glance, their laughter gone in an instant.
"That's not okay." Nadine says quietly, the words laced with firm conviction. "And I want you to know—we don't see you that way."
"Despite what my family might think," Cassiopeia adds, her voice steady, "I don't believe in any of that. We're all equal. It's something Sirius and I actually agree on, if you can believe it."
Seraphina smiles, a soft curve of the lips that doesn't quite reach her eyes. "I know, my darlings." she says with a sigh. "I know better than to let those cockroaches crawl under my skin."
For a moment, silence settles between them again—comfortable, understanding.
But then—
"Does Regulus?"
The question slips from Seraphina like a thought she hasn't meant to voice. Barely louder than a whisper. Guarded. Hesitant. Yet undeniable in its quiet weight. She closes her eyes briefly in disappointment.
Cassiopeia's expression flickers.
Nadine looks between them, brows rising ever so slightly. She doesn't speak—but her eyes say she is listening.
Cassiopeia hesitates. "He's... complicated." she says slowly, choosing each word with care. "His beliefs align with the family's. But..."
She doesn't need to finish. Seraphina has already heard the part that matters. She feels the answer settle into her chest like a splinter.
"But," Cassiopeia continues, realizing too late what her honesty might have revealed, "I honestly think there's more to him than that."
"What's this about?" Nadine asks gently, not prying—just inviting.
Seraphina smiles, soft and evasive. "Oh, it's nothing. I promise."
She leans back against the tree again, eyes half-closed, face tilted toward the breeze. Neither Nadine nor Cassiopeia believe her—but both of them let it go.
And so the three of them sit there a while longer, letting the lake's wind wash over them, the grass cool beneath their palms. The confrontation in the dungeons is behind them—for now—but the aftershocks linger, like ripples in the water.
Some things, after all, have only just begun.
Chapter Text
Eileen Snape is a woman shaped by sharp corners and silent storms.
Once, she had been Eileen Prince—the gifted, fiercely intelligent daughter of a proud pure-blood family. Her time at Hogwarts had marked her as a quiet but formidable presence, known not for charm or beauty, but for a mind that cuts cleanly through potions and spellwork.
Her professors praised her discipline, her classmates learned quickly not to underestimate her. But Eileen never fit the mold of a perfect pure-blood heiress. She is serious, strict, awkward at times, her brilliance folded in on itself like a paper blade.
Then came Tobias Snape, a Muggle.
What possessed her to marry him remains a mystery even to those who claim to know her. Some assumed it was rebellion; others desperation.
By the time Seraphina and Severus were old enough to remember her clearly, Eileen was no longer the sharp-edged, enigmatic witch. She had grown brittle, shadowed, her clothes perpetually worn, her eyes sunken with tiredness that no magic could remedy. There is a terrible, unyielding silence in her that damply hangs in the air of the house.
She loves, in her own way, but it is a love warped by hardship. Her words can be cold, her gaze distant. She is not affectionate. She is not nurturing. But she watches. She notices. And she endures, which, in that house, is a kind of love all its own. Too passive, yet tortured, loving, but from afar. A Prince by blood. A Snape by sacrifice.
And to her children, she is something different to each: to Severus, a complicated figure he half-defends and half-blames; to Seraphina, a cautionary tale cloaked in maternal silence. Nonetheless, their love for one another remains no matter what.
"Ignoring it isn't the solution you think it is." Seraphina says softly, stepping into the dusty Potions cabinet where Severus stands surrounded by shelves of vials and old glass jars.
"I'm not ignoring." Severus replies, calm but clipped, his hands occupied with sorting through the disarray. He tosses out a few spoiled concoctions with precision. "I'm refusing to entertain it."
"She deserves to be heard. At least that much." Seraphina says, settling onto the worn two-seater tucked beside the stash, her voice gentle but firm.
"And we deserved a thing or two as well, don't you think?" he counters, still avoiding her eyes, still keeping his hands busy.
Seraphina sighs. "She doesn't deserve to perish for what she did."
"Not for what she did," he says, tone darkening, "but for what she didn't do."
The silence stretches. She knows that tone too well—final, immovable. Still, she tries again.
"So... you haven't read it at all?" she asks, hand brushing the wrinkled letter that feels like a burning weight in her pocket. She wants to avoid it too, nearly incinerating it.
"I don't intend to." Severus answers, quieter now, though his voice is heavy, too heavy to match the cold mask he tries to maintain.
A faint smirk touches Seraphina's lips before she wipes it away. "Is that why you sign yourself as Prince in every book you own?" she says softly. "You're not half as convincing as you think, brother."
That makes him pause. He stills, closes his eyes, and inhales slowly before finally meeting her gaze.
"It's pride." he says, quiet and hard. "Pride in the only heritage we have left. The one she chose to abandon. Our right. One of the only things we have, and we don't have a lot."
Seraphina nods. "So be proud." she says gently, "But don't deny her her right, either. And we have one another."
Severus scoffs. "She lost that when she made her choice. Leaving him now does nothing. It changes nothing."
"So you read it." Seraphina smiles, but he dismisses it.
"If she stayed, it wasn't enough. If she leaves, it's too late. So no matter what, she can't win." Seraphina says, rising to her feet and stepping toward his table. "But I've decided to let the past be past. Because if I don't—if we don't—it eats through us like acid. And judging by the look of you..." she leans forward, palms pressed lightly on the edge of his workspace, "It already has."
Severus doesn't respond immediately. He simply stands there, unmoving, a tension resting between his shoulders that no amount of reorganizing vials can shake loose.
Seraphina watches him for a moment, her tone softening. "You don't have to forgive her. I'm not asking you to. I can't either. But pretending it didn't happen, pretending she doesn't exist anymore... that's not strength, Sev. That's hiding."
His jaw clenches. "I'm not hiding. I'm surviving."
She nods slowly. "Then survive with me. Not apart from me."
His eyes flick to hers at last; tired, but not cold. Something shifts in the air between them, fragile and human.
"Seraphina, I don't want to be at war with you, too." he murmurs, barely audible.
"You're not." she says, straightening her posture, her tone quiet but sure. "You're never alone in this." she adds, patting her brother's hand briefly, gently.
"I'm... sorry." He murmurs, lowering his gaze to his flasks. "I just need time."
She turns to go, pausing in the doorway. "Me too, Severus."
A calm Friday morning unfolds as Seraphina gathers her things and makes her way to breakfast. Her attention is fixed on the Ancient Runes book in her hands as she eats quickly, not entertaining the chatter as usual. Her hair is styled in two long, neat braids resting on torso, adorned with the faintest decorations, a simple elegance, with two thicker strings of hair at the front, falling upon her face and framing it. The signature white dragonfly pin in her hair—matching those of Nadine and Cassiopeia— allows a subtle yet deliberate personal flair.
The students gather for their The Ancient Runes and Divination lesson. The classroom is located high in the Astronomy Tower, offering a breathtaking view of the grounds and the starry sky above. The room is circular, with large arched windows casting soft, ethereal light. The walls are lined with towering bookshelves filled with ancient tomes and enchanted runic carvings that shimmer faintly, reacting to the students' magical energy.
In the center is a large wooden table, its surface inscribed with glowing runes. A blackboard at the front writes itself with colored light, displaying complex symbols that shift and change. Mysterious scrolls floating to their designated spots on the shelves framing the classroom. At the back, behind velvet curtains, sits a small Divination alcove with a crystal ball, surrounded by flickering candles and incense, giving the room an air of mystery.
The atmosphere is quiet, intense, and filled with the hum of ancient magic. A space that encourages deep focus and contemplation, where students of similar specializations delve into the mysteries of the past, future, balancing logic with intuition in their studies.
Professor Elara Thornwell stands at the helm of the table, happily welcoming her students into her class, parchments in hand.
A highly respected, enigmatic figure with a reputation for delving into the most obscure and dangerous aspects of magic. Professor Thornwell has a calm, almost mystical demeanor, and her expertise in ancient magic is unmatched. Her vast knowledge includes not only the mathematical precision of Arithmancy and Ancient Runes, but also the intuitive, often unsettling aspects of Divination.
Seraphina is one of the first to arrive, as usual, settling into her seat against the far wall by one of the large decorative windows. The seat next to her remains empty—she hasn't questioned it. Her focus is on the book in her hands, but the soft shuffle of footsteps interrupts her concentration.
She glances up to see a familiar figure—Regulus—making his way toward her. Her immediate reaction is to brace for a scolding over the incident with Mulciber and his gang, but to her surprise, he merely nods in her direction and sits down beside her without a word.
Confusion flickers through her, but she remains silent, watching him for any sign of confrontation. Yet, there is nothing—just a cool, unreadable expression. He sits with perfect posture, poised and proper. Professor Thornwell's voice soon fills the room, and Seraphina tries to turn her attention to the task. The long-awaited group project, it seems, is about to begin.
"We'll be assigning partners today." Thornwell announces, handing out the project guidelines.
Seraphina barely registers Professor Thornwell's words until she hears her name. "You two will be working together." the professor says softly, nodding toward her and Regulus as she draws closer. "Since you're a transfer student, Miss Snape, I thought it best to pair you with someone who knows the course inside and out. Mr. Black happens to be the top-performing student in this class, so I trust he'll help you get acquainted with how we do things here." she adds with a warm smile.
Her gaze shoots to Regulus, whose eyes are already on the professor. He seems unfazed, his face as neutral as ever. She can almost feel the weight of the potential collaboration, but she forces herself to look at the task in front of her.
Seraphina can't quite decipher his demeanor, but as the project details are discussed, she realizes she has no choice but to manage this new dynamic with him.
After a few minutes of listening, she shifts subtly in her seat, tilting her body just slightly toward him. "Hey." she whispers, the murmur of student conversation around them giving just enough cover. "I never thanked you. For stepping in yesterday."
Regulus looks at her, his gaze quiet but piercing, measuring her. "Mhm." he hums in reply, before glancing back down at the parchment.
Seraphina waits a beat, then adds, "Well—thank you."
"It's part of the Prefect duties." he replies simply, tone clipped and neutral. But then, almost as an afterthought, he hands her a parchment and adds, "And... a favor to my sister."
"I see." Seraphina nods once, but there is anticipation in her eyes, although she isn't sure what she wants out of this conversation either, yet the feeling lingers under the surface. He notices.
Regulus's tone remains calm, but his posture shifts slightly, more engaged now. "As Captain, I must say—Carrow nearly failed his test in self-control. I assume that's what you were intending to complain about?"
She meets his gaze—his eyes sharp, unblinking—and blinks twice before leaning back, arms crossing loosely.
"No, actually." she says. "I had... other things on my mind." Her words come quieter than she intended, almost vulnerable, before she catches herself and busies her hands with opening her ink bottle, setting her quill just so.
He watches her with a measured glance, the faintest narrowing of his eyes betraying the usual anticipation that she might, at any moment, set something ablaze—metaphorically, of course. It is the sort of look that suggests he is waiting for the inevitable rebellion.
"Detention." he says evenly, his voice smooth and clipped. Seraphina's head tilts slightly, interest piqued. "That was the result of Alecto's... unfortunate act."
"It was overdue." she returns coolly, though her words are more a pronouncement to the room than to him. "Third time. There won't be a fourth."
His exhale is sharp, almost silent. But he offers no rebuttal.
"A few managed to worm out of consequence." he continues, tone clinical, "But Alecto was made an example of. Slughorn, naturally, doesn't appreciate his newest favourite in trouble—particularly not alongside a Crouch." His gaze doesn't waver. It is fixed squarely on her.
"One of the new favourites, is it?" Seraphina quirks a brow, the ghost of a smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. "Slughorn has good instincts."
"Professor Slughorn," he corrects mildly, "has always had a particular fondness for Snapes. I imagine Severus has something to do with it." He delivers the words like a fact from a textbook—accurate, impersonal, and designed not to flatter.
"Of course." she replies, matching his tone with ease. "Severus and Cassiopeia. The pride of both lines."
At that, something in his expression falters. His brows pull together just slightly, eyes sharp as flint. "Mind yourself." he says, voice low but precise.
Then, he turns back to his parchment, dismissing her attempt to provoke him.
Her mind lingers on what Cassiopeia had said—that the Black family upheld pure-blood values more fiercely than anyone else in the wizarding world. Seraphina knows the reputation. She heard the whispers, seen the signs. And yet... something gnaws at her. She can't quite pinpoint what it is, but it tugs at the edge of her thoughts, unsettled and persistent.
Regulus, on the other hand, finds himself quietly surprised by the calmness between them. He had expected more pushback—attitude, defiance. A confrontation wouldn't have shocked him. But instead, their conversation had been... normal. Civil. Almost easy.
He doesn't let it show, of course, but there is a strange relief in not having to brace for another unnecessary argument. For once, he doesn't have to defend, correct, or control. And though he isn't sure what to make of her yet, he doesn't mind the silence that followed.
It is unfamiliar ground for both of them. But not unwelcome.
The parchment between them details the scope of the project for Magical Lineage & Theoretical Spellcraft—an in-depth analysis of wandlore theory as it relates to inherited magical traits and the historical impact of bloodline on spellcasting efficacy. Symbolic language of wandcraft—how runes carved into wands or ancestral spell scrolls tie into magical bloodlines.
This particular project includes decoding runic inscriptions left behind by early wandmakers, studying how runes enhance spellcasting based on heritage.
It is filled with citations from centuries-old magical texts, diagrams of wand cores, and theoretical models tracing the resonance between spellcraft and ancestral line.
Seraphina scans the first few lines, brow furrowing. "Dense, as expected." she mutters, half to herself, ready for the challenge.
Regulus makes a soft sound, somewhere between a hum and a scoff. "It's meant to be. It's Thornwell."
She glances sideways at him. "You sound like you have a lot of experience in this sort of work."
"I do." He doesn't offer more than that.
She gives a small, dry smile. "Of course you do."
His eyes flick to her, sharp and unreadable, but there is no bite in his voice when he says, "Will you maintain your attitude or do you intend to take offense to everything I say?"
Seraphina blinks, caught off guard—not by the words, but by the way he had said them. Measured. Controlled. Like he is asking an honest question, not trying to provoke her.
She looks down again. "I didn't take offense."
"Could've fooled me."
"I wasn't."
A beat passes. He doesn't press further.
Instead, he taps the top of the parchment with his quill. "We'll need to divide the sections. I'll handle the theoretical framework for wand wood and core pairings—their historical alignment with bloodlines—"
"Of course you will." she cuts in, unable to help herself at the perfect opportunity to tease, her tone is more amused than mocking this time.
Regulus pauses. And then, very faintly, the corner of his mouth twitch.
"You can take lineage theory and the historical fluctuations in spell responsiveness tied to blood status and their runes. It's messier, less defined. More suited to someone with a... flexible perspective."
"Flexible perspective." Seraphina repeats, raising a brow. "That sounds dangerously close to calling me unpredictable, or something else."
He doesn't deny it. "Is that inaccurate?"
She studies him for a long moment. "I don't know yet. I'm deciphering whether I am offended. I'll get back to you on that one."
"Marvellous." he responds sarcastically.
"I doubt you're as hard to read as you pretend to be." she bluntly says, eager to return the jab—or, the maybe-insult jab.
Regulus leans back slightly, folding his arms. "Aren't I?"
"Not entirely."
"Then you don't know me well."
Their eyes hold for a moment longer, and then she clears her throat and dips her quill into the ink.
"I'll start the draft tonight." she says, the shift in her voice sudden but smooth. "I'll have it by morning."
Regulus gives a small nod, already turning his attention back to his notes. "Good."
Chapter Text
As they begin writing in silence, Seraphina had applied effort into actually focusing on work. Despite her usual resistance, he is right, she is unpredictable, but she is proud of her sense of composure and tact, so she doesn't take it as an insult, unbeknownst to him.
Neither of them acknowledge it, but the silence between them is no longer empty.
The lesson draws to a close, the scratch of quills dulled, replaced by the soft rustle of parchment and the muted clatter of ink bottles being tucked away. Seraphina packs her things neatly—her usual lack of interest in lingering conversation warred now with a quiet, insistent curiosity.
Surely by now he has grown used to her presence. Or, at the very least, learned to tolerate it—for the sake of the project, if nothing else.
"Cass mentioned something." she begins carefully, her tone almost reluctant, betraying the weight behind the choice to speak at all. Her eyes flick to him, gauging the tension that immediately crackles in the air between them.
Regulus doesn't look at her. But he does freeze, as if her voice has turned the very air to ice. Slowly, he lifts his gaze to hers, and it is sharp—too sharp. A look that warns without speaking. The family mention alone had been enough.
"Cassiopeia should learn to mind herself." he says, his voice clipped, each word crisp with disdain. It isn't anger—not fully. More the reflexive recoil of someone trained to guard what is not meant for sharing. Especially not with someone like Seraphina.
"She only confirmed a suspicion." Seraphina offers, though even as she says it, she knows she is pressing against a boundary neither of them had agreed to cross. They aren't friends. They aren't even allies, only teammates. And as far as she knows, he has little regard for her kind.
Still... she hopes for something else. Something softer. A sliver of truth. And to achieve that, she lowers her usual sense of defiance towards him.
He finally looks at her—truly looks at her—his posture composed but alert, like a snake testing the air. "And what suspicion might that be?"
She meets his eyes and chooses her words with precision, careful not to lace them with accusation. "The unreasonable disdain for muggleborns—especially from your family." she says plainly, then waits—watching.
His gaze drops briefly to his knees. Just a second. Then, with a breath, his expression resets.
"Correct." he says simply, with the same certainty one might use when stating the time. "Not unreasonable, however. Pure-bloods have their reasons."
There is no bite in his tone, only calculation. He watches her coldly, knowing of the weight of his words.
Seraphina's face twists in disgust, only slightly, but enough for him to catch it. Her distaste doesn't surprise him. She despises values like his, founded in centuries of quiet cruelty and discrimination. But if Cassiopeia had been telling the truth, if there is something beneath all that ice—then maybe Regulus isn't the loyal little soldier he seems to be.
"Let me be very clear—I do not bother myself with what people think of it. There's power in blood, anything else is a delusion." he slaps the words down, removing his eyes from her, now looking forward. "The right ones who know—understand." He is willing to drop the conversation momentarily.
"I know one thing. The only delusion here is this vile discrimination. The false pretense that 'pure' blood is more valuable than anyone's." she retaliates, her voice now serious, hard with disgust. She doesn't intend to start a confrontation—he is right, she usually shows more restraint.
Regulus doesn't flinch. He regards her with the chilling stillness of a winter sky—beautiful, distant, and utterly unmoved.
"It absolutely is." he shoots back, turning to her fully now. His voice has not risen; it doesn't need to. The weight of his conviction is not loud—it is precise, cold, and terribly calm.
"There are things in this world that aren't subject to opinion, Snape." he continues, annoyed—yet oddly proud that he 'has' to explain it to her; tone clipped with the kind of elegance born from a lifetime of recitations at dinner tables lined with silver. "Blood matters. Not because we wish it to—but because it does. Power consolidates where it is oldest. That's not rhetoric, it's reality."
He stands straighter, as if recalling a lesson from a portrait in Grimmauld Place. "The names that endure—like some of your little friends— we're not surviving by accident. There is a reason muggleborns do not found lasting legacies. They flicker, they burn, and they vanish."
Seraphina stares, a flicker of disbelief in her expression, but he doesn't waver. He isn't trying to convince her. He doesn't need to.
"How awfully unfair of you." she whispers, unblinking.
"I don't expect you to agree." he says. "Nor do I seek your approval. What you call discrimination, we call discernment. A necessary filter. The world is not fair—it is ordered."
She moves back, whether in revulsion or restraint, he can't tell.
"It's a poisonous, destructive perspective, Black—and that might just be my 'flexible perspective.'" she spits back with ice.
"You speak of poison." he goes on, eyes sharp like needles, "'Poison' is tradition. Heritage. The architecture of a society that—until recently—knew its place. What we believe is not born from hatred, Snape. It's born from clarity, from duty—to preserve the sacred, ancient, irreplaceable."
A long pause stretches between them, the room chilled by the gravity of his poise. She hasn't expected such—what she views as—foul mania.
"I do not revel in cruelty." he adds, softer now, but no less sure. "But I do not shy from truth. I was not raised to entertain the sentimental delusions of equality. History isn't a matter of feelings, much to your dismay."
She shakes her head, disbelieving. "You sound just like them."
"I am them." he says, as if stating the sky is blue. "You'd do well to remember that."
A silence creeps in, as if the noise is suffocated with a Silencio.
"Half-bloods?" she asks next, quieter, not with venom, but with a bluntness that reveals her restraint. The classroom is empty. The question hangs between them, equal parts challenge and curiosity. To what extent is he willing to participate in such extreme beliefs?
Regulus doesn't answer immediately, composure intact. Instead, he lifts his chin, scanning her face as if reading between the lines of a difficult text. There is no hostility in his expression—only quiet analysis. He understands the weight of her question, and for once, seems to tread with something that almost resembles care.
She is his group partner, after all, and a teammate. It would be dreadfully inefficient to insult her heritage without cause, and potentially sabotage their team collaterally.
Unfortunately for him, he hadn't accounted for silence being interpreted as an answer. He realizes it—the way her shoulders lower, her few rapid blinks in succession, and the sudden aversion to eye contact—she is set on a conclusion. In her mind, he sees her kind as vermin, so she has no business attempting to further her friendship with him. As their Captain, sure, maintaining sportsmanlike behaviour is fine, but that is where it ceases.
"Ruined. Tarnished." he whispers, eyes tracing her face with surgical precision, as if cataloging damage. It is riddled with an unexpected crack in her cold exterior. This is the closest she has ever seen him be pitiful, as if she is hopeless roadkill that once was a beautiful deer. He knows it is mean, however, he justifies it as truth.
"Miskine." he adds, more to himself, barely above a whisper, "Une petite chose pitoyable qui croit encore que le monde est juste."
(Pitiful. A little thing who still believes the world is fair.)
"I see." she quietly utters, not understanding his sentence—a disappointed finality in her voice. She stands up and rapidly grabs her stuff, exiting the classroom in a haste.
He can't quite understand it—her question, the way she had looked at him while asking it. What had she expected him to say? What had made her think he might be different? He is the Black family heir after all—he can't necessarily pinpoint at his own wrongdoings; sure, the overall thought could have dealt damage on its own, but he hadn't gone out of his way to portray it that way.
It lingers with him, the way she had looked disappointed, not in him—but in herself, for hoping otherwise. He had never seen her express anything beyond defiance, sarcasm, and a composed disinterest in everything and everyone around her. She is icy—similarly like him.
Meanwhile, Seraphina moves quickly through the corridor, expression blank, heart uncomfortably tight. She should know better. She does know better.
Bitterness takes over her; the conversation left her with a sour taste in her mouth and an unexpected pang of hurt, which she despises.
She isn't going to mention this to anyone, not until she riddles the emotion, which she will expertly suppress and kill.
The air smells of dust, old incense, and forgotten dreams. It is one of Seraphina's favourite places to be, at least ones with light in them. Filled with magical items, tomes, mysterious grimoires and beautiful stained windows she spends hours looking at. She gravitates towards beautiful architecture and old, dark spaces, just like her brother.
It is late, nearly curfew—she escaped right before Regulus did his Prefect runs so as to not be caught out after curfew. She sits curled on a faded floor cushion near the wide, round window, quill in hand, parchment untouched. Above her, the stars blinked faintly through the foggy glass, and the tower creaked faintly with the wind. She isn't surprised when the door groans open behind her.
"You took your time." she says without turning.
"I nearly didn't come." Severus replied, his voice stripped down to something bare and uncertain.
He steps fully into the room, cloak heavy with the damp of evening. His eyes scan the stacks of mismatched chairs, old tea cups, and lace-draped tables before settling on her.
Seraphina glances over her shoulder and nods toward the cushion beside her. "I know." she says simply. "Me too."
He doesn't sit right away. Just stands, fidgeting with the sleeve of his shirt as though it has personally wronged him. "If you think dragging me into this absurd Tower will make it easier to write to her—"
"I don't." Seraphina cuts in softly. "But I hoped the height might help. Something about being far from the ground makes things seem... less heavy."
He raises a brow. "Since when do you believe in Divination?"
"I didn't, until recently." she says with a shrug. "But I believe in quiet places."
Finally, with a sharp sigh, Severus lowers himself beside her. His posture is tight, arms folded, knees pulled up like a wall. She offers him the quill, but he doesn't take it.
"We can keep it brief." she says. "We don't have to say anything we don't mean."
"That's the problem." he mutters. "I don't know what I mean."
Seraphina sets the quill down between them. "Then write that. Write that you don't know. That you're angry. That you're tired. That things should've been different."
He doesn't answer. His fingers play absently with the edge of his sleeve.
After a moment, she reaches into her satchel and pulls out the letter. Eileen's letter. The one that had started it all. It is creased and softened from being read and re-read, even if he hasn't touched it himself.
"I re-read it." she says quietly. "She never says sorry outright. But there's something in her words... some kind of reaching."
"She's always reached." he snaps. "But never far enough."
Seraphina doesn't disagree. She just unfolds the parchment, lays it gently between them, and lets the candlelight cast its long shadow across the words.
"I think this letter is her first apology. The only way she knows how to give one. And I think," she pauses, searching his face. "it'll be the last."
He glances down at it reluctantly. His lips press into a thin line, then soften as his eyes move over the ink. He doesn't touch it, but he doesn't look away either.
"She didn't write to us for years." he says. "She could've left sooner. She could've taken us."
"She could've." Seraphina agrees. "And maybe she wanted to. Maybe she was afraid. Or too tired. Or too trapped. I don't know. But I think she's trying now. And I don't want to carry all of that with me forever."
Severus lets out a breath that sounds like surrender and shakes his head. "You're too forgiving."
"No." she says, picking up the quill and pressing it gently into his hand. "I'm tired of being angry."
He holds it there, loosely. Doesn't lift it yet.
"I'll write the first sentence." she offers. "You can end it."
He says nothing, but he doesn't stop her. She leans over the parchment, her handwriting neat and slow:
Mother,
We received your letter, and admittedly, we couldn't write back immediately. There is much we don't know how to say, and more we may never be able to...
She pauses and hands it to him.
Severus stares at the ink, then at her. Then, with trembling fingers, he adds:
But we are reading. We are listening. And we are
He stops. Looks at her again.
"Trying." Seraphina whispers.
He nods, and lets the quill finish the word.
We miss what could have been, but we will miss it more if we give up entirely
They sign their names—his last, always more reluctant than hers—and sit in silence. They lean on each other. Not quite at peace, not quite resolved. But together.
And for now, that is enough.
"Is there hope for some normalcy for us, for once, in this lifetime?" She asks him, although it sounds more like she is asking the room or the stars.
"We haven't dealt in anything such as hope in years." he admits, a painful smirk forming on his lips.
It is clear they are exhausted—both in school and in life beyond it. Coming from difficult backgrounds, they often found themselves surrounded by peers with powerful families, deep connections, and carefully carved-out futures. It isn't inadequacy they feel, not exactly, but a constant sense that they have to work twice as hard just to earn the most basic things—respect, recognition, stability.
Others around them carry their own burdens, yes, but Seraphina and Severus can't help wondering what it might be like to live without such relentless struggle. What it might feel like to simply belong, without having to fight for every inch of it.
The silence is interrupted by Seraphina.
"Would you like to make Bruise Balm with me? We ran out."
Severus nods. "Quidditch?"
"Yes." She points at her arm with a fading, yet stubborn bruise.
"We'll do it tomorrow. Same time, Potions room?"
"Yes. We should go to bed."
As they part ways, both are quietly grateful—each in their own way—for the rare comfort of having someone in their corner who understands without needing to ask.
Chapter Text
The upcoming week is a whirlwind of intense Quidditch practice and work. As the material began to pile up, students find themselves shifting into their routines, balancing studying with the physical exhaustion of practice for any specialization.
James however, unsurprisingly, decided the team haven't practiced enough, and insisted on the earliest morning practices, just so that he could sneak in an extra hour or two of training. No one was thrilled, but they all obliged, knowing James's commitment to the team. They pushed themselves harder with each passing day leading up to the match.
The team had long accepted James's ambitions, which extended beyond just the Gryffindor team. He had something to prove more than the rest, it is his specialization, after all. "And besides... He just wants us to win." Marlene reassured them on those mornings. "It's in our best interest, really."
Sirius was the most difficult to wake up, often requiring being yanked out of bed or otherwise he would find some excuse to stay under the covers. Smooth talking or pointing a wand up at nothing and mumbling into his pillow—whatever it took to delay the inevitable. Ultimately, he would give in and drag himself out of bed, unhappy.
Nadine, however, willed herself out of bed, despite being tired from studying the nights before. It was a mix of nerves and confidence for her first game of the season. It isn't just a first game—it is the first game at Hogwarts and not Beauxbatons.
Crouches are used to getting up early. Father doesn't tolerate laziness and tardiness, so it is more-so normal for her to be up and about early on. That, and she has a thing of her own to prove. Is it for herself? Yes. It is also for Barty, definitely for Mother and Father, and her House. She is motivated, ready and confident.
The tension since the Slug Club dinner has been tamed; both Nadine and James are more invested into displaying the finest performance as a team, than interested in each other. It is an unspoken rule—despite the argument—training and game days are off-limits for fights. A rule they both begrudgingly agreed on.
Sirius, though in a silent agreement with James, keeps the peace in the team. Despite the irony, it comes natural to him—he has a gift for maintaining tension and high spirits. On another hand, that gift also extends into his ability to instigate chaos. Two sides of the same coin, truly.
"Bite each other's heads off AFTER we win. I couldn't care less otherwise." Sirius mentioned a few times jokingly.
"And if we lose, I'll be the first one to start the fight." Marlene added, giggling with the twins, who were shadow-boxing each other, mimicking Nadine and James.
Breakfast is calm but cheerful, at least for most. The students are excited about the first official match, and both Hufflepuff and Gryffindor teams are laser focused even at breakfast, not exchanging glances, and continuously murmuring about routines and strategy.
"So, like I said, instead of immediately diving, try to—" James starts.
"To feign it first and sharply turn to snipe the Quaffle. Yeah, yeah." Nadine finishes flatly, having heard his strategy ramblings a thousand times before. "A broken record, really." she adds half-jokingly. She isn't too thrilled about having to interact with him regarding Quidditch, or at all, really, after their bickering. Although she is unhappy she had lashed out on him, she made the decision to put it to rest before it spills over into the match.
"Someone hasn't slept well." Sirius teases with a mischievous grin.
"We had to threaten you to get you out of bed, Sirius. Let us be groggy." Marlene chuckles, raising an eyebrow.
"Whatever makes you go faster and win." Sirius shrugs, finishing off his breakfast.
Despite denouncing his family, he has the same Black posture—like Regulus and Cassiopeia, very proper and structurally mannered. James, in the meantime, is contrasting Sirius by devouring his food like it was a speed-eating competition. He claims it is all about maximizing food intake efficiency.
Marlene leans her head on her hand, absentmindedly picking at the last few bits of food left on her plate, with an occasional yawn escaping her. Nadine had already finished her meal. She sits with her elbows on the table, her hands crossed loosely, her plate empty. Brownie meows softly beside her.
"It's not only about speed." James continues, clearly determined to drive home his point. "The main thing is—"
"TECHNIQUE!" the group chimes in, laughing together.
James lets out an exaggerated sigh, playfully throwing up his hands. "Fine, I guess I'll never speak again."
"Oh my, that would be... awful." Nadine adds, grinning.
"We appreciate it, James." Marlene says with a soft smile.
The laughter and light banter gives the team a break from the tension and nervous energy building up. Each member of the team knows what is at stake, confident that they have each other's back.
As the teams dismount their brooms, the Gryffindors erupt in cheers, rushing to congratulate their victorious teammates—this is their first win of the season. Some Hufflepuffs are focused more on preventing their players from bashing their heads against the Quidditch posts in the wake of their loss. The Gryffindors surge onto the field, a loud, stampeding mass rushing with deafening excitement.
To say that James is proud would be a criminal understatement—he is positively glowing, a grin so wide it seems to light up the entire field. Nadine isn't sure whether she finds it endearing or nauseating, but it is clear he is basking in the glory, as is Sirius, who revels in the victory with a smirk, the world's biggest spotlight on the two team stars. Still, in an unexpected show of humility, he gathers the rest of the team into his arms, pulling them into the celebration, and into the rest of the Gryffindors.
Marlene's voice cuts through the noise in a high-pitched shout of triumph that Nadine wouldn't have expected from someone of her smaller stature. "Told you we'd win this year!" she shouts, not even remotely humble, nodding emphatically and raising her hands to stir the crowd even more. Meanwhile, the twins are skipping around the team, Irish-dancing with Phoebe as they sing a triumphant tune.
Nadine can't help but laugh, overwhelmed by the contagious energy. This is the moment she had worked for—the early mornings, the grueling practices, and tolerating James. She understands the feeling, though it has never felt quite like this before. It is new, thrilling, and for the first time, she truly feels part of something. Surrounded by teammates and Gryffindors, some familiar, others not, she feels embraced, accepted. She is home. Or at least, what home should feel like.
The pressure in her wrist begins to throb, a sharp sensation that only increases as swelling slowly appears. She bites her lip and rubs it gently, refusing to acknowledge the injury from her first match, though the occasional wince betrays her effort to hide it. I'll deal with it later, a quick spell will do, she reassures herself.
The spirits are soaring so high that Nadine finds herself comfortable enough to accept a congratulatory hug from James—after Marlene, Phoebe, and the twins, who are distributing hugs as if they are cakes, all in the name of victory. Sirius creeps up behind her, casually slinging an arm around her shoulders.
"Ahh, smell that, our new, freshly baked Chaser?" he says, inhaling deeply as if savoring the air. "That's the smell of victory."
"Victory or your sweat?" Nadine giggles, giving him a playful pat on the back as she disentangles herself from his grasp. "You did well, though. Defending that last one was skill. It really gave us the edge."
Sirius's grin widens, pleased by the compliment. "You weren't too shabby yourself. I was sure that Quaffle was a goner, but you snatched it so fast, I didn't even realize we had it until you scored." He adds with a mischievous smile. "See, this is how it could be if we weren't constantly bickering."
Before Nadine can respond, Marlene interjects. "Exactly. Didn't I tell you? We're this year's winners!" She crosses her arms smugly, nodding toward Nadine.
As Marlene walks away, Sirius approaches quietly, his voice low enough to avoid drawing attention. "You should probably get that checked out." he murmurs, casting a brief glance at her wrist before offering her a mischievous wink.
Of course he noticed.
Before she can protest, the twins scoop her up, hoist her onto their shoulders and charge into the heart of the crowd. "TO OUR NEW GLORIOUS CHASER, NADINE!" one of them yells, and the roar of cheers erupts once more, the clapping so thunderous it almost drowns out everything else. Nadine can't help but grin, overwhelmed by the infectious joy surrounding her. In that moment, she feels an undeniable sense of pride—she earned her place. One thing is certain: she proved herself a competitor to be reckoned with.
As they finally set her down and the crowd began to slowly disperse, still alive with excitement, the Hufflepuff team approaches, their smiles wide as they come forward to offer their congratulations.
Nadine shakes her hand lightly and massages it, pretending to fix her sleeves. Just then, two familiar figures arrive.
"Well, look at you, victorious and all." Remus's voice suddenly breaks through the cheering. Nadine turns to see him, grinning from ear to ear, his arms open wide for a congratulatory hug, which she happily steps into.
"Remus! You watched?" she asks, surprised and pleased by his presence. She releases her hair from her ponytail and briefly brushes it with her fingers.
"Of course." he answers softly, still beaming. "I told you I wouldn't miss it. You were fantastic, genuinely."
Nadine laughs, she was eager to share her success with her friend.
"Beauxbatons fights back, I see." he teases with a wink.
"Ah, you know," Nadine replies with a smirk, "fists and bows."
Lily skips over and wraps her arms around James in a tight embrace.
"Congratulations!" she cheers, as James spins her around with a grin, and kisses her briefly.
"All me, ask them." he jokes, clearly reveling in the glory.
"How are you, after the match?" Lily asks, turning to Nadine with a bright smile.
"I'm great." Nadine replied, beaming. "I have high hopes for us, and we've got the fire to match it."
"She was solid. Both of them were." James says, gesturing to Nadine and Marlene. "Exactly as we practiced." His pride in his team is visible, but it catches Nadine slightly by surprise.
"Pfft, damn right we were solid." Marlene adds, crossing her arms proudly. "Our new Chaser here taught those Hufflepuffs a lesson." Nadine laughs in response.
"The strategy was solid, I have to admit." Nadine nods in approval at James, who grins and nods back, as Lily shifts out of his grasp to congratulate the rest of the team. Nadine always gives credit where credit is due, and she doesn't shy away from honesty.
Despite the tension within the team, it is a collective understanding that it has to be put aside, allowing themselves to recognize the big success.
Across the field, Nadine's gaze drifts to the Slytherin team, who stands apart, their faces devoid of expression, their eyes fixed on the Gryffindor players. To Nadine, they look like predators observing their prey. But the Gryffindors are no sheep. They are lions.
The Slytherins are judging, assessing—meticulously taking note of every move, every strategy the Gryffindor team has executed. Among them, Nadine spots Seraphina, who had just descended from the stands. With a glance, Nadine sees her starting a conversation with someone, though the words are lost in the distance.
Before she can dwell on it, she is quickly surrounded by the Hufflepuff Seeker and Keeper, offering their congratulations and praising her skill, which pulls her thoughts away from the Slytherins.
"Uncontrolled. Loud. Messy." Avery's voice slices through the air, his disdain obvious as he gestures toward the Gryffindors from across the field. "Foul." he adds with a sneer. His posture is relaxed, one foot casually resting on the wall behind him.
"Their Seeker was sloppy on that sharp left turn. Think you can take advantage of that, Black?" his voice cuts through the silence, directed at Regulus, who stands poised and alert, his eyes still locked on the opposing team.
"Certainly." Regulus replies coolly. He doen't see the Hufflepuff Seeker as a threat.
"The pass wasn't clean." Evan chimes in, his tone more serious than usual, cutting through the tension. "Any decent Beater could've sent a Bludger straight at them."
"Yeah, any decent Beater, meaning not anyone from Hufflepuff." Avery adds with a chuckle, clearly enjoying the mockery.
"Sounds like we've got a job to do." Steve murmurs, their laughter echoing through the group as they continue to analyze the performance, already formulating their own strategies.
Seraphina remains silent. She isn't uncomfortable by cruel commentary, but she can't view Nadine as an 'enemy', the way her teammates so readily did. She is, in all honesty, extremely proud of Nadine, and eager to run to her and congratulate her on the victory. Still, she keeps her composure and listens.
"They were good. Great, even." Seraphina finally speaks, her voice calm and measured. "But we need to be better." She shrugs slightly, her eyes drifting over the field.
Before anyone can respond, Regulus's head twitches ever so slightly towards her, his eyes narrowing at her in disapproval. His brows furrow, and Seraphina notices, refusing to indulge him with the unspoken judgment. She doesn't allow it to affect her, keeping her gaze steady and indifferent as she looks back at the other teams.
"We are better!" Evan says, his grin wide and filled with confidence. "Just wait until we get out there and show them what we're made of." He taps Seraphina on her shoulders.
"My, my, compliments to the enemy team? Am I sensing a weakness in you, Snape?" Avery's voice is low, laced with mockery, as he approaches Seraphina, hands casually stuffed into his pant pockets. His posture is smug, the arrogance clear, and he stands just a bit too close for her comfort.
"Any sensible Quidditch player knows that acknowledging the strengths and weaknesses of every team is essential, and denying them is ignorant." Seraphina shoots back evenly, her gaze unwavering as she meets his. She crosses her arms, standing her ground despite the fact that he is taller, his eyes fixed on her with the intent to unsettle. He is trying to provoke a reaction, but she refuses to give him the satisfaction.
"She's right." Evan adds, his tone carrying an air of finality. "It would be foolish not to recognize that. Still, we learn, and we win. That's all there's to it." His words are met with murmurs of agreement from the rest of the team.
Seraphina, undeterred by their scrutiny, flashes a confident smirk. "Excuse me from this eye-opening conversation," she says with a cool indifference, her voice laced with sarcasm as she turns sharply on her heel. "I'm going to congratulate my friend." She begins walking toward the Gryffindors, her steps purposeful.
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"Friend." Regulus's voice cuts through the air, halting the team in their tracks. Seraphina closes her eyes, exhaling slowly before turning to face him. "Excellent hearing, Black." she replies, her tone cold. "A foreign term for you, I gather?" Her words drip with sarcasm as she looks him dead in the eye.
"It's also productive to know the weaknesses of our own team, correct?" Regulus continues smoothly, his tone probing as he takes aim at her previous statement. Seraphina furrows her brow, glancing to the side briefly before returning her gaze to him, preparing herself for his next jab.
"And, of course, as your Captain, I must be aware of all of these weaknesses, yes?" He drags out his words, his presence tense, provocation evident. Seraphina, however, merely extends a hand toward him in mock invitation, daring him to continue.
"Mhm." he murmurs, stepping closer now. "Surely, this adorable friendship of yours won't be a hindrance for us. A conflict of interest, yes?" He towers over her, but she stands her ground, unshaken. It is as if she is standing before a judge in a courtroom, yet she refuses to be intimidated.
"Baseless implications, Black. Unless, of course, they stem from somewhere else." Seraphina shoots back, her voice laced with disdain. "A projection, perhaps? A place you know far too well. A sibling rivalry, I sense?" She takes a step closer to him, her confidence rising. "Surely, that's not a conflict of interest either, yes?" Her words are sharp, defiant, and her eyes gleam with amusement.
The team knows better than to tread into Regulus's family territory, especially when it comes to his brother. It is a sore spot, and Seraphina had just found it and is evidently proud. Regulus's eyes darken, his jaw clenched.
"My brother... is nothing." Regulus spits, his voice cutting with coldness.
Before Seraphina can respond, Evan swiftly moves between them, his hands pushing them apart. "Enough." he says firmly, his voice carrying an edge that makes the team fall silent. "I'm also friends with her, and no, that doesn't change anything. Don't be ridiculous." His gaze sweeps across the group, an unspoken warning in his eyes.
"So unnecessary." Evan adds sharply, his stare piercing as he takes in the tension surrounding them. The atmosphere grows heavy, but Evan's intervention had effectively stopped the escalation.
"Interesting new friendships, it seems." Avery remarks, his voice devoid of any amusement, his face a mask of disapproval. His eyes linger on Seraphina, then Evan, for a moment longer before he adds, "Maybe reconsider your circles." With a final glance, he turns and walks away with Steve and Lucinda.
Regulus looks away from Seraphina, the silence thick between them. She refuses to try and meet his gaze for long, and as the tension simmers, she mentally pushes it aside. Thoughts of Nadine flicker in her mind, and the knot of discomfort loosens.
"Oh, bloody hell." Remus mutters under his breath, watching as Seraphina and the Slytherin team make their way toward them. The shift in atmosphere is immediate—an unsettling tension that makes some Gryffindors and Hufflepuffs gradually slip away from the scene.
Before anyone can utter a word, Seraphina charges forward, as sudden and forceful as thunder, colliding with Nadine and knocking her into a tight embrace.
"You killed it!" Seraphina exclaims, her voice brimming with pride as she pulls back just enough to look Nadine in the eye. Nadine, grinning from ear to ear, laughs in delight. "Thank you! Ah! You saw!" she responds, clearly thrilled to be in the company of one of her best friends, wincing as Seraphina unknowingly made contact with her injured wrist.
Seraphina notices, giving her a knowing look, but refuses to address it in front of others.
The rest of the Slytherin team remains in the background, hanging back with the disinterest of a pack waiting for their lost puppy to rejoin them. But Seraphina pays them no mind. She has no intention of letting them distract her from celebrating with Nadine.
"Of course I saw." Seraphina says, her smirk widening as she winks at Nadine. "Had to check out my new rival."
Nadine raises an eyebrow but is clearly enjoying the playful banter. "Oh really?! That's the only reason? I'm hurt." She laughs.
"Barty and Cassie are over there too, but were eager to miss these dramatics." Seraphina adds with a shrug, as if the whole scene was beneath their attention.
"Fair enough." Remus remarks, stepping forward and giving a knowing smile.
"Hey, Seraphina." His tone is casual, though there is a glint of something deeper in his eyes. Concern, maybe.
"Hi, Lupin." Seraphina's smile is polite, her nod courteous, keeping her composure despite the unspoken tension still lingering in the air. It is as though she had just effortlessly brushed off a storm that hasn't quite passed.
"What an unsettling bunch of creeps lurking behind you." James remarks half-jokingly, pulling Lily closer to him as she stays silent, her eyes flickering between the two teams. Nadine shoots a warning stare at James to halt his criticism right away. Sirius chuckles.
Before Seraphina can fire back a response, Sirius jumps in. "Oh my, had I known you were watching, I would've brushed my hair or something." His grin is pure mischief as he runs a hand through his messy locks, trying to smooth his uniform with mock seriousness.
"That untamed... thing?" Seraphina teases, raising an eyebrow as she gestures toward his wild hair.
"My friend, a charmer, really." James adds with a smirk, clearly enjoying the banter. Nadine rolls her eyes, leaning onto Remus who crosses his arms in anticipation.
Sirius slides closer to Seraphina, casting a spell to make his broom stand upright beside him before leaning against it with his arms crossed. "So, you're next, yes?" His tone is light, but there is an edge of challenge in his voice.
Seraphina can't help but notice the similarity between the way Sirius and Regulus phrased their questions today, but she pushes it from her mind.
"Mhm. Your winning streak finished before it even started, I fear." she replies, her voice dripping with amusement.
"Nah, you think you could pass a Quaffle by me? Cute confidence. I could, however, help you train. Private lessons and all." Sirius says, his grin widening as he winks at her, clearly enjoying the flirty game of words.
The group watches the exchange like spectators at a tennis match. Nadine looks amused, though a bit grossed out, Remus stands with a look of disappointment, fingers pressed against the bridge of his nose, while Marlene stifles a giggle in the back. James merely shakes his head, smiling, as he lets Sirius do his thing.
"Outstanding offer, I'm sure. Breaks my heart to pass, though." Seraphina replies, her face contorting into an exaggerated, pitiful expression that barely conceals her amusement. Sirius steps closer, but Seraphina remains unphased.
"The offer remains, y'know." Sirius says, his voice lower now, as he leans in a bit. "Unless you're too busy in that nasty circle of friends you've got there." He gestures vaguely toward her team, his eyes briefly locking with Regulus, who stands off to the side, visibly disgusted and disapproving.
Seraphina takes a step toward him, fully aware of her team watching her closely, but she doesn't let the tension affect her. "A confident man, surely it's not all talk." She retaliates, reducing her facial expression to a cold, challenging stare. "But I guess we'll see each other on the pitch." She links her arms with Nadine.
"On the pitch, in my dreams... Who knows?" Sirius raises his voice a bit, biting his lip and winking at her, stepping back as others start heading out.
"Now, what do we have here?" Seraphina asks, brushing past Regulus as they walk, her eyes flicking from him to Nadine's wrist.
"Okay, I may have played it off a bit too well." Nadine admits, a mock-sad expression crossing her face as she reveals the swelling. "That Bludger really hit hard. I think I underestimated it."
"Bruise Balm!" they both exclaim in unison, breaking into laughter. "That should do the trick." Seraphina adds with a wink. "Let's get you to the hospital wing."
As they make their way through the hallways, a few students pass by, offering congratulations on the win. Nadine smiles and nods, accepting their praise graciously. When they reach the hospital wing, they spot Severus in deep and hushed conversation with Madam Pomfrey.
Nadine tenses. While she is proud of her victory, she can't help but feel a flutter of anxiety. What if Severus notices? What if he has something to say about it—though she knows, the chances of that are nonexisting. Her usual confidence dips, replaced by a subtle shyness. Seraphina chuckles quietly, noting the change in her demeanor.
"Fancy seeing you here. We've got ourselves in a bit of a situation." Seraphina begins, sparing Nadine the effort of initiating the conversation.
"Not too bad, just a sprain... I think." Nadine murmurs, casting a fleeting glance toward Severus, who turns his attention to her bruised wrist.
"Oh, you children! Quidditch is hard, I always say so. Way too many injuries." Madam Pomfrey comments lightly, her smile bright and maternal. "I've got just the thing for you, my dear." She disappears into the back of the hospital wing, leaving the three of them to wait for a moment.
"So... what are you up to?" Nadine asks awkwardly, her eyes lifting to meet Severus's. His expression is unreadable, his gaze locked on hers.
"None of your concern, is it, Crouch?" he retorts sharply, his voice laced with disdain.
Seraphina rolls her eyes. "Sev, you're rude."
He sighs in annoyance. "I was tasked with making a set of potions for the University. As you can see, I was successful." He gestures toward a table piled with at least twenty different vials, each holding varying potions of different shapes and colors, some in pairs, others single.
"Of course you were! You're brilliant at that." Nadine murmurs, her cheeks flushing. She quickly lowers her gaze.
Seraphina stifles a laugh, finding the awkwardness amusing. To her, it is like watching two kittens unsure how to interact with one another.
Severus raises an eyebrow, clearly unsure how to respond to her sudden display of bashfulness. After a beat, he pushes it aside. "We can't say the same about you, can we?" he says, his tone cool as he points at her swollen wrist with his wand.
"Hey. They won." Seraphina chimes in, stepping in to defend Nadine. Her arms are crossed in a show of solidarity.
Before Nadine can respond, a voice echoes from the hallway. "Phiny! Team meeting, I had to come for you." Evan's voice rings out, and he waves energetically, urging her to come along.
"Ah! My time has fallen short." Seraphina teases, giving Nadine and Severus a sly smile. "I'm sure you two will keep this riveting discussion going." She pats both of them on the back, skipping towards Evan.
"Oh, and Sev, if you could be a darling and give her a few of the Wiggenweld Potions you made for me, I'd be the happiest sister in the world. Love ya." Seraphina adds, not allowing any time for him to protest, before lacing arms with Evan and disappearing.
Severus sneers, his tone dramatic. "I'm but a mere puppet in this circus, it seems." he mutters under his breath before reaching into his coat and pulling out two vials, a potion known for its healing qualities for more common injuries that still need magical assistance.
Nadine watches him quietly, taking in every movement, every flick of his hand. Her heart skips a beat when she recognizes the vials. It is her gift. A smile tugs at her lips, and she feels excitement.
"I thought you destroyed them." Nadine says softly.
Severus huffs through his nose. "I was running low on supply and Seraphina made a good point not to." It is the only explanation he offers, but Nadine is more than okay with that.
"You don't have to." she begins, but Severus cuts her off, his voice laced with irritation.
"Quidditch is a foolish, violent game, and you are a foolish girl for participating in it. If you weren't so clumsy, maybe you'd win without breaking your hands and feet." he says, his criticism biting as always.
Nadine's heart sinks slightly, though she has gotten used to his sharp remarks. She shifts uncomfortably, hiding her wrist again. "It's not a stupid game. Accidents happen all the time. I'm sure you know, potion accidents happen too. Doesn't make it any less or more stupid than what I'm doing."
Severus shoots her a sharp look, swiftly pushing her sleeve up with his wand to examine the swelling. "Drink this." he says curtly, thrusting the potion at her. Nadine hesitates for only a moment before taking the vial. The metallic, sharp taste floods her senses as she drinks it quickly, wincing at the taste that is both medicinal and unpleasant.
"Look at it." Severus instructs, his wand flicking over her wrist. The swelling slowly begins to recede, the pain lessening almost immediately. She marvels at the sight, her face lighting up.
"Thank you. That's incredible." Nadine says sincerely, her smile wide as she looks up at him.
Severus rolls his eyes. "You should know this by now." he replies, his tone flat. "Next time, use the Bruise Balm for efficiency." She nods.
Nadine grins, biting her lip. "Well... thank you again. You didn't have to—"
"Sorry, my dears, I had to pack the Balm into the container—been behind, you see. Already treated a few injured students!" Madam Pomfrey's voice rings out from behind them, and she appears with a cheerful smile, handing Nadine a small tin can of the Bruise Balm.
"Thank you, Madam, but Severus was kind enough to take care of it while you were busy." Nadine smiles at her politely, while Madam Pomfrey beams back.
"Ah, my Severus, such talent! I can always count on you for these emergencies." She waves them off with a smile. "Off you go, my dears."
Severus doesn't respond. He merely nods, his expression calm and impassive, and eager to leave. As another student—a Hufflepuff—enters, Madam Pomfrey excuses herself to tend to the new arrival, leaving Severus and Nadine alone once again.
"Well, I better be going then." Nadine starts, her voice hesitant, hoping to be given a reason to stay.
"Per my sister's request, and only because of that, take this." he says coldly, handing her the second vial.
As Nadine reaches out to take it, their fingers brush, and he quickly withdraws his, turning sharply and walking off with his coat swirling behind him.
Nadine smiles softly to herself, watching him leave before tucking the vial into her pocket and heading back to the dormitories.
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Nadine stands before the mirror, the red dress she wears is striking—not just in color, but in the bold, confident elegance it gives off. A deep crimson satin, off-the-shoulder cut with structured puffed sleeves that taper down just past her elbow. The bodice is fitted, hugging her waist before flaring out into a smooth, dramatic skirt that brushes her ankles.
A thigh-high slit on one side peeks just enough to reveal her vintage black heeled Mary Janes with gold buckles. Around her neck is a delicate gold chain, and small ruby studs gleam in her ears. Her hair is parted to the side and curled into soft waves that tumble over one shoulder like liquid silk. Her makeup is glam yet effortless: winged liner, fluttering lashes, a touch of blush, and bold red lipstick to match the dress.
On her bed, Brownie gives a small, unimpressed meow, her eyes watching Nadine carefully.
"You don't like it?" Nadine laughs softly, scooping her up and spinning once. "Well, I do. We're attending a party after all."
The music is already thumping downstairs—something upbeat, full of bass, with laughter and voices rolling over it like waves. Brownie hops from her arms and pads ahead toward the stairwell as if announcing Nadine's arrival. With a last breath, she squares her shoulders, lifts her chin, and makes her entrance into the common room.
The room has been transformed: glowing fairy lights float lazily through the air, changing from gold to red in a gentle rhythm. Someone has spelled glitter into the rafters, so faint shimmers fall like snow when you step beneath them. The fireplace roars, casting flickering shadows that dance over banners hung in every corner, some even stolen from rival Houses.
A "HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIRIUS" banner stretches above the fireplace, half-covered by a floating Snitch-shaped balloon someone conjured in celebration. A makeshift bar has been set up with pumpkin fizz, firewhisky in stolen crystal flasks, and colorful punch that may or may not be charmed to bubble and smoke.
James is in the center of it all—his hair messier than usual, tie half undone, dancing wildly with Lily, who is laughing too hard to keep up. She is barefoot, holding her heels in one hand and trying to twirl, only to nearly trip into Sirius, who catches her and dramatically dips her instead.
Sirius, dressed in black and gold, grins and keeps one eye on the door like he is waiting for someone. Peter is already three drinks in, cheeks flushed, bouncing in a circle with two third-years trying to keep the rhythm. Fabian is showing off some ridiculous dance move, egged on by Gideon, who snaps his fingers and yells "You've got to commit, mate!" from the couch.
Bill leans against the wall with a drink in hand, watching it all with a slight smirk, occasionally waving to girls who pass by. Marlene and Mary are sitting cross-legged on the floor playing some charmed version of spin-the-bottle with Phoebe, who has got glitter smeared across her cheeks and a cheeky grin as she watches someone crawl across the circle.
Nadine laughs, light and airy, already glowing from the energy of it all. She makes her way across the room, swaying to the music. Her eyes find Remus in the corner, talking with a classmate and looking, predictably, like he would rather be anywhere else.
"Oi, Lupin!" she calls over the music. "Get that broody expression off your face and dance with me!"
Remus blinks, then laughs awkwardly. "Oh, no. I don't dance, thank you."
"Well, you do tonight." She grabs his hand and tugs him toward the center of the floor. "Come on. The least you can do is shuffle a bit."
He chuckles but follows, letting her lead. "You look beautiful. Everyone's staring."
"Good. Let them." She spins under his arm and sways her hips. "Now move, moon boy."
Remus huffs a laugh and does, awkward at first but slowly warming up. Nadine dances like no one is watching—full of life, wild and joyful. Her red dress catches the light every time she twirls, and even Sirius glances over once, eyebrows raised.
Brownie, meanwhile, winds her way between people's legs, occasionally hopping onto a couch for a better view.
Nadine sways confidently, guiding Remus through steps with playful nudges. He laughs under his breath, relaxing, catching onto the beat slowly.
They dance, spinning near the firelight, the whole room glowing like a warm, golden storm. Gryffindor has won the match. Sirius has made it another year older. No worries or duties tonight—only friends, laughter, music, and celebration.
Butterbeer spills over the edges of mugs, record player spinning new tracks with thumps that make the floor tremble. Someone charms the floating candles to swirl like fireflies. At some point, Gideon gathers a truth-or-dare circle that ends with some boy kissing Phoebe's cheek and James accidentally hexing himself to hiccup glitter for ten minutes.
Nadine dances with Marlene, then with Bill, spinning and laughing, flushed and giddy, her cheeks warm and damp with sweat, strands of hair sticking to her temple. Her lipstick is mostly gone, eyeshadow a little smudged, but it only makes her look more alive. Bill is gentler than the others, hands always respectful, his laughter quiet but sincere. They fall into an easy rhythm together, no awkwardness—just two people enjoying the night.
Eventually, they collapse on a couch, breathless. Nadine fans herself with a napkin and laughs into the curve of her hand.
"Merlin." she pants. "I think my lungs have left my body."
Bill chuckles, handing her a butterbeer she accepts gratefully. "That's how you know it was worth it."
Others gather too—James, Sirius, Lily, Remus, Peter, Marlene, and the rest. They sit cross-legged on cushions or the floor, forming a loose circle of warmth and exhaustion. Someone passes sweets around—fudge flies into hands, a few candies land in people's hair.
Sirius leans back against the couch with a lazy stretch, his shirt half untucked, hair wild, cheeks a little pink. He tips his bottle toward Nadine.
"So," he says with a lopsided grin, "how's Cassiopeia these days?"
Nadine raises a brow, grabbing a piece of treacle tart from the table behind her. "Why don't you ask her yourself?" she says coolly, taking a bite. "She is your sister."
Sirius scoffs. "Half the time I forget we're even related."
James snorts beside him. "Honestly, I saw her the other day hanging around with Snape's sister. Can't say I'm surprised."
Peter chuckles at that, mouth full of fudge. "Imagine hanging out with her. Snape with longer hair and a skirt."
Nadine pauses mid-laugh, her smile fading like a snuffed flame. She leans forward slowly, brows lifting, voice calm but sharp. "Something wrong with that?"
The air shifts. Lily looks up quickly, lips parted, but doesn't speak. Remus clears his throat, gaze dropping.
James raises his hands. "Didn't mean anything by it, just saying—I mean, look around. Why waste your time with people like them when you've got all this?" He gestures broadly to the warm, rowdy chaos of Gryffindors laughing, dancing, drinking.
"People like them." Nadine repeats slowly, eyes narrowing. "Again with that, Potter."
"Oh come on." James says, tone edging defensive. "Snivellus's a miserable git, Nads. Always skulking around like someone pissed in his potion."
"And Seraphina..." Sirius mutters, smirking into his bottle. "Honestly, if they stood any closer, they'd melt into one blob. But—" He turns to Nadine, eyes gleaming with that maddening glint of mischief, "—if she looked anything like you in that dress, I might forgive the attitude."
Nadine's lips part in shock, heart beating slightly faster.
James leans back, arms crossed smugly. "I mean, can you imagine the conversations? 'How was your day, Severus?' 'Utterly dreadful, thank you, Seraphina. I hexed three Hufflepuffs and wrote a new insult for Potter.'"
Laughter ripples through a few of them, though Remus visibly winces, and Lily's lips thin. Sirius grins wider, eyes glinting with that mockery he keeps sharp as a blade.
"And really," Sirius drawls with a sneer. "it's like she's trying to be mysterious, but ends up just looking constipated."
Nadine freezes, hand still on her glass. Her knuckles go white.
"That's enough." she says, sharp and cold, her voice cutting through the noise.
James grins, clearly thinking she is joking. "You're not actually defending Snivellus and his creepy little sister, are you?"
"Stop calling him that." Nadine snaps. "He has a name."
Sirius raises a brow. "How romantic."
Nadine's eyes flash. "You lot talk about him like you're saints."
"He's a bloody prat." James says, now irritated. "He walks around like everyone owes him something. Like he's above us."
"And yet you're the one still obsessed with him." Nadine spits back. "Is this how a true Gryffindor acts?"
Sirius leans forward. "You seriously think he's some misunderstood genius? He calls people mudbloods, he sneers at anyone who's not pure enough for his little standards. He's filth, Nadine."
Nadine stands abruptly. Her breath is heavy, her jaw clenched so tight it aches. Her fingers twitch again for her wand. She imagines for a second what it would feel like to hex Sirius square in the chest, to silence James with a flick of her wrist. But no. Not here. Not in front of them all. That is what they want—an outburst. A scene. Something they can laugh about tomorrow morning over pumpkin juice and smug grins.
She swallows it down like poison. Her spine stiffens. Her pride won't allow her to give them that satisfaction.
Instead, she moves her gaze to Lily. So this is your line? This is where your silence settles?
Then to Remus. She meets his eyes for a heartbeat—long enough for him to look away. Coward. She had danced with him not even an hour ago, laughed in his arms, trusted that he was different. That he had a spine. She was wrong.
"Filth?" she growls, returning her focus to Sirius. "I also know what you say, Black. You just polish your words in fancier wrapping. You mock, ridicule, belittle—only difference is, you do it with a grin and people call it charming."
Her voice lifts slightly, just enough to carry over the heads of everyone now watching.
"You think he's that way because of where he comes from. But tell me, what's your excuse?"
That stuns him. Sirius stares at her for a long moment. His jaw is tight, a flicker of something passing through his eyes.
Nadine doesn't wait for him to speak again. She turns sharply, her heels clicking up the stairs as the common room falls awkwardly into murmured silence behind her. Brownie hisses at them and follows quickly.
Her hands shake when she closes the door to her dorm. Her heart is pounding. The smear of makeup under her eyes is worse now, but she doesn't care. She collapses onto her bed, Brownie hopping up beside her and curling into the crook of her arm.
She doesn't cry. Not tonight. But she stares at the ceiling for a long time. Oh, Severus.
The corridor is dim, quiet, the torches lining the dungeon walls casting flickering shadows. Barty leans back against the wall, arms folded, his foot tapping absently against the floor. He waits for Regulus and Evan, but his mind is far from whatever meeting they were supposed to have tonight.
His thoughts circle, relentless—Nadine, letters, studying. But more than that, he is thinking about beautiful Cassiopeia.
The image of her—her hair like ink spilling over her shoulders, her sharp and silver voice, her calm brilliance, her grace.
He shifts, jaw tense. It shouldn't matter. She is off-limit. She shouldn't be in his head. But Merlin help him, she is. He has to talk with Nadine tomorrow.
Footsteps echo down the hallway. Barty straightens, expecting to see his friends.
But instead—
"Just great." he mutters, instantly annoyed as Amycus turns the corner, walking toward him with that same smug swagger that always means trouble. "You're late, Carrow."
Amycus raises an eyebrow. "Didn't know you were keeping my schedule now, Crouch."
Barty scoffs, not even hiding his irritation. "Don't be thick. I was waiting for Regulus and Evan. You're just a bonus disappointment."
Amycus chuckles, the sound low and grating. "Touchy tonight, are we?"
He leans a shoulder against the opposite wall, gaze flicking lazily to Barty. And then—like he can smell blood in the water—he says, far too casually. "Was just talking to Cassiopeia earlier. Lovely thing, isn't she? Sweet, too. Wouldn't think it from the attitude, but when she's alone... well."
Barty's head lifts sharply, eyes narrowing.
Amycus smirks.
"You should've seen her." he continues, his voice low, loaded with implication. "Told me I had clever hands. Got a little closer than usual. Maybe next time, I'll—"
"What did you say?" Barty's voice cuts like ice, low and deadly.
Amycus doesn't stop. "Relax, Crouch. You don't own her. Besides, she looked like she enjoyed herself just fine—"
The sound of flesh hitting stone is loud and sharp as Barty shoves Amycus hard against the wall. He has got a fistful of his robes and his wand pressed under his chin in the same breath.
"Say that again." Barty snarls. "Lie about her again. I dare you."
Amycus chokes slightly, but his grin is defiant even as his feet scramble against the wall. "Struck a nerve, did I?"
"You stay away from her." Barty hisses, voice low but vibrating with fury. "You don't speak to her. You don't look at her. You're not even worth the dirt on her shoes."
And without hesitation, Barty pulls back and flicks his wand—"Locomotor Wibbly."
Amycus crashes to the floor, his legs gone rubbery and useless, and he yells out, stunned. He rolls over, fury twisting his face as he scrambles for his wand.
"You're going to regret that." Amycus spits, wand raised.
But Barty is faster. He stands tall, wand loose in his hand, that smirk curling on his lips.
"You've been dying to say that for years, haven't you?" he says coolly. "Go on, then. Try. You know I could wipe the floor with you any day."
Before either of them can cast again—
"What the bloody hell is going on?" Evan's voice breaks through, firm and sharp.
Barty doesn't move. Doesn't even blink. Evan and Regulus round the corner just as Amycus is pushing himself off the floor, wand still raised, eyes wild.
"Barty." Regulus warns, stepping forward quickly, his brows drawn. "What are you doing?"
"Teaching him how to keep his tongue to himself." Barty mutters.
Evan steps between them, hand on Barty's shoulder, steady but not soft. "Enough. Whatever this is—later. We've got bigger things to deal with."
Amycus wipes blood from his lip, glaring murderously. "You'll regret this, Crouch, I swear it."
Barty turns his head slightly, lips curling in a half-smile. "Then you'll have to get in line."
Regulus eyes him for a beat longer, curious now, calculating.
Amycus glares, still breathless and disheveled, wand trembling in his grip. But his eyes—his eyes lock on Regulus with venom.
"I see how it is." he spits, voice sharp and accusing. "I get detention and now a bloody hex to the ribs, but he—" he jerks his head toward Barty—"he gets to strut off like nothing happened?"
Regulus stands still, impassive. His face is unreadable, lips pressed in a calm, cold line.
Amycus steps forward, voice rising. "You just gonna let him get away with that, Black? What, he's special now? Your golden boy? Or is it just the name that matters?"
Regulus lifts his chin, eyes flashing. "You don't tell me what to do, Carrow." he says flatly. "You want to make noise, do it somewhere else. I don't answer to you."
The weight of his words is heavy, final—authority cold and cutting, delivered not with anger but a deadly precision.
Amycus scoffs, furious, but doesn't speak again. Regulus doesn't even glance back as he turns away and walks off with Evan and Barty.
They walk in silence at first, only the echo of their footsteps in the corridor.
Finally, Regulus asks, voice low, "What happened?"
Barty doesn't answer. His jaw tightens, eyes ahead. Evan exchanges a glance with Regulus, thoughtful but equally quiet.
Regulus sighs, slowing a little. "I have to—" he starts, likely referring to the detention Amycus will report.
"I don't give a shite." Barty snaps, finally speaking, his voice rough. "Let's just go." His fists are still clenched, blood burning. He doesn't even know who he is more furious at—Amycus for talking about Cassiopeia like that, or himself for caring so damn much.
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Nadine yawns into her pumpkin juice, elbow barely keeping her upright. Her lashes flutter tiredly, lips parted in a lazy sigh as she stirs a spoon through her porridge more out of habit than hunger. The candles above flicker faintly in the greyish light, casting soft shadows across her face.
Beside her, Barty watches in silence for a moment, a frown tugging at his lips. His fork lingers over his plate, untouched.
"You alright?" he asks eventually, voice low so no one else hears. His eyes flick over her face, noting the dark circles under her eyes, the slightly smeared liner from not fully removing her makeup the night before.
Nadine stretches her arms above her head, a sheepish smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. "Yeah. I've just been staying up late to study."
A half-truth. She avoids his gaze slightly as she reaches for a slice of toast.
Barty doesn't push. But something shifts behind his expression. His worry remains, anchored in the silence between them as they eat.
The clinking of cutlery and the occasional burst of laughter from the Gryffindor table fill the hall, but the quiet at their end is almost comforting. Familiar. Until he glances sideways again.
"Can we meet later?" he asks suddenly, keeping his tone casual. "In the courtyard. There's something I want to talk about."
She pauses, swallowing her sip of tea. Her brows knit slightly as she looks at him. "Of course. You okay?"
He nods once, a little too fast.
Before she can ask again, a friendly voice breaks into their quiet bubble.
"Hey, Nadine." Bill says, approaching with a warm grin, pushing his ginger hair out of his face. "Wanna walk to class together?"
Nadine blinks, startled for a moment, then glances at Barty with an apologetic look. She grabs her bag and stands, brushing a hand through her hair. "Yeah, sure." she says to Bill, hoisting her bag onto her shoulder.
She gives Barty a quick smile, then turns toward the door. As she passes the Slytherin table, her eyes lock with Cassiopeia's for a fleeting second. Nadine lifts her fingers in a wave, and Cassiopeia nods back, a flicker of confusion and curiosity in her eyes.
Then Nadine glances farther down, at Seraphina—deep in a quiet conversation with Severus. The memory of what happened sparks a ripple in her chest. She quickly averts her gaze. No. She won't tell Seraphina. Not now. Not yet.
Just as she steps into the corridor with Bill, a voice calls from behind her.
"Nadine—wait!"
Remus.
Her entire body stiffens.
She doesn't even turn around. Her voice is clipped when she mutters to Bill, "Can we speed up?"
"Yeah, of course." Bill says, instantly sensing the shift in her mood.
She walks faster, head held high, though her thoughts are heavy. She hears Remus calling her name again, the shuffle of footsteps behind them.
But she doesn't stop.
The hallways are alive with the usual morning rush—students murmuring, shoes tapping along the stone, books hugged to chests, cloaks swishing with every turn. But to Nadine, it all feels like noise underwater.
Her pulse hammers in her ears.
She keeps her head high, arms folded tightly over her chest as she walks beside Bill, whose tall frame seems to shield her without needing to try. Her throat burns—not from rushing or the cool draft sweeping the corridor—but from holding back too many thoughts. Too much feeling. Too much disappointment.
Why did Remus have to follow her?
"Nadine—please, wait!" he calls again.
She doesn't stop. She doesn't even glance over her shoulder. She stares straight ahead, jaw clenched, walking faster. And when Bill notices, he gently moves a step closer, acting like a barrier between her and the voice behind them.
Remus finally slows. He must have realised she won't stop. That she is angry. That it matters.
She doesn't want to hear excuses. Not from someone like him.
Because if Remus Lupin—kind, quiet, supposedly understanding Remus—can sit there, silent, letting them insult someone, her best friend, Severus, then what even matters anymore? He knows better. He sees more. Doesn't he?
Her stomach twists.
She thought he was different. She thought maybe—
Bill clears his throat softly, a gentle, almost shy sound, like he is testing the weight of his words.
"I didn't hear what happened exactly." he says. "But... I saw your face when you came down from the stairs. And you're ignoring Lupin, which—well, that's not really like you."
She exhales sharply through her nose, biting her cheek. Her hands tremble slightly.
He continues, "I dunno what they said, but if they upset you, I'm sorry. People can be cruel without thinking. Especially when it comes to things they don't understand."
Nadine looks at him then, her eyes still glassy from the fire burning just behind them.
"He didn't say anything." she says softly, like the words are being pulled out of her. "They mock others. Laugh at them. Like they're nothing."
Bill doesn't interrupt. He just listens.
Nadine shakes her head. "They act like they're above it all, like being Gryffindor makes them immune to cruelty. But they're just—bullies."
Bill sighs, pressing his palm against the strap of his bag. "That's not what Gryffindor's supposed to mean. I'm sorry they made you feel that way."
A pause.
Then, kindly—almost hesitant—he adds, "Seraphina's brilliant, you know. Anyone who matters knows that. And... Severus is lucky you care so much."
Nadine blinks, her throat tightening. "You think I care about Severus?"
Bill gives her a small, lopsided smile. "I think you care about people. Even the ones no one else will."
For a moment, she can't speak. The heat behind her eyes softens—not from sadness, but from being seen. Properly.
"Thank you." she whispers.
And she means it.
They round the corner toward the Transfiguration corridor. A bit of laughter echoes from somewhere behind, but it doesn't matter anymore. Not for now.
Nadine takes a breath. Her heart still pounds, but it is steadier now.
Beside her, Bill says nothing more—but offers her a quiet, comfortable presence. And that is exactly what she needs.
The late afternoon sun dips low behind the towers, bleeding gold across the stone courtyard. Long shadows stretch beneath the arches, and the breeze carries the distant scent of grass and warm parchment.
Nadine sits beside Barty on the low stone wall, legs dangling over the edge, arms hugging her knees. Her muscles ache from sitting through endless lectures, and her head feels foggy with too many thoughts—Remus, Severus, Sirius, James and all the tension that is slowly built up like a storm cloud she hasn't yet found shelter from.
Barty sits close—close enough that their arms sometimes brush when they shift, though neither of them speaks. His eyes are on the sky, sharp and unreadable, but she can tell his mind is far from the present.
She opens her mouth to say something, but before she gets a word out—
WHOOSH.
Something flutters sharply through the air above them, and Barty flinches just slightly as a tawny owl dives low, wings outstretched. It circles once, then drops a red envelope straight into his lap like a curse from the heavens.
"Gizmo?" Nadine says, startled.
Barty stares at it.
The envelope vibrates in his hand, twitching and crackling like it is about to combust.
"Oh no." Nadine breathes. "Is that—?"
"Yeah." Barty mutters through clenched teeth, tone dry.
The envelope smokes ominously. He sighs through his nose, then tears it open.
Immediately, it explodes in sound.
"BARTEMIUS CROUCH JUNIOR!"
Brownie squeaks and jumps from the wall, startled. Father's voice is unmistakable—piercing, cold, utterly furious. It echoes around the empty courtyard with such force that a nearby group of Hufflepuffs flinch and speed up their walk inside.
"Detention? Detention again?! With a Carrow no less—what do you think this is, a school for degenerates?! Your behaviour is an embarrassment. Your mother's already sick with worry, and I haven't even told her half of what you've been up to—"
Nadine winces, heart pounding as the Howler screeches on.
"Do you even comprehend what's at stake? Do you?! You were born into responsibility, into duty. Not into brawls over nonsense and girls!"
Barty stiffens beside her, jaw clenched, knuckles white where he grips the envelope. He doesn't meet her gaze.
"You think this world is yours to rebel against? It isn't. It never was. You are the son of a man with purpose—not some sulking boy playing at revolution with those pure-blood idiots you cling to."
The Howler begins to burn at the edges, curling inwards, spitting sparks.
"You are a Crouch. Act like it."
Then it explodes in smoke and ash and silence, leaving the courtyard cold despite the sun.
Barty doesn't move. Doesn't speak.
Nadine blinks rapidly, heart racing, stunned by the sheer venom of it all. She opens her mouth—
"Don't." Barty mutters, voice low and raw. "Please don't say anything."
But Nadine can't help herself. "That was—what the hell, Tem?"
He rubs a hand over his mouth, the muscles in his jaw ticking.
"Every time I don't live up to his favourite fairytale version of me." Barty says bitterly.
Nadine's stomach twists. "I'm sorry." she whispers, sincerely.
Barty shakes his head. "Don't be. It's all his fault."
She reaches over, her hand brushing his. He flinches slightly, not from her touch, but from something else.
Nadine searches his face, all angles and dark shadows, always holding back more than he says. "You're not him, you know."
He huffs, finally looking at her. His eyes are tired, but burning.
"No. But I'm what he made." A pause. "And sometimes I think there's no way out of it."
She squeezes his hand.
"There is." she says, softly. "But you've got to want to take it. We'll do it together."
He stares at her for a long moment. Then—just barely—nods.
And for the first time that day, Nadine lets herself smile.
The silence that follows is heavy, like thick velvet draped around them.
Ash still floats lazily in the air from the burnt remnants of the envelope, and Gizmo flaps off somewhere above the towers, probably returning to deliver more of Father's wrath to whoever else has disappointed him today—which, in the eyes of Bartemius Crouch Sr., is usually everyone.
Nadine sits still beside her twin, watching the lines of tension that harden Barty's shoulders, the way his gaze sharpens and goes distant like he is bracing for another blow that hasn't come yet.
She knows that look. She has worn it herself.
"Tem..." she says softly, nudging her shoulder into his. "What happened?"
His sigh is immediate, drawn from somewhere deep in his chest, weary and weighted.
"Carrow was being a prat." Barty mutters, dragging a hand through his hair, messing it up more than usual. "Said something disgusting about Cass—he's been trying to get close to her."
Nadine stiffens. "Cassiopeia?"
He nods, jaw tightening again.
"I hexed him." Barty adds simply, almost offhand like it is the most natural thing in the world. "Deserved it."
Nadine blinks, her heart skipping—not out of surprise at the hex, no. She has seen Barty do far worse with far less provocation.
"You hexed him because of her?"
Barty groans softly, tipping his head back against the stone wall behind him. "Yes. No. I don't know. Maybe."
That is enough.
Nadine's lips twitch upward into a slow, knowing smile. She leans a bit closer, side-eyeing him.
"You fancy her. Finally you admit it."
Barty groans louder. "Don't say it like that."
"But you do."
He doesn't deny it.
Instead, he presses the heels of his palms against his eyes and exhales sharply. "It's stupid."
"No, it's not."
"Yes, it is. She probably thinks I'm insane. Or a git. Or both."
Nadine pauses at that. He says it like it is fact. Like there is no room for debate. And a part of her aches because she knows exactly why he thinks that.
His thoughts are spiraling again. She knows this rhythm—how his mind loops around the worst-case scenario like a curse he can't shake.
"She doesn't think that." Nadine says gently. "You're not giving her the chance to decide for herself."
"I hexed someone for her." he says dryly.
"Yes, because he was a creep." Nadine points out. "That's chivalrous, actually."
Barty snorts a little at that, a tired sound. "He lied. Said they did something. He wanted to provoke me. He was trying to... I don't know. Get under my skin."
Nadine's brow furrows. "Did he hurt you?"
He scoffs and sits up straighter, flashing her a crooked, arrogant grin that doesn't quite reach his eyes. "Please. I can beat that bastard any time. I didn't even break a sweat."
She rolls her eyes. "You're such a drama queen."
"And proud of it."
A beat of silence stretches between them again, more comfortable this time. The birds are quieter now. There is a distant clang of someone's cauldron spilling from the direction of the greenhouses. Life at Hogwarts carries on.
But Barty... Barty is still wound tight with something unsaid.
"He gets to talk to her, Nadine." he says suddenly, voice lower. "He gets to stand there and say anything he wants to her. And I can't even... I can't even say hi without fucking thinking she'll look at me like I'm poison."
Nadine turns fully toward him now. "She doesn't think that."
"She's Regulus's sister."
"And Regulus doesn't rule the world, Tem."
He doesn't answer.
Nadine watches him for a moment. There is so much tension in him, like he is been pulled too tight for too long—between Father's expectations, the secrets he is holding, the masks he wears even with their friends. She sees the flicker of vulnerability behind all of it, behind the sharpness and wit and clever hexes. That is the part Cassiopeia might see too, if he just let her.
"You like her." Nadine says again, quieter this time. "It's not stupid. You're not stupid."
He looks at her. Really looks at her.
And for once, he lets the defenses drop a bit.
"I don't know what to do." he admits, voice just barely above a whisper. "She's... beautiful. And clever. And doesn't take shit from anyone. And I—" he falters, "—I don't know how to be around her without feeling like I'm not enough."
Nadine's heart aches for him. This boy who carries the weight of Father's shadow, of the secrets no one else knows. Who still thinks he has to earn softness, that affection must come with conditions.
She reaches out and squeezes his hand.
"Then let her see you. Not the version you think she expects. Just... you. I'll talk with her too."
His thumb brushes over hers in a rare, soft gesture. He doesn't say thank you, but she feels it anyway.
And she means it.
Because Barty, for all his arrogance and temper, is still her twin. And if Cassiopeia Black is smart—and she is—she will see what Nadine sees. The boy who fights for what he cares about. Who never stops thinking. Who, despite everything, wants something more than darkness.
And Nadine is in his corner.
Always.
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The common room is warm with early morning light spilling in through the tall windows, golden rays catching in the dust motes floating lazily through the air. Laughter from a group of second-years echoes faintly from the corner, but Nadine barely hears it. Her boots tap softly against the wooden steps as she descends, wearing a dusky pink knitted sweater, a slightly oversized thing with sleeves that cover half her hands.
Her long skirt falls in gentle pleats to her ankles, pale cream and subtly patterned with little embroidered roses. A pale bow, matching her top, is tied carefully in her hair—her waves cascading down her back with a touch of careful magic to keep them smooth. Brownie, trails behind her, tail swishing as if mirroring her owner's mood.
She is headed outside—toward Cassiopeia and Seraphina, who she promised to meet—but the moment her shoes hit the rug near the hearth, a shadow moves from the armchair.
"Nadine."
Remus.
He rises quickly, tension in his shoulders, as if he has been waiting there for her all morning. His eyes are tired, rimmed faintly red, and his hand is half-raised, uncertain whether to reach for her or stay still.
She doesn't stop walking.
"Nadine, will you please let me explain?" he tries again, voice strained, frustration threading through the cracks. "You've been ignoring me for days."
She doesn't slow. "Because there's nothing you can say that I want to hear."
Remus follows her, stepping into her path gently. "I wasn't trying to hurt you." he says.
"You didn't even try to stop them." she hisses, stopping abruptly now, eyes flashing. "You just sat there, Remus. Like it meant nothing."
His brow furrows, jaw clenching. "It wasn't the right time. Everyone was tense. If I said something—"
"You're a Prefect." she snaps. "Isn't it your job to stop people when they go too far?"
Remus's voice drops, sharp now. "And what? Start a row in the middle of a party? With James and Sirius in that state—"
"Oh, but let me guess," she says, bitter and biting, "it's easier to say nothing when your friends are the ones being cruel, isn't it?"
His expression hardens. "You think it's easy for me?"
"Yes." she growls. "Because you choose them. No matter what they say. No matter who they hurt."
Remus steps forward, face reddening now. "I've spent years keeping them from going too far—"
"And look how well that's working." Nadine cuts in, voice rising. "You let them insult Seraphina. And Severus. Like they're not even people. And you—you—just watched me stand there and get humiliated for defending them."
His mouth opens to speak, but she is not finished.
"You didn't say a single word, Remus. Not to James. Not to Sirius. Not to me." Her voice breaks slightly, fury caught between the cracks of her disappointment. "You just stood there like it was nothing. I defend my friends but I will tell them when they're wrong. That's what real friends do."
"I was trying not to make it worse." he snaps, his temper finally unraveling. "It was a party. I thought you'd want to avoid a scene."
"You thought wrong."
They stare at each other in thick silence. A few younger students glance over, startled by the rising voices. Brownie lets out a soft hiss near Nadine's boot, sensing the tension.
Remus exhales sharply, his face pale beneath the heat rising in his cheeks. "I didn't say anything because I'm tired, Nadine. Of being in the middle. Of always trying to stop fights I never started. I'm tired of—" He cuts himself off, nostrils flaring.
She sees it now. The wildness behind his eyes. The way his hands tremble faintly. Full moon is nearing as well.
For a moment, just a flicker, something inside her softens—but only for a second.
"Don't." she says coldly. "Don't make any excuses. Nothing gives you the right to stay silent when people are being cruel. Not when you know better."
He stares at her, jaw working, wounded.
"You don't understand—"
"No, you don't." she cuts in. "You think they're your family. That you owe them loyalty no matter what. But friendship doesn't mean blind obedience. It means accountability. It means standing up for what's right."
Remus's mouth is a hard line. "And what would you know about right and wrong, Nadine? You've been spending more time with them than your own House."
The words hit like a slap.
She recoils, blinking.
And then she steps forward, voice shaking with fury. "Maybe because they don't pretend to be kind and then turn silent when it counts."
They stare at each other.
And something shatters.
Remus looks away first.
Her throat tight, she shoulders past him, grabbing the strap of her bag. Brownie trots at her side, tail high.
She doesn't look back as she leaves, her heart pounding in her ears. She doesn't see the way Remus turns slowly, sitting back down on the couch like something has been ripped out of him. She doesn't see him bury his face in his hands, trembling now from more than just rage.
Nadine just walks.
Out.
Away from the boy who disappointed her. From the silence that hurt more than words.
She thinks of Cassiopeia and Seraphina waiting for her. She thinks of Severus—alone, quiet, and cold. Because of them.
And she thinks—
She won't forget this.
She won't forgive it.
The three girls walk side by side, comfortable in each other's presence. Seraphina wears a deep forest green turtleneck tucked into a long, high-waisted black skirt that sways at her ankles, paired with scuffed lace-up boots and a vintage silver ring on her middle finger. Her long dark hair is half-pinned back, and her style is effortless, intellectual, and slightly gothic.
Cassiopeia opted for a dark red silk blouse with dramatic sleeves and high-waisted charcoal grey trousers, polished loafers clicking with every step. Her look is tailored, classic, and expensive—accented with gold jewelry.
Their shoes tap rhythmically against the worn floors, following a path they have begun to take more often—across the viaduct bridge, over the courtyard, into the winding gardens behind the greenhouses. They talk about silly things at first—how ridiculous the homework is, how Nadine nearly fell asleep in History of Magic again.
They pause near the courtyard fountain where students usually gather in the mornings.
They all laugh, joking and teasing.
It is light. It is comforting. To be with true friends. No blood status, no House, nothing will change that.
But as they reach the hill near the Black Lake and sprawl out beneath one of the old trees—leaves rustling above in the quiet breeze—the world slows.
Nadine curls up in the grass, pulling her knees close to her chest. Her sweater is slightly stretched, and a blade of grass sticks to her skirt, but she doesn't notice. Her thoughts are scattered—like broken quills across parchment. She hasn't spoken about the party. Not what really happened. Just that it was 'fun' and 'massive' and "Bill might've had too much firewhisky." It was easier to lie a little. Easier than seeing their eyes fill with concern or worse—hurt.
Beside her, Cassiopeia gently strokes Brownie's soft fur, the little feline purring contently against her lap. Cassiopeia's golden rings catch the light as her fingers move, but her expression is distracted. She keeps glancing between her friends, sensing the silence under their laughter. She knows this kind of quiet.
Seraphina lies flat on her back, arms stretched beside her, eyes glued to the drifting clouds. Her long lashes flutter, and her mouth is slightly parted as if waiting to whisper something—then deciding not to. Regulus hovers on the edge of her mind like a ghost she is not ready to name. She doesn't want to talk about him. Not yet. Not when the feelings are so raw and jumbled in a way that frightens her.
Cassiopeia eventually breaks the silence, her tone light but laced with curiosity. "Alright." she says, glancing up. "What's wrong with both of you? You've barely said two real sentences in the last ten minutes."
Nadine looks up, startled from her thoughts. She sits up, brushing some grass from her skirt. "Nothing's wrong." she lies too quickly, her voice a bit too bright.
Seraphina hums. "Same here." she adds, though she doesn't sound convincing either.
Cassiopeia narrows her eyes at both of them. "You're both horrible liars."
Nadine exhales through her nose and stretches her legs out, hands braced behind her. She changes the subject. "Speaking of awful things." she says, shifting tone, "Cass... what's going on with Carrow?"
Cassiopeia's smile immediately drops. She throws her head back in frustration, groaning. "Oh my Merlin, that boy is driving me mad."
Nadine blinks in surprise. "So it's not just me?"
Cassiopeia sits upright, Brownie tumbling from her lap with a confused little squeak. "No, he won't stop. He corners me outside class. He's always saying things like, 'You and I, Black, we'd make a powerful pair.' Like I'm supposed to swoon and hex someone at the same time."
Seraphina lifts her head. "That's his idea of charm?"
"He thinks sneering is seductive." Cassiopeia mutters, crossing her arms. "He keeps talking about 'how strong our bloodlines are' and how he likes a girl who talks back. Like, I'm sorry, am I supposed to be flattered?"
Nadine's expression darkens, wanting to confirm. "Has he touched you?"
"No." Cassiopeia says quickly. "I would've broken his fingers if he did."
Seraphina snorts. "Honestly, he might like that."
All three girls groan.
"He's just—awful." Cassiopeia goes on, shaking her head. "It's like every conversation is a performance. And I know he's trying to get to me because of my name, because of my family. I hate it."
Nadine studies her face, noting the tension around her mouth and the way her fingers twitch like she is barely holding back curses. She knows that look. And it makes her think of Barty. Of how protective he got when her name came up. It brings a flicker of warmth to her chest, despite everything.
Seraphina rolls onto her stomach, propping herself up on her elbows. "What if we hex him together?"
"I like that plan." Nadine grins.
"I'll draw blood." Cassiopeia offers sweetly.
They all laugh again—but it is different now. Realer.
Cassiopeia brushes a few loose strands of hair behind her ear as the wind tousles it, her curls catching glints of the sun where they tumble down her back. The girls are still nestled beneath the tree on the hill, the chatter around them distant now, students passing in and out of the courtyard below. Brownie stretches lazily in the grass, purring softly, and the afternoon warmth wraps around them like a quiet hush between seasons.
Nadine shifts beside her, elbow nudging gently into Cassiopeia's side with a sly little smirk playing on her lips. Her gaze flicks toward Cassiopeia, then forward again, as if pretending to be casual—though the glint in her eyes betrays her.
"So," Nadine says, her tone far too light, "you don't fancy him at all?"
Cassiopeia blinks, startled. "Fancy who?" she asks, lifting her chin, voice half-curious and half-wary.
Nadine only raises her brows, pointed. "Carrow, of course."
Cassiopeia recoils slightly, a full-body grimace overtaking her features. "Are you bloody joking?" she snaps, scandalized. "Absolutely not. I'd rather snog an ugly beast. Not that there is any difference."
Nadine snorts and tries to stifle a laugh, curling forward with the effort. "Just confirming." she says between giggles.
Cassiopeia narrows her eyes. "Confirming what, exactly?"
Nadine grins, tilting her head toward her friend, eyes sparkling now with mischief. "Oh... nothing."
Cassiopeia stares at her, incredulous, her suspicion mounting by the second. "Nadine." she warns, voice pitched low. "You better tell me."
Nadine bites her lip, holding back for just a moment longer like she is savoring the reveal. Then she leans in, conspiratorially close. "Tem."
Cassiopeia goes still.
Just for a heartbeat.
Then the faintest blush creeps up her cheekbones, betraying her carefully held composure. She scoffs immediately, but it is the kind of scoff that comes too quickly, too defensively. "What about him?"
Nadine doesn't let her off so easily. She grins even wider, eyes keen. "He's rather smitten, you know. Doesn't really bother hiding it, not when he's pacing over your name like it's been tattooed behind his eyelids."
Cassiopeia looks away, staring at the lake like it might offer her a dignified exit. She folds her arms and inhales slowly, but her lips twitch, betraying the tiniest smile she tries to bury.
"I don't know." she murmurs, feigning indifference, "He should pull his pants up and talk to me properly then."
Nadine lets out a delighted laugh. "Oh, he will."
Cassiopeia bites her lip now, caught in the very act of not wanting to smile. "He better." she mutters. "I have standards, after all."
Nadine chuckles and tosses a blade of grass at her, her eyes warm and teasing. "So dramatic. Merlin, you two are going to combust at some point."
Cassiopeia leans back against the tree trunk, resting her head there, expression softening now. Her eyes trail across the sky, and she exhales, voice thoughtful. "He's... intense."
Nadine hums in agreement.
"He looks at people like he's trying to figure out what they'll do before they've even thought of it themselves. It's exhausting and fascinating and infuriating. And sometimes he looks at me like—" She stops herself, cheeks reddening more.
"Like what?" Nadine prompts, grinning.
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes. "Like he's trying not to say something reckless."
Nadine places a hand over her chest dramatically. "Oh no, the Black girl might be falling."
"I am not falling." Cassiopeia huffs, but there is laughter behind her words now, light and unsure.
Brownie stretches again between them, curling into Cassiopeia's skirt, her purring loud and even.
Nadine leans back into the grass, content. "Just you wait, Cass. He'll say something. And when he does, you won't be able to run forever."
Cassiopeia glances down, brushing her fingers over Brownie's ears. Her lips curl into a smile—quiet, thoughtful, and maybe, just maybe, a little hopeful.
"We'll see." she whispers.
A breeze stirs the leaves overhead, and the three girls shift slightly beneath the tree. The soft rustle fills the pause between their words, and for a long moment, it feels like the castle has fallen into a hush just for them.
Nadine stretches her legs out in the grass, picking at a loose thread on her skirt. Then she glances toward Seraphina, whose dark hair spills around her like ink, a soft contrast to her pale complexion and the golden sunlight that dapples her arms. Her fingers are absentmindedly twisting a fallen flower stem.
Nadine smiles softly. She knows how Seraphina gets quiet when something is in her heart and mind. And Nadine will wait until she is ready to share, and be there for her, whatever it is.
Nadine leans onto her elbow, glancing between them. "Oh—" she says suddenly, as if remembering, "I forgot to tell you."
Seraphina lifts her head lazily, and Cassiopeia looks up too.
"Sirius asked about you." Nadine says, directing her words toward Cassiopeia. Then, smirking, she adds, "I told him to ask you himself."
Cassiopeia arches a single, unimpressed brow. "How caring of him." she says dryly, but there is a flicker of something else in her eyes. "What did he say, exactly?"
"Just... 'how's Cassiopeia.' In that casual, not-casual way he does." Nadine replies. "All smug. Like he didn't care, but very much did."
Cassiopeia sighs and leans her head back against the bark of the tree, her expression softening into something more complicated. "He's still Sirius." she says quietly.
Seraphina tilts her head. "Did you talk to him?"
Cassiopeia shakes her head. "Not really. But..." She hesitates, brushing her fingers through Brownie's fur. "I left him a birthday gift. When everyone was at the match. Just a small book. He took it. Didn't say anything, of course."
Nadine watches her face closely, and something tightens behind her ribcage at the way Cassiopeia's voice dips softer. "Do you... miss him?" she asks gently.
Cassiopeia's mouth curves into a wistful frown. "Don't tell Regulus." she says quietly, eyes fixed on a distant point in the grass. "But... yeah. I do. I miss my big brother."
The words are barely above a whisper, vulnerable in a way she rarely allows herself to be. Her shoulders, always held so straight, dip just slightly under the weight of it.
Nadine doesn't say anything at first—she just moves toward her, arms open, and without hesitation, pulls her into a hug. Cassiopeia stiffens at first, as she always does when emotions creep too close to the surface, but then she melts into it, hiding her face in Nadine's shoulder.
Seraphina sits up slowly, brushing grass from her skirt, and leans into the embrace too, looping one arm around Cassiopeia's back. Her voice is calm, cool as ever, but warmer now, like a secret only they understand.
"You're allowed to miss him, Cass." she murmurs. "He's your brother. Even if he's an idiot sometimes."
Cassiopeia laughs against their shoulders—a small, breathy sound—but her eyes are glassy. "He's always been an idiot."
Brownie meows as if to second the sentiment, and the they dissolve into soft, quiet laughter, curled in a huddle under the tree.
The sun filters through the branches above, casting shifting patterns of light over them, and for a moment, the rest of the world falls away. No House rivalry. No boys. No expectations. Just three girls, soft and strong and tired, holding each other up in the stillness.
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The following days pass in silence. Not the quiet kind, but the sharp, deliberate silence of people choosing not to speak.
Seraphina had skipped Quidditch practice once. Almost twice. The second time, she was late—only by a few minutes—but enough to earn a tense warning from the Captain. She didn't respond.
Ahead of Slytherin's first official match against Ravenclaw, tensions are rising. She knows. She just doesn't care.
The confrontation with Regulus had shifted something—unsettled a weight she hadn't realized she has been carrying. She no longer feels the need to impress the team, or even belong to it. She focuses instead on herself, on the few people who truly matter. Her world narrowed, and it brought clarity.
In class, she remains at the top, easily outpacing most of their year. She doesn't gloat, it isn't necessary. She moves quietly, efficiently—popping in and out of lectures, meals, brief moments with her girls, guys, and her brother. That is enough.
Severus understands. Always has. They aren't like other people, they have to rip through to get anything in life, and everything they had to let go of had scratch marks on it.
He doesn't ask about Regulus. He doesn't need to. Their conversations bring the return to what they both know best: the comforting art of detachment, the power of discipline. Pain, when tempered, becomes focus. It is survival. It always has been.
The insult hadn't been Regulus's belief in pure-blood superiority. That much was expected, boring even. What stings is the idea that anyone around her—anyone she knows—can quietly, privately, agree with him. Even by a fraction. Even for a second. Nadine, Cassiopeia, Barty, Evan, Pandora, even someone like Bill. It isn't the pain of it, and these aren't silent accusations—just the fatigue of potential disappointment.
Maybe it is Tobias. Maybe Eileen. Maybe watching what Hogwarts did to Severus—how he was used, discarded, still forced to align with those who only tolerate him when it is convenient. Maybe it is all of it.
So she made herself a promise: to not lose herself, no matter the pressure. No matter who tries to define her. That is how she and Severus survive. How they will continue to survive. Together, they found a rare kind of safety, like shadows slipping through the stone halls of Hogwarts, evasive, ambitious, unbothered. That is also how she freed herself—thankful to not be chained to pure-blood mania through family and duty, allowing herself the joy of unlimited choices with her brother by her side.
It makes her smile, and it makes Severus proud—he had done his job. He had done what few could: carved out a place for her in a world that had never made room for either of them.
Evan and Barty had grown concerned—had exchanged glances in the common room, and had attempted to start conversations over whether she is alright. But they know her well enough not to push. She still speaks to them, just not about that. They let her have her space. She doesn't want to bother her girls over it either, instead focusing on deciphering emotions on her own, first.
Still, the excessive cold space between her and Regulus hadn't gone unnoticed. Even Avery is curious but shuts down upon asking. It isn't unusual for them to bicker, but it wasn't there at all, this past week.
And so when they all meet near the pitch one afternoon—sun low, air brisk—there is already tension hanging in the corridor like frost.
Lucinda is strapping on her gloves, chatting lightly with Evan about strategy. Avery and Amycus are adjusting their broom handles. Regulus stands a few paces away, silent, arms crossed, his broom resting against the stone wall beside him.
Then she turns the corner.
Regulus doesn't speak at first. He just watches her, expression unreadable. But when she stops in front of them, arms folded, chin lifted—
"You're late." he says. Crisp. Controlled.
She shrugs, casually.
Lucinda pauses, half-gloved, glancing from one to the other. Evan mutters something under his breath. Amycus watches—half confused, half uninterested.
Regulus doesn't look away. "You're on the roster."
"Perceptive."
A pause. Sharp and brittle.
Regulus's gaze doesn't shift. "We need a full team on time."
She tilts her head. "Tough."
"You're letting personal feelings interfere with commitment." As he speaks, the rest of the team damn near have question marks on their heads instead of faces.
"Dignity interferes with obedience. Don't you know the difference?" Her voice doesn't rise—but it cuts. She speaks as if she expects more of him, looks at him in disgust.
A quiet. Long and taut.
Lucinda opens her mouth. Regulus raises one hand slightly, silencing her without looking.
Then, to Seraphina—flat, final:
"You will be benched unless you alter your tardiness—and attitude."
Seraphina gives a tight nod. "I couldn't care less."
She turns her back to him, walking to Evan, who stands staring at them with uncertainty, but greeting her by offering a half-embrace, other hand holding his broom, as she leans onto his shoulder. He demonstrates loyalty—he is on her side just as much as he is on Regulus's.
Lucinda exhales, Avery shakes his head, Amycus doesn't care in the slightest, Steve just wants it to be over.
Regulus remains still, staring at the corner she brushed him off, disregarding his authority which he finds insufferable.
Then, calmly, he turns back toward the pitch.
"Mount up." he says.
And the wind carries on, cold and unrelenting. The practice is successful, however Seraphina is on auto-pilot, only doing what she has to, not overexerting herself.
She tells Lucinda it is to preserve her strength for the actual match, and Evan, always observant, offers quiet encouragement whenever he can, his words a determined effort to alleviate whatever weight she carries.
As the session draws to a close, they dismount, a few players beginning to unfasten their gear. Seraphina peels off her gloves, looses her hair, and combs through it with her fingers, lost in thought. Nearby, Regulus gathers himself, preparing to deliver the closing words meant to carry them into the match ahead.
"Tomorrow, do exactly as we've practiced. Limited improvisation, no unnecessary risks. Maintain formation, communicate only when essential, and keep your heads clear. The objective is to win, not to impress. Be efficient. That'll be all." He executes the speech with precision.
"Another thing." he casts a glance to the whole team, landing on Seraphina briefly, then returning to address the whole team. "Do not be late."
The moment Regulus utters his final word, Seraphina turns on her heel and leaves without a glance back. The air hangs heavy with the tension she carries, unspoken but palpable. Regulus watches her go, his expression unreadable—eyes sharp, but offering nothing. He doesn't need to say anything else. Evan follows her.
A soft layer of mildew clings to the grass, catching the light in a way that makes the pitch shimmer faintly, like a string of sparkles.
The stands buzz with energy, cloaked in damp scarves and fluttering House colors. Nadine leans forward, eyes sharp beneath her hood, while Cassiopeia sits with her usual poise, arms crossed, analyzing every movement below. Bill stands tall near the edge, hands in his pockets, flanked by the rest of the gang—each of them watching intently, the air between them crackling with anticipation.
Severus reluctantly graces Seraphina with his presence in the stands, sitting still with a book in hand, brows furrowed in displeasure over the rowdy, loud and 'obnoxious' group of people, according to him. Still, he understands the importance of supporting his sister, though he will never admit as much.
Nadine risks the occasional glance his way, her interest thinly veiled. Cassiopeia grows tired of the silent tension and pulls Severus into conversation. He obliges, if only to avoid Seraphina's disapproval.
Nadine balances her attention between the game and Severus. Bill watches with quiet amusement, smiling to himself as if the pieces of the puzzle finally come together. Cassiopeia is pretending she is only there to support Seraphina and Evan, yet keeps having to peel her eyes off of Barty.
Despite the House rivalry, their friend group cheers for both teams, providing a joyful display of support.
The Slytherin team emerges in unison for their first Quidditch match of the season—against Ravenclaw. The opposition is far from trivial; Ravenclaw had proven themselves formidable, with Barty among their most dangerous assets.
True to his name, victory seems to come effortlessly to him, as if bred into his very blood. For Slytherin, underestimating the eagles isn't an option.
Despite the quiet tension threading through the team, the Slytherins hold an united front—sharp, composed, and unmistakably intimidating as they take their positions. Their presence alone demands respect. Across the pitch, the Ravenclaws watch with equal focus; they aren't making the mistake of underestimating them either.
The match is a flawless display of Slytherin dominance, each player executing their role with unyielding precision. Seraphina's agility on her broom is unmatched, weaving through the air with the grace of a shadow, her focus razor-sharp.
Evan hammers the Bludgers with deadly accuracy, clearing the way for his teammates and sending the Ravenclaws scrambling. His unshakable focus and brutal efficiency keep their opponents on constant defense.
Regulus, in his quiet, determined way, is the heart of their victory. His naturally bred instinct keeps his every move calculated, tracking the Snitch with a singular purpose. He performs a flawless, decisive dive that secures the win for Slytherin.
Barty played brilliantly, as expected, his moves sharp and his strategy on point. But despite his efforts, losses happen—however he isn't too sour about it. He is happy for his friends, but encourages his team to keep their spirits high.
The stands erupts into cheers, except for the Gryffindor team who watches them carefully, murmuring between themselves, with serious faces. They are next.
Laughter and shouts fill the air as they gather around, high-fiving and exchanging grins of triumph. Regulus stands at the center, his posture straight, the only sign of satisfaction a brief, courteous smile that never quite reaches his eyes.
"Well played, all of you." he says, his voice steady and measured, as if acknowledging a simple task completed. The team swirls around him, determined to get him to celebrate. They succeed in drawing out a wide smile from him, finally having five percent of his composure slip away in the name of victory.
It is the first time Seraphina had seen Regulus underneath his usual cold exterior. She had nearly forgotten he has teeth—given he only shows them when hissing at people, rarely in anything resembling a smile, and only then around Evan, Barty, or some other foolish companions. Does she find it endearing? Perhaps a little bit. She, however, shoots that down harder than Alecto hit the wall the other day.
Despite the win, Seraphina feels a bitter edge. She congratulates the team politely, praises flying between her, Evan and Barty's performances upon their dismount. Both teams display sportsmanship, and for the first time since the victory, a small smile tugs at her lips.
"Snape, Snape, Snape, what a performance. Maybe I underestimated you, but you did well." Avery slurs, clearly drunk on the thrill of victory, his words laced with forced politeness that Seraphina finds all too predictable. He laces his arm with hers.
"You did good, Avery, I'll give you that." she replies, her tone polite, offering him just a hint of encouragement for no real reason at all. She removes his arm instantly, partially in disgust.
"Had to defend you. I'm a gentleman, you see, and those Beaters had an eye out for you, fresh meat and all." he adds with a wink, his bravado only increasing as the adrenaline wears off.
"Tremendously flattered." she rolls eyes at him, smirking.
"What a brilliant match, everyone, incredible, keep at it!" Evan cheers, his voice full of enthusiasm, and without hesitation, he pulls Seraphina into the group hug, her stiff posture the only sign of her reluctance as the rest of the team joins in—crushing them all together. The cheers and laughter echo around them, and despite her internal distance, Seraphina can't help but feel the faintest flicker of connection to the chaos of it all, which results in her grinning—something Barty and Evan cheer on further, before Barty departs with his team.
Seraphina feels Regulus's gaze sweep over the team, given her unintended proximity to him in the group hug before it disbands mere moments later. She meets his stare, silent and unwavering as his smile begins to warp back into his usual composed poker-face.
In response, he gives a small, courteous nod—the closest thing to a compliment she will ever receive from him on her flying. Not that she needs it. She had done her job, as expected, proving to him that picking her for the team had been the right decision. Amycus, after all, was little more than a benchwarmer, there only in case someone needed to sit out.
His hair, usually controlled—as much one can tame curls—is messier from the flight—curls damp and wild, but he remains as elegant and poised as ever. Seraphina glances at him again, then, with a wink, lets her wet hair slide down to her waist before turning away, offering him no further attention, deliberately.
Regulus registers the glance, the wink, the calculated sweep of her hair—but gives no indication of it. His expression remains passive, sculpted from the same ice he applies in arguments and in silence alike. If she wanted a reaction—she got none.
A celebration is inevitable, and the Slytherins are already extending invitations to everyone. Seraphina glances over at her friends in the stands as they make their way down to greet them, but the rain suddenly intensifies. With a brief nod, grin and a gesture toward the shelter inside, they silently agree to reconvene there, escaping the downpour.
Regulus leads the team toward the changing rooms. The team, still buzzing from their victory, follows him in, the sound of their boots echoing off the stone floor. Once inside, he turns to face them, his eyes briefly scanning each of them—his team, his responsibility.
"Well done." he says, his voice cold but measured. "No noticeable mistakes. We won because we stayed focused, stayed precise." He gives a brief nod, acknowledging their hard work without embellishment.
The team stands in silence, the words sinking in as they process the rare praise. Regulus is never one for excessive words, but his approval is clear, if understated.
"You know what's next. The season has just begun. Keep that same focus, and we'll keep winning." He doesn't wait for any response—his gaze moves to the door as he turns to leave. "Get changed. We've earned this moment, but tomorrow we get back to work."
Seraphina, Evan, and Barty rejoin their friends, the atmosphere alive with laughter and celebration. Hugs, cheers and jokes are exchanged freely, the joy of victory hanging in the air like a warm blanket.
Even Barty, despite the sting of defeat, wears a smile and offers his usual support to his friends. Father's disappointment will be guaranteed, if he intends to tell him, but Barty skillfully sweeps the loss under the rug, keeping his composure intact. He is already talking about the future match with Hufflepuff.
Nadine's laughter rings out, light and teasing, as she winks at Seraphina. "Okay, formidable foe. I'll be on the lookout for that speed of yours!" she says, her tone full of mock seriousness.
Seraphina raises an eyebrow, her lips curling into a sly smile. "And I'll be keeping an eye out for that swing of yours, my favourite 'enemy.'" she shoots back, her voice warm with amusement.
Severus approaches his sister with a rare, subtle flicker of pride in his eyes. "Well done." he says, his voice low but unmistakably sincere. There is no dramatic display, no effusive praise, but the quiet approval in his tone says more than he would ever allow in public. "You've earned it."
Seraphina pulls him into a tight hug, and he defiantly obliges and returns the favour.
"Dinner at Hogsmeade, everyone? My treat, considering Slytherin just set the bar." Cassiopeia announces smugly, her grin wide with satisfaction as she surveys her friends.
Evan's smile is as bright as ever, his energy still crackling from the win. "Most definitely, miss Black. But, please excuse me, I must first attend to my loyal subjects before abandoning them so soon after our triumph." He leans in, pressing a quick kiss on each of the girls' cheeks before turning toward the rest of the team.
Seraphina arches an eyebrow, her laughter light. "Ah yes, they'll surely wither without your esteemed presence." she teases, her voice dripping with playful sarcasm. "Go on, we'll meet you later. You were a killer out there." she adds, her smile softening as she gives him a supportive shoulder rub before he disappears into the crowd.
The rest practically skip through the corridors, laughter echoing off the stone walls as their footsteps fade into the distance—a blur of House scarves, wind-tossed hair, and the unmistakable energy of victory still humming in their wake.
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The Slytherin common room is utterly transformed. Green and silver lights shimmer along the stone walls, charmed to flicker like candle light but pulse with a heartbeat-like thrum to the rhythm of the music.
Floating glasses clink gently as they levitate from hand to hand, each filled with a brew that shimmers like liquid emerald. The air is heavy with the scent of expensive perfume, incense, and a definite air of victory and ambition.
It isn't just a celebration. It is a statement. Everyone showed up in their best dressy yet casual attire.
"Did we go overboard a bit? A little. Was it necessary? Absolutely." Cassiopeia reassures them, adding the final touches to her look with quiet satisfaction in their shared dorm.
Seraphina, though less convinced, dabs on a thin layer of reddish-brown lip stain, her expression pinched. Dissatisfied with something, though she doesn't say what.
"Do we have to?" she mutters eventually. "It's not like either of us enjoy parties. Too loud. Too... unnecessary."
Cassiopeia chuckles softly. "I know. But this is different. And I've sat through my fair share of dinners I didn't want to attend. Sometimes, it's just a matter of courtesy—this is one of those times. Less celebration, more diplomacy."
"Suck it up and push through, right?" Seraphina says with a small laugh, meeting Cassiopeia's eyes as she nods.
"It might surprise you." Cassiopeia says, smoothing the hem of her robes. "Could be the end to a truly horrid week. Parties do serve some purpose—maybe you'll enjoy talking to someone other than me for once."
"And where's your someone?" Seraphina asks, turning with a grin as she adjusts her dress. The look she gives Cassiopeia is knowing—teasing—but she doesn't expect an answer. Especially not about Barty.
Cassiopeia only raises a brow in response, her smirk quiet and unreadable.
"You know you can tell us everything, right?" Cassiopeia says lightly, giving Seraphina a knowing look. "We know you haven't exactly been the happiest this past week." She treads carefully, but keeps her distance—just enough for Seraphina to not pull away.
"I know. I'm just still trying to figure it out for myself." Seraphina replies, her gaze thoughtful. "But I've got plenty to share with you two. Just... after the party." She offers an honest smile, something softer. "In the meantime, you look absolutely drop-dead gorgeous, Cassie. Royalty, obviously."
Cassiopeia laughs softly, a quiet giggle escaping her lips. "Me? Why, thank you. But you? You're lethal. Merlin help these poor teammates once they lay their eyes on you."
Seraphina's dress is a whisper of black satin, sleek and fluid, clinging to her figure like it had been poured on. The neckline dips in a soft, subtle cowl, hinting at collarbones and shadows without ever seeming too deliberate. Thin straps trace over her shoulders and down her back, revealing smooth skin and the graceful curve of her spine, decorated by loose waves of her long, pitch-black hair draping over her shoulders and back.
The fabric shimmers with the faintest sheen under the light—more ink than midnight—catching movement like a secret. A single, daring slit climbs to mid-thigh on one side, revealing flashes of leg clad in ornate black lace tights, which vanishes into the polished curve of black Mary Janes with a modest heel and a thin belt. As she walks, each step a measures contrast of elegance and danger. The hem grazes her ankles, swaying softly around her heels.
Cassiopeia's dress is a deep, velvety green—rich and quiet, like shadows under leaves. The fabric drapes elegantly from the shoulders, structured with a gentle puff that gives shape without stiffness. Her sleeves are fitted, silver clasps at the cuffs catching the light as she moves with quiet luxury and certainty.
The collar is open just enough to soften the line of her throat, for balance. The robes flow around her in clean, deliberate lines, swaying with each step, down to her sharp, black heels. Her curls are strategically loose, gracing her shoulders and completing her looks. Graceful, confident, royal, and just out of reach, she carries the Black name like it is stitched into her very bones.
As they make their way toward the common room, the music grows louder, a booming rhythm that seems to vibrate through the very walls. The lights flicker, casting the hallways into a dim, almost suffocating haze.
Seraphina had heard about Slytherin parties—whispers of chaos and the constant hum of laughter and drinking—but she hadn't expected to be dragged into one. She would have much preferred to be curled up in her dorm, a silencing charm keeping the world out, the noise and the people out of sight. But here she is, walking straight into the storm.
Still, they enter the party with smug confidence, shedding any restraint as they move through the chaos. Hand in hand to avoid getting lost in the sea of bodies, they weave strategically through the crowd. Though they are no strangers to this kind of noise and disorder, they seek out a quieter corner, hoping to find Evan—and at least Regulus—so Cassiopeia can congratulate him in person.
As they finally make their way to the far side of the room, Cassiopeia spots Evan at the far end, deep in conversation with a few teammates. Her eyes narrow slightly, but before she can make her move, a familiar voice cuts through the noise.
"Amycus." she mutters under her breath, her expression stiffening.
Cassiopeia doesn't need to turn around to know who is behind her, the too-close presence of a Carrow almost pressing against her back. He always had a way of lingering—too close, too persistent. His low chuckle follows them.
"Cassiopeia." he says, his voice oozing with feigned charm. "You look absolutely ravishing tonight. Green never looked so good."
She turns to face him with a cool, unwavering smile. "Thank you, Amycus. But I'm afraid you'll have to excuse me—there are more interesting people to talk to tonight."
Cassiopeia makes a pointed glance toward Evan, but Amycus isn't one to back down so easily. "Oh, I'm sure there are." he replies with a knowing look. "But none nearly as captivating as you."
Before Cassiopeia can respond, Seraphina catches her attention. Regulus had emerged from the shadows, his cold gaze immediately locking with Cassiopeia's from across the room. He is in all black—per usual, his clothes impeccably tailored to fit him as if they are made for no one else.
The fabric of his shirt stretches smoothly over his chest, the top button casually undone, revealing the faintest hint of a sharp jawline and neck beneath. His sleeves are rolled up just enough to reveal a glimpse of his forearms, the movement of his posture adding a touch of nonchalance to the otherwise controlled elegance he exudes.
Seraphina finds it hard not to notice.
The air between them thickens, and Seraphina feels a subtle charge in the atmosphere.
She didn't mean to stare—but something about the way he stands, so perfectly composed... And then, as if he could sense her attention, his eyes flick to hers. The connection is instant, sharp. Cold.
He doesn't move. Doesn't smile. Doesn't offer even the smallest sign of recognition. But his gaze holds steady, unreadable. Reserved, yet... aware.
Is it the victory? Is he in his Captain, Prefect or just Regulus role now?
Seraphina's jaw tightens. She lifts her chin slightly, refusing to look away first.
He blinks once, slow and deliberate, before shifting his gaze elsewhere—as if the moment hadn't happened at all.
She can't decide if she wants to challenge him or run away.
Regulus, however, doesn't make a move toward them. Instead, he exchanges words with a few of the Slytherin elite, his polite yet detached demeanor radiating an air of authority.
Before Seraphina can decipher whether she is still pissed off or cool, Avery—leaning against a wall nearby with a glass of something in his hand—turns his attention toward her. His sharp, snarky grin is unmistakable.
"Didn't expect you to grace us with your presence, Seraphina, after being so evasive all week." Avery remarks, his voice dripping with sarcastic amusement. "But I must say, you look... divine." He stops to look at her reaction.
Seraphina notices he is tipsy, so she lets that obnoxiously straightforward compliment slide.
She raises an eyebrow, her lips curling into a wry smile. "How considerate of you to notice, Avery."
Avery chuckles, taking a casual sip of his drink. "Please. I'm not the one who needs the compliment, love. But you... well, you're certainly not one to fade into the background." His eyes run over her, lingering longer than necessary. "I'd say you're impossible to ignore."
Seraphina smirks, her gaze flicking briefly to the team before settling back on Avery. "Flattery might just get you somewhere, Avery, but not any closer to me."
As the conversation hums around them, the unspoken tension in the room seems to grow thicker—Cassiopeia dodging Amycus's advances, Seraphina caught in the quiet intensity of Regulus's gaze, and Avery's snarky compliments hanging like a challenge in the air. It is going to be a long night.
Cassiopeia finally rejoins Seraphina, subtly brushing off Amycus with a tight-lipped smile and a sidestep that leaves him talking to thin air. She slides next to her friend, immediately catching the tail end of Avery's latest attempt.
"Oh, are we still pretending you're charming?" Cassiopeia asks sweetly, raising a brow at Avery before taking a sip from the glass Evan had slipped into her hand.
Avery only grins, unbothered. "It's not pretending if it works."
Evan chuckles from behind him, slipping an arm loosely around Cassiopeia's shoulders as he greets the group. "Can we pretend, for tonight at least, that we're not all plotting each other's downfalls? Just a little civility?"
"We didn't even win that impressively." Regulus says coolly as he approaches, his voice calm and measured. He hadn't looked at Seraphina since the group formed—but she feels his presence like a shift in gravity. "The other team was slow. Sloppy."
"Still a win." Avery offers with a shrug. "And we looked good doing it."
"Well," Evan adds, giving the girls a once-over with an amused smirk, "some of us look good doing just about anything."
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes, but the corner of her mouth twitch upward. "You're lucky I'm in a good mood, Rosier."
Seraphina, meanwhile, can feel Regulus standing just beside her—close enough to sense, not close enough to read. He hadn't addressed her directly, hadn't even acknowledged her presence beyond that brief glance earlier. And yet, in the thick of the noise and chatter, she feels his restraint like a held breath.
"So," Avery says, turning toward her again, "are you planning on actually socializing tonight, or just gracing us with a single smirk and disappearing again?"
Seraphina shrugs lightly, keeping her tone even. "Depends. If you keep talking, I might disappear faster."
That earns a low laugh from Evan.
The conversation picks up, their circle growing tighter as drinks pass hands and the music shifts to something darker, heavier.
"Well," Evan begins, swirling the last of his drink and glancing between the two girls with a teasing glint in his eye, "is any of us going to grace the floor with a dance, or is this night going to be a bust?"
He says it politely, playfully, but with just enough weight that both Cassiopeia and Seraphina know he means them.
Seraphina arches a brow, her lips curling into a sly smile. "Are you asking me, Rosier, or making a general plea to the heavens?"
"Does it matter?" Evan replies smoothly. "I'll take whoever saves this party from the tragic fate of us all standing here, too dignified to actually have fun. And you know what, you both owe me a dance for playing so well." He chuckles. "Who's first?"
Cassiopeia lets out a soft laugh, already handing him her drink. "Fine. Try to keep up."
They disappear into the thrumming crowd, their figures quickly swallowed by flickering lights and pulsing music.
Seraphina watches them go, the ghost of a smile tugging at her lips—until she realizes she isn't alone.
Regulus stands beside her again, silent as ever. She hadn't noticed him move closer. He doesn't speak, doesn't offer his hand or a glance. Just stands there, still and unreadable, the tension between them loud in the space Evan and Cassiopeia left behind.
"Epic." she murmurs to herself, reluctant to start a conversation with anyone. Lucinda is dancing with Amycus while Evan demonstrates his finest dance skills. Seraphina watches them and laughs to herself, happy to see them happy.
"Come on, Seraphina. Save me from dying of boredom and bruised ego." Avery exclaims, reaching out for her hand politely.
She hesitates just long enough.
With a smirk, she slides her hand into Avery's, who kisses it gently. "I suppose it's only fair someone gives you attention before you combust."
Avery chuckles as he leads her toward the dance floor, casting one smug glance over his shoulder at Regulus. Seraphina doesn't look back, but she can feel it.
Despite his usual off-putting behavior, Avery turns out to be a surprisingly charming dancer—and a good partner, too. Seraphina manages to ignore the sharp edges of his personality, just for one song, and to her own surprise, actually enjoys herself.
It is easier that way—not thinking about the week, the tension, or the conversations that still hang in the air. Just moving, letting go.
Regulus had slipped into conversation with a small circle of Slytherins nearby, the rest of the team orbiting close enough to stay connected.
As the song ends, Avery gives her a casual bow, and another kiss to the top of her hand, one brow quirked as if to say 'I told you so', before he steps away, merging easily back into a group with Regulus and Amycus. Evan wastes no time, appearing at her side with his signature grin.
"Next one's mine." he says, barely a question.
Seraphina laughs, breathless. "I cannot dance, Evan. Fair warning."
"No need." he replies, already pulling her in. "The way you look in that dress? I doubt anyone's paying attention to how you dance."
She rolls her eyes at him, playfully this time, and lets herself sink into the easy rhythm of their friendship. She hasn't realized how much she needs this.
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Regulus says little as he stands among the others—Amycus is rambling about something half-witted, and Avery had just rejoined them, smug and self-satisfied. Cassiopeia and Lucinda discuss something about dresses. Regulus gives the occasional nod, a polite response when required, but his attention is... elsewhere.
Across the room, Seraphina laughs.
It isn't loud, or showy, but it is real. He can see it in the way her shoulders finally drop from their usual guarded place, the way her eyes crinkle ever so slightly at the corners. Stark contrast from their last conversation. She is dancing, light on her feet despite what she had claimed. Her dress moves with her like smoke, catching the flickering light of the room.
Avery smirks, always fishing. "You know, there's something about her. Her spirit, the way she carries herself. I'm unsure whether I find it attractive or insufferable." He takes another sip of his drink. "But, I like them kind of mean, with a dangerous attitude."
Regulus just furrows his brows upwards with zero amusement—more-so disgust. Avery is drunk.
Avery continues fishing for a reaction, "Half-blood, yes, but I think I'm into this whole 'forbidden fruit' thing."
Regulus's jaw tenses, looking away from the dance floor. They watch Evan twirl Seraphina again—clumsy but soft in a way that can't be faked.
"Mind yourself." Regulus says coldly, his voice quiet but razor-sharp. "I don't want to hear your impure thoughts about them."
Moments later, Seraphina and Evan return, breathless and laughing. Evan passes her a drink, still grinning. "What are you all yapping about, then?"
"Oh, the temptation of half-bloods." Avery drawls, glancing at Seraphina with that same smirk, just to see who he can provoke.
Evan's smile drops instantly. Cassiopeia stiffens beside him, her expression darkening as she exchanges a glance with Seraphina—clearly remembering the conversation by the lake. Regulus doesn't flinch. He doesn't need to escalate—not here, not now.
Seraphina says nothing, but her glare toward Avery is lethal.
"The what?" Cassiopeia steps forward, arms crossed, her tone sharp and dangerous.
"You know, as pure-bloods, we're expected to stay within the line." Avery continues, undeterred. "But sometimes a cute little half-blood thing comes along and makes you think..." He winks at Seraphina, slow and deliberate.
Regulus sighs—deep, controlled. He doesn't oppose him aloud, but neither does he support this brand of careless, public idiocy. Not in front of everyone.
"Avery—I'm only going to say this once, mate." Evan says, stepping between them. "Shut the fuck up about that."
Avery raises his hands in mock surrender, smirking. Seraphina stares at him in pure disgust, her silence more dangerous than words.
And then, Amycus chimes in. Of course he does.
"No, no, I get it." he nods, slurring his words. "Still, the tarnished ones will never be a match for a pure-blood. Like yourself, Cass."
Cassiopeia looks at him like he had tracked manure into her house. "You're absolutely foul. And it's Cassiopeia to you."
Regulus's voice cut in, cold and clear. "Mention my sister like that again—or in any manner—and see what happens."
Amycus just laughs, as if it is all a game. Avery joins in.
But Regulus isn't smiling.
Seraphina takes a slow sip of her drink, eyes never leaving Avery's.
"You're not nearly interesting enough to make this conversation worth a hex." Seraphina says flatly. "Nor would you be able to get a legitimate chance with this half-blood either. Still, keep talking like that and I might just curse you—politely." She offers a tight, unimpressed smile.
"Enough." Evan cuts in, exasperated. "You two need your tongue privileges revoked." he points at Avery and Amycus, who are still grinning like hyenas.
Cassiopeia steps forward, her eyes blazing. "If this is a daily occurrence for you and your team, maybe it's time to change some things, Regulus." Sne snaps at him.
He turns to face her fully, calm and unreadable. "I cannot control everyone, Cassiopeia. You'd do well to remember that before another one of your tantrums."
Cassiopeia scoffs, lips curling into a scowl. "Always silent and cowardly. Nothing new." Regulus stares her down.
"No, Cass." Seraphina says calmly, her voice low but sharp. "He agrees. Didn't I tell you?"
She turns her head just enough to look Regulus dead in the eye, and smiles. Not sweet. Not amused. Just... certain.
Cassiopeia freezes. Her eyes flick between the two of them—Seraphina's steady gaze, Regulus's unreadable expression.
As Cassiopeia yanks Seraphina away, Regulus's voice cuts through the noise of the room, calm but firm.
"Snape." he calls, his tone just sharp enough to command attention, for the first time addressing her this past week.
Seraphina freezes for a moment, his words hanging in the air between them like a threat—too heavy to ignore, too tempting to resist.
Despite his desire to let it all dissolve into the quiet of the night—for the sake of neutrality, of peace—he knows it can't be dismissed. The comments from Avery and Carrow. The shifting dynamics. The way Seraphina acted, always a little too free with her defiance. They aren't just irritations. This is about the House—their future. He knows something she doesn't. All of them do, except for Cassiopeia and Seraphina, of course.
"A moment." Regulus says, motioning for a private word. Seraphina rolls her eyes, but follows.
He steps slightly closer, voice lowered, his posture unchanging. "Must your presence always arrive with disruption and issues?" His tone is even, clinical. His gaze holds hers, steady and unreadable.
They both know how to wield composure like a blade—Seraphina, sharp and performative like Eileen. Regulus, honed and bloodless, like Walburga. Diplomatic, or so it appears.
"What sort of issues?" she asks, feigning amusement. "Seeing me in this dress, fighting with teammates, or playing well despite missing practice?" A smirk tugs at her lips as she toys with a loose wave of her hair.
He tracks the motion for a second before returning to her eyes—expression unshaken, unimpressed.
"The ones where you mistake recklessness for confidence and demand attention like it's owed to you." he says, voice absent of inflection. Not angry. Simply factual.
"The attempts to provoke me were unsuccessful, I might add." she says lightly. "Though they do seem to get away with rather foul language. I might just be doubting your ability to be an unbiased Prefect." She challenges.
He observes her, the corners of his mouth unmoving. "Their detention isn't enough for you, then? The only thing that would have satisfied your intolerable ego would've been me letting you hex them."
Seraphina straightens, clears her throat, and steps forward. "Detention for the attack, not for insulting my bloodline—something you seem to casually agree with." she says with a smile that doesn't touch her eyes.
He hadn't known that detail.
"I never endorsed a lack of discretion." he replies, calm. "What they said was undignified. Not incorrect."
Seraphina is quiet for a moment, analyzing his words.
Then, she begins, "Cornering us was just another lapse in judgment—where you agreed with them, but, oh, it wasn't polite enough to admit?"
"I was unaware of that." he says coldly. And yet, somehow, it doesn't matter. "Nor do I care, frankly."
"You never asked." she says simply, stepping back. "And you shouldn't. It doesn't concern you."
She turns away, walking toward a narrow window overlooking the black water. In the dim light, she looks more like something belonging to the lake's darkness than the House behind her.
"As a Captain and Prefect, it's my duty to—" he begins, measured.
"I'm not interested in your well-rehearsed speech." Seraphina snaps, cutting through his words. "Your titles don't impress me. You're exhausting."
She passes him, sharp and deliberate.
"Silence, Snape. There are consequences to such behaviour." His words slice clean, void of heat.
There is, in truth, a quiet menace, darkness, to Regulus and those who follow him. Other students know it. Seraphina refuses to give them the satisfaction of fear.
"Leash your dogs, Black. Or they'll be dealt with." She adds, dismissing the tension with a flick of her hand.
He doesn't flinch. Doesn't follow. When his voice comes again, it is precise. Stripped bare of warmth.
"Then don't confuse observation with investment, or my presence with concern."
He turns from her, offering nothing further. Not even a glance.
"Final warning, Snape." he says, voice low and steady. "One more Quidditch incident, and you're benched until further notice. Any other disruptions—detention."
He pauses. "And do something about that bruise. It clashes with the dress."
Then he is gone, absorbed by the crowd—without waiting for a reply. He never needs one.
In one of the old Charms classroom, Barty is bent over a desk, sleeves rolled up, wand tucked into his robes. He is scrubbing out ink stains from desks the old-fashioned way—by hand—thanks to a final evening of detention.
Regulus gave it to him, something light, something a first-year could do blindfolded, but Barty still does it with that same intensity in his gaze. He grits his teeth at the memory, his hand clenching the cloth tighter. He doesn't regret the hex—not one bit. He would do it again. But if Regulus knew the reason...
Nadine enters quietly, the door creaking just enough to make him glance up. She stands there, arms folded gently over her chest, her hair braided back, eyes soft but amused. He quickly pulls his sleeves down.
"You could've let me help, you know." she says, stepping forward, her voice warm but slightly scolding.
Barty flicks a glance her way, then back to the stain he has been working at. "No. I have to do it. It's fine." he replies, voice low and even, but his mouth twitches slightly in tired amusement.
She pulls a chair beside him, watching him for a moment before sitting with a sigh. "Are you tired?" she asks.
"No."
"Have you eaten?"
"I have." he says.
She tilts her head, studying him with that sense that always lets her see past the exterior. "Don't be disappointed in yourself." she says gently. "It's a rotten feeling, failing. Not just because of Father. Because of us. Because we're used to achievement like it's the air we breathe. And people expect it from us. It became normal."
Barty doesn't say anything for a moment. His jaw tightens slightly. Then he leans back in the chair and exhales, the scrub rag forgotten on the desk. "Yeah. I know."
"You don't have to always live up to everything. Not all the time. You're allowed to—lose. To mess up. To have days that aren't perfect."
"It wasn't the match." he says eventually, running a hand through his hair. "Losing to Slytherin... it happens. They're good this year. Ev's brutal on the field, and Reg plays like he's already in the bloody League."
Nadine laughs. "Well, we'll still say you were robbed."
"We were absolutely robbed."
A silence settles between them, easy now. Then Nadine raises a brow, smiling faintly. "So, how do we even tell Father?"
Barty stares ahead for a second. "We don't." he says flatly.
She laughs again, shaking her head. "No, really. How will he react?"
"Oh, let's see..." Barty straightens his back, mocking Father's stiff voice: "'Bartemius, you were meant to uphold the honour of this family, and you let some children score from under your broom. Disgraceful. I am very disappointed.'"
Nadine chokes on a laugh, doubling over. "You sound just like him."
"I've had years of practice." Barty mutters dryly, cracking a grin as he tosses the rag onto the desk and finally lets himself relax next to her.
Nadine watches him silently for a moment, her expression soft. Then she shifts slightly and says, voice gentle, "Talk to me, Tem."
He doesn't look at her.
She presses, still calm, still kind. "I know it's still about Cass."
There is a beat of silence. His jaw tenses.
She knows him too well—of course she does. His twin. His mirror. She has always known when something is rotting under the surface. He says nothing, but she waits, and finally, he gives a long sigh through his nose, head dipping low.
"I don't know what's wrong with me." he mutters.
Nadine just listens.
"I've been thinking about her more than I should. Since—Merlin—since September. It's stupid. I didn't mean to. And then Carrow started talking to her, and I—"
His voice falters, bitter. "And I know he didn't—I know he didn't—but the way he said it, like it was real, like she wanted him—"
He cuts himself off, shaking his head, disgusted.
"I couldn't let it go. I didn't even think. I didn't care who saw."
Nadine's brows furrow, but she stays calm. "You reacted because you care."
Barty scoffs quietly, dragging a hand through his hair. His shoulders curl inward slightly.
"I can't stop thinking about her. I want to be close to her."
He pauses. And then, lower: "And I know I can't be."
Nadine turns to him now, truly watching him.
He still doesn't look at her. His voice gets quieter.
"I can't ask her for anything. I can't even talk to her the way I want to. Because I've already chosen... something else. Something she'd hate. You would too."
Nadine doesn't catch that last bit. It passes like a shadow, too fast to grab. But something in the tone sets her heart twisting.
"Tem..."
"She's a Black." he continues, pushing the truth he can share forward. "She probably sees me the way she sees the rest of us—inferior. Like dirt to avoid touching."
"You can't judge her just by her last name. If that was the case, I wouldn't be friends with her. Have you ever even talked to her properly?" Nadine asks, smiling softly.
He sighs. "Not really. Every time I try, I think—what's the point?"
Nadine bumps her shoulder against his.
"Someone like you? You mean someone brilliant, loyal, terrifyingly smart, and secretly the softest person I know?"
Barty snorts, almost laughing. "I'm not soft."
"You are." she insists, smiling. "Cass just hasn't seen that yet. But she will, if you let her. I've told you that."
He glances at her finally, and for a moment, the usual guarded ice in his eyes melts into something more raw. Something lost.
"You think she'd even give me the time of day?"
"I know she would." Nadine says. "But, Tem, you really have to try. Stop standing on the edge of things pretending you don't care. If you like her, let her know. And if she doesn't feel the same—then you move on. But at least you tried. And she'll respect that."
He stares at the wall for a while. Thinking. Fighting something invisible.
Then, quietly: "I hate not being sure."
Nadine softens even more, reaching out to rest her hand on his.
"Then be sure of one thing." she says. "Whatever happens with her, we'll always be close. We've gone through everything together. You think something like this will change that?"
He doesn't answer for a long time. Then he looks down at their hands. His fingers squeeze hers lightly.
"You promise?"
"Of course." she says, as if the question is ridiculous. "What kind of question is that?"
He finally smiles. Small. Quiet. But real.
And even though something heavy still coils in his chest—something he doesn't name, something darker and hidden—right now, with her, he feels like maybe it won't swallow him whole.
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Breakfast buzzes with anticipation as students await the arrival of post—letters from home, gifts, some anxiously, others dreadfuly. Barty falls into the latter camp. Fortunately, his most recent deception has gone unnoticed so far: Father hasn't yet discovered that he had lost his first Quidditch match of the season, unlike Nadine, whose victory is most definitely noticed.
But secrets, especially in the Crouch household, rarely remain secrets for long. Father has a gift for unearthing truth at precisely the worst moments. Barty knows it is only a matter of time before another Howler or a cold, sharply-worded letter arrives—obnoxiously, perfectly cutting. Nadine refrains from asking again. She learned that silence is sometimes the kindest form of understanding. If—or rather, when—the letter comes, she will be there.
Barty sits stiffly, as if bolted to his seat, mind drifting away even as he chats with Regulus and Evan. Across from them, Nadine had joined Pandora, their voices hovering lightly over the table in conversation about Pygmypuffs—absurdly adorable, according to Pandora. A few seats down, Cassiopeia speaks with Seraphina and Severus, the three hunched slightly over a set of small black tins. The siblings brew a new batch of Bruise Balm for the team, to spare players unnecessary trips to the hospital wing.
Seraphina signals to Nadine and catches her eye as she passes her a few of the tins.
"You made these?" Nadine asks, politely curious as she slips them into her bag, casting a glance between Seraphina and Severus.
"It's practical. Saves us from hearing complaints about our war wounds." Seraphina replies with a smile.
"A wiser approach would be to quit playing that idiotic game entirely." Severus mutters, dryly.
"But then we wouldn't have an excuse to brew potions together." Seraphina says, nudging him gently. A hint of a smirk ghosts across his lips.
"Misery loves company." he adds.
"Well, thank you. These'll come in handy." Nadine says with a warm smile, her eyes resting on Severus a moment longer. Seraphina notices, and with a discreet pivot, turns to Cassiopeia. Severus returns the glance briefly, his expression unreadable, as Evan leans in to ask something unimportant, interrupting the moment.
From across the room, occasional glares drift toward Nadine and Seraphina from members of the Gryffindor team. Neither acknowledge them. With exams looming and time constraints, petty grudges have lost their edge and priority.
Then comes the familiar rush of wings—owls flood the Great Hall in a great sweeping hush of feathers and parchment. Letters, parcels, and gifts tumble gently onto plates and laps, sparking delighted chatter and rustling paper.
But a second wave follows—quieter, heavier—and far more curious. Envelopes unlike the rest, deep green with wax seals that shimmer faintly in the hall's candlelight, begin to descend with eerie precision. They don't scatter across the tables as usual. Instead, they land almost exclusively at the Slytherin table—and only in front of certain students. Pure-bloods, mostly. A few half-bloods, like Seraphina and Severus, receive them too. A handful finds their way to Barty and Pandora among them. One, notably, lands in front of Peter—and none, unsurprisingly, for Sirius.
Regulus and Cassiopeia each receive theirs with expected ease, unbothered by the grandeur. Mulciber and his crowd are similarly unmoved. These families often receive such things—royal parchment, enchanted seals, mail that feels more ceremonial than communicative. For Seraphina and Severus, however, the arrival of such a letter is unusual. Neither had expected anything so ornate—and what they hold now in their hands looks less like a message and more like an invitation to something far different than ever before.
The wedding invitation of Lucius Malfoy and Narcissa Black is a statement of ancestral pride and refined excess, more akin to a heirloom than regular parchment. Each is printed on thick, iridescent mooncalf vellum spun under an eclipse—soft to the touch. The edges gleam with a platinum trim, enchanted with delicate runes symbolizing heritage, power, and supremacy.
Centered in raised mithril, the Malfoy crest—a serpent coiled around a crescent moon—glowed with faintly pulsing enchantments, and beneath it, in ancient silver script, is the family motto: Sanctimonia Vincet Semper — Purity Will Always Conquer.
The invitation's ink, enchanted to glow softly according to the reader's bloodline, flows in an ancient calligraphy handwriting. When opened, it releases a whisper of white heather, jasmine, and dragonwood—scents of both bride and ancestral home.
As they slowly unseal their envelopes, the atmosphere shifts. Regulus and Cassiopeia tear their letters open with indifference, though there is a slight sharpness to Regulus's eyes as he reads the elegant script. The Malfoy family has a habit of sending letters this extravagant, but it is clear this one is different. Cassiopeia's lips tighten, but she says nothing, already preparing for the demands the letter likely contains.
Seraphina hesitates before opening hers, eyes narrowing in slight confusion. She isn't expecting anything like this, yet as she reads, a soft gasp escapes her lips. Severus leans in to see her expression, and though his face remains the same, a flicker of surprise passes over his features.
Barty feels his stomach twist as he reads. Nadine quietly scans the people around her. She didn't receive one, and so she sits back, patiently waiting to hear the news, her thoughts lingering on her brother's reaction.
Pandora's eyes gleam with interest as she carefully unfolds the parchment. She has been half-expecting a family matter, but what she finds instead makes her pause.
The Malfoy Family cordially invites you to attend a most distinguished gathering, A Convergence of Pure-blood Legacies to be held at Malfoy Manor on the evening of 27th December.
In the spirit of unity and heritage, your esteemed presence is requested, as the gathering will address matters of vital consequence to the future of our world. This event will serve as a testament to the strength of ancient alliances and newly forged bonds.
Let it be known that this meeting will play a pivotal role in shaping the very fabric of our society, and your participation is deemed not only necessary but a mark of your continued standing among the great families of wizarding kind.
The Winter Solstice marks the dawn of a new era — be present to witness and partake in this historic occasion.
Dress Code:
The attire is of the utmost importance. Guests are expected to wear robes of exquisite craftsmanship, with fabrics of velvet, silk, or satin in midnight blues and blacks, emerald greens, or rich purples. Platinum and gold accessories are strongly encouraged, with jewels of rare provenance to complement the regal nature of the evening. Attendees should present themselves in a befitting manner — elegant, refined, and sophisticated, with no detail overlooked.
This marks the dawn of a new era — be present to witness and partake in this historic occasion.
Yours in power
The Malfoy Family
The crowd is silenced, to say the least. Father's information was correct—the unity of the two most powerful families in Britain's Wizarding World. To say that the event will be the highest luxury would be an understatement. The Slytherin table reacts positively, all of them acknowledging the importance of the event. Seraphina and Severus, however, remain silent, waiting for breakfast to pass to converse about the matters.
Nadine, Cassiopeia and Seraphina exchange glances, and Cassiopeia nods imperceptibly to hint at a conversation they are to have after breakfast. Evan, Regulus and Barty exchange knowing glances as well. They all tuck away their invitations, and proceed to head to class.
Seraphina and Severus step away from the bustling crowd, finding a quiet corner by a window. The distant sounds of chatter fades as they stand in the secluded nook.
"Interesting turn of events." Seraphina murmurs, her eyes scanning the invitation once more. "I didn't know I was expected. I met them once, twice, at best."
Severus, his gaze fixed on the view outside, replies coolly, "We come in pairs, naturally. You're in Slytherin, and you've aligned yourself with their circle. Not entirely unexpected. It's a courtesy—an honor. We must attend, no question."
It is a bit unusual for her, hearing his stable certainty over attendance. He, unlike many people, would often avoid every sort of celebration and event, so this is out of the ordinary.
Seraphina leans against the wall, folding her arms, the letter still in hand. "The dress code, though." she begins, letting the words hang in the air. "A bit... luxurious, don't you think?"
Severus shifts his gaze toward her, his expression unreadable. "Indeed. I suspect we'll need to scrape together every last bit of our fortunes to meet it." he says, his voice tinged with tension. "Our background didn't exactly afford us much room for such extravagance."
Seraphina gives a small, wry laugh. "My travels paid off, for the most part. I suppose we'll have to pool our efforts to make this work."
Severus nods, his mind already working.
"What makes you so certain we should attend?" Seraphina asks, her voice laced with curiosity and suspicion, already knowing the answer.
"It would be foolish not to." Severus answers, his tone cold and certain. "We've worked too hard for this recognition. There is no question of whether we should attend." His gaze softens slightly, and he adds, "Once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, Seraphina. This is our chance to make it all count. I'm urging you to treat this as the most important matter of your life."
Seraphina nods slowly. "I will, Severus."
"This is not just a wedding, Seraphina. It's a gathering of the most powerful families in the wizarding world. You know the significance, especially with your friends and Captain involved."
She hesitates, shifting uncomfortably. "I barely know Lucius and Narcissa." she says, her uncertainty clear. "I don't know how much my presence matters to the wealthiest people in the world."
Severus fixes her with a steady gaze. "Your presence matters. Align yourself accordingly, satisfy their curiosity, and present yourself—and us—in the best light possible. I'll do the same. It's not my nature to order you, but think of this as a proposition... and a fair one."
In a quiet corridor, Regulus and Cassiopeia exchange thoughts on the upcoming gathering and the expectations from their families. This is undoubtedly one of the most significant events their families had ever seen.
Their entire families will be present, except for Sirius and Andromeda. Sirius, however, is likely relieved. Though he has no idea what exactly is brewing, he can sense something is afoot. He had always insisted that this union will be the root of all evil, though what he truly means by that remains unclear.
"I suppose Mother will give us a long speech." Cassiopeia muses, her voice laced with a touch of irony. "We know what the expectations are. According to her, this is prime time to find future partners."
Regulus nods in agreement, but his thoughts are already drifting, focused on the duty that looms over him.
"As important as it gets." Regulus adds quietly, his voice tinged with resolve. His mind shifts into gear, contemplating.
"Do you have anyone you wish to go with?" Cassiopeia asks lightly, her gaze searching his face. Regulus shakes his head slowly.
"Not at the moment. You?" he replies, his tone neutral.
Cassiopeia pauses, her eyes flickering momentarily before she answers, "No. Well, maybe. We'll see..." Her voice trails off, a hint of uncertainty in her words.
Regulus raises an eyebrow at her, but she quickly dismisses it with a casual wave of her hand, her thoughts clearly elsewhere.
Barty and Nadine walk in silence toward their class, the comfortable quiet between them. Nadine's patience is endless, especially when it comes to him, though her mind is swirling with questions. What is the difference between them, particularly when it comes to an event like this?
"I can almost hear you assaulting my mind to find more information, sister." Barty jokes, though his face remains serious, betraying none of the humor in his words.
"I think it's your recent alignment with other pure-bloods, half-bloods and... muggle-borns." he continues, "You know, the ones with less... rigorous rules unlike this side."
Nadine's brow furrow. "This side? What side is that? The evil one?" she scoffs, her tone sharp.
Barty shakes his head slightly. "Unironically..." he begins, then pauses. "I doubt there's much to miss, but Father won't be pleased if you skip such an opportunity to... mingle... with future partners." His voice becomes colder. "He'll want reasons, and you might just overshadow my future criticism over a lost match."
Nadine bites her lip, her thoughts swirling.
"I didn't do anything wrong." she says firmly, her voice low but resolute. "I just don't believe in such vile rules, no matter how much Father thinks it's a defect."
"I understand you." Barty replies, then hesitates before adding, "But Black? Potter, Weasley, Lupin..."
"They're just in the same House and team as me." she shoots back. "What was I supposed to do, ignore them completely and run to Slytherin? That's absurd."
Barty nods slowly—he does understand. "You should've chosen Ravenclaw at least, if you wanted to avoid this whole mess."
"Ah yes," Nadine snorts, "let me lie to the Sorting Hat just to please an endlessly dissatisfied individual who happened to be our Father."
Barty gives a half-shrug, not disagreeing.
"And some of your precious Slytherins," she adds sharply, "are very aggressive. I've done nothing wrong to anyone, and yet I still end up with the brunt of it. For what?"
Barty has no answer.
Nadine's mind drifts to Severus and Seraphina. The Black and Rosier families being invited is expected, but those two? They aren't exactly the image of traditional pure-blood prestige. So what changed?
Guilt tinges her curiosity as her thoughts take another turn—one of worry and care. Can they even afford to attend something like this? She knows the answer. Probably not. We'll just help them out. It's no big deal.
The final week of November arrives cloaked in wind and grey skies, the castle settling into its late-autumn hush. The air smells like frost and old parchment, and time seems to fold in on itself—days slipping past with the blur of Quidditch practices, long nights of study, and the heavy, quiet distance that Nadine doesn't speak of aloud. The match against Slytherin looms, and the team is pushing hard: early mornings on the pitch, strategy meetings stretching into the evening, even James and Sirius sharpening up with unusual focus.
But Nadine doesn't talk to them unless she has to.
They don't speak to her either. The air between them is thick with unspoken things, and during team meetings, they only exchange clipped words about formations or defence lines, never looking each other in the eye. Sirius keeps his arms crossed, his jaw tight. James, for once, doesn't try to charm his way through the tension. Nadine doesn't care—at least, that is what she tells herself. She pours all her energy into perfecting her game, perfecting her aim, tightening every move with practiced control. She is sharp and fast and stubborn, just like always.
But Remus—Remus she doesn't see at all.
It is strange at first, how completely he disappears. No quiet glances across the common room. No awkward passings between classes. He used to be everywhere, always near, always lingering in the corners of things. Now, it is like he is nowhere.
He doesn't try to talk to her. And despite the ache she won't admit, Nadine doesn't try either.
Still, she thinks about him. More often than she means to. The argument still clings to her, and though her anger has cooled into something quieter, it is still tangled with confusion, hurt, disappointment. She wonders what he is feeling. If he has even thought about her at all.
It is during Transfiguration with Bill that she finally asks.
They sit near the back, notes spread between them, the candlelight soft on the parchment. Nadine leans in slightly, her voice low enough not to be overheard.
"Hey... have you talked to Remus?"
Bill glances sideways at her, surprised.
"No. Not since last week." he says. "But—I saw him. This morning. Hospital Wing."
Nadine freezes.
She turns toward him more fully. "What? Why?"
Bill shrugs, but his eyes are kind. "No idea. I was just walking past. Didn't look too good, but Pomfrey was with him."
Nadine presses her lips together. Something cold coils tight in her chest.
The moment class ends, she doesn't think—she just moves.
Her notes barely make it into her satchel as she pushes past the rows of desks and out into the hallway. She is walking fast, boots echoing sharply on the stone floor, the hem of her skirt brushing against her knees. Her thoughts race too fast to follow—what could have happened, why he is in there, is he sick, hurt, something worse?
She tells herself it is just to check. Just to see.
That is all.
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Nadine reaches the open door of the Hospital Wing, her steps faltering as she slows down. The corridor is quiet, only the sound of her breathing and the faint clinking of potion bottles from inside reaching her ears. She stops just before the threshold, her heart thudding steadily in her chest.
She doesn't step in—just peers around the carved wooden frame.
Remus stands beside the bed, slipping his sweater over his uniform shirt with sluggish movements, his frame looking worn. Madam Pomfrey hovers beside him, arms folded, brows knit with concern.
"Remus, you need rest." she says sternly. "And a proper meal, and the potion tonight, all of it. Do not try to be clever and skip any of it, I mean it."
"Okay, okay, I will. Promise." Remus mutters, his voice rough, quiet.
Madam Pomfrey sighs, but her hand lingers on his shoulder before she steps aside and nods toward the door.
That is when he turns—and his eyes land right on Nadine.
They both freeze.
They stare at each other across the threshold, unspeaking, held in place by the weight of everything unsaid. The hallway feels suddenly narrow. The torchlight flickers, gold and cold against the stone. Nadine's lips part slightly, but no words come. A tightness claws its way into her chest.
She takes a breath and quickly turns to go.
"Nadine—" Remus calls, his voice echoing low and raw through the corridor.
She walks faster.
"Nadine, please. Please stop."
She halts. Her back is stiff, arms rigid at her sides. He takes a few steps closer.
"Will you just let me explain myself?" he says. His voice cracks a little, like it hurts him to say it. "You don't have to forgive me, or believe me. Just—just let me tell you. So we settle this. However you want after, I swear."
A pause.
Then slowly, she turns around.
There is a storm in her eyes still, but something else too—curiosity, confusion, the ache of something unresolved.
"Fine." she says, clipped. "Five minutes."
They walk together in silence through the corridors, past empty classrooms and shuttered windows. The castle is hushed at this hour, early afternoon classes in full swing, the quiet kind of private. They make their way up a narrow staircase and duck into a half-forgotten tower passage, a place not many know—a small balcony with an arched window carved deep into the stone, overlooking the vast grounds and distant treetops of the Forbidden Forest. Below, the courtyard spreads out like a painting, speckled with students wandering beneath the turning trees.
They sit on the stone ledge. She crosses her arms tightly. He exhales and leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
Silence stretches between them for a few long moments, the cold wind brushing through the open arch behind them, ruffling the edges of Nadine's hair and tugging at Remus's threadbare sweater. He looks paler than usual—there is a sickly, sunken quality to the skin beneath his eyes, dark and bruised. His posture is hunched, as if every limb aches, but he holds himself together with quiet stubbornness, like he is holding up a crumbling wall with his bare hands. His hands tremble faintly when he rests them on the stone ledge.
Nadine doesn't notice it at first. She is too busy glaring down at the courtyard like she is hoping the ground will swallow her anger. Her heart drums furiously in her chest. She can't calm down—doesn't want to calm down. Not when this has been gnawing at her for three weeks. And now here he is, offering what?
"So?" she says, voice sharp. "Explain."
Remus flinches like the word itself is a slap.
"I didn't mean to hurt you." he begins quietly. "It's just... it's hard."
"No." she snaps. "It's simple. You're a Prefect. You're supposed to stop that sort of behavior. Especially from your own friends." Her voice cracks with heat and pain. "But you just sat there, Remus."
"I know I did." he mutters, clenching his jaw. "And I hate that I did. But you don't understand—James and Sirius, they don't always mean it the way it comes out."
Nadine whips around to face him, eyes blazing.
"Oh?" she says bitterly. "How do they mean it, then, when they publicly humiliate someone? For being clever? For not being them? And Seraphina—what exactly did she do to deserve being called a freak in front of the whole room?"
Remus closes his eyes, exhaling slowly. His hands tighten into fists.
"They've always had it out for Severus." he says reluctantly. "Since first year. There's... a lot of history."
She scoffs. "History? Like what?"
He hesitates. She glares, demanding.
"There was this time," he says, reluctantly meeting her gaze, "in fourth year. James hexed Severus in the corridor after he made some comment about Lily. Sirius said something first, and Severus reacted, and then it turned into this... fight. It got bad. James hung him upside down in front of everyone."
Her jaw drops. Her stomach twists.
"And you were there?" she asks in disbelief.
"Yes." he admits softly. "I was."
Nadine is still. Her throat feels tight.
"And you're telling me this now like... like what? Like it's normal?"
Remus rubs his hands over his face, then grips the back of his neck. His eyes are bloodshot, hollow, guilty.
"I'm not saying it's right." he says quickly. "It's not. It's not. I don't agree with it. But they've always thought of it as this sort of... rivalry. Like competition. Like fun."
She stares at him, her face stony. "So bullying is fun."
"No—" he breathes. "No. That's not what I meant."
"You keep saying you don't agree, but you didn't do anything." she bites out. "You watch. You look away. You make excuses."
"I don't make excuses." he protests, louder now. "I'm trying to keep peace. I've always been in the middle—"
"And for what?" she cuts him off, heart pounding. "So they like you more? So they don't leave you out? You let them humiliate someone—maybe even multiple people—and you stand by because you're afraid of being alone?"
He doesn't respond.
"I thought you were better than that." she whispers. "I really thought we could be best friends. But you're just—"
Her voice breaks.
"You're just desperate to be part of the boys who treat everyone else like dirt. It's pathetic."
Remus's face crumples, like the words physically strike him. His lips part, but nothing comes out. His cheeks are pale, and his tired eyes shimmer faintly with something unshed.
He looks wrecked. Haunted. Ashamed.
But Nadine is beyond the point of sympathy. Her heart is breaking in a dozen places, but she refuses to let him see it.
"You let them hurt Severus." she says quietly. "Again and again. And you let them mock Seraphina when you knew what that would do to her. You knew."
"I didn't want this to happen—" he tries, but she shakes her head.
"You let it happen."
She stands abruptly. Her fists are clenched at her sides, her lips trembling.
"I didn't want to hate you." she says, voice soft and cracking. "I didn't want to even dislike you. But I won't ignore this. I hope it's worth it, Lupin."
She turns away quickly, so he doesn't see the tears brimming in her eyes.
Remus rises halfway, like he might reach for her—but stops. His fingers twitch, hovering uselessly in the air.
And then Nadine walks away—fast, before he sees her wipe the tears from her cheeks with her sleeve. Before she turns around and forgives him.
Behind her, Remus stands completely still, staring out the window toward the forest, jaw tight, his breath shallow and uneven, the full weight of the night before and the pain of her words pressing into his chest like an iron hand.
He doesn't move for a long time.
The common room is dim and heavy with the crackling of the fire, casting golden shadows across the dark stone walls. Cassiopeia sits stiffly in the corner armchair, her legs crossed neatly, a thick book on ancient runic magic open in her lap. She is not reading anymore. She stares blankly at the same page she has been stuck on for the past thirty minutes, her jaw tight, her patience worn thin.
Amycus lounges much too close on the nearby couch, one arm draped lazily across the backrest, the other twirling his wand idly between his fingers. His voice oozes with the kind of false charm that sets Cassiopeia's teeth on edge.
"I suppose it'll be the event of the year, hmm?" he drawls, puffing himself up with a wide, smug grin. "The wedding. Only the finest will be invited. And of course—" he leans in slightly, lowering his voice as if sharing some grand secret, "—I'll be attending. With the most radiant companion on my arm."
Cassiopeia closes her book with a sharp snap, her expression cool and unreadable. She offers a polite, noncommittal smile—the sort she had perfected over years of dealing with unbearable pure-bloods.
"Lovely." she says, her voice like ice under velvet. "I'm sure you'll make quite the spectacle."
Amycus laughs, taking it as a compliment rather than the veiled insult it is.
"Oh, come on, Cass." he says, using the nickname without permission again, and she fights the urge to hex him on the spot. "Don't be modest. You'll be the prettiest girl there. Narcissa will pale in comparison."
She raises an eyebrow, unimpressed. "That seems unlikely."
Amycus smirks, undeterred, and continues, "And you'll see, love—we'll be the envy of the night. Everyone's already talking about how well we suit each other. Power, looks, ambition..." He lets the words hang, watching her closely, clearly expecting her to blush or giggle.
Instead, Cassiopeia rises gracefully to her feet, clutching her book to her chest.
"Well, unfortunately, I have a prior engagement." she says sweetly, her voice laced with steel. "Mustn't keep Professor Slughorn waiting."
Amycus frowns, confused. "Slughorn—"
But Cassiopeia is already moving, sweeping toward the door of the common room, every step brisk and determined. She feels his gaze burning into her back like an oily hand.
"Wait, Cass! I'll walk you there!" he calls after her, getting up to follow without waiting for an answer.
Merlin's beard, she thinks grimly, quickening her pace. Her stomach twists with disgust at the thought of spending another moment in his company.
She exits into the cool, damp corridors of the dungeons, her heels clicking sharply against the stone. The shadows pool around her, and the smell of cold stone and moss fills the air. Still, she can hear Amycus trailing behind her, blabbering on about his family's grand estate and the 'future heirs' he jokes they will have.
Cassiopeia's hand tightens around her book so hard that the leather cover squeaks.
She rounds a corner sharply—and collides right into two figures walking in the opposite direction.
"Oh—!" she breathes, stumbling back.
Evan and Barty both catch her instinctively—Evan steadying her by the arm, Barty gripping her shoulder. Cassiopeia lifts her gaze, relief washing through her like warm sunlight.
Their expressions shift quickly—first surprise, then something harder as they both spot Amycus approaching behind her.
Amycus falters for half a second at the sight of them, then plasters on another of his greasy grins.
"Well, well, lads." he says loudly, swaggering closer. "If it isn't Hogwarts' brightest and best."
Cassiopeia tugs herself gently free from Evan and Barty, straightening her spine. She throws them a grateful glance, then turns coldly toward Amycus, lifting her chin with the haughty grace only a Black can muster.
Barty's hand lingers near his wand, subtle but deliberate. Evan crosses his arms, watching Amycus with a look of faint disdain, sharp and assessing.
Amycus, oblivious or choosing to ignore the warning signs, merely smirks again.
Cassiopeia, heart thudding in both fury and gratitude, breathes out slowly.
Thank Salazar for these two, she thinks.
She doesn't say a word yet—waiting, watching, feeling the heavy tension gathering between the four of them like an approaching storm.
And she has no intention of going anywhere with Amycus now.
Barty's fingers twitch by his side as he watches Amycus still swagger toward them, still laughing like he has said something clever. His blood boils at the mere sight of him—pathetic, greasy bastard, Barty thinks, jaw tightening. His eyes flick to Cassiopeia, checking her quickly for any signs of real distress.
He steps closer to her, lowering his voice to a tense mutter.
"Did he do something?" he asks, rough and low, struggling to keep his temper in check.
Cassiopeia tilts her chin, her dark green skirt rippling around her ankles like a wave. She offers a small, composed smile, but her nostrils flare slightly—betraying her irritation.
"No." she says airily. "Except being utterly insufferable."
Barty's shoulders drop a fraction, the tension leaving him just enough to breathe. He grunts in grim satisfaction, ready to hex Amycus into next week if he even tried.
Before Barty can say anything more, Evan claps a heavy hand on Amycus's back, interrupting the moment with a broad, falsely friendly smile.
"Oi, Carrow." Evan says smoothly. "Did you hear? Your dear sister is looking for you."
Amycus blinks. "What—?"
"Come on, mate." Evan cuts him off easily, already steering him down the corridor with a firm shove. "Better not keep her waiting."
Barty and Cassiopeia watch in silence as Amycus stumbles after Evan, protesting, his voice echoing around the stone walls until it fades completely.
And then it is just the two of them. The corridor stretches out wide and empty, lit only by flickering torches along the cold stone. The shadows throw moving gold along Cassiopeia's sleek hair, making her look almost ethereal, untouchable.
Barty shoves his hands deep into his pockets, kicking at an invisible pebble by his boot.
He glances at her, quickly, like he is afraid to linger—but it is impossible not to. She is standing there, arms crossed over her chest, elegant and defensive at the same time.
"You sure you're alright?" he asks, softer now.
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes, but there is a tiny, real smile ghosting her lips. "I can handle myself, Bartemius."
"I know." he mutters, voice rougher than he means it to be. "Doesn't mean I don't want to hex him into a wall anyway."
That makes her huff a small laugh, which twists something low in Barty's chest—something stupid and dangerous that he still refuses to name.
The silence stretches again, thick and almost charged. She shifts on her feet, and for a second, their arms almost brush.
"So," Cassiopeia says, clearing her throat, trying to sound casual. "are you going to the wedding?"
Barty shrugs, a crooked grin tugging at his mouth. "Father says I have to. 'Family duty,' all that nonsense."
Cassiopeia hums in agreement. "Same. Mustn't bring shame to the family name."
There is a slight bitterness to her voice, something heavy and resigned. Barty notices it immediately—feels it like a shared secret. His fingers clench and unclench in his pockets.
"You... going with anyone?" he asks, feigning nonchalance, but his heart thuds stupidly hard against his ribs.
Cassiopeia casts him a look from under her lashes, deliberate and infuriatingly graceful.
"Amycus seems to think so." she says lightly, her mouth curling almost wickedly.
Barty's face darkens instantly, his entire body tightening with something sharp and ugly.
He scowls, voice dropping low and possessive before he can stop it.
"You don't have to go with him, you know."
Cassiopeia arches a perfectly shaped brow, amused. "No?"
"No."
It comes out harsher than he means it to, but he doesn't apologize. He steps closer instead, reckless now. His voice softens slightly, almost teasing.
"You could spend some time with me instead." he says, the words hanging between them, heavy and hot.
Cassiopeia looks up at him, her pulse quickening for reasons she refuses to admit. There is something raw and open in Barty's blue eyes, like he is daring her to mock him but hoping she won't.
She tilts her head, letting her hair fall over one shoulder.
"I suppose," she says slowly, drawing it out, enjoying the sudden tension crackling between them. "I could... rearrange my schedule."
Barty lets out a quiet breath, his smile a rare, genuine thing. His thumb brushes over the edge of his pocket as if resisting the urge to reach for her.
"I'll consider myself honored." he says, voice warm, slightly rough.
They stand there a moment longer, the dungeon air doing nothing to cool the heat simmering between them.
Neither moves, neither speaks—like the whole world has narrowed to just this charged, perfect second.
And in his head, Barty is already plotting a dozen ways to keep Amycus Carrow as far away from her as possible.
And Cassiopeia, despite herself, is already thinking of what dress she will wear—one that will make Barty Crouch Jr. look at her exactly like he is looking at her now.
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Nadine rushes into the Great Hall for dinner, but she feels like she hasn't truly sat down to eat in days. There is so much to do, so many lessons, so many essays piling up that her head feels like it might explode.
Trailing just behind her, Brownie trots lightly, tail curled high with pride as she weaves effortlessly between legs and bags, ignoring the occasional gasp from students.
Nadine's fingers twitch as she takes a seat, finding herself between Cassiopeia and Seraphina. Brownie hops up gracefully into her lap, circling once before settling in, eyes half-lidded. Nadine feels the exhaustion settling onto her shoulders as she glances at her girls, wishing for a moment of reprieve. "Hello, darlings."
Cassiopeia glances up from her plate with a smile. "Hey, Nadine." she responds smoothly, her fingers reaching down to give Brownie a soft stroke behind the ears, earning contented purrs.
Seraphina, on the other hand, is halfway through piling a mound of mashed potatoes onto her plate. Her eyes light up when she sees Nadine, and she gives a playful nudge. "Hey, Crouchling. You're late." she says softly.
Nadine chuckles, piling her own plate now. "Yeah, Yaxley held us longer than usual."
Seraphina hums, taking a bite. Nadine leans in a little toward Cassiopeia. "I was wondering—can you help me with Potions later? Just for an hour or two. I'm struggling with the draughts."
Cassiopeia turns to her. "I'm sorry, Nadine." she says, her tone soft and apologetic. "I'm meeting Pandora in the library."
Nadine's face falls slightly, but she masks it quickly with a quick nod. "Ah, okay, no worries." Her eyes flick to Seraphina. "Phina, what about you? Please, I'm desperate."
Seraphina shakes her head, her hair falling in a cascade over her shoulders. "I can't either. I'm doing a project with Regulus—have to make sure we're on the same page for the practical part of it."
Nadine's eyes widen with surprise. "Regulus? You two working together? How's that going?" Her tone is genuine, but there is amusement in it.
Seraphina laughs dryly. "Going? I'll be honest with you, I'd rather eat a boggart than work on it with him. But it's something we have to do."
Nadine groans and takes a large bite, burying her miserty with food.
Cassiopeia and Seraphina share a quick, secretive smile.
Seraphina turns to Severus who is sitting across from them, his eyes focused on a plate in front of him, his expression unreadable.
"Sev," she starts, "do you think you could help Nadine with her Potions later?" Her gaze flickers toward Nadine briefly, and then back to Severus, her attempt at persuasion clearly evident.
Nadine watches the exchange with wide eyes, trying to keep her expression neutral, though her heart skips a beat.
Severus barely reacts, his eyes lifting to meet Seraphina's. His lips press into a thin line, and for a brief moment, Nadine can almost feel the tension in the air between them.
"Why would I help her?" he mutters, voice low and cold, though there is faint of annoyance.
Seraphina sighs, her patience clearly running thin. "Come on, Sev." she pleads, her tone softer now, but still persistent. "You're Slughorn's Assistant. You should be helping anyone who needs it. Just a little bit, after dinner?"
Severus looks at her, then at Nadine, and for a moment, there is silence between them. Nadine doesn't back down. She smiles faintly in his direction, not daring to say anything, but hoping somehow her expression conveys the gratitude she already feels.
"You also owe me." Seraphina presses, a slight smirk tugging at her lips, as though she knows exactly what buttons to push.
Severus exhales sharply through his nose, clearly frustrated. "Fine." he mutters, still not looking fully at either of them.
Nadine's heart lifts, though she tries to keep her excitement under control. She simply nods, keeping her smile small but genuine. "Thank you."
Seraphina leans back in her seat, satisfied that she has won him over, though she doesn't gloat. She turns back to Nadine with a smile of her own, a knowing glint in her eyes.
Nadine continues to sneak glances at Severus as they finish their meal. His posture is tense, and he is not engaging in any conversation. She wonders if he has even noticed her watching him. She hopes he has.
As she takes the last bite, Brownie lifts her head, eyes following the movement across the hall. Nadine sees him rise abruptly, not sparing a glance at anyone, and without a word, he heads toward the doors.
She feels the adrenaline rush, and hastily grabs her bag, stuffing her belongings in a disorganized frenzy before pushing her chair back and rushing to catch up. Brownie leaps gracefully from her lap, landing on the floor before slinking after her.
She can't help but look back over her shoulder at Cassiopeia and Seraphina, who are exchanging a look that is almost mischievous. Cassiopeia lifts a brow, and Seraphina winks. Nadine rolls her eyes fondly at them before she quickly looks forward.
She doesn't expect him to stop so suddenly, and she bumps into his back with a soft thud. She stumbles forward slightly but quickly catches her balance.
Looking up at him, she sees the familiar frown already in place.
"Listen closely, Crouch." Severus spits, voice low and cold, slicing through the thick air between them. His intense gaze pins her in place. "I'm only doing this because Seraphina asked. Not because you deserve it. If you're not serious—if you get distracted, if you think this is some game—I'll throw you out without a second thought."
He leans in slightly, just enough for her to catch the faint scent of parchment, ink, and something darker, more intoxicating. His lips barely move as he finishes, voice dropping even lower, almost a growl: "Understood?"
Brownie lets out an audible meow, tail wrapping protectively around Nadine's leg.
Nadine swallows hard, the last taste of food forgotten. Her throat feels dry and she forces herself to meet his eyes, but for a brief, dangerous moment, her gaze flickers down—tracing the line of his mouth, sharp and unsmiling. She refuses to look away again.
"Understood." she breathes, a small, daring smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. Her voice is almost teasing, yet there is a quiet steel behind it that even she hadn't expected.
Severus watches her, his brows knitting together, confusion and irritation flashing across his face. His jaw tenses, the muscle ticking under pale skin, before he turns on his heel.
Nadine stands there for a second, pulse hammering in her ears. She notices everything about the way he moves: the rigid set of his broad shoulders under his uniform, the stiff pride in his back, the way his hair brushes the top of his collar, swaying slightly with each step.
She bites down on her lower lip, feeling a traitorous blush creep along her cheeks and neck. Her heart races faster with every step she takes behind him, her fingers itching with the urge to reach out—to touch, to yank at the fabric of his robe just to see if he would flinch.
Brownie trails silently beside Nadine, staring at the figure ahead as if sensing her owner's feelings.
The chill bites at Nadine's skin as she walks, but she is far too focused to care.
He doesn't glance back—he can hear her lighter steps and the soft clink of her bag shifting with every move.
The classroom is silent except for the sound of their arrival. Nadine moves toward the nearest workstation and sets her things down. She breathes in slowly and starts unpacking—scrolls, ink, a slightly worn leather-bound notebook, and the Potions book.
The desk smells faintly of burnt sage and dragonbile, remnants of previous lessons. Her parchment crackles softly as she unrolls it, ink bottle wobbling slightly as she adjusts her space. Brownie trots toward a corner of the room and curls up, watching everything.
Severus settles at his own desk, opens a drawer without looking and pulls out his own notebook, scribbled full of modifications and margin notes in tiny, perfect handwriting. His glossy hair falls in front of his face in uneven lengths, and when he looks up at her, it swings just slightly.
"Well?" His voice slices through the quiet like a blade, making her spine straighten involuntarily.
Nadine clears her throat, pushing a strand of hair behind her ear and flipping open her book. "Right. I need to master Calming Draughts, Blood-Replenishing Potion, Strengthening Solution, and I'm supposed to know the beginning theory of Antivenins for the next unit."
She glances up. His eyes are on her already—unreadable. He stands without responding, crossing the room with slow, measured steps. She watches the way his boots echo lightly against the stone floor, the way the lighting sharpens the planes of his face—high cheekbones, pale skin, and a constant, restless tightness around his mouth.
"Start with the Strengthening Solutiony." he says sharply.
Nadine raises a brow, lips twitching.
He gestures at her cauldron with a flick of his fingers and steps back, arms folding across his chest. His sleeves ride up slightly, exposing pale, sinewy wrists with faint ink smudges and a few old burns—scars from years of experiments gone wrong.
She works quickly, gathering the ingredients, her hands moving with practiced familiarity. But her nerves are loud. When she hesitates with the ginseng root, unsure of the cutting angle, his voice is suddenly near her.
"Slice, don't chop. Your potion will curdle if the active properties are released too early."
She jumps slightly, blinking up at him. He is close, and she catches his scent again.
"Sorry." she murmurs, adjusting.
"You're brewing for patients, not dinner guests." he says, already stepping back.
She suppresses a grin. "Understood."
The potion begins to bubble with a soft purple shimmer. She leans over slightly to get a better look, then glances at him out of the corner of her eye. He is standing behind her now, arms still crossed, his gaze fixed on the liquid with that stillness only he seems capable of—like the rest of the world ceases to exist when there is work to be done.
"How am I doing?" she asks lightly, dipping her ladle into the cauldron to stir.
"You're not poisoning anyone. Yet." he says dryly. "But you used too much feverfew. Try again. From the start."
Nadine bites back a protest and instead scribbles that note down, lips pursing. "You're terrifying." she says under her breath.
"I aim to educate, not comfort."
Her fingers itch to write that down too. Every little thing about him fascinates her—his precision, his posture, the way he rarely speaks unless it matters. She doesn't even mind his tone.
He walks past again, and her gaze lifts instinctively to the way his shoulders move. She snaps her attention back to the potion, exhaling a shaky breath.
Severus pauses near his desk, flipping through a heavy tome. He doesn't say anything, but when she looks up again, hair falling around her face, eyes bright with concentration and challenge, he looks back for just a second.
"Focus, Crouch." he says, voice quieter this time. "Your cauldron's about to overboil."
Nadine curses softly and leans over, adjusting the flame, stirring quickly. "Thanks."
He returns to his notes. The cauldron simmers softly now, its contents shifting into the correct hue—amber gold with hints of warm steam spiraling upward. Nadine carefully adds a final pinch of crushed valerian root. Her brow furrows with focus, but after a beat of silence, her mouth opens again, unable to help herself.
"You know, at Beauxbatons," she begins, gently stirring counterclockwise, "they make potions feel like poetry. Madame Volance used to say that brewing should be like composing a symphony—timing, rhythm, touch. All très dramatique. She even wore gloves made of powdered unicorn silk."
Severus, hunched over a stack of notes on the edge of his desk, doesn't look up. "I'm not surprised." he mutters dryly. "I suppose your stirring technique involved interpretive dance as well."
Nadine chuckles. "Not quite. But they did play music in the background. Usually violin. Very intense." She glances over at him and adds with mock-seriousness, "And yet here I am. Covered in ash, trying not to poison myself in your favorite place. Must be doing something right."
"That remains to be seen." he replies coldly.
Nadine grins, unfazed. She takes the moment to scribble something in the margins of her notebook—a funny drawing of a cauldron with a speech bubble that says: Help me, I'm bubbling for my life—and then tosses a glance back at him.
"I want to learn all of them." she says with sudden sincerity, voice softening. "Not just the ones in the syllabus. I want to know what you know. How you know when something's going wrong before it even smells wrong. How you make it look so... effortless."
That gets his attention.
He looks up, slowly, eyes narrowing. There is skepticism in his expression.
"Effortless?" he repeats, voice cool. "If you believe any of this is effortless, you don't belong in this class."
"I didn't say it was." she counters, still smiling, still stirring. "I said you make it look effortless. There's a difference, Master Prince." She adds a slight teasing lilt to the title.
He frowns.
"You totally will be." she says quickly, pointing her stirrer at him. "The terrifyingly brilliant Potions Master."
"Do you ever stop talking?"
"Rarely." she beams.
He stares at her for a moment. There is a pause. A breath.
He breaks it. "Check the toxicity levels."
"I don't need to." she says smugly, turning back to the cauldron.
He exhales, muttering something under his breath that sounds like 'insufferable girl', but he moves closer to check her work nonetheless.
Nadine sneaks a glance at the way his jaw tightens when he concentrates, the way a loose strand of his hair falls near his eyes. Her fingers itch to touch it.
She bites her bottom lip again, just a little.
He straightens, frowning again. "Redo it. Start from the root base."
"Again?"
"Unless you'd prefer I grade your incompetence instead of correct it."
"Fine." she groans dramatically. "But only if you stop hovering like a dementor. You're giving the potion a complex."
His eyes flicker to hers again, and for a second—it almost looks like he is fighting back a smirk.
But he says nothing. Only crosses his arms again and steps back, watching.
The dungeons are quiet now, the soft bubbling of cauldrons replaced by the faint echo of footsteps in the corridor. They move around, tidying up after two hours. Their uniforms brush against each other as they pass, a subtle friction that sends a shiver down Nadine's spine.
Brownie begins sniffing around, nosing her way under the worktables, tail swishing with curiosity. A few bottles, empty and corked, sit on a shelf within reach, and she rises up slightly on her hind legs, whiskers twitching as she investigates. The subtle clink of glass draws Severus's attention mid-step.
His voice cuts through the silence like a hex.
"Crouch." he snaps, eyes narrowing as he turns sharply toward the cat. "Control your beast."
Nadine startles slightly and glances over to Brownie, who now sits like a statue by one of the desks, completely unbothered by his tone.
"She's just curious." Nadine says lightly, offering a small smile, trying to soften the edges of his scowl. "She won't break anything."
Severus's jaw tightens as he adjusts the edge of a tray with precise irritation. "Curiosity leads to accidents. I don't care to watch her lick powdered belladonna off the floor."
Nadine raises a brow, the corner of her mouth twitching. "She's not licking anything—"
"Yet." he mutters darkly, returning to his notes, quill scratching sharply against the page.
Brownie blinks at him from her perch and lets out a single, very deliberate meow, as if mocking him.
Nadine bites the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing. "She's got good instincts. She likes dark, broody types. Like me."
She settles back into her seat, her eyes scanning the notes, but her mind drifts.
"There's a festival next week." she says, breaking the silence again. "Tem mentioned it. A winter celebration near Hogsmeade."
Severus doesn't look up from the vial he is labeling.
"Will you be attending?" she turns to face him, her expression curious. "Everyone will probably go."
He finally meets her gaze, his eyes unreadable. "I'm sure you can go with your friends then."
She tilts her head, a slight frown forming. "We have the same friends." Then realization dawns.
Nadine continues, her voice steady. "I'm more than the people I know. More than my name, more than where I come from."
She doesn't look back down at her parchment, but rests her elbow on the table and tilts her face toward him, head cocked slightly, her cheek resting on her knuckles. "I didn't ask about it just to make small talk, you know."
Severus is re-corking a bottle of Armadillo bile.
"I wanted to ask if you'd go with me. With our group." she says, bold but soft. "Not like a date. Well, it can be, I mean. Whatever you want."
Severus finally looks up. "You think I would willingly attend some frivolous festival with you? Parade around like I've lost my mind?" he says flatly, his voice low and edged in disdain. Disbelief. Like the thought of it is offensive.
Nadine exhales, the corner of her lips quirking. "I'd like to spend more time with you. Because despite the fact that you constantly look like you'd rather be hexed than near me, I want to show you I'm more than 'Barty's sister' or 'the stuck-up from Beauxbatons' or a Gryffindor. I'm simply... Nadine."
"I'm not expecting anything, Severus. You don't owe me company or kindness. I just... I like talking to you. Even when you barely talk back. I like the way you correct me. And I'd rather spend that stupid festival talking to you about wolfsbane or bone-mending salves than pretend to care about anything else."
His gaze hardens, but she sees the tiny twitch of his jaw — he presses his lips together.
The heat from the brewing lingers, curling against her skin.
Nadine leans in a little, her voice lower. "Being sorted doesn't define me. It just reflects the parts of me I needed when I arrived. And I don't care where someone's from or what people say about them. I like people for who they are. Not how others see them."
Severus's brows knit faintly. His hand tightens on the glass bottle.
"You don't know me." he says after a long pause.
"I'd like to." she whispers. "If you'd let me."
Another pause. One that stretches just long enough to feel intimate for her.
Severus turns his head slightly, looking away. "You should go." he murmurs, though his voice is slightly strained.
Nadine stands slowly, her fingers grazing the side of the desk.
"Something draws me to you." she says boldly, eyes meeting his one more time. "I want to know what it is." Her expression turns serious. "Thank you for the help. I will repay the favor. Good night."
She smiles at him, sweet and challenging all at once, then picks up her notes and walks out — Brownie at her heels, the echo of their steps the only thing left in the room.
Chapter Text
The classroom is colder—not only by temperature, but by atmosphere.
A damp gray light filters through the arched windows, casting long shadows over the desks. Professor Thornwell moves about at the front of the room, arranging materials and muttering soft incantations over scrolls. Students filter in with subdued energy, their voices hushed, their footsteps lighter than usual. Maybe it is the weather. Maybe it is something else.
Seraphina enters without ceremony. Her robes move like shadows behind her, chunky boots quiet against the floor. She doesn't scan the room. Doesn't greet anyone. She doesn't need to nor does she care.
She crosses the distance to her desk—their desk—with precision, and with a flick of her hand, drops a folded parchment onto Regulus's side of the shared workspace. It lands square in front of him with a soft thap, as subtle as possible.
She sits down beside him wordlessly, the scrape of her chair deliberate and controlled. Her eyes remain fixed forward, unreadable, as though he isn't even there.
Regulus doesn't flinch.
He reaches for the draft calmly, unfolding it with practiced efficiency. His expression is impassive, but there is a tightness in his jaw—faint, controlled.
They don't exchange greetings.
He reads in silence. She lets him. Not out of courtesy, but detachment.
There is no tension in her posture, only dismissal—an elegant, cutting indifference. She had pulled herself back into armor: spine straight, shoulders relaxed, expression made of glass. She doesn't glance at him, not once.
Regulus, equally disciplined, doesn't speak.
Not yet.
He makes a few corrections with his quill—swift and clean—and then sets the parchment aside, perfectly aligned with his notes. He doesn't look at her. Doesn't offer a comment. If he is waiting for her to speak first, he will be waiting until their hair turns silver.
Professor Thornwell's voice breaks the silence at last, gentle and unhurried. "Mr. Black, Miss Snape—excellent work on your draft section. I'll expect the joined conclusion by week's end."
Neither respond. A nod from Regulus. Nothing from Seraphina.
Not even the professor's faint praise can thaw the space between them.
There had once been a thread of something—wary respect, reluctant curiosity—but it had frayed. The divide now is deliberate. Willed.
Where there had once been tension crackling like static between storm fronts, now there is only vacuum. Cold, clean, and absolute.
They don't need to argue.
Their silence is louder.
The rustle of parchment is the only sound between them until Seraphina, with the barest flick of her wand, summons his draft toward her. The pages tear free from the neat stack in front of him and land squarely in her space—precise, unbothered, and unmistakably deliberate.
Regulus's quill freezes mid-sentence.
But his glare is swift—sharp as broken glass, pale eyes cutting across the narrow space between. His expression doesn't shift in any dramatic way, the standard. Displeasure rolls off him quickly, cold and slow and suffocating.
If he is insulted, he doesn't dignify it with words. Nor does she care.
Seraphina, for her part, barely lifts her eyes as she opens the draft in front of her. Her quill scratches against the margin as she makes her first note—without pause, without permission. His eyes squint faintly.
She isn't about to let him hide behind silent assumptions of perfection. Sure, he is always at the top of the class. But, that doesn't mean she shouldn't exercise her peer-review. She refuses to let him believe he is beyond scrutiny.
"Your framework collapses in the third section." she says quietly, just loud enough for him to hear. Her tone is clipped and professional—more surgical than scathing. "Too much theory, not enough evidence. It reads like you're trying to impress Thornwell instead of actually proving your point."
His jaw twitches. Barely. "You're confusing clarity with oversimplification." he mutters, voice low and cool. "But I wouldn't expect you to notice the difference."
"Mm. And I wouldn't expect you to tolerate anyone questioning your logic." she returns, still writing. Another glare. This one longer.
"Your approval is of no value to me."
"A shocker to none." she interrupts smoothly, pen still moving, not even looking up. "But I do think you're far too used to people offering it anyway."
He leans slightly closer, just enough for his next words to land like a blade slid between ribs.
"Intolerable."
Seraphina doesn't look at him, instead, underlines a few of his sentences.
Regulus doesn't respond. Not with words.
He sits back, exhales through his nose, and resumes his notes—pointedly ignoring the parchment she still holds hostage.
But he doesn't summon it back. She doesn't offer it up.
Both of their notes remain between them—annotated in their tight, elegant script, riddled with critique and underlined flaws, like a battlefield marked in ink.
Neither of them concede, nor will they.
Regulus turns a page in his notes. Seraphina dips her quill in ink. They proceed to ignore one another for the rest of the class.
The library is quieter than usual, and slightly darker. Even the lamps above the study alcove flicker lower, dimmed by the hour or maybe the sheer force of repression between its two occupants.
Regulus adjusts his cuffs on the perfectly tailored white shirt before setting a stack of reference texts on the table. They land with a calculated finality. "You're late." he says, without looking up.
Seraphina drops her bag onto the floor beside her chair, unbothered. "I was researching. You should try it sometime."
He doesn't rise to it. But his eyes lift just enough to meet hers. Controlled, precise. "We agreed on seven. It's seven and three minutes."
She pulls a scroll from her bag and unravels it over the edge of his carefully aligned notes, deliberately skewing the symmetry he had spent the last fifteen minutes perfecting. "And yet here I am. Devastating."
He inhales, holds it, then exhales with a level of composure that borders on saintly. "We'll be dissecting the prewar legislation first. I've drafted a comparative outline." He fixes the stack once more.
"I'll be dissecting it." she says, already making a correction in the margin with a flick of her wand. "You'll be resisting the urge to overedit."
He eyes the offending mark with something dangerously close to disdain. "Your annotations are messy."
"Your structure is a mausoleum." she replies, finally meeting his gaze—level, unflinching. "Pretty, polished, and completely dead. Reminds me of someone."
There it is again—that sharp, electric pulse that lives somewhere between fury and fascination.
Regulus doesn't blink. "Your metaphors are tiring."
"Your ego is." She leans forward slightly, elbows braced on the table, voice low. "You hate that I don't treat you like everyone else does."
"I hate that you think that makes you interesting."
"I hate that you think you are interesting."
The silence after that is loud.
A student two rows over clears his throat nervously and promptly packs up, mumbling something about needing a different desk. Seraphina doesn't even glance over. Regulus's posture doesn't shift.
The thing about the Blacks is that they never yield—taught from birth to bend the world to their will, into submission, not the other way around. Either by force or by waiting, the type of waiting a predator displays upon tiring out its prey to exhaustion and starvation.
Still, composed, calculating. The kind that wears you down until surrender feels like your own idea. Regulus embodies that perfectly: composed, relentless, unshakably certain.
Seraphina understands that instinct. She just refuses to bow to it.
Snapes, after all, don't break under pressure either. They endure. They dig in, pushed relentlessly. So what happens when an unstoppable force collides with an immovable object?
Neither of them had learned how to flinch first.
They sit like that for another breath. Two. Her eyes search his face—not soft, never that—but studying. Trying to determine whether the coldness is truly ice.
She follows the line of his profile, the way a few dark curls—unruly and out of place—fall against his face. The only unpolished part of him, and maybe the most honest. The rest of him is a sculpture: pale eyes sharp and clinical, mouth set in its usual stance—somewhere between neutral and vaguely disappointed, as if the world never quite meets his expectations.
Something flickers within. She is silent, yet very disapproving of the feeling once she recognizes it—admiration.
He returns the look. He notices her brief gaze and silence. She suffocates the curl of her lips immediately. His eyebrows raise very faintly. He dismisses it.
Then, almost too casually, he says, "We'll need to present a unified stance by tomorrow."
"We'll manage." she says, not looking away.
"I doubt that."
"I don't." She tilts her head, just a fraction. "We fight well."
"We fight." he corrects.
She smirks—small, sharp, and gone just as quickly. "Same thing, isn't it?"
Regulus says nothing.
But he doesn't argue. Just rolls his eyes.
And when he reaches for her annotated draft again, their fingers brush—brief, cold, and searing. They instantly move their hands.
Seraphina's fingers linger on the parchment a moment more, then, wordlessly, she releases it.
Regulus slides the scroll toward him with practiced detachment, though his jaw had tightened again—almost imperceptibly. He adjusts the angle of the page by a fraction, then begins to read through her additions, his quill tapping in rhythm against the wood. Not a nervous tick, just the one of forced collaboration.
She settles back in her seat, arms crossed loosely as she watches him. "You're not actually going to keep that sentence about policy as identity, are you?"
He doesn't look up. "It's accurate."
"It's dry."
"It's correct."
"It's dull."
He pauses, just slightly, and then begins crossing through the line in his elegant script. "It is not meant to entertain." then, he exhales, "What do you propose instead?"
Seraphina leans forward, uncapping her ink with one hand. "Something with more bite. Sure, talk about policy, the ethics of rune usage, but don't deceive. Say it how it is. It was about fear, control. About cleaning up wizarding lineage like it was something to be sanitized."
His eyes flick to her again—sharp, evaluating. But he doesn't argue. Instead, he nods once, slowly, and begins writing. Not precisely what she had said. But close enough. His version of compromise.
She pretends not to notice the rare courtesy.
They work like that for a while—hours folding into a rhythm. Parchments pass between them, each one returning marked with red ink and curt notes. No compliments. No concessions. Just criticism that cuts too close and edits that sometimes echo each other despite themselves.
Seraphina rewrites three paragraphs. Regulus reorganizes an entire section. At one point, they both reach for the same text—A Study of Pre-War Magical Runes Ethics—and their hands collide again.
This time, she doesn't move first.
His hand brushes hers, fingers grazing knuckles. They both freeze for a split second. She pulls away casually.
"You can take it." he says, voice low, unreadable.
She doesn't answer. Just holds his gaze for a moment, then slowly pulls the book toward her, her fingers curling around the spine. He watches the motion, before returning to his slightly worn parchment.
The silence now isn't as hostile. It is worse. Hyper aware.
Seraphina flips open the book without another word. Regulus turns back to the outline. Their quills scratch the parchment in tandem, like twin blades drawn over the same whetstone.
The conclusion of their argument is finally forming—paragraph by paragraph—refined, sharpened, irrefutable. The kind only they can form.
By the time the library candles began to sputter and the air had chilled to something ghost-like, they were still there.
"I'll start first with the presentation." he begins, not looking at her.
"As expected." she smiles and scoffs, leaning back casually in her chair like she hadn't spent the last few hours pushing and pulling their thesis into coherence with him.
He raises his eyebrows at her, the expression flat and practiced—disapproval worn like a familiar coat. "Defying? Again? How unoriginal." His tone is cold, uninterested.
Seraphina reaches lazily for her bag. "How surprising that you can be civil and collaborate with a half-blood." she says lightly, almost playfully—except there is an edge to it. She is prodding him, testing for that pure-blood reflex, waiting to see if he will bare his teeth or keep up the mask.
"I am always civil." Regulus says, clipped. Controlled. But his eyes flick to hers with a flash of something sharper—warning, perhaps, or a dare.
She smiles, like it doesn't cost her anything. Like she isn't checking if the words actually bother him. "Of course you are."
Then she stands, her boots thudding softly against the old library floor. She slings her bag over one shoulder and turns toward the exit, her voice tossed over her shoulder with casual finality. "Don't be late for the presentation."
I am never late, Regulus thinks to himself, not bothering to say it aloud.
Chapter Text
It begins on the 1st December, just as twilight stains the sky a rich violet and the last golden leaves cling stubbornly to the bare branches along the winding paths that lead from Hogwarts to Hogsmeade. Though snow hasn't yet touched the village, the chill in the air carries the crisp promise of winter. The scent of woodsmoke, roasted sugar, and pine greets every step forward, wafting from the edge of the village where the Winter Festival has come alive like a memory brought back to life.
The festival grounds are set beyond the cobbled streets of Hogsmeade, in a large, cleared meadow between the Shrieking Shack and the edge of the Forbidden Forest. Dozens of tents and wooden stalls form a winding path through the area, twinkling with fairy lights strung between enchanted lampposts that sway slightly, as if dancing to the music that drifts softly through the air.
Wizards and witches from all over Britain attend, wrapped in cloaks of tartan and velvet, with mittens and scarves that shimmer faintly. Children race around with sweets clutched in sticky fingers, laughing breathlessly, while parents trail behind sipping spiced cider from floating mugs that follow obediently at shoulder height.
The festival is not like Muggle fairs—it pulses with low-level enchantment, and every stall, every corner of the space, is alive in some way. Ice sculptures move subtly within their frozen cages, raising delicate hands to wave or bow. A pair of dueling reindeer carved entirely from ice butt heads every few minutes, letting off bursts of frosty air when they do. Lanterns above them shift in hue depending on the laughter or joy in the air around them.
One large tent near the center is dedicated to treats and drinks. There is candied broom twigs dipped in dark chocolate and rolled in crystalized orange peel. Butterbeer is served hot with cinnamon foam. Mulled mead simmers in copper cauldrons, stirred lazily by floating ladles. There is also a controversial Goblin-run stand offering bracing firewhisky-laced cocoa—strictly off-limits to students, though everyone knows Sirius has found a way to sneak two mugs already.
A smaller, but heavily visited stand near the edge of the forest is dedicated to divination trinkets—snow globes that show flashes of possible futures, and mistletoe branches that only fall for soulmates, much to the amusement and embarrassment of groups of giggling students daring one another to walk beneath them.
Closer to the Shrieking Shack is an ice-skating rink, though there is no real ice. Instead, a wide, gleaming sheet of frost has been conjured onto a stretch of grass, held in place by glowing runes carved into stone pillars at each corner. The rink sings softly, like a carol heard from a far-off room, and never seems to crowd, thanks to a clever distortion charm that folds space around it.
Skaters glide, stumble, and twirl. Lily skates backward with a confidence that makes James stare like he has just discovered a new spell. Remus, bundled up in a charcoal-grey scarf, mostly watches from the sidelines with a hot drink, while Peter attempts one-legged spins and ends up face-first in the frost. There are rental skates, of course—but some students, like Marlene, have enchanted their own boots to shift seamlessly from walking to skating with a whispered command.
In the far corner of the festival, there is a towering evergreen tree—not quite a Christmas tree yet, but draped in firefly-like lights and charmed ribbons that shift color depending on who walks beneath them. Nearby, witches and wizards pin hand-written wishes onto floating parchment ornaments that drift upward and nestle gently into the branches. The tree hums softly in response to each one, a living thing collecting whispered hopes.
Music plays everywhere—not from a central source, but from dozens of tiny instruments tucked into the eaves of tents or embedded in stones along the path. They harmonize together, shifting with the mood of the crowd. One moment it is a cheerful waltz, another it is a solemn carol that carries a haunting beauty.
There is a crafts market too, full of handmade trinkets: self-warming gloves, scarves that hum lullabies, journals that whisper encouragement, and tiny vials of bottled starlight. Hogsmeade's local vendors mingle with traveling crafters from as far as Wales and Northern France. Some sell charms, others offer runes carved into smooth stones. One stall, run by an eccentric Romanian witch, sells tiny carved dragons that perch on your shoulder and keep you warm by breathing faint smoke.
A stage sits at the center of it all, low to the ground and surrounded by floating candles. Throughout the month, it hosts performances from musicians, illusionists, and even some students who dare to show off their talents—both magical and mundane. Earlier that evening, a fourth-year Ravenclaw played a harp that glowed with each note.
The whole festival is layered in time-woven tradition—old customs, half-forgotten superstitions, and warm, familiar rituals that stretch back generations.
Even without snow, the festival glows. The grass is frosted silver, the trees creak gently in the wind, and the stars above burn cold and clear.
It is not perfect—but for a while, it feels like something close.
Seraphina stands slightly apart at first, her hair swept into a loose half-braid pinned with tiny silver moths that flutter subtly. She is wearing a deep plum cloak lined with navy velvet, her boots black and sharp with silver lacing. Her scarf—a muted forest green—seems to shimmer faintly in the lamplight, a gift from someone she doesn't mention. She wears little jewelry, only a singular silver ring shaped like a snake biting its own tail, and her expression is thoughtful, slightly distant, as always.
Nadine is the most eye-catching of them all, not because of glamour but because of presence. Her cloak is cream, trimmed with fur the color of warm sand, cinched at the waist with a gold clasp shaped like the sun. Her hair is loosely curled, tumbling down her back and tucked under one ear. Her gloves are ivory, her boots are heeled and there is something sharp in her smile tonight, but something sweet, too—like spiced wine.
Cassiopeia wears charcoal. Not black—too obvious. Her cloak is layered and embroidered with fine silver thread, subtle constellations that flicker as she moves. Her hair is coiled into an elaborate twist at the nape of her neck, held by a black diamond pin. Her boots are knee-high and impeccable, and her eyes—piercing and amused—scan everything, always calculating, always alert. There is a silver brooch at her shoulder in the shape of a dagger.
Regulus is near Cassiopeia, draped in midnight-blue robes lined with fine, silver-stitched fabric, his gloves buttery leather and wand tucked into his boot. His hair is neat and cleanly parted, and there is a slight smirk tugging at his mouth—unreadable, polished, charming.
Evan, of course, is all style and swagger. His cloak is bottle-green, sweeping and dramatic, edged in brushed gold, and he wears no gloves, because cold be damned—he would rather freeze than cover the gold rings on his fingers. His hair is tousled, perfectly undone, and his wand is holstered at his wrist. His grin is sharp and wide when he talks, and tonight, he radiates confidence like perfume.
Pandora is wrapped in whimsy: her cloak is pale lilac, her boots are white and fur-lined, and her earmuffs are shaped like soft pink puffskeins. Her hair is braided with tiny crystals that catch the light like stars. She hums softly as they walk, smiling at everything.
And Barty—wrapped in velvet—is wearing a deep crimson coat under a black cloak that billows when he walks, his hair messier than usual and his eyes bright with mischief. His gloves are dragonhide, and there is a wild gleam in him tonight that promises chaos. He grins sideways at Cassiopeia.
"Snowball booth." he says suddenly, tugging at her sleeve. "Loser buys the next round of butterbeer."
Cassiopeia eyes him coolly, but there is a flicker of a grin on her lips. "You're on, Crouch."
They split off toward the booth, already starting to bicker playfully, Barty taking dramatic aim at the snowballs that hurl themselves from floating baskets while Cassiopeia calculates her throws with surgical precision.
Evan, meanwhile, nudges Nadine with a smirk. "I bet you can't knock over the Goblin's hat at the ring toss."
"I bet you talk a lot when you're nervous." Nadine replies dryly, arching a brow.
"Touché." Evan says, laughing. "Come on then, Princess Beauxbatons."
They dart off in that direction, the chill air carrying the sounds of taunts, snickers, and occasional explosions.
Nadine eventually returns to Seraphina, who is warming her hands with a charmed stone from one of the craft stalls.
"Where's Severus?" Nadine asks lightly, though there is something careful in her tone.
Seraphina glances sideways, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "With Mulciber. Avery. The usual suspects."
"Hm." Nadine's eyes scan the crowd, hopeful despite herself. "I was hoping..."
"I know. He's fine. Forget about him for tonight." Seraphina says softly. Then she nudges her friend with her elbow. "Come on. We're here to have fun. Let's skate."
The girls drift toward the ice rink, the frost glittering under their boots. Nadine is already bouncing on her heels, her breath visible in the air.
"I haven't skated since Beauxbatons." she says excitedly, eyes glowing. "They have a lake for it—frosted lilies, glittering swans..."
Nadine breathes in deeply as she fastens the laces of her skates, the fur-lined cloak around her shoulders fluttering lightly in the wind. She steps onto the ice like she was born for it, her skates slicing through the frost with impossible elegance. She twirls, spins, and stops with a slight curtsy, arms wide.
The rink stretches out before her like a frozen mirror, rippling with the reflection of twinkling lights above. She glances back to see Seraphina hesitating at the edge, arms folded tightly across her chest, skates already on but motionless.
Cassiopeia glides unsteadily onto the rink behind Nadine, wobbling slightly and laughing under her breath. Pandora spins once and nearly topples, arms flailing. "This is like trying to walk on a jellyfish." she says cheerfully.
"I told you." Nadine says with a grin, skating backwards now, smooth and effortless. "You can't think about it too much. Let your body follow the motion. It's all balance and momentum."
Seraphina's eyes narrow slightly. "I've read about the principles of physics behind it. I just don't see how you're making it look that easy."
Nadine circles back to her, extending a gloved hand. "Come on. Trust me. I won't let you fall."
After a moment's pause, Seraphina reaches out. Her fingers grip Nadine's wrist first—tight, unsure—then shift to her hand. Nadine pulls her gently onto the ice.
"There we go." Nadine murmurs. "Okay, bend your knees just a little. Keep your weight in the center. If you lean forward too much, you'll fall on your face. Too far back, and it's your arse."
Cassiopeia giggles. "You sound like Madam Blanchet."
Nadine smirks. "Madam Blanchet wishes she had this kind of grace."
Seraphina stumbles forward slightly, and Nadine steps in, arms around her waist, steadying her. "Just glide. Shift one foot, then the other. Don't lift them too high."
With her hands on Seraphina's hips, Nadine helps her ease into the rhythm. The two girls move slowly together at first, but Seraphina picks it up quickly. Within minutes, they are circling the outer edge, Nadine whispering guidance every few seconds, Seraphina tense but improving.
Pandora gasps. "You look like a snowflake turned human."
Cassiopeia snorts. "Don't encourage her."
"Jealousy's not a good look, Cassie." Nadine winks and skates backward, reaching out. "Come on."
Nadine takes Seraphina's hand again, firm but warm, and they glide together, letting out a breathy laugh as they speed up.
Cassiopeia and Pandora try to follow—until they collide, limbs tangling, shrieking and laughing as they collapse in a heap.
"Ow! Your elbow is made of bone!"
"Yours isn't?"
Nadine doubles over with laughter, her arm still around Seraphina, who is laughing too—real and open, her cheeks flushed with cold and joy.
Nearby, just past the edge of the rink, Severus walks by with his gang, his hands deep in his pockets, boots crunching over the frost-laced grass. His eyes flick up at the sound of laughter.
Mulciber returns from a food stall, juggling two mugs of mead. "Looks like your sister's joined the other side." he sneers, offering one to Severus.
Severus doesn't take it.
"She's not a child." he mutters instead. "She'll do as she pleases."
Mulciber snorts. "She's been spending a lot of time with the blood traitor, hasn't she? If she was related to me, I'd set her straight."
Severus doesn't respond.
He sees Seraphina—sees her laughing, being held by Nadine. Mulciber mutters something about degeneracy. Severus merely slows for half a breath, watching her smile in a way he hasn't seen for months.
She looks free.
His gaze then lingers on Nadine—on the way she is holding Seraphina so carefully, protectively. On the way her hair catches the lantern light like fire.
Pandora nearly crashes into a snowbank, and all three girls erupt into laughter—light, high, alive.
He turns away sharply. "Come on. I want to check the charms booth before it closes."
Mulciber and Avery follow without another word, their boots crunching over the gravel as they leave the rink behind.
Back on the ice, Nadine slows to a stop with Seraphina in tow.
"You're actually getting it." Nadine says, beaming at her. "See? Not so hard."
Seraphina breathes out, cheeks flushed. "It's not the worst thing I've ever done."
"That's the Seraphina version of a rave review." Cassiopeia grins, twirling unsteadily by. "You'll be doing pirouettes next."
"Highly unlikely." Seraphina mutters.
Pandora, now spinning with more control, glides over and bumps her shoulder lightly. "You're doing beautifully. You've got that whole mysterious grace thing going."
They all laugh again, and Nadine, skating backward now, throws her arms out wide.
"This—this is why I love winter. Everything is colder, sure, but the world sparkles more. It's like... it's like even the bad things quiet down."
Seraphina's eyes flicker toward her for a beat too long. "Some things don't quiet down. Not really."
Nadine catches the look but says nothing. Instead, she nods once, solemn, and then offers, "Race you to the end of the rink."
The tension melts.
All four girls push off with varying levels of speed and grace. Laughter trails behind them like a ribbon in the air, echoing into the darkening sky.
And somewhere, standing just out of sight behind a steaming cider stall, Severus hears it.
And frowns.
Chapter Text
The sky over the Quidditch pitch is a rolling sheet of silver-gray, heavy with the kind of cold that bites into bone. A storm hovers somewhere on the horizon—not close enough to cancel the match, but close enough to make the air charged and dangerous.
It is the perfect weather for a war.
And Slytherin versus Gryffindor isn't just a match. It never had been.
The stands are packed, scarves flying, House colors snapping in the wind. The energy isn't electric—it is combustible.
On one side of the field, the Slytherin team stands in formation like an army ready to raze kingdoms. Their emerald robes gleam darkly against the muted light, immaculate and intimidating.
Regulus stands at the front, still as stone. The wind tugs at the ends of his robes, his face unreadable beneath his goggles. Commander. Cold as steel drawn from the forge.
To his left, Seraphina adjusts the fingers of her gloves with methodical precision. Her eyes are narrowed, calculating, and completely unbothered by the roar of the crowd. She rolls her shoulders once and stares across the pitch—not at the goalposts, but directly at James. She doesn't blink and never smiles.
Evan twirls his bat with a deadly kind of casualness, all coiled energy and brutal confidence. Avery and Talkalot share a quiet, nasty grin. Amycus cracks his knuckles and keeps his eyes locked on one target in the skybox above: Nadine. If looks could kill, the match would have been over already.
On the Gryffindor side, they are fire. Pure, burning defiance. Red and gold in motion.
James mounts his broom with the kind of ease that only someone born to fly can manage. Captain, Chaser, and undeniable force of nature. He radiates confidence—it isn't arrogance—it is earned.
Beside him, Sirius adjusts his gloves in slow, deliberate motions. Wall. Traitor-brother turned lionheart. His smirk doesn't reach his eyes today. Not with Regulus across the field.
Nadine stands next to him—tight-lipped, pulse steady, jaw clenched. She doesn't acknowledge Amycus's glare, but her gut warns her.
Marlene bounces lightly on her heels, eyes bright with fire, while Fabian and Gideon share a nod, their grins sharpening in unison, as Phoebe keeps her eyes at Regulus.
The whistle blows.
They explode into the sky like cannonfire.
The first five minutes are a blur of motion, sound, and sheer will.
Slytherin is a storm. Ruthless. Fast. Every pass Seraphina makes is a dagger, slicing through air with impossible control. She moves like she has war in her blood—swift, lethal, and untouchable.
James blocks her once, then twice, but the third time she fakes left and curves the Quaffle right past him to Avery, who scores before Sirius even sees it coming.
Gryffindor retaliates like fire set loose.
James rockets through the air with a kind of joyful ferocity, weaving through Slytherin's formation like a comet. He passes to Nadine, who loops past Amycus and nearly brushing brooms with Seraphina—only pulling back at the last second to whip the Quaffle straight into the far hoop. Sirius whoops behind her. One-one.
High above them all, Regulus hovers like a ghost, eyes tracking the pitch, unmoving. Waiting. Calculating. He isn't hunting the Snitch yet.
Below, the Bludgers scream through the air like curses. Evan sends one screaming toward Gideon, who dodges it with a hair's breath to spare. Avery is targeting Nadine like a cursed bloodhound. His bat arces toward her back as she banks left.
"WATCH IT!" Sirius roars.
Fabian dives between them just in time, taking the hit with a brutal crunch that sends him spinning through the air. He rights himself—barely—and flips Avery off with both hands.
The match turns violent. Fast.
The Quaffle changes possession in seconds. James and Seraphina collide midair once, neither backing down, both refusing to lose altitude—or attitude. She elbows him hard in the ribs in retaliation to his collision. He laughs while rubbing his rib.
"You hit like a Hufflepuff."
"You fly and look like a troll." she shoots back, shoving past him.
Regulus dips lower. Sees the flicker of gold. Brief. Vanished. He doesn't chase. Not yet.
Gryffindor pulls ahead with a brutal goal from Marlene, who corkscrews through two Slytherins and launches the ball in mid-roll. The stands erupt.
Slytherin responds in kind. Evan takes James's attacks on Seraphina personally and slams a Bludger directly into Gideon's shoulder—bone cracks, but Gideon refuses to leave the field. Seraphina takes advantage of it, darts through the gap, and lands another point.
Every pass from her hand is pain. Her broom dips and spins with control, hair whipping in the wind, a silhouette moving like an avenging wraith.
James is the only one who can match her tempo. They collide again. And again. Their rivalry is its own kind of dance—deadly, elegant, unyielding. Sirius, however, still exercises some sort of civility, warning James to play a little cleaner.
Fabian aims a Bludger at Avery in an attempt to incapacitate him from blocking Nadine, but Avery dodges it in the last split-second.
Meanwhile, Amycus is spiraling into madness. His attacks on Nadine grow desperate, vicious. He isn't playing anymore—he is hunting. Nadine turns sharply, avoiding one swing by inches. He misses.
"You'll have to try harder." she spits.
"Don't tempt me, blood traitor filth." Amycus growls and grins.
Seraphina hears it. Freezes.
In the next second, she rockets across the pitch, slams the Quaffle into Amycus's hands, as she snarls, "Try that again and I'll break your jaw."
Even James pauses mid-pass.
Amycus doubles over, smiles but doesn't respond.
Regulus doesn't intervene. He just turns slightly—watching Seraphina with an unreadable expression before his head snaps toward the west end of the pitch.
The Snitch.
It flashes again—barely visible, but there.
And then Regulus moves.
He shoots like a bullet, wind slicing past him, robes snapping behind. The stadium roars. James curses. Phoebe chases, but he is already too far ahead. Regulus knows that pitch.
The match is reaching a fever pitch.
The score is near even, players bloodied, bruised, but unrelenting. Every breath is a gamble. Every second is war.
Nadine dives low, wind howling in her ears as she shoots beneath the chaos, chasing down a rogue Quaffle slipping past the Gryffindor line. Her eyes lock onto it. She is seconds away from intercepting.
Amycus sees her. His smile is of a crazed lunatic bordering on the one from a psychopathic break.
He takes the bat from Avery. And swings.
With everything he has.
The Bludger launches like a cannonball, shrieking through the air with murderous precision. It strikes her square in the gut—hard—the crack of bone echoing loud.
Her scream is cut short as the wind is blasted from her lungs. The Quaffle tumbles from her hands.
And then—she falls.
She slips from her broom like a ragdoll, twisting midair as the shock overtakes her. She is unconscious before she hits the ground.
Gasps tear through the stands. Gryffindor teammates are screaming. James is already spiraling down. Sirius launches from his post, fury carved into every line of his face. Gasps tear through the stands like thunder, but the game doesn't stop. The whistle hasn't blown.
And for a split second—one horrible, paralyzing second—Gryffindor hesitates.
Rush to help her, or keep playing.
If they dive—if they leave their posts—they give the field to Slytherin. They will lose the match. Let Regulus slip through their fingers. Let Seraphina and Lucinda cut through the line like a blade.
But it seems like Nadine isn't moving.
And she is one of theirs.
The Prewetts exchange a split-second look—equal panic and restraint.
Marlene's knuckles go white around her broom.
Even the Slytherin stands fall silent.
When Nadine hit the ground, unmoving, the noise of the match seemed to drop out entirely.
Injuries are common—however she hasn't moved. Everyone is waiting for a whistle.
Cassiopeia shoots up from her seat, face stricken. "Nadine!" she screams, already bolting from the stands, shoving past stunned students in a panic, and so does their entire friend group. Barty's face is twisted in anger, he says nothing, his expression ruthless.
Seraphina sees it all.
She hovers like death in midair, her chest heaving, eyes locked on Nadine's crumpled form below.
Something dark unfurls in her chest.
Her face twists into something unrecognizable—wild, cold, and burning all at once.
Just raw, undiluted rage with adrenaline.
Regulus knows. Evan knows. Even Avery knows. They are waiting on a time bomb.
Her stare is fixed on Amycus, wild and murderous.
Whatever it is that she intends to do, it won't be clean. Not that it will be out of the norm for the Quidditch match between these two teams, both playing dirty and violently.
Her vision tunnels on Amycus, eyes and speed of a predator, her pulse thundering in her ears, drowning out the noise. It is a matter of seconds before the whistle.
The Gryffindor crowd is howling. Booing. Screaming for a red card. Even McGonagall looks shaken—her lips pressed into a white line, eyes flashing. Slughorn's face is appalled.
Regulus doesn't say a word.
He hovers above the chaos, still, silent, and unreadable, disappointment palpable. The muscle ticking in his jaw gives him away. This isn't the strategy.
His calculations, however, take no time. While others are frozen, he moves, eyes locked onto the Snitch.
Every second he draws closer. Closer. A breath away. Rushing against the few seconds it takes for the Quidditch Professor to halt the match.
He reaches.
The Snitch disappears behind a banner. He follows it in a sharp dive, almost vertical. No hesitation.
One second. Two.
The Snitch shimmers in front of him and he catches it.
The whistle blows. The match ends.
Silence.
Then the Slytherin stands erupt.
Regulus doesn't lift the Snitch in triumph. He simply holds it, silent, breath steady, eyes unmoved.
The teams start dismounting.
Seraphina doesn't give warning.
Her broom shoots forward like a missile, and she slams into Amycus like a bullet, with the full force of her weight and rage. He barely has time to register her before the impact—shoulder to chest, her elbow clocking into his jaw, her broom slicing across his like a blade. She nearly attempts hurling her knee at his gut, if they haven't struggled for balance.
Broom to broom, he holds onto her for the sake of both of them. To Seraphina's surprise, he allows it. He is well aware he crossed a line.
Amycus, blood still trickling from one nostril, has the audacity to smirk.
His voice is low, smug, and entirely unbothered.
"Y'know," he drawls, "you're hot when you're mad. We could do this more often if you'd like."
Seraphina freezes—not in shock, but in the kind of disgusted fury that burns hotter than anything else. She releases him, shoving him off from her.
Gryffindor hits the ground hard. James lands and rips his gloves off, jaw clenched, fury restrained by inches. Sirius says nothing, but his eyes follow Regulus across the sky the entire way down.
Nadine lays unconscious on the grass, limbs twisted unnaturally from the fall. Her red and gold robes are streaked with dirt, her broom splintered beside her. Cassiopeia is the first to arrive and kneel by her side, trembling, trying to wake her with a shaking voice. No response.
Gryffindors gather first—James shouting orders, Sirius hovering protectively, Marlene and Phoebe crouched by Nadine's side with panic in their eyes. The Prewetts pace like caged wolves, glancing between Amycus and the professors as if daring someone to say the wrong thing.
Slytherins are slower, more cautious—Avery and Regulus land quietly, still gripping the Snitch, watching it all with a cold, unreadable gaze. Lucinda looks shaken. Evan is tense. Amycus stands off to the side, jaw set, blood crusting under his nose, smirking until McGonagall turns on him with fire in her eyes.
Professors storm the field—robes flying, spells out, Madam Pomfrey already kneeling beside Nadine. Shouts overlap—commands, questions, panic. Brooms are scattered across the grass.
And in the center of it all, Seraphina kneels beside her best friend, unmoving. Her hands are still trembling.
"Back now, Carrow." McGonagall snaps.
Players from both sides stand frozen.
"She's breathing." Barty whispers, choking on it. "But she's out."
Seraphina doesn't speak. She just takes Nadine's hand.
As soon as Nadine is lifted onto the stretcher, the tension snaps.
James lunges first—rage in his eyes, fists clenched, storming toward Amycus with Sirius right behind him. The Prewetts flank them, jaws tight.
Amycus barely has time to sneer before the Slytherin line forms. Evan moves fast, stepping in front of him with his bat still gripped tight. Avery and Lucinda flank him, tense and silent. Regulus doesn't speak, but the look he gives James is ice-cold: try it.
Wands twitch. Brooms drop. Insults are spat—sharp, ugly, and full of fury.
Only the professors between them stop it from erupting into a full-blown brawl. But barely.
It isn't that the Slytherin team necessarily want to defend Amycus's actions, however they are firm on shutting down any further attempts of violence.
Regulus doesn't wait for the fallout.
The moment the whistle blows and the Snitch is secured, he assesses the situation—Nadine unconscious, Gryffindors seeking violence, Seraphina's post-game foul requiring investigation.
He moves immediately.
"Form." he snaps, voice low but razor-sharp.
Evan stops glaring long enough to obey. Avery and Steve hesitate, then follow. Lucinda glances once at the stretcher, face pale, before falling into line. Even Amycus, bloodied and dazed, falls back under Regulus's stare.
No dramatics. No argument.
"Now." Regulus orders, voice quieter but somehow more commanding.
He turns and strides toward the exit gate, not looking back.
The Slytherin team follow him without question—cold, composed, and eerily silent.
The Slytherin locker room is thick with steam and tension.
Regulus stands in front, already changed out of his gear, his robes sharp and spotless as if the match had never happened. The meeting will be brief and harsh.
The rest of the team trickles in, changing in tight silence. Evan throws his bat down a little too hard. Lucinda still looks pale. Avery avoids eye contact. Amycus sits in the corner, dabbing his busted lip with a towel and smirking to himself like none of it matters.
It does.
"Meeting. Now." Regulus says flatly, once the last locker slams shut.
No one argues.
They form a rough circle in the center of the room, the only sound the dripping of water and the soft hum from the lanterns overhead.
"We won." Regulus says, voice even. "But that fight was a disgrace."
Amycus scoffs.
Regulus's eyes cut to him, cold and precise. "Don't."
Amycus leans back against the bench, still smug. "She cracked. That's not on me."
"She wouldn't have cracked if you hadn't crossed the line." Evan mutters. "What is actually wrong with you?"
"She was always going to crack." Amycus snaps back. "She's a Snape. You just had to give her the right reason."
"That right reason is in the hospital wing." Lucinda says, voice quiet but sharp, holding a hand peacefully to Evan in a calming motion, "This was not a move for clean games."
"Incidents happen." Amycus shrugs. "We hit Quaffles and Bludgers, as far as the game goes, I'm innocent." he nonchalantly adds. "They can't prove malice and you all know it."
Regulus doesn't raise his voice.
"We are Slytherins." he says. "We do not lose control. And we don't make mistakes that drag the rest of the team down. Despicable behaviour."
"Crouch had it coming. Her brother would do well to remember that before the inevitable crack of his own." Amycus stands up, smiles, throwing the towel into the bin.
"This isn't over." Regulus adds. "There will be questions. Scrutiny. Possibly hearings. Until then, you keep your mouths shut and your heads down. Exhausting bunch of imbeciles." he hisses.
He turns toward the door. "Carrow, you are benched." he says without looking back. "No one gets in the way of the win. Not even our own."
And with that, he leaves the rest of the team in tense, uneasy silence.
Chapter Text
Seraphina accompanied Madam Pomfrey and the rest of their group to check on Nadine. They carefully lay her on one of the beds, and Madam Pomfrey immediately sets to work, using healing spells and potions with urgency. Cassiopeia, flipping through her Potions book in a desperate search, can't find anything that can help fast enough.
Seraphina stands silently, her gaze locked on Nadine. Despite the fury boiling within her, she forces herself to stay calm, to focus on the healing rather than the rage. Barty remains eerily quiet, his hand gripping Nadine's tightly. He refuses to let anyone near her except Seraphina and Cassiopeia.
Severus sweeps into the room, and hands Madam Pomfrey a box containing vials of a strange liquids. "Professor Slughorn's early batch." he says, his voice low. "The rest will be done in a few days."
Pomfrey sighs in relief, taking the vials and mixing one into a potion for Nadine. "Thank goodness. Essence of Dittany won't do much for her ribs in this state." she mutters, almost to herself, her face lined with concern but moving quickly.
Severus observes Nadine for a moment, his expression unreadable. It isn't that he is unused to seeing injuries—he had seen his fair share—but this time is different. Nadine isn't just any student; she is Seraphina's friend, and that makes it personal.
The silence in the room thickens as Severus looks around. "Too many people are crowding. As an Assistant, I suggest you allow Madam Pomfrey to work without interruption. She will be here for a while."
His command breaks the tension, and Seraphina, Cassiopeia, and Barty reluctantly move away, though they can't help but steal glances at Nadine as they do. Barty's face is still pale, and Seraphina knows he is in shock. Evan is on his way to him, but it isn't enough to shake the unease.
"I'll wait outside, Sev." Seraphina murmurs, her voice barely above a whisper. Severus gives her a curt nod.
As they leave, Madam Pomfrey and Severus work in tandem, efficiently administering the needed potions. Severus's eyes flicker back to Nadine more than once.
For the first time, his gaze isn't filled with cynicism or annoyance—it is something close to pity. Maybe it is because of Seraphina. Maybe it is because, despite their differences, Nadine always seemed innocent, despite his original concern.
She is fiery, stubborn, but there is something pure about her, something Severus only now allows himself to notice. Seeing her like this—injured and vulnerable—unsettles him ever-so-slightly. He can't understand why. Maybe it is because he knows just how brutal Amycus's attack had been, and how big of a falling out this can cause.
His thoughts, however, are interrupted before he can analyze them further.
His attention shifts, but he keeps working with Madam Pomfrey in silence, with her occasionally exclaiming how she hates Quidditch.
Half an hour later, Severus steps out of the hospital wing, pulling Seraphina away from the crowd. He grabs her face gently, inspecting it with a calm, calculating gaze. Seraphina exhales, her tension barely contained. He mumbles a spell for a cut on her arm.
"We need to talk." he whispers, his voice low. "Are you alright?"
"Yes, Sev. He just—there's something wrong with him. He's psychotic. Sadistic." Seraphina whispers back, taking a few steps back with him, away from the others. Severus nods, his expression unreadable. Seraphina expected him to dismiss her thoughts, to tell her she is overreacting, but instead, he agrees. That unsettles her more than anything.
"I need you to listen to me very carefully, Seraphina." Severus's voice is sharp, commanding as he hands her another potion and a Bruise Balm, which she eagerly applies to the bruises from James and Amycus. "These people aren't what you think they are. I need you to be smart and stand down—for safety."
Seraphina's brow furrow in confusion. "He aimed it at her, Severus. She did nothing wrong. The game had been clean until then. This isn't about Quidditch anymore, it's about your demonic friends."
Severus's eyes darken, but he remains composed. "If you trust me, you'll listen and stand down. I'm not saying you're wrong, but have you wondered why he didn't hit you back?"
She blinks. No, she hasn't thought about that. "You aren't telling me he's afraid of you, are you?" she asks, trying to lighten the mood, but her smile doesn't reach her eyes.
Severus gives her a knowing look, one that sends a chill down her spine. "No, not of me." he begins. "There's more to this."
They stand in silence for a moment as Severus continues to examine her, his gaze sharp and calculating. "Keep your composure. It will do us better than this." he says softly, his tone uncharacteristically gentle.
Seraphina offers a small smile, nudging him lightly. "If it had been you, I would've done the same."
Severus raises an eyebrow, his expression unreadable. "You will be summoned by Slughorn, Black, and you might expect a potential detention or loss of points." he explains, his voice cool and controlled as always.
"I'm okay." she reassures him, her smile fading as she wraps her arms around him in a quick, comforting hug. Then, with a determined breath, she pulls away and turns to leave.
"One more thing." she says, pausing at the door. "Please let me know if she wakes up while you two are helping."
Severus nods, his eyes softening just a fraction. "I will."
And with that, Seraphina leaves the room, her mind still swirling with thoughts of the match and the aftermath, but her composure intact, as her brother advised.
Nadine blinks awake to a muted, sterile light filtering through the white curtains of the hospital wing. Her whole body aches, a dull and thudding pain blooming in her side as she tries to shift. Her breath hitches, sharp and short, and her fingers instinctively curl around the blanket covering her. The air smells of bitter potions and starched linens. For a moment, she can't place where she is—then the pain in her ribs reminds her. Her broom. The match. Am—
She winces, trying to sit up, but an immediate surge of pain steals her breath. "Ow—bloody—" Her voice is hoarse.
Immediately, there is movement—shuffling, gasping.
"Nadine!" Cassiopeia exhales, wide-eyed, and grabs her wrist gently, as if to anchor her back to the present.
Seraphina is already hovering over the bed, her eyes glassy but fierce. "Don't move. You're okay—you're okay."
Barty, seated directly beside her bed with his arms crossed tightly across his chest, lets out a shaky breath. "Finally." he mutters, his voice clipped, controlled—but his jaw is tight and his eyes are red at the corners. "You scared the bloody hell out of me."
Evan is standing near the foot of the bed, arms loosely folded but clearly tense. "About time you woke up, sunshine." he says lightly, though concern still pulls at his voice. "You look like hell."
Pandora steps forward, placing a cup of water on the side table. "Don't listen to him. You look beautiful, even bruised."
Bill gives a small laugh from behind them, eyes flicking to her ribs, then to her face. "She's alive, that's all that matters."
Brownie, curled up at the foot of her bed on top of the blanket, lifts her head and pads slowly up to Nadine's chest, golden eyes locked on hers. The small weight and warmth of her presence makes Nadine's throat tighten.
"What...?" she rasps, looking around slowly. "What happened? I remember the Quaffle and then..." Her brow furrows, her eyes trying to find Barty's. "Did we win?"
Seraphina scoffs and gently adjusts the pillow behind her. "Forget the damn match, Nadine. Amycus hit you with a Bludger—hard—sent you right off your broom. You were barely ten feet off the ground, but you landed wrong."
Cassiopeia nods tightly. "Broke two ribs. Madam Pomfrey fixed most of it, but you were unconscious for a day."
Nadine's face scrunches. "Are you serious?"
"Oh, I'm serious." Seraphina says darkly, folding her arms. "I might've had a... moment with him afterward."
Pandora sighs. "She punched him."
"Twice." Barty adds dryly.
"Hexed his broom, too." Evan says with a smirk. "He was seeing stars before Pomfrey even reached you."
"I told you not to worry about the match," Seraphina adds firmly. "We handled it."
Nadine lets out a faint laugh and then winces, her arm clutching her side. "Remind me not to piss you off."
Barty shifts forward, brushing a strand of hair from her forehead in an uncharacteristically soft motion. "You scared me, Nad. Don't do that again."
"I wasn't exactly trying." she says weakly, giving him a faint smile. "I'm okay, Tem."
He doesn't smile back, but he nods once. "Good."
Before anyone can speak again, the door creaks open, and the tension in the room shifts instantly.
Professor McGonagall steps in first, her robes snapping with each step, her expression taut with worry and authority. "Miss Crouch."
Mother rushes through the doors, and her heels click against the stone floor with barely restrained urgency. She doesn't hesitate—doesn't stop to speak to Madam Pomfrey. Her sharp eyes land on Nadine instantly, and something in her face crumples. She gasps softly, striding past the others who quickly part to make room.
"Oh, Nadine." Her voice catches.
She glides forward, falling to her knees beside the bed, hands moving to gently frame Nadine's face, brushing the hair from her forehead, then ghosting down her arms as if to check for invisible injuries. Her touch is elegant but frantic—desperate in its precision.
McGonagall gently clears her throat. "We'll give you a moment."
"Let's go." Evan mutters to the others, gently ushering them out. Seraphina squeezes Nadine's hand before leaving, and Cassiopeia trails close behind, tears still wet in her eyes. Bill and Pandora follow. Brownie hesitates a moment before jumping off the bed and sitting by the door, keeping a close watch.
Barty doesn't move from the chair beside the bed, arms crossed and jaw clenched tight. He watches Mother with a mixture of guilt and irritation, his eyes flicking toward Nadine as if to silently say, Brace yourself.
Mother is all silk gloves and perfume, warm hands and expensive worry. "How did this happen?" she breathes. "Why wasn't I told? Why didn't the University send for me sooner?" Her voice rises slightly with each word.
"You were in Brussels for the diplomatic conference." Barty says flatly.
"I would have left in a heartbeat!" she snaps, then catches herself. Her eyes return to Nadine, shimmering now. "You're my daughter. My baby girl. You could've been killed."
"I'm not dead, Mum." Nadine murmurs. Her voice is dry, distant.
Barty shifts beside her but doesn't speak. He is stiff, like he is trying not to explode or sigh.
Mother takes Nadine's hand in both of hers, stroking it carefully. "What happened, darling? Who did this to you? I'll speak to the Headmaster myself. There will be consequences."
"It was just a match." Nadine says softly, her voice growing more tired. "An accident."
"Don't you dare brush this off." Mother says sharply. "You were unconscious, Nadine. Barty wrote to me in the middle of the night. Do you know how terrified I was when I stepped off that portkey and he said it was you?"
Nadine's jaw clenches. She doesn't look at Mother, instead choosing to watch the shadows of the lanterns play against the wall. Brownie hops softly back onto the bed and curls beside her shoulder. Nadine finds her comfort in the warmth of her cat—not in Mother's voice.
"Where's Father?" she asks suddenly. Her voice is quiet, careful. Too careful.
Mother goes still.
Barty straightens slowly in his chair, glaring at the wall now like it is the only thing keeping him from cursing.
"He's... he's very busy, darling. With the negotiations." Mother answers after a beat, brushing a hair from Nadine's temple again. "You know how much pressure he's under right now. He can't just—he's on the brink of becoming Minister."
Nadine lets out a small breath, almost a laugh, but there is no humor in it. She finally meets Mother's eyes.
"So?" she says, eyes narrowing. "I could've died, and it still wasn't worth his time?"
Mother's face freezes for a moment. She opens her mouth but closes it again, searching for the right lie, the softest phrasing.
"Don't do that." Nadine says coldly, yanking her hand away. "Don't cover for him. Don't act like it's reasonable that I almost died and he still didn't show up."
Barty's fingers curl tightly on the armrest. "He was never going to come." he mutters under his breath. "We both knew that."
Mother draws in a shaky breath and straightens slightly, folding her hands in her lap, lips tight.
"He's handling delicate matters with the Wizengamot." she tries again, voice clipped. "He's protecting this family. You know how much work he's done to keep the Crouch name—"
"Clean?" Nadine interrupts, bitter. "Flawless? Cold and distant and perfect?"
She turns her face away now, pain swelling—not just in her ribs, but deeper, rooted in her chest.
"I just wanted him to care."
Barty exhales sharply and leans forward, his voice low. "He doesn't. He hasn't, not really. Not for years." His tone isn't cruel—it is honest, and that honesty wounds them both.
Mother's lip trembles, but she forces her spine straight. "You don't understand what's at stake for him. For all of us. You're his children—he does what he does to ensure you have power, influence—"
"I don't want his power." Nadine snaps, eyes shining. "I wanted a Dad, Mum. I wanted him to show up. Just once."
Silence stretches between them.
Brownie presses against her shoulder comfortingly, and Nadine leans into the warmth.
Mother looks down at her lap, her fingers twisting the hem of her sleeve. Her voice drops, softer now. "I came the second I could."
"I know." Nadine says after a long moment, but her tone is distant. Not angry—but not forgiving either. "But you always come alone."
That lands. Mother blinks hard and looks away, her throat tightening visibly.
"I love you." she says, firm again. Desperate to reclaim some connection. "I always will."
"I know." Nadine repeats, but the words hang strangely. Hollowed out.
She doesn't mean to push Mother away completely—but the gap is there, and tonight, she is too exhausted to pretend it isn't.
Barty sits silently at her side, unmoving, unreadable. But when Nadine's breath shudders slightly as she closes her eyes again, he reaches out and wraps his hand gently around hers. Their bond doesn't need words.
Mother slowly stands, smoothing her skirt. Her expression is unreadable.
"I'll return in the morning." she says quietly. "Sleep. Please."
She brushes one last kiss against Nadine's temple and leaves without another word.
The room is still again.
Only the sound of Nadine's soft breathing, the bubbling potion vials in the distance, and Brownie's steady purr remain.
Barty speaks first. "I'll hex Carrow myself if you want."
Nadine exhales, eyes still closed. "Thanks, Tem."
After a pause, he adds, "I hate that it was just Mum again."
"Me too."
Chapter Text
The hospital wing remains dim and quiet, the flicker of lanterns casting golden light across the tall windows and sterile linens. Barty still sits by her bedside, unmoving except for the gentle rise and fall of his chest. He hasn't left once.
Nadine lies stiffly against the pillows, her body aching in a dozen different ways. Her side throbs with each breath, a dull, biting pain that radiates from just beneath her ribs and makes it hard to move—even the pressure of the sheets feels like too much at times. Every inhale sends a reminder of the moment everything went dark.
Her head is foggy, and her limbs feel heavy, but her heart swells with something warmer, steadier, when the doors open again.
Cassiopeia sweeps in first, curls bouncing around her shoulders, her expression determined and a little strained. She carries two small bags in her hands—one looks charmed to stay warm—and her wand is tucked behind her ear like she means business.
Behind her is Evan, quiet as ever, but his face softens when he sees Nadine. In his hands is a bouquet—not wildflowers or dramatic roses, but a thoughtful arrangement of pale yellow lilies, deep blue cornflowers, and small white hellebores, wrapped in parchment and tied with a red ribbon.
Cassiopeia rushes to Nadine's side. "I told you not to die." she says, voice sharp with affection, eyes bright. "You're so dramatic."
Nadine laughs—then winces, clutching her side. "Don't make me laugh. It hurts everywhere."
Evan places the bouquet on the bedside table, careful not to crowd the space. "They reminded me of you." he murmurs. "Bit of a mess, but a nice one."
"Rose." Nadine whispers, touched. "They're beautiful. Thank you."
Cassiopeia sits on the edge of the bed and rummages through one of the bags. "We brought food from the kitchens. Not the bland Pomfrey-approved stuff—real food. Warmed and warded. And some sweets from Hogsmeade."
"I also found that stupid book you wanted to read." Evan says, pulling a leather-bound notebook from his cloak.
Nadine's eyes mist slightly. Her heart squeezes at the sight of them—showing up not with pity, but with familiarity, with care, with warmth.
"You didn't have to bring all this." she murmurs, voice thick.
Cassiopeia gives her a look. "Obviously we did. We'd be horrible friends if we didn't."
Nadine smiles. "Still. You should go rest. You don't need to fuss over me."
"We're not fussing." Evan says simply. "We're just here."
Barty finally speaks from his seat, arms still crossed. "And in case it helps—we've been told the professors are dealing with Amycus directly. Whatever punishment comes, it'll be serious."
"And I'll make sure Alecto doesn't even breathe in your direction." he adds, eyes darkening. "You won't have to lift a finger. I'll be her shadow if I have to."
Nadine looks at him, then at Cassiopeia and Evan. Her eyes well again, but she doesn't let the tears fall. "I don't deserve you lot."
"Yes, you do." Cassiopeia says fiercely. "You'd be here in a heartbeat if it were one of us."
"We'll be back tomorrow." Evan says quietly, taking a step back. "Get some sleep."
Cassiopeia stands too, reluctantly. "Don't you dare die in your sleep. I'll hex you back to life."
They all leave with slow steps and quiet looks, Barty being the last to pause at the door. He gives her a short nod, one only she understands—it means 'I'm here'. Then he follows the others out.
The room is quiet again.
Madam Pomfrey appears shortly after, her brisk footsteps echoing off the stone. Her wand is already drawn, her expression focused.
"How's the pain, Miss Crouch?" she asks gently, placing a tray of salves and vials on the small table beside the bed.
"Manageable." Nadine lies, though she flinches slightly as she shifts.
Pomfrey hums skeptically. "We'll take a look now."
She lifts the blanket and folds it neatly at Nadine's waist. With gentle hands, she unfastens the front of her uniform shirt and carefully lifts the fabric, revealing the angry bruising along Nadine's side.
The skin is mottled with deep purples, dark blues, and faint shades of yellow along the edges. The imprint of the Bludger is still visible, and just beneath her ribs, swelling distorts the natural curve of her torso. A few shallow cuts mark her hip and lower back—likely from the fall.
Nadine bites down on the inside of her cheek. The air feels cold against her skin.
Pomfrey runs her wand slowly over the bruised area, muttering spells under her breath. The tip glows red, then fades into a soft white light.
"Two fractured ribs, possibly a hairline crack in a third." she says quietly. "Soft tissue damage and minor internal bruising. Not the worst I've seen, but painful, I know."
Nadine exhales shakily. "Feels like I got trampled by a hippogriff."
The matron offers a faint smile. "We'll start with a numbing salve and pain relief. The bones will take few hours to begin knitting fully with aid, but you'll still need rest. You'll be sore for a week."
She pours a thick amber salve into her hands and warms it with a charm before gently massaging it into the bruised skin. Nadine hisses and grips the sheets.
"I know, dear. Just breathe. This will help with the inflammation."
Once the salve is spread, Pomfrey carefully wraps a supportive band around Nadine's ribs with a flick of her wand. It tightens gently, holding her steady.
"You'll sleep better tonight." Pomfrey says softly. "And you're not allowed to leave this wing until I say so."
Nadine nods faintly. The ache is still there, but something about the coolness of the salve and the firm embrace of the band eases the sharpest pain. Her limbs feel heavier now, but calmer.
Pomfrey adjusts her pillows, tucks the blankets around her, and dims the lanterns slightly.
"I'll be nearby if you need anything."
When the nurse disappears behind the curtains, Nadine is alone again.
She lies back slowly, breath shallow, staring up at the ceiling. Her ribs pulse with every heartbeat, but it is nothing compared to the weight in her chest.
Still, somewhere between pain and exhaustion, she feels gratitude. She isn't alone.
Even when Father doesn't show, even when the world leaves bruises under her skin—her people come.
And that is enough.
She lies half-upright in bed, beneath the layers of spell-softened bandages and faintly glowing salves that Madam Pomfrey insists must be reapplied three times a day.
Each breath is still a careful act. A shallow inhale keeps the stabbing pain at bay; anything deeper and it feels like something inside her cracks all over again. Bruises paint the side of her torso in bruised violets and sickly greens, slowly fading with time and treatment, but not fast enough for her restless mind. The worst of it isn't even the pain—it is the stillness. The waiting.
She keeps herself busy with what she can manage: mostly reading, her books propped on a stand over her lap, and scribbling notes at odd angles on parchment when her muscles allow. Her hand cramps faster now when writing. But she persists. She has to.
The visits are her lifeline.
Bill comes first that morning—his entrance all quiet smiles and warmth as he steps through the doors with a well-worn satchel over his shoulder and a bundle of notes clutched in one freckled hand. His hair is tied back loosely, red strands catching the morning light, and he walks confidently.
"I figured you wouldn't want to fall behind." he says, placing the stack on her bedside table with a wink. "I copied everything from Defense, Transfiguration, and Potions. Even Binns' droning, Merlin help me."
Nadine gives him a grateful look. "You're a saint, Weasley."
He pulls something else from his bag—a small box wrapped in navy-blue paper that shimmers faintly, topped with a red wax seal shaped like a phoenix. "Recovery gift." he says simply, setting it beside her. "Open it later. Something to keep you entertained when you're sick of staring at ceiling tiles."
She thanks him, meaning it deeply, and watches as he ruffles her hair with brotherly ease before promising to come by again.
Later, Emily arrives with a soft knock—hands full of carefully organized notes for their specialization classes. She is brisk, efficient, and her brows knit with concern as she hands over her work.
"You don't have to rush to catch up." she insists, laying out the parchment beside Nadine's open book. "But I know you. You'd worry either way."
Nadine smiles faintly, touched beyond words. "Thank you, Em."
Emily hesitates for a second, then places a tiny lavender bag on the edge of Nadine's bed. "Let me know if you need anything."
Cassiopeia, Evan, and Pandora come whenever they can, slipping in after lessons or before meals, their faces half-wreathed in scarves, their presence bringing with it the scent of fresh air, parchment, and peppermint.
They don't always talk about what happened. Sometimes, they just sit beside her, Cassiopeia humming softly while fixing her hair, Evan bringing gossip and sweet things swiped from the kitchens, Pandora gently carding her fingers through Nadine's if she looks like she is in pain.
And Barty—he visits the most.
He rarely announces himself. She usually just looks up and finds him there, long legs sprawled in the chair beside her bed, brows drawn tightly together as he reads through a folded page of notes or stares at the half-empty potion vial on her table.
He is less brotherly, more vigilant—asking pointed questions about how she is feeling, whether she is still hurting, if Pomfrey has done anything different. His jaw clenches every time the bruises are mentioned.
"I talked to McGonagall." he says during one visit, voice low and clipped. "Amycus won't be near you again. And Alecto—" his eyes darken, "—if she even tries—"
"I'll hex her before you can." Nadine says wryly, and Barty lets out a short, humorless breath.
He stays even when she pretends to sleep, pacing sometimes, keeping his presence between her and the door like some kind of silent sentry.
Mother comes as well, like she had said.
She arrives cloaked in frost and concern, her usually pristine composure fraying at the edges. Her gloved hands clutch a paper bag full of comfort items—her favorite wool blanket from home, a small jar of sugared almonds, a new book with a velvet bookmark. She stands beside Nadine's bed for too long, brushing back strands of hair and fussing over how pale she looks, how tired.
"You should be at home." Mother says softly. "Resting properly. If it were up to me—"
"Mum, I'm fine." Nadine says, gently pulling her hand away. "Madam Pomfrey has it under control. Really."
Mother hesitates, clearly torn, before finally sighing. "Your father's terribly busy. He asked after you, but the Wizengamot has been meeting near-nightly and he's dealing with Carrows."
Nadine just nods, the words slipping past her like cold water over stone. Of course he isn't here.
When Mother finally leaves, convinced by Nadine's insistence that she is healing well and surrounded by support, Barty stays. He lingers longer, but says nothing.
Later that evening, with the sky outside turning a bruised purple, Nadine lies back against her pillows, the gifted blanket tucked around her and Bill's paperweight glowing softly on her side table. She flips a page in her book with slow fingers, trying to focus on the words instead of the stubborn ache in her side and the sour weight in her chest.
She thinks of the festival.
She thinks of Severus—of his silence, his distance. He hasn't visited. Of course he hasn't. And she doesn't even know if she wants him to. Or if she is just disappointed that she doesn't matter enough for him to show.
Everything feels too loud inside her mind, too still around her body. And yet she keeps reading, tracing each word, letting the simple rhythm of comprehension anchor her.
She will heal. She always does. But some things—some things ache deeper.
Seraphina stands in front of Professor Slughorn's office door a moment longer than necessary.
Behind the heavy oak door, the soft clink of glass and low hum of equipment buzzes faintly—Slughorn, likely preparing one of his evening brews. She exhales.
It isn't the punishment that bothers her. She isn't proud of her outburst, no—but she will do it again if Amycus dares. Maybe that is the most troubling thing of all: how far they are willing to go.
Straightening her posture, she knocks.
"Come in, come in!" comes Slughorn's familiar, booming voice.
The scent of cinnamon, firewood, and something metallic greets her as she steps in. His office, as always, is warm and cluttered—mismatched chairs, softly glowing lamps, and shelves brimming with crystal vials and photographs of past students in illustrious careers.
"Ah, Miss Snape." Slughorn says with a smile, though more subdued than usual. "I was hoping you'd come by sooner rather than later. Sit, sit. Have a drink!"
He pours her pumpkin juice and offers it with a friendly nod. She accepts politely and steps further inside, her uniform slightly disheveled—tie loosened, sleeves rolled up, faint bruises masked beneath layers of Bruise Balm. She doesn't sit right away.
"Hello, Professor. Good to see you." she says, calm and polite.
"Seraphina Snape." he beams, "I was delighted when I heard you'd be joining us. Quite the legacy—your mother, your brother... I always say, brilliance runs in the bloodline. Though I confess"—he chuckles as a splash of pumpkin juice hits his desk—"I didn't expect to be discussing detentions with another Snape so soon."
She smiles faintly, then sits. "The match, I assume?"
"Yes... and no." He leans back, folding his hands. "You've caused a bit of a stir. Some of the staff weren't pleased."
She tilts her head. "Neither was I, when Amycus Carrow shattered Nadine's ribs mid-play." Her voice is even, but firm.
Slughorn sighs. "Of course, I don't condone what Carrow did. But lunging at him mid-air... it's dangerous. Sets a precedent for chaos."
"And watching someone hurt my friend is... better?" Her arms cross slowly.
"You should've trusted the staff to act."
"I did. And I watched what happened while we waited." Her jaw tenses. "Severus was told the same about Potter and Black, I vaguely remember."
He studies her, then sighs again—less stern now. "You're your mother's daughter, no doubt. Brilliant, bold... terrifying when riled."
Seraphina looks away, unreadable.
"There'll be a formal warning, perhaps a detention." he continues gently. "But nothing worse."
"And Carrow?"
"That's being... discussed. He's a protected name, I'm afraid." He gives her a look of quiet apology.
She scoffs under her breath. "Of course."
"But," he adds quickly, voice lifting, "your flying was superb. And your Potions work this term—exemplary!" His tone warms again, proud as if he is her grandfather. "And your brother—a marvelous young man."
"I'm proud of him." she says, nodding.
"As I am." he smiles. "As a professor, I hate doling out punishment. But bravery—especially when tied to loyalty—is not lost on me. Keep your head low—for now. Great things lie ahead for both of you."
Seraphina rises. "Thank you, sir. And... I'm sorry for the trouble."
"Oh, don't worry, my dear." he chuckles, waving her off. "Even the best of us land in trouble now and then."
She turns to leave, but pauses at the door.
"Professor?"
"Yes?"
"If something like that happens again..."
He doesn't smile this time. Just nods solemnly. "Let's hope it doesn't come to that."
She leaves—composed, steady, and quietly surprised.
Her mind lingers, struggling to digest the recent events. But it keeps coming back to Nadine—the hit, the crack, the scream, the fall. The anger. She closes her eyes briefly. The scene replays behind her eyelids like film burned into memory.
No doubt their altercation will have consequences. Especially if what Severus said is true. He has no reason to lie—yet he is clearly withholding something. Still, she is too tired to probe. Not tonight.
Chapter Text
As she walks through the corridors, the castle is beginning to quiet down, students gathering for dinner. The match is still a hot topic, and the last thing the Snapes—or Carrow, or Nadine—need is more attention.
"Seraphina!" a familiar voice calls out—Bill.
Before she can respond, he is already speaking. "We've all been looking for you. Where were you?"
"I was with Slughorn." she says, a little surprised by how relieved she feels. "Went easy on me, actually."
Bill grins. "For what it's worth, I would've done the same."
She tilts her head with a soft smile. "Aren't you a darling?"
"We've all had our turns. She's alone now—go." He pats her shoulders with a soft smile.
Seraphina exhales and heads for the hospital wing.
Nadine is propped up on pillows, looking pale but more alert. Brownie is napping lazily on her lap. Madam Pomfrey moves around her, helping her adjust positions to ease the pressure on her ribs. Nadine is flipping through the last pages of a book when she notices Seraphina—and her whole face lits up.
"Phina! My ride or die!" she beams, only to wince immediately. "Ow..."
"Nadine! Light movements!" Seraphina rushes to her side, leaning over for the gentlest hug she can manage.
"So," Nadine says, pouting dramatically, "how do I look?"
"Stunning. Like you've got all your ribs." Seraphina teases, tucking the blankets in around her. "Sorry I was late. I was in the dog house, waiting for my judgment."
"Oh no—Slughorn. What happened?" Nadine asks, guilt creeping into her voice.
"Written warning. Maybe detention. Allegedly not as bad as I thought." Seraphina says, sitting beside her and fiddling absentmindedly with the edge of the blanket.
"I'm sorry I dragged you into this."
"You didn't drag me into anything. You played clean, you played brilliantly. It was a great match... until he had himself a tantrum." She reaches over and starts gently braiding one side of Nadine's hair. "He's a protected name, actually, according to Professor Slughorn, how fabulous."
Nadine's eyes go wide and the disgust is palpable. "Him? Protected? We'll see about that." Her thoughts drift to her parents immediately. If they want to call upon their last names, Nadine shall, as well. The daughter of the future Minister of Magic and all.
"You were fantastic, the match too—except for the part where I lost a few ribs." Nadine jokes to lighten the mood. "I do remember Potter going rough on you."
"Either he really wanted that win or Lily's got a reason to be suspicious." Seraphina smirks. "He's got a few bruises—courtesy of yours truly." She shows her a few bruises but shrugs them off.
"Balance." Nadine nods. "We did warn him. But he's James."
"Speaking of—they are furious. Not only about the loss, but the incident was blown out of proportion—James doesn't know whom to blame, and of course, some suspect he blames us all."
Nadine exhales, before quietly wincing again. "What a surprise. Potter? Upset about Quidditch? It's not like I went and broke my own ribs, did I?"
Seraphina chuckles in agreement, but grows quiet. "I haven't spoken to my team yet. Black is probably preparing a tirade—points, benching, Salazar knows what. I understand I shouldn't have lost my temper like that, even as I was... but Carrow crossed a line. I warned them."
Nadine nods solemnly. She understands more than most the struggle of restraint—especially when it comes to that particular group. "It's them. There's something seriously wrong with them. Sure, there's something wrong with my team as well, but I mean something really dark is going on within them."
"Severus said something similar." Seraphina replies, moving to braid the other side. "He told me there's more going on. That we should avoid confrontation. But he wouldn't say why."
Nadine pauses, trying to remember something. "Tem said something too, but I didn't catch it. I was too distracted by those ridiculous letters from our parents."
"Why do we keep getting warned about them?" Seraphina asks quietly, mostly to herself.
Nadine has no answer. Neither does Seraphina.
"Severus told me not to ask. Not to act out. So I suppose... we wait. He doesn't say things without reason."
Nadine's thoughts drift to Severus—and without realizing it, she smiles.
Seraphina raises a brow and grins knowingly. "He was here, you know. When you arrived. Helped Madam Pomfrey a lot. Brought potions from Slughorn."
Nadine blinks, startled. "He... was?" She blushes.
"Mhm." Seraphina's grin grows. "Isn't my brother a gentleman?"
Nadine covers her face with a hand, flustered. "Oh no. I'm never living this down. Leave it to me to faint during a match."
"Actually," Seraphina says, voice softening, "he didn't say anything sarcastic. Not once. He just... looked at you. Concerned, I think. He knows something we don't. Something about Carrow."
Nadine's heart flutters. "What... what else did he say?"
He was concerned about me? Nadine thinks, and her heart skips.
"It wasn't what he said." Seraphina ties off the braid gently. "It was how he looked. No scowl, no sneer—just... something between guilt and worry. Like he saw something that disturbed him, but didn't want to show it."
Nadine says nothing. She just smiles absentmindedly, her heart racing just a tad bit faster.
Then, Nadine grins, shaking her head. "But you beating Amycus up good... I would pay a lot to see that."
Seraphina lets out a hearty laugh, nodding a few times before responding. "Sometimes I surprise myself too." she sighs. "He did, however, give a gross compliment mid-fight. What an odd specimen that thing is."
Nadine's face twists in disgust. "Ugh. Please don't tell me it was something like 'you're hot when you're mad.'"
Seraphina blinks. "Exactly that."
Nadine groans into her pillow. "I take it back. You didn't hit him hard enough."
"Don't tempt me. And if he needs some more, he knows where to find me. I've got at least three more unresolved issues with him."
They both laugh—tired, bruised, still rattled—but the sound feels good. Necessary. A reminder they are still themselves, despite everything.
The footsteps echo faintly at first, like the soft tap of a quill against parchment, but in the quiet, they grow louder—measured, deliberate, unmistakable. Both girls turn their heads, and there he is. Brownie wakes and meows.
Severus stands just inside the doorway, tall and pale in the low lamplight, his eyes flicking quickly from one girl to the other. His hands are folded behind his back, posture composed, but there is a subtle tension in his shoulders—like a string pulled taut and never allowed to relax.
"Seraphina." he says, his voice low, steady, with that slightly silken quality that always seems too calm for how sharp it can cut when he wishes it to. "I wish to discuss some matters with you. Privately."
Seraphina doesn't answer right away. She glances down at Nadine, reluctant to go, but nods after a moment. "Alright." she says, soft but clear.
Nadine reaches for her hand as she begins to rise, smirking. "You're not abandoning me forever, right?"
Seraphina smirks. "I'll come as soon as I can."
Severus doesn't react visibly to the teasing, but his eyes flicker briefly to Nadine—unreadable.
Seraphina adjusts her cloak and leans in. "You'll be fine?"
Nadine nods. "I'll try not to faint again while you're gone. No promises."
The two are turning to leave, Seraphina matching her brother's stride, when Nadine calls softly behind them, voice tentative but sincere:
"Severus?"
He stops. Both siblings turn back to face her, surprised by the tone. Nadine's hands are clasped in her lap, and there is a quiet bravery in the way she holds herself, vulnerable but unflinching.
"I just wanted to say... thank you. For everything. For helping. For staying." Her voice falters slightly, but she pushes through, blinking slowly as emotion pools just beneath the surface. "And not just today—I mean it. You and Phina... you didn't have to, and yet you did. And I don't forget things like that. So... whatever you ever need—both of you—I'm here. Always. Even if it's just company. Or bad jokes. Or ice cream. Or crimes, I guess, depending on the day."
Seraphina snorts quietly, glancing sideways at Severus.
Nadine keeps going, a little flustered now, a blush creeping up her neck. "That sounded dramatic. I'm blaming the potions. And the cracked ribs."
Seraphina steps forward, warmth in her expression, and leans in to gently hug Nadine for few moments. "It's okay, Crouchling." she murmurs.
"I mean it, Phina." Nadine whispers back.
Then Seraphina looks at her brother, waiting.
Severus doesn't move at first. The lines around his eyes seem to pull ever so slightly tighter, like something has caught in the gears of his thoughts. He looks at Nadine—dark eyes still and fathomless. There is no immediate reply, no sharp remark or cryptic retort. Just silence.
Then—subtle, almost imperceptible—he nods.
It is not an awkward nod. Nor is it cold. It is something... real. Quiet acknowledgment. But he hears her. And perhaps, more importantly, he lets himself be heard by her.
He turns before she can see any more, and for a moment, he walks as if something weightless and unwelcome has landed.
Their footsteps are barely halfway to the door when another sound joins them—new footsteps, softer, gentler, with the telltale calm stride of someone who doesn't rush unless he must.
Remus appears in the doorway, hands in his pockets, hair a little windblown, eyes instantly falling to Nadine. His gaze is warm, familiar—but when he sees Severus, he pauses mid-step.
"I'll come another time." Remus says smoothly, gesturing with a tilt of his head, already backing off.
Severus's head turns ever so slightly, the sharp edge of his profile catching the light. The expression he wears is hard to name. Not scorn, not contempt, though he is capable of both. It is more... tight-lipped, a flicker of something complicated behind his eyes, too private to expose. He doesn't speak. Doesn't need to.
Seraphina, however, arches a brow. "We're leaving." she says crisply, and though her voice is neutral, there is a protective glint in her eyes as she glances between them.
Remus offers a nod of understanding, and as the Snape siblings pass him, there is no real exchange—only silence, like the faintest pressure between two sides of a memory.
Severus doesn't look back.
Seraphina does.
And then they are gone.
Remus stands there for a moment longer, his hand tightening. Then he steps fully into the room, his presence instantly softening the air. He walks toward Nadine, slowly, carefully, like approaching something delicate—but not fragile.
Nadine, still propped up in bed, watches him come closer. She swallows, heart still strangely unsettled from Severus's reaction.
Something she can't stop turning over in her head.
She shifts slightly, the thin, itchy sheet rustling beneath her as she leans back into the pillows. The ache in her hasn't dulled, not entirely—not even with Madam Pomfrey's strongest potions.
He looks tired. There are purplish smudges under his soft eyes, like bruises of sleepless nights. His hair is messier than usual, his jumper slightly wrinkled and frayed at the edges. His satchel swings at his side as he quietly makes his way to the chair beside her bed.
"Hi." he says gently, as if afraid his voice might hurt her.
She nods once. "Hi."
Remus sits, careful not to knock anything over. From his satchel, he pulls out a bar of Honeydukes chocolate, the wrapper slightly dented from being carried around too long. He places it gently on the bedside table and reaches out to scratch Brownie behind the ears.
"I, um... I brought chocolate." he murmurs. "Not sure if you're allowed sweets in here, but I figured... well, it's you. You'd sneak it anyway."
Her lips tug faintly at the corner, but she doesn't laugh. She looks away instead, her eyes drifting to the window, where sky already turned black.
"I saw your fall." he adds quietly. "It looked bad. Scared the hell out of me, actually."
She still doesn't speak.
"I wanted to come sooner." he continues. "But it's been crowded in here. I wasn't sure if you wanted to see me anyway."
Nadine finally looks at him. "Thanks for coming."
The words are true, but they feel thin. She is tired—physically, emotionally.
Remus hesitates before asking, "Are you... are you still mad at me?"
She exhales slowly. "No. I'm just... tired."
The quiet stretches between them like a drawn-out breath. Remus opens his mouth like he is going to explain himself again, but she lifts a hand weakly and cuts him off.
"I get how it feels." she says. "To feel like you only have a few people. To cling to them because you're afraid if you let go, you'll have no one. I get it, Remus. I do. But that doesn't make what you did okay. I would defend you. But you let me stand alone."
He stares at her, guilt plain in the lines of his face. "You're right." he says softly. "I—I should've said something. I wanted to. I just—James and Sirius, they—" He swallows hard. "It's complicated."
"Fix it." she says, voice sharp despite her exhaustion. "You're better than this. I know you are."
Remus nods slowly. "I'll try. I don't want to be that person, Nadine."
They sit in silence for a few beats. Then, carefully, she shifts and rests her head back again.
"We're okay?" he asks, voice low.
She turns her head to look at him, something softer now in her eyes. "Yeah. We're okay."
He gives her a small, sheepish smile. "There's going to be more drama soon."
She arches a brow. "There's always more drama."
"No, I mean James and Sirius are pissed. About everything. The match. The festival. Snapes. The lot of them."
Nadine tenses slightly. "What are they planning?"
"Don't know. But they're not just going to let it go." Remus warns. "Especially after what Carrow did. You know how it is."
Her jaw tightens, but she keeps her expression unreadable. Inside, her mind is already racing. She has to stay close to them—to Severus, to Seraphina, to Barty. Whatever the teammates are planning, she won't let it escalate. Not without being there.
Remus watches her carefully. "I'll keep an eye on them." he says quietly, standing. "And I'll try to keep them from doing anything stupid."
"Good." she murmurs.
He lingers a moment longer, as if he wants to say something else, but then he just offers her a small nod and turns to leave.
"Remus." she calls softly before he reaches the door.
He turns.
"Thanks for the chocolate."
He smiles at last, warm and just a little sad. "Anytime, Nadine."
Then he slips out of the hospital wing, leaving her with the dimming light and the soft throb in her ribs—and thoughts that refuse to let her sleep.
Chapter Text
It is cold, as always, but it suits them—Slytherins don't need warmth to feel powerful.
Amycus is slouched in one of the chairs, a smug glint in his eye as he toys with a Snitch he had likely stolen. Avery and Steve lean against the stone wall nearby, whispering with subdued amusement. Lucinda sits cross-legged on the arm of the couch, chin perched in her hand, unimpressed. Evan stands by the fire, arms folded.
Regulus sits at the head of the long, low table, posture straight, unreadable as ever. His gaze is fixed on Carrow.
"I don't care how you justify it." Regulus says calmly, though the edge in his tone is unmistakable. "That was reckless."
Amycus scoffs, twirling the Snitch between his fingers. "It was a game. She got in the way. How many times do I have to say it?"
"She has broken ribs." Lucinda mutters. "You call that a game? And gotten in the way of what? The air? She didn't even have a Quaffle in her possession."
"I call that sending a message, Laughalot." Amycus grins. "Majority of the school shows loyalty to pure-bloods. But her? That girl's a Crouch—yet a blood traitor. Barty should be ashamed."
"You hit her with a Bludger off play." Evan snaps. "Even our lot flinched. You made us look bad."
Evan, of course, wants to say more in defense of the Crouches, however there are restraints given his situation.
Footsteps echo down the hall.
The room falls silent as the common room door creaks open and Seraphina steps in, cloak brushing the stone floor behind her. Her expression is unreadable, but her entrance changes the air.
Regulus's gaze flicks to her. "Nice of you to join us."
"I had better things to do." she says evenly, but her tone holds the tension of someone who had been listening before walking in.
He gives her a knowing look, the one she can tell means 'composure.'
She scans the room, eyes landing briefly on Amycus. Her face twists in disgust slightly.
"Is this where we all pretend you're not psychotic?" she asks coolly, casually brushing her wand with her fingers.
Amycus leans back, smirking, "You saying you didn't enjoy it? Thought I saw fire in your eyes when it hit her. Or was it just because you were on me?"
"If you died, I wouldn't flinch."
"Do I look good bloody?" He grins wildly.
"A curse would look better."
"Enough." Regulus says firmly. "Foul behaviour will not be tolerated. We're not here to get into chaos every time someone opens their mouth."
Seraphina's eyes narrow slightly. "Then maybe keep the rabid dogs off the pitch."
Amycus tenses. "You wanna say that again?"
It is like a test—to see whether she will hex him or stay composed. She feels Regulus's gaze on her, she looks back at him. His head twitches to the left just barely, as if casting a hint at her to halt.
"I'd rather not waste the breath." she replies, obliging Regulus subtly, taking a seat near Evan without looking at him.
Regulus runs a hand through his hair, briefly closing his eyes. "We've drawn too much attention. Black mark on our House, and our team. This ends now. Amycus, you're benched. Indefinitely. And Seraphina—"
Amycus shoots up. "Ridiculous. We've been through this. They haven't proven it was out of malice."
"You jeopardized our position." Regulus snaps. "Next time you want to settle a score, take it off the pitch—or I'll settle it for you."
Silence. Only the fire crackles.
"Snape, contain your desire to murder your teammates, or you will share a bench with your favourite person." he proceedes. Seraphina rolls her eyes at him.
Avery shifts. "So... what now?"
"The Gryffindor team is in disarray." Regulus remarks coolly, his voice steady. "Their internal conflicts are visible. It might be advantageous to let them implode on their own."
Avery raises an eyebrow. "And you suggest we do nothing? Let them self-destruct?"
Evan meets his gaze unwaveringly. "Not nothing. But sometimes, the best strategy is to wait and watch. Let them make their own mistakes."
Amycus chuckles darkly, the sound low and irritating.
"Nothing's funny, Carrow." Seraphina snaps, eyes flashing. "We wouldn't be in this mess if you hadn't spazzed out on my friend."
Amycus smirks and winks at her. "There's that good ol' conflict of interest again. Can't a bloke play the game without all this drama?"
Seraphina doesn't flinch. "Careful. That weak jaw of yours might not survive another dislocation."
"Is that a threat?" Amycus shoots back, drawing his wand out.
"Silence." Regulus cuts in coldly, voice like a whipcrack. "Both of you."
The room stills immediately, tension crackling between them like static.
"The semester is nearly done. One more match next year—Hufflepuff—and then it's over, for now." Lucinda says, her voice calm but pointed. "We have to win it. If not, we risk tying with Gryffindor. And I'm not sure we have enough composure for a rematch, with the current state of... things."
She lets the implication settle in, giving the room a pause to think.
"I suggest we focus on that." Steve chimes in, waving his hand vaguely toward the tension still clinging to the air. "Instead of... whatever this has turned into."
Lucinda smirks. "Potter's probably lighting himself on fire over the loss. And Sirius—well, who knows what he's gotten into."
Regulus doesn't flinch at the mention of his brother. No twitch, no reaction—just a long, unreadable stillness. Then, without a word, he rises from his seat, dismisses them with a slight wave of his hand, and walks toward the fireplace.
The flames dance higher for a moment as he passes, their light catching the cold glint in his eyes.
Meeting adjournes.
The group falls into a contemplative silence, each member reflecting on the path ahead, as they disband. The common room, with its greenish glow and shadowed corners, seems to echo with the promise of plans unfolding in the depths of the night.
Seraphina sits still on the couch, her eyes fixed on Regulus as he stares into the fire. He feels her gaze, but doesn't turn.
"Black." she says softly.
A faint "Hm?" is all she receives in return.
"I would normally apologize for scenes like this... not that they happen often." she murmurs. "But—you understand why."
He gives a small nod, just once. "Just try not to make this any harder for us than it already is."
She nods back, keeping her gaze on him just a little longer. He turns his head to her and their eyes meet—fire crackling through the reflection in his pale eyes. She stiffens her lip politely in acknowledgement and leaves for her dorm.
His gaze linger until she is no longer visible—then he disappears as well.
The secluded pub in the shadowed corner of Hogsmeade lies silent, called 'The Crooked Fang', a half-collapsed, barely-warded place nestled between a boarded-up broom repair shop and a crumbling owlery. Its windows are charmed to flicker like candles behind stained, cracked glass, but no real light escapes. There is always a draft, and always a whisper, even when no one is speaking.
No sign hangs above its soot-black door; only those who know the path see the shimmer of the allowing entry. Inside, the air is thick with smoke and secrecy. The wood is dark, the lighting dim, and the few patrons—none daring to glance toward the curtained booth in the back, where the scent of ash and expensive firewhisky coils like a serpent.
In that booth sit six young men. Each bears the subtle markers of privilege and power, though none wear it the same. A hush lingers over the table, the kind that comes before a storm.
Regulus reclines with deliberate elegance, black gloves folded on the scratched tabletop, expression unreadable, eyes colder than frost. Beside him, Severus sits composed and quiet, one long-fingered hand resting against his jaw. His stillness isn't passive—it is watchful, calculating, the way a predator conserves its energy before it strikes.
Across from them are Avery and Mulciber, lounging with far less grace—swagger written into their postures, smugness behind their smirks. Evan sits closest to the edge of the booth, sharp-eyed and silent, his expression difficult to place. Amycus slouches beside him, legs spread, an ugly bruise at the base of his jaw and dirt under his fingernails, the kind that never quite washes off. He takes the outermost seat, aggressive even in posture, his shoulder bumping Evan's as though to claim space.
The tension snaps when the door creaks open.
Boots against stone. Fast steps. Angry.
Barty strides in, his coat billowing behind him like smoke. His pale face is tight with fury, eyes burning beneath his dark lashes, jaw locked as if holding back something venomous.
"You're late." Mulciber says flatly, not bothering to hide his amusement.
Barty doesn't answer. His eyes flick from face to face, then settle—deadly, deliberate—on Amycus.
Amycus straightens slightly, amused. "Was wondering when you'd show. Still carrying your sister's ribs in your pocket, Crouch?"
Barty's hand twitches, ever so slightly, before he forces himself into the booth and sinks down beside Evan with a force that rattles the glasses. "I should kill you for what you did to her."
"Barty." Regulus says, low and smooth, but the warning is clear.
Severus doesn't even turn his head. "Enough."
Amycus smirks, his lip curled like a dog baring its teeth. "Relax, Barty-boy. I didn't know your sister needed babying."
"She doesn't." Barty snaps. "But she isn't ours. And we don't draw attention unless we want it."
Regulus folds his hands together. "As you know, we're here because of the match." he begins, voice level and cold. "Because someone," his gaze drifts, slow and condemning, "thought it wise to aim a Bludger at the daughter of the future Minister of Magic in full view of the entire school."
Amycus scoffs. "What, we're crying over a cracked rib now?"
"You're drawing attention we cannot afford." Evan says, quiet but deadly. "She's a Gryffindor, a blood traitor, but she is also a symbol. And symbols break loudly."
"We were at a match, not a Ministry gala." Amycus mutters, rolling his eyes. "Should I have sent her flowers instead?"
"You should have used your brain, if there is still any of it rattling around in that skull." Severus says, voice quiet but razor-sharp.
Mulciber chuckles darkly, nursing a heavy tumbler of Ogden's. "I'd pay to see Nadine Crouch throw a hex. Bet she's a screamer when cornered—"
Barty moves like lightning—he lunges forward across the table before anyone can blink, and only Evan grabbing his arm stops the spell halfway through being cast. The blue glow dims between his fingers.
"Say that again." Barty hisses, eyes wild, voice low enough to chill bone.
Mulciber raises both hands, but smirks anyway. "Touchy."
"Enough." Regulus says, not raising his voice, but it cuts through them all like glass.
They freeze. Even Barty.
"You've lost control." Regulus continues, eyes flicking to Amycus first, then Barty. "You're letting emotion cost us our edge."
"I'm not emotional." Barty says evenly.
"You are when it comes to your sister."
"She's not involved." he replies immediately, too quickly. "I've warned her."
"She is involved." Evan says finally, breaking his silence. "Seraphina spends every other hour with Nadine. And Nadine's a Crouch. That matters."
"She's a Gryffindor." Mulciber says with a shrug. "She'll fall. They always fall."
"No." Barty snaps, surprising even himself. "She won't. She's—"
He stops. The sentence hangs unfinished, and the air around the booth thickens.
Severus watches him with narrowed eyes.
"She's my sister." Barty growls.
"Then you should understand that she will never join us." Regulus says calmly. "Which means she needs to be distanced."
"And Seraphina?" Avery asks with a lazy smirk. "You planning to keep her leashed, Snape, or is she going to take their side?"
"I handle my sister." Severus says with quiet menace.
"Clearly." Avery murmurs, and laughs under his breath.
"She already walks the line too closely." Regulus adds, eyes narrowing.
"I've warned her." Severus replies smoothly, but his eyes darken just a shade. "Repeatedly."
Avery chuckles. "Warned her, have you? You know, if she weren't your sister, I'd say that girl's too fit to waste on filth. You think she'd bend if pushed hard enough?"
The table erupts again—voices layered over one another, tempers rising. Barty is halfway to his feet. Amycus grins, daring him. Avery throws another jab.
And then Regulus slams his palm on the table, and the silencing charm he casts ripples like a blast wave.
"I said enough."
The room seems to hold its breath.
The other patrons glance over, only briefly, before choosing the very smart option of minding their own business.
Avery knocks back the rest of his drink with a clink, eyes narrowing as another thought surfaces. "And what about Pandora, Rosier?"
Mulciber hums in agreement. "It's beginning to feel like a bloody infiltration."
All eyes shift to Evan.
He lifts his head slowly, the candlelight cutting across his angular features. The drumming of his fingers stops.
"She's not involved." he says coolly, voice even. "Pandora plays with stars and sings to birds. She doesn't concern herself with politics."
Amycus snorts. "So you're saying she's daft?"
"I'm saying she's harmless." Evan replies, sharper now. "She's not like us. She doesn't need to know. That's the entire point. She's a liability if she knows. So I keep her out. She listens to me."
Avery scoffs. "So what's miss Black's excuse?"
Regulus's tone is slow, deliberate. "Cassiopeia isn't stupid. She's forming alliances from within. That's what female heirs do. She knows exactly how to smile and curtsy and slide the knife in behind the ribs. That's not friendship—it's positioning."
Barty says nothing, but his knuckles are white where they rest against the table.
Cassiopeia. Pandora. Seraphina. Nadine.
Daughters. Sisters. Pawns—or players?
Regulus leans in, and when he speaks, his voice is low, dangerous. "He watches us. He tests us. Every word you say, every move you make, ripples. You think he doesn't already see what Nadine Crouch is to you, Barty? You think her existence doesn't interest him?"
Barty goes still.
"He'll ask." Regulus finishes, voice soft. "And what will you say when he does?"
The silence that follows is heavier than the ones before.
Severus finally breaks it. "If we want to survive this war, we need to stop acting like schoolboys playing a war. We are in it now—he watches us. Every move. Every failure. The Ministry is circling. The Aurors are watching. If any of you are too foolish to understand what is at stake, walk out now. We are not children anymore. We are weapons. Tools if we aren't careful."
"And Seraphina?" Evan says quietly, turning his gaze to Snape.
"She will fall in line." he says simply.
But Regulus sees the flicker of conflict in his eyes. A tension behind the stillness.
"We are not some schoolboys or tools." Barty says, but the words ring hollow even to him.
No one replies.
The fire behind them crackles.
Their drinks sit forgotten. The candlelight flickers in their eyes, painting them in gold and shadow. These are the youngest of his followers, yes—but some of the most dangerous. Not because of their power. Because of their hearts. Because hearts break, and when they do, they burn.
Barty doesn't speak anymore. He stares down into the amber liquid in his glass, seething silently. He hates Amycus. He knows—when Nadine finds out what he is, what he chose, what he has done, there will be no middle ground. She will either pull him back into the light...
Or destroy him completely.
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Madam Pomfrey finishes adjusting the last of Nadine's pillows, her hands gentle but firm as she casts a diagnostic charm one final time.
"There. Bruising's coming down nicely. Bone's knitted well, but your ribs aren't soup yet, Miss Crouch." she warns, giving her a pointed look as the wand hovers a moment longer over Nadine's chest. "Still—no sudden movements, and you are not to leave this bed until I say so. One day. No arguments."
Nadine gives her a dazzling, innocent smile. "Madam Pomfrey, would I ever argue with you?"
Pomfrey raises a brow. "Only every other hour since you regained consciousness."
Nadine groans into her pillow as the nurse walks off muttering about stubborn students. When the heavy wooden door swings closed behind her, the hospital wing lapses into its familiar quiet—sunlight crawling in through tall windows, faint scent of dittany still lingering in the air, her breath a little sore when she exhales, but so much better than the first day.
She pulls her notes closer and opens the thick Defense book perched beside her. She skims the chapter titles, trying to refocus—Christmas is soon. She is desperate to return to her routine, her people, her distractions. To focus on the upcoming exams.
Brownie stretches out across the foot of the bed, having claimed her usual place. She lifts her head to blink lazily at Nadine, then curls back up, tail twitching contentedly.
The door opens gently, and in strolls Bill, arms full of parchment and books, hair tied back in his usual careless bun, one quill behind his ear.
"Knock knock." he calls softly, flashing a grin. "Hope I'm not interrupting a thrilling recovery nap."
Nadine beams, propping herself up a little. "Bill! You glorious ginger blessing. Please tell me you brought something scandalous and academic."
He smirks and sets a stack of notes on her bedside table. "Transfiguration. So scandalous it's practically indecent."
She lets out a laugh, wincing slightly, but waves him closer. "Sit. Please."
Brownie lifts her head again, watching Bill with mild judgment before tucking her chin beneath her paws.
He drags the visitor chair over and plops into it.
Nadine leans over and pulls out a small parcel wrapped in brown paper from her nightstand drawer. "Also—treat for the brave. My Mum sent snacks. Care for a slice of treacle tart?"
Bill's eyes light up. "Bless your mother. You know I can't resist treacle tart. It's my weakness."
"Good. Eat. Then I'll actually listen to your notes."
They settle into easy conversation—Bill updating her on the classes, some House drama and how he misses her in Potions.
"I swear, I leave for five days but it feels like a year." Nadine laughs, handing him a second slice of tart.
Before he can finish it, the door creaks open again. This time, quieter. He doesn't need to turn around—Nadine already knows who it is.
Barty steps inside slowly, as though unsure of his welcome. His posture is stiff, shoulders drawn slightly inward, as if he has been bracing against something for days. He doesn't speak right away. His uniform is immaculate, as always—but his face tells another story.
Dark shadows bruise the skin under his eyes, and though his hair is neat, there is a paleness to him that isn't normal. He looks like someone who hasn't slept well in a week.
Bill glances up and catches the vibe instantly. "I should go." he says gently, standing and brushing crumbs from his lap. "You've got your real bodyguard now."
"I'll be your favorite again tomorrow. Thank you." Nadine teases lightly as he squeezes her shoulder goodbye and ducks out with a wink.
Barty slides into the chair Bill vacates, saying nothing for a moment. He stares at her hand, which rests on the edge of the blanket, fingers curled. Brownie perks up again and jumps onto his lap. He scratches behind her ears, earning soft purrs.
Nadine notices how long he just sits there, not moving, not speaking.
"You look like a ghost." she says softly, her voice sincere. "Did something happen with Cass?"
His eyes flick up—sharper now, but weary. "No."
She narrows her gaze. "Then what's—"
"Just—take these." he says, cutting her off gently. He pulls out a few folded sheets from his coat and hands them over. His handwriting, sharp and decisive, fills the pages. "I want you to start practicing these spells. Slowly. Just in your head for now, until Pomfrey clears you. But learn the incantations. The theory. The wand motion's important."
Nadine studies the sheet. "These are... different from the ones I'm learning."
"They'll help you. Trust me."
She looks up at him again. "You're worrying me, Tem."
"I'm fine."
"No, you're not." she says gently. "You haven't even smiled."
That strikes something in him. His jaw twitches—but no smile comes. Only an exhale.
"I'm just tired." he mutters finally. "Classes. Training. Quidditch. Everything."
"What about Quidditch?"
He leans back slightly, rubbing a hand over his face. "We've got a match coming up. This Saturday. Hufflepuff. They're better this year—really good coordination. We've been drilling formations for days."
"And you've been sleeping?"
"Barely."
She reaches out and takes his hand—her fingers smaller, but steady. "Tem."
He stills.
"I'm okay. I'll be okay. You don't have to carry me and everything else."
His eyes flick to hers, uncertain. He doesn't reply, but he doesn't pull away either.
After a beat, she says, "Tell me something else. How are your other classes going?"
He huffs a faint breath. "Good. I'm satisfied. We're studying non-verbal counter-hexes, monster tracking, scent mapping, venom transmutation. And ethics. Surprisingly."
"Ethics?"
"In case the monster is the wizard."
Nadine grows quiet. "That... feels close to home."
He nods once. The silence between them is full of things unsaid, but heavy with understanding.
She squeezes his hand.
"I'll learn your spells. You focus on sleeping. And Quidditch."
He nods again, quieter this time. "And you focus on resting. Before you drive Pomfrey into retirement."
They both laugh—soft, tired, but real. It is not everything, but it is a thread. A bridge.
Nadine adjusts the blanket over her lap as Barty sits more comfortably. His hand still lingers close to hers, not touching anymore, but not quite pulling away either. Brownie shifts and places her paw over his forearm. There is something fragile in the way he breathes—as if the space between them is the only part of his day that doesn't require armor.
She flips the spell notes slowly, tracing the fine ink with her finger. "Mum's been sending a lot of letters."
Barty exhales through his nose. "I know. I've read them all. Three times. She sent one to McGonagall too, I think."
"She said she was going to come back yesterday."
"She did." he says, glancing at her. "Told me she was going to barge in again and demand to see for herself that you still had all your bones. I told her you were in capable hands. That you were already arguing with Pomfrey like nothing ever happened."
"That's because Pomfrey wanted me to eat boiled turnips."
"She's doing her job. You're the one making war plans from a sickbed."
Nadine smiles. "I told Mum I've healed fast."
"You left out the part where you almost cracked your spine."
"I landed gracefully."
"You fell, Nadine."
"Well. Falling is just flying with less, er, optimism."
"She's worried." Barty says more softly. "You scared her."
The levity dims just a little. Nadine quiets.
"I know." she says after a pause. "She sent me that whole basket of gingerbread stars and oranges. I could smell the cloves from the corridor."
He gives her a look—but there is affection tucked into the dryness of his voice. "She also asked what you wanted for Christmas."
"Oh Merlin." She groans.
"Already sent me something." he replies, voice low.
"What is it?"
"A pair of black gloves. Same pair Father wears when he sits in Wizengamot sessions."
Nadine blinks. "That's... specific."
"She says it's symbolic. That I'm stepping into legacy."
Nadine stares at him. "You're nineteen."
"I know."
"Tem..."
"She wants me to become something." he says. "And she's afraid you're going to disappear into something else."
"I'm not." Nadine says. "I'm still her daughter. I'm still your twin."
He looks at her finally, expression unreadable.
"We need to buy gifts." she continues. "And we only have two weeks."
"I was thinking something that explodes when opened."
"Touching."
"And I already got something for Mum too." he adds. "She mentioned a book. I found a signed copy."
She stares at him. "You... planned ahead?"
"Shut up."
"I'm impressed."
There is a long pause. Then Nadine looks away. "She asked me about the wedding."
Barty says nothing.
"She knows I'm not going." she continues, "I'll probably be sent to France. I still don't understand why I'm the only one not invited."
He scoffs under his breath. "I already told you. Do you actually want to come?"
Nadine pouts slightly, muttering under her breath, "No, but it feels weird. Father isn't mentioning anything either."
He doesn't answer that. But he shifts closer, resting his arms on the edge of the bed like he is trying to ground her without saying a word.
After a long silence, Nadine nudges the stack of papers beside her.
"So... what are you wearing?"
Barty sighs dramatically. "Mum's making me choose between three velvet jackets. All of them black. One has silver cuffs."
"Ah."
"She said I'll look best in that one."
"Like a vampire who manages estate law."
"I'm going to ignore that."
"And shoes?"
"I didn't ask."
"Will you dance?"
"With who?"
"Regulus?" she teases. "You two have that same brooding rhythm."
He rolls his eyes. "I'll show up. Smile for five minutes. Leave early."
"She won't let you."
"Maybe not. But I'll try."
Nadine grins. "Make sure you pocket some of the cake. You owe me."
"I'll bring you a slice."
"I want two. One chocolate, one spiced pear."
"You're demanding."
"I'm dying." she jokes.
"You're not."
"I could be."
"You're not."
Nadine smiles again—soft this time, knowing. She doesn't speak. She just reaches for the rest of her soup, placed beside Mother's delicious biscuits. But there is something he isn't saying.
And Nadine files it away for later.
The sky is thick and bruised with stormclouds when Amycus ducks beneath the rusted archway behind the crumbling greenhouses. The wind howls low through the slats in the shattered glass panes, whistling like a banshee's song. It is always colder here, shadowed from the castle's warmth, tucked just outside the gardens where few bother to venture—too broken, too quiet, too close to the Forbidden Forest.
But it is perfect for the Carrows.
Alecto is already there, crouched atop the cracked foundation wall, her black boots kicking idly against the stone. Her nails are stained with ink—or blood, it is hard to tell—and she
is chewing absently on a strand of her hair, eyes sharp and heavy-lidded like a watching predator. There is a smear of something dark across her cheek. Mud, perhaps. Or something else. She doesn't care either way.
Amycus tosses his broom to the ground beside her with a grunt, the bristles still stained from the match. He cracks his neck, knuckles popping. He smells faintly of sweat and dust and blood, and there is a gleam in his eye that says he enjoyed the violence more than the game.
Alecto grins at him—narrow, toothy. "You look pleased with yourself."
He shrugs. "Was a good hit."
"She screamed." Alecto says, almost dreamily. "Little Crouch. I heard it all the way from the stands. Pomfrey had to come flying down like a bloody guardian angel." She sneers. "Thought her ribs would poke through her skin, the way she curled."
Amycus chuckles darkly, sliding down the wall beside her. Alecto hums. "Didn't stop Daddy from writing, though. Said there were 'whispers' in the Ministry. About the Crouch girl. About us." She mimics their father's condescending voice, dripping with disdain. "'The daughter of a Department Head is not to be maimed on school grounds unless you plan on marrying her.'"
Amycus snorts. "As if I would even touch that witch. He should be thanking me. Showed them we're not afraid to dirty our hands. And she's hardly a victim. Crouches slither around pretending they're different from the rest of us, but they're just snakes in gold silk."
Alecto narrows her eyes. "They're Sacred Twenty-Eight, same as us. But Daddy said their kind have gotten too close to Muggle sympathies. Too soft. The girl's a Gryffindor, for Salazar's sake. And Barty—"
She spits the name like poison. "—he plays both sides. Smiles too politely. Too close to Dumbledore and the Dark Lord. He thinks no one notices."
Amycus's jaw tenses, just slightly. "He's loyal. More than most."
"More than you?" Alecto taunts, but there is a glint in her eye. She doesn't mean it. Not entirely.
"He's useful." Amycus says, with finality. "But don't mistake usefulness for loyalty. That bloke follows the wind, and right now the Lord is the strongest gust. But if it changes, so will he."
Alecto leans forward, her grin sharpening. "If the Lord asks, I'll say you maimed Nadine Crouch for practice. That you're preparing for war."
Amycus grins, teeth yellow in the dim light. "I am."
They fall into silence for a moment, the air thick with the scent of damp leaves and iron. A single crow caws somewhere in the trees beyond, and Alecto tips her head toward the forest, watching the branches twitch like fingers.
Then her voice cuts the air, slick and sudden. "You were with her again."
Amycus doesn't respond at first. Just flexes his fingers against the stone, eyes trained on the edge of the horizon.
Alecto's lip curls. "Cassiopeia Black."
There is venom in the name.
Amycus turns, slowly. "And?"
"She's a half-shadow of what the Blacks used to be. Walks like her blood's been touched by something common. Arrogant little girl thinks she's untouchable. I saw her looking at you, Amycus. As if she would puke if you kissed her."
He doesn't rise to the insult. Instead, his voice is low, measured, almost thoughtful. "She looks at me like she's already imagining what I'd taste like."
Alecto barks a laugh. "You're deluded."
He leans in, voice colder now. "Careful, Leci. I don't mock your... hobbies."
Alecto's smile fades, just a touch. She leans back again, dragging a cracked fingernail across the wall's mossy surface.
"You think she wants you." she murmurs, tone unreadable. "But she's like all the rest. Black girls burn the world and pretend they built it. She'll use you, laugh at you, step over you if it means better station."
"Maybe." Amycus concedes. "But maybe she wants the dark. Maybe she's tired of pretty masks and polite curses. Maybe she needs something nastier than a boy with manners."
"She's a Black." Alecto repeats, voice hardening. "And you're a Carrow. She'd slit your throat if it earned her a ring from her aunt's will."
Amycus shrugs. "She might try. But I'd like to see her do it."
They exchange a long, twisted look—siblings who understand each other not through affection, but through shared cruelty. There is no love between them, only familiarity, and the deep satisfaction of malice well-fed.
Alecto pulls something from her coat. A folded letter—creased, with the family seal. She tosses it to Amycus.
"Another one from Father. Says the Ministry's been breathing down his neck. That someone caught sight of you laughing after the hit. He says it makes us look unstable."
Amycus smirks. "We are unstable."
"He means politically."
"I don't care what the Ministry thinks."
"You should." Alecto glances sideways. "We might need them one day. If things turn bloody, it's the Ministry's rats who'll decide who lives long enough to be useful."
Amycus scoffs. "If it turns bloody, I'll be at the front of the line."
They fall into silence again, the grey light waning, shadows creeping over the broken glass and dying grass. The wind presses against them like a warning, and for once, Alecto looks thoughtful.
"Barty's close to Him." she mutters. "Too close. And he doesn't trust us."
"He shouldn't." Amycus says darkly.
"But he will need us."
Amycus nods once.
The storm begins to break, a drizzle turning the stone slick and black beneath their boots. They don't move.
Just two cursed children, born into old magic and rot, planning the future like snakes curling tighter around a bone.
Chapter Text
Time seems to blur for Seraphina, each moment bleeding into the next with quiet insistence. Lessons pass in a haze—interrupted only by her routine visits to Nadine, study sessions with Cassiopeia and Pandora, brief interludes with other friends, and a careful avoidance of others.
She had deliberately distanced herself from the team, hoping that time will smooth the jagged edges of lingering tension. Adding her presence to the fray feels unnecessary—dangerous, even—particularly after Amycus had escaped with nothing more than a detention and a deduction of House points. It was a reckless act, and him being the cause of Nadine's fall is predictably overlooked.
Seraphina understands, with the quiet clarity of someone who had learned to read beneath the surface, that space is necessary—for their sake, yes, but more so for her own. For Severus. For all of them.
The incident left a shadow on them all, an unspoken dread none dare to name aloud. To speak of it will give it power, make it real. And so, they cling to a fragile sense of normalcy, even as it slips through their fingers like water. But normalcy, currently, is naive.
The pressure is mounting from all sides: the escalating scrutiny surrounding the Crouch family and Nadine's recovery, the whispered hisses from the Rosier and the Black family demanding strict obedience from their heirs, and even the quiet vigilance of the Snapes, who now linger closer than ever. The castle itself seems to hold its breath.
Some dismiss the tension as the usual strain before term's end, others attribut it to the heated match. But a few—those who watch more closely—recognize the signs. A storm is gathering.
Seraphina retreats into the only semblance of calm she can claim—her routine. She is often found tucked away in the Astronomy Tower, among bubbling cauldrons in the dungeons, or in the smoke-laced hush of the Divination room. But today, it is the library that calls to her—one of her favourites.
She enters quietly, her footsteps muffled by the thick weave of a sprawling Persian carpet, two heavy tomes clutched to her chest and a well-worn notebook tucked under her arm. Her bag hangs at her shoulder, bouncing softly against her hip. Her assignments are already completed, truth be told—today's visit is not one of obligation, but of self-preservation, indulgence. She craves quiet. Stillness. Creativity.
The library is near-empty, much to her relief. She finds a secluded alcove near the fireplace and settles into a velvet-cushioned chair. Around her, the flickering candlelight dances across ancient shelves, casting shadows that flicker like ghostly sentinels along the walls. The fire crackles gently, a soothing backdrop to the hush of turning pages and distant footsteps.
Seraphina exhales slowly, allowing the weight in her shoulders to ease. The tension remains, stubborn and familiar, manifesting in small, unconscious habits: the way her fingers play with the edges of her sleeves, the subtle jitter of her leg, the firm clutch of her books and the fiddling with textures. They aren't merely nervous tics, but means of grounding herself when the world tilts uneasily.
She opens one of her tomes, a richly-bound volume clad in black dragon-hide, its pages filled with illustrations and lore of dragons from across the world. Today, she will sketch. It isn't just a pastime, but an offering to herself—a quiet reprieve, a moment of peace carved from the chaos.
As her quill sweeps gently across the page, Seraphina lets herself become absorbed in the elegant curves of a Welsh Green's wing, the rise and fall of its serpentine spine rendered in delicate ink. She lost track of time, the silence cocooning her in a kind of calm she hasn't felt in days.
Beyond the gentle crackle of the hearth, the faint, rhythmic scratching of a quill on parchment drifts through the air. Seraphina hears it, but chooses not to pay it any mind—at least, not at first. Her breath leaves her in a quiet sigh, her thoughts dulled by fatigue, until movement at the edge of her vision stirrs her. A tall figure, half-swallowed by the low firelight, emerges from the shadows near the bookcase.
Regulus.
He moves with the same quiet deliberation she had come to associate with him, reaching with practiced ease for a book high on the shelf. She hadn't expected him here—not tonight. In truth, she made a quiet habit of avoiding him and their team altogether. Exhaustion weighs heavily on her limbs and spirit alike; she doesn't have the strength for yet another verbal duel—or what they would call a 'debate.' Because a fight implies lack of civility—of course.
Lowering her gaze once more, she leans into her hand, the cool press of her fingers grounding her as she returns to carving the dragon's tail etched before her, determined to ignore him, or avoid making herself known. Her eyelids droop slightly, lulled by the steady rhythm of peace she clings to.
However, from the corner of her eye, she sees him again. Regulus stands still now, examining the book he had taken down, his fingers tracing the spine and worn cover with absentminded grace. Twin rings adorn his pointer fingers—decorated with the Black family crest, of course—glinting dully in the firelight as his fingers move.
Much to her own annoyance, she finds her eyes drawn to him. Despite their frequent quarrels, and despite everything his name and demeanor represent, she can't deny the strange, unsettling pull of his presence. She will never voice such thoughts—not even to herself if she can help it—but there are moments, fleeting and private, when she allows herself to admire him. In class. At meals. Now.
Infuriatingly beautiful, she thinks. And beautifully insufferable.
Still, his presence alarms her just enough to disrupt her peace. Her heartbeat quickens in anticipation of something negative. She knows another altercation is to be expected, and after the party, after the match, it is bound to happen. So she remains alert, although frozen in space, and she suddenly notices the pressure of her wand in her robes like it is on fire. Just in case.
As if sensing her gaze, Regulus pauses. Slowly, deliberately, he lifts his eyes and looks directly at her. His expression, as ever, is an enigma—cool, composed, impossible to read. And yet, something flickers: the slightest narrowing of his brow, a near-invisible crease that suggests he is trying to decipher her. Dissect her.
He, too, had buried himself in his duties of late, though she knows it isn't from obligation alone. Like the rest of them, he is searching for something—solace, perhaps, or merely silence. He believes, as she does, that the team needs time—space to heal, to recalibrate. He granted that space to them all, including himself.
And so here they are. She offers him the faintest of acknowledgements—a smile drained of warmth or invitation—and lowers her eyes to the sketch before her, retreating into it as a shield, preserving both his distance and her own composure.
Yet his gaze doesn't go unnoticed. Her body tenses in quiet response, her breath shallower, heartbeat just a little louder in her ears. She watches him not directly, but from the edge of her vision.
He, on the other hand, stands rooted in deliberation, uncertain whether to close the distance between them—or in what capacity he will do so. As a Captain? A Prefect? Or simply as himself, whatever that now means. He lingers a few moments longer in indecision, until the stillness is broken by the soft tick of the clock. Ten o'clock. Curfew.
As he takes a step forward, Seraphina sits up straighter, a subtle flick of movement placing her hand near her wand. Her eyes widen—reflexive, wary—as if she is prey before a predator yet unsure whether the threat will strike.
He catches the change in her at once. Not just the movement, but the air of sterile vigilance. It isn't the reaction itself that unsettles him—it is that it seems disproportionate. They had managed, after all, to build a fragile truce in the past—collaborating when necessity demands it.
And now, with no provocation, she regards him as though expecting an attack. He halts mid-step, head tilting slightly, appraising whether she truly thinks him capable of violence. He, too, is aware of the weight of his wand tucked beneath his robes, though he has no intention of drawing it.
"Don't." she says, the word cutting through the silence like a blade.
He meets her tone with an arctic coolness. "Don't what, exactly?"
"I warned you about him. And I warned him. You were wrong—you cannot control him. I don't want to hear it."
Regulus exhales, a soft sound barely audible over the quiet hum, he is also tired. He steps forward, his silhouette leaning into the table's edge, eyes fixed on her with unsettling intensity. There is truth in her words, of course—truth he will never willingly grant her. Instead, his gaze drifts downward, away from confrontation, toward the scattered parchment littering the tabletop.
Dragons. Dozens of them, inked in exquisite detail. Their sinewed wings, contoured scales, expressions caught mid-roar or mid-flight—each sketch precise, reverent. Surrounding them are tomes on dragon lore, thick with notes and tabs. A flicker of something stirs in him. Not surprise, but recognition.
Art. Dragons. Obsession rendered through ink and knowledge.
It piques his interest—not merely the subject matter, but the execution. The discipline. The quiet devotion.
Art always runs through the Black family like an undercurrent—an expected elegance, often channeled into music, calligraphy, languages, dance, portraiture... Regulus inherited that legacy too. Seraphina doesn't know his interests, really. She doesn't know he plays the violin, is a brilliant painter, or delved into piano compositions. Their conversations rarely stray beyond cold, verbal sparring.
Ironically, they share more than either of them realize. The same obsessions. But neither ever crossed the chasm of pride and silence that keeps them perpetually at odds.
He lets his fingers ghost over the edge of one parchment, careful not to touch the ink. "Fascinating beasts." he murmurs, eyes scanning the dragons. "You draw them with such intimacy—you understand them, no?"
Then, after a pause, quieter, "They remind you of yourself, don't they?"
She can't decipher what sort of an implication that is.
His eyes meet hers again—measured, unreadable. "Tell me, Snape... Is that why you flinch when someone gets too close? Or is it just me?"
She has a deep inhale, then exhales as she leans back into her chair, crossing one leg over the other, arms draped along the rests with studied ease. Casual. Almost too casual.
"You flatter yourself too much, Black." she calmly says. "No, just a rough week."
He straightens, spine like a blade, hands clasped neatly behind his back—a posture she has come to recognize as one of calculated restraint. One of command.
"Mid-flight ambush." he says coolly, voice low and measured. "Can't say we were indifferent to the mess. You do love the attention, don't you?" he provokes.
She arches a brow, lips curving into a slow, deliberate smirk. "Certainly acquired it, if that was the case. According to you."
His jaw tenses, just slightly, but before he can retort, she presses forward—firm, unyielding.
"Yet, attention or not, I was right. And you were very, very wrong." Her eyes narrow, sharp as obsidian. "Tell me, does it sting? When people don't fall in line the way you expect them to?"
He doesn't flinch. Doesn't blink. Instead, a slow, near-imperceptible smile tugs at the corner of his mouth—one that doesn't reach his eyes, one she never expected from him.
"No." he says, voice smooth as silk and twice as sharp. "It doesn't sting. It interests me. Just a little."
He steps closer, just enough for her to feel the shift in the air between them.
"You're not the first to resist, and you won't be the last to crumble under and submit, either."
Seraphina scoffs and rises from her chair, her hand slipping casually to her wand—not a threat, but a gesture they both understand well enough.
"For someone so intent on control," she says, her voice dripping with challenge, "you certainly let Carrow run unchecked. Was that a lie, or were you just too weak to handle it?" Her smirk is sharp.
Her words land, but do little to provoke the response, per usual. Regulus, however, knows they share a fragile truce—one that holds for Quidditch, at least, or group projects. Carrow's actions, however, hadn't gone unnoticed. Quite the opposite. They both know Amycus had overstepped.
Regulus doesn't flinch, his gaze as composed as ever. "Carrow has been... dealt with, as you already know." he says, his tone even, unbothered. "Still, another meeting is inevitable—regardless of how determined you are to avoid it."
She says nothing. Just stands there, silent.
"Why such a tense reaction, Snape?" he asks, more lightly now, as though brushing off the tension that had moments ago been coiled tight between them. "I've only come to remind you of the curfew."
She exhales, a faint shrug lifting her shoulders. "Figured you'd be on one of your tirades, maybe with a Carrow, who knows." Her eyes drop from the crest on his robes to the parchments scattered across the table again.
Regulus follows her gaze but says nothing for a moment. When he finally speaks, his voice is quieter—measured, but without the sharp edge he usually wields.
"And you were intending to break my jaw too or is that only for Amycus?" He entertains.
She bites her lip to stop a chuckle. Then her face drops again.
"You weren't wrong to expect more." he admits, almost too calmly. "Carrow crossed a line. What he did to Crouch was... excessive."
She doesn't look satisfied. Not with his calm acknowledgment. Not with the control in his voice. And he notices.
"He's benched." Regulus adds, more pointedly this time. "Something you narrowly avoided yourself."
She scoffs. "So bench me. That doesn't change anything." Her voice sharpens. "A line was crossed—severely. It was practically attempted murder. He'd be lucky if we didn't—"
"None of it will be tolerated." Regulus cuts in, voice cool and final. "From any of you."
Her expression twists, the disapproval written clear across her face as she shakes her head, a trace of disgust curling her lip. "Your little cult disgusts me."
That one hits. His brows draw together slightly—just enough to register—but his tone remains composed.
"It's past curfew, Snape."
She gathers her things in a hurried, ungraceful sweep—parchments half-folded, books pressed tightly to her chest. The tension between them still hangs thick in the air, unspoken and unresolved. As she moves to leave, her shoulder clips his—harder than necessary, though she pretends it was accidental.
"Rabotata s drakonite e, che sa smyrtonosni." she drawls quietly before existing. (The thing about dragons is that they're lethal.)
He doesn't react. Not outwardly. But his eyes follow her until she disappears around the corner.
Their thoughts remain behind in the quiet she left.
For Seraphina, it is injustice, confusion and varying levels of fury, all of it boiling just beneath her carefully composed surface. The rules are rigged, the punishments unequal, and the darkness that clings to Regulus and his circle makes her skin crawl. She sees monsters where he sees order. She doesn't understand how he can stand in the middle of it and do nothing.
For Regulus, her defiance is a loose thread—and he never allows loose threads. His mind lingers on her, on Carrows, their plans, everything.
Control. That is what matters. And she is beginning to slip beyond theirs.
His jaw tightens slightly as he stands alone.
Control. Everything has to be controlled—precisely, methodically, with no room for chaos. That is the only way to ensure the Dark Lord's vision doesn't collapse under the weight of personal tempers and careless ambition.
Carrow had already messed up. That kind of recklessness has no place in the future they are working to shape.
Severus and Mulciber understand this better than most. Severus will need to be the one to wrangle Seraphina in. She doesn't trust Regulus, but she loves her brother. It is a narrow opening, and it will have to be enough.
Then there is Cassiopeia. She needs to stay on their side. There is no margin for hesitation, not from her. Not when everything depends on unity. Cassiopeia can't afford softness, not now. Not even toward Nadine, Seraphina, or anyone.
And the others—Nadine, with her fiery independence and sharp judgment; Evan, loyal but volatile; Barty, unpredictable in his hunger for mess; and Pandora... They all need to fall in line.
Chapter Text
Barty won the match with ruthless precision. Ravenclaw celebrates wildly—cheers echo through the Tower as a letter arrive. Mother wrote with great pride; while Father stayed cold, of course, as if victory were simply expected.
Barty doesn't bask in it anyway. Not like the others. He stands just beyond the main hearth, arms crossed. He has been congratulated enough. Touched too much. The noise begins to grate.
Meanwhile, Madam Pomfrey finally releases Nadine. "No strenuous flying. If it pulls, you come back." she says firmly. Nadine nods, hiding the pain as she walks back to her Tower.
"She's back—"
"Did Carrow really hit her on purpose?"
Some of them flinch guiltily—others just stare. Nadine just walks past them, chin high, already preparing for what comes next.
The common room is unusually quiet—no music, no games, no firewhiskey sneaked in. Just six players, in their lounging outfits, waiting.
James paces in front of the fireplace, jaw clenched so tight it looks like his molars might crack. Sirius lounges sideways in one of the armchairs, legs thrown over the armrest, picking at the strings on his broom like it might keep him from exploding. Marlene sits cross-legged on the floor beside the fire, tossing balled up paper between her hands with boredom.
Fabian and Gideon lean against the far wall, matching glares on their freckled faces. Even Phoebe had gone quiet, her usual demeanor dulled under everything that had happened.
James still has bruises, covered in the Bruising Balm, and Fabian is helping Gideon rewrap the bandage around his shoulders for his cracked bone.
"She was warned." James mutters, stopping mid-pace. "She was explicitly warned."
"About Slytherins in general." Sirius says with a drawl, but there is a hard edge beneath the lazy tone. "But Amycus Carrow? That's not just a Slytherin. That's a walking hate crime waiting to happen."
"She still provoked him." James snaps, turning to face the room. "She knew what he's like, and she still started on him. She's got to stop playing hero every time someone breathes the word 'blood traitor.'"
"She is a blood traitor, mate." says Marlene, catching the ball in one hand. "To people like him. That's not something she can just turn off. And it's not an everyday insult either. I don't blame her."
"And what, that makes it smart to pick fights with him before our match?" James's voice rises. "She's lucky she only got broken ribs."
"She fainted mid-air." Gideon says darkly. "If the grounds were frozen..."
The room falls silent for a beat.
Sirius shifts in his chair, suddenly less relaxed. "You're blaming the wrong person, James. Carrow's the one who aimed the Bludger. He didn't even pretend it was for the Quaffle carrier."
"Of course it was." James snaps. "I'm not blaming her, obviously. All I'm saying is—don't mess with the wrong people. And it's not like we didn't warn her. I mean—what was it? Ten times? Fifteen?"
Phoebe lets out a long breath, leaning forward on the edge of the couch. "James, we need to refocus on who the actual villain is here, and who the victim is. You can't blame her. She played the game with everything she had. That Bludger wasn't bad luck—it was sabotage. That was malice. Intentional. The bloke's a menace."
"I know." James says quickly, running a hand through his hair, frustration softening into weariness. "I know. I just keep thinking about how it started. What provoked it. Why was it her."
He exhales slowly, glancing at the fireplace. "She's not at fault. I get that. And I don't want her thinking she is, either. We all played well. We didn't deserve what happened."
"Rivalry's one thing." Fabian adds from where he leaned against the wall, arms crossed. "But this? This was personal. Even they looked thrown."
"Especially Rosier." Gideon mutters. "That git actually hesitated when he saw her drop."
"And Seraphina? I've never seen such an expression on anyone's face before. It was as if she witnessed a murder, or intended to commit one. Hell—it did look like an attempted murder."
James nods absently, shoulders still tense. "That's what worries me."
The Fat Lady's portrait swings open before anyone can respond.
Nadine steps inside, slightly hunched and visibly uncomfortable, her torso still bound under her jumper. Her hair is tied back messily, and she holds a set of folded notes in one hand, and two books pressed against her in the other. She pauses when she sees them all staring, tension coiling instantly in the room.
James's arms fold. "We need to talk."
"Okay." she mutters, giving in as Phoebe and Marlene rise without a word, flanking her.
They guide her gently to the couch, careful not to jostle her too much. Nadine eases into the cushions with a quiet breath, legs tucked beneath her, arms curled protectively around her middle. The healing spells have done their job, and the potions dulled most of the pain—but the wrong step, the wrong breath, still lit something sharp.
"Thanks." she says softly, almost absently, her eyes scanning the room.
The boys remain still—James looking particularly stricken, like he didn't decide whether he should say something or pace a hole into the rug. Gideon and Fabian exchange a glance, then look anywhere but directly at her. Sirius keeps fidgeting with his tie. Tension didn't leave the room; it just shifted into something heavier.
"I'm fine." Nadine adds, sensing the weight in the air. "Just not ready for dueling practice or a broomstick marathon."
James shifts his weight awkwardly, then takes a slow step forward, rubbing the back of his neck. "Look, Nadine..." he begins, his voice unusually careful. "I'm glad you're alright. Really. We all are."
She looks at him, waiting. No sarcasm, no bite—just waiting.
He sighs. "But I need to say this, even if you hex me for it—I told you to stay away from them. We all did."
There it is. Not cruel. Not angry. Just tired.
"I'm not blaming you." he adds quickly, holding up his hands. "I'm not. What Carrow did was—was criminal. If I had it my way, he'd be expelled and banned from broomsticks for life. But you can't keep walking into their games thinking you'll beat them on principle. This is not a dick-measuring competition."
His eyes lock with hers. "You don't have to prove anything to them. Not anymore. Especially not at that cost."
Before Nadine can respond, Phoebe steps in, her voice calm but firm.
"Look, there's no doubt it was sabotage." she says. "And it didn't even feel like it was about the match anymore. Quidditch matches don't stop, at least not often—but this one did. You fainted midair. Even Regulus stopped playing." Her brows draw together as she adds, quieter, "I didn't even see when he caught the Snitch. I couldn't take my eyes off you—just lying there on the grass."
"If the grounds had been frozen," Fabian cuts in, his tone edged with restraint, "you'd be dead."
The words hang there like frost. Nadine is speechless.
"It would've been a headline." Gideon says quietly from the corner. "That one would've made the Prophet. The daughter of a prominent Ministry official, taken out mid-match at Hogwarts." His voice isn't accusing—it is matter-of-fact, cold truth delivered with all the emotion he can't say out loud.
"Over what?" James echoes grimly. "A bloodline insult? One more shove from a lunatic who shouldn't even be on a pitch?"
Nadine doesn't look up. Her eyes drop to the parchment in her lap, unfocused, jaw clenched. The sudden spike of pain as she breathes too deeply.
Her fingers curl tighter.
"Okay, guys? Lay off a little, yeah?" Marlene cuts in, sliding onto the couch beside Nadine and throwing a protective glance around the room. "Since when do we lecture the girl who got blindsided by a Bludger and nearly died? How about we stay focused on the psychopath who thought that was acceptable behavior?"
She folds her arms, posture sharp and unapologetic. "We're Gryffindors. We don't eat our own."
Sirius finally sits up straighter, setting his broom aside with an audible clack against the floor. His voice comes low, but clear.
"Marlene's right." he says. "We don't tear each other down. Nadine didn't deserve any of it, whether she did or didn't provoke him."
Then he looks toward James, his expression measured. "But he's not wrong either. None of us are invincible. You can be brave and smart at the same time, Crouch. It's not a weakness."
His gaze flicks to her, steady but not accusing. "People like Carrow... they're looking for excuses. Doesn't matter if you're right. Doesn't matter if you're better. They want to make examples."
He exhales slowly. "You're not the one who should've been punished. But you were, and that's why we're all here acting like we're walking on glass."
A pause.
"We wish you had taken our advice when we told you." James adds, his pressure elevated.
Nadine exhales carefully, but her voice stays steady. "I get it." she says. "I do."
Her gaze sweeps the room before landing on James. "I didn't pick the fight, but I didn't walk away either. That was my choice."
She pauses, fingers tightening slightly around the parchment. "It wasn't about pride—it was about not letting him spit poison and expecting silence. I didn't think he'd go that far."
She glances down, then back up. "But don't paint me as reckless just for standing my ground. I'm not trying to be a hero. I'm just not shrinking to make them feel bigger."
The portrait hole creaks open.
Remus enters, Peter trailing behind. They pause at the heavy silence in the room, eyes flicking to Nadine, then the rest of the team.
"What did we miss?" Remus asks, voice low, casting looks on the familiar faces and landing on Nadine. He feels the tension, and knows it is simmering.
"An intervention." Sirius mutters. "Possibly a coup."
Nadine doesn't look at them.
"But your implication that this is about all Slytherins?" Nadine says, her voice sharpening. "It's misplaced—again. One person. One group. You don't get to generalize an entire House because of Carrow."
James scoffs and starts pacing again. "Sure. But it's a bit convenient, isn't it? That it's always Slytherin. Never a Ravenclaw. Never a Hufflepuff. And, another irony—the one that hangs out with Snivellus, of all people." he mutters, frustration lacing his tone.
Nadine's lips twitch at the mention of the foul nickname. She isn't about to have a repeat of their party discussion.
"You mean Severus?" she cuts in sharply, her voice laced with disbelief. "What does Severus have to do with this now? What's this incessant need to blame everything on him, and treat everyone around him like the plague?"
She shifts, ignoring the flare of pain again. "You know, I'm starting to think you're obsessed with Snapes."
Remus exhales, letting the moment pass. He keeps his thoughts to himself for now, though part of him is genuinely curious about where this is going.
Sirius rolls his eyes, exasperated. "Don't you get it? This is who they are. A foul, obnoxious, evil group of people. These are the types of people I ran from."
Marlene speaks up, her tone thoughtful but not dismissive. "Yes, but they were surprised too. This wasn't their plan. At least, not for us. Unless they're just fantastic actors—and Seraphina's the star of their little drama."
"I mean, if Seraphina's assault on Carrow was an indicator of anything," Gideon adds, shrugging, "it was that they don't stand behind his foul. But I do recall them not exactly letting us jump him, either."
Nadine's eyes flick to Gideon, a faint frown tugging at her lips. "Seraphina wasn't wrong to react the way she did. And don't forget, she's my best friend, not some random Slytherin you can just dismiss." Her tone is firm, but it isn't defensive—it is grounded, protective.
"Oh, come on already!" James snaps, throwing his hands up in frustration. "You with your bloody Slytherin! What are you on about? You nearly got killed! Stop defending them!"
Nadine's temper flares instantly. She shoots up from her seat, her hand twitching toward her wand, barely holding back the impulse to lash out.
"You, you obsessive, ruthless individual—you do not get to lecture me about friendships, about anything!" Her voice is like a whip, sharp and cutting. "Your tirade about Slytherins is going too far, and you know it. This has nothing to do with Severus! Or any of my friends! This is Carrow's decision, and only Carrow's."
Her chest heaves with every breath as she stares him down, her eyes blazing with fury. "I'm not some bloody child who doesn't know where to draw the line. You want to blame every Slytherin for one idiot's actions? Fine, but don't expect me to go along with your damn nonsense. Amycus almost killed me—he did that, not the entire House! And I'm done with you treating everyone around you like they're the problem."
"Yeah, well, it seems that whether we lecture you or don't, you end up getting yourself nearly killed." James spits, his frustration now evident. "Where's the reason? Where's the cleverness? Or did Barty inherit enough for both of you? You're acting like a reckless fool, picking fights just to feel better about yourself."
Nadine's eyes narrow dangerously, her temper nearly at its breaking point. She takes a step forward, her voice low and sharp. "You think I want this? And how dare you mention my brother!" Her wand is drawn, as she holds it next to her thigh.
"Okay, everyone, calm down." Remus interjects, his voice steady but laced with the exhaustion of dealing with this. "There's no need to turn on anyone here. We're trying to solve this matter in a civil manner, and if you can't do it, come back another day."
His gaze flicks between James and Nadine, both of them seething with anger, but it is clear he is done with the shouting. His tired eyes soften slightly as he turns to Nadine. "You're both right in some ways, but this isn't helping anything. Yelling at each other won't fix the problem. We need to focus on what happened, not tear each other apart over it."
James takes a deep breath, still glaring but trying to hold his temper in check, while Nadine stands rigid, eyes flashing, still seething but clearly unwilling to back down.
"If you can't contain yourself, and have to always put yourself—and us—in these situations—you're benched or you're done." James snaps, pointing a finger at her. "You are not going to jeopardize the whole team over your personal issues. This is beyond just you now—we practiced for nothing."
Nadine lets out a sharp, disbelieving laugh and rolls her eyes. "Wow, Potter, I can't imagine how hard this game has been on you!"
The sarcasm hits like a slap, and the room falls into thick silence again.
"Because Merlin forbid our little golden boy's record gets stained by my injuries. Must be so hard being perfect all the time."
"We're giving you a choice." Sirius says coldly. "Either get your shit together and stand with us—Gryffindors—or keep running back to their twisted little antics. You wanted to know why we don't trust them? There's your reason. Do whatever you want with it."
"Oh, shut up, Sirius." she exhales and sits back down.
"Nadine... They—They have a point." Phoebe says gently, her voice tentative. "If these incidents keep happening, then maybe create some distance... and the pressure will cease."
Nadine's jaw clenches. She lets out a humorless laugh. "Or maybe, just maybe, I need to create some distance from you freaks." she mutters, pushing herself up from the couch again.
The room falls still.
"You talk about loyalty." she snaps, looking around. "But the second things get hard, suddenly I'm the problem. Not the people throwing Bludgers. Me."
Silence takes over for a long moment.
The meeting started hours ago, and though the initial fire has dulled, its smoke still lingers. The room buzzes softly with leftover tension—disagreements still flickering, conversations looping back on themselves. But beneath it all, there is one thing they share, unspoken yet heavy in the air:
They all want peace.
James exhales heavily, rubbing his temples. "Look... I didn't mean for it to turn into this. I'm pissed because we care. And yeah, I don't trust them."
Sirius crosses his arms, quieter now. "You scared the hell out of us, honestly. And we're trying to be here for you. But it's hard to watch you dive headfirst into fire and act like we're the ones burning you."
Nadine pauses near the stairs, jaw still tense, but something in her eyes flicker. The silence drags for a moment until Phoebe steps forward.
"We don't have to agree on everything." she says softly. "But maybe we stop treating each other like enemies, and just start... listening."
Remus speaks up from the corner. "There's danger either way—distance won't erase that. But if we stick together, we might actually stand a chance."
Nadine looks back at them all, anger still pulsing under her skin—but slowly, it begins to ebb.
"Fine." she mutters. "But don't expect me to stay quiet just to keep the peace."
James gives a small nod and a smirk. "Obviously, me neither."
Chapter Text
It is exactly a week before Christmas Eve, or rather, before everyone is meant to part ways for the holidays. Hogwarts begins to feel a little lighter, a little slower—assignments are handed in, final meetings wrapped up, theoretical and practical exams for each specialization passed, and the halls carry a certain hush, like they are all collectively holding their breath before the great exhale that is the break. The castle is still adorned with its towering trees and floating candles, but the real season lies just beyond its gates: Hogsmeade.
The girls are there early—bundled, bustling, and slightly overdressed.
Nadine walks with a slight but stubborn ease, her blue velvet cloak sweeping behind her, the collar is fur-lined, her gloves dragonhide, and the Gryffindor pin at her shoulder gleams proud and polished. She walks like a storm has passed and she is ready for the next. Still, the other girls hover without hovering, constantly adjusting to her pace without comment.
Cassiopeia flanks her left—icy, elegant, dark hair pinned into a low twist beneath a smart wool beret. Her coat is an opulent green, belted at the waist, and her boots hit the cobblestones with a decisive click. She is the one who teases the most but watches Nadine the closest, eyes flicking to her with each jostle in the crowd.
Seraphina is wrapped in layers of black and storm-grey, her wand tucked into one boot, her expression half-concentrated, half-annoyed as she scans shop windows. She is hunting a dress for the wedding—not just any dress, but one that balances affordability, statement, and the impossible pressure of that kind of guest list. She keeps murmuring to herself: "Not too black, not too lace, not too obvious..."
Pandora drifts more than walks—warm in blush-toned wool and earmuffs to match, her scarf long enough to drag if she doesn't loop it right. She talks the most, as usual, full of warmth and little bursts of wonder. Her cheeks are rosy and her gloves are dotted with embroidered stars. "There was a party in our Tower." she says brightly as they cross in front of Honeydukes. "Someone enchanted the punch. People were speaking French by the end of it."
Cassiopeia smirks. "All brains, no sense."
"Better than Carrow's version of a party." Seraphina mutters, biting off the words. "Charming hospitality."
"I should've hexed his broom mid-air." Cassiopeia replies, gaze sharp and unapologetic. "He's got the flying grace of a drunken thestral. His whole face is a curse."
"Don't tempt me." Nadine laughs softly, holding a paper bag from Honeydukes. "I'd almost risk Pomfrey's wrath to see it."
They walk arm-in-arm sometimes, side-by-side other times, their path winding past Zonko's, The Three Broomsticks, and down to the quieter corners near the bookshop and apothecary. The street smells like roasted chestnuts, warm sugar, and woodsmoke. The sky is bright but pale, and the wind bites a bit more with every hour. The snow hasn't yet fallen—unusual for this time of year—but the air smells like it might arrive overnight.
The girls wrap their cloaks tighter, cheeks flushed, laughter still echoing softly between them as they regroup outside The Three Broomsticks.
Brownie (who had smuggled herself out of Hogwarts beneath Nadine's cloak), now trots dutifully beside them, tail high and nose twitching with interest at every new scent and sound. A few passing students pause to coo at her, but she haughtily ignores them—her priority is clearly her mistress and the girls she has decided to tolerate.
"Alright." Cassiopeia announces, tugging her gloves tighter, "We've got the drinks, the sugar, and enough chocolate to last three heart attacks. Time to shop for the undeserving."
"Boys." Seraphina mutters darkly.
"But only the ones we like." Pandora adds with a smile.
They start with Scrivenshaft's. The warmth inside is immediate and welcome, and the scent of fresh parchment, dragonhide-bound journals, and quills fills the air. The shelves sparkle faintly with protective spells.
For Barty, it is Nadine who leads the way.
She selects a leather-bound planner—not gaudy, but rich, clean, and organized, with reordering pages, a charm to prevent spills, and an enchanted ink well built into the spine. It is clever, utilitarian, and elegant—like Barty himself. "He won't say thank you," she says, brushing a speck of dust from the surface, "but he'll use it every day."
Seraphina gets Barty a dagger made from a fang and goblin steel, that will resist corrosive monster blood and amplify defensive spells—with subtle protective runes.
Cassiopeia, however, chooses something else for him—a limited edition book of Dark spells, banned in most bookstores but hidden here behind a password-locked glass case. "He'll pretend not to be impressed," she murmurs, "but he'll read it cover to cover." Seraphina rolls her eyes and mutters, "You're both unwell."
Pandora, thoughtful and whimsical as ever, picks out a charm that attaches to Barty's broom handle—a wind direction rune, old magic, said to hum when the best current hits. "He flies like a hawk, but this'll make it sharper. He'll love it if he notices it."
For Evan, Seraphina actually shows a rare softness.
She buys a flask—sleek, obsidian-colored, spelled to keep its contents at a perfect temperature. "Not for Firewhisky," she clarifies, "just for the idea of it. He'll laugh. He's vain enough to carry it around just to be seen with it." She grumbles but wraps it carefully in charcoal tissue paper.
Cassiopeia chooses something sharper—a cufflink set made of obsidian and silver, made to change subtly depending on the wearer's mood.
Pandora, meanwhile, surprises everyone by selecting an expensive cologne—deep, musky, forest-heavy. "It's his favourite." she smiles warmly.
For Bill, they buy a shared gift: a deck of wizarding poker cards that reshuffle themselves mid-game, with hidden traps and clever puzzles built in. "Let's be honest," Nadine says, "he'll gamble and cheat and accuse others of sabotage. It'll be the best Christmas he's had."
Pandora adds a small charm for him—something to attach to his cloak pin that glows faintly when there is dark magic nearby. "Just in case." she says softly.
Next is Nadine's list, the longest by far.
For Remus, she selects a thick, soft jumper from Spindlewicks—a forest green wool blend that is charmed to resist stretching and smells faintly of cinnamon. She also adds a packet of tea from Madam Purl's Tea Emporium: soothing brews for winter nights, some even spelled for dreamless sleep.
For James, she finds a customized golden Snitch keychain—just big enough to fidget with and enchanted to dart around when tapped twice. "He'll lose it immediately and then spend a week chasing it down." she laughs.
For Phoebe, Nadine buys an embroidered velvet hair ribbon with a stardust shimmer and a miniature mirror that compliments the wearer in ten different languages.
Marlene gets a pair of high quality gloves—sleek, flameproof, and stylish—with an added protective enchantment. "They're really for punching." Nadine admits, and Cassiopeia snorts in approval.
For the Prewett twins, it is a matched set of prank scrolls from Zonko's—parchments that cast random illusions when opened. "We'll regret this." Pandora mutters. "Deeply."
And for Sirius, Cassiopeia finds something almost too perfect—a black leather wristband etched with tiny silver dog paws. She doesn't say much, just holds it for a while before quietly paying for it and slipping it into her satchel.
As they weave through the village, they pause to eat at a tiny corner café with frosted windows and floating candles over each booth. They sit at the largest table near the back, steaming mugs of cocoa and spiced cider clutched in their hands, scarves loosened and cheeks glowing from the cold. Brownie curls beneath the table, tail twitching sleepily against Nadine's boot.
While they eat, Pandora and Cassiopeia discuss what to get Regulus.
Cassiopeia picks out a polished ring box from a specialty shop nearby. Inside is a silver signet ring, elegant and traditional, engraved with his initials. It is tasteful, dignified, and a clear reminder of who he is. "He'll like it because it comes from me." she says, as if that is enough. It probably is.
Pandora chooses something softer: a thick leather-bound journal with blank pages that only reveal themselves to the writer. "He's quiet these days." she says gently. "He might write more. He deserves privacy." They both nod.
As for Severus, Seraphina spends the longest time searching.
She finally settles on a rare potions text—out of print, complex, and annotated in Latin. She finds it in the back corner of a shadowy bookstore that smells like dust and incense. She doesn't ask what it cost. "He'll read it," she mutters, "and pretend he's not impressed."
By the time they finish, their arms are aching, and their feet are frozen. They are loaded with bags, packages, and the sleepy warmth of a day well-spent. Brownie, still alert, mews gently and hops into Nadine's arms as the sky finally darkens fully.
"Are we done?" Seraphina asks, exasperated but content.
"Not yet." Nadine says with a bright smile. She slows and turns her head with a gleam in her eye. Her fingers gently tug at Cassiopeia's sleeve.
Cassiopeia doesn't need an explanation. She follows Nadine's gaze.
There it is—a new boutique, recently opened for the festival, nestled between the old wandmaker's stall and a coffee shop that smells like burnt toffee. Its window displays are alive with movement: gowns on mannequins twirl slowly, catching the low golden light. Fabrics shimmer with spellwork—silks that ripple like water, velvets so dark they seem bottomless, and gossamer overlays that sparkle like frost. The shop name glows faintly in calligraphy above the window: Chateau d'Étoiles.
Even Pandora gasps softly. "They're exquisite."
Seraphina falters just a step. "We don't have to—"
"We do. I want to check it out." Nadine interrupts gently. Her tone isn't bossy, just firm enough to leave no room for argument.
Inside, it is warm, with chandeliers mimicking floating lanterns and soft classical music playing in the background. The dresses hang in layers of magic and luxury—some corseted, some draped, all glowing with detail. There is not a single item that isn't made for grand entrances.
Cassiopeia leans toward Nadine as they begin weaving through racks. "She won't choose one if she thinks about the price."
"I know." Nadine murmurs. "We'll handle it."
"She must get the one she truly wants. I will get mine tailored anyway." Cassiopeia adds, inspecting a deep emerald gown. "I will send few to her if she doesn't accept."
Nadine nods and smiles softly. "I'll say it's from our Christmas list. It's the least she deserves."
They watch Seraphina pause by a gown tucked into the far side of the shop—dark purple, off the shoulder, with a waterfall of silver embroidery down the skirt like scattered stars. The bodice is fitted and sleek, and the back dips low in a swooping curve that balances elegance and edge.
Seraphina stares at it, fingers gently touching the hem.
"That one?" Nadine asks lightly, approaching her casually.
Seraphina startles. "No point."
"Why?" Nadine's voice is kind. "Just try it on."
"It's probably made to scream at me if I even breathe near it." Seraphina half-jokes, but her tone is defensive. "Let's try another shop. There's one near the post office with a decent rack."
"You love this one." Nadine says, not accusingly but almost dreamily, as if stating something inevitable. "You looked at it the way I look at raspberry tarts after exams. Come on. Just try it. You don't have to pick it."
Seraphina hesitates, clearly torn between pride and longing. "But—"
"No buts." Cassiopeia chimes in, walking over and pretending to fuss with the fabric. "We're just playing dress-up. Humor us."
With an eye-roll and a mutter about 'peer pressure,' Seraphina finally disappears into the changing room.
As soon as the curtain closes, the three girls snap into silent coordination.
Cassiopeia finds the price tag first. Her eyebrows raise just slightly—"It's hand-made."—but she says nothing more, slipping the tag behind the fabric so Seraphina won't see.
"I'll cover half." she says to Nadine.
"No. Split in thirds." Nadine whispers. "We'll tell her it's from all of us. No big presents otherwise—just socks and sweets."
Pandora frowns sweetly. "She'd do the same for us. It's only fair."
When Seraphina finally emerges, the room stills.
The dress fits her like prophecy—flawless, every line exact, every shimmer of starlight embroidery seeming to curve in deference to her body. Her black hair is piled loosely atop her head, cheekbones sharp, eyes dark, shoulders bared like marble and stormclouds.
Nadine's breath catches.
Cassiopeia whistles, low and impressed. "Oh, Seraphina. You look lethal."
"I think the dress is scared of you." Pandora murmurs, awe glowing on her face.
Seraphina tries to keep her face neutral, but her ears flush pink.
"Do you like it?" Nadine asks gently, the only one who dares to step closer.
Seraphina hesitates. "I—yes. But—"
"Then it's yours." Nadine says firmly. "That's your Christmas present. From all of us."
Seraphina blinks. "No. No, no, absolutely not."
"You're not getting anything else." Cassiopeia says, shrugging with false indifference. "So it's this or a Howler of affection. Choose wisely."
"We'll all pitch in." Pandora reassures. "We planned this."
"But it's—"
"Shut up, you look absolutely divine." Nadine says with a sudden burst of laughter, stepping forward to tug her gently by the arm. "You're wearing it to the wedding, and you're going to outshine everyone in the room. Merlin, you are so beautiful."
Seraphina stares at them for a long moment, lips parted slightly.
Then—quietly, awkwardly—she says, "Thanks."
"Don't get sentimental." Cassiopeia says, already moving toward the counter.
Nadine squeezes Seraphina's hand before letting go, their eyes meeting just for a second.
Brownie winds around Seraphina's feet and purrs in approval.
They step into the evening again with the dress carefully boxed and charmed for the journey. The wind has picked up, the stars above twinkling faintly in the growing dark. Brownie trots ahead. Their laughter follows, warm and sharp, rising into the cold air like firelight—fierce, gentle, unspoken proof of something rare and unbreakable.
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Steam hisses from the train as it comes to a final halt, curling around ankles like ghostly ribbons. The air is laced with the sound of trunks scraping against stone, owls hooting from cages, and excited calls from waiting parents.
The doors swing open, and a flood of students step down, some laughing, others bleary-eyed and shivering. Among them are Nadine, her hand gripping the handle of her trunk, Brownie perched proudly atop it. She walks with Barty at her side, their steps in sync, flanked by Evan, Pandora, Regulus, Cassiopeia, Seraphina, and Severus.
Cassiopeia is already adjusting the collar of her white coat while Regulus remains composed and alert beside her. Evan mutters something sarcastic about the cold, and Barty responds with a smirk. Pandora wraps her scarf tighter with mittened hands, eyes soft and smiling. Seraphina walks with her chin up, arms folded neatly across her chest. Severus is quiet but present, hands deep in his coat pockets, sharp eyes tracking the crowd.
Nadine scans the platform before they all begin peeling off toward their families.
"Cass." she says softly, stepping closer and throwing her arms around her.
Cassiopeia startles, then returns the hug—tight, firm, secretive. "Don't let your Father get to your head." she says, lips twitching. "Send me letters whenever you want."
Nadine laughs, "Don't worry about me. No one's like Mother Wal. Take care."
Cassiopeia smirks and turns toward Regulus. Without another word, she falls into step beside him, and they vanish into the thinning crowd like shadows dissipating.
Nadine stands for a second, watching. Her smile fades just slightly, then returns when her gaze lands on another familiar set of faces.
Sirius is just across, grinning as he joins the Potters. James claps him on the back, already talking fast and loud, while Peter trails behind, fumbling with his trunk. But it is Remus who draws Nadine's attention.
He is a little apart from them, shoulders hunched beneath a slightly too-large coat, one hand holding a worn bag, the other adjusting his scarf. There is something distant in his expression—like he is already preparing for a quiet holiday.
Without hesitation, Nadine rushes over, Brownie leaping gracefully from her trunk to follow.
"Oi, Lupin!" she calls, breath forming puffs as she grins. Remus looks up, startled, then softens as she reaches him.
"Nadine." he says, voice warm and a little hoarse from the cold. "Hey."
She throws her arms around him, holding tight. "I wanted to catch you since I didn't see you yesterday. Here."
From her bag, she pulls a neatly wrapped package—glowing faintly, keeping the contents safe and fresh.
"Don't open it until the 25th." she warns. "I'm serious. Or I'll hex you from wherever I am."
Remus chuckles. "You're terrifying. Thank you."
He tucks it carefully into his bag, eyes brighter than before, and pulls out another smaller package. "I have something for you too."
"Thank you. See you in two weeks." Nadine grins, gives him a mock salute, then turns back just as Seraphina steps beside her.
The two share a quick embrace.
"You really don't have to." Seraphina whispers, voice like silk.
"It's between me and him. Thanks again." Nadine murmurs softly, hugging her girl tightly.
"See you next term, Crouchling."
Severus waits a pace behind, silent and watchful. His gaze meets Nadine's—cool but not unkind. She smiles at him, and surprisingly, he nods once.
Then Seraphina joins him, and they melt into the crowd.
"Ready?" Barty says, suddenly beside her again, trunk hovering behind him. Brownie circles Nadine's boots once, then leaps gracefully into her arms, curling against her coat.
She nods, heart warm, eyes tired, cheeks pink.
The carriage rolls to a slow stop outside the wrought-iron gates of the Crouch estate—an imposing manor nestled just beyond the trees of Buckinghamshire, cloaked in gray stone and dignity. It is not the kind of place that boasts spires or gaudy fountains, but it breathes quiet, ancient wealth—precise topiary gardens, tall windows trimmed in iron, and a silence that echoes power.
The gates swing open with a low creak and crunching gravel meets their boots as Nadine and Barty step out. The sky is washed in faded gold and dove-gray, the horizon pale. The air smells of cold stone and damp earth. As soon as their shoes touch the drive, a sharp bark rings out—and then another.
"Ares!" Nadine laughs, just as the sleek forms bound from around the manor's side.
"Hades, you menace—" Barty says, grinning.
The two massive dogs sprint forward, lean and gleaming, tails wagging like weapons. Ares launches up first, placing his paws on Nadine's chest, licking her face shamelessly while she laughs and tries to hold her balance. Hades barrels into Barty's legs, nearly knocking him over. Both dogs are vibrating with excitement, snuffling their clothes, whining with joy. It is clear they have been waiting.
"I missed you too, boys." Nadine murmurs into Ares's warm fur, ruffling behind his ears. Brownie, still curled in her scarf, lifts her head and hisses with disdain.
The front door creaks open, and a soft pop echoes from within.
"Mistress Nadine... Master Bartemius." Winky squeaks, blinking nervously as she bows low at the top of the steps. "Winky is announcing—Madam Crouch, your children is being arrived!"
A flick of silk, and a shadow glides forward from the doorway. Mother appears, dignified and graceful in tailored robes of emerald and midnight blue. Her blonde hair is swept up elegantly, and her sharp cheekbones are warmed by a tender smile.
"My darlings." she says, and her arms open.
Nadine is first up the steps, into Mother's embrace. She hugs her daughter tightly, brushing her hair back with long, graceful fingers. She moves to Barty next, fixing his collar and kissing his cheek even as she inspects him for signs of carelessness or bruises.
"You both look pale." she remarks, but her tone is fond.
"We're fine." Barty says, brushing some fur from his sleeve. "The train was freezing."
"Come in. Leave your trunks in the hall. Winky will take them."
They step into the entry hall—dark wood paneling, lamps, and portraits that murmur greetings or nod as they pass. The warmth of the manor seeps into their bones as the door closes behind them. The scent of cinnamon and parchment lingers in the air, along with faint firewood smoke.
"Your father is in his office." Mother says as she removes her gloves and sets them on a silver dish by the coat stand. "You may go see him before dinner, but don't linger too long—he's in the middle of something important."
Nadine and Barty nod, exchanging a glance, and head upstairs.
The grand staircase curves upward in polished mahogany, the gallery lined with ancestral paintings—watchful-eyed Crouches in stiff collars and elegant robes. Their rooms are just down the corridor.
Brownie wastes no time. As Nadine opens the door, the fluffy creature leaps from her shoulder and immediately curls into her silken bed, letting out a satisfied meow before drifting off.
Nadine drops her coat across the armchair, runs a hand across her familiar desk, her shelves of books. Barty passes by her door and jerks his head—ready.
They walk together down the hall, then take the right turn at the corridor with the thick carpet, the heavy oaken door looming at the end.
Barty knocks once. A voice calls, "Enter."
The office is paneled in even darker wood, floor-to-ceiling bookshelves brimming with legal volumes, law codices, and old tomes in Latin. The fireplace is lit low behind the great oak desk. Behind it sits Father, quill in hand, pristine as always, his thin lips twitching at the corners as he looks up at his children.
Nadine and Barty step in, posture straight, the heavy door shutting behind them with a solid thud.
"One detention." he says flatly, tapping the parchment once. "One for you, Bartemius. And one rather disturbing report regarding your sister. You've both outdone yourselves this term."
Silence lingers a beat too long.
"I expect better." he says finally. His eyes are cold, hawkish, and razor-sharp. "We are not some common thugs. The Ministry already has enough eyes on our family, particularly with your generation making waves. And I am not in the mood to read about my son or daughter being dragged into crude nonsense with the likes of Carrows."
"They're the ones who—" Barty starts, voice tense, but Father raises a single hand.
"I did not ask for excuses." His voice is clipped, precise, unforgiving. "Do you think I didn't receive an owl from their father? Do you think the Ministry corridor hasn't been filled with whispers—'Crouch's children involved in another feud'? I had to walk into the Department of Magical Law Enforcement this week and act as though I wasn't hearing about it from a colleague at every turn."
He leans forward now, steepling his fingers. "Amycus claimed it was a competitive match. That tempers flared. That Nadine happened to be in the way of a Bludger he hit. He, of course, painted your detention as well, Bartemius, as some kind of petty retaliation—"
"It wasn't." Barty cuts in sharply, before he can stop himself.
Nadine glances sideways at her brother, clenching her hands into fists, but says nothing yet. Father narrows his eyes.
"Then what was it?"
Barty swallows hard. "It doesn't matter."
"Oh, it does. Because what I see," Father continues, voice like ice, "is my daughter spending five days in the Hospital Wing, and my son earning a record for confrontation. And what the world sees is House Crouch in some kind of back-alley brawl with the Carrows. That is not the image I've cultivated. That is not the standard I've demanded."
Nadine steps forward now, calm but firm. "Father. We handled it. You don't need to worry."
"I will always worry when I am left in the dark." he replies. "And if there's something going on between you and those two, I suggest you tell me now. Are you being targeted?"
There is a long pause.
"No." Nadine says, quietly. "Not like that."
Barty nods in agreement, but Father isn't convinced. He knows when they are hiding something—yet he also knows when he has hit a wall.
He sighs, adjusts the cuffs of his robes, and stands at last.
"I don't care what old bloodline the Carrows descend from. I don't care how many Sacred Twenty-Eight ancestors their father likes to name-drop in his letters. We do not stoop to that level. Ever. Do you understand me?"
"Yes, Father." they answer in unison.
He holds their gazes a beat longer. "If there's a situation I need to know about, I expect full honesty. Otherwise, I expect peace. And discipline."
Another heavy silence. Then, curtly:
"I would like to speak with Bartemius alone. About the wedding."
Nadine lifts a brow but says nothing. "Of course."
She gives her brother a glance and quietly steps back. The door clicks shut behind her as she walks back into the hall.
She descends slowly, her fingers ghosting over the polished banister as Father's lecture echoes in her mind, dull and heavy. Her jaw clenches slightly, her temple pulses, and though she wants to scream, cry, or roll her eyes all at once, she doesn't allow herself the luxury. It is not worth it. Not tonight.
Of course he doesn't understand. He never does, she thinks bitterly, brushing a strand of hair from her cheek as she reaches the marble-tiled floor. He hears the Carrows's side and assumes it ends there. Doesn't ask why Amycus nearly took her head off, or why Barty would get detention over nothing. No—of course not.
She exhales through her nose, forces herself to reset as she passes the lit hallway and steps into the dining room.
It is warm and glowing with soft lights floating near the ceiling. The long table is already set, and Winky is finishing the last touches with a delicate flick of her fingers, placing steaming platters of roasted vegetables, dishes of savory meats, and a golden pot of soup in the center.
Ares and Hades clatter across the floor in a rush, tails pointed, their sleek coats shining in the light. They dive to their silver bowls in the corner where Winky has placed their meals, and Brownie pads in behind them, meowing softly before curling into her velvet-padded basket. After they finish, the dogs paw at the back door and Winky lets them out with a fond wave, murmuring about how excited they are.
Nadine sits down at her usual seat, the one to the left of Mother's, and exhales deeply, rubbing her eyes and pinching the bridge of her nose in frustration. She doesn't say anything at first.
Mother, already seated and sipping a fine elderflower tisane, watches her with calm eyes. "Eat, dear." she says gently but firmly, placing her cup down. "You'll need your strength for tomorrow."
Nadine blinks, raising her head slowly. "Tomorrow?"
"We're leaving for Paris in the morning." Mother's voice has that soft lilt of restrained excitement. "To visit Grandmère. She asked for you especially. We'll stay through Christmas Eve, perhaps bit longer, depending on your father's schedule."
At that, Nadine finally allows herself a small, real smile. "Louis will be there?"
"He arrived two days ago." Mother confirms, cutting into a tender piece of roast. "And yes, before you ask—Clémence, Alexandre, and even your great-uncle Sylvain will be there."
Nadine feels her shoulders ease slightly. Paris. Grandmother. Louis. A piece of home she hasn't had in months. She hasn't told him about the incident. Their last letters were light, playful, and affectionate, nothing heavy. She had wanted to keep it that way—clean and untouched.
"Did the things I ordered arrive?" she asks suddenly, remembering.
Mother dabs the corner of her lips with a napkin. "Winky placed them in your room. I assume the large parcel is from Madame Célestine?"
Nadine's eyes flicker just briefly. "Yes. Just... new clothes. For me. And Barty. Some things for Father too."
She keeps her voice smooth, eyes down as she spoons a bit of soup into her bowl, not wanting to linger on the lie.
A moment later, Father and Barty enter. Barty is more relaxed now—hands in pockets, expression softening as he sees the food.
They sit, and the table fills with clinking silver and warm conversation. Father asks about the term in vague tones, avoiding any mention of the Carrows.
Nadine lets it go as well, for now. She talks with Barty about plans for Paris, about the gifts they still need to wrap, about which of their cousins might annoy them first. Brownie shifts in her basket and lets out a soft purr, ears twitching in the glow of the fire.
She rushes to her room, her footsteps soft against the polished floors as she crosses into the secondary room—a converted dressing chamber.
She pushes the door open and exhales when she sees them: carefully stacked boxes, each wrapped with care by Winky under her strict instructions. Gold and silver trims glint under the lamplight, twinkling over the name tags to prevent tampering. She kneels gracefully and unties the ribbon on one package, smiling as the delicate tissue rustles.
The first box holds her gift for Seraphina—a sleek, high-quality leather-bound notebook, fireproof, dragon-scale textured, and self-organizing. Its pages can sort notes by species, terrain, danger level, and even include diagrams and folding maps. There is also a rare scale from a Chinese Fireball, sealed in glass, for inspiration.
The second gift is for Cassiopeia. A sleek potion kit in obsidian and emerald tones—highly exclusive—complete with rare vials, and an imported crystal stirring rod.
Next, she unwraps the soft silver paper for Pandora's gift: a handmade celestial globe, delicate and glassy, which shows star alignments and planetary movements from any date in the past thousand years. The constellations glow in soft lilac and blue, shifting as the globe turns. Nadine adds a little card, "For the stargazer who always sees beyond."
She gently pulls out the present for Louis—a beautiful medallion etched with healing runes from ancient Greece, designed to amplify steady flow during difficult procedures. Alongside it, she packs a tiny jar of soothing balm. He will know it is from her even before he reads the tag.
And then—she pauses. The large box in the corner.
Wrapped in black paper, tied with a slim silver ribbon. The tag has only one name: Severus.
She doesn't touch the ribbon. She only runs a finger across the edge of the box, smiling softly, eyes a little distant. The wrapping is perfectly neat. Inside is something she has been working on for weeks.
"I hope you like it." she whispers, fingertips brushing the lid. "I really hope you do."
She gathers the rest of the presents and moves them to the pile meant for owling—carefully organizing them for early delivery tomorrow. Then she heads into her bedroom, peels off the dress, and changes into her soft cotton pajama set, light pink with lace at the sleeves.
As she lays down, she lets out a long breath, sinking into the mattress. One hand drapes across her stomach and the other rests lightly over her left side. The sheets smell like home. She stares at the ceiling in silence, letting the stillness settle into her body.
She doesn't notice the door creak open at first, but soft footsteps pad across the room.
"Miss Nadine?" comes Winky's gentle voice. "Do you be needing anything else?"
Nadine turns her head and smiles. "No, thank you, Winky. Good night."
Winky nods and vanishes. Mother appears in the doorway, wrapped in her robe, hair swept into an elegant bun. She walks over without a word, brushes a hand over Nadine's forehead, and leans down to kiss her there.
"Good night, ma chère." she whispers.
"Night, Maman." Nadine murmurs.
Then, just as she is drifting toward sleep, the door creaks again and Barty peeks in. He walks over, looks at her for a moment without speaking, then simply says, "You okay?"
She nods. "I'm fine. Just tired."
He doesn't push. "Don't oversleep, slug."
"I won't."
He squeezes her hand once, then walks out, the door clicking shut behind him.
Nadine closes her eyes, her breath slowing. For the first time in weeks, she feels safe enough to let go. Sleep takes her softly.
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The Duvivier residence, where Mother was raised before marrying Father. Though not ostentatious, the townhouse is unmistakably old, refined—four stories high, with ivy-draped limestone walls, lanterns that flicker softly in the dawn mist, and balconies wrought in delicate ironwork blooming with ghostly winter roses.
Inside, it hums with the soft elegance of a lineage that values grace, order, and a quiet kind of power. Floating candles drift lazily near the ceiling, portraits of stern but kind witches and wizards glance up from their books as the Crouches pass. The drawing room is already alive—filled with soft chatter, the tinkling of tea cups, and the crackling of a large fireplace that smells faintly of cinnamon and cedar.
It is Christmas Eve, and the house is full.
Madame Amarante Duvivier, Nadine and Barty's grandmother, is a tall, dignified woman in her late eighties, her white hair swept into a chignon, robes deep maroon embroidered with silver thread. She waves lightly with her wand as she commands the kitchen like a general—pot-roast duck glistening with rosemary and orange peel, root vegetables peeling themselves, and floating trays of hors d'oeuvres weaving between excited children and cousins.
"Pas trop de chocolat avant le dîner!" she scolds one small boy trying to sneak a truffle. (No chocolate before dinner!)
"Oui, Grand-mère." the child mumbles guiltily, hiding the evidence behind his back. (Yes, Grandmother.)
Nadine and Barty are ambushed by a dozen cousins—some older, some still toddling. Nadine bends to hug little Élodie, a four-year-old with bouncing curls and a squeaky laugh, while Barty is dragged into a snowball duel in the courtyard, where snowflakes drift lazily through the air despite the clear skies overhead.
Inside, Lucille, their older cousin, is tuning a piano in the parlor as her father, Oncle Henri, floats in bottles of vin magique and arranges the bar. The aroma of mulled wine, garlic, and sugared almonds wafts through every room. Two toddlers are chasing Brownie, who is remarkably patient, while Ares and Hades trot proudly, occasionally accepting pats from small hands.
The grand dining table is beginning to set itself: long and gleaming under floating candles, laid with white-and-gold plates, hand-painted goblets, and a garland centerpiece of fir branches and golden holly. The name cards flicker with shifting calligraphy, glowing faintly as they settle into their spots.
"Attention! Pas de baguettes à table ce soir, sauf pour les toasts!" Grandmother calls. (No wands at the table tonight, except for toasts!)
Cousins are setting platters, gifts sneak beneath the glowing tree in the corner, and the aroma of duck, sugared pears, and freshly baked bread fills the house. Nadine glances toward Barty, who is helping one of the younger boys levitate a wrapped present onto the pile, a smile softening his features. Mother enters with a tray of tiny pastries, kisses both her children on the cheek, and says softly, "C'est bien d'être ici, non?" (It's good to be here, isn't it?)
Nadine smiles and nods, heart swelling. Yes. It is.
Father, tall and composed in his deep navy formal robes, steps out from the study with Henri, the two of them engaged in a low discussion. Father's voice is clipped, his tone more serious. There is a furrow in his brow Nadine recognizes—it means he is talking politics. Henri nods thoughtfully, gesturing with his glass as they make their way toward the main parlor.
Then the bell rings—clear and chiming through the walls like a spell—and a voice rings out from the kitchen, strong and sure.
"Les LeBlancs sont arrivés!" (The LeBlancs are here!)
The room stirs.
Nadine jolts up, her heart leaping. She brushes invisible dust off her blue dress, and without waiting for anyone else, races to the front of the house, slippers tapping against the warm wood of the hallway floors. Her fingers curl eagerly around the heavy brass door handle, and she flings it open into the cold night.
There they are.
Monsieur and Madame LeBlanc stand tall and smiling, cloaked in fine travel robes of deep hunter green and dark copper, their cheeks pink from the evening air. Behind them, a light keeps their coats dry and their boots clean. They are dignified, warm, and familiar.
"Bonsoir, Nadine." Madame LeBlanc says with a warm smile and open arms.
Nadine hugs them both with genuine affection. "Bienvenue, I'm so glad you're here."
They step aside, and there he is.
Louis.
He is taller—definitely taller—and leaner, his jaw more defined since the summer. His curls are wind-tossed, and his eyes soften immediately when he sees her. Nadine doesn't say anything at first. She simply runs to him, throws her arms around his neck, and he lifts her just slightly off the ground as he hugs her back, burying his face in her shoulder.
She pulls away, eyes narrowing playfully. "I missed you."
"I missed you too." he says.
She blinks, impressed. "You've been practicing."
Louis shrugs modestly, but the faint blush gives him away. "I had to. Means a lot—coming from you."
She nudges his shoulder before guiding him inside, calling out, "Ils sont là !" (They're here!) as they move into the salon. Mother and Father rise to greet them with warm, formal welcomes, while Grandmother swoops in to kiss both of Louis's cheeks.
Louis joins Barty and Nadine near the fireplace. The boys exchange a firm handshake and a half-smile.
Nadine tilts her head. "And Charles?"
Louis leans back a little. "Late, of course. He was in a lab. Something about a case study on blood curses."
Barty grimaces. "Pleasant."
Nadine snorts. "Still obsessed with his theory?"
"He's deep in it now." Louis says, amused. "He says it's to better understand how to heal what the Ministry classifies as 'irreversible.' He's intense."
"Nothing's changed, then." she teases, before her gaze softens. "And you? How's Beauxbatons?"
Louis smiles more earnestly. "Healing's everything I hoped. We've started shadowing at clinics. First years usually just observe, but I got to assist during a burn case. I thought of you."
Her heart swells. "We've started basics too, but Hogwarts is... different. More focused on theory this year."
They lean in close, trading quiet thoughts about their professors, their dormitories, their subjects. It is only when Barty clears his throat that they notice the food arriving at the long dining table. Plates of chapon rôti (roasted capon), pommes dauphinoises (creamy baked potatoes), glazed carrots, roasted chestnuts, and bûche de Noël (Yule log cake) line the table in elegant silver trays.
Nadine slips into her seat beside Barty, who is watching her with a mixture of affection and exasperation. Louis takes the place beside her. Across the table, young cousins chatter in rapid French, candles flicker against glassware, and warmth pulses through the home like something ancient and sacred.
The silverware clinks softly, and laughter weaves in between bites of roasted chestnuts and buttery pommes dauphinoises. Nadine smiles, cheeks glowing slightly from the cozy atmosphere—but she remains vigilant, watching everyone's words, posture, and glances.
Across the table, Madame LeBlanc dabs the corner of her lips with a silk napkin, then leans forward a little, her voice filled with warmth as she speaks carefully.
"Vous deux, comme vous avez grandi."
(You two, how you've grown.)
She smiles between Nadine and Barty, then lets her gaze settle on Nadine.
"Vraiment, Nadine, quel dommage que tu n'aies pas continué à l'université de Beauxbâtons avec Louis. Vous auriez été les meilleurs guérisseurs ensemble."
(Truly, Nadine, what a shame you didn't continue at Beauxbatons University with Louis. You two would have been the best healers together.)
Nadine freezes for a second, the fork hovering above her plate. She knows it is meant kindly, and still her stomach clenches. Next to her, Louis lets out a small awkward laugh, dipping his head.
Before she can respond, Grandmother gives an approving nod.
"Ils vont bien ensemble, non ? Très beaux."
(They go well together, don't they? Very handsome.)
There is a beat of silence—just enough for the words to ring.
Nadine laughs softly, tight and practiced. Her shoulders stiffen, but she pushes out a playful glance toward Louis, who offers her a crooked, sheepish smile.
"Merci, Grandmère. C'est gentil."
(Thank you, Grandmother. That's kind.)
But her voice is lighter than she feels. Her mind stirs with quiet frustration—why must closeness always be assumed to mean romance?
She takes a sip of her wine, letting it linger on her tongue.
Then Monsieur LeBlanc speaks, in a tone so casual it is worse.
"Eh bien, peut-être qu'ils finiront ensemble, n'est-ce pas, Bartemius ?"
(Well, maybe they'll end up together, right, Bartemius?)
Her fork drops softly onto her plate.
Father, with that unnervingly composed smile, replies:
"Je ne dirais pas non."
(I wouldn't say no.)
That does it.
Nadine looks at Father, jaw tightening slightly. They lock eyes—his meaning is clear.
She answers with a tight-lipped smile, sharp and shining like glass.
"Je préfère me concentrer sur mes études."
(I prefer to focus on my studies.)
She lifts her glass delicately and adds, her tone light and innocent:
"But thank you all for the kind ideas about my future."
Louis lets out a breath, almost a laugh, and she kicks his ankle gently under the table, catching his grateful glance.
"Alors, Louis," she turns to him, eyes gleaming, "tu voulais me parler de cette clinique que tu as visitée?"
(So, Louis, you wanted to tell me about that clinic you visited?)
He nods quickly, happy to follow her lead. "Oui, à Bordeaux—ils utilisent une méthode pour le traitement du venin de chimère..."
(Yes, in Bordeaux—they're using a method to treat chimera venom...)
The conversation flows again, diverted like a stream around a stone.
But inside, Nadine simmers quietly. She is used to this: the well-placed words masked as compliments, the way others try to shape her future like glass being blown into form. But she is not glass. She will choose who she stands beside.
And it won't be because someone decided she 'looked good' doing so.
The soft chime of the clock in the hall echoes just as the front door opens again. Snowflakes drift lazily in behind Charles, brushing against his long black coat and the tousled strands of his hair. He is taller than Louis, broader too, with the sort of quiet intensity that makes people move aside when he enters a room.
"Salut tout le monde. Joyeux Noël." (Hello everyone. Merry Christmas.) His voice is smooth and low, but warm.
"Charles!" Nadine grins and crosses the room, wrapping her arms around him in a brief but affectionate hug. "We were wondering if you'd arrive before the presents." she teases.
Charles smirks. "I wouldn't miss it."
He joins the adults at the table for a delayed dinner, while laughter and giggles bubble from the next room as the children run about, trailing ribbons.
In the corner of the parlor, Ares and Hades now wear sparkly pink bows around their collars, entirely unimpressed but too well-trained to move unless commanded. Barty, leaning against the wall with a slice of caramel tart in hand, raises a brow and mutters with an exaggerated drawl, "Excellent. Just what I wanted—my war hounds looking like holiday cupcakes."
Nadine laughs aloud, her voice dancing through the room, as Brownie hides beneath the piano bench, peeking cautiously at a toddler waddling past with a candy cane.
The older cousins have gathered near the fire, playing cards that shimmer when someone wins. Nadine sits cross-legged on a rug, laughing as Louis tries—and fails—to bluff Barty.
Then the inevitable happens.
"On peut ouvrir les cadeaux maintenant ?" (Can we open presents now?) a chorus of small voices pleads.
Nadine looks at the adults; they exchange smiles and nods. "Allez-y." (Go ahead.)
The younger ones tear into bright paper, gasps of delight and little squeals filling the air. Wrapping paper flies. One child runs past with a plush Hippogriff held like a trophy.
Some of the toddlers, tired from sugar and excitement, curl up on laps or sprawl beside the fire, fast asleep. Their parents gather their things quietly, offering kisses and whispered goodnights, and soon the room has thinned to only the older cousins and the few staying behind.
It is near midnight now. The air holds a hush, like something sacred is about to happen.
"Joyeux Noël," Grandmother says softly, lifting a glass. "Il est minuit." (It's midnight.)
Nadine smiles. Barty grins and drags a few boxes forward. "Alright, what have we got?"
Nadine unwraps her presents carefully, fingers peeling away the golden and crimson ribbon from one box first—a thick parcel from Cassiopeia. Inside, nestled in black velvet, is an intricate stasis pouch, designed to keep healing potions preserved and portable even through cursed environments.
"Merlin." Nadine whispers, eyes wide. "She said she'd keep it practical. This is—" She swallows, touched and a little breathless. "—expensive."
From the Rosiers, she unwraps a custom vial set made from polished obsidian and spelled glass, elegantly labeled with her initials in delicate gold script. Each is warded against dark magic—ideal for field work. She is speechless.
From Seraphina, the package is wrapped simply in brown paper and tied with pink ribbon. Inside, a small dragon-shaped brooch, its tail curling protectively around a tiny vial that can be filled with elixirs. It even warms to the touch.
Nadine holds it close, smiling. "Thank you."
Barty opens his gifts, and his grin grows wide while he unwraps. Especially the one from Cassiopeia.
"Brilliant." he mutters, flipping through the journal. "Absolutely brilliant."
Then, Louis hands Nadine a small, square box, the size of a snitch. She raises an eyebrow, gently pulling at the deep burgundy silk.
Inside, nestled in silver satin, lies a necklace. The chain is fine and gold, delicate but strong. The pendant is a lion, simple and elegant, with ruby eyes that flicker faintly with warmth.
She gasps, fingers brushing it.
"For your house," he murmurs softly, "and for your heart."
Her breath catches. She can't speak.
Louis steps closer. "May I?" he says, lifting the necklace gently.
She turns, brushing her hair aside. His fingers are warm as he clasps it behind her neck, the pendant settling against her collarbone like it belongs there.
When she turns to face him, she is smiling—truly, deeply.
"Merci, Louis." she whispers. "C'est magnifique." (Thank you, Louis. It's beautiful.)
He smiles, soft and quiet.
Soon, the LeBlancs gather their things, despite Grandmother's insistence they stay the night.
"Vous êtes les bienvenus ici, toujours." (You're always welcome here.)
"Merci, Madame." Monsieur LeBlanc says warmly. "Mais on ne veut pas déranger." (But we don't want to intrude.)
They exchange hugs and soft goodbyes at the door. Louis lingers, hands in his coat pockets, eyes finding Nadine's.
"Forget what they said." he murmurs. "You know them."
She gives a quiet laugh, nodding.
"See you in the morning?"
She nods again.
And when the door finally closes behind them, Nadine exhales, back pressed against the wood, eyes fluttering closed.
She walks slowly down the quiet corridor, candle in hand, the wax forming pale tears down the brass holder as she turns the doorknob to her old bedroom.
The moment the door creaks open, the scent of her childhood rushes forward—lavender, parchment, and aged cedar. The room is exactly as she left it. Not a curtain out of place.
Her eyes sweep across the space, catching at the soft blue and cream walls, the neatly made bed tucked under a pointed window, and the slightly worn rug where she used to sit cross-legged for hours reading.
There is her first toy dragon, still perched on the bookshelf, its velvet wings half-flopped over from years of love. Her old uniform hangs in the wardrobe, sleeves a little shorter now. On one shelf, a row of books in different languages—spell theory, herbology, poetry, and a tattered copy of 'Les Contes de Beedle le Barde'—waits quietly, as though expecting her to pick it up.
Near the wardrobe, a pair of white figure skates dangles from a golden hook. She used to beg Grandmother to take her to the lake every winter. And propped neatly against the corner is her first broomstick, the handle still scuffed from the time she fell straight into the lilac hedge behind the greenhouse.
She walks across the room slowly, fingertips drifting lightly over each object, as though afraid touching them too hard might make them vanish.
She steps to the window and gently unlatches it, pushing it open with a quiet creak. Cold air kisses her cheeks as she leans out slightly, elbows resting on the sill. The wind rustles her hair, bringing with it the faint scent of pine and frost.
Above her, the sky stretches wide and deep, stars glittering against velvet black. The moon is nearly full, silver and round, casting a glow across the countryside.
Nadine hugs her arms around herself. She wonders what her friends are doing now. If they liked their presents, if he accepted his.
And then, her thoughts drift where they always seem to when things go still.
Severus.
Her hand rises, fingers gently twirling the pendant. But her mind is far away, her heart elsewhere—on dark eyes, on sleek hair, on the way he sometimes looks at her, on the quiet of his voice when it isn't sharp.
She blushes, her skin warm despite the cold. There is no one around to see. Just the stars and her.
She closes her eyes, head resting against the wooden frame. Her lips curl into a small smile.
Softly, barely above a whisper, she murmurs into the night:
"Merry Christmas, Prince."
The wind stirs gently, carrying her words out into the moonlight.
And for a moment, she lets herself believe he hears it.
Chapter Text
Christmas had never instilled much excitement in the Snape household. It arrived each year as a grim formality—an occasion merely endured rather than celebrated. Whatever ideals the holiday is meant to embody—family, festivity, belief, or cheer—stand in stark contrast to the reality known by the Snape siblings.
Their lives are defined by a persistent bleakness: a cycle of sorrow, bitterness, and despair that echo through the cold halls of the house. After all, that was the nature and order ruled by their parents.
For Seraphina and Severus, misery is the norm. It is all they had ever known. School breaks were never a source of joy for them; rather, they marked a reluctant return to the very place both siblings longed so desperately to escape. It was a reminder that, no matter how far they drifted from its grasp, the cold, familiar dread would always await them.
Perhaps that was why, when Seraphina was sent to Durmstrang, it felt like a break out of a cage. A luxury they could never afford—the possibility of freedom.
Severus had understood. She would never have left if he hadn't given his blessing. It took a long while to convince her. There was regret in her departure, of course, but also a space to hope. Severus bore the burden alone, an offering to give his sister a chance at a life untouched by cruelty. Seraphina never forgot the cost.
And then, something changed.
Eileen left Tobias.
It was a departure not from strength, but from exhaustion. And for her children, it is a chance: a change they had once thought impossible.
Seraphina found a modest but warm apartment in a neighborhood far removed from the dark gloom of Spinner's End. It isn't grand, but it is hers, and more importantly, it is far from the ghost of the past. The truth isn't that she disdains the old place—some part of her will always feel tethered to it, painfully so—but rather that she fears she might lose herself entirely if she ever returns for more than a fleeting visit. Madness lingers in those walls like mold in the corners: quiet, insidious, inescapable.
Severus stayed with Seraphina on a few occasions, whenever the suffocating walls became too much to bear. It is something she always offers him without hesitation—a space to breathe, to find solace.
This time, they didn't return to Spinner's End.
For the first time, the Snape family—what remained of it—chose not to gather in the crumbling house. Instead, they came together in Seraphina's apartment. It was an agreement: that if this new beginning is to mean anything at all, it can't begin in the ruins of the old life.
Seraphina's flat, though modest in size, holds a strange and somber charm. The walls are lined with books—old volumes with cracked spines and gold-lettered titles, heavy drapes in deep shades of aubergine soften the outside light, giving the rooms a perpetual twilight.
Various candles flicker from iron sconces and mismatched candelabras, casting shadows across dark wood floors and overstuffed armchairs draped with velvet and knitted blankets.
At the heart of the sitting room stands a small fireplace, its stone hearth chipped but clean, the fire within it crackling softly. It fills the space with warmth, both physical and emotional. The mantle above is simple—adorned with a few dried flowers and an antique clock that ticks faintly, as though counting borrowed time.
There are little signs of her inner world in every corner: a gramophone humming faint classical melodies, dried flowers hanging upside-down from the ceiling beams, crystals on the window sills, a raven-feather quill resting beside a stack of parchment...
In one corner of the room, near the window where what little light filters in can touch her work, lay the signs of Seraphina's passions: a worn easel stained with pigment, jars of paintbrushes and charcoal sticks arranged in delicate chaos, and stacks of thick parchment bearing graphite and ink sketches.
Dragons, in particular, appear again and again in her artwork: some majestic and winged, others serpentine and ancient, coiled in slumber or mid-flight. Thestrals haunt her pages in spectral grace too. Dementors loom in others—drifting across the parchment like shadows torn loose from the void.
It isn't merely fascination; it is familiarity. Seraphina knew darkness her entire life, and in her art, she gives it form—elegant, unsettling, and strangely beautiful.
Scattered about were a few subtle tokens of that fascination: a bronze dragon-shaped candleholder on a shelf, a dragon claw bookmark nestled in a book on symbology, and a delicate scale—iridescent and clearly real—resting inside a glass dome like a relic.
It is, in some strange way, the kind of home none of them had ever known. And for a few days, at least, it is enough.
"Are you ready, Severus?" Seraphina asks quietly.
They stand just outside the building, coats drawn tight against the air. The street is silent, except for the distant hum of the city. Seraphina holds the keys in one gloved hand, poised but unmoving.
Severus hesitates.
He glances at the door, as though its frame marks more than just an entrance—a threshold between what was and what might be. This can go one of two ways: tolerable, or catastrophically wrong. And yet, standing there beneath the streetlamp's flicker, he finds himself clinging—cautiously—to a fragment of hope.
It isn't hatred that sits between them and Eileen. It is the absence of choice, the years of silence, the slow erosion of their childhoods under Tobias's rule while she remained, anchored by something neither of them ever fully understood. They don't fault her for surviving. But they had been forced to survive beside her, with no escape of their own, and that wound runs deep.
Can this be a beginning? A chance at something resembling a proper family?
They aren't sure.
But as Seraphina turns the key, her fingers trembling just slightly, and Severus steps in beside her, they both carry the same quiet yearning they had once whispered beneath blankets as children: not for perfection, but for peace.
The door creaks open slowly, and there she stands.
Eileen. For a long moment, she only looks at them, as though afraid to breathe, her eyes glossy with sorrow and something unfamiliar, even to them. The way she gazes at them now makes the time apart feel like an eternity. She seems smaller than they remember, thinner, but there is a softness in her face, a vulnerability that had never been there before.
Seraphina is the first to break the silence, her gaze softening, her breath steady. "Mum..."
Eileen's lips tremble, and before either of them can say more, she steps forward, her arms opening as if instinctively reaching out for what she had longed for but never thought she would have again. The guilt, lost of time, everything they had carried between them—hang heavy in the space. But in that moment, all of it seems to collapse around them, like dust in the face of something else—something she had always wanted to give, but never knew how.
"I... I've missed you both so much." Eileen whispers, her voice catching on the words as she pulls them close. Her arms wrap around Seraphina first, and then around Severus, her grip tight and almost desperate.
Seraphina stands stiff at first, her own emotions flickering like a flame about to be extinguished, unsure whether to return the embrace. It is a strange thing, to be held by the woman who had once been so absent, so distant. But slowly, she lets the years slip away, closes her eyes and allows herself to feel something she hadn't in so long.
Severus remains still, the moment pressing against him like a physical thing. He had never been one for open displays of affection, and yet, here is his mother, offering him the one thing he had wanted most as a child but had never dared to ask for. Her arms around him are tentative, as if unsure whether she has the right to hold him after everything. He hesitates, and then, feeling the ache of so many unsaid things, he finally allows himself to return her embrace, just slightly.
Eileen's breath shudders against his shoulder as she whispers, "I'm sorry. I am so sorry for everything."
Seraphina's heart twists at the sound, but she doesn't pull away. Neither does Severus.
As they sit together in the dimly lit living room, the conversation flows effortlessly, a rare ease between them. Eileen seems to have a lightness about her now. She asks questions with genuine curiosity, listening intently as they speak of their lives, their struggles, and their triumphs.
She explains the years they had missed, the changes in her life, her own struggles, and the quiet battle of finding herself again. For the first time, it feels as though the woman they remember returned, not just in body, but in spirit—a mother who is truly present with them.
As they continue talking, Eileen's voice softens slightly, as though unsure whether to share this new piece of news. "I... I actually found a job." she says, glancing up at them with a spark of pride. "At the Ministry. In the Department of Magical Education, specifically within the Potions division."
She gives a small, reluctant smile. "It's a good position, one I was lucky to get through a connection with Professor Slughorn. I've been working as an assistant to the Potion Master there, helping with research and developing new potion formulations. It's not glamorous, but it's a stable role, and it's given me more than just financial freedom—it's given me purpose again."
Seraphina and Severus exchange a quiet glance, surprised but pleased. She isn't just making ends meet—she is carving out a future for herself, one she can hold onto with both hands.
"I never thought I'd be in a position to start over," Eileen continues, her voice steady but carrying an emotion that isn't quite joy but something close—gratitude, maybe, or relief, "but it's a step. And it means I can finally do something for you both, something that feels... right." There is a pause as her gaze softens, her eyes meeting theirs. "For the first time in a long while, I feel like I'm moving forward. And... I was finally able to... Buy something for you two. For tomorrow." Her eyes glisten with a layer of tears that doesn't drop.
"I'm... proud of you." Seraphina says softly, her voice sincere. She steps forward, wrapping her arms around Eileen in a warm, unexpected hug. It is the kind of moment she had longed for—hearing the words she had prayed for. For her, understanding her mother is a different experience than it was for Severus. While they both share anger and resentment, Seraphina's connection to Eileen is rooted in a womanly understanding that Severus can't fully grasp.
As they pull apart, Seraphina smiles gently. "I think you've found your strength again."
Eileen blinks back tears, nodding silently, and the space between them feels filled with something new: hope.
Severus breaks the silence, his voice low and measured. "I'm not sure 'pride' is the word I would use." he says, his gaze lingering on his mother. "But... it's a good start." His words are laced with years of neglect, frustration, and unresolved bitterness. But there is something in his tone, small but unmistakable, that softens the edges of his usual cynicism. "I suppose... for now, that's all we can ask for."
The conversation begins to shift as the evening wears on, a new, almost festive energy taking hold. Eileen's voice, light and relaxed, floats over the room as she casually mentions the presents for tomorrow. It is Christmas Eve now, and there is the hum of holiday spirit in the air.
Seraphina begins listing the gifts she had thoughtfully picked out for the people who matter most to her. "Nadine and Cass are getting something special." she muses, her lips curling into a small, private smile. "I've got them something personal." She pauses, then continues, "Evan, Barty and Bill—there's something for each of them. In all honesty, I splurged a bit—I was careful about saving this past year, and who better to spend it on than them?" In reality, the extra galleons she had was the carefully, originally collected amount for their potential wedding attire.
Severus, leaning against the doorframe, listens quietly, his arms crossed, his expression unreadable, though there is a flicker of something in his eyes as she mentions him. He says nothing, but the hint of a smile tugs at the corner of his mouth.
And for a moment, the holiday seems less like an obligation and more like something they can still embrace—something they can still cherish.
Seraphina carefully selected a stunning, custom-made healer's kit for Nadine, soft, rose-tinted leather, with intricate silver embossing of healing symbols and delicate vine patterns. Inside, it contains rare magical herbs, vials of potent healing potions she and Cassiopeia made, and bandages that are self-cleaning and will rapidly mend cuts and bruises with a touch. Among the vials are a few soft pink potions, each imbued to ease emotional wounds or encourage peaceful sleep for patients.
Nestled beside the crystal is an old, worn spellbook with a soft, velvety cover containing rare, ancient healing techniques, some of which hadn't been used in centuries. The pages are infused to update with new healing spells whenever discoveries are made. Nadine can easily add to the book herself, as it will absorb her own notes and findings over time.
It is a gift set Seraphina had been working on for at least half a semester, carefully piecing it together in between classes and long nights in the library—hoping, above all, to bring Nadine a sense of being seen, supported, and deeply valued in her specialization.
For Cassiopeia, Seraphina put together a sleek, obsidian-toned potioneer's kit, etched with subtle star charts and alchemical symbols that shimmer faintly in silver. Inside are custom-blown potion vials, each tinted with a soft constellation-like pattern that moves gently across the glass. Tucked alongside is a small star map scroll that updates in real time with planetary alignments.
For Pandora, Seraphina gifted a delicate glass sphere, the size of a plum, filled with slow-swirling mist and tiny starlight that drift and shimmer like thoughts. When held, the orb hums faintly, aligning to the bearer's intuition.
She called it a Thoughtcatcher, made with help from an old Divination text and laced with her own spells. A tool, or a toy—Seraphina isn't sure. But she knows Pandora will understand it immediately, and love it just the same.
Seraphina's thoughts drift to Regulus.
First—there is the lingering uncertainty of their relationship. They are in the same group, and he is an exemplary Captain, a brilliant student. Yet, their interactions leave her unsure whether they hate each other's guts or not.
Second—what can she possibly gift him? Someone who has everything and seems unimpressed by most things.
Despite her hesitation, Seraphina couldn't shake the urge to give him something. It will be awkward if she does, and awkward if she doesn't. She eventually decided on a sketchbook, something he can't simply buy—a personal creation. She spent weeks making it herself, filling the pages with detailed drawings: dark arts symbols, complex runes, dark creatures and sketches of shadowy landscapes.
There is only one portrait of him, taken from a quiet observation in class, capturing the sharp angles of his face and the intensity of his gaze. It is raw and unpolished, unlike anything he will typically admire, yet it captures a side of him she never fully understands, but always finds fascinating. In delicate cursive handwriting on the other side of the paper, she wrote the meaning of his name—"Little King."
An addition is a pin she made to accompany the book. It is a small, celestial design—a dark silver pin in the shape of a crescent moon, cradling a small, intricate star.
As she looks at the pin and the book, pride and apprehension fill her. She had poured time and effort into both, wanting to offer him something no one else can, something that acknowledges his unique background. But as much as she wishes to give it to him, Seraphina hesitates. Will he see it as too personal, too forward? The idea of offering it makes her feel vulnerable, and for the first time, she wonders if some things are better left unsaid. The gift is ready, but she can't bring herself to give it.
Christmas morning unfolds quietly, and the apartment, bathed in the soft light, feels different—familiar, yet new. It isn't perfect, but it is real. The air is filled with soft laughter, the crinkling of wrapping paper, and the occasional clink of tea cups.
Seraphina and Severus exchange smiles over the gifts they give one another—both thoughtful, both meaningful.
Severus quietly hands Seraphina a carefully wrapped box. Inside is a rare, limited edition, dark leather tome on dragons and dark magic, with symbols of coiled dragons etched on the cover. As she flips through, she finds the last pages filled with spells he created specifically for her—some of them based on his own work, like Sectumsempra, refined for more controlled use, alongside other dark arts and spells tailored to her skills.
He gives her a hug and a smile, as the gesture speaks for itself.
But it is when Severus stares at Nadine's gift that the room falls silent for a moment. Seraphina knows what it is and watches as he studies it in silence. For a moment, he seems lost in thought, the intensity of his gaze sweeping across the room. Seraphina's chest tightens with a mix of emotions.
Severus sits still, his expression hardening as he glances at it. His fingers twitch, betraying his discomfort as he hesitates, eyeing the neatly wrapped box with a sense of unease.
"I don't want to." he mutters, voice tight, but sterile. He refuses to touch the box as if it is something repulsive. His eyes flick briefly to Seraphina, a defensive edge to his gaze. "I won't accept this."
Seraphina leans forward, her tone soft but firm. "Severus, it's not charity." she says, her voice coaxing him. "It's a gift, something Nadine thought you'd like. At least see what it is."
He shifts uncomfortably in his seat, eyes flicking back to the box. "I don't need her pity." he says sharply, his voice colder, more detached. His jaw tightens as he reaches to push the box further aside with his wand.
Seraphina watches him carefully, her gaze gentle but insistent. "It's not about pity, Severus. People give gifts because they want to, because they care. Rejecting it... rejecting the effort... that's not fair."
"I don't need her charity." he repeats, almost to himself.
Seraphina's eyes soften. "You're not weak for accepting a gift. You've accepted other ones!" She stands to open it carefully, revealing a tailored suit inside. Nadine's feelings for him are clear now.
He lets out a sharp breath, tense and unwilling to accept it.
"Sev, you told me this wedding could be one of the most important events of our lives. They were incredibly generous with my dress too!" She continues, attempting to encourage him further. "I don't know if you've suddenly come into a fortune, but I certainly haven't. This is a gift that's beyond our means, by a lot. So, if you want to present us properly, you'll accept it and stop pouting. Otherwise..."
After a long, uncomfortable pause, his gaze flicks briefly to Seraphina—stoic, yet there is something in his eyes that spoke of surrender, of a reluctant acknowledgment. His voice is quieter now, almost inaudible. "I'll accept it. But this doesn't change anything."
Seraphina nods, offering him a reassuring smile. "It doesn't need to change anything. Just... accept it."
The box sits on the far corner of his desk, undisturbed, as though it carries a curse. He knows it doesn't—he checked, twice, wand in hand, lips murmuring the counter-hexes with practice. No tampering. No signature besides a basic preservation charm. Still, he hasn't touched it.
The card remains tucked beneath it, barely visible, but its words echo anyway.
"For the most unreadable man I know. Try to surprise us both and wear it. – N. C."
Severus stands now in front of it, arms folded, the hem of his long black sleeve brushing his palm with each shallow breath. His room is quiet, shadows curling along the walls like silk. He stares at it again.
She gave him this.
A suit.
Not a cheap one, either. It is precisely his size, precisely his color—deep, stormcloud black with subtle emerald threading near the cuffs. The sort of thing Lucius would wear and pretend not to notice everyone noticing.
Why would she give him this?
The question burns like acid.
She isn't close to him. She isn't anything to him, except... there. Like a book you pass by every day but never open. Always smiling and talking.
He sighs, slow and bitter.
He doesn't believe in kindness. Not unearned. Not toward him.
But—
He steps forward.
The paper is thick, the kind used in real wizarding boutiques. His hands—cold, scarred, methodical—untie the ribbon, careful not to tear. The box creaks open with a soft, expensive sound.
It is beautiful.
Elegant. Black with a faint green shimmer in certain light, just enough to hint at Slytherin pride. The buttons are obsidian. The lining is silk. It is—Merlin—it is exactly what he would have chosen, if he dared to imagine himself deserving of anything beyond his worn robes and trousers.
The note is folded beneath it. He picks it up last.
He holds it for a moment. Her handwriting is clean, fluid, not overly neat, but intentional. No perfume. No hearts. No theatrics. Just words. Direct. Honest.
He hesitates for several long seconds, then slowly, almost ritualistically, takes the jacket out of the box. Slides out of his own black clothes. Pulls the sleeves over his arms.
It fits. Perfectly.
He turns to the mirror, startled.
He looks... different.
Still pale, still shadow-eyed, but cleaner. Sharper. There is something almost dangerous about the way the suit hangs off his shoulders. Like he belongs somewhere important. Like he has power he hasn't yet used.
Like someone sees him, maybe even likes what they see.
He scowls at his own reflection, tearing his gaze away, the warmth of the fabric too much.
But he doesn't take it off.
Not right away.
Instead, he moves to his chair, sits down in front of the candlelight, and stares at the dying flame while the suit clings to him like a memory he doesn't want.
Chapter Text
The Number 12 Grimmauld Place on Christmas Eve breathes old, powerful magic.
The ancestral home stands proudly cloaked in enchantments, its tall, dark-bricked exterior partially obscured by the evening fog rolling in from the London streets. Snowflakes spiral lazily from the grey sky, dusting the front steps and wrought-iron railing, collecting on the old gas lamps that flicker dimly in the cold. The doorway glimmers faintly, the ornate silver serpent-shaped knocker glinting beneath the frost.
Inside, the house is steeped in warmth, shadows, and candlelight. The heavy front door creaks open into the hallway, where aged portraits line the walls, whispering softly to one another. Rich mahogany floors groan underfoot, worn from centuries of Black footsteps. Garlands of deep evergreen and silver ribbon are strung along the bannister, glinting subtly as you pass. A massive black-and-gold rug stretches down the corridor, muffling footsteps, though the faint echoes still linger — a house that remembers everything.
The scent of clove, pine, and polished wood clings to every surface. Kreacher, hunched and muttering, is trimming the garlands with tiny silver bells enchanted to ring in perfect harmony when stirred by a breeze.
The drawing room is alight with dozens of candles floating in midair, their golden flames casting dancing shadows on the tall bookcases and velvet drapes. A fire roars in the black marble hearth, crackling loudly as it devours thick logs that give off no smoke, only heat and the soft scent of vanilla and pine. The Christmas tree stands tall in the corner, decorated with dark silver ornaments, glass icicles that never melt, and old family heirlooms: delicate metal charms bearing the Black family crest, tiny moving portraits of long-dead ancestors glaring proudly from their perches on silver branches.
Walburga stands near the tree, perfectly still in her deep emerald robes embroidered with silver thread. Her back is straight, hands clasped before her, her gaze as sharp and unreadable as ever. Her dark hair, streaked with grey at the temples, is twisted into a severe chignon. She watches the room with an expression carved from marble — proud, severe, and silent. Occasionally, her eyes flick to the firelight, but her mouth never softens. Her presence is not festive; it is commanding, the gravity around which the room orbits.
Orion sits in his high-backed armchair near the fireplace, a glass of brandy in one hand, a large book open in the other. He doesn't read it. His eyes lift to glance toward the hallway as footsteps approach, then return to the flames. The light glints off the sharp angles of his face. He is dressed formally, as always — tailored black robes with silver fastenings, polished shoes, and his wand resting beside him on the armrest like a trusted cane. He doesn't speak unless spoken to.
Regulus enters from the corridor. His hair is perfectly in place, curls brushed neatly back, his tailored robes an elegant black trimmed in subtle silver. He walks with quiet assurance, the shadows of the corridor clinging to him like a second skin. His eyes flick across the room — to his mother, to the tree, to the fire. Then, finally, to the doorway behind him.
Cassiopeia follows. She wears deep crimson robes, simple but flattering, her hair worn loose in gentle waves down her back. Her steps are quiet but confident, and as she enters the drawing room, she pauses — takes in the tree, the warmth, the flickering candlelight, the tension, the air thick with memory and silence. Her eyes sweep across the room before settling on the fire, then the tree, then finally the smallest silver ornament nestled near the top — a silver 'C' charm.
Kreacher appears again from behind a set of heavy curtains, bowing low, his voice raspy.
"Tea and spiced biscuits for Mistress and Master... and young Mistress Cassiopeia." he says.
Walburga nods once. Kreacher vanishes again.
The air is hushed — not tense, but not relaxed either. The clock in the hallway chimes seven. Dinner will be soon. No one speaks yet.
The sound of the Floo igniting is sudden and sharp — a flare of green light bursts to life in the drawing room hearth, and from the roaring flames steps Cygnus, tall and stern, his eyes sweeping the room before he offers a polite nod. His robes are midnight blue, lined in silver, impeccably pressed as always.
Behind him, Druella follows, elegant and commanding in dark purple velvet, her gloved hands adjusting her fur-trimmed cloak as she steps out of the fire with practiced grace. Her chin is high, her blond curls pinned into a regal twist that glimmers faintly. Her eyes land on Walburga first, and the two women exchange the kind of look only old pure-blooded matriarchs can share — mutual calculation and understanding, as cold and sharp as cut crystal.
A moment later, another flare of green light — Bellatrix steps through the Floo with a manic gleam already dancing in her eyes, her arm looped lazily through Rodolphus's. Her dark hair spills wildly over her shoulders, her deep maroon robes trimmed with black lace and cinched tight at the waist. Her boots click loudly on the floor as she strides into the room as though she owns it. Rodolphus follows in silence, tall, broad-shouldered, his expression unreadable but intense. His black robes are unadorned, but his ring — the Lestrange crest — glints on his hand as he wraps an arm around Bellatrix's waist.
Narcissa steps through the fire next, as serene and poised as a snowflake. Her pale hair is swept back into a low bun, diamond clips gleaming at her temples. She wears pale blue silk robes embroidered with silver flowers, a vision of elegance, quiet beauty, and absolute control. Lucius follows close behind her, his platinum hair gleaming under the candlelight, robes of forest green tailored to perfection, his cane resting in his left hand though he doesn't lean on it. His eyes — sharp, pale, and always calculating — sweep the room as if appraising it.
Walburga finally speaks, breaking the weighty hush. "Cygnus. Druella. Welcome." Her voice is low, regal. "How pleasant to see the family together."
Druella nods stiffly. "It has been far too long, Walburga."
Cygnus smiles, though it doesn't quite reach his eyes. "The house is... unchanged."
Regulus, still standing near the fireplace, glances at Cassiopeia, who raises an eyebrow in silent amusement.
"Of course, my dear brother." Walburga replies. "Tradition must be preserved."
Bellatrix cackles under her breath. "Always tradition, isn't it, Mother? I quite like it. Dust and all."
"Mind your tone, Bellatrix." Druella snaps, though without much fire.
"I'm merely admiring the ambiance." Bella replies sweetly, pressing her fingers to her heart. "Isn't that what good daughters do?"
Rodolphus says nothing, but his hand slides to the small of her back, steadying her in the way only he knows she sometimes needs.
Narcissa ignores her sister's dramatics and walks to kiss Walburga on both cheeks. "Merry Christmas, Aunt."
"And to you, Narcissa." Walburga says, her tone warmer for her youngest niece. "You look radiant."
Druella's eyes sweep the room, her voice clipped but proud. "Narcissa and Lucius's wedding is set for the twenty-seventh. A winter ceremony, private, of course."
Lucius nods with a small smile. "The invitations have been sent to all appropriate families."
"Exquisite." Walburga says with satisfaction. "A union worthy of our name."
"Where's Andromeda?" Bellatrix asks suddenly, her smile sharp.
No one answers.
The silence is immediate, and thick.
Druella's jaw tightens. "She is not to be spoken of."
Bellatrix laughs, triumphant, then slinks toward the fire. "Just testing the mood."
"Come, everyone." Walburga says icily. "Dinner is served."
They move through to the grand dining room, a high-ceilinged chamber bathed in warm candlelight. The long mahogany table is dressed in silver and green, set with ornate plates that shimmer across their delicate borders. A centerpiece of ivy and floating silver orbs pulses softly down the middle of the table. Kreacher moves silently among them, refilling goblets, floating dishes of roasted meat, spiced squash, cranberry sauce, and wild mushrooms.
Conversation begins again between bites and toasts.
Lucius lifts his goblet. "To the future — and the strength of our alliances."
"To power." Bellatrix adds, raising hers higher.
"To order." Narcissa says quietly.
"To victory." Rodolphus murmurs.
Druella and Cygnus clink their glasses silently, eyes full of long plans and longer memories.
Regulus watches it all with an expression so carefully blank it could be marble. Cassiopeia sits beside him, fork twirling through mashed pumpkin, her gaze flicking between Bellatrix's animated gestures and Lucius's calm, deliberate smirks.
Walburga turns to the twins suddenly.
"Regulus. Cassiopeia."
Both lift their eyes to her immediately. Her voice is cool, yet expectant.
"You are of age now. As I informed you, it is time we discuss... options. Suitors. Paths worthy of the Black name."
Regulus's expression doesn't shift, but Cassiopeia's eyes harden slightly.
"There is time for that." she says softly.
"There is no time for complacency." Walburga snaps. "Regulus is already considered by more than one appropriate line. You must do the same, Cassiopeia. A Black woman does not linger unmarried."
Druella, uninvited, adds, "Especially not one with your blood. And your looks."
Bellatrix smirks into her goblet. "Yes, do hurry up, Cass. You wouldn't want to be outshone by little cousins, would you?"
Narcissa's glance is sharp, but she says nothing. Lucius is silent as well, his eyes on Walburga.
Regulus finally speaks, his voice low. "Perhaps the dinner is not the time for this discussion, Mother."
"Then when if not when our family is together?" Walburga replies, but her eyes never leave Cassiopeia. "You must consider, my dear, what legacy will you leave behind, if not a name stronger than your own?"
Cassiopeia doesn't answer.
A long, humming silence fills the room as the candles flicker — gold glinting in wine, silver glowing on every fork and cup.
Cassiopeia raises her goblet to her lips, tasting the dry spice of the elderflower wine. Her fingers wrap lightly around the stem, perfectly poised, her posture impeccable — but her mind is adrift beneath the surface of polished manners.
She nods politely as Druella comments on the embroidery of her sleeves, feigns amusement when Bellatrix recounts a story about a particularly disastrous wedding robe fitting, but inwardly, she is elsewhere. Her thoughts flicker, unbidden and frustratingly persistent — to him.
He shouldn't be in her mind at all. He is reckless. Impulsive. Maddeningly clever. Too confident, too bold, too... something. And yet, when Bellatrix laughs — that shrill, sharp laugh like glass on marble — Cassiopeia can't help but remember the last time she heard Bartemius laugh. Not like this. Not cruel or mocking. A real laugh, low and quick, at something she mumbled in frustration.
Druella hums her approval from further down the table, her rings glinting as she lifts her glass. "The Carrows are a strong lineage." she says smoothly. "Their son is quite... enthusiastic in his ambitions."
Cassiopeia folds her hands neatly over the lace napkin in her lap, offering a polite, restrained smile. "Enthusiasm can be dangerous when misdirected, Aunt."
Across the table, Regulus looks up slowly, his eyes briefly meeting hers. His gaze is quiet, watchful, the way it always is when he knows there is more beneath her words. He says nothing.
Walburga glances between them, then interjects, voice practiced and smooth. "The Carrow family is loyal. Ancient. Wealthy. The match would be suitable."
"But not particularly interesting." murmurs Bellatrix, tapping the edge of her teacup, her smirk almost feline. "A Black woman deserves fire, not lukewarm wine."
Cassiopeia says nothing, only twists the stem of her goblet. The silence stretches for a beat too long.
Druella leans slightly toward Walburga. "The Crouch boy, however... now there's potential. With Bartemius's position all but secured—"
"He's young." Walburga offers calmly. "But well-mannered and sharp, I suppose."
Cassiopeia speaks up, her voice even. "Bartemius is tolerable."
Bellatrix's eyebrows lift in amusement. "Tolerable?"
"She means acceptable." Narcissa murmurs behind her teacup, her lips twitching.
"I mean what I said." Cassiopeia replies, and adds lightly, "He knows how to present himself. That's rare enough."
Druella nods. "His temperament can be difficult, but that's the father's doing. The boy's still moldable."
Walburga's attention sharpens slightly. "And would you be willing to mold him, Cassiopeia?"
Cassiopeia smiles, subtle and knowing. "Only if he deserves it."
Regulus's lips twitch, barely.
"Then there's the Rosier heir." Lucius continues, reaching for his wine. "Evan has always held favor among the older families."
Cassiopeia's head tilts slightly. "He's charming."
"Too charming if you ask me." says Bellatrix with a smirk.
"He's focused." Walburga says. "Unapologetic. That can be useful."
"Or exhausting." Cassiopeia murmurs.
"Joseph Avery, then." offers Narcissa, ever the diplomat. "He's quiet, well-read. His family is old."
"His mother's mad, Cissy." Bellatrix adds helpfully.
"Mulciber's son is gaining favor." Druella offers. "Bruce. He's blunt, yes, but disciplined. Controlled."
"Like an executioner." Bellatrix says sweetly.
Lucius shrugs. "There are worse traits in these times."
"And the Selwyns?" Walburga presses, eyes briefly resting on Cassiopeia. "They've inquired."
"They're a cold family." Cassiopeia replies. "Not even the pretense of warmth."
"A match doesn't need warmth." Druella says firmly. "It needs endurance."
"It needs purpose." Cassiopeia corrects, gently but firmly.
There is a brief pause. The conversation has shifted, sharpened, and every woman at the table feels it.
"Perhaps the question isn't who we find suitable." Bellatrix says, smiling. "But who she does."
Lucius smiles faintly. "We all know she'll decide for herself."
Walburga nods once, the faintest approval in her expression. "As long as the name she chooses doesn't disgrace ours."
Cassiopeia lifts her glass once more. "Then I suppose I'll have to choose wisely."
She glances toward Orion then, seated at the head of the table. He has said little tonight, observing with his usual detachment, swirling his wine thoughtfully. His voice cuts through the air with precise weight.
"There is change in the wind." he says. "Our world is shifting. We must think carefully about our allegiances... and our survival."
"Survival?" Rodolphus echoes, amused. "You make it sound as though we're in the middle of a war already."
Lucius leans back in his chair. "Perhaps we are."
Cassiopeia watches him closely. She has heard the whispers, of course. Everyone has. A movement, a cause, a man. Voldemort. But in this room, his name is never said. Not even once. Not in front of her at least.
Bellatrix's mouth curves into something sly and hungry. "Some of us have already chosen our side."
Cassiopeia stills.
Regulus's gaze flickers toward his plate. Rodolphus doesn't speak, but his fingers drum once against the tablecloth. Narcissa shifts ever so slightly closer to Lucius, and Cassiopeia sees it: a shared understanding, like pieces of a puzzle she wasn't invited to complete.
They know something I don't.
She hates that feeling. Being kept in the dark. She is a Black — the daughter of the Noble House, with blood as pure as it comes. And yet, they circle her like she is still the girl playing dress-up in velvet cloaks.
Cassiopeia smiles faintly. "I hope no one is suggesting I'm behind in choosing a side."
Bellatrix tilts her head, eyes glittering. "Aren't you, Cass?"
Orion watches his daughter for a long moment, then says, "She is cautious. As she should be. Let others rush toward fire and shadow. There is wisdom in waiting."
And yet... Cassiopeia's mind drifts again. Back to Bartemius. Not Amycus. Never Amycus. What would he say to this? To the careful arranging of her life at the dinner table like pieces on a chessboard?
Probably something infuriating. Probably something true.
She lets her goblet fall silent to the table. The flickering candlelight reflects in the silverware, in the sharp glint of Lucius's ring, in the golden edge of Bellatrix's bracelet. This room smells of smoke, ambition, old magic, and unsaid truths.
She feels as though the fire is crackling behind her ribs.
It is nearing midnight, and as expected in a home like this, guests begin to take their leave before the stroke of twelve. Cygnus and Druella are first, sweeping out with slow dignity, Druella's perfume lingering faintly in their wake. Bellatrix and Rodolphus follow, murmuring quiet farewells. Narcissa and Lucius offer a graceful exit, Narcissa's arm looped lightly through her fiancé's. Walburga insists on standing by the fireplace, her presence anchoring the farewells with nods and measured remarks, while Orion watches silently, a glass of firewhisky in his hand.
The moment the smoke disappears for the last time that evening, silence drapes over the parlour. Kreacher has slunk away to wherever he lurks at night, and now only the four of them remain.
A stack of wrapped parcels sits between them, glowing faintly in the firelight. Cassiopeia tucks one leg under herself on the settee, hair spilling down her shoulder, looking more relaxed than she had all evening. Her smile blooms fully now, genuine and untouched.
She opens Nadine's gift first, carefully undoing the ribbon like it is made of spun gold. She presses her hand over her heart, grinning. She loves it.
Seraphina's gift is next. Cassiopeia already knows, and yet the excitement doesn't lessen. "This is... stunning." she whispers. "Thank you."
Then there is a small box wrapped in opalescent dark paper with a neatly folded card, inked in neat, elegant script: From the Rosiers. Cassiopeia arches a brow. She lifts the lid to find a long, polished silver hairpin—intricately twisted into the shape of a serpent—and a matching inkwell of ink that shimmers like starlight. The note reads:
"One for beauty, one for brilliance. Use wisely. Don't stab anyone. — P. & E."
She snorts softly, unable to hide her smile. "Of course they would." She rolls her eyes fondly, carefully setting the gifts aside, her lips twitching.
Then Cassiopeia reaches for the smallest box.
She hesitates.
The paper is dark green, the kind that nearly looks black in low light. She undoes it slowly. Inside is a fine chain necklace—delicate and silver—and from it hangs a pendant shaped like a single star, ruby-white, carved from glass. It pulses faintly with warmth.
There is a folded scrap of parchment inside, just his handwriting: "The stars might burn and the moon might glow, but none of them were made to rival you.
You don't just shine, Cassiopeia—you were born to be the sky.."
Cassiopeia stares at it for a moment, completely still.
Her cheeks colour—but not from embarrassment. It is something heavier. She presses her lips together and clasps the necklace carefully in her hand. She doesn't say a word.
She just... holds it.
Meanwhile, Regulus is already halfway into his own pile, unbothered. He unwraps a slim box from Evan first—inside is a chilled crystal bottle of wine with a note that says: "Don't share it with your sister. She'll get dramatic."
Regulus lifts it in triumph. "Too late." he mutters, and Cassiopeia throws a pillow at him.
Then he opens Barty's.
It is a thick journal with shifting ink on the cover and a title that reads: "For All Your Deep Thoughts."
Inside the first page, in Barty's handwriting:
"Also perfect for doodling, plotting murders, and recording how many times Cass tells you to shut up."
Regulus smirks.
Cassiopeia finally looks up from her necklace, still silent, still holding it like a secret she is not ready to name.
The fire crackles. Everything else is still.
Regulus notices the last box only once the room settles into silence again, the rustle of wrapping paper now just a faint memory. It sits slightly apart from the rest—tucked beneath the tree, elegant in its restraint. It is wrapped in a smooth matte black paper, tied not with ribbon but with a strip of silver-dyed velvet. No tag. No name. No seal.
His brows crease slightly, not in confusion but in mild curiosity, that ever-composed mask unshifting. With the tip of a pale finger, he drags the box toward himself, measured and quiet, as if drawing attention to it would break whatever strange energy it holds.
Cassiopeia glances over. "That wasn't from me." she murmurs before he can ask.
"I didn't assume." Regulus says, cool and even, but his fingers hesitate at the edge of the velvet ribbon. He slides it off slowly, methodically, as if revealing a secret rather than a present.
Inside is a carefully bound book—not store-bought, but handmade. The leather is dark, almost black, soft to the touch, worn in a way that tells him someone held it often. Turning it over in his hands, he opens it.
The silence in the room sharpens.
His eyes scan the pages. Sketch after sketch—artistry in the chaos. Someone studied these, lived inside these images long enough to know how they breathe.
And then—he stops.
A portrait. Of him.
Roughly drawn but unmistakable: the curve of his jaw, the tension in his mouth, the sharp stare. It is a version of himself that startles him—not the one he sees in mirrors, but something raw, quiet, vulnerable. Observed. Not worshipped. Not vilified.
On the opposite page, delicate cursive reads:
"Little king."
His fingers hover over the writing, not touching, but close. For a moment, he feels something odd flutter in his chest. Unfamiliar. Unwanted.
Beneath the sketchbook rests something small. A pin. The kind of thing no one would ever dare give him—too intimate, too symbolic.
He clears his throat. "This one... isn't signed." he says at last, voice low, unreadable.
Cassiopeia lifts her head from where she is lounging, robe falling slightly off her shoulder. "That's your secret admirer, Reg."
Regulus looks at her, expression unreadable but gaze sharp. "It's handmade."
"So is half this room." Cassiopeia shrugs with a faint smirk. "Maybe you're more likable than you think."
He says nothing. Just closes the sketchbook gently, not snapping it shut, and sets it back into its box like something fragile. As if too much air might change it.
He doesn't smile. He doesn't ask more. But he places the box beside him—not behind. Not away.
And later that night, when the rest sleep and only the candlelight keeps shadows company, he opens the book again. Just once. Just enough to look at the sketch of himself and wonder for a moment.
Chapter Text
Nadine wakes early, long before the sun has fully risen. The light creeps gently through the floral curtains of her bedroom, painting her ceiling with soft gold and pale blue. For a moment, she stays still under the thick woolen blankets, listening. From downstairs comes the faint clinking of china, the subtle scrape of a wooden spoon against a ceramic bowl, and the unmistakable sizzle of something cooking in a cast iron pan. Then comes the smell—warm, familiar, utterly comforting. Grandmother is making breakfast.
She sighs, stretching slowly before sitting up, brushing her tousled hair from her face. The old house is quiet apart from the distant kitchen sounds, and her breath fogs slightly in the cool morning air. Brownie still sleeps curled up at the foot of the bed, purring faintly, her tail flicking once as Nadine slides her legs out from under the blankets.
She gets dressed slowly, thoughtfully. It is Christmas morning, and although she is not a child anymore, there is still something sacred about it. She chooses a jumper—a soft pink cashmere one with delicate green embroidery around the sleeves and collar, and a matching green wool skirt that falls just past her knees. She buttons the skirt carefully, smooths it down with her palms, and then slips on a pair of tights and her flats. She picks up two boxes from her writing desk, one wrapped in silver and blue paper, the other in gold with a soft red ribbon tied in a perfect bow.
She steps out into the hallway, careful not to let the floorboards creak too much. Brownie stirs slightly in her sleep but doesn't wake. Nadine walks past the family portraits—framed in heavy wood, slumbering or murmuring quietly to one another—and descends the staircase.
At the bottom of the stairs, she sees Barty, his hair sticking up in all directions, dragging his luggage across the floor with one hand while attempting to zip up his traveling cloak with the other. He mutters under his breath, annoyed by the coat's stubborn buttons. Ares and Hades bark excitedly around him, one tugging at the hem of his robe while the other darts in circles.
"You're going to trip." Nadine calls, arching an eyebrow.
"I already did." he mutters. "Twice."
She smirks faintly but continues walking, her shoes clicking softly against the dark wood floors. She walks through the hallway lined with holly and mistletoe, searching for Mother. The scent of breakfast grows stronger—toast, jam, and something buttery—and leads her into the dining room, where the long table is already set with green and red napkins, the family crest embossed in gold on each one.
In the parlor, Nadine finds her. She is standing by the fireplace, adjusting the flowers in the crystal vase—white roses, sprigs of pine, and crimson berries that glow faintly. She wears a deep burgundy velvet dress, her hair swept up in a classic chignon, and she looks effortlessly regal, like someone from a Christmas card in a high-end French boutique.
"Maman." Nadine says gently.
Mother turns, and her face softens at the sight of her daughter. "You're up early."
"I couldn't sleep in. The house smells lovely." Nadine smiles and holds out one of the boxes—the gold one with the red bow. "This is for you."
Mother takes it, fingertips brushing over the ribbon. She already looks touched before even opening it. "Something tells me it's not chocolates."
"It's better." Nadine replies. "Open it later."
Mother nods, lips parting in a knowing smile. "Something I'll love?"
"I hope so."
"Thank you, darling."
Then Nadine glances around. "Where's Father?"
"In the bedroom, probably tying that awful tie again." she says with a sigh.
Nadine doesn't answer—only lifts her chin and walks back toward the staircase, carrying the second box with her. She climbs the stairs slowly this time, each step feeling heavier, more intentional. She reaches the door to her parents' bedroom and knocks twice.
"Enter." Father's voice calls from inside, brisk and clipped.
She pushes the door open. The room is grand and stately, the tall windows framed by heavy cream curtains, the bedspread dark green and perfectly made. He stands near the mirror, adjusting his tie just as Mother predicted. It is a navy one, the same tie he wears when he wants to seem particularly firm or politically sharp. His robe is immaculate, wand tucked neatly into his breast pocket, shoes polished to a near-blinding shine.
"So you're already leaving?" she asks, stepping in and closing the door softly behind her.
He looks at her through the mirror. "Ministry asked me to join the final preparations. The wedding is in two days as well."
Nadine folds her arms. "Yeah."
He turns fully toward her now, smoothing down his robes. "Is there something you need?"
"Just to tell you I'm staying here until the start of next semester." she replies, her voice calm but laced with quiet defiance.
He raises an eyebrow. "We've already discussed—"
"Yes, we have." she cuts in. "But we didn't discuss how you brought up the partner thing again. In front of the LeBlancs. That was humiliating."
His jaw tightens. "It's hardly humiliating to consider your future. They are a respectable family, and—"
"I don't need to be matched like a cursed heirloom." she snaps, voice sharper now. "I'm not a painting to be hung in someone's parlour."
He exhales through his nose, slow and irritated. "Your tone, Nadine."
"My tone is because you made me look like some desperate, unwed daughter at auction. You talk about partners like it's a Ministry appointment—like it's about appearance and politics, not people."
His expression hardens, a storm brewing behind his steel eyes. "You are young and emotional. When you're older, you'll understand."
"I'm not emotional. I'm angry."
"Which is an emotion." he replies coldly.
For a moment, they only look at each other—the same strong jaw, the same intensity in their stare. But hers is more human.
She walks to the edge of the bed and sets the second box down carefully, the silver and blue wrapping catching the light. "This is for you."
He glances at it, but doesn't move to touch it.
Stepping back, she heads toward the door.
"Merry Christmas, Minister." Nadine says, her voice laced with cool formality, and then she leaves, not waiting for his reply.
She closes her eyes, massaging her temples, and exhales in frustration. Footsteps echo from the upper floors, luggage thuds against walls, and the sharp clicks of heels strike against the oak hallway. Ares and Hades bark enthusiastically near the front door, tails wagging like clock pendulums, sensing the commotion.
Mother steps out of the parlor first, pulling on her traveling cloak, its silver clasp glinting under the morning light. Her gloves are tucked neatly beneath one arm, and she is fastening a pearl earring. She turns toward the hallway, her voice light but clipped.
"Maman? Tu viens dire au revoir?" she says, raising her voice slightly so it carries toward the kitchen. (Mom? Are you coming to say goodbye?)
Grandmother appears in the doorway, wiping her hands on a white linen towel. Her apron is dusted with flour, and her spectacles are slightly askew, as though she has been working quickly and forgot to adjust them.
"Tu pars déjà?" she asks, her tone both fond and a little reproachful. (You're leaving already?)
Mother walks toward her and embraces her briefly. "We want to prepare for the wedding. The Malfoys have arranged everything down to the minute." She smiles tightly. Grandmother steps forward and they embrace briefly, the older woman patting her daughter's back.
Father descends the stairs, his presence unmistakable in a sharply cut coat of navy wool. The collar is turned up slightly, the lapels pressed to perfection. His gloved hand extends toward Grandmother.
"You have our thanks for hosting Nadine." he says softly. "We appreciate your hospitality."
Grandmother nods. "She's my granddaughter. This is her home."
Behind them, Barty lugs his last suitcase toward the fireplace where the floo is ready and waiting, flickering with a green glow. He stops beside Nadine on the rug, rolling his eyes as he adjusts his collar.
"See you next week, slug." he mutters.
She leans in and bumps her shoulder lightly against his. "If you survive. Say hi to my girls."
"I will."
Then, just as Mother reaches for the powder dish, there is a knock at the front door—three short raps, confident and even.
Ares and Hades go wild again, scampering toward the door and barking like mad. Mother gives a slight sigh and shoos them aside, opening it with a calm flick of her wand.
Louis stands on the doorstep.
He is wearing a dark grey wool coat with the collar turned up against the chill, a cream scarf tucked around his neck, and gloves in one hand. His curly hair is slightly windswept from the ride, and his cheeks are flushed from the cold.
"Bonjour." he greets with a charming grin. "Am I too early?"
"Not at all, dear." Mother says kindly. "Perfect timing. Come in, come in." She exchanges kisses on the cheeks with him.
Louis steps inside, brushing a bit of snow off his sleeve, and holding his helmet under one arm. His eyes meet Nadine's for just a second—then flick politely to Father.
"Bonjour, Monsieur Crouch."
Father inclines his head politely, his tone cool but formal. "LeBlanc."
Louis holds out his hand and Father shakes it, brief and firm. Barty grins faintly behind them, mouthing something to Nadine that she pointedly ignores.
Finally, Father turns to her. "Study. No dramatics. Stay out of trouble."
"Don't I always?" Nadine says sweetly, knowing the answer in his head is no. "You've raised me well."
He raises an eyebrow.
She leans in and kisses Mother's cheek quickly. "You'll send me photos?"
"Of course, darling."
And then, one by one, her family steps through the green flames and vanishes, leaving only the soft crackle of floo and scent of soot and perfume behind.
The air relaxes.
Nadine exhales and turns to Louis.
"You're brave for showing up before they left."
"I like to live dangerously." he says with a slight smirk. "Shall we?"
She nods, pulls on her beige trench coat with the pink satin lining, and fastens the belt. "Let me just grab—"
She kneels, scooping up Brownie from her curled-up spot by the sun-drenched window.
Brownie meows loudly, indignant. Her ears flick back.
Nadine laughs. "Don't be dramatic. I know you missed Paris."
She kisses the cat's head gently then walks to Grandmother and kisses her on both cheeks. "Je t'aime, Mamie. Merci pour tout." (I love you, Grandma. Thank you for everything.)
"Sois sage. Et ne monte pas sur cette chose sans tenir Louis très fort." Grandmother smiles warmly. (Be good. And don't get on that thing without holding Louis very tight.)
"Je tiens toujours Louis très fort." she smirks. (I always hold Louis very tight.)
Louis coughs delicately.
Nadine chuckles and heads for the door, Louis holding it open. Outside, the air bites with morning chill. Frost curls along the tops of iron railings and the roofs shimmer like sugar glass.
The motorbike is parked just by the gate—sleek and dark green, with elegant modifications humming faintly through the metal. A spare helmet rests on the seat.
"You kept it clean." she says, impressed.
He hands her the helmet, and she fastens it beneath her chin, brushing her hair behind her ear.
She climbs on behind him, settling comfortably. Her arms wrap around his waist, gloved fingers sliding beneath his coat slightly to grip the wool underneath.
"You nervous?" he asks over his shoulder.
"About riding with you or surviving the day?"
"Either."
"Mostly the latter."
"Fair." Louis laughs and kicks the bike into gear. It roars softly, the engine purring like a well-fed beast, and then they are off—wheels gliding over cobblestone and lifting them gently a few inches from the ground, just enough to silence the bump of the old roads.
They weave through the narrow Parisian streets, past shuttered bakeries and cafés just beginning to open, the scent of espresso and fresh bread bleeding into the air. Nadine leans slightly into the turns, her cheek pressed to the back of Louis's coat, her eyes flicking over snow-dusted rooftops and wrought iron balconies.
The city is still waking up, slow and golden and lovely. A woman walks her dog past the Seine. A man lights a cigarette with a trembling hand outside a patisserie. Music from a nearby violin drifts faintly through the misted streets.
He speaks over the wind, laughing into the cold.
She smiles, her breath ghosting in clouds behind them. "Where are we going, exactly?"
"There's a new bookshop I like." he answers. "And they serve strong hot chocolate."
"I won't say no to that."
They vanish deeper into the city, the motorbike humming beneath them, the old stone buildings rising like sleeping sentinels around their path. And for a few perfect minutes it is just winter and the quiet thrill of being young and alive in Paris.
Louis helps Nadine off the motorbike, and she sets Brownie gently into the crook of her arm as they begin their walk down Rue des Écoles. The morning light glimmers off frost-laced windows. Brownie hisses in protest at being disturbed, but curls into her arm anyway, resigned.
They visit a quaint bookstore first—one tucked between a closed flower shop and a music store. The smell of parchment and ink floods Nadine's senses as they step inside. The storekeeper, a bearded wizard with half-moon spectacles, nods to Louis in recognition and greets Nadine warmly. She loses herself in the stacks, running her fingers over spines of old spellbooks and translated Muggle literature. Louis lingers behind her, flipping through a political journal.
She pulls out a copy of 'Anna Karenina,' considering it for a moment before sliding it back with a small frown.
"Too tragic." she mutters.
Louis glances over. "Still avoiding the sad endings?"
"Always." she says, smiling faintly. "If I'm going to spend hours with characters, I want them to be happy at the end."
"You're incurable."
She shrugs, unapologetic. "Hope is a choice."
Next is a boutique where warm emerald gloves and rose-coloured scarves call to Nadine. She chooses a cashmere beret in moss green and a coat with delicate gold buttons stitched in swirling patterns. Louis teases her, saying she looks like someone from a painting. She pretends not to hear, though she is secretly pleased.
Hot chocolate follows—rich, dark, and served in porcelain cups at a café with twinkling chandeliers and waiters in pressed white shirts. Nadine dips her spoon into the thick cream topping and hums contentedly. Brownie is curled at her feet now, dozing in a little shawl under the table.
Then, they go ice-skating. The rink glimmers under a veil of snow, surrounded by twinkling lights strung between lampposts and softly playing French Christmas music. Nadine laces up her skates beside Louis, a confident grin playing on her lips.
As soon as they step onto the ice, they move like they were born for it. Louis glides effortlessly, turning with precise control and pushing off with speed that makes the breeze lift his dark coat behind him. Nadine matches his pace without hesitation—graceful, poised, spinning once with effortless balance that draws admiration from a few passersby.
They weave around slower skaters like water around stones, laughing, eyes bright from the cold and motion. At one point, Louis extends a gloved hand and she takes it, letting him guide her into a fast, thrilling turn, both of them leaning into it perfectly synchronized.
"You're showing off." he says, teasing.
"You started it." she retorts, cheeks flushed.
They skate side by side for a while in perfect rhythm—silent but smiling. Neither stumbles, neither slows. They are not just good at this—they are dazzling. It is clear they have both been raised in worlds where elegance is expected, but here on the ice, it is more than that. It is joy. It is freedom.
Louis suddenly races ahead, challenging her with a look over his shoulder. Nadine laughs and chases him down, hair streaming behind her, heart light.
By late afternoon, they are tucked into a quiet bistro that smells like herbs and garlic butter. Candles flicker on the table between them, and Louis orders without even looking at the menu.
They fall into easy conversation between bites of warm baguette and duck à l'orange. Nadine gazes out the window beside her, her cheek resting on her palm.
A couple stands outside—young, close, bundled against the cold. The girl laughs and wraps her scarf around the boy's neck, and he leans in like he is about to kiss her.
Nadine watches for a moment too long.
Louis, sipping his espresso, glances at her over the rim of his cup. "À quoi tu penses?" he asks gently. (Who are you thinking about?)
Nadine turns toward him quickly, caught off guard. "No one." she says, too fast.
He arches an eyebrow. "Hmm. That's a lie."
She sighs and leans back, twirling the spoon in her hot chocolate. "You don't know him."
"Well then tell me." Louis says, curious. "You've never said anything about anyone before."
She hesitates, then finally, quietly: "His name is Severus. Severus Snape. My best friend's brother. He's two years older than us. He's... brilliant. Beautiful. Dark hair, intense eyes. He's the quiet sort, incredibly smart. He makes me want to be smarter too. Sharp-witted, and... closed off. Like he carries everything alone. I can't stop thinking about him."
Louis nods slowly, listening.
"He's not charming the way most are. But there's something about him that pulls you in. Like... like you want to be the one he lets in." She looks away. "If he gave me the chance... I think I'd love him."
Louis leans forward, folding his arms. "Are you together?"
"No." Nadine says quickly. "No. He doesn't feel the same. Or if he does, he hides it well. He always hides everything."
Louis studies her with a soft expression. "That kind of man either ends up alone or with someone like you, who's brave enough to wait." he says, his tone serious.
She sighs. "That sounds awful."
"I said brave. Not foolish. But if you are willing to see him—really see him—and he can't recognize what that means, that's his loss."
She smiles faintly, eyes still on the falling snow. "It's complicated, Louis. I just... I like happy endings. I want that one day. Not something perfect, but real. Love that chooses you back."
Louis watches her for a moment, then smirks slightly. "So, you're the romantic one after all."
"Always have been." she admits with a quiet laugh.
He shrugs. "Well, whether it's Severus or not... someone is going to be very lucky."
She tilts her head. "And you? What about your love life, Monsieur Leblanc?"
Louis grins. "Now who's changing the subject?"
"I'm curious!" she says.
He gives her a mysterious look and leans back in his chair. "Let's just say... I've had options. But nothing serious. Not yet."
"Keeping your secrets as usual."
"Of course. I have a reputation to hold."
After a beat, she glances out the window again. "What about what our parents say?"
Louis follows her gaze. "What about it?"
"Their... suggestions. The way they talk like it's all planned."
He shrugs, unbothered. "They speak that way because it gives them comfort. But they don't decide for us. They can arrange dinner parties and whisper between themselves, but they can't make us feel anything. We choose. Always."
She nods slowly, thoughtful. "I just hate how they bring it up in front of others. Like I'm supposed to nod along and smile."
"They're old. They still believe in connections more than love. That's their tragedy, not ours."
She smirks. "You're surprisingly poetic today."
Louis grins. "It's the chocolate."
"I really like it. Thank you."
"You should write Severus a letter though." Louis says with mock seriousness. "'Dear Severus, Paris is cold and full of beautiful distractions, but I still think about you. P.S. Come ice skating.'"
She throws a piece of bread at him.
Brownie meows under the table.
"Besides," he adds, nudging her gently, "I think he would absolutely hate me."
"Why?"
"Because you're talking about him with me. And I'm handsome. Obviously."
She rolls her eyes, laughing. "You're insufferable."
They clink their mugs together lightly. Outside, the snow keeps falling.
Chapter Text
Malfoy Manor has always been a house of splendor and shadow, but on this day—the day of the wedding between Lucius Malfoy and Narcissa Black—it became something else entirely. Not merely a home, not even a palace. No, this is a temple to old magic and unspeakable wealth, restored to a form not worn in centuries: a cathedral of legacy.
From miles away, the spires of the estate gleam through the frost-dimmed countryside like ivory. The grounds are transformed—transfigured, rather—by master spellcrafters brought in from St. Petersburg, Kyoto, Paris, and Carthage. The topiary beasts along the drive are charmed to bow their massive heads in reverence as guests passed. Every tree is bare, and yet not dead—each branch laced with frostfire, a rare blue flame that burns cold and casts elegant light in curling tendrils. No two flames are alike; they whisper in languages no longer spoken.
The gates, wrought from goblin-blackened steel, bear the crest of the Malfoy family—serpent and wand crossed, surrounded by a halo of runes that pulses with protective enchantments so old they predate wandlore itself. Upon opening, they spill guests into a path lined with snow, untouched and ever-falling, though not a single flake dares to settle on cloak or shoulder.
The manor itself is alive with magic.
Its grand façade, usually austere, is wrapped in spellwoven silk that shifts between silver, grey, and palest green. Gargoyles dressed in ceremonial armor watch silently from the corners of the roof. Above them, a dome of sky is conjured—an illusion so precise it mirrors the cosmos of the Black family star chart. It moves slowly, eternally, a soft glimmering night even in daylight.
The entrance hall is cathedral-high, with floors of polished obsidian veined with gold. Above, massive chandeliers made of floating crystal orbs hum in slow revolutions, casting constellations across the walls. Every step guests take echoes with orchestral tones—soft, haunting notes triggered by tiles.
Floral arrangements float mid-air, never wilting, petals of silverthorn and black orchid opening and closing in time with the music. Each arrangement is unique, created by botanists from seven different nations. They give off the scent of memory—each guest smells something different, something beloved and buried.
The great ballroom is entirely restructured through transfiguration. The walls are replaced by glass, clear and humming with anti-chill charms, offering a view of the snow-laced gardens and the star-map sky above. The ballroom floor is turned to a mirror-lake: not water, but a glass surface that shimmers like ice, refracting the gold and emerald lights of the floating orbs above. It is designed so that each guest can see themselves as if through a veil of history, their reflections trailing slightly behind—a glamour meant to remind them of their ancestors and their bloodlines.
At the center stands a massive sculpture of frost and diamond: two serpents, one silver and one onyx, coiled around each other and rising into the air, their mouths open in a frozen kiss. It rotates slowly, endlessly, shedding starlight as it turns. It is charmed to weep liquid light into a shallow pool at its base, where phoenix tears had been added, giving the air around it an aura of cleansing sorrow and immortal beauty.
The library is transformed into the Matchmaking Parlour, where families gather to make their quiet arrangements for courtship, alliance, and bloodline strengthening. There, flames crackle in white-marble hearths under portrait-lined ceilings. The portraits watch, whisper, occasionally voice their opinions aloud. One ancient ancestor mutters, "The Rosier girl has strong bones. Would breed well." The room chuckles, and no one denies it.
The garden, made temporarily accessible through corridors, is buried under a blanket of preserved snow, and yet the entire area pulses with warmth. Here, fire-fairies dances among the hedges, guiding guests toward private groves where courtships might begin in low conversation and lingering glances. In one corner, floating glass baubles hold miniature dioramas of ancient weddings—each one playing on a loop, for those who wish to witness the echoes of bloodlines past.
Every piece of cutlery is hand-forged by goblins from bloodsilver. Every goblet is engraved with charms to prevent poisoning, over-drinking, and indiscretion. The food isn't merely catered but conjured—crafted on demand by specialist culinary alchemists, served on plates that hover elegantly in the air until claimed by hand.
Malfoy Manor isn't hosting a wedding.
It is hosting a ritual—one that reminds every single guest, regardless of wealth or status, that they are in the presence of something older and grander than themselves. That the old ways didn't die. That in this manor, legacy still rules.
It begins with a hush.
Not a silence of awe—though that follows—but a deliberate, tangible stillness, as if the very magic in the air draws a breath. All conversation in the receiving hall falters. Goblets lower. Wands are instinctively stilled. And then comes the sound: not footfall, but presence—a current of power that moves ahead of them, like a shadow long before dusk.
The Noble and Most Ancient House of Black has arrived.
They didn't come in pieces, nor mingle among the other guests. They enter as a single, sovereign procession—undiluted, cohesive, cold as polished obsidian.
At their head are Walburga and Orion.
She moves like a blade in velvet. Her gown, ink-dark and laced with embroidery that shimmers in starlight, whispers against the stone with every step. She wears no visible wand—she doesn't need one. Her stare, sharp as ritual iron, sweeps the hall and seems to see straight through silk, sin, and subterfuge alike. Her hair, raven-black and perfectly coiled, is crowned with a silver circlet forged in the old style—sharp points, serpentine detail, the sort that whispers matriarch, ruler, witch. She wears the ancestral Black crest at her throat, and nothing softens her. She doesn't smile. She doesn't need to.
To her left walk Orion, tall and silent, dressed in rich bottle-green robes cut with military precision, a wand sheathed in dragonhide at his hip. His expression, as ever, is unreadable—but his eyes follow everything. The two of them together are less a married couple and more a force, carved from the same cold, beautiful obsidian.
Then come their children.
Regulus is impossibly composed. His robes are midnight velvet with silver embroidery forming silent runes down the sleeves—messages only other old families might recognize. His curly hair is slicked back—as tamed as it can be, his gaze cool and inward, like he is forever half a step removed from the world around him. And yet he radiates something: royalty, gravity, control wrapped in flawless etiquette. At his side, Cassiopeia is his mirror and his contrast.
Cassiopeia wears her darkness like a flame. Her gown is form-fitted, high-collared, and glittered like crushed onyx. Her lips are blood-red, her jewelry deliberate: obsidian rings, a single heirloom brooch shaped like a falling star. Her expression is cool, but her eyes burn with calculation, already scanning the room—watching who watches her, and more importantly, who pretends not to.
Behind them comes a sweep of close family and distant cousins—young men and women of the Black line from the French branch and the Welsh side, each bearing the family's signature mix of austere beauty and effortless superiority. They don't speak either. Their presence is announcement enough.
One cousin stands out—Bellatrix and Rodolphus with the Lestrange family line, like viciously elegant Dementors.
Bellatrix enters like a shadow laced with fire, trailing behind Walburga—her beauty still striking beneath the sharp angles of obsession, her eyes wide and glittering with barely restrained madness, her hair depicting chaos, in curls. Dressed in black lace that moves like smoke, she walks with the arrogance of a queen and the unpredictability of a storm. Her smile comes too fast, too wide, and lingers just a moment too long, like she knows something terrible and thrilling the rest of the room hasn't yet guessed. Even in silence, she crackles—like a wand on the verge of exploding.
One family considered a distant cousin of the Blacks is the LeBlanc family—similar in lineage, yet almost entirely opposite in spirit.
Édouard LeBlanc carries himself like a man carved from shadow and tradition. In ash-grey robes with silver lining, he moves with quiet authority, his gaunt features and silver-streaked hair giving him the look of a judge.
Geneviève LeBlanc, all blue eyes and knife-blade beauty, is a charm wrapped in steel. Her robes, a haze of lilac and black, drift as if bewitched by memory itself. She smiles like she knows every secret in the room, and speaks like she didn't forget any of them.
Together, they are the kind of couple people bow to, even when they don't mean to.
The LeBlanc brothers arrive with the effortless grace of old continental blood. Charles, charming and razor-sharp in silver-threaded black robes, wears a quiet, frostbitten smile, his gaze calculating beneath immaculately combed hair. Every step is measured, like he knows the floor is watching.
Beside him, Louis is the contrast—midnight blue robes carelessly perfect, his collar slightly askew, eyes gleaming with clever mischief. He smiles too easily, greets ghosts like old friends, and kindly looks at the room like it is of friends—yet never that naive.
They bear the mark of the Black bloodline—elegant, untouchable, and just dangerous enough to matter.
As the Black family and the families of various distant cousins cross the marble floor of the receiving hall, the floating chandeliers overhead dim briefly—instinct, as if even the manor itself bends slightly at the waist to greet them.
A quiet voice—no more than a breath—escapes from a nearby guest:
"They're there."
Black family—regal, unbending, and resplendent in ancestral power. The epitome of purity—Toujours Pur—Always Pure. Narcissa is theirs.
Not just rich in coin. Not merely that. The Black fortune is so vast it has begun to mythologize—hidden vaults in Gringotts beneath codes only blood could unlock, cursed jewels and immortal tomes, secret properties buried beneath enchanted seas. Their power is old. Older than Hogwarts. Older than the Ministry. The other pure-blood families circle them like moons around a black star.
The family remains a monument to legacy: ruthless, proud, and utterly unyielding. To be a Black is to walk in shadow and be worshipped like flame. They know it. They uphold it.
Walburga glances sideways at one of the Carrow women who dares to stare too long. She doesn't speak. But the woman's eyes drop at once.
The Blacks don't pause to greet. They don't offer hands. They pass through the hall like dusk overtaking a garden—beautiful, inevitable, and untouched.
The Malfoy family isn't merely powerful; they are the epitome of wizarding aristocracy—luxurious, influential, and untouchable. Their vast fortune is only rivaled by the Black family and their own ancient lineage, stretching back through centuries of history. Abraxas, a wizard of quiet but immense power, is as refined as the marble columns of Malfoy Manor itself.
His cold, calculating nature ensures that the family's influence in both the Ministry and pure-blood society remains unquestioned. Though less overtly traditional than the Blacks, the Malfoys command reverence in a different way—through wealth, charm, and subtle dominance.
The union between Lucius and Narcissa is the most significant chess move in wizarding history—a perfect marriage of power, blood, and influence. The Blacks, with their ancient, rich bloodline and unwavering dedication to pure-blood supremacy, are the bedrock of wizarding tradition, while the Malfoys stand at the pinnacle of wealth with pragmatism.
Together, they create an alliance that is unstoppable: a union that merges the might of two of the most important families, elevating their combined status to an unparalleled level. The consequences of this union are felt across every pure-blood household, marking the Blacks and the Malfoys as the undisputed elite of their world.
Abraxas is tall and composed, with sharp features and pale, frosty eyes that gleam with cold intellect. His silver-blond hair, perfectly swept back, shimmers in the light, and his robes of midnight black silk mark him as both aristocratic and ruthless. Lycoris, his wife, stunningly beautiful, wears emerald velvet that glows with subtle enchantments. Her long blonde hair is interwoven with silver, and her emerald choker crowns her elegance.
The distant Malfoy relatives are similarly regal but less refined. Tall men with cold eyes and rich black robes, and women draped in dark silks and diamonds, all carry the unmistakable air of immense wealth and old, unshakable power.
The Lestrange family is still murmuring their greetings when the figures of Barty Crouch Jr., the heir of the family, and parents, Lavinda Crouch and Barty Crouch Sr., make their entrance—a sharp contrast in both presence and manner. Barty Sr., tall and severe, walks with the rigid posture of a man who has seen both the heights of power and the depths of compromise.
His robes are a deep, imposing navy, and his cold, calculating eyes sweep the room with a practiced, appraising gaze, always a step ahead. Though his reputation as a strict Ministry official preceds him, it is clear in the way people fall silent that his presence is still one of command.
Lavinda is a woman of rigid poise and brittle grandeur—tall, immaculately dressed in deep forest silks, with a gaze like frost on glass. Her voice is clipped, her opinions immovable, and her presence carries the weight of old expectations and older grudges. To her, reputation is everything—and warmth, entirely optional. Her love for children—unequivocal.
To the world, she is the embodiment of the Crouch name—stern, impeccably composed, and unwavering in her convictions. Draped in dark, dignified elegance, she moves through society like a specter of propriety and unspoken rules. But to her children, she is something entirely different: a quiet pillar of warmth, steady as oak and fiercely protective. In a house of iron expectations, her love is the one thing that never bends.
Beside him, Barty seems almost too relaxed—youthful, wild-eyed, sleek, and radiating a dangerous energy that contrast with Father's disciplined restraint. His hair is slightly disheveled, his robes black and tailored and equally as polished. His grin, wild and untamed, never quite reaches his eyes, which burns with the remnants of something darker, underlying.
As they enter, a brief, almost electric tension seems to follow them, a reminder that Barty is more than just a member of the Crouch family—he is a living, unpredictable storm waiting to be unleashed.
As he scans the room, his gaze catches Cassiopeia, and for a fleeting moment, a spark passes between them—her smile, cool yet inviting, lingers just a moment too long. Walburga, ever-the-eagle-eyed, notices—glancing between them only once.
As the guests start trickling in—no sign yet of Narcissa and Lucius—a few more familiar faces show up in the crowd.
Severus and Seraphina Snape.
The doors to the ballroom creak open once more, the crowd parting just slightly. The siblings glide in with an aura of cold, dangerous elegance that seems to command the very air around them.
Severus is wearing his tailored suit, the fabric so smooth it almost seems to shimmer with an otherworldly sheen. The jacket, cut with sharp, angular lines, fits him like a second skin, buttoned just slightly askew, as if the perfection of his appearance is an afterthought, a subtle defiance to convention.
The long, black silk tie is tied with perfection, and the silver cufflinks at his wrists gleam faintly in the low light. His hair, as dark as ever, falls around his face in waves that frame his pale, calculating features, while his eyes—so often hidden behind a veil of rigidness—now search the room with an unsettling intensity.
Seraphina is a vision in dark purple. Her off-the-shoulder gown shimmers with a celestial quality, as if she stepped from the night sky itself. The bodice, sleek and fitted to her frame, accentuates the curve of her waist, while a cascade of silver embroidery runs down the skirt in a sparkling waterfall of starlight, making her seem like a comet passing through the room.
The back of the dress dips low in a swooping curve, elegant yet daring, balancing the sharp edges of her family's legacy with a softness that draws the eye. Her dark hair, slightly tousled in a way that only adds to her allure, falls over her shoulders in waves, and her unflinching gaze surveyw the crowd with the cool detachment of someone who knows exactly how much power she wields.
Together, they enter like a pair of shadows given form—silent, observant, and utterly unforgettable.
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They feel the weight of every eye in the room, their arrival marking a rare and deliberate moment of tension. Seraphina, with her cool, graceful presence, and Severus, with his unwavering, shadowed demeanor, are among the few chosen half-bloods who earned their place within such an exclusive gathering.
Yet despite their lineage, no one dares to openly question their inclusion—not when the bond between Lucius and Severus is solidified into a firm, unspoken alliance, founded in years of shared secrets and mutual respect. Their friendship, though unconventional, became undeniable—a force that many within the room have come to accept.
Seraphina's presence, however, is just as integral to this delicate balance. As the younger sibling, she stands beside her brother with quiet strength, her gaze unwavering. She isn't just an accessory to Severus, but an embodiment of the unity their family represents. A united front is what Narcissa and Lucius demanded in this world of precarious alliances, and together, Severus and Seraphina stand as a living testament to it.
Regulus's eyes linger for a moment on Seraphina, the way her gown shimmers under the light, the silver embroidery cascading down her skirt like stardust. He notices the elegance of her posture, the sharp curve of her back, the cool confidence she exudes—every detail that somehow turned her into something far more striking than he remembers.
Yet he turns his attention away—he is, according to his rigid mind, uninterested.
Walburga notes how Seraphina's lips curle into a smile, her focus entirely on Cassiopeia, the warmth in her expression in stark contrast to the icy indifference she often wears for others. It is a smile that lingers, a private gesture in a public sea of faces, while the rest of the room seems to fade into the background for her. Cassiopeia returns it, her own smile cool but knowing.
Pandora and Evan are impossibly elegant—Pandora in flowing dark blue satin with silver chains draped across her shoulders like armor, her hair swept into a crown of braids, and Evan in a perfectly tailored onyx suit, his curls artfully tousled, emerald cufflinks catching the light with every movement. The Rosier family, one of the oldest and wealthiest in Europe, wear their legacy like a weapon—lethal, beautiful, and meant to be seen.
As the Snape siblings settle into the flow of the evening, Seraphina breaks away first, her eyes already scanning the crowd for familiar faces before making her way toward the Rosiers. Evan is already moving—meeting her halfway with a grin that splits his face as he immediately loops his arm through hers, kissing her cheek, effortless and familiar. Pandora, regal and sweet, leans in to kiss Seraphina's cheek, her expression softening in her presence. Among the glittering sea of ancient bloodlines and veiled politics, the Rosier twins are her sanctuary—sharp, loyal, and entirely hers.
"To say you look stunning would be an understatement, Pandora. I'm speechless, you're like a fairy!" Seraphina breathes, linking their hands as she takes in the vision before her.
Pandora beams, cheeks flushed with delight. "You're too sweet—and you! That dress—divine. Like a dark angel snucked into the event and stealing everyone's breath."
"You're speechless?" Evan cuts in, eyes gleaming as he gives Seraphina a twirl. "This look? Changed my life. Spectacular. I'll never recover."
"Ah, Evan." Seraphina laughs, the sound bright and genuine. "That charm of yours really does work. My best friend—so handsome, so royal. Pfff."
As the three exchange hushed laughter, Barty approaches with a practiced ease, slipping into their circle like he belonges, his sharp gaze lingering a moment too long on them before greeting the Rosiers and Seraphina with a hug.
"My, my, how mesmerizing we all look tonight. Nadine says hi." Barty drawls with a smirk, his eyes flicking over each of them, clearly pleased to be among such dangerously well-dressed company.
"Look at you, Barty! What a natural stunner, wow!" Seraphina encourages, as she ruffled his hair. His smile is soft and genuine. "I wish she could've joined us." They all agree.
"We look amazing, truly." Pandora chimes in, her voice soft and lilting, eyes half-lidded with delight. "I think we've outdone ourselves."
Evan and Seraphina laugh quietly, shoulders brushing as they exchange a knowing glance.
"Either all out or nothing." Evan adds with a grin, then nudges her gently. "And you, Phiny—you seem to be holding your ground among us bloodhounds."
"Nothing quite like it." she replies with a confident smirk, embroidery catching the light like starlight as she lifts her chin ever so slightly, matching their fire with her own.
"Nervous, yet?" Barty teases, his tone light, but his eyes knowing—fully aware that this room, thick with power and scrutiny, is unlike any other.
"Not really." Seraphina admitts, smoothing the fabric of her gown with a steady hand. "But I'm a big girl. I can handle it."
"Absolutely." Barty says with sincerity, his voice dropping just slightly. "No one here's got a bite like you."
"Oh, we've yet to see that..." Evan absentmindedly says as he gestured with his head, spotting the head of the Crouch family approaching them.
Their conversation is soon interrupted by the arrival of Barty Sr., tall, composed, and watchful; Seraphina recognizes him instantly from Nadine's stories—cold, exacting, impossible to please—and though she doesn't care for him, she greets him with perfect poise, her charm so polished that they give her an approving glance before moving on.
As the group make their way across the ballroom, laughter dulls to murmurs—the Black family stands at the far end like a living monument. Walburga stands flanked by Orion, silent and unreadable, and the rest of the family arrays around them like a court in a painting. The Rosiers approach first, exchanging formal pleasantries with a confidence born of equal status, but as Seraphina steps forward, the atmosphere shifts—just enough to be felt.
She is a half-blood, and though she belongs to the few deemed acceptable enough to enter this rarefied space, it isn't forgotten.
Walburga's eyes sweep over her like a blade—cold, slow, assessing. There is no outright dismissal, but there is no warmth either. "Miss Snape." she says at last, her voice as smooth as polished iron. "We've heard of you." It isn't quite a compliment, but not quite a threat.
Seraphina, poised and unflinching, gives a graceful bow of her head, her voice steady: "It's an honor to meet you, Lady Black, Lord Black." It isn't sincere, but it is flawless—and that is enough. Seraphina feels their intense stare—like a test—refusing to crumble under pressure and look away immediately. Instead, she turns to focus on Cassiopeia moments later.
Cassiopeia, beside her mother, offers a faint, amused smirk, her eyes catching Seraphina's in silent understanding—a flicker of shared rebellion, of games neither of their mothers fully saw. But it is Regulus who holds her gaze the longest, as if challenging her. This is, after all, their most exceptional display.
He stands just next to his mother, composed as always, but his usual aloofness wavers for the briefest moment. The one his mother won't notice. His eyes meet hers—pale yet dark, unreadable. He inclines his head in a deliberate greeting. "Snape."
She nods back, silent but sure, "Black." She scans her eyes over him, and he feels it, keeping his posture ever-so straight. She finds him beautiful, no matter how hard she fights the thought. She won't linger on the words spoken after that—mostly courteous pleasantries—only that his voice, for once, isn't hiding behind distance. And though neither of them will admit it, that moment lingers.
Only then does she truly notice the twins' similarity to their mother—and Sirius's to their father. She wonders, in that moment, what Sirius would have said, but she doubts it would be anything nice.
They all know that approaching the Blacks requires a different language—one spoken in posture, silence, and carefully measured words. Lighthearted conversation has no place here, not under Walburga's watchful gaze. Everything joyous is tucked neatly behind a wall of reputation and status, and none of them challenge it.
Seraphina, Evan, Pandora and Barty—all adapted, unspokenly agreeing to play the part. If only to give Cassiopeia and Regulus the grace of no additional scrutiny, no unnecessary attention. They cam laugh later. Here, they walk the line.
As the evening unfolds, the guests mingle with the kind of quiet sophistication only such a gathering can inspire. Severus makes his rounds, exchanging nods and brief words with various... associates—Mulciber, Rosier, Carrow, Crouch, Avery and others—each interaction marked by the same cold, calculating precision that has earned him his reputation. Evan and others share quiet conversations, their robes swirling as they move through the crowd, their presence a reminder of the power that lays beneath the polished surface.
Lucius stands resplendent, a figure of imperial elegance, cloaked in a robe of frost-silver velvet that catches the light like moonlit snow upon dragon-scale. His blond hair, artfully arranged and gleaming like gilded silk, flows past his shoulders in waves of patrician disdain. Upon his breast, fastened by a serpentine brooch of emerald and obsidian, lays the Malfoy crest wrought in thread of woven gold and warded against all ill will. He moves with the smooth precision of a man who knows the room belonged to him before he even enters it.
By his side, Narcissa is nothing short of celestial. She is wearing a gown of ivory charmeuse that clings and flows with equal grace. The bodice is embroidered with silver-threaded lilies and tiny diamonds nested in their centers winked like dew on moonlit petals. Her hair is arranged in a chignon, studded with pearls harvested from the deepest Gringotts vaults, and an intricate veil trails behind her like morning mist.
Her beauty is austere, almost unearthly—the kind of beauty that can silence a room without lifting a voice, that belongs more in a tapestry than in the flawed world of men. Guests don't speak of them as bride and groom but as icons.
A brief moment later, Severus leads Seraphina toward the newlyweds, where Lucius offers her a cool, calculated smile. "Miss Snape." he greets with a handshake, his voice smooth, "It's a pleasure to finally meet you in person." His eyes flick briefly toward Narcissa, who offers Seraphina a warm, though restrained, smile.
Seraphina returns the greeting with a deep nod and a handshake, her tone respectful. "The pleasure is mine, Mr. Malfoy, Mrs. Malfoy. Congratulations."
Despite the air of formality, the brief exchange holds an unspoken tension—yet Lucius and Narcissa seem much warmer than most, a subtle contrast to the coldness that fills the room. Perhaps it is courtesy, perhaps it is the invisible thread of connection that Severus woven between them, but whatever the reason, their demeanor is surprisingly less guarded than others. It is their field, after all.
The conversation that follows, though lighthearted on the surface, carries an undercurrent of importance. Seraphina can sense it—a measured understanding beneath their words, an acknowledgment of their shared status. As she speaks with them, she finally grasps what Severus had so often drilled into her: this event, these people, the alliances and nuances—they are not just customs, but the very foundation of power. And for all the superficial charm, there is a sharp awareness beneath it all—something she will need to master, if she ever hopes to truly navigate this world.
The evening wears on, the tension of the ceremony slowly giving way to the more relaxed rhythms of the party. The music, still soaring and elegant, shifts as the first notes of a slow waltz fill the air, and the guests begin to move more freely, the sharp edges of formality softened by the intoxicating spell of the celebration.
Seraphina and Evan take to the dance floor, their steps light and fluid as they twirl in sync. The connection between them is effortless, the banter flowing as easily as the movement beneath their feet. Evan leans in close with a smirk. "You know, I think they're all watching us." he teases, his eyes flicking to the crowd. "But it's nothing new for us, is it?"
Seraphina grins, swaying gracefully. "Hardly." she replies with a wink, her gaze sweeping across the room, the crowd now a blur of silk and satin. It is almost easy to forget the politics, the weight of this world they live in, with Evan beside her. She feels a few eyes on her, but she doesn't care to decipher which.
But soon, the music shifts again, and Barty sweeps onto the floor, cutting through the crowd with his usual air of arrogance. His gaze immediately finds Seraphina, who finished her dance with Evan and swaps with Pandora, and with a cocked eyebrow, he offers his hand. "Care for a dance?" His voice is playful.
Without missing a beat, Seraphina accepts, allowing herself to be led by him onto the floor. As they move together, a familiar friendly electricity pulses between them—understanding and support, and most importantly—fun.
Meanwhile, the guests continue to relax, a few of the more serious faces softening in the light of the music and the wine. Laughter bubbles up here and there, and for a few moments, the walls of pure-blood pride seem to fall away, allowing for real human moments to slip through.
In a quieter corner of the room, Selene Greengrass—her presence a little more captivating than usual—makes her way over to Severus. She is poised, elegant, with a hint of something more daring in her gaze as she nears him.
Selene, the enigmatic sister-in-law of Isolde Greengrass, took a different path from the more traditional brother—Isolde's husband. While her brother and Isolde embraced marriage, children, and reputation, Selene chose independence, immersing herself in celestial magic, rune theory, and healing at the Arithmantic College in the Swiss Alps.
Unmarried by choice, she has been labeled 'brilliant and unmanageable' by pure-blood society. Though she rarely attends social events, her high status remains intact, thanks to the age and purity of the Vale line and her significant magical achievements. Known as a 'black sheep,' Selene moves through elite circles not by following the rules, but because she is too valuable to overlook.
"Severus Snape." she purrs, her voice smooth and soft, a little too inviting for the formality of the occasion. Her eyes meet his, and for a moment, there is a flicker of something unspoken. "I must say, you look positively striking tonight."
Severus doesn't flinch, but there is an imperceptible tightening of his jaw. He nods, his eyes cool as always, but with a slight edge beneath them. "Thank you, Miss Greengrass." he replies, his voice quiet, measured.
She takes a step closer, tilting her head slightly as she studies him, the hint of a smile playing at her lips. "Please, just call me Selene. I'm glad you could make it to such a... memorable event." she says, her tone lingering a little longer than necessary. Her fingers brush the sleeve of his jacket casually, a touch that is just enough to feel intentional.
Severus remains unfazed, his posture unchanged, but there is something in the air now—a tension between them that is subtle, but undeniably there. He regards her for a moment, his gaze steady. "I find that events like this are best endured with patience." he says, his words careful. "And restraint."
Selene's smile only deepens, amused by his coolness, as if she finds it a challenge she is more than willing to take on. "Patience and restraint, hm?" she muses, her voice light with a trace of mischief. "You certainly do have a way with words, Severus."
Severus's attention, though outwardly composed, subtly shifts as Selene talks. He offers a polite nod, his demeanor as cold and measured. The exchange between them is casual—nothing more than pleasantries and surface-level banter—but beneath it, Severus feels the weight of the situation, and so does she.
Though he remains uninterested, his mind is already working through the layers. Selene's status is undeniable, the product of both her magical prowess and her untamed reputation. It is a power that could be leveraged, perhaps not immediately, but certainly in the long run. Her brilliance, her reluctance to follow the rigid expectations of pure-blood society—those are qualities that could be both an asset and a complication. Especially for something like him—a half-blood.
As she speaks, her voice light with teasing, Severus's thoughts linger on the opportunity her presence represents. The Greengrass family's influence, even if not entirely conventional, is formidable. Aligning himself with someone like her might carry risks, but it is a potentially great opportunity to gain an advantage in a world where status and connections are everything.
Her eyes linger on him just a little longer than necessary. It is clear she is intrigued—her smile, the way she leans in slightly closer, 'accidentally' brushing his arm. Severus, however, offers just enough to be polite.
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There is a slight tension in the air, as Severus subtly pushes back against her advances with carefully chosen words. His posture remains rigid, his gaze steady but distant, a clear indication that while she might be toying with him, he isn't easily swayed. She seems into it, testing boundaries, him making sure none are crossed. Still, for a moment, his lips quirk in the faintest smirk—a brief, subtle acknowledgment of her attention.
Seraphina notices the exchange between Selene and Severus, at first surprised he even allows it. Then, she understands—it is about the significance of the event and the status of Selene's family, nothing more. Still, disgusted by the interaction, her thoughts turn to Nadine.
As Selene is distracted by a relative, Severus remains still, lost in thought. He can entertain the idea of pursuing someone like her if it serves his needs. Selene is perfectly suitable, a match that can elevate both his and his sister's status, yet there is an emptiness, a missing piece.
If he truly wants someone—it isn't her. His thoughts shift, lingering on his desires, though clarity eludes him. What does he want? He can't say. His reverie is interrupted by Seraphina, who breaks the space between him and Selene, pulling him away from the distraction.
"Cozy, you two, aren't you?" Seraphina teases coldly, her eyes narrowing slightly, not pleased with the closeness between them.
"Hardly." Severus brushes it off, his tone indifferent. "I told you it was about connections."
"Mhm," Seraphina probes, her disapproval evident, "she seemed quite interested in... connecting."
Severus remains silent for a moment, his eyes narrowing as he considers her words.
"All I'm saying is," Seraphina continues, "she's not suited for you. Or, you wouldn't fit her. She's far too complicated and unruly for someone like you. You need—" She pauses, her gaze sharp, "—someone much better. Someone like... I don't know... Random thought... Nadine. A sunshine, but fierce, smart, strong."
Severus stiffens at the mention of Nadine, his expression sharpening for the briefest moment before he masks it. He regards Seraphina, his gaze momentarily flickering with something unreadable.
"You think so highly of her." he says, his voice tight, though he quickly smoothes it out, returning to his detached tone. His thoughts drift to the most recent meeting. Nadine became a target—her standing diminished, her name passed around with disdain and mockery. The consensus is clear: anything tied to her is now a liability. Strictly problematic.
Seraphina smirks, leaning slightly forward. "Not just 'strengths.'" she replies, her tone teasing but pointed. "You know exactly what I mean. She could be... a challenge for you, Sev. But the right one. Not like Selene. She's a complication you'd be better off avoiding."
Severus gives a rare, dry laugh, the edges of his lips curling into something almost cynical. "Complications are hardly something I shy away from." he mutters. His eyes then flick to Selene in the distance, her laughter now lost in the crowd.
Seraphina raises an eyebrow and snaps her fingers in front of his face. "Not when they come with strings attached, like her." she remarks, her voice sharp. "But Nadine... she wouldn't tie you down. She might even pull you up."
Severus glances at her, his lips pressing together in thought. "You speak as if you know exactly what I need." he says, his words quiet but edged with a hint of something deeper. "Maybe you're right. Maybe you're foolish." His gaze lingers on Seraphina, her expression unreadable.
The air between them shifts, tension lacing the moment.
"All I'm saying is opposites attract. And if you stopped being blinded by the past, you might just find yourself with something worth keeping."
Severus quietly scoffs, his voice laced with sarcasm. "How about you then, sister? Weren't you looking for someone, or are they all beneath you?" He muses, a subtle challenge in his tone.
Seraphina's mind flickers to Regulus almost immediately—unfortunately, according to her own thoughts. She can't help it—his image snucks into her thoughts unbidden. But this event, more than anything, has laid bare the distance between them, the insurmountable gap of status, family expectation, and everything that keeps them apart. It highlights all the reasons it wouldn't work. Still, she fights to deny it, unwilling to fully admit to herself that truth.
Her gaze briefly scans the other options available to her, but none of them hold her interest. She knows that, in her position, any match with a pure-blood would be political—to break the glass ceiling, but not one she would ever truly want.
She glances again at Regulus, her eyes lingering for a second too long, before turning to Severus, who catches the shift in her gaze. He knows. She knows he knows. There is no hiding it between them.
With a silent understanding, Severus offers a sympathetic nod to his sister. It isn't one of pity, but of shared comprehension—the kind that only those who know the weight of expectations and untold desires can truly grasp.
Cassiopeia is caught in a polite corner conversation, her fingers wrapped lightly around a glass of something gold, only half-listening to her cousin who is raving about fabrics in Paris.
Barty watches her from across the room.
He doesn't even try to be subtle about it anymore.
He leans against the pillar just enough to look casual, one hand in his pocket, his unbuttoned shirt revealing half of his chest. He has been nursing the same drink for twenty minutes, ignoring nearly every attempt at conversation thrown his way by pure-blood girls with glittering eyes.
Because his eyes keep falling on her.
Unfortunately, Amycus is circling again like a dog sniffing scraps, and Barty has had enough of that.
So he moves. Unhurried, confident, cutting through the lingering warmth and perfume with the kind of charm that is almost dangerous. He knows where she is before he reaches her. Knows the way her shoulders shift when she is losing patience. Knows she won't say no to him. Not tonight.
He slides in just as Amycus starts moving toward her.
"Don't look now," Barty murmurs, low near her ear, "but an idiot is about to approach you."
Cassiopeia turns, brows lifting the tiniest bit. "Carrow?"
He gives a lazy smirk. "The one and only."
"And you swooped in to save me?"
He shrugs, then leans a little closer, voice casual but low. "Couldn't risk him annoying you to death before I got a dance."
Her lips quirk, faintly amused. "And if I say no?"
He grins wider. "Then I stand here and stare until it gets weird for everyone."
A breath of a laugh escapes her. "Fine. One dance."
He offers his hand, mockingly formal, and she takes it with a slight roll of her eyes. But she is smiling, faintly, and he catches it.
They step onto the dance floor just as the next song begins—something slower, smooth and swaying, the kind that lets people lean in close if they want to.
Cassiopeia is excellent at this—no surprise. Her frame is perfect, her posture practiced. But Barty is no slouch either. He leads with ease, his grip firm but respectful, his movements elegant, and relaxed—like he is putting in no effort at all, but still outshining half the room.
"You are lethal, Cassiopeia." he says after a beat, twirling her smoothly, "You don't belong among these people."
"And where do I belong, Bartemius?" she replies dryly.
He smirks, his hand resting low on her back, fingers splayed lightly against the silk of her dress. Just... aware. Of her. Of the moment. Of the electricity between them.
He leans in slightly, his voice quiet, meant for her and no one else. "Definitely not beside Carrow."
A beat.
"Or any other man."
Cassiopeia studies him. Cool, steady. But her breath isn't quite even.
She feels his thumb brush against her spine—barely a graze, but it sends a flicker of something deep and warm down her ribs.
He doesn't look away.
"You don't belong where it's safe," he says, "or easy. You belong where someone notices when you're quiet. Where they don't leave when you're difficult. Where they want to know what you're like when no one's watching."
Her lips part slightly—in surprise, maybe. Maybe not. Her heart stirs. Something dangerous. Something real.
Barty's fingers shift—a subtle adjustment, closer, firmer—not a grab, but a silent confession.
"Other girls..." he begins, then exhales through his nose, frustrated with the comparison even before he finishes. "They let themselves be seen. You make people work for it. And I—"
His gaze dips to her mouth, then lifts again, steady and almost reverent. "I haven't stopped wanting to understand you since the moment I first saw you."
Cassiopeia's throat tightens. She swallows.
Her hand, light on his chest, feels the steady thrum beneath his ribs.
He is nervous. And still—somehow—so annoyingly composed.
"You think you understand me now?" she asks, quieter than before.
He leans in, barely. Enough that she feels the warmth of his breath on her cheek.
"Not even close."
A smile, slow and genuine.
"But I want to."
They are no longer moving to the music. Just swaying now, caught in something neither of them names. The ballroom, the crowd, the expectations—all melting away.
He twirls her one final time and catches her as the last note fades. For a moment they are still, close—too close for a dance that was supposed to be proper.
His hand is still on her waist. Hers lingers on his chest. He leans in just slightly.
"Let's get some air." he says softly. "Before Carrow gets the nerve to cut in and ruin the night."
She tilts her head, feigning consideration. "Maybe I want to get away from you."
He smirks again, offering his arm. "That's the thing, Cass. You don't."
She exhales through her nose, annoyed but smiling, placing her hand in the crook of his elbow. "You're insufferable."
The corridor outside is dim and hushed, the low thrum of music now just a distant vibration through marble walls. Barty walks beside her, his hand brushing the small of her back.
They step through tall glass doors onto a narrow balcony draped in winter ivy. It is cold, but not cruel. The chill clings to the night air, kissed by stars and fog, and Cassiopeia exhales slowly as her hands find the stone railing. A moment. Her spine straightens, but her face is softer in the pale moonlight.
Barty takes off his jacket, gently places it over her shoulders, and leans beside her, elbows resting on the ledge, close enough that his arm nearly brushes hers. But he says nothing.
Then, Cassiopeia breaks the silence, her voice low, almost breathless. "Thank you. But we shouldn't be here."
Barty only smiles, not with mischief, but with quiet certainty. "No," he murmurs, "but here is the only place I want to be."
Cassiopeia smiles. It is easy with him—effortless, like a breath taken after too long underwater.
"Intense, right? My whole family. It's just a lot." she says softly, stepping a little closer. "All these expectations, arranged proposals, everything... I just... I don't think I'm up for it. I don't think I want it." Her gaze drops to the garden below, a flicker of vulnerability slipping through her faultless mask.
Barty steps closer—closer than proper, closer than safe. The air grows still, charged.
"And what do you want?" he asks, his voice smooth as silk, quiet but steady, each word wrapped in curiosity and something deeper. He isn't teasing. He wants to know.
Her mind shifts—suddenly, sharply—to him and him alone. Not a name chosen by her mother, not a polished pure-blood suitor selected for political gain. Just Barty. Barty Jr. Real, sharp-eyed, and strangely comforting in his unpredictability. It isn't arranged, expected, or strategic—it is genuine, which makes it all the more frightening. And though the thought makes her nervous to admit, even to herself, the answer to his question is clear: she wants him.
She lifts her gaze, meeting his eyes with a look that says everything without a single word. It is clear—undeniable—though still unspoken, suspended in the silence between them.
Before she can respond, Barty's eyes flick to the shadows inside—and he sees him.
Amycus.
Lurking just past the doorframe, watching them with barely-contained fury.
Barty meets his gaze, unblinking.
Then, deliberately, he turns back to Cassiopeia, hand sliding up her spine and resting between her shoulder blades. Warm. Confident.
She doesn't speak or move, allowing it.
His other hand rises—fingers brushing the edge of her jaw, his thumb skimming beneath her chin, tilting her face toward his. Slowly. Like he is savoring every second.
He leans in.
And kisses her.
It isn't soft. It isn't hesitant. It is slow, yes—but it is heat, too. Controlled fire. His hand slides along her ribs, steadying her, the other buried briefly in her hair, holding her there like a secret. His body presses against hers—not demanding, but undeniably present. Like gravity. Like he is always meant to stand this close.
Cassiopeia's fingers fist gently into the collar of his shirt, breath catching in her throat. For a moment, all she can feel is him—the heat of his mouth, the steadiness of his hands, the way he tastes.
Barty's eyes open mid-kiss—and he sees Amycus still watching, jaw tight, eyes wild.
He smirks into her mouth.
Amycus storms away.
When they finally pull apart, Cassiopeia blinks up at him—her cheeks flushed, her pulse hammering, her control fraying just a little.
"Bartemius—" she begins, breathless.
But he groans—low and soft, forehead resting against hers. "Don't call me that."
"Why not?" she breathes.
He leans back just slightly, enough to look into her eyes. His voice is warm, teasing, but also sincere—like he is giving her something no one else gets.
"You'll find a name for me."
A smirk curves his mouth again.
"You're clever like that."
And with that, he leans back against the balcony, eyes scanning the empty door where Amycus once stood, one hand still lightly hooked at her waist, like he has no intention of letting go.
The moon catches in her hair. The air smells like frost and old roses. No promises are made. None are needed. For now, this is enough. They rejoin the party as if nothing happened.
Severus and Seraphina are soon joined by Charles and Louis, the meeting smooth and refined, as expected from such families. Seraphina offers a warm greeting—her poise matched by the effortless confidence of the Leblanc brothers. Charles seems particularly drawn to her, his interest evident in the way he leans in slightly as they speak.
With Louis, Seraphina exchanges polite words, mentioning Nadine with a fond smile and sending regards through her, which earns her an easy, genuine grin.
From across the room, the Black family observes—Walburga's stare sharp and unreadable, Cassiopeia quietly curious, and Regulus, most of all, watches a little too long, jaw tight. He doesn't like how charmed Charles looks—or how brightly Seraphina smiles back.
Charles notices the lingering stares—Regulus's in particular. He is simply irritated at the prospect of his teammate adding another reason to be insufferable during Quidditch—mentioning her flirtations with the Leblancs, desperate for attention...
But Charles doesn't acknowledge them. Instead, he smiles coolly, as if unaware, and turns his full attention back to Seraphina. With a fluid grace, he takes her hand and presses a light, deliberate kiss to her knuckles. "Would you grant me the honour of a dance?" he asks, his voice low and smooth. Seraphina smiles—sweet, calm, and entirely in control. "I'd be delighted." she replies, letting him lead her toward the dance floor.
Regulus watches from the edge of the ballroom, his expression unreadable, eyes locked on the pair as she moves gracefully in Charles's arms. At one point, Charles glances deliberately over Seraphina's shoulder—directly at Regulus—and offers the faintest, knowing smile, a quiet provocation masked as charm.
As the night settles down, Regulus finds himself swept into mandatory courtesies—a slow dance with Pandora, Narcissa, and then a few pure-blood girls his age. The final partner is a family friend, one of those girls who seems born into the world of polished smiles and alliances. She is poised, graceful, and far too eager to impress—her laughter a delicate bell as she leans in, holding him closer than proper.
Regulus lets it happen. Under his mother's watchful gaze, resistance isn't an option. He even offers a few smiles throughout the evening—smiles Seraphina had never received.
This girl, he knows without question, is one of the most obvious candidates presented to him—suitable by lineage, polished in every way, and already spoken of in the right circles as a good match. And while she plays her role well, he feels none of the fire he has come to expect from meaningful connection—only the weight of expectation.
From the sidelines, Seraphina watches, her eyes narrowing just slightly as an unexpected pang rose in her chest. She doesn't want to admit it—not even to herself—but seeing him so easily charmed, so perfectly at ease in a world she both envies and resents, stirs something sharp and unsettling within her. With every spin of the dance, she feels the distance grow.
Their conversations had always been laced with friction—ice and embers sparking off stone corridors. But now, she finds herself wishing it had been different. Less adversarial. Something with room to breathe.
As if he senses her watching, Regulus meets her eyes over his partner's shoulder, his arm snaking at her waist gently. The moment is fleeting, the connection silent but charged, before he looks away again—expression unreadable, the distance between them made visible.
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The grand halls still carry the ghost of music from earlier hours—notes fading like memory into the polished wood and silk-papered walls. The chandeliers, though flickering, cast fractured gold across the marble, and faint echoes of laughter drift from the parlours and drawing rooms.
It is late now—past midnight—but for some, the evening is far from over.
In a distant wing of the manor, far from the warmth of hearth fires and the scent of roses wilting in crystal vases, the air takes on a different nature.
Cold. Still. Heavy.
The night deepens, and the boundaries between the world above and the one hidden below begin to blur.
Some guests have departed. Others remain—Seraphina, with her glass of champagne balanced loosely between elegant fingers, still laughing softly at something Pandora has said. Cassiopeia perches near the piano bench, exchanging glances with Narcissa, who hosts with grace despite the exhaustion in her eyes. They are unaware of the tension rippling beneath the polished exterior, of the way shadows stretch toward the edges of the manor, pulling select men and women away from the light and into the darkened spine of the estate.
Severus excuses himself without a word, his voice caught somewhere between weariness and resolve. He doesn't meet his sister's gaze as he turns from the firelit room.
Regulus murmurs something quiet to Cassiopeia—a lie about needing fresh air, perhaps—and disappears down a different corridor, shoulders tight with self-discipline.
Evan is already gone.
So is Barty.
They don't need to signal one another. There is no nod, no whisper. They know the route by heart now—not etched into stone, but into memory. Into obligation.
A sharp left at the library. Behind the tapestry of the Thestral Hunt. Down the narrow, spiraled staircase masked by glamour that warps the air like a heat-haze, though no warmth exists beyond it.
With each step they descend, the cold grows deeper—not just temperature, but something more intimate. Something ancient and untouched by time. The kind of cold that has nothing to do with winter.
No one speaks.
Mulciber walks stiffly beside Avery, his jaw clenched tight. They wear expressions like masks—ugly with the effort to appear unbothered, though the tension in their shoulders betrays them. Goyle and Crabbe come lumbering behind, dull-eyed and thick-necked, their pace slower but no less deliberate.
Rodolphus moves alone, the slight shift of fabric revealing the shape of a wand always at the ready beneath his dark robes. His eyes flick toward every corner, every sound, every breath—calculating, unreadable.
Bellatrix is already there.
She stands at the head of the chamber like an obsidian carving—still, sharp, dangerous. Her eyes gleam with something wild, something zealous, as she watches them gather. She doesn't greet them.
The chamber stretches long, all stone and shadow. There are no windows. No doors once you pass through the hidden entrance. The only light comes from the torches—unusual things, bracketed along the walls, burning not with fire but with eerie, wavering blue. The light they cast is wrong. It doesn't warm. It reflects—ghostlike—off pale skin and steel-gray stone, illuminating only the edges, never the depths.
At the far end of the room is a dais—elevated, but empty. And yet... it hums. Not with sound, but presence. As though the air itself awaits something. Or someone.
They gather in silence, one by one.
Severus and Regulus enter together, moving with the same quiet understanding—young men shaped by expectation and resentment, cloaked now in something colder.
Barty stands beside Evan, already in place, the corners of his mouth twitching faintly in that way he smiles when he is half amused, half electrified by what is to come. His eyes gleam like flint, watching.
Peter slips in through the back, unnoticed by most, hunched and fidgeting. His eyes dart nervously around the room, wide and glistening, a rat caught between loyalty and terror.
The murmurs—quiet as they were—die completely.
Time stretches thin, like breath held too long.
And then—
The torches flicker. Shudder.
Their flames lean downward, bowing toward the stone floor as though drawn by something more commanding than gravity—drawn by reverence. Or fear.
Something shifts in the pressure of the room.
And he arrives.
No sound.
No dramatic entrance.
No flash of spell.
No wand raised.
No warning.
But with presence so sudden and absolute it steals the air from their lungs. The shadows stretch behind him as though eager to follow. His robes don't rustle. His footsteps don't echo. And yet every eye finds him—compelled, bound. The dais, until now empty, seems almost to inhale as he steps upon it.
Tall. Cloaked.
The very air hums around him—thick with magic old and sharp, tasting faintly of metal and blood, and something older still, something that doesn't belong in any human mouth or mind.
He no longer wears the face of Tom Riddle—at least, not entirely. The transformation is underway, incomplete but unmistakable. His skin is pale—unnaturally so, leached of all warmth and pulled tight over sharp bone. The high cheekbones and angular jaw remain, but there is something serpentine now in his stillness. Something cold. Something watching.
His eyes aren't fully red, not yet. But they gleam with that same depthless black that swallows light instead of reflecting it. When they land on you, it is like being flayed open.
He is less man now.
And for it, infinitely more terrifying.
Beside him coils Nagini. Her body winds in an endless loop across the stone, head lazily raised as if only mildly interested. Her scales glisten in the light, and her eyes, bright emerald slits, blink slowly as she surveys the gathering. Her presence is a message: he is never truly alone.
No one bows.
Not yet.
No one dares to move.
The Dark Lord says nothing.
Their silence is worship.
Their stillness is surrender.
And the night, at last, truly begins.
He stands still a moment longer, the room held in perfect suspension. Then—his head turns, ever so slightly, and his eyes lock with a face near the front.
"Lucius."
The name lands softly—but impossibly loud, as if the walls themselves hold their breath to hear it. His voice is barely more than a whisper, and yet it stretches across the stone, curling into every corner like smoke.
Lucius steps forward, composed but taut. His hair gleams like polished silver in the cold light, and his expression is one of perfect courtesy.
He bows low, a deep, practiced motion.
"My Lord. It is an honor—"
Voldemort's lips stretch into something resembling a smile, though it lacks warmth. It distorts his already inhuman face into something coldly amused.
"Congratulations are in order." he murmurs. "Marriage. An ancient rite. Binding blood to blood. How noble." His voice lingers on the last word like a knife idly drawn across glass.
From the periphery, a cane taps once against the floor—sharp and deliberate.
Abraxas speaks next. His voice is dry and rasping, like parchment too long exposed to fire. "We thank you for your presence, my Lord. It is... an honor."
Voldemort turns his gaze toward him. Slowly. With interest.
The room doesn't exhale.
"I remember our time at Hogwarts very well." he says, low and thoughtful. "Always sharp, Abraxas. We debated in the common room, didn't we? You argued for the sanctity of bloodlines while clinging to your father's dog-eared volumes. You were clever—but so very obedient." He tilts his head slightly. "You've aged."
Abraxas straightens, his knuckles white on his cane. "I have aged. But my loyalty has never disappeared."
A pause. Then, a small incline of Voldemort's head—approval, or something like it.
"Indeed. And your son seems to walk the same path."
His eyes return to Lucius, lingering.
"Narcissa Black is a suitable match."
Lucius says nothing. He knows better than to interrupt when the Dark Lord is thinking aloud.
Voldemort begins to move then—not pacing so much as gliding, each step silent. His robes don't rustle. His presence seems to stretch around him like shadow, pushing into the corners of the chamber.
With every step, the room seems to shrink.
"And speaking of blood..." he begins, voice soft but sharp. "Let us not forget its value. Its purity. Its price."
He stops.
His gaze sweeps the room.
One by one, eyes drop.
Bellatrix is the first to move—of course. She drops to her knees with something like devotion, her eyes glittering with ecstasy at his presence. Rodolphus follows immediately, though his gesture is colder, more controlled. One by one, the others begin to kneel—Mulciber and Avery, Goyle and Crabbe. Evan sinks fluidly, unbothered, as if it is simply another step in a dance he has already mastered. Barty does the same, his expression unreadable.
Peter is already on his knees, trembling slightly, as if kneeling is the only way to keep from collapsing altogether.
Severus remains standing for a moment longer than the rest—long enough to be noticed, but not long enough to provoke. Then he lowers himself to one knee, measured and silent, his face a mask carved from restraint.
No one dares to speak.
Even Bellatrix holds her tongue.
The moment stretches taut—nearly unbearable.
And then, at last, he lifts one pale, long-fingered hand.
"Rise."
The word is quiet. But it releases them like a spell.
Cloth shifts. Bodies straighten. Eyes lift—but never fully.
The Dark Lord watches them all.
And for the first time that night...
He smiles.
Then, with the deliberate elegance of a spider tasting vibrations in its web, he lifts his chin, voice low and fluid:
"My friends." he begins, the word spoken like a joke he alone understands. "My followers." A pause. "My family."
It is not a term of affection. It is ownership.
"These are... important times. The Ministry teeters on the edge of collapse. And the Muggle world—" he gives a quiet scoff, "—thrashes blindly in the war, like rats drowning in a barrel."
He begins to pace again, robes whispering against the floor.
"And what do we offer?"
The silence is absolute. No one answers.
He doesn't mind.
"A future." he says, with reverence. "A future made of precision. Of tradition. Of power. One where filth does not walk our sacred halls. One where blood traitors no longer poison our legacies with softness, with mercy."
As he moves, the firelight catches on his pale skin, makes him gleam like bone. His gaze sweeps over the gathering. Mulciber. Avery. Selwyn. The Carrows. Crabbe. Goyle. Even Peter, who trembles near the edge like a shadow hoping not to be noticed.
"So many of you," he murmurs, "descendants of ancient lines. Branches of the old tree. You stand here not because of name alone, but because of choice."
He stops by the fire, hands behind his back.
"Soon, this world will change. And when it does, it is not enough to survive. You must be the architects of its future. You must write the rules. Those who stand with filth—those who defend beasts and half-breeds and mudbloods—they will fall."
He turns then, sharply. "Fall by our hand."
His voice cuts like glass.
"There is a reason I do not open this circle to all. Loyalty is not a word. It is action. It is sacrifice. It is obedience. It is silence, when silence is required."
His gaze snaps to Peter. The rat flinches.
A whisper of amusement curls Voldemort's lip.
"But this room," he continues, voice softer now, "this moment... is history. Our history. When we rise—and we shall rise—it will be because of three things."
He lifts one long, white finger.
"Blood."
A second.
"Magic."
A third.
"Me."
He turns, eyes glowing faintly with inner fire. Then, without warning, he sits. The motion is fluid. Effortless. Like falling into a throne that was always meant to be his. Nagini coils beside him, weaving around the base of his chair like liquid muscle, hissing quietly.
"She," he says with a faint smile, looking down at the serpent, "understands purity better than most of you. She does not lie to herself. She does not forget her instincts. You would do well to remember yours."
His gaze flicks—Rodolphus. Rabastan.
"The Lestranges," he says smoothly, "always a pleasure. Loyal. Disciplined. Focused. Rabastan—your marriage with Yaxley's daughter... it proceeds?"
"It will be sealed soon, my Lord." Rabastan replies.
"I expect strength from your line."
Then, like a cold wind changing direction, his gaze finds a new target.
"Regulus."
Regulus straightens, composed.
"Youngest son of Orion," Voldemort murmurs, "but not the weakest. No, quite opposite. There is a stillness in you I find... promising."
Regulus nods once, elegant and cautious.
"Your sister," Voldemort says, and his voice dips lower. "Cassiopeia. The name suits her. Graceful. Refined. Not unlike your mother, but colder."
Regulus's eyes flicker. Just once.
"Cassiopeia is careful and loyal." he says. "She makes her own judgements."
"As she should be." Voldemort replies. "But loyalty is not always given freely. Sometimes it is... cultivated. Keep her close, Regulus. You never know when someone's potential might outweigh their defiance."
The meaning lingers in the air like perfume.
He turns, and Severus stands in his path.
"Severus." Voldemort says with mild pleasure and interest.
Severus inclines his head, saying nothing.
Voldemort adds, "You understand the value of silence. Of patience. You understand that true power is not always loud."
Then, a pause. A flicker of something sharper.
"And Seraphina."
Severus's shoulders tense.
"She is quiet. Observant. Clever. But soft, I hear. Not yet a weakness... but such things can grow."
Severus speaks, voice smooth and measured. "She is obedient, my Lord. Disciplined. She knows her place."
Voldemort nods. "A woman with discretion has more power than any wand. Any man."
Then—Barty.
The Dark Lord moves again, slow and deliberate, until he stands before him.
"Bartemius." he says, and Barty straightens, proud.
"My Lord, I—"
Voldemort silences him with a glance.
"You burn the brightest." he says softly. "Ambition. Devotion. But... you have a twin."
Barty swallows hard. "Yes, my Lord."
"I hear," Voldemort says, voice dripping disdain, "she was sorted into Gryffindor. A Crouch—among lions."
Chuckles break the tension. Amycus lets out a snort, and Alecto wheezes, murmuring, "Helping mudbloods with their homework, no doubt."
The laughter fades the instant Voldemort lifts his hand.
His gaze drills into Barty.
"Tell me. Does she know who you are?"
"No, my Lord."
"Does she suspect?"
"She wouldn't understand."
Voldemort's voice lowers to something... almost silken. "Is she loyal?"
Barty hesitates.
"She is foolish." he says, eyes flat. "Naive. Soft."
"But is she yours?" Voldemort's voice is sharper now. "Because even fools may be useful. Controlled. Directed."
Barty nods slowly. "She is mine to handle."
"Naivety can be turned. Love, fear, guilt—they are strings. You must learn to pull them."
"I will." Barty says. "She will not be a threat."
Voldemort nods slowly. "For your sake, I hope not."
Then his voice rises, once more for the room.
"The next generation approaches. Sisters. Daughters. Heirs. And I see them squandered—hidden away, married off for comfort or coin. That will not do."
His eyes scan the room again, landing briefly on Bellatrix and Rodolphus, then to Evan, then Mulciber, Avery, Selwyn, Yaxley, Travers—each stiffening beneath the unspoken expectation.
"To rule, you must build a kingdom. You must not marry love. You must marry power."
He sits now—graceful—and the fire reflects strangely in his red eyes.
Nagini circles once around the legs of his chair and settles beside him, her head lifted, tongue flicking.
"My circle must remain pure. And loyal. Anything less... will burn."
The flames rise higher in the hearth, and no one speaks.
Regulus watches, sharp-eyed. Always listening. Always measuring. He wonders—how many more of these meetings until he makes a choice he can't take back?
And Severus... Severus says nothing. But inside, his mind is moving like a clockwork machine. So much to consider. He watches the Dark Lord, and beneath the stillness, something flickers—a question, a hesitation, buried deep.
Barty swallows, adrenaline coiled tight in his gut. This is the man he has devoted his life to—the reason he turned his back on Father, on safety, on reason. He feels alive here. Terrified, too. Not because of Voldemort, but from the slow and sinking guilt in his stomach.
His sister.
His mirror.
His only softness.
And now, she is a weakness.
"And yet..." Voldemort's voice drops lower. "There are always those who linger too long in the warmth of celebration... forgetting the cold truth of what must be done." His smile makes the hairs on every neck rise.
"Some here are young." Voldemort continues, voice curling like smoke around the room. "I see everything. I see what you are all becoming. What you must do."
He stretches out a hand—and fire leaps up in the center of the room.
A mark of things to come.
"To bring about our new world, there must be no doubt. No weakness. And no mercy."
The fire flares brighter, lighting each face in eerie green. This is not a meeting.
It is a consecration.
They are no longer just followers.
They are soldiers.
They are Death Eaters.
Voldemort lifts his wand—barely a flick—and the green flame vanishes. "Prepare." he says simply. "Next year ends in blood."
And just like that, he is gone.
Nagini slithers silently after him.
The torches roar back to life in their blue flames.
And silence remains, thick and final.
No one dares speak first.
They simply rise, and one by one, file out through the darkness.
Back upstairs, music plays softly. Laughter tinkles in a distant hall. Pandora adjusts a flower in a vase. Cassiopeia listens to her brother's steps return.
But none of them know what has just been set into motion in the bowels of the manor.
Not yet.
Chapter Text
Steam rolls off the Hogwarts Express in dense clouds, mixing with the chime of laughter, shouted goodbyes, and the occasional hoot of an owl in protest.
Cassiopeia doesn't rush—her chin is tilted, dark curls tucked into a black beret, her long wool coat brushing neatly over her polished boots. She stands calmly, her trunk beside her, scanning the platform.
Seraphina walks silently, her face cool and unreadable under her hood, like freshly fallen snow no one dares to step on. Her grey scarf is wrapped neatly around her neck, and her eyes flick occasionally toward the clusters of students and parents—cautious, detached.
They have just stepped off the platform and into the crowd when—
"Cass! Phina!"
The familiar voice—all silk and glitter and unapologetic joy—cuts through the air.
Before either of them can react, Nadine bounds into view, a splash of lavender and mink fur, her gloves still half on. Her smile is wide and genuine as she pushes through a gap in the students and hurls herself at them with affection.
"Come on," she breathes, linking her arms through theirs, "we need to run before some second-year with a rat takes the last empty compartment."
Cassiopeia doesn't resist, only exhales a soft laugh and follows, adjusting her grip on her wand just in case. Seraphina sighs, but a ghost of a smile tugs at her mouth as she is tugged along too.
The girls weave through the corridor of the train, dodging trunks and over-eager Prefects. Nadine's curled hair bounces with every determined step, her breath visible in the cold air, still chattering over her shoulder as she scans for a compartment.
"There!"
She throws open a door with an unnecessary flourish and steps aside like she is presenting a treasure chest. The compartment is empty, the window frosted with breath and snow.
"In." Nadine says, already shoving her trunk to the side. "I've been dying to sit down and talk without being interrupted or Tem trying to hide my letters."
The three girls settle in: Nadine by the window, Cassiopeia across, and Seraphina beside her. Brownie meows as soon as she hears the soft shuffle of cloaks and trunks and is promptly released, immediately climbing into Cassiopeia's lap to curl into her warmth with a purr of contentment.
Nadine sighs dramatically and tugs her fur-lined gloves off, tossing them beside her seat.
"I missed you both so much." she says with genuine affection, curling her legs under her. "And before you ask—yes, I'm exhausted, and yes, I've been living off sugar and champagne for the last three days."
Cassiopeia lifts a brow. "You only got back yesterday."
"Exactly." Nadine groans. "I spent every day in Paris before that. Grandmother didn't want me back early—said I should 'enjoy myself while I'm still young and unwed.'"
She makes a face. "So of course, I took that as permission to eat éclairs with Hélène, shop on Rue Montague, and drink mulled wine with every friend I could find from Beauxbatons. Louis and I went ice skating near Jardin des Tuileries."
"But!" Nadine leans forward, voice dropping conspiratorially. "You'll both love this. Louis says he met you at the wedding." she says, nodding to Seraphina.
Seraphina tilts her head slightly, curious. "Really?"
"Yes! He said he didn't speak to Severus though." Nadine waves her hand airily. "Said he looked like he was plotting the fall of civilization. But you—he said you were elegant and fun."
Cassiopeia arches a brow, smiling. "He knows?"
"Yeah, I told him." Nadine answers. "And I also heard Charles is interested in our stunning girl." She smiles mischeviously, glancing sideways at Seraphina.
Seraphina doesn't say anything. But the faintest color creeps into her cheeks. She brushes Brownie's fur with ease, lips twitching almost imperceptibly.
Cassiopeia leans back, watching them both with quiet amusement. The window glows faintly from the grey light outside.
"Anyway," Nadine continues, tossing her coat over her legs like a blanket, "I'll let you tell me about the wedding because I need to know what happened. But first, can we talk about how everyone is expecting us to come back from break full of answers?"
She waves a hand dramatically. "Engagements, internships, family plans... I swear, every adult thinks we went home to become proper little wives instead of recovering from a semester of emotional terrorism."
Cassiopeia hums darkly at that.
Brownie purrs, shifting her head to press into her thigh. By the time the trolley rolls past their compartment, Nadine is already halfway out the door before the others can protest.
"Okay, not a single thing left out." she calls dramatically over her shoulder. "I'm bribing you with sugar. Slytherin hearts crack faster with chocolate."
Cassiopeia gives a faint smile. Seraphina just shakes her head, but her eyes follow Nadine with fondness.
The compartment is quiet again, the faint whistle of the wind and chug of wheels beneath them a comforting rhythm. Brownie shifts from Cassiopeia's lap to Seraphina's now, purring softly as she stretches her tiny paws against the hem of her skirt and curls into a ball, content.
Nadine returns moments later with her arms full: boxes of Cauldron Cakes, Pumpkin Pasties, Chocoballs, and every kind of Fizzing Whizzbee and Jelly Slug the trolley had to offer. She drops the loot onto the bench like a battlefield offering and tosses a bag of Bertie Bott's at Seraphina with a wink.
"Alright." she says, settling into her seat, one leg tucked under the other, tearing open a Chocolate Frog. "Phina, you first."
Seraphina gives a little sigh, shifting slightly. Brownie's ears flick at the movement, but she doesn't budge.
And so Seraphina speaks. Quietly, clearly, and—as always—with sharp memory and no unnecessary flourish. She goes through everything that happened as soon as she stepped inside the Manor. Her observations, the conversations. The tension—the eyes that followed. The strange, electric kind of energy that passed between people who said nothing aloud but understood too much in silence.
She doesn't mention her own feelings. Her tone remains neutral. Controlled. But Nadine listens like she is devouring a mystery novel, wide-eyed and sucking powdered sugar from her fingertips.
"I should've came." Nadine groans once Seraphina finishes. "Somehow sneak in and see it all myself."
But Cassiopeia doesn't answer. Her gaze is fixed on the frost trailing down the window, fingers idly playing with her rings. She looks far away—not in thought exactly, but stuck in one. A loop. Her lower lip is drawn slightly between her teeth.
Nadine notices immediately. She leans slightly forward.
"Cass?"
No response.
Seraphina turns her head. "You're awfully quiet. You alright?"
Cassiopeia blinks once, slowly, then finally looks away from the window. Her voice is so soft when she speaks, it is almost lost beneath the rumble of the train.
"...Bartemius kissed me."
A pause.
Nadine chokes—violently—on a piece of Fudge Floss. "I'm sorry, what?" she coughs, practically leaping off her seat. Her wide eyes lock on Cassiopeia like she has sprouted an extra head.
Seraphina's jaw hangs open in a rare moment of genuine shock. "Who—? Barty? Nadine's Barty?"
"Tem?" Nadine exclaims, standing now with one hand on the luggage rack like she is preparing for impact. "Bartemius Crouch Jr kissed you?" She clutches a box of Chocolate Frogs to her chest like a holy object.
Cassiopeia doesn't meet their eyes. She just nods, once. Brownie purrs louder as if trying to offer moral support.
"When?" Nadine demands. "Where? How?!"
"At the wedding." Cassiopeia mutters. "Later... on the balcony."
"Holy—" Nadine plops back into her seat, staring like she is witnessing an eclipse. "And you didn't tell me immediately?"
Seraphina blinks rapidly, shaking her head as if trying to realign the stars. "What did he say? Was it just—?"
Cassiopeia brushes a hand over Brownie's soft fur and shakes her head slowly. "We didn't talk much after. It just... happened. Then nothing. We haven't spoken since."
"Wait, wait, wait." Nadine sits up straighter, eyes gleaming. "No letters? Not even a look? Nothing at all?"
"Not a word."
Nadine scowls. "That imbecile."
Cassiopeia finally glances up. Her voice is flat, but there is a note of unspoken vulnerability buried in it. "We didn't put a name to anything. It wasn't planned."
"So let me get this straight." Nadine snaps, her curls bouncing as she gestures wildly. "He kisses you. You, Cassiopeia Black, on a balcony and then vanishes into silence like some kind of Byronic ghost?"
Cassiopeia shrugs one shoulder. "I suppose. I did the same."
Nadine throws her head back against the cushion. "You know, I should've strangled him when I had the chance."
Seraphina gives her a dry look. "I think it's best if you don't murder your twin over romantic miscommunication."
"You're not helping."
"And you are?"
But Nadine isn't listening anymore. She is now staring at Cassiopeia with an unreadable expression—half amazement, half absolute disgust that she now has to think of Barty as a potential romantic lead in anyone's story.
"Oh my—" she says under her breath. "Tell me one thing, Cass. Was it... good?"
Cassiopeia says nothing. But the way she lifts her eyes and the faint pink that climbs into her cheeks says everything.
Brownie meows again, nosing into Cassiopeia's hand like she, too, understands the gravity of this revelation.
Nadine groans. "Disgusting. Absolutely vile. I hope your lips are okay after kissing the same mouth that bit my arm when we were six."
"He was six."
"He's still a toad."
"So, what now?"
Cassiopeia shrugs again.
"What do you mean...?" Nadine asks, mimicking her movement.
Cassiopeia sighs, pinching the bridge of her nose. "I'll figure it out. I promise we will talk about this."
"Fine." Nadine grumbles, but her grin says otherwise. Beneath the teasing, the dramatics, and the mock horror, she is thrilled. She practically glows.
Nadine stretches her legs with a satisfied sigh and flops her head back lazily against the seat.
"By the way—" she begins, her voice more casual now, soft and grateful, "thank you both again for the presents. I was spoiled this year and I know it."
Cassiopeia gives a small smile. "You're impossible to shop for, so I consider that a victory."
"And you," Nadine turns, pointing at Seraphina, "made me cry. Everything's perfect, the book—Merlin. But I have to know..." Her eyes sparkle. "Did he wear it?"
Seraphina nods, slowly at first. "Yes. He did."
Nadine's grin blooms instantly, like sunlight cracking through clouds. She leans forward eagerly, kicking her slippered foot against Seraphina's boot. "Tell me he looked dangerous and better than anyone else in the room."
Seraphina opens her mouth—then hesitates.
Just for a second.
Her eyes lower slightly, lashes brushing the top of her cheek. Her hand stills on Brownie's back.
Nadine's grin falters.
Seraphina lifts her gaze again, carefully neutral. "I have to tell you something else that happened."
Cassiopeia, already attuned to the shift in tone, sits up straighter. Nadine tilts her head, smile fading.
"What is it?"
There is a pause. The train rattles gently beneath them.
Seraphina folds her hands in her lap. Her voice is quiet, but even. "Selene Greengrass flirted with him."
Silence.
A beat.
Nadine blinks.
Once. Twice.
Seraphina watches her closely.
Cassiopeia shifts, lips parting to speak, but Nadine holds up a hand before she can. She is still.
She doesn't explode. Doesn't curse or laugh or toss her head dramatically like she normally might.
She just sits there. Staring at the carpeted floor.
Inside her chest, something tightens.
She hears Seraphina's voice, but it becomes something distant. Muted.
Selene Greengrass flirted with him.
It lodges like glass in her chest.
A picture forms in her head—fast, vivid, merciless. She sees Severus standing still in that suit, tall and intimidating and just slightly rumpled in a way that makes him look devastatingly real.
Only... in her mind, it isn't Seraphina standing near him. Or her.
It is Selene.
Selene Greengrass—dark-haired and statuesque, always draped in emeralds and entitlement. Whispering something with a sweet, high laugh and a flick of her hand. Standing too close. Tilting her head just right.
Nadine imagines her fingers brushing his sleeve. His eyes glancing down. His lips twitching—even slightly.
The way she never made him react.
The thought shreds something inside her.
He wore the suit. The one she imagined him in more times than she dares admit. The one she thought he would wear and maybe—just maybe— she would be the one to tell him how striking he looked. How handsome he was.
She wanted to see him in it.
She wanted him to know she saw him.
But it wasn't her. Another girl got to stand in front of him. Another girl got to laugh and talk while he stayed, didn't leave, didn't scoff or shut down. He let her speak.
And Nadine—Nadine had been imagining what it might feel like just to brush his hand.
How pathetic.
Jealousy coils like smoke around her throat. Possessive. Cold. Furious at herself for even thinking of crying. Furious at him for being so damn still, for never making it easy. For never making it clear. For being hers and not hers at the same time.
She looks out the window, the blur of white and grey beyond the glass matching the color of her mood. Her fists clench just slightly in her lap. She doesn't let her girls see it.
Cassiopeia's hand touches her wrist.
"Nadine." Seraphina says, her voice softer than it has been all day. "He didn't flirt back. He didn't even smile. I don't think he knew what to do. He was polite, but not encouraging. You know him. If he were interested, it'd be obvious."
Nadine swallows hard. Her throat feels tight.
Cassiopeia squeezes her wrist gently. "Maybe he's still trying to figure out how to talk to you properly."
Nadine gives a small, bitter laugh. "Cass, please."
Brownie lifts her head, mews softly, as if sensing the tension.
Seraphina looks pained. "I wouldn't have told you if I didn't think you deserved to know. I didn't want you to find out some other way. But Nadine, he's not interested in her. I could see it. He was just being... polite."
But the word 'polite' stings. Nadine can't help it.
Maybe that is true. And maybe it isn't.
But it doesn't matter.
The idea of Severus Snape letting anyone close but her makes Nadine feel like the floor has been yanked out from under her.
Not just jealous.
Wounded.
Displaced.
Rejected again—without him even doing it out loud.
And maybe that is the cruelest part.
She swallows. She inhales once, carefully. Then again.
And then she stands.
The motion is abrupt, but graceful. She brushes off her skirt, smooths a hand down her thigh, and plasters on a smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes. Her voice comes out lighter than she feels.
"I'm fine."
She doesn't believe it, and she is sure they don't either.
Cassiopeia rises slightly, uncertain. "Nadine..."
"I'm fine, I promise." she says again. "I just— I need to use the loo." She gestures vaguely toward the corridor. "All the sweets, you know?" Her voice tilts into an almost-joke, too bright to be real. "Back in a tick."
She doesn't wait for them to respond.
The door clicks softly behind her as she slips into the corridor, back straight, expression unreadable.
The train hums around her. The breath she holds shudders loose.
And for the first time in weeks, Nadine wishes she hadn't gifted him that suit.
Because now it doesn't belong to her fantasy anymore.
It belongs to a moment she wasn't part of.
The tap creaks as Nadine turns it off with a shaky hand. The cold water clings to her skin, droplets trailing down her cheeks and dripping from her jaw onto her collarbone.
She leans over the tiny porcelain sink, both hands gripping the sides, knuckles white. Her reflection in the cracked mirror stares back—flushed, puffy-eyed, her mascara smudging just beneath the lower lashes. But she doesn't care. Not really.
What is she even doing?
She lowers her head, letting her damp curls fall around her face like a curtain, biting her lip hard to keep the tears back.
What is wrong with her? Is she ugly? Is she too much? Too loud? Too present?
Why is she wasting herself on someone who never—never—looks at her the way she wants?
She presses a hand over her mouth as a single, silent sob escapes.
But then she breathes in. Deep. Once, twice.
Straightens her spine. Fixes her hair. Dabs her face dry with the edge of her sleeve. Dabs the corners of her eyes where tears have made trails.
And then, Nadine Crouch lifts her chin.
She opens the door with calm, controlled fingers, and steps back into the corridor.
Voices drift through closed compartment doors, laughter and footsteps and the steady clatter of the wheels turning over tracks. She walks steadily, her posture straight, her eyes forward.
And then—
A flash of black.
On the other side of the corridor. A shape she knows. A silhouette she has memorised without meaning to.
Severus.
Standing half-turned, his expression unreadable.
But this time?
Nadine walks right past.
Not a glance.
Not a flicker of recognition.
Just air between them.
She keeps her gaze ahead, even as she feels the faintest shift—him glancing toward her as she passes, sensing her presence but not receiving it. For once, she gives him nothing.
And he watches.
Just for a second.
But he doesn't speak. Doesn't follow.
And she keeps going.
She turns the next corner, a low buzz of conversation guiding her toward one of the more crowded compartments. Through the glass, she sees familiar flashes of red hair, soft blond waves, messy curls, and freckles.
She slides the door open.
"Finally!" Phoebe shouts, flinging herself out of her seat and wrapping Nadine into a tight, squealing hug.
Nadine laughs, instantly softened. "Phoebs! Missed you."
Bill stands with a warm grin. "You look good, Nad."
She hugs him too, arms looping easily around his taller frame. "Thank you. All good?"
Bill nods. Marlene gives her a cheeky smirk, pulling her into a firm side-hug with one arm and tossing a chocolate frog at her with the other. "Oi, are we the last ones you came to see?"
"No, no, I had to—handle something." Nadine says with a dismissive little wave, but her smile falters just for a beat.
The Prewetts raise their hands in greeting, identical grins already starting trouble.
"Don't believe her." Fabian says. "She was off snogging someone suspicious."
"I was not!" Nadine groans.
"Which is exactly what someone who was would say. Don't worry, we don't judge." Gideon adds, popping a Bertie Bott's bean into his mouth and promptly regretting it. "Ugh—onion."
As the group laughs, the door slides open again, and Remus appears in the threshold—hair a little messy, scarf half undone, looking tired but soft-eyed as always.
Nadine brightens immediately. "Remus!"
She wraps her arms around him, tight and genuine, pressing her cheek to his shoulder. He returns it with a quiet smile and a steady, grounding squeeze.
"I missed you." she murmurs.
"I missed you too." he says softly, voice scratchy.
She pulls back, beaming. "How was your Christmas?"
Remus moves to sit near the window as they adjust to fit him in. "It was quiet. But good. My mum made way too many biscuits. And Sirius kept trying to charm the tree so the tinsel would hang in a spiral."
Marlene laughs. "And let me guess—it ended in flames?"
"Not flames." Remus says mildly. "Just some mild electrocuting."
Fabian leans in, grinning. "We must do better this year. We need to host something ridiculous—end-of-January masquerade, anyone?"
"Oh, yes!" Phoebe claps. "Something dramatic. I want feathers. Capes. Velvet."
Nadine soaks in the comfort of her friends. Their presence wraps around her like a favorite jumper—soft, familiar, safe.
But after a while, her thoughts start drifting again, trailing away from jokes and masquerade plans. Her gaze lingers out the window longer than it should, watching the trees blur by.
She clears her throat softly, then carefully rises, giving Phoebe's knee a small squeeze on her way out.
"I have to go. See you when we arrive."
"Okay, see you! We have to catch up." Marlene calls.
Nadine smiles faintly, slipping out of the group. Her boots click softly as she walks, weaving through students and floating snack wrappers. And then, finally, she reaches the end where she left them.
She opens the door gently.
Cassiopeia is curled in the corner seat, one hand lazily flipping through a book, the other absentmindedly stroking Brownie's fur. Seraphina looks up first. Her gaze scans Nadine quickly, subtly, reading every crease in her brow, every ounce of tension she didn't quite shake off.
"You alright?" she asks quietly.
Nadine nods. "Yeah." she says, voice soft but sure. "I'm fine."
And neither of them press.
Not because they don't care—but because they do.
Cassiopeia scoots a bit, patting the seat beside her.
Seraphina nudges her book away, opening the blanket they brought and draping it a little more toward the center.
Brownie hops back into Nadine's lap the moment she sits down again.
And nothing needs to be said.
They don't ask what happened. They don't ask if she is sure. They simply stay—solid, present, loving her without needing answers.
And because of them, Nadine doesn't feel like she is trying to be wanted.
She just is.
And she is grateful.
Chapter Text
The new term settles like a thick wool cloak—comfortable, expected, and yet heavy with the weight of everything to come. Timetables are handed out, students cluster in groups comparing notes, and snow flutters lazily outside the tall windows of the university wing.
Nadine unfolds her new schedule with careful fingers, eyes scanning quickly. The second term is always heavier, more specialized, and this time, it feels real—like she is walking steadily toward what she will one day become.
Her parchment reads:
Transfiguration II
Defense Against the Dark Arts II
Magical Anatomy & Psychology II
Restorative Charms & Applications
Pathological Magic (new)
Herbological Remedies II
Potions II
She tucks the parchment into her bag, already mentally organizing her days, her notebooks, her ink colors. Her hair is pinned back in a wide velvet clip today, and her robes are perfectly pressed, but there is an unmistakable tension behind her practiced smile—a restlessness in her fingers.
Tuesday begins with Defense Against the Dark Arts II, held mid-morning in the spellcasting amphitheater on the west wing. The vaulted windows spill golden light over the floor, and Nadine settles at her usual spot near the front—quill already poised. This term, the subject is focused on advanced counter-curses and magical resistance theory. The room buzzes with quiet anticipation, the mixed group a combination of Gryffindors and Ravenclaws.
Nadine shares the class with Barty, Pandora and a few other familiar faces from Ravenclaw—calm, studious, a bit too precise. They pair off for practicals and Nadine ends up partnered with a boy named Alden Goldsworth, who clearly prefers theory to action. She does most of the spellwork while he gives her quiet, overly detailed instructions. Still, her charmwork is clean, the spells strong. Her shield deflects with an elegant flash.
The classroom door swings shut behind them with a soft thud as the last murmurs of Professor Merrythought's lesson fade into the distant corridors. Nadine breathes in deeply, trying to push the lingering swirl of thoughts out of her mind. But there is something else gnawing at her—something she can no longer let go.
Without a word, she grabs Barty's arm firmly just as he begins to step away toward the crowded hall.
"Tem, wait."
He turns, eyebrows raised, a small smile tugging at his lips. "What's up, slug?"
She pulls him gently but insistently down the hallway, ignoring the curious glances from passing students. "We need to talk. Now. Before you disappear again."
His smile fades to a look of mild confusion. "Disappear? I'm just heading to the common room."
"We can do it there." Nadine shakes her head. "No. Somewhere private."
Barty shrugs but doesn't protest as she guides him through winding corridors, away from the chatter and the bustle of students. They reach a quiet nook near the astronomy tower, where the stone walls are cool and the light slants in through the tall, narrow windows.
Nadine finally stops, turning sharply to face Barty. Her arms fold tightly across her chest, brows furrowed, eyes sharp with a mixture of frustration and worry. "Alright, spill. Why didn't you tell me?"
Barty blinks, genuinely puzzled. "Tell you what?"
"Tem," she says quietly at first, voice low but steady, "why didn't you tell me you kissed Cass?"
He blinks, clearly caught off guard by the sudden question. Then he shrugs casually, the familiar ease in his manner belying the seriousness of the topic. "Did I have to?" His voice is almost teasing, but there is a hint of something softer underneath.
"Yes! You did." Nadine snaps, a flicker of sharpness breaking through her calm. "I'm supposed to be the first person you tell, especially about something like this. And yet, you just kept it to yourself, like it was no big deal. Are you an idiot?"
Barty shifts his weight, his hand running through his hair as if trying to think of the best way to answer. "It wasn't meant to be a big deal." he says carefully. "It was just a moment, Nads. One kiss. Cass and I—we haven't put a label on it, haven't made any promises or plans. We're just... figuring things out."
Nadine's jaw tightens. "Figuring things out? You're lucky I didn't choke on my brownie when she told me. You're an idiot for not doing anything after. Cass isn't just any girl, Tem. You don't just kiss her and then pretend it didn't happen."
He meets her gaze steadily, a trace of frustration flashing in his eyes. "Look, I'm not pretending. But you know as well as I do that it's complicated. Cassiopeia Black—her family is... well, you know what. It's not as simple as just dating someone from a rival family."
"Complicated or not, you can't just stand still." Nadine insists, her voice softer now but still firm. "You want her to be happy, right? You fancy her, Tem. I know that. But if you don't do something, if you don't try, then you're just setting her up to get hurt."
Barty exhales slowly, the tension in his shoulders easing just a little. "I do want her to be happy. More than anything. But you can't rush these things. It's not like flipping a switch. I have to be careful."
"And what if your careful is too little, too late?" Nadine presses, her gaze unwavering. "If you keep waiting because of the Blacks, because of the Crouches, you'll lose her. And that would hurt more than any family feud ever could."
He sighs, his expression softening as he looks at her—the sister who knows him better than anyone. "I'm not giving up on her." he promises. "It's just... I don't want to mess it up. Not with her. Not with any of it."
Nadine's posture relaxes slightly, her eyes searching his face. "Good. Because Cass deserves someone who fights for her, even if it's messy. Even if it's hard."
Barty smirks faintly. "Messy is kind of our family specialty anyway."
A small smile tugs at Nadine's lips despite herself. "Yeah, well, maybe this time it'll be a good kind of messy."
They share a brief, knowing look—equal parts challenge and reassurance.
"Just promise me," Nadine says quietly, "that you won't just stand there and watch things slip away. You owe her that much."
He nods firmly. "I promise."
They both know one thing: neither is willing to let the other down.
Wednesday opens with Herbological Remedies II. Held in the greenhouse behind the castle, it is full of bright winter sunlight filtered through warming charms. Professor Sprout greets them with bright cheeks and a crooked grin, sleeves rolled to her elbows. Nadine shares this class with Emily, which makes everything a bit more enjoyable.
Today, they work with pulsevines—temperamental little plants that react to output. Nadine charms hers into blooming quickly, its blue-tipped leaves glowing in her hands.
"You're so good at this." Emily says sincerely, smiling.
Nadine grins. "So are you."
They share tea from a thermos after, feet propped up on the edge of the planting tables.
Thursday is for Anatomy & Magical Psychology II—an intense double held in the Healing Wing. Today's topic is trauma and its neurological echoes. Nadine finds herself completely immersed, scribbling notes with glowing ink and asking a dozen questions.
In the afternoon, she takes Restorative Charms & Applications, working on minor burn reversal and pain-numbing charms. She practices on dummies and volunteers for her classmates, which earns her a sweet little thank-you note from a shy boy named Lyle.
And then there is Potions II.
The dungeons are as cool and dim as ever, the scent of mugwort and belladonna drifting thick in the air. The benches are already half-filled when Nadine enters, clutching her kit.
Her eyes flicker—out of habit—toward the front.
No Severus.
Only Professor Slughorn today, bustling behind his desk with parchment in hand and a bubbling cauldron off to one side. Nadine stiffens, then immediately chastises herself for noticing. But there is no denying the small flutter in her stomach, that tangled feeling of relief and disappointment all at once.
She doesn't have to see him yet—not with everything still aching a little inside her chest—but she also kind of... wanted to.
Just a glance.
Just to know if he would have looked at her first.
She shakes it off and crosses the room, sliding into the seat next to Bill. His red hair is slightly wind-blown, a light smudge of ink on his cheek.
"Well, guess we're back, Healer Crouch." he grins, elbowing her gently.
"Don't call me that, Bill." she laughs, rolling up her sleeves. "I'm not licensed yet."
They dive into the day's brew—The Fortifying Elixir, designed to reinforce stamina. Nadine's fingers are steady, her movements practiced. Bill chats easily beside her about his brother Charlie's latest obsession with dragons and how his brother Arthur wrote to him.
Still, she finds herself looking up once more, eyes flicking toward the empty chair at the corner table where Severus usually sits, half-shadowed. Just to check.
Nothing.
And she isn't sure whether her chest feels lighter for it—or just emptier.
As soon as Nadine corks their completed potion—a deep violet mixture with silver wisps curling at the surface—she turns slightly toward Bill as he starts tidying up their workstation.
"Hey." she says quietly, watching him with a thoughtful expression. "Are you free after class? I wanted to talk... just for a bit."
Bill pauses, glances at her, then offers a small, steady smile. "Yeah, of course. You alright?"
She nods quickly. "Yeah, I just... wanted to ask you something."
There is a flicker of concern in his eyes, but he doesn't push. "Alright." he says again.
They clean up the last of their supplies, return the borrowed ingredients to Slughorn's desk, and make their way out as the classroom begins to empty. The moment they reach the first staircase, light floods in from a high arched window above the landing, casting long golden streaks across the stone.
They don't speak much as they walk—Nadine wraps her arms around herself, her robe flowing softly with each step. Bill walks beside her, hands in his pockets, expression neutral but attentive.
They pass a few students in the hall. The chatter from nearby classrooms filters through the stone, echoing faintly. Nadine leads them upward, past the first and second floors, beyond the busy flow of students. She doesn't stop until they reach one of the quieter towers—an abandoned corridor with thick tapestries, dusty windows, and a high vaulted ceiling. At the end is a little alcove with an old stone bench, partly hidden behind a suit of armor and a crooked portrait of a sleeping monk.
"Here." she says softly.
They sit side by side. The castle murmurs around them—distant footsteps, a rumble of wind through a half-open window. For a while, neither speaks.
Nadine's fingers pick at the hem of her sleeve. Her jaw tenses, eyes focused on a patch of light stretching across the floor. Bill waits patiently, gaze out the window.
"I just want to hear your advice." she says at last, her voice quiet but steady. "Your thoughts on something."
Bill shifts slightly, glancing at her with an encouraging nod.
"It's about a guy." she murmurs.
He grins just a little, but there is nothing mocking about it. "Snape?"
She turns her head, startled. "What?"
"Just confirming." he replies calmly. "I won't tell anyone."
There is a long pause. "Is it that obvious?"
"Not really." he says. "Only if you're paying attention. But I am. We've been working together all term. You get this look whenever he walks into the room. Like you're trying not to have a look."
Nadine lets out a soft, breathy laugh, tucking her knees up on the bench. "I don't know what to do." she admits. "He's so closed off. I even asked him on a date once, and he rejected me. But then another girl flirted with him—and Phina said he didn't seem interested—but when I flirt, he looks... annoyed. Like it's a problem."
Bill listens quietly, nodding. "That sounds frustrating."
"I just don't get it." she sighs. "I know I'm loud. And I talk a lot. And I'm not subtle about how I feel. But I don't think I've done anything wrong, I just—he never gives me anything. I mean, maybe I should lay off but why doesn't he give me a chance?" She frowns, eyes bright. "Why does he let others close but shuts me out?"
Bill leans forward slightly, elbows on his knees. "It's not about you doing anything wrong, Nadine."
She looks at him, searching his face.
"I've known a few people like him." Bill says. "They're... guarded. Not used to people like you—warm, open, direct. It probably terrifies him."
"Terrifies him?" she repeats, incredulous. "He terrifies me sometimes."
Bill chuckles gently. "Yeah, I get that. But still. When someone's been hurt or pushed around—when they've learned to survive by keeping everything locked up—they're suspicious of anyone who seems too good to be true. Or too kind. Or too bold."
"But I'm not trying to trick him." she says softly. "I just want him to see that he doesn't have to be so... alone. Maybe it would be great. If not, then nothing, we can act as if nothing happened."
"I know." Bill replies. "But he doesn't know how to believe that. Not yet."
Nadine falls quiet again. Her fingers twitch on her knee, her thoughts running in endless loops.
"I feel stupid." she admits. "Like I'm trying to chase someone who doesn't even look back. And I don't know why I'm still holding onto this. I'm not even sure I fancy him anymore—I just..."
"You do fancy him." Bill says gently. "You wouldn't be this upset if you didn't. And maybe part of you is holding onto the hope that he'll come around. That he'll finally see you for who you are."
She blinks a few times. Her chest feels tight.
Bill glances over again. "If you want my advice—I think you need to decide what you need. Do you want to keep waiting for him to open up, not knowing if he ever will? Or do you want to take that part of yourself you keep offering him, and save it for someone who'll give you just as much back?"
Nadine nods slowly, looking down at her lap.
"I'm not saying give up on him. But don't lose yourself trying to unlock someone else's door."
A silence lingers between them—not heavy, just thoughtful.
Finally, Nadine turns to him, a little smile tugging at her lips. "You're annoyingly wise, you know that?"
He smirks. "I've got some knowledge."
She lets out a genuine laugh then, brushing a hand over her eyes. "Thanks, Bill. Really."
"Anytime." he says. "Just... don't let a bloke like Snape make you feel like you're too much. You're brilliant, Nadine. He's the fool if he doesn't see it."
They sit together for a few more minutes in silence, the daylight shifting on the floor as the castle sighs around them. Nadine feels a little steadier. Like maybe she doesn't have all the answers—but she is not alone in the asking.
Chapter Text
The morning sun glows faintly behind a gauze of pale winter clouds, casting a delicate shimmer over the frost-slicked castle grounds. A soft hush hangs in the air—thick scarves, steaming mugs, and laughter weaving through the Great Hall as students trickle in and out after breakfast.
Nadine waits just outside the grand doors of the Entrance Hall, her hands stuffed into the pockets of her red coat lined with fine velvet, hair tucked beneath a yellow knitted hat. Her boots crunch faintly on a patch of frost-covered stone. The wind nips at her cheeks, but she doesn't notice. Her focus is on the heavy oak doors behind her, watching for her girls.
She rocks on her heels a little, exhaling slowly as the doors finally creak open.
Seraphina steps out first, bundled in a black wool coat, hair tied back in a silk ribbon, parchment rolled under one arm. Cassiopeia follows, always effortlessly elegant—long, midnight-blue cloak trailing behind her like a curtain of stardust, silver pins in her dark hair catching the light.
"There you are." Nadine says brightly, though her voice carries that signature Nadine impatience.
Cassiopeia gives her a small smile. "You look like you're about to summon us with a horn."
"Maybe I should've. Took you both long enough." Nadine straightens and clasps her hands together. "Anyway—I had an idea. Since it's still the first weekend back and the real studying horror show hasn't begun yet, I thought we could go to Hogsmeade. One last breath of freedom before books take over our lives."
Cassiopeia tilts her head thoughtfully. "Tempting."
But Seraphina sighs softly. "I can't today. Sorry."
Nadine blinks. "Why not?"
"I'm—well, I'm putting together a small party."
"A party?" Nadine echoes curiously. "What for?"
Seraphina smiles gently, her gloved fingers brushing a loose strand of hair from her cheek. "It's Sev's birthday."
Silence.
Nadine's expression doesn't change at first. But her shoulders tense, and her voice—when it comes—is flat.
"Oh. Really."
Cassiopeia shifts slightly beside her, as if sensing the change in air pressure.
"You didn't tell me." Nadine says softly, looking directly at Seraphina now. "You didn't think I'd want to know?"
Seraphina's expression falters. "It's not a big celebration. Just something small, quiet."
"Well, it doesn't matter." Nadine says coolly, her mouth tightening. "If his eyes are wandering to someone else like that, then I really don't care."
Seraphina frowns. "Nadine—"
"No." Nadine cuts in, voice sharper now. "Don't defend him. You saw it. Selene was practically perched on his shoulder that day, and he let her."
"They didn't do anything." Seraphina says gently. "They just talked."
Nadine scoffs, folding her arms tightly across her chest. Cassiopeia gives her a quiet, knowing look. She says nothing, simply standing close, her presence grounding.
"It was an event." Seraphina says carefully. "Everyone was pretending to be a shinier version of themselves. You know how it is."
Nadine's lips twitch downward. Her voice drops, almost tired. "Yeah."
There is a beat of silence between them.
Seraphina reaches out, placing a hand gently on Nadine's arm. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I should have."
Nadine exhales through her nose, the cold air puffing like smoke from a dragon's snout. "Ugh, fine."
Cassiopeia finally speaks, voice soft. "You don't have to come, Nadine. We can go to Hogsmeade another day."
But Nadine shakes her head, forcing a grin that doesn't quite reach her eyes. "No. You're not doing this without me. You'll probably pick ugly pastries or forget tea entirely. I'll help."
Seraphina smiles in gratitude. Cassiopeia nudges Nadine's arm gently, a look of shared strength passing between them.
They don't say much more as they head back inside together, coats sweeping behind them, boots tapping against the grand staircase.
Severus walks alone.
He avoids the Great Hall entirely, brushing past a group of third-years loitering by the staircases. His boots click sharply on the stone floor, echoing up the stairwell as he heads toward the dungeons. His cloak is buttoned to the throat, collar turned up, shadows slipping over the hollows of his face.
He hates birthdays. He doesn't celebrate them. He hasn't since he was a child.
But of course, they remember.
He turns the corner and hears the low murmur of voices before he sees them. Mulciber is leaning against the wall near the entrance to their common room, twirling a cigarette between his long fingers. Avery is slouched on the bench nearby, arms crossed, boots muddy from a morning trip to the greenhouses.
"Well, look who decided to turn twenty-two." Mulciber drawls without looking up.
"Spectacular." Severus mutters, but his voice is more resigned than irritated.
Avery grins. "We're getting old, mate. You got a grey hair yet?"
Severus rolls his eyes, but the corner of his lips twitches in a smirk.
"I see few." Mulciber says with a snort, patting him on the back. "Happy birthday."
They push off the wall and start walking with him. Their pace is relaxed, mocking. Severus doesn't ask where they are going—he simply follows, because he knows the rhythm of this day. These boys are not friends in the conventional sense, but they are something. Consistency. Familiarity. A shared language built of silence, loyalty, and darker things.
They make their way out of the castle and into the crisp air. The snow is old and thin on the grass now, crunching beneath their boots. The sky hangs heavy and grey above them, pale light cutting through the trees.
They head for a small, hidden spot behind the shriveled hedge maze near the edge of the grounds—forgotten by most students, known well to those who need privacy. Someone—Avery, likely—has already set out a few crates to sit on, and a flask appears from Mulciber's cloak.
"Firewhisky. For your old bones." he smirks, handing it to Severus.
Severus accepts it. He takes a long, slow drink. It burns going down, heat blooming in his chest.
"See?" Avery grins, taking a swig himself and coughing slightly. "And a bit of pine needles."
They settle in. It is a small thing, but comfortable in its own way. Evan and Wilkes join them not long after, Evan with a box under his arm—pastries stolen from the kitchens—and Wilkes with a fresh pack of cigarettes.
"Happy birthday, you moody sod." Evan says, tossing Severus a wrapped cigar. "Don't say I never gave you anything."
Severus gives a sardonic little nod. "My gratitude is eternal."
They sit. They drink. Smoke coils into the air like whispers, and conversation drifts like slow-burning parchment.
"Twenty-two." Wilkes mutters eventually, blowing out smoke. "One step closer to mid-life mediocrity."
"Speak for yourself." Evan retorts. "Some of us are destined for infamy."
"And some of us for Ministry desks and moral decay." Mulciber drawls, stretching his legs.
Avery smirks. "And then there's Severus. The enigma. Tragic genius. Future potioneer with a house full of cats."
"I can't wait." Severus says calmly.
Evan grins.
It is easy, in a way. Easier than it used to be. They are older now—not children whispering in dark corners about power and blood, but men who know the weight of their choices. Some wear it proudly. Others, more quietly.
They talk of little things—pathetic essays from younger students, rumors of a new professor coming in spring, the state of the Quidditch team.
The light fades slowly as the afternoon wears on. The sky bruises with early dusk, and laughter softens into silence. The boys stretch, shift, fall quiet. Evan pulls out a deck of cards and teaches them a new game, one that involves a little fire and a lot of lies. Mulciber cheats. Avery catches him. A brief wrestling match ensues that ends in both of them groaning on the ground.
Severus, for once, lets his guard down enough to smirk.
"I should've stayed in the castle." he says under his breath.
"You'd be miserable anywhere." Evan grins.
"And that's why we like you." Wilkes adds.
As the cold deepens and the sun slips further down, Severus stays seated, arms folded, watching them. They argue. They throw crumbs at one another. They exist.
And maybe, for once, he doesn't feel like an outsider among them.
Not completely.
Not today.
He leans back against a half-rotten log, fingers laced around the neck of the flask, only half-listening to Wilkes bickering with Evan over whether firewhisky freezes faster than pumpkin juice. The faintest headache lingers behind his eyes—not from the alcohol, but from the murmur of voices, from the pressure of existing too long in the company of others.
So when a familiar voice cuts through the trees, sharp and breathless, his posture straightens.
"Severus!"
He turns slowly, eyes narrowing. Seraphina.
She is flushed from the cold and slightly winded, her thick hair tucked into a deep green hood, a slight flush in her pale cheeks. Her wand-hand twitches at her side, as if she has been sprinting all over the castle. She looks impatient.
"There you are." she exhales, marching right up to him. "Come on."
He blinks. "Why?"
"I have to show you something. It's important."
Avery whistles low behind him. "Careful, Snape, she looks serious."
"Is this a kidnapping?" Wilkes mutters.
"Better go willingly." Evan grins, standing up. "Or we'll drag you."
Seraphina ignores them entirely, tugging at Severus's sleeve. "Come on, I'm not asking."
He stands slowly, brushing the back of his cloak off. "If you've dragged me out here for one of your experiments again—"
"It's not." she huffs, glancing behind her quickly. "I'm not telling you, just follow me."
"Don't worry, you'll like it." Evan smirks, following them.
Behind them, the boys snicker. Avery calls after her, "Can't be fun without us!"
She flicks her hand over her shoulder—no wand needed. A faint crackle of static fizzes near Avery's boots, startling him into a stumble. More laughter erupts, but she is already dragging Severus down the hill.
They walk quickly. Her boots crunch against the frost-bitten stone, his footfalls softer, but just as steady. She says nothing, and he doesn't ask again.
But when they reach the castle's rear entrance, she glances over her shoulder.
"I had to check half the forest before I found you." she murmurs. "You weren't supposed to be that far."
He arches a brow, but says nothing. They slip through a side door, the stone archway swallowing them into the bowels of the castle. She leads him through winding passages, old servants' stairwells, and an unused hallway lit only by weak wall sconces. Finally, they stop before a forgotten iron door nearly overtaken by moss and cobwebs.
He blinks.
"The old prep room?" he says quietly. "This hasn't been used in years."
"I know." she replies, then opens the door.
The scent of something warm hits him first—cardamom, cloves, and a hint of almond. It isn't overpowering, but subtle, comforting, like old spellbooks and tea.
Inside, the room glows with soft, floating candlelight. The torches have been enchanted with a dim, amber hue, casting no harsh shadows. Small floating lanterns sway gently above.
There is a table in the corner—wooden, uneven, clearly dragged from storage—but covered now in a deep green tablecloth. On top: a perfectly arranged spread of dark chocolate tarts, shortbread, a delicate cinnamon apple crumble, slices of sticky treacle tart, and a modest bottle of redcurrant rum. A second table holds mismatched mugs, a pot of steaming tea, and a pitcher of cold pumpkin juice.
The chairs—seven of them—are gathered in a loose semicircle around a makeshift hearth she has conjured. The fire crackles with a strange, soft blue flame. No smoke, just warmth. No noise, just glow.
Soft instrumental music—barely audible—floats from a gramophone in the corner. No lyrics, no overwhelming strings. Just quiet piano. He recognizes one of the melodies—a slow waltz variation of Greensleeves.
There is a banner pinned above the hearth. Hand-painted, not garish, not glittered. Just elegant calligraphy on dark parchment:
Happy Birthday, Severus.
And there they are.
Cassiopeia sits closest to the fire, curled gracefully in a heavy black velvet cloak, her boots tucked beneath her and her hands resting delicately on her lap. Regulus lounges beside her, one leg crossed over the other, fingers tapping idly on his knee. Nadine sits beside Barty on a cushion near the hearth, her cloak open over her red Gryffindor jumper, cheeks warm with the firelight and hair swaying slightly when she turns to look up at him.
"Surprise." Seraphina says softly behind him.
Barty lifts a mug of tea. "About time you showed up."
"Happy birthday." Cassiopeia says, voice even, eyes bright.
"Happy birthday." Regulus adds, smirking. "Don't get used to the attention."
Nadine glances over her shoulder briefly, her tone quiet, measured. "Hope you've had a good day."
Severus freezes in the doorway, caught for a moment.
It is small. Quiet. Dimly lit. The way he prefers things. The music is soft, the room is warm, and the food isn't store-bought or too sweet. There is no shouting, no cake thrown in his face. Just... this. Just people. Familiar ones. A few of them even close.
He doesn't speak for a long moment.
Seraphina walks ahead of him, shedding her cloak and hanging it on a chair. "You're allowed to blink, you know."
"I..." he trails off.
Barty tosses a crumb at him. "Snape, it's your party. Try not to look like you've walked into a crime scene."
"I'm... processing." Severus says flatly, stepping inside.
Nadine stands to make space. "Sit here." she offers softly.
He nods once and takes the seat she gestures to—low to the floor, near the fire. The warmth soaks into his bones almost immediately.
"I thought you hated birthdays." Regulus says.
"I do." Severus mutters.
Cassiopeia offers a half-smile. "Then we've done it right."
They settle in. Cassiopeia pours the tea, Barty lights another candle with a flick of his wand, and Seraphina cuts up one of the tarts and pushes a plate toward Severus without a word.
No speeches. No fuss. Just quiet conversation, stolen bites of dessert, and the kind of comfortable silence that only certain people allow.
Severus listens more than he talks. He watches Nadine's hands as she waves them animatedly, her rings catching the firelight. He watches Cassiopeia lean into Regulus's shoulder and Seraphina snap her fingers to adjust the flame.
Eventually, Barty raises his cup. "To the most insufferable Slytherin I know. Somehow still tolerable."
"And somehow still in black." Evan adds.
Cassiopeia lifts her cup too. "To Severus."
The others echo it softly. Cups clink.
And Severus, quiet, unreadable Severus, allows the corners of his mouth to twitch—just slightly.
Not a smile.
But close enough.
Chapter Text
Cassiopeia and Regulus argue playfully over a half-burnt chessboard someone brought, while Barty spins tales with Evan about an unfortunate second-year who had managed to charm his own tongue into a snake. Laughter ripples between them, light and easy.
Nadine smiles faintly at something Cassiopeia says, her legs tucked beneath her as she sits between Barty and the wall. She speaks here and there—soft, warm jokes with Barty, an observation to Regulus—but her eyes never wander to the other side of the room. Where Severus sits.
He notices, though. She hasn't looked at him once since he arrived.
And it isn't like her.
At one point, she rises slowly, brushing nonexistent dust from her skirt, and announces, "I'm just going to get a few more drinks. We're low on cider." She says it to the room in general, not meeting anyone's eye.
She walks to the long wooden table they had set up in the corner. On it are half-eaten tarts, butterbeer, a few carefully wrapped gifts, and a little stack of lemon sweets. Nadine begins quietly uncorking a bottle, reaching for the goblets.
Seraphina leans toward Severus, speaking in a low voice. "You know, she helped with everything." she murmurs. "She bought some of the snacks and a gift."
Severus frowns slightly, not looking at her. "Why are you telling me this?"
"Because," Seraphina sighs, "you've barely said thank you."
She doesn't wait for a response, only glances toward Nadine's back as she arranges glasses in a neat row.
Severus stands reluctantly, pushing his chair back with a soft scrape. He walks to the table.
Nadine hears the footsteps, but she doesn't turn.
"Need help?" he says, voice low, awkward.
She shrugs a shoulder slightly. "If you want."
They stand side by side in silence for a moment, the only sound the gentle slosh of cider being poured into pewter cups. His sleeve brushes hers once, and she carefully moves to the side.
Severus clears his throat. "I heard... you helped with all this."
She places another glass down. "Just a little."
"You didn't have to."
"I know."
He exhales, glancing toward her. "You didn't need to get me anything, either. I'm not a charity work."
She finally turns her head to look at him, and it is calm, but distant. "I don't do charity."
"I didn't ask for a suit." he says tightly.
"I don't expect anything in return." she says, voice low, still kind, but firm. "I saw it and thought of you. Thought maybe you'd like it."
"I didn't ask you to think of me."
"No," she says softly, "that's the point."
She steps back a bit to give him room, brushing crumbs off the table, her expression calm but her eyes a little brighter.
There is a pause, heavy between them. Then Nadine speaks again, voice quiet.
"I'm sure whatever Selene got you is better anyway."
Severus's head snaps up, eyes narrowing. "Excuse me?"
Nadine lifts her gaze, calm but sharp. "I just meant," she says with a clipped shrug, "she seems... appropriate. For you. Polished. Ambitious. Beautiful."
He straightens slightly, jaw tight. "Not that it's any of your business. But yes. Selene is a respected member of that particular society."
Nadine lets out a short, humorless laugh, almost amused. "Of course she is."
"We talked." Severus says coldly. "And? Last time I checked, there is free will and no need to justify myself."
Nadine lifts her gaze, meets his now. "Ah, I see only some people are allowed to converse with you, while others just irritate you. How picky of you."
He doesn't answer for a moment, staring. Then, "Everyone irritates me. Some more, some less. Consider yourself one of the less." He makes a mental note—she went out of her way for this and Selene hit a nerve.
She watches him for a second longer, then turns to the corner of the table where a small box rests—carefully wrapped in black and silver with a deep green ribbon. She picks it up and holds it out.
"I got you something else." she says, tone still composed. "It's not... extravagant. Just something I saw in a little shop and thought you might like."
He stares at it.
"You don't have to take it." she adds. "But I won't return it either. So... it's yours. Do what you want with it."
He reaches out, slowly, takes it from her hand.
His fingers graze hers for a second.
She nods once, then picks up the tray of drinks and turns, calling across the room, "Drinks!"
Her voice is warm again, brighter, for everyone else.
She walks back, leaving Severus standing there by the table, box in hand, unsure what the hell just happened.
Cassiopeia rises with graceful ease, slipping seamlessly into the place Severus had vacated. She begins stacking the next round of drinks onto a silver tray, her movements practiced, her mind elsewhere. Nadine, already juggling too much, offers a grateful glance.
Turning, Cassiopeia nearly collides with Barty, who had approached unnoticed.
"Oh," she murmurs, startled but composed, her hands busying themselves with the tray. "Sorry."
"There's nothing to be sorry for." His voice is low, shaded with seriousness. As if to deflect attention, he begins idly arranging a few hors d'oeuvres onto plates.
She follows his lead, placing the tray down gently. "We can talk." she says, her tone measured. She joins him in the pretense of casualness.
"I don't regret what happened." Barty begins, eyes fixed on his hands. "I'm sorry if it seemed otherwise—my silence, my absence. It wasn't avoidance. Not truly."
Cassiopeia's lips press together. She glances at him, fleeting and thoughtful.
"I assumed as much. I don't regret it either. But pretending it's anything less than complicated would be foolish." Her voice is quiet but certain. "Which is why I... withdrew too."
Barty nods slightly. "It's not that I want to stop... any of it. I'm just—honestly—afraid. There are complications..."
He falters. Words claw at the back of his throat—thoughts about secrets and shadows, about Regulus, Evan, himself... But what has been shared? Nadine remains blissfully unaware, for now. Cassiopeia doesn't pry. Seraphina only knows fragments, whispered warnings from Severus.
"Bartemius," Cassiopeia interrupts gently, "I understand. There are family forces at play, and many things out of our control. For now, let's not rush and make promises we can't keep. But that doesn't mean I care any less. Quite the opposite."
He brushes his fingers lightly against hers. "Cassiopeia, I don't want this to stop."
Her breath catches—barely—but she holds herself steady. Only the faintest flush betrays her composure. "Neither do I. We just—"
"Hello, drink bearers!" Evan's voice rings out across the hall, loud and cheerful. "Are we getting the rest of those drinks next Christmas?"
Cassiopeia pulls back smoothly, the moment shelved for later. "Fine, fine." she replies, lifting the tray once more, while Barty follows with his selection of snacks.
"Now," she says brightly, the smile slipping back into place, "we haven't had the chance but—How did everyone like their presents for Christmas?" Cassiopeia's voice shifts into a more lighthearted, chipper self.
"Yes!" Nadine beams. "We poured blood, sweat, and tears into choosing the perfect ones."
"Gross." Barty laughs, placing his tray down. "Please tell me you washed them off first."
"This year's were brilliant." Evan agrees, still grinning. "And I hope you liked ours."
Severus says nothing, though his eyes flick briefly toward Nadine, careful not to alert her of his gaze. Her gift—absurdly expensive and generous—still sits heavy in his thoughts. He appreciates it, but loathes the idea of being pitied. He isn't a charity case, as he reminds himself, and he refuses to be treated like one. Still, he is thankful.
"I must say," Seraphina says with a slow smirk, lifting her glass, "our taste was excellent."
"And," Cassiopeia adds mischievously, "if you all missed the gossip—Regulus appears to have a secret admirer. One of his gifts was... rather personal."
Seraphina stills, the words freezing her mid-movement. She says nothing, instead examining her pastry with sudden fascination, as if it is the most interesting thing in the whole entire world. A long blink, a small bite, and silence.
Severus catches her glance—just for a heartbeat. He knows. She hadn't wanted to give the gift. And yet, she had.
Regulus, too, says nothing, his expression unreadable as he stares into his drink like it might whisper ancient truths. He shoots Cassiopeia a pointed look.
"Not that it's unusual." Barty chimes in. "This particular Captain's never lacked admirers. What was it—poetry? Perfume?"
"A portrait, actually." Cassiopeia replies, all innocent mischief. "Rather flattering, I might add. Not at all accurate. He's much uglier in reality."
"Lovely." Regulus says dryly. "As your twin, I can only assume it's why I, by default, allegedly look less charming. You must've transferred some of your lack of appeal onto me."
"Thank Merlin." Seraphina cuts in with a smirk. "I was worried you lacked humility."
Regulus looks at her, eyes narrowing with a familiar chill. "Thank Merlin indeed."
"Hold on." Evan says, raising a brow. "We're not just skipping past this, are we? No guesses on the mystery artist?"
Regulus shrugs. Seraphina feigns disinterest. Still, the thought lingers—who else would send such a gift?
Regulus gives no visible reaction at the mention of the portrait. He neither confirms nor denies anything. He isn't going to be complementary of it of course. It is well done, he admits to himself—technically impressive, artistically thoughtful in its detail. Too thoughtful. The artist had captured more than just his likeness; they had seen something further. His essence.
He just drops a glance into his drink, slow and deliberate, as if weighing the worth of a response.
"It had a pin, too." Cassiopeia adds offhandedly, powdered sugar frosting her fingers.
"Selwyn, maybe?" Barty muses. "She paints. Or was she the one who played the piano at the wedding—one of the ones you danced with?"
"Viola." Regulus corrects, quiet but firm.
Seraphina bristles. She doesn't like that he remembers such detail. Of course he does. She doesn't understand why it irritates her so much—the correction, the sign of familiarity with someone else. But it does. If she could roll her eyes in secret, she would.
A pang of regret rings in her chest ever-so-slightly. As a result, she attempts to drown in her drink moments after. Cassiopeia notices.
"What about Greengrass?" Evan continues, turning to Severus with a grin. "She seemed interested in our birthday boy."
Nadine's posture stiffens just slightly, her jaw tensing, along with her fingers on her glass. She says nothing, but she listens, gaze shifting between Evan and Severus.
Severus's expression shifts too, only slightly, at the mention of Selene. He sets his glass down with precision, then speaks—calmly, but with a note of unmistakable detachment.
"She's... persistent." he says, choosing the word like a pin from a row of surgical tools. "Well-mannered. Proper. Comes from the right sort of lineage, if that's what one values."
His tone is neutral, but his eyes say otherwise.
"She's spoken to me a number of times at the wedding. More than I'd prefer, if I'm being honest." He doesn't look at anyone as he speaks, but the air around him has grown subtly colder.
"There's something off, however. Not that I'm interested in finding out."
And with that, Severus reaches for a pastry—detached as ever—as though the subject has already exhausted its relevance.
Nadine keeps her expression neutral, but Severus's words settle deep.
Persistent. Valuable. Proper. More than he would prefer.
He hasn't said much—but he has said enough. He seems uninterested in Selene, maybe not even flattered by her attention. That alone sends a quiet flicker of relief through Nadine's chest.
But it doesn't stop there.
If charm and polish don't interest him, what does? Why does he tolerate such conversation with Selene and not with her? He hasn't sounded annoyed though—just... detached. As if affection, in any form, is something to be endured rather than welcomed. As if he is polite just for the sake of the formality.
Her gaze flicks to him, briefly. He meets her gaze, before proceeding to swirl the drink in his glass, looking away, lost in thought.
It isn't about Selene.
It is the wall he keeps up with everyone.
She takes a slow sip of her drink, unsure if she feels reassured—or more uncertain than ever.
Hours have passed, and as laughter rippled through the group, Barty stretches theatrically and yawns. "Alright, it's getting late, and unless we disperse, you'll all have to carry me to bed." he quips, slinging an arm lazily around Evan for support.
Nadine giggles, Seraphina rolls her eyes, and Cassiopeia begins collecting empty glasses with the grace of someone who had hosted one too many gatherings.
Severus lingers near the edge of the room, his hands tucked deep into his pockets. The warm buzz of conversation has begun to taper off, but something itches at the back of his mind—a quiet, insistent tug.
He hasn't said anything.
Not really.
The thought unsettles him.
The party—the effort, the gifts—none of it had been required. And yet they had done it anyway. For him. It is foreign. Uncomfortable. Worse still—it matters.
He clears his throat softly, as if testing his own voice. Then, glancing toward Cassiopeia, Nadine, Seraphina, he speaks—measured, dry, but sincere beneath the layers.
"...I'm aware you all went to... considerable trouble." he says, eyes flicking briefly between them. "I don't say these things often. But—thank you." His eyes land on Nadine for a moment too long.
There is a small beat of silence—perhaps surprise, perhaps understanding—before Barty gives a mock bow. "Merlin's beard, he can be polite."
Cassiopeia smiles, more warmly than usual. "Well, now I feel justified in the hours spent on food prep."
Then, something nobody expected of him: he jokes, "Never do that again, how embarrassing." A smirk plays on his face, a rare sight for everyone who knows him.
Evan gasps playfully, "Merlin, we've done it!"
Nadine doesn't say anything right away. She just looks at Severus with soft, knowing eyes. A smile touches the corner of her lips—gentle, private.
He holds her gaze for a heartbeat longer than he meant to, then turns away briskly, muttering something about curfews.
But the sentiment hangs there, between them, unspoken yet understood.
Seraphina gives a flick of her wand, murmuring a few quiet spells under her breath. One by one, crumbs vanish, glasses float to the sink, and stray decorations tuck themselves neatly away. Within moments, the room looks untouched—polished and pristine, as if the evening had never happened.
Cassiopeia laughs as a glass slips from her fingers mid-air. "Well, I was helping." she says with a smirk.
Regulus watches Seraphina work, his expression unreadable, though his gaze lingers a moment longer than necessary. She doesn't acknowledge it—not directly—but as she moves past him, her shoulder brushes his just slightly.
He doesn't step away.
Cassiopeia, catching the brief exchange, glances between them with quiet curiosity, though she says nothing.
Seraphina turns back once more to make sure everything is in place. Her eyes meet Regulus's for a second time—before moving on quickly.
With the room restored, they each turn toward the corridor, the energy between them still humming, unresolved but unspoken.
Together, they drift back toward their dormitories—tired, quieter now, the glow of the evening trailing behind like the last trace of candlelight before a door is closed.
Chapter Text
The Pathological Magic classroom sits nestled behind a long, arched hallway on the second floor—past the glass-doored dispensary, near the corridor that hums faintly from residual magic. The door bears no plaque, only a burnished crest of the University, as if the subject itself is secretive by nature.
Inside, the room is coldly lit by orbs that hover above high-beamed ceilings, flickering blue and white like starbursts. The walls are lined with ancient anatomical charts of the wizarding body—both healthy and corrupted. A shriveled hand suspended in a glass jar floats ominously on a back shelf, next to a full-scale diagram of a person infected by a 'blackblood hex.'
Nadine sits near the front, her leather-bound notebook already open, her quill sharp. She taps her inkpot as she scans the parchment Professor Wensley passed out before beginning.
Professor Clytemnestra Wensley—a tall, elegant witch with white hair coiled into a strict bun and amber eyes that cut like scalpels—glides into the room with her silent gait. She wears deep navy robes, and carries a long black wand with bone inlay.
"Good morning." she says crisply, not waiting for replies. "Today, we begin our exploration of curse pathology—particularly the transdermal transfer of malevolent magic, commonly known as curse seeding."
Nadine straightens up in her seat, pen already gliding. Her brows furrow in quiet fascination as Professor Wensley taps her wand against a tall jar, and a smoky figure begins to form above it—an illusory animation of an injury festering from beneath the skin, tracking veins like spilled ink.
"This is an example of residual dark matter. You will need to recognize the symptoms early: discoloration, heat pulse, resistance. Left untreated, this would begin to affect both memory and motor function. Now, watch."
The smoky image jerks with a flicker. Veins blacken. A gasping hush stirs across the students as Wensley lifts her wand and says:
"Percutio Pulsum Obscura."
The image flinches and clears. Nadine can't help the way she leans forward slightly—there is something satisfying about the precise structure of curse unraveling. It is sharp and clinical, and yet there is empathy in it—restoration.
She is scribbling notes—formulas, wand movements, symptom timelines—when a quiet voice to her left cuts through the concentration.
"Efficient handwriting. I'd expect nothing less from a Crouch."
Nadine's head turns, surprised.
Behind her, a tall Ravenclaw sits with his arms folded on his desk, one eyebrow lifted with mild curiosity. He has thick, dark brown hair that flops slightly over his forehead, and his eyes are a striking shade of grey-green. His posture is relaxed, but he holds his quill like he knows exactly what he is doing.
She recognizes him vaguely from Quidditch matches—he is on the Ravenclaw team, one of the newer additions who plays with Barty. Beyond that, she has never spoken to him.
"Sorry." he says softly, offering a brief half-smile. "That was meant to be a compliment. Didn't mean to interrupt your obsession with curse lesions."
Nadine blinks at him, a bit amused despite herself. "You didn't. And they're fascinating, actually."
He tilts his head in mock gravity. "Absolutely. Nothing says 'good morning' like systemic necrosis."
She huffs a quiet laugh through her nose, tucking a loose strand behind her ear. "And who do I owe that poetic line to?"
He leans in slightly, not obnoxiously close—just enough that she knows he is cheeky by nature.
"Caelum Greystone." he says, then gestures vaguely at himself.
She is just opening her mouth to introduce herself when he cuts in with another smile. "I know. Nadine Crouch. Pleasure to meet you officially. You're sort of hard to miss."
She raises a brow. "Am I?"
He shrugs, tone polite but clear with an undertone. "Gryffindor. Chaser. Daughter of that Crouch. Sister to that Crouch. Top marks in half our theory classes. And, well..."
His gaze lingers just a moment longer than polite. "You look like you belong on the cover of a journal."
She scoffs under her breath but doesn't hide the small smile. "I'll pretend that wasn't completely rehearsed."
"I never rehearse." Caelum replies, deadpan. "It's arrogance."
Nadine shakes her head, returning to her notes with a soft expression. "You're doing a great job of it."
"Thank you. I try." He doesn't push more conversation, just offers her a slight grin before looking back at the chalkboard.
She doesn't mind the interruption.
Professor Wensley continues pacing, calling up a student to perform a simulated curse treatment. Nadine remains focused, pen moving in rhythm—but she feels Caelum's occasional glances, and it doesn't feel invasive. Just... curious.
She lets it happen.
For now.
The moment Professor Wensley dismisses them with a clipped, "Review the curse strain table before Monday," the tension in the room exhales all at once. Chairs scrape. Scrolls rustle. Conversations resume. A soft murmur of relief settles across the class.
Nadine closes her notebook, slipping her quill into its worn leather loop. She ties the strap across the cover and begins to gather her parchment without rush. Her bag is already half-packed before Caelum speaks again, his voice drifting over from beside her.
"You heading to lunch?" His tone is light, casual, but his eyes are still quietly studying her.
Nadine glances at him. "Yeah. Was planning to."
Caelum slings his satchel over his shoulder. "Want to go together?"
There is no hesitation in his voice, no smugness either—just calm, grounded interest. That alone makes her pause. She could have offered an excuse, pretended she had somewhere else to be. But she doesn't.
"Sure." she replies, smiling.
They fall into step side by side, weaving through the now-emptying classroom. The corridor outside is quiet this time of day. Light filters through tall, arched windows, casting pale reflections across the black stone floors.
For a minute or so, they walk in silence, the only sound their boots echoing off the polished flagstone and the soft creak of Caelum's satchel shifting against his robes.
"You always this quiet after class?" he asks eventually, glancing sideways.
"I like quiet." Nadine says, with a soft shrug. "Gives me time to recharge after all the noise."
"Reasonable." he nods. "I usually get hungry."
They reach the curve of the corridor and turn down toward the wide marble stairwell, descending toward the second landing. As they pass the mounted portrait of Healer Quintus—the one who constantly fakes fainting spells—Caelum speaks again.
"Your notes are a little terrifying."
She lifts an eyebrow. "You were watching my notes?"
"I noticed a table in three ink colors and annotations."
Nadine allows herself an exhale of amusement. "So you're observant."
"I try to be." A pause. "It's hard not to be around you."
She blinks at him once and then turns her gaze back ahead. "You're either very bold or very curious."
"Probably both. Does it bother you?"
"No." she says simply. "I've met worse."
That earns a small grin from him.
They walk along the broad corridor leading to the grand staircase, the walls lined with moving portraits and tapestries. Light filters in through narrow windows, casting soft beams onto the flagstones.
"I'm not usually like that." he adds after a moment. "I mean—I enjoy conversation. But I don't go around pestering people. I just... think you're interesting."
"Because I'm a Crouch?"
"Partially." he says, not ashamed. "Also because you keep to yourself and hang out with the same people."
She hums thoughtfully.
Caelum continues, "I like to know what makes someone tick. Especially the quiet ones."
"Maybe I'm just tired."
"Then I hope the lunch is restorative." He says it sincerely.
They step through the final archway before the great spiral staircase. The floors are busier now—students from other classes filtering out, a few ghosts drifting lazily.
"So," Caelum says, "you transferred from Beauxbatons, right?"
"Technically, yes. I studied there until final year, then moved back."
"Do you miss it?"
She doesn't answer immediately. Her eyes wander as they pass a sunlit corridor filled with stained glass. "Sometimes." she finally says. "It's different there. Everything's more formal—intense, even—but also artistic. There's more... discipline in magic, but more emotion, too. At least in how it's taught."
Caelum listens like he is collecting each word. "And you liked that?"
"I did." She glances sideways. "There's something... grounded in structure. That is, when it's not suffocating."
They descend the staircase, footsteps echoing lightly beneath the arching ceiling.
"I'll admit," he says, "you don't exactly seem like someone who misses suffocating structure."
She smiles. "I miss my family and friends. And the lake."
He raises an eyebrow. "The lake?"
"Ice skating." she says finally. "Every winter it would freeze. We'd spend hours there. I love it."
"You skate?"
"Yes. I can do pirouettes."
"I'd fall."
She smirks. "Then we're very different types of people."
"I'd watch you skate, though. That part I could do. From a safe distance."
That earns him a curious, amused glance from her.
They pass the last archway leading into the Entrance Hall, and Caelum pauses just before the portal. "Want to sit with me?"
Nadine looks at him fully for the first time since class. There is nothing loaded in his tone. No arrogance. Just a calm offer.
She nods. "Alright."
They move through the arch, crossing the stone corridor that connects into the Great Hall. The clatter of cutlery and the smell of roasted meats, warm rolls, and fruit preserves greets them like an old friend. Tables are half-filled, and the ceiling mirrors a pale, snowy sky with soft flurries drifting overhead.
"Let me guess." he says as they slow. "You study a lot. You take notes for fun. You probably color-code."
"Yes, no, and sometimes." she says evenly. "You?"
"Absolutely. I've been told my organizational system is disturbing."
"By who?"
"My own mother."
They step into the Great Hall together. As they walk together toward the Ravenclaw table, eyes begin to turn.
Barty glances up mid-sentence. He is seated near Pandora, halfway through a comment, but his voice trails off as he watches Nadine walk calmly beside Caelum. His expression flickers—confused, curious, not quite concerned, but alert.
Nadine sits across from Caelum, their plates steaming faintly between them. She isn't particularly talkative today, but she is present, attentive, watching him as he speaks.
"I'm actually surprised you said yes." Caelum admits, lightly pushing his spoon through a pool of thick soup. "To lunch. With me, I mean."
She raises an eyebrow. "Why?"
He tilts his head. "I didn't know if I'd be worthy of your company."
Her brows furrow. "I'm not that kind of person."
He smiles, leaning slightly forward. "Fair enough. It's not a bad thing. Just an observation. I'm used to people being... louder about who they are."
She takes a sip of pumpkin juice, then says, "I usually am. But there's more than one way to be heard."
That earns a real smile from him—warm, a little surprised. "You're sharp."
"I never said I wasn't."
Caelum laughs under his breath, resting his elbow against the table and watching her. They eat in silence for a bit, the clinking of cutlery filling the space.
"I've seen you play." he says, voice a little softer now. "You're brilliant. You don't miss. It's unnerving."
She lets out a soft laugh. "Thank you."
Caelum grins again.
A pause. Then she adds, "You're great too. I've watched you play against Slytherin."
"Yeah. Reserve my first few years, now regular. I'm fast, but I still study plays obsessively to keep up."
"Same." she says, then glances sideways at him. "Though I'd rather not admit it."
"I'm weirdly relieved you're just as obsessive."
"What else is your thing?" she asks curiously.
Caelum leans back a little, thoughtful. "Studying. Spell reconstruction. Curse theory. I like fixing things—understanding how something breaks, and putting it back together. Properly. Magic isn't clean. People think it is, but it's not."
She nods, slow. "I agree. Intent leaves residue. Sometimes worse than the spell itself."
He looks mildly impressed. "You've thought about this."
"A bit."
He leans in again, smiling slightly. "You're better company than I expected."
Nadine glances back at him, voice kind. "Likewise."
"Would you sit with me again?" he asks.
She takes a breath, thoughtful, considering.
"I might." she answers.
He grins again.
It is quiet in the library, the kind of silence that stretches over old wood and parchment like a second skin. The sun has dipped below the windows, casting faint blue light across the rows of ancient shelves. The torches have been lit, their golden glow soft and flickering in high sconces, making shadows dance across the long study tables.
Nadine sits tucked into a far corner—her favorite spot: the window alcove with a view of the Black Lake and a slightly crooked wall sconce that always flickers unevenly, as if blinking in rhythm with thought. She is surrounded by a fortress of open books, scrolls, and neat ink pots. Her quill has slowed to a halt, abandoned mid-sentence, a small smudge of ink dried on her finger.
On her lap is Brownie—curled into a contented loaf, purring like a cauldron, vibrating faintly with every breath. One paw twitches occasionally in sleep. Nadine absentmindedly strokes behind her ears with her free hand, her eyes scanning over the last few lines of her Transfiguration essay.
She leans back, stretching her arms overhead, a soft groan escaping as her spine cracks faintly. "Finally." she murmurs to herself, voice hoarse from disuse.
Parchments stacked, ink capped, books closed with care. Satisfied, she exhales and pulls her notebook toward her—the one she never lets anyone flip through, the one with half-finished diagrams and spells. Her mind drifts to Severus and what he had said about Selene.
"Since when are you talking with Caelum?" says a voice beside her.
Nadine gasps and jerks violently that Brownie meows in protest and bolts off her lap in a streak of warm fur. She spins to find Pandora standing there, grinning like she has just spotted a unicorn.
"Dora!" Nadine hisses, cheeks flushing. "Merlin's sake—you scared me."
Pandora flops unbothered into the empty seat beside her, all dreamy eyes and too-long cardigan sleeves. "Sorry. I was studying with Xeno—he was explaining how Moon Frogs migrate when the moon's gibbous, but then I looked over and saw you."
Nadine looks suspiciously around. "Saw me what?"
Pandora points at the notebook still protectively under Nadine's arm, then wiggles her eyebrows with maddening gentleness. "Looking like a girl in love."
"Shhh!" Nadine panics, glancing around as if someone will leap from the shadows. "Keep your voice down."
"No one's listening." Pandora hums, but lowers her tone anyway. "Well, except for the ghosts. But they don't tell secrets."
"You don't know that."
Pandora blinks thoughtfully. "Fair point."
Nadine sighs deeply, rubbing her forehead. "Dora..."
Pandora leans forward, placing her elbows gently on the table, chin in her palms. "So... you fancy Caelum?"
"What? No."
Pandora just stares at her, dreamy and patient. "You do, though. You were thinking about him." she sings softly.
"Not him." Nadine sighs.
"Then who?"
Nadine closes her eyes for a moment, then opens them and says quietly, "Severus."
Pandora beams and folds her hands, glancing left and right in a very exaggerated, sneaky fashion. "Secret is safe with me."
Brownie creeps back toward them with a cautious flick of her tail, leaping into Nadine's lap again with a little huff like she is offended.
For a few heartbeats, neither of them says anything—the lamps flicker in their quiet corner, and distant whispers drift in from the other side of the library.
Then, softly, Nadine says, "So... you and Xenophilius are finally together?"
Pandora's face brightens like moonlight catching crystal. She blinks as if the question was a surprise, even though Nadine sees the blush rise on her cheeks. "Oh," she says delicately, "well... yes."
A beat. Then, beaming even wider, she leans closer and adds, "But it's a secret."
Nadine raises a brow. "Why?"
Pandora tilts her head. "Well, mostly because I told him I didn't want it to be real until it felt like it was real, you know? And Evan still dislikes him."
Nadine makes a face. "No."
Pandora giggles. "It's hard to explain. It's lovely, though. We talk a lot about everything. We know all the same stars. He's never mean, even when he's confused. And... he makes tea exactly the way I like."
A quiet laugh escapes Nadine, and she rests her chin on her hand, watching her. "That's perfect."
Pandora shrugs, dreamy and content. "It is."
Nadine hesitates, her fingers stilling completely against Brownie's back. She keeps her eyes on her friend, voice dropping to something a little more hesitant. "Can I... ask you something?"
Pandora's pale eyes slide toward her, gentle and attentive. "Of course."
Nadine lowers her gaze to her hands. Her nails are ink-stained, and she starts to pick at the edge of one. "About Severus."
Pandora doesn't interrupt, just waits.
"I just..." Nadine starts, then stops, biting the inside of her cheek. "I didn't plan on it. It's not even like that. It's just—something about him. I know it's not easy to be him. And I know he pushes people away for a reason. But still... I feel like I see him."
Pandora hums thoughtfully, tilting her head like a bird.
"And he doesn't make it easy. One moment, I think—maybe he trusts me. Maybe we're something. Then the next, it's like he slams every door in my face. And it's exhausting." Nadine admits quietly. "He doesn't want anything from me, but I still wish to try."
Pandora taps her fingers on the table, then leans forward. "You know what I think?"
Nadine lifts a brow. "Do tell."
Pandora's voice goes calm and clear. "I think... some people wear all their feeling right out where everyone can see it. And others keep it buried so deep they forget where they put it."
Nadine doesn't speak, just listens.
"I think Severus is the second one."
Nadine blinks slowly, her throat tightening.
"That doesn't mean he doesn't care," Pandora adds, "just that maybe he doesn't know how to."
"Then what am I supposed to do?" Nadine asks, trying to keep her voice level. "Keep waiting? For scraps of kindness?"
"No." Pandora says gently. "You're not supposed to wait. That's not love. Love's not a waiting room where you sit until someone's ready to see you."
Nadine frowns slightly. "Then what?"
"You just... be." Pandora's gaze softens. "You be brave and kind and you live your life. You don't dim yourself down just because he hasn't figured it out. If he does, and he's ready—he'll have to come to you. But don't you ever go to him on your knees."
There is a silence. Nadine's eyes are glossy, but she quickly blinks it away and gives a little laugh. "Merlin. You're so wise. Thank you."
Pandora smiles, pushing a strand of hair behind her ear. "I talk to the stars."
Nadine laughs again, shaking her head, and rests her forehead lightly against her hand. "You're mad."
"Always."
"But right."
Pandora leans over and bumps their shoulders gently. "Just don't give him the parts of you he hasn't earned."
Nadine lets the words settle for a while. Brownie yawns. The shadows shift along the floor. In the vast, breathing stillness of the library, everything feels just a little lighter.
Chapter Text
The first Friday of February arrives wrapped in silver-gray skies and thin, drifting snow that softens the edges of the grounds. It is bitterly cold, the kind of day where everyone moves a little faster in the corridors, cloaks drawn tight, hands stuffed deep into pockets. By noon, a pale sun filters faintly through the ceiling of the Great Hall, illuminating the four long tables and the warm, bustling chatter of students gathering for lunch.
Nadine enters with Seraphina and Cassiopeia, brushing snowflakes from her scarf and tucking her gloves into the sleeve of her robe. Brownie, curled safely in her pouch, occasionally lets out soft, indignant meows at the cold. The castle is all stone and drafty corners, and Nadine can still feel the sting of wind in her cheeks.
The Gryffindor table is already half full. Plates steam with roasted chicken, buttery rolls, and boiled potatoes; pitchers of pumpkin juice and mulled cider float lazily down the center. Nadine spots Remus seated alone near the end of the bench, just beside the towering bay window that overlooks the courtyard.
She offers the girls a soft "I'll see you soon." and slips onto the bench beside him.
"Hi." she says gently, unwrapping her scarf and shaking snow from her hair.
Remus looks up slowly. His eyes are dull today—not lifeless, but tired. He has that drawn, pale look he wears once a month, though Nadine doesn't know to name it that. His hands wrap tightly around a ceramic mug, the steam from his tea curling around his fingers. His uniform is a little askew—collar limp, tie hanging too loose—and there is a subtle tremble in his fingers when he lifts his spoon.
"You okay?" Nadine asks, tilting her head to look at him more closely.
He blinks as if pulling himself from somewhere distant. Then comes the usual quiet smile. "Yeah. Just tired. Long week. How was your day?"
"Good. I'm tired too." She doesn't pry. Remus is soft-spoken, private, and despite being surrounded by a circle of the loudest boys, there is always something a little distant about him. Still, she likes his company. She helps herself to some vegetables and bread, passing him the gravy boat without needing to ask. They eat in easy silence for a few minutes, Nadine occasionally slipping bits of chicken to Brownie, who peeks her head out with wide eyes.
And then—it happens.
The wind shifts. The ceiling flickers slightly with the arrival of dozens of owls. They soar in through the open rafters, feathers falling like confetti, some graceful and quick, others clearly struggling under parcels or thick bundles. Nadine instinctively ducks as a particularly clumsy eagle owl swoops low over the Gryffindor table.
But this time, it is similar to when Slytherins received theirs.
One by one, thick ivory envelopes drop along the table—mostly in front of the older Gryffindors. James, Sirius, Peter, Lily, Marlene, and Mary all receive one. So do a few Hufflepuffs seated nearby.
The envelopes are beautiful—sealed with a pressed rose wax stamp, the parchment flecked with soft gold. James rips his open immediately, Sirius leaning so far over him that their heads nearly knock together.
"Oh bloody hell, it's about time!" Sirius exclaims.
James laughs. "They're getting married!"
Lily, reading hers with a delighted smile, nods. "This summer. August. In Devon, by the looks of it."
"Who's getting married now?" Nadine chuckles, sipping pumpkin juice.
"Frank and Alice." Marlene replies, already pulling out a quill to scribble the date into her planner. "I always thought they'd end up married."
Sirius groans dramatically. "Do we have to bring gifts? Because I swear if I have to go into another bloody gift shop—"
"You're not even going to remember the gift. You'll be four firewhiskeys in before the ceremony ends." Peter mutters.
Laughter bubbles up and down the table as the envelope makes its way around for everyone to see.
Nadine watches with mild curiosity. She leans slightly toward Remus, who opened his own invitation, and it lies on the table beside his mug. "Frank and Alice?" she asks.
He finally looks up, blinking slowly. "Frank Longbottom and Alice Fortesque. He was our Prefect. Both Gryffindor."
Nadine nods. "How much older?"
"Three, maybe four years." he replies, rubbing the back of his neck. "They were both brilliant. Alice nearly rewrote the Herbology curriculum with Professor Sprout, and Frank—well, everyone wanted to duel him. He was fast."
"Were they together back then?"
Remus nods faintly. "Since school, yeah. They joined the Auror program together after graduation."
Nadine smiles, her fingers circling the rim of her goblet. "That's sweet."
Remus turns toward her a little more, his expression thoughtful. There is a flicker of hesitation—and then, as if deciding in the moment:
"You want to come with me?"
She blinks. "What?"
He gestures toward the invitation. "To the wedding."
Her brows lift. "Oh. No, I mean— they don't know me. I'd feel... out of place."
He shrugs, a quiet sort of charm in his understatement. "They'll know you soon enough. I'm allowed to bring a plus one."
She looks at him. He isn't trying to flatter, not trying to make it a big deal.
She tilts her head slightly, suppressing a smile. "Alright," she says, voice light. "I'd love to. I'll let you know for sure though. I don't know if my parents have any plans after the end of semester."
Remus smiles—and it is the first real one he has worn all day, tired as it is. It reaches his eyes, softens the sharpness in his face. The air between them settles into something light, familiar.
"Great." he says, sipping his tea again.
Sirius, halfway down the bench, shouts something about dress robes and tartan, and James nearly chokes on his cider laughing.
Nadine gathers the last bites, scooping up mashed potatoes with her fork as James, who is leaning across the table, raises his voice over the general din.
"Alright, team meeting tonight. Common room. After dinner. Be there or lose your position."
There is a chorus of groans and chuckles from the team, but Nadine lifts her eyes and nods, popping the last piece of roasted carrot into her mouth.
She wraps her scarf once more around her neck as she and Bill rise from the table. "Potions next." he says, stretching his arms. "A good chance to smell like swamp water for the rest of the day."
Nadine laughs, adjusting the strap of her satchel. "Lovely."
They make their way down to the dungeons. The air cools with every step, stone walls growing damper, darker. Their boots echo against the worn floors, and by the time they reach the classroom, the warm flicker of cauldron flames offers a stark contrast to the chill outside. Slughorn isn't in the room yet, but the hearth crackles and the ingredients are already laid out on the supply table.
Only one other student is present—Severus, seated at his usual table near the front. He doesn't glance up when they walk in, hunched over a collection of dried beetle wings and measures of knotgrass, his long fingers moving with quiet precision.
Nadine swallows. Ever since his birthday, he has been... elusive. She sees him only in class—even then, only in this one—and occasionally during meals. They haven't exchanged more than the bare minimum.
Bill and Nadine settle into their station and begin unpacking. Today's board reads: Draught of Peace – base variant, with substitutions of lunar blossom and powdered moonstone. An intermediate-level calming potion, known to ease anxiety and restlessness—useful, particularly in colder months when nerves and exams loom.
Bill pulls a face. "This thing takes forever to stir."
"That's probably the point." Nadine mutters, already measuring out her ingredients.
A few moments pass in silence, the classroom now filling with a soft bubbling hum as cauldrons are lit. Then, casually, as he adjusts the heat under their cauldron, Bill leans sideways and calls out:
"Assistant Snape," he says with exaggerated politeness, "do you mind giving us a hand with the infusion? Think we've hit a snag."
Nadine's head snaps to him. Her eyes widen just slightly. Oh no.
Severus looks up at them, slow and expressionless. His eyes flicker to Bill, then to Nadine, lingering a second longer on her.
He stands silently and crosses the room in two swift strides. His presence always changes the air around him—heavier, more focused, and magnetic.
He leans over their cauldron without a word, his long fingers taking the ladle to stir in a counterclockwise motion. Nadine's breath catches. His shoulder brushes hers faintly. He smells of crushed thyme and parchment, of something dark and clean. The firelight plays against his sharp cheekbones and pale skin.
"You added too much lavender essence." he says quietly, voice low, his gaze fixed on the potion.
"Oh, tragic." Bill says flatly, clearly amused.
Severus ignores him. His next words are directed toward Nadine: "You'll want to correct it before it curdles."
She nods, focused. "Thanks... I didn't realize."
He adjusts the heat slightly. "Precision is the difference between a calming draught and a paralytic."
"Noted." she murmurs, her eyes on his profile.
He straightens, passes the ladle back without looking at Bill, and returns to his seat.
Nadine exhales slowly. She hadn't realized she had been holding her breath.
Bill grins at her. "You're welcome."
She shoots him a glare. "You did that on purpose. Just because I told you who I fancy, doesn't mean you can be obvious about it."
His smile widens, impish. "He'll be obsessed with you. Just needs a nudge."
Before she can answer, Severus glances over his shoulder. "If the two of you are finished whispering, I suggest you complete the stirring sequence before the entire classroom smells of burnt ashroot."
Nadine bites her lip and ducks her head, cheeks flushing. "Sorry." she mumbles, stirring once again.
The class passes in a haze of silvery steam and low murmurs, interrupted occasionally by Slughorn's booming voice as he wanders in halfway through and offers excessive praise to anyone who manages not to set their robes on fire.
As they clean up, Nadine moves with care, repacking her satchel and wiping down her station. The room empties steadily, and when she turns to leave, a voice cuts through the quiet.
"Crouch."
Nadine blinks and turns. Severus remains at his table, his station already immaculate. His expression is unreadable, as always, but there is a sliver of something sharper in his voice.
"Yes?"
He stands, walks over with slow, measured steps, stopping just before her. His hands are folded behind his back. "Perhaps in future, you might limit your interludes with Weasley to after class hours. The fumes do not mix well with adolescent yearning."
Nadine stares at him, momentarily too stunned to reply. Then a laugh escapes her before she can stop it. "It wasn't— I wasn't—" She clears her throat. "You're mistaken."
He lifts an eyebrow, still deadpan.
She meets his gaze, voice softer this time. "Only one person is on my mind in this classroom. And I promise, it's not Bill. You know that."
His composure falters. Barely. A blink, a subtle shift in his posture, as if caught slightly off guard.
She watches him a moment longer, smile playing at her lips. "Anything else, Assistant Snape?"
That earns a flicker of dry amusement. "Slughorn asked me to remind you that there's a Slug Club gathering next Thursday evening. Seven sharp."
"Oh." Nadine says, nodding. "Thank you."
She turns to leave, but pauses in the doorway and looks over her shoulder, "Don't worry. I'll keep my adolescent yearning far, far away from your cauldron." she says with a crooked smile.
He doesn't look up from reorganizing his parchments. "Much appreciated."
His tone is dismissive, and his face remains impassive—but Nadine swears there is the slightest flick of his eye that follows her as she steps out into the hall. Nothing more. Nothing obvious.
The common room glows in shades of gold and red, embers crackling quietly in the fireplace as the team gathers in a loose circle around a table piled with parchments and diagrams. The hour is late—dinner long behind them—and the castle has slipped into its usual hush, wind whistling faintly beyond the tower windows. Gryffindor banners sway slightly overhead, casting flickering shadows across the space.
Nadine steps in, brushing off the chill from the corridor, her satchel slung over one shoulder and her hair tossed. She spots the team instantly—James seated backwards on a chair with his arms crossed, Sirius slouched against the arm of the couch like a statue, Marlene perched on the floor beside the fire, and Gideon and Fabian lazily tossing a chocolate frog between them. Phoebe twirls her wand absently through her braid.
Brownie trots after Nadine with a soft meow, immediately curling up near the fire.
James glances up as she enters. There is a flicker of something shadowy in his gaze. They hadn't spoken properly since the holidays, and every time someone mentioned Slytherin or—Merlin forbid—Severus Snape, things got brittle and sharp around the edges.
"Look who finally showed." James mutters under his breath.
"I'm not late." Nadine answers coolly, brushing past and settling into a vacant chair.
"Not early either." Sirius smirks, stretching like a lounging cat. "But what else is new?"
James wastes no time. "We've got a match against Ravenclaw in four weeks. We're not losing to them again, not when their Beaters play like bloody trolls with bats."
"They do play rough." Phoebe agrees.
Fabian flips the frog box in his hand. "Which is why we're training harder. Wednesday evenings. Saturday mornings. Every week until the match."
"Even if it snows." Gideon adds cheerfully.
"Especially if it snows." James says. "Ravenclaws don't slack, and we're not giving them an inch."
He looks pointedly at Nadine. "You in?"
She nods once. "Of course."
Sirius exchanges a glance with James. "Just making sure. Wouldn't want any personal conflicts getting in the way."
Nadine tilts her head. "What are you on about now?"
"Oh, you know." Sirius says lazily. "Just making sure your... loyalties don't get the better of you."
"Right." James cuts in sharply, voice rising. "Like last time, when your dear friend Rosier nearly took Phoebe off her broom and you're acting like you'd forgotten what team you play for."
Nadine stiffens, pulse quickening. "That's not what happened and you bloody well know it."
"Is it not?" James snaps.
"Tem plays rough, yeah. I know his strategies and we'll practice to win." she snaps.
"You've been soft every time it's a Slytherin on the other side of the pitch." Sirius adds.
Her jaw tightens.
"I'm not soft." she says through gritted teeth. "I've taken hits harder than any of you."
"Snape, Crouch, Carrow—how many more do you have to excuse before we figure out where you actually stand?" James throws his arms up.
"That's rich, coming from you." she snaps. "Maybe they wouldn't be the way they are if you and Sirius didn't act like bloody kings of Hogwarts."
There is a pause. A deadly silence.
James stands. "You wanna go there?"
"Already did."
"You think you're untouchable?" James steps forward, anger simmering just beneath his voice. "You think you can throw that back in my face and still wear red and gold like you're one of us?"
"I am one of you." Nadine says coldly, standing too. "Just because I don't blindly hate everyone you tell me to doesn't make me less Gryffindor."
"You defend them too easily."
"And you hate too easily."
James doesn't move. Then:
"I can pull you off the team."
There it is.
The room goes completely still. Even the twins look up, blinking in surprise. Marlene's eyes widen slightly. Phoebe looks between them, speechless.
Nadine's eyes don't flinch.
"Do it."
James falters.
"I dare you."
They stare at each other—Captain and Chaser, Gryffindor and Gryffindor, both furious, both proud, both standing with years of stubbornness built into their bones.
"I don't play for you." Nadine says, voice soft and razor-sharp. "I play for Gryffindor. For the team. For the sport. And if that's not enough for you, then maybe you don't belong here."
Sirius lets out a low whistle. "Merlin's beard. That's a new one."
"Shut up." she snaps.
He shrugs, unfazed. "Just saying."
James clenches his jaw, then looks away, breathing through his nose. "This is bigger than you think. We're not messing around anymore. We've got targets on our backs, and you're defending the people who insult you behind closed doors."
"I'm not defending them." she hisses. "I'm saying maybe you should stop treating me like a threat just because I haven't burned every bridge."
"You don't have to burn them." James mutters. "But you don't get to walk both sides either."
A long silence follows.
Sirius murmurs something under his breath to James—low and clipped. James nods stiffly.
"We should go." Sirius says aloud. "Now."
They leave without another word. The portrait hole closes behind them with a final thud, and the warmth of the common room suddenly feels suffocating.
Nadine sits slowly. No one speaks. Even Brownie doesn't meow, only stares at her with wide eyes.
Gideon is the one who finally breaks the silence, tossing his frog in the air again. "Well, that was festive."
Phoebe lets out a breath. "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." Nadine lies.
And then—quietly, bitterly—she says, "Let him kick me off. I'd rather that than let them control what I think."
She looks into the fire, flames flickering across her features, and for a long time, she says nothing else at all.
Chapter Text
Nadine waits near the entrance to Ravenclaw Tower, the corridor around her softly lit by floating sconces that cast warm golden glows over the blue-stone walls. Her red dress is a simple yet striking choice—sleeveless with a gentle waistline, tailored just enough to flatter without trying too hard. It sways slightly, her cloak folded neatly over her arm. Her eyes drift up to the massive bronze eagle knocker embedded into the center of the door. Barty is, predictably, late.
She steps forward and the eagle stirs.
"You have to talk to it."
Startled, she turns. Caelum leans casually against the wall beside her, arms crossed, dressed immaculately as always. His uniform is flawless, robe swinging open to reveal a soft charcoal jumper underneath. His wand is tucked behind his ear like a quill. He looks effortlessly calm—almost suspiciously so.
"Hi." she says, a bit startled still.
He pushes off the wall, steps toward the door, and clears his throat dramatically.
"Knock, knock."
"Who's there?"
"Etch."
"Etch who?"
"Bless you."
A pause. Then it laughs. A deep, metallic ka-ka-ka sound that echoes through the corridor as the door swings slowly open.
Nadine raises a brow, amused. "Where did you learn that joke?"
"I've read it in a Muggle book." He glances at her from the corner of his eye, then slowly, deliberately, lets his gaze trail down her dress before returning to her face. "That color looks good on you. Like... Gryffindor, but elevated."
She huffs a soft laugh. "Thank you. It's for Slug Club."
"You're always alone at these things? Never seen you bring anyone." he says lightly.
She gives him a sideways glance. "I usually come with Tem."
He shrugs, letting a beat of silence pass. "Right, but I meant... not family. Like—" he catches himself, rubs the back of his neck. "Forget it."
Just then, Barty steps out, eyebrows raised at the scene in front of him. His eyes shift between his sister and Caelum, and though his expression remains casual, there is a definite flicker of confusion or curiosity.
"Greystone." he greets with a nod.
"Crouch." Caelum returns just as neutrally. He flicks a glance at Nadine, gives a parting, "See you." and slips into the stairwell.
As soon as he is out of sight, Barty slants a look her way. "Alright. What was that?"
"What was what?"
"That. Greystone with his stupid compliments and questions about your social life."
Nadine rolls her eyes. "He was just making conversation."
"Is that what we're calling flirting now?"
She nudges him with her elbow. "I don't fancy him."
"Didn't say you did. But he clearly does."
"He does not." she insists, though her cheeks burn slightly. "He talks to me sometimes. That's all."
"Talks to you." Barty repeats, mimicking her tone. "I saw you. Nods across hallways. Appears in places he doesn't belong. Waits behind you until a door literally asks you a question. But yeah, just talks."
"Are you done?"
"Depends. Are you going to tell me who you actually do fancy?"
She smirks. "Worry about your own disaster of a love life first."
"Ouch."
She arches a brow. "Speaking of which... how's Cass?"
Barty stiffens, jaw tensing. "None of your business, slug."
"It absolutely is."
He bumps her lightly with his shoulder, and they disappear down the corridor, heading toward the dungeons.
The dining room in Professor Slughorn's private quarters is lavishly appointed. Golden candelabras float above the long mahogany table, casting a warm, inviting glow, matching the one from the decorated fireplace. The rich aroma of roasted meats and spiced wine fills the air as silver cutlery gleams beside crystal goblets. Slughorn moves among his guests with his usual exuberance, his voice buoyant over the hum of polite conversation.
Nadine lets her gaze sweep across the room, her fingers still lightly resting on Barty's arm.
Cassiopeia lounges in one of the velvet chairs near the fire, her long legs crossed elegantly, silver goblet in hand, her cool expression unreadable. Beside her, Pandora sits with her head tilted dreamily against the high back of the chair, listening to her friend's hushed musings, eyes glowing in the firelight. Nearby, Evan sits with his usual calm poise, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth as he speaks with Regulus, who looks as refined and withdrawn as ever. Their laughter is hushed, low and private.
Other students, equally esteemed, fill the room—each carefully chosen by Slughorn for their promise, pedigree, or peculiar talents.
The double doors swing open, and Seraphina enters last. She wears a flowing purple dress that brushes the floor, her hair pinned back. The room pauses at her almost-late.
"Ah, Miss Snape!" Slughorn greets warmly. "Just in time. I was beginning to wonder if you had gotten lost! Please, sit."
An open seat awaits beside Regulus, as students are starting to fill out the other seats across the table.
Without a word, Regulus slides the chair out with careful grace—a subtle nod to Black manners. He doesn't stand up, however.
Seraphina meets his steady gaze for a brief moment, lips pressed into a faint, almost imperceptible smile. Inside, she feels a flush rise, though her face remains composed. Regulus doesn't break eye contact immediately. He ignores the moment further, disinterested.
Professor Slughorn, as always, is beaming with pride, one arm flung around Lily as he gushes over her latest project or something undoubtedly brilliant. Nadine watches the way Lily smiles politely, gracious and warm.
And then her eyes land on him.
Severus stands alone, near the table of refreshments, nursing a goblet of pumpkin fizz he hasn't touched. His robes are blacker than black, his expression is schooled into neutrality, his gaze passing from conversation to conversation without lingering.
Her breath stills.
Nadine swallows hard, forcing herself to look away before he sees her staring. There is a quiet weight that settles in her chest again, the one that is always there when he is near. The soft ache of wondering thrums in her ribcage.
And that ache grows when she sees Lily leave Slughorn's side and head toward the refreshment table. Toward him.
Maybe if they speak again—just speak—he will feel lighter. Softer. Maybe it will untangle something inside him.
Nadine steps away from Barty, adjusting the sleeve of her dress nervously. The gold thread catches the light as she smooths it down and moves toward the table where Lily is pouring herself a drink.
She glances down into her glass, composing herself, then looks up again just as Lily stands beside her. Her green dress matches her eyes, the skirt cinched at her waist with a simple ribbon. She carries herself with easy grace, but there is something thoughtful in her expression—a quiet tension in the lines of her face, like her mind is somewhere else entirely.
Nadine turns toward her and offers a light smile.
"Hi, Lily."
Lily looks up, a polite smile sliding easily into place. "Oh—hi, Nadine."
Nadine reaches for a plum tart, keeping her voice light. "Slug Club feels quieter than usual tonight."
Lily's eyes flicker over the room, considering.
"Maybe. Or just more... tense."
Nadine hums in agreement, chewing thoughtfully. She isn't sure what to say next. She didn't exactly plan to strike up a conversation with her, but the opportunity presented itself and her curiosity can't resist the tug.
Lily's gaze flickers suddenly—just for a second—across the room. Nadine follows it with her own, catching sight of Seraphina seated beside Cassiopeia, head bowed slightly as she listens, fingers idly twisting the stem of her glass. Whatever Lily feels as she watches her, it is unreadable.
"You want to talk to her?" Nadine asks gently, already half-turning.
Lily blinks. "What?"
"Seraphina." Nadine nods toward the table. "She's just over there. I can call her over if you want—"
But Lily's hand reaches out, lightly catching Nadine's wrist. "Oh—no. No, it's alright."
Nadine tilts her head, curious but cautious.
Lily draws her hand back, eyes flitting toward her drink like it suddenly needs her full attention. "I just... I don't need to."
Nadine narrows her eyes slightly. There is something brittle in Lily's voice—not anger, exactly, but the kind of weariness that comes with holding in thoughts too long.
"Did something happen?" she asks softly. "Between you and them?"
Lily hesitates, the wheels turning in her head. Weighing how much Nadine knows. Wondering what Seraphina might have told her. What Severus might have. If anything.
But Lily only says, "It doesn't matter."
There is a pause.
"Everything's fine." she adds, but Nadine isn't convinced—neither by her tone nor the careful way she says it, like she is trying to shut a door without making a sound.
Nadine looks at her for a long moment, debating how far she can push this. She isn't blind to the way Lily is guarded, especially about the past. Especially about him.
"You think of all Slytherins the same as James does?" Nadine asks, voice quiet but firm.
That gets Lily's attention. Her gaze lifts, brows subtly rising.
"No." she says after a beat. "Not all."
"But most." Nadine says.
There is no accusation in her voice. Just observation.
Lily exhales slowly, eyes drifting once more toward Seraphina—then past her, briefly, to the tall figure near the edge of the room.
She doesn't say anything.
But Nadine speaks instead, words deliberate.
"You should talk to him. See what he says."
Severus watches the room with a detached kind of attentiveness, noting everything and everyone: a subtle glance toward Seraphina when she laughs at one of Cassiopeia's jokes, a small twitch of amusement when Evan drops a canapé and curses under his breath. His gaze briefly flicks toward Nadine while she is speaking to Lily, but he looks away just as quickly, his expression remaining neutral.
He quietly finishes his drink and sets the goblet down on a nearby tray with care. He stands, smoothing his robes, his movement subtle enough that it doesn't draw attention from the larger crowd.
He crosses the room toward Slughorn, who is mid-conversation with a few fourth-years. Severus waits patiently until there is a natural pause, then leans in slightly, his voice low and polite but firm.
"Professor," he says evenly, "If you don't mind, I'll be taking my leave now. I have reading to finish."
Slughorn clasps him briefly on the shoulder and booms, "Of course, of course, my boy. Always so studious. But do try to enjoy these things a little, won't you?"
Severus simply gives a slight nod, the corner of his mouth twitching in what might generously be called a smirk, then turns and walks away without another word. He passes through the room like a shadow—unnoticed by most, unbothered by all—and disappears through the arched doorway into the darkened corridor, the torchlight catching briefly in his hair before the dungeons swallow him whole.
Lily's jaw tenses slightly, and for a long second, Nadine wonders if she has gone too far. But then Lily finally speaks—her voice quiet, neutral.
"You and Severus... are you close?"
Nadine's lips twitch into something like a small, sad smile. "No. Not really."
There is a pause before she adds, with a bit more weight, "But he's my best friend's brother. And I know them. Him, Seraphina. They're not bad people."
Lily doesn't respond. Her eyes remain on the crowd, something unreadable flickering in her expression. Nadine doesn't wait for her to.
She turns, her dress swaying slightly as she steps back into the room.
Behind her, Lily remains still by the drink table, fingers wrapped tight around the glass she hasn't touched in minutes.
The chatter resumes as Slughorn summons the course. Glasses chime, and laughter swirles softly through the group.
"Miss Crouch," Slughorn beams, swirling his goblet as he leans slightly toward her, "do pass along my congratulations to your father, would you? Being named the successor to the Minister, what an accomplishment!"
Nadine offers a poised smile. "Thank you, Professor. He's definitely worked very hard for it. Late nights and all."
"Indeed, indeed." Slughorn nods. "I expected you'd follow him in his footsteps at the Ministry, but what would we do without Healers?"
The room offers warm smiles and nods.
"Mr. Black..." Slughorn turns his attention with a twinkle in his eye.
Nadine leans toward Cassiopeia, and arches her brow, glancing at Barty who is deep in discussion with Rosiers.
"Did you speak?" she asks, not needing to clarify who.
Cassiopeia blinks once, then gives a tiny nod, swirling her drink idly. "A bit. He ambushed me by the food table."
"So?" Her voice is low enough to avoid drawing attention.
Cassiopeia hesitates, then shrugs lightly. "He said he didn't regret it. Just... complicated."
Nadine hums, eyes fixing on her goblet. "Isn't it always?"
"I'm simply not sure. There are so many things happening. Firstly, both our families. Of course, an exhausting thing to deal with. My mother has a lot to say about whom I'm seeing, so, of course, I haven't mentioned anything to her."
Nadine nods, thinking of Father's similarly rigid expectations.
"And father..." Cassiopeia continues, "he just doesn't want instability. And... there were words that Bartemius is a bit... disobedient."
"Oh, disobedient? As if we don't do everything in our power to meet our fathers' demands. Ridiculous." Nadine's frustration with the Wizengamot's quick judgments is clear. The Black family, after all, sits at its head—filling most of the seats as the most influential lineage.
"I know. Same here. As if he'd be anything short of... brilliant." Cassiopeia's thoughts wander, caught between hope and doubt. Nadine nods and glances at Severus's seat. But he isn't there. She sighs and downs the rest of her drink.
Regulus inclines his head politely, expression unreadable. "We've always been taught to live up to it, sir."
"Well said, my boy." Slughorn beams, topping off his own glass. "Well said."
Regulus offers a polite smile and a nod. "My focus is on matters that require discretion." he says coolly. "The kind of work others avoid."
Slughorn's smile widens. "Of course, of course. And who better than a Black to do so?"
Regulus says nothing more—just lifts his glass in a small, silent acknowledgment, the flicker of something colder in his gaze.
Across the table, Seraphina glances at him sideways, the corners of her mouth unreadable.
"And last but never least," Slughorn says, his gaze landing on Seraphina, "Miss Snape. I must say, I'm beyond proud of your academic work. Word travels from other professors, you know."
Seraphina offers a modest nod, her expression composed. "I simply enjoy understanding what most prefer to avoid." She glances briefly at Regulus.
Seraphina is deep in conversation with Slughorn, Regulus, and two Ravenclaws, the topic drifting between schoolwork and extracurricular commitments. At one point, Slughorn lets out a soft chuckle and teases her about the incident with Amycus, his tone warm and playful. Seraphina returns the smile, sharing the amusement, but then her expression grows more thoughtful.
"I've actually been considering stepping down from the Quidditch team." she says quietly. "Focusing on my studies full-time. The Dark Arts and my work with dragons... they don't leave much room for anything else."
Slughorn nods, "I see. I must say, Quidditch is a demanding sport, and unless you have your mind set on playing professionally, it takes up a lot of time!"
"Indeed, Professor. Quidditch was never really my passion. I took it up because I wanted to try, but it's become more complicated than I expected."
Slughorn nods appreciatively. "Knowing when and what to prioritize is as important as skill itself."
Regulus's brow lifts in subtle surprise. She hadn't mentioned this to him before, and as team Captain, he feels the need to inquire gently. "Is this something you've decided firmly?" His voice is low, steady, laced with genuine concern for the team beneath the calm.
Seraphina meets his steady, serious gaze. "It got a bit out of hand, don't you think?" Her voice is low, careful—not wanting to draw attention to their conversation.
Regulus nods slightly, his expression unreadable. "Why haven't you mentioned it sooner?"
"Our conversations are a bit more difficult than usual." she replies with a polite, restrained smile. "It was a recent decision. At the start of this semester, the thought of Quidditch filled me with dread rather than excitement. An obvious sign."
"Must I find a replacement immediately?" His tone is calm, but his mind is already turning over possibilities. Her leaving the team is unexpected—and, truth be told, unwelcome. She had proven herself valuable, despite the incident with Amycus.
"No," she says softly. "I'll stay on for a while longer, but don't expect me on a broom next semester. I have too much work ahead."
Regulus gives her a knowing look. Their paths share more than one similarity, though in different fields. To him, Quidditch is another duty—a checkbox on a long list of expectations. He, too, had contemplated stepping away when the time comes. For now, however, he remains.
The party carries on well into the evening, laughter and music weaving through the grand hall as conversations ebb and flow around the room. Guests mingle, glasses clink, and the warmth fills the air despite the chill outside.
Slowly, one by one, the crowd begins to thin—farewells are exchanged, chairs pushed back, and footsteps faded down the corridors. Yet Seraphina remains, standing near the edge of the room, her gaze distant as if lost in thought.
Regulus notices her lingering from across the hall. His expression unreadable, he rises quietly and approaches, the subtle tension between them sharpening in the fading light.
"I will inform the team." he begins again.
"No need. They don't have to know yet. I'll tell them in time."
Regulus gives a curt nod. "Goodnight." he says before turning to leave.
She calls after him with a faint smirk, "I'm sorry for not giving you a gift for Christmas like I did with everyone else. Didn't mean to exclude you directly."
He nods politely, posture impeccably straight as always. "My apologies as well, then. I wasn't quite sure either."
Regulus had a habit of giving detached, adequate gifts—bouquets and trinkets from the Black House for the team, something more meaningful for those closer to him. Seraphina isn't close, so the dark bouquet of roses she received was much like those given to the other girls on the team. Nothing personal, she regrets.
"Frankly," she hesitates, "I'm not entirely certain what to gift a Black. Let alone you. Maybe an antique book and an insult, if you'd like." She smiles, yet thinks of her drawing. It is better to withhold the truth, she tells herself.
Regulus's lips curve briefly into a rare smirk. "No. A curse is the only suitable choice."
She grins and nods, an unusual truce settling between them so early in the semester.
"Well, goodnight."
"Goodnight, Snape."
As they part ways, Regulus makes his way back to his dorm, the halls quiet around him. Once inside, he moves to his desk and opens a drawer where a small, neatly, black lace-wrapped Christmas box lays forgotten beneath a thin layer of dust on top of a dark, mysterious book, also wrapped. The only gift he hadn't given. A faded note marked with the initials S.S. peeks from beneath it.
Inside the box rests an onyx pendant—ancient, rare, prestigious and exquisitely crafted, unlike anything common. Yet, despite its beauty, and the book's intriguing contents, Regulus refuses to give them to her. She is nothing. And as such, isn't deserving of it.
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It is Valentine's Day at Hogwarts University—and the castle seems unusually bright.
The morning air is sharp and quiet, the usual chatter and bustle of students not yet fully awake. Cassiopeia descends the stairs from the girls' dormitory with a light step, her robes perfectly pressed, her dark hair swept neatly over one shoulder.
A few students are scattered in armchairs, nursing tea or preparing for the day. She walks with purpose, her mind already flickering ahead—Nadine and Seraphina are waiting, and she is looking forward to the day in Hogsmeade, a reprieve from the usual House politics, gossip, and the eyes that always seem to follow her in these dungeons.
But a voice cuts through the quiet.
"Leaving so early, darling?"
Cassiopeia halts.
Amycus is sprawled across one of the deep green leather armchairs, arms loose across the sides like he owns the space. His smile is too wide for this hour, and there is something predatory about it. He stands when she doesn't answer immediately, one hand behind his back.
She turns, expression polite but guarded. "Amycus."
He steps closer, and with a dramatic little flourish, reveals what he has been hiding: a small bouquet of black tulips and white hellebores. Beautiful, elegant. Poisonous in the language of flowers. So very Amycus.
"Happy Valentine's Day." he says, offering them to her with an exaggerated bow of his head. "Thought you might appreciate something... less cliché."
She blinks once, expression smooth. "They're very—symbolic."
Amycus chuckles. "I try."
She doesn't take the bouquet. Her hands remain at her sides, graceful but unmoved. "That's kind of you, but I already have plans for the day."
He tilts his head, a slow and deliberate movement, as if assessing how much she means it. "Plans? With whom?" His tone is light, but his eyes are too sharp.
Cassiopeia's smile doesn't falter. "That's hardly relevant."
"Oh, I think it is." He tucks the flowers under one arm when she still doesn't reach for them. "I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. You have... eclectic taste."
She arches a brow. "What are you trying to say, Amycus?"
He shrugs, feigning innocence. "Just recalling a certain wedding. Lovely event it was. Intimate. But certainly not private."
Her posture stiffens just slightly—but that is all.
He leans in a little, lowering his voice to a conspiratorial murmur. "Funny thing. I could've sworn I saw you kissing Crouch. Bold of you, don't you think? Given your mother's... preferences. What would she say if she found out?"
Cassiopeia's eyes narrow like a blade unsheathing. "Is that a threat?"
Amycus holds up his hands, still smiling. "Not at all. Just making conversation. Wouldn't want the wrong words getting to the wrong ears, though. Especially ears that wear heirlooms and sit in Black family drawing rooms."
Cassiopeia steps forward, toe to toe now, voice soft and razor-edged. "You don't scare me, Carrow."
"Good." he says. "Because I'd hate for something so small to come between us."
"You and I," she says, with an arched brow, "were never close enough for anything to come between."
Then she turns, her robes swishing behind her like a whipcrack, and strides toward the exit.
He calls after her, with mock sweetness, "Enjoy your day, Cass."
She doesn't look back. But in the flicker of the torches lining the corridor, her eyes are lit not with fear—but fury.
Floating heart-shaped lanterns bob in the ceiling of the Great Hall, twinkling alongside the soft pink hues bathing the walls. Bouquets of roses shimmer in vases on every table, charmed to bloom or change colour whenever someone sits near them. The tables are scattered with students exchanging sweets, cards, or simply groaning at the over-the-top decorations. Giggles ripple through the hall like a melody, and everything smells faintly of roses and chocolate.
Seraphina sits beside Severus, dressed in her usual elegant but understated style—a deep green turtleneck sweater beneath her uniform robes, her long hair parted neatly down the middle. She sips her tea, casting disinterested glances at the heart-shaped scones stacked at the centre of the table, more focused on the Daily Prophet crossword hovering beside her.
Severus looks no different than he does any other day. His hair hangs a little longer now, tucked behind his ears. The Great Hall hums around him, but he seems distant from it all, detached—until the owls sweep in.
Hundreds of wings beat against the ceiling as owls descend with letters and parcels. The usual chaos of parchment and feathers ensues, and two owls circle above the Slytherin table before swooping down with precision—one sleek and snowy white, the other heavy-bodied and caramel-colored.
The snowy owl lands daintily before Seraphina, dropping an envelope sealed with elegant gold wax bearing the LeBlanc crest. The caramel owl, rougher and less patient, drops its letter squarely in front of Severus, flicks its feathers, and flies off with a soft screech.
Seraphina raises a brow and opens hers first, curious despite herself. The parchment is thick and expensive, and Charles's handwriting is as graceful as his manners—flowing, stylish script that even the ink itself seems to admire.
She slides a nail beneath the seal and unfolds the letter, eyes scanning the neat, refined script.
Dear Seraphina,
This morning finds me in the library, as it often does, the perfect place to consider impossible things. I trust Hogwarts is tolerating you well.
I've found myself recalling your wit and clarity of thought more often than seems entirely reasonable. I'm in dire need of discourse with someone who has more than just a pretty face and empty words. I regret we didn't speak longer. People like us, unafraid to question authority, or tradition, are rare.
So I wondered if you would do me the honour of writing back.
Yours,
Charles LeBlanc
Seraphina lets out a quiet snort and lifts her teacup. "Dear Salazar." she mutters, half-impressed, half-exasperated.
Severus, meanwhile, has received a square envelope tinged faintly with rose perfume—wax-sealed with the Greengrass crest. He opens it slowly, his fingers steady despite the clear distaste in his expression.
Selene's note is simple but carefully worded:
Dear Severus,
I imagine this day isn't your favourite, nor mine, if I'm honest. But I find myself recalling our exchange. You're not like the others. You listen.
I'll be in Hogsmeade after noon, if you happen to be there. Only if you feel like a conversation less tiresome than most.
Selene
He folds it without a word.
Seraphina brushes the crumbs off her fingers, elegantly folding Charles's letter back into its envelope. She slips it into her satchel, eyes flitting to the parchment Severus just tucked away.
"So." she says lightly, sipping from her tea cup again. "Who was it from?"
Severus doesn't look at her as he answers, tone flat. "Selene."
Her lips curl faintly—a reaction so subtle most would miss it, but Severus doesn't. A slight upturn at the corner, cold and reflexive. "What does she want?"
"She invited me to meet her in Hogsmeade." he says, slicing a blood orange with his knife with unnecessary precision. "Said she remembered our conversation. Wants to talk."
Seraphina arches a brow and studies him. "And are you going?"
Severus shrugs, finally glancing at her. "What if I do?"
His voice isn't just hypothetical—there is challenge in it. The kind he rarely bothers with unless he wants a reaction. And she knows it. She tilts her head, narrowing her eyes.
"You're considering it?"
"Maybe." He dabs at the corner of his mouth with a napkin, unbothered. "You're not the only one allowed to indulge intellectual flirtation. You entertained LeBlanc's letter quite gracefully."
She hums lowly. "Charles is... intriguing."
"Mm."
"And handsome."
Severus gives her a pointed look, that cold, slow blink of his that always says: I know more than you think I do. "And new. Maybe you're collecting interesting minds now too."
Seraphina doesn't answer at first. Her expression holds, sharp and unreadable, like a painting behind glass.
She knows he is referring to Regulus.
She doesn't blink.
"Suddenly Charles is writing." Severus continues, casually slicing another piece of orange. "And you want to write back."
"I'm allowed to enjoy attention." she says coolly, lifting her cup again.
"Of course you are." Severus says, voice like iron draped in silk. "So am I."
Seraphina sets down her cup, the fine china clicking against the saucer with a little too much force. Her tone softens—not warm, but calmer. Measured. "You could do better than Selene."
He raises a brow. "Could I?"
"Yes." She glances around the Hall, but her gaze doesn't linger anywhere. "There are... better options."
"Such as?"
She looks at him then, really looks. Her expression is quiet, something close to imploring, though the pride in her posture never falters. "The kind who actually want you. Who noticed first. Who don't play games just to see if they can win."
There is something else in her voice. Not teasing. Not sarcastic. Just... honest.
He doesn't speak, but something shifts behind his eyes. Barely. The kind of shift only a sister might notice. A pause. A thought held back.
Seraphina leans in a little, her voice lower, more certain now. "You're not easy, Severus. That's a good thing. So don't waste time on girls who are only curious. Choose someone who's already sure."
He breathes in slowly and looks back down at his plate. "Duly noted."
Seraphina doesn't push further. She just refills her tea and settles back in her seat.
The conversation slips into silence again, but it isn't empty.
Not this time.
The snow in Hogsmeade crunches softly beneath their boots, muffled by the dense, pillowy layer that has settled over the cobblestones since the early morning. Valentine's Day seems to have cast a rose-colored glow over the entire village. The skies are still a pale gray, but there is warmth in the air from the lanterns that hang between shops, twinkling gold and soft pink, some bursting into tiny heart-shaped embers before re-forming again.
Couples flood the streets—arms linked, fingers laced, cheeks flushed with more than just the cold. Girls clutching rose bouquets from Madame Primpernelle's kiosk, boys wiping lipstick from their necks with smug, giddy grins.
In the middle of it all, three girls walk shoulder to shoulder: Cassiopeia wears a winter coat of midnight-blue velvet trimmed with fur so soft it could only be Mokeskin. Seraphina is darker in palette—an emerald green cloak over a sleek black dress and boots that gleam against the snow. She has a hood pushed back over her shoulders and wears almost no makeup, but she needs none.
Nadine's pink dress peeks out beneath her charcoal cloak, and her eyes shimmer with warmth beneath thick lashes. The three of them are effortless in the way only daughters of ancient names can be—elegant, comfortable in their skin, and totally unaffected by the Valentine's Day frenzy.
"Godric's teeth." Cassiopeia mutters, dodging a pair of fourth years tangled in a kiss beneath a rose lamp. "If I see one more slobbery public declaration, I'm hexing them."
"Honestly," Seraphina says, straight-faced. "I thought some girl was choking behind the Three Broomsticks earlier. Turned out she was just snogging her boyfriend sideways."
Nadine groans and dramatically wipes at her mouth. "Someone disinfect my eyes, please."
They laugh, bumping shoulders as they walk. After window-shopping and dismissing three overly crowded cafés, they find themselves turning down a narrower street—one less traveled, quieter, the kind of road that felt half-forgotten in the snow.
There, nestled between a used bookstore and an apothecary with fogged windows, is a bar none of them recognize. The building is tall and narrow, painted a deep, soot-black, with sleek lettering carved into a bronze nameplate by the door:
The Grim's Den
A warm, flickering glow seeps from within, along with a low hum of music—deep bass notes, the sound of laughter, and clinking glasses.
Cassiopeia tilts her head. "That's new."
Seraphina raises a brow. "You want to check it out?"
"Why not?" Nadine says, already reaching for the handle. "As long as it isn't filled with couples."
They step in—and the cold vanishes at once.
The interior is gorgeous.
The bar is dimly lit in the most flattering way, with golden sconces shaped like twisting vines winding up the walls, and candles flickering midair in glass orbs. The ceiling is dark mahogany, slightly arched, with lanterns hanging in staggered rows, and the smell is divine: something like cinnamon, aged whiskey, and a hint of lavender smoke.
Plush leather booths line the sides, with velvet drapes offering optional privacy. The floor is polished wood, worn in the best way. Soft music plays from a wireless in the back—something jazzy, smooth, alluring. It feels more like an old pure-blood lounge than a student bar. The kind of place people go to flirt with danger—or at least flirt with each other.
They make their way to an open booth. Nadine's eyes flick around, taking in the crowd. Most of the patrons are older—university students, some post-grads, a few Hogwarts professors off-duty sharing drinks at the bar. She recognizes familiar faces scattered here and there.
And then—she spots him.
Bill tucked into a back corner, half-hidden behind a velvet curtain, leaning close to a girl with golden curls and laughter in her throat. Nadine grins and catches his eye across the room. She gives him a dramatic thumbs-up and a wicked little grin. Bill's jaw drops, and he rolls his eyes, looking flushed and amused all at once.
"Bill seems to be having a better Valentine's than us." Nadine chuckles. She turns her head again—and freezes.
Near the bar, sitting alone at one of the tall tables, is Remus. A half-finished drink sits in front of him, a book opened beside it. His cardigan sleeves are rolled up to his forearms. He looks tired—but good.
"I'll be back." Nadine says. "Just going to say hi."
Cassiopeia arches a brow but nods, and Seraphina's attention turns to scanning the menu.
Nadine crosses the room and leans against the table with a smirk. "Drowning your sorrows solo?"
Remus looks up and smiles slowly. "I'm just here for the free drinks."
She glances around and hums.
He nods toward the back of the pub. "You like the place?"
"It's nice. Didn't expect to see you in a spot like this."
"It belongs to Sirius."
Nadine blinks. "What?"
"He bought it during the holidays. Claimed it was the most disgraceful move he could make—serve drinks to the public. Thought it'd annoy his mother."
She lets out a low laugh. "Typical."
"I'm surprised he let Snapes in."
"I'm sure he didn't realize we'd show up." she teases. "Though it'll delight him when he finds out."
Right on cue, the back door opens, and Sirius walks out, wiping his hands on a cloth. He wears a black button-down shirt rolled to the elbows, and his trademark smirk sits lazily on his face. He stops short when he sees her.
"Well, well," he drawls, striding forward. "I knew the universe would curse me eventually."
Nadine sighs. "Charming as ever."
Sirius glances toward the booth. "Is that Seraphina Snape? What a delightful infestation."
Remus frowns. "Be nice, Sirius."
"I'm always nice." he says innocently, then strolls toward the booth, the grin sharpening.
Cassiopeia looks up first, eyes narrowing slightly.
"Thought we locked the back door." Seraphina mutters under her breath.
Sirius slides his hands into his pockets. "Fancy seeing you two here. What's the occasion? Mourning your lack of Valentines?"
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes. "You must be projecting."
Sirius leans forward on their table slightly, just enough to be invasive but charming. His gaze lingers on Seraphina. "Didn't think you two would risk being caught fraternizing in my den."
Seraphina raises an unimpressed brow. "Didn't think you were smart enough to open a door, let alone a business."
Cassiopeia snorts into her drink.
The air crackles between them—not warm, not entirely cold. More like a game. A knife disguised as flirting.
Nadine returns to her seat as Sirius says, "If you wanted to spend Valentine's in a bar insulting me, Snape, all you had to do was ask. I'll return the favour dearly."
Seraphina's lips twitch. "Trust me, if I planned this, you'd be bleeding."
Sirius chuckles, half in admiration, half exasperation. "Delightful. Can I get you drinks, or will you hex the glass?"
"Try me." Seraphina says sweetly.
Behind them, the door opens again.
A gust of wind stirs the air, and in walk Regulus, Evan, and a few others. Regulus halts mid-step. His eyes fall first on his brother, his sister, then on Seraphina, seated close, her cloak half-falling from her shoulders. Her expression is cool, but Sirius is laughing, and her gaze is sharp—not indifferent.
Regulus says nothing. His face remains blank.
Evan says something low to him, but Regulus barely nods.
Then he turns, and without a word, he and his group step out again.
Unseen, but not unnoticed.
Nadine watches the door swing closed. The fire crackles beside them. The room breathes.
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Cassiopeia rises slowly from the booth, her fingers wrapping around the edge of the polished table before she pushes back her seat. The velvet of her cloak sweeps behind her, but there is a faint tightness in her expression—just enough for her girls to notice.
Nadine arches a brow. "Everything alright?"
"I have to go." Cassiopeia says lightly, brushing her fingers down the front of her coat. Her voice is calm, almost too calm.
Seraphina straightens beside her. "We'll come with you—"
But Cassiopeia lifts a hand, stopping her.
"No." she says quickly, forcing a small smile. "It's nothing. I just—something else came up. I'll tell you tomorrow, alright?"
The lie is soft, practiced, and laced with politeness. Nadine narrows her eyes in concern but nods slowly. Seraphina doesn't argue.
Cassiopeia turns, her boots clicking against the wood floor as she heads toward the door. Her pace is swift, but not rushed. Composed, as always.
She is halfway there when a voice calls after her—low, lazy, unmistakable.
"Cassie."
Sirius.
She pauses, slowly turning around.
He stands near the bar, leaning against the counter, arms crossed. There is something teasing in his tone, but his eyes aren't mocking.
"I think our brother saw us."
The air tightens like a drawn bowstring.
Cassiopeia exhales quietly, her hands clenched inside her sleeves.
She turns to face him fully now, her features shadowed in the low light of the pub. Behind her, the door glows with hints of snow and soft light—but she doesn't walk through it. Not yet.
She steps closer to Sirius. Not too close. Just enough that only they can hear.
"I don't think this is the place to talk about this."
Sirius tilts his head, a hollow smile playing on his mouth. "Don't worry. I'm not planning a reunion."
"Good." she says softly, voice tightening. "Because Regulus is going to be furious."
Sirius raises an eyebrow. "For what? Talking?"
Cassiopeia looks away, jaw clenching. "You know it's not that simple."
He laughs under his breath, bitter and low. "It's never simple with Reg, is it? Mother's little prince. Bloody perfection."
"Stop." Her voice sharpens just slightly, and her eyes flash. "Don't talk about him like that."
Sirius looks at her for a long moment, the edges of his expression softening.
"Still defending him." he says quietly.
She swallows. "He's still my brother."
"So am I."
The words land between them like a ghost.
She doesn't reply. Her silence says everything. The grief of it. The impossibility.
Sirius's voice drops further. "You always tried to keep us both, didn't you?"
A beat.
"I never stopped." she whispers.
Something flickers in Sirius's eyes—regret, maybe. Or just the acknowledgment of what has always existed between the three of them: love tangled with legacy, duty knotted with defiance.
He leans in just a little. "He saw us, Cass. He looked right at you. At me. What do you think he's thinking now?"
Cassiopeia closes her eyes for a moment. "That I broke the promise."
"Because you let me speak to you."
"Because I didn't walk away fast enough." she says, breath catching. "Because I sat beside him and didn't follow you when you ran."
Sirius doesn't say anything.
And when he finally does, it's quiet, tired. "That's not your fault."
Cassiopeia looks at him for a long moment. "It doesn't matter. We still feel it."
She turns away again, her voice barely above a whisper.
"Goodbye, Sirius."
And with that, she slips out the door, her cloak trailing behind her like spilled ink.
The snow greets her in silence. No one follows.
Back inside, Seraphina watches the door for a moment too long. She says nothing, but Nadine is already gathering her things.
"Well." Nadine mutters, eyes darting toward the entrance.
Seraphina follows her gaze—and grimaces.
The door swings open again, bringing with it a gust of sharp cold air, and in steps a group of Gryffindors, loud and laughing.
James, Lily, Peter, Mary, Marlene, and a few others. Their cheeks are red from the wind and the Valentine's Day buzz. Lily is holding James's hand, their fingers twined, and they are halfway through some story that makes him throw his head back in laughter.
Seraphina stiffens immediately.
Nadine groans. "Of course."
Seraphina slides from the booth, reaching for her gloves. "Come on."
As the Gryffindors begin to fan out toward the bar, Seraphina brushes past Sirius without a word. He glances at her but says nothing this time.
Nadine waves vaguely in Remus's direction before following her.
The warmth of the Grim's Den fades behind them as they step back into the frostbitten evening. Snowflakes drift down in lazy spirals, brushing against their cloaks and lashes. The streets of Hogsmeade are quieter now—most of the students tucked into booths or already heading back toward the castle.
They say nothing for a while.
Until finally, Nadine mutters, "We'll be there for her when she's ready."
Seraphina exhales sharply. "Definitely."
They keep walking. The path ahead is steep and shadowed, but they know the way.
Cassiopeia steps into the cold with a sharp exhale, her breath fogging. The wind is gentle but biting, the kind that slides down your collar even when you think you are wrapped tight.
She pulls her cloak tighter as she turns down a quieter path, boots crunching in the slush as she moves quickly away from the glowing pub behind her.
Then she sees him.
Barty is leaning casually against the outer edge of a little brick apothecary, the windows fogged and golden behind him. His coat is unbuttoned despite the cold, shirt unfastened at the throat in a way that walks the line between careless and deliberate. His grin is already forming before she even reaches him—sharp, crooked, and annoyingly irresistible.
In his hand: a bouquet of deep crimson dahlias.
"Figured you wouldn't want roses." he says, holding them out, his voice low and warm.
Cassiopeia stops just a foot in front of him, eyebrows arched. "I don't."
"I know." he smirks. "I'm not stupid."
She takes the bouquet, eyes narrowing despite the little tug in her chest. "Carrow saw us."
Barty doesn't flinch. If anything, his smirk deepens. "I know."
"You know?" Her tone hardens. "Of course you do."
"I made sure he did."
Cassiopeia stares at him in disbelief. "You what?"
"I wanted him to see." Barty's voice is too casual. "He's a smug, delusional little rodent who thinks if he stares at you long enough, he owns you."
"And your solution was to hand him leverage?" she snaps, stepping closer. "He all but blackmailed me this morning. Threatened to tell my mother."
Barty's expression drops. All that sharp amusement is wiped clean from his face like fog from glass. His jaw tightens, something darker passing over his eyes. "He said that to you?"
"Yes."
There is a pause. His voice is quieter now, restrained—but edged. "I'll kill him."
Cassiopeia sighs through her nose. "You'll do no such thing."
"I won't kill him today." he mutters, looking away for a breath before locking eyes with her again. "But I swear to Merlin, Cass, if he breathes near you like that again—"
She touches his wrist, a gesture not for softness but to ground him. "You can't make things worse. I've spent years walking a line with her. You think she doesn't already suspect I'm not as obedient as she wants?"
His mouth curves into a crooked frown. "Then let her."
"I'm not ready for war. Not yet."
He stares at her for a long moment. The wind picks up, making her hair flutter against her cheek. His eyes track the movement like he is memorizing it. Then, slower this time, he softens his voice.
"Alright." he murmurs. "No more slipping up. But just for today, forget the rest. Come with me."
She hesitates, then nods once. He offers his arm, which she accepts.
He doesn't take her to the usual spots where students crowd on weekends. No Butterbeer-soaked pubs or well-worn alley cafés. Instead, he walks her down a back road and through a narrow gate into the private courtyard of a half-abandoned bookshop. There is a firepit flickering in the center, untouched snow beneath a wrought-iron bench that he transfigures into something more comfortable with a lazy flick of his wand.
They sit side by side, the fire casting a soft glow between them.
"You know," he says after a moment, pulling out a flask from his coat, "most girls would be swooning after that."
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes. "Please."
He watches her with a slanted grin, elbow resting on the back of the seat behind her. "No swooning. Noted. You did come, though."
She glances at the dahlias in her lap. "I'm not heartless."
"No," he agrees, eyes flicking to her mouth, "you're dangerous."
Cassiopeia turns toward him slightly. "And you like that."
He smirks. "I like many things. And you."
The conversation drifts—teasing, but layered. They talk about the wedding. The chaos, the champagne, the strange satisfaction of dancing too close in a ballroom full of careful eyes. She asks how his coursework is going; he tells her he is experimenting with new theory, something the professors aren't even teaching. She calls him reckless, he takes it as praise.
They spend over an hour like that, wrapped in biting air and firelight, a strange quiet intimacy between them that neither fully names.
When it is time to go, they walk back toward the castle. As they near the courtyard before the entrance steps, Barty slows.
He doesn't speak at first, but when he does, his voice is lower.
"Don't let Carrow rattle you." he says. "We'll figure it out."
Cassiopeia exhales slowly. "You say that like you always have a plan."
"I do." he says, amused. "Sometimes I don't share it right away. Keeps things interesting."
She starts toward the dungeons, but he follows, his voice dipping again—closer, warmer.
"I had fun today." Barty says, looking down at her with that half-mischievous, half-genuine smile that always seems like a dare. "And I don't say that often."
Cassiopeia stops at the bottom of the stairs, half in the shadows. "I can't believe you planned the Carrow thing. I should be mad at you."
"You kissed me back." he counters. "Don't pretend you didn't want him to see it a little."
"I wanted you, not drama."
Barty moves closer, his gaze glued to her face. "Next time I'll ask before I start a scandal."
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes—but she is smiling. Just slightly.
Then his hand lifts to her jaw, thumb brushing along her cheekbone. His voice is velvet-wrapped sin. "You're intoxicating, Cassiopeia."
Before she can reply, his mouth is on hers.
It isn't gentle. It is hot, hungry, edged with everything he is too proud to say aloud. His hand slips behind her neck, anchoring her as he deepens the kiss, breath mixing with hers, fire curling in her stomach. Her fingers clutch at his coat as she kisses him back, just as fiercely.
When they break apart, breathless, she blinks up at him—lips tingling, heart unsteady.
He smirks, voice husky. "Happy Valentine's Day."
She scoffs, trying to recover her poise. "You're impossible."
He backs away slowly, grinning like he just won a game. "You'll miss me."
Cassiopeia turns without answering, cloak flaring behind her as she disappears into the Slytherin entrance.
Barty stays where he is for a moment longer, hands in his pockets, that wicked grin lingering like smoke in the cold.
Cassiopeia crosses through the familiar threshold of the common room. The emerald lamps burn low, casting green-gold shadows across the room's polished floors and leather furniture. It is unusually still.
She pauses, her fingers tightening around her wand hidden in her cloak pocket.
He is there.
Regulus sits in one of the high-backed chairs by the fire, its flames licking low, like they know they are being watched. The flickering light catches the pale edge of his cheekbone, but his face is unreadable. Letters are spread across the table before him, some unopened, others cracked open and folded neatly. The parchment glows faintly, laced with expensive wax seals and perfumes of pure-blood girls.
He doesn't look up when she walks in, but she knows he is aware of her. Of course he is.
Cassiopeia moves toward him cautiously. The fire reflects in her eyes as she stands across from him, her fingers curling around the bouquet still in her hand—wilting slightly now in the warmth.
"Reg," she starts, quiet but steady, "I wasn't expecting to see you here."
Still, no answer.
Her gaze flickers over the parchment. She knows the names without reading them—Araminta Greengrass. Eurydice Selwyn. Isla Mulciber. All girls their mother has likely paraded as appropriate for Regulus. Pretty little puppets. Pedigree first, personality a distant second.
"I see you haven't replied." Cassiopeia says gently, nodding toward the stack.
His eyes finally lift to meet hers. They are as cold as the lake just beyond the glass walls. "I don't have to reply. They know what the silence means."
Her lips twitch, unsure if it is amusement or something else. "And what does it mean?"
"That I'm considering."
She exhales, slow. The tension thickens.
"I saw you." he says after a beat, and the words are quiet, sharp as glass.
Cassiopeia stiffens. "You were at the bar."
"I was outside." Regulus leans back slowly, hands steepled beneath his chin. "I saw him."
Cassiopeia draws her shoulders straight. "I didn't know it's his either but I was going to tell you."
Regulus tilts his head, expression unreadable. "Were you?"
"Yes."
He doesn't speak again right away. The silence grows heavier with each second.
"You spoke to him."
Her stomach twists. She expected it—dreaded it. "Briefly."
"That's not brief, Cassiopeia." he says, voice steel-edged. "That's betrayal."
Her eyes flash. "Don't say that to me."
He stands suddenly, too calm, too precise, and walks to the fireplace, gazing into the flames like they hold the right script. "We have to think. We have to act as we are supposed to. But I'm the only one doing so, it seems."
There it is.
Cassiopeia's eyes narrow. "You mean we have to obey."
"I mean we have to survive in this family." he snaps, whirling to face her. "And it's not going to be Sirius. He made his choice. He left."
"He ran." she corrects. "Because he couldn't breathe there."
Regulus's voice lowers. "And yet you speak to him. You let him drag you into whatever reckless world he's built. You—of all people—you were supposed to stay."
"I did stay." she bites, eyes burning. "But I'm not you, Regulus. I'm not Mother's little soldier."
"No." he says coldly. "You're her little disappointment. Just like him."
The words land like a slap.
Cassiopeia swallows, her face going pale before anger flushes through her. "You don't get to say that to me. Not when you let her send you letters like these—parading strangers in front of you like breeding stock."
Regulus's voice shakes now—rage barely held back. "I don't want them. But unlike you, I know what's expected of me. I don't swan off to entertain blood traitors at public events while pretending we're still in control of our reputations."
Her jaw clenches.
"I never asked to be controlled." she hisses.
"But you are." he replies. "We both are."
They stand there, facing each other—mirror images in the green glow of their House's hollow pride. The air is thick with old grief, unspoken expectations, and shared blood. Her heart is pounding like it might break through her chest, but she refuses to cry. Not here. Not for him. Not for this.
Regulus exhales slowly, the anger draining just slightly from his face. "You'll destroy yourself trying to keep a foot in both worlds."
"I'd rather destroy myself than become what they want me to be."
He studies her for a long time, then reaches into his robe pocket.
"I told her nothing." he says, tone colder now, reserved. "But she wrote to you."
He tosses the letter onto the table. It is elegant, familiar script gleaming in silver ink on black parchment—Walburga's seal stamped in wax like a curse.
Cassiopeia picks it up without a word.
Regulus doesn't say anything else. He just walks away—silent, rigid—his robes trailing like shadow as he disappears into the boys' dormitory corridor. The door closes behind him with a soft but definitive click.
Cassiopeia stands still for a moment longer.
The dahlias in her hand droop slightly.
And the letter from their mother burns like fire against her palm.
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Seraphina leans back against the wall near the serpent-carved entrance, arms folded over her chest, her brows drawn with worry. Her hair falls over her shoulders, slightly tousled from the long day, the light catching in the dark strands. Her boots tap softly against the floor—restless.
Nadine stands beside her, arms crossed as well, her cloak drawn tight around her, the color stark against the muted green light. Her face is composed, but the tightness in her jaw betrays unease. She glances toward the ceiling.
"I don't like this." she murmurs. "Cass just left. Why didn't she tell us where?"
Seraphina nods, concern knitting deeper into her expression. "You don't think he did something, do you? Regulus?"
"I think he probably did." Nadine answers softly, then sighs.
"Salazar." Seraphina mutters, eyes narrowing.
A pause settles between them. Then Nadine bumps her lightly with her elbow.
"Go check on her." she says. "She won't talk now, not to both of us. But she might talk to you. I'll speak to her tomorrow morning, at breakfast or something."
Seraphina bites her lip and hesitates. "You sure?"
"Yeah. She can't avoid us." Nadine offers a half-smile. Then her voice drops to a quieter, more serious note. "I argued with Potter again."
Seraphina turns her head sharply toward her.
Nadine sighs, running a hand through her hair. "Said if I 'keep defending snakes' he'd have to reconsider me being on the team."
Seraphina's expression flattens. "Dickhead."
"Right? Like, I'm not going to pretend I suddenly hate people I've known all my life just because he's decided they're evil."
"He's got no nuance." Seraphina mutters. "And I've been thinking about quitting the team too. It's just... too much. The drama. The whispering. I used to like the game. Now it just feels like I'm there to be tolerated."
Nadine nods. "Same."
They fall silent for a moment, letting the cool dungeon air settle around them.
Seraphina tilts her head slightly, considering. "That Ravenclaw boy I saw you with. Who is it?"
Nadine quirks an eyebrow. "Caelum Greystone. Healing specialization. Quiet. Clever. Kinda weird."
Seraphina gives her a sideways glance. "Do you like him?"
"I... don't know." Nadine shrugs one shoulder, a flicker of uncertainty crossing her face. "He's nice. Not annoying. Says weird things at random times."
"Weird like 'I collect frog bones in jars' weird, or weird like 'I stare at stars and give them names' weird?"
"The latter, I think." Nadine replies with a half-smile. "He told me he liked the way my quill strokes look on parchment. Said it makes my writing feel like a heartbeat. Who says that?"
"Someone who definitely fancies you." Seraphina says dryly.
"I doubt it." Nadine murmurs. "Besides... I don't feel anything. He's not bad. Just... not someone I think about."
Seraphina nods, silent a moment.
Then, a little too casually, she says, "Severus got a letter from Selene. She asked to meet with him."
Nadine's posture stiffens slightly—barely—but Seraphina sees it.
"Oh?" Nadine asks, far too light.
"He didn't go." Seraphina adds quickly, almost testing.
Nadine keeps her eyes ahead, too still. "Well. Why would he?"
Seraphina smirks. "Just saying."
"I'm not jealous." Nadine says flatly.
"I never said you were."
"Good." Nadine says, glaring into the shadows.
Seraphina raises her brows, but says nothing. She knows better.
Nadine adjusts her cloak and exhales. "Alright. I'm heading up."
Seraphina nods. "I'll go check on Cass. If she throws something at me, I'll blame you."
"I'll send flowers to the hospital wing." Nadine says, grinning as she begins to walk off, her boots echoing softly down the hall.
Seraphina watches her go before turning toward the entrance. The wall of stone gives way silently as she whispers the password, revealing the low-lit green and silver chamber beyond.
As Nadine walks alone through the corridor, she lets her face fall out of the composed smile she wore. The silence wraps around her like a familiar shawl. Her mind runs ahead, darting between Black siblings, the ache she felt when Selene's name passed Seraphina's lips, and the quiet realization that she is always pretending just a little more than she means to.
She touches the lion pendant around her neck briefly and breathes in, then out, letting the cool air press against her skin.
The Potions classroom still breathes with life. Its air is thick with the mingling scent of ginger root, asphodel, and wormwood—pungent, smoky, comforting in its own way.
Severus stands at the center table, sleeves rolled up past his wrists, fingers stained faintly with the powdered remnants of belladonna. He moves with precision, not a single step wasted, not a single flick of his wand unnecessary. A cauldron simmers quietly before him, the surface of the potion a pale, iridescent silver that catches and reflects the flickering candlelight like mercury.
His brow is furrowed slightly, eyes fixed on the text beside him—his own annotations crowded in the margins of the heavy, leather-bound tome. He is testing an advanced sleep potion variant, one Slughorn had challenged him to perfect. It isn't coursework. It is beyond that. This is for his thesis—his career.
The door creaks open behind him.
He doesn't turn at first. Few people ever enter this room at this hour. Slughorn, perhaps. Or occasionally Seraphina. He lifts his head slightly but keeps his hand stirring clockwise, wand guiding the spoon with deliberate control.
Then a voice breaks the silence.
"Severus." Selene purrs, and he finally turns.
She steps inside with the quiet confidence of someone used to being looked at. Her robes are elegant—deep violet trimmed in silver, her hair swept up in a twist, a few strands curling delicately around her face. Her heels click softly against the flagstones as she approaches.
"I was visiting the castle with a colleague." she says, smiling, voice soft but precise. "And I happened to run into Professor Slughorn. He mentioned you were still working. I thought I'd stop by since you didn't accept my invitation."
Severus doesn't reply at first. His eyes sweep over her briefly, then return to the potion. "You thought the dungeon was a good place to socialize?"
She chuckles softly and walks closer, ignoring the sarcasm. "I missed these halls, Severus. And your company."
He doesn't respond. The potion requires two drops of phoenix blood. He adds them, carefully, and leans down to examine the reaction.
Selene walks to the opposite side of the table, her eyes flicking over the cauldron, then up to him. "Still as intense."
"Still as curious." Severus replies, not looking at her.
"Don't pretend you're not flattered." she says, fingers brushing the edge of the table. "I could've spent my evening anywhere in the world. Instead, I chose to find you. Alone."
Severus finally glances up, expression unreadable. "I imagine there are better uses of your time."
She hums. "Mmm. But none quite so... intriguing."
He snorts softly.
Selene smiles. "You're not as cold as you pretend. You weren't indifferent. Not to me."
Severus says nothing, watching the potion swirl. The surface has thickened just slightly, the viscosity changing as the ingredients merge.
Selene takes a step closer around the table. "I wanted to see if anything's changed." she says, voice lower now. "If maybe... you've changed. Time has a way of softening sharp edges."
Severus lifts his eyes to her, gaze sharp and steady. "You're mistaking silence for softness. I am not softened, Selene."
"No." she says, biting her lip slightly. "You're sharper than ever. But you're lonely."
He stiffens slightly, then scoffs. "And this is the part where you save me?"
Selene walks around the table, closer to him now. Her perfume is light, floral and expensive, clinging to the air like a spell. "Not save you. Just... keep you company."
He watches her cautiously, every sense alert. Her hand lifts slowly, brushing against the sleeve of his arm, and then lingers there.
Severus doesn't move. Doesn't draw back—but doesn't lean in either.
"You know," she whispers, "we could be good together. You and I. We understand ambition. We understand what it means to choose logic over weakness. We could have fun. Travel the world."
He lets the silence stretch before speaking. "You're confusing proximity with compatibility."
Selene tilts her head, smiling despite the sting. "You're infuriating."
"I've heard."
She steps even closer now—her hand rises to his chest, just lightly, and she leans in as if she might press a kiss to the corner of his mouth, almost testing if he will stop her.
He doesn't move.
But he doesn't return the gesture either.
Instead, he simply says, voice calm and polite, "I believe it is time you leave."
Selene laughs, low and amused, and steps back with a gleam in her eye. "I'm staying at a hotel. You're free to join me."
She turns slowly, smoothing the front of her robes, and walks toward the door.
At the threshold, she glances back over her shoulder. "I'd like to see you properly sometime. Write, maybe? Something more... personal."
He meets her eyes. "I don't write for leisure."
"I didn't ask you to." she says, and with that, she slips out the door, leaving the scent of orchids behind her.
Severus turns back toward his cauldron with a low breath, then pauses. Something is off.
A sound echoes faintly down the corridor—rushed, soft footsteps that stop abruptly. A flash of movement outside the glass panel in the hallway catches his eye.
He frowns.
Someone was there. Someone saw.
Slowly, he wipes his hands, sets down his stirring tool, and walks to the door. He pushes it open quietly, stepping into the cool corridor, eyes narrowing.
He doesn't call out.
But he moves silently, swiftly, like a shadow, cloak billowing behind him as he follows the sound of those retreating steps—wanting to know just who it was that saw Selene almost kiss him.
And why they were watching.
The corridor is dimly lit, torches casting trembling shadows across stone. Severus moves swiftly, the folds of his cloak slicing through the air behind him. The footsteps ahead echo fast—too fast to be casual—and his jaw tightens.
He draws his wand, murmurs, "Lumos."
The pale white light extends from his wand tip, illuminating the curve of the corridor ahead. A quick flash of movement—a coat whipping around a corner. Whoever it is, they aren't slowing down. In fact, they are almost running.
"Stop." he says sharply.
But the footsteps continue.
He breaks into a longer stride, his boots barely making a sound on the worn flagstones. The corridor slopes upward slightly, toward the outer edge of the dungeons, where the stone becomes a little warmer, the walls slick with old moisture.
Then—just before the stairs—he sees her.
Nadine, her hair slightly tousled, her breath sharp in her chest, nearly at the dungeon exit. She doesn't look back.
He reaches her in three quick steps and grabs her elbow—not roughly, but firmly enough to stop her.
She freezes under his touch.
Her posture is stiff, and still turned away, she lifts her chin, says nothing, fire in her blood.
"Crouch." he murmurs, more a demand than a question.
She exhales through her nose, slow and measured, trying to calm the tremble in her chest, the sting behind her eyes. Her voice is cold, bitter with restraint when she finally speaks.
"Oh—I'm so sorry." she says, still not facing him. "Did I interrupt something?"
A beat of silence.
"Don't mind me. Just a nosy little Gryffindor walking through the wrong hallway at the wrong time."
He frowns, his voice lowering. "Why were you there?"
Now she turns. Slowly. Her expression is unreadable at first—perfectly composed—but her eyes burn, sharp with something too raw to name.
"I was with Phina." she replies. "We were talking few minutes ago. I saw light inside the Potions room. I thought—well, never mind. But when I saw her, I figured I should leave. Clearly... busy."
There is a thick pause, thick with unsaid things and scorching with tension.
The torchlight dances across her face—gold flickers in her hair, the contour of her cheekbone, her parted lips. She is still trying to breathe evenly, her chest rising a little too fast, her nostrils flared just slightly. She is angry.
He lowers his wand.
"You shouldn't have been there." he says coldly.
"Oh." She laughs under her breath. It is bitter, short, and absolutely without mirth. "So that's why you followed me? To make sure I don't tell anyone? Don't worry, Assistant. Your little secret's safe with me."
She yanks her arm free—not violently. Just enough. When she walks away, she doesn't glance back.
Not once.
And Severus lets her go.
But his jaw is tight.
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A soft breeze lifts Nadine's hair from her shoulders as she sits at the edge of the stands, her hands tucked into the sleeves of her robe, eyes half-lidded in something that might appear to be casual observation.
It isn't.
Beside her, Evan is slouched against a wooden post, arms crossed and hair tousled by the wind. He is watching the Ravenclaws in the air with a dispassionate interest, occasionally making dry comments. Pandora sits on the other side of Nadine, legs tucked beneath her, her hair pulled into a long braid pinned with silver moon clips, a steaming flask of something flowery-smelling clasped between her fingers.
And at Nadine's feet, Brownie is curled into a tight little loaf, tail twitching every time a broom cuts through the air above.
"Barty's gotten faster." Pandora says, squinting up at the sky. "He's always fast, but—Merlin—look at that dive."
"He's always like that when he's trying to show off." Evan mutters, though there is a trace of amusement in his voice.
Above them, Barty is a streak of determined energy—he arcs between Beaters with ease, his broom tilting expertly as he curves back toward the goalposts. His robes flare out, stitched with the dark blue and bronze team colors, and his hair is windswept, face focused. Caelum cuts in beside him, passes him the Quaffle, then spins away like a dancer, executing a defensive feint as Barty hurtles forward, scoring past the Keeper with terrifying grace.
Evan lets out a low whistle.
"Think Gryffindor has a chance?" he asks Nadine, his head tilted slightly.
She doesn't answer immediately. She is watching the Ravenclaws—but not really seeing them. Her eyes skim across Barty and Caelum, the Beaters, the blur of motion and blue.
"Looks like it." Nadine mutters finally, her tone clipped.
Pandora glances sideways at her. "You alright?"
Nadine lifts her brows and plasters on a smile. "Of course. Why wouldn't I be?"
Evan gives her a look, one brow raised. "Is it about Greystone?"
Nadine blinks. "What?"
"Barty said he fancies you."
She whips her head toward him. "He what?"
Pandora hides a smile behind her cup. Evan shrugs. "Said he caught you two talking outside the Tower. Made a whole smug thing out of it. You know Barty."
Nadine narrows her eyes, annoyed. "We were just talking."
"I like him." Pandora offers dreamily. "He once told me I have the gait of a poetic duck."
Nadine stares.
Evan smirks. "He's harmless. Bit twitchy. But he's clever."
"Don't care." Nadine mutters. "Besides, I don't fancy him."
Pandora arches a brow knowingly. "But someone else got you scowling like you swallowed a lemon."
Nadine doesn't respond. Just looks away. Her knuckles go white where she is gripping her sleeve, and Brownie rubs against her boot in silent comfort.
The whistle blows.
Ravenclaws begin to descend from the sky like sleek, glittering birds, the brooms cutting through the air with finesse. Barty is the first to land near them, brushing a hand through his hair and grinning.
"Enjoyed the show, sister?"
"You're insufferable." Nadine replies.
He throws an arm around her shoulder with mock affection. "Just trying to inspire fear before our match. You watching my strategies won't save you."
"Wouldn't be so sure." she says, but there is no real venom in her voice.
Barty turns to Evan. "She came to watch Greystone though."
"Pretending he's not in love with her." Evan gives a half-laugh. "Tried. Failed."
"Ugh—shut up." Nadine mutters, elbowing both of them.
Pandora snickers.
Brownie paws curiously at a fallen twig, tail high like a banner. Evan claps Barty on the back, and the two immediately fall into easy banter about the practice—Bludgers, new strategies, and the weather's effect on flying.
Nadine listens vaguely, her arms still crossed, her shoulders tight. She is more aware of the way her fingers clench inside her sleeves than of the conversation happening next to her.
"Hey." comes a voice beside her.
She glances up.
Caelum has made his way over from the far side of the pitch. His broom is tucked under one arm, and his cheeks are pink from the cold and exertion, curls wild around his sweaty face. His sleeves are pushed up unevenly, one forearm still faintly ink-smudged from notes he probably scribbled earlier.
He nods at her, a quiet but familiar look on his face—something between a smirk and a question. "Did you enjoy it?"
She blinks. "Excuse me?"
"You were watching." he says, matter-of-fact, the corner of his mouth twitching.
Nadine straightens, defensive. "Yeah, I was watching the team."
"Right." He doesn't press. "Well, hope I didn't disappoint."
She rolls her eyes, fighting a smile despite herself. "Please. Gryffindor will wipe the pitch with you."
He lets out a low, amused whistle. "Is that so?"
"I've seen your formations. Sloppy. Your Keeper flinched twice. And you'll never get past our Beaters." she teases.
"Spoken like a professional." he says, stepping closer, just a bit—close enough that she catches the warm cedar-and-ink scent of him beneath the chill. "Or maybe someone who watches very closely."
Nadine narrows her eyes, playful but sharp. "You wish."
He laughs softly, tipping his head. "Maybe."
Before she can come up with a retort, Barty's voice rises behind them—he has become distracted in a more animated conversation with Rosiers, tossing around some inside joke that has them laughing and slapping shoulders like war generals.
Caelum glances toward them, then back at her—seizing the moment.
"Actually," he says more quietly, his voice shifting into something a little more hesitant, thoughtful, "I meant to ask. The essay about cross-magical afflictions? I'm... struggling with the theoretical application of reversed spell damage."
Nadine's brows furrow. "But you're good at theory."
"I usually am," he admits with a soft shrug, "but I've rewritten the last section four times, and I'm beginning to think I might accidentally turn it into an arithmancy thesis if I keep going."
That makes her smile, reluctantly. "That does sound like a problem."
"Which is why I was hoping..." He glances up at her, shy but sincere. "If you're not too busy, maybe we could look at it together? Tomorrow? After classes?"
She considers for a beat. Caelum may be odd—but he has never once been anything but respectful. And she can see, despite his casual demeanor, that there is careful patience in the way he waits for her answer.
"Alright." she says. "Library."
He gives a small, satisfied nod. "Perfect. Thanks."
As he starts to back away, she watches him for a moment longer. He grips his broom, looking over his shoulder, and then says, just loud enough for her to hear:
"And if you ever want flying tips, you know where to find me."
Nadine scoffs. "Keep dreaming, Greystone."
Brownie meows at her feet again, then trots after her as she turns back toward Barty and Evan, her hair swaying in the breeze—and Caelum, behind her, watches for a second longer than he should.
Nadine walks quietly, hands in her pockets, letting the conversation fade into background noise as she stares ahead. The cold air makes her cheeks flush, but it is the memory of Severus's fingers around her wrist, Selene's perfume on his collar, and his maddening silence.
Caelum heads off too, writing and rewriting something in his mind.
Something he doesn't yet have the courage to say.
The quiet of the corridor, a fragile thing, easily shattered by the occasional thunder rumbling from outside or the soft patter of footsteps echoing through stone and shadow. Outside, the weather is indecisive, as is typical of the British winter.
The evening is winding down. Dinner has long since filled the bellies of students, and the castle begins to lull into its nightly rhythm. The thick curtains around Cassiopeia's four-poster bed remain drawn, a protective veil from the world outside.
She hasn't moved much since early morning. She lies curled on her side, eyes unfocused, the same line of thought chasing itself in endless circles.
The opened letter still lies on her desk.
Walburga's seal stares at her from across the room like an accusation, blood-red wax glinting with the family crest.
It has been sitting there for hours, unwanted.
Regulus's words from last night cut even sharper. Louder than the silence between them now.
She blinks up at the stone canopy above her bed.
That is what it always comes down to, isn't it?
What are you? A daughter or a disgrace? A sister or a traitor?
But how can she choose? Sirius, for all his recklessness, was once her other half. He is her other half, in memories that echo from childhood—stolen chocolate frogs under the table, hiding under blankets during thunderstorms, giggling while Walburga screamed in the next room.
And Regulus... Regulus is the one who studies with her. Fights with her. Worries, even if his concern feels like shackles. He still brings her tea when she is ill and folds her gloves into her pockets when she forgets. He is her mirror in so many ways—too many. The part of her that still fits into the carved-out marble mould the Blacks built for them both.
She swallows hard and finally sits up, the duvet falling from her shoulders.
Her eyes sting from lack of sleep. Her hair, perfectly styled that morning, is now messy, falling over her shoulders in long waves.
She catches a glimpse of herself in the mirror across the room and almost doesn't recognize the girl staring back—elegant but undone, proud but tired. Lonely.
How did her mother even find out? No one saw them—
But, of course. Of course.
Her hands clench into tight fists, and her gaze flickers toward the letter again.
She doesn't open it this time.
Instead, she stands.
Draws her wand from her nightstand. Runs fingers over the soft, worn hem of her jumper. It
isn't one of her usual pieces, just an old emerald wool one she used to wear when Sirius was still home and they would sneak into the kitchen for leftover dessert.
She smooths the wrinkles from her skirt, pulls on her boots, and takes a breath.
She has wasted the day brooding. Seraphina hadn't pressed her—hadn't knocked or demanded anything—but Cassiopeia knows she is probably in the common room by now.
And Cassiopeia needs company.
Not advice.
Not answers.
Just her presence. Her loyalty.
She grabs the letter from the desk and tucks it into her satchel without a word. Not because she intends to read it again—but because leaving it there would feel like surrender. Like cowardice.
Cassiopeia Black doesn't cower.
Even if she is breaking a little on the inside.
Seraphina, ever the stoic scholar, is a match both intellectually and temperamentally. They convene often, cloistered in the dormitory or a quiet corner of the common room, speaking in low tones about Potions, theory, and the darker veins of magic. Few understand them—fewer still are welcome in their silence.
Cassiopeia's movements are precise, almost ritualistic, books in her hands. She finds Seraphina exactly where she expects her to be: tucked in a secluded corner between tall shelves, the fire's light catching in her hair, fire's reflection dancing in her eyes. Parchments sprawl before her in organized chaos—a scene that would unsettle most, but is comforting to Cassiopeia.
Out of habit, they would leave a seat open for each other—whether or not the other was coming—simply for studying together or quietly sharing space. Within Slytherin, it had become a therapeutic and essential part of their friendship.
She approaches with a quiet smile, setting the books down carefully to avoid disturbing the art.
"There you are." she murmurs softly, settling beside her.
Seraphina glances up, momentarily abandoning her work. Her expression is unreadable—satisfied perhaps, though a subdued self-critique rests beneath the surface, a gnawing precision and search for perfection inherited from the same blood as Severus.
Cassiopeia's gaze wanders over the collection of sketches. A thestral, freshly completed, lies in the foreground—shadowy, elegant, unnervingly lifelike. Beside it rests a half-profile of Severus, drawn in secrecy, no doubt, and with such delicacy that it catches Cassiopeia off guard. The likeness is haunting. Every charcoal line bears weight. He emerges from shadow as if called by memory, or by blood, crafted with the skill and familiarity of someone who has done it for years.
Next comes a portrait of Eileen—at least, Cassiopeia assumes so. Though she has never met her, the familial resemblance is unmistakable. This one feels different. The lines are hesitant, veiled in haze, as if the woman herself refuses to be fully seen. Incomplete, yes—but purposefully so. Murky, like the relationship she represents. The Snapes are nothing if not secretive, and Cassiopeia understands it.
Scattered among the drawings are portraits of wizards, historians, ancient and dark, some long dead, some alive—Grindelwald being among them—rendered with fascination on two pages of parchment. He was, after all, famous for his acts, someone who had gone to Durmstrang, like her. It seems Seraphina is studying ghosts and pure power. Each one is signed, annotated with slender cursive in pitch-black ink, the same handwriting that flickered across a gift Regulus received not long ago.
Cassiopeia's brow furrows. Something stirs in her memory—a vague flicker, a detail from the holiday. A portrait given to Regulus in secret. The same lettering. The same stroke of charcoal. Her stomach flips.
She studies Seraphina, who has resumed murmuring to herself—stirring techniques, likely, for their upcoming assignment. But Cassiopeia can't unsee what she has seen.
"Wait." she breathes, more to herself than to Seraphina.
Her sharp eyes glance up, instantly aware of the shift in mood. Seraphina has always been attuned to changes in atmosphere—particularly when she is the subject of scrutiny.
"You and Regulus both have that soul-piercing stare." Seraphina remarks dryly, eyeing her. "Very unsettling. For the weak-hearted, though. Walburga's, no doubt."
"What is it?" She finally asks.
"You don't know who gave Regulus that portrait, do you?" Cassiopeia asks, her tone casual—but her gaze sharp.
Seraphina doesn't flinch. She meets Cassiopeia's eyes with calm, unreadable confidence. She is being watched, rather than looked at. Watched in such a way Seraphina knows not to betray herself. She doesn't blink or move, and certainly doesn't hesitate.
"No. Not that it's any of my business either." she replies, returning to her book.
Cassiopeia narrows her eyes. "That's a little hard to believe, Phina. Something you want to share?"
"No, Mum. But should I ever feel the urge, you'll be first on the list." Seraphina says, brows lifting with dry amusement. Her voice is steady—too steady.
Cassiopeia watches her carefully, now quiet. She knows this silence well—knows what it protects. The weight of legacy, of name, of expectation. They both live under it. But Seraphina? Seraphina bears the Snape name like a fortress, not a burden. And she hides her secrets deep. So does Regulus.
Seraphina, however, understands the disservice such an admission would cause. She also knows that saying anything about Regulus—beyond the usual complaints—might stir something beneath the surface, something that could make it all feel real. Not a chance.
Cassiopeia stays silent for a while, watching her with a newfound curiosity. Seraphina isn't one to squirm under such a stare—not from her, nor from anyone in the Black family. She holds her ground.
Cassiopeia understands all too well the heavy, suffocating burden of the Black name. But for Seraphina, it has to be more complicated.
Cassiopeia can see it, even if Seraphina never said it aloud—the constant, quiet calculation of where she stands, how far she can speak, who might be listening. To carry that weight in Slytherin, under the scrutiny of the very name that defines superiority, must require a strength Cassiopeia isn't sure many possess.
And if it is true—that Seraphina feels something for Regulus—then Cassiopeia will rather spare her the misery now, before it can take root.
Finally, Cassiopeia speaks.
"Seraphina."
"Cassiopeia."
Cassiopeia leans forward slightly. "One might believe that portrait came from someone else. But this—" she gestures toward the parchment—"this is the first time I've seen your work up close. Actually, the second, if you'll admit to what I suspect."
Seraphina lifts a brow. "What I did? Sorry, officer, you'll need to remind me which crime you're accusing me of."
"You drew the portrait of Regulus."
There is a beat of silence. Then Seraphina exhales slowly, as if releasing something she has held for too long.
"Ah, yes." she says simply. "That was me."
Cassiopeia blinks. She hadn't expected the confession—not so easily.
"Oh."
"Mhm."
"Why?"
Seraphina shrugs, reaching for her cup. "He was the only one who didn't receive a gift from me. It would've been... awkward."
"But you told us you didn't buy him anything."
"And I didn't buy him anything. We simply apologized to each other for not exchanging gifts. It was easier."
"You lied."
"Technically, I omitted." Seraphina corrects with a half-smile.
"Does this mean... Anything?"
"Define anything."
"You know exactly what I mean. Maybe the arguing between you two was covering up for something."
"Interesting accusation, Cass. You're blowing it out of proportion."
"Am I?"
"Absolutely. He was giftless. There is nothing I can give him that would satisfy his ego. And everyone from our team received a gift. I was being polite."
Cassiopeia's grin spreads. "Satisfy him? You care what satisfies his ego?"
"Don't be absurd. I meant on principle." Seraphina rolls her eyes. "And don't make that face."
"No, no. This is important. You fancy my brother."
Seraphina straightens. "Absolutely not."
"Oh, poor you." Cassiopeia says with mock pity. "Between the insults and Quidditch, how long did it take you to draw him?" Cassiopeia no longer wants information—no—she needs it.
Seraphina huffs. "It didn't take that long. I just ripped two long lines for the nose—you know, like yours, always stuck in everyone's business. And for the hair, I closed my eyes and drew angry circles."
She grins back at Cassiopeia, teasing clear in her eyes.
Cassiopeia gasps. "It took hours, didn't it? Hours drawing Regulus Arcturus Black!"
"Cass, get a grip."
"I knew it. Nadine will be beside herself."
"There is nothing to freak out about."
"Uhuuuh." Cassiopeia sings, eyes gleaming with triumph.
Seraphina leans back, crosses her arms, and glares—though there is a small, resigned smile tugging at the corner of her mouth.
"And I don't have a big nose." Cassiopeia huffs with a smile.
"Then why is it all up in my business?" Seraphina laughs. "I never said it was a bad quality."
Eventually, the teasing fades into quiet laughter, and the sketch is forgotten in favor of books spread across the table, quills scratching, pages turning, the occasional sarcastic remark slipping in between moments of focused silence.
Cassiopeia read aloud when Seraphina's eyes grew tired, and Seraphina conjured cocoa when the dungeons felt particularly cold. It isn't extravagant or planned, but by the end of the night, their shared space feels lighter, steadier—like a pocket of calm carved out from the rest of the world.
Chapter Text
At the Slytherin table, Seraphina and Cassiopeia have claimed their usual spot near the middle, where the light spills just right across their plates. Regulus, Evan, and Barty are deep in animated conversation, hands gesturing wildly over a rolled-up copy of the Daily Prophet.
"It's not even necessary or legal!" Barty insists, tapping the headline with a bit of jam-covered toast. "They've pushed the vote again. It's deliberate stalling."
"He's the Minister now, it's to be expected." Regulus drawls, eyes half-lidded. "Eat your eggs."
"I am eating." Barty mutters. "Maybe Wizengamot should consider only the present parties."
"Ah, but they 'respect all,' don't they?" Evan chimes in, smirking.
Seraphina rolls her eyes and leans closer to Cassiopeia. "They've been at it since we sat down. Do you think they even realize how loud they are?"
Cassiopeia gives a faint smirk. "Doubt it. I think Bartemius might be trying to start a revolution before third period."
Severus sits surrounded by Mulciber, Avery, and a few other scowling boys. His hair hangs around his face like a curtain, his expression unreadable as he stabs halfheartedly at a piece of sausage. Amycus, however, looks particularly pleased, and that is never a good sign.
Seraphina searches the Gryffindor table. "Where's Nadine?" she asks curiously.
Cassiopeia looks up, but doesn't see her either. "Hm, I don't know. We'll find her later."
Suddenly, the fluttering sound of dozens of wings fills the air. The morning post has arrived.
Owls swoop through the rafters in chaos, dipping and diving with grace born of routine. A sleek, dark owl with silver-tipped wings lands neatly in front of Regulus, its yellow eyes fixed on him as it extends one leg. He takes the letter with a curious frown.
Cassiopeia catches the way his eyes flick toward her—and then away again. Her stomach sinks.
The parchment crinkles slightly beneath her fingertips as Nadine lowers the Daily Prophet, her eyes lingering on the bolded headline printed across the front page:
"BARTEMIUS CROUCH SENIOR NAMED MINISTER FOR MAGIC"
Underneath, there is a moving photograph of Father in perfectly pressed black robes, standing straight as a wand, chin high, his sharp features more unreadable than ever—though a shadow of satisfaction flits across his mouth.
The article goes on to describe his long-standing career at the Ministry, his record of discipline, his efficiency, and—of course—his unwavering dedication to law and order. Quotes from officials praising his appointment fill the margins. It is the sort of piece you are meant to clip out and frame.
But Nadine doesn't move.
She stares at the headline a moment longer, her eyes still.
She isn't sure what she feels. Not quite pride. Not quite indifference either. It is strange. Like watching the world tilt half a degree. Everything familiar still in place—but slightly off.
Brownie, curled at her feet beneath the table, stretches and lets out a quiet meow before resting her chin back on Nadine's foot, purring softly. A white, crisp envelope, edged in gold lies beside her inkpot.
The seal is Mother's.
She sighs softly and breaks it.
My dearest Nadine,
Your father has been officially appointed as Minister. We will be hosting a formal dinner at the estate this summer in celebration, and your presence is expected. You may bring a guest if appropriate.
I do hope you are keeping well. He is very proud, though of course, too busy to say so himself. Keep your focus sharp. These are important times.
With love,
Maman
Nadine reads the letter twice before folding it neatly and sliding it into her bag.
She reaches for the second letter.
This one is addressed to her in angular, clean handwriting she knows well. No flourishes. No warmth in the ink. But it is his.
She breaks the seal.
Nadine,
I trust you've heard the news by now. Things will be changing. Represent the family appropriately. I will see you this summer.
Bartemius Crouch Sr.
That is all.
No congratulations. No affection. No invitation for dialogue. Just instruction.
Nadine stares at it a moment longer before folding it precisely in half and slipping it into her folder beside Mother's.
Her mouth twitches faintly—not quite a smile. She reaches for a fresh piece of parchment, dips her quill in ink, and begins to write a reply to Mother.
Dear Maman,
Congratulations again. I read the article this morning. I'm sure the celebration will be lovely. Tell Father I received his letter. I hope everyone is well. I miss you dearly.
Love,
Nadine
She sets that aside and pulls out another sheet of parchment—this one lighter, finer—her fingers a little more hesitant as she uncaps her ink again. Brownie curls up tighter at her feet, her tail flicking gently.
She begins writing again, this time in flowing, looping:
Louis,
Papa est devenu Ministre de la Magie. Maman est ravie, bien sûr, et elle m'a écrit une lettre pleine de fierté. Il a aussi envoyé la sienne, très formelle, mais... je suppose que ça compte. Mais honnêtement, j'ai l'esprit ailleurs.
L'équipe est tendue. Potter me menace encore de me.
Et puis il y a autre chose.
J'ai vu Severus avec une fille. Le jour de la Saint-Valentin. Ce n'était pas un baiser, pas tout à fait. Mais ça y ressemblait assez pour me donner envie de vomir.
Je ne sais pas ce que je ressens. C'est ridicule.
Je devrais passer à autre chose. Je le sais. Mais mon cœur est stupide.
Dis-moi comment s'est passée ta Saint-Valentin. Dis-moi ce que je suis censée faire. Je deviens folle ici.
Écris-moi vite.
Avec tout mon cœur,
Nadine
(Louis,
Father became Minister for Magic. Mother is thrilled, of course, and she sent me a letter full of pride. He sent one too, very formal, but... I suppose that counts. But honestly, my mind is elsewhere.
The team is tense. Potter is threatening to kick me off.
And then there's something else.
I saw Severus with a girl. On Valentine's Day. It wasn't quite a kiss, but close enough to make me want to throw up.
I don't even know what I feel. It's ridiculous.
I should move on. I know that. But my heart is stupid.
Tell me how your Valentine's went. Tell me what I'm supposed to do. I'm going mad in here.
Write to me quickly.
With all my heart,
Nadine)
She folds the letter carefully and tucks it into a dark blue envelope. Her fingers press the wax seal in place, her mind still lingering on the image she keeps replaying.
Nadine's jaw clenches.
She doesn't need to dwell on it. She has other things to worry about.
Exams. Her team. Her family.
Brownie stirs, and Nadine smiles faintly, bending to scratch behind her soft ears. The cat stretches luxuriously, then nuzzles against her hand.
"I know." Nadine murmurs. "I'll be fine."
She closes her ink bottle, and leans back in her chair.
But as she stares through the window, the weight in her chest doesn't shift. It just settles deeper. Heavier. Like it is becoming part of her ribcage.
She keeps seeing it.
That moment she stood frozen in the corridor, heart racing like she had just run for miles, but it wasn't her legs that were tired.
It was something else.
It was the part of her that had been trying.
Trying to understand him.
Trying to wait.
Trying to read the spaces between his silences and near-glances.
And for what?
She offered.
She asked.
She wanted him—plainly, earnestly, and in a way she never wanted anyone else.
And he had said no.
Flatly. Clearly.
He had shut the door.
But then...
Nadine swallows thickly and presses a hand to her chest as if she could calm the wild ache beneath her collarbone.
Is that what he wants? A girl like Selene—immaculate, calculated, polished? Someone who doesn't press, who doesn't burn too bright, who wouldn't get attached?
She felt as there could and would be something between them.
But maybe that is all it ever will be.
Fleeting. Imagined. One-sided.
Her eyes sting suddenly, and she closes them.
She takes a breath. And then another.
She needs to stop thinking like this.
Needs to focus.
There are things she can control.
But her heart?
Is it time to give up?
Her hands tighten into fists on her lap.
She doesn't feel free of her feelings.
Maybe, just maybe...
he will realize what he let slip through his fingers.
And when—or if—that time comes,
she will decide if she still wants to be standing there.
The Fat Lady gives a disgruntled yawn as her portrait swings open, revealing the common room's warm interior behind Nadine. She steps out quietly, parchment peeking from under her arm, and Brownie trailing at her heels with a soft, persistent purr.
The hallway is full—most students are finishing lunch or dragging themselves to lessons—but just around the corner, Bill is leaning against the stone wall, flipping through a battered Charms journal. His hair glows softly in the corridor's torchlight, a slight smile forming when he looks up.
"Oi, Nadine!" he greets, closing the journal with a faint snap. "Seraphina was looking for you earlier."
She pauses, blinking. "She did? Is everything alright?"
"Yeah. Something about... I dunno. Checking on you? I didn't pry."
Nadine's lips twitch into a smile, but it doesn't quite reach her eyes. She smooths a hand over her hair, acting calm. "I wasn't able to see them, that's all. But... thanks."
Bill doesn't budge. His gaze lingers on her a beat too long, head tilted slightly. "Something wrong?"
"No. Yes. I just—" She sighs and quickly glances away. "Can we talk later? After I get back?"
He nods easily. "Yeah. Of course."
With that, she nods once in gratitude and continues down the corridor, Brownie weaving between her boots, brushing against the stone wall like a little furry sentinel. She doesn't look back.
The walk to the library is long. Down winding staircases, through shifting corridors that always seem to forget their direction when she is distracted, past suits of armor that clank and whisper, and past a giggling group of Ravenclaw second-years clutching love letters. Everything in the castle feels too loud this evening. Her head aches.
Inside, it is the usual: warm, musty, filled with faint murmurs and the scratching of quills. The heavy scent of parchment wraps around her like an old blanket. She finds an empty table tucked behind a column and drops her satchel with a soft thud. Brownie immediately leaps onto the bench and curls up beside her, head nuzzled into the crook of her arm. Nadine absently strokes the cat's ears, trying to clear her mind.
She takes out a reference book on Cross-Magical Afflictions, quill and parchment ready, and begins scanning the chapter.
A few minutes pass before footsteps approach—slow, hesitant.
Caelum appears around the corner, arms full of books and scrolls. His usual navy-blue sweater is slightly askew, collar popped on one side, hair artfully tousled. His eyes flick to her immediately, and he raises a hand in greeting, a crooked, sheepish smile on his face.
"Hello."
Nadine offers a small smile. "Hi. Got lost?"
"I don't get lost." he says, placing his stack on the table beside hers. "I merely take scenic routes."
She chuckles under her breath. "Right."
He sits beside her—not too close, but closer than usual. "I brought the Grimbrook case analysis. Professor said it might help with the theory."
She nods and reaches for one of the texts. "Cross-afflictions between magical lineages. This unit's dense."
"Completely. Honestly, I barely understand the last lecture. I'm not sure I even know the difference between a dormant curse and a transmuted binding spell."
She smirks. "You do. You answered three questions in class."
"I was guessing."
"You weren't." she says without looking up, and Caelum watches her with the kind of focused gaze that suggests he isn't thinking about theoretical afflictions at all.
There is a pause.
Then, very casually, he says, "So... how was your Valentine's?"
Nadine's quill stills.
She exhales through her nose and mutters, "Don't ask."
Caelum's brows rise in quiet surprise. "That bad?"
"I didn't say it was bad." she replies, picking up her quill again. "Just... uneventful."
"Did you and—someone... break up?" he asks, feigning distraction as he untangles his scroll, but he is watching her from the corner of his eye.
"No." Nadine says, a little sharper than she means to. "I was with my friends."
"Oh." Caelum pauses, then smiles faintly, clearly trying to keep it casual. "So... no romantic plans, then?"
She eyes him sideways, suspicious. "Why do you care?"
"I don't." he says too quickly, then clears his throat. "Just making conversation."
"Right."
He leans back slightly, masking his relief poorly. She is single. And though he doesn't quite understand why her mood seems dark, he notes the way she keeps tapping her fingers absently on the parchment, the flicker in her eyes when she isn't paying attention. She is distracted.
And not because of him.
"So," he says, redirecting, "what do you think happens when a cross-magical affliction intersects with an inherited curse? I mean theoretically. Would it amplify or cancel out?"
Nadine seems grateful for the change. She leans forward, beginning to explain, her mind slowly shifting back into the groove of study, her voice gaining more steadiness as she talks about spell interaction thresholds and counter-hex resistance.
Caelum listens, watches, nods along. He may not say it aloud, but he likes hearing her speak like this—quick, sharp, confident. He likes seeing the way her brow furrows when she is trying to untangle a difficult idea.
After nearly two hours of studying, reading, and note-swapping beneath the warm library sconces, Nadine finally sets down her quill, stretching her fingers with a sigh. Her back aches from leaning over so long, but the essay is complete now. Brownie, who has long since taken to napping curled between the legs of her chair, meows softly as she stands, blinking blearily at the shifting scrolls.
Caelum sets his own quill down and exhales in exaggerated relief. "Well," he says, giving her a crooked grin, "I didn't think I'd survive that."
"You barely participated." she teases, flicking a folded piece of parchment toward his side of the table. "You just sat there nodding and pretending you didn't already know the answer to every single question."
"I was admiring the process." he replies, brushing invisible lint from his sleeve. "You're much more pleasant to learn from. Less shouty."
Nadine rolls her eyes but smiles despite herself.
As they begin to gather their belongings, Caelum fidgets—adjusting the strap of his satchel once, twice—before finally blurting, a bit too fast:
"So... about thanking you. For helping me."
Nadine tilts her head. "You don't need to thank me, Caelum. It's really nothing."
"No, no," he insists, still somehow trying to sound nonchalant. "I was thinking I could treat you. Maybe we could go out—well, not like that, obviously—just, you know... Hogsmeade? Sometime?"
Nadine hesitates, adjusting her tie, buying herself a second to think. "I don't know. You really don't have to. I was just being helpful."
He raises his hands in mock surrender. "No pressure. I just thought it'd be nice. No assignments, no essays. Just... a butterbeer and a breath of air."
His smile is lopsided, hopeful. A little awkward, but sincere enough.
She bites her lip, then shrugs. "Alright. I'll let you know."
Caelum nods, clearly trying not to seem too pleased, and with one final wave, he disappears deeper into the library to return the stack of books. Nadine gathers her things, gently tucks Brownie into the fold of her cloak—who purrs sleepily—and begins her walk back.
Near the edge of the lake, Cassiopeia sits cross-legged in the grass with Seraphina, textbooks and parchment scattered between them like petals in a thoughtful bloom. A breeze carries the scent of wildflowers and ink, and their laughter is quiet, easy—at least for now.
Cassiopeia is mid-sentence, quill in hand, when the air shifts.
Seraphina looks up first, her face tightening almost imperceptibly. Regulus is approaching.
He walks with that same eerie elegance he always has—shoulders square, steps measured, the hem of his black cloak brushing just above the grass. Every movement is practiced, deliberate, controlled.
But his eyes—his eyes give him away.
They are sharp and dark, but burning beneath the surface, like frost over flame. Controlled rage, coiled tightly behind the same mask his mother wears when the world disappoints her. There is no warmth in his expression. Just purpose.
Cassiopeia sets down her quill slowly. "Well. Here he comes."
Regulus stops just a few paces away, his posture unyielding. His gaze never wavers from her, though he gives Seraphina a cursory glance, more like a formality than anything else.
"Cassiopeia." he says coolly, voice low but unmistakably firm.
There is no question in it. No space for refusal.
Cassiopeia meets his gaze, her own expression unreadable. She brushes the grass from her robes and steps forward without hesitation.
He turns at once, not waiting for her to catch up—but knowing she will.
And as they walk side by side toward the trees beyond the courtyard, it is clear: Regulus isn't just her brother now, he is Walburga's right hand, or, her blade. Cassiopeia's stomach hurts.
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The walk back to the dungeons is silent.
Not tense in the usual way—but sharp, clipped. Cassiopeia doesn't ask where they are going. She knows. Regulus doesn't look at her once, his jaw set like stone. He opens the entrance to the common room.
The room is cool and dim, cast in emerald light from the lake beyond the tall windows. Only a few fourth-years linger near the hearth. Regulus leads her to one of the private alcoves off to the side.
He closes the curtain behind them. Still silent.
Then, from the inner pocket of his robes, he pulls the letter.
He doesn't speak. Just holds it out to her.
Cassiopeia takes it, but she doesn't sit. She opens it. The parchment smells faintly of smoke and old perfume.
To the Heir of the House Black, Regulus Arcturus Black,
You will speak to Cassiopeia.
She has made a spectacle of herself, one that reflects on all of us. A dalliance with that boy, of that Crouch bloodline, without so much as the decency to seek guidance or consent. It is unacceptable.
You are to remind her of who she is. What she carries. And how easily even those born into legacy can be removed from its favor.
I expect you to show her the letter, and I expect her to feel its weight. If she does not listen to her mother, the consequences will be severe. The last thing our family needs is another display of foolish, girlish rebellion paraded about like we mean nothing.
Be clear. Be firm. She is not to embarrass us again.
—Mother
Cassiopeia stares at the folded parchment in her hands as if it might burst into flames.
The words are still echoing in her head—removed from its favor, another display of foolish, girlish rebellion—venom coiling around her like smoke, creeping into her lungs, her skin, her spine.
She doesn't speak. She just... sits.
Not gracefully. Not with poise. She sinks down onto the low stone bench behind her like the strength has been knocked from her legs.
The letter slips from her fingers and rests in her lap.
Regulus doesn't move, doesn't press. He only watches—cold, still, unreadable.
Cassiopeia lifts a hand to her mouth for a moment, as if holding something in—or bracing herself. Then her hand drops, and her shoulders sag forward, just slightly.
"I should've known." she says quietly, almost to herself.
It isn't angry. It isn't even bitter. It is tired.
She closes her eyes for a long moment, as if trying to summon back the version of herself that always stays composed. But the crack is already there.
And Regulus, soldier though he is, sees it. The moment the flame dims.
"She thinks I'm reckless." Cassiopeia adds, softer now. "She thinks I don't understand the weight. But I do. I've carried it my whole life. Same as you."
Her hands curl slightly in her lap.
"But I'm not allowed to want anything. Not even that."
Regulus says nothing. Instead, he looks at her cloak where she tucked in the first letter she got. The letter, burning a hole in her pocket. Cassiopeia notices.
She grabs the letter, takes a deep breath and opens it. Her vision hazy at first, and upon reading the first line, she stiffens.
Cassiopeia,
You shame yourself. You shame the name I protected long before you learned to speak it.
You will explain your behavior to us and Regulus immediately. You will answer for the disgrace of your conduct. Do not imagine that you are above the rules simply because you were born beneath our banner.
Regulus will be instructed to speak in my stead. You are to listen. And you are to correct your path. Do not test the limits of my patience again, or you will be dealt with.
—Walburga Black
Cassiopeia holds her breath. Regulus takes both their letters and burns them in one swift motion with the tip of his wand. They catch quickly, curling into ash without a sound.
"Bartemius Crouch Junior." he says—not quite a question, not quite a statement. Just an acknowledgment. "Explain."
Cassiopeia half-smiles, the weight of everything pressing down on her like she has swum the Black Lake back and forth a hundred times.
"It's true. We kissed."
"Purpose?"
She shrugs. "What other purpose can it be, Regulus?"
He inhales, eyes closing for a moment, then he sits across from her.
"Bartemius, of all people."
"What can I say? He's different..."
"He's unstable."
"You sound like Mother. He's your best friend!"
"Hence why I know he's unstable." Regulus says coolly. "You don't know some of the things I know."
"Then enlighten me, Reg." Her voice sharpens slightly. "It was just a kiss."
She knows it wasn't supposed to happen. She regrets it.
Regulus's voice hardens. "Your foul disgrace upon our family is a stain we might not be able to wipe clean. You are not married. This was not arranged. It's an unforgivable act, not because of what you did, but because you did it without permission."
Cassiopeia's chest tightens. He sounds like Father. She knows. She knows the weight of her disobedience. Her whole life she has been trained to be the shining beacon of Black values, of pride and order and sacrifice. And yet—she wonders if there is something in her, some buried piece that mirrors Sirius after all. The same desperate ache for air, for freedom, for self.
Still, the memory of Sirius leaving scorches her like flame.
Regulus leans forward, his voice quieter, but no less severe.
"I don't care about the kiss, Cassiopeia. I care what it represents. Lack of discipline. Lack of foresight. And above all, lack of loyalty to our name. We are not livestock. We are Black. When anyone touches one of us, without approval, our value declines. Everything our name stands on becomes that much weaker. Is that what you want?"
"No, Regulus. I know."
"I doubt it was only the physical aspect that disturbed her." he says, tone clipped. "It was that it happened outside of her control. You should've known better. And Barty? When? Why wasn't I told?"
Cassiopeia exhales, her gaze lowering. They both learned long ago not to resist when judgment came. It is instinctual—a quiet folding inward. Acceptance. Endurance. It is survival. But what she hadn't expected, what hurt more than Walburga's rage, is this: how quickly Regulus had stepped into the role of enforcer.
"The wedding." she murmurs. "I suppose we'd had feelings for a while. No one acted on it until then."
Regulus exhales. "It's not a bad choice. But it was unexpected. Unplanned. You should've discussed it with her. Or at least, with me."
"Discussed?" Cassiopeia's eyes finally rise, sharp and cutting as blades.
"What could she possibly have said that would've made this better? We've heard her. She thinks he's mad. And yet Father—he mentions Crouch Senior's position, his influence. Suddenly it's not about what I want, or what Bartemius wants—it's about politics again. And all we did was share a bloody kiss!"
He lets her vent. He knows. Their Mother never had a choice either. Women in this family, especially, have always had less of a voice in the matters of marriage than they should have. The injustice burned more than Walburga's insults.
In fact, Regulus and Sirius had often gone back and forth over their sister. Sirius had insisted Cassiopeia deserved the freedom to choose. "It's her life, not a bloody contract." he had once snarled across a drawing room, eyes blazing as Walburga slammed the door behind her.
Regulus, always more measured, had countered with quiet logic. "Choice doesn't mean chaos. It should be mutual, something that strengthens her and the family." Not a command, not a rebellion. A strategy.
But neither of them—not Sirius with his fire nor Regulus with his cold control—had ever actually asked Cassiopeia what she wanted.
And that, above all else, is what makes her saddest.
Not the kiss. Not the letter. Not even the shame.
It is the silence that followed. The assumptions. The way even those who claim to care had already made decisions for her.
Regulus exhales, the weight of the situation sinking back into his bones. He leans into the cool stone wall behind him, arms resting loosely across his crossed leg.
"The Crouches must be happy, if the news landed." he mutters. "We're expecting an offer from them. Naturally. At least it's a pureblood, our parents will accept that."
Cassiopeia doesn't react at first. Just sits very still, eyes fixed on the burned edge of the letter ash near the hearth.
She already knows what comes next.
Proposals. Dowry talk. Her future dissected like a chessboard.
And that is only if they accept her choice.
But Cassiopeia had made it known—perhaps not proudly, perhaps not perfectly, but truthfully. That, in itself, feels like an act of rebellion. The rest... is no longer hers to control.
Regulus leans further into the stone, quiet, but not idle. His mind drifts—to darker things.
To them.
She doesn't know what he knows. Not fully. Not yet.
Entangling herself with someone like Barty—however clever, however powerful—is becoming increasingly dangerous. He isn't just the son of a Ministry man anymore. He has been noticed. Favored. Tapped.
They aren't just pawns of the House of Black or House of Crouch anymore either. No, those days are fading.
Lord Voldemort holds the board now, and everyone else plays blindly.
Regulus wants his sister nowhere near that game.
Across from him, Cassiopeia sits quietly, unaware of the direction of his thoughts. Her mind is elsewhere too—but not far.
She thinks of Nadine. Of Seraphina. Of Pandora.
Four girls, all raised in expectations. Bound to bloodlines and legacies they didn't choose. Each of them circling the same question in different ways: How will I live a life that is mine, and still survive the one they chose for me?
How will any of them choose?
How many sacrifices will it take?
Cassiopeia's gaze drops to her hands in her lap—steady, but tense.
"I wonder," she says softly, more to herself than to him, "if any of us will be allowed to love someone without it costing us everything."
Regulus doesn't answer. Not because he doesn't care.
But because he knows the answer is no.
"Don't make the same mistake again." Regulus says, his voice quiet but final. "It's not acceptable but the least you can do is be discreet."
Cassiopeia gives a tired smirk as she stands, brushing imaginary dust from her robes. "Perfect soldier, you are, aren't you?"
"Don't remind me." he mutters, gaze fixed on the dying embers in the hearth.
Nadine exits the library, heading west down the main corridor. The halls are quiet now, the earlier bustle replaced by an echoing calm. She takes a staircase leading downward into the Transfiguration Courtyard, her boots clicking softly on the stone. The breeze slips in through the tall, arched windows, carrying the distant scent of wet bark and parchment.
She exhales sharply through her nose as she cuts across the courtyard, turning left into the corridor by the Transfiguration classroom, then down past the Defense Against the Dark Arts Tower, until she reaches the Grand Staircase.
She waits for the correct set of moving stairs, eyes trailing the climbing woodwork above her.
Eventually, she reaches the uppermost levels, entering the quiet, winding corridor. Gold light spills from the hearth, scattering shadows across squishy armchairs and discarded textbooks. A few first-years are playing Exploding Snap near the fire.
Nadine doesn't stop to speak to anyone. Bill is there, sitting on one of the old velvet sofas, long legs kicked up on a footstool, a thick book resting on his chest. His wand glows faintly in his left hand, levitating a quill lazily above his head as if he was trying to charm it into writing an essay for him by sheer boredom alone.
He looks up when he hears her footsteps. His smile is instant but quiet.
"Hello."
Nadine hesitates, then sighs, shifting Brownie in her arms before crossing over and sinking beside him on the other end of the sofa.
"Hey."
He sets the book down. The quill drops with a soft plop to the floor.
"You alright?"
Her mouth opens—then closes. She rubs her temples slowly, tired. "I don't know."
Bill nods, not pressing. Just watching her, the way someone does when they are used to waiting for people to speak when they are ready. He doesn't fill the silence with questions or guesses. Just lets her sit.
So finally—finally—she exhales.
"I saw him." she says. "With someone else."
His face shifts only slightly—just enough to show he knows exactly who she means.
"I wasn't spying or anything. I just... I walked past the Potions classroom. The light was on. I thought maybe it was Slughorn or... him. So I peeked in. And there she was."
Bill doesn't comment, but his brow furrows gently.
She swallows hard.
"I don't know what I expected. But not this."
Her voice grows quieter.
"It just made it worse."
Bill shifts slightly, adjusting so he can turn to face her better. "Do you want to talk about it?" he asks.
Nadine laughs softly under her breath. "Isn't that what I'm doing?"
He smiles at that—briefly—but it fades quickly as he waits.
"I don't know what I feel." she finally admits. "I thought... maybe... he would give it a chance. That maybe there was something. When he didn't, I told myself I misunderstood. But then every time we're in class, or when we talk, there's this... tension. Like something's there and he's just hiding from it."
She leans back, letting her head rest against the sofa cushion.
"I'm tired, Bill. I'm really, really tired. I don't want to sit around wondering what he's thinking or if he's just laughing at me behind my back. I don't want to look at him and feel this... stupid mess in my chest."
Bill nods. "You wanted to try. That's not stupid."
"But maybe I was." she says. "I didn't think he'd be like that. He's so... guarded. I thought it was because he was careful. Not cruel."
There is a long pause.
Then, softly, Bill says, "He doesn't seem like someone who lets people in easily."
"No." she says. "He doesn't."
"And that's not your fault."
"I know." Nadine says quickly. Then softer, like she is trying to convince herself: "I know."
Bill leans forward, elbows on his knees. "So... what do you want to do now?"
She is quiet again, eyes watching the flames dance in the fireplace across from them. Her voice is softer now. "I don't know. Part of me wants to just forget about it. Pretend nothing happened. But it's not that easy. Not when I still see him in class. Not when he's... him."
"And the other part of you?" he asks.
She bites her bottom lip.
"The other part of me wants to try again. Not because I think he'll change, but because what if there was something? What if I give up and that was the moment he might've let me in? What if I don't try, and I miss it?"
Bill nods slowly. "That's fair. But if trying is starting to hurt more than waiting is worth... then maybe it's okay to let go."
Nadine looks down at her hands. "It just feels awful. That's all."
"Yeah." he agrees. "And that's alright."
A few moments pass. Then:
"I don't think you were wrong to feel what you felt." he says. "Or to want something. Or even to hope. That's not weakness. That's being brave enough to feel something real."
She lets those words sink in. Brownie crawls from her lap onto the sofa between them, settling down and pressing her head against Bill's leg.
"Looks like she's fond of you." Nadine murmurs.
"I'm irresistible." he says, straight-faced.
She chuckles genuinely and leans back into the cushion again, shoulders a bit lighter.
"Thanks." she says, glancing sideways at him.
"For?"
"Listening."
Bill smiles again. "Anytime."
They are quiet again, eyes flickering toward the fireplace. Nadine assumes that is it—that they have said all they can say—until he speaks again, voice gentle but certain.
"You know... I think you're in love with him."
The words don't hit her like a slap. They land like snowfall—silent, sudden, and heavy.
She blinks. Turns her head to him slowly. "What?"
He doesn't flinch. Just looks at her like he isn't judging—just stating what he sees.
"You know he's difficult, you know he shuts people out... but you're still here. Still hoping for something from him."
Her mouth opens, but no sound comes out.
He offers a small smile. "It's not a bad thing, Nadine. It just... is."
She swallows. Hard. Looks back at the fire, watching the orange flames curl and lick at the logs. Her voice, when it comes, is quieter than before.
"I don't know if I am." she says honestly. "I mean... yeah, I feel something. I still do. He's brilliant. And when he speaks, it's like... everything else fades out. But love?"
Her heart thuds against her ribs as the word echoes.
"I didn't even know him until a few months ago. I've never—felt that before. I thought it would feel... lighter."
"Sometimes it doesn't." Bill says softly. "Sometimes love doesn't feel like butterflies or songs. Sometimes it can be painful."
Nadine is silent. Still.
Then she exhales. "It's exhausting."
Bill chuckles under his breath. "Yeah. It usually is."
There is another pause—one filled with all the thoughts she can't quite name.
Then, trying to change the subject, she nudges his knee with her own. "What about you?"
He glances over. "What about me?"
"Your date." she says, a small smile forming at the corner of her mouth. "You had one for Valentine's. Did it go well?"
His face softens. A little warmth there—subtle, but sincere. "Yeah. It did."
She smiles for real then.
"Good." she says. "I'm glad."
And she means it.
He nods, leaning back again, both of them quiet as Brownie shifts and curls up tighter between them.
The fire pops. The common room is hushed, only the wind tapping lightly at the windows, and Nadine lets herself breathe.
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Ma Nadine,
Bon. Ton père Ministre ? Putain. C'est énorme. Félicitations. Même s'il écrit comme un vieux ministre de pierre, ça compte quand même.
Et Potter peut bien aller se faire foutre. Il n'a aucune idée de qui il a dans son équipe. T'es mille fois trop bien pour ces jeux d'enfants.
Pour Severus... je vais pas mentir, c'est de la merde. T'as le droit d'avoir mal, de te sentir conne. Mais t'es pas conne. Ton cœur sait ce qu'il veut, même si ta tête dit merde à tout ça.
Je dis pas d'oublier. Mais respire. Il est pas prêt pour toi. Trop compliqué dans sa tête. Et toi, t'as besoin de quelqu'un qui te regarde comme si le soleil brillait de toi.
Moi ? On verra bien.
Tiens le coup. Écris-moi vite.
Avec tout mon cœur,
Louis
(My Nadine,
Right. Your father as Minister? Fuck. That's huge. Congrats. Even if he writes like an old stone politician, it still counts.
And Potter can go fuck himself. He has no idea who he's got on his team. You're way too good for this childish crap.
About Severus... not gonna lie, it's shit. You've got every right to be hurt, to feel stupid. But you're not stupid. Your heart knows what it wants, even if your head's saying fuck this.
I'm not saying forget it. But breathe. He's not ready for you. Too twisted up in his own mind. And you need someone who looks at you like the sun shines out of you.
Me? We'll see.
Hang in there. Write me back soon.
With all my heart,
Louis)
The sky above the pitch hangs low and grey, the kind of overcast ceiling that doesn't promise rain—but doesn't promise mercy either.
Nadine grips her broomstick a little tighter than usual as she walks toward the center of the pitch. The air is sharp with cold, and even under her thick robes, she feels it bite into her arms. The chatter of her teammates echoes faintly—Sirius is laughing about something with Marlene, one of the Prewett twins is tossing the Quaffle between their hands—and James is already in the air, circling like a hawk, laser-focused.
It is all normal.
But nothing feels normal.
Her heart is dragging. Her body feels heavy. Her mind is a haze of everything she is pretending not to feel. She hasn't spoken properly to Cassiopeia since the day at Sirius's pub. Hasn't looked Seraphina in the eye since Valentine's. Not because she is angry—at least not with them—but because she doesn't know how to process the simmering feeling in her chest.
Seraphina said Severus didn't fancy Selene. And Nadine... she shouldn't care. Not like this. But why did Seraphina lie?
She kicks off the ground and joins the others in the air. The wind claws at her hair beneath her helmet, the cold stings her cheeks, and the feeling of flying just churns her stomach today.
James blows the whistle.
"Right." he says, voice sharp as his broom's turns. "We've got two more weeks to get ready for Ravenclaw, and we are not losing this one. Not if we want even the slimmest chance at second place."
He is already agitated. His eyes sweep the team like a general surveying a battlefield. When they land on her, she can feel the judgment crawl over her skin.
"Crouch," he barks, "I need more from you today. You've been dragging the last two practices."
She clenches her jaw. "I'm fine."
He snorts. "Yeah, well, 'fine' won't help us win."
The others glance at each other uneasily, but no one says anything.
Nadine ignores the sting. She forces her broom forward and joins the Chasers in formation, but every pass, every dive, every play feels off. Her hands move on instinct, but her head—her heart—is nowhere near the pitch.
James barks orders from the center ring, hovering like a hawk. His hair is windblown, his expression sharp with the focused fury of a Captain who refuses to lose. Sirius guards the rings behind him—broom still, eyes alert, heavy black gloves curled tight around his bat. On either side, the Prewetts circle like wolves, clubs ready, scanning the sky for Bludgers to send hurtling into the enemy—except there is no enemy, not yet. Just teammates. Practice, not war.
But with James running drills, it is hard to tell the difference.
Nadine speeds forward on his signal, twisting beneath a Bludger Fabian sends flying, barely missing her shoulder. Her boots lock under the stirrups of her broom, body leaning in tight for the curve. She darts past Marlene, who huffs at her with mock annoyance.
"You're late to the pass, Nadine." Marlene calls. "Pay attention."
Nadine jerks the Quaffle up with a sharp grip, teeth clenched. "Had to dodge the cannonball he aimed at me." she growls, nodding toward Fabian.
Fabian just grins. "It builds character, Crouch!"
Phoebe floats nearby, high above them, sharp-eyed and serene. She is one of the few who keeps her distance from drama and tries to play for the sake of the game, but even she looks uneasy as the team tensions simmer.
James blows the whistle again, calling for another formation. "Marlene, Nadine, rotate faster! You've fumbled three times already!"
Nadine's jaw tightens. Marlene sends her a quick, guilty glance, but doesn't say anything. No one does.
Because they all know something has changed.
They don't know the details—but they know she is distracted. That James is angry and he isn't the type to let things slide.
"Let's run it again!" he shouts. "And if you're gonna keep flying like you're half asleep, Crouch, I'll have you on bench."
Sirius floats a little higher in the rings, watching silently. He hasn't said much since she arrived. Nadine wonders if he knows anything. Probably not. Sirius wouldn't stay quiet if he did.
The next run goes worse.
A pass from Marlene comes in high. Nadine reaches for it, misjudges the wind, and the Quaffle smacks her fingers hard enough to numb her whole wrist. The leather slips. Falls. She growls and dives for it—just as a Bludger comes hurtling from Gideon's direction.
She swerves too late.
It slams into her shoulder.
The pain is instant, sharp and hot, blooming down her side like fire. She gasps, losing altitude fast, but doesn't fall. She grits her teeth, clutches the broom, and pulls back up into the air, one hand pressed over her bruised collarbone.
James blows the whistle so sharply it nearly cracks.
"Are you actually trying to get flattened out there?" he yells. "Because if you're going to act like a target, I can just tie you to the goalpost and let the Bludgers play!"
"I'm fine." she snaps.
He flies toward her, face red with cold and fury. "No, you're not. If you can't focus, you shouldn't be on the pitch."
"Maybe I'm just tired of being everyone's scapegoat." she retorts, eyes flashing. "Every bloody mistake, every fumbled pass—somehow it's my fault?"
James's jaw clenches. He flies closer, too close. "It's about where your loyalties are. You think I can trust you to play against your brother?"
"You think I'd throw a match for him?" she asks, deadly calm now. "That I'd go easy on them?"
"I think I dunno where you stand anymore."
That is the blow that lands.
Because she doesn't know either.
And neither of them back down. Not even as Sirius hovers nearby, watching with narrowed eyes. Not even when Phoebe slowly flies down, whispering something to Marlene about how this won't end well.
Nadine turns in midair.
"I'm sick of this." she mutters.
He goes rigid. "If you've got a problem, off you go, then."
"Gladly."
The words are out before she can stop them.
Everyone stares.
Nadine grips her broom, chest heaving, and shouts down, "I'm out."
She dives before anyone can speak, her boots slamming into the grass. She yanks off her gloves and helmet, throws them on the ground, and walks.
Walks like the wind can't catch her. Like if she stops for one second, she will scream.
She hears James call after her once, but she doesn't look back.
Not at him.
Not at the pitch.
Not at the team.
Her hands shake as she walks back toward the castle, knuckles pale with tension. She presses them into her sides, trying to breathe.
She doesn't know what hurts more—the embarrassment or the jealousy.
But she knows one thing: she isn't going back.
Not today. Not ever—maybe.
Gryffindor or not, Nadine Crouch refuses to let herself be humiliated by anyone else.
The corridors of the castle buzz faintly with the midday lull: a few students weaving through the shadowed hallways, parchment in hand, the soft clack of shoes on stone. Nadine walks briskly out of the Defense classroom, her collarbone throbbing with each motion.
She says nothing about it. Not even as she presses her fingers lightly beneath the neckline of her robe, adjusting the strap of her bag so it doesn't dig into the bruised skin. She keeps her eyes ahead, ignoring the movement to her right—a wave from Caelum.
She doesn't slow down.
He calls her name softly, tentative, probably hoping she will pause and smile. But she veers subtly left, pretending not to hear him, pretending to be absorbed in the small notebook she pulls from her bag—anything to avoid the awkward talk, the weird affection she doesn't know how to handle. Not now.
Barty catches up beside her with two easy strides, his walk more of a lazy saunter, hands tucked into his pockets. "You're avoiding Greystone."
She snaps the book shut. "Obviously."
He arches a brow. "What happened now?"
"Nothing." She says it quickly, too quickly. Then adds, "I just don't want to talk to anyone."
He hums in reply but doesn't press. Instead, he gestures ahead, toward a quieter side corridor. "C'mon. Let's go to our spot."
They pass a few clustered students, a pair of gossiping Hufflepuffs, and one of the portraits calls out, asking if they have brought any sugar tarts. Barty winks at it. Nadine rolls her eyes.
The place they end up isn't grand or hidden, but it is theirs—an alcove just past the eastern tower stairwell, where the stone wall curves into a large bay window with a cushioned ledge. It is tucked between two carved stone pillars and partially shadowed by a suit of armor that is missing its helmet.
They collapse into the space in sync—Barty sprawled sideways with one leg kicked up on the ledge, Nadine tucked with her knees bent, shoulder curled into the wall. She winces when she leans wrong.
He notices.
"Still hurts?"
She mutters, "A bit."
Barty leans forward, eyes sharp as they glance toward her shoulder. "Didn't Madame Pomfrey take care of it?"
"She did," Nadine sighs, "but she said the bruising would stay for a few days. I didn't sleep great either."
He grins crookedly. "Serves you right. You shouldn't spy on my team and cheat."
"You're so comforting." she mutters dryly.
"I try."
There is a pause. The wind outside whistles faintly past the stone tower. Then Barty shifts slightly, his voice turning casual.
"So."
She turns her head toward him.
"Father," he says, mouth curling into a half-smirk. "Minister now."
Nadine exhales through her nose. "Mm. Feels strange."
"Strange?" he repeats, scoffing. "He's been clawing his way for it since before we were born."
"Exactly." she replies. "And now he has it."
Barty stretches, spine cracking faintly as he leans back. "You think he'll write to us again?"
"Doubt it. He's probably busier than ever now." She waves a hand.
His mouth twists, neither amused nor angry. "And lording it over everyone."
A pause. Then Barty glances at her sidelong.
"Speaking of..." he trails off.
"Oh, here we go." she says, knowing that tone.
"Why is Cass ignoring me?"
Nadine blinks.
He continues, tone light but too smooth. "She is, you know. Hasn't said a word since our date. You haven't noticed?"
Her eyes widen in shock. "You went on a date? That was the reason she left us at the pub?"
"Yeah. Best night of my life." He smirks.
"And you didn't tell me?" she scolds, punching his shoulder.
"Ouch."
"You absolute monkey." she groans. "Yeah, I did notice."
"Then?" He spreads his hands. "What happened? Did I do something?"
"She hasn't said anything to me either." Nadine admits, picking at a loose thread on her glove. "We've both been busy—"
"She's avoiding me." Barty interrupts. "That much is clear."
Nadine sighs, finally looking up at him. "Then go find her and ask."
He frowns slightly. "You don't think she's— I don't know—mad?"
"I think," she says carefully, "that you've never been one for subtlety. And Cass is... particular. If something upset her, she just needs space. Or maybe she's afraid of what it means."
"What what means?"
"Oh, please." Nadine rolls her eyes. "You kissed her, Tem."
He leans forward, eyes sharp now. "Yeah. Twice."
She sighs and rubs her temples.
He looks away for a moment, expression caught between mischief and concern. "You think she'll listen?"
"I think if anyone can get through to Cass, it's you."
They sit there in silence for a while, the breeze from the cracked window brushing the tips of their hair. Nadine leans her head back against the wall. Her shoulder still aches. Her heart still feels like it is carrying something far too heavy for one person to bear. But here, with Barty beside her, it all feels a little more manageable.
He nudges her boot with his. "Thanks."
"For what?"
"Reminding me I'm not completely daft."
"You are, though."
He grins. "Only sometimes."
Amycus pushes through the wall like someone who is used to being tolerated, if not welcomed. His tie hangs loose, the collar of his robes rumpled, the taste of cheap firewhisky still clinging to his tongue from whatever backroom bottle he and Mulciber cracked open an hour ago after a a long game of hex-and-swear.
He feels good. Buzzed. Triumphant. Powerful.
Until he sees her.
Cassiopeia is sitting alone by the fire, one leg elegantly crossed over the other, her arm draped over the back of a velvet chair like she owns the room—like she owns the world. The green glow from the fireplace bathes her skin in a witchy radiance, her hair falling in ink-dark waves, lips painted with blood-red. Her uniform has been loosened—just slightly—like she is letting it breathe, or letting it tempt.
Amycus stops walking.
His breath catches—sharp, involuntary. She looks like a fantasy, like a dare wrapped in silk and secrets. His skin prickles, blood heating as his gaze tracks down the length of her legs to the pointed heel of her boot swinging ever-so-slightly beneath the chair.
He licks his lips and straightens his robes, puffing up.
She looks up.
And he is caught.
"Amycus." she purrs, voice smooth and low. "We should talk."
"And here I thought you were avoiding me." His throat goes dry. Somewhere behind his eyes, the taste of adrenaline stirs—part arousal, part dread.
"I never avoid what I intend to handle." she says simply, and that makes his steps slow a little.
"You look gorgeous."
Cassiopeia tilts her head. "And yet, you're still standing."
He grins. "Would you prefer I kneel?"
"I'd prefer you answer a question." she replies, voice light, but sharp underneath. "Honestly."
Amycus chuckles, but it is cautious now. "I'll try. Finally changed your mind about me?"
She doesn't smile. But she stands—slow, deliberate.
He shifts slightly as she crosses the floor toward him—heat rising, stupid hope flickering. She can play nice when she wants to. Maybe—maybe she is done resisting. Maybe she has finally—
"Tell me something, Amycus." she says, stopping only inches away. Her scent is jasmine and something old bloodline girls wear without trying.
"Did it make you feel powerful?" she asks sweetly. "Writing to my mother behind my back?"
His smile falters. She watches it disappear.
Cassiopeia tilts her head, eyes glittering. "I always assumed your ego was overcompensating for something. But this? This confirms it."
Amycus tries to laugh, but it is thin. "I only wanted to—"
"Interfere?" she cuts in. "Control? Snitch like a pathetic little coward?"
He stiffens.
"Oh, don't bother denying it." She takes a step closer, and he swears he stops breathing. "I knew it the moment her letter arrived. Word for word. Just like you—small, desperate, predictable."
"Watch it, Cassie." he mutters, but his voice is already losing ground.
"Or what?" Her voice drops, venom wrapped in velvet. "You'll tell Mummy again? Write another letter begging to be seen? Hoping that if you squeak loud enough, I'll consider you a suitable match?"
He flushes red, jaw clenching, fists twitching at his sides—but he doesn't move.
She smiles now. Cruel and slow.
"You never had a chance with me. You know that, don't you? I sure as hell don't marry rats who think betrayal counts as cleverness."
The hunger in his eyes shifts—dims. Now there is something else crawling in its place: humiliation.
"You think she'll let you run around with Crouch?" he spits. "Kissing him like some slag—"
Her hand flies. Not a slap—she doesn't need to stoop to that—but a firm, controlled press of two fingers beneath his chin, tilting his face up, forcing him to look into her eyes.
"You don't speak his name. Not to me." Her voice is a razor. "You don't speak mine either, unless I allow it."
He gulps. She steps even closer—presses him back against the wall now, one heel between his boots, one hand braced beside his head.
"I don't know what fantasy you've cooked up in that filthy little mind of yours," she whispers, "but let me spell it out for you, darling. You are not my equal. You are not my option. You're not even a consideration."
He swallows hard.
"You're just noise. A slimy name in a House I intend to purify from your stain."
Amycus is sweating now—eyes flicking to the side, jaw twitching.
She pulls back just slightly—lets her hand graze his chest before pulling it away with a look of disdain, as if he burned her fingers.
"If you ever go near my family again," she murmurs, "if you ever threaten me or Bartemius or anyone I care about, I will make sure your name never leaves the back pages of the Prophet. If it gets printed at all."
He opens his mouth—to say what, he doesn't know—but nothing comes out.
Cassiopeia steps back, smoothing her robes as if nothing happened.
"You wanted my attention." she says coolly. "Now you have it."
She turns, walks toward the girls' dorm entrance—her pace unhurried, every step of power, control, and impossible beauty.
He stares after her.
And all he can think is how badly he still wants her. And how absolutely unreachable she is.
Cassiopeia doesn't look back.
Because a queen of stars doesn't need to.
Chapter Text
Nadine wakes early, earlier than she means to. The light bleeding through the curtains in is grey, and the castle feels quieter than usual—as if it knows she doesn't want to be seen.
She doesn't go down to breakfast.
She sits by the window, Brownie curled like a comma at her hip, the morning edition of the Daily Prophet open and crumpling between her fingers. Another headline. Another grand declaration about Minister Crouch—with a perfectly smug moving photograph of Father beneath it, raising his hand at the press like he is royalty. Strong Start for the New Minister, it says. Reform Begins Now.
She scoffs softly, pressing her forehead against the cool stone.
The entire paper stinks of politics. Mother's letter lies next to it, written in perfect, looping strokes. It is the third one this week. Full of new names, new appointments, who Father had lunch with, what foreign ministers sent congratulations, who they might be 'entertaining for summer.'
Nadine doesn't reply. It all feels so distant, so not hers.
And besides, there are other things pressing in on her ribcage.
Like the bruises on her left thigh and shoulder from last week's Quidditch practice. Like the memory of James barking across the pitch, and
like Phoebe and Marlene who didn't say anything.
She skipped the next practice. Didn't write an excuse. Didn't show her face. She knows what that means to them.
She doesn't care.
...At least that is what she tells herself.
Truth is, it gnaws at her. Every second of it. The anger, the guilt, the ache of being misunderstood, the weight of always trying to justify herself to people who have already decided how they see her.
Then there is Caelum.
She doesn't know how to answer him.
She doesn't feel nothing when he looks at her.
But she doesn't feel enough.
In the corridors, she sees him wave from a distance—once, twice, a hopeful half-smile on his lips—but she turns, walks faster, ducks through a tapestry, pretends she doesn't notice.
It isn't fair to him.
But right now, she doesn't even know how to be fair to herself.
Lessons pile like sand in an hourglass, threatening to drown her. She is behind on Herbological Remedies II. Her Healing practicals are intense—new curses, counter-curses, magical afflictions that blur the lines between physical and emotional pain. Even Bill doesn't have time to breathe. She catches sight of him once in the common room, surrounded by parchment, bags under his eyes, muttering about ward construction and rune alignment.
But she just walks past. He doesn't notice.
What she really wants is her girls. Her people.
Seraphina. Cassiopeia.
But Cassiopeia is distant, the space between them growing for some reason. And Seraphina—well, Seraphina has been quieter too. She hasn't pressed, hasn't pushed. Hasn't said anything about what happened and that makes Nadine simmer.
"He's not interested in Selene." The words had sounded so sure at the time. Like Seraphina knew exactly how things stood.
But either Seraphina was wrong—or she was lying.
Either way, Nadine's irritation burns hotter with each passing day.
And Seraphina?
She notices the cold shoulder, the clipped replies, the way Nadine keeps slipping away just before conversations begin. But she doesn't chase her. That isn't how she works.
She figures Nadine's brooding will come to a pass, and refuses to press. Maybe it is about Cassiopeia. Maybe Severus, James...
So she waits, chin high, refusing to play a game she doesn't understand the rules to.
The tension doesn't break—it lingers.
Simmering just under the surface of every shared glance, every moment where Nadine chooses silence over response. Seraphina doesn't press. She never does. That is part of what frustrates Nadine the most.
While Nadine burns with unspoken irritation, Seraphina remains maddeningly composed. Nadine's sharp, fiery, snappy responses, versus Seraphina's cool, quiet, and detached ones. Like she isn't aware of the growing rift, or worse—like she doesn't care.
Their spite prevails.
However, their shared class Transfiguration—the one where Slytherins and Gryffindors are forced into uneasy cooperation, is the time Seraphina hopes they can clear the air. Today, Professor McGonagall announces a paired project that will span two weeks and require 'regular, collaborative work.'
The parchment lists go up on the board. Nadine scans it.
Seraphina Snape — Nadine Crouch.
Her stomach sinks.
Before she can talk herself out of it, Nadine makes her way to the front and leans in toward Professor McGonagall. Quietly, tightly: "Professor, is it possible to switch partners?"
McGonagall raises a brow. "Any particular reason, miss Crouch?"
"I just think I'll work more effectively with someone else." she says stiffly. "Maybe Rosier? Blacks?"
From the back of the room, Seraphina watches the exchange with narrowed eyes.
When class ends, Nadine grabs her bag and turns to leave, hoping to slip out quickly—but Seraphina catches up.
"What was that?" she demands, tone still even but now sharp around the edges. "You tried to switch partners?"
Nadine stiffens. "Yes."
"Why?"
She stops walking. Turns. "Because you lied to me."
Seraphina blinks, appalled. "About what the fuck?"
"About Severus." Nadine snaps, finally letting the words out. "You said he wasn't interested in Greengrass, that it was nothing—and clearly, it isn't nothing. So why say that? Was that just a bad attempt at trying to make me feel better? Because it didn't."
For a moment, Seraphina just stares at her. Then: "You're mad about him?"
Nadine huffs. "No, I'm mad that you made me feel stupid for noticing something that was obviously true."
"I didn't lie." Seraphina replies coolly. "He said as much himself. If he's changed his mind or if Selene has wormed her way in since, that's not on me."
"It's the way you said it." Nadine mutters, eyes flashing. "Like I was being dramatic. Like I was just imagining it all."
Seraphina tilts her head slightly, unreadable. "You are dramatic, Nadine. But I didn't say it to hurt you. It was—and still is, from what he told me—the truth. Again, if something changed, it's his life, not mine."
Nadine's mouth opens, then shuts again. The sting of that one word—dramatic.
They stand there in the quiet corridor, books clutched to their chests, the air between them tighter than it has been in days.
"You should've just told me you didn't know for sure." Nadine says at last, voice lower now. "That would've been better than pretending you did."
Seraphina exhales slowly, as if weighing a dozen responses—yet chooses none.
"Pretending?" she replies coolly. "Your resentment is clouding your judgment. I believe my brother, and just because you don't—it's on you. I didn't have to say anything to you about it, but I did. And now, for some reason, you're punishing me for that."
Nadine meets her gaze, unflinching. "I'm not punishing you. But if I can't rely on you for anything—then what's the point? There's a fine line between lying and simply not knowing. I would have appreciated honesty."
Seraphina scoffs—an unintended sting, though Nadine hadn't meant it as an insult. After all, the three of them had always counted on each other. To be seen as anything less than reliable cut deeper than either cared to admit.
"Ah." Seraphina says, stepping back, her tone edged with quiet resignation. She slings her bag over one shoulder. "So I'm damned if I speak, and damned if I don't. You just want to be mad at someone, and I'm not the one for that."
She turns to leave. "And don't worry about partnering, you're free."
And with that, she turns and walks away—graceful, cold, and unbothered. At least on the outside.
Nadine watches her go, still burning—but now with something closer to sadness than anger.
This wasn't the conversation she wanted.
But maybe it was the one they needed.
Still, turning against one another was the last thing either of them truly wanted. With heavy hearts and knots tightening in their stomachs, they each retreat to their dormitories.
The room is shadowy, thick with the scent of damp stone and firewhiskey. It is an old storage room near the third-floor stairwell, one they have unofficially claimed for themselves over the years—charmed to lock behind them, never noted on patrol rounds. The stone walls are etched with age-old graffiti, some magical, some crude, and the lighting comes from a few sputtering torches and the occasional crack of green sparks as Mulciber flicks his wand out of boredom.
They have all gathered—sprawled across the room in varying degrees of ease and disinterest. Regulus leans against the far wall near the window, arms crossed, silent and sharp-eyed. Evan sits backwards on a chair, arms folded across the top rail, his smirk permanently in place. Severus is perched on a crate with a textbook half-open on his lap, pretending to read. Wilkes is pacing slowly, tapping the heel of his dragon-hide boot on the floor.
"Suppose we'll have to start thinking about who we're meant to marry soon." Avery says suddenly, looking up. His tone is casual, but it carries that edge of truth that sits uncomfortably on the cusp of their futures.
Mulciber snorts. "You mean who we're told to marry."
"Same bloody thing." Wilkes mutters, accepting a flask from Avery.
Avery chuckles. "It's all a game, isn't it? Find a good name, check the vault, make sure she's not ugly, done."
"Ugly's subjective." Mulciber offers with a grin, clearly amused with himself. "Throw on a glamour and she'll pass for half-decent."
Avery grimaces. "You're disgusting."
"Realistic."
Mulciber leans forward, interested. "So? Who's top of the list for you lot, then?"
Avery shrugs. "My mother mentioned Selwyn. Or maybe Burke's girl. The younger one, not the bitter one."
"Burke's daughter?" Wilkes lifts a brow. "Thought she was seeing that German bloke from Durmstrang?"
"Nothing permanent." Avery replies smoothly. "Not like I give a damn. She's pretty, and she's got the vaults."
"I heard Travers' niece is looking." Wilkes says, throwing himself onto an old armchair with a sigh. "Tiny thing, all eyes and no brain."
Then someone glances toward Severus.
"What about you, Snape?" Mulciber asks, a little too lazily.
Severus doesn't look up from his book. "No one."
Wilkes grins. "You'd rather marry your cauldrons?"
"I'd rather not discuss the hypothetical wives I don't intend to acquire in some dusty back room." Severus replies, voice cool and deliberate.
Avery lifts a brow. "You say that now. Wait till your mother sends you a howler with five names and a threat."
"She knows better." Snape says. He finally looks up, his gaze pinning them. There is a pause—not heavy, just thoughtful. They know he has a point.
Then Wilkes elbows Avery. "What about Greengrass?"
"Selene?" Avery laughs. "Too much perfume, too little personality."
"She's not bad looking." Mulciber shrugs.
"She was hanging off Snape at the wedding." Avery adds with a grin, eyes flicking to Severus again.
His expression doesn't change, but his voice goes flat. "She was annoying."
"Oh come off it." Wilkes grins. "She was all over you."
"I allowed her to talk. That's all."
"Allowed." Mulciber mutters with a smirk. "Merlin, you're cold."
Severus closes his book with a snap and sets it down. "Just because I didn't hex her doesn't mean I liked it."
They fall quiet.
He doesn't add who he might want instead.
But he sees her in his mind anyway—the way she looked at him when she turned back in the corridor. Always storming into rooms, into thoughts. Always asking questions.
He exhales and leans back, expression unreadable.
"Suit yourself." Avery mutters. "You'll be the only one of us alone when the time comes."
Severus doesn't respond.
Because he already feels alone most of the time.
Mulciber tosses a piece of parchment into the air and watches it fall. "Reckon we've got another year or two before we're all married off or dead."
Wilkes raises the flask. "To arranged futures and the women we don't hate yet."
A few of them laugh. Even Severus's mouth twitches.
They fall into quieter conversation after that—talking about dueling practice, politics, dark theory.
It is late now. The room is mostly empty—save for Regulus, hunched slightly in a leather-backed chair, and Evan, who slides into the one next to him with that usual lazy confidence.
Regulus doesn't look up, brooding.
Evan stretches his legs out. "She always this dramatic when her children kiss someone attractive?"
Regulus doesn't smile.
Evan leans forward, voice lower now. "Look, if this is about Cass and Barty—"
"It is."
"Well then, I'm going to be honest with you." Evan says, shrugging. "I think they're good together."
Regulus blinks. Slowly.
"You what?"
Evan raises an eyebrow. "Look, we know Barty, and we know Cass. They'd kill for the people they care about. They're terrifyingly smart. They both enjoy trouble. It's either murder or marriage. Maybe both."
Regulus exhales, looking away.
"She's not supposed to—"
"Says who?" Evan asks. "Your mother? Please. That woman's idea of a successful marriage is someone who'll willingly be hexed every time they raise their fork wrong."
Regulus's jaw flexes.
"She was seen." he mutters. "In public. At Lucius and Narcissa's wedding out of all places."
"Yeah, kissing." Evan says, unconcerned. "Horrifying."
"It isn't about that."
"Oh, but it is. Be honest. You don't care that it's Barty. You care what it'll cost her. What your mother will do."
Regulus says nothing.
Because Evan is right.
Because Cassiopeia is his twin. His other half. And she has always burned too bright, spoken too fast, felt things—and he has always been the one to quiet it. To smooth the chaos. To obey, so she could rebel.
Now she is tangled up with Barty, the one person Regulus can't find it in himself to mistrust.
Because he is loyal.
Because he is his.
And because—whether Regulus likes it or not—Cassiopeia smiles differently when Barty's name is brought up. He sees it. Always has.
"She'll be ruined if this goes public." Regulus finally says, quieter now. "If she marries a Crouch..."
"She'll be herself." Evan answers. "And isn't that what you want for her?"
Regulus doesn't reply.
But he doesn't argue either.
Evan watches him a beat before saying, casually, "So... how do you reckon she found out?"
He exhales through his nose. "I don't know."
Evan shrugs. "I might."
Regulus glances sideways.
Evan leans forward now, voice lowered. "Carrow. He was the one who saw them."
Regulus stills.
"You're sure?"
"Positive. Barty told me. He wanted him to see. Carrow wants her, Black."
"He set her up." Regulus narrows his eyes.
"And now Walburga knows. Either Amycus told someone who told her, or he sent the letter himself. He has the ego. And the obsession."
Regulus's stare sharpens.
"I'll deal with it."
Evan leans back with a smirk. "Thought you might."
The stone door clicks open.
Regulus steps inside—silent, dark, dangerous. His robes ripple behind him as he moves into the space he shares with Amycus and Evan. Evan isn't there now. But Amycus is stretched on his bed, boots still on, thumbing through a magazine like he doesn't have a single thought in his skull.
He looks up lazily.
"Black. Bit late, don't you think?"
Regulus doesn't respond.
He walks over, slow and controlled, to Amycus's side of the room. Amycus finally seems to sense something and lowers the magazine.
"What?"
Regulus's wand is in his hand before Amycus can blink.
With a whisper, the door slams shut. Silencing charm clicks into place. Ward glows faintly along the corners of the stone.
Amycus sits up, blinking.
"What the—?"
"You sent the letter." Regulus says.
Amycus frowns. "What are you talking about?"
"The one to my mother. About Cassiopeia."
Amycus scoffs, though it isn't believable. "You think I'm mad enough to tangle with your mother?"
Regulus doesn't blink. "You are."
Amycus's jaw tightens, but he doesn't deny it.
"She doesn't belong with him." he says, voice sharp now. "He's beneath her. He flaunted it. In front of me. Like it was some game—"
Regulus steps forward and shoves him back against the bedframe. Amycus startles, caught completely off-guard.
"She's my sister." Regulus's voice is low, venomous.
He raises his wand. Furnunculus.
It is muttered almost gently, but the effect is instant.
Angry boils erupt across Amycus's collarbone and jaw—slow, deliberate, inching like fire ants beneath his skin. He yelps, grabbing at his neck.
"What the hell, Black—!"
His wand remains fixed, not flinching even as Amycus writhes slightly. The boils throb with a pulsing red glow—Regulus's own variation, of course. Refined. Controlled. Painful.
"You look at her again. You even think about sending another letter to my mother, and I'll leave you like this for a week. Then we'll see if your precious marriage prospects survive your face rotting off."
Amycus grimaces, breath ragged.
"I didn't mean—"
"Yes, you did." The wand tip glows hotter.
"I assume she's already warned you." Regulus adds. "Next time, I won't be so polite."
Amycus winces. "Fine. Fine—Regulus, enough."
Regulus gives a final flick of his wrist. The boils begin to recede, but not completely.
Let him remember.
Let him itch and burn for days.
The lights flicker. The door unlocks.
He turns to leave.
But just before stepping through the threshold, he adds—without turning around— "Touch her again, Carrow, and I'll make sure you can't even spell the word Black, let alone marry into it."
Then he is gone, robes sweeping behind him like a shadow that bites. He walks the corridors slowly. His fingers are still tense from gripping his wand too tight.
He knows Barty. Barty is reckless and arrogant, but he is loyal. He has been Regulus's friend since they were boys. He has defended him, followed him, fought beside him, bled for him in more than just metaphors.
And if Cassiopeia must choose someone, then maybe—maybe—Barty isn't the worst name to write in ink beside hers.
But if he ever breaks her?
Then not even Regulus will save him.
Chapter Text
Cassiopeia spends the next few days still avoiding Barty and even, to some extent, Nadine. She isn't angry; she just can't face them. Everything feels too heavy to explain.
So she slipped quietly back into her routine. She keeps busy, stays late at the library, dodges questions with half-smiles and quick exits. Her people notice—especially Barty—but she stays just out of reach.
In truth, she is trying to steady herself. Her mother's words had knocked something loose, and this is her way of regaining control. Not by confronting it, not yet—but by staying in motion. She isn't ready to talk.
But she is determined not to fall apart.
Still, she finds herself missing her friends, but knows she always has a place among them.
The Great Hall hums with its usual end-of-day din, golden light pooling across long, polished tables and bouncing from plates piled with roast lamb, potatoes, and treacle tart. Amidst the Slytherin table, a pocket of familiar faces gathers like orbiting moons, constellated by years of forged loyalty, quiet rivalry, and tightly-wound secrets.
Seraphina sits with her spine straight and chin tilted in the fashion she often wears—somewhere between challenge and curiosity—as she turns a page in her leather-bound notebook, explaining further to her audience about her assignment. Beside her, Regulus's gaze remains unmoved, cool and deliberate as he chews slowly, saying nothing for a beat too long.
"Grindelwald is brilliant," Seraphina says with a calm edge, "if only in how he uses ideology as a spell itself. Not saying he's fully right, but—"
"He is right." Regulus cuts in, voice low and unhurried. "Wizards were never meant to bow to Muggles. He simply has the conviction to act. His punishment is an embarrassment for our world."
Pandora shakes her head. "But too much conviction burns down the house. Power without control becomes destruction. That's not only brilliance—it's carnage."
Evan gives a lazy shrug, sipping from his goblet. "You can't argue with the results. The man's legacy still terrifies the Ministry. That sort of fear has its uses. Besides, I doubt he wanted them all dead."
Barty, seated with that half-lidded gaze of constant calculation, merely murmurs, "There's a boundary he crossed, yeah, but I can't blame him either. Frankly, I think he just got carried away."
Seraphina smirks, eyes flicking to Regulus as if to provoke. "Sounds like someone we know."
Regulus doesn't look at her. "I'm not interested in being a tyrant."
"No." she says coolly. "You prefer the quiet, uncontested kind of control."
The air between them buzzes with something too tense to name.
"Control and discipline breeds success." His icy eyes never leave her.
Seraphina's voice stays calm but edged with something like reverence. "Grindelwald may have been defeated—only by Dumbledore, of course—but his flawless execution and command of the Dark Arts, his brilliance, his sheer conviction—he moved the world, even in failure."
Barty lets out a low chuckle, raising a brow. "You sound like a fan."
She doesn't flinch. "The only intelligent response is to acknowledge power when you see it. You don't terrify the world by being mediocre."
"One of the only things we agree on, Snape. There might be hope for you yet." Regulus remarks, nodding once in her direction with a sharp gaze.
Seraphina's stomach flutters—ever so slightly.
Regulus stands and leaves without a word. Seraphina's gaze lowers, head turned, following his steps.
Meanwhile, at the end of the bench, Cassiopeia animatedly retells her mishap in Potions class, dark curls bouncing as she leans toward Severus. "—and then the whole cauldron exploded. I mean, he didn't know the shrivelfig had to be sliced vertically."
Severus, pale and unreadable, replies in his usual detached monotone. "Lawrence is an idiot. It was clearly written in the instructions."
Cassiopeia huffs, glancing around the hall. "It was in a hurry, you see. He's usually good at it." Her gaze lands on Nadine sitting amongst her housemates, lost in thought. She lifts her eyes and smiles, but Cassiopeia looks away, refocusing on her plate like nothing happened.
Nadine frowns in confusion, her fingers clenching around her fork, and drops her gaze.
The rustle of feathers cuts through as owls swoop in overhead, parchment and packages tied neatly to their legs. Charles's elegant owl drops a pale envelope into Seraphina's hands. Another owl circles once, then deposits a tightly rolled letter in front of Severus.
Nadine's eyes flick to Seraphina, who doesn't look her way. Not once. She is too focused on her letter, fingers moving swiftly as she breaks the seal. The silence between them stretches taut, unforgiving.
The pumpkin juice tastes metallic on her tongue. Her food feels heavy in her stomach. Everything feels wrong.
She would like to say she isn't bitter—that Seraphina will talk to her soon and that it doesn't matter that her twin brother gets on better with Seraphina than she ever could with Severus. But it does matter. Selene is just a parasite with a pretty bow, Nadine thinks. And Seraphina's defensive words hurt more.
Then she sighs inwardly, correcting herself: Okay, it isn't their fault. But still. It is unfair.
Her resentment festers within, despite her futile efforts of subduing the fire.
Pandora has grown quiet, sipping pumpkin juice as her dreamy eyes flick between her twin and the others, already ready to leave.
Nadine sets down her fork.
Her chair scrapes softly against the stone floor as she rises—unhurried but deliberate. She straightens her sleeves, lifts her chin, and crosses the Great Hall with a kind of quiet precision that makes it impossible not to notice her. Her pace isn't rushed, but her steps are firm, heels clicking softly in rhythm as she passes clusters of students. She hasn't decided why but she can use Barty as an excuse.
Then Evan's voice slices through the buzz of conversation, lazy and amused. "That from Greengrass? Won't you read it?" he asks, eyes flicking to Severus with a knowing smirk.
Nadine overhears and her jaw tightens. She stops just behind Barty and doesn't look at them, but her gaze sharpens, narrows.
Severus glances up from the creased Daily Prophet in his hands and exhales, the sound low and tired. "No. I doubt there's anything in it worth reading."
"Oh, you're impossible." Pandora says with a half-laugh. "Just a little softness wouldn't kill you."
In response, Severus draws the letter from his robes and lays it on the table with a casual thud. "If anyone's desperate to read praise for my academic success, be my guest."
Seraphina reaches out swiftly, snatching the letter and shoving it back toward him. "You shouldn't let people read private things like that, Severus."
He shrugs and tucks it back into his pocket without protest.
Nadine's voice cuts in—cool, clipped. "No, go on. We'd love to hear all about her glowing affection for you. Every syrupy word."
That earns her a slow glance from Severus, brows knit in faint irritation. Seraphina and Cassiopeia look at her with raised eyebrows. Barty's surprise is hard to hide as he turns, and Evan just grimaces in an "Oops!"
Severus remains puzzled. Nadine had never exactly been subtle about her interest—there had been glances, carefully chosen words, gifts, moments heavy with meaning—but he had always assumed it was little more than fleeting fancy. Politeness, perhaps. Infatuation, at most. Certainly nothing he would ever allowed himself to believe in.
People don't just like him. Not truly. Not in ways that last. He never minds it too much, either, at least not after a while. Years were harsh on him—he got used to it, which is why softness seems so alienated, even uncomfortable.
And someone like Severus Snape had long since learned that trust isn't a gift—it is a gamble. One he rarely, if ever, played. Her compliments, though frequent, had always seemed too easy. Too light. Praise is just noise unless it comes with proof, and he had never known what that proof even looks like.
So now, watching her bristle, her voice sharp and laced with something that almost sounds like hurt, he can't make sense of it. Why the bitterness? Why the edge in her tone, the heat behind her words? Is it jealousy?
It isn't as though she has any claim to him.
Nadine hadn't meant to sound so cutting, or to speak at all. Yet, her words are enough to cease all conversation in their group. They had escaped before she could stop them, pulled from somewhere deep—somewhere foolish. She hates how they sound, hates the way Severus looks at her afterward: confused, distant. Like he doesn't understand why it matters to her.
Because to him, maybe... it doesn't.
And that is the cruelest part.
Barty and Evan catch the shift in atmosphere almost immediately. The air feels heavier now—thicker with things left unsaid. One glance at the girls, then at each other, is enough. Whatever just happened, it isn't theirs to interfere with.
Without a word, they stand and step back.
Pandora, sensing the tension just as keenly, slides in between them with quiet grace. "Come on." she murmurs, gently steering them away. "Let's go sit with Ravenclaw for once. I'm sure they'll survive the scandal."
Evan snorts, but doesn't protest.
"You need something?" Barty says quietly. Nadine clears her throat, refusing to glance at her girls. "Yeah, I wanted to check if Mum sent you a letter."
"No. Why do you ask?"
"Just curious. See you tomorrow then." She forces a smile.
Barty throws one last glance over his shoulder—curious, calculating—before following the Rosiers.
She turns on her heel just as a familiar knot of Gryffindors approaches, their voices cutting through the room like wind.
Of course. Perfect timing.
The Gryffindors arrive like a shift in the weather—swaggering in with laughter on their heels and trouble behind their eyes. James and Sirius lead the pack, all windswept hair and sharp grins, followed closely by Remus, Peter, and Marlene, who trails a few paces behind with an expression that wavers between curiosity and caution.
"Vermin." Severus utters, before their arrival, leaving momentarily in search of Regulus.
"Well, well." James says, arms spread like he is arriving on stage. "Leaving so soon, Crouch? Thought you'd resorted yourself to Slytherin by now, the way you practically live at their table. Shame we missed Snivellus, he seems to be in a rush."
Sirius chuckles beside him, lips curled in a grin that matches his brother's in shape but not in sentiment. "Too much time down here and you'll start sprouting scales."
Nadine doesn't answer, at first only levels a stare at them that could freeze a fire. "You're more similar to a snake than you'd like to admit, Potter." she spits back. "I'm not in the mood, sod off." She assumes a defensive stance, enough to earn a smirk from James.
Cassiopeia mutters something under her breath, likely a curse, while Seraphina calmly flips a page in her open book, unfazed, for now.
It is that motion that draws James's attention—his smirk drops as he steps forward, narrowing his eyes at the image laid out on the parchment. A drawn portrait of Gellert Grindelwald stares back at them, shadowed and sharp, accompanied by dense notes in Seraphina's crisp script.
James blinks, then looks at Nadine, appalled. "This the lot you spend your time with?"
Nadine doesn't speak.
James scoffs and tilts his head toward the book, eyes never leaving her. "And you told us she was different?"
Nadine pauses mid-step, then pivots with the precision of someone far too tired of being underestimated. "I don't need to agree with someone to understand the value of knowing how they think." she says coolly.
She glances toward Seraphina's book, then back at him with a tilt of her head.
"But I suppose when your academic strategy is copying other people's homework, nuance isn't exactly a priority."
James let out a dry scoff. "What would you know about nuance?" he said, voice low but edged with contempt. "You walk that thin line between right and wrong like you don't even see it. You're not half as innocent as you pretend to be..." He leaned in, eyes narrowing. "Or as much as you wish you were."
Nadine scoffs at him, crossing her arms. Now is not the time to make a scene.
Sirius leans over slightly to glance at the book in front of Seraphina, hands stuffed in his pockets, that ever-present smirk playing at his lips.
"Ah, Snape," he drawls, eyes flicking from the pages to her face. "if you keep quoting dark wizards like that and someone might mistake you for interesting."
His tone is light, teasing—but the glint in his eye lingers a second too long, and even James shoots him a sideways look.
Seraphina doesn't look up. "I'd rather be mistaken for interesting than harmless. Besides, you would know something about dark wizards and dark arts, wouldn't you, Black? Don't forget yourself."
Sirius blinks, then grins—wider this time, a little caught off guard.
"Enough, Sirius." Cassiopeia says quietly, not even bothering to lift her head. "You're exhausting."
Sirius's voice drops, silk over steel. "You'll speak up for everyone but me."
Seraphina smirks, her tone laced with cold sarcasm as she lifts her chin. "Go on, Sirius—spend time with whomever you like. Paint yourself any colour you choose. But in the end, you'll always be a Black."
The remark lands. Sirius's usual swagger falters, the smirk vanishing from his face as if wiped clean. Just for a moment, something raw flickers in his eyes.
Across the room, Cassiopeia blinks. A flash of Walburga's most recent letter surges through her mind—harsh, demanding, venom ink on heavy parchment. Her eyes fall shut, and when they open again, the weight of it still presses behind them. She rises to her feet, her voice quiet but steady.
"Sirius, I'm asking you to leave."
He doesn't move right away. His posture stays composed, but he sees it—the shift in her gaze. It isn't banter anymore. Something has changed.
And he recognizes that look.
It is the look people wear when the family name becomes too loud in their ears—when it claws its way into your chest and refuses to let go. Trouble has arrived, and not the kind stirred up in humour. No, this is familiar. All too familiar.
Mother. Father. Regulus?
Something has happened. He is curious, but won't press in public.
And Sirius doesn't need it said aloud to know: the house of Black has cast its shadow again.
He nods once and turns, reaching out to grab James by the sleeve.
"Well," James says over his shoulder, his voice pointed, "doesn't matter now. You're replaced anyway. Don't bother showing up."
With that, he heads back toward the table, Sirius trailing a step behind. Neither of them looks back.
Marlene and Remus exchange a glance, then offer Nadine a small, sympathetic smile—quiet, almost apologetic. They don't say anything, but the message is clear enough.
Nadine stares down at her hands, jaw set.
"Insufferable." Cassiopeia mutters, the word sharp as glass. There is a rare edge in her tone, more irritated than usual.
Seraphina rises from the bench, tucking a dark hair strand behind her ear, beginning to gather her books and notes with brisk efficiency. But her hand stills mid-reach as Regulus steps into view, flanked by Mulciber, Wilkes, Avery, the Carrows, and the rest of the usual Slytherin entourage. Their presence is a cold draft—sharp, expectant, and far from harmless.
Without needing a word, Barty and Evan shift course, peeling away from the Ravenclaw table. Their expressions flatten, the warmth from moments ago draining into something cooler, sharper. They move toward the group with the kind of purpose that leaves no room for questions.
Nadine freezes, one hand curled at her side, spine straightening almost imperceptibly. She is braced—like a storm is about to crack overhead. Not physical, of course. They don't need wands for the kind of damage they deal.
Mulciber's voice cuts through the tension with oily amusement. "Seems like you and Sirius are competing to see who'll be the biggest family disappointment." he sneers, nodding between Nadine and Sirius's retreating back. "And I've got to say—it's a tie."
A few of the boys chuckle behind him.
Seraphina doesn't sit back down. Her gaze sharpens like drawn steel. She suddenly becomes aware of her wand in her cloak, just waiting.
Nadine lifts her chin, biting down the first dozen retorts that spring to her tongue. Not here. Not now. But she is one heartbeat away from breaking that rule.
"Enough." Severus cuts in, voice flat but final as he stands. "We have more important matters to discuss."
Mulciber chuckles, nodding with mock obedience. "Certainly."
His gaze drifts lazily to the open book on the table, lingering on Grindelwald printed in bold script, then sliding to Seraphina with something almost like approval.
"At least your little sister is learning the right way."
Seraphina's brows knit together in a flicker of unease. Nadine's jaw clenches so tightly it threatens to draw blood. Her knuckles whiten at her side.
Cassiopeia lets out an exhausted sigh, rising to her feet with a dismissive wave of her hand. "Just leave us alone, thanks."
And with that, she heads out, curls bouncing behind her with every impatient step.
Barty says nothing throughout the entire exchange.
He watches with that unreadable stillness he wears like a second skin—eyes flicking from Mulciber to Nadine, then to Cassiopeia, Seraphina. There is a glint of something in his gaze—calculating, yes, but not indifferent.
He doesn't defend them. He doesn't smirk either. He turns away.
"Leave." Regulus's words slice through the tension, as he turns with a gesture towards his group to start retreating.
Barty doesn't look back.
Surprisingly, though, they listen. Regulus offers a brief glance at Seraphina—unreadable—then turns to follow. Severus nods once to the girls, among them, as they take their leave, their dark robes sweeping behind as they vanish into the castle's corridors, off to whatever business Slytherins find worth keeping secret.
The space they leave behind feels quieter, but heavier somehow.
Chapter Text
"It's just not my night. Or week. Ugh." Nadine mutters, storming through the corridor, robes whipping at her heels.
The air of the castle does little to cool the simmer behind her eyes. She doesn't even notice how fast she is walking until she nearly barrels into a second-year rounding the corner.
She barely mutters an apology before veering toward the library, heart still pounding. She needs to focus. Something productive. Something useful.
Nadine pushes through the corridor, footsteps quick and clipped against the stone. Her bag jostles at her side, books threatening to spill out with every sharp turn, but she doesn't slow.
Stupid. All of it. Potter thinking he can kick her out of the team, both Seraphina and Cassiopeia ignoring her and worst of all—the fact that she cares about him. That she lets it affect her. She isn't supposed to. She shouldn't. And yet.
She pushes the doors of the library open, letting the quiet settle over her like a weight. A sanctuary. For now.
The table in the far corner is empty. The girls' usual spot. She breathes out, drops her things a little too loudly, and begins to unpack—parchment, ink, the half-crumpled letter she refuses to look at. She smooths the edges without meaning to.
And then—there he is.
Across the library, head bent over some heavy tome, the pale curtain of his hair shadowing his face. Severus. Alone, as always. Completely unaware that he has already pulled her back into the storm.
She watches him for a moment, teeth pressing into her bottom lip. Logic tells her to stay seated, to let it go. But emotion has always been stronger in her, and right now it is louder than reason.
She gets up and heads towards the shelves near him.
He hears her coming. Looks up slowly, gaze unreadable. He sighs.
She opens her mouth to say something, but her eyes catch the title of the book he has just returned: Advanced Cures in Magical Creature Potioneering.
But he says nothing else, simply brushes past her.
Nadine frowns, but doesn't press it. She heads straight to the section she needs and snatches Forbidden Healing: A Study of Reversal Spells from the shelf, and exhales.
Finally. Something useful.
An hour passes.
Severus doesn't leave. Instead, he lingers around the library, still.
Nadine realizes it a minute later, her fingers skimming half-heartedly over the pages, eyes flicking up every few seconds. He is a few shelves down, standing perfectly still as he reads, one hand tucked behind his back, the other turning pages in that precise, surgical way he does everything. The sight of him gnaws at her, slow and maddening. Not because he is here—but because she still doesn't understand.
Why her? But not me?
The thought rises uninvited, thick in her throat. She swallows it, hard. She can't ask that. Of course she can't.
It would sound pathetic. Weak. As if she is begging.
Still, her fingers tighten around the book's spine.
She is sick of holding her tongue. Of knowing she gets dismissed, ignored, overlooked—despite every effort.
Her feet shift. Her body itches to move toward him. To ask something, even if not the question that truly haunts her.
But nothing comes.
So she stands there, behind the shelf, heart beating far too fast for someone doing absolutely nothing.
Nadine hesitates just a moment longer, the weight of all the unspoken questions pressing down on her chest. Then, with quiet resolve, she steps out from behind the bookshelf and approaches Severus, who remains calm and composed, his usual cool demeanor unshaken. He looks up, eyes sharp, as if expecting her.
She clears her throat softly, trying to steady her voice despite the turmoil inside. "Severus. I need to ask you something. About Selene. What exactly... What is your relationship with her?"
He raises an eyebrow, a faint shadow of tiredness passing over his face. "We've already talked about this." he says, voice even but distant. "How many times do I have to justify myself?"
Nadine's jaw tightens.
He is right. They have talked about it—more than once. And the truth is, he doesn't owe her anything. He is a grown man, free to do what he wants, and whatever this is between them—if it is anything at all—lacks definition. Even the word friends feels tentative, like it is hanging by a thread that neither of them is brave enough to name.
"I'm—" She stops, swallows, then tries again. "I'm not asking for justification."
Her voice is softer now, almost apologetic.
"I was just... curious."
Curious. It is the easiest word. The safest. But it isn't the right one.
She isn't curious. She is angry. She is confused. And most of all, she is sad—quietly, bitterly so. But to admit that would be stepping over a line they pretend isn't there. It would be laying herself bare, and she already feels too raw around him.
He watches her for a moment, as if weighing how much truth he is willing to see, if he even wants to. But he says nothing. Just nods once, slowly, and looks away, down at the second book he picked up.
And somehow, that silence stings more than anything he could have said.
She is far from content.
He sees it. The way her shoulders tense slightly. The way her fingers fidget at the hem of her sleeve, picking at her cuticle like she doesn't realize she is doing it. But Severus chooses not to press. Not tonight. The day has been long, and his tolerance for emotional tangles is thinning.
The conversation stalls—though not fully. It hangs, suspended in the quiet between them. Unspoken things linger at the edges, and they both know it.
Rarely does Severus indulge these moments. But something about the pause—about her—keeps him still. Maybe it is the fatigue. Maybe it is the quiet curiosity he won't admit to having.
"You haven't answered..." she says softly.
He glances at her, then looks back at the book in front of him. Her posture speaks in ways her voice doesn't: coiled, uncertain, waiting. He feels a pinch of guilt for being slightly amused.
Then she speaks again—this time, less guarded.
"Look, I understand... asking questions implies a kind of claim. And I don't have that. I know I don't."
A beat.
"But... I mean, it's not like I haven't tried, you know?" Her voice catches slightly. "So what's the difference, then?"
He lifts his head, finally looking at her fully.
She can't be asking that, he thinks. She can't actually be asking him what the difference is between her and Selene.
But her eyes say otherwise. Vulnerability, yes—but anger, too. And beneath it, sadness that weighs heavier than either.
He studies her. This girl, should not be standing here, undone by someone like him.
She is the Minister's daughter. Pureblood. Gifted, powerful, popular. A fierce Quidditch player, sharp in her studies, surrounded by friends and status and wealth. She is everything the world praises. And almost everything he isn't.
So what is she doing—what is she doing—any of this?
Why is she so upset... over him?
Is that even possible?
And if it is—what the hell is he supposed to do with it?
Without another word, he pulls Selene's folded letter from inside his robes and lays it deliberately on the table beside them.
Before Nadine can respond, Severus raises his wand with a practiced flick. A thin jet of greenish flame bursts from its tip, melting the edge of the letter. The paper curls and darkens quickly, smoke rising in delicate spirals as the letter burns to ash.
He meets her gaze steadily. "Better?"
Caught off guard by the sudden gesture, Nadine blinks, then asks quietly, "Why did you burn it?"
Severus shrugs, but his eyes remain cold and distant. "I don't know, silence? Peace? It's better than hearing you complain about something that's none of your business."
The sharpness in his tone cuts deeper than she expects, but beneath it lies the familiar guarded distance—his shield against anything that might get too close.
"But you didn't even read it." Nadine says quietly, almost incredulously. Her voice wavers just enough to betray more than she wants it to.
Severus doesn't flinch. His tone is measured, cool—too cool.
"Because I do not care, Crouch. She is nothing to me. An acquaintance, perhaps, in similar social circles."
The finality in his words lands heavy, but there is a rough edge beneath the calm, something too sharp to be indifference.
For a long moment, they stand in silence. Neither of them moves. The last of the smoke curls up from the ashes on the table, thin and gray, drifting lazily in the space between them.
Nadine exhales, slow and quiet.
She isn't sure if it is relief or confusion.
Then, without a word, Severus snaps the book shut with a quiet finality. He moves, slides it back onto the shelf, and walks out of the library.
Nadine remains rooted to the spot, flustered, conflicted, and yet—strangely—lighter. Confused, yes. But for the first time in days, there is the faintest thread of relief beneath it all. A thread she doesn't quite understand... but doesn't pull on either.
Not yet.
The corridor is damp and dimly lit, the torches flickering low, casting long shadows that curl along the stone walls like creeping vines. Cassiopeia's footsteps echo softly—heels clicking against the floor with steady, elegant rhythm. Her cloak hugs her slender frame, the emerald trim almost glowing in the gloom. It is late. Too late for anyone else to be lingering.
But someone is.
She hears it—just barely. The soft shuffle of another set of steps behind her, out of time with her own. She slows. The steps slow too. Her spine prickles. She doesn't turn.
Not yet.
The corridor narrows, torches sparser now. Cassiopeia exhales sharply and finally whips around, wand half-raised.
Only to see—
"Bartemius." she mutters. Her voice is sharp, cutting through the stillness.
Barty steps out from the shadows, holding up his hands with a crooked, sheepish grin. "Easy now, Cass. Didn't mean to spook you."
She sighs, lowers her wand. "What do you want?"
His grin falters. "What do you mean what do I want? You've been avoiding me. Don't think I haven't noticed."
Cassiopeia turns back around and resumes her walk. "Maybe I've just been busy."
"You're never too busy for me." he says, following quickly, steps in sync with hers now. "Did I do something? Say something?"
She doesn't respond at first. Her jaw is tight, eyes fixed ahead. The torches light her face unevenly—sharp cheekbones, furrowed brow, lips pressed into a faint frown. Finally, she exhales.
"I got a letter from Mother." she says.
Barty raises a brow, instantly alert. "About us?"
She nods once, curt. "She knows we kissed. She didn't write anything cruel—but she doesn't have to. She said we should keep our distance. That I'm setting a bad example. That I need to think about the family's future."
There is silence for a beat.
"And Regulus knows." she adds, quieter now. "He's furious. He won't even look at me."
Barty stops walking for a moment, as if the weight of her words hits all at once. Then he moves again, catching up. "How the hell does she know? We were careful."
And then—before he can say anything more—a shadow detaches itself from the far end of the hallway.
Regulus.
His expression is carved from ice—sharp, unreadable, quiet in that haunting way only he can manage. His wand is relaxed at his side, but there is tension in every inch of his posture, from the set of his shoulders to the way his gaze flicks between them.
"Follow me." he says simply.
That is all.
Cassiopeia freezes beside Barty. Her throat tightens. She opens her mouth to say something—but Barty steps forward instead, just slightly in front of her.
"If you're angry, be angry at me." Barty says. His voice is firm, without his usual flippant edge. "It was my idea. My fault. She didn't do anything wrong."
Regulus's eyes linger on him a beat too long. Cold. Calculating.
Then, wordless, he turns.
He doesn't argue.
He just walks.
Down another corridor, deeper into the Slytherin quarter. The sound of his footsteps receding is like a summons neither of them dares ignore.
Cassiopeia looks to Barty.
He offers her a brief glance—quiet, unreadable now—but then he nods, and they both follow, the air between them charged and still buzzing.
Whatever Regulus intends to say or do... neither of them wants to find out too late.
Regulus walks ahead in silence, his footsteps silent over stone. Cassiopeia and Barty follow a few paces behind, both tense—neither daring to speak until he stops.
He doesn't lead them to the common room, or one of the classrooms—he veers off through a small, nearly hidden passage that eventually opens into a long-disused study chamber, tucked between the dungeons and the dormitories. The room is cool and shadowed, with an old green tapestry half-hanging on one wall, a large window, and the lingering scent of old books and damp stone. It is where Regulus goes when he doesn't want to be found.
He steps to the center and finally turns.
Barty shifts beside Cassiopeia, wary but composed. Cassiopeia says nothing, her face impassive though her fingers worry the edge of her robe sleeve.
Regulus doesn't speak immediately. His eyes flicker between them—calculating, observing, weighing them.
Then finally, quietly, "How long?"
Cassiopeia lifts her chin, but it is Barty who answers.
"Since the Malfoy wedding." he says honestly. "But even before that... it's been building."
Regulus's expression doesn't change. His voice is cool, unreadable. "I saw the way you look at each other. You knew what would happen. What she would say. Now the whole bloody family knows."
Cassiopeia nods, slowly.
He folds his arms across his chest and levels a look at Barty. "I don't care that it's you. I care that it was public. That people saw."
Barty meets his gaze without flinching. "I didn't want to hide it. Still don't."
Cassiopeia sighs. "It was Carrow."
Barty blinks, stunned. "Carrow?"
Cassiopeia nods once. "We're sure of it."
"And you didn't tell me?" Barty's tone rises.
"We didn't want to add more fuel." Cassiopeia says.
"I would have—" he starts, fists clenching. "Merlin. I didn't think he had the bloody nerve."
Regulus's eyes darken. "He doesn't. But he had a motive."
"Because he wants her?" Barty scoffs. "Of course he does. Pathetic little rat. Thought sending a tattletale letter to Walburga Black would—what? Earn her hand?"
Cassiopeia mutters under her breath, "He tried to make it seem like you were flaunting me in front of him. He's deluded."
Barty's fury is immediate—burning. "I'll hex his tongue to the back of his skull—"
"No." Regulus cuts him off, voice like ice. "You will not cause another scene."
Barty glares. "He sent a letter to your mother, Regulus. About your sister. About me. How are you calm right now?"
Regulus steps forward, eyes flint. "Do you think I'm calm?"
Silence.
His voice drops. "I'll handle him. In my own way. But not in public. Not while eyes are on us and stakes are higher than you know."
He glances at Cassiopeia again. "You know what she's like. One whisper of scandal and she'll triple the chains."
Cassiopeia nods slowly, swallowing.
Regulus exhales. "I'm not angry you're together."
His voice shifts, softens—but not by much. "I'm angry that you made it easy for people like him to hurt her."
Cassiopeia looks down, guilt flickering across her face. Barty opens his mouth to defend himself but hesitates. That hits too close to home.
Regulus paces for a moment. "I'm not forbidding it." He looks at them both. "It's your lives. You're adults. But keep it private. Protect each other better than that. No more slipping behind statues, no more snogging at weddings. You want to throw your dignity away, do it behind closed doors."
Cassiopeia snorts quietly, and Barty glances at her with a smirk.
Regulus sees it.
"And you." he says to Barty, arching a brow. "If you get her in trouble, I will end you."
Barty grins. "You've tried. Hasn't worked yet."
Regulus doesn't return the smile, but something flickers—his version of amusement, perhaps.
Cassiopeia's eyes shine—not teary, but heavy with something unspoken. "I didn't want to disappoint you."
"You didn't." Regulus says, his voice very quiet. "It was because you didn't keep it discreet."
A pause.
Then she steps forward, slipping her hand around his forearm.
"I'm still your sister." she says softly.
Regulus's mask falters for just a second. "And I'm still your twin." he answers.
It is the closest he gets to emotional honesty. She knows that. So she smiles—just a little.
He turns away after that, as if it is too much, even now.
Barty breaks the moment, rubbing his hands together. "Well, that went better than expected."
Regulus sighs. "It's not permission, Crouch. It's tolerance. That's the best you will get."
Barty clears his throat. "So... no hexing me?"
Regulus side-eyes him. "I considered it."
"But you won't?"
Regulus lifts an elegant brow. "Don't tempt me."
They all breathe, tension unraveling slowly.
"Don't worry." Barty says, throwing an arm around Cassiopeia's shoulder. "We'll behave."
"You?" Regulus says dryly. "Unlikely."
But he doesn't stop them as they head toward the door. Cassiopeia casts him one last look—quiet, grateful, fond.
And Regulus, alone for a moment, exhales sharply.
He will deal with Carrow and their mother. His way.
And he will keep his sister safe. No matter what.
Chapter Text
The Restricted Section is cloaked in the kind of silence that demands reverence. Shadows pool between towering, dust-laced shelves, and the air feels heavier here.
Seraphina slips silently into the high-backed chair beside her brother, her movement fluid and poised. Her hair shimmers faintly in the candlelight, and her skin carries the fragile elegance of fine porcelain. She curls her slender fingers around an empty goblet, and with a casual flick of her wand, coffee spills into the cup, its warmth rising in dark curls toward her face.
"This will do." she murmurs to herself, then takes a small, composed sip.
Across from her, Severus closes the thick volume in his hands with a muted thump. "Seraphina." he says in a low voice. The flicker of the candle between them casts a wavering line down his face, splitting it between contemplation and mild irritation.
She leans back, tapping a single finger against her goblet. "Is Selene still hounding you for affection, or has that phase passed?" she asks, voice smooth and nonchalant, though her eyes shine with interest.
He exhales, long and weary. "This again? You know better than to pry into what isn't yours."
Seraphina rolls her eyes, the gesture slow and unbothered. "Are you intentionally playing the fool, or is that new amusement you've taken up?"
Severus throws her a dry look, one brow arched in cool defiance. "Oh, enlighten me. Your wisdom might just brighten these otherwise dreadful days."
She smiles at that, tilting her head ever so slightly. "Selene. Yes or no? Last we spoke, you insisted it was nothing more than political. No attachment, no flirtation, certainly no romance. In fact, you said you'd shut her down. So... what's changed?"
He scoffs, the sound soft but sharp in the thick silence of the room. "Nothing has changed. Why are you so convinced otherwise? And isn't that my business?"
She straightens, folding her hands neatly in her lap. "You're my brother. Which means your business has a way of becoming mine—especially when your poor judgment risks unnecessary complications." Her tone remains light, but a warning simmers beneath the surface.
"She's falling for you." she adds, her voice cooling like the dregs of her coffee. "Rather quickly, or at least the obsession is there. It's not a good look on her. And you—you told me yourself that this is about survival. We don't belong in their world unless we make space for ourselves. So if that was the goal... what changed?"
The heavy book Severus had been holding slides from his lap onto the desk with a dull thud, and the candle beside it flares, then gutters briefly. He watches the flame recover with an unreadable expression before speaking.
"I don't think it's fair to demand confessions when you've yet to offer any of your own." he says, casting her a sidelong glance.
Seraphina chuckles, the sound low and melodic. Her eyes gleam with quiet amusement. "I suppose that's only fair." She leans forward, resting her elbows delicately on the table, her expression hovering somewhere between mischief and sincerity. "I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours."
Severus studies her closely, his gaze narrowing with reluctant curiosity. Secrets, it seems, are becoming currency between them—something they have never needed before.
"I burnt it." Severus says, his voice flat, but not without weight.
Seraphina's eyes flick up, interest sharpening. "Burnt what?"
"Selene's letter."
She blinks, head tilting just slightly. "Why? What did she say?"
"I don't know." he replies coolly. "And I'm not interested in finding out. I burnt it in front of Crouch, no less—another unwelcome presence in my personal affairs, funnily enough."
Her brows draw together, though her eyes widen with a flicker of surprise. "Wait... when was this?"
"Last night. Why?"
She sighs, the sound slipping past her lips like steam from her cup. "Well, Nadine and I had a bit of a fight a few days ago. You and Greengrass were at the center of it. I was accused of lying to her about your supposed disinterest in Selene. Obviously I wasn't. Unless the little witch managed to wriggle herself into your space since then."
Severus's lip twitches. "And why were you sharing such information in the first place? Should I stop telling you anything at all?"
"Don't you dare, Severus." Her voice turns warning, but light. "Otherwise I'll hold back as well, and let's be honest—my life is more entertaining than yours."
He huffs a reluctant breath of amusement. "Fair point. But no, nothing's changed. If anything, Selene's only gotten more intense. The whole interaction disgusted me beyond. Greengrass needs to learn to keep her hands to herself. Next time she tries something, I'll make it painfully clear she's unwelcome."
Seraphina nods, her expression darkening as she narrows her eyes in thought. Absentmindedly, she swirls her goblet, the coffee inside circling like some quiet storm. "So she did attempt something."
"She did." he mutters. "Unfortunately. To no avail, however. Why is this such an important topic to you both? It's exhausting."
She sets the goblet down with a faint clink, her gaze steady. "Are you serious? Do you truly not notice? Or have you barricaded yourself so thoroughly that you can't see it?"
Severus scoffs, leaning back in his chair, arms crossed. "Unless you choose to enlighten me, I fear I'll remain hopelessly oblivious."
"Nadine fancies you." The words drop from Seraphina's mouth with casual finality. "Fancies you a lot."
His brows lift slightly, confusion flickering. She smirks. "Don't ask me why—I think she could do better. Have you seen Evan? Or Bill?" She winks. "Phew. Joking."
He doesn't respond to her teasing. Instead, his gaze drops, his brows drawing inward. Her words settle over him like snow—soft but cold. Real.
Seraphina watches him for a beat before snapping her fingers once in front of his eyes. "Please don't tell me you didn't notice. Why else would she care? Why would she accuse me, of all people, of lying?"
"I figured it was just one of those Gryffindor idiocies." he mutters. "I have no way of distinguishing between romantic interest and... foolishness. They tend to look the same."
She gives him a look, somewhere between pity and exasperation.
He is quiet then—too quiet. The silence stretches, long enough for the candle to flicker again, its glow uneven, as if uncertain whether to shine or die.
"I... don't know." he finally says, voice thin and uncharacteristically uncertain.
Seraphina doesn't press. She leans back in her chair, watching him, watching the way his shoulders tense slightly, the way his gaze flickers toward the floor.
The truth, it seems, unsettles him more than anything Greengrass could ever say or do.
After all, Lily never wanted more than friendship. Even after all the letters, the years, the loyalty. After the incident. So now... this? This is foreign. The idea of being wanted feels like a trick, something sharp and glittering left on a path to slice his feet open when he isn't looking.
Seraphina doesn't speak. She just waits—still, silent, giving him space.
Because for Severus, even feeling wanted is a kind of war.
"It's Lily, isn't it?" Seraphina asks softly, her voice no longer teasing, but gentle—genuinely concerned. The question hangs in the air like drifting ash, delicate and dangerous to touch.
Severus doesn't look at her. He only nods, once, almost imperceptibly.
Seraphina lowers her gaze, then lifts her eyes to him through her lashes, her head bowed in that familiar, graceful way that is more gesture than posture. She doesn't speak again, doesn't rush him.
"For the longest time," Severus begins, voice quiet, eyes fixed on the flickering candle between them, "—since we were kids—when I met her, it changed everything. Suddenly... I had a friend. Something I never thought I'd have in this life."
His fingers twitch slightly against the grain of the desk. Seraphina says nothing. She only watches.
"She was kind." he continues. "Thoughtful. Compassionate. Gentle. Everything our parents never were. She was like a flower—delicate, yes—but strong. Precious. Clever. Stubborn. Gods, she could be stubborn. But I thought..." He exhales. "I thought this is it. This is someone I could keep close. Someone who might... stay."
Seraphina reaches out, her pale hand covering his. He flinches at first—instinct—but doesn't pull away. Slowly, reluctantly, he lets her hold it.
"I remember her." she says quietly, voice barely above a breath. "She gave me a chocolate frog and told me my name was pretty. I was surprised, so I told her her name was pretty too."
Severus allows the faintest smile, one that doesn't quite reach his eyes.
"It was only a few months before we sent you away. Durmstrang." He closes his eyes for a beat. "I thought... I'll be fine, if I have her. But you?" He turns slightly toward her now. "I wanted you safe. Taught. Trained. Something I could never provide. Something our family wouldn't ever give. I couldn't protect you the way I wanted, so I sent you where someone else could."
Seraphina's fingers tighten around his ever so slightly.
"And I resented it." she whispers. "At first. For a while. Not being here. Not being with you. But I understand now. You wanted me out of the fire."
"I did." Severus replies. "But I stayed in it. For her. For the illusion that something soft could survive in a world like this."
Silence settles again. Not heavy, but reverent. There is nothing cold or distant in it. Just the stillness that comes when something long-buried is finally exhaled.
Seraphina doesn't let go of his hand. And Severus—for once—doesn't pull away.
"She was a symbol, wasn't she?" Seraphina says softly, her voice threading through the candlelit hush like silk. "A glimmer of hope." She looks at him now—not with pity, but with understanding, with the kind of knowing that only siblings who have survived the same storm can share. "I saw it too, honestly. It was like... sunshine through our clouds."
Her words hang between them, gentle but piercing.
Severus nods again, slower this time. His eyes stay fixed on the flame between them, watching it sway like a memory—fragile, flickering, always one breath from vanishing.
"She made me believe I could be more than what I came from." he says quietly. "That maybe I wasn't doomed to become them—that I wasn't just a product of the house we were raised in."
"And then," Seraphina murmurs, "she left."
He doesn't answer—not verbally. But the tension in his jaw, the slight pull at the corner of his mouth, speaks louder than words.
"I didn't blame her." he says after a long pause. "I still don't. I pushed too hard. Took too much. I let the world twist me into something sharp, and she got cut... I wounded her. It was unfair."
Seraphina leans in, her eyes gleaming. "You loved her."
"I did."
"And now?" she asks, tilting her head slightly. Not pressing. Just wondering aloud.
He shrugs, but it is a shrug that carries weight. "Now I... remember her. And I try not to let that memory rot into something bitter."
They sit in silence again, the only sound the faint crackle of candle wax and the soft swirl of coffee in her forgotten cup.
"And the Potter situation..." Seraphina says after a while, her voice soft but steady, like the last note of a fading song. "It doesn't define you, Severus. What you said, what they did."
Severus turns to her, slowly, his eyes clouded but steady. For a long moment, he says nothing. Then, his voice comes, rough and quiet, like something dragged from deep within him.
"What I said was unforgivable. It severed the only good thing I had. I apologized—you know I did—but it wasn't enough. Nothing was enough." He exhales sharply, then continues, quieter. "And so... I let go."
Seraphina nods. No protest. No false comfort. Just understanding.
"I know." she murmurs. "And you weren't wrong to do it. You mourned her. Not just the friendship—but the hope, the future you'd once imagined around her."
"I mourned my friend a long time ago." Severus says. His voice doesn't tremble.
Seraphina watches him—really watches—and sees not just the bitterness, not just the brooding coldness everyone else sees.
She sees the grief. The fracture. The boy who had no one, and then someone, and then no one again.
"You survived it." she says quietly. "That's what matters. You lost her, yes. But you didn't lose yourself. Not completely."
"I lost the best part of myself with her." he replies, not bitter—just honest.
Seraphina's grip on his hand tightens, her voice barely above a whisper. "Then find a new best part."
Severus looks down at their hands, then back at her. The silence now is heavier, more meaningful.
"And I don't think she took the best part of you." Seraphina says, her voice gentle but unwavering. "That was the whole point, Severus—you always had it in you. You just needed the right person... or the right moment... to bring it forward."
Severus blinks, eyes flicking toward her, but he doesn't interrupt.
"I wish you could see what I see." she continues, brushing a lock of her hair behind her ear. "What Nadine sees, even. You're brilliant, clever, devoted, capable—you have a heart, Severus. A good one. And an even sharper mind. It's just..." she exhales, the sound soft and tired, "buried so deep you've forgotten where your heart is."
His gaze shifts downward again, brows drawn, but this time not in anger. There is something unreadable there—uncertainty, perhaps. Guilt. Or fear.
"Don't miss out on opportunities because of the past." Seraphina says, quieter now. "Otherwise, you're not protecting yourself—you're punishing yourself. You're locking yourself in a prison with ghosts and calling it safety."
He doesn't move. Not right away. But something in him stills.
"And Lily..." Seraphina trails off for a moment, then draws a breath. "She wouldn't want that either. I don't think she hated you, not really. She was just... caught in that crowd. Potter. Black. That entire golden circle they spun around themselves. I think she forgot who she was around them. Or maybe it became easier to forget you than to challenge them."
Severus says nothing, but the flicker in his eyes betrays that the words cut deep—and that they also offer some strange, bitter comfort.
Seraphina exhales again, softer this time, and leans back slightly in her chair, the dark velvet of her robes folding like waves around her. Her voice, when it comes again, is quiet—but clear, unwavering.
"You don't have to forget her." she says, watching him through lowered lashes. "Just... stop using her memory as a reason not to move forward."
Severus doesn't answer. But he doesn't look away either.
"If she was a symbol of anything," Seraphina continues, "it wasn't loss. It wasn't punishment. She was showing you what could be. Maybe not with her—but elsewhere. In someone else. In yourself." She pauses. "What you could become, if you allowed it."
He says nothing. But something shifts. In his posture, perhaps. In the way his hand doesn't pull back from hers.
Seraphina watches him for a long moment before speaking again, more quietly now.
"She was the first good thing, Severus. But she wasn't the last. And she doesn't have to be the only. Plus, you should give someone else a chance, you'd be surprised."
At last, Severus draws a slow breath. He presses his fingertips to the edge of the desk, as if grounding himself. He doesn't answer her. Not in words. But the tension begins to ease from his shoulders—fractionally.
Seraphina nods to herself, eyes flicking to the candle between them.
The past still lives. But it doesn't have to rule.
Her words settle between them like dust, quiet and irrefutable.
Then, Seraphina shifts in her seat, fingers finally withdrawing from Severus's hand. Not out of discomfort—but to reach for her goblet again, now cold. She twirls the stem between her fingers idly, casting a sidelong glance at her brother.
"Well," she says lightly, though there is a little hesitation in it, "since we're apparently bartering in emotional confessions tonight..."
Severus lifts an eyebrow. His silence now is no longer closed—it is patient.
"I've been writing to Charles." she continues, almost casually. "Kept in touch." She sips the cold coffee with a slight grimace, then sets it down again.
Severus tilts his head. "Oh?"
"Charles LeBlanc." she says, tone airy, almost teasing. "The Black family's French cousin. One of the few tolerable ones, shockingly."
Severus gives her a look—dry, vaguely amused. "You've always had an... interesting taste."
"I'll take that as a compliment." she quips, but her smile fades just slightly as her fingers drift across the rim of the goblet again, slower now.
"I enjoy our letters." she admits. "He's sharp, yet kind. Thoughtful. Flirty. Witty, in that aristocratic, self-aware sort of way. It's... easy."
There is a pause. Something shifts in her expression—something softer, more uncertain. Her voice drops half a note.
"But... Charming as he is, he's not the only one I keep thinking about."
Severus's brow furrows. He doesn't interrupt, but he leans forward just slightly, watching her closely.
Seraphina looks down at her hands, long pale fingers now still against the wood.
"It's... Ugh. Regulus."
The name leaves her lips like something she has been holding underwater for too long—quiet, hesitant, real.
She doesn't look at Severus. Can't, just yet. She swallows her own disappointment at uttering those words.
"I don't even know why." she says quickly, almost defensively. "It's not like he's particularly warm. Or expressive. And we constantly argue. But there's... something. In the way he watches. In the weight he carries. He's strong, intelligent... Dangerous. A challenge. Exceptionally unattainable. The perfect rival."
"I see it." Severus says. "I had a feeling."
He doesn't look at her as he speaks, but his gaze lingers somewhere just beyond the candlelight, like he is tracing the shape of a truth he had long suspected.
"You drew him." he adds after a pause. "Twice. That alone says more than you'd ever admit out loud. And I've never seen you argue with anyone for that long. It's like you finally met your match."
He glances at her then, a faint shadow of a smirk at the corner of his mouth.
"Although... a difficult one."
She exhales through her nose, finally daring a glance at her brother. "And saying it out loud makes it feel real. Which I hate. Because I know what real does to people like us."
Severus doesn't mock her. He doesn't smirk or scoff. He just watches, quiet and unmoving, and for once, entirely present.
Seraphina straightens, just slightly, but her voice stays low. "So yes... I write to Charles. And I enjoy it. But when I can't sleep, when my mind won't quiet down... it's not just Charles I'm thinking about."
The truth lingers there, raw and tentative. She swallows hard, then laughs weakly. "And now you know. And I can't take it back."
Severus leans back in his chair, arms folding loosely, a flicker of something unreadable in his expression. "You're right." he murmurs, after a long silence. "You can't."
But he doesn't say it unkindly.
Severus is quiet for a moment longer, gaze fixed on a point just past the dancing candlelight, as if calculating something behind his eyes.
Then, at last, he speaks—measured, composed. "Well... from a practical standpoint," he begins, tone carefully neutral, "Charles LeBlanc isn't a poor match. Quite the opposite. He's connected to the Black family without being them."
Seraphina snorts softly, arms folding. "That's your approval criteria? Blood politics?"
"I'm being objective." he replies coolly. "LeBlanc has a great standing. Money. A diplomatic name. If you were to build something there—"
"Severus." she warns, a smirk threatening to return.
He lifts his hands slightly. "Fine. I'm only saying—if he's a good fit for you, and you find some peace in him, then I'm glad. Genuinely."
His tone softens, the edge of strategy giving way to something more sincere.
"But Regulus..." He hesitates, eyes narrowing slightly. "That's different." It is as if he is trying to avoid hurting her.
Seraphina's gaze sharpens. "Different how?"
"He's the epitome of the Black family." Severus says carefully. "Raised in it. Molded by it. And while I know he's... not quite what he seems, not to everyone, that world still owns him, Seraphina."
He leans forward again, elbows resting on his knees, hands laced together. "You're not like them. You never were. And if you think they'd make space for someone like you—like us—you're mistaken."
There is a beat of silence. Seraphina doesn't flinch, but her jaw tenses. Her stomach drops. It isn't new information—but it hits quite hard when he says it.
"He wouldn't choose you publicly." Severus adds softly, but firmly. "Even if he felt something. Even if he wanted to. He wouldn't risk the weight of that name, the scrutiny. Not for a half-blood. And that's if he even sees you that way."
Seraphina's lips part, then close again.
Severus doesn't say everything—he can't. Not about Regulus's brand, or his own. Not yet. But he hopes the warning is enough. Not cruel. Just true.
"I'm not saying this to hurt you." he finishes. "I just... I know that world. And I don't want you thinking it will bend for you. It won't. Not for him."
Seraphina stares at the flickering flame between them, expression unreadable.
"I know." she says at last, voice low. "Part of me already knows."
She doesn't cry. She doesn't rage. She just nods, once, like she is storing the pain in the quiet vault she keeps inside.
"Still," she murmurs, "knowing it and feeling it... aren't always the same."
Severus gives a slow nod, the faintest trace of sympathy tightening his features. Then, finally, he leans back in his chair again.
"Well," he says, with a flicker of dry humor returning to his voice, "if you must fall for an emotionally repressed pure-blood, at least let it be one who isn't swimming in familial decoy and delusion. I prefer Charles."
Seraphina gives a breath of a laugh. "Noted."
She fixes her hair and stands up.
"I don't think he's interested." Seraphina says softly, her voice barely more than breath. "Not really. Which... I can't decide if that's a relief or a kind of pain."
Severus turns his head toward her, his eyes softer than usual. For once, there is no sarcasm, no cold detachment—only quiet understanding.
"I think you know." he murmurs, nodding once. "I think we both do."
Seraphina offers him a faint, weary smile and taps his hand gently with her fingertips. The touch is brief, but full of meaning.
"Goodnight, Sev. We'll speak more."
He nods, his voice low. "Goodnight, Seraphina."
She rises from her chair, her silhouette a shadow of grace in the candlelight as she slips between the aisles of forbidden books, leaving only the scent of cold coffee and ink behind her.
Severus watches the empty space she leaves, and the candle between them flickers once—then steadies.
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Nadine tightens the drawstring of her satchel, the familiar scent of rosemary ink brushing her senses as students empty the classroom. Her fingertips linger on the spine of a book she knows she won't touch again this week but she slides it into her bag anyway. A habit.
Golden morning light seeps through the high stained-glass windows, cutting through motes of dust that float lazily in her periphery. She doesn't notice the sound of soft footfalls until she hears her name.
"Nadine."
Caelum stands behind her, one hand in his pocket, the other holding the strap of his bag, like this isn't the fifth time this week he has 'bumped' into her.
She lifts her eyes. "Caelum." she replies, tone smooth and kind, betraying nothing. "Everything alright?"
He smiles. It is soft, charming, like it is supposed to make her ease up. "Yeah, just wondering if you've thought about it. It's fine if you don't want to, really."
A beat.
The air doesn't shift, but something in her expression does. She reaches for her wand from the table, tucks it into her robes with tired grace.
"I have that revision session." she says lightly, adjusting the strap of her bag over her shoulder. "It's a bit full-on this week. Timing's just..." She gives a half-shrug and a tight smile. "Not great."
She steps past him before he can press further. She doesn't say no. But she doesn't say yes, either.
Caelum watches her go, something flickering behind his cool façade. But Nadine doesn't turn back.
She moves quickly through the corridor, her footsteps echoing against the smooth stone, the knot in her chest already tightening—but for entirely different reasons.
As she passes through the outer corridor of the Charms Wing, she hears it.
"Nadine."
Barty's voice, lower than usual, not quite stern, not quite concerned. She stops walking but doesn't turn.
"What does he want?" he asks, catching up, steps unhurried.
She still doesn't look at him. "Nothing."
Barty lets out a scoff through his nose. "You're being weird lately."
At that, Nadine whirls, her braid flipping over her shoulder, eyes narrowed. "No, I'm not."
"You are." Barty says, less combative than usual, his head tilting. "Avoidant. Tense. And what was that at the dinner?"
Her lips press together. She pulls her bag tighter against her shoulder. "I have a lot on my plate."
Barty studies her, frowning. "So tell me what it is."
She looks away.
He exhales, running a hand through his hair. "I talked to Cass."
That catches her off guard. Her gaze flicks back, but she says nothing.
"It's okay now." he says, softer this time. "You can talk to her. She's not angry."
She blinks, jaw tight. Before she can reply, he adds, "Whatever it is... You don't have to carry it alone, you know?"
Then, like he hasn't just shattered her guard, he gives a small nod and walks off, hands in his pockets.
Nadine watches him go, breathing through her nose, trying not to think of all the reasons, all the guilt. The silence. The fear of what Cassiopeia might say—or not say at all.
But still, she turns. South wing. Dungeon level three. She knows exactly what class Cassiopeia would be in right now.
Advanced Potioneering Theory and Practical Application—a brutal, specialized course reserved for those with rare talent and an interest in mastery. The sort of class where you are half afraid you will end up exploding yourself if you blink wrong.
Nadine's boots click quietly along the darker stone of the lower halls, the torches flickering lower here, as if even light doesn't want to linger. The air grows damper, cooler. The ceilings arch tighter, cathedral-like.
She arrives at the door—tall, iron-bound, marked with a golden seal of the University's Potioneering Society.
A pause.
Inside, she hears quiet murmuring. Vials clinking. The scratch of a quill.
She takes a breath, and waits. She isn't sure what she will say.
The classroom empties slowly, murmurs of students echoing off the stone walls as Cassiopeia moves to collect her things with deliberate slowness. She has mastered leaving just late enough to avoid walking out with anyone, just early enough not to get caught alone.
But Nadine is still there. Leaning against the wall, arms crossed, expression unreadable—except for that one raised brow. The one that says 'Don't try to lie to me.' She waits until they are alone and approaches.
Cassiopeia doesn't look up. "You need something?"
"Just you." Nadine says casually. "Though you've made yourself harder to find than a damn Gryffindor in the library lately."
Cassiopeia's lips twitch, almost smiling—almost. "I've been busy."
Nadine snorts. "Busy dodging everyone? Yeah, we noticed. Real subtle, by the way. I thought Regulus had hexed your shoes."
Cassiopeia flinches—barely—but Nadine sees it.
"That's not fair." Cassiopeia says tightly, shoving her books into her bag. "I'm just trying to keep things simple."
"Simple?" Nadine's voice softens. "Cass, you vanished. You haven't talked to Phina, or Tem, or even me. I'm not here to pick sides or push you, but we're your people. We're worried."
Cassiopeia pauses, staring at her hands. "I didn't mean to shut everyone out. It just... got complicated."
Nadine tilts her head. "Complicated how?"
There is a long silence.
Then, softly: "My mother sent a letter."
"About?"
"Bartemius."
"How the hell did she find out? Did someone see you?"
Cassiopeia exhales, slow and shaky. Her voice comes out strained—like she has been holding it in too long, like she still wants to, even now. But she speaks anyway, quiet as a curse.
"Carrow."
She closes her eyes.
Nadine's expression shifts instantly—from confusion to white-hot fury. "What?"
She drops into the nearest seat, motioning for Cassiopeia to do the same. "Of course. That greasy little git. No wonder. Oh, Merlin—what did she say?"
Cassiopeia gives a bitter half-laugh. "Oh, I'm sure you can imagine."
Her gaze drops for just a moment, and Nadine finally gets a proper look at her—the dark circles under her eyes, the paleness of her skin. She looks worn down, like she hasn't slept properly in days. Or like she has been afraid every day.
Nadine knows enough about the Black family to not be surprised. But the truth is, no one really knows them—not unless you are born into it.
Everyone remembers the big scandals—Sirius, Andromeda—the ones that made it out, as Sirius says, or, were banished, which is the real truth. But after that, the Blacks sealed up tighter than ever. More closed off. More controlling, cruel.
And Nadine always knew something would crack again eventually.
She just didn't think it would be Cassiopeia, not this soon at least.
It wouldn't have been Regulus, though, Cassiopeia always said that.
But Cassiopeia—Cass was never scolded for disobedience, at least not of this importance. Her finally cracking, as is expected, must have been taken very negatively.
And now she is paying for it.
"I'm being treated like I've committed sacrilege, like I've ruined my chances, not like I just... kissed someone. And not just anyone. The Minister's son, pureblood, brilliant, practically hand-raised for respectability. It's Bartemius, for Salazar's sake. Not some random 'mudblood' behind the—" She stops.
"I shouldn't have used that word—but that's how they speak."
Nadine nods. She knows Cassiopeia is more leaning towards Sirius's values than her other family's.
"And Regulus tried to talk to you too?"
A pause, then: "He tried to make it easier. He didn't want to. But she made him. He is practically her right arm now."
Nadine exhales slowly, her voice low and even. "Yeah. I figured. She's good at that, making people do things they don't want to. My parents say the same. She doesn't just run her household, she runs half the Ministry like a bloody general."
Cassiopeia doesn't respond right away. She just stares down at her hands, fingers curled into the fabric of her skirt like she is holding herself together by threads.
"You'd think she would be nicer to her own family." Cassiopeia smiles pitifully.
Silence stretches between them, full of things unspoken.
Then Nadine says gently, "He's been hurting too, you know, Tem. Not just him. We all are. You don't have to go through this alone. Even if it feels like you do."
Cassiopeia swallows hard. "I just... I didn't want to drag anyone into it. It's safer if I keep my distance. I don't want another letter like that."
"You think we're afraid of your mother?" Nadine raises an eyebrow again, smirking just enough to tease.
"Okay, maybe a little. But we're not afraid of standing by you."
Cassiopeia lets out a shaky laugh—short and dry. "I missed you."
"We missed you." Nadine says, bumping their shoulders together. "Now come on. Let me walk with you. Even if you're sulking your way through it."
Cassiopeia hesitates, then gives the smallest nod.
The corridor outside the library is chaos.
Not loud chaos—no one dares that, not with Madam Pince prowling near the Restricted Section like a well-dressed banshee—but the quiet, academic kind. Bags flung open, parchment flying, muttered swearing under breath. Deadlines. Partner lists. That ghastly fourth-year who steals someone's notes and now pretends to have written them himself.
Cassiopeia tucks her hair behind one ear and dodges a frantic Ravenclaw hauling three books taller than she is.
Nadine's bag slips off her shoulder. Cassiopeia is barely keeping pace beside her, arms full of scrolls and a mug of tea charmed to float just over her shoulder.
"McGonagall's going to murder us." Nadine mutters, checking her watch and glaring at a group of dawdling second-years. "What if we don't finish it in time?"
"We will." Cassiopeia says dryly. "Although, Evan's going to smug his way through the whole class now that he's got Seraphina as a partner." Cassiopeia is testing the waters.
That lands—just a little too sharply.
Nadine says nothing.
Cassiopeia glances sideways. "Still not speaking?"
Nadine adjusts her grip on a roll of parchment and doesn't answer.
They slip into Transfiguration just as Professor McGonagall begins her usual droning lecture. Nadine barely registers it; her eyes find Seraphina across the room instantly.
Seraphina sits beside Evan, her long, pale fingers trailing idly along the edge of her notes. She doesn't look up. Doesn't glance Nadine's way at all. Instead, she is smiling in a conversation with Evan.
When they are told to pair off and begin, Nadine exhales and turns to Cassiopeia.
"I can't really be mad right now." she mutters, already dragging her chair across the floor. "I was the one who wanted to switch partners first."
Cassiopeia sighs, settling beside her. "Ah, so that's why she thought you didn't want to."
Nadine doesn't respond.
Cassiopeia offers a small smile, breezy but purposeful. "Well, you're stuck with me, and we're going to crush it. As usual."
They lapse into silence after that—comfortable on the surface, but strained beneath. The soft scratching of quills fills the air, punctuated by Regulus snapping terse replies at anyone he deems too slow-witted to keep up. Across the room, Amycus launches into yet another tirade, his voice like nails dragging across a desk.
A quill clatters to the floor. Someone sighs and crumples their parchment, starting over.
The classroom hums with quiet frustration, but Nadine barely hears it. Her mind is elsewhere, and she is anxious.
Evan's whispers from the near table—he asks Seraphina some self-indulgent question, and Seraphina murmurs a response—elegant, clipped, textbook perfect.
Cassiopeia finally sets her quill down. "Okay, no. This is ridiculous."
Nadine blinks. "What is?"
"This." she gestures broadly, between them. "Us, pretending we're fine. You pretending you're not bothered. Her pretending she's not furious or sad or both."
"I'm not pretending."
"Yes, you are." Cassiopeia says gently, but firmly. "Look, I know I've been sort of... checked out lately. That's on me. But I do see what's happening."
Nadine rolls her eyes, trying to brush it off. "She made her choice. I made mine. That's all."
"That's not all." Cassiopeia insists. "You think she lied. And she thinks you don't trust her. That's not the same as hating each other. You're speaking of it as if it's final."
"It's not about hate." Nadine snaps, then lowers her voice as a few students glance over. Seraphina notices, but doesn't hear the context.
"It was a misunderstanding. And I took it the wrong way. I thought she was brushing me off, pretending to know more than she did. But maybe she was just trying to help. And then, of course, she shut me down and called me dramatic."
"So you were originally hurt thinking that she didn't give you the full truth." Cassiopeia finishes, nodding. "I know. But Nadine—she didn't lie. Not from what I heard. I heard Selene was happy to inform people she was in 'touch' with Severus, bragging about how clever she was to 'insert herself like a stain he can't scrub out.' Her words."
Nadine blinks. "Seriously?"
Cassiopeia nods. "Seraphina didn't hide anything. You were right to question it, but you weren't right to assume the worst of her and question her loyalty and honesty. And she wasn't right to be so cold about it either, call you dramatic and diminish your emotions, but—this isn't just about the conversation. It's about feeling dismissed. Both of you."
Nadine stares down at her parchment for a long moment.
"I just..." Her voice is quieter now. "I didn't want to admit that maybe I was wrong. About her. About Severus. About everything. And after talking to him—I felt stupid for randomly calling her out like that."
"You're not stupid." Cassiopeia says. "You're just proud. So is she. They're used to shutting people down. Regulus and I are guilty of something similar as well. And you're both stubborn. Which is why I'm not partnering with you next week unless you two sort this out."
Nadine lifts an eyebrow. "You're threatening to abandon me?"
Cassiopeia shrugs, half-smirking. "Emotionally blackmailing you, actually."
There is a pause—then, grudgingly, a laugh.
Across the room, Seraphina glances over—just briefly. Her sharp gaze brushes Nadine's for a half-second too long before flicking away again.
It isn't an olive branch. Not yet.
But it isn't a closed door either.
As the final words from Professor McGonagall fade into the stale classroom air, Evan gathers his parchment with a satisfied smile. "Honestly, Sera, I'm kind of impressed with how much we've got done already. Not bad for a last-minute partnership."
Seraphina returns the smile. "Of course. I would've hexed your hair hot pink had you not taken it seriously."
"Wait, that could be the look for me." Evan says, and they both chuckle.
Evan slings his bag over his shoulder. "I'd say our teamwork is almost as impressive as my Quidditch skills."
Seraphina raises an eyebrow. "Almost? I thought you were captain material by now."
"Captain material? Ha! Regulus would skin me alive. More like the star player who occasionally gets carried away."
She laughs softly, shaking her head. "Well, at least you're enthusiastic and love yourself oh-so-much. That counts for something."
Evan glances out the window, eyes bright. "Speaking of which. Quidditch practice's tonight. Ready to see if we're rusty or what?"
"I'm ready, ready as I'll ever be." she scoffs, still smiling.
"Or are we going to witness you and Reg butting heads again, and again, and again..." Evan chuckles, a mischievous grin spreading across his face.
Seraphina rolls her eyes playfully. "Ah yes, my favourite part of the day. That was actually why I transferred here!"
"If I didn't know better, I'd say there's something more to it. But hey... I'm sure you'll let me know if that's the case, right?" Evan winks at her.
Seraphina is quick to brush it off. "Oh please. If I needed a pompous pureblood dick, I'd go with Amycus."
"I'm sure we'll see in due time." Evan chuckles as they grab the last of their things and head out.
In the meantime, Cassiopeia grins, eyes bright as she gathers her scrolls. "Honestly, Nadine, we've made solid progress. I'm actually proud of us."
Nadine nods and smiles, brushing a stray strand of hair from her face. "I mean, are we or are we not simply the greatest?"
Cassiopeia chuckles. She checks the time and suddenly looks up, a spark of urgency flashing in her gaze.
"Hold that thought. We need to get to Seraphina and Evan. Now."
Before Nadine can ask why, Cassiopeia grabs her arm, tugging her toward the door. "Come on. If we don't catch them before practice, it's going to be a nightmare."
"Ahh, Cass, I don't really want to do this right now, it's just going to be awkward and she's going to hex us or something."
"Shush, I'll hex back."
They break into a brisk walk down the corridor, Cassiopeia weaving skillfully through the crowd, Nadine keeping pace. Around the corner, they spot Seraphina and Evan chatting by the staircase, laughter barely contained.
Cassiopeia quickens her step, voice light but insistent. "There they are! Perfect timing."
Nadine exhales, an awkward smile tugging at her lips. "Alright, let's do this."
"Mind if we steal this particular Snape from you?" Cassiopeia asks casually, grinning as she drops her arm around Seraphina's shoulders.
Evan chuckles, "Yeah, of course. I've got to meet Bart anyway. Catch you on the pitch, Phina!"
Seraphina grins at him. "And remember, Rosier—play well or it's the pink hair!"
"Don't threaten me with a good time." Evan laughs.
They exchange a half hug before Evan jogs up to catch Barty, who is emerging from a nearby classroom.
Seraphina turns back to the girls, her smile slipping into something flatter, more guarded.
"Well," she says, arms crossing loosely, "what other accusations am I in for today?"
"Oh, shuuush." Cassiopeia laughs, linking her arms through both of theirs and tugging them forward. "Enough with the brooding. Let's walk and fix this before I start monologuing about the importance of friendship."
Seraphina rolls her eyes, but there is no heat in it. Just the hint of a smirk.
A few quiet steps pass. Then Cassiopeia sigh loudly. "Alright, come on! I want apologies. With tears. Maybe a group hug. Give me something."
Nadine fidgets with the frayed cuff of her sleeve, her gaze flitting to Seraphina's for the first time in what feels like weeks. A knot in her stomach burns as ever.
Seraphina catches it, and her voice comes softer than expected. "Well, if you're going to look like a kicked puppy, I suppose I'll go first."
She pauses, then adds, "I shouldn't have called you dramatic. Or shut you down like that. I think I've spent so long keeping everyone out, I forgot there's a difference between you and the rest of them. I'm sorry."
Nadine's smile is small, a little sad. "And I shouldn't have assumed the worst. I was hurt, and I let it twist everything up in my head. You didn't deserve that. I'm sorry too."
There is a beat—then Seraphina exhales a laugh. "Alright, enough. We've said things we didn't mean, and it was never that serious."
"Oh, please." Cassiopeia groans, grinning. "Let's all pretend we weren't seconds away from a group sob. I even brought tissues."
The three of them laugh, and this time, it is easier. Lighter.
Then, wordlessly, Nadine steps forward, and Seraphina doesn't hesitate. They pull each other into a quick hug, tight and true.
Cassiopeia claps her hands. "There we go. My girls. Fixed and fabulous."
As they walk on, shoulder to shoulder again, the tension of the last few weeks finally begins to fall away.
"I spoke to him, by the way. Severus." Nadine says, her voice softer than usual—like she is easing herself into it.
Seraphina doesn't react much outwardly, but there is a subtle lift to her shoulders. Relief. She masks it with her usual coolness, but truthfully, it feels like air finally returning to the room. They are recalibrating.
She nods once, giving Nadine space to go on.
"Actually, I quite literally ambushed him in the library." Nadine continues, lips quirking. "Not that it was my original intention—but you know me. If I don't speak up, I implode."
Cassiopeia snorts. "I'm surprised he even entertained that."
"Oh, he didn't. Not at first." Nadine says, waving a hand. "It was mostly me rambling while he just... blinked at me. Very encouraging. But then—he actually said something. Almost word for word what you told me, Phina. That he has no interest in Selene. That they just run in the same circle, more out of circumstance than choice."
Seraphina nods again, more knowingly this time.
"I didn't stop there, obviously." Nadine adds. "I told him I knew I had no claim to anything, but I just wanted to know. Just needed to understand."
"And then he—" Cassiopeia begins.
"Burnt the letter." Seraphina finishes, a small smile tugging at her lips.
Nadine blinks. "Yes—wait, how did you know? Did you speak to him?"
"I did. After our argument, actually. Nothing dramatic." Seraphina says, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. "Just a... conversation. The way one has to talk with him. Obliquely. I asked about Lily, more than anything. I thought maybe she still lingered in his thoughts."
"And?" Cassiopeia asks.
"She does." Seraphina says. "But not like that. More like... a scar than an ache. I think losing her left him convinced that he doesn't get that kind of softness. That love isn't for people like him. Losing her—even just as a friend—he saw it as a punishment fit for someone like him, and he came to terms with it, long ago."
There is a moment of quiet, heavier than silence, where that truth sits between them.
"That's so incredibly sad." Nadine murmurs.
"It is." Seraphina says, voice gentler now. "But it's also why I told you what I told you. He's not chasing Selene. He's not chasing anyone. He doesn't think he's even in the realm of having that as a possibility, let alone consider someone a match."
Nadine nods slowly. "Then maybe someone should prove him wrong."
Seraphina's gaze flickers with something unreadable, then softens. "Maybe."
Cassiopeia, after a pause, sighs. "Alright, that was emotional and all, but can we not do any more soul-healing talks without chocolate involved?"
They all laugh—finally, freely.
Chapter Text
It begins with a crack—sharp, metallic, and final.
Then the air changes. A thick, noxious cloud pushes out from under the Potions classroom door, rolling across the stone floor in an oily, green fog. It smells acidic, biting, like burned citrus and melted metal. Inside, something clatters to the ground. Shouting rises in waves. Slughorn is on the case. Doors slam open. The corridor erupts into chaos.
Students in the neighboring classroom don't wait to be told twice. Desks screech back, bags are grabbed in a rush, and within seconds, the hallway fills with bodies and smoke. Someone coughs. Someone laughs nervously.
"Brilliant." Nadine mutters, pulling her scarf over her mouth as the group funnels into the corridor. "That's definitely how I wanted to start the day."
Cassiopeia waves a hand in front of her face, grimacing. "That's not just smoke. That's something chemical."
Evan squints toward the half-shut door. "Exploded cauldron, maybe? Or someone dropped something they really, really shouldn't have."
Regulus stands at the edge of it all, completely still. His eyes scan the low-hanging fumes.
Seraphina steps up beside him, silent for a moment before speaking. "That's not a small accident. I wonder if Severus was there."
"Too quick a spread." he replies without looking at her. "Improperly handled."
"Dropped. You sound disapproving."
"I sound accurate."
She nearly smiles. "Cold comfort to whoever's eyebrows just got burnt."
He huffs something that might be amusement—or might not. The sound of distant footsteps echoes behind them, and a second later, Filch rounds the corner in a swirl of keys and mop water, muttering about evacuations and damaged stonework.
The entire corridor is being cleared. Two classrooms, all students, out.
No one argues.
The Gryffindors scatter in pairs, some toward the greenhouses, others toward the path leading back to the courtyard. Cassiopeia, Evan, Barty, Seraphina, and Regulus—with Nadine joining them, drift the other way, unspoken agreement guiding them out past the gates.
"Alright. That's going to take a while. Hogsmeade?" Evan asks, but doesn't wait for an answer.
The snow crunches beneath their boots as they walk the familiar path, sloping gently downhill beneath an overcast sky. The cold isn't sharp yet—just biting enough to wake the skin, to remind them it isn't spring yet.
They don't walk in tidy pairs. It is a loose, shifting group. Nadine and Cassiiopeia fall ahead, speaking in low tones. Barty walks a few paces behind with Evan, shoulders set, gaze distant. Evan throws the occasional grin at no one in particular.
Seraphina finds herself next to Regulus without intending to be. He allows it. That is all it takes to undo her composure by a few degrees.
She hasn't spoken to him much since Cassiopeia confronted her about the drawing of him.
At the time, Seraphina had brushed it off. She told herself she had handled it fine, that Cassiopeia's suspicion hadn't touched a nerve. But the truth, she realizes now, is that it did. Not because Cassiopeia was right, necessarily, but because it made something in her click. Quietly. Irrevocably.
That what she feels when she is near Regulus isn't the same as what she feels around anyone else.
She had scolded herself for it, of course. Inwardly, relentlessly. Told herself it was nothing—just attention, just familiarity, just the strange magnetism people like him always seem to have. But even she couldn't lie convincingly enough to herself, to ignore the way her eyes always find him when he walks into a room. The way his voice seems to cut through the background like it is meant for her, even when it isn't. The way she admires his skill, intelligence, confidence, composure, regality, even his ego, and everything else that makes him—him.
And worse still—what shifts in her when he does speak to her. When he says her name in that quiet, exacting way, like he is weighing the syllables before letting them go. Like he sees more than she is offering, unwilling to give her the satisfaction.
She hates it. The lack of control. The flicker of something warm and wild just beneath the surface. She has no place for it, no patience for it. And frankly, she thinks no one is deserving of it.
Still... the glances happen. Brief and furtive, part of her routine now. She unintentionally keeps track of where he stands, where he sits, how he moves through a room without ever seeming uncertain. She would never admit it, not even under threat of Veritaserum—but she notices.
And Regulus? There are moments—small ones, easy to miss—where his gaze lingers too long. Where he answers her when he doesn't need to. Where he listens, even when she thinks he isn't. Seraphina doesn't often notice them either.
They don't speak of it.
It is Evan, of course, who notices the tea shop first.
"Look at that." he says, gesturing with a gloved hand as they round the bend near the edge of the main street. "Cozy. And most importantly—warm."
The others follow his gaze to the squat little building nestled between the glinting windows of a sweets shop and what looks like a used quill store. Its sign reads 'The Thistle & Fern' in curling, ivy-like script, and warm light spills from its fogged windows in a way that feels almost enchanted.
"Looks like someone's gran opened a teahouse." Cassiopeia says dryly, but she is already walking toward it.
"I'll take gran's tea over frostbite." Nadine replies, hugging her arms across her chest. "Or worse—another three hours of Evan's theories about whatever exploded."
"I said it might have been a banned fluxweed strain. That's hardly a theory, it's—"
"Oh my Merlin." Barty groans, cutting him off as he pushes open the door. "Go inside and talk about it there. I'm losing circulation."
The shop is warmer than it looks from the outside—warmer than it has any right to be, in fact, like the air has been steeped in cinnamon and low light. Small wooden tables are scattered throughout, each one adorned with a mismatched pair of teacups and a tiny burning lantern in place of a candle. Behind the counter, a witch in a lopsided hat offers a cheerful nod before returning to pouring a pot of something lavender-hued.
"This is certainly... Something." Regulus's disapproving eyes scan the tea house.
"Oh, shush, it's adorable. What do you expect? A castle?" Nadine chuckles, brushing away his remarks.
They end up in the back corner, the largest table available—still a squeeze for six.
Nadine and Cassiopeia drop their coats and bags one end, heads already bent toward a shared menu. Barty plants himself near the window, sulking slightly less now that heat has returned to his fingertips. Evan sits opposite him, still grinning.
Regulus ends up at the far side of the bench running along the wall. And Seraphina plants herself between Regulus and Evan.
Menus make their slow rounds across the table, passed from hand to hand. The scent of steeped herbs and baked sugar wafts in gentle waves around them, settling into the folds of their scarves and sleeves.
A plump woman emerges from behind the counter, her apron dusted with flour, hair a halo of soft gray curls pinned back with a crooked wand. She approaches their table with a practiced grace and a smile warm enough to melt the snow from their boots.
"How may I help you, dears?" she asks, voice like chamomile and old wood. "Tea, coffee, biscuits?"
"Yes." Evan says at once, grinning like he means it. "All of it. And lots of it, please."
The woman chuckles, unbothered. "I like a group that knows what it wants."
As she poises her quill over a small notepad, Seraphina looks up, her voice softer than usual but edged with clarity.
"Oh—may I please have a cinnamon roll?" she asks, offering a rare, genuine smile.
The woman's eyes crinkle at the corners as she nods. "Of course, love. Fresh from the oven."
"And sugars, please." Nadine chimes in, lifting a hand slightly. "I can't drink bitter tea. It feels like punishment."
"I'll bring plenty." the woman assures her with a wink.
"Coffee." Regulus says then, not looking up from the menu. "Black. Please and thank you."
His tone is clipped but polite, as if the mere suggestion of sugar might tarnish the integrity of the drink—and, by extension, himself.
The woman doesn't bat an eye. "Strong and unsweetened. Got it."
She takes their order with efficiency, somehow keeping track of their overlapping requests—rosehip and bergamot, blackcurrant scones, cinnamon sticks, something chocolate if it is warm. And when she bustles off again, skirts swaying softly, it feels as though they have all stepped into a pocket of time stitched together with honey and steam.
But Seraphina's thoughts drift.
She is aware—acutely—of how close she and Regulus are. How the bench narrows at this end. How their coats are bunched together beside them, brushing sleeves. How her knee, angled just slightly outward, rests near his.
Too near.
And then it happens. Barely a touch. His knee, clad in black wool, taps against hers.
Accidental, surely.
But he doesn't move.
Neither does she.
The moment stretches—quiet, unbothered by the conversation continuing above it. For a few heartbeats, it feels like they are alone at the table. It makes her uncomfortable, in a way.
Then, slowly, subtly, Regulus shifts. Not much—just enough to withdraw the contact.
She says nothing, fingers curling tighter around the edge of her coffee mug.
He doesn't look at her. But there is something unreadable in his profile—composed, as always. Too composed.
Because soon the pastries arrives—plum and sweet, tea of cardamom and rose—and the conversation swells again with warmth and laughter and sugar dusted on napkins.
"Like I was saying—Caelum has his eyes on the prize, and that happens to be my sweet, clumsy sister." Barty says with a low chuckle, leaning back as though pleased to stir the waters.
"Oh, hold on." Evan cuts in, brightening instantly. He shifts forward, elbows on the table, grin sharp. "Did he finally ask her out?"
Nadine lets out a dry laugh, half scoff. "I still don't see it. Not everyone who's polite is secretly in love with you. Maybe you two have the same misunderstanding, but Caelum's just a friend."
"A friend who very much wants to be more than that." Seraphina says, not missing a beat. Her grin is all teeth and delight. "Sorry, Nadine. I'm with them on this one. Can't blame him."
Cassiopeia lets out a laugh, the sound light and unmistakably smug. "Sure, sure, whatever you say, Nadine. I agree with you completely."
Across the table, Regulus says nothing. He sits quietly, staring into the dark swirl of his coffee, absently running a finger along the frayed hem of his uniform sleeve.
Then Nadine straightens with a mock gasp, eyes gleaming. "Hey! Let's not forget—the only two people at this table who've actually had some action are you two." She gestures broadly between Cassiopeia and Barty, giggling as she speaks.
Cassiopeia arches a brow, but it is Barty who shifts first, the corner of his mouth twitching upward in a smirk he fails to suppress.
"No, no." Cassiopeia says, turning her gaze like a spotlight. "A little birdie told me my dear cousin remains in contact with none other than our Seraphina Snape. Of course—when she's not... drawing."
She punctuates the jab with a wink. Seraphina only grins wider, tilting her head as she looks back at her.
The word cousin seems to snap something into place.
Regulus lifts his gaze, slow and deliberate, the idle movement of his hand going still. He does not respond to the drawing. He chooses not to. But the moment family is involved, his attention sharpens like a blade.
"Cousin?" he says, voice low but clear. "Enlighten me."
It isn't a request. His head tilts slightly toward Seraphina, though his eyes fix on Cassiopeia—cool, expectant, and quietly insistent.
Cassiopeia raises her hands in mock surrender. "Don't shoot the messenger. It's my sweet cousin Charles, right, Seraphina?" Her smile is bright and unbothered.
"Wait—Leblanc?" Nadine leans in, eyes wide. "You stayed in touch? Are you serious?"
Seraphina lets out a quiet laugh, covering her face for a moment with one hand. "Yes, yeah. He's... quite a charmer, turns out."
There is a beat of silence.
Regulus's brow tightens—subtle, almost imperceptible. But Cassiopeia sees it. She knows the look. It isn't just disapproval—it is sharper, colder, threaded with something else.
"Charles Leblanc." he repeats, voice smooth as glass, posture precise.
But his eyes are like ice.
And Cassiopeia notes it.
"Mhm." Seraphina hums, her gaze meeting Regulus's with that same defiant, amused grin.
He doesn't like it.
"What business do you have with our cousin?" he asks, voice deceptively calm.
"Quite the opposite, if you ask me." Evan interjects with a grin, lifting his cup in Seraphina's direction. "Seems like it's all pleasure, no business."
He winks.
Regulus's jaw tightens.
Cassiopeia watches the shift in his posture—the way his fingers curl just slightly against the ceramic of his cup—and she almost predicts the words before he speaks them.
"Last I checked," Regulus says quietly, eyes now locked on Seraphina, "the Leblancs were still purebloods. Or is that something you intend to ruin?"
The smile slips from Seraphina's face. Instantly.
She doesn't answer, but the look she sends him across the table is sharp and unmistakable—a warning, veiled in silence.
The atmosphere shifts.
Like a breeze snuffed out mid-drift, the warmth evaporates. What remains is brittle and heavy, pressing down around the edges of their tea-stained table. Silence folds itself between them, thick and charged.
"Reg." Cassiopeia starts, carefully, her tone edged with caution.
Evan nudges him under the table, subtle but firm.
"What the hell are you on about?" Nadine sets her cup down with a little more force than necessary. Her voice is incredulous, her brows drawn. Barty exhales, closing his eyes for just a brief moment.
Still, Seraphina says nothing.
She simply watches him, gaze unreadable now—neither angry nor afraid. Just measured.
Regulus lifts his cup, then sets it down again, the movement slow, calculated.
"The Leblancs know—or ought to know—better than to dilute our lines." he says at last, voice smooth as ever. "With non-purebloods."
It is said casually.
As if he is commenting on the weather.
But the words linger—too deliberate, too sharp—and they cut through the room like cold steel.
Seraphina remembers.
How could she not?
She hadn't even realized how deep it ran until then.
She remembers the upset. But now, with the warmth of that earlier accidental touch still faintly ghosting on her skin, and the echo of the word ruin ringing in her ears, it all curdles into something sour.
Ruin? Is that it?
Her jaw clenches.
The soft, unspoken thing that had flickered between them is gone—smothered beneath blood rhetoric and entitlement.
She looks up at him, expression hardening.
"I hardly believe someone like you would understand, Black." she says, her voice low but laced with venom. "Aren't you too busy picking from the same shallow pool of cousins for your future marriage prospects?"
His head snaps slightly toward her, the line of his mouth taut.
"Watch your tone." he warns, voice like frost on glass.
Seraphina narrows her eyes, unflinching.
"Bite me."
The silence that follows is absolute.
No one breathes. Even the cozy clink of teacups from nearby tables feels miles away, like another world entirely.
"Maybe it doesn't need to be all that, you know?" Barty says after a long pause, his voice quieter than usual, the words measured. "People should have the freedom to choose. It's still a magical line, no?"
He offers Seraphina a faint, almost apologetic smile—a quiet attempt to pull the sting from Regulus's words, to offer her some sliver of solidarity across the table.
But Regulus turns his head slowly and fixes him with a stare—sharp, cold, and unmistakably dangerous.
It is a look Barty knows far too well. So does Evan.
If Mulciber and others could hear him now, it would quickly spiral into chaos.
Barty leans back, exhaling hard through his nose, retreating into the safety of his seat. His mind flickers—briefly, uncomfortably—to Cassiopeia, and what their closeness has come to mean. And what it might cost.
Evan clears his throat, his jaw set.
"All right, mate." he says, uncharacteristically serious. "I have to agree with Bart on this one. It's Seraphina, for Merlin's sake. You can't talk like that—like she's some..."
He falters before the sentence finishes, the words shriveling on his tongue.
But Nadine picks up where he leaves off. Her face is pale with anger, her hands clenched into fists in her lap. She thinks of Severus—both Snape siblings, cornered in different ways.
"You have no right to say that, Regulus." she says, voice low and shaking with fury. "You should be ashamed."
Regulus doesn't flinch. Instead, he gestures to the table with an elegant sweep of his hand, his tone composed, almost bored.
"You," he says, eyes moving from face to face, "should all be ashamed. For even considering defiling your bloodlines for the sake of fleeting, foolish indulgences."
The words drop like lead.
"Enough, Regulus." Cassiopeia cuts in, her voice tight with restraint. "You've gone too far. Charles is grown. He's allowed to choose who he wants. It doesn't affect us negatively like that."
Regulus doesn't look at her.
"If he ruins their reputation, he stains ours as well." he replies evenly, like it is a simple matter of arithmetic.
Seraphina exhales, slow and deliberate, her hands folded neatly in front of her. Her voice, when it comes, is calm—so calm it cuts deeper than shouting ever could.
"And that," she says, "is precisely why I speak to him."
She lifts her gaze to Regulus then, and there is steel in it.
"Because Charles doesn't suffer from this pureblood mania you treat like a virtue. He's sweet. A gentleman. Kind. Thoughtful. Funny. A brilliant wizard. He's a good friend. But you..."
Her words are not flung—they are laid down with precision.
"You don't hold a candle to what kind of man he is."
The silence that follows is thunderous.
Regulus doesn't respond immediately.
He sits very still, his posture flawless, every line of him sculpted into quiet control. But beneath it—just beneath—it simmers. Not rage. Something colder. Offended dignity. Bruised pride. The kind that isn't allowed to show itself as wounded.
His eyes meet hers—cool, dark, unreadable.
"You mistake charm for worth." he says at last, his voice low, deliberate. "A mistake common to those who forget legacy in favor of sentiment. Of course, you don't have much of a legacy—but he does."
Seraphina's lip twitches.
He doesn't raise his voice. Every syllable lands with the sharp finality of a door being locked from the inside.
"Kindness doesn't erase weakness. As though being pleasant somehow absolves him of the weight his choices carry. Of course you find it admirable—people like you cling to it."
"People like me, or people like you? It seems you find more comfort in it than we do. What would your status mean without us?"
He doesn't look at her when they speak, not directly, not anymore. He looks into his cup, as if he casually speaking about classes, and not blood.
"A handful of kind words. A practiced smile. And suddenly, lineage doesn't matter. History doesn't matter. Power—potential—is meaningless, as long as he knows how to be pleasant."
He leans back slightly, folding his hands in his lap, but there is nothing relaxed about the gesture.
"At least he's one more thing you're not." Seraphina adds casually.
"At least I don't pretend principles are interchangeable, depending on who flatters me most."
His eyes finally return to her then—sharp, cold.
There is a beat of silence, brittle and suffocating.
Evan exhales sharply through his nose, muttering under his breath, "Bloody hell, mate."
Cassiopeia folds her arms, her expression unreadable, but there is a tightness around her eyes. "So that's it, then? We're just back to ancient doctrines and thrones made of parchment and ink?"
Regulus turns his gaze toward Cassiopeia, his voice cool and surgical.
"Mind yourself, Cassiopeia." he says, the syllables clean as glass. "Before your compassion wounds you. I don't need another letter. And neither do you."
The words hang in the air like frost.
His eyes pierce hers with a precision that leaves little room for misinterpretation. It isn't just a warning—it is a veiled threat dressed in silk.
Cassiopeia's jaw tightens. Her look of disgust is immediate, visceral. Whatever nerve he meant to strike, he has hit it squarely—and she doesn't mask her revulsion.
Barty shifts beside her, more than uncomfortable now. His shoulders tense, eyes narrowing—not with fear, but with the slow burn of restrained fury. Nadine catches it, sees the way his hand twitches under the table, and her own expression darkens. Not for herself—for them.
But it is Seraphina who breaks the silence.
She doesn't raise her voice. She doesn't lash out.
Her tone is soft—almost gentle—but there is no mercy in it. Only truth. Unadorned and unflinching.
"I don't admire Charles because he flatters me." she says quietly. "I admire him because he's free."
Her eyes meet Regulus's across the low flame of the candle between them, steady and calm as stone.
"And you?" she continues. "You're just another name in a long, gilded cage. Polishing the bars and calling it loyalty."
There is no hatred in her voice. That would be easier to dismiss. It is disappointment.
"Without all the jewels and status," she finishes, "you're just a terrified, forgettable man. Scared of not being enough. Scared that without your name... you'd have nothing left to offer at all. I would be too—If I were you."
Her words land not like a blow—but like a mirror placed gently in front of him, too clear to look away from.
Regulus doesn't speak. His hands are still, his posture rigid.
Evan clears his throat softly, the sound deliberate but not jarring. Then, in his usual casual tone—one laced now with something heavier, something aware—he says:
"Well. That's quite enough philosophy for one cup of tea, yeah?"
A pause. He glances around the table, offering a small, strained smile that doesn't quite meet his eyes.
"We should head back soon. Slughorn'll be herding us like sheep once the fumes clear, and I'd rather not be the reason we all get lines about cauldron safety."
It isn't a joke exactly, but it works—gives them something to shift toward, something to move into.
Cassiopeia exhales through her nose and begins gathering her things without a word. Barty rises silently beside her. Nadine tosses a few Sickles on the table with more force than necessary, and mutters something sharp under her breath that no one questions.
Seraphina doesn't move at first.
The others are already outside—boots crunching in the slush, voices muffled behind the closed door—but she remains seated, her teacup untouched, gaze fixed somewhere beyond the window. Regulus stays where he is too, still and silent, though every line of him feels coiled, drawn tight beneath the surface.
She doesn't look at him.
Instead, she leans forward—slowly, deliberately—reaching past him for her coat.
Her shoulder brushes against his as she moves, not gently, not by accident. It isn't violence, not even anger.
It is intent. A message sent not through words but proximity.
She is in his space, and for a heartbeat, he does nothing.
The warmth of her coat sleeve grazes his jaw as she pulls it free, then straightens, not sparing him so much as a glance.
And when she stands, she is wrapping the coat around her like armor.
"I hoped we could get along, at least, Regulus." She walks away without hesitation.
He blinks once.
Some things are finished without needing to be declared.
Chapter Text
The locker room buzzes with the electric hum of anticipation—the air charged with the scent of broom polish, worn leather, and nervous sweat. Sunlight spills through narrow stained-glass slits, casting slanted golden rays over the deep crimson of Gryffindor robes. Brooms line the walls in neat, practiced rows. James stands at the front, wild-haired and sharp-eyed, chalk in one hand, wand in the other, motioning to a diagram hovering mid-air.
"Alright, Lottie, you stick left of Marlene's sweep, yeah? Cut sharp and fast. I want pressure on their Keeper before they even realize we've crossed midfield. Got it?"
Lottie Sykes, wiry and eager, nods quickly, adjusting her gloves.
But the moment is cracked like thunder by the clack of the locker room door swinging open.
All heads turn.
And there she is.
Nadine walks in, dressed in crimson, a braid falling over one shoulder, eyes sharp and unreadable. She looks as if nothing is unusual at all—as if she hasn't missed few practices. As if she didn't walk away from the team two weeks ago without explanation. As if she was never replaced.
Her voice cuts through the tense silence like a clean blade. "Lottie. You can go."
Lottie freezes mid-strap, confused. "What—?"
"I'll be playing."
Before Lottie can react, James spins around, dropping his chalk with a clatter. "What the hell, Crouch?"
She doesn't look at him. Her hands are already on her locker latch.
"I said I'm playing."
"You left the team." James says, his voice rising. "You didn't show up. You didn't explain. You don't just walk in on game day and throw someone off!"
Nadine turns slowly, eyes locking with his. "I didn't throw anyone. I said Lottie could go. Kindly."
Lottie shifts awkwardly, half in gear. "I—I don't mind sitting this one out—"
"No, Lottie." James says quickly, raising a hand to stop her. "You've worked for this."
"I've worked for years." Nadine snaps, stepping forward now. Her voice is quiet, but it burns. "I've trained through broken fingers, through frostbite, through injury. I've played for this team for months."
"You missed a lot of bloody practices!"
"Because I needed to." she bites back. "Because I had things going on. Not that anyone asked."
"I'm not a mind reader, Nadine!" James shouts, throwing his hands up. "You think I didn't want you on the roster? You think I wanted to replace one of my best players? You gave me no choice!"
"You had every choice." she fires back. "You could've asked what happened. Instead, you replaced me. No questions asked."
James looks like he is going to explode. "I have a team to run! I can't babysit every emotional—"
"Oh, fuck you, Potter."
The room stills. The silence drops like a guillotine. James's nostrils flare. His hand curls around his wand, but he doesn't draw.
"I'm not emotional, Potter. I'm one of your best Chasers. And I've done more for this team—for you—than you even realize."
His jaw tenses. "You walked away."
"I stepped back. There's a difference." She stares at him. "And I'm not asking to be let back. I'm telling you I'm playing."
James glares at her, fists clenched, chest rising and falling fast. The room feels thick with heat.
But before he can respond—
"Mate," Sirius mutters, from the wall where he has been watching like a statue, "maybe stop acting like you want to lose."
James whips around. "Not now, Sirius."
"No," Sirius says, voice dry, "exactly now. Because she's right. We need her. We all know it."
Phoebe nods from her bench. "No one can dodge a Bludger and still score like she does."
"She's a damn tank on a broom." Fabian says.
"She literally scored the winning goal." Gideon adds. "In the last twenty seconds."
Marlene steps forward, her eyes steady on James. "She's not asking for forgiveness, Potter. She's saying she's ready to fight for the team again. That's what Gryffindors do."
James runs a hand through his hair, pacing in a tight circle. He looks around the room—at his teammates, at Lottie (who now looks unsure), and finally back at Nadine.
She is still. Calm. Fierce.
And hurt.
That is what finally softens his voice. "You should've told me, Nadine."
"I know." she says quietly. "But I'm telling you now. I'm here."
They stare at each other for a long beat.
Then he sighs, frustrated, and waves a hand. "Fine. Get ready."
Relief doesn't show on Nadine's face—only steel focus.
She turns, opening her locker and changing quickly. Boots laced, robe tugged over her shoulders, gloves snapped on. Phoebe tosses her a spare pair of wrist guards. Marlene gives her a little bump on the shoulder in quiet solidarity. Even Lottie gives her a nod before stepping aside, understanding it isn't personal—it is just Quidditch.
By the time they are lined up by the exit, brooms in hand, the sound of the crowd pounding the stands above is deafening. Chants echo. The commentator's voice booms over enchanted speakers: "Gryffindor versus Ravenclaw! Take your positions!"
James gives the group one last look. His eyes settle briefly on Nadine. A silent truce.
"Fly like hell." he mutters.
And with that, the heavy doors swing open.
They launch into the March air—robes whipping, wind screaming, the crowd erupting—and Nadine flies with her heart in her throat and fire in her blood.
She is back.
And no one will forget it.
The stands are packed with students swaddled in scarves of House colours, breath fogging the air as they chant and stomp and wave enchanted banners that flash names and streaks of gold and blue.
Nadine, flushed with adrenaline, shoots through the air like a flame. Across the field, Barty mirrors her—his eyes focused, sharp, and just a little amused when he spots her. They all know each other's strategies too well. Barty swerves to intercept her pass, and she spins last-minute, flipping it to James instead—too fast for him to catch.
"You're predictable, Tem!" she yells across the pitch with a grin.
He shouts back, "You're five seconds late!"
Back and forth it goes. Barty's strategies are methodical, deadly precise—but Nadine has trained alongside him her entire life. She predicts his turns, his decoys. He does the same, cutting off one of her feints before she can complete it. It isn't violent, never cruel—just competition crackling between twins who know every move the other might make.
The score keeps rising on both ends—40, 50, 60, tied again at 80.
Up above, Phoebe darts like a comet—eyes narrowed, scanning for any shimmer of gold.
The stands are wild. Sirius is hovering near the goal hoops, scanning the players with hawk-like intensity. Marlene flies faster than ever. Fabian and Gideon are sending Bludgers in every direction.
Nadine and Caelum clash in mid-air, both reaching for the Quaffle. He beats her by a second and flips it to Barty, who dives, loops, and—score.
Gryffindors groan, Ravenclaws cheer, but Nadine is grinning. She wipes her brow, adrenaline racing, and flicks her broom around, eyes already on the next play.
And then—above it all—a gasp.
Phoebe dives. The Snitch is fluttering inches from the ground, just beyond the Ravenclaw goalpost. A Ravenclaw Seeker is two broom lengths away.
"COME ON!" Sirius howls.
Phoebe leans into her broom, face taut with focus, hands out—and snatches the Snitch.
The roar that erupts from the Gryffindor stands is thunderous. Flags whip, spells explode in the air in sparkling red and gold.
They land as one: a rush of teammates hitting the ground in joyful chaos. Hugs, whoops, high-fives. James throws his arms around Sirius, both shouting over the noise. Marlene practically tackles Phoebe with a hug.
Nadine lands, a victorious glint in her eyes, heart pounding.
Across the field, she spots Barty dismounting. His expression is unreadable—tired, maybe a little bitter.
She jogs over, brushing windswept hair from her face. "Hey." she says gently, bumping his shoulder with hers. "Still the best Chaser I've ever played against."
He lets out a breath through his nose, lips twitching. "Still the most annoying one I've ever lost to."
She grins, hugging him tightly. "There's my Tem."
As she turns to head back, she spots Caelum walking toward the locker rooms with his teammates. His head is slightly bowed, broom slung over one shoulder.
Without thinking, she calls out, "Caelum!"
He stops and turns, surprised. "Yeah?"
She jogs the few steps toward him, still catching her breath. "You played brilliantly. Really. That turn at the goal loop—smart as hell."
He raises a brow, pleasantly startled. "Thanks. And congratulations."
She shrugs, smiling. "Thanks. Is the offer still open?"
He grins, something boyish in his expression. "Yeah. Friday?"
"Friday." she confirms.
He nods, gives a short bow, and heads off with a satisfied grin.
Before Nadine can blink, Marlene wraps her in a tight hug. "You were insane out there!"
"Not as insane as Phoebe." she laughs as Phoebe launches herself into the group.
The celebration is wild, chaotic, full of laughter. Peter yells, "Best match of the year!" and Gideon and Fabian lift Phoebe on their shoulders.
Then Remus approaches her, soft smile on his face. "You were amazing. Let me treat you today—celebrate a bit."
Nadine leans on her broom, exhausted but glowing. "Thanks, Remus. But I'm dead on my feet."
He rolls his eyes playfully. "Oh, come on—it's my birthday."
She stops. "Wait—what?"
He chuckles, tucking his hands in his pockets. "Yeah. Didn't want to say anything before the game. We were all busy."
She groans and hugs him, dramatic. "Remus Lupin, how dare you not tell me. Happy birthday."
He raises a brow. "Thank you. Full name now, is it?"
"Fine." she says, defeated but smiling. "Two hours. I'll meet you in the courtyard."
He nods, gentle as always. "I'll be there."
She watches him go, then finally turns toward the changing rooms—shoulders aching, soul full, and heart just a little bit lighter.
The walk to Hogsmeade is slow. Nadine's legs ache from the game—her arms too, and even her jaw hurts from clenching it during the whole brutal match—but she is too wired to care. The chill wind brushes her cheeks, but her heart is still warm from the win. Remus keeps pace beside her, hands buried in the pockets of his coat, shoulders hunched.
"Stop trying to distract me." Nadine says suddenly, catching the way he steers the conversation away every time she mentions a gift. "I am getting you something." she insists for the fifth time, bumping her shoulder lightly into his.
"No, you're not." Remus says with a chuckle. "Spending time with you is enough of a gift. You just won us the match, for Merlin's sake."
"That has nothing to do with your birthday." she replies with a pointed look. "You didn't even tell me it was your birthday until now."
"I didn't want to make a fuss." he shrugs sheepishly. "You've had a lot on your mind."
"Well, tough luck. You should've said something." she says with a smirk, quickening her step to walk ahead of him toward Honeydukes. "You want chocolate, right?"
He groans, following her. "Nadine—"
"Nope. Too late."
Inside, Nadine is all business, her sore legs forgotten for the moment as she drags him down the aisles. Remus watches her pick out a collection of sweets he loves—classic Honeydukes fudge, some Cauldron Cakes, and an elegantly wrapped box of dark chocolate.
He is quiet after she pays, cradling the box in his hands. "...Thanks." he says eventually, voice soft. "You didn't have to."
"But I wanted to." she replies.
They wander to Grim's Den, Sirius's hidden gem quieter this early in the afternoon—cozy, warm, lit by floating candles and crackling fireplaces in every corner. There is parchment yellow lighting and the smell of cinnamon-spiced butterbeer in the air.
Nadine lets out a breath as she eases into the booth. A waiter takes their order—butterbeers, soup for Remus, something hearty and warm for Nadine—and leaves them in the quiet hum of the booth.
"Why didn't the others come?" she asks, looking around.
"I figured you wouldn't want a crowd. Especially after the whole Quidditch thing." He rests his chin on his hand, tired but relaxed. "Besides, they're planning to celebrate the win and my birthday tonight. So you're not off the hook."
She smirks. "Damn. I thought I could just walk you back to the castle and call it a day."
"Nope. You're mine 'til midnight."
Nadine laughs softly. "I can handle Potter, you know." she says after a moment, more serious now.
Remus tilts his head. "I know. I should've said something sooner. I've been... distant. I didn't mean to be."
"It's fine. I just..." She fiddles with the edge of her sleeve. "I guess I thought you'd hang out with them less. After everything with Severus. And Seraphina."
He is silent for a second. Then: "They're my best mates, Nadine. They've... been there for me for a long time. I can't just walk away from that."
"I'm not asking you to." she says quickly. "I just don't want them hurting people I care about."
"They're not planning anything. I promise. James and Sirius have other things on their minds lately." He hesitates. "And I think they're... finally understanding the line they can't cross with you."
Nadine nods, then glances out the window. "You're a good person, Remus."
"Don't tell anyone. I have a reputation to uphold."
They fall into an easier rhythm again, sipping butterbeer, talking about Magizoology and Healing, Nadine teasing him about trying to tame a Fwooper and Remus mock-offended, claiming he has excellent magical creature instincts—"unlike some people who think Puffskeins are just oversized dust bunnies."
Just then, the pub door creaks open. Sirius steps inside, head held high, dark hair tousled from the wind, his long coat open like he has walked off the cover of Witch Weekly. He spots them instantly, a slow smirk blooming as he approaches.
"Oh," he says, tossing himself into the booth beside Remus without invitation, "look at this. Moony's taking out his girl for a proper birthday date."
Remus groans and rolls his eyes. "She's not my girl."
"Yet." Sirius replies, sliding into the booth without asking. "Didn't peg you for romantic dates in dingy pubs, Crouch. But I like your style."
Nadine doesn't look amused. Her expression hardens, lips thinning. "Don't start."
Sirius raises an eyebrow, cocky and unbothered. "Start what?"
"I don't have the energy to deal with you." she says flatly.
He looks at her for a moment, and something flickers behind his eyes. "Well, I came to say congrats, actually. You were brilliant today."
Nadine doesn't soften. "Thanks."
There is tension now. She crosses her arms, gaze pointed.
Sirius shifts, tapping his fingers against the table.
"You have a lot of nerve."
He scoffs, grin faltering. "What?"
"You know what."
Sirius rolls his eyes. "I don't read minds—"
"Don't, okay?" she cuts in, voice low. "You think just because you hate your family, Cass doesn't have to live with the consequences of your choices? Regulus saw you spoke to her, Sirius. She's been under fire for days. Not to mention other things."
"What things?"
Nadine crosses her arms. "You would know if you cared."
"Look, I didn't mean to—"
"No, you never mean to. But you still do it. You push and push and don't look back."
Sirius's jaw clenches. "You think I don't care about her? That I don't think about her every bloody day?"
"Then show it. You can do what you want, but you don't get to play the victim when your sister is paying the price."
Remus reaches over and gently places a hand on Nadine's, a silent tether.
Sirius breathes out hard through his nose. "You think I don't want to fix things? That I don't wish to talk to her like we used to? But every time I try, Regulus is there. Watching. Waiting. It's not that simple."
"She still cares about you." Nadine says, quieter now. "She misses you."
"Yeah?" Sirius's voice breaks, just a little. "Then why won't she talk to me?"
"Because she doesn't know if she can trust you to care in the right way."
That silences him.
Sirius glances at Remus, then back at Nadine. "You don't know what it's like in that house."
"You had her." Nadine whispers. "And you left."
A long pause. Then Sirius stands. "Thanks for the praise on the pitch." he mutters sarcastically, turning away.
"Sirius." Remus says softly, but he doesn't turn back.
"Happy birthday, Moony." The door swings shut behind him.
Silence hovers for a while until Nadine leans back in her seat and sighs.
"I didn't want to argue today." she says.
"I know." Remus replies, his voice gentle. "But maybe he needed to hear it."
They don't talk about it again for the rest of the night.
Chapter Text
They are near the old battlement-facing side of the castle—one of the older Defence Against The Dark Arts classrooms, built with reinforced stone and curved corners, designed to contain magical blowback. The arched doorway is worn smooth with generations of wands brushing past it.
Inside, the usual rows of desks and chairs are gone, vanished into the walls with a flick of wandwork. In their place: open space. The vaulted ceiling hangs heavy overhead, hung with flickering lanterns instead of chandeliers—smaller, closer, so that the light feels more like a spotlight than illumination.
It smells faintly of charcoal and spellfire. And tension.
At the front of the room stands Professor Alpheus Thorne, tall and lean with severe cheekbones and a crooked scar just beneath his jaw. His cloak is weathered leather and ash-colored wool, fastened by a single brass clasp in the shape of a coiled chimera. A former duelist for the Confederation, somewhat of an Auror—or so the rumors go—he carries his wand like it is part of his bone structure, and speaks with the calm of someone who has hexed for survival.
"Wands out." Thorne says, pacing slowly across the stone. His boots echo with precision. "No theory today. No essays. Just action. Reflex. Discipline. I believe in the practical approach."
The Slytherins and Hufflepuffs stir around him. Wands emerge from sleeves and pockets. Glances dart across the room—some curious, some wary.
Seraphina walks ahead of her group, her expression sharp, gaze lazy and distant. She is already in the mindset. Her hair is pulled back with a claw clip today, dark, not a strand out of place. It shines like lacquer under the classroom's dull light, a clear indication: focused.
Seraphina is certainly aiming to master Defence Against the Dark Arts. She duels with the certainty of someone born to it, as though magic obeys her more swiftly than it does others, recognizing something in her command. There is no remorse in her technique, every movement is honed, efficient, and mercilessly swift. She is dangerous without ever appearing cruel.
The mark of Durmstrang is evident in the cut of her stance: old-world precision, discipline carved deep by winters harsher than any this castle has known. Her black wand sits low in her grip, angled like a blade, fingers poised with the kind of control that is learned through repetition and exacting standards.
Durmstrang is a crucible scorched by Grindelwald's ghost—an unforgiving forge where weakness is erased. There, magic is weaponized, not taught. Seraphina didn't just learn Defence Against the Dark Arts; she was bred for it, hammered into a warrior who answers violence with sharper, colder violence.
The professors demanded mastery that left no space for mistake, no space for sentiment. Every spell she cast was edged with menace, every movement calculated to crush before the enemy could process. She carries the scars, some physical, most psychological, of that relentless upbringing beneath her calm exterior—an unyielding hunger to dominate, to survive, to strike first and never relent. Durmstrang didn't just shape her. It marked her.
Severus admires that about Durmstrang—the brutal lesson in self-reliance—one of the reasons why she was sent there: to learn how to survive alone, without needing anyone, not even him.
The first pair is announced with a flick of Professor Thorne's wand: Amycus vs. Alecto.
A hush falls. Not out of politeness—out of wariness.
The Carrow twins step forward with identical grins, both too wide, too pleased. There is something unhinged in Amycus's eyes—he walks like he has been waiting all week for a duel, shoulders twitching with anticipation. Alecto, by contrast, is calm in the way only a predator can be—her expression unreadable, wand already drawn, fingers curled like she is plucking something fragile apart in her mind.
Cassiopeia, Evan, Seraphina and Regulus are watching closely, almost studying them.
"I want a clean duel." Professor exclaims.
Their duel, however, doesn't begin with formal bows.
It begins with a laugh—Amycus's low, gurgling one—and a spell that explodes against Alecto's hastily raised shield like a firecracker. Alecto retaliates with a curse sharp enough to slice air, her voice a hissed whisper. It grazes Amycus's sleeve and leaves smoke curling from the fabric. He doesn't flinch. He only grins wider. To them, this isn't practice. This is foreplay. And they like showing off.
Cassiopeia watches with narrowed eyes, arms crossed tightly over her chest. "Disgusting." she mutters, not even attempting to be quiet. Her gaze lingers on Amycus—not with fear, but with open contempt. He catches her staring and winks mid-duel, his spell flashing far too close to the professor's desk. Professor Thorne doesn't flinch.
Seraphina sits motionless on the bench, lwatching like someone studying a volatile potion. One misstep, and the entire room could go up. "Psychotic pair." she says under her breath. Her tone is cool—but there is a flicker of tension in her jaw.
Evan leans back against the wall, arms folded, a smirk tugging at his mouth. "Bet five Sickles on Alecto. She's meaner."
"I wouldn't take that bet." Regulus says quietly, eyes locked on the twins. "Amycus is sloppy, but he doesn't care if he gets hurt. That makes him dangerous."
"Five Sickles I send him flying." Seraphina winks at Evan who grins with a nod. Regulus remains silent.
Alecto's wand slices downward. A jet of pale green light erupts and slams into the floor just inches from Amycus's boots, leaving a scorch mark in the stone. He laughs like it is a joke only he understands. Then he lunges forward—not physically, but magically, hurling something fast and mean that Alecto barely dodges. They both stumble, a few cuts and bruises noticeable—they aren't willing to genuinely harm one another, of course.
Thorne steps in a heartbeat later, voice stern, "Enough."
The twins lower their wands with exaggerated slowness. Amycus bows mockingly to Alecto, eyes sliding sideways toward Cassiopeia again as if he has just performed for her benefit. She doesn't return the look.
Alecto stalks back to the sidelines without a word, shoving past Evan as she passes. "Keep your little club out of my way." she mutters, low enough for only him and Regulus to hear. Her tone is acid.
"Always a pleasure." Evan replies lazily, not even bothering to look at her.
Alecto ignores him entirely—except for the brief glance she casts toward Regulus. That, she allows. Is it fondness? Respect. The kind that acknowledges him as the only one in their circle she doesn't fully loathe.
Amycus lingers.
Of course he does.
He hasn't forgotten the Quidditch brawl with Seraphina last term—and neither has she. Frankly, she finds it almost insulting how long it has taken him to try for revenge. Lazy, really. Predictable. Still, they all know he is under strict orders. One more infraction and he is out of Slughorn's good graces entirely.
But that doesn't stop him from pushing.
"Professor." Amycus says, stepping closer, voice loud enough to draw attention, deceptively sweet, though his eyes never leave Seraphina. "Mind if I challenge my friend here?"
There is a beat of silence. Regulus contains his eye-roll.
Professor Thorne exhales sharply through his nose, unimpressed.
"Carrow, this isn't your personal dueling ring."
Amycus doesn't blink. His grin stretches wider, sleazy and snake-like.
Seraphina rises.
Her movements are slow, deliberate, and her gaze cuts straight into his. She is smiling, but it is all venom and control—no warmth, no kindness.
"It's no problem, Professor." she says sweetly, without looking away from Amycus. "It's a good warm-up."
Amycus chuckles, already stepping toward the empty platform, practically giddy.
Near them, Regulus gives her a hard, silent look. Not anger—just that exact, restrained warning she knows too well. This is unnecessary. They had agreed not to stir this.
Cassiopeia's glance carries something gentler, though just as sharp: He is dangerous, Phina. Don't give him the excuse.
Evan, meanwhile, leans back in his seat like he is watching theatre.
"Now this," he says with a grin, "is going to be fun."
The air shifts the moment they bow—Amycus with a mocking flourish, Seraphina with the barest tilt of her head, wand already in hand.
No bows. It begins fast.
Amycus attacks like a predator unchained—reckless, cruel, grinning with teeth. His spells whip across the platform in jagged bursts, the kind meant to sting, burn, tear. A dangerous wizard—Carrows are one of the cruelest. He laughs through it all, delighted by his own chaos, reveling in the way it makes the Hufflepuffs flinch.
Seraphina doesn't.
She is silent, sharp, her wand low and precise. Her spells come without warning, no incantations—just clean, cold. There is a Durmstrang edge to her technique: efficient, brutal, controlled, almost artistic in her form.
The duel becomes a study in contrast. His madness, her silence. His flourish, her focus.
Alecto watches from the side, smirking faintly. Cassiopeia grips the edge of her desk, tense. Regulus's eyes narrow, unreadable. Evan is no longer smiling.
Then Seraphina moves.
Three spells. Nonverbal.
Amycus deflects the first with a wild arc of his wand, stumbles through the second—barely manages to shield.
The third hits.
Hard.
A blast of force slams into his chest, knocking him back into a wall, his grin faltering.
But not before he clips her shoulder with a slashing curse—shallow, barely more than a grazing cut, but it sears across her robes like a signature. A warning. A promise.
She doesn't react. Her expression stays razor-sharp, jaw set, wand steady. Just as she is about to fire something meaner, more meaningful, to seal the victory, she is interrupted.
"Enough." Thorne's voice cuts through the tension like a blade. "Duels end when they stop being controlled. Sit down, Carrow. Don't forget to shield yourself upon offense, both of you."
In reality, Seraphina's intention wasn't to protect herself, but to teach Amycus a lesson.
Amycus wipes blood from his lip, still grinning—but quieter now.
Seraphina lowers her wand. The mark on her shoulder smolders slightly beneath the fabric, but she doesn't spare it a glance. Instead, she stares at Alecto, with a furious gaze.
But she isn't worried about everyone—just one. Him.
And no one, not even Amycus, is laughing anymore.
"Mr. Black, you're next." Thorne gestures with his wand.
Evan's grin finds its place again.
Before Regulus could so much as shift his weight, Cassiopeia's hand shoots out, fastening tightly around his arm.
"Reg," she says sharply, her voice low but unwavering, "a clean duel—nothing more. If you hurt her, I swear, I'll be next in line to face you."
Regulus turns to her, one brow arching with deliberate slowness. "Then perhaps," he says coolly, "she ought to learn to defend herself properly."
Regulus steps forward when summoned, wand already in hand. The hush that fell over the room thickens around them. This is something else entirely: a duel of equals.
Seraphina steps up slowly, precise even in pain. Her shoulder still throbs faintly, but her expression remains untouched. She takes her place across from him, wand low and angled like a blade. No smile. No invitation. She watches him, no longer as her friend. An enemy towards whom she feels something, something she wishes to extinguish.
Regulus stands with the similar lethal composure. Wand upright, posture relaxed but perfectly aligned, as though he was born holding it. He looks at her like she is a riddle he has half-solved and half-dares to finish.
It is their first time paired together for sparring. For weeks now, they have been studying each other from a distance.
On the sidelines, Evan and Cassiopeia rise to their feet. Cassiopeia's gaze is locked on the her brother. Evan, however, carries a more distracted air, a faint crease between his brows betraying thoughts elsewhere.
"Call me crazy," he murmurs, leaning slightly toward her, "but do you ever get the feeling those two don't entirely hate each other? Like, not all the way?" He shoots her a sly, knowing glance.
Cassiopeia's mind flickers briefly to that drawing, and a smile touches her lips. "I know exactly what you mean."
Evan chuckles under his breath, the sound low and confident. "Don't worry. If he crosses a line, I'll take care of him."
Thorne doesn't even raise his voice. "Begin."
They strike at once—nonverbal, exact. Seraphina's first curse cuts through the air, fast and narrow. Regulus meets it with a shield barely visible but strong enough to crackle on impact. He returns fire immediately, a jolt of pressure that sends a table vibrating beside her.
They circle. Precise footwork, as if neither is willing to waste even a heartbeat. Their spells are quiet but vicious—charming in their cruelty.
Regulus sends a sharp hex she barely dodges; her hair whips past her cheek. She retaliates with a pair of ricocheting curses—one real, one bait. Regulus deflects the bait. The real one hits low, slamming into his hip, wobbling him backward a full step—he grunts. His piercing gaze under furrowed brows is enough to let her know she messed up.
His whisper—a hiss. He glares at Cassiopeia. She knows that look—she tried to stop him.
"Embarrassing, Black, all bark—no bite." Seraphina hums, a smile creases on her lips, a delicious provocation. A ripple of sound moves through the class.
But Regulus doesn't falter. His recovery is instant, another curse already in motion, crueler, forcing Seraphina to twist away with a wince. Still, she doesn't break her stance, she is in defense.
A flurry of curses follows in rapid succession, each more forceful than the one before—he is showing off. She counters deftly, her shields catching the repetitive brunt of his magic, like gunshots—though some crack under the strain, forcing her a step back each time. He is powerful, and she has provoked him.
Good.
Regulus advances, silent and swift. His wand flicks—he casts two spells in rapid succession, again, barely a breath between them. The first she blocks with an upward motion, shield crackling to life just in time. But the second comes too fast, too low.
It lashes across her side like a whip, hard, merciless, searing through fabric and striking skin. She stumbles half a step, breath caught, jaw clenched—but she doesn't fall. Her eyes flash with something colder than pain. It isn't surprise. It isn't defeat.
"Up." he spits through his teeth. If he wanted to harm her, he would.
Seraphina braces, certain the next blow will come swift and final. She readies herself to defy it, to deny him that satisfaction. She was taught to never stop. But instead, she feels it: his hesitation.
Restraint.
Durmstrang had drilled them to recognize it. Exploit it. Destroy it. Restraint is weakness. He knows that. And she knows that he knows.
Yet still—he offers her a moment. A chance.
And that, more than any spell so far, unsettles her.
As she reels from the hit, Seraphina remains low, eyes sharp and calculating. With a swift flick of her wand, she casts a leg-binding curse—quick and whip-like. The invisible magic lashes out, wrapping around Regulus's ankle. It isn't to seriously hurt him, of course.
Before he can react, she yanks the spell tight, toppling him backward onto the cold stone floor with a solid thud. A faint smirk touches her lips as she straightens, steady and unshaken.
"What happened? Lost your balance?" Seraphina chuckles. He rolls his eyes.
As they both rise, eyes locked in fierce determination, they fire spells simultaneously. The bolts collide midair, ricocheting wildly before smashing into the ornate chandelier overhead, causing a shower of sparks to scatter through the dim classroom.
Without missing a beat, two more curses fly. Seraphina's spell strikes Regulus in the ribs, eliciting a sharp grunt, while his curse slams into her shoulder, the same place where Carrow's earlier blow had landed. She bites down on her jaw in pain.
"Enough!" Thorne calls, striding between them before the air clears.
They lower their wands slowly, as if the magic hasn't quite stopped humming between them. No applause.
And still, they don't look away from each other. The pulsing adrenaline lingers.
Just a single, mutual understanding—respect.
She looks at him with something more, of course. He, however, is too preoccupied with his ribs to notice.
As the echoes of spells faded, the classroom buzzes with the ongoing duels of other students—Amycus and Alecto sparring fiercely in one corner, Cassiopeia and Evan exchanging cautious jinxes nearby. Regulus and Seraphina step aside, their eyes locking with a shared intensity that silences the noise around them.
Both are reeling from their wounds. Her shoulder trickles blood as they sink onto the bench. The skin where his spell seared her pulses with pain. He cradles his ribs, already murmuring healing spells under his breath, the faint glow of magic flickering between his fingers. Seraphina watches him quietly, a mix of relief and something far more tangled stirring inside her.
Beneath the anger, beneath the tension, there is admiration. There is something about him that unsettles her—an attraction laced with well-mannered danger, forged in strength, power, and a disarming sense of control. He is formidable, undeniably so. Not many can match her in a duel—fewer still can push her this far, force her to the edge.
And yet, he does. With purpose. With respect.
Her gaze lingers on the torn fabric over his ribs, the subtle rise and fall of his chest as he carefully tends to himself.
Regulus catches her staring and quirks an eyebrow, a mocking half-smile flashes on his lips, despite the pain. "Careful, or you'll start looking like you actually care." he says, voice low.
Seraphina's eyes flicker up to meet his, sharp and unapologetic. "We wouldn't want that, would we?" She snaps, though her tone lacks its usual bite.
He scoffs, the sound low and rough, and winces as he shifts his weight. "I'll give you this." he says, voice quiet but edged with something almost wry. "Solid duel."
A beat passes.
"You were warned." he adds, eyes flicking to the fresh cut trailing down her arm. "That attitude of yours was bound to get you put in your place."
His gaze lingers. "You're bleeding."
She shrugs, brushing a stray lock of hair behind her ear. "You'll have to try harder for that to come true."
A rare, low chuckle escapes him. "Is that what I get for allowing you to join my team?"
"Yours? How possessive of you." she scoffs.
He levels with her. "Your first curse told me everything I needed to know. You led with fury. I figured I should match it."
Seraphina lowers her gaze.
"It's true. I was angrier than usual." she admits, voice measured. "Noted, though. Lesson learned. And you—you underestimate me, as usual."
He finishes his spellwork and turns slightly, posture resetting into its usual precise stillness. His gaze settles on her eyes, then on her shoulder.
"I wasn't aiming for the shoulder. That was a low blow." he offers, and it would almost sound like an apology—if someone other than him said it.
She watches him adjust his hair—one curl refusing to settle, falling defiantly near his pale eye. She wants to hate how easily he can still look elegant through the bruises.
"It's smart to take advantage of a weakness." she replies coolly. "Or did I manage to whip some sense of softness into you?"
He blinks, expression unreadable. "It's not softness." he says evenly. "It's respect. That wound wasn't mine. It happened before." A glance at her arm, then back to her eyes. "Thorne should've mended it."
He straightens slightly, despite the pain. "I don't care for pitiful victories. If I'm going to win, it should be earned, and I always do."
Then, quieter—calmer, but not without warning:
"But remember—outside this hall, in a real fight, there won't be a Thorne waiting to patch you back together."
Seraphina breathes out a careless laugh, light despite the ache. "Well, you look good as ever, despite the impact."
She freezes. That came out wrong. She closes her eyes for a second.
Regulus pauses. Brows inching together. His eyes cut through hers like ice. Good?
He doesn't comment. The air shifts.
Her breath hitches. "No—I meant the healing spell worked... I guess I have to apply more power next time."
"You appear quite intent on doing me harm." he murmurs, shaking his head with a faint, incredulous smile—as though the thought amuses him more than alarms him. Is he joking? she wonders. Was that a smile? No... surely not.
"Harm you?" she repeats, her voice light, almost laced with mockery. "Well, it's comforting to know I can." Her eyes drop to her hands, where a quiet, self-satisfied smile tugs at her lips—safely concealed from his view.
"You can't." he replies, the words wrapped in a casual arrogance, his pride settling comfortably between them. "Cassiopeia asked me to go easy on you."
"Oh, of course she did." Seraphina laughs, shaking her head. "That must be why you nearly lost a hip—and half your ribs."
She fiddles with her wand, unsure of what to say next.
He lets the silence stretch, just long enough for her discomfort to simmer. He notices—but doesn't quite understand it. The bite in her voice is gone. Is she... embarrassed?
"I suppose you're incapable of healing yourself," he says dryly at last, "or pretending the wounds make you look tougher?"
She half-smirks. "Ah, no. This one's going to be work for Nadine. Practice. You understand."
Regulus barely nods.
Seraphina finally lifts her wand, murmuring a quiet charm under her breath. The bleeding slows—not healed, not closed, just enough to hold. She doesn't bother with more.
"Regulus."
He doesn't turn fully. "Mm?"
She exhales once, steady. "What you said earlier—that was awful. Is that it, then?" Her voice is low, unreadable. "Is that the extent of... this?"
At that, he looks at her. Fully. The flicker of detachment in his gaze gives way to something more alert. He knows exactly what she is referring to, but unsure what she means.
And yet, a thought threads through the edges of his mind, unwelcome and uncertain:
The extent of what, exactly? What is she asking for?
The air between them stills, thick with the weight of things unspoken.
"I'll admit this much." Regulus says, his voice low, almost careful. "It wasn't the place. Or the time. But was it false?" He meets her gaze, steady. "No."
Seraphina exhales slowly, the sound deliberate. The edge in her voice doesn't soften.
"Can you at least pretend to be human?" she asks. "Where do you switch off?"
"There isn't a switch, Snape." he answers without hesitation. "I was bred for this. The standards. The duty. The legacy." His eyes darken, though not with shame. "It's not something I turn off. It's who I am. Who I'm expected to be. The only right path—and I walk it without hesitation."
Seraphina studies him. Her brows draw together—not with anger. Almost—pity. Something she wishes to have, but can't.
Regulus sees it—and something else. The blood on her shoulder seeping through black fabric. Her pale face, drawn tight with pain she won't acknowledge. Her hair, messier than usual. The sharpness in her eyes even when she is still. He notices the tremble she is trying to suppress, the way she shifts her wand subtly in her lap, just in case. And most importantly, a certain look of hers he catches. A look he isn't that familiar with. It is almost vulnerable. But to him? It is alien.
He refuses to admit it—but she isn't a sore sight to behold. Even bloodied and bristling with defiance, there is a certain poise to her, something that demands attention rather than asks for it.
His thoughts drift, unbidden, to Charles and to the curious letters exchanged between his cousin and Seraphina. The potential family complications—no—certain ones, that are to be expected if they continue. The knowledge unsettles him in a way few things had.
She doesn't fully understand. Not yet. Not the burdens purebloods bore, the sacrifices required, the lines they are expected never to cross, regardless of their wishes.
But now, the thought doesn't sit quite right. Because that would mean Regulus has been thinking of her—truly thinking of her—at all.
And he definitely isn't, right?
She sits still, her mind far from her. Yet, the object of her thoughts is across from her.
She is colder than him in some ways, sometimes, and stronger. But not now.
It is, however, the kind of strong that comes from being left alone too long. It reminds him of himself, just a bit, after Sirius left.
He doesn't know what to do with that. So he says nothing. Just watches her, longer than necessary.
Something stirs within her. Something she keeps trying to get rid off. But as she looks at him—she realizes she can't.
"If you want us to be friends—" she begins, lightly, as if an excuse to talk to him.
"Friends?" He interrupts, "Now, why would I want that?"
His tone wasn't scolding—it was harsh, but also curious.
Seraphina exhales. "If you want us to cooperate, and remain on the same team, then I'd appreciate no comments about my blood. Unnecessary."
"Is that so?"
"Well, yes, unless you want me to leave you without a Chaser for the last game."
"We don't want that, no."
"Well?"
He barely nods. "I suppose you've earned it, for now. The truce."
"You fought well." she adds with a nod. That is all the satisfaction she is willing to give him.
"You as well." he nods back. That is all the satisfaction he is willing to give her.
As Evan and Cassiopeia approach, Cassiopeia playfully raps Regulus on the head.
"If you try to prove a point like that again..." she warns, voice teasing but firm.
Evan and Regulus exchange a glance, then chuckle softly. Cassiopeia lifts her wand, a gentle flick poised to begin a healing charm on Seraphina's still-aching wound. But Seraphina raises a hand, stopping her with a shake of her head.
"No," she says softly with a smile, "this is practice for Nadine."
Cassiopeia nods, understanding sparking in her eyes, and lowers her wand, "Alright, alright, let's go find her."
The group falls into easy conversation, the remnants of tension dissolving as they shared quiet laughter and exchanged stories regarding their duels. Time slipped by unnoticed as they left class. Evan and Regulus exchanged brief nods before heading off to meet Barty and the others.
The three of them find the quietest corner in the castle to escape the tension—an abandoned arching corridor lined with cracked stone columns and lit by a pale flicker of torches that sway even without wind, the soft shuffle of footsteps fading behind them. Seraphina and Cassiopeia are murmuring between themselves, cloaks trailing behind them, when Nadine spots them—then freezes.
Her gaze zeroes in instantly on the fresh crimson staining Seraphina's shirt, stark against the pale silk of her collar. A sharp pang shoots through her chest.
"Phina!" she calls out, her voice cutting through the hush like a whip. Her bag thuds to the floor and she storms toward them with concern and inspects the blood. "What happened? What—Merlin, you're bleeding."
Seraphina winces as Nadine's fingers skim her skin but doesn't pull away. She trusts her. Nadine draws her wand, the tip glowing softly as she murmurs a healing spell. The gash mends with a faint shimmer of light, but her brows are still furrowed.
"Who did this?" she asks darkly.
Cassiopeia scoffs with venom in her voice, arms crossed tightly across her chest. "My dear brother. He doesn't know how to hold back in a duel."
"What?!" Nadine snaps, incredulous. Her voice rises. "Regulus did this?"
"It was just a duel." Seraphina says quickly, adjusting her cloak now that the pain has lessened. "I'm fine, Nadine."
"You call that fine?" Nadine snaps, still trembling slightly. "Why didn't you say something? You didn't go to the Hospital Wing?"
"I didn't want to make a scene."
Cassiopeia snorts, tone sharp with frustration. "Of course not. She's too busy defending him because she fancies him."
There is a beat of silence. Nadine blinks. "You what?"
Seraphina glares at Cassiopeia. "Really, Cass?"
"What? Am I wrong?" Cassiopeia lifts her chin, stubborn and fire-eyed.
Nadine's mouth drops open. "You—you fancy Regulus Black?! Have you lost your mind?! When were you going to tell me? Wait, how did this happen? Did he flirt with you? What did he say?"
"I am not talking about this with you two like it's a gossip column." Seraphina groans, but her eyes are warm.
Cassiopeia grins, triumphant. "She drew him."
"Drew him?" Nadine gasps.
"Gave it to him, too." Cassiopeia adds, smirking now. "It was rather good. The little tragic prince looked half-possessed. Very her."
"You gave him a drawing of himself?" Nadine clutches her chest like she has been physically struck. "Seraphina! That is practically a love confession!"
"I was being artistic." Seraphina mutters, tugging her sleeve down. "And... expressive."
"Of what? Your undying devotion?" Nadine teases, eyes wide. "You never even draw me!"
"I drew Brownie once."
Cassiopeia laughs, finally relaxing, and slings an arm across Seraphina's shoulder. There is a moment of calm between them—soft, rare, and grounding.
"You're not alone, Phina." Cassiopeia says, and though she doesn't hug often, she squeezes her arm before pulling back. "Even if you're slightly deranged for catching feelings for my brother."
"I don't fancy him. He's just—interesting, different. Okay, maybe handsome."
"Oh, interesting and handsome, is it? Was it interesting how he slammed curses at you?"
"Yes, actually. He's one of the only one's who made it a challenge. And besides, I didn't patch myself up because I wanted Nadine to practice—she rarely gets the time to nowadays."
"You drew him shirtless." Cassiopeia retorts.
"He wasn't shirtless," Seraphina insists, then pauses. "...okay maybe the collar was loose."
Nadine bursts into laughter.
Cassiopeia leans against one of the worn stone, arms folded across her chest, eyes gleaming with that calculating glint she always gets when she is about to stir something up. The torches on the walls flicker against her curls, casting her in an almost imperious glow.
Nadine sighs and finally admits, reaching out to braid Seraphina's hair in comfort. Seraphina allows it. "I didn't tell you. He asked me out. Caelum. Said it's to repay me for helping him finish that massive assignment. He asked if I wanted to go to Hogsmeade."
Seraphina's tone is more serious. "And... do you want to go?"
"I—" Nadine hesitates. "I asked him after the game. That's just it. I should, right? He's sweet. Polite. Funny. But... I don't want it to be like a date."
Cassiopeia's eyes narrow slightly, curious. "Why?"
Seraphina exchanges a look with her, already piecing it together. She says it for both of them. "Is it... because of Severus?"
Nadine doesn't answer for a moment, but her silence says everything. Her fingers pause in Seraphina's hair before resuming, a little slower now.
She whispers, cheeks blooming with color, "It's not like I can do anything about it. He needs space. He's... not there. Not ready. Not for me."
"And that's fine." Seraphina says gently. "But why should you wait for someone who might never be ready? Especially when someone else is trying?"
"I don't know. I suppose it just feels wrong." Nadine shrugs. "Like I'd be... betraying something."
"You wouldn't." Cassiopeia replies. "You're not his. And he's not yours. Not yet. If he wants to change that, he'll have to act. And in the meantime—" she waves a hand lazily, "—you deserve butterbeer with someone who thinks you're brilliant."
Seraphina nods, placing her hand lightly over Nadine's. "We'll still be here no matter what you do. But you're allowed to try. Severus needs time, yes. But that doesn't mean you should freeze yours."
Nadine breathes in deeply. "Okay... Fine."
Cassiopeia grins. "That's the spirit."
"We've really gone mad, haven't we?" Seraphina says with a laugh, looking between them.
"I wouldn't have it any other way." Cassiopeia says brightly.
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Nadine stands in front of the tall, slightly warped mirror, smoothing down the front of her soft rose-colored blouse—one with little pearl buttons and billowing sleeves that gather delicately at her wrists. Tucked into a high-waisted, pleated mauve skirt that falls just past her knees, her outfit gives off a gentle, vintage air. Over it, she layers a creamy knit cardigan to protect against the lingering chill.
Her tights are a light, dusty grey, and her shoes—simple ankle boots in a soft blush tone—click faintly against the floor as she moves. Her hair is swept into an elegant half-up style, held back by a pink velvet ribbon, the rest of her soft waves tumbling down her back and shoulders, slightly tousled but still polished. Her cheeks have a rosy glow from the tiniest dab of rouge, her lips are tinted in a warm rose shade. She glances down at her hands, quickly fixing the delicate rings she always wears.
Brownie meows plaintively behind her, weaving between her legs and rubbing her head against her calves.
"I know, I know." Nadine hums, brushing a gentle hand over Brownie's head. "I won't be long, and I'll bring you something, alright?"
She meows again, a little more dramatically this time, before hopping onto the bed and curling into a neat loaf. Nadine adjusts her bag over her shoulder, checks her reflection once more, and heads out.
The meeting spot is a quiet alcove along the long corridor that runs beneath one of the large, west staircases—a point roughly halfway between the Gryffindor common room and the Ravenclaw Tower. As she rounds the corner, she sees Caelum already waiting, leaning against the stone wall beside an arched window, pale spring light filtering through and brushing over his scarf.
He straightens when he sees her, clearly trying to appear casual, but the smile that grows across his face betrays his excitement.
"Wow." he says, giving a once-over of her outfit with a kind of awe he doesn't even attempt to hide. "You look... really beautiful."
Nadine gives a light, appreciative laugh. "Thank you. You clean up nicely too."
And he did—dressed in a dark navy knit jumper layered over a collared shirt, sleeves pushed to his forearms, and a charcoal-grey wool coat unbuttoned and worn open. His jeans are slightly faded, and he wears scuffed brown boots, as if he has been walking all day. His hair is tousled by the breeze sneaking in through the cracks of the old stone. His hands are tucked in his pockets, but he offers his arm to her without hesitation as they begin to walk down the front steps of the castle and out onto the path toward Hogsmeade.
The air is crisp but not cruel, the sky a clean stretch of grey-blue, and the castle behind them looks like something carved from stone and storybook magic. They walk side by side, boots crunching lightly over the damp path, mist clinging to the treetops beyond.
"Thanks again for helping me. I would've failed it completely without you." he says once they have passed through the gates.
"You wouldn't have failed." Nadine replies with a small smile. "You just needed a better system."
"I needed your system." he insists. "You're annoyingly organized."
"Annoyingly?" she teases.
"I said it with admiration." he adds quickly, grinning. "You've got everything in order."
She laughs. "That's very poetic, Greystone."
The village is already alive with students, laughter echoing from shops and the warm scent of roasted nuts and bread wafting through the air.
"So," Caelum says after a beat. "are you keeping up with the rest of the lessons? I feel like they're trying to kill us with essays."
"I'm surviving." she answers. "Barely. This semestar work jump is no joke."
He snorts. "Tell me about it. And then my mother writes me every week asking if I've been sleeping. I dunno how to tell her that sleeping is for people not doing theory under Professor Yaxley."
"She is terrifying." Nadine mutters. "But her teaching is insane. I kind of respect it."
He nods. "Yeah. I do too."
They reach The Three Broomsticks and step inside, brushing off the chill. A fire crackles in the corner, and they find a table near the window, the soft light casting golden halos over their drinks once Madam Rosmerta brings them two steaming mugs—hers with a dash of nutmeg—of butterbeer.
Caelum wraps his hands around his mug, looking down at the foam with a soft smile before he glances at her again.
"Your play in the match... that was really brilliant, by the way." he says. "Even if you totally wrecked my strategy with Barty. Absolutely annihilated us on the pitch."
Nadine grins. "Annihilated? It was a close game."
He raises a brow. "You won."
"Well, Phoebe caught the Snitch. I just helped wear you down a bit." she teases. "You played really well, though. And Tem was absolutely ruthless."
Caelum chuckles. "He always is. I think he knows all your tricks, and you know his. It was like a chess match in the sky."
Nadine hums in agreement. "We try not to injure each other. I know all his moves. I grew up dodging his elbows. You two weren't ready."
He laughs, shaking his head. "Apparently not."
Then he grows a bit more serious. "Also... congratulations. I didn't get a chance to say it properly, but I heard—your dad's the new Minister. That's... huge."
She is quiet for a moment, smile fading a little.
"Thank you." she says softly, sipping her butterbeer. "It's... something."
He catches the shift in her voice, and his brows furrow. "Is it not... good news?"
She leans back slightly, folding her arms.
"My father's brilliant. Ambitious. Efficient. Everything the Ministry wants, I suppose. But we don't exactly... talk much. So I guess I just haven't celebrated it the way others expect me to."
He nods slowly, thoughtful. "That makes sense."
She glances at him. "What about your family?"
"Oh." Caelum looks down, then back at her. "It's just my mum and me now. Dad left when I was six. He wasn't great at sticking around. But she raised me mostly on her own—works at St. Mungo's in the diagnostics wing. That's how I got interested in healing. I used to read her med reports like bedtime stories."
Nadine smiles softly. "That's... kind of adorable."
"Don't tell anyone." he deadpans. "It'll ruin my mysterious reputation."
She laughs again, gently nudging his boot under the table.
"I think the mystery is already gone. You're too kind."
He grins and raises his mug slightly. "To destroyed reputations, then."
"To healing." she says with a smile, clinking her mug to his.
They sip in comfortable silence for a moment, the sound of the pub bustling around them like a distant hum. Caelum edges just slightly closer when they laugh, his knee brushing hers under the table. He doesn't make any grand gestures, doesn't try to impress—he just seems fully present, attentive and thoughtful in a way that surprises her more and more as the minutes pass.
She catches herself smiling a lot. And not in the way you do out of politeness. It is real. Easy.
He stirs his butterbeer with a cinnamon stick, his thumb tapping absently against the side of the warm mug as he glances at Nadine across the booth. Her cheeks are slightly flushed, her hair perfectly set with soft tendrils around her face. She is laughing at something he just said—a lovely sound that makes his pulse skip—and he thinks, maybe now. Maybe he could say it.
He swallows, eyes dropping to his own drink as he musters the courage. The words are simple. He has rehearsed them in the mirror of the dormitory bathrooms too many times to count: I really fancy you. Would you like to go out again, properly?
But they sit heavy in his throat, nerves curling like frost on the inside of his skin. He exhales slowly, then opens his mouth.
"Nadine, I—"
But he is cut off by a sharp, boisterous burst of laughter behind him.
Nadine's posture shifts instantly, stiffens, and Caelum sees her gaze travel over his shoulder. Her eyes narrow, and her lips tighten just slightly. He turns.
Mulciber and Avery are striding toward them like they own the cobblestone street. They are still wearing remnants of their school uniforms under dark cloaks, smug smirks plastered across their faces like war paint.
"Well, look who it is." sneers Mulciber, glancing at Nadine and then letting his eyes flick toward Caelum. "Didn't know Gryffindors were allowed to breed with birds now. The world truly is going to hell."
Nadine groans under her breath, her knuckles going white around her mug. "Lovely to see you too, Mulciber. Still have that charming stench of troll piss I remember."
Avery barks a laugh. "So defensive, Crouch. Relax. We're just... amazed. Never figured you for the boring type."
"Bit dangerous for you, isn't it?" Mulciber sneers again. "Sitting here with a Ravenclaw who probably cries during duels and reads bedtime stories to plants."
Caelum's eyes flash. "Sod off."
Nadine cuts in quickly, her voice hard and low. "Caelum, don't."
"But—" he begins, angry now.
"I said don't." Her tone breaks no argument. She doesn't want him involved.
She turns her glare on the two Slytherins. "You've had your fun. Run along now."
That earns a pause. Avery looks vaguely amused, but Mulciber's smile flickers. "Wouldn't get too comfortable." he says coolly, his voice low enough for her to hear. "You know what your last name means now. No one forgets that. And not everyone thinks your daddy's shiny new office makes you untouchable."
Nadine's jaw tenses, but she gives him a mocking little smile. "Thank Merlin, then. I'd hate to be forgettable. Now kindly fuck off before I use the butterbeer mug in ways that aren't Ministry-approved."
Mulciber chuckles darkly, gives Caelum one more long look—a warning—then turns. Avery follows him, tossing a final, "Have fun on your little date." over his shoulder.
Caelum watches them go with barely concealed tension. His hand is still clenched, but Nadine exhales and leans back in her seat, rubbing her temple.
"Sorry." she mutters. "They're... persistent."
He nods slowly, looking back at her. "You really don't want me to interfere?"
She sighs. "You were sweet to try. But they're the kind who twist everything. It's not worth it. I've dealt with worse."
Caelum falls quiet, gaze lingering on her, thoughtful and slightly frustrated—not with her, but with his own helplessness. The words he nearly said earlier dissolve like sugar in the water. He leans forward again, offering her a lopsided smile instead. "You really are something, Nadine."
She chuckles dryly. "Something, yeah."
He doesn't know she has eyes for someone else—someone more complicated, someone stitched into her life with threads of darkness and history and tension. All Caelum knows is that he has never met anyone quite like her. And though the words remain unsaid, the hope still simmers quietly in his chest as she turns back to her drink, sighing into the foam like she is trying to forget what just happened.
The butterbeer goes cold, but the moment lingers.
The snow has started.
It drifts down in soft, slow spirals, catching in Nadine's cardigan and settling lightly in her hair as she and Caelum make their way back up toward the castle. The village is long behind them now, its golden lights fading into the growing dark, and ahead, the towers of Hogwarts rise like shadowed monuments against the dark sky.
Their footsteps crunch over the path, the hush between them not uncomfortable, just full—full of all the things unsaid. Caelum's hands are in his pockets now, and his hair is still windswept, damp at the edges from the snow they walked through earlier. He glances at her from time to time, though he tries to hide it. She is quieter now, still smiling, still composed, but he can see something in the way her fingers twist the edge of her gloves as they approach her Tower.
They stop at the edge of the corridor where the stairs begin to spiral up toward her common room, the Fat Lady's portrait barely visible above them. The hallway is deserted at this hour, moonlight slipping in through the high, arched windows and painting everything in silver-blue.
She turns to face him fully. Her cheeks are flushed pink from the cold, and her expression is warm—genuinely warm, even if tinged with the quiet strain of something deeper beneath.
"Thank you." she says softly, meeting his eyes. "For today. It was... honestly lovely. I needed a distraction like that."
His mouth lifts in a faint smile, unsure. "I'm glad."
Nadine tucks a loose strand of hair behind her ear, but it slips free again—a stubborn little curl at her temple.
Caelum watches her for a beat, and then his brow furrows slightly. "Are you... still alright?" he asks, carefully. "After what happened earlier, I mean. What did they want from you?"
She sighs gently, giving a small, dismissive shrug. "Don't worry about them." she murmurs. "Really. They're just—" her mouth twists into a half-grimace, half-smile, "—we're rivals, all grew up knowing how to hate each other, and I think we just got too good at it."
His expression doesn't soften.
"I'm serious." she insists, a bit more brightly now, trying to wave it off. "It's just what they do. Especially when they think I've wandered too far from my own."
He nods, but he doesn't seem fully convinced. Still, he doesn't press. He looks at her then, really looks, and something flickers across his face—something hesitant, unsure.
"I'm sorry again." he says, quieter now, voice almost lost to the stillness around them. "For the interruption. I didn't mean for today to end like that."
"It didn't." she says with a soft smile. "It ended here. With you walking me back."
Caelum hesitates. Then slowly, as if unsure he is allowed to, he reaches up. His fingers graze lightly along her cheek as he tucks the errant curl gently behind her ear, brushing her skin in the process. His eyes search hers, something careful and trembling just behind them.
She doesn't move.
His hand lingers for a moment. Then, slowly, he leans in—breath warm against the night air between them, nose barely a whisper away from hers. He is so close she can see the fine freckles across the bridge of his nose, the crease forming at his brow as if he is half-afraid this is a mistake but too hopeful not to try.
And for a second—just a second—Nadine lets him.
But just as his lips graze hers, her chest tightens.
It isn't him.
It is kind, brilliant, gentle Caelum, who opens doors for her and listens when she speaks and walks her back to her Tower like he is her knight in soft grey armor. But it isn't him she wants when her heart races in the quiet. It isn't his voice that lingers in the corners of her mind, or his touch that she imagines brushing her fingers in the dark.
So she pulls back. Sharp and sudden, just before the kiss fully lands.
"I—" she starts, voice catching. Her eyes dart away.
Caelum freezes.
His hand drops back to his side, and his face falls with quiet devastation—not angry, not even wounded exactly, but disappointed. Deeply. The kind of hurt that twists inward and turns into guilt before it can become anything else.
"I'm sorry." he says immediately, voice low and hoarse with embarrassment. "I shouldn't have— That was too soon. Too much. I—just—"
"No." she says quickly, not wanting him to spiral. "It's not— it's not your fault, Caelum. I just..." She doesn't finish. She doesn't know how. How do you explain that your heart is already half spoken for, in ways you barely understand?
He offers her a small, tightly wound smile. The kind people give when they are retreating.
"It's alright." he says, quietly but firmly. "You don't have to explain. Really."
She stares at him, helpless, unsure how to undo the sting without lying.
"Good night, Nadine." Caelum murmurs. He nods once—gently, with a strange, bittersweet sort of respect—then turns on his heel and walks away into the corridor.
She watches his back disappear into shadow, heart aching with guilt she doesn't quite know how to carry. The wind rustles faintly through the open window above, and snow continues to fall, silent and cold, outside.
When she finally climbs the stairs toward the Fat Lady's portrait, her lips still tingle faintly. Nadine closes the door with a soft click behind her, the weight of the day and evening pressing down on her shoulders like a wet cloak. The dormitory is dim and quiet—Emily's soft breathing is steady from the bed near the window, and Catherine is curled up in her blankets, only the top of her nose peeking out. Brownie is in her own world on the rug, batting at a crumpled parchment ball with one lazy paw, occasionally meowing like she is winning a grand battle.
Nadine doesn't turn on the light. She doesn't need to. She knows this room like the lines on her palms, like the silence that now settles around her thoughts. She sits on the edge of her bed first, letting out a long, slow breath as if she has been holding it in since she stepped away from Caelum.
She doesn't even bother unbuttoning her cardigan—just kicks off her boots and collapses backwards onto the mattress, arms flopping beside her.
Her eyes drift up to the maroon canopy above her bed, and for a moment, she wishes she could vanish into it.
Why does this feel so complicated?
Caelum was kind. He was thoughtful. He listened. He even made her laugh. The day had been light and warm in a way things rarely were lately. He walked her back with such care, such gentleness in his eyes. And when he reached up—brushed that strand of hair behind her ear—she saw it. The hope. The fear. The longing.
But just as his lips reached hers, something inside her recoiled—not in disgust, not in anger—but in ache.
She didn't want that kiss.
She didn't want him.
And that wasn't fair.
"Bloody hell." she whispers into the dark, covering her face with both hands.
She shifts slightly, sits up to peel off her cardigan and change into her nightclothes. A simple oversized Gryffindor shirt and soft flannel shorts. Her hair comes out of its pins and falls around her shoulders. She folds the cardigan carefully—because distraction is better than overthinking—and places it on her trunk.
But her thoughts aren't quiet.
She climbs into bed, tugging her blanket up to her chin and lying on her side, watching Brownie flop dramatically next to her wand.
Why didn't she kiss Caelum?
She had every reason to. She is single. He obviously fancies her. He is sweet. He asked for nothing. He was patient. He cared.
But it didn't feel right. It didn't feel anything like what she wants.
And that thought makes her chest twist.
Her mind, traitorous and relentless, wanders back to Severus. The ridiculous sting of jealousy and stupid hope. They barely talk. They avoid each other now more than usual. He is Severus Snape. Guarded. Bitter. Complicated.
And he rejected her.
She rolls onto her back, staring up again.
He never let her in. Not really. Him burning the letter means nothing.
And yet... her heart still kicks every time she sees him.
Why?
Why does she still feel it—this pull, this thread between them that won't snap even though it should?
Is it love?
She bites her lip and swallows the thought.
Bill's words echo from weeks ago, soft and certain. Are they true?
Is she truly in love with Severus?
If it is, then what is she supposed to do with that? With love that can't go anywhere? With a heart that is waiting for someone who is too wounded to open his own?
She groans softly, pulling the blanket up to her mouth. "This is so stupid."
She should move on. She wants to move on. She deserves to be loved—fully, freely. Not this half-waiting, half-hoping purgatory she has been living in. Not someone who sees her and pulls away every time she gets too close.
So why hasn't she?
Why didn't she let Caelum kiss her?
Is it guilt? Is it fear?
Or is it because deep down, she doesn't want someone else?
Is she still waiting for Severus, even after everything?
Even after knowing he probably isn't waiting for her?
Brownie climbs onto the bed and curls up beside her chest, purring as if she knows something Nadine doesn't. Nadine strokes her absentmindedly, the warmth grounding her in a moment where nothing makes sense.
"Maybe I am an idiot." she mutters.
But her heart doesn't answer.
Only the silence of a quiet Tower, and the low, steady rumble of Brownie's purr.
Chapter Text
Inside the locker room, familiar faces gather along the benches: Regulus, Evan, Steve, Lucinda, Emma—back for the first time since her recovery—Avery, and Seraphina. Amycus is relegated to reserve status, though his grin is far too wide, far too mad, for him to care.
The air smells faintly of polish and leather, of sweat and dust warmed by the early summer sun. Seraphina ties her hair high, black strands gleaming like onyx. Her pulse is steady. Regulus adjusts the fit of his gloves; Evan fine-tunes the angle of his broom handle. Lucinda and Emma lean close, murmuring about strategy, hoping Emma isn't feeling the weight of a final match.
"If we win—this is it. The Quidditch Cup. And we better win." Avery says, winking. Evan nods. Regulus says nothing, but nods.
Seraphina drifts in thought. This will be her last match for a while, and only Regulus knows. She hadn't expected him to keep it quiet, yet he does—for the sake of the team. Still, the match is hardly her only distraction: the duel with Regulus, her confession to her brother, the letters from Charles—all whirl like rogue Dementors in her mind.
Across the room, Regulus works the last piece of his gear into place with deliberate precision. He brushes a loose curl from his brow, his gloved fingers briefly grazing skin. A moment passes, then he glances at her—not with sharpness, not with the cool edge she has come to expect, but with something quieter, unreadable. He waits. A word? A gesture? His head tilts, a subtle question. Her eyes trace his features, then slip lower, over his lips, his throat, the lines of his Quidditch gear. He notices. She looks away.
"Heard you two had quite a duel." Emma says, her voice an arrow loosed into the tension.
Seraphina blinks. "Hm? Oh—yes. We did." She forces a smile.
Regulus offers the barest nod.
"It's good to finally play with you, Emma." Seraphina says, her voice smoothing, shoulders loosening. "I've heard nothing but praise." Emma beams. The conversation drifts to Quidditch, while the boys mutter their own dark litany.
Five minutes remain. They line up. As Seraphina slips past Regulus, her arm brushes his—barely, but enough. She whispers an apology and hurries forward. His eyes narrow fractionally before he takes his place at the front, his words to the team hovering between encouragement and threat.
The whistle slices the air. Heat presses down, the humidity wrapping the pitch in a suffocating embrace, but Slytherin moves as one. Seraphina's dodges are blade-sharp, Lucinda's catches timed to the heartbeat, Emma shaking off hesitation to play with the force of someone reclaiming lost ground.
The match begins in a thunder of cheers. Slytherin moves with the confidence of a single mind.
Evan and Avery are a steel wall, unyielding, relentless against Hufflepuff's assault, protecting their Chasers with discipline and force. Above, Regulus circles like a hawk, every movement calculated, the Snitch and the field both caught in his gaze.
Hufflepuff's Beaters try to break him, their bats swinging like hammers, but their strategy fractures. Their Seeker dives for the Snitch, only to find Regulus already there, cutting through the air like a shadow with purpose. His hand closes around gold.
Seraphina catches the moment, the clean precision of it, and feels the sting of reluctant admiration. Their eyes meet; she grins, nods. He holds the Snitch aloft and—rarely—smiles before descending into the chaos of victory. A smile only victory can bring out.
The stands erupt. Slytherin claims the Quidditch Cup. Fireworks crack the air, chants echo from the stone walls, and the pitch swells with celebration. Teammates crush one another in embraces, lift each other high, shouting everything and nothing. Emma's joy is radiant, the girls ensuring she feels the fullness of triumph after so long on the sidelines.
From the crowd, Nadine and Barty cheer with abandon. Bill and Cassiopeia clap, all bright pride. Pandora jumps with glee, Xenophilius beside her, the two spinning in their own odd rhythm. The Gryffindor team, though—Seraphina's eyes find them—wears expressions curdled with bitterness, as if they have been served something rotten, as if someone waved fresh dung in front of their noses. She lets the sight settle in her chest, a small, satisfying weight. Seraphina's villainous grin drips with satisfaction.
The pitch is a riot of sound and color. Fireworks bloom overhead, the air thick with the smell of smoke and grass, and the Slytherin team is tangled in a mess of arms and laughter. One by one, they crash into each other once more—Lucinda clinging to Emma, Avery lifting Evan off the ground, Steve shouting something unintelligible over the noise.
Regulus, though usually reserved in victory, doesn't stand apart this time. He moves through his team with rare ease, exchanging quick, firm embraces—solid, brief, efficient.
When he reaches Seraphina, the moment shifts. The noise doesn't fade, but it feels distant. His approach is slower, as his arms go around her, steady, neither rushed nor loose. It isn't the crushing, exuberant hug given to a teammate, nor the perfunctory clasp of victory—it is something quieter, heavier, lingering just a fraction too long. Unfamiliar territory for him, as is for her.
Sure, they have shared celebrations within the team before, but this one seems more final, more important than the other ones. It is also their first full hug.
For Seraphina, the warmth of him is a shock. She has fought him, argued with him, measured herself against him in silence for months. But here, in the lingering press of his arms, there is no rivalry—only something deeper, and far more dangerous to acknowledge. She tells herself it is just a victory hug, the kind every teammate deserves. The ache in her chest says otherwise. She has never been closer to him before.
When they part, the noise rushes back in, loud and bright, swallowing the moment before either of them can name it.
The warmth of him stays even after he lets go, a weight she feels as he steps back.
No words pass between them. Just the faintest flicker in his eyes before he turns to the next teammate, leaving her in the churn of celebration, the moment tucked away like something both of them know better than to acknowledge.
Only then does Regulus call the team together for the formal walk across the pitch to congratulate Hufflepuff. Handshakes are exchanged, clipped and cordial. And then, with the Cup secured, Slytherin turns for the tunnel, the noise of the stands following them into the cool dimness of the castle's stone corridors.
Inside the locker room, laughter and retellings fill the air—Lucinda recounting her best catch, Avery exaggerating his 'impenetrable' defense, Emma still glowing under the praise.
Seraphina lingers at the edge, fingers working at her gear buckles. Regulus approaches from the periphery of the noise, steps quiet, deliberate.
He stops close enough that his voice belongs to her alone.
"So," he says, low and certain, "was this your final match?"
She lifts her gaze to his, the dim light catching in her eyes. "For now... perhaps."
His head tilts, studying her as if committing the answer to memory. "Then tell me when—if—you decide to return."
"Miss me already?" She teases with a smile, as he barely stops himself from rolling his eyes.
He doesn't step back immediately. Then, without looking away from her, his voice rises just enough to carry to the rest of the room.
"This was Seraphina's last match—for now." he says, the words clipped but clear. "She's stepping away from the team."
The chatter stills. For a heartbeat, the only sound is the quiet thud of someone setting down their broom. Then voices swell again—not in protest, but in something warmer.
"Why?" Avery asks, a bit more vulnerable than he usually likes to be. He can't lie—she was a good addition to the team.
"I didn't think you were serious, Sera, c'mon..." Evan's disappointment is palpable, as he pats the seat next to him for her.
Lucinda crosses the room first, pulling Seraphina into a hug. "You'd better come back, I don't care." she says against her ear. Emma chimes in, "The team's not the same without you." Avery claps her on the shoulder, Evan mutters something about saving her a spot. Even Steve gives a rare smile and a comforting word.
The victory has softened the toughest students.
The moment turns into a celebration—handshakes, hugs, promises shouted over one another, for a good while after the match. They talk as if her return is certain, as if this is only an intermission. Seraphina smiles, indulging in all the joy. The victory now is even sweeter, yet sadder.
Regulus stands apart from the crush of embraces, his gaze on them. He smiles—barely. A flicker at the corner of his mouth, so brief it could be missed. He is pleased with his team, proud of them. But under that, there is a quiet note of reluctance, a part of him that doesn't like her leaving.
A small, congratulatory nod between them both. And then he is gone, slipping back into the current of his team, leaving her with the faint memory of his arms around her on the field and the stone weight of her answer settling in her chest.
She feels a pang of regret—was this the right choice? At least I can come back, she thinks comforting thoughts to herself.
The Great Hall glows with a warm, golden light that reflects off hundreds of floating candles swaying gently above the four long House tables. The ceiling mirrors the soft twilight outside, streaked in hues of lavender and deepening indigo, dotted with the first stars of the night. The chatter is electric—it is the final dinner before summer, exams are finally over, and the air hums with anticipation. Everyone knows the House Cup will be announced any moment.
Nadine sits at the Gryffindor table beside Bill, her posture straight but her smile relaxed. Brownie is curled up in her bag at her feet, hidden from view but occasionally peeking her head out. She can feel the faint tension rolling from the Gryffindor boys down the table—James's lot in particular, all hushed whispers and darted glares toward the Slytherin table.
At the far end, the staff table gleams with polished silver goblets and platters not yet touched. Dumbledore rises slowly from his central chair, the deep blue of his robes threaded with constellations that shimmer faintly when he moves. The murmuring dies almost instantly.
He rests both hands on the back of his chair for a moment, his twinkling eyes sweeping the hall with warmth and subtle weight.
"Another year," he begins, his voice carrying with practiced ease, "has come to a close here at Hogwarts School and University of Witchcraft and Wizardry. A year of challenge, of learning, of triumphs and, yes, of the occasional... mischief."
A few chuckles ripple through the hall, though the Slytherins mostly smirk in their corner.
"You have each contributed in your own way to the heart of this place." Dumbledore continues. "You have studied diligently, competed fiercely, and most importantly, grown. As always, the House Cup stands as a reminder that our successes are greater when they are shared with our housemates, our friends, and sometimes even... our rivals."
There is a murmur from the Gryffindor table at that, and Nadine notices James's narrowed eyes aimed straight at the Slytherin side.
"So," Dumbledore says, glancing at a scroll in his hand with mild ceremony, "the final points are as follows: In fourth place, with three hundred and ninety-two points — Hufflepuff."
The Hufflepuff table applauds politely, yellow and black banners rustling from their enchanted hooks.
"In third place, with four hundred and ten points — Ravenclaw."
A proud cheer rises from the Ravenclaw table, and Flitwick claps vigorously, beaming.
"In second place... very close indeed, with four hundred and seventy points — Gryffindor."
The Gryffindor table cheers loudly enough to almost disguise the bitter edge in Potter's and Black's expressions. The red-and-gold banners ripple overhead, but they don't move.
Dumbledore lets the noise settle before speaking the last words:
"And in first place, with four hundred and ninety points — Slytherin!"
The Slytherin table erupts in green-and-silver triumph. Cheers, whoops, and the pounding of fists on the table echo up to the rafters. Cassiopeia and Seraphina throw their arms around each other, hair catching the candlelight, and Evan thumps the table with both hands. Regulus smirks coolly, while Severus's lips curve in the faintest of smiles, his eyes flickering briefly to Nadine's side of the hall.
Nadine claps genuinely, leaning toward Bill with a wide grin. "Well deserved." she says warmly. "They were unstoppable."
Bill nods in agreement, smiling. Cassiopeia and Seraphina wave her over, their grins all teeth and glittering pride. Nadine excuses herself, weaving through the sea of students until she slides into the bench beside them.
"Congratulations, my darlings." she says, bumping Cassiopeia's shoulder.
"Thank you, darling." Cassiopeia teases. "Maybe next year, hm?"
Seraphina leans in conspiratorially. "You should be proud. Your Gryffindors were close. Not that we were sweating."
Nadine laughs, shaking her head. She glances across the table where Barty sits now with Evan and Regulus, deep in conversation. And then, almost without meaning to, her eyes wander further—past the emerald banners, past the clusters of laughing Slytherins—until they meet Severus's.
His expression doesn't change, but there is something about the brief meeting of their gazes, a quiet acknowledgment that cuts sharper than any cheer or shout. Heat creeps into her cheeks, and she looks away, suddenly aware of Cassiopeia watching her with a sly grin.
Dumbledore clears his throat, lifting his goblet.
"I encourage each of you to enjoy your final night here before summer's embrace." he says. "Be safe, be wise, and return to us ready for another year. To friendship, to courage, to knowledge, and—dare I say—to ambition. Let the feast begin!"
Golden platters appear in a shimmer of magic, laden with roast meats, potatoes, buttered vegetables, Yorkshire puddings, and tureens of steaming gravy. The smell alone makes Nadine's stomach growl. She digs in with the rest, the hum of laughter and clinking cutlery filling the space.
Cassiopeia passes her a dish of roast carrots with a knowing smirk. Seraphina offers the gravy boat. Across the hall, the Gryffindor table is loud but tense.
Nadine lets herself enjoy the moment, proud for her friends, warm from the food and the candlelight, even as her thoughts keep flicking back to the dark-haired figure sitting just a few seats down from Regulus, his head bowed over his plate, his presence magnetic as ever.
And still, she eats, smiles, and talks, hiding her flush in the heat.
From somewhere across the grounds comes the muffled hum of laughter and clinking bottles—the Black Lake bonfire is already underway, a celebration for the Quidditch Cup, the House Cup, and the final night before semestar-free summer.
The evening air carries a sweet, summery warmth as the sun dips low over the Black Lake, painting the sky in molten oranges and soft purples. By the water's edge, a bonfire roars to life, sparks dancing up toward the first stars, the crackle of flames harmonizing with the gentle lap of water against the shore. Lanterns hang from gnarled oaks, swaying lightly in the summer breeze, casting flecks of golden light across the grass. Around the fire, blankets are spread, bottles of cider chill in the lake, and the scent of roasted marshmallows mingles with the fresh, earthy tang of the forest.
For the final night of the year, the professors choose to turn a blind eye, letting students drift between dorms in the name of celebration.
Inside, the four girls are in the midst of their own small storm of fabrics, pins, and perfume.
Cassiopeia sits at her vanity, her curls pinned here and there with silver combs inlaid with sapphires—practical, but still expensive enough. She wears a dark navy wrap dress in lightweight silk that ties neatly at the waist, the skirt ending just below her knees. The sleeves are loose, the hem slightly uneven in that deliberate way, paired with strappy leather sandals. She brushes a bit of her perfume on her wrists—bitter, expensive, dark, commanding—the subtle scent following her with every measured movement.
Pandora lets her hair fall completely loose, a flower tucked behind her ear. Her dress is pale mint with a hint of white in the weave, the fabric airy and soft, the skirt brushing her calves. The neckline is square, the sleeves puffed slightly at the shoulders, and she pairs it with simple flats—whimsical without looking too much. A light, citrusy fragrance clings to her, bright and playful, like sunshine trapped in a bottle.
Nadine matches Pandora in the aesthetic. She fusses with the sleeves of her peach-pink sundress, the skirt swishing just above her knees. Tiny embroidered flowers dot the fabric, and she throws on an elegant cropped cream cardigan in case the lake breeze turns cool. Her hair is curled into soft waves, the top section pinned back with a pearl-tipped clip. Simple gold hoops and white doll shoes complete the look. A soft floral and coconut scent lingers around her, gentle and sweet, just like her.
Seraphina stands before the mirror, her long hair parted cleanly down the center, the upper sections braided back and intertwined in a style that could have been stolen from royalty. She chooses a black, fitted midi dress of soft linen with structured shoulders, the neckline a sharp V that is neither too low nor too prim. The skirt skims her figure, with a front slit that allows easy movement, balanced by long sleeves that end in subtle lace trim. The dress has subtle, velvet floral ornamental patterns, and her stockings are decorated with gothic patterns to match. She pairs it with black clogs, onyx earrings, and silver rings that shine in the moonlight. A warm, slightly sweet but dark perfume drifts from her, hinting at elegance and danger in equal measure.
"Are we... overdoing it? Too dressy for a bonfire?" Nadine asks, hesitation lingering in her tone, as if something else unspoken weighs on her.
"Don't be silly." Pandora says with a bright smile. "We look perfect."
"There's no such thing as overdressed." Cassiopeia adds with a soft chuckle. "I'm sure Maman has reminded you of that more than once."
Seraphina tilts her head slightly, her voice calm but certain. "Even if we are, does it matter? It's the end of the year—we're making a statement."
"What's on your mind, Nadine? You're awfully tense for a little bonfire." Cassiopeia prods gently.
Nadine fidgets with the hem of her dress before speaking. "It's... awkward, okay? I'll see Caelum, and I hurt his feelings without meaning to. And on the other hand—I was out here policing Severus, and practically biting Seraphina's head off for Selene, all while I'm mingling with a Ravenclaw."
Seraphina and Cassiopeia exchange a look, then smile and shake their heads in unison.
"Well, thankfully we are not dramatic." Seraphina interrupts with a dry humor. "Besides, it was harmless. You're allowed to have fun."
Cassiopeia nods. "It's true. I understand why it feels messy, but really—you didn't go any further than he did with Selene. In my opinion, you're even now."
Pandora twirls a bit, and smiles. "It's not your fault you're so loveable that Caelum noticed. Honestly, he had no chance."
Cassiopeia glances at Seraphina. "Speaking of brother-smoochers—Seraphina, you've been awfully quiet about Regulus. And we saw that hug after the match."
"There's nothing to say." Seraphina replies smoothly, a faint flush brushing her cheeks. "The hug was... just a hug. It doesn't change anything. I'm not in love with him—I admire him, yes, sometimes—but that's all. Tell him that, and I'll use an Unforgivable on you."
"Ah yes, handsome, brilliant, dangerous enough to keep you on your toes—how gross!" Nadine teases with a laugh.
Seraphina rushes to change the subject, "And Barty?" She looks at Cassiopeia.
Cassiopeia hesitates, voice softer this time. "And Bartemius... this whole secret thing. It's thrilling, yes, but sometimes it feels like he's pulling away. I honestly think there's more under the surface than we realize."
Pandora smooths her hair and smiles knowingly. "You know him. If something's wrong, he won't show it until he chooses to. Until then, just do your own thing, enjoy yourself, and let him come to you."
Nadine brightens, clapping her hands together. "Okay, then. Let's go."
The girls step onto the soft grass at the edge of the Black Lake, the warmth of the fire and the fading sunlight casting golden highlights over the water. The scent of smoke, cider, and roasted marshmallows mingles with their own perfumes, each distinct. The fire crackles ahead, sparks spiraling toward the stars as laughter and music ripple across the crowd.
Across the open space, the boys come into view, each one distinctly stylish, their presence as magnetic as the flames themselves.
Regulus stands a few paces ahead, almost impossibly polished, even for a summer evening. His dark trousers and a slightly looser black button-down contrast with the casual linen of the other students, the collar impeccably stiff. His shoes gleam faintly, his posture straight and precise. The firelight catches the angles of his face, sharp and regal, and Seraphina's chest tightens for a fraction of a second. His appearance is flawless—intimidating, controlled, and almost untouchable.
Evan is a summer contrast, relaxed but still undeniably elegant. Pale blue linen sleeves rolled casually, light-colored trousers, and a soft smile that seems to hold both warmth and a subtle edge. He shifts his weight slightly, hands in his pockets, giving off effortless charm. He looks approachable, but there is a hidden sharpness in his eyes, a dangerous undertone that keeps him from feeling too ordinary.
Barty is close by, wearing muted cream linen with sun-kissed undertones, the shirt untucked at the front but otherwise crisp. His sleeves are rolled up slightly, and his easy stance makes him seem almost carefree. There is a recklessness to him, the kind that makes people both admire and fear him.
Severus moves slightly behind the others, dark as always, in fitted black trousers and a charcoal shirt that contrasts sharply with the glow of the fire. His expression is calm, unreadable, but every inch of his posture radiates quiet strength. Nadine's chest tightens briefly at the sight of him, remembering their earlier awkwardness, the mix of annoyance and attraction simmering under the surface.
It isn't long before Nadine and Pandora drift from the others to greet Remus and Bill, leaving Cassiopeia and Seraphina lingering near a tree. The two share a glance, already silently agreeing that part of them would rather be curled up in their dorms, sleeping through this.
Nadine's tension eases slightly; she hasn't spotted Caelum yet, and the familiar calm of Remus and Bill has a grounding effect.
"Look at you two! You clean up very nice." Pandora giggles, nudging Bill.
"Us? Come on, you two are stealing the show. Given the show IS a bonfire." Remus smiles.
"We made it to the end of the year, friends. I say we celebrate 'til morning." Bill grins.
"Absolutely." Nadine and Pandora link their arms with them, on a search back to the girls.
Together they start searching for Cassiopeia and Seraphina, weaving through clusters of students and glowing lanterns.
Soon enough, Cassiopeia and Seraphina step away from the tree, and the four girls, with two acquired guys, finally rejoin. The slight weight of nerves lingers—first night jitters mixed with the thrill of Slytherin's victories and the unknown of the summer—but it feels lighter in each other's company.
There, across the open space, the boys have gathered, Regulus, Barty and Evan standing slightly apart, in a discussion, while Severus watches from a few paces back with Avery, expressions calm yet intense.
The girls approach, perfume blending with the smoke and air, and Regulus glances briefly toward Seraphina. Her jaw tenses instinctively—a smell of his cologne fills her nostrils. Nadine's chest flutters as her gaze lands on Severus who approaches with Avery, while Cassiopeia catches Barty's smirk and rolls her eyes in amusement.
"So," Cassiopeia begins, breaking the quiet, "we did it. Quidditch Cup, Slytherin dominance at its finest."
"Hard-earned." Evan says with a small grin. "And now, finally, we can enjoy the victory."
"Summer plans?" Pandora adds, glancing between them all, a hint of mischief in her smile. "Anyone brave enough to swim in the lake? Spill. I say we make this night memorable."
Barty chuckles, leaning casually against a tree. "Memorable is exactly the plan. But first, let's toast to the end of the year—fire, friends, and... whatever the summer brings."
The girls exchange smiles, nervous energy blending with excitement. Cushions of various colors are neatly scattered across the grounds, arranged in circles around several bonfires. Each fire is enchanted to stay contained and burn until the last person leaves the lake. Tables draped in dark cloths hold marshmallows, drinks, and other goodies, everything perfectly set for the night.
The group settles in, joined by a few extra students. Nadine glances around quickly, scanning for Caelum, but he isn't near them.
She settles into the circle, feeling the warmth of the fire against her legs. Remus sits to her left, relaxed and steady, offering a comforting presence that eases some of her nerves. On her right, Barty crosses his legs casually, leaning back slightly.
Next to him, Cassiopeia sits elegantly, posture perfect, as she smooths her dress delicately. Evan takes the spot on her right, easygoing but polished, a faint smirk tugging at his lips.
Seraphina follows, Regulus beside her, dark shirt slightly loose, sharp features softened by the fire's glow.
To his right, Severus remains unreadable, as he watches the circle with quiet intensity. Avery sits next to him, observing casually, moving his leg in a slight rhythm. He and Severus half-waiting to see Mulciber's pack—but choosing to mingle until then.
Xenophilius claims the next spot, Pandora perched lightly on his lap, twirling a strand of hair absentmindedly, her dress flowing around them. Emma and Lucinda close the circle next to Bill, who leans back with a relaxed grin, letting the bonfire's warmth wash over everyone.
The arrangement forms a loose, lively circle, the mix of personalities well-fitting.
The chatter flows easily. The Slytherins glow with pride, while Gryffindor still sulks over defeat, along with Barty. No one sulks harder than James, of course.
"All I'm saying is, had I been Captain, Ravenclaw would've been in the top two for sure." Barty declares, hands and eyebrows raised theatrically.
"Ha! No way you're passing through us that easily. Let's be realistic here." Nadine shakes her head at his audacity.
"Oh? But we passed quite easily, I fear." Regulus says, with fake-pity in his expression, his ego practically claiming a cushion for itself. He smirks ever-so-slightly at Nadine, while Evan jumps in.
"Exactly. Like butter. Frankly, we could sense the tension from your team—it made your Beaters, well, beatable." he winks at Nadine, who rolls her eyes.
Seraphina chuckles softly. "I cannot say anything. I'm keeping the peace... except—oh wait, we won!"
The Slytherin group erupts in laughter, while Barty and Nadine shout their playful protests.
"Oh yeah? How about that Carrow sabotage? Was he for hire, or just bribed to favor Slytherin?" Barty shouts with a mischievous grin, provoking the group further.
Cassiopeia, Bill, Remus, Pandora, and Xenophilius laugh at the live spectacle.
"Exactly! If I hadn't been knocked unconscious, maybe we would've won!" Barty adds dramatically.
"If, if—If I had horse legs, I'd be a centaur." Evan jokes, earning a fresh round of laughter, Seraphina and Lucinda barely catching their breath.
"Okay, okay, let's be honest." Cassiopeia interjects with a diplomatic smile. "That incident was definitely unfair. Let's hand it to the Gryffindors a little, alright?"
"Cassiopeia's colors have changed!" Pandora teases, and Regulus lets out a disappointed, sarcastic, "Tsk, tsk, tsk."
"Fine, fine." Seraphina adds, pointing a finger in mock accusation. "But the elbows from the Prewetts—like they had a personal vendetta against me."
"Both Crouches did well, I'll give them that." Phoebe winks at the twins, grinning with Emma. She wipes the corners of her eyes, "Ah, I'm so bummed I missed out on the excitement."
"Don't fret. We'll come back stronger." Barty nods confidently. Cassiopeia sighs with a small smile, patting Barty's back subtly—just enough so only he notices.
Chapter Text
"Speak of the devils..." Cassiopeia mutters, waving her hand in mild annoyance as the familiar Gryffindor group approaches. James and Sirius lead, followed by Lily, Peter, Marlene, and Dorcas. Despite the sting of defeat, their grins remain wide, a mix of pride and playful arrogance in every step.
"Well, well. What do we have here?" James says, chin lifted confidently, locking eyes with Severus before flicking a teasing glance toward Seraphina. His gaze sweeps over the group, taking in Regulus and Cassiopeia with a combination of amusement and irritation. Severus tenses slightly; Seraphina stiffens, preparing for confrontation, but Severus chooses calm over reaction. Nadine, meanwhile, waits, bracing for some ill-considered remark from James.
"The whole lot... quite the gathering." James continues, leaning lightly on Sirius, who crosses his arms and stares, first at Severus, then lingering on Seraphina, then Avery, then Regulus.
"Oh, give it a rest, Potter." Nadine cuts in first, standing and crossing her arms. She shoots Lily a pointed look, silently asking for backup. Lily, as if reading her mind, steps forward and gently tugs James by the shirt.
"C'mon, James. Let's not start anything." she murmurs.
"No, no," James protests, grinning, "we're just here to join the party. Surely we're welcome, right, Sni— Snape?" He throws a glance at Severus, who meets it with a calm, unwavering stare. It isn't Severus who reacts, though—it is Seraphina. James, however, knows to practice restraint in front of Lily.
"Perhaps a humbling loss should've given you some perspective, Potter." Seraphina says smoothly, leaning forward slightly, her gaze icy and precise. She flicks her attention to Lily with the same sharp intensity.
"Leash your dog, Evans." she adds, voice calm but cutting. Where Nadine holds back, Seraphina doesn't.
Lily hesitates, eyebrows furrowing at Seraphina's words. She inhales, ready to respond, but ultimately opts for peace, tugging James along a bit more firmly.
Remus rises immediately, stepping forward with a calm authority to diffuse the tension, while Bill moves up to stand behind Nadine.
"Oh, Seraphina, that pout suits you remarkably well. I should provoke you more." Sirius murmurs, crouching slightly to her level. "I haven't congratulated you on the win. Quite impressive for a new student—though I confess, I held back on you during the match." He reaches to brush a stray strand of hair from her face. Seraphina tilts her head away, eyes narrowed.
"Sirius, enough, get out of here." Cassiopeia groans, a warning evident in her voice.
Regulus's posture stiffens at Sirius's proximity. Though they have perfected the art of mutual disregard, the familial touch toward Seraphina sparks an unmistakable flicker of irritation in him. For the first time in months, he fixes Sirius with a sharp glare, which Sirius meets with a smirk before stepping back to his own group.
"Keep your paws to yourself, Black," Severus murmurs, voice low and dangerous, "or you might find yourself regretting it." Few know of their Animagus forms, but Severus would not hesitate to use the knowledge to his advantage.
"At least Nadine made a sensible call with Caelum." Peter says, voice light, earning a disapproving look from Remus.
"Yes, what a charming pairing." James adds, patting Nadine on the shoulder. She swiftly pushes his hand away, irritated.
It catches Nadine off guard—not just that James knows, but that he would reference it openly, in front of Severus, when she herself hasn't dared. She glares at Severus, who raises an eyebrow in mild amusement, clearly unimpressed.
"That's none of your business." she hisses at James.
"Enough, mate." Remus says firmly, gripping James's arm. "This is a celebration. Either join it properly, or leave." Marlene and Dorcas, unimpressed, begin to shepherd their friends along.
Avery exhales and pats Severus on the back twice. "Not even worth it." he mutters, voice calm.
"Fine." Sirius says, raising his hands in mock surrender. "Just make sure you claim these girls before someone else does." His eyes flick to Regulus then to Seraphina for a brief, sharp moment, before he turns away.
"Remus, come." James nods at him, laughter and chatter carrying them off, leaving the Slytherins with the firelight and their own simmering tension.
The tension hangs for a moment longer before Nadine exhales sharply, muttering under her breath. Frustration still flickering in her chest, she rises, grabbing a pile of marshmallows and a bundle of sticks the old-fashioned way. The simple ritual helps her reset, the anticipation of roasting them a small, grounding pleasure.
Remus joins her at the edge of the circle, voice quiet but earnest. "Sorry about them, again." he says almost immediately.
Nadine glances at him, irritation still evident, though softened slightly by his tone. "At least you stood up for us." she begins, collecting the last of the marshmallows. "But... I still don't understand why you stick with them."
He sighs, shrugging lightly. "I know. There's just something about Slytherin that sets them off. I get it—especially after the Quidditch Cup—but that still doesn't make it right."
Nadine nods slowly, her frustration easing a fraction, though the memory of James's smirk lingers in her mind. The quiet understanding between them is enough, for now, to settle her nerves.
"Listen, I'll catch you lot later, okay? Congratulations everyone!" Remus shares with a genuine smile before departing to find his Marauders.
Avery, Evan, and Barty follow Nadine's steps, standing and making their way toward the tables draped in dark cloths. Drinks are poured, snacks collected, and the casual motions of preparing for a night of food and laughter begin to ease the tightness in the circle.
Seraphina and Cassiopeia exchange small smiles, settling a little deeper on their cushions, watching the scene unfold. Evan returns with a tray of cider, butterbeers, and sparkling water, Barty carrying a basket of fruit and nuts, while Avery opts for extra marshmallows, stacking them neatly, and chocolates.
Without thinking, Nadine plops down next to Severus, Xenophilius and Pandora to her right. Avery, Evan and her hand everyone the marshmallow sticks to roast them.
"I can just use magic to get them done." Regulus protests at first, reluctantly taking the stick with two marshmallows on it.
"Oh relax, as if you'll become a squib the second you do something the 'normal' way." Cassiopeia laughs at him.
The circle slowly relaxes, the chatter picking up again, playful jabs and laughter threading through the evening air. The combination of warmth from the fire, the aroma of roasted marshmallows, and the familiarity of friends near enough to laugh with—if not at—one another, melts the last of the awkwardness.
When it comes to melting, Nadine is clearly struggling—she has already burnt two marshmallows and mutters something under her breath. Severus notices, his eyes flicking from her face to the blackened sugar, but says nothing.
Still, there is a flicker of curiosity. Who is Caelum? How does she seem to move so freely, without the scrutiny he always seems to draw? He isn't hurt by the disparity—Nadine had been—but part of him is almost eager to help her now.
"Mind you, I'm studying hard to be a Healer, and I'm burning marshmallows." Nadine huffs, avoiding eye contact.
The corner of Severus's mouth twitches in faint amusement, though she doesn't catch it.
Without a word, he holds out his own marshmallow stick, but doesn't release it. When she takes hold, his pale, cool fingers settle lightly over hers, guiding the stick toward the fire. Slowly. Carefully.
Her heart gives an unsteady beat at the prolonged touch. Of all the moments she had imagined after their bickering and his usual distance, this was not one of them. His grip is firm but unhurried, his presence steady enough to make her feel both oddly calm and uncomfortably aware of every second.
"You're holding it too close, for too long. Let it hover—don't shove it into the flames." his voice is lower than usual, pitched for her alone.
Nadine stays still, as if sudden movement might scare him away, like coaxing a wary cat.
"I've seen the same habit when you brew." he adds quietly. "Too much heat, too much haste. Patience brings out the best results." He draws the stick back with her, the marshmallow now perfectly roasted—golden on the outside, soft within. "Very Gryffindor of you to rush."
He lets go, offering the barest hint of a smile—his way of making an effort, just as he had promised Seraphina.
"Thank you, Severus." she says, biting into the marshmallow. Her eyes widen in surprise. "That's delicious. Since when did you become a marshmallow expert?" she teases, a grin threatening to break across her face.
"Figured I couldn't do a worse job than you." he replies dryly, and she giggles.
"Wow—transferable skills from Potions. You're good with your hands." The words slip out before she catches herself, and she blushes. "I meant—you're handy."
This time, he spares her the kind of sharp remark he might have made before. Instead, he simply nods. She smiles again.
Despite the chatter around the bonfire, it feels like they have stepped into their own small pocket of space—quiet, separate, comfortable in a way they haven't been in a while.
"Potter was out of line." she says after a moment. "I feel like I should apologize for them, even though—"
"He's not yours to control." Severus cuts in. "Still, I appreciate your efforts." His voice is even, unreadable, but the truth is he appreciates it more than he expected. It is easier when someone is in your corner—something rare for him, except for a trusted few. "Seraphina does too."
Nadine's smile is faint, modest. She peels the second marshmallow from the stick, splitting it evenly and offering half to him. He takes it.
"I play along with them sometimes, but they can be... unnecessarily mean. Controlling, even. Remus tries to stop it—he's the only decent one of them, really."
She hesitates, chewing her half of the marshmallow, and then blurts, "About Caelum... I... I feel like I should at least explain. I thought it was just a friend thing at first. I only accepted a date after I saw you with Selene—I was..."
"Rushing?"
"Yes." she smiles. "I figured there was nothing more to him. But then he tried to kiss me, and I didn't let him."
Her tone carries a faint defensiveness, like she is bracing for his judgment. But Severus only listens, his eyes steady, unhurried, as though he's giving her the space to speak without interruption.
"You don't need to justify yourself." he says finally, voice calm, certain. "Not to me."
The reassurance lands heavier than she expects, loosening a knot she hadn't realised she had been holding. She lets out a quiet breath, the tension easing as the night hums around them—wood crackling, laughter drifting from the others, and the faint taste of sugar still on her tongue.
"Oh." she begins, unsure what to say, caught in the weight of his gaze. "Still, I wanted to apologize for that whole mess too. You were right—it wasn't any of my business, and you're a grown ma—"
"You apologize too much." he cuts in gently, giving her the smallest nod as he reaches for two glasses of cider from the low table beside him. He hands one to her.
She takes it, pausing mid-motion. The glass is warm from sitting near the fire, but her stomach feels oddly tingly all over again. Effortlessly funny and calm, she thinks. The perfect contrast to her storm.
Somewhere between the warmth of the fire and the hum of chatter, Barty leans toward Cassiopeia, murmuring something low enough for only her to catch. She gives the faintest smile, almost imperceptible, and the two slip away together, heading deeper into the woods under the pretense of 'getting more firewood.' Their departure is quiet, deliberate—no one draws attention to it.
The bonfire roars in the distance, its glow spilling between the trunks of the trees like molten gold. Music, laughter, and the occasional whoop drift toward them, but here—between the close-leaning pines—the air feels different. Dimmer. Warmer. Like the night is holding its breath.
Cassiopeia stumbles just slightly as Barty pulls her by the hand, his grin wide in the half-light. He stops abruptly beside a thick old oak and leans back against it, eyes sweeping over her from head to toe in a way that makes her shift her weight, suddenly far too aware of her own outfit.
"Merlin's bollocks..." he murmurs, letting his gaze linger, slow and deliberate, before it finally flicks back up to her eyes. "You're trying to kill me tonight."
She narrows her eyes at him, though there is a telltale curve at the corner of her mouth. "I'm not doing anything."
"That's the problem." he says, smirking. "You don't have to. But you could though."
She feels the heat rise to her cheeks and scowls to cover it. "You're ridiculous."
"Maybe." he says, and steps closer until his shoulder almost brushes hers. "But you're blushing. And I love that."
She exhales sharply, half annoyed, half flustered. "You dragged me out here just to make fun of me?"
"Dragged you out here," he repeats, tilting his head, "to have you all to myself for a few minutes. Is that a crime?"
"It might be if someone sees—"
"I don't care." His answer comes too fast, too certain.
Her frown deepens. "Then why are we hiding?"
He hesitates just a fraction, and she catches it. "Because until your parents—"
"Oh, here we go." She cuts him off with a huff, folding her arms. "You know, sometimes you're all over me, and then other times you act like—like we shouldn't even be seen in the same room. It's weird, Bartemius."
He rubs the back of his neck, the smirk gone for a moment. "I know. I'm sorry." His voice drops, softer, almost urgent. "It won't be like this forever. I promise. I just..." His jaw works like he is about to say more, then he lets it out in a sigh. "I'm doing what I can, alright?"
She looks at him for a long beat, searching his expression. "You better be."
His lips quirk again, not as cocky this time—more like he is relieved she is still here, still looking at him like that. His hands find her waist, fingers curling just enough to make her breath catch. He dips his head, pressing his mouth to her jaw, then down the side of her neck, trailing dangerously slow toward her collarbone.
"Bartemius—" she starts, but her voice falters when his hands slide lower, firm at her hips, holding her close against him.
He murmurs something against her skin, something she doesn't quite catch but feels in the way it hums there. She curls her fingers in his hair almost without thinking, tilting her head back just slightly.
The pine needles above them whisper with the wind. The fire pops somewhere far away. And for a moment, the world feels like it is only this space between them.
A dozen yards away, crouched behind another tree, Amycus watches with a scowl so sharp it is almost a sneer. His jaw is tight, and his eyes burn in the flickering firelight that spills this far. He doesn't blink when Cassiopeia laughs softly at something Barty says, or when Barty's hands slide along her waist again.
"Enjoying the show?"
He startles, just barely, and turns his head to see Alecto stepping out from behind a trunk, arms crossed and a look of pure disdain on her face.
Amycus straightens. "Fuck off."
"Honestly," Alecto says, wrinkling her nose, "you're pathetic. Standing here gawking like some lovesick idiot." She glances toward the couple again and grimaces. "She's revolting. And him? Don't even get me started."
Amycus doesn't answer, but his mouth twists into a slow, unpleasant smirk. "Soon enough, sis."
She gives him a sharp, suspicious look but doesn't push for details. Instead, she spins on her heel, muttering under her breath as they head back toward the firelight.
Behind them, Barty's low voice drifts through the trees again—a murmur Cassiopeia answers with a smile—and the shadows swallow the sound as the siblings disappear.
In their absence, Evan and Avery settle back onto the cushions beside Seraphina, the conversation looping naturally toward Quidditch once again.
"So, you leaving means the entire formation is going to shift." Avery points out, his expression somewhere between teasing and genuinely concerned. "We'll have to break in a new Chaser."
"I know." Seraphina says, her voice warm but touched with regret. "I guess Carrow needs to learn to Chase." She masks her regret with sarcasm. Avery chuckles at the remark.
Evan snaps his fingers suddenly. "Oh, I almost forgot—" He leans to grab something from the bag at his feet. "The team all pitched in for a little gift for you. To be honest, it's more of a bribe for your return next semester, but pretend you don't know that. We didn't know what exactly to get, Reg suggested a dragon, Lucinda agreed, so did I."
He hands her a small, black velvet box. Seraphina opens it slowly, her breath catching just slightly at the sight—a delicate white gold dragon pin, its wings outstretched, gleaming in the firelight. A fine chain rests beside it, so it can be worn as a necklace if she chooses.
"Oh, it's beautiful." she says softly, brushing her fingertips over the intricate details. For the first time that night, her composure falters just enough.
Regulus keeps his gaze on her, silent, unreadable in the shifting glow of the fire. She doesn't mention the fact that he was the one who suggested it—of course she doesn't. It must mean nothing... right?
She fastens the pin immediately, letting the delicate chain catch the light, and grins.
"Thank you again—it's perfect. And fine. If the situation is dire, I will consider." she says with mock reluctance, though her tone gives her away.
As everyone drifts back to their seats, the talk shifts to summer plans. Nadine and Cassiopeia mention France, prompting Regulus and Evan to nod—they are headed there as well at some point. Barty, on the other hand, doesn't seem inclined, though he admits he will likely give in rather than face Father's inevitable criticism.
Bill and Seraphina chat about Charlie and the possibility of visiting him—and the dragons—over the break. Work is mentioned here and there; a few internships, a few family obligations. Nadine and Cassiopeia suggest taking Seraphina to France with them, or at least ensuring they spend part of the summer together.
"I mean, maybe you get to see Charles if you come with us." Nadine prods, watching Regulus carefully for a reaction.
He knows better this time—his expression remains composed, not a flicker of the reaction she had seen before.
Cassiopeia catches on to Nadine's intentions and joins in with a sly grin.
"Definitely, he's the first one I'd call." she teases, eyes glinting as she glances at Regulus.
He answers with a sharp, warning look, but says nothing.
"A trip to France would be lovely, but we'll see." Seraphina says smoothly, refusing to bite at their bait, "Maybe you should teach me French more. I do know some—but not a lot." she giggles. Then she shifts the subject. "Actually, what about that whole thing next semester? Remember, from the letters, Nadine?"
Nadine perks up, her curiosity reignited. "Oh—yes! Remember how Louis said something big might be happening next semester, and they all might visit? Is it an anniversary? A show? A competition?" she muses aloud.
"No idea," Cassiopeia replies lightly, "but there were whispers around the Ministry, so we'll find out soon enough, I suppose."
"A show would be entertaining." Evan says, leaning back. "We don't get many of those at Hogwarts."
"As long as we make sure to stay in touch, and I mean it—everyone." Nadine orders, smiling.
The conversation drifts into guesses about what the event might be—plays, tournaments, festivals, usual gossip—until Seraphina leans back slightly, her new white-gold pin glinting in the firelight. Her hand rests idly in the space between them, and brushes against Regulus's, and his bulky Black family crest ring.
They both go still. Neither moves. His fingers don't retreat, hers don't shift away, not yet.
Her heartbeat hammers faster, though her expression remains composed, unreadable, as if nothing is happening. He glances at her, subtle and quick, and notices the faint rise and fall of her pulse at the hollow of her throat, betraying the calm facade. He is slightly intrigued by the effect it has, but he won't ask.
She catches his gaze and moves her hand just an inch apart, careful not to touch his. Does she want to keep her hand there? Yes—but by no means does she want to be inappropriate.
"Sorry." she murmurs quietly, as if she has crossed some invisible boundary.
He fixes her with his eyes, sharp but softened, and his hand remains poised where it is. Slowly, he brings it to his lap, legs crossed, fingers absently fiddling with his ring—granting her the grace of not speaking of it, while his mind quietly lingers on the moment.
Cassiopeia notices—of course she does. Even without the Seeker's sharpness her brother possesses, her eagle-eye misses little. She smiles quietly to herself, choosing not to prod. She knows the boundaries they would inevitably hit if anything were to happen, yet she is secretly rooting for them, even as Seraphina insists otherwise.
Pandora rises from the log, gliding lightly toward the table of drinks and snacks. "Ev, could you—" she begins, her voice trailing as a sudden blankness overtakes her.
Her steps falter. Her hand hovers mid-air, glass of cider forgotten, eyes wide and unblinking. She freezes completely, the words never leaving her lips.
Evan is already moving. "Pandora." he murmurs, slipping an arm around her waist and guiding her back toward the shadowed edge of the clearing before anyone else can notice. She doesn't resist—she can't, caught in the grip of whatever she is seeing. Xenophilius follows.
Pandora's gift always remains hidden—not out of shame, but for safety. Seers, or those with even a trace of the ability to glimpse the future, are coveted by every side, their visions a tool for agendas and schemes. Pandora herself hasn't experienced many of these moments, but when they come, they are never gentle. Confusing, fragmented, terrifying—they leave a mark, even when their meaning is unclear.
Inside her mind, chaos reigns. Overlapping voices—shouts, screams, words twisted into something incomprehensible. White veils ripple and swirl, flitting in and out of sight like ghostly curtains. Black cloaks loom in the edges of her vision, faceless, masks, chants, closing in, pain stabbing sharply behind her eyes.
Evan keeps her steady, moving her carefully into the darkened trees, shielding her from view. He feels her tremble against him, but says nothing, letting her ride out the vision safely.
By the time they return, Pandora looks pale but composed, sipping her cider as if nothing had happened. The group remains oblivious—partially—Evan ensured it—while the weight of the vision lingers only between them.
"Everything alright?" Nadine whispers to Pandora who sat quietly next to her once again, Xenophilius wrapping her in his cardigan as if shielding her. He knows. Pandora nods.
The night air grows cooler as the group drifts toward the castle, the last flickers of bonfire light fading behind them. Conversations taper off naturally, laughter reduced to murmurs, and the students begin to split into pairs and small clusters.
Evan, Pandora, and Xenophilius stroll slightly ahead, still chatting quietly about her episode. Nadine, Barty, and Cassiopeia fall into step a little further back, their laughter more subdued now, caught between goodbyes and teasing remarks. Barty doesn't let go of her hand. Severus and Avery linger near the edge, heading off toward Mulciber to catch up on something important. Bill remains a hub for others, shaking hands, exchanging farewells, and offering quiet smiles.
At the very back, Seraphina and Regulus fall into step together. They don't speak—there is nothing that needs to be said—but the pace is deliberate, measured, almost synchronised. Their shoulders brush lightly at times, a small, fleeting contact that neither acknowledges. The silence isn't awkward; it is comfortable, familiar even, as if the rhythm of their steps has become a language of its own.
The castle looms closer, its windows glowing faintly in the night, and still they walk in that quiet accord.
Before Nadine can climb the tower, a familiar face approaches.
"Congratulations on second place." Caelum says, a small, easy smile on his lips.
"Caelum," Nadine begins, pausing slightly, "I didn't see you at the bonfire today. And—thank you." She keeps her tone calm and measured, unsure how else to navigate the conversation.
"I was there." he explains. "Just on the other side. They were daring each other to swim in the Black Lake... only three of them actually went in."
"Ah... well, I'm definitely not joining the Giant Squid for a swim." she replies, a chuckle escaping them both.
Then, quieter, she adds, "Caelum, I wanted to say sorry—about the date. About the... kiss. You did nothing wrong. The date was beautiful, I just... didn't want to start something I couldn't finish."
"Nadine, you have nothing to apologize for. You didn't do anything wrong." he says softly. "I'm the one who should apologize for putting you in that position. I thought—I should have been more aware."
"No, you've been wonderful, sweet. I hope we can still be friends. I just... have someone else on my mind, and it wouldn't have been fair to you. A girl would be lucky to have you, though. It's a me thing, not you."
He nods, his smile faintly wistful.
"I just wanted to talk to you before we go off for the summer. I didn't want to leave it unresolved—you deserve better than that."
"And so do you." she replies softly.
They stand there in quiet acknowledgment, letting the moment settle gently between them.
"Right person, wrong time, I s'ppose." he offers, half-jokingly. She nods in agreement.
In truth, Caelum is kind, attentive, and everything one could hope for, but Nadine knows in her heart it isn't fully right. Her thoughts keep returning to Severus, and she understands that settling for anyone else would be unfair to both of them.
"I hope you have a wonderful summer, Nadine. Write to me."
"You too, Caelum. Write back." she smiles, pulling him into a tight hug.
Before they part, he presses a soft kiss to her cheek and wishes her a good night.
She watches him walk away, a pang of regret threading through her chest. Questions surface unbidden: Did she give up too soon? Could something have been different? Yet despite the twinge of doubt, she knows her heart already has its answer.
Chapter Text
Nadine steps off the Hogwarts Express with a soft thud, the soles of her boots meeting the cobbled edge of the platform. The sun filters gently through the station's high glass ceiling, warm but lazy, streaking gold over the bustling crowd. Brownie is curled snugly in her arms, head peeking out from under Nadine's jacket, blinking at the sudden brightness and sniffing the air with her dainty, twitching nose.
Barty steps down beside her, adjusting the strap of his trunk case over his shoulder, and gives her a quick glance that is both tired and relieved. His hair is slightly tousled from the train ride, and he is already frowning at the noise and chaos around them. He doesn't say anything yet.
Nadine's gaze sweeps the crowd. Cassiopeia is the next to descend with effortless grace, her luggage floating neatly behind her, wand tucked behind her ear. Regulus follows silently, walking a step behind her, hands in the pockets of his black coat. His eyes flit across the station sharply, assessing.
Then there is Seraphina—her hair bouncing in glossy waves, arm linked with Pandora, who looks utterly unbothered by the rush of people, a dreamy smile on her lips. Evan trails behind them, giving a long stretch and muttering something under his breath about already needing a drink.
They are finally heading home.
The realization hits Nadine all at once: it is over. This term. These long, cold nights in the Tower. These tangled messes of feelings and silences and laughter and pain. It is behind them, if only for the summer.
She turns to her girls.
"Write me." she says sternly, but her voice is warm, lips twitching at the corners. "Every week, or I'm coming to your house personally and dragging you back to mine."
Cassiopeia smirks. "I'd like to see you try, Crouch."
Seraphina gives her a long, theatrical sigh before wrapping her in a hug that is tighter than expected. "You better send letters that smell like sugar cookies. And include gossip. None of this 'I've been reading' nonsense."
Pandora hugs her too, gently, and whispers, "I miss you already."
Nadine squeezes all of them, heart full, and steps back just as a high-pitched squeaking cuts through the air.
"Miss Nadine! Master Barty! We must hurry, we must!" comes the frantic voice of Winky, scurrying through the crowd, her little ears flapping with every step. She is wringing her hands in a way that means one thing: attention, and trouble.
"What's wrong?" Nadine frowns, her arm instinctively tightening around Brownie.
Winky glances behind her, eyes wide with urgency. "Reporters, miss! Cameras! Talking about Master's children again, oh, they is very nosy, very rude!"
And as if on cue, the low roar of voices grows louder behind them. Journalists. Cameras flash in the distance. There are murmurs of "There they are!" and "Get a shot of the twins!"
Barty groans. Nadine doesn't even turn around.
"We're not bloody celebrities." Barty mutters under his breath.
"You sure about that?" Cassiopeia calls, smirking as she takes her trunk. "Maybe sign an autograph for me before you vanish."
Seraphina grins. "Don't forget to thank your fans, darling. And pose with Brownie, she's a style icon."
"You're both insufferable." Nadine mutters, but she is smiling—barely.
"Go." Regulus says quietly. "Before they get closer."
Pandora waves slowly. "Don't let the Muggles—or the press—get you down."
With a final look and a shared nod, they part ways.
Winky tugs at Barty's sleeve and hurries them through a side passage. Nadine tries not to trip over her luggage as Brownie mewls in protest. There is the loud pop of Disapparition—
And soon—
They are home.
The rush of pressure fades, and Nadine blinks into the soft golden light of dusk as it blankets the front lawn of the Crouch estate. The tall iron gates are closed behind them, the sprawling manor in front—tall, elegant, stern. Ivy creeps across parts of the stone façade, climbing toward arched windows that flicker with warm light. The house stands like it always does: proud, silent, timeless.
Nadine doesn't realize she is smiling until Barty looks over and quirks an eyebrow. "Glad to be back?" he asks, adjusting his sleeve.
"Maybe a little." she admits.
Before she can say more, they hear it—barking. And then galloping paws across the cobblestone.
"Hades!" Barty yells.
"Ares!" Nadine exclaims, just before the massive blur of two sleek dobermans barrels toward them at full speed.
The dogs crash into them like storm waves, licking, whining, barking. Their bodies wriggle with joy, tongues out, tails wagging furiously as they jump and paw and collapse dramatically into their legs. Brownie hisses violently from Nadine's arms, fur puffed, but even she—reluctantly—tolerates a sniff and nudge from Ares.
"They missed us." Barty says with a laugh, trying to push Hades off him as the dog tries to climb his chest.
"I missed them more." Nadine says, dropping to her knees as Ares places a paw delicately on her leg and licks her cheek.
Winky stands off to the side, sniffling proudly into her tea towel.
They finally manage to calm the dogs—who follow them excitedly as they move toward the manor doors. The double oak doors open before they even knock, as if the house already knows they are back.
And there she is.
Mother.
Standing in the hallway, dressed in a beautiful evening gown of slate blue silk, her hair pinned up, a tasteful pearl necklace resting at her throat. Her expression softens the moment she sees them.
"My darlings." she says, voice rich and warm.
Nadine doesn't hesitate. She rushes forward and wraps her arms around Mother, burying her face into her shoulder. Barty stands still for a moment, then walks up behind and joins the hug with one arm around them both. For a moment, it feels like they are small again—safe, known, real.
"You look beautiful." Nadine murmurs into Mother's shoulder.
Mother smiles and pulls back to cup her cheek. "So do you, Nadine. You've grown more lovely this year."
She kisses both their foreheads. "Now—come. I want to hear everything. But you'll need to freshen up first."
She steps back, smoothing her gown. "We have guests for dinner."
Nadine and Barty exchange looks.
"Of course we do." Nadine mutters.
The dogs bark.
Brownie growls.
And the doors close behind them with a soft, echoing click.
"Can't even get one bloody night to breathe." Nadine mutters as they climb the grand staircase.
Barty huffs, adjusting his hold on his trunk. "We literally just got back."
They round the corner and nearly crash into Father, standing tall in a crisp navy-blue suit, adjusting his tie in the mirror mounted in the hallway. The silver stripes on the silk gleam under the chandelier light. He turns his head sharply, assessing them both as if he has been waiting for their arrival to begin the rest of his day.
"Ah. Finally." he says, his voice clipped, formal. "You're late."
"Took us seven minutes." Barty mutters under his breath, and Nadine has to hide a smirk.
Father looks over his shoulder in the mirror. "Fix this." he says to Nadine, pointing at the knot in his tie.
She steps forward with a sigh but does it anyway, fingers quickly moving to adjust the Windsor knot. "There." she says, stepping back. "Not so strangling now."
He gives a terse nod. "Thank you. Now, go get changed and bring your university records. Meet me in the office in twenty minutes. And make sure you're presentable."
Nadine and Barty groan in unison as they trudge toward their rooms.
"I hate this house." Nadine grumbles. "I love my bed. But I hate this house."
"Same." Barty mutters. "Feels like we never even left."
They split off at the hallway. Nadine opens the door to her room and stands still for a moment. The air smells like fresh flowers and parchment. Brownie immediately jumps down from her arms and pads over to her plush bed by the window, kneading it before curling up. The cat purrs with a deep, content sound.
Nadine breathes in.
Her room is the only place that feels like hers in the entire manor. The windows stretch from floor to ceiling, and the soft peach-toned curtains are half drawn, casting golden sunlight onto the polished oak floor. Her desk is still scattered with ink bottles, journals, and potion recipe scrolls she left over the Christmas holiday. She smiles a little despite herself.
She freshens up in the marble-lined ensuite bathroom, brushing her hair back and twisting it into a polished, low twist that clips behind her ear with a golden clasp. She returns to her walk-in closet, fingers ghosting over the rows of gowns. She finally selects a formal but understated dress—a dusty rose silk with a modest neckline and fluttering sleeves that gather at the wrists. The dress hugs her waist and falls to her mid-calf. She slides on thick nude-toned heels with gold buckles and finishes with a pearl pendant necklace.
After checking her reflection, she grabs the folder from her bag—their grades and evaluations from the second semester—and heads down the hall. Barty steps out of his room at the same time, wearing a dark button-down and grey slacks.
They walk in silence toward the study and knock once.
"Enter." comes the familiar sharp voice.
They step into Father's office, a dark room lined with bookshelves and decorated with maps of international magical territories and framed Ministry accolades. The large desk in the center is pristine, as always, a fountain pen and parchment precisely aligned.
He looks up from a report.
"Sit."
They do.
"Well?" he says, holding out a hand expectantly.
They pass him their grade documents. His eyes skim through the marks, his face unmoved, but his tone shifts slightly—something resembling approval, though it never quite reaches warmth.
"Top of your class in Patological Magic and Anatomy." he says to Nadine. "Very good. And you." he glances at Barty, "Consistent scores in Theoretical Applications and Advanced charms. I expected no less."
"Thank you, Father." Barty says dryly.
Father sets the parchment down and clasps his hands together on the desk.
"You both will be present at dinner tonight. The guests are not just friends, they are Ministry colleagues—senior ones. You will behave accordingly, speak when spoken to, and under no circumstances are you to cause a scene. Understood?"
Nadine nods slowly. "Understood."
Barty mumbles something less convincing.
"There will be no... dramatics tonight. I will not tolerate them. We are not common gossip."
"We're not the ones who usually cause scenes." Nadine mutters under her breath.
Father's eyes narrow, but he ignores the comment.
"The Carrows will be in attendance." he says. "And I expect no tension. No provocations. Not after the incident."
Nadine stiffens. Barty's jaw tightens.
"You mean after Amycus put Nadine in the hospital wing?" Barty says.
"I mean after my son drew his wand at a Ministry affiliate." Father snaps.
"He—"
"Enough." Father says sharply. "We are beyond such childishness. You are adults now. Act like it."
Nadine crosses one leg over the other, clenching her folder slightly. "Of course. No misbehavior. No breathing wrong. Got it."
Father levels her with a stare. "This position demands responsibility. The family name is under a different spotlight now. And so are both of you."
Barty scoffs but doesn't reply. Nadine looks down at her knees.
"Dinner is in one hour." Father concludes. "Go make yourselves respectable."
They stand and turn to leave, but just as they reach the door, he speaks again.
"And Nadine—well done with your grades. I was proud to read them."
She pauses, caught off-guard. She turns slightly. "Thank you."
Then she walks out with Barty beside her.
Once they are out of earshot, he mutters, "Bloody circus. Even when you do well, you're just another piece of his presentation board."
Nadine doesn't respond.
She just holds her records tighter and tries to push down the tightness forming in her chest.
The ornate grandfather clock in the entryway ticks with unnerving precision as Nadine and Barty stand shoulder to shoulder at the foot of the grand staircase, hands neatly folded in front of them, postures tense, expressions fixed in well-rehearsed diplomacy. Mother flutters around them, smoothing Nadine's sleeve, brushing invisible dust off Barty's shoulder, adjusting their collars for the third time.
"Hush, they're almost here." she whispers, eyes flicking to the gilded clock and then to the double doors. Her voice is pleasant, but her expression holds the tension of someone aware of how much hangs on a successful evening.
They hear Father's polished shoes descend the stairs. With a crimson lapel pin in the shape of the Ministry's crest, he adjusts the cuffs of his sleeves with the same precision he applies to every aspect of his life. His gaze flicks over them as he joins them, lips pressed into a hard line.
"Stand straight." he mutters. "And smile, Bartemius."
Before either of them can sigh, the bell chimes.
The door swings open, revealing a cluster of distinguished figures framed by the stone arch of the grand entrance. Rain slicks the cobblestones behind them, light glinting off polished shoes and dripping cloaks.
"Minister Crouch." says a smooth, slick voice—Mr. Carrow, of course—stepping forward with a serpentine smile. He is a pale man with the sort of face that has long forgotten warmth. "A pleasure."
"Mr. Carrow." Father returns coolly, extending a hand.
Behind him, Amycus and Alecto smirk as they trail their father, Amycus's eyes narrowing and mouth curling the moment they land on Nadine, like a wolf that smells blood. Their greasy hair is slicked back, dark cloaks slightly wrinkled from what must have been a chaotic travel. The kind of chaos, Nadine thinks, that suits them far too well. Alecto, plump and smug, locks her eyes on Barty and winks—vile and uninvited.
Further back, Lucius steps forward, elegance personified in dove-grey robes, his arm linked with Narcissa, regal and cool in sapphire velvet. Lucius offers a bow of the head. "Minister." he greets, "Always a pleasure to visit your home." Narcissa offers a quiet nod, eyes barely grazing Nadine's before flicking away with mild curiosity.
And then there is a flicker of camera flash.
"Oh! Absolutely radiant!" trills a voice like nails on a crystal goblet.
Rita Skeeter, quill already scribbling midair, marches in behind them with her poor, overworked cameraman trailing, muttering under his breath. Her hair is its signature violently yellow puff, her glasses oversized and gleaming with curiosity as she takes in Nadine and Barty like they are exhibits.
"Minister's children, both home for the summer? Just in time for this lovely little gathering. Mind if I get a shot?" she sings, without waiting for permission.
"No pictures in the foyer, Rita." Father clips firmly, and she pouts—briefly—but the camera lowers.
But more follow.
A brisk older woman with eagle-sharp eyes enters next—Griselda Marchbanks, Head of the Wizarding Examinations Authority. She nods at Father and gives the children a shrewd once-over.
Behind her, Croaker, one of the oldest Unspeakables, glides in like a shadow given shape, his robes stitched in runes most would never recognize. He meets Nadine's gaze for a second longer than comfortable before turning away.
Then Crispin Wren, the Head of the Department of International Magical Cooperation, flanked by his secretary, a thin woman with a quill always in motion. Wren is red-cheeked and jolly-voiced, but there is calculation behind his eyes.
Impossible to miss—steps Orion Black. His presence seems to still the air around him. Dark robes fitted like armor, his cane a mere accessory to his natural command. His expression is cool, unreadable, eyes like obsidian as they sweep the room with quiet judgment.
Nadine feels the impact of his gaze like a physical touch—sharp, assessing, the kind of scrutiny that makes her spine instinctively straighter. She offers a polite incline of her head, lips curving in a small, practiced smile, but inside there is a flicker of something tighter: tension, perhaps even irritation.
She has known about Orion Black in the way all children of old families know one another's elders—an immovable wall of tradition and expectation. His reputation precedes him; he is a man who bends the world to his will, and his presence here feels both natural and suffocating. For a fleeting second, Nadine wonders if he is here to observe her and Barty as much as to pay respect to her father.
She smooths her skirt, her fingers brushing over the fabric to steady herself, and forces her smile brighter. She cannot show discomfort—not here, not under so many eyes. Instead, she greets him with cool poise, but the thought lingers, thorn-sharp: Orion Black never comes without a purpose.
Then Corban Yaxley moves. The man is broad, blond, with a sharp jaw and a stare like steel. His robes are immaculate but heavy, cut in severe lines. He doesn't bow, merely inclines his head at the Minister with the faintest of smirks, his eyes flicking briefly to Nadine and then sliding away as if weighing her value like one might livestock.
Nadine's stomach twists at his presence—he is the sort who makes her skin prickle, the kind of wizard whose loyalty is always promised to whoever holds the greatest power at the moment. She presses her lips together, her fingers curling lightly at her side, and reminds herself to breathe. Father greets him politely, but Nadine catches the way her brother's jaw tenses at the sight of Yaxley standing beneath their roof.
Trailing last is Wilhelmina Tuft, tall and pale, now Head of the Department of Magical Law Enforcement. Her expression is like frost on glass, and when her eyes lock on Father, her lips barely twitch in what might almost be approval—or a warning.
With one last measured breath, Mother ushers everyone toward the dining room. The grand chandelier above the long polished table glitters as Winky bustles about placing silver goblets and steaming platters. Nadine feels Brownie's absence like an itch under her skin—she would rather be upstairs, belly down on her bed, brushing Brownie's fur and pretending none of this exists.
But instead, she walks beside her brother like a trained show dog, all poise and polite.
Mr. Carrow, of course, immediately finds them.
"Miss Crouch." he says warmly, stopping beside her seat as she tries not to wince, and clutches his hands behind his back like he is in court. "I wanted to personally apologize. For my son's behavior last year. What happened was unfortunate, but we are... not enemies, I hope. Let there be no ill will between respectable families."
Nadine feels Father's gaze from across the table like a heat lamp on her cheek. She forces a small, measured smile.
"That's very kind of you, Mr. Carrow," she says politely, "but school rivalries do tend to pass with time. We've all grown, haven't we?"
Mr. Carrow's eyes flash with a touch of amusement as he nods, pleased, and moves on.
Behind him, Amycus and Alecto approach like a stormcloud rolling in.
"Well, well," Amycus murmurs, leering slightly, "look at you, all dressed up. Playing the good girl tonight, are you?"
Alecto snickers and adds, "Should we be on our best behavior too, Nads? You seem to bring out our worst."
Barty's mouth tightens as he leans closer to his sister. "Back off." he hisses, under his breath, voice low but charged.
Nadine, keeping her smile bright and her teeth gritted, mutters out of the corner of her mouth, "Don't. They're just bored."
Then, to the Carrows, she beams.
"Save your charm for the dinner table, will you?" she says lightly. "You wouldn't want to scare the cutlery."
Amycus and Alecto both grin wider at the jab, but keep walking past, jostling Barty's shoulder as they go. Barty rolls his eyes skyward but doesn't retaliate. Just as their backs begin to turn—
A low, guttural growl rises near Nadine's side.
Hades, once lying obediently in the corner, now stands rigid, teeth bared. His ears are flat, eyes locked on Amycus.
Beside him, Ares lets out a feral snarl, lips curling. His chest rumbles like thunder bottled beneath fur.
The Carrows pause. Amycus stiffens. Alecto stumbles slightly in her walk.
"Oh dear." Nadine says through her teeth, smiling brilliantly as she steps past Father's cold shoulder. "I do apologize. They don't usually bark unless they smell something rotten."
Alecto nearly trips, cheeks going blotchy red. Amicus opens his mouth—but Barty steps forward, face calm but eyes sharp.
"Be grateful they're trained."
The Carrows mutter under their breath and slither off toward the dining hall.
Mother casts a warning look, but it is too late. The tension has cracked the air like lightning.
The siblings exchange a glance as they finally take their seats beside each other. Barty leans in with a dry whisper:
"I swear, if I have to endure one more night of this shite..."
Nadine sighs, lifting her goblet. "Just smile and nod. That's what Father wants."
As Father raises his own glass at the head of the table and begins a speech on the honor of collaboration between powerful wizarding families, Nadine glances around at the polished faces and smirking mouths, and wonders how long she can keep smiling before the cracks start to show.
Crystal glasses chime softly as conversation bubbles, the sharp tones of bureaucracy and high-bred civility blending with the scent of rosemary roast, aged elf-made wine, and the faint wax of the polished parquet floor.
Father stands, his expression immaculately composed, and silence falls immediately—everyone knowing to listen when the Minister speaks. Beside him is Mother, graceful and poised, her smile fixed and elegant as she offers servings of roast and wine.
"Now," Father says, raising his glass slightly, "I want to take a moment to thank you all for joining us tonight. It means more than I can say to celebrate the end of this academic year with such promising young minds present—and such distinguished colleagues."
He nods subtly at Mr. Carrow, then at the stern-looking woman from the Department of Magical Law Enforcement. The Assistant to the Head of the Department of Mysteries, a quiet man with narrow spectacles and twitchy hands, is seated beside Lucius, who sips his wine with measured interest.
"I am particularly proud," Father continues, his voice rich and commanding, "of my own children, who have completed their first university year with... exceptional results."
A round of polite applause follows. Nadine smiles awkwardly, Barty shifts in his seat.
"Tell us, dear," says Rita suddenly, leaning forward with a sickeningly sweet smile, "what exactly are you specializing in at Hogwarts University? Your father mentioned you've taken a rather noble path?"
Nadine places her glass down gently. "Healing." she replies. "I'm training in magical medicine and wizards-related care. Focusing on critical spell damage reversal and potioneering."
"Oh how very selfless." Rita says with a purr. "Following the Hippocratic Oath or hoping to find your name in Hogwarts Monthly under 'Witch of the Year'?"
Lucius chuckles under his breath. Mother's smile stiffens.
"I'm doing it because I want to save lives." Nadine says coolly. "Not headlines."
Rita's quill scratches harder.
"And you, Bartemius Junior?" asks the Assistant, his interest piqued. "I hear you're on a rather... hazardous path."
Barty leans forward slightly, his voice calm. "Monster hunting. Classification and neutralization of magical threats—relics, beasts, and dark artifacts. Specializing in ancient defense spells and tactical survival."
"My, my," drawls Lucius, "our generation wasn't quite as ambitious. Do you plan on facing dragons or just the Carrows at dinner?"
Mr. Carrow lets out a too-loud laugh.
"Speaking of," Alecto cuts in sweetly, "more wine, please? Winky is slow, isn't she?"
Winky's scurrying is heard faintly from the kitchen. Nadine's jaw clenches in anger and protectiveness, but she stands with a forced smile. "I will gladly serve you."
She moves, retrieves the wine bottle from the sideboard, and walks around the table. As she reaches Alecto, her heels click on the polished floor. She steps carefully—but not carefully enough. Amycus sticks his foot out.
Nadine stumbles with a gasp, her balance shifting forward. The chilled bottle tilts from her grip and—
splat.
Wine pours over Alecto's pristine robes.
A stunned silence follows.
"Oh fuck—" Nadine mutters under her breath.
Alecto squeals, standing, trying to shake off the stain. "You clumsy little—!"
Rita's quill goes wild. Barty barely holds back a laugh behind his glass, choking slightly. Lucius's smirk widens.
"Nadine!" Mother's voice is sharp, disappointed. "Go help her clean up—honestly—"
"Fine." Nadine grumbles, grabbing Alecto's arm gently and leading her away. "Come on, let's get you upstairs."
Behind them, Ares and Hades growl lowly from where they sit near the hall. Their ears prick, noses twitching as they stare at Amycus and Alecto, fangs visible. Their thick muscles tense, and Barty snaps his fingers once.
"Down." he says, and the dogs obey reluctantly, eyes still locked on the twins.
"Come, Mr. Carrow." Father says with that cold smile. "Let's not ruin the evening over a spill."
Amycus watches Nadine walk away with a smug grin until Barty's voice cuts in sharply.
"Walk." Barty says to Amycus, rising from his seat.
"What?"
"I said let's go for a walk."
Amycus raises a brow but shrugs. "Sure. Let's take a stroll, Crooked-Tooth."
They step out onto the wide stone patio, the evening breeze cold and biting. The dinner party resumes, though tension lingers.
Inside, Rita turns to Mother and Father. "Such bright children." she purrs. "So full of personality. I must ask, Madam Crouch—was that red wine?"
The quill keeps scribbling.
Griselda mutters to Croaker, "And people wonder why I prefer exams to dinner parties."
The bathroom is lined with silver-veined marble and frosted windows that let in slants of moonlight. Softly glowing sconces cast golden light across the polished counters. Nadine pushes open the heavy door and holds it for Alecto, who storms in ahead, yanking at the stained section of her dress, livid.
"Bloody hell." Alecto hisses, yanking the fabric forward to inspect the damage. "This is fucking silk, you absolute idiot—are you twelve?"
Nadine follows her in, keeping her voice calm but tight. "It was an accident."
"Oh, right." Alecto snaps, spinning around to face her. Her eyes are venomous, narrowed, glittering with fury. "Accidentally dumped wine all over me in front of Rita fucking Skeeter. Are you thick or just craving attention?"
Nadine raises her wand with a quiet Tergeo, and the dark red wine lifts slowly from the fabric, swirling mid-air before vanishing into nothingness. The silk is clean again, though the mood is far from it.
"Thank your brother." Nadine says, mouth tight as she lowers her wand. "He tripped me."
"Don't pin your clumsiness on Amycus." Alecto swats her hand away as Nadine reaches to smooth the dress. "You're just jealous I'm better than you. You're just the little charity project everyone pretends to adore."
Nadine steps back, eyes narrowing.
"Say whatever you want." she replies. "But you're not intimidating me. I didn't spill that wine on purpose. And if I had, I wouldn't do it in my house."
Alecto laughs, but there is no real humor in it. She leans in close, breath hot with wine and venom.
"You'd better watch yourself, sweetheart. One more slip, and I'll have you bleeding."
Nadine doesn't flinch. "You could try."
A knock interrupts them. It is delicate, but unmistakable.
"Nadine? Alecto?" comes Mother's voice, polished, controlled. "Is everything alright, girls?"
Instantly, Alecto smooths her expression into something almost pleasant, pulling a strand of hair behind her ear.
"Yes, Mrs. Crouch." she says in a syrupy voice. "Nadine's being very helpful."
Nadine suppresses the urge to roll her eyes. She nods toward the door and calls, "We're just coming out."
Once they step back into the hallway, Alecto tucks her arm around Nadine's like they are lifelong friends. They walk back toward the dining room in silence—Nadine's jaw set, Alecto smiling that sharp little smile that never reaches her eyes.
Meanwhile, outside on the stone terrace...
The cold air hits sharp against their skin. A soft mist creeps in from the garden's edge, curling around the hedges like a serpent. Barty and Amycus walk side by side—until Barty suddenly grabs him by the collar and slams him against the nearest stone column.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Barty snarls, voice low but cutting. "You think I didn't see that?"
Amycus shoves at his chest, but Barty doesn't budge.
"Get your hands off me, you lunatic."
"You tripped her." Barty growls. "Don't pretend you're clever enough to pull it off without being noticed."
Amycus sneers. "What's it to you? It was just a joke."
Barty's grip tightens.
"Careful." Barty says, voice colder now. "You're upset because you wanted someone. But she chose someone better."
Amycus glares, red blotching his cheeks.
"You think you're untouchable, don't you?" he spits. "Because your daddy's the Minister now? Because you've got that pretty, poisonous mouth everyone listens to?"
Barty's smile is razor-thin.
"No." he says. "I'm untouchable because she's mine. And if you ever breathe on her again, I'll make sure you spend the rest of your miserable life under a curse."
They stand chest-to-chest, and for a moment, it looks like one might draw a wand—until the heavy wooden patio door creaks open.
"Bartemius." Father says sharply, stepping out into the mist. "Amycus. Are we having a problem?"
Instantly, Barty releases Amycus and steps back, running his hand over Amycus's collar as though adjusting it. He clears his throat.
"Not at all, Father." he says coolly. "Just fixing this. Can't have Mr. Carrow's son looking unpresentable in Skeeter's next article, can we?"
Amycus grits his teeth but doesn't respond.
"Good." Father says stiffly. "You'll come inside. The photo's being taken."
They reenter the dining room just as Rita waves them over. "Lovely! Let's get the Crouch siblings with their guests. Yes, yes—stand just like that—"
Nadine stands beside Alecto, their expressions falsely serene.
Rita positions them carefully. "Barty, stand beside your charming sister. Alecto, just a little closer. And... smile."
The flash of the magical camera lights up the room. Winky hurries to clear empty plates, and the tension seems to briefly thin under the pressure of manners and formality.
Eventually, guests begin to collect their cloaks. Lucius murmurs something to Father about "next week's committee," and Rita flutters out with her cameraman in tow, already plotting tomorrow's headlines.
As the Carrows step toward the fireplace to floo out, Nadine takes a quiet breath and walks up to Alecto.
"Sorry for the wine." she says, tone low but firm. "Wasn't intentional."
Alecto stares at her for a moment—and before she can speak, Mr. Carrow clears his throat behind her. His expression is unreadable, but his gaze lingers coldly on Alecto.
She forces a tight smile.
"Water under the bridge." Alecto says sweetly. "Right, Nads?"
Nadine gives a slight nod, then turns toward Barty, who is already watching her from across the room, unreadable and quiet, his hands in his pockets, eyes dark with calculation.
Outside, Ares and Hades wait by the door, alert and still as statues, their fur gleaming under the moonlight.
The Crouch estate quiets—its masks polished once more.
Chapter Text
The morning light creeps pale and thin through the tall windows of the dining room. The table gleams with silverware and porcelain, breakfast already laid out: freshly baked rolls steaming in their basket, sliced fruits, eggs still hot from the kitchen. The scent of coffee lingers in the air, strong and bitter.
Father sits at the head of the table, rigid in his chair. His expression is fixed, almost severe, though his hands betray the quiet strain—they grip the Daily Prophet with knuckles just faintly white. He reads aloud, his voice clipped and formal:
"...Prominent families dine at the Crouch estate—" his eyes narrow at the headline, "and trouble arises during toast. Tensions between old allies or careless accident? The Ministry declines to comment."
He lowers the paper slowly, deliberately, as if weighing each word. The moving photograph splashed across the front page shows the long dinner table, all the faces captured mid-toast, glasses raised, wands tucked elegantly away.
The article beneath transitions sharply:
Meanwhile, the body of a wizard was found late last night on the outskirts of Hogsmeade. The Ministry has yet to identify a suspect.
Mother sips her coffee silently, her delicate fingers trembling just a little as the cup returns to its saucer. Her eyes flick between her husband and her daughter, sensing the storm before it breaks.
Nadine sits at the far end, hair slightly mussed, eyes shadowed with lack of sleep. She picks absently at her food, cutting her eggs into tiny pieces she has no intention of eating. Her face is calm, almost stubbornly so, but inside she feels the burn of humiliation. The scene replays in her mind. She had apologized, but it hadn't mattered. No one else seems to care.
The silence grows heavier, stretching unbearably. Finally, Father folds the paper and places it beside his plate. He fixes her with a stare sharp enough to cut glass.
"Well. Our family name graces the front page." His voice is controlled, but beneath it simmers restrained fury. "The very first night, Nadine. The first."
Nadine lifts her chin, her jaw tightening. "I didn't mean to." Her voice is steady, though her hands clench in her lap beneath the table.
"You embarrassed this family." Father presses on, ignoring her defense. "Do you have the slightest idea who was present? Why I invited the Carrows in the first place? To show—publicly—that we stand united. That old disagreements are behind us. And you—" his voice cuts sharper now, "—you let a childish mistake undo weeks of preparation."
Her chest tightens. Shame claws at her, but so does indignation. "It wasn't childish. Amycus tripped me, Father."
"Everyone saw you," he snaps back, "with wine staining Alecto's dress and a hall full of guests snickering behind their hands. They saw a Crouch unable to control herself. They saw weakness."
At that, Nadine's eyes flash, her restraint slipping. "Weakness? I'm not weak. And if you cared to actually watch instead of worrying about appearances, you'd know it wasn't my fault!"
Mother flinches at the raised voice, quickly setting her cup down. "Please—both of you. This is breakfast, not—"
But Father cuts over her, voice like steel. "Enough excuses, Nadine. I will not tolerate insolence in this house. You will act with dignity and poise, or you will ruin everything I have worked for."
Nadine feels the sting of tears she refuses to let fall. She hates that he doesn't believe her—hates that, in his eyes, her worth is measured only in how well she preserves his reputation. Her fork scrapes against the plate as she pushes it away, appetite gone.
Barty, sitting silent until now, finally speaks, his voice low but carrying an edge. "It wasn't Nadine's fault." Father turns sharply toward him, but he presses on, heat rising in his voice. "Amycus did trip her. I saw it. He wanted her to fall, and he got what he wanted."
"Barty." his mother warns softly, trying to calm the waters.
But Barty ignores her. He leans forward, eyes flashing dangerously at Father. "If anyone should be scolded, it's him. But you don't dare. Because you'd rather protect your pride than your own family."
A tense silence follows, thick enough to choke on. Father's jaw tightens, his face pale with controlled rage. "You will not lecture me, boy. Not at this table. And you will not defend foolishness. Both of you—" he points between his children, "—will learn the weight of your names, whether you like it or not."
Nadine pushes her chair back suddenly, the sound scraping loud across the polished floor. Her hands tremble, though her voice doesn't. "I am not your pawn, Father. And I will not sit here and let you humiliate me when you don't even care about the truth."
Her chair topples behind her as she storms out, skirts swishing violently. The slam of her door upstairs reverberates through the quiet halls a moment later.
Mother presses her hand to her forehead, eyes closing briefly as if to stave off a headache. Father sits perfectly still, breathing measured, and sips his now-cold coffee with deliberate calm, telling them it was necessary, that discipline must come first. Only Barty moves, glaring down at his untouched plate, his jaw set with fury he doesn't bother to hide.
Inside, Nadine paces her room, heart racing. Part of her aches—longing, still, for Father's approval, though she would never admit it. But another part burns hotter: the defiance that refuses to let him break her, that stubborn flame she inherited from him, ironically enough.
She sits on the edge of her bed, her hands clenched in her lap so tightly her knuckles turn white. Her chest feels heavy, like there is a weight pressing down on it, making every breath shorter, sharper. The argument still rings in her ears—his words, his dismissive tone, that constant refusal to even hear her voice. She feels anger, but underneath it, there is something rawer, softer—hurt, disappointment that never seems to fade no matter how many times it happens.
She gets up abruptly, almost as if standing will shake it off. Pulling open her wardrobe, she grabs the first casual clothes her hand finds—an oversized white cotton shirt, loose enough to let her breathe, and pale denim shorts that brush against her thighs. Her hair is messy, pulled up carelessly in a tie, strands falling loose around her face. She catches her reflection in the mirror, but doesn't linger.
She moves toward the window, the one that overlooks the garden. She stands there, arms folded tightly across her chest, and stares out at the light spilling across the grass. The brightness only makes the storm inside her feel louder. She presses her lips together, eyes burning, but she refuses to cry. She hates how powerless it makes her feel when she does.
There is a knock on her door. Gentle, hesitant. She doesn't answer. She stays where she is, shoulders stiff, staring out as if ignoring it might make it go away. But the door creaks open anyway, soft and cautious, and Mother steps inside.
Her voice is low, careful, almost pleading. "Nadine, darling..."
Nadine doesn't turn. She doesn't want to see her face, doesn't want to hear that same tone again—the kind that smooths things over but never changes them.
Mother tries again, stepping closer. "I know you're upset. But I just—please, talk to me. I hate when it's like this between you and your father. But he isn't always—"
Nadine spins, voice snapping like a whip, "He isn't always what? Controlling? Cruel? Making sure I remember that my choices mean nothing in this house?" Her throat tightens, but she forces the words out. "And you— you just agree with him. Every single time. You don't stop him."
Mother shakes her head quickly, her voice trembling but earnest. "That's not true. I love you, Nadine. Everything I do is because I love you."
Nadine's eyes flash, pain breaking through the walls she built. "Well, he doesn't! Not me, not Tem. And honestly, I don't give a shite what either of you think or do." The words slice the air between them, harsher than she intended. Mother flinches, her lips parting as if to answer, but Nadine can't take it anymore.
The silence after feels unbearable, too heavy to stand in. Her chest aches with what she has said, with what she didn't mean but can't take back. The shame and anger tangle together until she feels like she might suffocate. She turns away sharply, strides to her desk, yanks open the drawer, and grabs her car keys with trembling fingers.
Without another word, she storms past Mother, not daring to look at her face. Her footsteps are heavy on the floorboards, fast, final. She slams the door behind her and heads straight to the garage, her heart hammering, her body buzzing with fury and the desperate need to leave.
The car waiting there is Father's favourite—a 1954 black Jaguar XJ6, glossy still though the scent of old leather and faint cigarette smoke clings inside. It sits there like a beast ready to devour the road, polished to perfection, a symbol of control, of power, of everything he stands for. She hates it, but she slides into the driver's seat anyway, because it is hers to take now.
The door shuts with a heavy thud, muffling the storm inside her. She grips the wheel, fingers trembling, her breath catching as she tries to steady herself. One breath, two, three—
And then movement outside.
Barty.
He appears directly in front of the car, wild hair falling into his eyes, face pale but jaw set with stubborn determination. His wand is tucked carelessly into his belt, his shirt wrinkled from rushing. He steps to the side and without hesitation opens the passenger door.
Before Nadine can say anything, a small shape darts past him—Brownie, leaping up into the passenger seat, tail flicking against the gearshift as she settles down, purring as though this is any other morning.
"I'm going with you." Barty says, voice low but fierce.
Nadine groans, tilting her head back against the seat, exasperation sharp in her chest. "No. Absolutely not. Get out."
He doesn't move. His eyes search her face, burning with worry and something heavier, something raw. "You're not going alone. I don't care how angry you are. He doesn't matter. Ignore him—"
"Ignore him?" Nadine snaps, whipping her head toward him. Her voice cracks from sheer exhaustion. "I've been ignoring him my whole life, Tem, and it doesn't change anything. He still decides who I am, what I do, how I breathe in this bloody house. I'm sick of it!"
Barty flinches at her ferocity, but he doesn't back down. "And running away will fix it?" His voice is sharp, though his eyes are wet. "You'll only make it worse—"
She cuts him off, her voice trembling but resolute: "I don't care. I need to be far away. As far away as possible."
For a moment, silence. The only sound is Brownie's soft mew and the faint hum of the rain beginning outside.
Barty curses under his breath, gripping the edge of the door until his knuckles pale. His chest rises and falls rapidly, torn between dragging her out and letting her go. Finally, with a strangled sound, he slams the door shut hard enough that the frame rattles.
He takes a step back, shoulders heaving, staring at her through the glass. His eyes are wide, devastated, full of words he can't bring himself to say. Behind him, Ares and Hades whine at the edge of the garage, ears low, as though they understand what is happening, as though they know she is leaving.
Nadine presses the keys into the ignition. The engine growls alive, the Jaguar vibrating under her hands.
Barty stands there, drenched in the rain now seeping into the open garage, watching as she pulls out. Watching as she drives away.
Rain-slick cobblestones glisten beneath the faint glow of the streetlamps as Nadine stands at Seraphina's door, soaked through to the bone, her Jaguar parked near the building. Her robes hang heavy, clinging to her frame as if the storm itself is determined to drag her down. Strands of hair, plastered wet against her cheeks, mingle with the tears that haven't ceased since she left. Her chest rises and falls unevenly, shallow breaths caught between sobs, her eyes red-rimmed and glistening with despair.
With hands shaking, she lifts her wand. The whispered charm trembles on her lips, yet the lock yields with a muted click. She slips inside the building, her waterlogged shoes leaving a faint trail across the worn floorboards of the stairwell. Each knock against Seraphina's door echoes up the narrow hall, desperate and unsteady, as if the sound itself is asking to be let in.
Seraphina, moments before, has been settled in her pastel lilac satin night robes, the sheen of the fabric catching the soft lamplight. A robe of lighter weave, tied loosely, hangs over her shoulders, paired with white, soft socks, giving her an air of quiet ease as she reads in the hush of her apartment. The knock startles her—not many know this address. She stands up swiftly, but quietly. Instinct drives her fingers to her wand, movements hushed, poised for danger as she approaches the door.
But when she pulls it open, all wariness bleeds away.
Nadine stands on the threshold, her face streaked with water and grief alike. The sight is pitiful, haunting, undoing. For a moment, silence bridges the two of them, broken only by the soft patter of rain beyond. Seraphina's wand hangs in the air until her lips shape a single, incredulous word:
"...Nadine."
The name comes out softer than she intends, touched with shock and unspoken sympathy. Nadine's silent, her entire frame shaking from the rain.
Seraphina doesn't hesitate. She reaches out, fingers curling firmly around Nadine's wrist, and pulls her into a hug, then into the warmth of the apartment. The door shuts behind them with a decisive click, sealed with protective charms.
Nadine doesn't say much at first, but by the state of her, Seraphina doesn't ask—at least, not yet. Instead, she moves quietly, helping Nadine shrug out of her drenched clothes, the fabric heavy and dripping as it slides from her shoulders. Seraphina hangs them neatly, though droplets fall steadily onto the polished wooden floor. With a flick of her wand, the garments lift in place, warmth and dryness sweeping over them until they look as though they have never touched the rain.
Next, Seraphina turns back to Nadine.
"This might be a little uncomfortable." she murmurs in her low, steady voice. Another flick, another charm, and the dampness vanishes from Nadine's hair, skin, and underlayers in a gentle rush of warm air. But even dry, Nadine looks no lighter.
"I'm sorry for showing up unannounced—I didn't know where else to go." Nadine finally whispers, her voice frayed around the edges.
Seraphina only nods. She places both hands on Nadine's shoulders, firm but tender, and steers her toward the couch by the fire. It is soft, piled with cushions and fluffy blankets, a place designed for comfort, and Nadine sinks into it as if her body can't resist. Seraphina steps away, only briefly, to return with a small silver platter. Upon it sits a cup of steaming hot chocolate, rich and velvety, three marshmallows bobbing like pale islands on its surface.
"Luckily I made enough for an army." Seraphina says with a faint smile, the smallest attempt at levity, at giving Nadine a moment to breathe.
Nadine's lips twitch into the ghost of a smile as she accepts the cup. "Thank you." she murmurs, placing it on the low table beside her.
"Don't apologize." Seraphina says gently, passing Nadine a small stack of clothes—several sets of pajamas—letting her choose whichever she prefers for however long she plans to stay. She lowers herself to sit beside her.
"It's alright. I'm glad you came here. I'm glad you feel safe here—and you are." Her voice softens, but her eyes sharpen, focused. "Now... let's address the elephant in the room. What happened? Was it your father?"
At the mention, Nadine nods, her lashes heavy with unshed tears. The breath she takes quivers, breaking before it reaches her lungs.
"It's not just that I'm sad." she says, her voice low, hoarse with emotion. "I'm furious, too. Nothing I do counts for anything and I'm blamed for everyone else's cruelty toward me, as if I haven't been torn apart enough already."
Her words hang between them, raw, like something pulled bleeding into the open.
Seraphina nods again, quiet but attentive. She rises only long enough to take a thick, knitted blanket from the arm of the couch—a cream-colored one, its stitches wide and plush, the sort of thing meant to cocoon rather than simply cover. With deliberate gentleness, she drapes it around Nadine's shoulders, tucking it in close as though to seal her in warmth. Then she gestures toward the cushions, a silent invitation to settle, to let herself unravel.
Nadine obeys without protest, too consumed by the storm of her own mind to hesitate. She curls into the couch, drawing her knees up until they nearly touch her chin, her face half-hidden against them. When she begins to speak, it comes out haltingly at first, then in waves, her hands rising, cutting the air, gesturing sharp and frantic to illustrate every point. She retells the argument—the venom in Father's tone, the Carrow's shamelessness, the bitter taste of blame thrust upon her.
Seraphina listens in taut silence. Her expression twists at each mention of Amycus, at the vile provocations, at Orion's callous disapproval of them all, and Lucius's menacing smirk. Her lips curl when Nadine repeats his words, her disgust sharpened by the sheer absurdity of it. She clutches her own blanket to her chest as if to anchor herself, pulling it tighter around her frame, then reaches to pluck one of the softened marshmallows from her cup and eat it slowly, as though it tempers the bile rising in her throat.
"And not only that, I argued with Tem too." Nadine's voice fractures, part fury, part despair. "It wasn't intentional. I just— I just needed space. Time. Not another lecture, not again."
Seraphina exhales, long and steady, her eyes narrowing. "Irrational." she says firmly. "That's what it is. Irrational behaviour from your father. Has he conveniently forgotten you were lying in the hospital wing for days because of Amycus? Only a fool would imagine reconciliation with that rotten breed of scum. He calls it strength—it's weakness. Blindness." Her tone hardens, unflinching. "What about your mother? What did she say?"
Nadine lets out a sound that is part laugh, part sob. It breaks on her tongue, jagged. "Ah—she was as useful in that moment as a broken wand. Wants to do something, but can't. She always tries to keep the peace, but once he starts his tirade, there's no changing him. No stopping him."
Her voice trails as she swallows a sip of hot chocolate, letting its warmth steady the fracture in her tone. The steam curls around her face like a veil, buying her a moment to compose herself.
Across from her, Seraphina's thoughts briefly wander—to Eileen, a ghost of memory tugging at the edge of her mind. But she forces it down, clamps it shut. Nadine needs calm—Seraphina provides.
"And what sort of person," Seraphina begins, voice low but edged, "would invite such demons into your home? Since when have the Carrows been a symbol of prestige? Pureblood—so what? That alone doesn't warrant respect."
Nadine exhales, weary, her fingers tightening around her mug. "He says it's to show a united front, as if all our troubles suddenly vanished. He seeks perfection, forces things into place even when they don't fit. Otherwise—no, they aren't even that crucial to his business. It's just for appearances." Her voice drops lower at the end, hinting at the Ministry's shadow behind it all.
"Appearances?" Seraphina scoffs, a sharp breath through her nose. "It appears he's lost his damn mind. Even Regulus—mind you, his tolerance has purpose, at least, the neutrality, the posturing—he has disdain for them. I've spoken to him about Amycus several times. The man nearly got thrown out of a dungeon window. Nearly became Giant Squid food."
That finally draws a smile from Nadine, small but genuine, her lips trembling on the edge of it. "Yep. They are utterly disgusting people. And I'm sorry, but if I can't be safe in my own home, if I have to expect them to invite such hostile people in, then maybe don't punish me for being attacked in my own home. Where else am I supposed to be?"
Seraphina's hand rises sharply, pointing toward her as if to mark the words in the air. "Exactly. If someone comes into my home and starts acting like an idiot, insulting me—" she flicks her wrist in a graceful, imaginary wand motion, the outline of a curse in her hand.
Nadine laughs faintly, the sound quieter than usual, roughened by her tears, but steadier. Her shoulders begin to loosen, the sharp hold of tension slipping away.
She pulls the blanket tighter around her shoulders, her voice soft in tone but sharp with conviction. "It's always me who has to bend. Even Tem is somewhat allowed mistakes, tempers, indiscretions. But me? I have to smile, pretend, endure whatever suitor is deemed appropriate. If I resist, I'm ungrateful. If I comply, I'm complicit. There's no winning."
Seraphina tilts her head, her expression soft but edged with knowing anger. "That's because you're meant to be displayed. A trophy, polished and silent. That's how they keep control. By teaching daughters that obedience is survival."
Nadine exhales sharply, half a laugh once again. "And the worst part? I can already hear him saying that exact thing. That survival is better than pride. But is it? Because I don't feel like I'm surviving. I feel like I'm suffocating."
Seraphina leans forward, resting her elbow on the arm of the couch. Her satin robe shifts, catching the candlelight like spilled lilac wine.
"Suffocation is a slow death." Seraphina says quietly, her voice steady but sharp. "Honestly, I would've done the same... maybe even worse. You held your own remarkably well, in my opinion. I wouldn't have let them set foot in my home."
The room falls into a brief silence, the crackle of the fireplace filling the space where neither knows what to say next. Nadine stares into her cup, watching a marshmallow dissolve into the chocolate, swirling away like her thoughts.
Finally, her voice drops to a whisper.
"Sometimes I think about leaving. Just... leaving all of it behind. Saving some money and disappearing. But then I think of the disgrace, the wrath, the letters, the threats. And I freeze. A part of me still wants that approval, you know? But the closer I get to it, the further it is."
Seraphina doesn't hesitate. Her voice is firm, grounding. "Do you realize you've already taken the first step? You came here. That's rebellion, Nadine. Small, yes, but it counts. And it proves you're not as trapped as they'd like you to believe."
Nadine looks up, blinking through the blur in her eyes. "You make it sound so simple."
Seraphina gives the faintest smile, though her gaze burns steady. "It's not simple. It's dangerous, costly, terrifying. But it's yours. That's the difference. Every choice you make for yourself chips away at their hold. And one day, you won't just survive, you'll live. And I believe in that. Until then, feel free to stay at my place any time the burden is too heavy."
Nadine smiles, grabbing Seraphina's hand and squeezing it gently, thankful. Seraphina smiles.
A soft tap-tap-tap against the window interrupts their quiet moment. Both Nadine and Seraphina look up at once, their eyes following the sound. Perched delicately on the sill is a stately owl, feathers sleek as ink, amber eyes gleaming. A ribbon of deep green binds a sealed letter to its leg.
For a moment, neither moves. Then, with a flick of her wand, Seraphina unlatches the window, letting in a rush of cool air as the owl hops forward with dignified precision. It stretches its leg out, waiting expectantly.
Nadine blinks, the trace of a laugh rising despite herself. "Are we not allowed one moment of peace, universe?"
Seraphina smirks as she unties the ribbon and retrieves the letter. The owl gives a sharp little hoot, ruffles its feathers importantly, and departs back into the sky.
Together, they turn their attention to the envelope. The paper is thick, cream-colored, and embossed with a crest that seems to glimmer faintly in the candlelight—the proud sigil of the Noble and Most Ancient House of Black. The black wax seal bears the same mark, pressed with care.
Seraphina runs her thumb along the edge before breaking the seal, and Nadine leans in, curiosity tugging at her weariness. The handwriting within is elegant, each loop deliberate, each flourish restrained—Cassiopeia's.
It reads simply, yet with refinement:
Dearest Seraphina,
I would be honored by your presence for my upcoming birthday.
The company of my best friends would mean more to me than anything else. When the formalities are over, we must go out together and celebrate properly, just the three of us. A girls' night out, away from the endless family talk. It will be my true gift.
With warmth,
Cassiopeia
Nadine exhales a soft, incredulous laugh, leaning back against the couch. Seraphina joins in, their laughter mingling—surprised, unguarded, almost absurd in its timing.
"Of all the interruptions." Seraphina says with a shake of her head.
Nadine dabs at her eyes, managing a weak smile. "Leave it to Cass to send her owl right in the middle of a breakdown. I wonder if mine even made it home. Or if Father caught sight of it. He'd have something to say, no doubt."
Their laughter bubbles up, fragile but bright, filling the apartment like a sudden sunbeam breaking through storm clouds.
Seraphina presses her lips into a tentative, awkward smile. "So... both their birthdays are coming up. Thoughts?"
Nadine grins faintly. "Seems like someone's nervous."
Seraphina scoffs, brushing it off. "Hey, I've made peace with being the near-only halfblood in this crowd. Doesn't mean I'm diving into the snake's den grinning. And honestly... Walburga might just strangle me with her bare hands."
"Bare hands?" Nadine laughs, shaking her head. "No chance. She'd use magic first."
Seraphina chuckles, the tension between them easing. Nadine notices her getting lost in thought briefly. "What?" She asks her.
"You know," Seraphina begins, a soft smirk tugging at her lips, "speaking of the devils, you remind me of someone, or at least your situation, and I know you won't appreciate the comparison—but... Sirius."
Nadine's eyes widen, an involuntary smile creeping across her face at the absurdity. "What?! He's so arrogant, mean, pompous, so—"
"Handsome? A charming arsehole?" Seraphina grins, teasing.
"Handsome?! Charming?! Phina, at this rate, we have to hide even Cass from you—" Nadine exclaims, half-laughing, half-exasperated.
"Rebellious, feisty, stubborn, strong, even." Seraphina interrupts, still smiling. "Both Gryffindors, both purebloods with family issues. He ran away, you didn't. See what I mean?"
Nadine covers her mouth briefly with her hand. "First of all... Merlin..." she chuckles. "And second, I can't lie. I kind of see it. A tiny bit. Minus the arrogant jerk part. I hope. So... am I destined to be Cass or Sirius in this scenario?"
Seraphina laughs. "It appears so. At least you know there's another person who shared a similar experience, and lived to tell the tale. He was also the 'main heir,' as it were. He inadvertently provides us with the other perspective, the other side. Shame he's a prick; otherwise, you could probably benefit from a proper conversation with him. Without Potter."
Nadine stays silent for a beat, pondering. It is true—Sirius endured all the harshness of leaving one of the most prestigious, yet notorious, families in the Wizarding World. Stay, play pretend, or run away? Freedom—but at what cost? Could she digest the consequences, the scandal, like he did?
Seraphina watches the wheels turn in Nadine's mind, smiling again. "Honestly, I gotta hand it to him—he's pretty damn good at his act. Takes guts. It's like the Sorting Hat knew exactly what it was doing with him. Still reminds me of them, though, just in a different, non-pureblood-manic font."
Nadine nods slowly. "Okay... ugh, that's some clarity." She fiddles with her sleeve. "At least there are possibilities, despite how scary it seems."
"Hey," Seraphina adds, "your parents probably won't do what his did. Seems like your mum still has some heart left. Your father, though? Might be a lost cause. I relate."
Nadine nods. "Ah... I have to talk to Tem. I shouldn't have blown up on him either—he didn't mean to upset me. It's like we take turns putting out each other's fires."
"I'd expect nothing less from you. You two are solid, strong. Don't let this come between you."
"I'll write to him. I'm not ready to return immediately. Is that okay with you?"
"Absolutely. Only if you help me pick an outfit for the Black's birthday." Seraphina grins.
"Oh, definitely." Nadine nods, a small, genuine smile breaking through.
The rest of the night unfolds gently, playfully, a stark contrast to earlier. They spend it entirely in each other's company, indulging in quality girl time. Laughter echoes through the apartment as they watch Muggle TV, play dress-up, testing different outfits, swapping scarves and jewelry, and critiquing their choices with exaggerated flair. Between giggles, they recount the events of the bonfire, dissecting every detail, every look, every misstep, and celebrating the little victories and funny mishaps.
The night stretches on comfortably, filled with warmth, and the kind of easy conversation that heals small wounds.
Chapter Text
Beginning of the summer holiday at 12 Grimmauld Place...
The carriage rolls to a stately stop in front of the Black House, its towering, dark silhouette cutting a commanding figure against the late sunset sky. Iron gates, intricately wrought with the family crest, creak slightly in the wind. The gravel drive sparkles faintly, magically polished to gleam even in the dimming light.
Orion had left no corner unguarded, weaving every formidable protective charm known to wizardkind into the Black House, ensuring it stands as an impenetrable fortress. Even from just outside the gates, one can feel the powerful enchantments thrumming through the air, a subtle electric charge prickling the skin, a constant reminder of the protections woven into every stone. The barely-noticeable buzzing instills a sense of comfort in Regulus.
Kreacher is the first to greet them, bowing with meticulous stiffness at the foot of the steps. "Master Regulus... Miss Cassiopeia." he intones, his voice steeped in decades of obedience.
Behind him, Walburga appears, her sharp, assessing eyes scanning every detail, from their postures to the edges of their perfectly tailored robes. Orion lingers slightly behind her, composed and statuesque, giving a subtle nod in acknowledgment, his presence commanding without demanding.
"Mes enfants, soyez les bienvenus chez vous. Veillez à respecter la maison et ses traditions," Walburga's voice cuts the tension—and it almost seems welcoming. (My children, welcome home. Ensure you honor the house and its traditions.)
Regulus and Cassiopeia exchange brief glances, elegant and poised, before stepping into the grand foyer. Regulus straightens immediately, giving a brief nod. "Mother." he acknowledges, his tone respectful, "Father."
Cassiopeia follows, her posture elegant and precise. She inclines her head slightly.
"Mother." she echoes, a faint smile playing at the corner of her lips, though her eyes remain observant. Cassiopeia's nod is deeper—"Father."
The marble floors gleam under a polished enchantment, the walls adorned with ancestral tapestries and glimmering candelabras, the air faintly scented with aged wood and rare incense. Their luggage—a collection of hand-carved trunks, enchanted to float—hovers beside them, Kreacher muttering under his breath about care and dust, ensuring every piece maintains its pristine condition.
"Enfin, vous voilà. J'espère que vos affaires sont à la hauteur de votre rang." (At last, here you are. I trust your belongings reflect your standing.)
"Nous allons nous rafraîchir avant le dîner." (We'll freshen up before dinner.) Cassiopeia murmurs, her voice refined and measured, and Regulus inclines his head in silent agreement.
Kreacher shuffles forward, eager but obsequious.
Walburga waves a hand dismissively at the house-elf, then surveys her children once more. "Very well. Your luggage will be taken to your rooms. Freshen yourselves, don't be late for dinner."
They proceed to their bedrooms, moving with expected poise. Regulus's bedroom exudes controlled elegance. Dark, polished wood paneling carved with intricate motifs dominates the space, from the four-poster bed draped with heavy velvet curtains embroidered with silver thread to the ornate writing desk tucked in the corner, etched with the family crest. Rich, patterned carpets stretch across the floor, muted in tone but luxurious in texture.
Along one wall, shelves are lined with ancient tomes, gleaming artifacts, family heirlooms, and a small collection of glittering jewels, all carefully arranged to reflect both scholarship and lineage. Portraits of Black ancestors line the walls, their eyes seeming to follow him with imperious scrutiny. A large, arched window looks out onto perfectly manicured grounds, and the fireplace, carved from obsidian, adds both warmth and an air of authority. The overall atmosphere is one of disciplined elegance—majestic, imposing, and thoroughly Black.
Cassiopeia's bedroom blends refinement with opulence: a lighter canopy over her four-poster bed, deep emerald silk sheets that shimmer under the light of crystal chandeliers, and walls lined with shelves displaying rare tomes, polished magical artifacts, and delicate enchanted curios. A wide window frames the road below, the subtle fragrance of roses mingling with the faint scent of parchment and polished wood.
In one corner, her ballet equipment is neatly arranged—slippers, folded practice skirts, and a portable barre—evidence of discipline and grace. Every item—furniture, fabrics, and decorations alike—speaks of wealth meticulously maintained.
They set down their things and retreat briefly to their private baths, the gentle hiss of water filling the rooms as they prepare, the marble and gilded brass fixtures a reminder of the luxury that surrounds them.
After their brief showers, Regulus and Cassiopeia begin getting ready, steam curling faintly in the air. Each waves a wand in practiced motion, spells murmured softly to dry their hair and smooth their skin. Within moments, they are dressed in proper evening attire—tailored robes of deep black, accents of silver and velvet marking their station. Hair combed and jewelry adjusted, they move with confidence, their footsteps measured as they prepare to descend the grand staircase together, ready for dinner.
Before leaving, Regulus surveys his room with pride. Every object reflects status, legacy, and expectation—but unlike his siblings, he doesn't shy away from the burden. For him, the duty woven into their name is unavoidable, a challenge he aspires to meet rather than escape. The opulence of the room, the disciplined order of his possessions, is not constricting—it is affirming, a testament to the legacy he both respects and hopes to elevate.
Cassiopeia, meanwhile, regards her bedroom with a more conflicted eye. She admires its luxury, the careful curation of heirlooms, the grandeur befitting a Black daughter, but lately it feels more like a cage than a sanctuary. The gilded mirrors and velvet drapes echo the expectations she can't voice, the rules she can't bend, the same suffocating weight that Sirius once resisted.
Outwardly, she plays the dutiful daughter, takes pride in her inheritance, and maintains the polished composure expected of her—but deep down, she longs for privacy, a space where the constrictions of bloodline and tradition can't reach her. Her ballet corner is one such fragment of freedom, a rebellion against the invisible chains, where grace and discipline serve only her own passion rather than duty.
They enter the dining hall together, the grandeur on full display. A long, polished mahogany table stretches nearly the entire length of the room, set with glimmering silverware, crystal goblets, and fine porcelain plates. Candles in gilded candelabras cast a warm glow, flickering across the high ceilings adorned with intricate plasterwork and ancestral portraits. Heavy draperies of deep velvet frame tall windows, and the scent of rich sauces and freshly baked bread fills the air.
The meal is a carefully curated blend of French and English culinary opulence. Platters of roasted pheasant with truffle glaze sit beside delicate soufflés, duck à l'orange, and an array of colorful vegetables roasted to perfection. Golden pâtés and pâtisserie—madeleines, éclairs, and petits fours—line the sideboard, alongside jugs of fine claret and golden-hued cider. Warm loaves of bread, still steaming, sit in silver baskets, and bowls of fresh fruit glimmer like jewels on the table.
Walburga and Orion sit at the head of the table, the rest of the family arranged according to tradition, eldest children nearest their parents. Kreacher hovers discreetly, ready to serve each course with precision.
Regulus and Cassiopeia take their seats, exchanging a subtle glance at the sheer extravagance surrounding them. Regulus straightens in his chair, a sense of pride tempered with the weight of duty.
Cassiopeia's eyes briefly flit to the intricate place settings, the glimmer of crystal, the careful presentation of every dish—an environment both intoxicating and confining, much like the expectations she carries.
"Everything looks... impeccable." he murmurs, almost to himself, though his tone carries the faintest trace of pride.
Cassiopeia smiles politely at her parents' probing eyes, but inwardly, a quiet frustration coils within her. She nods at Regulus when he looks toward her, a silent signal.
Walburga offers a sharp, approving glance. "Regulus, maintain your posture. Cassiopeia, do pay attention to your manners. It will be a long evening if you do not."
"Yes, Mother." Regulus replies smoothly, his voice steady. If he straightened his back any further—it might snap.
Cassiopeia inclines her head. "Yes, Mother." She swiftly moves her elbows off the table.
Orion chuckles softly under his breath, his attention briefly lingering on the roasting pheasant. "Quite the spread." he comments. "I trust your appetites are ready for it?"
Conversation flows politely at first, the kind of formal, measured talk of a household long accustomed to wealth and tradition. Wine glasses are filled and emptied, courses arrive in meticulous succession, and the children of the Black family move with ease through the rituals of dinner, a combination of elegance, hierarchy, and unspoken pressures.
As conversation shifts to their studies, Regulus shares details of recent accomplishments at Hogwarts—the Quidditch victories, the House Cup—his tone measured and confident, yet tempered with the awareness of the obligations he carries. "Slytherin prevails, as usual." he adds lightly, though a subtle undercurrent of forced pride lingers.
"Good. As it should be. Other Houses have far too much tolerance for mudbloods. Slytherin maintains its status well." Walburga remarks, sipping her wine, leaning back into her ornately decorated chair.
Cassiopeia offers a careful observation, concealing the tension coiling in her chest. "The performance we prepared for the ballet showcase is going well. I was... satisfied with it." she says, eyes briefly meeting Regulus's in a half-smile—a silent acknowledgment of pride without betraying the unrest she feels regarding Barty.
"Ballet breeds discipline and elegance. We have always been fond of your performances." Orion adds, raising his glass to Cassiopeia.
Walburga straightens, putting her wine down. "Now, onto some important matters." The children immediately sit up straighter, attuned to strategy, critique, and politics. Cassiopeia's stomach tightens. Reading Walburga's mind wouldn't aid her; she already knows Barty and Carrows will be mentioned.
"The private Ministry gathering went well, despite a minor scene. Still, Bartemius Senior may yet have enough conviction to lead. Should he stray, we will tighten the ropes on our end." Orion adds, clearing his throat.
The Black family has always assumed that, even while remaining outside direct Ministry operations, their influence is strong—sufficient to sway trials, convictions, rules, and decisions alike. They are right. Orion's invitation to this dinner is proof of that influence: their puppeteering, though behind the scenes, is far too vital to ignore.
"Ah, yes, Bartemius Senior, which reminds me of the Junior." Walburga interjects, glancing sharply at Cassiopeia over her indiscretion with him. She maintains her composure, yet bows her head slightly, signaling acknowledgment without dissent.
"I don't have to repeat myself, do I? Even the smallest indiscretion can plant a fuse beneath our status, simply because my spare heir believes she can act as she pleases once outside the house!" Walburga continues, venom threading through her clipped words and teeth. Regulus blinks, digesting the weight of her statement.
Spare heir, Cassiopeia thinks, how utterly delightful. Her facade holds, but Regulus's sharp glance reveals the tiniest crack in her composure. Even he, fully aware of the sentiment, bristles at the term. 'Spare heir' implies dispensability—a notion Blacks don't tolerate. Isn't losing Sirius sufficient punishment? The question remains unasked.
Orion emits a soft tsk and raises a hand, attempting to temper Walburga's contained, yet simmering rage. "Cassiopeia knows better, doesn't she?" Orion glances at her, offering a chance to recover.
"Yes, Father. Of course. No such indiscretions have occurred, nor will they happen again." Cassiopeia restrains her voice, careful not to sound defiant. Orion nods.
"Barty Junior might prove useful, of course, if he follows in his father's footsteps. And by the looks of it, Senior rules with an iron fist, or at least wants the rest of us to believe he does. We, of course, see the truth and know better." Orion adds, leaning back, rubbing his chin nonchalantly. "There are cracks in their foundation, nothing a little spell can't fix, should they step out of line."
Spell? Cassiopeia thinks, unease prickling her. Of course. Orion, ever-the-pragmatic, leans towards non-lethal, subtle enchantments or hexes as a deterrent that leave no permanent mark or trace, as a 'disciplinary measure.'
The thought of the Crouch twins facing such measures is harsh, even by Cassiopeia's appetite for discipline. Regulus, though uneasy with the sentiment, understands why his father proposes it. Still, Barty is his closest friend, and Nadine—though not so close—is certainly undeserving of such treatment.
"Well," Walburga's voice softens slightly, "we certainly don't think Carrow is a fit for our daughter either. That should offer some comfort."
Strangely, it does.
"It's not merely their brutality. It's their insanity. Insanity breeds chaos, and chaos is difficult to control. Their parents are unhinged, and their children worse. We don't need someone whose idea of cleverness includes self-destruction."
They all nod in agreement. The twins feel some relief, though Cassiopeia's mind lingers uneasily on Amycus's persistent advances.
"He tries, though, Maman. Amycus won't leave me alone." she murmurs softly, subtly seeking support without directly challenging her mother.
Walburga's eyes narrow; she dislikes the thought of his unapproved advances on her daughter.
"Once we make a decision of rejection regarding the proposal, that is final. If they refuse to accept it, they will be dealt with." she declares, nodding firmly at Cassiopeia. Her words carry the weight of irrevocable authority.
Regulus reinforces her statement, steady and calm. "It's true. I've warned him several times. Next time won't be pleasant."
Walburga smiles approvingly, pointing at him in acknowledgment. Orion remains silent, contemplative, as if weighing consequences and subtleties in equal measure.
"Carrows are followers, not leaders. They are in line for now and should not be a concern. Should anything escalate, write to us." he says finally, his tone measured and calculating.
Walburga interjects, emphasizing urgency. "We have time, but not much, to decide on these proposals. Keep your options open, as will we. We require legacy, not corruption."
Regulus remains quiet, mind wandering. Corruption. His thoughts drift to Charles and Seraphina. He glances at his nearly empty plate, crumbs left over, unsure whether to voice them.
Cassiopeia, reading his hesitation as if telepathy was possible, kicks him lightly under the table. He shoots her a brief glare; if only they could truly speak without walls between them.
Walburga, ever vigilant, notices the subtle exchange immediately. Like a bloodhound, she smells blood and won't let it pass.
"Enlighten us, Regulus." she commands, sharp and unyielding.
Regulus exhales, blinks once, then speaks. "Our cousin, Charles Leblanc, seems to have an interest in... a halfblood." He says it carefully, as though it was just another observation, as if it isn't the half-blood he knows, but the weight of the words hangs heavy.
Walburga's expression sours instantly. Orion rolls his eyes and exhales in mild frustration. "Ah, how absolutely revolting! Defiling!" she hisses, slamming a hand against the table.
Cassiopeia flinches, while Regulus maintains composure, though a small twinge of disappointment pricks him.
Orion shrugs almost imperceptibly. "This is exactly the type of cracks in the foundation I referenced. Some purebloods like Weasleys, Potters, truly believe blood doesn't matter."
"Unacceptable!" Walburga shrieks, her voice sharp as a banshee's wail.
Cassiopeia's carefully maintained facade cracks. Irritation blooms—first at her brother for speaking out, then at her mother for indirectly insulting Seraphina, and further still at the thought of Nadine and Severus.
"Excuse me, I must go to the washroom." she announces, locking eyes with her mother to secure permission. Walburga nods curtly.
Cassiopeia moves quickly, washes her hands, then splashes her face twice with cold water. "Sirius... oh, Sirius." she whispers under her breath, silently taking one step closer to his side in her heart. For now, it remains a secret, hidden beneath layers of duty and expectation.
Cassiopeia takes a steadying breath before leaving the bathroom, smoothing her skirt and brushing a strand of hair from her face. She returns to the dining room, settling back into her chair, careful to maintain the polished composure her family expects.
Walburga's eyes flick briefly to her, noting the return but making no comment. Orion clears his throat and steers the conversation forward, his tone controlled but commanding.
"Now, let us discuss more pressing matters." he begins, eyes sweeping over the table. "The current political climate requires our attention. A certain individual—Voldemort—his rise is ongoing, not unexpected, and his ideology aligns with certain... traditional values we have always upheld."
Regulus straightens slightly, the weight of duty evident in his posture. "Indeed, Mother, Father. His insistence on preserving blood purity, controlling magical governance... it is a system in which our family can continue to flourish, maintain influence, and safeguard our legacy."
Walburga sips her wine slowly, approvingly. "Finally, someone who understands. It is about strength, order, and respect—values our ancestors upheld. Any deviation is dangerous."
Cassiopeia listens carefully, her expression neutral. She understands the significance of voicing any disagreement here would be fatal to her standing. Still, she maintains her composure, offering only the nods and murmured agreements expected of her.
"Of course." she says lightly when addressed. "We must all align with the future we wish to see, and ensure our family remains... unassailable."
Orion's gaze lingers on her briefly, reading the surface of her words, but seemingly satisfied with her measured caution. Walburga returns her focus to Regulus. "And you, Regulus, always remind yourself, your duty is to uphold the family's honor. Never forget that. You've done well this year."
"Yes, Mother." Regulus replies, tone firm, eyes steady.
The room settles into a tense but controlled rhythm, the weight of tradition, and the looming power of Lord Voldemort all humming beneath the surface like a current no one dares disturb. Even Cassiopeia's mind, rebellious as it sometimes feels, registers the necessity of survival under the scrutiny.
After dinner, the siblings rise and head toward their bedrooms. The hallway is quiet, save for the soft padding of footsteps on the polished floors. Cassiopeia gives Regulus a quick, sharp elbow as they pass each other near the stairwell, a silent reprimand for his earlier mention of the Charles, Seraphina affair. It is only a matter of time before Walburga finds out who the girl is.
Regulus flinches slightly, then simply nods in acknowledgment, understanding the warning. He says nothing—words aren't necessary.
Cassiopeia retreats to her room, shutting the heavy door behind her with a soft thud. She perches at her writing desk, quill in hand, beginning letters addressed to Nadine and Seraphina. Her handwriting flows neatly, each word chosen with care, though after a few minutes, exhaustion tugs at her. She sets the letters aside, brushing her hair back from her face, and slips beneath the covers, curling up in the warmth of her bed, letting sleep claim her.
Regulus, meanwhile, closes the door and allows the silence to settle around him. His room is dark, gleaming jewels casting faint shadows in the moonlight. He sinks into his bed, hands interlaced behind his head, staring at the ornate ceiling above. His mind churns with thoughts from dinner—the political discussions, his mother's sharp words, and the mention of Charles and Seraphina.
A flashback of Sirius approaching Seraphina at the bonfire. Thoughts about Barty cross his mind, then Voldemort's ambition. He feels the weight of responsibility pressing down, a tension he can't shake, and despite the opulence surrounding him, there is no comfort. Tonight, the grandeur of the Black House does little to soothe the unrest stirred by the evening's events.
He drifts to sleep.
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It is long past midnight, air heavy and damp. The manor is quiet when Nadine returns, the sort of quiet that hums in the bones rather than settles in the ears. The gravel crunches beneath the tires as the old car pulls back into the driveway, and Ares and Hades, who must have been pacing the grounds anxiously all evening, yawn wide, and bound toward her before she has even stepped out.
Their massive heads push against her sides, their bodies thudding heavily against her legs, whines bubbling from their throats. Their warmth against her feels like forgiveness she doesn't deserve. She sets Brownie gently down, and the cat scurries a few paces before circling back to weave between her ankles.
Nadine takes a slow breath, letting the cool night air sting her lungs, and pushes the car door closed. The manor looms ahead, pale and brooding, save for one low flicker of golden light spilling faintly through the curtains of the living room. Her chest tightens immediately—she knows who will be waiting.
Inside, the scent of flowers lingers faintly, mixed with wood polish and the soft burn of the lamps. Her footsteps sound too loud against the marble as she crosses the threshold. Then, she sees her: Mother. Sitting upright on the edge of the sofa, shoulders stiff with tension, her hands gripping a coffee cup that has long gone cold. The moment Nadine steps into the light, Mother is on her feet in an instant.
"There you are." she breathes, rushing forward. "Nadine—Merlin's sake, child—I was sick with worry. I sent someone to look for you, I thought—" Her voice falters, breaking, before she swallows it down. "I thought something had happened to you. Where have you been? You vanished without a word."
Nadine shifts uncomfortably under the sheer weight of Mother's concern. She feels like a little girl again, caught red-handed sneaking out past curfew. Her throat tightens, guilt pooling in her chest. She avoids her eyes for a second before finally murmuring, "I was driving for a while... I just—needed air. And then—I went to see a friend." She says it quickly, her voice sharper than she means it to be. "Don't worry so much, I'm fine."
But Mother doesn't seem reassured. With a trembling sigh, she reaches out and pulls Nadine into a fierce embrace. Her arms are strong, protective, smelling faintly of perfume and coffee. She presses her cheek into her daughter's hair, whispering, "Don't you ever do that to me again. I thought I'd lost you." Her hand caresses Nadine's hair slowly, as if to reassure herself that she is truly there, real and safe.
Nadine closes her eyes, fighting the sting behind them. The guilt she had tried to bury all day claws back to the surface. She had been so cruel, so sharp with her words—words that had cut Mother though she hadn't meant them. Now, with Mother clinging to her as if she was all that mattered in the world, Nadine feels her chest tighten painfully. "I'm so sorry. For everything." she whispers, her voice breaking. "I shouldn't have said—what I said. I didn't mean it."
Mother pulls back just enough to look at her, cupping her face in her hands. "I know." she says softly, her eyes glistening. "But I need you to know, Nadine, no matter what your father says, no matter what arguments fill this house—I love you. I love you and your brother more than anything. You're my little girl. I would die for you both without hesitation."
Nadine swallows hard, her heart aching. She wants to believe it, she knows it is true—but the bitterness she carries about their family still lingers. "I just wish you'd... do something." she mutters, her gaze falling. "You sit there and agree with him, with every word, even when he's tearing into me. And you don't stop him. It feels like you let it happen."
Mother's lips tremble, her voice quiet but firm. "That's not true. I try in the ways I can, you just don't always see it. But don't mistake silence for indifference, Nadine. Everything I do is to keep you and Barty safe in this house. You think of me as weak, but if I didn't... if I didn't bend, we would all break."
Nadine exhales shakily, the frustration still prickling inside her, but mingling now with sorrow. "He doesn't love me the way you do." she blurts, almost against her will, and the words cut through the air like a knife.
Mother sighs, weary but gentle, her thumb brushing away the tear that slips down Nadine's cheek. "Your father... he is a complicated man. Power makes men harsh. But it does not mean he feels nothing. Believe me when I say he loves you, though he has a dreadful way of showing it."
But Nadine can't take it. She can't bear the heaviness pressing down on her. Her throat tight, she pulls away, mutters a rushed, "I need to rest." and storms down the hall before her guilt drowns her completely.
She doesn't dare look back.
Nadine exhales, the silence of the house settling around her once more. Ares and Hades pad at her heels as she climbs the grand staircase, their claws clicking faintly on the steps. The hallways are dim, the sconces lit only low, casting shadows that stretch and bend against the paneling.
Her feet carry her past her parents' door—where she knows Mother will eventually slip back into bed beside Father, no doubt with her worries still gnawing at her—and toward the far corridor where her brother's room lies. She stops at his door, her heart slowing, and knocks very gently that the sound barely carries. "Tem?" she whispers and waits, straining to listen for any sound, but it is silent. No shifting in bed, no muttered reply.
Her fingers curl around the handle, and with the smallest push, the door creaks open. The room is cool, the air fresh. His bed is untouched, the sheets neat and unwrinkled. Her eyes flicker across the space, and then she sees it—the window ajar, curtains billowing slightly with the night breeze. On the desk, left carelessly among scattered papers, lies the note she had written him earlier. The same folded parchment, untouched.
Her chest constricts. Where could he have gone? The unease that had followed her home now coils tighter in her stomach, mingling with a quiet pang of loneliness.
She closes the door softly, leaving the room as she found it, and pads down the hallway toward her own. Her fingers trail along the wood paneling as she goes, her mind restless, her heart heavy with guilt, with worry, with anger that has nowhere to go. Finally, in the safety of her own room, she slips inside, closing the door against the silence of the manor, and sits on her bed.
The night stretches endlessly around her, and though her eyes burn with exhaustion, sleep feels impossibly far away.
The end of term might mean easier days and less work for most, but for Snapes, it also marks the slow approach of something far heavier: the inevitable meeting with their mother. This year, it is Eileen alone. Less work always meant more time to think—too much time to dwell on their fractured family, to wonder if mother has kept the promises made at Christmas. Is it finally over? Or will the cycle begin again?
A welcome evening breeze slips through the open window of Seraphina's apartment, catching the edges of the dark, heavy curtains and bringing them into slow, curling movements—an unspoken waltz to the delicate notes she coaxes from her old, upright piano.
She sits on a worn leather bench, fingers moving with intent over the keys, dissecting Vivaldi's Summer as though she can pull the soul from its measures and keep it for herself. She won't be satisfied until she has. Her hair is woven into a thick braid trailing down her back, the dark strands contrasting against a fitted, deep brown collared shirt tucked neatly into a black skirt that brushes just above her knees, decorated by sheer black tights and black doll shoes.
The apartment is an elegant sort of gloom—gothic in character, with the temperament of dark academia. High shelves groan under the weight of leather-bound volumes and dusty tomes. Ink-dark sketches and oil paintings lean against the walls, some half-finished, most framed. Letters lie open on the dark oak dining table, beside half-read books. A single candle and a brass-shaded corner lamp throw golden pools of light across the otherwise shadowed room. Normally, the space is immaculate in its order, but now papers sprawl in restless disarray. Parchments are re-read, letters burned in the nearby, barely-lit fireplace. Something is occupying her mind.
Beyond the apartment's safety, reality waits. Severus and their mother are already at Spinner's End—the narrow, soot-stained house where they grew up. It lingers in memory like an unhealed wound, a cavity, an ache that never fades, humming faintly in the background as a reminder of where they come from.
It isn't shame—one of the main battles Severus fights—it is grief, laced with a quiet, simmering anger. Grief for what should have been, for the years lost, for the childhoods and teenagehoods stolen from them. Anger at the sheer unfairness of it all. Durmstrang had barely let her in—it was more of a favour than an acceptance. Wasted magical potential, after all, is worse than allowing a half-blood to be shaped with near-military, brutal precision. She hadn't even known she had been accepted, or even applied; it was Severus who told her, a sealed letter in his hand, his voice low and urgent. She was originally under the impression that Hogwarts held a place for her too.
She remembers those days vividly, and that night in particular: Severus—way too frail and thin for a thirteen year old, hollowed cheeks, circles decorating his undereyes from restless nights, folding the few pieces of clothing she owned, some with holes in them, and the ones he grew out of. He gathered what little he could—some supplies, a bit of handmade 'jewellery'—strings tied around pretty rocks they found in the grass, and the last piece of stale bread he stole from the table. Severus braided her hair with deliberate care for the last time. He made his little sister as presentable as he could before sending her off with the promise that she would be safe, and taught.
Tobias was out late, past midnight, after an explosive fight with Eileen. That night gave them their chance. In the quiet that followed the shouting, they packed quickly, every movement deliberate and silent. And then little Seraphina was gone. Severus stayed behind, enduring the abuse that came after. Eileen justified it with cold logic: it would be easier to handle one child than two.
Seraphina blinks. The memories are etched into the backs of her eyelids, so she keeps them open, fixed on the simple, grounding act of turning the key and locking the door behind her, sealing a protective spell over her apartment—just in case.
Seraphina arrives at the narrow, soot-stained street, the sight of Spinner's End pressing against her chest like a physical weight. The crooked brickwork and warped windows loom in the fading light, unchanged, as if the years between had been nothing but a pause. Her heart hammers—not from fear exactly, but from the sharp sting of memory. Every step closer stirs the ghosts of arguments, the ringing of slammed doors, the muffled sobs behind thin walls, the ricocheting of broken spells Eileen lost control over after Tobias's repeated cycles and departures. The air seems heavier here, steeped in the remnants of what had been.
She stops before the door, fingers curling into her palm, then knocks twice.
The hinges creak, and Eileen appears—smiling. The expression is so at odds with the last memory Seraphina holds of Spinner's End that for a moment, she almost doubts she is in the right place. Still, last Christmas had planted a fragile seed of hope, one that now keeps her rooted instead of turning away.
Without a word, she steps inside.
The change is immediate. The house looks... better. Cleaner walls, freshly painted in muted creams and deep greens, replace the peeling, water-stained paper she remembers. The floorboards, once warped and groaning, have been sanded and polished, gleaming faintly in the lamplight. The air smells fresher, without the damp, stale heaviness that used to cling to every breath. Eileen's steady Ministry work has clearly provided enough to mend the worst of the old wounds the house bore—new curtains hang neatly in place, the kitchen tiles have been replaced, and even the furniture looks sturdier, comfortable.
And yet, beneath it all, the bones of Spinner's End remain. The narrow hallway still feels a little too close, the low ceilings press in just the same, and the familiar creak on the third stair still sings underfoot. It is like an old scar—tidied up, perhaps softened—but never erased. The past still lingers here, woven into the very frame of the place, waiting quietly in the shadows.
Shadows linger in the corners, but the silence is gentler than she remembers. Each heartbeat carries a blend of old hurt and tentative peace as she stands within the walls that once confined her, taking in every detail, every shift in air, every trace of the life she left behind.
"Severus?" Seraphina's voice breaks the stillness, tentative, as though testing whether the space around her is real or just a cruel trick of memory. Her brother emerges from the kitchen, tall and composed, balancing a tray laden with tea, coffee, and delicate sweet pastries. He is dressed the part of a perfect host, meant to ward off the ghosts still clinging to the walls and to them. He doesn't smile—neither does she. Instead, their eyes meet, and in that brief exchange they share an unspoken vow: I know. And I'm here for you.
Eileen moves quickly, her arms opening for a brief hug before the formalities of small talk sweep them toward the living room. The space has changed—a few pieces of new furniture, softer light—but the fireplace remains the same. Seraphina's gaze lingers there, a vivid memory pulling at her: Tobias, in a drunken rage, burning Severus's Hogwarts letter while the fire roared hungrily. She remembers Eileen's sudden grip on her arm, dragging her away and up the stairs, ordering her to bed before the shouting got worse. The warmth of the flames then was nothing like the warmth of the hearth now.
The small talk drifts naturally into talk of school, each of them taking turns recounting their year. Seraphina speaks of her classes, the new art and music she has been working on, the way she has been trying to challenge herself more. Severus keeps his tone measured but manages to share a few victories of his own—successes in brewing, recognition from certain professors—carefully steering clear of darker topics. The friends they made—something out of the ordinary for them all—and how they finally feel a sense of belonging.
Somewhere between sips of tea and bites of pastry, their words begin to circle around Eileen herself. They speak positively, deliberately, about her. How she has kept the house warmer, brighter, how they can see the effort she has put into fixing up the old place. It isn't flattery—it is acknowledgement. A way of telling her they have noticed, and that they support her. That they appreciate her.
Eileen's eyes glisten just enough to catch the light. She sets her cup down, smoothing her skirt before saying quietly, "I told you I'd keep my promise." There is a weight to her voice, the kind that can only come from finally being able to mean the words. "Tobias is no more. Last I heard, he was headed to Scotland for some job opportunity. I want nothing to do with it—or with him."
The air shifts at her confession—less heavy than before, but still tinged with the knowledge of all the years that came before.
Eileen leans back slightly in her chair, raising a curious brow as she asks, "So... have either of you found someone special yet, or is it still too early in life for such things?"
Seraphina and Severus exchange a glance—sharp, knowing, but careful. Seraphina chuckles softly, the sound easing some of the tension, while Severus offers a short, scoffing smile, clearly trying to hide any reaction.
"Well," Seraphina begins, taking the first turn, "I... have feelings for someone in my class. But I'm also still in touch with someone I met at a wedding last year." She chooses her words carefully, leaving out names. The complexities of their statuses and past events make her cautious—she can't speak freely of Regulus, especially given Eileen's own history. Eileen, a pureblood witch, had once been widely shunned in wizarding society for meddling with a Muggle, and the memory of that harsh treatment still lingered. Seraphina isn't ready to risk that tension resurfacing.
"On another note..." she continues, her voice lowering slightly, "I've noticed a few girls paying attention to Severus. My favorite, naturally, is Nadine, the light of my life, of course. But..." She hesitates, "he's so... lost. I worry he might fumble it."
Severus shifts slightly, inclining his head with a measured expression. "There's nothing between us." he states flatly, though even as he speaks, his mind lingers, if only briefly, on Nadine. Seraphina catches the slight hesitation but doesn't comment; she simply nods, understanding the complexities of both their hearts.
The conversation hangs in the warm light of the living room, a delicate mix of confessions and protective silences, bridging the past and present carefully.
The week at Spinner's End passes slowly, yet almost effortlessly, as if time itself wants to ease its way into something gentler. Days are filled with the soft hum of domestic life—gardening in the morning sun, soil warm between their fingers as they plant herbs and flowers along the once-neglected paths.
Eileen's careful guidance brings a rhythm to the work, her presence steady and familiar, yet changed—lighter somehow, more present. Magic becomes a quiet, natural part of her daily life again: she waves a hand to coax weeds from the soil, levitates watering cans with ease, and lights candles or adjusts the stove with a flick of her wand. She moves through the house and garden as if effortlessly herself, the woman she had been before pain and scandal pulled her from it.
Afternoons are devoted to cooking, the kitchen alive with the scents of baked bread, roasted vegetables, and spiced pastries. Seraphina and Severus work side by side, trading quiet banter as they stir and knead, their hands occasionally brushing over flour-dusted counters. Laughter threads through the house, light and tentative at first, then freer as the days pass. Even Severus allows himself a half-smile, a tilt of amusement that lingers just long enough to warm Seraphina's chest.
Their conversation turns to magic itself—books, spells, potions, and theory. Seraphina and Severus enthusiastically compare new findings from their classes, debate brewing techniques, and share clever incantations they have mastered. Eileen joins in as they go, her eyes lighting up as she listens, the spark of her own curiosity returning with ease.
At one point, Seraphina mentions her plans to visit dragons over the summer, describing the soaring flights and the dragons' scales shimmering in the sun. Eileen is ecstatic, clapping her hands together, eyes wide with delight. "I always wished I could have done something like that!" she exclaims. "To see them up close, to feel their power... oh, how I envy you!"
Severus, leaning against the doorway with a half-smile, adds quietly, "One day, we might go together."
The evenings are quieter, shared around the fireplace or in the garden under the fading light, the kind of easy companionship that has been rare in their lives. Candlelight flickers across worn furniture and polished wood, illuminating familiar corners of the house that now feel almost welcoming. Memories of harsher times still tug at them—the echo of Tobias's voice, the sharp edges of past fights—but the weight is softer now, buffered by shared smiles, small victories in the garden, and the simple act of preparing meals together.
By the end of the two weeks, Spinner's End feels subtly renewed, a fragile peace settling over the home and within their hearts.
Chapter Text
The 25th of June arrives heavy and warm, the kind of summer evening where even London's air feels close and oppressive, though inside Grimmauld Place the atmosphere is stifled for reasons that have little to do with the weather. The house, draped in its usual dimness, is altered only slightly for the occasion of Cassiopeia and Regulus's birthday dinner—a rare, almost ceremonial gathering under the Black family roof.
The long dining room has been prepared meticulously, though the décor is rigid, more for form than warmth. Heavy velvet curtains of deep green are drawn tightly over the windows, shutting out what little sunlight dares to linger at this hour. Tall candelabras stand on either end of the long mahogany table, each holding black taper candles that drip wax slowly, their flames flickering and throwing restless shadows across the room's carved wood panels. Silverware—polished until it gleams like mirrors—rests neatly at each setting, glinting coldly in the candlelight. The plates are edged with the Black crest in dark green enamel, and the napkins are folded into perfect, razor-sharp triangles, the cloth so stiff it could almost cut.
On the mantlepiece above the grand, black-marbled fireplace rests a spread of small silver serpents, coiling delicately around candleholders and trinket boxes. A large, gilt-framed portrait of a scowling ancestor looms overhead, watching the preparations with disapproval, as if even a birthday dinner is somehow beneath the family name. The air smells faintly of wax, roasted meats drifting faintly from the kitchen, and the lingering sharp tang of polish from the furniture Kreacher had scrubbed all morning.
Kreacher himself scurries about now, muttering under his breath as he adjusts the placement of the serving dishes and checks that every goblet is filled with elf-made wine. His large, batlike ears twitch at every sound, his mutterings echoing: "Ungrateful blood traitors, never enough, never thankful, Kreacher works all day, Kreacher knows, mistress will see..." yet his wrinkled hands remain steady, his movements precise, devoted to perfection.
Walburga presides over it all with an austere air, standing tall in her fitted gown of deepest emerald satin that sweeps to the floor, the bodice cut sharply with pointed sleeves. Around her throat rests a heavy silver serpent necklace, its emerald eyes flashing faintly in the candlelight. Her hair, streaked with silver, is pulled tightly back into an elegant twist, and her thin lips are painted a hard, blood-red line. Her expression never softens—only evaluates, only judges.
Orion sits already in his high-backed chair at the head of the table, his presence quieter but no less oppressive. His robes are formal, black trimmed with subtle silver embroidery, his long fingers drumming idly on the armrest as if each tick of his nail is marking time until dinner begins. His eyes flick to his wife with occasional irritation at her fussing, though he offers no correction.
And then, the true focus of the evening—Cassiopeia and Regulus.
Cassiopeia has chosen a gown of deep midnight blue silk, the color making her pale skin luminous in the low light. The dress is cut elegantly, with long, flowing sleeves and a fitted bodice that flares into subtle folds at the hem. Around her wrist gleams a bracelet of black pearls—her own taste, not her mother's choice, for Cassiopeia values understated grace. Her hair falls in long, smooth waves down her back, parted neatly at the center. She carries herself with dignity, though her eyes—tinged with thoughtfulness—betray a mind wandering far beyond these suffocating walls.
Regulus wears finely tailored robes of black and emerald, cut slim to his frame, the fabric expensive enough to gleam faintly with every movement. The collar is sharp, the sleeves crisp, every seam exact. His hair is combed precisely into place, not a strand rebelling, his face carefully composed, though there is an almost restless energy simmering in his posture tonight—something not even his carefully controlled expression can fully disguise. He is handsome in the way of a Black heir should be.
The table is set—center holds a low arrangement of white lilies and dark green foliage, chosen by Walburga herself, their fragrance filling the room with a heady sweetness. Silver platters wait, domes polished to a blinding shine, covering roasted pheasant, lamb, and various side dishes—all rich, all decadent, all designed to showcase the Black family's wealth and superiority.
Even the house itself seems to sense the occasion. The walls seem to lean closer, suffocating in their watchfulness. The silence before the meal begins is thick, broken only by the crackle of the fire and the occasional creak of the house settling. Kreacher stands stiff in the corner, waiting for the command, while Walburga's hawk-like gaze sweeps over her children, assessing every detail of their appearance, every flicker of expression. Orion clears his throat softly, the sound enough to remind everyone of the gravity of the evening.
The heavy grandfather clock in the hall chimes seven as the door knocker booms. Kreacher creaks it open, and the first wave of guests enters.
Bellatrix sweeps in, her curls untamed, her eyes gleaming like flames. She wears blood-red robes of velvet that fit her tall figure sharply, a silver serpent arm cuff curling around her wrist. Rodolphus trails beside her, reserved, dressed in iron-grey robes, his sharp jawline softened only by the flicker of candlelight.
They carry a gift: a black velvet box bound with green ribbon. Inside, Regulus finds a pair of silver cufflinks shaped like serpents with emerald eyes—Bellatrix smiles wickedly as she tells him, "For when you are ready to wield the name as it deserves." For Cassiopeia, she presents a crystal vial of perfume from Alexandria, infused with rare flowers and a touch of dragon's blood.
Druella and Cygnus arrive next, dignified and immaculate. Druella glitters in pale gold robes, her hair sculpted into perfection, her fingers jeweled with rubies. Cygnus wears dark navy trimmed in silver, his bearing aristocratic yet less severe than Orion's. Their gift is shared: a large tome bound in dragon hide—"A family chronicle, both of you should know every word." Cassiopeia's eyes soften as she fingers the pages, while Regulus bows his head in gratitude.
Moments later, Lucius and Narcissa glide into the drawing room. Lucius, in pearl-white robes with silver embroidery, offers a cool nod, while Narcissa is breathtaking in pale blue silk, her hair cascading in polished waves. Their gift is elegant: a silver-framed charmed mirror that allows siblings to see each other's reflections no matter the distance. "For the two of you, who deserve to never be apart." Narcissa says softly, kissing Cassiopeia's cheek.
The atmosphere is heavy with pride, tradition, and watchful eyes—Walburga smiles thinly as if every detail is unfolding under her perfect control. The family settles at the long dining table, Kreacher pouring wine, dishes steaming with roasted meats and buttered vegetables. Candles float high above, their light glimmering off silverware.
And then—the sharp rap of the knocker breaks through the hum of conversation. Silence falls briefly. Kreacher grumbles and shuffles to the door, his mutterings carrying: "Not worthy... not proper... disgrace..." He pulls open the door, and in step the LeBlancs.
The air shifts. Standing there are Monsieur and Madame LeBlanc, tall and elegant, draped in lighter silks than the Blacks would ever wear—Parisian refinement with a whisper of rebellion against British stiffness. Monsieur LeBlanc wears a perfectly tailored cream linen suit, a pale blue cravat tucked neatly at his throat, his silver hair combed back with an almost careless charm. Madame LeBlanc, striking in her own right, has her hair pinned in a loose chignon, her gown a flow of soft ivory silk embroidered with faint golden threads, far brighter than the mourning shades favored by Walburga.
Just behind them step their sons: Charles, composed and serious, in a dove-grey waistcoat and tailored coat, his polished shoes gleaming, every gesture precise—he looks like he belongs at the French Ministry more than in this house. Beside him, Louis, looser, wears an open-collared shirt beneath a fitted dark jacket, his hair falling a little wild into his eyes. His stance is casual, hands shoved into pockets as though he refuses to be molded into the stiff expectations of gatherings like this.
"Bonsoir, mes chers cousins." (Good evening, my dear cousins.) Monsieur LeBlanc's voice fills the hall, smooth but edged with something pointed.
"Bienvenue à Grimmauld Place." (Welcome to Grimmauld Place.) Orion replies, his English accent thick and deliberate as though to emphasize this is his territory.
Walburga rises stiffly, her lips twitching in what could almost be mistaken for a smile but doesn't quite reach her cold eyes. "Édouard. Geneviève. Charles. Louis. How good of you to come."
Madame LeBlanc kisses the air near Walburga's cheek, murmuring, "La famille avant tout." (Family above all.) The words are warm but the look in her eyes sharp.
Cassiopeia rises and crosses the room gracefully, embracing both with a smile. "Merci d'être venus." (Thank you for coming.) Her tone is lighter, genuine—Cassiopeia has always liked the LeBlancs. Regulus follows more cautiously, shaking their hands, his eyes flicking curiously between them and the others seated.
Charles bows slightly, handing Cassiopeia a slim velvet-wrapped box and Regulus a finely bound tome. "For your birthdays." he says smoothly. "Un petit symbole de notre affection." (A small symbol of our affection.) Cassiopeia unwraps hers to reveal an elegant golden hairpin with sapphire inlay, delicate and refined, while Regulus opens the book—an ancient French collection of star charts, clearly rare.
Louis, half-smiling, pulls from his coat pocket a small package tied loosely with twine. "Mine is less formal." he says in lightly accented English, sliding it across to Regulus with a grin. Inside is a Muggle chess set, wood polished to a sheen, the pieces carved with meticulous care. Regulus's eyes widen at the audacity. Walburga's lips thin immediately, but Regulus, cautious, murmurs a quiet, "Thank you."
The table shifts; Bellatrix leans closer to Narcissa with a laugh under her breath. "Typical. They come dressed like peacocks and bring gifts that insult the house."
"Better peacocks than vultures." Louis mutters, too low for most but sharp enough that Charles sends him a warning glance.
Kreacher scuttles past, grumbling about "polluting the noble house," but Walburga silences him with a hiss.
The tension is palpable—the Black family's rigid air of supremacy against the LeBlancs's understated ease. Though rivals in reputation, they are still kin, bound by blood. The LeBlancs, unlike the Blacks, hold no obsession with purity; but they know how to hide their leniencies behind good manners and gifts.
Conversations shift to French and back to English, weaving together like a double-edged ribbon. Bellatrix eyes the LeBlancs with suspicion, her smile tight, her voice edged. Narcissa remains polite, though her fingers tighten around her goblet. Walburga sits tall at the head of the table, her eyes sharp, judging, though she offers the courtesy of civility.
The first toast rises—Orion lifts his goblet. "To Regulus. To Cassiopeia. To the future of this family."
Glasses clink. Candles flare higher. Bellatrix laughs loudly at something Rodolphus murmurs, her laugh shrill, drawing a fleeting glare from Walburga who prefers decorum. Narcissa sits elegantly beside Lucius, her pale hand on his arm as though she owns the air around him. Druella and Cygnus exchange murmurs in undertones. The LeBlancs look out of place but unbowed.
Conversation begins politely, a thin veil over tension. Madame LeBlanc leans forward, her voice smooth, musical, but sharp beneath the sweetness:
"Alors, Cassiopeia, comment vont tes études en potions? Tu progresses bien, j'imagine."
(So, Cassiopeia, how are your potions studies going? You must be progressing well, I imagine.)
Cassiopeia straightens proudly, brushing a lock of hair from her shoulder, her silk dress shimmering faintly. "Exceptionally. Professor Slughorn praises my draught work. It requires finesse beyond most."
"And Regulus," Monsieur LeBlanc joins smoothly, inclining his head toward the young man at the end of the table, "I hear you specialize in... difficult branches of magic."
Regulus straightens slightly, expression smooth, though his eyes glint with pride. "The Unforgivables. A family tradition worth continuing."
Louis, with an almost lazy elegance, props an elbow against the table, his smile carrying just enough bite to make it clear he intends to provoke. "Ah, but traditions are dangerous things, are they not? Too rigid, and one forgets the world changes around them."
The table stiffens. Orion's lips press thin. Bellatrix's eyes narrow like knives.
Walburga, however, keeps her composure, her voice honeyed as she turns. "And you, Louis? How fare your studies in Healing?"
Louis inclines his head. "I do well, merci. Healing requires compassion and skill—two things I am confident I possess."
"And Charles," Druella interjects, "your work? I hear you have secured yourself a fine reputation already."
Charles, ever polite, nods. "Research at the Institut de Magie Médicale. Innovations in spell stabilization. I prefer my work speaks for itself." His tone is even, but his glance at Regulus is fleeting, almost searching.
The dinner flows with stilted pleasantries until Walburga, with a sudden and deliberate grace, places her goblet down and speaks in a voice meant to be casual though it strikes like a dagger:
"Of course, brilliance is not everything. Cassiopeia and Regulus both have... many options ahead of them. Promising futures. Many families would be fortunate to align themselves with ours."
Cassiopeia shifts in her chair, already sensing the trap. Narcissa tilts her head, serene but watchful. Bellatrix smirks, clearly entertained.
Walburga lets her gaze drift, slow and sharp, toward Charles. "Tell me, Charles... your family values legacy, does it not? Surely you agree that forming ties with those of... untainted lineage is of the utmost importance."
Charles stills, his fork pausing mid-air. He knows nothing of the whisper Walburga has somehow uncovered, but he recognizes the test in her tone. His jaw tightens. "My family values strength, Lady Black. Integrity. Blood is only part of that."
A flicker passes Regulus's face. He knows Walburga is circling the secret he guards, the one she must never know: Seraphina Snape. The thought of her name on Charles's lips fills him with a mix of dread and annoyance. His knuckles whiten under the table as Charles's words echo, protective and dangerously close to exposure.
Walburga's eyes narrow. "Only part of that?" she repeats, soft but deadly. "Are you suggesting there are... exceptions? That blood is not the foundation upon which our world is built?"
Louis, ever quick to fan the flame, leans forward with a sly grin. "Perhaps Charles speaks truth, Lady Black. After all, talent and heart can't be measured by ancestry alone. Some of the greatest wizards... were not born of families such as ours."
Gasps and scoffs ripple down the table. Orion's voice is low and venomous: "Careful with your words, boy."
Regulus's temper spikes. His voice, sharp as glass, cuts across the table. "Blood IS everything. Without it, our traditions, our power, our very name means nothing. To pretend otherwise is to delude oneself. To tarnish it—" His eyes snap to Charles, a flicker of bitterness there, "—is unforgivable."
Charles meets his stare, his own calm cracking just enough for heat to show. He doesn't name Seraphina—he would never—but his gaze lingers on Regulus a fraction too long, and Regulus's stomach twists.
Walburga seizes it instantly. "Ah." she says, her smile thin, predatory. "It seems my son has strong feelings on the matter. Perhaps there is someone in question, hmm?" Her voice drips with feigned innocence, but her eyes bore into Charles like daggers, as though she already suspects him of knowing too much.
Charles stiffens, struggling to remain composed. "No one of consequence, Lady Black." His voice is cool, but Regulus hears the lie and hates it—hates that Charles has inserted himself between the truth and the table.
"Is that so?" Walburga presses, tilting her head. "Because Regulus, my darling boy, confided to me he had... interests. Interests that might not uphold the sanctity of our bloodline."
The table falls into a suffocating silence. Cassiopeia freezes, her heart slamming against her ribs.
Regulus's jaw locks, his chest burning with humiliation. "Mother." His tone is a warning, but Walburga continues, her voice silk over steel.
"And I think it only fair we discuss such matters openly. For the future of this family."
Cassiopeia suddenly slams her goblet down, the sound ringing sharp as a crack. Her voice rises, clear and furious. "Enough."
All eyes turn to her. She stands, her midnight dress catching the candlelight, her breath trembling with fury. "This is supposed to be a celebration. My birthday. Regulus's birthday."
She pushes her chair back, the scrape loud in the silence. Her eyes blaze at Walburga. "Excuse me, Mother. But not tonight."
And with that, Cassiopeia, head high, spine straight, but her hands trembling, leaves the table, her footsteps echoing up the hall until they vanish into the silence she leaves behind.
Cassiopeia presses her back against the heavy oak door, the sound of voices and cutlery still echoing from the dining room below. Her breath comes uneven, like she has run up a hill, though all she has done is climb the stairs and escape the suffocating tension.
Walburga's lips part, but a calm voice interrupts.
"Walburga." Madame Leblanc says softly, her tone firm but laced with elegance. Her accent carries a smooth cadence that almost tempers the air. "Perhaps it is not so grave, non? They are young. Let them... explore. It is their age to make mistakes, to test themselves."
Monsieur Leblanc leans back in his chair, swirling the deep red wine in his glass with deliberate calm. His eyes, sharp yet indulgent, flicker toward Charles and Louis, then return to Orion. "You and I, Orion, we know the world changes whether we wish it or not. Better the children find their way with some freedom than suffocate in rules too tight."
Walburga's nostrils flare. "Freedom?" Her voice is a lash across the table. "Freedom is what destroys families like ours."
But Orion, though tense, inclines his head toward the Leblancs. "The world does shift, Walburga." His deep voice is steady, though a muscle jumps in his jaw. "We cannot bind the young forever."
Madame Leblanc smiles gently, though her hand beneath the table presses against her husband's as if to restrain him from saying more than he should. "Exactly. They will come back to their roots. But for now—let them breathe."
The candlelight flickers in her room, brushing golden light over her bedspread, her shelves lined with books, and the delicate lace curtains that sway faintly with the draft. She squeezes her eyes shut, clutching at the fabric of her dress as she tries to quiet the storm inside her chest.
She is sick of it—of dinners turning into interrogations, of Regulus, too, tonight—why had he opened his mouth? Why bring up Seraphina at all? What did he care if she and Charles exchanged letters? Could it be... could it be jealousy? The thought makes her freeze. Could Regulus be caring about Seraphina in that way? Why else would he have let it slip? Why else bristle so much when Louis prodded him? She smiles softly, already impatient to tell her girls.
A soft knock interrupts her spiraling thoughts. For a heartbeat, she contemplates ignoring it, but then a familiar voice calls low, "Cassiopeia."
With a sigh, she unlatches the door. Regulus slips inside, silent, his posture taut but his expression softer than she expects. Without a word, he produces a slender green box tied with silver ribbon. He doesn't hand it roughly, but holds it out carefully, almost reverently.
Cassiopeia blinks, caught off guard. She takes it, fingers brushing his, and slowly undoes the ribbon. Inside lies a pair of ballet shoes—soft leather dyed the faintest blush, ribbons silky and gleaming. They look almost too beautiful to be worn. Nestled between them is a folded note in handwriting she knows immediately isn't Regulus's.
Her throat tightens as she unfolds it.
"Happy Birthday, Cass. For when you dance, so the world remembers you are more than their schemes. —Your Barty."
Her heart gives a painful lurch. She smooths the note with trembling hands before setting it delicately back in the box, then placing the gift on her desk as though it is something sacred.
Regulus watches her closely, his mouth quirking the faintest bit as he says, almost dry but not unkind, "Figured it would lighten your mood."
Cassiopeia turns sharply, the glow fading as her temper sparks again. "Lighten my mood? You practically ruined it, Regulus. Why did you have to stir things up downstairs? Tonight wasn't about politics, it was about us. About our birthday. Mother didn't even have to know. It wasn't your business."
He stiffens, jaw tightening, voice clipped but defensive. "It is my business when you allow someone like Charles to meddle with things he has no place in. I won't sit there and let Mother remain blind."
Cassiopeia narrows her eyes, stepping closer, her voice lowering to a near hiss. "Why do you care, hm? Do you want Seraphina for yourself? Is that it? Is that why you're so determined to expose something that has nothing to do with you?"
His breath catches for a fraction, and his eyes flash with annoyance. "Don't be ridiculous." he snaps, a shade too quickly. "I don't want her. But I won't watch a halfblood drag this family into disgrace either."
Before she can spit back a retort, another knock comes. This one firmer.
Cassiopeia opens the door to find Charles and Louis waiting. Louis smiles politely, though his eyes search her face with concern. Charles, however, lingers in the threshold. His gaze flicks from Cassiopeia to Regulus, then back again, something hard and protective behind it.
His voice quiet but edged, he says: "Quoi que tu saches, cela reste un secret. Tu n'as aucune affaire avec ça." (Whatever you know, it stays a secret. You have no business with it.)
The words land like a warning, his protective tone unmistakable.
Regulus's eyes narrow, his lips pressing into a thin line, but he doesn't answer. The tension between them crackles, sharp as lightning.
Louis clears his throat, breaking it with gentle ease. "Cassiopeia, are you alright?" His tone is smooth, careful, almost soothing after the storm.
Cassiopeia forces a smile, though her chest still heaves with the weight of it all. She nods faintly, gathering herself as she steps past Regulus and Charles both, heading back toward the dining room where the laughter is forced, the candles flicker a little too brightly, and the night drags on with strained civility.
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Seraphina lingers in the morning silence, then slips away for a quick shower, letting the warmth wash the night off her skin. By the time she steps back into the room, towel still draped around her shoulders, something waits on the polished table. A single envelope.
Her brow furrows. The wax seal gleams in the lamplight—bold, unmistakable—the Potter crest.
Seraphina freezes. Her heart stutters, an involuntary flicker in her chest. For her? She snatches it up, fingers trembling slightly at the edges of the parchment. Confusion, curiosity, a flash of suspicion—all swirling as she breaks the seal.
The handwriting sprawls across the page, equal parts careless and deliberate:
To my deaest competition,
Before you curse or burn this letter, I have a favour to ask. But for that, we must meet. It isn't wise to speak of certain contacts through ink, not when there are eyes and hands eager to pry. Please, come to Potter Manor.
It's for Cass.
Sirius B.
Her lips part as she reads, disbelief knotting into something sharper, heavier. Sirius Black. Writing to her. And at the same moment—miles away—Nadine is breaking the seal of a twin letter that finds her at home.
Seraphina presses the parchment to her lap, mind racing. Of all people, why him? Why now?
Before she can simmer any longer on the thought—on the audacity—the telephone in the corner of the room shrills, startling her.
It is an old-fashioned thing, a holdover from her mother's insistence. Black and heavy, its rotary dial gleams faintly under the lamplight, brass numbers etched in a neat circle. The receiver rests on a cradle of polished metal, the cord a tight spiral coiled like a sleeping serpent.
The ring continues once again, then she picks it up.
"Seraphina? Hello? Is this even working?" Nadine's voice comes through the receiver, slightly breathless.
"Nadine! Hey. Miss me too much?" Seraphina giggles, though her eyes dart back to the folded letter in her hand, tension tugging at her chest.
"Did you get one too? Sirius's letter? Please tell me you did."
"Yeah. Strangely enough. If you'd told me Sirius Black would be writing to us, I'd have sent you straight to St. Mungo's."
Nadine chuckles, then her voice dips low. "He mentioned Cass, though. How can we not go?"
"Easily. We owl Cass, and we don't set foot near the Potters."
Silence hovers on the line.
"Fine. I know what you're going to say." Seraphina allows.
"It's bad enough we deal with them at university." Nadine mutters. "Now, for Cass, we're supposed to walk into their home?"
"We won't. We'll wait at the gates. That's as far as we go."
Nadine sighs, but relents. "Deal. I'll pick you up. Wait for me—we'll talk more on the way."
"See you soon." Seraphina murmurs before hanging up.
Her eyes flicker back to the Potter seal, unsettled. All this—just for what?
At the Crouch residence, Nadine sheds her pajamas for an expensive day-dress, brown with delicate muted rose florals, that cinches neatly at the waist, hem just brushing her knees. She braids her hair into two long plaits tied with red ribbons, fastens earrings and a slender bracelet, then shrugs on a dark red cardigan. Umbrella in hand, she slips into black leather shoes—the London streets still glisten with rain.
"Mum, I'm going to meet some friends, okay? I'll take the Jag."
Mother looks up from the breakfast table, her expression guarded. After the recent tension, though, she only nods with a faint attempt at warmth. "Please be safe. And come home when you're done."
Nadine snatches a croissant, kissing Mother's cheek and Brownie's head before heading out.
Across town, Seraphina adjusts wide-leg leather trousers, drawn snug with a belt, and pairs them with a fitted black blouse. Small black earrings glint against her hair, half tied back in a simple tail while the rest spills loose. Her signature clogs strike the floor as she gathers her wand and slips the letter into her bag.
The low rumble of a car engine draws her to the window—the Jaguar glides to a stop outside.
Seraphina locks the door and steps out. The air smells of damp brick and soot, though the rain has cleared. She climbs into the passenger seat, dropping her bag in the back, but keeps the letter gripped in her hand.
"Hey! Long time no see." Nadine teases, a tired smile crossing her face.
"Hey. Now—what is this all about?" Seraphina lifts the letter pointedly.
The car slides down the slick street. They trade theories about Sirius's request, though Seraphina remains skeptical. Nadine admits she has spoken with her mother—things are calmer now—but she hasn't managed to find Barty.
"Merlin." Seraphina mutters, leaning closer to the window, as they arrive.
Before them looms the Potter estate. The gates rise high and ornate—black wrought iron twisted into elegant arcs of lilies and stags, the family crest gleaming faintly at their center. Beyond the bars, the manor stands proud against the horizon, its cream-colored stone glowing in the muted light after the rain. Rows of high windows reflect the grey sky like polished mirrors, and ivy climbs in careful, almost decorative patches along the walls, as though even the wildness has been trained to behave here.
The gardens stretch wide, manicured within an inch of their lives. Hedges are clipped into clean, geometric shapes, while beds of white and crimson roses frame the walkways. A fountain at the center of the drive throws arcs of water that glitters, catching the pale sun. It is wealth on display, but tastefully so—the Potters don't flaunt, they simply are.
Nadine slows the car just before the gates, her hands resting loosely on the wheel as she studies the estate. "Well, at least it's more homey than I anticipated."
Seraphina leans forward slightly, her sharp eyes narrowing, lips pressed thin. She chuckles, "Homey? I forget you people are used to this."
Silence settles for a moment between them, broken only by the low idle of the car and the gentle patter of water in the fountain beyond. Seraphina's hand brush over the folded letter in her lap, her mind circling the invitation.
"So," Nadine says, glancing at her, "do we wait?"
Seraphina smirks faintly, though her unease prickles just beneath the surface. "Oh, we wait. If Sirius Black wants an audience, he can fetch it himself."
The iron gates creak open on their own, slow and deliberate, as though deciding whether the visitors are worthy of being let in. The gravel drive stretches ahead, the faintest crunch of footsteps breaking the stillness.
And then he appears.
Sirius strolls into view with the kind of careless confidence that seems stitched into his very bones, as if the manor was his own. His white shirt is untucked, the collar loose and open, sleeves rolled lazily to his forearms. Black trousers and well-worn sneakers complete the look, though the disarray only adds to the deliberate nonchalance. He rakes a hand through his hair, sweeping it back, his grin lingering on his face shamelessly.
"Well, well." he drawls, voice carrying easily across the space between them. "Look who decided to show up." His eyes flick from Nadine behind the wheel to Seraphina in the passenger seat, lingering just a beat too long, teasing, taunting.
Seraphina shifts in her seat, her jaw tightening as she refuses to let her expression falter. Nadine, however, lets out the smallest huff of amusement despite herself.
Sirius leans forward slightly, one hand resting on the open gate as if he owns it. "You know, I was starting to think you'd burn my letter and spare me the honor. Glad to see curiosity won out."
"Careful." Seraphina shoots back coolly, her hand tightening around the letter in her lap. "I'm still debating it."
That grin only widens, brighter, more infuriating.
They step out of the car, gravel crunching underfoot as the air of the manor settles around them—too still, too pristine. Seraphina crosses her arms at once, her body language a wall, while Nadine adjustes the strap of her bag with steadiness.
Sirius doesn't miss a beat. "You like the place? Quite charming, isn't it?" His grin is all teeth, smug and effortless.
"Yes." Seraphina replies dryly, her eyes narrowing. "Flaunting another man's wealth suits you."
The jab only seems to amuse him more, his grin tilting into something sharper.
Nadine cuts in, impatient, her tone direct as a blade. "Look, it's not like we're here because we missed you, so either get with it or tell us what we're waiting for. Is Potter going to jumpscare us, or what?"
Sirius chuckles, pushing a hand through his hair again. "Tempting idea. James would love that. But no—you've got me instead. Sorry to disappoint you, I know how fond of him you are."
He steps aside, gesturing down the long path to the manor. "And as for what we're waiting for—nothing. You came, I'm here. Which means we can get down to business... though." he smirks, eyes flicking toward Seraphina, "I do enjoy the warm welcome."
Seraphina rolls her eyes.
Sirius gestures to the bench beneath a low-hanging branch, still dripping from the earlier rain. They sit, the earthy scent of the garden rising around them, rich and grounding. Nadine fidgets with her bag strap, Seraphina folding her hands neatly in her lap, both waiting.
"It's for my sister, of course." he begins, voice losing just a fraction of its usual swagger. "I need a favour from you, and I do not request it lightly."
The girls exchange a glance, eyebrows raised.
"Well, are we waiting for James to bring tea, biscuits and a court jester? Spit it out." Seraphina prompts, her tone sharper than necessary, but curiosity tinged beneath it. Sirius rolls his eyes, leans back into the bench and crosses his arms loosely.
"It was their birthday yesterday. My darling siblings." he adds, the sarcasm dripping from the last phrase, but his eyes drop, and a small, pained smile replaces his typical grin. "For each year I missed it, a few years after my... departure, Narcissa would bring them gifts from me. For a long time, they didn't know they were from me. That changed once we were all of age. Since then, I stopped."
Nadine feels it before she can name it—an unexpected, small pang of sadness, unfamiliar yet resonant. Not for herself, but for him. For the absence, the missed moments. Seraphina's posture softens subtly too, the sharp edge of her usual defenses easing.
This admittance, however, was enough to silence the two judges beside him.
For a moment, they all sit quietly, the only sound is the distant drip of water from leaves, the earthy perfume of wet soil filling the space between them. Both girls understand this is a sore spot—Cassiopeia isn't just a sibling, but a tether to a history Sirius still bears quietly, beneath the bravado.
Sirius finally meets their eyes, gaze flickering between both of them. "I... can't do it alone. It's for her."
The weight of the request hangs in the humid, post-rain air, heavy but sincere.
If Nadine and Seraphina could speak telepathically, they would. Their thoughts race in tandem, each question mirrored in the other's mind: What about Regulus? Cassiopeia? How do they pull this off? When and where? If they get caught, what is the consequence?
"And... Regulus?" Nadine asks carefully, stealing a quick glance at Seraphina, who nods almost imperceptibly.
Sirius exhales, a long, measured sound, before forcing a small, pained smile. "My stupid little brother. Gullible. Molded by them into whatever they wanted him to be. He believes all of it. He's a mirror now. We haven't spoken since I left."
"Never? Not once?" Seraphina asks gently, threading her words. 'Gullible' sits strangely in her mind—that is most definitely not a word she would have used for Regulus, but Sirius knows what he is talking about, she thinks.
He shakes his head. "I spoke to him—that night. The usual. Questions about our parents, the pureblood mania, the legacy. It was the night after my argument with Walburga. I was fifteen, they were thirteen. The older he got, the more he sounded like them. Their influence was too strong. That's when I knew... I had to leave alone. Cassiopeia was asleep, and much safer there than with me."
A hush falls over the group. Only the slight rustle of leaves in the breeze moves around them.
Both girls feel it: a ring of guilt and understanding, different but equally piercing.
Nadine, unconsciously, relates to him—her own battles with her family, the tightrope of expectation and rebellion.
Seraphina's chest tightens as she thinks of all of them: Regulus, once lauded as the perfect heir because of what Sirius implied, slowly molded into the reflection of what they wanted him to be; Cassiopeia, caught between brothers she loves yet tethered to the family she has known; and Sirius, abandoned by them all for daring to see another way, for valuing perspectives that challenge tradition, that recognize the worth of non-purebloods.
The garden seems to shrink around them, the scent of wet earth heavy with unspoken truths. Seraphina isn't fully aware yet, but a quiet respect for him pools in her chest. She, more than her friends, glimpses the other side—the one that isn't defined by pureblood pride. Even as a half-blood, she knows the weight of standards, the rules, the constant judgment. And somehow, she feels a flicker of gratitude that he seems to occupy 'her' corner, and the corner of muggleborns. Her thoughts drift to Lily.
"This is where you went?" Nadine asks cautiously, her eyes scanning him.
"Mhm. I was always welcome at the Potters. They took me in like one of their own—truly wonderful people."
Neither girl allows judgment to seep in. Thoughts of James, Severus, and their past quarrels are pushed aside; this isn't the time.
"What do you need us to do?" Seraphina asks softly, attentively.
"I'd like to meet Cassiopeia." Sirius says, voice low, almost hesitant. "If it's possible to arrange it. I have a gift for her, and for the first time in nearly a decade, I want to be the one giving it."
The girls immediately grasp their role. Surprisingly, neither resists. Their minds drift briefly to their own brothers—how painful it must be not to reach them, not to be the one giving, the one present.
"We'll do it." Nadine whispers, voice small but determined. "Not for you," she adds with a faint, teasing smile, "for Cass."
"Ah, to hell with it—for both of you." Seraphina smirks, her tone softer than usual. "I can't stand seeing you pitiful like a kicked puppy. Just tell us when and where."
Sirius grins, the familiar sharpness of his smugness returning just slightly, a spark of mischief breaking through the seriousness of the moment.
They exchange all the necessary information and soon spiral into a surprisingly comfortable, even fun, conversation with Sirius.
"Is this what you're like when you're not being an arsehole to everyone?" Nadine asks, teasing, a small smirk tugging at her lips.
"Oh, absolutely." he replies with a laugh, running a hand through his hair. "I'm actually quite the charmer—super easy to love me."
Seraphina can't help but notice this side of him, remaining intrigued. For a moment, it is easy to forget the havoc he caused Severus, though the memory simmers quietly beneath the surface, like a scar waiting to be reopened. She doesn't prod—not yet. Instead, curiosity takes over: questions about Regulus, their family, even Cassiopeia linger at the edges, though each answer he gives is brief, leaving a fog of mystery around him.
She still notices the echoes of resemblance between the brothers—shared mannerisms, little gestures—though Sirius wears them differently. Less polished, more open, his heart too close to the surface. With him, it feels lighter, easier. For a fleeting moment, she wonders what it would be like to actually befriend him—or to have Sirius Black in her corner.
Nadine, meanwhile, keeps her questions to herself. If this is who he really is, then why the theatrics at school? The insults, the provocations, the pressure she endured from his team about Slytherins? She learned long ago that the Black family's complexity isn't for the faint-hearted. Even glimpses of their unguarded selves are revealing—but never the whole truth.
They rise, gathering their things.
"Now," Sirius grins, "what will this special service cost me?" He chuckles, ready for outrageous demands.
Nadine and Seraphina trade a look before laughing.
"You couldn't afford it." Seraphina teases. "In fact, I may just change my mind..."
"No, no—c'mon..." He sidles up to her, his tall silhouette looming, an arm draping over her shoulder as if to bribe her. He holds her there for a few seconds, then eases the pressure, rubbing her shoulder twice, his gaze locked on hers the whole time.
"Unhand me, demon." she mutters, rolling her eyes, while Nadine giggles. "Fine, but you owe us."
"And my condition..." Nadine adds, wagging a finger. "No more hassling me over Slytherins. Ease up on Snapes, and... all of that. You're tolerable when you're not being insufferable."
Sirius throws up his hands in mock surrender. "Ma'am, yes, ma'am."
Their laughter lingers—until a familiar figure approaches. James. Polished, smug, but with the easy stride of someone entirely at home, prancing like a stag in his own forest.
"Oh, brilliant." Nadine groans, arms crossing on instinct.
"I told him to be civil." Sirius mutters. "Besides, it is his house."
Seraphina says nothing, only settles into a stance. Sirius smirks. "Relax. He's not about to duel you."
"Enjoying the view?" James calls as he nears, hands in his pockets. "The gardens too, of course." He winks.
"Hm. I expected more. Like the Malfoys." Seraphina replies flatly with a shrug.
"A harsh critic." James says, glancing at her. "Coming from you."
Sirius shoots him a warning look; James eases back, unbothered.
"Well, the scenery's fine—aside from a few rats." Nadine adds coolly, eyes locked on him. James only smirks.
"Right, cooperation." Sirius cuts in. "Remember our Quidditch team? We worked well together."
"Mhm. Second place." James mutters. "Not exactly proof."
"Collaboration's difficult with a banshee screeching in my ear." Nadine fires back.
"A banshee?" Sirius says, grinning. "That's my mother's given name." Their laughter slips out in muffled bursts.
"So no tea and biscuits then?" Seraphina says mildly. "What a terrible host."
"On the contrary." James gestures toward the manor with a genuine grin. "Join us. Maybe there's hope for you two yet. But beware—our charm is dangerous, and our jokes? Lethal."
The girls exchange the faintest smiles but hide them quickly, refusing to indulge him.
"As irresistible as that sounds—maybe next time." Nadine says, firm.
James's grin falters for a moment. "Honestly, I wasn't sure this would work. But doing a favour for someone you don't even like... that's a rare kind of character. I'll give you that."
Sirius immediately swoops in, grinning wide. "So kind, so generous, so dazzling, the best in the world, yes, yes."
Seraphina rolls her eyes, though a smile tugs at her lips. "Alright, enough bribery. Actually—no, go on." The group dissolves into laughter, the sound lingering until quiet settles again.
"Like I said, the offer stands." James adds, stepping back with a wink. "Stop by anytime. We might even let a Slytherin through the gates. Hardly, though."
"We've business to attend to." Nadine replies, flashing a victorious grin. "And Sirius—You owe us."
Seraphina gives a firm nod as they turn away, heading back to the car.
"Phew. That went better than expected." Nadine mutters once they are inside, starting the engine. "I was half-prepared for a full-blown argument."
Seraphina lingers for a moment, glancing back at the gates where James and Sirius stand waving. "I see why people get caught up with them." she says quietly. "They're charming, sweet even. But if something crosses them? They're ruthless. And Sirius..." her expression softens, "...well, I'll admit he's earned a slight soft spot after this."
"Right? It's tragic when you think about it." Nadine replies with a rueful laugh. "Imagine us pulling something like this with Tem or Severus—absolutely devastating."
Seraphina only nods, the thought sitting heavy between them as the car pulls away.
"And you know what else is interesting?" Nadine smirks, eyes flicking toward Seraphina. "Sirius, ever so subtly, orbiting around you whenever you're in the same space. How... very... interesting."
Seraphina shifts in her seat, bristling. "Oh, come on, it's just—whatever..." Her voice trails off, but her thoughts don't. They remain tangled with Sirius.
"Hey, no judgement here." Nadine teases, her grin widening. "He's handsome, funny, charming, top of his classes, and an excellent Quidditch player..."
"...Rebellious, arrogant, chaotic..." Seraphina shakes her head.
"...And if we're counting the LeBlanc side, that'd make him the third Black to catch your eye. But again—this isn't a courtroom, and I'm no judge."
They both burst out laughing.
"You're impossible." Seraphina fires back, though her smile betrays her. "Yes, he is all that, but it would be a dastardly situation. Don't threaten me with a good time, Nadine. I just might."
Nadine eases the car to a stop outside a small, discreet jeweler's shop still lit at the edge of the square.
The bell above the door tinkles softly as she and Seraphina step inside, the hush of velvet displays and glittering stones wrapping around them like another world. Nadine picks up something quickly—while Seraphina lingers a moment longer at the glass, her reflection fractured among gold chains and rings.
When they leave, the air smells faintly of rain and iron. Nadine pauses at a corner stall, its canopy dripping from the mist, where bundles of fresh flowers glow against the gray. She buys a bouquet of dahlias—crimson and cream, their petals dense and layered, almost defiant in their bloom. She tosses a coin into the vendor's hand, gives the flowers to Seraphina, and starts the engine once more.
Nadine drives through the narrowing streets, her hands steady on the wheel, its long bonnet glinting faintly beneath the muted light. The car itself is an announcement, elegant and aggressive, its polished chrome catching in the dim gray air as she slows before the row of tall, darkened houses.
She eases the car to a stop in front of a place most would never notice, its windows shuttered, its façade dulled and heavy with the gloom of spells meant to obscure it. Nadine leans back in her seat, smirking with satisfaction, her fingers drumming the wheel. "You'd think it would combust just standing here." she teases, nodding toward the crooked door, her tone light but edged with the awareness of what this house represents.
Seraphina sits quietly in the passenger seat, it is her first time seeing the house, and her eyes are fixed on it with a mixture of curiosity and unease. There is weight in its presence: the house seems to breathe, oppressive in its architecture, whispering of shadows and secrets. She lets out a soft exhale. "So this is it." she murmurs, voice laced with dry wonder. "It's uglier than I thought."
Nadine laughs under her breath, her red nails glinting faintly as she reaches for her bag. "Ugly, yes. Dangerous, definitely. But memorable? Always." With her usual boldness, she takes a deep breath, opens the door, and steps out of the Jaguar. Her heels click against the stone as she approaches the door, tossing a quick grin back at Seraphina. "Wish me luck, Phina. Maybe the house will eat me alive."
Seraphina rolls her eyes but stays put, pressing the flowers a little closer to her chest. She watches Nadine stride up the steps and knock on the heavy door with confidence. The echo reverberates through the house's bones. For a moment, silence. Then, the creak of hinges, and the figure of Kreacher emerges from the shadows inside.
The house-elf peers up at Nadine, his voice raspy, dripping venom as he sneers, "Blood traitor. Stinking filth... daring to show her face here." His glare darts past Nadine toward the car, and his scowl deepens. "Two of them. More disgrace at mistress's door..."
But Nadine only smirks, her chin lifting proudly. "Lovely to see you too, Kreacher. Your hospitality hasn't improved." Her voice is smooth, cutting, but utterly unbothered.
Before the elf can continue his muttering, Cassiopeia appears in the doorway behind him, with her usual sharp presence, her hair falling in polished waves to her shoulders. She wears a rich emerald, trimmed in black dress, cinched at the waist with a narrow belt of silver clasps, a heavy chain necklace glinting at her collar. Her perfume lingers subtly, something floral with an icy undertone.
"Enough, Kreacher." she scolds, her voice firm but elegant. The elf scuttles back, grumbling, though he obeys her command.
Cassiopeia's cold expression melts when she sees Nadine. She steps forward, arms outstretched, and pulls her into a embrace. "Nadine," she says, warmth slipping into her voice, "you're breathtaking."
"Happy birthday. You're absolutely stunning." Nadine smiles as she returns the hug, her voice playful. "Are your parents home?"
Cassiopeia shakes her head, her waves brushing against her cheeks. "No. Just Regulus."
Upstairs in his room, hidden behind heavy curtains, Regulus stands at his window, watching the scene unfold below. His sharp eyes, like storm clouds, study Nadine first, her bold presence—but then they drift, almost unconsciously, to the car.
The passenger door opens, and Seraphina steps out, cautious, as though the air itself might cling too tightly to her. She only means to check if everything is alright, her brow faintly creased.
His gaze lingers. He notices the way the light strikes the curve of her hair, the way she holds herself: careful, deliberate, with defiance in her eyes. For a fleeting moment, the corners of his mouth threaten to curve, though he forces them still. His hand lingers on the curtain fabric, as though he needs the grounding. She doesn't belong here, he tells himself, scoffing.
Below, Cassiopeia and Seraphina embrace briefly, exchanging quiet words. Seraphina wishes her a late happy birthday, her voice warm, her smile small but genuine. Cassiopeia softens visibly, thanking her with a nod before they slide gracefully into Nadine's Jaguar.
Nadine sits behind the wheel, the engine purring to life again. Seraphina carefully climbs in, casting one last glance at the looming house before shutting the door. The Jaguar pulls away, its sleek form vanishing into the misty street, leaving only the silence and shadow in its wake.
Regulus watches until the car disappears. Only then does he release the curtain, his hand flexing as if restless, his expression unreadable.
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The hum of the engine blends with the city sounds—distant chatter, buses groaning to stops, shop doors opening and closing. Inside the car, the atmosphere feels light; Nadine glances at the mirror to look at her girls with a warm smile.
Seraphina turns in her seat, presenting Cassiopeia with the bouquet, the petals still damp with morning dew. Cassiopeia's face lights up, genuinely surprised, and she clasps them to her chest like something fragile and precious.
"Oh, they're beautiful." she breathes, fingers brushing over the petals delicately.
"And that's not all." Seraphina adds, passing her the bag. Cassiopeia peers into it, curious, and pulls out a small box tied with silk ribbon. She opens it slowly—inside, three delicate silver bracelets glimmer softly.
Each is designed differently but bound together by subtle similarity: a chain with a small sun charm etched with Nadine, a moon-shaped pendant with Seraphina, and a five-pointed star with Cassiopeia.
Her lips part, eyes flicking between the two girls as though she is unsure what to say. "You had these made for us?"
"And your favourite sweets." Seraphina grins, pointing into the bag. Cassiopeia shakes her head, overwhelmed, her hair slipping over her shoulders as she bends to admire the pieces. "Salazar, this is—"
"Nothing in the world we can give the richest girl that she can't have." Seraphina interrupts with a teasing lilt, leaning back smugly.
"But our company." Nadine adds dryly, one hand on the wheel as she angles them onto a busier street. "And we're bloody priceless."
The car erupts with laughter, Cassiopeia holding the box against her chest as though to steady herself. "Honestly, you two—" she begins, but the smile on her lips betrays how much it means.
Outside, London thrums with life. Muggle cars honk impatiently, bicycles weave in between traffic, and crowds shuffle along the sidewalks, unaware of the magic mere feet away.
Nadine, her long fingers tapping the steering wheel in rhythm with the radio's faint crackle, pulls them into a quieter road lined with leafy trees and old stone buildings. She parks outside a modest but elegant restaurant with wide glass windows, inside of which diners laugh over plates of food.
Cassiopeia's eyes widen as she peers out the window. "So this is it? A Muggle place?"
"Yes." Nadine answers, lips curling into a smirk. "You're about to be baptized into their world."
"I think she'll combust the second she touches a menu." Seraphina teases, swinging her legs out of the car with effortless grace, the sunlight catching on the moon bracelet now on her wrist. She holds the door open for Cassiopeia with an exaggerated bow.
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes, sliding out. "Well, if I start screaming, you'll know why."
Inside, the restaurant smells of baked bread, fresh herbs, and roasted vegetables. The three girls sit at a small round table near the window, sunlight slanting across their faces.
A waiter hands them menus, and Cassiopeia flips hers open cautiously, as though it might bite.
"I can't believe these... people eat like this every day." she mutters, scanning the choices.
Nadine leans over, smirking. "They might think you're one of them."
"I am not blending in." Cassiopeia huffs, though a tiny smile twitches at her lips.
They eventually settle on their meals: Nadine orders grilled salmon with lemon butter and roasted potatoes, Seraphina chooses pasta primavera with fresh vegetables, and Cassiopeia—after a lengthy debate and much side-eye from her girls—selects a classic Margherita pizza.
For drinks, they all order lemonade served in tall glasses with slices of lemon floating at the top.
Nadine raises her glass mockingly. "To Cass's very first meal among Muggles. May Walburga roll in her grave."
Seraphina chokes on her sip, laughing. "Can you imagine what she'd say if she saw you now?"
Cassiopeia snorts, flicking her hair over her shoulder. "She'd probably hex the entire building."
"She'd probably hex me first for dragging you here." Nadine says with a smirk, raising an eyebrow.
"And me second." Seraphina adds cheerfully.
Cassiopeia shakes her head, pretending to be exasperated, but her laughter gives her away. "You're both absolutely insufferable."
As the waiter returns with their meals, Nadine leans forward. "So, how was your party last night, Cass? Louis told me his family was invited too. Charles and Regulus in the same room. I can only imagine." She gives a sly look to Seraphina who rolls her eyes, but feels warmth in her cheeks.
Cassiopeia sets her napkin on her lap with poise, though her grin threatens to give her composure away. "Well, since you ask..."
She says how the party was as it should be—elegant, orderly, glittering in that high-pureblood way. "Only," she sighs dramatically, twirling her spoon in her lemonade, "I had no idea Mother invited them." She shakes her head, annoyance flashing in her eyes.
Nadine, cutting into her chicken, raises her brows knowingly. "Of course she did. She can't resist the chance to create more drama."
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes. "It was peaceful, at least until she tried to interrogate Charles in front of everyone. About the mysterious half-blood he's interested in."
Seraphina almost chokes on her pasta. Her eyes widen, sharp with panic. "What? How do they even know about that?" Her voice carries that delicate tremor she hates giving away, a slight crack of vulnerability.
Cassiopeia flicks her hand. "Blame Regulus."
The words hang heavy.
Nadine slams her fork down against her plate, the sound ringing out. "Of course." she mutters, jaw tight. "Always running back to his mummy with whatever morsel of gossip he can pick up." Her irritation vibrates off her, protective fire blazing in her eyes. "He ruined your birthday, Cass, and worse—he put a target on Phina. What's next? Forcing Charles to invite her next time?"
Cassiopeia's lips curl, half amused, half bitter. "I truly thought he'd just blurt Phina's name but he didn't. But he supported Mother. Charles didn't say who it was either. I got so angry I left the table and went to my room."
Seraphina tries to appear calm, reaching for her glass of water. Her hands tremble slightly, betraying her nerves. She doesn't like the way she is on the cusp of scandal, doesn't like that Regulus might be holding it so close to his chest. She doesn't want to wonder why. But her heart beats faster anyway.
Cassiopeia continues, her tone sharpening. "He says it's about protecting our relatives' names. But..." She pauses, her smirk curling back. "I asked him outright if he has an interest in you, Phina."
Seraphina freezes, cheeks burning.
Nadine's fork stills mid-air. "And?"
Cassiopeia shrugs with theatrical annoyance. "He denied it. Of course. But his face—" she snaps her fingers. "Not convincing. He's stubborn. And I can't tell if it's because he cares too much or not at all."
Seraphina forces a laugh, soft and brittle. "Ridiculous. Absolutely ridiculous." She hides behind a sip of water, eyes dropping to her lap. But inside, she feels the turmoil twist tighter. The way her heart squeezes at the thought of him—it is maddening. She refuses to name it, refuses to admit what is clawing at the edges of her chest.
Nadine, however, doesn't hold back. She huffs, her temper blazing bright. "Regulus deserves a hex for snitching. He should've kept his mouth shut entirely instead of dangling hints and letting her spit venom."
Seraphina sits back stiffly, her stomach sinking. She refuses to answer, refuses to give those words space. She won't admit to anyone—not even herself—that she wishes there was a chance. That she wants his attention in a way she can't justify. She scowls at the thought instead, letting irritation swallow the hope. If he cared at all, he wouldn't humiliate her. He wouldn't make her feel like she doesn't belong.
Nadine reaches across, brushing Seraphina's hand briefly, her voice soft but firm. "Louis told me Charles is really interested, Phina. He wants to visit you. He'd adore you. You deserve someone like him, someone who will actually treat you well."
Cassiopeia nods in agreement, her eyes warm but serious. "I'll try to find out more about Reg's intentions, I promise. But don't let him—or anyone—hurt you. I love him, he's my twin, but he's crossing lines. I won't let him drag you down with his moods and Mother's temper. And don't worry, she will never hear anything from me."
The tension softens a little, and the conversation shifts. Cassiopeia, with a faint smile, thanks them again for the bracelet gift, her fingers brushing the star charm. Nadine, eager to lift the mood, asks, "And did you like the ballet shoes Tem sent you?"
Cassiopeia's smile deepens, genuine this time. "I loved them. They're perfect. I wore them this morning just to see how they fit. He has good taste." Then, with a sly grin, she adds, "And Nadine—you looked beautiful in the Prophet photograph."
Nadine groans, rolling her eyes but unable to hide her faint blush. "Don't remind me. It turned into a massive argument. Father against me, me against Mother. I said too much, and it got ugly."
Seraphina, without hesitation, adds softly, "She came to me the next morning. We spent the whole day together. Tried to forget about it."
Cassiopeia leans forward, her hand brushing Nadine's shoulder. Her voice is gentle but full of conviction. "Don't listen to your father, Nadine. He doesn't see you clearly. He sees what he wants for himself, for his career. You don't need to carry his cruelty. And your mother—she'll always come back around, you know she will. You're not alone."
Nadine lets out a long sigh, her shoulders loosening. Seraphina smooths the edge of her napkin against her lap, and she speaks softly, her voice now carrying that mix of relief and wonder that only comes when something you dreaded turns out far better than you ever imagined.
She tells Cassiopeia and Nadine how she had gathered the courage to visit her mother—with Severus by her side. She admits she expected coldness, distance, perhaps even disappointment, but instead, the meeting goes well.
Her mother, though worn and tired, receives her with a warmth Seraphina thought she had long lost. Seraphina explains how her mother has found a job in the Ministry, how she has begun to slowly mend their old house. For the first time in years, the place feels like a home, and her mother smiles more. That smile lingers in Seraphina's mind now as she speaks of it, her eyes soft, her lips curving unconsciously as if reliving the moment.
Cassiopeia clasps her hands together, eyes bright and shining with genuine joy. "That's wonderful, Phina." she says, leaning across the table with excitement. "You don't know how happy I am for you. I'd love to meet her—your mother. Truly."
Nadine, who has been cutting into her plate absentmindedly, perks up at this too, nodding enthusiastically. "Me too. She sounds like someone I'd admire. Strong enough to keep going after everything. We must meet her." There is a sincerity in her voice that cuts through her teasing tone, and she flashes Seraphina a warm smile.
When Severus's name is mentioned again, Nadine falters. She takes a sip of her drink too quickly, then lowers it, cheeks faintly flushed.
Cassiopeia notices instantly, tilting her head with a knowing little grin. Seraphina pauses, eyes narrowing slightly in amusement as she observes her reaction.
"You're blushing." she teases gently, her voice lilting.
"I am not." Nadine snaps back too quickly, adjusting the sleeve of her blouse as though that might cover the color rising on her cheeks.
Cassiopeia laughs softly, her starry earrings catching the sunlight filtering in through the restaurant window. "You are. Don't bother denying it. The moment someone mentions Severus, you look like you've swallowed a firewhisky shot."
Nadine rolls her eyes dramatically, though she can't quite suppress the small, sheepish smile tugging at her lips. "Oh, shut it, both of you. It's only because—" She stops herself, stabbing her fork into her food as if that ends the conversation.
Seraphina arches a brow, lips curving knowingly. "Because what, Nadine?"
Nadine huffs, muttering under her breath, "Because he can be wonderful when he isn't glowering like the whole world's stepped on his toes."
Cassiopeia nearly bursts into laughter at that, covering her mouth with her hand. Seraphina chuckles softly, warmth rising in her chest at how the conversation twists from heaviness to light.
For a fleeting moment, she feels entirely at ease—surrounded by friends who understand, who support, who tease, but always with love beneath it.
The three of them walk out of the restaurant, the air carrying that faint mix of heat and city bustle, and Cassiopeia is still trying to fold the crumpled muggle notes back into her little clutch.
Nadine and Seraphina are laughing so hard that Cassiopeia rolls her eyes, muttering that "it is not my fault their currency is paper like rubbish." She looks elegant as always, but her proud dignity is offset by the way her brows pinch, utterly confused by the exchange she just endured with the cashier.
Seraphina teases her, "You'll be on the front page tomorrow. Heiress caught bribing muggle waiter with monopoly money." Nadine nearly doubles over in laughter, and Cassiopeia gives them both a glare before she can't resist smiling too.
They slip into Nadine's car, the leather seats hot from the sun. Nadine slides the key in and the engine purrs, her fingers tapping against the steering wheel as she puts on their favourite music—something upbeat that fills the air instantly.
The rhythm follows them as Nadine drives, their hair lifted by the breeze through the open windows. Cassiopeia leans against the window with her chin in her hand, her expression a mix of awe and calculation, like she is studying everything and refusing to admit it amazes her.
Seraphina sits in the passenger seat, turning slightly to explain the things they pass.
When they stop at a muggle shop, Nadine is far too comfortable, striding in like she belongs, while Cassiopeia pauses at the entrance, frowning at the automatic sliding doors.
"Magic." she whispers suspiciously. Seraphina giggles, tugging her inside. Nadine smirks, "Not everything you don't understand is cursed, Cass."
They wander the aisles, Seraphina explaining each contraption. Cassiopeia picks up a disposable camera, peering through it the wrong way, until Nadine quickly corrects her. The pure-blood girl huffs, but there is genuine curiosity in her eyes.
Nadine, smugly, shows them she knows how to use the public payphone nearby, spinning the receiver cord around her fingers and making a mock-serious call to "the Ministry of Magic." Cassiopeia groans but can't hide her smile.
Later, they stop for desserts—cones of soft serve ice cream that melt too quickly in the heat. Nadine licks hers before it drips down her wrist, and Seraphina tries to teach Cassiopeia how to eat it without making a mess.
Cassiopeia, predictably, tries to eat too daintily and ends up with cream on her nose, which sends Nadine into stitches. Seraphina wipes it off for her, and Cassiopeia mutters, "This is ridiculous." though her cheeks are flushed.
They wander into a park afterward, a green pocket tucked between busy roads. Seraphina is the first to spot the little playground tucked in the corner and, without hesitation, runs toward the metal frame of the cartwheel structure.
Laughter spills from her as she climbs and reaches the top and waves dramatically like a queen. Nadine joins her, agile and unbothered, while Cassiopeia shakes her head but eventually follows, careful but graceful.
The three of them swing and balance, carefree for the first time in ages, the sound of their laughter ringing across the park.
As they walk further down the paths, Nadine's sharp eyes catch sight of a photobooth tucked under the shade of a tree near the exit. She grins wickedly, jerking her thumb toward it. "Come on, memories." she says, already dragging them by the wrists.
Cassiopeia raises an eyebrow. "We can simply commission portraits." Seraphina snorts, "Not the same."
They squeeze into the booth, shoulders pressed together, the curtain tugged shut around them.
The machine flashes instructions neither Cassiopeia nor Nadine entirely bother reading. "It'll just take pictures, sit still!" Seraphina insists.
But when the first flash comes, none of them have prepared. The photo captures them wide-eyed and laughing, Cassiopeia with her lips slightly parted in shock. They dissolve into giggles, making silly faces for the next few—Seraphina sticking out her tongue, Nadine leaning on Cassiopeia's shoulder and smirking at the camera, Cassiopeia eventually breaking into a real smile that softens her entire face.
When the strip of photos spits out, all three of them snatch for it at once. "We'll make copies." Seraphina laughs, her cheeks warm as she smooths the paper.
"Look at us. We're gorgeous." Nadine declares, flipping her hair, and Cassiopeia admits with a small laugh, "Perhaps... not entirely awful."
The afternoon stretches on, the sun tilting lower as they carry their shopping bags, ice creams long finished, and that strip of photos tucked safely away—three girls suspended between two worlds, yet for now, free and light in a way none of their families could ever imagine.
The hum of traffic weaves around them like background music to Cassiopeia's sudden confession. Her voice is softer now, almost reluctant to let go of the moment.
"This was... perhaps my best birthday." she admits, her head leaning back against the seat, eyes following the pale blue stretch of sky through the window. "Maybe even the best day in a while. Thank you again for... all of it."
Her voice dips, betraying something fragile beneath the usual polish. "Shame it all must end. We'll have to return to our homes now."
Nadine glances at Seraphina knowingly, her lips quirking into the kind of smile that hides a secret. "One more thing, Cass. Don't worry."
Seraphina catches the look, her own lips curling into something gentler, warmer. She meets Cassiopeia's curious gaze and only offers a small smile, refusing to ruin the surprise. Cassiopeia tilts her head, her suspicion sharpening, but she allows herself to smile too—an almost childlike expression, rare and precious.
The cobblestones of Diagon Alley glisten from an earlier drizzle, lantern light shimmering in golden puddles. Cassiopeia walks between Nadine and Seraphina, her eyes flicking from storefront to storefront, confusion plain on her face.
"You're being suspicious." she says at last, the corner of her mouth quirking. "Will you finally tell me where we are going?"
"Nowhere." Nadine replies too quickly.
"Just trust us." Seraphina adds, her tone firmer, more final.
Cassiopeia narrows her eyes but lets it go, trailing along as they lead her down a quieter side street, away from the rush of shoppers and owl-post deliveries. The sign above the little teashop creaks in the damp air—The Willow & Wand, faded paint curling around the wooden lettering. The windows glow with soft amber light, lace curtains half-drawn.
Inside, the place is hushed and cozy, smelling faintly of bergamot and parchment. The tables are mostly empty save for a few elderly witches hunched together over steaming cups, their hats tipped low as they murmur gossip.
A gramophone in the corner plays a scratchy, mellow tune, and the shelves along the back wall overflow with tea tins and old books whose spines have faded to unreadable shades of brown and green.
Cassiopeia glances around, her brows knitting. "Here? You've dragged me all this way for... tea?"
Nadine only smiles faintly, guiding her toward a quiet table near the back. Seraphina follows, her expression giving away nothing.
Cassiopeia sits down, still bristling with curiosity. "Alright, I'm not daft. What's going on? Why are you both—"
And then she sees him.
From the shadows between two tall bookshelves, Sirius steps forward. His presence doesn't command the room—it softens it. Gone is the roguish grin; in its place is something gentler, brotherly, almost hesitant. He looks at her the way one might look at a ghost—half in awe, half in disbelief that she is real and right there before him.
Cassiopeia's breath catches, her hand freezing halfway to her teacup. For a heartbeat she says nothing, her eyes wide, her lips parting.
Sirius smiles, faint but steady. "Hello, birthday girl."
Nadine leans back in her chair, her grin restrained, patient. Seraphina's lips curve as well, softer, though her eyes stay fixed on Cassiopeia—watching every flicker of her reaction, every emotion unfurling across her face.
The teashop seems to fade around them. The murmur of old witches, the clink of porcelain, even the rain pattering outside—all dim in comparison to the fragile reunion blooming in that corner by the shelves.
Sirius steps closer, lowering his voice as if the words belong only to her. "I asked for a favour to sneak a meeting with you. Just once, at least for your birthday. I couldn't let the day pass without seeing my baby sister."
Cassiopeia stands up, straighter, her chin tilted as if she means to keep every shred of composure intact. But the longer she looks at him, the harder it becomes. Her jaw softens, her eyes glisten despite herself. When she finally speaks, her voice is steady—but thin, fragile at the edges.
"I've missed you, Sirius."
For a moment, Sirius leans back on his heels, a crooked grin tugging at his mouth as if he might make some clever quip to brush it off. "Little old me? Pff..." His tone carries the bravado, but it doesn't quite land—his eyes betray him, softening as they hold hers. The grin falters, gentles, and his voice dips lower. "I've missed you too, Cass."
Cassiopeia approaches slowly. For a heartbeat she hesitates, her hands curling at her sides as though unsure if she is allowed. Then Sirius closes the distance for her, arms wrapping around her shoulders with a kind of reckless urgency, pulling her in.
For years, all they have had were scraps—those rare, stolen interactions across school corridors, traded barbs disguised as nothing more than snark. Moments that, to anyone else, looked like irritation between siblings. But underneath, it had been survival—just enough to remind each other they still existed, still cared, even when their family made silence the rule.
Now, with her in his arms, They both feel how hollow those scraps were. A laugh at her expense in the library, a muttered remark at him in the Great Hall—it was never enough. Not for him. Not for her.
The hug? It isn't graceful, but it is real, a hug layered with years of absence and all the words they never got to say.
Over her shoulder, Sirius lifts his gaze. His eyes meet Nadine's, then Seraphina's, both of them watching in silence from the table. His lips shape a quiet thank you, unspoken but certain.
Neither girl replies. They only smile, soft and mellow, letting the moment belong entirely to him and his sister.
As they separate, he slips his hand into his coat pocket, then pulls something out—a small, square-wrapped parcel tied with dark ribbon. His thumb brushes over the corner before he sets it carefully on the table before her.
"Here." he says, eyes glinting with something raw. "A gift. Something you'll remember. Open it when I'm gone."
Cassiopeia's nerves spike all at once. She clutches the parcel to her chest, her voice low but urgent. "Sirius... What if someone sees us? What if they find out?"
He only smirks, raking a hand through his hair with careless attitude. "What more can they do that they haven't already?"
Seraphina and Nadine ease back a step, giving them the space they need.
Cassiopeia opens her mouth, hesitant. "Still—"
"It's safe." Sirius cuts in, his tone firm but reassuring. "We made sure of it."
They settle into the quiet rhythm of the teashop, porcelain clinking softly as steam curls from their cups. For the first time in years, the conversation flows without the weight of watchful eyes or the suffocating pressure of family expectations. They talk quickly but earnestly, skimming across years of missed birthdays, fleeting school encounters, their specializations and scraps of news picked up through whispers. For the moment, they allow themselves the luxury of being simply brother and sister again.
Cassiopeia lowers her voice, fidgeting slightly with her teacup. "There's something I should tell you. I'm... seeing someone."
Sirius arches a brow, a sly grin tugging at his lips. "Oh? Don't tell me you've gone and fallen for one of those pompous Prefects."
She huffs a laugh, shaking her head. "No. Bartemius. Bartemius Crouch."
For a second, Sirius blinks—then lets out a low chuckle. "Crouch, huh? Didn't see that one coming." He winks at Nadine—grin lingering, but softening. "If he makes you happy, that's good enough for me. Just know, he'd better treat you right. I'm sure Walburga will be thrilled, somewhat."
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes, but her smile betrays her. "You're impossible. And so is she." Sirius leans back with an easy grin, a spark of mischief still in his eyes, though his tone carries more warmth than mockery. It was a good feeling—him exercising that classic brotherly protectiveness, something she hadn't felt in far too long—from him.
Time runs short before any of them are ready. The glow of lanterns outside has deepened into evening, and the teashop has grown even quieter, most of the elderly patrons long gone. Nadine rises first, brushing crumbs from her skirt. "We should get you home, Cass. It's getting late. You need a ride, Black?"
Sirius pushes back his chair with a lazy grin. "No need to fuss over me. I've got the bike." His tone is light, but the gratitude in his eyes is unmistakable as he glances at the two girls. "Really—thank you. For this." The girls smile at him.
Before they part, he pulls Cassiopeia into another hug, longer than the first, as if he is reluctant to let go. Cassiopeia holds tight, eyes shut, memorizing the moment.
Outside, under the dim glow of Diagon Alley lamps, she turns to Nadine and Seraphina, her voice soft but full of something she rarely shows. "I never expected this. But tonight... it felt complete. Perfect, even. For the first time in a long while."
She smiles then, a small, unguarded thing, before they lead her home.
Chapter Text
Regulus returns to Grimmauld Place as twilight settles over London, the faint hum of the city beyond the heavy curtains and warded walls. Walburga and Orion remain at Malfoy Manor for the evening—Lucius and Narcissa have a way of drawing them into endless discussion, basking in company—so the house is blessedly his.
His. He feels it in his bones as he descends the staircase, Kreacher scurrying behind him with a tray. The elf mutters resentfully, as always, but obeys, shifting furniture in the drawing room at Regulus's command, setting out silver trays, opening bottles that should probably remain untouched.
But tonight, Regulus wants it—something of his own, not his mother's suffocating soirées. His night. His friends. His control.
The drawing room breathes heavy shadows, the peeling wallpaper alive in candlelight. Regulus has shifted the ornate sofas into a circle, low tables between them stacked with crystal glasses, bowls of crisps and roasted nuts.
The record player hums in the corner, already charmed to spin Muggle vinyl that he pretends to disdain but secretly enjoys—the Stones, Bowie, Fleetwood Mac—though he is careful to slip in a more wizarding track here and there.
The first knock comes, sharp and impatient. He smirks, already knowing.
Barty and Evan swagger in, both looking like they have just walked off a runway if the runway was chaos and arrogance. Barty is in a white linen shirt unbuttoned nearly to the chest, chain glinting at his throat, dark trousers hanging loose with his usual careless elegance. His hair is a little too messy, eyes glittering like he has already had a drink.
Evan wears a sleeveless black silk top tucked into tailored slacks, a bold choice that only he could pull off, his hair artfully slicked back, grin already dangerous.
"Reggie!" Evan sings, sweeping in with a brown-paper-wrapped package clutched to his chest. Barty lifts a case of firewhisky in both hands like a trophy.
"You look like you're going to seduce my curtains." Regulus mutters to Evan dryly, but his lips twitch.
"Only if mummy Wal chose them herself." Evan fires back. He drops the parcel into Regulus's lap—a massive, gilt-edged mirror, charmed to catcall whoever looks into it. "So you can admire yourself, sweetheart, with the audience you deserve."
It takes two seconds before the mirror wolf-whistles at Regulus. The room explodes in laughter.
"Perfect." Barty says, already uncorking a bottle. "Now, who's ready to get wild?"
Before Regulus can retort, the next arrivals tumble in. Wilhelm and Avery, side by side, both smirking like cats. Wilhelm, sharp-jawed and tall, wears a dark green button-down shirt tucked into black trousers, his sleeves deliberately too tight to show off his arms.
Avery, shorter, leaner, sports a patterned silk shirt and a careless smirk. They hand Regulus a slim box—inside, enchanted dice that spill secrets if rolled with intention.
"Thought you could use these." Avery says, winking. "For leverage. Or fun."
Regulus raises an eyebrow but slides them aside with cool approval.
Steve is next, practically bouncing in, all wide shoulders and messy hair. He is in a bright red T-shirt with some snide slogan sprawled across the chest, jeans torn at the knees. He carries a garishly wrapped package—inside, a charmed set of gobstones that, when exploded, stink. Steve laughs so hard at his own gift that Evan nearly chokes on his drink.
"Imbecile." Regulus mutters, though he is smiling despite himself.
Mulciber lumbers in with Severus trailing behind him. Mulciber, in his usual rough black jacket and scowl, brings a heavy box of enchanted fireworks—"for later, when things get dull."
Severus wears his black high-collared shirt, sleeves long, hair hanging into his face. He looks tired, but there is sharpness in his eyes. His gift is smaller: an elegantly bound book, old, heavy, on obscure potions lore. Regulus accepts it with the faintest incline of his head, which for him is the highest gratitude.
The living room is alive now—legs sprawled, jackets tossed over chairs, drinks poured freely. Kreacher hobbles in with trays, muttering about "filthy brats, ruining mistress's things," but Regulus silences him with a sharp, "Do as you're told."
Barty is already sprawled across one sofa, bottle in hand, one leg hooked over the armrest. Evan is perched like a king, silk shirt catching the light. Avery and Wilhelm sit low, leaning back, legs wide, laughing as they roll the secret-dice between them, teasing each other for the truths they spill. Steve wheezes with laughter at his own jokes, earning side-eyes from Severus, who sits quieter, sipping slowly, observing. Mulciber rumbles low comments, adding crude humor to every exchange.
"You look like a bloody painting." Barty drawls at Regulus, tipping his bottle. "What is it? Waiting to be ravished?"
Evan snorts. "Oh, please. He's already ravished himself in that mirror three times."
The mirror, obliging, whistles again. Everyone howls.
Regulus leans back in his chair, glass balanced loosely between his fingers, half a smile ghosting his lips. He warns them—seriously this time—not to snoop about the house. "If any of you touch my mother's cabinets, I'll personally hex your bollocks into your throats."
"Wouldn't dream of it." Wilhelm says, smirking, though Avery nudges him with a grin. The room hums with heat, alcohol, and the faint static of magic vibrating through the air. Shadows spill long across the carpet as the record shifts again—Fleetwood Mac bleeding into a darker melody charmed to pulse with the beat of one's own heart.
Crystal glasses clink, the mirror whistles obscenities at anyone who dares glance into it, and Barty is sprawled like a king among thieves, shirt gaping open and laughter sharp enough to slice.
Regulus sits opposite him, ankle resting neatly on one knee, drink in hand like he is hosting a gala rather than a reckless night with friends. His posture screams elegance, but his eyes glitter—alive, restless, hungry. He needs this. Not just control. Not just the weight of being Regulus Black. Tonight, he needs to forget.
Wilhelm leans forward, elbows on his knees, one sleeve tugged up to flex deliberately as he refills his glass. Avery is at his side, already half-drunk, smirk curling with every sip. The secret-dice lie scattered on the low table between them, some truths already spilled.
"So where's Cassiopeia tonight?" he asks, tone laced with mockery. "I'd expect her to be here, trying to keep us all civilized."
Regulus takes his time answering. "Still celebrating." he says finally, cool and even. His gaze flicks briefly toward Severus. "With your sister." he adds, voice edged in silk. "And Barty's sister."
That earns an immediate laugh from Avery, sharp and derisive. "Oh, brilliant. What a bloody trio they are."
Wilhelm smirks. "Imagine the lecture we'd get if they walked in here right now. 'Boys, you're better than this, stop drinking, stop plotting, stop breathing like heathens—'" He deepens his voice mockingly, earning a snort from Avery.
Severus sets his glass down calmly, eyes snapping up under his hair. His voice is low. "Don't talk about Seraphina."
"Or Nadine." Barty adds instantly, leaning forward with sharpness in his grin. The chain at his throat glints as he tilts his head, gaze daring Wilhelm. "You wouldn't last two minutes in a room with her. She'd slice you apart and not even smudge her lipstick doing it."
Evan laughs—loud, warm, unbothered. "He's right. Those three? They're brilliant. Funniest witches I know. And ten times sharper than most of the blokes sitting here." He tips his glass toward Avery pointedly. "Don't think you'd win a duel with any of them, mate."
Avery snorts, half-smiling but unwilling to back down. "Please. Gryffindors fight like they've got something to prove. Gets boring once you've seen it enough."
"They fight like they've got heart." Evan shoots back smoothly, leaning back into the sofa with a grin. "Which is more than I can say for some of you."
Steve cackles at the tension, smacking his knee. "Oh, here we go—Evan's gonna start writing love letters to Gryffindors. Bloody scandalous!"
"You wouldn't know scandal if it pissed on your shoes." Evan fires back without missing a beat.
The laughter rolls around the room, but it is sharper now, alive with the edge of rivalry.
Wilhelm grins lazily, clearly entertained. "I'd pay good money to see little Nadine stuck in here for an evening with us."
"She'd probably hex your bollocks off before the hour." Avery adds, laughing into his glass. "Not that you use them much."
Wilhelm throws a peanut at him.
Barty leans back, lips curling, eyes glittering with pride and a trace of warning. "Say what you want about Nadine, Wilkes. She's twice the wizard you are."
That sets Steve off laughing again, nearly choking on his drink, while Mulciber rumbles out a crude chuckle.
Regulus finally cuts in, voice soft but firm, a razor wrapped in silk. "Enough. They aren't here."
The silence after his words is sharp, heavy. Evan breaks it with a grin. "Alrighty, who's rolling next? Let's see which one of us is stupid enough to tell the truth sober."
The dice roll again, clattering against the wood, and Avery leans forward with a wicked gleam in his eye. "Truth, Black. You ever fucked someone in this room?"
Regulus's smirk is small, unreadable. "If I had, they'd never forget it."
The mirror wolf-whistles again.
Barty nearly spits out his drink laughing, sprawled so wide across the sofa he looks like he is going to melt into it. "Merlin, I fucking love this mirror. Best gift ever, Ev. Perfect for Reg's vanity."
"You're just jealous it whistles louder for me." Evan fires back, adjusting the drape of his shirt with a flourish.
Steve suddenly claps his hands, far too loud. "Game!" he declares. "Loser drinks, winner gets to dare someone."
"Your games are always shite." Mulciber rumbles, but he is already reaching for the dice.
The first round is chaos—Wilhelm blurts out that he once fucked a Prefect in the Astronomy Tower; Avery admits he nicked a cursed locket from Borgin & Burkes and still wears it when he is bored; Evan confesses, smugly, that he hexed a Muggle's car to follow its driver home.
Barty's turn makes the air colder. He leans forward, rolling the dice slow, watching them tumble. "Truth." he says lazily, eyes flashing. "Would you do it? Kill. For the Cause."
The laughter dies for a beat, the music thrumming heavy behind the silence. Avery looks at Wilhelm, grin tight. Evan licks his teeth, smirk sharp but quieter now. Severus's gaze drops into his glass, unreadable.
Regulus meets Barty's eyes without flinching. "If I must." His voice is flat, smooth. Too smooth.
"Good boy." Barty smirks, lifting his glass. "Knew I liked you."
Evan cuts the tension with a sharp laugh. "For fuck's sake, this is a party, not a recruitment rally. Drink, Black. Loosen up before you choke on your own damn collar."
Regulus watches them all—their arrogance, their cruelty, their brilliance, their youth burning too bright. His friends, his circle, his future. He raises his glass again, mask firmly in place, and drinks.
The knock cuts through like a blade, sharp and unexpected. For a moment, the room stills—the laughter, the dice clattering, the haze of smoke and firewhisky. Then Barty, already unsteady, lurches to his feet with a crooked grin.
"I've got it." he slurs, swaying as he snatches up his half-empty bottle like a torch. "Probably another poor bastard come to worship at the altar of Regulus's ego."
"Sit down before you fall on your arse." Wilhelm calls after him, but Barty is already staggering toward the door.
He wrenches it open with dramatic flourish—and freezes.
Cassiopeia.
She stands in the low light of the hall, her hair catching the gold flicker of the candles, eyes sharper than any curse. For a beat, she takes in the smell of smoke and liquor, the mess of laughter spilling behind him. Then her gaze locks on him—on Barty, flushed and reckless.
"Cass." he breathes, a grin spreading across his face, slow and utterly unguarded. He leans against the doorframe, swaying forward. "There you are, love." He reaches for her, lips seeking hers with urgency.
She stops him with a firm hand against his chest. Her eyes widen as she steadies him, realization sinking like a stone. "You're drunk." she says flatly, voice laced with both worry and annoyance.
"Only a little." His grin wavers. "You're so beautiful, though." He tries again, leaning into her warmth, but she grips his arm tight, holding him upright.
"Merlin, Bartemius." she murmurs, lowering her voice. "You can't even stand."
Behind her, Nadine steps out, heels clicking sharp against the stone. Her hair whips in the evening air as she takes in the sight before her: her brother, half-collapsed against Cassiopeia, drunker than she has ever seen him. Her brows knit together instantly.
"What the hell—" she snaps, hurrying up the steps. "What the hell is this? Where have you been these past days, Tem? Why didn't you talk to me?"
He blinks at her, glassy-eyed, brushing her off with a sloppy grin. "Here, there. Busy." He stumbles past her, tugged gently by Cassiopeia's guiding hand, and then collapses onto the nearest sofa inside, sprawling.
Nadine follows, mouth tight. And then Seraphina steps in behind her. Her presence stills the room in a different way—the kind of silence that isn't reverence but recognition, tension running like electricity through the air. She pauses on the threshold, taking in everything at once. Her eyes flick over the men, sprawled and loud, searching, and then catch—on Regulus.
He sits like a prince still, ankle crossed, glass in hand, his lips slack, eyes glazed, movements just a touch too slow.
Her jaw tightens. She looks away, refusing to give him that power, even as something traitorous twists low in her stomach at the sight of him—sharp jaw in the candlelight, hair falling soft around his face. He looks like sin dressed in silk. And she hates him for it.
"Finally!" Steve whoops, breaking the tension with a grin as wide as the sky. He gestures wildly toward Severus, who sits brooding in the corner, untouched drink still in hand. "You missed it—we played the dice, and Mulciber won. So now, Severus here owes us a dare."
Mulciber grins, heavy and cruel, leaning back against the sofa with satisfaction. "And I've got just the one."
Cassiopeia ignores them, guiding Barty down further into the cushions, smoothing his shirt with quick, worried hands. He tries to catch her fingers, to pull her down to him, but she shakes him off with a warning look.
"Drink some water, for Merlin's sake."
"Later." he mumbles, head falling back. "Stay with me."
Nadine steps forward, arms crossed, fire in her eyes as she stares down at her brother. "You vanish for days, no word, and I find you like this?" Her voice is sharp, her concern burning through the anger. "Tell me where you've been."
Barty waves a lazy hand, dazed and dismissive. "Don't start, Nadine. Not tonight." His head lolls against the sofa, eyes closing as if the conversation bores him.
Her glare hardens. "You're unbelievable."
Regulus shifts in his chair, straightening, trying to pull his composure back into place. His glass trembles just slightly in his fingers, but his voice stays calm when he cuts across the tension. "Welcome." he says dryly, though it comes out slurred at the edges. "Help yourself to the ruin of my home."
Seraphina doesn't even glance at him, her lips pressed thin. She walks past, pretending he is nothing but smoke in the corner of her vision. Still, her eyes betray her for half a second—flicking over him, taking in the undone buttons at his collar, the way candlelight carves his cheekbones into marble.
She looks away, refusing herself the thought.
Evan leans forward, his shirt clinging to him in the heat, and pushes himself up with effort. His grin is lopsided, eyes glittering with mischief even as his voice comes softer, coaxing.
"Sera," he says, reaching a hand toward her, "give me a hand, would you? Let's get Black upstairs before he redecorates the carpet."
Regulus, half-slouched in his chair, tips his glass lazily in mock salute, though the liquid inside sloshes over the rim. His smirk twitches, defiant even as his head lolls.
Seraphina hesitates, her eyes narrowing. "I don't exist to babysit your messes."
Evan chuckles, unfazed. "Of course you don't. But you do exist to annoy him. Might as well do it somewhere else than the bloody floor."
Without waiting for her agreement, Evan hauls Regulus up by the arm. Regulus is light on his feet for a moment, deceptively graceful, but then his balance falters and he tilts heavily into Evan's shoulder. They sway left, then right, laughter and curses spilling in equal measure.
"Elegant as ever, Reg." Evan teases, half-dragging, half-carrying him toward the stairs. "Seraphina, love, please? Unless you want me to drop him like a sack of potatoes."
She exhales sharply through her nose, lips pressing thin, but she follows. Her hands hover at Regulus's back as they begin to climb, her touch reluctant, like she doesn't want his shirt beneath her fingers but has no choice. He smells of whiskey, smoke, and that faint, maddeningly cologne scent that has always been his.
Downstairs, Cassiopeia kneels at Barty's side. He lies sprawled across the sofa, eyes half-lidded, his grin boyish in its drunken ease. She smooths his hair back from his forehead, worry etched into every line of her face.
"Shh." she whispers when he tries to speak. "Don't. Just rest."
He gazes at her like she is the only light in the room, his voice thick and soft. "You're perfect, Cass. You know that?"
Her hand stills, but only for a heartbeat. Then she presses her palm gently against his cheek, shaking her head. "Quiet, Bartemius. You'll feel like hell tomorrow."
"Nah." he murmurs, leaning into her touch like a moth to flame. "Not if you're here."
She hushes him again, brushing her thumb against his jaw, her eyes shining with a softness no one else is allowed to see.
"If Father finds out..." Nadine mutters, pacing, her heels clicking against the floorboards. Cassiopeia glances at her and says, "Bathroom cabinet. There's something in there for the headache—get it for him, please."
Nadine nods, already moving, her expression torn between frustration and concern as she heads upstairs.
Mulciber shifts in his chair, grin stretching wide as he leans toward Severus. "Go on then, Snape. Don't make us wait."
Severus's jaw tightens. He sits perfectly still for a moment, the candlelight catching in the fall of his hair, his eyes flick up, unreadable. Then, reluctantly, he rises. His movements are deliberate, controlled, but the air tightens around him.
"You'll regret this." he mutters, voice low and cutting, before he steps away from the circle. His boots sound like thunder against the floorboards as he ascends the stairs, each step steady despite the tension curling at his back. He doesn't look back.
Evan pushes open Regulus's door with his shoulder and half-drops, half-guides him inside. Regulus falls onto the bed with a graceless thud, shirt wrinkling beneath him. The room is dim, shadows painted long by the single lamp flickering in the corner. It smells faintly of ink, parchment, and something darker—old magic soaked into the wood.
"Bed, Black. Congratulations, you survived the stairs." Evan dusts his hands theatrically, then flashes Seraphina a grin. "Keep him from choking on his tongue, won't you?"
She glares, but he slips out smoothly, shutting the door behind him with a click, leaving her in silence with Regulus.
Seraphina crosses her arms, her annoyance filling the air like smoke. She tells herself she should leave. Just walk out, return to the chaos downstairs. But her eyes wander despite herself. Despite what he has done.
His room is meticulous, more so than the others would expect—books stacked with ruthless precision, quills lined like soldiers, a trunk pushed neatly beneath the desk. But there are cracks in the armor. A cloak tossed over the chair. A candle burned too low, wax dripping over the silver holder.
And then him.
Regulus sprawls across the bed, his shirt undone at the throat, pale collarbones catching in the lamplight. His lashes cast shadows over his cheeks, his lips slightly parted, breath slow and heavy. Vulnerable in a way he never allows himself to be.
She lingers, hating that her gaze won't move away.
When she finally turns, intent on leaving, his hand shoots out—fast despite the alcohol—fingers wrapping around her wrist.
Her breath catches, her body stilling.
"Leaving so soon?" His voice is low, rough with drink, but beneath it is the sharpness that never fades. His grip isn't tight, just firm enough to hold her in place.
She looks down at him, fury sparking in her chest even as heat coils somewhere deeper. "You're drunk, Black. Let go."
His eyes half-open, darkened and burning even through the haze. A ghost of a smirk curls his lips. "Maybe. But I'm not blind." His thumb brushes once—barely there—against her pulse.
The air between them crackles.
For a moment, neither of them moves. The only sound is the faint hum of the record player seeping up from below, the echo of laughter through the floorboards.
Her heart pounds against his grip, fury sparking at herself for staying still—yet she doesn't pull away. His eyes hold hers with a lazy half-smirk, glassy but burning all the same.
Slowly, she reaches into her pocket and draws out a small velvet box, deep purple against the dim light. With care, she prises his hand open and presses it into his palm. He lets her, suspicion and confusion warring in his expression, but not enough to stop her. She closes his fingers over it, her touch lingering, brushing twice over his knuckles—soft, deliberate, sealing the weight of it in place.
"Happy birthday, Regulus." she whispers. It is quiet, almost like she hopes he won't hear, yet daring enough that he does.
She turns before he can see it, striding toward the door. Behind her, he lets out a low, amused laugh—soft, dangerous.
And then silence.
The bathroom door creaks open, just as Nadine finally fishes out a small carved box from the back of the cabinet. She straightens up quickly, hair falling into her flushed face, when the tall, dark figure of Severus steps in and pushes the door shut behind him with a slow, deliberate click. His expression is sour, a faint curl of annoyance at his lip as his gaze fixes on her, unreadable but heavy.
For a moment, the cramped room feels smaller, the scent of him—faint smoke, ink, and something metallic—crowding the air between them. He doesn't move, just leans slightly against the door as if to block her escape, eyes narrowing as though he is wondering what she is doing there.
Nadine swallows, clutching the box to her chest, trying to appear casual, though her cheeks burn. "I was just looking for something. For Tem." she says quickly, words tumbling out, soft. "He can't even stand, so Cass asked me to—"
"I don't care." Severus cuts her off flatly, his voice low and smooth, carrying that edge that always makes her chest tighten. He steps closer, not looming with intent, but his sheer height and breadth make the walls feel like they are closing in. He folds his arms, black sleeves tugging tight around thin but sinewed muscle.
Nadine forces herself to meet his gaze, her heartbeat loud in her ears. He is so close now she can see the tired smudges under his eyes, the faint unevenness of his skin, the line of his jaw shadowed by candlelight. He looks exhausted, irritated—but alive in a way that pulls her in despite herself.
She clears her throat, trying to sound casual but failing. "Are... are you alright? Do you need something?" She doesn't dare mention Mulciber or others, though she knows the type of humiliation he had hope for.
Severus lets out a humorless breath, somewhere between a scoff and a sigh. His eyes flicker briefly, betraying the smallest flicker of discomfort before narrowing again. "It's pathetic." he mutters. "Childish games to amuse themselves while they drink themselves senseless." His tone is venom, but underneath it, there is something brittle, something almost vulnerable.
Nadine hugs the box tighter, biting back a smile because he doesn't even realize how human he sounds when he is tired and forced into company he despises. She tilts her head, her voice warmer. "I don't think it's pathetic. I think they're just... lost. Maybe it's easier to laugh when everything else is dark."
His gaze sharpens on her, studying her as though her words have caught him off guard. His lips part slightly, but he doesn't speak. He looks down at her, his hair falling like a curtain as he shifts closer still, until the faint heat of his body brushes hers.
Nadine's pulse stutters. She wants to touch him so badly—his face, his hand, anything—but she holds back, fingers twitching nervously against the smooth wood. She feels almost foolish under the weight of his stare.
She whispers, careful, almost timid, "You don't have to stay here if you don't want to." Her voice cracks on the last word.
Something shifts in his face—barely, but there. His jaw tightens, his nostrils flare, and he looks away for a brief moment, as though tearing his eyes from her costs him something. "I'll endure it." he says finally, clipped, refusing to admit that leaving would look like weakness.
Nadine smiles faintly despite herself, warmth spilling into her chest. She tilts her head and studies him for a moment longer, admiring his cheekbones, the way the dim light carves shadows over him. To her, he doesn't look pathetic or bitter or cruel. He looks like someone carrying too much.
Severus, meanwhile, curses himself silently. Why does he let her linger near him? Why does her voice—soft, irritatingly kind—slip under his skin in ways he can't explain? He wants to tell her to stop. He wants to step back. He doesn't.
Instead, when she finally moves as if to slip past him, brushing his arm lightly, his hand darts out before he even thinks. His long fingers close around her wrist—not hard, but firm, halting her.
Her breath catches, her wide eyes lifting to his. The box wobbles in her other hand.
"Stay still." he mutters, his voice rougher than before, as though he regrets speaking even as the words leave him. His thumb rests against the delicate skin of her wrist, and for a moment he imagines the warmth of her pulse is searing his own skin.
And then, almost as suddenly, he releases her, stepping back a fraction. His face shutters again, eyes dark and unreadable. "Go, then. Before they think I've done what Mulciber wanted."
Her knees nearly buckle from the rush of heat in her chest, but she nods quickly, flustered.
He watches her slip past him, the scent of her hair brushing him as she hurries out, leaving him alone in the suffocating dark with his own thoughts he can't shake.
Nadine nearly collides with Seraphina in the narrow corridor as she comes out of the bathroom. They stop short, eyes locking for a heartbeat—Seraphina's unreadable, Nadine's filled with heat. Nothing is said, only a silent flicker of acknowledgment before they both descend the creaking stairs.
Evan, steadying himself on the back of an armchair, is in the middle of gathering the others. He mutters something under his breath, coaxing Wilhelm toward the door. Carriages and cars won't do—too obvious, too risky. Apparition is the cleanest, though in their state it is sloppy, dangerous. Floo powder, perhaps, but he can't find any. Evan settles on guiding them, one by one, to a safe enough point for side-along Apparition, his jaw clenched with the patience of a saint.
Nadine presses the box into Cassiopeia's hands, her expression softening as the girl opens it and pulls out a vial and small pill. "Here." Nadine murmurs, brushing a strand of hair from her own cheek. "He's in no state to move otherwise."
Cassiopeia's fingers tremble slightly as she pours water into a chipped glass, steadying Barty's head and coaxing him to drink. He groans but swallows, his lashes fluttering, his body sluggish. "It's alright." she whispers, voice low and protective. Nadine watches with a mixture of fondness and worry, her arms folding over her chest.
With Evan's help, the worst of the others vanish one by one, a blur of stumbling bodies disappearing with muted cracks into the night. Evan himself lingers a little, checking each door, making sure nothing incriminating is left behind. When Nadine asks, "Do you need help?" he shakes his head firmly, flashing her a weary but kind grin.
"Don't worry, girls. I've got it. Good night." He ruffles Seraphina's hair, earning himself a glare sharp enough to cut glass, then disappears with a faint crack.
Barty groans again as Cassiopeia hooks her arm under his, struggling to lift his weight. Nadine quickly steps in, bracing his other side, and together they half-carry him out into the cool night air. They ease him into the backseat, his head rolling back, lashes heavy against his cheeks.
"Go safe." Cassiopeia says softly, brushing a hand down Barty's chest as if calming him. She looks at Nadine and Seraphina, her tone gentle but steady. "I'll deal with Regulus. I'll owl you tomorrow."
Nadine, tucking her keys into her palm, sighs. "I wish you had a phone like a normal person."
Cassiopeia laughs under her breath, fond. "I'll get one." she promises. She steps forward suddenly and hugs both of them, warm and quick, her perfume light on their shoulders. "Thank you again."
They break apart reluctantly. Cassiopeia straightens, brushing her curls behind her ear, and disappears back into the house, her silhouette swallowed by shadows.
The front door opens again, hinges creaking. Severus steps out as if nothing has happened, tall and composed, his expression unreadable, his black coat falling neatly over his frame. The faintest smell of smoke clings to him. His gaze flickers briefly over Nadine, something tightening in his eyes, then away again.
Nadine bites her lower lip, almost unconsciously, her knuckles tightening around her car keys. "Do you—want a ride?" she asks, her voice tentative.
Severus shakes his head with quiet finality. "No." His tone is cool, precise, and without another glance, he steps off the porch and Apparates, the air cracking where he had stood.
For a moment, only silence lingers.
Nadine exhales slowly, feeling the burn of heat in her chest, her gaze lowering. Seraphina, arms crossed, gives her a sideways glance but doesn't speak.
They slide into the car. The leather creaks as Seraphina leans her forehead briefly against the cold glass of the window. Nadine starts the engine, the low purr filling the quiet street. They drive off, the fog curling around the headlights, the night swallowing them whole—each of them caught in their own thoughts, heavy and unspoken.
Chapter Text
The morning sun is still pale when Nadine wakes, a faint slant of golden light crawling through her curtains. Her head pounds, the bitter echo of last night still in her skull, but she doesn't allow herself the luxury of staying in bed. With a sigh, she pulls the small glass vial from her bedside table—Cassiopeia's hangover potion.
The house is quiet, but not silent. She can hear the faint clattering of Winky preparing breakfast downstairs, pans banging softly against one another, the little elf muttering under her breath. Father has already left for the Ministry—good. That gives her time. Barefoot, still in her nightdress with a robe tied carelessly around her, she sneaks into the hallway. Her heart thuds unevenly from the creeping irritation she has been holding back for days.
She pads down the corridor until she reaches Barty's door. The handle is cold under her fingers. She hesitates for a fraction of a second, then pushes it open.
The room smells of stale firewhisky, tobacco, and sweat. Heavy curtains are drawn against the light, the air thick and suffocating. On the bed, Barty lies sprawled on his back, one arm flung across his eyes, groaning faintly at the intrusion. His hair is an unruly mess, sticking up in every possible direction, his shirt half unbuttoned, chest rising and falling with heavy breaths.
"Up." Nadine says firmly, stepping inside. Her voice is sharper than she intends, but she doesn't soften it. She sets the vial on the nightstand with a clink. "Drink this."
Barty shifts, peeking at her from under his arm. His eyes are bloodshot, and the deep shadows beneath them make him look older than he is. "Merlin's bloody—" He cuts himself off, groaning. "What the hell are you doing here this early?"
"You're welcome." Nadine mutters. She picks the vial back up and holds it toward him. "Take it before I pour it down your throat myself."
He lets out a low chuckle that quickly turns into a cough. Sitting up with obvious effort, he snatches the potion and downs it, face twisting at the taste. "Disgusting." he mutters, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
"You're disgusting." she shoots back without hesitation.
He smirks faintly, but it doesn't reach his eyes. When he tries to swing his legs off the bed, she immediately steps forward. "What the hell was last night?" she demands.
Barty groans again, running a hand down his face. He drags himself upright, wobbling slightly, then pushes past her toward the bathroom. "Don't start, Nadine."
"Oh, I'm starting." she snaps, trailing after him. The tiled floor is cold against her feet as she enters. He leans over the sink, splashing his face with water, droplets glistening down his jaw and collarbone. She stands in the doorway, arms crossed, eyes narrowed.
"Why didn't you tell me where you were?" she presses.
He exhales loudly, gripping the edges of the sink. "You know damn well we were celebrating. Just like you did." His tone is dismissive, clipped, as if her questions aren't worth the breath.
"Not that." she says sharply. "Where were you before? You've barely been home, and when you are, you don't speak to me."
Barty straightens, water dripping from his chin, and looks at her through the mirror. His expression is unreadable, but his jaw is clenched tight. "Sucks, doesn't it?"
Her breath hitches. "What?"
He turns, leaning back against the sink, arms crossed over his chest. He doesn't answer directly, his silence heavier than words. She stares at him, eyes narrowing as realization creeps in. "Is it because I left? After the argument?"
That silence is confirmation enough.
Her lips part, but before she can respond, the muffled sound of claws clicking against the floor breaks the tension. Ares and Hades bound into the room, their tails wagging, barking happily at the sight of her. They nose at her robe, pressing against her legs. She bends down automatically, burying her fingers in their fur, but her eyes stay on him.
"How can you ignore me?" she whispers, her voice shaking now with a volatile mix of anger and hurt. She stands again, squaring her shoulders. "I thought we tell each other everything. I was worried sick."
He scoffs, his mouth twisting bitterly. "Doubt it."
Her eyes flash. "Excuse me?"
"We don't have to tell each other every single damn thing, Nadine." he bites out, his voice rising. "I have my life. Just like you have yours."
His words cut, deliberate and cold.
Nadine stares at him, chest rising and falling. Her heart twists painfully, because this isn't Barty. Not the brother who used to sneak her into the kitchen at night for pastries, not the one who stood behind her back in every argument with their parents. This is someone else—distant, guarded, angry.
Confusion and fury burn together in her chest. "You're being an arse." she says lowly, but her voice trembles at the edges. "A complete arse."
He doesn't flinch. He only pushes past her again, muttering under his breath as he stalks back into the bedroom. The dogs follow him instinctively, tails still wagging, oblivious to the storm.
Nadine stands frozen for a moment, her hands curling into fists at her sides, her throat tight.
"Tem, what is wrong with you? It's enough that Father already confronted me for the incident—do you think I needed you turning cold too? He won't even look at me, he barely speaks, and now you—"
Barty shoves his arms through the sleeves of a fresh shirt, ignoring her. His face is pale with the hangover, eyes dark-rimmed, but he keeps his movements almost too forceful, as if every button he fastens is a war against her words.
"I did want to go with you," he mutters suddenly, voice clipped, "but you pushed me away. So fine. I needed time alone too."
Nadine stares at him, confused, her brows pulling together. "What? That's not true. I only went to see Seraphina. I never—"
"Yes, you did." he snaps, finally turning to face her, hair falling into his eyes, expression edged in irritation. "Merlin, Nadine, do I need to tell you every single bloody thing I do? Do I need to announce when I piss, too? Just relax."
Her lips part in shock at the cruelty of it. He has never spoken to her like this, not like she is a stranger intruding. She shakes her head, stepping closer, blocking his path to the door. "That's not what this is about. I just want to know why you've been shutting me out. Where were you before last night? Why are you acting like—like this?"
But he is already pulling on his cloak, his movements abrupt. "Where am I going now?" he repeats, mocking her question before she can say it again. "I don't know. Maybe to see my girlfriend. Or maybe my friends. Or maybe I'll curse someone for fun—what does it matter to you?"
"Stop it, Bartemius!" Nadine bursts out, and he freezes, his jaw clenching hard. "You're not being funny, you're being cruel. I don't even recognize you right now."
"Good." he barks, shoving past her. "Maybe that's the point."
Her hand brushes his arm as he storms by, but he yanks away as though her touch burns. The slam of the front door echoes through the quiet house, loud enough that Winky probably flinches in the kitchen.
Nadine stands frozen in his empty room, heart pounding, chest heavy, her hands trembling at her sides. Ares and Hades pad in, whining faintly at her distress, but even their soft presence can't soothe the sting of his words.
Finally, she walks out into the corridor, her steps sharp and restless, when suddenly Mother appears from the drawing room. She is dressed immaculately, her hair pulled into a neat chignon, her dark green robes pressed and rich with gold embroidery. She looks prepared, poised, already holding her matching cloak over her arm, perfume clinging faintly in the air.
"What was that?" Mother asks coolly, her eyes narrowing ever so slightly. "Is everything alright?"
Nadine freezes, heartbeat still racing, but she straightens her shoulders, forcing her voice to sound casual. "Yes. Tem just left."
Mother studies her a moment longer, but then her expression softens into that distracted smile she always gives before heading out. "Very well. I have to go to the Ministry now, but enjoy the breakfast. Tonight we will have dinner at the Malfoys. Love you."
"Love you." Nadine mutters, returning the smile, though her stomach twists as she watches Mother's elegant figure sweep toward the Floo. A rush of green flames and she is gone.
Nadine groans aloud once the echo fades, rubbing her face with both hands. She drags herself to her room, kicking her door shut behind her.
Brownie is already awake, tail held high as she truts across the room. She lets out a loud, demanding meow, jumping onto her bed as though sensing her mood. Nadine can't help but smile faintly, running her fingers down her soft back as Brownie circles and settles beside her pillow.
She sits at her vanity and pulls open the drawer where she keeps her most precious secret. Her muggle phone—sleek and rectangular, its buttons shiny from constant use—gleams faintly in the morning light.
Nadine flicks her wand, murmuring a quick spell. A subtle shimmer spreads around the room, silencing it from outside ears. No one would overhear.
She presses the buttons quickly, the familiar sequence clicking beneath her fingers, and lifts the phone to her ear. The line crackles, and then—
"Nadine. You alright?" Seraphina's warm voice filters through, calm and grounding.
Nadine exhales. "Hi, Phina. Yeah. Well, no. I argued with Tem. He left somewhere without saying where. And apparently we've got dinner at the Malfoys tonight."
There is a pause before Seraphina speaks again, her tone careful but steady. "I see... That doesn't sound good, Nadine. But don't let it eat at you too much."
Nadine slumps back against her chair, tapping her nails against the wooden armrest. "He's so... stubborn. And he gets so cruel when he's angry. I hate it. I don't even know where he is now."
"Probably with his friends." Seraphina says softly, almost matter-of-fact. "He'll come back when he wants to."
"Mm." Nadine bites her lip, frustration burning. Then after a breath, she asks, "Are you alright?"
"Yes." Seraphina answers, her voice lightening just slightly. "I'm on Spinner's End. With Mum and Severus."
Nadine straightens, holding the phone tighter. "And he... he's alright?" Her voice slips into something gentler, betraying the worry and heat she can't hide.
Seraphina doesn't hesitate. "He is. Don't worry."
Nadine presses the phone tighter to her ear, lowering her voice. "I have to tell you something... and if he's there, tell him to go away."
Seraphina chuckles softly. "Relax, it's just me."
Nadine exhales in relief and blurts, "He was with me alone for a few minutes in their bathroom. But we did nothing—it was probably Mulciber's stupid dare. He only touched my wrist, that's all."
There is a deliberate pause on Seraphina's end, then a sly lilt in her tone. "Mhm. Only your wrist, is it?"
Nadine groans, pressing her face into her pillow with a muffled sound of embarrassment. "Seraphina! For Merlin's sake." Her cheeks flush scarlet.
Seraphina laughs, warm and mischievous. "Fine, fine. I'll talk to him about it and let you know. But..." her voice lowers, conspiratorial, "I have something to tell you about Regulus. In person."
Nadine sits upright instantly, tugging the blanket around her shoulders like a cloak. "What? No, no—you naughty girl! What did you do? Was it before we met in the hallway?"
Seraphina groans dramatically. "Nothing special. Honestly. I just... gave him a gift."
Nadine gasps, delighted, her eyes shining as if Seraphina could see her through the phone. "You what? Oh, you've got to tell me everything."
Seraphina sighs with a smile in her voice. "We'll talk when we see each other. I promise."
"Fine." Nadine huffs, though she is grinning ear to ear. "I'll owl Cassiopeia too. Enjoy your day, say hi to your mum and Severus for me, and—bye, naughty girl!"
"Bye, Nadine." Seraphina laughs, and the line clicks silent.
Nadine drops the phone onto her bed, flopping back with a dreamy little sigh, Brownie curling up at her side with a soft meow.
Cassiopeia stirs, stretching languidly against the pillows, her limbs slow and heavy with the residue of last night's chaos. For a moment she lies still, eyes half-lidded, replaying the details in her head—the laughter, the words, the dizzy warmth of seeing Sirius again. A smile tugs at her mouth despite everything, faint but real.
On the nightstand rests the small parcel, still unopened. She hasn't yet found the nerve or the stillness to undo the wrapping. Her fingers itch toward it now, but she lingers, savoring the quiet.
The house itself is hushed, oppressive in its silence but, for once, merciful. No echo of Walburga's shrill voice, no thunderous tread of Orion's disapproval. They are still away at Malfoy Manor, leaving the siblings a rare pocket of peace—time to rest, to breathe, to pretend the walls aren't closing in.
Cassiopeia swings her legs over the edge of the bed, her cotton pajamas slipping loose at the shoulders, the fabric soft and faded from years of wear—pale blue dotted with tiny silver stars, the sort of comfort she would never let the world see. She pads barefoot across the rug, curly hair falling messily over her face, and sits at the small vanity.
The parcel waits there, unassuming, tied with Sirius's careless hand. For a long moment, she studies it, her chest tightening with anticipation and something warmer. Finally, with a steadying breath, she begins to peel the paper back, slow and deliberate, as though prolonging the moment could keep the night alive a little longer.
Cassiopeia lingers over the wrapping in her hands, the paper crackling softly, but her mind drifts—back to the blur of last night. It had been chaos, messy, loud and reckless. But under it, there had been something close to celebration—something warm. They were hers, in their own jagged way, and she couldn't deny the comfort of belonging in the middle of it.
The silence now feels almost too heavy in contrast. She sighs, shaking her head, and turns her gaze back to the parcel waiting in her lap.
She finally breaks the silence, sliding her thumb under the last fold of wrapping. The paper peels away with a soft rip, and something heavy drops into her lap—a book. No, not just a book. Her breath stills.
The cover is worn, scuffed at the corners, the kind of leather that has darkened with age and handling. But it is the decorations—stickers half-peeled, uneven sketches, childish scrawls along the spine—that twist her chest.
She knows it instantly.
Their childhood scrapbook.
For a long moment she just stares, her hands hovering like she is afraid to touch it. Memory unspools like smoke: long afternoons on the carpet, Sirius's tongue stuck out in concentration as he tried to draw dragons and pixies that never looked quite right, Regulus frowning as he lined pressed flowers in perfect rows, Cassiopeia herself stitching little cloth pouches to hold shiny stones or marbles. One of the only things they ever built together—the three of them, side by side, before everything splintered.
Her fingertips tremble when she opens it.
The first page greets her with the rock collection, smooth pebbles glued into one of her uneven little pouches, labeled in Sirius's jagged scrawl. Regulus had chosen crystals instead, dedicating two whole pages for them—certain in that childlike way that they were rarer, more meaningful—prettier than ordinary stones, their beauty holding unique value. The next holds flowers, pressed flat, their colors faded but arranged with Regulus's neat precision. A folded letter slips out—hers, written in looping, childish script about how "when we're older we'll go everywhere together."
She swallows, turning another page. The textures shift under her hand—parchment wrinkled where ink bled through, rough cloth edges sewn down, wax dripped across a margin. Some words shimmer faintly, letters glowing gold before fading, tiny enchantments Sirius had insisted on, clumsy but enduring after all these years.
At the center of the book, she opens onto a spread that makes her chest ache: two full pages covered in a meticulous drawing of their constellations. They had laid on the floor that night, arguing over names and placements, until Regulus, determined, had inked each star in careful lines. When the pages are pulled flat, the constellation map stretches wide across both, a child's imitation of the sky—imperfect, but vast. The words 'Star Children' were written in a childlike understanding of cursive.
She flicks further, brushing over drawings, cut-outs of record sleeves shrunk and copied small, a toy soldier still taped in, photographs stuck crookedly to the paper. On some pages, phrases jump alive, shimmering like whispers across the parchment before fading, Sirius's enchantments still stubbornly clinging.
Her throat tightens. She presses her palm flat against the pages, the old parchment warm under her skin, the weight of memory heavier than the book itself. The last thing she ever expected was for Sirius to return this.
Cassiopeia's smile softens, though her throat feels tight, as if each memory is both a balm and a wound. She slows when she notices something odd—one page gleaming faintly, as though kissed by candlelight. At first she thinks it is just a trick of the old enchantments, but when she tilts it, her breath hitches. The faint outline of a letter glimmers across the surface: an R.
She stills, fingertips hovering.
"For Regulus?" she murmurs aloud, voice low with surprise. A part of her is confused, but another part—the child in her—fizzes with that old, giddy excitement of finding a secret for him, meant to be discovered.
Her hand lingers, but she closes the book carefully, pressing her palm against the cover as if to keep the moment sealed. A small smile tugs at her lips, wistful and bright at once. "We'll look together." she whispers, choosing patience, deciding to wait until Regulus wakes before unveiling the hidden compartment, because somehow it feels wrong to do it without him.
Floor above, behind a closed door, Regulus stirs.
At first, it is only a small shift—the faint rustle of sheets, the print in the mattress rising back, as he rolls to one side, dropping the velvet box from his hands onto the sheets without noticing. His breathing is heavy, uneven, before it deepens into something steadier. A muffled groan escapes him, low, reluctant, the kind of sound that belongs to someone not quite ready to meet the morning.
He presses a hand to his temple, fingers dragging through his hair. The world feels too bright even in the dimness of his room, the air thick with the lingering weight of last night. Slowly, he pulls himself upright, shoulders curling forward, eyes hooded and glassy from sleep.
Another sigh slips past him, more controlled this time, though his throat is raw with disuse. He sits still for a moment, staring at the floorboards as if willing them not to sway, then leans back on his palms, blinking away the fog.
It is quiet still, his breath the only sound threading through.
Steam still clings faintly to him as Regulus steps out of the bathroom, hair damp and pushed back, his shirt neatly buttoned though the cuffs hang loose.
"Reg?" Cassiopeia's voice carries down the corridor, warm but a little too loud for his state.
He winces, a sharp throb cutting through his temple. "No yelling." he mutters, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Less yelling."
The words come rough, low, but edged with his usual dryness. He presses his lips together, inhaling carefully as if steadying himself, before stepping toward her voice.
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes, pulling open the small wooden drawer of her vanity where she keeps her private stash of remedies. Her fingers close around a slim vial, the liquid inside faintly green, swirling with a faint shimmer that promises relief.
A loose knock sounds against her door, followed by the soft creak as it edges open. Regulus leans against the frame, arms crossed, posture casual but his eyes dulled with weight.
"You look like shite." she says flatly, holding the vial between two fingers, dangling it just out of reach. Her tone is sharp, still cut through with the irritation that lingers from the night before. "I ought to withhold this from you after last night."
He lifts a brow, tilting his head, a ghost of that familiar smirk pulling at his mouth. With a lazy flick of his arm, he gestures at her, unimpressed. "And for what? All it was was a brief little celebration. You had one too."
She exhales hard through her nose, the sound halfway between resignation and annoyance, and flicks the vial toward him. Regulus snatches it midair, uncorks it, and downs the contents in one motion. His throat works with the swallow, then he coughs once, face twisting at the sour bite of it. "What is this, a rotten batch?"
"Firstly," Cassiopeia starts, ignoring his snark, arms crossing as she fixes him with a look. "I don't know why you thought bringing Mulciber into our house was a good idea. At that point you might as well have invited the Carrows." Her tone has the same clipped edge as Walburga's lectures, and it hangs in the air like a warning.
Regulus rolls his eyes, already defensive, his mouth curving into a sarcastic sneer. "Yeah, I bet you would've enjoyed that."
"I'm not done." Her voice sharpens, daring him to interrupt again. "Second—" she softens just slightly, though her annoyance still lingers, "I have something to show you. If you're all done embarrassing yourself, that is."
The tension spikes so sharply it is almost palpable.
"Enough with the theatrics. What is it?" Regulus asks, settling into her desk chair, crossing his arms as he leans back, ankle propped neatly over his knee.
Cassiopeia's grip tightens around the object in her lap. "I need you to promise me not to freak out, or else we are on the verge of a duel. And if you tell anyone, I will Crucio you." Her tone is dry, but there is weight in it. He knows she wouldn't—at least, not to him—but the warning lands as intended.
His brows knit together. She doesn't usually come with this much preamble; the secrecy unnerves him. Sure, they have buried each other's sins, lied, covered, schemed—but this feels different. He straightens a fraction, suspicion flickering in his gaze.
"I can't give you the full promise," he says carefully, "but—come on, what is it?"
Her hesitation stretches. Then, slowly, she draws it out—the scrapbook—setting it on her lap with almost reverent caution, her arms curling protectively around it.
The moment Regulus's eyes fall on it, something cracks in his mask. His mouth parts, disbelief slicing across his features. Then anger. Raw, immediate, unmistakable.
"Is that...?" He leans forward, pointing, the other arm clutched at his ribs.
"It's that." she confirms, defensive, her hands covering the cover like a shield.
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His face twists. "Cassiopeia, how did you get ahold of this?" He surges to his feet. She mirrors him, the book lowered to her side, like she is preparing to shield it from fire.
"Regulus—happy thoughts, c'mon." she tries, coaxing, soft but wary.
But the look in his eyes—she knows it instantly. That narrow space between you have fucked up and you are about to learn a lesson. He looks like their father then, all fury tempered into control, edged by their mother's sharpness.
"Cassiopeia," his voice drops, dangerous, "I will ask one more time." He steps forward. She steps back. His hand hovers, the weight of his wand in his pocket scorching like a threat.
"You know how I got this. Don't be daft." Her tone bites back. She knows, and he knows she knows.
He tilts his head, almost predatory, and her eyes flick down to the twitch at his wrist. She recognizes it for what it is—his instinct, his reflex.
In one clean motion, she extracts her own wand, grip steady, leveling it before him.
The air between them turns electric, brother and sister locked, the scrapbook the silent fuse. Cassiopeia's wand never wavers, but her heart lurches hard against her ribs. His words cut more than any spell.
"The audacity of that—after what you've done." Regulus seethes, voice low, trembling with restrained fury. He stalks closer, the shadows catching against his jaw, against the line of his cheekbones. "Meeting with him, as if the rules don't apply to you, defying your own family. You think I haven't noticed your affinity towards his beliefs? The way you tilt in his direction? The way you carefully avoid supporting our values publicly?"
He takes another step forward, slow, deliberate, completely unfazed by the wand pointed at his chest.
Cassiopeia presses her lips together, her knuckles whitening around the handle of her own wand. Fury burns through her, hot and fast, mingled with a crackling sting of betrayal. "Don't you dare stand there and act as if you're the paragon of loyalty, Regulus." Her voice sharpens to steel. "The world isn't as black and white as you think. Maybe it's time to broaden your horizons a bit."
He tilts his head, eyes narrowing, hair falling slightly into his line of sight as though he is some predator measuring her movements. "And now you're parading this, like a symbol of somebody who finally chose a side." he spits, each word precise, acidic.
The room seems to shrink, thick with tension—the scrapbook heavy in her hand, the childish constellations pressed between them like an unspoken reminder of another life, one they both left behind.
"Regulus, calm the fuck down." she snaps, wand raised—not to strike, but to stake her ground. It is a warning, a line drawn in the air.
He doesn't hesitate. In a single stride he is on her, hand flashing out, knocking the wand clean from her grip. It skitters across the floor, the sound slicing through the silence, spinning once before settling on the carpet. Cassiopeia freezes, breath caught in her throat.
Regulus stands over her now, close enough that she can see the faint flush at his throat, the flicker of rage still burning in his eyes. His hand lingers in the air from where he struck, fingers curling slowly into a fist.
"Don't you dare ever point that at me again." he growls, voice low, vibrating with cold authority.
Cassiopeia's chest heaves, fury boiling hot in her veins, but she doesn't back down. Her grip tightens on the scrapbook at her side, her only weapon now. "You're nothing but another Black trying to play judge and executioner. At least Sirius had the guts to be himself, not playing charades, copying our parents."
"And what are you?" he hisses, voice cutting like a blade. "A play-pretend princess—basking in the comforts of our name, our house, our legacy—while toeing the edge of disgrace, courting disownment with every step. Go on, Cassiopeia. Tell me I'm wrong."
His jaw tightens, breath heavy. The closeness between them is suffocating—anger, heat, the weight of years of silence and expectation pressing in like walls.
For a moment, his gaze flickers—not just fury anymore, but something conflicted, something human. And then it hardens again.
"He just wanted to wish us a happy birthday..." Cassiopeia exhales, brushing past him and reclaiming her seat on the bed. "Stop blowing this out of proportion."
The name—Sirius—lands like a curse. His jaw tightens, breath shallow. It isn't only anger that coils inside him—it is the years of pain, the constant litany that leaving was betrayal, the endless effort of convincing himself that he chose the right path. It is abandonment and fear: fear of discovery, fear of punishment, fear of consequences he can't control. Cassiopeia knows that feeling too well; it thrums in her bones, so she understands, even if she won't say it aloud.
He forces a breath, loosening his shoulders, the rigidity in his frame faltering. "Fine. I'm calm." he mutters, exhaling like it costs him something. He places her wand back into her hand, careful, deliberate, before retreating to the chair, teeth still clenched tight.
"I don't want us to pretend like he means nothing to us. And I know he means a great deal to you as well—no matter how hard you deny it to Mother, reciting the lie like a well-rehearsed poem. It hurts me too, Regulus, it breaks my heart. And seeing him yesterday—yes, yesterday—it was like someone pressed the softest balm over an old wound. And I mean seeing him truly—speaking with him properly, not just tossing snide remarks at university, not ignoring him as we've done for years."
Regulus holds her gaze, his silence heavier than anger. She has struck truth, and they both know it.
"I never claimed—at least not to you—that I don't care about him," he admits at last, voice quieter, edges softened, "but his disgrace is his own."
Cassiopeia releases a long breath, relief mingling with the ache.
"However, our beliefs differ, and he showed his true colours when he abandoned us—his loyalty was never with us. So why is yours still clinging to him?" His question hangs between them, carrying the weight of his own feelings—anger, abandonment, betrayal.
"His true colours were never that bad, Regulus. Sirius—"
"Don't say his name."
"Sirius still loves us," she interrupts, voice firm, "and I'm not afraid to admit that I love him as well. I mean... Merlin, Regulus, haven't you felt the chains of this family tightening around us? Every movement, every word, every breath we take is watched, judged, polished. We get more slaps on the wrist for nothing than anyone I know. Doesn't it wear you down?"
"It's discipline, manners—unlike yours. Sneaking off to see one of the only three people we're strictly forbidden from seeing."
"Not allowed? What are we, ten years old? Are you serious? How long are you going to keep parroting Mum's words, claiming them as your own?"
"She's right, no matter what you feel. And if you're so keen to advocate for him, you might as well just join him. I'm sure you'd find the Potter residence quite... cozy." he says, rolling his eyes, irritation lacing every syllable.
"And what are you going to do, snitch? The way you snitched on Charles for speaking to Seraphina? Is that really what the mighty Regulus comes down to—petty tattling and pouting?"
His eyes narrow, a flicker of faint disgust crossing his face. "Maybe you both should stop trying to disgrace our families and realize we'll be crushed if we show weakness, and certainly if we poison our own blood by—"
"BY WHAT, REGULUS?!" she shouts, voice sharp, trembling with frustration. He doesn't flinch. "She's just a girl, for Merlin's sake! If you weren't blinded by senseless rules enforced by fear and rage, you'd see how incredible she is. Who do you think looked after you while you nearly regurgitated your own vomit—LITTLE KING?"
He remains silent, a faint echo of last night surfacing in his mind. Her touch, the way she moved around him, the careful weight of her presence, sending an unexpected twitch through his chest. And, Salazar, the memory of his own thoughts. He closes his eyes for a moment, pinching the bridge of his nose, as if trying to wring sense from the chaos inside.
"Fine—tell me about Sirius." he concedes, using his name for the first time in a while, running a hand through his hair in a similar way to his brother, as conflicting thoughts clash in his mind. "Consider yourself lucky I don't execute you right here and now in the name of Mother and Father. Honestly, I'd probably be kinder than they would be if they ever found out."
Cassiopeia lets out a quiet laugh, he smiles, the tension in the room easing just slightly. She sits cross-legged on the bed, careful to keep the scrapbook between them, and looks at him with that mix of mischief and warmth he has always hated—and secretly loves.
"He's... complicated." she begins, choosing her words carefully, smiling. "You know him—charming, infuriating, reckless. Always pushing boundaries, always hiding something behind that grin of his. But... he cares, Reg. More than you think. More than he lets on. And I told him about Bartemius."
Regulus leans back slightly, arms crossed, trying to mask the stirrings in his chest. "Cares." he repeats, the word tasting foreign, dangerous even. "And you? You're just... letting him get away with whatever, are you?"
Cassiopeia shakes her head, biting the corner of her lip. "No. I... I just know he means well. And sometimes, that's enough to trust him, even if it terrifies me to admit it."
He huffs, but there is something softer behind the edge in his voice. "Terrifies you, does it? Of course it does. And yet, here you are, sitting in your room with that damned scrapbook, talking about him like it's all sunshine and rainbows."
She smirks, a small spark of defiance in her eyes. "Not all sunshine. But... It's the little truths, the quiet ones, that matter. And I'll admit it, he's important. To me, at least. And I know he is important to you too. You two just have a damn horrible way of showing it."
The truth is, all three of them had tried to speak, just as Walburga feared. Every week, she had send letters, prying, trying to extract the truth from their carefully measured words. Each break, she did the same, until finally they cracked and admitted that yes, they had interacted with him a few times. Sirius, meanwhile, believed they hated him, so he kept his distance, convincing himself in turn to hate them as fiercely.
They were still children, of course, but she drilled her venomous lessons into their minds relentlessly: Sirius is a reject, no longer her son nor their brother. He has chosen a new family—a 'blood traitor,' Potter. His betrayal is unforgivable; his loyalty irreparably shattered. Every interaction with him goes against everything they are, and it damages the family. And the same warnings echo for Andromeda, and Alphard—names that carry the same weight of danger and shame in her eyes.
For the first time in the morning, Regulus doesn't have a retort. He just studies her, the corner of his mouth tugging in a reluctant half-smile. The scrapbook, the morning light, and the memories they share—it is a quiet truce, fragile but real.
They settle side by side on the bed, the scrapbook open between them. Fingers trace familiar scribbles, tiny pressed flowers, old letters tucked into pages, and miniature drawings that make them laugh out loud. Cassiopeia points to a pressed leaf, and Regulus chuckles, remembering exactly where it came from; he nudges a tiny doodle of a dragon toward her, teasing about their childish obsession with fire-breathing creatures. Each page pulls them deeper into memory, their smiles widening, laughter mingling like it belongs to the room itself.
Suddenly, the muffled slam of the front doors downstairs interrupts them. Cassiopeia jerks upright, heart skipping. She shoves the book into Regulus's arms. "Quick—look at the shiny page. The one for you—and hide it!"
He doesn't argue, flipping to the hidden compartment, eyes catching the faint glint of the lettered 'R' and tucking the page safely into the folds of the scrapbook. Cassiopeia barely waits a second before rushing toward the door to greet their parents, arms wide, a warm smile brightening her face as she embraces them, leaving Regulus alone with the carefully concealed memories.
Regulus retreats down the hallway, the faint scrape of his boots muffled against the polished floorboards. Cassiopeia's voice drifts from the other room, warm and unbothered: "He's just getting out of the shower, the celebrations were wonderful..." Her words trail off as Kreacher's low mumbling mixes with the clinking of plates and the quiet serving of food and drink.
In the quiet of his room, Regulus closes the door and sets the scrapbook on his dark desk. Fingers hover for a heartbeat before he murmurs the old spell, one they had devised as children to reveal hidden secrets. The compartment clicks open, revealing a dark red envelope sealed with a Potter crest. Unlike the letters of their youth that might have drawn a sneer or dismissal, he regards this one with curiosity rather than disgust. It feels heavier in his hand, weightier than he expected.
Carefully, he slides open the envelope. Inside is a small, elegant card and a black pouch dusted with silver stars, the contents still a mystery. His eyes linger on the pouch, measuring it, wondering, intrigued by the quiet magic that seems to pulse faintly beneath its fabric.
His eyes linger on the letter, written in French.
À mon petit frère,
(To my baby brother),
I know the years haven't been kind to us, and I sincerely hope this letter finds its way to you and that you don't incinerate it on sight. This isn't meant to insult or provoke, but simply to wish you, my dear siblings, a happy birthday.
I can't fix the past, but your birthday makes me think of you both. The thing that comforted me, after leaving, was knowing you two were safer without me in the house.
I know my place, and I trust you stubbornly know yours. My only hope is that they haven't managed to completely ruin you the way they tried to break me.
Always,
Sirius
Contrary to the whispers that Regulus had no heart, he does—and in this moment, he feels it beating harder than ever. Pain and anger churn inside him, and his gaze darts reflexively to the fireplace, only to stop short. He grits his teeth, a faint, glistening sheen forming over his eyes. Slowly, deliberately, he opens the pouch.
Regulus unfolds the black velvet of the pouch and reveals a pendant resting within. It is delicate, yet purposeful—a miniature map of the night sky, crafted into the shapes of their two constellations, interwoven as if the stars themselves had stitched them together. Tiny charms dangle along the black leather cord: a crescent moon, a small sun, crown and a few scattered crystal beads catching the light just enough to glimmer.
His breath catches. He knows it instantly—the design, the proportions, the careful detail—it is drawn straight from their old sketchbook. Carefully, reverently, he closes his hand around it, feeling the weight of memory and meaning.
Sliding the cord over his head, he lets the pendant hang low, concealed beneath his shirt. Close to his chest, hidden from view, a secret only he carries.
With a crack, Severus apparates into Seraphina's apartment. The place is dim but warm, shelves packed with books and more piled in uneven stacks near the sofa. The faint notes of Tchaikovsky's The Dance of The Sugar Plum Fairy hang in the air—she has been practicing, her sheet music scattered with penciled scribbles and revisions across the staves. A few candles sit scattered about, their wax long cooled into uneven drips.
He bends down, plucks the nearest book from one of the stacks near the couch, and drops heavily into the armchair as though he owns the place.
"At least you knocked." Seraphina remarks dryly, smiling, without looking up from the paper she is marking, pencil still in hand.
"You knew I was coming." Severus replies, flipping the book open with a snap. His mouth twists into a half-smirk, faintly. "Why, is Charles hiding under the couch? Or in the shower?"
Seraphina chuckles, eyes still on her notes. "No. Is Nadine?"
They exchange a knowing glance, unspoken things threading between them.
"Eileen is redecorating—again. Two armchairs were floating about when I left. Thought I'd be more productive here."
Seraphina hums an absent "Mm." under her breath, whisper-humming bars of The Sugar Plum Fairy as she tries to pin down a tricky rhythm on the score in front of her. Halfway through a measure, she breaks off. "Speaking of Nadine—"
"We haven't even started, actually." Severus cuts in.
Her grin is quick, sly. "We just did. Funnily enough. Anyway—what happened at Regulus's little birthday... gathering?"
Severus glances up from the book. "Literally nothing."
"You know what I mean. You vanished after Mulciber whispered to you, and she was upstairs too."
He rolls his eyes. "I don't waste my time with childish games. Unfortunately, men seem to gravitate toward them—especially when drunk."
"And you weren't drunk?"
He pinches his fingers together, showing—a little.
Seraphina chuckles, nodding. "So? What did he want you to do?"
"You know Mulciber. Nothing worth repeating. But since you'll hound me otherwise—he wanted me to... scare her off. Said I was the only one who hadn't yet."
Her fingers still on the keys. She lifts her eyes, then turns fully toward him, concern flashing in her voice. "Scare her how, Severus? What does that even mean?"
"It isn't exactly a secret your little trio and theirs don't get on, and have grievances. It was just a game. Nothing serious."
"Grievances?" she huffs. "You mean them attacking us for no reason? Right. That's so silly."
He snaps his book closed. She crosses her arms.
"What did you do to her?"
"Nothing. I stood in front of her, blocked the hall, and that was it."
She narrows her eyes. "Wordless? Like some sort of idiot?"
He shoots her a warning look. "My sister, ladies and gentlemen."
"Your sister is asking if her brother did something stupid in Mulciber's stupid game. Is she correct?"
"At worst, I looked stupid. No harm done. She rambled, I told her I didn't care, and I left."
Seraphina grimaces. "So she was scared?"
"Unnerved."
"And what are you, eight? Playing truth or dare?"
He shrugs. "We played cards, drank, exchanged gifts. Celebrated. As one does."
She shakes her head. "Don't do their bidding just because they suggest it. Not because I think you'll embarrass yourself—but because I don't trust them."
"Okay, Mum."
She rolls her eyes just as a tap rattles the glass. A frost-white owl lands gracefully, dropping a pale blue envelope marked with the Leblanc crest.
Both siblings glance at it.
"Your faraway lover again?" Severus asks, tone biting.
"We're not... lovers." she mutters, trying to dismiss it.
"A bit unfair that you scold me when I can't return the favor. I noticed you went upstairs with Black. Care to explain?"
Her annoyed sigh is heavy. "You mean Evan begged me to help him drag Regulus upstairs? Which I did. Then I left."
"Your friends might buy that. I don't."
"Severus..." she presses her lips together. "He's complicated. I only left him his present before I went. Nothing else. He was too drunk anyway."
"A present, hm? Too drunk for what, exactly?"
"To talk." she snaps. "And it was Quidditch-related. We all had a group photo made at the start of the year."
Severus leans back, a smile tugging at his mouth. "So, what did we receive?"
"We?" she laughs lightly. "Let's see..."
She breaks the Leblanc seal and opens Charles's letter.
Ma belle Seraphina,
I was delighted to read your last letter, though, truthfully, I always am.
Tell me, what are your plans for your birthday? I ask because, regardless of your answer, I am already preparing something for you, and I fully intend to see you that day.
Until then, take care of yourself, and I wish you a warm summer break.
Yours, Charles
P.S. I know your concern regarding the Black manor incident. We'll speak of it in person. But don't trouble yourself over it. I promise, I'm not.
Seraphina sets the letter down on the coffee table, smoothing the edge with her fingers as if it might slip away otherwise.
Severus lifts a brow. "Quite the poet."
She smirks faintly. "Jealous?"
"Of his prose? Hardly. Of his persistence... maybe." He slouches back into the armchair, crossing his arms.
Seraphina chuckles, shaking her head, though a warmth lingers on her face. "He's kind, Severus. That's all."
"Mm. Kindness is the fastest way of getting under someone's skin." His eyes flick to her, but not unkind.
She rolls her eyes, gathering the sheet of music from the piano. "You're impossible."
"And you're distracted." he returns smoothly, leaning forward to set the book back on the nearest stack. "Get back to practicing."
Her gaze softens at that, though her voice keeps its playful lilt. "Now—are you staying for dinner, or are you going to vanish before Mum sends your floating armchairs after you?"
Severus exhales through his nose, the ghost of a smile there. "Depends on what you're cooking."
"Depends on if you're helping."
They share a long glance, the silence comfortable now, before she turns back toward the kitchen. The soft shuffle of Severus following a moment later closes the room in an easy quiet.
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A few quiet days slip by, the July warmth hanging still over the wide, high-ceilinged rooms. Nadine fills them with a rhythm of her own making while exchanging letters with her girls. She has gone into Diagon Alley with permission, and among the rows of shop windows and clustered stalls she has bought herself several sturdy, leather-bound volumes for her second year. The parchment still smells fresh, the ink crisp, and though classes don't begin for two more months, she keeps them stacked neatly by her desk, determined to be ahead.
Every morning since, she flips through their pages, reading lightly, not forcing herself, just a little every day, making notes in her neat slanted script. Sometimes she catches herself smiling, because she likes the quiet control of preparing before anyone asks her to.
Now, late in the afternoon, she sits at her desk with the sunlight falling through the tall window, warm over her hair and shoulders, Brownie sleeping on her lap. A thick stack of parchment lies before her, her ink bottle open, and she dips her quill carefully as she writes out invitations for her upcoming birthday. The names flow one by one, each in elegant, precise strokes:
Cassiopeia. Seraphina. Regulus. Pandora. Evan. Bill. Remus. Caelum.
Her hand slows for the last one, because she hesitates. Severus. The quill tip hovers over the parchment, blotting a tiny dot of ink, and she can't help but smile to herself. She remembers how close he had been the other day, standing just in front of her, the feeling of his long fingers on her skin. Nadine giggles quietly into her hand, cheeks flushing. Merlin help her, she wants more.
But then her thoughts drift—Barty. Of course, he will have his own list of friends to invite. She taps the quill against her lip, thinking. She should ask him for their names soon, so she can prepare the invitations. The parchment in front of her looks suddenly heavier, as if the ink is dragging her down into a sigh.
Just then, the sharp tap-tap of claws on glass makes her look up. Louis's owl is perched outside her window, feathers glossy, head cocked. Nadine's face brightens at once. She hurries to unlatch the frame, and the bird steps in gracefully, extending its leg. She unties the envelope with practiced fingers, noting the familiar scrawl.
Chère Nadine,
How are you? I miss you a lot. I will come for your birthday, of course. Tell me when you plan to visit Paris again. We could go together after your birthday. I can't wait to tell you what happened. Write to me soon.
Avec toute mon affection,
Louis
Nadine's lips curve into a soft smile. She reads it again slowly, savoring it, before folding the letter neatly and pressing it against her chest for a moment.
Then, a knock rattles softly against her door. Winky's high voice follows almost immediately:
"Miss Nadine, dinner is ready, Mistress says to come now."
Nadine places the letter carefully atop her books, smoothing her dress as she rises, still smiling faintly to herself. She heads downstairs, the sound of her slippers soft against the polished floors. To her surprise, Father has just arrived, still in his formal robes, a heavy cloak thrown over the back of his chair. He loosens it stiffly as Mother sits already sipping coffee.
"Hello, dear. How was work?" Mother asks, voice smooth, careful.
Father exhales through his nose, rubbing at his temple before answering in a tone that carries both weariness and authority. "The usual circus. Magical law barely holds when half the people in charge can't read it properly. But the Wizengamot is finally listening—for once. Progress."
Nadine slides quietly into her seat, folding her hands in her lap. Barty's chair remains empty. She notices the way Father glances at it, jaw tight, irritation gathering like storm clouds.
"Where is he?" he demands, tone clipped, though his eyes flick only briefly to Nadine.
She swallows and casts her gaze down at her plate, feeling the weight of his scrutiny. She doesn't know and any answer could cause another argument.
Mother parts her lips, perhaps to smooth things over, but the sound of the heavy oak doors opening cuts her off. Nadine looks up quickly.
Barty walks in. His stride is casual, almost too casual, as if he rehearsed this entrance. His hair is slightly disheveled, his shirt fresh but untucked beneath his robes. Father's brows rise in annoyance, lips parting in what seems like it will be a scolding—but Barty, quicker on his feet, speaks first.
"Sorry I'm late." he says with ease, sliding into his chair as if nothing was wrong. "I was at St. Oswald's Library. They've opened more collections, and I was permitted to consult a set of field reports on the classification of Eastern European chimaeras."
The excuse is delivered smoothly enough that even Father can't quite pierce it. He mutters something under his breath, but allows it.
They eat. Nadine chews slowly, watching the silent exchanges across the table. She waits, patience stretched thin, until she thinks she finds a good moment.
"Father?" she asks softly.
He looks at her sharply, and she straightens, folding her hands. "May I go visit Grandmother after our birthday? I'd like to see her. It's been months."
Father's lips curl faintly into a thin, sarcastic smile. "Of course, since you behaved very well when it mattered the most." His voice drips with disapproval, a blade beneath velvet.
Nadine tries to breathe evenly, fighting the heat in her chest. She forces a smile, gentling her tone. "I only want to see her. And... I want to visit Louis. Please."
He studies her for a long moment, gaze unreadable. It isn't dismissal—not yet. He watches her like a chess piece he is considering moving, as if this request fits into something larger in his mind. Finally, he exhales and nods, just once. "Very well."
Relief washes over Nadine, though suspicion lingers in her chest. Whatever his permission means, it isn't without strings.
The rest of the meal passes in measured quiet. When they finish, Barty excuses himself and heads upstairs, his hands shoved into his pockets. Nadine watches him go, debating, and then follows.
She finds herself at his door, raising her hand hesitantly. Just as she is about to knock, it swings open. Barty stands there, his eyes narrowing immediately as he takes her in.
She drops her gaze, fiddling with the edge of her sleeve. "Look... I don't want us to be mad at each other, you git. I miss you. And I'm sorry for being awful too. I shouldn't have pushed you away, but—you need to understand me."
She rambles until finally she lifts her head again.
Barty is grinning, leaning against the doorframe with infuriating amusement. "No, go on. Don't stop."
Her face twists into a frown. "You could at least apologize too, you prat."
"Mm. No." he replies simply, grin widening.
She scowls, stepping closer, and without another word she shoves at his shoulder. He pushes back. She gasps, pinches his arm hard, and he yelps before catching her wrist.
They roll across the carpet, limbs tangled as they wrestle like when they were children, pinching, shoving, and muttering insults between bursts of laughter. Barty finally pins her wrist to the floor, hair falling into his eyes, and through his grin he mutters, a little breathless, "Alright, alright—sorry too, you menace." Nadine smirks, triumphant, and before she can retaliate further the door creaks open.
Mother stands in the doorway, her hand flying to her chest as she gasps. "Honestly! What on earth are you two doing?" she exclaims, her voice sharp yet disbelieving.
Nadine and Barty exchange a look before bursting into laughter, scrambling to their feet with flushed cheeks. "Nothing, Mum." Barty says smoothly, brushing off his shirt as if he hadn't just been tackled to the floor.
"Just... sorting out a disagreement." Nadine adds with a playful grin.
Mother shakes her head, muttering something about grown children as she sweeps out again, clearly deciding it isn't worth the energy.
Still grinning, Nadine turns to Barty, brushing dust from her sleeve. "So," she says lightly, "you're going to see Cassie's play, right?"
Barty raises a brow at her, a smirk tugging at his lips. "Of course. Wouldn't miss it."
"Good." Nadine nods in approval, smoothing her hair back as if nothing happened. She flashes him a small smile before slipping past him, her steps light as she heads down the hall to her room, leaving Barty leaning on the doorframe, shaking his head in amusement.
Seraphina sits at her desk, quill scratching steadily across parchment, her head bent in concentration as she pens a careful letter to Charles. The window creaks open with a faint flutter of wings, and Nadine's familiar owl swoops gracefully into the room, scattering a few loose notes in its wake. It lands neatly on the edge of the desk, extending its leg with a sharp little hoot. Two envelopes, tied together with neat ribbon, dangle from the bird's claws.
Before Seraphina can reach for them, Severus looks up from where he sits slouched in the worn armchair by the fire, a book resting closed on his knee. With a flick of his long fingers, he relieves the owl of its burden, and the bird departs as swiftly as it came, vanishing into the dusk beyond the window. Severus studies the envelopes for only the briefest moment before letting them fall onto Seraphina's desk with a faint thud.
"One's for you." she says lightly, watching him as she unties the ribbon.
He doesn't move, doesn't even extend a hand. Instead, he sinks back further into the chair, arms folding over his chest, expression carved into a mask of indifference. His eyes narrow slightly as though even the idea of touching the envelope irritates him.
Seraphina breaks the wax seal on hers, unfolding the parchment. Her lips curve faintly, her voice lifting as she reads. "It's from Nadine. She invites me to her and Barty's birthday celebration." She glances at the second envelope, still resting untouched on the edge of the desk, then back to her brother. "She probably invites you as well."
Silence. The only sound is the faint hum of their mother moving about in the kitchen below, cupboards closing, the clatter of dishes as supper is prepared. The quiet stretches on until Seraphina exhales softly through her nose and sets her own letter aside.
"Sev," she says more gently, tilting her head to study him, "you should go. At least for a little while. Bring her a gift, say happy birthday—"
"I have no reason to." he cuts her off, his voice low and flat. He doesn't look at her, gaze fixed instead on the fire burning slow and steady in the grate.
Seraphina rolls her eyes, leaning her chin into her hand. "You have every reason to. She went out of her way to write to you. And she got you a gift for your own birthday. Not to mention the suit."
Severus's mouth twists, the faintest flicker of something passing across his face before he smothers it. He shifts in his chair, his long legs stretched out before him, the book still untouched on his lap.
"You could at least pretend you care." Seraphina presses, her voice softening despite herself. "She'll notice if you don't show. And you know she'll think the worst."
His jaw tightens. "I don't care what she thinks."
"Well, I think you do. Just a tiniest bit." she counters calmly, a small, knowing smile tugging at her lips.
He shoots her a look, eyes flashing, but she doesn't flinch. They hold each other's gaze for a long moment, the firelight flickering across Severus's pale, angular features.
Finally, Seraphina leans back, letting out a soft sigh, her tone dropping to something almost conspiratorial. "Just... go. Even for a moment. Think about it. You don't have to stay long. Give her a book, or a potion. Something. She'll appreciate it more than you realize."
Severus doesn't respond. He sits utterly still, expression unreadable, though his fingers twitch once against the leather cover of his book, he remains silent.
Seraphina studies him for a moment longer, then turns back to her letter, pretending to let the matter drop.
She bends over her parchment again, her quill scratching softly, while Severus sits with his arms crossed in the armchair by the fireplace. Without looking at him, she says in a half-absent tone, "You know what Nadine said about you?"
His eyes flick toward her briefly, wary, suspicious. "What?" he mutters, voice low and edged, as if already prepared to scoff at whatever comes next.
"She said," Seraphina lifts her chin slightly, a little smile curling on her lips as she dips the quill again, "that you can be wonderful."
There is a pause. Severus blinks once, and then exhales through his nose. He looks back at the fire instead of her. "People say a lot of things." he replies flatly, though the stiffness in his posture betrays that the words unsettled him more than he wants her to know. His fingers drum faintly on the armrest.
Seraphina, amused, doesn't push further. She just smiles to herself and keeps writing.
The quiet is broken by the sudden rush of wings as another owl swoops in through the open window, feathers scattering in the air. Severus lifts his head slightly but doesn't move, and the bird lands neatly on the desk, dropping a single envelope. Seraphina wipes her fingers, breaks the seal, and quickly scans the letter.
"It's from Bill." she announces, her voice softening. Severus hums faintly, noncommittal.
She reads aloud:
Dear Seraphina,
I hope this letter finds you well. I received an invitation from Nadine to her birthday celebration, and I'm truly honored. Unfortunately, I won't be able to attend but I'll make up to her, of course.
Still, there's something I thought you might like to know. Charlie's home for a while, and he hasn't stopped going on about his dragons. I talked with my parents and think it would be brilliant if you, Nadine, and Cassiopeia came to visit us at the Burrow sometime. I'm sure he'd be thrilled to take you to see them properly.
Do let me know if you'd like to arrange it. I think you'd enjoy it very much.
Take care of yourself,
Bill Weasley
Seraphina's eyes brighten. "Dragons, Severus." she says under her breath, almost dreamy, already picturing it. "Charlie would take me to see them..."
She folds the letter against her chest with a little sigh, then quickly finishes the one she had been working on for Charles, signing her name neatly. Taking another sheet, she dips her quill again, this time replying to Bill. She writes warmly, thanking him for the kind invitation and promising that she would be delighted to visit and see the dragons when they can. She sets her quill down with a soft smile, rolling the parchment carefully for the owl.
The bird hoots once, takes the reply, and swoops back into the night.
The theatre is grand, old and elegant, carved stone softened by rich velvet banners in deep green and gold. The chandeliers above sparkle with charmed candles, flames never dripping wax, casting a warm golden glow across the assembled crowd. Rows of red velvet seats rise in layers, filled with witches and wizards in their finest robes, the air thick with perfume and hushed excitement. Enchanted instruments in the orchestra pit tune themselves, a hum of strings and a soft thrumming of piano echoing lightly as people murmur in anticipation.
Nadine and Barty slip quietly into the back row, choosing seats where they won't be disturbed. Nadine smooths her skirt, eyes darting across the audience, searching faces, while Barty leans lazily against his seat, arms crossed but a small glimmer of interest in his eyes. The play is nearly halfway through when finally Cassiopeia appears on the stage, and a hush rolls over the theatre.
Cassiopeia is like a vision, stepping into the light. She wears a pale, pearl-white ballet dress, gossamer-thin layers of tulle catching the light of the stage, and the beautiful shoes from Barty. Her hair is pulled back into a sleek bun crowned with tiny silver charms that glitter faintly with each movement. The music swells—soft strings, an elegant piano—and she begins to dance. Her arms stretch like wings, delicate and graceful, her feet barely seeming to touch the polished enchanted stage. Every turn, every leap is precise, controlled, but filled with a quiet passion that enchants the audience. The music rises, flowing around her, and Nadine watches in awe, her mouth parting slightly at how beautiful it all is.
She glances across the rows and notices Seraphina seated closer to the front, her posture elegant but her eyes wide with fascination. Far from her, Nadine sees the imposing figures of Walburga and Orion, seated regally with Regulus beside them, along with other Black relatives, their dark robes making them look like a shadowed wave among the colorful audience. Regulus is still, watching the stage intently.
The music reaches its final note, Cassiopeia spinning into a perfect, poised finish. Silence hangs for a breath, then the theatre erupts in applause. Everyone rises to their feet, clapping, cheering, a few even whistling. Nadine claps enthusiastically, her face glowing with pride, and Barty smiles faintly, though his clapping is brisk. Cassiopeia bows deeply, graceful even in that, before slipping behind the curtain.
Nadine grabs Barty's sleeve and pulls him toward the back entrance, where Seraphina also hurries, her steps quick, determined to reach Cassiopeia before the Black family closes in. They manage it—Cassiopeia emerges, cheeks flushed from exertion, eyes glittering with excitement. Barty wastes no time; he leans down, pressing a quick kiss to her cheek and murmurs a compliment, "You were incredible, Cass." She smiles brightly, glowing from the praise.
Nadine and Seraphina both rush in, hugging her tightly, showering her with words of admiration.
"You were perfect!" Nadine says breathlessly.
"You were beautiful." Seraphina adds sincerely, her voice softer but just as warm.
Cassiopeia laughs lightly, brushing her damp forehead, "Thank you both so much for coming—it means everything."
They linger for a few moments, exchanging updates. Nadine, eager, leans closer and asks, "So when are you planning to go to France?"
Cassiopeia tilts her head, surprised. "I don't know... why?"
"Because," Nadine grins, "I will go after my birthday. I want you to be there. And Seraphina, you too. Come with Louis and me."
Seraphina opens her mouth, words already forming, when a voice cuts in sharply—"Cassiopeia."
Regulus stands a few steps away, tall and composed, his eyes fixed on his sister. Behind him, Walburga and Orion are waiting, their presence heavy, commanding. The cousins all glance at him; Barty is the first to speak, greeting him with a casual, "Regulus."
Regulus doesn't reply to Barty. He only says firmly, "Come."
Cassiopeia hesitates, then sighs softly, turning back to the girls and Barty. "I'm sorry... I have to go." Her gaze lingers a moment longer on Seraphina. "We'll talk later."
She slips away, moving toward her family. Regulus, before turning to follow, locks eyes with Seraphina. For a moment his gaze is unreadable, steady, almost questioning, and then he looks away, back to his parents, his shoulders stiff as he falls into place beside them.
When he returns to his bedroom, he yanks off his tie and flings it carelessly over the back of his chair.
Walburga's prying questions still echo faintly in his mind, but both he and Cassiopeia had held firm—neither betrayed the secret of Sirius's gift. Cassiopeia insists their brotherhood can be mended; Regulus and Sirius, however, believe the fracture is beyond repair.
Crossing the room, he reaches for his violin, fingers brushing through the stack of worn compositions. His hand settles on the most battered of them. The pages are creased, ink-scribbled, corners torn from overuse, but familiar beneath his touch. He raises the instrument, lets the bow fall into rhythm, and loses himself.
Two hours pass in a blur of sharp notes and relentless repetition until, at last, he lowers the violin and sets it carefully against the wall. He turns, exhaling, and surveys the disarray around him—his room far messier than usual. With a flick of his wand, objects lift and swirl, shelves straighten, clothes fold themselves into drawers, and order reasserts itself.
But as his pillow shifts back into place, something small tumbles into view—a velvet box, deep purple, unmistakable. Regulus freezes, recognition striking instantly. Seraphina's birthday gift.
Curiosity pricks at him.
His hand hovers before he touches it, then slowly he lets his fingers graze the box. The fabric is smooth, but the weight behind it presses into memory. Unbidden, his mind flickers back to that night—Evan's laughter, rough and insistent, dragging him up the stairs. The hazy stumble of drink, the blur of voices below. And then... Seraphina, lingering at the doorway. A flash of her eyes on him, steady even in the dimness. The rest is fragmented, indistinct. But what he remembers—her presence, her touch—remains intact.
Regulus exhales, dismissing the thought before it can take root. With a decisive motion, he flips open the box.
Inside rests a Snitch—but not gold. Its body is marble-black, veined faintly like stone, silver wings gleaming in place of the usual brass. Curiosity stirs low in his chest as he lifts it. It is heavier than the one he is used to. A folded slip of parchment rests within.
Open it, the note commands, in Seraphina's handwriting.
Regulus narrows his eyes, whispering the incantation meant for locked or sealed objects. The Snitch stirs, its wings twitching once before it splits open, unfurling with a delicate snap. From within, a photograph spills into his palm, rolling open like a living scroll.
It moves. An enchanted capture of their team, framed in eternal motion. On the far left, Regulus himself, composed. Beside him, Seraphina, posture proud, a glint in her smile. Evan, leaning in close, his arm draped lazily over her and Avery's shoulders. Next, Avery's faint smirk, Steve's restless shift, Lucinda adjusting her gloves, and Emma laughing at something just outside the frame.
All of them there. Whole.
He turns the photo over carefully, as though it might bruise beneath his fingers. On the back, in bold, swooping script, someone has scrawled:
"The winners of the Quidditch and House Cup—Slytherin."
Tucked behind the photograph, almost hidden, lies a folded slip of parchment—smaller than a proper letter, more a note. He eases it free, recognizing the hand instantly.
"Happy Birthday to our Quidditch Captain, and friend."
The words are simple, but they catch him just enough.
The note is laced with her perfume. He lets the note rest between his fingers, gaze flickering once back to the moving photograph where Seraphina's image smiles faintly, shoulder brushing Evan's. He absentmindedly grazes over where she is, before lowering the photo down. For a moment, the room is too quiet, his thoughts pushing at him from corners he would rather not name.
With a breath, Regulus folds the note again, tucks it back into its place, and sets the photo gently on his desk—face up, where the team never stops moving.
The Snitch shifts in his hand—the silver wings flick once, and a delicate black chain spills out, glinting faintly in the low light. Small crystals are strung along it, evenly spaced, catching fragments of the room's glow with every shift.
Regulus lifts it carefully, the cool weight settling into his palm. It is simple, unadorned, yet deliberate—something meant not to wear, but to keep. After a long pause, he rises and drapes it across the narrow frame above his desk, where the light strikes it just enough for the crystals to shimmer faintly in the dark.
Once the chain settles into place, Regulus lingers, watching the crystals shift in the faint light. He straightens, jaw tightening. It was inappropriate. It should never have happened. She shouldn't have lingered, and he should never have let her help him. Filthy, nature-defiling, he tells himself. She has no place here—she never will. An echo of his mother's voice lingering in his head.
He will sort this disgrace out. Distance, composure, silence if needed. Whatever wrong, inaccurate feeling, according to him, had pressed itself into his chest that night must be crushed, suffocated before... He forces his thoughts away, as if the act alone could erase what lingered.
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The mansion is alive from the moment the sun begins to dip, the air carrying the mingled scents of freshly baked pastries, polished wood, and the faint spice of incense from Nadine's section of the house. It is almost comical how clearly the home is divided—half glowing in warm golden-pink tones with soft lighting, red accents woven in delicate ribbons, flower arrangements in glass vases, and fluffy throws tossed over chairs. Nadine's touch is everywhere: the smell of lavender, the gleam of polished surfaces, the inviting spread of snacks, and a small music box hums a cheerful tune from the corner. Even the light seems softer here, filtered through pastel curtains.
The other half is unmistakably Barty's domain—blues deepened almost to black, heavy furniture, skulls carefully displayed in shadowed alcoves, and an assortment of dark books about monsters whose spines gleam under the dim, amber light. A massive cabinet holds preserved claws and teeth, each labelled neatly. The air is cooler here, faintly smelling of aged paper and leather. The merge of their two worlds in the living room is striking—like night and day met halfway and agreed to coexist.
Nadine flits about in the main living room, adjusting the positioning of a flower vase for the fourth time, plumping pillows, making sure no ribbon is crooked. She is glowing in her birthday outfit—a fitted satin camisole in champagne pink, tucked into a white mini skirt with delicate embroidery along the hem. Her hair falls in soft, shiny waves down her back, and the slim gold chain from Louis rests against her collarbone every day. Her nails are painted a pale pink to match her lipstick.
Winky hurries by with a tray of miniature tarts, muttering under her breath about keeping the cream fresh, while Brownie has claimed the couch as her throne, tail flicking lazily.
From the darker side of the house, Ares and Hades pad after Barty, nails clicking lightly against the floor. Their eyes track his every move as he checks the bottles lined up on the bar cart, making sure everything is set before the guests arrive. He is in his version of casual: a black button-up left half open to reveal a silver chain against light skin, paired with dark grey tailored trousers that skim his hips just right. His hair is slightly messy, and there is that deliberate lazy smirk.
The doorbell rings.
Ares barks, Hades joining in with a deep, rumbling growl of excitement—not warning, but eager recognition. Barty glances at Nadine, who smooths her skirt and heads toward the door, but he beats her to it. When it swings open, Evan is the picture of effortless cool—a cream linen shirt with the top two buttons undone, showing just enough of his chest, paired with tailored sand-colored trousers and loafers without socks. His hair is styled back neatly, and he wears a thin gold bracelet that catches the light.
Pandora is a dream in soft lavender—a floaty midi sundress with puffed sleeves and a cinched waist, tiny embroidered daisies scattered across the fabric. Her hair is in a loose braid over one shoulder, and she wears pearl drop earrings that sway gently when she moves.
Both hold gifts—Evan's is in dark paper with a silver ribbon, Pandora's wrapped in a soft blush-pink cloth tied with string.
"Happy birthday, you degenerates." Evan says with a smirk, stepping inside. Pandora beams warmly, adding a softer, "Happy birthday, darlings."
The Dobermans sniff at their shoes, tails wagging, before Ares nudges Evan insistently in the leg. Evan gives him a scratch between the ears, earning a satisfied chuff. Pandora kneels to greet them both, letting Hades sniff her braid before giving him a gentle pat.
Barty and Nadine accept their gifts, exchanging hugs—Evan's brief and almost back-slapping, Pandora's long and sweet, smelling faintly of vanilla and honey. The Rosiers settle in, Pandora immediately drifting to examine Nadine's flower arrangements, Evan leaning back into the darker corner of Barty's half of the room.
The bell rings again.
Regulus steps in first, wearing a light grey button-up tucked into black trousers, crisp and perfectly pressed even in the heat. His sleeves are rolled slightly, a silver watch gleaming on his wrist. His hair is neat but with a single stray curl hanging forward.
Cassiopeia follows in a strappy black satin slip dress that hits mid-thigh, delicate gold anklet glinting above flat black sandals. Her hair is glossy, parted down the middle, falling straight over her shoulders. She wears minimal makeup except for a slick of red lipstick that makes her look like trouble and art all at once. She carries a tall, narrow box wrapped in black silk—Regulus holds his own package, neatly wrapped in dark blue with crisp folds.
"Happy birthday, Nadine, Bartemius." Cassiopeia says smoothly, leaning in to hug Nadine before turning to Barty. Without hesitation, she presses a quick kiss to his lips. Regulus stops mid-step, blinking once, twice, before raising an eyebrow. He turns around, grumbling "...your skull becomes one of your own décor pieces."
Barty smirks, unbothered. Cassiopeia swats Regulus's arm, muttering something about him being dramatic, before they both move further inside.
Brownie leaps straight into Cassiopeia's lap the moment she sits, curling there like a furred princess. She scratches under her chin, murmuring, "There's my little shadow." before turning back to talk with the others.
The bell chimes again.
This time Nadine answers, the golden light from her half of the house spilling over the threshold. Seraphina stands there, gorgeous in a fitted midnight-blue dress that shimmers when she moves, hair tied up with a silk scarf, a small package in one hand. Nadine's eyes flick briefly past her—just a quick, involuntary glance.
She says nothing about it, but Seraphina catches the flicker of the look, a hint of tension in the air.
"Happy birthday, Crouchling." Seraphina says gently, offering the gift and a small smile, her tone warm enough to distract. She steps inside without pressing, already shifting the conversation toward the night ahead, making it clear she intends for Nadine to enjoy the night without overthinking.
The scene settles into that comfortable buzz before the next knock comes. She smooths her hair quickly before pulling the door open—and her face lights up instantly.
"Louis!" she exclaims, grinning wide as she throws her arms around him. The hug is tight, genuine, and she sways a little with him in the doorway, the excitement in her voice clear.
Louis looks effortlessly like he has stepped out of a Parisian afternoon. His white linen shirt is loose, sleeves rolled up to the elbows, half-tucked into light beige tailored shorts that hit just above the knee. A thin brown leather belt matches his polished loafers, and his sunglasses are still hooked at the open collar of his shirt, the faint scent of bergamot and cedar following him inside.
"Joyeux anniversaire." he says warmly, stepping in—but before he goes further, his eyes gleam with mischief. "Is your boyfriend here?"
Nadine blinks, thrown off. "My... boyfriend?"
"The Potions bat." he says smoothly, voice lilting in the teasing way.
Her cheeks flush hot and she slaps his arm, hard enough to make him grunt. "Not my boyfriend! And no, he's not here."
Louis sighs dramatically, hand over his heart. "Pity... I had hoped to talk with the man and tell him about your letters." His tone drips with amusement, but he steps fully inside, glancing around the house with easy charm.
The living room is alive with voices now, and Nadine notices a larger group of people—friends Barty has invited, mostly Ravenclaws, the ones he tends to keep closer in this part of the world. She instantly shifts into host mode, guiding them in with warm smiles, introducing them to others.
Louis takes his time greeting everyone, offering a quick hug to Cassiopeia. "Ma chère." he murmurs, his cheek brushing hers in the French greeting. Cassiopeia smiles politely, her eyes flicking to Regulus, who just raises a brow and says nothing. Louis only nods to Regulus, a slight, respectful gesture—nothing too warm, nothing too cold.
Cassiopeia tilts her head at him, slyness creeping into her voice. "Where's Charles?" Her glance flicks toward Seraphina, and it is obvious she is fishing.
Louis's smile is faintly apologetic. "Couldn't come, unfortunately. But he sends his greetings." Then, almost as if on cue, he reaches into his inner pocket and produces a slim envelope. He hands it to Seraphina. "Hello, Seraphina. For you. From him."
Seraphina takes it wordlessly, sliding it into her bag without opening it, her expression unreadable. Regulus's gaze involuntarily flickers to it before he takes a sip of pumpkin juice.
By now, the room is lively—overlapping conversations, bursts of laughter, and a constant shifting of people between the food table and the couches. Barty strolls to the sideboard where an old record player sits, flips through his collection, and sets the needle down. Heavy, dark, yet strangely upbeat music floods the room, all edge and energy.
Someone cheers at the volume going up. Evan starts tapping a rhythm on his leg, Pandora hums along without even knowing the song, and within seconds, the party feels less like a polite gathering and more like an actual celebration.
Nadine moves among them, a little glow of satisfaction on her face, making sure everyone has a drink or a plate, the scents of her side of the house blending with the faint cologne and laughter filling the space.
The girls have claimed a corner of the sofa, snacks piled between them. Nadine sits comfortably between Cassiopeia and Seraphina, balancing a plate on her knees. She slides a bowl of crisps closer to Cassiopeia, pushes a plate of biscuits toward Seraphina, and takes a long sip of chilled orange juice before exhaling with a faint sigh.
Seraphina tilts her head, watching her. "Where's Lupin? I thought he'd be here."
Nadine smiles faintly. "He couldn't come either. But I'll take him and Bill out for lunch. We'll make a thing of it."
Cassiopeia narrows her eyes playfully. "Something wrong?"
"Nothing." Nadine says, shaking her head. "I'm leaving tomorrow. Have you decided to come along?"
Seraphina smirks, leaning in a little. "I might."
Nadine gasps in excitement. "Hell yeah. You must! It will be brilliant. And don't worry about anything. Your only job is to bring all of your clothes. What about you?" She turns to Cassiopeia.
Cassiopeia sighs, reaching for a crisp. "I still have to ask Mother. But I'm sure she will allow."
Nadine nods and grins, stuffing her mouth with biscuits.
From the kitchen, Winky darts back and forth like a small whirlwind, carrying trays of drinks, refilling bowls, straightening plates. The smell of warm pastries drifts in her wake.
Barty's voice cuts through the music. "Nads! Door!"
She turns toward him, puzzled. "Again?"
"Yes! Again!" he calls, already pouring himself another drink.
She sets down her glass and pushes herself up, padding to the front door. When she pulls it open, she blinks—Caelum stands there, framed by the glow from the porch light, holding a neat bouquet of pale flowers and a small, perfectly wrapped gift. His dark trousers are crisp, his shirt a light, soft blue with the sleeves rolled to his elbows, collar open just enough to make him look relaxed without losing polish.
Her face lights up in surprise. "Caelum!" She takes the bouquet automatically, the scent of fresh blooms rising instantly. "I didn't think you'd come."
His mouth quirks in something like a smile, though it is shy at the edges. "Happy birthday."
"Thank you." She steps aside and gestures toward the inside. "Come in, please."
He hesitates—just a flicker—before stepping over the threshold. Nadine closes the door behind him, still touched he made the effort. She tucks the flowers under one arm, the gift still in hand, and leads him into the living room.
"Everyone, Caelum." she announces lightly.
Barty glances over, eyebrows up for just a second before he goes back to laughing at something one of his friends said. Cassiopeia greets Caelum with a polite smile, Seraphina lifts a hand in casual acknowledgment, and the others shuffle a little to make space.
Caelum gives a nod to the group, then settles into a seat near the end of the sofa. The bouquet and gift rest on the coffee table in front of Nadine as she rejoins her spot between her friends, the air around them warmer, louder, more alive than before.
Barty turns the music up a notch—something with a sharper, more restless rhythm, the kind of song that makes you want to talk faster and laugh louder. A pulse of heat and sound now, the music rattling faint picture frames on the walls. The lights are low, warm, and flickering over the chaos—shoes abandoned by the couch, half-empty glasses on the side tables, laughter rising in bursts.
Nadine and Barty are by the record player, both leaning in, talking over the music.
"This one next." Barty insists, holding up a record with a grin that says he knows it will annoy her.
"That is not music, that's you pretending you're in some moody tavern." Nadine fires back, swatting at his hands. "We're playing this."
"Absolutely not." he says, smirking.
They bicker like this for a solid minute until Winky appears at their knees, arms crossed, refusing to bring more alcohol. "Master Barty, Miss Nadine—no more. Everyone is loud and makes mess." She stomps back to the kitchen, muttering grumpily.
In the middle of the room, Brownie skitters across the rug, tail puffed like a bottlebrush as Ares and Hades chase her in playful zigzags. Their claws click on the floorboards, their ears flicking forward in excitement every time Brownie whirls and darts under the coffee table.
Evan holds court near the fireplace, leaning casually against the mantel, drawing a circle of girls closer with each sentence, his smile smooth, his voice low enough to make them lean in. Pandora is perched on the arm of a chair across the room, laughing with one of her friends, her braid swaying with each nod.
Seraphina has slipped away entirely, a faint sound of clinking glasses giving her away in the kitchen.
Barty and Cassiopeia vanish up the stairs—probably into his room—and Nadine rolls her eyes, "Of course they did." She takes the chance to sink onto the couch beside Caelum, bouquet still in the vase on the table.
He sits straighter when she joins him, offering a faint smile. "Thanks for the invitation." he says, his tone still shaded with awkwardness.
She shakes her head lightly. "Thanks for coming. I don't want you to be mad at me."
He blinks, the corner of his mouth tugging up. "Never. I'm just glad you now know how I feel."
Her chest tightens with something bittersweet. She sighs softly. "I do. And I wish—" she stops herself, offering instead, "You deserve more, Caelum. The best. Thank you... for seeing me as good."
His smile warms a little, but there is a quiet understanding between them—neither letting it ruin the moment.
They keep talking, the tension loosening as the minutes pass, their conversation drifting into easier topics—jokes about Barty's music taste, memories from classes, teasing each other over Quidditch. Occasionally Nadine tugs him up to dance, pulling him into the throng of bodies moving in time with the beat.
Hours slip by this way, the party spinning faster—sweat on foreheads, drinks abandoned in odd corners, the occasional shout of delight when someone's favorite song comes on. Outside, night has settled fully, and the windows show only blackness and the faint reflection of everyone inside, flushed and laughing.
Severus stands at the edge of the driveway, music throbbing faintly through the stone walls, muffled by distance but still heavy enough to pulse in his chest. He adjusts the collar of the suit—the very one Nadine had given him. It had taken a lot of Seraphina's persistence to convince him to wear it and come just for a moment. Nothing more.
In his hand is a modest gift bag, plain but neat, its handles cutting faintly into his fingers from the weight inside. He had chosen carefully—something practical. Inside is a handcrafted leather satchel in deep crimson, just the right size for carrying her textbooks and potion vials. It isn't extravagant; his means don't stretch that far. But it is useful, and it is hers.
He approaches the door, the faint scents of grilled food and sugar already seeping into the night air. With a measured breath, he rings the bell.
Footsteps approach from inside, quick and light, and the door swings open to reveal... Louis. They both stop for a moment, sizing each other up. Severus's gaze flicks briefly past him, catching a glimpse of warm lights, shifting bodies, and Nadine laughing somewhere deeper in the house.
Without a word, he extends the bag.
Louis glances at it, one eyebrow lifting. "Well, hello to you too. It's not my birthday." he says casually, not moving to take it. Instead, he steps back, and cups his hands around his mouth. "Nadine!"
From inside, she turns at the sound, the music swallowing the first half-second of her reaction. Her skin glistens faintly with sweat, hair slightly loosened from its earlier style. Her skirt is pushed up just enough from movement to show a little more thigh than intended. She weaves through the crowd toward the door, still catching her breath.
Her eyes go wide when she sees him standing there in that suit—her gift, her choice, her doing.
Louis smirks like he knows exactly what he is doing and, without ceremony, takes her by the arm and all but nudges—no, shoves—her toward Severus before shutting the door behind her.
The warm breeze slides over her bare skin, carrying faint hints of garden blooms and barbecue smoke. Her stomach tightens in a way that has nothing to do with food. The suit frames him perfectly—broad shoulders, sharp lines, the black fabric deep against the pale of his skin. She swallows hard, almost audibly, and fights to keep her expression light.
They are close. Too close for her pulse to stay calm.
He holds the bag out silently, his eyes flicking over her face just once before settling somewhere past her shoulder.
She takes it, curious, and peeks inside. The moment her gaze lands on the satchel, her lips part in a soundless gasp. She lifts it out slowly, running her hands over the smooth leather, the rich crimson catching in the porch light. Her throat works as she blinks rapidly, tears glossing her eyes—not from sadness, but from something deeper. She needed this.
Severus watches her reaction carefully. The way her fingertips linger over the stitching, the small tremor in her breath—it pulls at something in him. He tells himself it is satisfaction at choosing well, at being right.
She looks up at him through those damp lashes, and for a fraction of a second, the din of the party behind her might as well not exist.
Her fingers tighten slightly around the strap, the weight of the gift grounding her in the moment. Emotion swells in her chest until it feels like it might spill over. Almost without thinking, she shifts toward him, the beginnings of a hug in her body language—but she stops herself mid-step.
Instead, she tilts her head back to meet his gaze fully. Her voice comes out soft but steady.
"Thank you." she says. Not flippant, not polite for politeness' sake—genuine. Warm.
He glances away quickly, clearing his throat as if to shake it off, and gives a small nod.
Then, as he starts to turn toward the steps, her voice catches him. "Please stay."
He freezes, mid-step, but doesn't look back.
"I mean—" she continues quickly, "I know you don't like crowds, but... let me pack you food. We have a lot. I don't want you to leave without something. And you came all the way here for me. Well—not really, but—" She laughs at herself, flustered. "It's silly, but I'd feel bad if you didn't even—"
She stops before she is rambling entirely, standing there in the doorway with the party noise spilling around her, holding his gift in one hand and the doorknob in the other.
Severus doesn't answer right away. He can feel the warm air brushing his back, smell a mix of summer night and the faint sweetness of whatever cake they have baked.
His instinct is to refuse—he doesn't belong in there, not among her friends, her brightness. Crowds mean questions, eyes on him, and too much noise. He could leave now, slip away into the dark where it is quiet.
But she is waiting. And not in the way people wait to be polite—she is waiting like she means it. There is no pity in her face, no condescension, only warm, open expression.
The thought occurs—unbidden, unwelcome—that she actually wants him there. That maybe she means what she says. And it is absurd how that thought alone makes the air feel slightly heavier around him.
He shifts slightly, hands loose at his sides, while her smile stays fixed on him.
Seraphina leans one hip against the marble kitchen island, the sounds muffled by the closed door. Her glass of wine rests at her side, the condensation dampening her fingers. She just needed a minute away from the noise, the heat, the constant chatter—long enough to breathe.
And, if she was being honest with herself, for the excuse to open the folded envelope, its expensive parchment still faintly smelling of cologne. She breaks the seal with her thumb, smoothing the creases before reading.
My dear Seraphina,
Forgive me for not being there tonight. I can already picture you, beautiful beyond words, the center of every room you enter. I'd wager my entire vault you're stunning enough to make the moon jealous...
She can't help the faint tug at her lips. His words are soft, familiar, comforting in their own way.
I will make it up to you. Save me a dance.
Always,
Charles
She exhales, a slow, private smile curving her mouth as her thumb lingers over the signature. But then—
A shift. A weight. A faint warm presence against her back.
Chapter Text
The fine hairs at the nape of her neck stand on end before she even turns. She pivots, and there he is—Regulus. His expression is unreadable, the kind of blank that isn't neutral at all but rather constructed. Every line of his face is still, his eyes fixed on her with something sharp in the depths.
Her spine straightens. "What?" she snaps, already tucking the letter behind her back.
He steps closer, not quickly, but with that deliberate, smooth pace of his, like he is deciding how close he wants to get before she protests. "Didn't mean to interrupt." he says, voice low and edged. "Enjoying yourself?"
Her brows knit. "Excuse me?"
He tilts his head slightly, the faintest smirk tugging at one corner of his mouth, though it doesn't reach his eyes. "Charles. Sweet, charming Charles... 'stunning enough to make the moon jealous,' was it?" His tone on the last line is mocking, deliberate.
Her blood heats. "You read my letter?"
"Half-blood." he mutters—not loud, but deliberate. It isn't spat like an insult, not exactly, but like a fact that irritates him more than it should. "You'd think you'd have better sense than to parade it around."
Her eyes flash dangerously. "Parade it? It's a letter, Black. Not a wedding announcement." she hisses, stepping backwards just enough to meet him eye to eye. "Nor your bussiness."
He doesn't flinch, doesn't look away. "Familiar with good judgment? Or is that something they don't bother teaching half-bloods?" The words are sharp, his voice silk over steel.
Her jaw tenses. "Familiar with good manners or is that something mummy never taught you?"
His voice drops, lower, almost dangerous. "You will not be allowed to drag my family's name into the gutter—"
She laughs, but it is humorless. "Your family's name was in the gutter long before I showed up."
That flickers something in his eyes—irritation at her for still keeping Charles in her life, irritation at himself—but his mask is back in an instant. "You really have no idea what you're inviting, do you?"
"And you," she says, her voice shaking with restrained fury, "have no right to tell me who I can or can't write to. Nor try to stop it, snitching to your parents. Pathetic. I'll keep in contact with whoever the hell I please."
His gaze rakes over her, not in a way that is meant to flatter—more like he is measuring her, dissecting her. And yet her heart is thudding far too fast, her hands far too warm. She hates that he can pull this reaction from her without even raising his voice.
"I assume he has no knowledge about you whatsoever." he says finally, quietly. "Just a pretty face and a few flattering words. That's all it takes with him, isn't it? And the exhilarating thought of tarnishing a century's worth of power within our bloodline."
Her pulse jumps—not because of his insult, but because of how close he is now. She can feel his breath, smell the faint hint of his cologne. It is maddening.
Her smile is thin and cutting. "Stay out of my business." She sets her glass of wine down hard enough to make it slosh. Without waiting for a reply, she sweeps past him, her perfume lingering in her wake.
He stays rooted to the spot for a long moment after she is gone, jaw tight, eyes following the doorway she disappeared through. His nostrils flare as he exhales through his nose. He picks up the abandoned glass, lifts it to his lips, and drains the rest of the wine in one long swallow before setting it down with a dull clink.
Then he leaves too.
Severus steps into the house, the sound of laughter, clinking glasses, and music washing over him from the main room. Nadine is there instantly, her hand brushing his arm lightly as she offers him with a small smile and guides him toward the kitchen. Her pace is brisk but not rushed, her tone casual, though she seems to be taking in the atmosphere of the party at a glance.
They pass the open doorway to the living room—people are sprawled on couches, leaning against doorframes, dancing in little clusters. The air smells of wine, perfume, and freshly baked bread. Evan is leaning lazily against the back of the couch, Seraphina perched beside him with an expression that is more irritated than entertained, one leg crossed over the other in elegance. Across the room, Regulus drops onto the sofa beside Pandora with his usual neutral detachment, though his posture is a little too stiff for someone so at ease.
Nadine catches enough in that moment to assume something has gone sour, though she doesn't linger to confirm it. Instead, she heads for the kitchen's wide counters, still covered with trays and bowls of fresh food: platters of fresh bread still steaming, golden roasted vegetables, meats glazed and fragrant, pastries dusted with sugar, salads tossed in glittering olive oil.
Nadine immediately sets to work with casual efficiency, grabbing a container and spooning generous portions into it. "You're not leaving here hungry." she says, her tone a little bossy, but her mouth quirking in amusement as she packs. She adds a piece of cake to the side—chocolate, glossy with ganache—without asking.
A sudden sharp click-click of nails on the floor makes her glance down. Ares and Hades have appeared out of nowhere, closing in on Severus like heat-seeking missiles.
They circle him, sniffing at his boots, his knees, their intelligent eyes lifting to his face with unnerving focus. He freezes, every muscle locked in the kind of stillness that isn't fear exactly, but the instinct of someone who has never quite trusted an animal's unpredictable nature.
Nadine grins over her shoulder. "Relax. They're just making sure you're not about to rob me."
One of the dogs gives a deep, chesty whuff and noses closer to his hip. Severus's lip twitches—whether in irritation or restrained amusement is unclear—as he mutters, "I'm wearing black. You'll have their hair on me for a week."
"Ares, Hades, down." Her voice is firm but fond. Instantly, both dogs sit in perfect synchronicity, like statues carved out of muscle and obedience, staring at him as if waiting for his next move.
"They like you." Nadine answers simply, popping a lid onto the container. "They don't like everyone."
"I find that difficult to believe." he replies, dry as dust.
Before she can respond, a couple stumbles into the kitchen, half-laughing, half-attached at the mouth. Nadine rolls her eyes, muttering something under her breath, and turns back to Severus. "Come with me."
Severus hesitates, frowning as if weighing whether to stay. His feet, however, betray him and follow after her with slow, reluctant steps. They stop near a door upstairs, and muffled sounds (snogging) spill from inside Barty's room.
Nadine sighs, crossing her arms. "Well, you can either stand here listening to that," she murmurs, tilting her head toward the door, "or go back and throw yourself into Phina and Regulus's latest drama."
Severus exhales through his nose, glaring at her, but when she gestures toward her own room, he mutters something under his breath and brushes past her. The noise from below dulls to a hum, like a distant tide. He glances back to see her gone and opens it.
Her scent hits him immediately—something warm, clean, and faintly floral, the kind of fragrance that clings not from perfume but from living in a space. The room is messy in a way that speaks of a life mid-motion: her bed is a heap of clothes she clearly abandoned in frustration while getting ready, shoes scattered at its base. Books are spread across the desk and spilling onto the floor, some open, some with scraps of parchment marking their place. Her broom lies tipped over against the wall. The curtains sway gently in the warm air, and through the wide window, the almost-full moon hangs low, casting pale light across the space.
He walks in slowly, taking it in, and sits on the edge of the bed. Something underneath shifts against his hand. Frowning, he reaches down—and pulls out a bra. Pink, lace-edged, soft.
For a heartbeat, he just stares at it, his fingers tightening slightly around the fabric. The door bursts open. Nadine steps in, balancing her satchel on one shoulder and a bag of food in her arms.
"I forgot—" she starts, then stops dead, her gaze locking onto the bra in his hand.
She moves instantly, setting the bag down and crossing the room in two quick strides. "Give me that." she says, snatching it away with more urgency than the situation probably requires. In her haste, she stumbles, catching herself with one hand against his shoulder—nearly falling into his lap—before tossing it toward the far corner like it is a cursed artifact.
Her face is flushed a deep, obvious red. "Sorry— I forgot I didn't clean it up." she mutters, already pulling her wand from her pocket. One flick, and the clothes vanish neatly into her closet room; another, and the scattered books slide back onto their shelves, the broom resting against the wall where it belongs. The air feels less chaotic now, but the flush across her cheeks lingers.
With a sigh, she drops onto the bed beside him, close but not touching, her smile warm but tinged with something softer. "Thank you again... for the present. You didn't have to." Her eyes linger just a little too long on his shoulders, ones she imagined caressing and kissing for shameful amount of times. She looks away to clear her mind from it, but his presence in her room doesn't help at all.
He stands, adjusting his jacket as if preparing to leave. She wants to say something—to ask him to stay, to talk, maybe even to dance or just sit with her for a while—but the thought feels too much, too forward. Instead, she rises as well, takes the bag, and falls into step beside him as they make their way downstairs.
Ares and Hades rush to meet them at the bottom, barking happily, darting ahead toward the front door. They run freely as the gate comes into view, the air outside cooler now, carrying the scent of grass and faint woodsmoke. Nadine matches his stride, wishing the walk will last just a little longer.
The gravel crunches faintly beneath their shoes; the air carries the faint tang of cut grass as Nadine glances sideways at Severus, her lips curving into a soft, tentative smile. Her voice comes light, airy, as though filling the silence he leaves.
"Thank you." she says warmly, tilting her head to him. "Truly. It means a lot that you came. You didn't have to, but I'll treasure it, I promise." Her words spill quickly, sincere but with the faint nervous energy of someone who doesn't quite know how much of herself to reveal.
Severus gives a small nod, his hands buried in his pockets, shoulders drawn in that familiar inward curve. He doesn't say much, but the faint tightening at the corner of his mouth betrays the fact that he hears her.
As they reach the gates, Nadine slows, eyes sweeping over the familiar landscape. The hedges are tall and immaculate, the stone wall casting long shadows across the road. She hesitates, biting her lip, before turning to him again.
"We don't have to stop here." she offers gently, her tone soft so it doesn't feel like pressure. "If you'd like, I could show you where I grew up... just a little bit further."
He studies her for a long moment, unreadable, then gives the faintest shrug—his way of granting permission without surrendering ground.
Encouraged, Nadine leads him down a narrow path lined with trees. The leaves whisper faintly overhead, and the air grows cooler, scented with moss and damp bark. She glances back at him once, making sure he is following, then points ahead where the trees part to reveal the gleam of a small lake, its surface catching the fading light like glass.
"I used to come here when I was little." she says, her voice threaded with nostalgia. "Whenever the house felt too heavy... too quiet. I'd sneak out, sit right over there on the bank, dip my toes in the water, and imagine I was somewhere else." She laughs softly, shaking her head at herself. "I suppose I still do that sometimes. Old habits."
Severus remains quiet, his gaze fixed on the lake. Nadine fills the silence again, "How's your summer been so far? You don't have to say it's fine if it isn't. I know you'd rather be doing anything than... well, than this." She smiles faintly, a touch self-mocking. "But I'd still like to know."
The lake lies still, a pane of silver beneath the last threads of moonlight. The water breathes with a quiet rhythm, small ripples kissing the shore, and the air hums faintly with insects settling into dusk. Nadine slows, her shoes crunching softer now on the dirt path, and Severus falls into step beside her. He doesn't hurry—but his long stride catches her shorter ones effortlessly, so he is half a step behind, shadow-like, untouchable yet present.
His eyes flick toward her for a moment, then away. His shoulders lift, then fall again, a sigh disguised in the smallest gesture. For a few beats, she thinks he might not answer at all. But then his voice—low, deliberate, threaded with that dry restraint he never seems to shed—finally unfurls in the cooling air.
"Summer is... tolerable." he says quietly, the syllables clipped, careful. "I read. I brew when I can. Most of the time, I try to avoid people." His tone is flat, factual, but behind it Nadine catches something else—an undertow of weariness, of solitude worn like armor.
He is partially lost in his thoughts even as he speaks. By no means should it matter to her what he does over the summer, but it does. He showed up, more as a favour, but he allows her the space. At least it isn't the worst, he thinks. On the contrary, it is more peaceful than anticipated.
Nadine listens intently, her eyes catching the dim light, her lips parted just slightly as though she wants to absorb every fragment of what he shares. She doesn't interrupt. She doesn't tell him what he "should" do or how he "should" feel.
When they reach a clearing by the lake, she gestures with a little flourish of her hand toward an old wooden bench, weathered and gray with age, its legs half-sunken into the earth. "Here," she says softly, easing herself down with an almost playful sigh, "this was my throne. From here, the whole world made sense." She pats the empty space beside her.
Severus hesitates, his gaze lingering on the seat, on her, on the water. The bench looks worn, unstable, but he finally lowers himself into the space next to her, careful, precise, contrasting with the colors of her outfit.
She leans back, folding her hands in her lap, and after a quiet beat, begins to talk—not about anything monumental, but about the pieces of her life that, somehow, she has chosen to share with him.
"At Beauxbatons," she says, smiling faintly, "they told me I should specialize in healing. I thought it would be just Quidditch and something easy but enough to satisfy Father, and I don't mean to brag, but... apparently I have hands for healing. My professors said so, anyway." She wiggles her fingers playfully, then laughs at herself. "I used to tease that I'd become everyone's nursemaid, always patching them up. And truthfully... I didn't mind."
Severus listens in silence, his eyes trained on the lake, though his thoughts coil tightly around every word. Healing. Strange, he thinks, for someone like her—bright, spirited—to willingly witness pain, death, horrors of the world.
Nadine pulls one leg up onto the bench, turning slightly to face him. "I turned nineteen." she continues, softer now, as though she isn't sure if that number makes her older or still impossibly young. "Strange, isn't it? Beauxbatons feels like a lifetime ago, and yet... I'm not entirely sure what I'm meant to be doing. Quidditch was everything once, but... I don't know if I'll play for my team anymore. I love it, of course, the rush, the game, but maybe... maybe I want something different. Something steadier. Healing feels right in a way I can't explain."
Her words linger in the air, carried on the faint rustle of leaves. She laughs quietly then, shaking her head. "Listen to me, going on and on. I sound ridiculous, don't I?"
Severus turns his head, at last meeting her gaze. His expression is unreadable, but his eyes—sharp, fathomless—hold steady on hers.
"You talk a lot," he starts, "but you don't sound ridiculous." and adds simply. The words are quiet but edged with conviction, a rare shard of honesty given freely.
For a moment, Nadine forgets to breathe. The weight of his gaze, the deliberate calm of his voice, lodges deep inside her. She smiles, less self-conscious, and whispers, "Thank you."
They sit in silence for few moments, and she uses the opportunity to admire him. "You're very quiet." she speaks again, lightly, brushing back a strand of her hair that falls into her face. "I'll take it as a compliment. Means I'm entertaining enough."
Severus huffs quietly, not quite a laugh, but close enough for her to notice.
She grins wider. "See, I knew you could smile. Or... smirk, at least. Don't strain yourself, it's dangerous."
That earns her a sharper glance, but there is the ghost of amusement in his eyes, a flicker that doesn't fade as quickly as usual.
Nadine rests her chin on her hand and tilts toward him. "Tell me more about yourself, then. You can't just sit there and let me talk endlessly. It's unfair."
His eyes narrow slightly, suspicious. "You seem to be managing well enough without my contribution."
"Oh, I am." she replies, beaming. "But I'd like to know things. You know, normal things. Do you ever laugh at something ridiculous? Did you ever nearly set your eyebrows on fire in Potions? Do you secretly like treacle tart but pretend you don't because it ruins your image?"
Severus exhales through his nose. "No. No. And... that's irrelevant."
"That's a yes." she teases immediately, nudging his shoulder. He stiffens at the contact but doesn't pull away, which she takes as a small victory. "Merlin, Severus, you're the most mysterious person I know."
He shakes his head. "Perhaps you should focus on your own mysteries, then."
"Well," Nadine says brightly, "there's not much mystery with me. I'm an open book. I don't know if that's more good or bad."
He glances at her—just long enough for her to catch it. She leans back on the bench and sighs happily. "Alright, fine, you won't talk about treacle tart. I'll fill the silence. Let me tell you about the time Tem and I decided we'd make our own broomsticks. We were about ten, and we used twigs from the garden, proper little engineers. Only problem is, we enchanted them wrong. Tem's broom went straight up—no stopping—and he clung to it like a madman until it fizzled out and he dropped into the pond. And mine... oh, mine refused to lift off the ground at all. So I sat there yelling at a bunch of sticks while he was drowning dramatically. It was a scene."
She chuckles at the memory, shaking her head. "Father was furious, Mother nearly fainted, and Tem and I? We thought it was brilliant. Best day ever."
Severus snorts softly, and schools his features quickly, but Nadine catches the subtle twitch in his jaw and the way his shoulders shift.
"You're laughing inside." she accuses, pointing again. "I can see it. Your face is betraying you."
He arches a brow. "My face does no such thing."
"Oh, it does." she insists, eyes twinkling. "One day you'll laugh properly in front of me, and when you do, I'll never let you forget it."
The air between them softens. Nadine rests her head back against the bench, staring at the dark sky covered in stars. He rises, his movements slow but deliberate. Severus has always known when to withdraw, when familiarity threatens to carve. His long fingers dust down his sleeve though there is no soil clinging, a habit, a shield.
Nadine notices instantly. She pushes herself up from the bench with grace, brushing her palms against her skirt. There is no pout on her face, no resistance—just a quiet understanding that makes the moment gentler. She matches his stride as they start back toward the gate, the silence folding between them. But she doesn't mind. Her steps are light, cheerful, and she keeps close without overstepping, just near enough that her sleeve occasionally brushes the hem of jacket.
She glances up at him from time to time, trying to memorize him as if the night itself was a gift. "It was nice." she says softly, her voice breaking through the hush of leaves above. "I couldn't imagine a better birthday." Her lips curve into a genuine smile, and her hand brushes her own arm nervously. At the gate, with lantern light flickering faintly in the distance. "You can join the others inside. You'd survive, I think."
For a beat, he says nothing. Then his head tilts fractionally, eyes cutting toward her. "Survival," he murmurs dryly, "is hardly the word I'd use." His tone is edged with sarcasm, but not cruel.
Nadine laughs softly, and nods, satisfied, not pressing further, before offering him the bag. "Fair enough. I asked. That's enough for me." She is content, even with this, even with him slipping back into distance.
Severus takes it gently, inclines his head slightly, a gesture as close to polite parting as he ever gives, before the sharp crack of disapparition swallows him into the night.
Nadine exhales, hugging her arms to herself, her grin still fixed and real. The night feels different now, brighter, like a secret only she carries.
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Seraphina steps out of her apartment, the late morning sun glinting against the brass trim of the carriage waiting just outside. The sound of hooves against cobblestone mixes with the soft whinny of winged steeds as they paw impatiently at the ground, ready for flight. Nadine stands at the side of the carriage, her long coat pulled close against the breeze, arms wrapped securely around Brownie, who is meowing with great indignation at being restrained.
Louis tips his head toward Seraphina with a small smile before striding forward to take the weight of her luggage. His gloves creak against the leather handles, and he makes a small, amused sound.
"Traveling light, I see." he teases, though his expression is kind as he places her belongings in the trunk with careful precision.
Seraphina exhales, adjusting the strap of her bag over her shoulder, feeling both the nerves of travel and the warmth of comfort in Nadine's familiar presence. Nadine beams as she finally deposits Brownie inside the carriage, the little creature immediately hopping onto the cushioned seat with a haughty shake of her whiskers.
Once the doors shut, Louis climbs gracefully into the opposite seat, and the carriage gives a sharp lurch forward as the driver takes the reins, wheels clattering, and then—suddenly—the lift. The ground drops away beneath them as they soar up, cutting through cool air, clouds brushing past like soft, drifting curtains.
Nadine presses close to the window, eyes wide with delight, the light catching the edge of her smile. "I'm so glad you're coming too." she says, her voice nearly bubbling over with excitement. She turns to Seraphina, cheeks flushed pink from the wind. "We'll have so much fun. I will take you everywhere."
Seraphina grins at her enthusiasm, feeling some of her own anticipation swell. Louis glances at them with a half-smirk. "I'm sure Charles will be the most delighted of all." he says, his voice dry but with clear mischief. "He already can't seem to stop talking about you—how brilliant you are, how you manage to keep up with Nadine of all people, how..." He waves a hand vaguely in the air. "...how good you are. Frankly, I think he's rehearsing a speech at this point."
Seraphina rolls her eyes but can't keep the flush from her cheeks. Nadine giggles and nudges her with an elbow. "See? I'm sure it's more than that."
The journey is long, the air carriage slicing over valleys, winding rivers, and stretches of sleepy villages below. The world passes in dappled colors and shifting clouds, until finally, the outline of Paris comes into view—sprawling, elegant, with rooftops and spires glinting beneath the sun. It takes nearly four hours, though with the comfort of the enchanted carriage and chatter, time feels softer, quicker.
At last, the carriage dips, circling once before landing neatly in front of the Duvivier residence. It is stately but graceful—tall windows with wrought-iron balconies, pale stone glowing golden in the afternoon light. Ivy crawls up one side in neat strands, and the front gates gleam in polished black iron.
Louis hops down, opening the door with his usual precise movement. "See you soon." he says, tipping his head once more. Nadine waves at him cheerfully as he returns to the carriage, Brownie giving a small 'mrrp' as if to echo her.
Then Nadine takes Seraphina's arm, guiding her inside. Seraphina's eyes sweep over everything as they pass through the entryway—the high ceilings with intricate crown molding, the scent of lavender drifting faintly through the air, the muted echo of footsteps against marble floors. It is elegant, distinctly French, and alive with a warmth that surprises her.
Before she can say much, Grandmother appears in the archway. Petite but commanding, her presence fills the hall even before she speaks. She wears a long dress of muted lilac, her silver hair gathered in an impeccable chignon.
"Bienvenue à la maison, ma chérie!" (Welcome home, my darling!) she exclaims, her eyes sparkling as she opens her arms.
Nadine rushes forward with a bright laugh, kissing Grandmother's cheeks. "Je t'ai manqué, Grand-mère." (I missed you, Grandmother.)
Grandmother holds her close, murmuring something fond before turning her gaze to Seraphina. Nadine beams and steps aside. "Grandmother, this is my best friend, Seraphina."
Seraphina straightens slightly, and offers a polite smile. "Bonjour, madame. Je suis enchantée de vous rencontrer." (Hello, madam. I am delighted to meet you.)
The elder woman blinks, then laughs warmly, clearly charmed. "Très bien! Votre français est très joli." (Very good! Your French is very pretty.)
Relief and pride flicker across Seraphina's face, and she can't help but smile more broadly.
Grandmother waves them inside. "Vous devez avoir faim. Venez, venez." (You must be hungry. Come, come.)
Nadine sets Brownie gently on the polished floor, and the cat immediately wanders off, tail swishing proudly as if she owns the house.
"Upstairs first." Nadine says, tugging Seraphina toward the staircase. "Let's get you settled before we eat." She lifts one of Seraphina's smaller bags with ease, motioning for her to follow.
They climb the winding staircase, their footsteps echoing softly against the wood, until they reach the guest room prepared for Seraphina. Nadine pushes open the door, revealing a bright space: a large canopy bed dressed in crisp linens, windows spilling golden light onto the parquet floors, and fresh flowers arranged neatly on the writing desk.
"Voilà." Nadine says, setting the bag down with a flourish. "Your home in Paris."
Seraphina breathes out, her eyes wide, as if she is stepping into a dream. She sets her trunk at the foot of the bed, the wood creaking faintly under its weight. She smooths her palms across the quilt, fingers pressing into the soft fabric as if grounding herself in the unfamiliar space.
The guest room carries the delicate scent of lavender and old polished wood, sunlight drifting in through lace curtains and drawing patterned shadows on the floor. She sets her wand carefully on the nightstand before loosening her cloak and hanging it on the chair. For a moment she simply stands there, listening to the muffled sounds of footsteps below and the faint clinking of dishes from the kitchen.
She takes a slow breath, allowing herself to admire the framed paintings of flowers and the little vase of dried roses on the desk, clearly arranged by Nadine's grandmother with love.
Nadine lingers at the doorway, her smile bright and easy. "I hope you like it." she says warmly. "You always have a place here whenever you feel like it. Grandmother lives alone most of the time, but cousins are often visiting, and it's always alive and fun. I'll leave you to pack and rest before we eat. Don't be long, or Grandmother will come knocking with a tray herself."
With that, she gives Seraphina a playful little wave before disappearing down the hall toward her own room.
Opening her trunk, Seraphina begins to unpack—folding dresses neatly into the dresser, placing her books in a small stack on the desk, arranging her toiletries with careful hands. When she finishes, she perches on the bed's edge and allows herself to smile.
Meanwhile, Nadine is sprawled at her writing desk, a candle flickering beside her parchment. Brownie has found her way onto the windowsill, tail flicking lazily, as if she too has settled comfortable. Nadine dips her quill into ink, lips curved in a secret little smile as she begins to write:
Dear Severus,
Phina and I have settled in well. Don't miss us too much. I can almost hear your sigh already. I keep thinking about our talk; I've enjoyed it a lot, more than I can say. I hope you're eating properly and enjoyed the food I made. Have a good day.
Nadine
With a satisfied nod, she folds the parchment and seals it. "Come now." she murmurs softly, opening the window wider. An owl, dark-feathered and sleek, hops onto the sill as if summoned by her voice alone. Nadine strokes its wing gently, ties the letter to its leg, and whispers, "To Severus Snape, Spinner's End."
The owl blinks at her, spreads its wings, and with one strong sweep disappears into the sky, carrying her words away.
Nadine watches it until it becomes no more than a dark speck in the distance, then sighs, smiling faintly.
A soft knock echoes against Seraphina's door. "Phina?" Nadine's voice sings through the wood. "Come on, it's time to eat. Grandmother says we'll starve if we take any longer."
Seraphina rises from the bed, smoothing the skirt of her dress, and crosses the room to open the door. Nadine is there, cheeks flushed, her hair tied back in a loose ribbon. She smiles wide and links her arm through Seraphina's without hesitation. "Ready? She really outdid herself."
They walk down the creaking staircase, the bannister polished smooth by decades of hands. The scent of roasted herbs and buttery pastry grows stronger with each step—garlic, thyme, rosemary, and something sweet tucked underneath it all. At the bottom of the stairs, the dining room glows golden from chandeliers and light pouring through lace-dressed windows.
The table is already set: crisp white linens, delicate porcelain plates patterned with blue swirls, glasses that glimmer like captured sunlight. Platters are spread across the table, steaming and fragrant—roast chicken brushed with honey and herbs, glazed carrots, a bubbling dish of potatoes au gratin, crusty baguettes sliced and waiting beside creamy butter, and a tarte aux pommes cooling on the sideboard.
Grandmother stands near the table, wand flicking gracefully as she adjusts the cutlery's alignment. She turns when the girls enter, eyes softening instantly at the sight of them. She smiles wide, the kind that deepens the fine lines of a long-lived face.
"Ah, enfin!" she exclaims warmly. (At last, my girls.)
They take their seats—Nadine plopping herself down with cheerful ease, Seraphina more careful, folding her hands in her lap before Grandmother gestures.
"Merci beaucoup pour m'avoir ici, Madame Duvivier." Seraphina says politely, her French lilt careful but elegant. (Thank you for having me, Mrs Duvivier.)
Grandmother waves her hand as if batting away the formality. "Oh, please." she insists in a voice rich with warmth. "None of that. Just call me Grandmother. Or Josette, if you must, though I prefer the first." Her eyes soften more, turning to Seraphina with genuine affection. "Nadine has told me only the best of you. I am glad she has you."
Seraphina feels her cheeks warm. "That means a lot." she answers quietly, her words sincere.
Grandmother pours them each a glass of sparkling water infused with lemon slices and herbs. "Now tell me, dear, how are your studies?"
"They're good." Seraphina replies, a small spark of pride in her voice. "I'm studying dragonology and dark magic."
At once, Nadine lets out a delighted little snort. "Of course she is. Who else would voluntarily chase after fire-breathing beasts?"
Grandmother laughs, her eyes twinkling. "Ah, a brave one. You will have stories to rival any of ours, I think."
They begin to eat, and conversation flows as easily as the clink of cutlery. The chicken is tender, the potatoes rich and creamy, the bread still warm enough to melt butter instantly. Seraphina takes a bite and murmurs a soft, appreciative 'mm' under her breath.
Grandmother leans back in her chair and begins to share tales. "You know," she says, "your Nadine was quite the mischievous one as a child. Always climbing the fig tree in the garden when she was told not to. One summer she fell right into the chicken coop—came back inside covered in feathers, smelling of hay."
Nadine groans dramatically, hiding her face in her hands. "Grand-mère, you promised never to tell that story again."
"Oh, but I must." Grandmother insists, eyes dancing. "Otherwise, how would Seraphina know what she's gotten herself into by befriending you?"
The table bursts into laughter, Seraphina giggling at the image of a little Nadine feather-covered and indignant.
As the meal continues, Grandmother shares pieces of her own life: how she grew up in the same Parisian neighborhood, how the war years were difficult but taught her resilience, how she once dreamed of traveling the world but instead built her home here, where her heart remained.
"I have only Lavinda." she says softly, a fond smile touching her lips. "My treasure, my daughter. But I am never lonely. The children of my brothers and sisters—they come and go, filling this house with noise, with laughter, with lovely children." She gestures vaguely toward the walls, as if the echoes of their visits still linger there. "This house is alive because of them."
Nadine beams proudly at her, her fork twirling lazily through the last bite of potato. "See, Phina? I told you. Always alive. Never a dull moment here."
Grandmother chuckles. "Never. Especially not with Nadine in the room."
The warmth of the laughter, the delicious food, the scent of herbs and sugar lingering in the air—it all weaves into a cocoon of comfort around Seraphina, as though she has stepped not into a stranger's house but into a second home.
Walburga sits rigidly in her armchair in the dim, oppressive grandeur of the drawing room. The heavy curtains are drawn as always, muting the outside world, sealing her kingdom into its own cocoon of shadows and pride. She has a book open in her lap—an old tome of family history—but her eyes aren't on the page. She listens instead, lips tight, as the faint, elegant strains of a violin float down the corridor from Regulus's room. The music threads through the silence, exact, measured, a testament to the discipline she demanded in him and the talent he sharpened for her approval.
Her gaze fixes on the fire, its flames snapping like defiant children she means to master. She breathes through her nose sharply, as though expelling a poison.
It is then that the door creaks. Kreacher shuffles in, wringing his long hands. His head bows low, voice rasping with age and devotion. "Mistress... Kreacher is cleaning the young mistress Cassiopeia's room, as ordered. Kreacher finds... something. Something Kreacher thinks Mistress should see."
In his bony fingers, he holds the scrapbook and extends it toward her with reverence, as though it is dangerous.
Walburga's eyes narrow, her thin fingers snapping the book from him. She balances it on her lap, regarding the childish scrawl on the cover: uneven letters, different inks, doodles of stars and lightning bolts. A relic. Her lips press tighter.
She opens it.
The first page nearly makes her breath catch: Sirius's untidy handwriting sprawls across the top—The Adventures of the Black Children—with little drawings of a dog, a crown, and a star. The ink is blotched in places where the quill must have splattered, and childlike smudges mark the edges.
Her throat constricts.
Page after page follows: photographs of three children in their finery, taken in their playroom, sometimes blurry from motion. Sirius with his arm slung around tiny Cassiopeia, grinning with a rebellious spark even then. Regulus, smaller, trying to look stern but melting into laughter when Sirius ruffled his hair. Cassiopeia with her ribbons, clutching Sirius's hand.
Walburga's face hardens as she flips each page, but her eyes betray her. They linger. They take in the details. They drink what she has forbidden herself to remember.
There are drawings too—childish sketches in crayon and quill. Sirius drew dragons breathing fire onto stick-figure knights; Cassiopeia drew stars with names written beneath them, as if she already knew how important constellations would be to her. Regulus drew snakes, tidy little spirals that, with age, grew more sophisticated.
Then come the letters. Folded slips of parchment pasted carefully into the book. Sirius's handwriting again, slanted and reckless:
Cass, don't tell Mother but I nicked Father's wand once and made Reg's toy snake hiss for real. He nearly cried. Don't let him say he didn't. — S.
Walburga stares at the words, her nostrils flaring. Her first instinct is to tear it out, burn it, deny that Sirius Black ever lived in this house. Yet she traces the ink with her eyes, deciphering how old the writing is—Sirius must have been ten, perhaps eleven.
Another note, this one longer, the writing steadier, written perhaps from Hogwarts itself:
Cass, I saw a Gryffindor lion today and thought of you saying I'd be the stupid one to get it. Guess you were right. Don't tell Mother or Reg. But I'll show them—wait and see. — S.
Her chest twists, because Sirius had written this to Cassiopeia as though they were allies, as though she had been his confidante. She imagines Cassiopeia's small hands tucking it into the scrapbook with care, cherishing every word.
Page after page of this. Letters full of jokes, scribbles, drawings of broomsticks and Quidditch scores, silly plans to escape Grimmauld Place, promises to Cassiopeia that one day they would be free.
Walburga's hand trembles as she closes the book halfway. Her jaw clenches. She tells herself this is nothing but childish nonsense. She reminds herself Sirius is gone from them, cast out, his name scorched from the tapestry. A blood traitor. A disgrace.
And yet—her fingers won't let go of the scrapbook. She stares at its fraying spine, at the memories bound together inside it. The sound of Regulus's violin swells faintly through the house again, mournful, and something lodges in her chest like a thorn.
Her lips tighten back into a thin line. She snaps the scrapbook shut, the sound final.
"Kreacher." she says coldly, though her voice wavers almost imperceptibly. "Put this away where you found it. Not a word to anyone."
"Yes, Mistress." Kreacher croaks, bowing low, taking the book into his wiry arms as though it is precious.
Walburga sits back, spine iron-straight, eyes fixed once more on the fire. Her face betrays nothing. But her ears strain for the violin, because it is the only thing now keeping the silence at bay.
She won't destroy it—no, she will hold it, bide her time. She must first know why Cassiopeia has kept it, whether there has been secret contact with the disgraced boy. Later, when the moment is right, she will pry the truth free.
Hours pass. Evening settles, the fire snapping quietly in its grate. The Floo sparks suddenly, green flames flaring, and out steps Cassiopeia, ballet slippers still on, her posture graceful, hair pinned back, smelling faintly of resin and sweat. "Mother." she greets warmly, brushing ash from her sleeve.
Walburga lowers her embroidery deliberately. "Cassiopeia." she says, cool but measured, her eyes narrowing ever so slightly. "You spend a great deal of time away. So devoted to your practices."
Cassiopeia smiles, a little uncertain at her mother's tone. "Yes, Mother. I've been working harder lately."
Walburga studies her intently, then asks, in a tone deceptively light, "And tell me, when you are gone so long... do you ever think of what is truly important? Of family, of duty?"
Cassiopeia blinks, confused, but answers carefully. "Of course. Always."
"Mm." Walburga tilts her head, probing, but not enough to betray her discovery. "One wonders what attachments you make, what keepsakes you carry. The things of childhood can... mislead us, if we cling too tightly."
Cassiopeia, oblivious, only nods slowly. "I understand, Mother."
Walburga lets the moment stretch, then, as if shifting to a new subject, says, "Did you intend to go to France?"
Cassiopeia hesitates—she had indeed been meaning to ask. "Yes... I wanted to, if it's possible."
Walburga's eyes glimmer. "Then it is settled. I shall owl Uncle Marius. He will ensure you are properly received."
Cassiopeia brightens. "Thank you, Mother." She bows her head politely and turns toward the stairs, relief softening her shoulders.
Walburga watches her daughter go, eyes narrowing again. Cassiopeia pushes her door open and finds Kreacher lingering just inside, his long fingers clutching at the handle as though he has been waiting for her. His large, watery eyes flick to hers, then to the corridor beyond, before he pulls the door closed behind them with an almost conspiratorial snap.
"Mistress Cassiopeia," he croaks lowly, voice hoarse, "all is well, Kreacher swears it. Kreacher did not speak. Kreacher did not tell."
Cassiopeia frowns, puzzled, though there is a rush of tension in her chest. "Tell what?" she whispers, dreading.
The elf just blinks at her, lowering his head. "Mistress knows what Kreacher means."
Her heartbeat stumbles. She takes a step closer, her skirt brushing against his bent back. "What are you talking about?"
Kreacher shakes his head, muttering under his breath, "Kreacher serves Mistress Cassiopeia. Kreacher is loyal. Kreacher keeps her secrets." He shuffles toward the door, pausing only to add, "But Mistress must be careful. Mistress Walburga sees too much."
The words cut more than they should. Cassiopeia swallows thickly, nodding once. "Thank you, Kreacher." she breathes, and before she can ask more, he bows low, scuttles out, and shuts the door tight.
She waits, listening—first for footsteps, then for silence. Only then does she move, darting across her room, her bag abandoned on the floor as she kneels beside the armoire. Her fingers slip into the small gap at the back of the lower drawer, heart hammering as she pushes aside the lining. Relief rushes over her like cool water the moment she sees it: safe and untouched in its hidden place. She exhales shakily, pressing a hand to her chest.
"Still here." she murmurs. "Thank Merlin."
Quickly, she tucks it back into position, careful to smooth everything over exactly as before, and rises. She needs distraction—normalcy—something to wash away the cold weight pressing against her ribs.
A hot shower helps. The steam curls around her, washing away the sweat of practice and the dust of the Floo. She dresses lightly afterward, hair damp but braided, her expression fixed into something brighter, more casual.
Cassiopeia pads down the corridor and pushes open Regulus's door without knocking. His bow stills on the strings the moment he sees her in the doorway, his eyes narrowing with that mix of suspicion and resignation only he could manage.
"Guess who's going to Uncle Marius?" she bursts out, grinning as she leans against the frame, arms crossed like she has been keeping the news inside just to tease him.
Regulus sets his violin carefully onto its stand, but his face hardly shifts. "I imagine you'll tell me whether I guess or not." he says coolly, his voice smooth, practiced.
She rolls her eyes, stepping into the room. "Oh, don't be so unenthusiastic. It's me. Obviously. Nadine and Phina are in Paris already, and now it's my turn."
He arches a brow, unimpressed. "How wonderful for you."
Cassiopeia gasps in mock offense. "That's all you have to say? I announce my great voyage, and you act like I told you the sky is blue?"
Regulus leans back against his chair, gaze half-lidded, the corner of his mouth twitching ever so slightly. "I fail to see how France changes the color of the sky."
She tosses a cushion at him, laughing. "Oh, you're impossible." Her eyes flick toward the violin resting on its stand. "And by the way, you were playing awfully. Don't give me that face—it was painful. Absolutely painful."
His eyes flash with faint irritation, but there is a flicker of amusement too, like a spark in the gloom.
"You wouldn't know the difference between Bach and a Banshee." he retorts, voice dry, but he doesn't correct his posture or reach for the bow again.
Cassiopeia only grins wider, satisfied. "Oh, I'd know. Believe me." With a playful twirl toward the door, she adds, "Enjoy your dreadful practicing, brother dearest. I'll be packing."
Regulus gives her that practiced, cool sneer that comes so naturally. "At least," he says lazily, "I wasn't prancing on a stage like it was my first day walking."
Cassiopeia gasps dramatically, hand clutching her chest. "You did not just say that."
But he only smirks, turning back to adjust the bow as if the conversation is already beneath him.
"Merlin, you're insufferable." she huffs, but he can hear her stifled laugh as she goes.
"Better than clumsy pirouettes." he mutters under his breath, and for once, Cassiopeia doesn't bother to fire back—her laughter trailing down the hall says enough.
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A gentle knock rattles Seraphina's door.
"Phina? Breakfast is ready! Come on, we have a whole day ahead of us!" Nadine's bright voice filters through.
Seraphina rubs her eyes, stretches, and opens the door. Nadine immediately steps in, her energy filling the quiet room. She is already half-dressed, her glossy hair pinned back loosely, cheeks faintly flushed from excitement.
"Up." Nadine says with mock sternness, plopping herself down on the edge of the bed. "We've got Paris to conquer."
Seraphina chuckles and begins rifling through her closet. Together, they decide on outfits. Nadine insists on color. She pulls on a high-waisted, flowy skirt in a vibrant coral red, paired with a sleeveless white blouse embroidered lightly at the collar. Her gold hoop earrings catch the sunlight when she twirls in front of the mirror, slipping her feet into strappy tan sandals. She tosses her long hair back dramatically. "Perfect." she declares.
Seraphina chooses something darker, more understated but elegant in its own right—a fitted black sleeveless dress that falls just below the knee, with a cinched waist and neat buttons down the bodice. Over it she drapes a sheer charcoal shawl for style. Her shoes are simple black flats, practical for walking, and she pins a small silver brooch shaped like a dragon on her dress.
"You look like you're attending a poetry reading." Nadine teases as she adjusts the collar of Seraphina's shawl. "So dramatic."
"And you look like you're advertising summer itself." Seraphina retorts, lips quirking.
"Which is exactly the point." Nadine grins and steps back. "We'll meet Cass near her uncle's apartment. Don't worry, she knows the way."
Seraphina smiles faintly.
Across the city, in a stately yet somewhat shadowed townhouse lined with old portraits and shelves of heavy tomes, Cassiopeia stands in front of a mirror, brushing her hair into neat waves. Her robes are replaced by something muggle-ish but still refined: a cream blouse tucked into a deep navy skirt, and a cropped jacket draped casually over her shoulders. She is fastening a silver clasp at her throat when Marius's voice breaks the silence.
"Where are you off to so early?"
Uncle Marius stands in the doorway, tall and wiry, his presence sharp as the family name demands. His robes are immaculate, his expression caught somewhere between sternness and disinterest. His eyes, in their cold gleam, narrow on her.
Cassiopeia smooths her jacket and turns with a small, practiced smile. "Just to see my friends, Uncle. From Beauxbatons. They're in the city."
Marius raises an eyebrow. "Friends." His tone makes the word sound like a curiosity, as though it isn't something expected. "Hmph. Well, see that you don't parade about like some silly tourist."
Cassiopeia's smile widens into something sharper. "Of course not. Nothing scandalous will happen."
He studies her for a long moment, as though gauging whether her words are sarcasm or compliance. Finally, with a faint sniff, he waves a hand and steps back. "Do not be late for supper."
"I'll try not to." she says lightly, brushing past him, her chin lifted high. Inside, there is a small spark of satisfaction—outsmarting a person like Marius is its own little victory.
As she steps outside, sunlight spilling across cobblestones, Cassiopeia feels her mood lift.
The streets are lively, bustling with wizarding families and young witches and wizards darting about in light robes. Quaint little shops line the cobbled lanes, their painted signs creaking softly in the breeze. Above them, enchanted banners flutter, announcing potion sales, bookshop readings, and the latest broom designs. A cluster of pastel-colored parasols shade café tables along the edge of the street, where patrons sip tea that steams in spiraling shapes. The scent of butter and sugar wafts from a nearby bakery, mingling with the earthy smell of old parchment from the bookshop next door.
Nadine is the first to spot Cassiopeia standing near a wrought-iron fountain shaped like a swan, its water glittering in the morning sunlight. The girls brighten instantly as they hurry forward. Their smiles are wide, and the moment they reach her, they fall into a quick, warm hug, laughter bubbling between them.
"So glad we are all here now." Nadine beams, looping her arm through Seraphina's. "At last."
Cassiopeia flicks her hair over her shoulder, smirking. "Wonderful, yes—but first things first. To eat. I'm not walking anywhere hungry."
Nadine and Seraphina laugh in unison. "Fair enough." Seraphina says, though her voice is soft with affection.
As they begin strolling, weaving through the crowds, Cassiopeia lowers her voice, her eyes flicking meaningfully toward them. "You know what's strange? Mother asked me herself if I wanted to go to Paris. Directly. Not through some roundabout suggestion, or me asking first. That alone nearly knocked me out."
Nadine raises her brows in surprise. "Really? That's... new. She never asks you outright, does she?"
Cassiopeia shakes her head. "Never. Which means something's brewing in that mind of hers. But—thank Merlin—she didn't find Sirius's present."
That piques Seraphina's curiosity instantly. She tilts her head, her hair falling over one shoulder. "You never told us. What was it?"
Cassiopeia's lips curl into a small smile, both fond and secretive. "A childhood scrapbook. Perfect, really. Sirius, Regulus, and I made it when we were younger—bits of parchment, doodles, silly things we did. Somehow, Sirius kept it safe all these years, and now it's mine again."
Both Nadine and Seraphina lean closer, almost in unison. "That's—" Seraphina begins, but Cassiopeia's voice cuts in, softer, heavier.
"I showed it to Regulus. He was furious. Wands drawn at one another, like we were enemies." Her tone lingers with bitterness, but then her expression softens. "But... he calmed down. He actually sat with me and looked through it."
Nadine's cheerful face sharpens in anger. "What a complete fool. He always treats you as if you're his rival when he should be glad you even tried to share something so personal."
Seraphina crosses her arms, her jaw set in that stubborn way she has when she is angry. "And he and Sirius should just settle it once and for all. Enough with this ridiculous war between them. It's childish."
Cassiopeia exhales, her eyes flicking toward the cobbled stones as they walk. "It's not that easy. You don't know what it's like with them... with us. But—" her voice softens, almost like a secret between them, "I think we started somewhere. For the first time in years, he looked at those pages with me, without venom in his eyes. It's something."
Nadine squeezes her hand firmly, her eyes bright with conviction. "It's more than something, Cass. It's a start."
The three girls step into a small café tucked neatly between two crooked townhouses, its windows glowing warm with enchanted candles that never burn out. The hanging sign above the door reads Le Chaudron Étoilé, painted with little silver stars that twinkle every few seconds. Inside, it smells like butter, cinnamon, and roasted meat, the air thick with chatter in both French and English as witches and wizards from all over sit at round wooden tables. The walls are lined with floating photographs of Parisian landmarks, some wizard-altered with broomsticks zipping across the sky or dragons curled up by the Seine.
They sit at a corner booth near the window, and a waitress, cheerful and quick, hands them menus written in elegant looping French script. Nadine grins as she orders herself a crêpe au chocolat with strawberries and a tall glass of pumpkin fizz, while Cassiopeia demands a proper breakfast—croque-monsieur, eggs with herbs, and black coffee. Seraphina, cautious but curious, browses the unfamiliar names until Nadine nudges her, helping with translations. Finally, she chooses a warm buttered baguette, a bowl of onion soup topped with bubbling cheese, and—at Nadine's insistence—a glass of chilled pear cider.
When the food arrives, the table fills with color and scent: golden melted cheese stretching across the soup, powdered sugar dusting Nadine's crêpes, the sharp smell of Cassiopeia's coffee rising in little clouds. They dig in eagerly, laughing between bites, Nadine insisting Seraphina tries a forkful of her dessert while Cassiopeia hoards her coffee cup with both hands.
Nadine leans forward suddenly, lips curved in mischief. "You know, Phina, you're being very quiet." she teases, eyes glinting. "Why aren't you bragging about the fact that Bill invited us all to his place? Or the way Charlie asked you to go see dragons with him?"
Cassiopeia freezes mid-bite, her fork clattering lightly against her plate. "What?" she gasps, eyes wide, curiosity sparking at once. She tilts her head, her expression sharp with interest. "Dragons? At the Weasleys? Why didn't you tell us this already?"
Seraphina rolls her eyes but can't hide the faint color rising to her cheeks. "Well," she sighs, setting down her spoon, "it seems you already know. Yes—Bill invited all three of us. And Charlie thought I might like to see the dragons." She tries to sound offhand, but her lips twitch with restrained excitement.
Cassiopeia leans forward, chin in her hand, mock-glaring. "You plan to go, don't you?"
Seraphina gives a tiny nod, and Nadine smirks knowingly.
"I would love to go too." Cassiopeia admits, slumping back in her chair. "But imagine what would happen if I were ever seen near a Weasley. Let alone inside their house." She sighs wistfully, gaze drifting to the window. "Though—I do miss cousin Cedrella. She's the only one in that family who ever felt like... mine."
The air softens; Nadine's eyes dim a little, Seraphina's smile fades. They nod in understanding, quiet for a moment, the sounds of clinking plates and chatter filling the silence.
But Nadine, unwilling to let things turn heavy for too long, breaks it with a wicked grin. "Anyway, Cass," she says sweetly, "we didn't have much time to talk yesterday. Care to explain why you were snogging with Tem in his room?"
Seraphina nearly chokes on her cider, sputtering with laughter as Cassiopeia's cheeks flame crimson.
"I—" Cassiopeia starts, but Nadine cuts her off with a look of pure disgust, nose wrinkled. "Merlin's beard, Cass, that's foul."
Seraphina laughs harder, covering her mouth with her hand. "Honestly, Cass, how could you kiss your own boyfriend?" she teases, her eyes dancing.
Cassiopeia groans, burying her face in her hands before peeking through her fingers, half-glowering. "You two are insufferable. Leave me alone." she mutters, though the corner of her mouth betrays the smallest smile.
Seraphina tilts her head, narrowing her eyes at Nadine. "Well," she says, deliberately dragging out the word, "what about YOU with MY brother?"
Cassiopeia immediately perks up, her eyes gleaming with wicked delight. "Yes, Nadine." she adds smoothly, elbows propped on the table, chin resting on her palm. "What about Severus? You vanished for nearly an hour. We're waiting."
Nadine lets out the most dramatic groan, slumping in her chair as though the weight of their prying is unbearable. "Merlin save me from you two."
Seraphina smirks. "Oh no, you're not escaping. Spill it."
Cassiopeia nods fiercely, hair bouncing.
"Confess your sins, Nads."
Nadine buries her face in her hands for a second, then peeks out between her fingers. "Fine. But if you laugh too much, I'm hexing the both of you."
The girls lean closer instantly, like vultures circling prey.
Nadine sighs, clearly embarrassed but secretly pleased to have their attention. "So, he came by. But I didn't know it was him until Louis shouted my name. And before I could even say a word, he shoved me outside like an absolute menace."
Seraphina bites back a laugh, eyes wide.
"Oh, I like Louis."
"Shut up." Nadine mutters, but there is a reluctant smile tugging at her lips. "Anyway... Severus gave me a satchel. A perfect satchel. Honestly, it's exactly what I needed. I was—well—let's just say I was very impressed."
Cassiopeia gasps dramatically, hand pressed to her chest. "A present already? How terribly romantic. Seraphina, do you hear this?"
"Oh, I hear." Seraphina says smugly, clearly enjoying Nadine's fluster. "Go on."
Nadine fiddles with her spoon, cheeks coloring.
"Well... I thought it rude not to offer him something, so I invited him in to give him food. But then he ended up in my room and—"
She pauses, wincing as both Seraphina and Cassiopeia lean forward expectantly.
"And?" they chorus.
"When I walked in, he was holding—" Nadine groans again, hiding her face, "—my bra."
The café erupts with the sound of Seraphina choking on her drink and Cassiopeia nearly falling out of her chair with laughter.
"You're joking!" Seraphina gasps, clutching her stomach.
Cassiopeia is wiping tears of laughter from her eyes. "Merlin's beard, Nadine, that is priceless."
Nadine smacks her forehead onto the table with a low groan. "You two are the absolute worst."
Seraphina manages to catch her breath, still giggling. "So what did he do? Did he hex it out of existence?"
Nadine lifts her head, her lips twitching.
"No. I moved faster than I've ever moved in my life and took it from him. But then—then we actually talked. We went for a walk, just the two of us. I... opened up a little. And he... he listened. Properly listened. It was... lovely."
Cassiopeia softens, still smiling but with a note of sincerity now. "That sounds... unexpectedly sweet."
Seraphina rests her chin in her hand, teasing grin returning. "And then?"
Nadine scoffs. "He left, politely, like the brooding gentleman he is. And then I came back to Louis and half the others drunk off their minds, had to haul them home, and then you, Seraphina, vanished without a word."
Seraphina shrugs, playful but unapologetic.
"Well, you were very busy. I thought I'd spare you."
Cassiopeia smirks. "I'm telling you, Nadine, this is the start of something delicious."
Nadine huffs, crossing her arms, but there is no hiding the smile tugging at her lips. She puts her fork down and turns to Seraphina with a look that is both sharp and gentle. Her eyes study her friend, and then she says softly but with insistence, "Since we're confessing, I saw you annoyed when Severus and I entered the house. Both you and Regulus looked tense. So—what happened?"
The question feels like it knocks the breath out of Seraphina for a moment. She closes her eyes briefly, shoulders rising and falling as she exhales, already annoyed with herself for even caring. She pushes a strand of hair behind her ear, her jaw tight, then finally speaks.
"I went to your kitchen," Seraphina begins, voice clipped, "to read Charles's letter. And he—Regulus—he just came in and read it without permission, as if he had every right. I didn't even see him coming in. He invaded my privacy. I told him off, of course, and then we argued. And I..." she shakes her head, lips pursed, "I don't want to see him again, not until September at least."
Cassiopeia leans forward, elbows resting on the table, watching her with intensity. "He is definitely jealous." she says without hesitation, her hair catching the café's sunlight as she tilts her head. "Don't even try to deny it. I don't care what you think, but your blood doesn't matter. It never has. And he—he has no right to stop anyone from talking to you or being with you."
Nadine immediately nods, firm and loyal. "Exactly. Regulus is clever, but he acts as if the whole world belongs to him. He can't decide who you see, who you write to, or who you care for. Not Severus, not Charles, not anyone. Especially not him."
But Seraphina doesn't feel as light about it as they do. She presses her palm flat to the table, feeling the cool wood under her skin, and her mind spins.
Charles. His letters have become something she looks forward to, the careful way he writes her name, the easy humor between his lines, the unexpected kindness. He sees her—not the Snape surname, not the Slytherin house, not the half-blood label. Just her. And that... it is rare. It makes her feel warm, wanted, and just a little bit seen in a world that too often decides her worth before she even opens her mouth.
And then there is Regulus. Her mind twists uncomfortably around his name. Charles's interest is an insult, an impossible scandal. He has made it clear—half-bloods don't belong in the same orbit as Blacks or their relatives. His family would never accept her, not for herself, not as anything but a stain.
It makes her chest tight. Because part of her hates him for it—for daring to think he can dictate her life, as if she is something to be guarded, judged, or controlled. And another part, an infuriating smaller part, feels... something else when she remembers the way his eyes flashed, the way his voice sharpened as if it mattered too much who she writes to.
But she shakes that thought away, hiding it behind a tight smile at her friends.
"He doesn't want me near Charles." Seraphina admits quietly, though there is a bite in her tone. "Not because Charles is dangerous, or unkind, or anything of the sort—but because of blood. Because of names. Because of old, rotten rules. And I won't let him, or his family, or anyone tell me who I should be close to. I just... won't."
Her words are firm, but inside she feels tangled. Because Charles feels safe, hopeful, a door into something freer. And Regulus—Regulus feels like chains and storms, a contradiction that burns her with every thought.
Cassiopeia lifts her coffee, expression fierce but supportive. "Good. Don't let him win. Let him stew in his own jealousy if he must."
Nadine reaches across the table, squeezing Seraphina's hand. "You deserve to be happy, Phina. Not hidden. Not shamed. Not judged. If Charles makes you smile, that's enough."
Seraphina swallows hard, her throat tight, and she squeezes Nadine's hand back. She knows they are right. She knows her heart already leans toward Charles. But deep down—she knows too—it will never be that simple.
The carved fireplace crackles with green flame, and in it, the stern face of Walburga emerges. Her hair is swept high, her eyes sharp and assessing, lips pressed into their usual thin line.
Marius sits composed in his armchair, back straight, the faintest air of disapproval resting on his features—though his disapproval has always been quieter, colder than Walburga's fire. His cuffs are perfectly pressed, a silver ring gleaming faintly as he folds his hands. He inclines his head politely.
"Uncle." Walburga says first, her voice formal, tinged with forced courtesy. "It is good to see you."
"And you, my dear." Marius replies with a restrained smile, though his tone is faintly dry. "It has been some time since we last spoke face to face."
Walburga nods, not one for pleasantries. "I trust Cassiopeia has settled in with you?"
Marius exhales slowly, leaning forward a little. "She has. Quiet, polite, no trouble in my house. She arrived tired but is adjusting well."
Walburga's eyes narrow with interest. "Is she here now?"
He shakes his head. "No. She left rather early this morning. Said she was going to see some friends from Beauxbatons."
At that, Walburga's lips curl into something between a grimace and a scoff. "Friends... yes. Let her do what she wants there, for now. At least while she is away from prying eyes in London." She leans closer, voice sharper. "But I need to know the truth, Uncle. If she is still in contact with... Sirius."
Marius watches her carefully. His face remains calm, though there is a flicker in his eyes—something that suggests his thoughts run deeper than he admits aloud. "I have not seen any evidence of that." he answers, deliberately vague.
Walburga inhales sharply, her thin nostrils flaring. "Good. She must understand—if she entertains even the thought of corresponding with him, she places herself on dangerous ground. She is already under enough scrutiny."
Marius's gaze darkens faintly. "She is young, Walburga. Be careful not to tighten the noose so firmly that she resents it. Children... push back when pressed too hard."
Her jaw clenches at his words, her patience clearly tested. "You always had too soft a hand with the family, Uncle." she hisses quietly. "That is why no one listens to you anymore. I cannot afford such softness. I will not have Cassiopeia following him into disgrace."
Marius's voice sharpens just slightly, a steel edge beneath his calm exterior. "And I will not have her destroyed by being denied even a moment's happiness. She will make her own choices in time."
The silence that follows is heavy. Then, Walburga smooths her expression, though the tension around her mouth remains. "Keep an eye on her. That is all I ask. Report to me if there is anything I should know."
Marius inclines his head once. "Of course."
Her eyes gleam, satisfied enough with his compliance. "Thank you, Uncle. We will speak again soon."
And with that, her face vanishes in a whirl of green flame, leaving only the crackle of fire behind.
For a moment, the sitting room feels oppressively silent. Marius exhales through his nose, his gaze lingering in the embers as if measuring the weight of what he has promised. He is a Black, after all—loyalty to family is his blood—but he has always chosen a quieter path, one Walburga disdains but can't erase.
A sudden knock at the front door pulls him from his thoughts. He rises, the sound of his polished shoes echoing against the wooden floor, and moves toward the entryway.
When he opens it, Cassiopeia is standing there, a warm flush on her cheeks from the air. She smiles faintly at him, polite but still carrying the softness of youth.
"You are back." Marius says.
"I am." she answers, stepping inside. Her tone is careful but pleasant. "It was good, thank you." She sets her small bag down near the door, brushing off her robes lightly. Then she looks up at him, offering a small, earnest smile. "Let me help you with dinner."
Marius studies her face for a moment longer, as though searching for traces of secrets—then, with a faint nod, he allows it.
"Very well." he says quietly. "Come along, then."
And Cassiopeia follows him into the kitchen, the scent of herbs and simmering broth already drifting through the warm townhouse.
Chapter Text
DAY 3
Dear Severus,
Today is a day I know you would have liked. Perhaps even endured with patience, which is saying much. We went to the Musée de Magie, hidden in the Marais quarter, tucked behind a mundane door. Inside, the air smells of wax and parchment, and everything feels old, sacred.
We saw paintings that move with slower grace than those at Hogwarts, as if they are weighed down by centuries of sorrow. Seraphina gasped at every spell demonstration. Cassiopeia pretended she is not impressed, but her eyes were hungry the whole time. I spent half the time trailing after them, half the time thinking: if Severus were here, he would stop and stare at this one...
The exhibits of potions tools, ancient glass instruments, alchemical manuscripts. I imagined your long fingers tracing the cracks in the glass, your eyes brightening at forgotten recipes.
I bought a small replica of a seventeenth-century alembic and nearly drop it when the shopkeeper tells me it still works. Don't tell me you're not jealous.
How are you, truly?
With care,
Nadine
DAY 7
Dear Severus,
Today we wandered through the markets that curl like veins around the hidden alleys. Stalls overflow with everything: spell-stitched scarves that change colors, candied violets that make your tongue spark, potion ingredients both forbidden and mundane. The air smelled of cinnamon and smoke.
I bought things I don't need: sugared almonds, a purple quill, a little book of French charms. Cassiopeia haggled like a true Black. Seraphina laughed more than usual, and I loved it.
Do you ever worry about us? I do. But then I remind myself that I have brilliant people surrounding me. It keeps me steady.
Stay safe,
Nadine
The afternoon light is mellow, golden rays slanting across the boulevards, touching the slate rooftops and balconies alive with flowerpots. The air smells faintly of roasted chestnuts from a nearby vendor and the sweet perfume of patisseries spilling out onto the streets. Nadine, Seraphina, and Cassiopeia stand together at the edge of the square where they agreed to meet Louis and Charles, bundled in their coats but glowing with anticipation.
Nadine, bright and confident, nudges Seraphina with her elbow. "Don't be nervous, we'll have so much fun tonight. And I'm sure Charles is already giggling somewhere, thinking about seeing you."
Seraphina shakes her head immediately, cheeks warming. "He is not—" she protests, perhaps too quickly, smoothing the sleeve of her coat. "It's just been a while since I've seen him, that's all."
Cassiopeia smirks knowingly, arms folded.
"You are glowing already, Seraphina. Deny it all you want, but Nadine's right. Charles has probably rehearsed lines in front of a mirror."
Seraphina sighs, feigning annoyance, but her heart races all the same.
It is nearly the turn of the hour when Louis and Charles arrive. They come walking side by side through the bustling street, looking every bit the gentlemen. Louis wears a tailored charcoal coat, scarf tossed carelessly around his neck, while Charles is effortlessly elegant in a navy wool coat and deep green gloves that make his eyes brighter. Both wear the kind of confidence that makes strangers glance twice.
The brothers stop before the girls, bowing just slightly with subtle. Louis greets Nadine with a warm smile, kissing her cheek, while Charles steps toward Seraphina.
His eyes soften the moment they land on her, and without hesitation, he takes her hand, bowing gently over it to press a kiss against her knuckles.
"Mademoiselle." he says with quiet reverence, his voice low and smooth.
Cassiopeia and Nadine nearly collapse into each other in dramatic swoons, whispering loud enough to make Seraphina blush furiously.
"Oh, Merlin," Cassiopeia gasps theatrically. "I'll faint."
"Forget faint." Nadine giggles. "I'll combust."
Seraphina tries to glare at them but only manages, "It's—it's nice to see you too, Charles."
The group sets off together, weaving through the charming streets. Conversation flows easily, the brothers asking about their stay so far, listening intently. Louis, with his natural ease, turns to Seraphina.
"And you, Seraphina? What do you think of Paris so far? Does it meet your expectations?"
She takes in the glow of the lanterns being lit along the street, the rhythm of carriages and laughter, the cafés spilling with chatter. A soft smile curves her lips.
"It's beautiful." she admits honestly. "It feels alive. Different from anywhere else I've been."
Louis nods, pleased with the answer, while Charles's gaze lingers on her a moment longer, as though every word she speaks is worth treasuring.
They go first to a small bistro tucked away in a narrow street where the windows glow with golden light. The boys insist on paying, brushing off any protest with a smoothness that makes Cassiopeia roll her eyes but smile nonetheless. Plates arrive at the table—warm croque-monsieurs, delicate onion soup steaming in little pots, tarte flambée sliced into neat squares, and sweet éclairs for dessert.
Cassiopeia and Nadine chatter between bites, teasing Louis about his impeccable manners, while Charles takes quiet delight in offering Seraphina a taste of his dessert, which she hesitates over but eventually accepts.
After dinner, Louis suggests a cinema, and soon they are tucked into plush red seats, watching a French film projected onto the screen. The language flows too quickly for them at times, but the atmosphere—the laughter, the dramatic sighs of the audience—draws them in. Cassiopeia whispers sarcastic commentary, making Nadine stifle her laughter, while Seraphina, seated between Charles and Nadine, finds herself aware of how near his arm is to hers, how often their shoulders brush.
When the film ends, the night air outside is crisp, bracing. Nadine claps her hands together suddenly, eyes shining. "We're going to the rink again. No arguments."
Louis arches a brow, but there is amusement in his expression. "Again?"
"Yes, again." Nadine insists firmly. "It's tradition now."
Cassiopeia groans but is already following her. Soon the three of them—Nadine, Louis, and Cassiopeia—are strapping on skates, wobbling onto the ice. Their laughter echoes under the fairy lights strung above the rink.
But Nadine's real plan works perfectly: Seraphina and Charles remain behind, seated together on the bench just off the ice, watching the others slip, glide, and crash into each other.
The world feels quieter there, with the music from the rink faint in the background and the air brushing their cheeks. Charles leans slightly closer, his voice low so only she can hear.
"I suppose Nadine planned this." he says, a knowing half-smile tugging at his mouth.
Seraphina glances at him, then at her friends shrieking with laughter on the ice. "Most definitely." she murmurs, lips curling despite herself.
Charles studies her for a moment, eyes warm, the faintest trace of mischief in them. Then he says softly, "I'm not complaining."
And Seraphina, cheeks burning under the glow of the rink's lights, realizes she isn't either.
Nadine and Louis exchange a conspiratorial look as Cassiopeia pulls off her gloves and sits down with her legs crossed, cheeks flushed from the cold and from laughing. She leans lazily against the barrier, eyes sparkling with mischief as she says, "I'm done, I'll just watch you two."
Louis lets out a laugh, smooth and warm, his breath misting in front of him. He pushes a hand through his hair, looking over at Nadine with a glint in his eye. "Shall we give them a show then?" he says, half in jest but with a challenge threaded through his tone.
Nadine's grin answers for her before she even speaks. Her eyes flash as she nods, tightening the laces of her skates one last time. "Oh, absolutely." she says, lowering her voice so only Louis can hear. "Let's remind them why we were untouchable at Beauxbatons."
They skate forward together, their movements already syncing as if rehearsed countless times—which, in truth, they had. The two of them slip into position effortlessly, shoulders squared, posture graceful, years of training and performance echoing in the lines of their bodies.
Louis takes her hand, his grip steady, and with a firm push they spiral outward, circling the rink in a long sweeping arc. Nadine tilts her head back, her free arm curving out in perfect form, her skirt flaring around her legs like a dancer's costume. The other skaters instinctively slow, some even moving aside, sensing the magnetism of two people who know what they are doing.
With a sudden burst, Louis pulls her into a spin. She pirouettes on the ice, skirt flicking, her hair fanning out like a flame against the light. She comes to a stop facing him again, laughter spilling out of her chest, her cheeks flushed pink.
Cassiopeia claps her gloved hands together from the sidelines, eyes wide. "Oh, this is exactly what I meant—give me ballet on ice!" she calls, her voice carrying across the rink.
Louis winks toward her before scooping Nadine up in a practiced lift. His arms are strong, steady, and she trusts him completely, allowing herself to arch backward, her back curving like a bow, one arm stretched to the heavens as her blade catches a glint of the light. For a heartbeat, she looks like a star pinned against the sky.
The small crowd around them starts to take notice—tourists, children, even a pair of older Parisians who pause mid-skate to watch. When Louis gently lowers her, Nadine lands clean, her blade kissing the ice without falter. She pushes forward, gathering speed, and he follows, the two of them weaving in a dance of mirrored arcs and intersecting lines.
Then comes the showpiece. Nadine meets his gaze, and without a word, she knows what he is about to do. She races forward, leaps, and Louis catches her midair, lifting her above his head as though she weighs nothing at all. She stretches out, body long and poised, balancing perfectly in his hold. Gasps ripple around the rink—an audience they hadn't asked for but had gathered all the same.
When he lowers her again, Nadine spins into a flawless triple turn, stopping directly before him with her chest rising and falling, her lips parted in exhilaration. Louis bows dramatically, holding her hand out as though she is a prima ballerina finishing a performance at the Palais Garnier.
The onlookers applaud lightly, some even cheering, and Cassiopeia laughs so hard she nearly falls off the bench. "Merlin's beard, you two are ridiculous!" she says between giggles, but her voice carries pride, too, like she is genuinely dazzled by them.
Louis smirks and pulls Nadine into a graceful bow together, their heads lowering in unison. Nadine's eyes are gleaming when she glances up at him, breathless and delighted. "We still have it." she whispers, a victorious smile tugging at her lips.
Meanwhile, on the far side of the rink, Seraphina and Charles remain in their corner, both momentarily distracted by the spectacle but still caught in their own quieter, more intimate rhythm. Charles leans a little closer to Seraphina as though the display gives him courage, his voice low enough that the applause and laughter mask his words.
But Nadine—sneaking a glance from where she now loops around the ice with Louis—catches it. And she grins. Her plan is working exactly as intended.
Louis checks his watch and clears his throat softly, his eyes lingering on Nadine. "As much as I want us to hang out longer," he says with a calm, charming tone, "we should probably head back before your parents start to worry."
Nadine blinks, confused, pausing in the middle of slipping her coat on. "My parents? What do you mean?"
Louis tilts his head, clearly surprised she doesn't know. "You... don't know? They came today."
The words hit Nadine like a splash of cold water. Her brows shoot up, and for a moment she just stares at him. "They came today? And nobody thought to tell me?" Her voice sharpens at the edges, annoyance brimming beneath her warm exterior.
Louis raises his hands slightly in defense, his gentle smile meant to calm her. "I thought you already knew... I only heard it in passing, I swear."
Nadine huffs and shakes her head, muttering under her breath as she buttons her coat. "Unbelievable. I'll deal with them later." Still, she forces a small smile, not wanting to ruin the mood for the others. "Fine. Let's go then."
They change out of their skates, the clatter of blades being tucked away replaced by the shuffle of shoes on stone. Nadine loops her arms through Louis's and Cassiopeia's, deliberately pulling them forward in front of Seraphina and Charles, her expression almost mischievous.
Charles, walking close at Seraphina's side, keeps glancing at her with a faint, hopeful smile tugging at his lips. "So," he asks, "you're going to see dragons, right?" His tone carries both amazement and curiosity, like the thought alone excites him.
Seraphina, brushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear, nods with the smallest smirk. "Looks like it."
Charles slows his pace just slightly, his voice softening. "Can I... come with you?"
The question lingers in the air for a moment, the street sounds around them fading into background noise. Seraphina turns her head to study him, her brows arched in mild surprise. "We'd have to ask Charlie." she says thoughtfully. "But... I would be glad if you did."
His entire expression brightens, eyes lighting up as if she has just handed him the world. "Then I'll ask." he promises, sincere.
They soon arrive at the meeting spot, a quieter street corner where they can safely apparate. Goodbyes are exchanged in a tangle of voices and small laughter, but Charles lingers. As Cassiopeia kisses Nadine's cheek and prepares to leave, Charles leans just a little closer to Seraphina, lowering his voice so only she can hear.
"I wish we had more time together." he murmurs, his tone tender and deliberate. His eyes catch hers, steady and searching. "Would you... go on a date with me?"
Seraphina hesitates. The idea of being alone with Charles stirs a heady mix of satisfaction and excitement—a chance to carve out her own romantic story, and as a bonus, to get under Regulus's skin. Regulus. For a fleeting second she almost refuses, but to hell if she ever lets him stand in her way. Finally, she exhales and gives the smallest, careful nod. "Yes."
The relief and joy on Charles's face is instant. His lips curve into a warm smile, and with gentlemanly grace he takes her hand once more, bowing his head slightly before pressing a soft kiss to her knuckles. The gesture makes Cassiopeia gasp playfully from across the cobblestones, fanning herself theatrically.
"See you tomorrow." Cassiopeia calls teasingly before apparating with a sharp crack, her laughter still lingering in the air.
Charles remains smiling as he pulls back from Seraphina, his hand lingering on hers a moment longer before letting go. Then he turns to the others, smiles, and disapparates. Together, three of them—Seraphina, Nadine, and Louis—step forward, linking arms quickly before apparating in unison, the world collapsing in a snap of displaced air.
They reappear outside the grand gates of the Duvivier residence, the iron wrought curves standing tall and majestic against the glowing lanterns at the entrance. Nadine adjusts her coat, her mind already racing with the thought of her parents waiting inside, but her lips still curve faintly when she glances at her friends. Tonight has been long, beautiful, complicated—and far from over.
They walk inside, coats and scarves floating toward hangers as the door closes behind them. In the dining room, Grandmother is already moving gracefully around, her hands never idle as she checks the simmering pots on the stove and brushes a strand of hair from her forehead. At the table sit Barty, Mother and Father, Monsieur LeBlanc and Madame LeBlanc, the five of them gathered in poised conversation that pauses as soon as the younger ones enter.
Brownie winds around Nadine's ankles the moment she steps in. Her purring vibrates against her calves, and she frowns faintly, distracted, bending down for a fleeting second to stroke her soft fur. Louis and Seraphina, meanwhile, slip seamlessly into polite manners; they greet the elders with practiced smiles and soft words.
Mother stands at once, her face brightening, and her arms reach for Seraphina. She pulls her into a warm, motherly hug, one that carries both pride and an unspoken command. "How beautiful you are." she says softly, her voice thick with affection, her eyes searching Seraphina's face. "Please, join us. Don't you dare refuse and be hungry." It sounds half like a joke, half like an insistence, and Seraphina chuckles gently, nodding, slipping into her seat with grace.
They settle, the chairs scraping lightly against the wood floor. Nadine, however, remains uncharacteristically quiet, her posture still and measured. She folds her hands in her lap, fingers tightening slightly as the room hums with layered conversations. Father leans toward Monsieur LeBlanc almost immediately, his voice low and steady as they discuss the Ministry—policies, rumors, shifting tides of influence. On the other side of the table, the ladies laugh lightly together, their tones airy and melodic, snippets of Beauxbatons memories and little compliments exchanged like glimmering ornaments.
Seraphina notices Nadine's silence. Her elbow nudges gently into her side under the table, a discreet encouragement, a plea to soften and blend into the moment. Nadine presses her lips together but doesn't answer immediately, her eyes fixed on Father's rigid profile.
Barty slouches in his chair, a faint crease in his brow. He looks faintly bored, his long fingers drumming softly against the wood, though he entertains Louis's chatter with clipped replies. Louis attempts to keep the air light, leaning toward him with mischief in his grin, but Barty remains only half-involved, his eyes darting toward Nadine now and then, aware of the storm brewing beneath her silence.
At last, Nadine clears her throat. The sound is deliberate, a small blade cutting through laughter and talk. Her chin lifts, and she arranges her voice into something polite, even formal, though a faint edge clings to her words. "What brings you here?" she asks, her gaze flicking between her parents and the LeBlancs, though it is Father she pins with the question.
The room stills for half a beat. Father's eyes narrow, steel glinting beneath the veneer of composure. His tone is stern, clipped with authority as he answers, "We came to visit your grandmother. And to check on you. Surely, we don't need permission for that."
A silence folds itself around the words, taut and heavy. Nadine's spine straightens, her frown deepening, and her eyes lock with his. A clash of wills crackles silently across the table, an invisible duel. She refuses to bow without knowing the truth that hides beneath his careful words.
But she doesn't push further. Not here. Not in front of the LeBlancs, whose polite smiles mask their curiosity. Nadine swallows her fire, smooths her face into neutrality, though Father can see the battle smoldering in her gaze.
Dinner moves smoothly, and Nadine notices it more than anyone else, her eyes shifting every so often to Louis across the table. He catches her glance and, as if reading her unspoken worry, he only shrugs faintly, lips curving into the smallest smile, as though to say, I don't know either.
Her unease grows, and she lowers her voice, leaning slightly toward Mother. "Why didn't you owl me?" she whispers, the words pressing like a demand though her tone is soft enough not to attract notice.
Mother pauses for the briefest of seconds, her fork held delicately in the air, before she lowers it again and replies in a composed manner. "I would have, dearest, but your father decided it suddenly." Her smile is smooth, as if to soothe. "Don't worry. We are happy you're enjoying yourself."
Nadine's chest tightens. It doesn't sit right. Nothing about this evening feels sudden and casual at once. She sighs quietly, pressing her lips together, not fully accepting the answer but unwilling to make a scene at the table. She lowers her gaze, pushing food around her plate without tasting much of it.
When the meal is finished, Father rises, his chair scraping softly against the polished floor. His expression is proud, satisfied, his voice carrying across the room with a finality that leaves no room for objection. "We should take a picture as a family."
Nadine's brows knit in confusion. A picture? Now? Everyone else begins to stand, smoothing robes, fixing hair, drifting toward the living room as though it is the most natural request in the world.
She lingers for a heartbeat, hesitant, until she catches Louis's questioning glance again. He gives her a small, helpless shrug and follows along, the LeBlancs moving beside him with ease, like they belong.
Nadine frowns deeper, her stomach twisting, but she follows after them. The fireplace glows behind them, warm against the darkening evening, throwing shadows across the ornate wallpaper. Everyone positions themselves automatically—Father in the center, Mother at his side, Barty close at Nadine's shoulder, Grandmother next to Mother. Nadine finds herself standing between Louis and her family, the closeness deliberate, pressed together just enough to look harmonious in a photograph.
"Seraphina, dear." Mother calls sweetly, turning to the dark-haired girl who lingers on the edge of the group. "Come, join us."
But Seraphina only shakes her head firmly, her arms folding. "Thank you, Mrs Crouch, but I can take the picture." Her tone leaves no room for argument, her sharpness tempered only by the way she takes the camera swiftly into her hands, avoiding further pleading.
And so, the flash clicks, bright against their eyes, everyone smiling in unison—Louis tall and poised, Nadine stiff in her spot, Father's hand light but heavy-feeling on her shoulder.
When it is done, Nadine breaks from the arrangement almost too quickly, slipping across the carpet toward Seraphina, who lowers the camera with a faint frown.
"What are they planning?" Nadine whispers, her voice low, urgent, almost harsh.
But Seraphina only shakes her head slowly, her eyes shadowed with suspicion she doesn't voice aloud. "I can't decipher it either."
Nadine feels her chest tighten further, a hollow beat echoing in her ears as she looks back at the gathered families—the way Mother beams, Father converses so comfortably with the LeBlancs, and Louis, still looking quietly bewildered.
Father clears his throat warmly, "Let's have some tea and dessert, shall we? It will do us all good."
The group drifts back inside, the clink of porcelain and the aroma of sweet pastries filling the sitting room. They sit politely for a while, but soon enough, Barty shifts in his chair, exchanging a glance with Nadine.
She rises first, smoothing her skirt, and Louis excuses himself with a grin. Seraphina stands too, as though she has no intention of being left out. Together the four slip quietly upstairs, leaving the hum of polite chatter and china behind.
As soon as the door to the upper corridor closes, Nadine seizes Barty's arm, her expression sharp, eyes narrowed. "Why didn't you tell me?" she demands in a low hiss, irritation vibrating through her words.
Barty throws his hands up, his tone dry and defensive. "I didn't know either! They just dragged me with them. Do you think I'd keep this from you?"
Nadine exhales, half a sigh, half a growl, releasing his arm but shaking her head as if the answer doesn't satisfy her. She leads them briskly to her room, her slippers thudding lightly on the old wood. Inside, the soft scent of parchment, ink, and perfume lingers. She doesn't sit on her bed—no, she moves straight to her desk, her movements clipped and purposeful.
Dropping into her chair, she yanks open a drawer, pulls free a sheet of fresh parchment, and dips a quill with an almost aggressive snap. The feather trembles in her grip as though reflecting her barely contained frustration.
Seraphina tilts her head, cautious but curious. "Are you alright?" she asks gently, her voice soft.
Nadine doesn't answer, her jaw set, her quill scratching across the parchment—but the ink blots messily, lines forming without meaning. For a heartbeat it looks as though she might write something. But then—she pauses. Her fingers curl, tightening into a fist until the parchment crumples and wrinkles beneath her palm.
Louis, leaning lazily against her wardrobe, tries to ease the silence. "I'm sure it's nothing to worry about. You know how they are—they're strange. Perhaps they just want to spend time together." His smile is light, reassuring, but there is a flicker of doubt in his eyes.
Barty scoffs, low and amused, crossing his arms. "Yeah, right."
Nadine stands abruptly, the chair scraping against the floor. With a fierce twist of her wrist, she crushes the parchment into a tight ball and hurls it into the bin. "Whatever it is," she says firmly, her voice hard and decisive, "I will find out."
Chapter Text
The days slip by like pearls on a string, each one shining in its own light. Nadine, Cassiopeia, and Seraphina spend their hours wandering through boulevards heavy with chestnut trees, admiring riverboats, laughing in cozy patisseries, and sitting in shadowed corners of bookstores. By now, they have almost exhausted the city, their curiosity leading them to nearly every landmark, café, and quiet garden Paris has to offer.
One particular evening arrives like a quiet storm—full of anticipation, soft ripples of excitement threading through the air. Nadine stands with her hands on her hips in the middle of Seraphina's room, surrounded by a battlefield of clothing. Dresses are draped over chairs, stockings tangled on the floor, jewelry scattered across the vanity like fallen stars. They have been at it for an hour at least, and Seraphina's nerves are beginning to fray.
"No, no, not that one—too much like a ball gown, he'll think you're off to Versailles." Nadine says, whisking her dark emerald dress out of Seraphina's hands before tossing it carelessly onto the bed. "And this? Far too plain. Honestly, Phina, do you own anything that isn't meant for a funeral?"
Seraphina huffs, crossing her arms, muttering something about practicality. But Nadine is relentless. She pulls out piece after piece, mixing skirts with blouses, setting aside shoes, rejecting shawls, until finally—finally—she claps her hands together.
"Here. This is it."
The outfit she settles on is a balance of elegance and ease. A soft dove-grey skirt that falls just above the ankle, tailored to move fluidly with every step, paired with a delicate ivory blouse that gathers at the wrists with small pearl buttons. Over it, a midnight-blue velvet jacket with silver fastenings, fitted enough to accentuate her figure but not ostentatious. At Nadine's insistence, a thin silver chain with a single teardrop sapphire rests against her throat. Her hair, loosely waved, is pinned halfway up, a few strands framing her face.
Nadine steps back, folds her arms, and nods with satisfaction. "Now, this will do. Not too formal, not too casual. You look absolutely perfect. He'll be unable to look anywhere else but at you." Her tone softens as she leans forward and adjusts the chain. "Stay safe, alright? And don't make him wait too long. You've kept him on edge enough."
Seraphina breathes in, cheeks warm, and nods. "I'll be fine."
Together they walk down to the courtyard gates where the evening air carries a crisp breeze. Lantern light spills across the stone path, glowing golden against the iron gates where Charles waits.
Charles stands tall, poised, his presence sharp against the fading sky. He wears a tailored charcoal coat with silver embroidery that gleams subtly in the light, the collar turned neatly, the cut perfectly framing his broad shoulders. Beneath it, a high-collared black shirt, buttoned to the throat, with cuffs that show a glint of silver thread. His trousers are sleek, dark, falling into polished boots that gleam like obsidian. His hair is immaculately kept, though a single strand falls over his brow, softening him just slightly.
As Seraphina approaches, he inclines his head with a measured, old-world courtesy, reaching for her hand. He bows just enough to brush a kiss against her knuckles—a featherlight gesture that makes Nadine giggle and dart away toward the building, leaving them in the soft hush of twilight.
"Where to?" Seraphina asks, lifting her brows with cautious intrigue.
Charles's lips curve, the faintest smile ghosting across his features. "Do you trust me?"
Her hesitation lasts only a second before she nods. "Yes."
With a precise movement, he clasps her hand, and together they vanish with the crack of apparition.
The world reforms around them, and she blinks in awe. They stand before a grand structure that towers with modern wizarding design—sleek stone facades combined with enchanted glass windows that shimmer faintly with protective runes. It is the Institut Médical Magique de Paris, a place most whispered about but seldom visited without permission. The entrance is marked by tall silver doors that ripple faintly with magic, opening smoothly as Charles guides her forward.
Inside, the space is vast and bright, filled with both order and innovation. Corridors stretch like arteries through the heart of the institute, lined with rooms where she glimpses extraordinary work. In one, a group of witches chant in unison, wands raised as experimental healing spells flare like colored streams of light across a patient mannequin. In another, potion masters lean over cauldrons bubbling with liquid that changes hue every few seconds, scribbling frantic notes on parchment enchanted to hover beside them. Beyond a glass wall, a group of scholars test charms designed to regrow bones more efficiently, their spells weaving like silver threads through skeletal models.
The smell of herbs, parchment, and alchemical smoke lingers in the air. Voices murmur in French, Latin, and other tongues as knowledge collides and is reshaped. Seraphina walks slowly, her eyes wide, every corner pulling her curiosity deeper.
Charles leads her steadily, his hand still around hers as though anchoring her amidst the storm of brilliance. Eventually, he stops before a particular chamber—not the largest, not the most crowded, but one clearly his own.
"This," he says, gesturing lightly as the door opens, "is my place. A little corner among giants."
The room is lined with bookshelves heavy with tomes, scrolls, and vials. On one side, a broad desk cluttered with papers, sketches, and quills. On the other, a worktable gleams with potion equipment, half-filled flasks, and runes carefully carved into silver plates. A single plant grows in the corner, glowing faintly with restorative magic.
Charles releases her hand only to cross toward the desk, lifting a parchment heavy with diagrams. "I spend time here when I can, researching spell refinements, potion variations. It is... only a part of me, but one I wished to share." He pauses, looking at her with careful restraint. "I hope it isn't dull."
Seraphina turns in a slow circle, her lips parting in wonder. She shakes her head, stepping closer to one of the shelves, tracing the spines of books in languages half-forgotten. "Dull? Charles, this is..." she breathes out a laugh, low and warm. "It's extraordinary."
Relief softens the sharpness of his features, and a with a tone that carries both pride and hesitance, he tells her he has something new he has been working on, though it borders on the delicate edge of darker branches of magic. He leads her deeper into his section of the institute, into a smaller chamber lined with shelves of old texts and sealed cabinets. The air carries the scent of parchment, faint incense, and something else—burnt herbs and potion residue.
On a polished oak table lies his current project: fragments of runes carved into stone, diagrams drawn with precision, and a half-finished potion that simmers black-violet in the cauldron. The runes pulse faintly as if alive, tethered to the potion through a spell-web written in ink across parchment. He explains, quietly but with intensity, that he is exploring the relationship between ancient runic wards and transformative magic—how to bind, weaken, or redirect forces typically associated with darker spells. Not for malice, he assures her, but for understanding, for power with purpose.
Seraphina listens closely, her gaze curious, absorbing every detail. She tilts her head as she studies the symbols, tracing the edges of the runes with her eyes. Her opinion comes forward without hesitation—pointing out where the lines of power might intersect incorrectly, suggesting that one symbol may not be compatible with another, and that perhaps a mirrored glyph could stabilize the pull of the potion. He listens, truly listens, his lips curving into a smirk at her cleverness. Without meaning to, she leans in and scribbles her adjustments on his parchment, and together they make small corrections. When they test it—the potion's simmer softens to a steady rhythm, the glow from the runes becomes more balanced. It works, if only a little more than before, and he glances at her with a spark of admiration.
After hours of exploring, testing, and exchanging thoughts, he decides they have spent enough time in the depths of research. He offers his arm and says they should have dinner. Outside, Paris hums with life, the sky painted in shades of deep lavender and gold. He leads her to a discreet, elegant restaurant tucked along a narrow street paved with cobblestones. Its windows glow with candlelight, and inside the tables are draped in white linen, polished silver catching the flicker of the flames.
They sit at a corner table. The menu is refined, and he orders for himself, roasted duck with honeyed glaze and a side of herbed potatoes, and for her, he suggests sea bass in saffron sauce with a glass of chilled white wine, though he lets her choose freely. They share a starter of baked brie with truffle, tearing bread apart and laughing softly when the cheese stretches.
The conversation flows easily. He speaks of his time at Beauxbatons, of the pride and discipline instilled in its halls, but also of the more personal moments—long afternoons studying in sunlit courtyards, dueling practices that left him bruised but exhilarated, and, with a glimmer of nostalgia, how he used to ride horses in the countryside during breaks. His posture straightens slightly when he speaks of it, a quiet elegance in the memory, and he admits he misses it at times—the control, the grace, the freedom.
In return, she shares her own story of Durmstrang: the colder air, the stricter environment, the darker subjects woven into their learning. She confesses with a small smile that recently she has begun learning piano, though she is far from perfect. At this, his expression turns into something both thoughtful and amused. "Well," he says, voice low and deliberate, "then it is perfect for tonight."
Curiosity flickers in her eyes, and he only smiles, refusing to elaborate. When they finish their meal, he stands, offering his hand once more, and leads them carefully to their next destination.
They arrive before a grand theatre, its marble facade lit with golden lanterns, banners draped across its entrance. The sound of footsteps and soft chatter rises around them as elegantly dressed witches and wizards enter, anticipation shimmering in the air. Inside, the theatre is magnificent: velvet seats, gilded balconies, and a stage bathed in soft light. They settle into their seats, the hush of the audience falling over them as the orchestra begins.
The music rises—strings trembling like breath, piano keys weaving warmth into the air. He leans back slightly, eyes closed for a moment as though allowing the sound to wash through him. For him, it is both order and chaos, a perfect discipline of harmony yet with currents of passion beneath. He remarks softly that this is why he loves classical music—because it mirrors life itself, precise but alive with fire.
She listens intently, her fingers drumming lightly against her lap in rhythm. She admits she feels as though the music paints images in her mind, entire stories unfolding without a single word. She tells him it makes her want to play better, to learn until she can shape something so alive with her own hands.
Their conversation between pieces is hushed but meaningful—about ambition, about beauty, about how art, like magic, demands devotion. His words are laced with a rare openness, and hers with warmth that draws him closer without him even realizing it.
Cassiopeia is curled in the corner of her bed, knees drawn up, an old copy of Les Fleurs du mal resting in her hands. Her hair tumbles around her shoulders like ink against parchment, the candlelight painting her profile in warm golds. The silence is soft—the only sound the faint shifting of pages and the scratch of Marius tinkering with something metallic down in the living room.
She hardly notices the shift at first—the muted whoosh of emerald flames sparking to life in the hearth below, the soft thud of someone stepping out. But when she hears the low, familiar voice greeting her uncle, she freezes, book slipping down into her lap.
Regulus.
Uncle's voice rumbles something polite in return, then footsteps, steady and purposeful, climb the stairs.
Cassiopeia narrows her eyes at the door, suspicion flickering. She is halfway to setting the book aside and rising to check who it is when the latch turns and the door swings inward.
Regulus slips inside without a word of warning, his eyes sweeping the room in one assessing glance before he quietly shuts the door behind him. He leans back against it for a moment, arms folding loosely over his chest, like he already owns the space.
Cassiopeia blinks at him, startled, then annoyed. "You could have at least knocked."
Regulus's mouth twitches faintly, not quite a smile. "Uncle Marius said I could come whenever. I don't see the need for theatrics between us." His tone is casual, but his gaze is intent, studying her.
Cassiopeia exhales through her nose, setting the book aside with deliberate slowness. "Mother sent you, didn't she? To check if I'm behaving properly in exile."
"Half-right." He moves further into the room, glancing at the shelf where she has tucked away Beauxbatons trinkets—a delicate ribbon, a glass snow globe, a silver pin. His fingers hover over them, not quite touching, just cataloguing. "She worries. But—" his eyes flick toward her, unblinking, "—I wanted to see you myself."
Cassiopeia arches a brow, skeptical. "You don't usually admit to sentiment."
"I didn't." He turns away from her, trailing along her desk where parchment is scattered, quills in disarray. "I said I wanted to see you. There's a difference."
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes and flops back on her bed, feigning disinterest. "Fine. You've seen me. I'm still alive. Still breathing. Still reading."
Regulus ignores the barb. He circles slowly, predator-like, until he ends up near the foot of her bed, where he props a hand against the post. His eyes are steady on her. "Mother is concerned about the company we keep lately, the Leblancs. She believes their politics might appear a little too... enticing to you."
Cassiopeia gives him a withering look. "Since when do you track my social life? And what exactly do you mean by politics?"
His jaw tightens, though his voice remains even, silk over steel. "You know very well—"
Cassiopeia sits up straighter, folding her arms, her chin lifting in defiance. "I don't have to agree with everything they think. And besides, our birthday was hardly the time or place for that sort of talk."
He falls silent at first, then shifts closer to the edge of the bed, his fingers worrying at the ring on his hand.
"Mother stopped me—much to my dismay—and interrogated me. You do realize the Leblancs are on the verge of being disowned by our family? If they don't correct their ways, that is." He sighs. "Actually, the words she used were 'hanging by a thread.'"
"What? What do you mean?"
"The usual. According to Narcissa, Andromeda apparently spoke to them some time ago, Geneviève in particular. And ever since our birthday dinner, Mother hasn't stopped drilling us on family values. I'm not entirely sure what sparked it." Regulus says.
"I know exactly what caused it. You—running your mouth about Charles's 'half-blood adventures.' No wonder she's suddenly so cautious. You fucked it up. And now we're relying on rumours?" Cassiopeia snaps.
"Contrary to your belief, I'd prefer to keep our circles intact—and strengthen our influence while we're at it." Regulus replies coolly. "The Leblancs are valuable for that, especially in this day and age. And if I need to speak to him myself, so be it. At least Mother trusts me to do it."
Cassiopeia narrows her eyes. "Valuable? What does that even mean? They're kind wizards, Regulus. That's all. And is this what you came here for? To babysit me or Charles so neither of us gets disowned? Don't be absurd."
"That isn't the point. You think I'm here because I enjoy your company? Or his?" His tone cuts deeper now, his words clipped. "Do you ever think that perhaps you ought to stay a little further away from them? Or... I don't know, when you decide to entertain them, try and fix the idea they've got?"
Cassiopeia looks up at her sharply, brows drawn. "Fix their idea?" she repeats, the words clipped. "I didn't come here to give lectures or force anyone into our ideals. Don't bother me with that. You caused this mess to begin with—so you fix it. Besides, it's too late, he and Seraphina—"
She stops dead, the rest of the sentence lodged in her throat like glass. Her face drains, and she immediately snaps her mouth shut. "Nothing." she blurts, looking away, wishing she could claw the words back. Her heart hammers because she knows she has just said too much.
Regulus stills completely. His eyes lock onto her, cold, sharp, unyielding. "What did you just say?" His voice is quiet, dangerously quiet.
Cassiopeia shakes her head quickly, forcing a nervous laugh. "I said nothing, you misheard—"
"Don't lie to me." He moves closer.
She crosses her arms tightly over her chest, bracing. "It isn't your business."
"I just told you what our family discussed—no, threatened—and your priority is to lie to me?"
She presses her palms to her face, muffling a breath. "Regulus, it's not like that."
His voice is low and steady, like a blade cutting slowly. "It's a disgrace, paraded in the open. And you're complicit. It will weaken us, our family."
Cassiopeia feels heat rising in her cheeks, anger mixing with guilt. "They're not flaunting anything—"
"I agree with our family. And you—you know she tells me everything, and you know she expects the same of me, or else. And if Charles knows what's best... Now—tell me."
Cassiopeia throws her hands up. "Fine! Fine—they're on a date!" The word bursts out before she can stop it, and she instantly regrets it. She winces, lowering her voice quickly. "But don't tell Mother, Regulus, I swear—"
The silence that follows is suffocating.
"Where?" His jaw tightens.
Her lips press into a stubborn line. "I'm not telling you."
"Where, Cassiopeia?" His tone is steel.
"I said I'm not telling you! You're not her father, you're not their keeper, you cannot go around dictating who sees whom—"
He exhales slowly, measured, almost patient. "I'm trying to help you, Cass. After me, it's her—and she's far worse."
Her breath stutters. She shakes her head, furious, but her voice wavers. "Don't you dare twist this—don't you dare humiliate her or threaten with Mother—"
"Then tell me." he says—calm in a way that chills her more than his temper ever could. "And I won't. No one else needs to know."
They stare at each other in a taut silence, both unwilling to bend. Her heart races, palms clammy, but finally, she spits the words through gritted teeth. "Charles mentioned... No. Regulus, it's just an innocent—"
Regulus doesn't give her another look. Without a word, he strides past her, cloak snapping as he storms out the door, the sound of his boots echoing down the corridor until they vanish into the heavy silence he leaves behind.
Cassiopeia slumps against the wall, cursing herself under her breath. "Brilliant. Just brilliant."
She paces her bedroom floor so quickly the boards beneath her feet creak, her mind racing in a thousand frantic directions. She mutters to herself, biting her nails, tugging at her sleeve—she has to tell Nadine and Seraphina before Regulus ruins everything. But how? She pauses at her desk, glances at the parchment and quill waiting there, but she can't even hold a pen steady right now.
Before deciding anything, she creeps to the top of the staircase, leaning carefully over the bannister to see if Marius is anywhere near. He is in the drawing room, back hunched over, pipe in hand, muttering to himself as though locked in some internal conversation. Relieved that he is distracted, Cassiopeia tiptoes back to her room and shuts the door quietly. She exhales.
But when she turns, her breath catches in her throat.
Her window is wide open. The night air flutters the curtain, pale fabric billowing like a ghost's sleeve. And then—movement. A shadow. A figure standing just behind her.
Her hand snaps to her wand instinctively, her whole body alive with fear. "Don't move." she hisses, voice trembling but commanding.
The figure leans forward, moonlight catching his face. Barty.
He smiles gently, almost playfully, as if this is nothing. As if he hasn't just materialized in her locked bedroom. "Sorry, Cass. It's the only way I could see you alone." he murmurs, voice low, strange. Then, before she can lower her wand, he leans in and presses a quick kiss to her cheek.
Cassiopeia jerks back, furious. "Bartemius—Merlin—don't ever do that again. Do you hear me? You could've told me to meet you somewhere—anything—but not this. Not sneaking into my room like a bloody—" She stops herself, chest rising and falling fast.
He shrugs, the smile not leaving his lips, though his eyes gleam with something she can't decipher. "I said I'm sorry." he says simply, as though that erases the violation of her space. "But you're overreacting. It's fine. Everything's fine."
She stares at him, her grip tightening on her wand. "You think this is fine? Bartemius, you're acting—"
His expression flickers, only slightly, before he changes the subject with eerie smoothness. "Regulus was just here, wasn't he?"
Cassiopeia stiffens. "Yes. He—he knows what we're doing. He—"
"I know." Barty cuts her off with a small, unsettling grin. "Because I told him."
Her blood runs cold. "You what?" she snaps, voice sharp enough to split the air. "You told Regulus? Are you completely out of your mind? He'll ruin everything! He'll go straight to Mother, to Father, to anyone—"
Barty's smile widens, but it doesn't reach his eyes. "No. He won't. He's too proud, too caught up in himself. And besides, if he tries—well." His tone sharpens. "He's not your keeper, Cass. I am."
Her mouth falls open in disbelief. "You—what? Don't you dare—you don't get to decide that!"
"I'm keeping you safe." he says, almost too softly, voice dipped in something dangerous. "Even from your own brother. Even from yourself."
"Safe? By betraying me? By making decisions for me?" she spits, her heart pounding. "Bartemius, you're not making sense. You can't just—"
"I can." he snaps suddenly, eyes flashing with a sharp, fevered light. "And you'll see why soon enough. You'll thank me."
His words hang between them like a curse, her pulse racing, her hand shaking around her wand. "Bartemius," she says, softer now, though her voice trembles, "you're scaring me. Did something happen?"
For a heartbeat, something like regret flickers over his features. But then it vanishes. He straightens, face hardening into that unreadable mask. "Good." he whispers. "Fear keeps you alive."
And before she can react, before she can demand more, his figure blurs near the window—then he is gone. The window slams against the wall with the rush of wind left in his wake.
Cassiopeia stands frozen in her room, wand still raised, her skin prickling with the ghost of his kiss and his words echoing like poison.
Regulus steadies himself, shoulders taut, but his stride is even—controlled. The faint irritation that simmers in him doesn't bleed through; he refuses to let it.
The air in Grimmauld Place is heavy, as it always is after dusk—scent of dust and wax, the faint lingering of smoke from the hearth in the drawing room. It glows faintly with candlelight, shadows clinging to the paneling. Walburga sits at her writing desk, her posture elegant and severe. She raises a hand as he appears in the doorway, her voice firm, cutting through the hush.
"Regulus."
He closes his eyes for half a breath, exhaling slowly, pressing the weight of his annoyance back into the hollow of his chest. When he turns, his expression is unreadable, smoothed into the sharp lines of dutiful composure.
"Mother." he says, inclining his head with respect as he steps into the room.
Walburga sets the quill down with deliberate grace, her gaze sweeping over him with cool scrutiny. Regulus crosses the carpet and lowers himself into the chair beside her, the quiet creak of wood the only sound between them. He reaches for the walnut bowl at the edge of the table, fingers deft as he cracks one open, the shell splintering in his palm.
He eats without hurry, each movement casual, unbothered—as though he hadn't just stormed away from a conversation that left him seething.
Walburga watches, her silence heavy, her eyes gleaming with expectation.
Walburga sets her parchment aside, folding her hands with slow precision. Her eyes narrow, expectant.
"Well?" she says. "What happened?"
Regulus brushes a bit of walnut shell from his palm, his expression carefully neutral. "She's... behaving. She accused me of being sent as your errand boy—which, I suppose, isn't entirely wrong." The faintest twitch of a smile touches his lips, bitter and gone as quickly as it comes. "Quick to temper, defensive. Thinks she knows best."
Walburga tilts her chin, unimpressed. "Defensive about what?"
"She resents the implication that she needs watching." he says evenly, the walnut shell snapping softly between his fingers. "But she hasn't gone wild—if that's what you're wondering. She passes the time with her circle—yes, the two Leblancs among them, occasionally, though hardly a revelation. They're cousins, difficult to avoid."
Walburga's gaze narrows, searching his face for a flicker of deceit. "Did she say anything? About the Leblancs?"
Regulus meets her eyes evenly, unflinching. "Only to scoff at the suggestion that she's easily swayed by anyone's politics. She insists she can keep her own mind."
A thin smile curves Walburga's lips, equal parts disdain and warning. "That girl thinks independence makes her clever. It makes her reckless. And you—you didn't reassure her, I hope? You didn't encourage this idea that she can stand apart from us?"
"No." Regulus says, quiet but firm. "I reminded her she is a Black, and that she would do well not to forget it."
Walburga studies him for a long moment, weighing his words, before nodding slowly, satisfied enough. "Good. She'll learn in time, one way or another."
Her lips purse. She leans back in her chair, folding her hands together. The firelight carves her profile in shadow, and when she speaks again, her voice is softer but edged. "Is there anything else I need to know?"
The question hangs. Regulus stills, his hand closing slowly over the fragments of shell in his palm. He knows what she is asking—not in words, but in the weight of her stare, in the faint gleam of suspicion that tightens the air between them.
He lifts his gaze and meets her eyes squarely. No hesitation. No flicker. "No." he says.
The silence stretches, taut as wire. Their eyes lock, unwavering, neither yielding, neither blinking.
At last Walburga exhales through her nose, a sound that is almost approval, almost dismissal. She reaches for her quill again, the scratch of ink returning to the parchment.
Regulus leans back slightly in his chair, flicking a piece of walnut into his mouth as though the conversation has already ended. His composure is perfect, his loyalty unquestioned. Only the smallest shadow lingers in his mind—the words Cassiopeia let slip, the one truth he chose to bury.
Suspicion still gnaws at her, though without more than that hidden scrapbook, she has no proof. For now, she resolves to wait—Cassiopeia's return will bring the truth to light, and then there will be no evasion.
Regulus rises from his chair, brushing dust from his hands as though closing the conversation himself. "I'll be in my room. There's practice to do."
Walburga doesn't look up from her parchment, but her voice follows him, cool and deliberate. "We will speak again when she returns. Dinner is in a few hours."
Regulus inclines his head in acknowledgment before slipping from the room, the echo of his steps fading into the shadowed corridor.
Chapter Text
Dear Nadine,
I'm glad you wrote, and I'm glad you are still alive in Paris. I'm fine to meet. More than fine, actually. You mentioned next week, and that works perfectly, but let's aim for sooner rather than later because Charlie is leaving again, and you know what that means: once he's gone, he'll vanish and good luck pulling him out.
Let's say before midweek if possible. That way Charlie is still here, and he'll want to meet you two himself. And of course, if you want to wander Wales while you're here, I'll be happy to give you the tour. I'll owl Seraphina too.
Take care of yourself, Nadine, and don't cause too much chaos until then.
Yours,
Bill
Nadine,
I received your letter, and yes, I'm fine to meet then. I'll be in London next week, so it works well. Let's say Diagon Alley, outside Flourish and Blotts. Just tell me which day you plan to come, and I'll keep myself free.
I hope Paris is treating you well, though I suspect with the three of you together, Paris is the one that needs saving.
Looking forward to catching up.
Best,
Remus
The afternoon light filters soft and gold through Nadine's curtains, turning her bedroom into a warm cocoon that feels both home and farewell. On the bed, the three of them lounge in comfortable disarray: Nadine sits cross-legged with a small bottle of polish, carefully painting her nails a gleaming dark red, tongue poking faintly at the corner of her mouth in concentration. Cassiopeia has taken over the vanity with a tray of small vials and powders, her latest experiment in potion-enhanced cosmetics bubbling faintly in a glass dish as she dabs at her cheek with a brush, muttering to herself about shimmer versus glow. Seraphina, meanwhile, is sprawled on her stomach across the quilt, her fingers sliding photos into the album they have been filling for three weeks—ice rink laughter, café tables, shop mirrors, cobbled streets with all three of them posing dramatically. The pages already spill with color, memory pressed flat.
Nadine flicks her hair back and sighs,
"I still can't believe Walburga sent Regulus here just to check on you, Cass. As if you're a child she's keeping on a leash."
Cassiopeia lowers her brush with a soft snort. "I know. I don't want to go home yet because I know exactly what awaits me there. Endless questions, suspicion, being watched like a hawk. I just hope he didn't tell Mother anything." She glances down at her potion, then at Seraphina with a faint, warm smile. "But at least I'm glad you had fun, Phina."
Seraphina's fingers pause on a photograph—the one Charles had taken of them outside the theatre, laughter still caught on her face. She bites her lip, thoughtful. Cassiopeia had confessed, in a whisper edged with irritation, how Regulus had been prowling, how he had been furious to discover she had gone out with Charles. Seraphina's heart is still knotted by it. She doesn't feel for Charles what she feels—what she has always felt—for Regulus, even though he is cruel, always pressing the knife against her pride. Charles is kind, and she enjoys him; he makes her laugh, he listens. But when she thinks of Regulus, there is fire and ache, and it makes her feel foolish. She wonders if Cassiopeia could see it in her eyes.
Cassiopeia sets the potion aside with a sigh. "Is Bartemius here?" she asks suddenly, too casual.
Nadine rolls her eyes so hard it nearly makes her polish smear. "No, he isn't, and don't worry about him. After how he acted? If I had known he was the one who told Regulus, I swear I would have hexed him on the spot. He just disappears, does what he wants, and somehow gets away with it."
Cassiopeia sighs, the crease of worry still shadowing her brow despite Nadine's dismissal. She doesn't understand Barty anymore, not really. It all makes her head heavy.
Seraphina slips another photo into the sleeve and smooths it flat. She looks up at Nadine, then asks softly: "Did Severus reply to any of your letters?"
Nadine's lips curl into a warm, almost secretive smile. She shakes her head, crimson nails glinting in the light. "No. But it's alright. I like to think he didn't burn them at least." Her laugh rings light, and Cassiopeia joins, Seraphina too, the sound filling the room and making it momentarily free from everything outside.
Nadine claps her hands together once, decisive: "Come on, girls. Let's finish packing before I cry about leaving. Then we're going shopping one last time. I refuse to step foot on that train without new perfume."
The three of them glance around the messy, cozy room: bottles scattered, clothes draped across the backs of chairs, photo corners tucked between pages, the evidence of laughter and secrets. Their suitcases wait open like patient mouths at the foot of the bed. It feels like the end of something golden, and none of them wants to let it go.
At Spinner's End, the evening is unusually warm, almost soft. The house smells of roasted chicken—golden, crisping in the oven—and herbs rising with the steam of mashed potatoes. A pot of peas bubbles lightly on the stove while a salad assembles itself in the corner, knives chopping, spoons tossing, all guided by Eileen's quiet flicks of her wand. She hums faintly, something tuneless, her sleeves rolled up. No house-elf has ever set foot here, and yet the kitchen feels alive in her care. Bit by bit, the house has grown less bleak—polished floors, cleaner curtains, even a vase with late-summer flowers perched near the window. For the first time in a long while, Spinner's End feels like a home.
Upstairs, Severus sits at his brown desk, the faint scratching of the clock breaking the quiet. In his hands lies Nadine's latest letter—the second one in a week. He has already read it once, but his eyes drift back over the sprawling pages, the looping script, the blotches where she pressed too hard with her quill. There are even little sketches in the margins, clumsy but lively, alongside her questions.
Severus exhales through his nose, half an eye-roll tugging at his face. He sets the letter down, fingers drumming against the desk, and pulls a fresh sheet of parchment toward himself.
The quill hovers, suspended over the page. Nothing comes. He scowls.
It would be rude not to respond, Severus. Seraphina's voice echoes in his mind, that irritatingly reasonable lilt she so often used on him. His lips twitch despite himself.
So, with a sharp sigh, he decides. He won't match Nadine's enthusiasm, won't ramble in return. He will do what he knows best: extract information, answer questions, nothing more. He smooths the letter flat on his desk and begins scanning through her list of curiosities—pausing after each one to jot down a terse reply. For once, he doesn't overthink it. He lets her paper guide him, each answer brief, almost curt, but at least an answer.
By the time he is halfway through, the edges of his irritation ease. The scratch of the quill feels steady, and for the first time since her letters began to arrive, he doesn't feel entirely burdened by the act of responding. In fact, it feels good. Downstairs, the smell of roasted chicken deepens, reminding him there is something warm waiting at the end of the evening.
"Sevvy, dinner's ready!" his mother calls, voice carrying through the narrow stairwell. He hears the familiar clatter of porcelain, plates settling into place, cutlery arranging itself with her casual flick of a wand—only two settings.
He exhales sharply, a scoff caught between irritation and reluctant fondness. Sevvy. He told her not to call him that years ago, but she never listened.
The quill hovers again, tip blotting the parchment. His eyes drift back to the letter. "What else must she know?" he mutters under his breath, scanning the loops of Nadine's script.
He shouldn't look at the photos again. He knows better. But his gaze snags on the edges of the stack, and before he can stop himself, he
is staring. Louis with his arm draped casually around Nadine, her smile soft, the half-hug returned. Another—frozen enchantment of the pair ice skating, her laughter caught in motion, Louis's steady hand at her side as if it belonged there. Louis—a symbol of everything he isn't. Great.
An unusual feeling coils in his stomach, curiosity, perhaps? His jaw tightens. He pushes past them, flips to another photo—Seraphina with a mountain of pink cotton candy, Cassiopeia snatching tufts when she thinks no one is looking, both laughing with their mouths full. The edges of his frown loosen, though it doesn't quite reach his eyes.
His hand moves almost mechanically—something about reading, Potions, the slow progress of renovations. A mention of the book he borrowed from Seraphina, perhaps a line about meeting some of the lads. Then he pauses, the ink pooling in a dark blot. He hesitates. Stops.
The ink dries. He exhales, annoyed at himself for entertaining this. He scribbles widely over some of the words, still readable underneath though.
Why should he tell her any of this? None of it matters. None of it is her concern. The thought presses sharp, almost enough to make him crumple the parchment altogether. But—no. Even he knows better than to ignore a letter outright. And it isn't just any letter, either. It is hers. Bad manners, he hears in Seraphina's voice, soft but firm. And if there is one thing Severus refuses, it is to be accused of lacking discipline.
So, he decides, he will give her just enough. Only what is required. Nothing more. He hopes it is enough, even though he wouldn't admit it.
Suddenly, he is pulled from his thoughts by the sound of his mother's voice.
"Severus, come on, dinner's ready. It's delicious—I had a taste! I've been practicing new recipes—"
Eileen steps into the room, the door left ajar. In an instant, he folds the parchment into a loose, crumpled ball. She halts mid-step, catching the sharpness of the gesture. "Sorry... Did I interrupt something?"
"No. Nothing. I was just—never mind." His tone is clipped, evasive. Without waiting for her reply, he rises, his tall frame sweeping past her and down the stairs.
But Eileen lingers. She glances toward the desk, drawn by what he left behind. Her eyes skim quickly—"Dear Severus..."—before catching the jumble of words, photos tucked inside, and at the bottom, a signature: Nadine.
Her brows lift in brief surprise, then soften into the faintest smirk. Tucking the knowledge away, she hurries after him to the dining room.
The table is set simply but warmly, the roasted chicken carved, steam rising from the mashed potatoes, peas glistening with butter. Severus takes his seat opposite Eileen, the golden light from the small lamp above softening the edges of the worn dining room.
He takes a bite, slow and deliberate, and pauses. "This is... actually very good." he admits, glancing up at her with the faintest hint of approval.
Eileen's face brightens immediately, her shoulders loosening as though the compliment had been waiting years to land. "Thank you." she says, pleased, serving him more before he can protest. "I've been practicing, you know. A little magic helps, but it's mostly me this time."
He nods, focusing on his plate. "It's great." She grins.
After a few quiet moments of clinking cutlery, she tilts her head, her tone casual—but not too casual. "What were you working on before I came in? Looked like a letter. To a friend?"
Severus stiffens, just barely, setting down his fork. "Somewhat." he mutters, eyes fixed on his plate.
Eileen hums, unconvinced. "Somewhat? That doesn't sound like a simple yes or no."
He exhales through his nose, irritated at her persistence. "It was a letter." he concedes at last.
Her lips twitch into a smile. "To who?"
His jaw tightens as he spears another bite of potato, unwilling to answer so quickly. "It's just a reply."
Eileen rests her chin on her hand, studying him. "A reply to a girl, then?" She ventures gently.
He freezes for half a second, his fork hovering mid-air, before continuing as though unfazed. "...Perhaps."
Her grin softens, turning fond rather than teasing. "Ah. I see. That explains the long letter and the photos."
He narrows his eyes. "You looked."
"Only a glance." she says innocently, raising both hands. "Enough to see a name. Nadine, was it? She writes to you often?"
"Twice." he mutters, curt, but there is no real venom in it.
Eileen's smile warms as she reaches for her glass of water. "Well, twice is more than most. Sounds like she thinks well of you."
He scoffs under his breath, retreating into his food, but the faintest trace of color touches his ears.
"Wait—hold on. That name... Seraphina's friend, right? Crouch? Daughter of the Minister, isn't she? Beautiful girl, don't you think?" Eileen's eyes light up, as if a new thought just struck her.
Severus scans her face, then nods, keeping his thoughts to himself.
"Oh my... you must've been quite the charmer to get her writing to you." she giggles.
He shakes his head, dismissive. "I've done no such thing. She's just... a silly girl with... stupid letters."
"And yet here we are," Eileen says, teasing, "talking about this silly girl who has my only son dedicating his personal time to her... stupid letters, was it?"
Severus doesn't answer, instead spooning more mashed potatoes onto his plate, expression unreadable.
"A Crouch, though—they're spirited, but generally kind. Does Seraphina know?"
"She is. Kind. And know about what?" he asks, voice flat.
"You two writing letters to each other, of course."
He shrugs, sarcasm soft but present. "They send letters to everyone, I suppose. It's a common practice in the Wizarding World, you see." He smirks.
Eileen chuckles, shaking her head. "No way... really?" Her eyes twinkle with amusement, watching him carefully.
Silence settles between them, but it doesn't last long.
"I thought it was Lily—at first. I remember you two." Eileen begins carefully, threading her words like she is testing the waters. Severus pauses mid-bite, knife frozen over his plate, his eyes flicking toward her.
"Why would you think that?" he asks, half-curious, half-guarded.
"I was absent, Sev, but not the whole time, you know. A mother notices things about her kids. She was... very kind, and quite pretty. Not often do you see such a talented Muggleborn."
He doesn't respond immediately, chewing slowly. The roasted chicken is tender, the mashed potatoes creamy, butter pooling in soft valleys, and the peas snap pleasantly against his teeth. The aroma of the meal, mingling with the faint smell of herbs and Eileen's subtle magic still lingering in the air, is almost grounding.
In truth, Eileen remembers Lily and their friendship. She thought—finally, her son has someone, the support she could never provide him with, as a mother. But she never fully asked, never pressed; Tobias demanded enough attention on his own, often criticizing Severus's choices. Lily and Severus had learned to give each other space. Still, she wonders what became of them, while Severus? He never tells her directly. All she sees is her son becoming more withdrawn, more bitter, and there is nothing she can do.
"Lily and I haven't spoken in years, Mum." he finally says, slicing into the golden-brown chicken with precise movements and handing her the letter he has been working on.
"Grew apart, did you?" she asks gently, reaching for a forkful of salad—a mix of crisp greens, cherry tomatoes, and thinly sliced radish glimmering with a light vinaigrette.
"Somewhat." he replies, taking a sip of water, eyes flicking to her.
"Well, regardless, I think Nadine has something for you." she begins reading his unfinished, crumpled letter. "And something like this—well, it doesn't come by that often, does it?" She pours a sparkling drink for them, the bubbles rising like tiny stars in the glass, eyes soft as she smiles.
He doesn't respond, though he picks up his fork again, mechanically taking another bite of chicken, letting the quiet intimacy of the meal fill the room. The clink of silverware and the faint hum of the kitchen almost feel like an invitation to relax, but his mind remains elsewhere, tethered to the letter, to Nadine, and to the cautious curiosity in his mother's eyes.
He chews in silence, letting the flavors linger without really tasting them. Nadine's neat handwriting and scatter of questions flicker in his head, unbidden. Her photos. For a moment, he thinks of Lily—the letters she stopped writing, the conversations that never happened.
His grip on the fork tightens, the thought souring the taste of food in his mouth. No. That part of him is long gone. There is no sense in measuring Nadine against a ghost, nor is it fair.
But Nadine? The thought irritates him before it can even form, preemptively, but not as much as before. He scoffs inwardly at himself. He is a rainstorm—sharp edges, mean currents, the sort that leaves people drenched and miserable. And her? The only image that surfaces is of a soft, light summer breeze, the kind that slips in unnoticed, warm and gentle, carrying laughter with it.
He shoves the thought away before it can grow, jabbing at his food and stuffing his mouth as if to smother the very comparison.
Don't punish yourself over the past. Seraphina's voice resurfaces, sharp but warm, like a hand tugging him forward. He exhales, shoulders dropping just slightly.
He dismisses the thought altogether, forcing his focus back on the meal, on his mother's smile, on the rare, untroubled stillness of Spinner's End.
"How come you're not interrogating Seraphina?" Severus asks, tone clipped, eager to veer away from himself.
"Well, I haven't caught Seraphina writing letters to anyone. Is she?" Eileen replies, smiling knowingly.
"Yes. In fact, yes, she might just be." he mutters, seizing the excuse of his sister.
"Don't tell me it's Nadine's brother," she teases, "although, I wouldn't blame her."
"Oh, no, no—much worse." He smirks, raising his glass and taking a long sip.
Eileen leans forward, intrigue written all over her face. "You can't leave me on a cliffhanger, Sevvy."
"I'm afraid I must. Lovely dinner, though. Thank you. I'll go shower." He rises, ending the conversation before she can prod further.
With a flick of his wand, the plates and cutlery rise into the air, cleaning themselves in neat precision. Eileen chuckles and adds her own charm, mother and son working in unspoken tandem until the kitchen gleams again.
Later, washed and alone in his room, Severus's eyes find the letters once more. They drift to the photograph of Louis lifting Nadine with casual strength, her laugh frozen in motion, her arms steady around him, his around her waist. Something blunt twists inside him—something he refuses to name.
Irritated, he drags his gaze away, staring instead at his own unfinished reply. It strangely feels inadequate, in comparison. He crumples it again, shoving it deep between the pages of his Herbology book, as though burying it might smother the unwelcome thoughts.
Chapter Text
Nadine wakes before the sun has fully risen, the house still wrapped in that early morning hush when even the birds haven't yet begun their chorus. The sky outside is a pale grey-blue, the faintest rim of dawn softening the darkness. She stretches quietly, careful not to stir the old floorboards, and pads across her room, her bare feet cold against the wood. She showers quickly, the water warm, steam curling around her face, and then dresses in something simple but neat, brushing her hair back with deliberate care. Today must be perfect.
Father will be gone soon to the Ministry—always up before the rest of them—but for once, she is awake first. There is a secret giddiness to it, a childish thrill. She tiptoes down the corridor, but before she heads for the stairs, she pauses, a sly grin tugging at her lips. Barty. Of course, he would still be sleeping. She slips into his room and leans close, whispering urgently, "Wake up, you git—go prepare the present."
He groans from beneath his blankets, voice muffled and heavy with sleep. "Too early..." he grumbles, shifting but not moving further. She snickers softly, tugging at the blanket edge until his hair, a mess, pokes out. "Get up, Tem. Don't ruin it. I'll be downstairs." With that, she leaves him to his complaints, her smile widening as she descends the stairs.
The kitchen is still dark and cool, but Winky is already bustling about, as if she has sensed Nadine's intentions. The house-elf looks up at her with wide eyes and a twitching nose, and Nadine leans down, lowering her voice conspiratorially. "We need it to be perfect, Winky. Breakfast and the cake—beautiful, warm, ready when she comes." Winky nods furiously, ears flapping as she sets to work with even greater speed. The rich smell of chocolate and cream begins to waft through the room, mingling with the warm scent of baked bread.
Moments later, Barty trudges in, hair sticking up, his shirt crooked as if he had pulled it on in haste. But he is carrying a box—neatly wrapped despite his groggy state. Nadine's eyes light up, though she only arches a brow in silent approval. Before she can tease him, another sound rises—the heavy, steady rhythm of Father's footsteps.
He enters, his expression unreadable but softened just slightly at the sight of them gathered. He notices the box immediately, then Nadine adjusting his tie with nimble fingers, fussing until it sits properly. His eyes flicker, approving but wordless. "Is everything ready?" he asks finally, voice measured.
Nadine nods quickly, lips pressed to hide her grin. He studies her for a second longer before giving the smallest nod back. That is all they need.
They wait together, the kitchen filled with a rare quiet expectancy. Then soft steps come from above—the lighter, graceful tread they have been waiting for. Mother descends, her night robe tied loosely, her hair tumbling around her shoulders. She pauses in the doorway, blinking at the stillness. "Why is it so quiet?" she asks suspiciously.
And then all at once—
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM!"
The room bursts alive. Nadine and Barty rush to her, throwing their arms around her tightly, squeezing from both sides. She laughs, startled, and her eyes glisten as she hugs them back with equal force. Father steps forward, more composed but not immune to the occasion, and places a gentle kiss on her lips.
Barty groans immediately, making a face as though the sight has wounded him, and Nadine elbows him sharply in the ribs. "Shut up." she whispers, grinning, because secretly she is happy—happy they truly love each other, happy they are a family in this moment. Mother notices, a tear slipping free as she smiles warmly at them all.
They sit together then, the table already laden with steaming bread, butter, fruit, and that beautiful cake Winky has prepared. Ares and Hades come bounding in at the smell of food, nails clicking on the floor as they bark and whirl around in excitement, pushing their snouts toward plates. Brownie, in stark contrast, stretches luxuriously and pads across the table before curling lazily into Nadine's lap, tail flicking with pride as if the breakfast had been arranged for her.
The family eats, laughter and talk filling the air, clinking of forks and the rustle of parchment wrapping as gifts are slid across the table. But then, Father clears his throat, glancing at his wife. They exchange one of those silent looks—one that passes like lightning, too fast for Nadine or Barty to decipher.
"I have an announcement." Father begins carefully. Mother's smile lingers, though there is a trace of mystery in it now. "It concerns this year at Hogwarts."
Immediately Nadine straightens in her chair, her eyes bright. Barty leans forward too, caught by the shift in tone. Father continues, his voice even but laced with significance. "Something important will be taking place. Something extraordinary."
Mother adds, softer, "But we cannot tell you what it is yet. It must remain... a surprise. For the safety of it. For the tradition of it."
Nadine's mouth falls open. "You can't just say that and not tell us!" She pounds her fist lightly on the table, her cheeks flushed with frustration.
Barty is no better, his voice rising in protest. "Come on—tell us! We're not children. We deserve to know."
Father's gaze hardens slightly, stern edge in his eyes. "No. This is not something to be spoken of lightly. You will learn in time—at Hogwarts. Until then, I expect patience from both of you."
But Nadine and Barty exchange glances, united in their begging, their curiosity burning too hot to smother. Nadine leans toward Mother instead, whispering urgently, "Please? Just a hint—one word!"
Mother only shakes her head, brushing her daughter's hair back tenderly. "Not yet, darling. You'll see. Trust us."
Nadine and Barty groan loudly in unison, throwing their heads back against their chairs.
"Honestly," Barty mutters, "you could at least pretend to—"
But Father, as if he can hear the thought forming, cuts him off dryly without even looking up:
"Don't even think about sneaking into my office. You won't find anything."
That earns a soft laugh from Mother, who shakes her head at him, half amused, half exasperated. "You'll never change." she says fondly before turning back to her children. "And thank you, all of you," she adds with a warm glance at Nadine, "for this. It's perfect."
The gift sits on the table between them, carefully unwrapped now: a delicate silver pendant with an enchanted charm that softly glimmers like moonlight when it catches the firelight. The chain is fine but strong, the kind that feels as though it will last forever, and the pendant itself—a small star with tiny runes etched along its edges—seems to hum faintly with protective magic. It is something elegant yet deeply thoughtful, chosen by them together.
Mother reaches out to touch it, her fingers brushing over the cool metal, and there is tenderness in her eyes. "It's beautiful. Truly."
Father pushes back his chair then, rising to his feet. "Bartemius," he says in his clipped, commanding tone, "go and get ready. You're coming with me. We'll be home earlier than usual." He casts a brief glance toward his wife, the corner of his mouth twitching in what might almost be called affection. "And I'll be taking your mother out for dinner afterward."
Barty lets out a faint groan of protest but doesn't argue, pushing himself to his feet. "Fine." he mutters, and trudges off toward his room to change. Father, without further word, disappears down the hall toward his office, the sound of his measured footsteps fading.
Nadine lingers for a moment, then turns toward Mother, her smile softening. She rises from her chair, wraps her arms around her mother tightly, and presses a kiss to her cheek. "I love you, Mum. So much." she murmurs, her voice sincere and warm.
Mother returns the embrace, squeezing her gently before pulling back with a knowing little grin. "I love you even more, darling." Then, in that teasing tone of hers, she tilts her head. "Now—tell me, was there anything else that happened in France? No charming young men you've forgotten to mention?"
Nadine laughs, a nervous little sound, and shakes her head quickly. "No, nothing."
"Oh, come now," Mother insists playfully, "you never tell me about any boy. There must be at least one." Her eyes sparkle, mischievous and curious all at once.
Nadine smirks, deciding to toy with her. "Maybe yes," she says airily, "maybe no."
But as she speaks, Severus's face flashes in her mind. She smiles despite herself, just a little, her expression softening in a way Mother notices and suddenly leans forward with that knowing gleam in her eye.
"So," she says, smoothing her robe as if the motion makes her casual, though her tone carries a lilt of certainty, "there is someone. Oh, tell me, Nadine, who is he? Is he in Hogwarts?"
Nadine blinks, half caught off guard by the abruptness, and half embarrassed at the implication. She shakes her head quickly, lips pressing into a faint line. "Mum—"
Mother doesn't wait. She stands gracefully from the settee, crossing the rug with that mischievous sparkle Nadine so rarely sees in her—like she is a girl again, not the dignified, poised witch she always appears to the world. She wiggles her fingers dramatically.
Nadine's eyes widen. "Don't you dare."
"Oh, I dare." Mother replies, and suddenly she is tickling her sides, making Nadine squeak in surprise.
"Mum!" Nadine squeals, twisting to escape, stumbling behind the armchair with her laughter bubbling free. She darts the other way, and Mother catches her again, both of them laughing helplessly like children. Brownie yaps at their feet, thrilled at the chaos, tail wagging furiously.
Finally, breathless, Nadine throws her hands up. "Stop! Stop! I can't breathe!"
Mother grins triumphantly. "So? Who is he?"
Nadine straightens, smoothing her hair back with a quick huff. "I'm not telling you. Not yet. I'll tell you when something actually happens. Be patient, Mum. You'll be the first to know. I promise."
Mother sighs, adjusting the fall of her sleeve. "Alright, I'll wait. But don't make me wait too long."
Nadine laughs softly, moving toward the stairs. "I need to go meet with some friends who couldn't come see me for my birthday. I won't be long."
Mother arches a brow. "What about the wedding you mentioned? Your father can talk with the Aurors and—"
Nadine cuts her off gently, shaking her head. "Don't worry, Mum. I'll take care of it. Really. Thanks, though. Enjoy your day."
Mother watches her for a moment, but seeing the determination in Nadine's eyes, she only nods. "Alright, love. Don't be gone too long."
Nadine gives her a reassuring smile before heading upstairs, Brownie scampering faithfully after her, her claws clicking against the polished wood.
In her room, Nadine lets out a breath, leaning against the door as she shuts it. Brownie bounces happily onto the bed while she moves to the wardrobe.
She chooses a soft cream blouse with puffed sleeves, tucked neatly into a high-waisted navy skirt that falls just past her knees. The skirt sways when she twirls in front of the mirror, giving her an easy, graceful silhouette. Over it, she drapes a pale yellow cardigan, loose and cozy, with little pearl buttons.
For her hair, she parts it to the side and pulls the top half back, tying it with a satin ribbon the same soft navy as her skirt. The rest cascades down her back in loose waves, catching the light like strands of gold.
On her feet, she slips into polished Mary Janes with tiny bows at the strap, and Brownie immediately trots over to sniff them approvingly before nudging her ankle with her nose.
"Alright, Brownie," she murmurs, scratching between her ears, "let's go."
And as she smooths her skirt one last time, she wonders to herself what it would be like if she told Mother about Severus and brought him to meet her. For now, it is hers to hold—like a secret ribbon tied close to her heart.
Nadine pulls up her Jaguar just outside the Leaky Cauldron, the engine purring softly before she kills it. Brownie hops excitedly from the passenger seat, sniffing the cobblestones curiously as Nadine locks the car with a flick of her wand. They walk together the rest of the way, her heels clicking lightly against the pavement, Brownie trotting at her side until the familiar buzz of Diagon Alley washes over her.
She doesn't have to wait long. Bill spots her first, weaving through the crowd with his usual easy grin. "There she is!" he says, arms out. Nadine beams, stepping into his hug, the kind that lifts her slightly off the ground. He smells faintly of dragonhide polish and parchment ink.
"Happy—late birthday." he teases, handing her a small bag tied neatly with a deep red ribbon.
Before she can open it, another voice calls, softer but warm. "And from me too." Remus appears, his smile gentle, slightly tired but genuine, holding out his own gift bag.
Nadine's heart lifts as she pulls him into a hug, Brownie wagging furiously at the sight of both boys. "You two! Honestly. You didn't have to."
"But we wanted to." Bill shrugs with that reckless grin of his.
She laughs, looping an arm through each of theirs. "All right, where do you want to go?"
"Wherever you want." Bill says. "But first... food. I'm starving."
Remus chuckles. "That makes three of us."
They end up at a small bistro tucked away behind Flourish and Blotts, one Nadine always liked for its quiet terrace strung with floating lanterns. The three of them settle at a corner table, shaded by a charm against the summer sun. Brownie curls happily beneath Nadine's chair.
Bill orders a towering sandwich stacked with roast beef, pickled onions, and mustard, with a side of butterbeer. Remus chooses a bowl of lamb stew with thick bread, simple but hearty. Nadine goes for pumpkin ravioli with sage butter, and insists on sharing a plate of treacle tart for dessert.
As they wait, she launches into the story of Paris, and then, with more excitement, the little adventures she carved for herself.
"And here." she says, digging into her bag and pulling out two small wrapped bundles. For Bill, a slim leather bracelet charmed with protective runes she bargained for in Montmartre. For Remus, a silver quill etched with constellations that never runs out of ink.
They both light up like children. "You didn't." Remus murmurs, running his fingers over the quill with quiet reverence.
Bill fastens the bracelet instantly, flexing his wrist with a grin. "Perfect fit. You know me too well, Nadine."
Her smile softens. "I just wanted you both to have something special. My summer was... actually good. For once."
They exchange stories too. Bill tells them about Egypt, about long days in the heat, cursed tombs that nearly took his eyebrows off, and nights spent under the stars. Remus, a little more modest, shares about quiet days with books, hanging out with his family and friends, and spending some nights teaching younger kids in his neighborhood.
It is easy, comfortable—until Bill leans back with a sly smirk and says, "So, did you see our Assistant again?"
Nadine chokes on her butterbeer, groaning as she buries her face in her hands. "Bilius!"
Remus blinks, fork halfway to his mouth. "Which one?" he asks casually, though there is a flicker of curiosity in his eyes. "Nadine... do you have a boyfriend?"
Bill's grin falters. "Oh—bloody hell, I didn't realize you dunno." He glances at Nadine, apologetic. "Sorry."
She exhales, cheeks warm, lowering her hands. "It's fine. No, not a boyfriend. Just..." she trails off, searching for words.
Remus's tone is calm, reassuring. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. Of course not. But if you ever do, it stays between us."
Something in his gaze steadies her. Nadine nods slowly. "I will. But... another time."
The tension lifts as easily as it came, and soon they are back to chatting about random things—Bill's disastrous attempts at French, Remus stroking Brownie's fur, Nadine laughing so hard her sides hurt.
They pay and wander through Diagon Alley, sunlight spilling across the cobblestones, chatter and shop signs alive around them. Nadine tucks the little bag of things she has bought under her arm, smiling as Bill double-checks she will come tomorrow. She nods, warm, and after he thanks her, disappearing into the crowd toward the red-headed cluster of his family, she turns to Remus with a spark in her eye.
"Want to hang out more?"
"Yes." he says simply, his voice low but sure, as if he had already decided he wouldn't be leaving her side.
So they stroll. Nadine asks, "Have you heard from the Longbottoms? What should we get them as a wedding present?"
Remus pushes his hair back, thoughtful. "I've been in touch, yes, but nothing about it. No special dress code either, thank Merlin." A faint smile. "We can look around though. Something they'll actually love."
So they browse—first a charming bookshop where Nadine lingers over a rare herbology volume, then a cozy apothecary, then they pass quill shops, potion bottle displays, enchanted frames that could hold wedding photos.
In the end, they settle for something intimate and lasting: a finely crafted enchanted tea set, pale porcelain painted with delicate violets, the enchantment allowing the tea to stay at perfect drinking warmth. Nadine runs her fingers along the rim of a teacup and says softly, "This feels right. Something for their home. For them together."
Remus nods. "It's perfect. I'll carry it." He tucks the carefully wrapped box under his arm, protective.
"Then let me give you a ride." Nadine offers.
He hesitates, only briefly, then nods. "Alright."
They step into the car. Brownie bounds forward immediately, leaping onto Remus's lap with a soft meow. He looks startled at first, then laughs under his breath, smoothing a hand over the cat's fur. "You're very forward, aren't you?"
Nadine grins and starts the car. The drive winds out of Diagon Alley's hidden entrance, then through the countryside. They pass rolling green fields that stretch endlessly, hedgerows brimming with flowers, and the occasional old stone cottage leaning against the horizon. The narrow lanes twist and climb, shaded by arching trees, until the path feels tucked away from the rest of the world.
Remus gives quiet instructions, his voice soft over the hum of the engine: left at the crooked oak, straight past the weathered sign that points to nowhere. His place is set far from the bustle, nestled against a ridge where the wild grass grows long and untamed.
The car rattles a bit on the final gravel stretch, and as the trees open up, a small, modest cottage comes into view. Weather-beaten, but with warmth in its garden—an old wooden fence, lavender planted along the stone path, and smoke curling faintly from the chimney as if the house itself had been waiting for him.
Nadine glances at him as she slows the car, seeing the way he looks at the place: with a mixture of quiet belonging and secret shame, like he is never sure if he deserves it.
Brownie shifts on his lap, licking his hand.
Remus strokes the cat once more before clearing his throat. "Well," he murmurs, "welcome to my corner of the world."
Nadine looks around the little street, the air still carrying the faint smell of baking bread and damp stone, when her eyes catch an older woman stepping out of a small, warm-looking cottage. She is wearing a faded apron, her hands dusted with flour, a smile already tugging at her lips. Her hair is pulled back in a neat bun, silver streaks running through brown, her face lined but kind, glowing with the sort of gentleness that feels like home before she even speaks.
Remus's whole face softens when he sees her, and the way his mouth curves makes Nadine's chest tighten with a warmth she can't quite name. He smiles in that quiet, tender way of his and says, "That's my mum."
Nadine glances at him, her stomach flipping, and he adds, his voice almost shy, "Do you... want to meet her?"
Her nod is small but eager, and before she can overthink, they step forward together.
Hope's eyes brighten instantly when she notices them. "Remus, dear—oh, who is this beautiful girl?" Her voice is sweet, lilting with warmth, like the first sip of tea on a cold morning.
Nadine's cheeks burn crimson, "I'm Nadine, Mrs. Lupin. Thank you for having me."
Hope waves her hand as if batting away the formality and shakes her head, her apron rustling. "Oh, call me Hope, please! It's so wonderful to finally meet you. Remus has mentioned you, of course. Come in, come in, I've just taken some sweets off the tray."
Nadine's heart skips—Remus talked about her?—but before she can glance at him for confirmation, Hope ushers them inside with that bustling motherly energy that feels both overwhelming and comforting.
The Lupin home is small, cozy, lived-in. There is a fire crackling gently in the hearth, shelves crowded with old books, little knickknacks, and the faint smell of cinnamon and sugar wafting from the kitchen. Nadine sits politely at the table, straight-backed, her hands folded in her lap, and offers softly, "Please, may I help with anything?"
But Hope laughs kindly and shakes her head. "No, no, sit, dear, you're a guest. Everything is ready."
Remus settles beside Nadine, his hand brushing hers accidentally under the table, and clears his throat. "Is Dad here?"
Hope shakes her head, still smiling as she sets down a tray with steaming tea and a plate of pastries. "No, dear, but he'll be back soon enough." She turns to Nadine with that same warm curiosity, tilting her head slightly. "So, how are you, Nadine? How are your parents? And your studies? You must be doing well to keep up with all those exams, hm?"
Remus sighs, shooting his mother a gentle look. "Mum, don't bother her with a thousand questions the moment she sits down."
But Nadine only shakes her head quickly, smiling shyly. "No, it's perfectly fine. Thank you for asking... everything is going well, truly. My parents are well, and my studies are keeping me busy."
Hope nods, pleased, her eyes twinkling. "That's good to hear. We parents always like to know our children have good company."
Remus mutters under his breath, "Mum..." his ears turning faintly pink, but Hope only laughs, the sound warm and teasing.
"Oh, don't you give me that look, Remus. You were always such a serious boy." She leans in a little closer to Nadine, conspiratorial, as if sharing a secret. "When he was six, he insisted on reading the same book over and over until the spine broke. He used to carry it everywhere—even to bed, even to the garden! We thought he'd never stop quoting it at dinner."
Nadine laughs before she can stop herself, the sound bubbling up light and genuine. Remus groans softly, covering his face with his hand. "Mum, please."
Hope chuckles, undeterred, and pours tea into delicate mismatched cups. "Oh, he'll survive. It's only fair someone knows what he was like as a child. You should have seen him trying to teach the neighborhood cat how to 'sit properly.' Absolutely determined."
Nadine's shoulders shake with suppressed giggles, and she risks a glance at Remus, who is hiding a faint smile of his own behind his embarrassment.
The table fills with warmth, steam rising from the tea, Hope's chatter weaving through Nadine's soft replies. There is something about being here, about watching Remus in this place that clearly holds so much of his heart, that makes Nadine feel like she is being let into a part of him she hadn't known she was missing.
The afternoon air is cooling as Nadine steps out of the Lupin home, the golden light falling through the trees, giving everything a soft, warm glow. She smiles warmly at Hope, thanking her again for her kindness. Hope insists one last time—"You are always welcome here, dear. Don't be a stranger." Nadine hugs her softly, whispering a grateful "Thank you." before making her way toward the car, Brownie trotting at her heels.
Remus follows, hands shoved in his pockets, his expression quietly thoughtful. He lingers at her side until she unlocks the Jaguar, and when she opens the door, Brownie hops into the passenger seat immediately. Nadine looks at Remus one more time with that sunny smile of hers, waving before sliding inside.
He leans slightly against the doorframe as she starts the engine. "Drive safe, Nadine." he says softly, and she nods, eyes crinkling. The car purrs, and she pulls away, rolling down the narrow path toward the lane. Remus stands there until the sound fades into the trees. Only then does he exhale, shoulders dropping.
He turns back toward the cottage slowly. Hope is waiting in the doorway, wiping her hands on her apron, watching him with that motherly intuition that sees far more than he wants. As he steps inside, she gives him a little smile and asks gently, "Does Nadine know?"
Remus freezes for a heartbeat. His jaw tightens, but he forces himself to answer honestly, voice low. "No... it's for the best."
Hope steps closer, her expression softening. She lays a hand on his arm, squeezing it reassuringly. "Oh, Remus. She seems such a sweet girl. I don't think she would change her opinion of you, not for something you can't help."
He shakes his head, looking away, the weight of it pressing in his chest. "Maybe. But it's safer this way—for her, for me."
Hope studies him for a moment, worry flickering in her eyes, but she doesn't push. She knows his stubbornness. Instead, she pats his arm once more and leads him back inside, the scent of tea still lingering in the air.
Nadine returns as twilight has already begun to sink its shadows across the sprawling grounds. Her car rolls up the long drive, headlights glinting against the polished stone façade. Brownie hops out the moment the door opens, tail swaying, padding across the marble entrance.
Inside, the house is hushed, almost too still. The echo of her heels on the polished floorboards fills the empty halls. She looks around—Father's study is dark, Mother's parlor locked, not a sound of either parent anywhere. She sighs, a mix of relief and loneliness washing over her.
A sudden rush of movement distracts her—Ares and Hades dart down the corridor, chasing one another like shadows, claws skittering against the floor before they vanish into another wing of the mansion. Nadine shakes her head faintly at their boundless energy.
But her focus lingers elsewhere. As she climbs the wide staircase, her thoughts turn to her twin. Cassiopeia had mentioned his strange behavior, and Nadine herself had noticed the shadows under his eyes, the way his words carried a colder edge lately. That unease hasn't left her.
She pauses before Barty's door, knocks softly, and waits. Silence. She presses again, this time opening it gently. The room greets her with stillness. It feels wrong—unnaturally empty. Her gaze moves across the neatly made bed, the desk littered with parchment and quills, the wardrobe slightly ajar. But it is the window that catches her—slightly open, curtain swaying with the breeze.
Her stomach knots. She steps inside, sitting down on his bed, her eyes sweeping across the familiar space. She touches the desk, riffling through parchment—ordinary homework, pamphlets, scraps of notes written in his hurried hand. Nothing unusual, nothing incriminating. Still, the quietness presses in.
She frowns, fingers tightening on the bedspread as worry sets deeper. Where could he have gone? And if he is involved in something... if he is in trouble, he won't ask for help—not from her, not from anyone. That thought chills her more than anything.
Her mind drifts briefly to Evan. Perhaps she should speak with him, see if he knows what is going on. If there are answers, Evan may hold them.
With a quiet sigh, Nadine stands, her brows knit in concern. She smooths the bedcovers where she sat, as if erasing her presence, then pulls the door softly shut behind her. Brownie waits faithfully at the end of the hall, watching her with patient eyes.
"Come on, girl." she whispers, her frown still lingering. Together, they retreat to her own room, her thoughts heavy with unease.
Chapter Text
Nadine perches on the edge of Seraphina's bed, fastening a pair of dark blue earrings that gleam against her hair. Her light blue dress falls effortlessly over her figure, simple yet elegant, and paired with the neat white doll shoes set beside her, she looks as though she has stepped straight out of some magical novel.
Across the room, Seraphina tugs at her own dress—a soft lilac summer piece that brushes her knees, paired with dark purple earrings and black doll shoes. The mirror reflects two girls who look almost coordinated, just different enough to tell apart.
"I look like a rainbow threw up on me." Seraphina mutters, scrunching her nose. "I'm going to change."
Nadine laughs, shaking her head firmly. "No, c'mon, you look absolutely beautiful. Lighter colours suit you, honestly. And besides—look at us, we're almost matching."
Seraphina glances back with the faintest grin, though nervousness still flickers in her expression. "I just... don't know how they'll react to me. The Weasleys. You, they'll adore. Me—maybe not so much."
Nadine stands and crosses the room, smoothing a wrinkle in Seraphina's dress before giving her a reassuring look. "I'm nervous too. But I really think it'll go well. You'll see. You've got nothing to worry about."
Seraphina exhales slowly, her shoulders relaxing just a touch. "You say that like it's easy."
"That's because it is easy." Nadine teases softly. "Now stop trying to change outfits and trust me for once. You look perfect."
"No, you." Seraphina smiles, holding up a ribbon. "Bow in my hair—yes or no?"
"Always yes. Always." Nadine spins around proudly, tilting her head so Seraphina can see. Two braids are woven into a neat pretzel shape at the back of her head, each one tied with a baby-blue bow.
Seraphina laughs softly. "Alright, alright, I'm convinced. Can you help me out then?" She turns, gathering her braid over her shoulder.
"Gladly." Nadine says, plucking the lilac bow from her hands and fastening it carefully into place. "See? We look like princesses."
Seraphina chuckles, shaking her head.
They finish up—perfume spritzed, makeup checked, lip gloss applied. Bags in hand, they trade one last quick glance in the mirror before heading for the door.
Crouch's Jaguar waits outside, sleek and unremarkable in the Muggle world—except for the occasional admiring glance at such a beautiful car. It slips into traffic without raising suspicion, carrying the two witches in quiet style.
The drive is filled with chatter and bursts of laughter, nerves hidden beneath their banter.
"Bill better be waiting for us outside." Seraphina giggles, adjusting the bow in her hair. "I am not knocking on their door looking like an unicorn."
"Better than the Dementor you usually do." Nadine fires back, laughing until Seraphina joins in.
"I'll have you know, my Dementor robes are very comfortable. Severus and I both agree, actually."
"Ah, Severus..." Nadine's smile softens, her voice trailing off.
"Oh, look at her—our girl in love. How touching." Seraphina teases, pressing a hand over her heart with dramatic flair.
"Don't even start." Nadine protests, laughing. "You're the one who took care of Regulus when he was drunk out of his mind on his birthday. You can play it down all you like, but that's something only a romantic would do."
"Hey, I never said I wasn't a romantic." Seraphina grins. "But that was a favour for Evan—and for Regulus too, honestly. I wasn't about to let him humiliate himself more than he already had. Us Slytherins need to maintain our reputation, you see."
"And yet," Nadine arches a brow, "you swooped in to save him."
"Yeah, because my brother was too busy staring at you."
Nadine goes pink instantly. "Nuh-uh."
"Duh-uh." Seraphina shoots back with a wicked smile.
The car fills with their laughter, light and easy, as the countryside rolls by.
The Jaguar purrs to a stop at the end of a winding country lane. Ahead rises the Burrow—an impossible stack of additions upon additions, leaning in ways no Muggle house ever could, and yet somehow standing tall and proud. Its red-tiled roof glints in the sun, windows askew but glowing with light, smoke curling lazily from the crooked chimney. A garden sprawls around it, wild with flowers, herbs, and fluttering gnomes darting between the greenery. It is beautiful, but not in any polished or showy way—beautiful in the kind of way that feels lived-in, loved, and brimming with life.
Seraphina presses her hand against the window, taking it in. It is nothing like the manicured, cold grandeur of the manor houses she knows. This is warmth in the shape of a home.
The car rolls to a gentle halt, crunching over gravel. Both girls step out, skirts brushing in the breeze, perfume mingling faintly with the scent of earth and flowers.
Bill is already there, leaning casually against the gate, arms folded, hair catching gold in the sunlight. His grin is wide, welcoming, without a hint of judgment.
"You made it." he calls, pushing off the gate and strolling over. His eyes flick between them with unmistakable approval. "And right on time. Ready to meet the madhouse?" They exchange hugs before heading in.
Nadine laughs softly, brushing down her dress. "As ready as we'll ever be."
Seraphina forces her nervous smile into something steadier. "Lead the way, Weasley."
Inside, the air is rich with the smell of Cedrella's and Molly's cooking—something savory bubbling on the stove, bread cooling on the counter. The long wooden table is laden with platters of warm pastries, bowls brimming with fresh fruit, and the comforting spread of a true home-cooked feast.
The kitchen is mismatched but somehow perfect, sunlight streaming in through uneven panes of glass.
Arthur stands to greet them first, earnest and warm, his handshake firm. "Seraphina, Nadine—welcome, welcome. Any friend of Bilius' is family here." His eyes glint with curiosity as though he can't help but study every detail about them.
Molly is close behind, wiping her hands on her apron before clasping Seraphina's in both of hers. "You've both come at just the right time. Sit, sit—we'll eat in a moment." Her voice is a melody of kindness, brisk but affectionate.
From the corner, Charlie rises—broad-shouldered, sun-tanned, smelling faintly of smoke and ash. There is something wild about him, the kind of presence that carries the open sky and the distant crackle of dragonfire. His smile is quick, genuine. "So you're the ones Bilius keeps going on about. Glad to finally meet you."
Cedrella and Septimus are already seated at the table, Cedrella's sharp eyes softened by curiosity, Septimus chuckling at the lively scene. They nod politely, making space at the table, "Welcome, welcome."
Introductions melt into laughter as everyone settles in, plates passed, wine poured. The table feels alive with stories—Arthur rambling fondly about Muggle trinkets, Molly chiming in with affectionate scolds, Charlie recounting wild moments from the dragon reserves in Europe.
By the time Seraphina and Nadine truly find their place at the table, the Burrow feels less like a stranger's house and more like the beating heart of a family.
Arthur carves into a pastry, steam rising as he passes it down the table, and with the kind of warmth only a Weasley could carry, asks, "So then—how's university treating the both of you? Keeping you busy, I imagine."
Seraphina and Nadine exchange a quick glance before Nadine answers first, smiling politely. "Busy, yes, but good. We've settled into the rhythm of it, finally."
Bill perks up from his seat beside Charlie. "We actually share a few classes—they're one of the best ones in the class." He grins, earning a soft laugh from them.
Charlie leans forward then, curiosity in his voice. "Bill tells me you're coming along to see the dragon reserves. You'll be delighted, I promise you—there's nothing quite like it. Magnificent creatures, the lot of them."
A flicker of excitement stirs in Seraphina's chest despite her nerves. "I've wanted to see them for so long." she admits, quietly but sincerely. "I've studied them for years now."
"It's true, she's drawn them too." Nadine adds, nudging Seraphina softly.
"Well, you'll have to show me your work, in that case." Charlie chuckles, passing fresh strawberries to Bill.
Arthur nods approvingly, as his gaze slides to Nadine with a glimmer of interest. "And you, my dear—you've got quite the connection. Your father being Minister of Magic must keep life... interesting."
Nadine straightens a little, her smile careful but genuine. "It does, sometimes more than I'd like. He's a fascinating man, that's for sure."
As the chatter softens for a moment, Septimus sets down his teacup with a thoughtful clink. "Strange times, these." he murmurs, his brow furrowed. "The Daily Prophet this morning made mention of the Ministry growing more... occupied, with all these recent disappearances. Whispers everywhere you turn."
Arthur nods slowly, his expression sobering as he folds his hands on the table. "He's right. It's something we're keeping an eye out for—more than just a flurry of rumors, I'm afraid. Best we all stay watchful."
The room stills slightly, the warmth of the meal tempered by the weight of the words, before Molly clears her throat gently, trying to steer the conversation back toward safer shores. Nadine and Seraphina exchange glances but remain quiet.
Bill leans in, his curiosity outweighing caution. "What whispers, exactly?"
Arthur shifts slightly, lowering his voice though the table has already gone quiet. "No names, not yet. But there's talk of movements... things that shouldn't be happening. Illegal, dangerous, threatening enough that the Ministry's starting to keep a very close watch. Something's stirring, and it has people worried."
Septimus's expression hardens, his hand curling against the edge of the table. "The Prophet only hints at it, but the disappearances are no coincidence. Mark my words—the Ministry's right to be on edge." He looks at Nadine. "I won't be surprised if your father's worried."
Nadine nods, unsure of what to say.
Molly frowns deeply, reaching to steady her teacup. The warmth of the kitchen suddenly feels thinner, edged with unease.
Nadine shifts in her seat, glancing at Seraphina, who lowers her gaze to the rim of her glass. Bill looks as though he is about to press further.
But Molly is quicker. She straightens in her chair, her tone warm and bright. "Well, enough of that gloomy talk. We've guests with us, and I won't have the table feel like a Ministry hearing." She nudges a plate of warm pastries closer to Seraphina and Nadine with a smile. "Tell me—how are you finding Hogwarts? And which of you is the better cook? Because I do intend to steal recipes if you have any worth sharing."
The tension loosens in an instant. Septimus chuckles, and Bill shakes his head, grinning. Seraphina laughs softly, the knot in her chest easing, while Nadine eagerly insists she could rival Molly's kitchen one day.
Charlie leans forward eagerly, his eyes alight as he lists off names of the dragons she might encounter: the sleek, storm-grey Welsh Greens, the fiery Hebridean Blacks, and even the chance—if fortune favors—to spot a Common Romanian Longhorn. Seraphina matches his enthusiasm, her own curiosity sparkling as she fires back questions, drawing him into a long, animated exchange that has the whole table watching the two of them go back and forth like a lively debate.
Nadine smiles faintly, though she shakes her head. "They terrify me, if I'm honest. I'd probably faint if one so much as looked at me. Still... fascinating creatures. Beautiful, in their own terrifying way."
Bill grins across the table. "Then you should come with us one day. You might change your mind."
"Only from a very, very, very far away." Nadine insists quickly, raising her hands in mock-defense. Her dramatics earn a ripple of laughter from everyone, easing the last of the tension.
The evening drifts into softer chatter and the kind of warmth that only a table full of Weasleys can produce. When at last Seraphina and Nadine stand to leave, the farewells are as kind and genuine as the welcome had been.
By the door, Charlie reminds her firmly, "Nine sharp tomorrow, here at the Burrow. Don't be late—we'll set off straightaway, after breakfast, of course."
Seraphina nods, her heart stirring with anticipation.
As they step outside, Nadine leans close with a sly grin and whispers, "Don't get eaten."
Seraphina laughs, nudging her shoulder. "Thanks for the encouragement."
The road hums, its steady rhythm filling the silence that lingers after their farewell.
The night air slips cool through the cracked window, carrying the faint scent of hayfields and summer grass.
Nadine rests her chin against her hand, thoughtful. "I didn't want to bring it up at the table," she admits quietly, "but Mum mentioned something the other day. She said Father's been absolutely swamped at the Ministry. Not with the usual meetings or red tape either—serious work. The kind that follows him home, weighs on him." She exhales slowly. "She made it sound like... it's not as easy to brush off as people would like to think."
Seraphina turns her head, brows furrowing. "Serious work? You mean about the disappearances?"
Nadine nods, fingers tightening in her lap. "That's what it sounded like. She didn't say much more, only that he's more tense than she's ever seen him. I think... he doesn't want us to know how bad it might be."
A silence stretches, broken only by the hum of the engine, before Seraphina murmurs, "But what is it, then? A single person behind it all? Or something larger—a whole cult moving in the shadows?" Her voice is low, edged with unease. "And if it's spreading like this, how long until people stop pretending it's all coincidence and actually start connecting the threads?"
Nadine shifts, looking out the window where the fields roll past in dark silhouettes. "Maybe some people already are, and that's why the Ministry is so restless. But if there's no name, no face—what do you fight? Just whispers?" She shakes her head.
Seraphina presses her lips together, thoughts racing. "That's properly worrying."
The weight of her words lingers. Neither girl speaks for a long moment, each lost in her own worries, the car carrying them steadily through the night. At last, Nadine forces a small smile, though it doesn't quite reach her eyes. "Well. Whatever it is, I suppose we'll know soon enough. Secrets don't stay secrets forever."
Seraphina leans back against her seat, though unease coils in her chest. "No." she agrees softly. "They never do."
Nadine lets out a small sigh, shaking her head slightly as if brushing off the heaviness. "Ugh, let's not dwell on all that doom and gloom, Seraphina. Honestly, the dinner went really well. Your presence, the way everyone greeted us—it was warm, welcoming. I'm confident it's going to be fine for tomorrow too."
Seraphina smiles faintly, the tension in her shoulders easing a bit. "Yes... yes, it really was nice. I just hope I made a good impression with the Weasleys."
"You did, absolutely." Nadine says, nudging her gently. "And now... dragons! Are you excited?"
A genuine grin spreads across Seraphina's face. "Yes. I can't wait. And I'm especially looking forward to seeing Charles again. He'll be waiting for us."
Nadine laughs softly. "Oh, I can see it now—you'll be bouncing around like a child in a candy shop."
"I probably will." Seraphina admits, the anticipation brightening her eyes. "I've been looking forward to this trip for weeks, and finally, it's happening. Travel... dragons... Charles... it's going to be perfect."
Nadine grins. "Good. Then we focus on the exciting stuff, and leave the shadows behind for a while."
Seraphina nods, letting herself lean back into the comfort of the seat, feeling the first real flutter of excitement for the adventure ahead.
The next morning, Seraphina is up before the first golden rays of sunlight pierce the horizon, her excitement practically vibrating through her veins as she packs the last of her things for the three-day trip. Her suitcase is meticulously arranged: neatly folded spare clothes, notebooks filled with sketches, quills, ink, a few protective charms she refuses to leave behind, and her most trusted robes—light but durable for the unpredictable weather of the dragon reserves.
She takes a deep, steadying breath, the familiar thrill of anticipation making her pulse quicken, then steps into the fireplace. Floo powder swirls around her feet like dancing green sparks, curling up in miniature spirals as she announces, "Burrow!" The flames envelop her in a warm, tingling embrace, and in a dizzying flash of color and sensation, she lands softly in the bustling, aromatic kitchen.
The breakfast table is a vivid tableau of comfort and abundance. Golden-brown toast emerges in neat stacks, flaky pastries release their buttery scent into the air, ripe fruit glistens like jewels in the morning light, and steaming mugs of tea and cocoa send curling tendrils of steam into the warm room. The chatter is bright and easy, laughter spilling over from every corner, mingling with the clink of crockery and the hum of magic. The cozy wooden walls, worn from years of family life, seem to wrap around her like a protective embrace. She feels an unexpected ease settle over her—already a part of this lively, welcoming household.
Charlie practically vibrates with excitement, eyes sparkling as he gestures animatedly. "Finally! Tomorrow we'll be in the dragon reserves—they won't know what hit 'em!" His voice carries the pure, unfiltered joy of someone completely in their element.
Bill leans back in his chair, hands gripping the edge with barely-contained enthusiasm. "Dragons, fire, flight—I've been counting the days!" he says, a wide grin splitting his face as his excitement radiates across the table.
Molly glides gracefully between them, her warm eyes carrying both love and authority, reminding them repeatedly, "Be careful, don't get too close, listen to Charlie—dragons are not toys, you hear me?" Her tone is firm but gentle, threaded with an unshakable warmth that makes Seraphina's cheeks lift in a smile.
Cedrella can't contain herself, laughter dancing in her voice. "I've always wanted to pet a dragon! Can you imagine? If only for a second!" The whole table erupts in laughter, the palpable anticipation for the adventure spreading like wildfire through the room.
Seraphina sips her tea, letting the aromas of toast and spiced cocoa mix with the crisp air drifting through the open window. Her gaze drifts around the kitchen, taking in the familiar chaos—the mismatched mugs, the well-worn wooden table, the family's easy camaraderie. Her heart feels lighter than it has in months. Between the warmth of the Burrow and the thrill of the upcoming trip, she is perfectly poised on the edge of an adventure she has been waiting for, and the anticipation makes her stomach flutter with delight.
Her eyes flick over the Daily Prophet lying near the window. Bold letters scream about yet another disappearance, the ink almost seeming to jump off the page. A twinge of unease pricks her stomach, but she chooses silence, pushing the troubling thought aside for now.
After breakfast, Charlie gestures toward a large, ornate chalice resting atop a velvet cloth. Its four handles curve outward gracefully, etched with delicate runes that catch the morning light. "This is the portkey." he explains, his voice alight with excitement. "Each of us grabs a handle. When I tap it, we go. Faster than Floo, but... a bit more intense."
Seraphina's fingers hover over the polished chalice, smooth and cool beneath her touch. Molly's gentle warnings echo in her mind. Hold on tight. She swallows, steeling herself, and wraps her hands firmly around one of the handles.
Charlie taps the portkey, and the world immediately warps around them. Colors smear into streaks of green and gold, shapes twist and elongate, and a rush of pine-scented air fills her nose. The ground seems to vanish beneath her, her stomach flipping as the chalice spins in a dizzying, almost weightless spiral. Then, with a sudden snap, everything goes still.
She opens her eyes to a new world: dense Romanian forest stretching endlessly in every direction. Towering pines sway gently in the breeze, their needles whispering above a carpet of moss and fallen leaves. Jagged rocks dot the landscape, a distant stream glinting in the sunlight. The forest is wild, untamed, and breathtakingly beautiful.
Charlie beams beside her. "Welcome. This area has a bunch of hidden cottages for dragon trainers. Ours is one of the nicer ones, tucked away so we can have a proper base for the reserve." His sleeves flick leaves from their trek, his tone light but purposeful. "Try not to get distracted by the scenery. Dragons are amazing, but there's more to see before we reach the cottage."
They move through the forest, sunlight dappling the mossy ground in irregular patterns. Birds flit from branch to branch, and the air carries the earthy scent of pine, wet leaves, and distant water. After a short trek, they arrive at a hidden cottage, almost invisible from the main paths. Its stone walls are covered in creeping ivy, smoke curls lazily from the chimney, and the warm glow of firelight spills from the windows. It is cozy, well-kept, and exudes a quiet charm, the perfect sanctuary for the coming days.
Seraphina exhales, a thrill bubbling in her chest. The forest smells wild and pure, and the cottage looks plucked from a storybook. Already, her anticipation begins to pulse with every heartbeat.
They settle into the lodge, unpacking their things and letting the forest's stillness wash over them. Seraphina perches on a cushioned window seat, hands fidgeting slightly, eyes scanning the towering pines outside. The lodge's warmth and rustic charm are comforting, yet her excitement keeps her restless, her mind darting to what tomorrow might bring.
Half an hour passes, the quiet filled only by the occasional creak of wood or birdcall. Then a smooth, familiar voice cuts through the calm, playful and distinctly his: "Seraphina!"
She spins at the sound, eyes lighting up as she sees him in the doorway. Charles steps forward, outfitted practically for forest work yet impossibly stylish, every movement confident and fluid. His wide smile radiates warmth, lighting up the rustic room.
Without thinking, Seraphina rushes forward. He scoops her into a firm, enveloping hug, spinning her around in a pirouette. Her laughter bursts out, mingling with his amused chuckle, echoing off the walls, the forest outside fading into insignificance.
Inside the lodge, the air is warm and fragrant with the faint scent of burning pinewood from the hearth. A fire crackles in the stone fireplace, its glow spilling across handwoven rugs and sturdy wooden beams. The place feels both ancient and carefully kept—an old dragon trainer's retreat transformed into a sanctuary, with shelves lined with battered books on magical creatures, charms of protection carved into the lintels, and soft throws draped across well-worn chairs. Sunlight trickles through the tall, narrow windows, painting the interior with stripes of amber light that shift as the trees sway outside.
Bill and Charlie move easily into the rhythm of settling in. Charlie is already stacking his dragon-skin gloves and protective gear near the door, while Bill busies himself by tugging open cupboards, grinning as he finds a stash of dried herbs and local meads tucked away for guests.
Seraphina barely notices. Charles has claimed her attention entirely, standing close enough that the faint, woodsy scent of his cologne blends with the sharper tang of forest air clinging to his clothes. He tilts his head, smile soft and mischievous, eyes catching hers with an intent that makes her pulse quicken.
"Seraphina," he begins, his voice low and lilting, "how wonderful it is to see you again."
Seraphina smiles, "Likewise, Charles."
He winks. "I have a thought. Not far from here, there is a village—very old, very charming, almost like your Hogsmeade, but with... a Romanian heart." His smile curves wider. "It is called Valea Lupilor—the Valley of Wolves. I would like to take you there. Tonight, just the two of us."
Her breath catches, surprise and delight flickering across her face before she can contain it. She opens her mouth to respond, but before she can, Charlie whistles softly from the corner where he's unfolding cloaks onto pegs.
"Already?" he teases, grinning at Bill. "Not even an hour here and he's whisking her away."
Bill chuckles, shooting Charles an approving glance over his shoulder. "Can't say I'm surprised. Valea Lupilor, eh? Good choice. Just don't keep her out too late—we've got dragons at dawn."
Charles only laughs, unbothered, his gaze still fixed on Seraphina. His hand brushes hers, light, deliberate, sparking a nervous excitement in her chest.
Bill and Charlie, busy arranging gear in the corner, exchange knowing looks. Charlie nudges his brother, muttering just loud enough for Seraphina to hear, "Look at him." Bill grins, adding, "Go on, Seraphina. You'd regret saying no to that face." Their teasing makes her cheeks warm, but Charles only chuckles, unfazed, still holding her hand.
Before leaving, they change into something more fitting.
Seraphina looks every bit the dark enchantress in her deep plum dress, its sheer sleeves catching the light as they shifted, the fitted waist giving way to a soft, flowing skirt that sways with her steps. A black wool cloak, embroidered subtly at the hem, frames her silhouette, and her lace-up boots click against the cobblestones with quiet confidence. Her hair, half-pinned and tumbling in soft waves, lent her a windswept elegance, touched only by the gleam of a silver pendant at her throat, and her part of the matching bracelet set with Nadine and Cassiopeia.
At her side, Charles wears a dark forest-green coat tailored close at the shoulders, sturdy boots dusted from the trail, and a cream scarf knotted with careless charm at his collar.
They leave the cottage just as twilight deepens. The path to the village is strung with floating lanterns that hover above the trees, leading the way like guiding stars. As they walk, Charles keeps close enough to brush her hand now and then, though he doesn't press until, finally, he threads his fingers through hers with ease, as though it was the most natural thing in the world.
Valea Lupilor reveals itself like something out of a dream: cobblestoned streets that gleam under moonlight, crooked little shops with hanging wooden signs, and balconies draped with enchanted flowers that bloom even at night. The air is rich with the scent of roasted chestnuts and sugared plums from a vendor's cart, mingling with the faint spice of mulled wine. Wizards and witches stroll by in cloaks of dark wool and fur, their laughter rising into the night as music from a nearby tavern spills out onto the street.
Charles guides her toward a cozy inn-turned-restaurant, its wooden beams carved with runes that glow faintly gold. Inside, candles float lazily above the tables, and a string quartet of self-playing instruments fills the room with soft, lilting music. He helps her into her chair—pulling it out with a flourish, of course—before taking his seat across from her.
"You see?" he says with quiet satisfaction, eyes glinting in the candlelight. "I promised you charm, and here it is."
She smiles at him, "Ah, you were right, I had no doubts."
He chuckles.
Dinner is warm and rich: roasted venison with wild herbs, fresh bread that steams when torn apart, and golden-hued wine that sparkles faintly with starlight, enchanted to match the night sky outside. Between courses, Charles tells stories of his travels, always peppered with sly wit and moments of laughter that make her forget entirely about the world's darker news.
Seraphina finds herself speaking with an ease that surprised even her. She tells Charles about the menagerie Nadine once dragged her to in Diagon Alley, where a Niffler stole her bracelet, and about her late nights sketching by candlelight when the castle was asleep. They laugh as she recounts her Quidditch mishaps, a Potions incident with Severus, and nervousness meeting the Weasleys.
But there was softness too—how she misses her mother's cooking, the comfort of simple evenings at home, and how this trip feels like the closest thing to freedom she'd had in years. Her eyes lit up as she spoke, hands animated, the words painting not just her adventures but the restless fire in her.
After the meal, they step back into the crisp night air. The streets are quieter now, the lanterns casting soft halos of light on the cobblestones. A violinist plays near the square, his notes rising wistfully into the night. Charles slows, looking at Seraphina with a smile.
The village hums softly behind them, but then—cutting through the air like a call from the wild—a dragon's roar echoes in the distance. Seraphina's head snaps up, her whole body buzzing with energy.
"Did you hear that?" she breathes, eyes shining. Before Charles can answer, she is tugging him eagerly toward the sound, searching for higher ground.
They climb a low hill, boots crunching against stone and moss, until they reach the crest. From there, they can see the faint glow of fire and a thread of smoke rising against the horizon—tantalizing, just out of reach. Seraphina's chest rises and falls quickly, her excitement so palpable it seems to spill into the air itself. "It's real." she whispers, half to herself, the wonder in her voice childlike and raw.
Yet when she turns her gaze upward, the sight steals her breath again: a vast night sky glittering with stars, scattered like jewels across velvet black. The world feels both endless and close, the air crisp and filled with something sacred.
Charles steps closer, and leans in, close enough that she can feel the warmth of his breath, his lips hovering just above hers—but instead, he brushes a tender kiss against her cheek, lingering there for a heartbeat. It is gallant, restrained, and entirely the reason her heart is hammering in her chest.
The night deepens, and though the village lights still flicker faintly behind them and the stars above seem endless, the forest air grows cooler, wrapping them in a crisp stillness. Seraphina lingers on the hilltop a moment longer, reluctant to let go of the magic. But eventually, Charles squeezes her hand gently, guiding her back down the path.
By the time they reach the cottage, the warm glow spilling from its windows is a welcome sight. The scent of woodsmoke and pine greets them as they step inside, the quiet broken only by Bill and Charlie's muffled laughter from the other room as they finish their desserts.
Charles turns to her before they part for the night, his smile soft, almost boyish despite the polished air he carries. "It was... perfect, at least to me, and I hope for you as well." he says, his voice low and sincere.
Seraphina's lips curve into a smile that reaches her eyes. "It was perfect." she agrees warmly. "I'm glad we had tonight. And tomorrow—tomorrow's going to be unforgettable. Thank you for everything."
They exchange one last look, lingering in the doorway—her heart still fluttering from the evening's glow, his eyes bright with quiet happiness—before retreating to their rooms.
The lodge settles into a deep, contented quiet as each of them retires to their rooms, the faint creak of floorboards and the sigh of the wind through the trees the only sounds left. Seraphina slips beneath the quilt on her bed, the fabric soft and warm against the lingering chill of the forest air. She pulls it up to her chin, the comfort of the lodge wrapping around her like a shield.
But just as her eyes begin to flutter shut, a pang cuts through her chest—sharp, unwelcome. Guilt. Anxiety. The image of Regulus slips into her mind, unbidden yet vivid: his pale eyes, the quiet weight of his words, the pull of his presence. Charles had been nothing but perfect tonight, and yet the thought gnaws at her: what would Regulus say if he knew? What would he think of her laughter, of the hand she had let Charles hold, of that kiss to her cheek beneath the stars?
Her stomach twists, the warmth of the evening's joy clouded by the ache of uncertainty. She turns onto her side, pressing her cheek to the pillow as if the softness could smother the questions clawing their way up. "It doesn't matter." she whispers into the dark, almost as if saying it aloud will make it true.
With that fragile reassurance, the heaviness in her chest eases just enough. Her breathing slows, the forest's steady rhythm outside lulling her. And finally, tangled in a net of complicated thoughts, Seraphina drifts into sleep.
Chapter Text
The front door of Grimmauld Place opens with a groan, the sound echoing through the hallway. Cassiopeia steps inside, her cloak gathered in one hand, her trunk trailing behind her. Kreacher hobbles forward immediately, muttering to himself as he tugs the handle away from her, dragging it with surprising strength toward the staircase. A second trip will follow; her bags are already piled high with neatly folded dresses, ribbons, and a stack of French novels she refused to leave behind.
Walburga is the first to appear, gliding into the corridor with Orion a pace behind her. Her voice carries a cool note of formality even as her arms open. "Cassiopeia."
"Mother." Cassiopeia leans into the embrace, her smile bright, her tone eager. Orion clasps her shoulder in greeting, his nod firm, his lips tugging into a restrained curve of approval. The air is thick with the scent of wax polish and damp stone, familiar and suffocating all at once.
By the time they gather at the dining table, Kreacher has finished with her luggage and scurries silently at the edges of the room, clearing dishes with a reverent bow whenever he passes Orion's chair. The silverware gleams, the chandelier spills a cold light across the dark wood, and Cassiopeia sits between her parents, animated, flushed with the glow of return.
"I missed Uncle Marius terribly." she tells them, her hands moving with her words. "The house feels so empty without him—though he did keep me company, of course. And the girls—oh, we only did the most frivolous things. Walks, little outings. But I balanced it—I stayed in often enough to get ahead on my reading for next semester. I didn't waste my time."
Her voice lilts with practiced sincerity, her eyes bright. Walburga listens with an unreadable expression, though her gaze lingers on Cassiopeia's face just a little too long. Orion hums in approval at the mention of her studies, taking measured sips of his wine. "Good to hear." Orion says.
Regulus, across the table, doesn't speak. His fork touches his plate, his shoulders drawn in perfect posture. He doesn't look at her—only at the food before him, cutting each bite with care. Once, when Cassiopeia glances up, she catches the briefest flicker of his eyes in her direction: sharp, cold, a wordless censure. Then it is gone, replaced by silence.
Cassiopeia swallows, pushes forward with her story, laughing lightly at some harmless anecdote about her cousins. The table hums with polite conversation, but beneath it runs the weight of what is unspoken: Walburga's suspicion, Regulus's contempt, and Cassiopeia's careful performance, as though every gesture might tip the balance between reprieve and interrogation.
Orion rises from his chair with that same quiet gravity, folding his napkin neatly beside his plate.
"I have correspondence to finish for the Ministry." he says, his tone final rather than apologetic. He rests a hand on Walburga's shoulder in passing—a gesture of possession and affection—before striding from the dining room. The heavy door shuts with a muffled click, and the chandelier's glow settles over the room like a shroud.
For a moment, silence holds. The silver serpent centerpiece gleams dully between them, catching firelight from the hearth.
Walburga doesn't watch her husband go. She sits straighter, eyes lowered to her plate as she slices her pheasant with precise care, every movement controlled, deliberate. Regulus mirrors her posture almost instinctively—shoulders squared, gaze fixed downward, the exactness of his motions betraying his discipline.
Across from them, Cassiopeia leans back with a lighter posture, chin tilted faintly as if the air feels easier without her father present. She lifts her goblet, the ruby wine catching the light, and slips into an anecdote about her ballet lessons—her voice bright, cheerful, a little too eager to fill the silence.
Walburga answers with a thin smile that doesn't reach her eyes. "How diligent." she murmurs, her voice sharpened with that razor-edge that sounds like both approval and test.
Cassiopeia's smile flickers but stays in place. She shifts her gaze to Regulus, searching for some response, but he gives her nothing—eyes locked on his plate, face shuttered, jaw set.
The silence swells again, silver scraping against porcelain far too loud. Walburga sets down her knife, dabs her lips with her napkin, and lets her gaze drift slowly from one child to the other. The pause is weighted, deliberate—like a net stretched wide, waiting for one of them to thrash against it.
Cassiopeia straightens under her mother's eyes, her earlier ease faltering.
Regulus breaks the tension first, not with words, but with the quiet, deliberate crack of a walnut shell between his fingers.
Walburga folds her napkin neatly beside her plate, her gaze shifting between Regulus and Cassiopeia as though weighing them both on invisible scales. Her voice comes smooth, careful, but with an undertow of steel.
"I hear whispers," she begins, "that the elder, greater branches are displeased with Leblancs. That we may soon cut ties with our Parisian cousins altogether. High status, yes. But decadence, poor associations... the sort of stains that a proper family cannot afford."
Her words hang in the air like smoke.
Cassiopeia's brows knit slightly, her spoon pausing above her plate. "Cut loose?" she echoes, a touch too quickly. Regulus notices her haste.
She continues. "Their line began with a Black, as you both know well enough—our aunt Éloïse—but marriages since then have grown... almost diluted. Some are rather questionable. Malfoys have voiced their disapproval, of course, Narcissa informed us, as you know, we are very close."
Cassiopeia blinks, caught off guard, her wineglass lowering slightly. "I hadn't heard that." she says lightly, trying to sound curious, not defensive.
Walburga's lips twitch in the faintest smile. "Mm. Not surprising. But it does concern me." She tilts her head, fingers steepled against her chin. "You spend so much time with the Crouches. And the Crouches, as you know, hold the Leblancs in... affectionate regard."
Regulus sits utterly still, but his jaw tightens at the corner. Cassiopeia swiftly glances towards Regulus—a wrong move; Walburga catches the concern.
"I should hate," Walburga continues, her voice measured, "for their entanglements to draw you into ill company, Cassiopeia. Influence is a subtle thing. It bleeds into manners, into loyalties." Her eyes gleam, sharp as pins. "And I know how fond you are of loyalty."
Cassiopeia shifts in her chair, a flicker of unease passing over her face before she smooths it away. She sets down her goblet with deliberate care. "Mother, the Crouches are respectable. My friends are respectable. I hardly see why I should be worried about other people's scandals."
A quiet crack punctuates her words—Regulus breaking another walnut, slow and deliberate. He doesn't lift his gaze, but the sound feels like an answer of its own.
Walburga allows the silence to stretch, her eyes lingering on her daughter until Cassiopeia's shoulders stiffen.
"Should the time come when they are cut off," Walburga says, her voice calm but edged like glass, "you would stand with your own blood—your family. Not with them. Yes?"
Cassiopeia lifts her chin, her reply a little too quick. "Of course, Mother. Have I ever given you reason to think otherwise?"
Regulus's jaw tightens. He keeps his eyes lowered, though the thought flashes bitter and clear: the scrapbook hidden upstairs, her stubborn defense of Charles and Seraphina, the secret she she shares with Barty. He says nothing, but the silence between his teeth is heavy.
Walburga lets the silence stretch until it nearly snaps. Then, in a tone deceptively mild, she says, "I was tidying yesterday. One comes across the strangest little relics... childish things that survive long after their usefulness has passed."
Cassiopeia stills. Regulus holds his breath.
"A scrapbook, for instance." Walburga continues, watching her daughter's face closely. "Page after page of scribbles and nonsense. I found myself wondering—how old must it be? Surely no more than a girl's keepsake, something sentimental."
Her gaze sharpens, though her voice remains velvet. "But perhaps it is more recent than that. Perhaps it is... tended to still. One wonders."
Cassiopeia forces a small laugh. "You think I sit about gluing scraps like a child? That must be years old."
Walburga leans back in her chair, her rings clicking lightly against the armrest. "Years old... yet so carefully hidden. Almost as if it were meant to be protected. Tell me, Cassiopeia—have you been corresponding with your brother?"
The air grows taut.
"No." Cassiopeia answers firmly, though her pulse flutters in her throat. Regulus's heart skips a beat.
Walburga's eyes narrow a fraction, searching, but she tilts her head instead toward Regulus. "Your brother would surely tell me if he had seen any such thing. He is loyal to the name he bears."
Regulus meets her gaze steadily, unblinking. He nods, before turning back to the walnut in his hand. He cracks it clean in silence, the sound sharp as a gavel.
The dining room feels colder than it should. The fire snaps in the grate, but its warmth doesn't reach the table, long and polished, stretching between mother and children like a divide. The chandelier hums faintly overhead, and the silverware gleams, as though even the air itself is holding its breath.
Walburga's voice cuts through it, low and deliberate, silk wrapping steel. "You know, Cassiopeia, I never wanted him gone. Sirius was meant to be the heir. Everything was prepared for him—his place, his duty, his future. It was all laid before him like a feast, and he spat on it."
Her rings clink against the table as she leans forward, eyes fixed, unblinking. "Do you think I enjoyed burning him from the tapestry? Do you think I did it with a glad heart? No. I wanted a son who would bear the name Black with pride. Not a boy who ran to traitors and disgraced the blood that made him."
Cassiopeia sits stiff-backed in her chair, shoulders square but throat tight. The words sink into her like hooks, her chest prickling with unease.
Walburga's shadow stretches long across the table, cast by the firelight, as she presses harder. "He chose his path. He left us. Remember that, when your sympathies tempt you to make excuses. He was given everything, and he turned his back. All I ever asked was for him to rise into the heir he was supposed to be."
The pause that follows is suffocating. Regulus doesn't move. He sits to one side, bow lowered across his lap, his glass of water catching a shard of lamplight. His jaw is tight, but he says nothing, his silence almost accusatory in its weight.
Walburga's tone sharpens, venom lacing through the smoothness. "And so when I see remnants of him—hidden, guarded—I wonder. Are they relics of childhood, or is someone in this house keeping alive what ought to have been cut away like rot?"
Her gaze lingers on Cassiopeia, cold and unwavering, until the silence grows oppressive. The fire snaps, a log collapsing inward with a hiss, as if to punctuate her words. The energy in the room is taut, a string stretched to breaking.
Cassiopeia can feel Regulus's eyes on her, weighing, waiting, but she doesn't dare look at him. She draws in a breath, slow and steady, though her fingers curl against the wood of her chair to keep from trembling. She keeps her tone careful, deliberate, but there is a steel thread running through it.
"Mother," she says, her eyes fixed straight ahead, not faltering. "Sirius may have walked away, but that doesn't mean the rest of us ever have. You ask if I stand with my family—I always have. I keep my place. I do my duty. If I hold on to fragments of the past, it is not to defy you." Her throat works, but she doesn't look away. "It is because he was my brother, before he was a disgrace."
The words hover dangerously in the air, like sparks caught before the fire catches. Cassiopeia hates using that word to describe their brother.
Walburga's lips flatten, a faint muscle twitching in her jaw. Her eyes glint like cut glass, and though she doesn't move, the weight of her presence presses heavier across the table, as though the air itself shrinks beneath it.
Regulus finally speaks, voice low, measured, almost too quiet. "Cassiopeia—" His hand shifts on the bow in his lap, knuckles whitening. He doesn't look at her at first, but when he does, his gaze is sharp, unrelenting. "You tread a dangerous line. Do not mistake sentiment for loyalty. The two are not the same."
For a moment, the only sound is the steady hiss and pop of the fire, filling the silence like a drumbeat.
Cassiopeia holds both their stares, the room pressing in on her, her chest tight as if the very walls are listening.
Walburga leans back slightly, though the stiffness in her spine never softens. Her gaze flicks from Cassiopeia to Regulus, then back again, her voice low but deliberate, each syllable weighed down by years of conviction.
"You three think I am cruel." she begins, not as a question but as a certainty. "Perhaps you think I take pleasure in cutting and binding, in shaping you into heirs. But hear me, I love my children. I would not suffer this house, nor its name, to consume me so completely if I did not."
Her hands fold over one another on the tablecloth, pale fingers tightening as she goes on. "Do you believe I never thought of freedom? That, in my youth, I did not long to turn my back on the endless codes and expectations? I did. More than once. But I came to understand we are not made to live as we please. We are made to endure, to preserve, to carry on. That is what it means to be born into this family."
She pauses, her eyes darkening, voice softening almost to a whisper. "A family such as ours does not survive by freedom. It thrives by duty. By sacrifice. By loyalty—even when it hurts."
The room seems to constrict around her words. The fire throws long shadows against the paneling; the tick of the clock on the mantel grows louder, more insistent. Regulus sits utterly still, head bent slightly, as though he hears not just his mother's words but the echo of his own path written in them.
Cassiopeia watches her, throat tight, torn between the warmth in those rare words 'I love my children' and the iron band of everything that follows.
She swallows, the question pressed to the tip of her tongue for years. Her voice is low, careful, almost trembling, but she steels herself with one deep breath.
"Mother... forgive me if this sounds like disrespect, I only ask out of love," she begins, voice small yet steady, "but... would Sirius have been allowed to return, if he had wanted to? Did he ever... try? Any letters?"
Her hands twist lightly in her lap, and her eyes search Walburga's face for even the tiniest sign of softness.
Walburga's expression doesn't falter, though her eyes betray the faintest glimmer of something unreadable—sorrow, regret, memory. She lets the words settle in the room, heavy and tense, before replying.
"I hoped he would." she says finally, measured, smooth, her voice carrying that familiar steel beneath the surface. "I truly did. For a fleeting moment, I thought he might return... remember his duty, remember the family. But nothing followed. Nothing. And so... we preserved the house, preserved the name. He was removed from the tapestry. Because that is what a family like ours requires."
The words strike with quiet finality, leaving Cassiopeia still, the firelight flickering across her features, shadows stretching long and tense across the dining room. Regulus watches from the corner, silent, but the tension in his shoulders mirrors hers.
Walburga's eyes narrow slightly, the faintest glint of firelight catching in them. Her voice is steady, though the weight behind it presses like iron.
"I love all my children." she says carefully, each word deliberate. "I do not begrudge questions, nor curiosity about the boy who was once my son. No... what I cannot abide is the disgrace. The shame he brought upon our house, the betrayal of our blood, the defiance of all he was meant to uphold."
Her hands fold neatly atop the tablecloth, pale fingers tightening almost imperceptibly. "That is why... contact with disowned members, whether by correspondence, friendship, or secret indulgence, is forbidden. The rules exist not for cruelty, but to preserve the family, to protect what remains unbroken."
She leans forward just slightly, her eyes sharp, almost predatory. "Do you understand, Cassiopeia?"
The fire flickers, shadows stretching across the polished table. Regulus sits motionless, hands folded, eyes tracking both mother and sister, the tension between duty, history, and unspoken truths vibrating quietly through the room.
Cassiopeia swallows, heart hammering, knowing that this is a warning veiled as instruction, and that even the faintest misstep could be disastrous. She nods.
Regulus shifts slightly in his chair, the faint crack of a walnut under his fingers punctuating the stillness. He lifts his gaze, cool and precise, meeting Walburga's with an almost imperceptible ease.
"The scrapbook," he says, voice smooth, controlled, "is very old. Simply a relic of childhood. Nothing more. Cassiopeia merely kept it as a memento. There has been no... correspondence. No secret meetings. Certainly no contact with Sirius."
Walburga's eyes narrow, scanning his expression for the slightest tremor, the faintest flicker of deception. But there is none. His posture is perfect, his tone steady, flawless. He leans back slightly, fingers stilling, a small, composed exhale escaping him like a breeze through the curtains.
"Even if this wretched family were to forgive him," he says, voice low and cold, "I never will."
Walburga, for her part, blinks once, then inclines her head ever so slightly, as if accepting what he says—but her gaze lingers, sharp and unyielding, noting every subtle shift in their expressions. "My heir." She smiles, fully this time.
The tension in Cassiopeia's shoulders slowly eases, though the weight in her chest remains. The words Regulus spoke—his careful, unwavering lie—settle over her like a shield. Relief blooms quietly, stubborn and tender, in the hollow spaces left by fear and guilt.
He has protected her. Protected them. And though the shadows of secrecy and the past linger, she allows herself a fraction of gratitude, a small, private acknowledgment that she isn't entirely alone in this.
Her heartbeat slows, just a little. The firelight flickers across the polished table, and for the first time since the conversation began, she can breathe without the sharp edge of dread cutting her lungs.
She dares a glance at Regulus—his expression composed, impenetrable as ever—and a fragile warmth threads through her chest. He carries the lie for her, carries the burden so she might keep hers intact.
Regulus rises, and his eyes meet Cassiopeia's, holding hers a fraction longer than necessary. He says nothing. He is rarely one to deceive their mother or father, so she understands the depth of effort and iron will behind his choice, yet he can't bear the thought of losing another sibling to the unforgiving weight of this family. Silent, unwavering, he carries the lie between them like armor.
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The smell of fresh bread and spiced tea fills the lodge the next morning, pulling Seraphina from sleep before the sun is fully risen. She dresses quickly—dark trousers tucked into boots, a fitted blouse, her cloak lined against the mountain chill—then joins the others in the kitchen. Charlie is already at the table, wolfing down eggs and toast with the cheerful impatience of someone who can't wait to start the day. Bill, more leisurely, lounges with a mug of tea in hand, his hair falling into his eyes as he grins at her.
"Morning, Seraphina." Charlie says through a mouthful of toast, then swallows. "You're ready for dragons, right? No second thoughts?"
Her lips curl into a half-smile as she sits down. "None at all. If anything, you're the one who'll have to hold me back."
Charles chuckles from across the table, his accent lilting. "I believe it. She will be climbing onto their backs before breakfast is even done." He winks at her before reaching for a pastry.
Bill laughs, shaking his head. "Don't give her ideas, LeBlanc. Charlie and I have enough to handle without a dragon ride gone wrong."
"So, you're saying it IS possible to ride a dragon?" Seraphina teases, tilting her head with a glint in her eye.
Charlie's jaw practically drops. "Merlin's beard, Seraphina—absolutely not! That's the fastest way to end up roasted or flattened!" His arms cross, but the panic in his voice betrays how seriously he means it.
Bill laughs, shaking his head, though his grin is wide. "Honestly, I believe you'd try if given half the chance. You've got that look. But listen—leave the dragon riding to the suicidal dreamers."
Charles, however, only chuckles low in his throat, stepping closer with an amused smile. "Seraphina." he says warmly. "You don't ride dragons... you admire them, you respect them. Why would you risk becoming their supper?"
Charlie throws his hands up. "Exactly! Thank you, LeBlanc—finally, some sense!"
The table bursts into laughter.
The meal is lively, the table filled with clinking cutlery, warm food, and bubbling excitement. Molly's distant voice still seems to echo in their ears—be careful, listen to Charlie, don't get too close—but it only adds a kind of comforting grounding to the thrill of what they are about to see.
By mid-morning, the four of them step into the forest, their boots crunching over pine needles and frost-bitten earth. A faint path winds between towering pines, the air carrying the crisp bite of the mountains mixed with something sharper—smoke, faint but unmistakable. The closer they walk, the more it grows: the deep, resonant growl of something massive, alive, and ancient.
When they come to a rise, the reserve unfolds before them. Enclosures stretch across a valley, not cages but vast, sprawling spaces bordered by protective charms and wards shimmering faintly in the sunlight. Dragons move freely within them, treated not as prisoners but as powerful creatures deserving respect and space.
Seraphina freezes, awe widening her eyes. "Merlin..." she whispers, stepping forward until she is close enough to feel the faint heat rising from the valley.
Charlie beams like a child at Christmas. "There." he says, pointing. "That's a Hungarian Horntail—biggest in this section. Temper like you wouldn't believe, but she's magnificent. Kinda like you!" He jokes, nudging Seraphina.
Seraphina follows his gaze. The Horntail prowls across its enclosure, dark scales glinting, its wings arching like sails against the morning sun. She catches a glimpse of its molten eyes as it huffs, a ribbon of smoke trailing from its nostrils. "She's... perfect." she utters.
Closer to them, a pair of Welsh Greens lie curled together near a lake, their movements surprisingly gentle, scales shimmering a jade-green that ripples when the sunlight hits just right. They nudge one another softly, almost like affectionate cats, and Seraphina's heart swells. "They're beautiful." she breathes.
"It's a good fit for a Slytherin." Bill teases, and Seraphina nods.
The first dragon to come into view is a Romanian Longhorn. Its scales are a deep, mossy green, flecked with bronze, and its massive golden horns curve elegantly forward like gilded spears. When it moves, the earth itself seems to acknowledge its weight; the ground shudders with every step. The Longhorn lowers its head to nudge a charred tree trunk, then snorts a puff of sulfurous steam that sizzles against the frosted grass.
Bill lets out a low whistle. "Look at that build. Strength and precision—like a warhorse designed for the sky."
Charles tilts his head, eyes narrowing in admiration. "Magnifique. Those horns alone could pierce a castle wall."
Seraphina steps forward, awestruck. "It's... powerful. Like it knows it doesn't have to prove itself." Her voice holds a quiet reverence, as though she was speaking in a cathedral.
Next, a shadow falls over them—a Norwegian Ridgeback, circling lazily before landing with a thunderous crash that sent soil spraying. Sleek and darker than midnight, its scales gleam like polished obsidian, and a jagged line of ridges carves its spine from skull to tail, each sharp as a blade. Its wings snap open once, stretching so wide they momentarily block the morning sun. The dragon's growl rumbles like an avalanche, a thin curl of fire seeping between its fangs.
Charlie folds his arms, grinning. "That one's trouble. They're mean as they come, unpredictable, but you can't deny their spirit."
Bill chuckles. "Spirit? More like a living catastrophe. Wouldn't trust it near anything I valued."
Seraphina, however, smirks, her eyes glinting. "So, you're saying it is possible to ride a dragon?" She leans against the railing, looking every bit like she'd try it if left unchecked.
Charlie groans. "Merlin save us, she's worse than I thought."
Seraphina's gaze lingers on the Norwegian Ridgeback, her voice soft but edged with that familiar spark of wonder. "You know," she says, "there's an old legend in Scandinavia, near where Durmstrang looms over the cliffs. They say a Ridgeback once claimed those fjords, so fierce and untouchable that even the sea bent to its will. Some whispered the school itself struck a pact with it, and with the Founder, that the dragon guarded the lands in exchange for sanctuary. Professors never admitted such a thing, of course, but the older students swore the shadows around the cliffs felt alive, as if the dragon's eyes were still watching."
Charles watches her in fascination, as the two Weasleys focus on her story, intrigued.
She pauses, a faint smile tugging at her lips as she confesses, "I suppose that's when it began—my fascination with dragons. I listened to every scrap of lore, dug through dusty tomes, and asked questions no one wanted to answer. It grew from a curiosity into... almost an obsession. The way they embody both destruction and beauty, wild and untamed, yet steeped in history. I could never let go of it."
Bill lets out a low whistle, leaning back on his heels with that easy grin of his. "Trust you, Seraphina, to turn a fireside tale into a full-blown legend." His tone is teasing, but there is genuine admiration in his voice, impressed at how alive she makes the story feel. "That's brilliant."
Charlie, however, leans forward, his eyes lighting up with recognition. "Wait—I've heard that one." he says quickly, excitement bubbling into his voice. "About the Ridgeback near Durmstrang. Some people swear they actually saw it patrolling the skies, and there were even rumors a professor or two had dealings with it. Still more of a legend, of course, nothing ever confirmed, but... there's always been talk." His grin widens, a spark of boyish wonder in his expression. "And honestly, I believe there's truth in it. Too many people tell that story with the same fire in their eyes. And if I ever go the opportunity to see him—well, that's a sight to die for."
"And this," Bill declares with a laugh, "is exactly why my mad brother Charlie and our obsessed Seraphina are destined to be lifelong partners in this. Let's just hope I don't open the Daily Prophet one morning to read—'Two reckless youngsters swallowed whole by a dragon.'" The group laughs in unison.
Charles's reaction, is softer, steadier. His smile lingers as he watches them. "What a contagious passion, from both of you." he says, his accent wrapping around each word like silk. "I understand it clearer now. Fierce, yes, but magnificent."
And then, through the morning mist, came a presence so unlike the others it drew immediate silence.
The Alpine Opaleye emerges slowly, as if it has been waiting for the perfect moment to reveal itself. Its scales shimmer with a pearly, iridescent sheen, shifting with hues of rose, violet, and soft blue as it moves. Its eyes are a pure, cloudy white, without pupils, giving it an ethereal quality—like it looks not at the world, but through it. The dragon's every step is graceful, talons sinking into the earth without sound, tail sweeping the frosted grass in arcs that glitter with morning dew.
Bill's grin falters into genuine awe. "Bloody hell." he mutters. "That's... I don't even know the word."
Charlie exhales a long breath. "You're lucky, Seraphina. Few people ever see one this close, and fewer still leave with all their limbs intact. They're not as violent as the Ridgebacks or Horntails, but they're rare—almost sacred." His tone is softer now, touched with reverence. "And this—is my early birthday present to you."
Charles, standing just behind Seraphina, doesn't take his eyes off the dragon. The way the pale light catches its features, enchanting. "It seems," he says gently, "that the Opaleye has found its admirer."
But Seraphina barely hears him. Her lips part, her knuckles white around the wooden railing. The Alpine Opaleye turns its head slowly toward her, those milky eyes locking on her with a stillness that feels deliberate. For a heartbeat, she swears the dragon sees her.
"It's... unreal." she whispers, tears threatening at the edges of her eyes though her smile remains radiant. "I've never seen anything so beautiful. It's—an angel."
Bill chuckles softly, shaking his head. "Of course she'd fall for the rarest, most impossible dragon in the field."
Charlie smirks but doesn't argue; even he seems a little softened by the sight. "The only reason it's here is because it's bound for France soon—unless the Swiss confirm they'll take it. We caught it at just the right time. They'll guard it like a treasure, treat it as it deserves. But for today..." his gaze flicks to Seraphina, a knowing glint in his eye, "I think it wanted you to be the one to see it."
Seraphina lingers at the railing, her awe so unguarded and pure that none of the men dare interrupt her. The dragon's reflection shimmers in her eyes, and for that moment, her wonder is every bit as breathtaking as the creature before her.
Something inside her tells her she is meant to see them, meant to be here.
Seraphina can't resist; she tugs her camera from her satchel, the strap brushing against her wrist as she lifts it with trembling hands. The Alpine Opaleye lingers near the edge of the enclosure, its pearly scales shimmering faintly in the light. She captures shot after shot, adjusting the angle, trying to immortalize every luminous curve of its neck. The soft white eyes catch the lens, and for a fleeting instant, she swears it looks straight into her, as though curious about the girl behind the glass and metal.
Then, laughing at herself, she turns back to the boys. "Alright—you three aren't escaping my collection." she teases. Bill groans dramatically but still slings an arm around Charlie's shoulders, dragging him closer for the picture. Charlie rolls his eyes but grins anyway, his dragon-burned arms folding across his chest as if to look serious, only to break into a chuckle at the last second. Charles, meanwhile, adjusts his collar, smirking just enough to make Seraphina laugh. She snaps a few shots of them all, insisting on both proper smiles and silly poses—Bill attempting to mimic a dragon's roar so loudly that Charlie shoves him in retaliation, nearly knocking the both of them out of frame.
The rest of the day unfolds in a rhythm of awe and discovery. They walk the winding paths of the reserve, stopping at each enclosure where handlers explain the dragons' care. Charlie, of course, can't help himself, cutting in with details of feeding habits or scale-molting patterns, the handlers tolerating him with grins—he is practically one of them by now. Seraphina listens to it all, bombarding him with questions to which he happily responds.
The Romanian Longhorn is the first to greet them with a display, its spiraled black horns gleaming wickedly as it stamps the earth, sparks hissing from its nostrils when the keeper offers it a slab of charred meat. Bill mutters, "That thing would make short work of me." and Charlie barks a laugh, clapping his brother's back.
The two Welsh Greens lie a little farther off, their emerald scales softened by the fading light. Unlike the restless shifting of most dragons, these two seem utterly at ease, their great bodies pressed close, tails tangled together in a knot of quiet devotion. Seraphina lifts her camera and snaps a few shots, but then lowers it, struck by the intimacy of the scene. There is something almost human in their closeness—something fragile she doesn't want to break.
"Brother and sister." Charlie says, his voice low with respect. "He doesn't take kindly to us fussing over her—gets agitated if we try to move her or tend to her wounds. They're... inseparable."
Seraphina lingers on the sight, her chest tightening with a strange warmth. It isn't just awe she feels this time, but a kind of reverence—an understanding that even creatures built for fire and fury carry such bonds. She thinks of Severus, and smiles. "How adorable." she says.
The Hungarian Horntail looms in its enclosure, also further, out of caution. Scales blackened like forged iron, golden eyes sharp as spearpoints. Its wings shift restlessly, sending hot gusts of air over the viewing platform. Seraphina grips the railing, camera in hand, heart pounding as the dragon lashes its spiked tail with a metallic clang against the rocks.
"Easy, girl." Charlie murmurs under his breath, his expression split between reverence and exhilaration. He looks every bit the dragon-tamer, standing tall in the heat and smoke.
"Me, or her?" Seraphina jokes, not taking her eyes off the dragon.
"Both." Charlie chuckles.
Bill whistles low. "Merlin's beard... I think she'd eat me just for blinking wrong."
But Seraphina can't tear her eyes away. She clicks the shutter, capturing the beast's ridged spine, the simmer of fire coiled in its throat. A smile spreads over her face, half awe, half thrill. "She's terrifying." she admits softly. "And absolutely glorious."
The Norwegian Ridgeback has them all step back when it exhales a gust of flame, its ridged spine glowing faintly as heat ripples through the air. Seraphina's eyes light up, scribbling quick notes in her journal, trying to capture every sound, every detail of its massive wings. Charles stays close to her side, steadying her when she leans too far forward against the railing, his voice low, in a chuckle: "Careful, Seraphina, don't want you to lose your eyebrows."
By midday, they stop in a meadow where the reserve staff has laid out a simple meal—fresh bread, cured meats, cheeses, and pumpkin juice chilled in a nearby stream. The four sprawl on the grass, boots and coats cast aside for comfort, trading their favorite sights of the morning. Seraphina can't stop circling back to the Opaleye; her whole face seems to glow whenever she speaks of its beauty, her voice breathless with awe. Bill ribs her good-naturedly, Charlie simply nods in knowing agreement, and Charles watches her with a quiet smile.
"I've got to admit," Charlie says with a grin, "it's a relief having someone around who's just as mad about these beasts as I am. Bill used to be my poor victim whenever I needed someone to listen to my dragon lectures."
The group laughs, Bill lifting his hands in mock surrender. "To be fair, they are impossibly fascinating. Even I can't tune him out forever."
"They're beyond fascinating." Charles adds, eyes bright. "We're surrounded by magic every day, and yet these creatures still manage to feel... otherworldly. Like living legends."
Seraphina's gaze lingers on the dragons in the distance, her expression softened with awe. "I don't think I could ever get used to it. she murmurs, and Charlie nods as if she has put words to the feeling that has always lived in him.
Their chatter goes on for a few hours, all delighted in their new experiences, bound by this new sense of friendship. They talk about dragons, each other, travels, and the guys swear they will keep in touch with one another, despite the distance.
Charles, at some point told them that despite his relations to the Blacks, his family doesn't view the Weasleys in a negative light, and were always fond of them from what they knew. The two Weasleys are happy to hear that, as they want to remain in good contact with Charles, hopefully meeting the rest of them soon. That instills a sense of comfort within Seraphina. "As it should be. I am glad to hear this, I was admittedly a bit nervous originally."
"Ah dont stress it, the French man ain't so bad after all." Bill winks at Charles who laughs. "I'm sure mum would be delighted."
As the sun sinks lower, painting the Carpathian mountains in gold and rose, they retrace their steps toward the hidden lodge. Dragons roar in the distance, wings beating like rolling thunder in the sky. Seraphina's cheeks ache from smiling, her notebook already half-filled with sketches and notes, the film in her camera nearly spent. She feels alive in a way she hasn't for months—belonging here, in this wild, untamable place, tethered by fire, wings, and stars.
The forest is quiet now, the distant roars of dragons fading into soft echoes. Inside, the cozy warmth welcomes them, and the four of them settle into the familiar rhythm of helping Charles pack.
Charles, though only able to visit for a single day, moves among them, helping adjust straps or offering a hand with a bag. Seraphina pauses to look at him, feeling the lingering thrill of their shared adventure. "I can't believe you have to leave already." she murmurs, voice tinged with playful disappointment.
"I wish I could stay longer." he says, brushing a strand of hair from her face. "But we'll see each other again soon. Letters, updates... and I'll be stopping by for your birthday."
Bill chuckles, ruffling Charles's hair in a brotherly way. "Just make sure you stay in contact, yeah? Don't make us send an owl every day."
Charlie nods with a grin, folding his jacket. "Exactly. We've got too many dragon secrets to keep you out of the loop."
Seraphina laughs, her hand brushing against Charles's as they adjust a strap on his bag. "I'll hold you to that." she says, a sparkle in her eye.
As the bustle of packing winds down and Bill and Charlie wrestle with closing an overstuffed trunk, Charles catches Seraphina's eye and tilts his head ever so slightly toward the shadowed edge of the lodge. She follows, their steps quiet on the wooden floor until they slip outside, into the cool evening air. The light is fading, the last blush of sunset clinging to the peaks.
For a moment, neither speaks. Charles lifts a hand and lets his fingers graze her cheek, his touch gentle, deliberate. She leans into it before she realizes, the warmth grounding her. His lips curve into a soft smile as he lowers his hand, catching hers instead. He brings it to his mouth, pressing a lingering kiss to her knuckles.
"I'm glad it was with you." he says quietly, his voice stripped of its usual playful lilt. "To share all of this—the dragons, almost two days together..."
Seraphina's throat tightens, but she manages a smile. "Me too. I don't think I'll ever forget this. I am glad it was you, too."
They fold into each other then, an embrace both tender and grounding. His arms wrap around her shoulders, her head fitting easily against him, and his now-familiar scent envelops her. For that brief moment, with the world hushed, they are at peace.
After their private farewell, Charles and Seraphina rejoin the others by the hearth. Bill and Charlie are waiting, leaning against the mantel with matching half-smiles, though the weight of parting lingers in their eyes.
"Safe travels, mate." Bill says, clasping Charles's hand firmly before pulling him into a quick, rough sort of hug. "Don't forget—you promised to write."
Charlie adds with a grin, "And bring back something better than just stories next time."
Charles chuckles, his gaze flicking once more to Seraphina. "I'll do my best." He shoulders his coat, takes up his trunk, and steps toward the fireplace. With a final nod to all three of them, he tosses a pinch of Floo powder into the flames. Green fire roars to life, and in a swirl of ash and light, he vanishes from the lodge.
For a moment, the space feels emptier. The silence stretches, broken only by the crackle of the fire still burning in the grate. Then Bill exhales, slumping into one of the armchairs. "Well, here's to Charles, then."
That earns a laugh from Seraphina, and soon they are all sinking into the warmth of the room. The evening winds on with mugs of cocoa and firewhisky, stories tumbling out one after another—Bill's exaggerated dragon imitations, Charlie's endless knowledge, Seraphina's recollections of the Opaleye. They speak too of tomorrow, of the journey back to England, voices low and content as the flames dance in the hearth.
By the time the lodge has gone quiet around them, the day feels like it has settled into memory—one they will each carry with them.
As the fire burns low and the warmth of the lodge wraps around them, Seraphina lets her gaze wander to the window, where the night presses in against the glass. Bill and Charlie's voices mingle in the background, trading jokes and stories, but her mind already drifts. She thinks of her friends back home—how eager they will be to hear about the reserve, about the dragons, about Charles's visit. She imagines their wide eyes as she describes the Alpine Opaleye, her words tumbling over themselves with excitement, and a smile ghosts her lips.
But then, just as quickly, another face slips into her thoughts. Regulus. The weight of his presence creeps into the quiet, unbidden but undeniable. What would he think, hearing all this? Would he understand her joy? No, she thinks, he doesn't care. Charles has been nothing but kind, gentlemanly even, but guilt threads its way through her chest, sharp and restless. She wraps her arms around herself, trying to shake it off, telling herself it doesn't matter. And yet, when the laughter of the boys rises again, she smiles along, even as the echo of Regulus lingers like a shadow at the back of her mind.
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Nadine clasps the last pearl at her throat, the necklace cool against her skin. The mirror reflects a girl perfectly done: pastel red dress that clings in the right places, neat red Mary Janes, her hair loose in soft, careful waves. She looks the part—polished, beautiful, respectable, agreeable, everything expected of a Crouch girl tonight. Yet beneath the smooth surface, her stomach knots. Her brother is unraveling, and no amount of polish on her part can disguise it.
When Barty finally appears, hours late, she nearly drops her brush. He looks a mess—not outwardly unkempt, but wrong in a way only she notices. His brown trousers are creased like they have been thrown on, his collar open, jacket rumpled as though yanked up off the floor. His hair is damp at the edges, freshly washed, but carelessly left wet.
More than that—a dark smear stains his hands, bearing the remnants of something he hasn't been able to wash clean—grime sunk into the lines of his fingers, one knuckle faintly raw, as if scalded. Nadine's nose catches a sharp, acrid tang that clings to him no matter how he shifts, like smoke carried from a fire she hasn't seen.
"Where have you been?" she blurts, too quickly, before she can school her tone into patience. "What happened with Cass? You've been avoiding me all day, Tem—"
"Don't start." His voice is sharp, flat. He tugs at his cuff, eyes avoiding hers, fingers twitching at his side.
"Don't start?" Her voice cracks under pressure before steadying again. "You vanish and reappear looking like—like this—and I'm meant to stay quiet? What are you even doing?"
Something flickers in his eyes, a warning. His lips twist into a smirk, but it is all edge, no humor. "I don't need you asking questions."
Her throat tightens. "Then I'm supposed to sit here and watch you rot? Where do you sneak off?"
"You're supposed to stay out of it." he snaps, finally meeting her gaze. His eyes are bloodshot, feverish, alive with some private mania that makes her chest ache. "You wouldn't understand. You can't."
Her hand hovers at her necklace, fingers brushing the pearls like they are some kind of tether. "You won't even try." she whispers.
He barks out a laugh, humorless and jagged. "If I told you, you'd never look at me again."
Her stomach drops, but she lifts her chin anyway. "If you keep this up, Tem..."
The smirk falters, only for a heartbeat. Then his hand twitches again—half reaching toward her, half away, before curling into a fist. "Relax. We're good."
The words chill her. It isn't comforting. She steadies herself, breath sharp through her nose. "Fine. But don't mistake my silence for indifference. And wash your hands. You look like shit."
He slips on his jacket in one swift motion, and mutters under his breath something she can't catch. The syllables are strange, foreign—almost like he is still half-living in another world, not here in hers. He mumbles a spell with a flick of his wand, and his hands are clean.
The ride to the Rosiers is stifling. Nadine sits stiff-backed, her skirt smoothed across her lap, her earrings catching every bit of light, a portrait of poise. She wasn't going to let him drive. Beside her, Barty sits restless, jittering fingers drumming, eyes darting to the window as if expecting shadows to follow.
When she finally hisses, "Just—don't ruin their birthday."
He only lets out a dry laugh. "You worry too much."
"And you," she shoots back, her voice low and sharp, "don't worry nearly enough."
They step out into the warm glow of the Rosier estate, but the space between them carries the weight of smoke and silence.
Meanwhile.
Seraphina dresses in light pastel green, the fabric soft and flowing, with tiny sparkles shimmering in the light, her hair down in loose curls but with a silver pin catching a piece of it back. The contrast of her ink-dark hair against the pale dress makes her look delicate, magical, and elegant with fairy-like beauty. On her feet, she wears sheer embroidered socks tucked neatly into chunkier dark green doll shoes. A small moon pendant rests at her collarbone, silver studs glinting at her ears.
Severus keeps it simpler: a light gray shirt, sleeves crisp and collar neat, tucked into black trousers. His shoes are polished dark, catching the faintest gleam. He let his hair fall loosely around his face, one bit of strands tucked behind his ear. Next to Seraphina, he looks sharp, severe—but also deliberate, as if for once he has tried to smooth himself into her world instead of resisting it.
They get ready at her apartment, the evening spilling out of their small rituals—her steadying his cuff buttons when his fingers fumble, his muttered comment about being overly dressed that earns only a knowing smile. There is a quiet rhythm to them, no grand gestures, just the easy inevitability of walking out the door together.
"I still feel out of place at these things." Severus admits, lingering by the door while Seraphina adjusts the pin in her hair. His voice is low, almost reluctant, but the tension in his shoulders betrays him.
"So do I." she answers, her tone light but not dismissive. A smile tugs at her lips as she glances at him in the mirror. "They're our friends—it'll be nerves, nothing worse. But I'd be lying if I said I ever feel like I belong at these gatherings." A soft laugh escapes her, half amusement, half truth.
He nods once, a little movement, and their eyes meet. He smirks. For a moment, the weight between them eases; the strangeness of the night feels less heavy when shared. They may not fit, not fully—but they have decided to try. Summer has been long enough, and hiding away forever won't do either of them any good.
It has been a while since Seraphina has seen Regulus. If she is honest with herself, that is the true root of her tension tonight. The argument about Charles, about whether Regulus should even know, still hangs unresolved between them. She doubts it ever will resolve. Regulus learning the truth could go either way—tolerable at best, brutal at worst. And Seraphina can't shake the conviction it would be the latter.
"I see you're overthinking." Severus says quietly, almost casual, but his sharpness cuts through her spiraling. "Black isn't worth it. If you knew the full extent of him—you wouldn't waste a thought."
"Suddenly you're a mind reader too?" she answers, offering the thinnest, pained smile she can manage. "I just—It's... stupid."
"What is?"
"I never told you the full story." she admits. "Yes, Charles and I went on a date, and it was lovely—he's lovely, our friendship is lovely—but it's not..."
"...Lovely?" Severus finishes, with the faintest edge of tease.
Her smile softens, real this time. He gives her the smallest one in return.
"He's also so much further along in life." she says after a pause. "I don't know if that's where I belong."
"Well," he murmurs, stepping closer, fingers deft as he straightens the pin in her hair, "thankfully—you have time to decide. No one's rushing you. Certainly not Mum. And certainly not me."
She turns to him. "Also, the extent of him? What do you mean by that?"
"Nothing you need to concern yourself with tonight." Severus says with a small nod. She accepts it.
By the time they step outside, the city air is thick with late-summer heat. Seraphina slips her arm lightly through his, allowing him to guide them. Their steps sync without thought, the dark and the luminous moving in tandem, gifts in hand.
They apparate before the Rosiers residence, steadying themselves briefly upon arriving. The estate glows warm in the evening, lantern light spilling across the drive. Seraphina straightens, her necklace catching the glow, while Severus presses his mouth into a thin line, eyes flicking to the windows above as though bracing himself for judgment.
At Grimmauld Place, Cassiopeia smooths the skirt of her pastel blue dress, the fabric crisp and light, a shade soft enough to match Nadine and Seraphina's rainbow palette—Pandora's demand. White flats sit neatly by the door, a small white purse already tucked beneath her arm. A strand of pearls circles her throat, gleaming softly, and she has forced her curls into a slick bun at the nape of her neck.
"Regulus, honestly—hurry." she calls again, fastening the clasp of her purse.
But he is already ready, of course. He stands by the desk, not looking at her, not answering. His chocolate-brown shirt is tucked neatly into black trousers, held by a matching leather belt. His shoes shine dully beneath the lamplight, his hair combed back but with a few strands escaping, intentional or careless—it is hard to tell.
On his wrist glints Orion's watch, the one Sirius was meant to inherit, proudly displayed but out of spite, to provoke, and it catches Cassiopeia's eye like a quiet betrayal every time it shifts.
He adjusts the strap, glances once at his cuff, then busies himself with nothing in particular—papers straightened, a drawer closed, a coin turned over in his palm. Always something to avoid her gaze.
"You're doing it on purpose." Cassiopeia says, voice clipped. "I can't stand waiting."
He doesn't answer. His silence isn't heated, not sharp the way it once was—it is colder than that, flat and dismissive, an absence. When she steps closer, the air between them feels thinner, strained, but he only lifts the watch again, slipping the band tighter as though it requires his full attention.
She exhales, shoulders straightening, pearls pressing cool against her collarbone. If he wants to avoid her, then so be it. But as they leave together, her heels clicking softly beside his muted steps, she feels the divide stretch wider—the space between them filled with secrets she is no longer allowed to touch.
"Reggie—" she begins.
"Regulus." His low voice cuts across hers, sharp with correction, just loud enough for the tone to sting. His eyes pierce her, gracing her with a look of acknowledgement for the first time in days.
She pauses, looking at him, irritation and guilt twisting together in her chest. "I thought I hid it better."
"Mm." He doesn't give her more than that, just stands there in the doorway, arms crossed, watching. He looks taller than she remembers. Her eyes search his face, tracing the faint remnants of boyhood still clinging there, features he is already outgrowing at a pace she can't keep up with.
They are no longer children—no, not anymore. Now he is precisely what they have shaped him to be, all sharp edges and quiet control.
And in that split second, she feels like a stranger in her own brother's presence.
She doesn't feel comfortable pressing him about Barty—not yet. In fact, Barty owes the explanation to her more than Regulus does. Days have passed, and though the silence between them grates, there is a strange comfort in his distance too. As much as it aches, it is easier than fighting. What happened to them, she thinks.
So instead, she softens her voice.
"Well. Thank you for being in my corner for that. I appreciate it. I know it wasn't easy. Consider this the olive branch."
Regulus watches her.
"It was and... Wasn't." he says simply. Then nothing more. The truth is, he walks a fine line—lightly, carefully—threading just enough to shield both sides of his family from one another. Too much in either direction, and everything unravels.
The silence stretches. He keeps his eyes on her, his expression unreadable, but beneath it, discomfort stirs. He doesn't like this either—this unfamiliar space between them. She is his twin. And yet, her recent slips from the family line trouble him more than he admits. He worries where it leads, what he will have to become if she pushes too far—if she risks disownment, if she drifts toward the same fate as Sirius. He worries about the moment when he will be expected to lay down the hammer.
"Can we just be cordial?" she asks as she slips into her white flats, the last piece of her outfit falling into place. "We're late."
Regulus doesn't answer, only gives a brief nod. One arm shifts, loosening just enough for her to notice. He nudges his elbow toward her—a quiet invitation to link arms. He knows nothing will be resolved tonight, but this is something. Better than nothing.
Cassiopeia exhales, the edge of a smile flickering across her face as she threads her arm through his. A moment later, they disapparate.
They arrive at the door in silence, in step but not in sync—the space between them carrying more weight than either is willing to name. "We are cordial." Regulus confirms, finally, as they knock.
The residence gleams like something pulled from a painting. The manor's pale stone front is washed in moonlight, its grand doors painted white with trim in the family's signature baby blue. Inside, it is even more lavish: high arched ceilings painted with delicate motifs, white-and-blue silk draped at the windows, chandeliers casting a warm, golden glow. Everything feels distinctly French—elegant, soft-edged, and impossibly luxurious.
The main hall bursts with celebration. Long tables are laid with dishes that gleam under candlelight—towering platters of pastries and sugared fruits, crystal bowls filled with gleaming wines, and plates of hors d'oeuvres artfully arranged. Flowers spill from vases on every surface, roses and lilies carefully placed, while candles line mantels and stairways, throwing a romantic shimmer through the air. Pastel banners and streamers hang above, marking the occasion.
Pandora herself glows at the center of it all in a baby pink gown, soft as a petal, stunning, with her hair pinned back in delicate curls. Evan matches her brightness in his own way: a white shirt, cream trousers, his collar left slightly loose. Together, they look the part of a portrait—royalty presiding over their birthday kingdom.
Already the house hums with voices. Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs mingle in small groups, laughter spilling like music. Xenophilius examines the floral centerpieces with odd fascination, never too far from Pandora, while Lavinda and Emma hover around, helping Pandora with the flowers.
The rest of Evan's Quidditch mates have gathered by the food table, boisterous and teasing, while two handfuls of Slytherins—sharp, watchful, perfectly dressed—stand near the stairs, and the fireplace, murmuring behind crystal glasses. The twins are clearly beloved, their popularity reflected in the crowd's energy, the sheer number of guests filling every corner with warmth and chatter.
Nadine steps forward with poise, presenting their gift wrapped neatly in pale silver. She greets Pandora with an embrace, warm and practiced, exchanging kisses on the cheek, and Pandora squeezes her hands with a delighted smile. "You look perfect." Nadine tells Pandora. She blushes.
"The red! I love it, it's so you!" Pandora giggles, "Thank you for being here."
Evan receives her with equal grace, clasping her hand and offering a warm word of thanks. Barty lingers behind, but when Pandora throws her arms around him, he stiffens only a moment before managing a smile. He presses their gift into her hands—something heavier, the box wrapped less carefully—and she accepts it without question, still glowing. There are hugs, quick smiles, a moment of shared laughter. For a few minutes, it feels as if the tension clinging to Barty has been forgotten.
A little later, the Snape siblings arrive. Pandora greets them with equal delight, looping Seraphina into a hug first, Evan bowing slightly with a grin as he accepts their gift. He then wraps his arms around Seraphina, grinning.
"You two—honestly, talk about royalty." Seraphina gushes, her eyes sweeping over the twins. "You're absolutely enchanting." She breaks into a giggle.
"And you!" Pandora fires back with a grin. "I knew you'd show up in green—or maybe lilac! Definitely not yellow." Her teasing elicits a chuckle between the girls.
"The day you see me in yellow is the day I've truly lost it." Seraphina jokes, and the circle of girls bursts into laughter once again.
"She's right though." Nadine adds warmly, her gaze lingering on them. "You both look incredible."
Nadine crosses quickly to Seraphina, the two embracing warmly, their matching hues like pieces of a rainbow stitched back together. Barty and Seraphina fall into a familiar embrace, easy and warm as ever. Still, as she pulls back, Seraphina catches the faintest shift in his energy—something off beneath his smile. She notices, but chooses not to press.
Severus hangs back, measured. Nadine turns toward him, her smile softening. She doesn't step forward, doesn't push—but she lifts her hand in a small wave, eyes warm. "Hey, you." she says, eyes lingering on him. He returns the gesture with the barest nod, the corner of his mouth twitching almost into a smile before settling again. It is brief, fleeting—but enough.
"No parents tonight—they decided to give us some freedom." Evan brags, his grin wide as he slings an arm around Barty and musses his hair.
Barty huffs a laugh, swatting at his hand. "Ah, shame. I was hoping I could tell your mum what a stunning house she has."
A few familiar boys who gathered snicker at the jab, but Nadine's smile falters. The words make her think of Cassiopeia, and the association leaves a sour taste in her mouth.
"Really? A mum joke?" she says, her voice edged with disbelief.
Barty, still grinning, doesn't let her tone prick him. "Loosen up, Lavinda Junior." he teases, waving her off with a flick of his wrist. Nadine arches a brow at him, unimpressed, annoyed.
The evening drifts into a lively rhythm. The girls gather together in a soft cluster, their pastel gowns like a bloom of color—red, green, blue, and pink all mingling as they chat and laugh. Pandora is the jewel among them, showered with love as ribbons and wrapping pile at her feet, each gift met with delighted squeals and hugs. Silver tissue paper flutters to the floor like confetti, and the air fills with the smell of roses and sugared fruit.
Across the hall, Evan and Barty are quickly pulled into the raucous circle of boys. Their laughter rings louder, spilling out in bursts over the music as they drink from crystal glasses, sing half-tuned verses of Quidditch chants, and jostle one another with broad grins. The two sides of the party swell together—candles flickering, laughter echoing high into the vaulted ceiling—until the manor feels alive with it all.
The next arrivals are the Black twins, Cassiopeia and Regulus, still linked arm-in-arm as they step through the door. The residence seems to lean toward them, the pale blue glow of candlelight catching against their sharp silhouettes.
Evan and Pandora are the first to greet them, smiles wide. Cassiopeia is quick to unwrap her arm, embracing each twin in turn—warm, genuine hugs accompanied by soft compliments and a graceful handoff of their carefully wrapped gifts.
Nadine steps forward next, pulling Cassiopeia into a hug of her own. They murmur quick compliments into each other's shoulders before parting, but when Nadine's gaze shifts to Regulus, she stops. Her hand hovers, then drops, and instead she greets him with a faint smile and a nod. "Good to see you, Regulus."
"Likewise." he answers with a curt nod before Evan sweeps him into a bear hug, drawing an amused laugh from a few nearby. Pandora follows with a softer embrace, a gentle squeeze that lingers for half a second longer than it should.
It is then that Regulus's eyes flick past her shoulder—toward Seraphina. His stare is sharp, deliberately unfriendly, and it sinks into her with precision, before looking away swiftly. Seraphina feels it in her stomach, cold and unsettled, though her expression remains composed.
"So happy you made it." Pandora says, her smile bright and warm as she addresses them, dragging Cassiopeia away momentarily, and urging Barty to join her.
Regulus chose on purpose not to acknowledge Seraphina. She half-expects a hug, or at least a flicker of recognition, and even as she murmurs, "Hey." nothing comes.
The silence between them stretches, sharp and pointed. He knows. Without a word, he brushes past her completely, weaving into the group around the birthday twins, leaving Seraphina standing there with that small, cold sting lodged in her chest. Seraphina follows him with her eyes, her heartbeat a tad faster than usual. Nadine senses it immediately, a pang of sympathy for her friend.
"What a jerk." she mutters under her breath, looping her arm through Seraphina's as they move toward the dining area together.
Cassiopeia weaves through the party, determined. She catches Barty near the refreshment table, his fingers hovering over a glass of punch, eyes scanning the crowd as though searching for something—or someone—else.
"Bartemius, we need to talk." she says gently, but there is a sharp edge to her voice.
He glances at her, one brow raised. "Talk? It's a party, Cass." His tone is light, but evasive. "And you look gorgeous."
"I mean in private." she insists, stepping closer. "You've been avoiding my letters."
He chuckles, but it is half-hearted. "Avoiding? No, no... don't be such a drag. I'm allowed to enjoy myself, you know."
She frowns. "Enjoying yourself doesn't mean ignoring me entirely. We need to—"
He sidesteps her, brushing against her shoulder as he laughs softly, an attempt at charm, leaning in to plant a quick kiss on her cheek. Cassiopeia stiffens, pulling back. The gesture is meant to smooth things over, but she feels the friction between them instead.
"Bartemius, stop. I'm serious." she says, her voice firmer now. "We can't just keep skirting this. Let's step away somewhere quiet and talk."
He shrugs, eyes flicking back to the crowd. "Cass, come on. It's a party. You're making a scene in my head that isn't even real."
"Isn't real? You fully sold us out to Regulus—for no reason! That was a betrayal—" Her voice rises in a sharp whisper, frustration breaking through her composed mask.
Barty rolls his eyes, a lazy, dismissive gesture. "Betrayal? Maybe don't do stupid things." he says with a shrug, turning and walking away, leaving her standing there, chest tight with indignation.
She bites back a retort, irritation coiling in her chest. He keeps dismissing her, weaving through the room as if her presence is little more than a passing annoyance. He tries to nudge her into smiling at the music, gestures to the laughter around them, and even attempts another hug. She lets him, briefly, but her heart isn't in it. She pulls away, frustrated, insisting they talk later, in private—when he can't hide behind the noise and the celebration.
The dining table stretches nearly the entire length of the hall, a banquet of colors, textures, and smells. Platters of golden puff pastries and tarts are stacked high, their flaky layers catching the light. Bowls of sugared fruits gleam, ruby-red strawberries nestled next to apricot wedges and glossy grapes.
Plates of delicate finger sandwiches sit alongside quiches, small tarts of savory cheeses, and roasted vegetables arranged like jewels. Crystal bowls brim with punch, ruby wine, and sparkling cider, while decanters of amber whiskey and golden mead glint in the candlelight. Candles flicker between every dish, their soft warmth mingling with the sweet, yeasty aroma of the freshly baked treats.
Guests drift around the table, some perched on chairs, others standing in small clusters, plates balanced in one hand while the other reaches for their favorites. Fingers hover over chocolate-dipped strawberries, then retreat to grab a slice of quiche. Laughter rings across the table as someone offers another their choice of tart or pastry, while others sip punch or nibble on roasted nuts. The energy is casual yet lively—plates and glasses clink, crumbs scatter, and no one seems concerned with formalities.
Even the floor bears traces of the indulgence: a fallen grape, a flake of pastry, a small smear of chocolate. That is, before their house-elf snaps his fingers and the crumbs and spills vanish. Between bites, guests chatter, trade compliments on the food, and gesticulate toward favorite desserts.
Regulus sits at the edge of a tight circle of his closest friends, shoulders squared, posture deliberate. Evan claims the center of the group, grinning and animated as he directs the conversation, tossing jokes and laughter back and forth. Plates balanced on knees, glasses in hand, the boys lean toward one another, sharing stories and teasing, the warmth and noise of their camaraderie spilling into the room.
Seraphina lingers nearby, her attention drifting despite herself. She steals glances at Regulus—catching the way his grin flashes at a joke, the subtle chuckle and lift of an eyebrow, the way his eyes skim over the crowd without ever lingering on hers. Each look leaves a small weight in her stomach, a quiet tension she can't shake, even as the laughter around them swells.
Pandora stands in the center of her group, twirling a strand of her curls as the girls laugh and chatter around her. Nadine leans slightly toward Cassiopeia, voice low but urgent.
"Did you manage to talk to Tem?" she asks.
Cassiopeia shakes her head, frustration flickering across her features. "No. He's... avoiding me. Every time I try, he just—"
"Exactly."!Nadine cuts in, irritation clear. "There's something off with him. I swear, the whole family noticed it too. He's not himself."
Seraphina, leaning in with her soft green dress catching the candlelight, adds with a wry shake of her head, "I swear, this summer has changed everyone."
The chatter continues, but Nadine's attention drifts, unbidden, toward the other side of the room. Severus stands in the midst of a group of friends, impossibly tall, his posture perfect, the sharp lines of his face catching the light as he leans slightly toward Avery, engaged in what looks like effortless conversation. Every now and then he rakes a hand through his hair, pushing stray strands back from his eyes, and Nadine feels that familiar tug in her chest, following his movement.
She thinks of her letters, carefully written yet unanswered since her return, and the silence that has stretched between them. The weight of it presses at her, mingling with curiosity and frustration. She wants to approach him, to breach that quiet barrier, but he is surrounded, and isolating him now would draw too much attention—too public, too visible.
Instead, she steals glances at him, measuring the angle of his jaw, the cool precision of his gestures, the way he listens and speaks with calculated ease. The distance gnaws at her, but she can't stop watching, caught between longing and the unspoken rules of the party.
Xenophilius takes Pandora to the dance floor, and they move together with a whimsical, almost magical grace, like two fairies caught in a soft shaft of light. The delicate sway and laughter give the three girls the space to sink into a proper conversation.
"Hey," Cassiopeia begins, leaning slightly closer, "boys issues aside... Do you remember that moment with Dora at the bonfire? Or am I misremembering something?"
The girls turn fully toward her, expressions lighting up with the same unspoken, !oh yes, I remember' look.
"Yes! Merlin, I thought she was having a seizure." Nadine admits, biting her lip. "I didn't want to pry, or bring more attention to it."
Seraphina nods slowly. "Yeah, it was... odd. She looked freaked out, but distant at the same time. Panic and dissociation all at once."
Cassiopeia frowns. "And the weirdest part is Evan and her just... returning casually like nothing happened. I honestly thought I'd had too much butterbeer or something."
The three girls lapse into a quiet moment, the party's hum around them fading just slightly. Then Cassiopeia raises her gaze, thoughtful.
"Wait—you all know how long we've known them, right? Well... Regulus was always closer to them than I was, since I wasn't around the whole time. I remember something he mentioned once, but maybe I got it wrong..."
"Mentioned what? When?" Nadine asks, curiosity sharpening her tone.
"When we were children—I don't think this is the first time it happened. Well... we always joked that Dora is the witchiest of us all, like Sybill. Sybill's a Seer, you know."
Seraphina and Nadine exchange a glance, eyebrows furrowing in unison. "Oh." Seraphina murmurs.
"What was the joke?" Nadine asks, arms loosely crossed, still deep in thought.
Cassiopeia shrugs slightly. "Basically... that she was kind of... quirky, loony, more spiritually attuned, as they say. It started with a silly thing really—she allegedly predicted two small things before, I forget exactly what. Since then, everyone concluded she's a little odd, and moved on."
"So—hold on—are we assuming she's just... freaky, or that this 'spiritual attunement' is actually something real? Do you think that was it?" Nadine presses, asking the questions everyone else hesitates to voice.
"Well, maybe?" Cassiopeia shrugs, biting the inside of her cheek. "Sybill is different though—I haven't seen her react like this to anything."
"Okay, we've learned a bit about Seers, right? Their reactions vary, and they're all different. So... what if this is genuine?" Seraphina asks, eyes sharp, her tone challenging as the others nod in agreement.
"In which case, let's assume she is—what do we think that was? A vision?" Nadine asks, leaning forward slightly, curiosity written across her face.
"Precisely what I'd assume." Cassiopeia replies, a small smirk tugging at her lips. "Or maybe... she just had too much butterbeer and got nauseous." she adds with a light chuckle, though the air between them remains charged with speculation.
The girls fall silent for a moment, letting the possibility settle in. Then Nadine tilts her head toward the other side of the hall, where Regulus sits surrounded by his usual circle, Evan at the center, laughing and leaning easily into the crowd.
"Look at them." she murmurs, voice low. "Rose's ecstatic, like nothing's happened. And Regulus... he's acting normal too—his version of normal, but there's something about the way they've been acting this summer. Like they know more than they let on. And Tem? He's fucked."
Cassiopeia frowns, following her gaze. "Yeah... and also, Regulus had always been close to them. Maybe he's seen this side of Dora before, or he knows exactly what that... moment was. That's why none of them reacted. They all share secrets, I'm telling you."
Seraphina's brow furrows. "It's like they're hiding something, but no one else can see it. And Evan's casualness? Barty's sudden switch? It's unsettling. Not to mention Regulus's Dementor-like presence, sucking the soul out of every happy moment so far."
Nadine bites her lip, leaning in slightly. "Which... makes you wonder what exactly they know—and what they've holding back. No wonder they've been so distant lately. What about Severus, Phina?"
"Sev's pretty much the same—minimal change. Still rigid, cold, tense, at least to most. But we've been good to each other—no issues." Seraphina says with a shrug, glancing toward her brother. "Honestly, I reckon he's the most normal out of all of them, even if he hangs out with the worst sort." Without words, all three think of Mulciber and his group, who are surprisingly absent from the party.
The girls glance at one another, a silent understanding passing between them. The party swirls around them—laughter, clinking glasses, music—but beneath the shimmer, something heavier threads through the room.
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"I'm gonna go hunt Bartemius. I did not sign up for this. And if I can't trust him..." Cassiopeia's words trail off, heavy with frustration. Nadine brushes her shoulder lightly.
"Do what you need to do, Cass. We're with you." she says firmly. Seraphina nods in agreement as Cassiopeia slips away from the group.
Nadine's eyes catch Severus stepping toward the foyer, his posture as controlled as ever. She exhales and decides to follow.
"Wish me luck." she calls over her shoulder.
"Luck!" Seraphina smirks, watching her go.
Severus, standing near the edge of the foyer, is already calculating the nearest escape when Nadine approaches.
"Severus." Her voice is soft but sure, enough to cut through the din. She smooths the skirt of her dress nervously, a faint smile tugging her lips. "Could we talk? Just for a moment?"
He hesitates, eyes narrowing, but curiosity, and a hint of resignation, wins. With a curt nod, he follows her into the quieter shadows of the foyer, where the music dulls to a distant hum.
Her perfume drifts toward him, light and floral, tinged faintly with soft coconut. It clings to the air when she moves, brushing close past him, and against his will he breathes deeper. In turn, she catches the faint trace of him: cologne, parchment, ink, and a cool sharpness like something freshly cut from the earth. It lingers, distinct, grounding.
She tries first for normalcy, fingers tracing the carved banister. "It's crowded, isn't it? France wasn't nearly this chaotic." She lets out a bit of a nervous laugh. "I missed England, though. I missed..." She glances at him, faltering. "...familiar faces."
He doesn't bite. His arms fold neatly across his chest, leaning against the wall, expression unreadable. He nods.
So she asks it—the question that has been gnawing at her. "Severus... did you get my letters?"
His reply comes flat, biting in its calmness. "Yes."
She blinks, caught off guard by the brevity. "Oh." Her voice dips, the fragile thread of her smile slipping. "I thought—well, I wasn't sure if maybe they were lost, or—"
"They weren't." His tone is clipped, final, as if to spare her any illusions. He watches her. "I read them."
For a heartbeat, silence hangs between them. Nadine swallows, hurt flashing across her face before she catches it, smoothing her expression with practice. But still—it lingers in her eyes.
The party hums just beyond them—laughter, clinking glasses, the flutter of a piano—while here in the foyer the air is quieter, heavier. The room feels like it belongs to them alone. A chandelier's crystals scatter warm light across polished marble, catching in Nadine's hair as she leans against the banister, her gown rustling faintly with every small shift. He notices, tracking the soft light on her.
Her voice breaks the hush first. "Well... I thought—" She falters, eyes flicking up to his. "And sorry if I misunderstood, but I thought it was alright to reach out. As friends. And to expect an answer."
The word lingers, softer than the music bleeding through the door.
Severus doesn't answer right away. His jaw ticks faintly, eyes trained on her with that unnerving calm. The silence between them hums with something unsaid, and Nadine fidgets under it—tucking a strand behind her ear, then smoothing her dress as though either will steady her. He says nothing, only watching her. The sweep of her hand, the slight tremor in her inhale—he tracks every motion as if it were a spell unfolding.
"You've mended your dress already." he murmurs, softer than she expects—measured, almost deliberate. Then, after a breath, "And... friends?" The word lingers, not in his usual bite but shaded with something quieter, almost tentative, as though he isn't mocking her at all but asking in earnest, testing the shape of the possibility.
"Yes." she says, meeting his gaze, a half-smile threatening to grow. "You seemed like you might want someone to write to. And I wanted to."
Her honesty hangs raw between them, pulling the tension taut.
For a fraction of a second, his composure threatens to crack—the faintest flicker of something in his eyes before he schools it back into cold restraint. He exhales slowly, folding his arms across his chest.
"I don't... make for good correspondence." he says at last, voice low, clipped, as though rehearsed to distance. "But I read them."
But Nadine studies him, not deterred, her fingers curling tight at her sides as if holding herself back from reaching out. And for a heartbeat too long, his gaze lingers on her, the chandelier light catching the warmth in her expression—before he forces himself to glance away.
Still, he waits, as if anticipating further.
His gaze returns to her, as she looks away. He follows the curve of her shoulders as she straightens, the rise and fall of her breath as she tries to steady herself, her pulse. For a moment he doesn't know what to say.
"Well... that's alright." she says softly, though the words carry a faint strain, betraying nerves she tries to mask. "I was hoping you'd write back. It took me a while to put it all together, you know." There is a glimmer of hope in her voice, but also the slightest pinch of reproach. He notices her mild irritation.
Severus meets her eyes at last. "I figured it would have been better to listen in person. To hear it from you directly." His voice is quiet, almost deliberate, as though that was the only explanation he could trust himself to give. He is slightly closer now, his figure towering over as he watches her.
"Well..." Her smile tugs at the corners, betraying the blush warming her cheeks at the thought of him being even a little curious about her. "Will I ever get to know what you did?" she asks, almost playfully, though there is a tremor of genuine longing under it. Her eyes lift to his, searching, hesitant but insistent all at once.
For a moment, Severus feels the weight of her letter in his mind—the snapshots of her laughter, Louis's arm circling her waist, the easy brightness of her life compared to the gray heaviness of his own. A flicker of something unsettled churns in him, sharp and ugly, though he buries it under his usual stillness.
"My life's not much to write about." he says finally, voice low, the words edged with a bitter calm. "Mostly dull. I thought I'd spare you the boredom."
Nadine's lips part, her expression softening into something tender, a little pained. "You wouldn't bore me, Severus." she says gently, almost like it is the simplest truth in the world. "I wanted to hear from you. That's all."
Without resistance, for the first time in a while, he offers a small smile as he looks down. It makes her heart flutter.
"Still, how very mean of you not to write back." she huffs, almost playfully.
His mind drifts to the crumpled letter still hidden away in his book—a half-formed reply he never let her see. A flicker of guilt stirs; she is clearly hurt, and he knows it. Yet, beneath the guilt lies something else. Against that picture, he feels what he has to offer could never measure up.
"What a demanding friend." he mutters, jokingly, the sarcasm soft but deliberate, his eyes flicking briefly toward the bag resting nearby.
"Hey! I used my finest ink, I'll have you know. And those pictures took time." she protests, a grin tugging at her lips.
"You seemed happy enough in those ramblings." he counters, voice steady, with a hint of a sarcastic tease. "I wouldn't want my letter to change that."
Her breath leaves her in a softer sigh. The brightness dims, the grin faltering into something gentler. The conversation eases the sting, but not enough to soothe it entirely. He notices—of course he notices.
"I didn't mean to press."'she says, quieter now. "If I overstepped, I'm sorry. I just... thought it was alright."
He exhales through his nose, tilting his head slightly. "The company you kept seemed cozy enough." he says, the words slip out too casually, too dismissive, though the faint furrow in her brow tells him she heard more beneath them than he intended.
Her brows lift slightly before she realizes his implication, her lips curving into a small smile, wanting to clarify. "Ah—Louis. Yes. He's my best friend. I've known him for ages. It was... good seeing him again." Her voice is light, fond even, carrying that warmth of nostalgia. But in the back of her mind, she notices something tightening in him—a restraint, a withdrawal—and she isn't sure if it is her place to pry.
"Mm, I see." he answers at last, the sound flat, swallowed quickly by silence. His eyes flicker elsewhere, searching for an escape, suddenly uncomfortable. He notices a couple of people glancing toward them. "I should rejoin before Seraphina drags me back." It is said too quickly, as if her words were the confirmation he needed not to show her what he'd been hiding.
"Severus." Nadine blurts before she can stop herself. "What's wrong?" The atmosphere grows heavier, her voice softer, almost tentative.
His look sharpens instead, stern and unreadable, before he steps past her toward his bag. She turns, puzzled, and watches as he pulls out a worn Herbology book. Without a word, he slips out a crumpled mess of parchment, smoothing it with care that doesn't match his tone.
"I did write." he mutters, low, as though the words are being dragged out of him. "Until I realized how ridiculous it sounded, in comparison."
"In comparison to what?" She looks at him with genuine confusion.
He thrusts it toward her, but his hand hesitates for a heartbeat before letting go. She takes it gently, her touch at odds with the harshness of his delivery.
Her fingers brush against the parchment, slow and gentle, but by the time she glances back up, he is already moving away. He isn't interested in seeing her face when she reads it. His stride is swift, purposeful, in a hurry to vanish into the swell of voices beyond the foyer.
"Seve—" she begins, her mouth half-open, but the words falter before they are born. She swallows them down, left with only the faintest disappointment curling in her chest.
The letter in her hands, fragile and warm from his grip, draws her eyes instead. Curiosity tugs at her fingers, but she doesn't unfold it. Not yet. She smooths the edges once more, carefully tucking it away. Later, she will let herself look.
For now, she lingers in the quiet he left behind.
Seraphina edges closer to where Regulus and Evan are standing, heart thumping lightly in her chest. She offers a small, tentative smile, hoping to gauge his mood—but he doesn't even look at her, his expression unreadable, posture stiff.
Evan, however, notices her immediately, grinning warmly. "Seraphinaaa! Come sit, darling." He pulls up a chair between him and Regulus, and pats it down. "You know, the upcoming Quidditch semester will be wild. I'm still waiting for your return—so don't disappoint the birthday boy." His grin is infectious.
Seraphina laughs softly, a blush creeping into her cheeks. "Of course," she says. "I'll always be there for the team if you need me. I'll be the faithful reserve."
Evan beams at her, clearly relieved, while Regulus remains rigid and distant, eyes focused elsewhere. He doesn't speak, doesn't glance her way—nothing. The silence between them is deliberate, almost pointed, and Seraphina feels the sting, though she keeps her smile polite, her voice steady.
The conversation drifts lightly around Evan and Seraphina, but the cold absence of Regulus's acknowledgment lingers.
Evan's eyes flicker between them, his grin faltering slightly as he notices the colder-than-ever distance in Regulus's posture, the way he refuses to even glance at her. Something in his stance sets off a subtle warning bell for Evan, and he opens his mouth, about to comment, to smooth the tension.
Before he can say anything, the door swings open and another guest steps in, drawing immediate attention.
"Hold that thought." Evan says quickly to Seraphina, flashing her a brief, apologetic smile. "Pandora, I'll get this—come with me."
He moves toward the door, leaving Seraphina standing where she is, a small knot of unease tightening in her chest.
Regulus doesn't move. He takes a final bite of the pastry in his hand, then carefully brushes the powdered sugar off his fingers, precise and controlled.
Seraphina parts her lips, wanting to say something, her hand hovering just short of reaching him. She wants to speak, to bridge the distance, even to tell him about Charles. She wants him to be supportive, like he is with everyone else, to return to the cordial, measured conversations they managed last semester.
But the space between them feels heavier than the chatter around them, and Seraphina's hand falters, retreating slightly as the quiet sting of his silence presses down.
Regulus notices her demeanor, blinks twice, and for a brief moment it seems like he might speak. His jaw tightens, instead. He sets his empty plate aside, straightens his posture, and steps away, moving deliberately toward the other side of the room. Seraphina is left with nothing—no word, no glance, no acknowledgment—just the echo of his absence.
Across the room, Severus notices the movement. His eyes narrow, jaw tightening subtly, a flicker of concern and restrained irritation crossing his features as he watches Regulus leave Seraphina standing there. He swiftly moves to Seraphina, offering brotherly support for comfort.
Severus glances toward the open balcony doors and nods to Seraphina. "Fresh air?" he suggests, and she allows herself a small, grateful smile as they step out together.
The cool night air brushes against her skin, and the tension from earlier dismissal coils back in her chest. She exhales slowly, forcing herself to focus, refusing to let it derail her evening. Severus notices the tight line of her jaw and gives her a subtle, reassuring nod.
"I can't offer a lot of advice on human relations but... Focus on yourself." he murmurs, his tone firm but gentle. "We both need to get back into our work ethic and prepare for the semester ahead. This is where we thrive."
Seraphina nods, letting the thought settle. "You're right." she says softly. "We'll handle it."
A few feet away, on the adjoining balcony to their right, Regulus lingers with a small cluster of Slytherins, unbeknownst to her. Moonlight glints off the angles of her face as his gaze lands on her. He watches her, briefly—the subtle tilt of her head, the way her hands rest lightly on the railing, the calm recalibration. His eyes track her movements, cool and composed on the surface. Beneath it, the tension coils tight like a knot, a silent storm held in check. Every small gesture of hers is catalogued in his mind, a quiet, careful scrutiny that refuses to let her slip entirely from his attention.
Severus shifts his weight and exhales, the faintest cloud in the night air. "We should probably head home." he mutters, but not unkind.
Seraphina nods, grateful for the suggestion, and follows him back inside. The warmth presses in at once—laughter, chatter, and the lingering sweetness of butterbeer. Her eyes instinctively scan the room before she can stop herself.
Cassiopeia is by the fireplace behind the couches, leaning in toward Barty, whose gaze doesn't even flicker toward her no matter how earnestly she speaks. Across the room, Nadine is deep in conversation with two Hufflepuff girls, their heads close together as they exchange stories.
And at the heart of it all—on the dark blue couches that dominate the center of the room—half the Slytherins have gathered, sprawled comfortably, laughing, snacking, immersed in conversation. Regulus sits among them, posture composed yet effortless, the picture of belonging. Barty is there too, throwing in a smirk and a careless remark that earns a round of chuckles.
Seraphina doesn't let her gaze wander to Regulus—not now, not when it still stings. Instead, she crosses the room toward Evan and Pandora, intent on thanking them properly for the evening.
Before she can get the words out, Evan beams, "Sera! Sev! I thought you two left, come." He reaches out to tug her into the open space beside him, wedged comfortably between him and Pandora.
Nadine notices immediately, her eyes darting toward Seraphina as if reading the subtext. She drifts over with deliberate ease, sliding into the group nonchalantly. Still, the letter weighs on her mind, coiling tight in her chest. She catches Cassiopeia's gaze across the room and, with a small wave of her fingers, beckons her over too. Cassiopeia hesitates for a beat, then moves closer, slipping into a seat without much protest.
Severus remains where he is, stationed by Barty—his silhouette stark against Barty's restless energy. He doesn't look thrilled about further mingling, but he makes no move to detach either, content to observe.
With the girls now clustered in beside the twins, the balance of the room tilts. It is subtle, almost imperceptible—the laughter continues, the conversation flows, but there is a new undercurrent.
The talk drifts, winding into something unexpectedly light—patronuses. A few others peel away toward the food table for seconds, leaving the core group gathered tighter: Evan, Regulus, Barty, Severus, Avery, and the girls.
The discussion has just enough ease to feel natural, when Barty, lounging back with a mischievous tilt to his mouth, cuts in.
"So, Seraphina." he drawls, his tone all mock innocence. "How's Mr. Leblanc? Did the date go well?"
The words land like a spell gone wrong.
Cassiopeia's head snaps toward him, her stare furious, burning with outrage. Nadine's face shifts too—anger curling across her features in a flash, protective and sharp. Seraphina, however, doesn't flinch. Instead, she turns her gaze on Barty with an icy coldness, sharp enough to cut through the din of chatter in the room. It isn't anger so much as the promise of distance, a warning locked behind her eyes.
Severus reacts differently. His head turns sharply, first to Barty, then to Seraphina, his expression carved in a hard line, jaw tight. There is no mistaking the edge in his stare—disapproval, and something more protective, though he leaves it unsaid.
Regulus doesn't move. He doesn't so much as lift his gaze from the glass in his hand. Yet, he is listening. His composure never cracks, but the subtle stillness of his posture gives him away—he had expected this line of provocation from Barty eventually, but not so directly. Beneath the calm mask, a knot pulls tight inside him, though he refuses to let it show.
The air shifts. Light conversation sours, tension creeping in at the edges.
Seraphina takes a breath, choosing calm over outrage. Surely Barty didn't mean true harm with the question—but it landed poorly, and irritation prickles under her skin.
"It went well. He's a good man. They both are." She lifts her glass and takes a measured sip. Her eyes cut back to Barty, pointed. "Not that it's anyone's business." The glare is sharp, but she softens it with a flash of a grin, refusing to look rattled.
"I told you, the French? We're charmers." Evan winks, earning a laugh from Pandora, Barty and Avery.
Seraphina tilts her head, her voice cool, teasing without warmth. "Why, are you interested in him?" The barest smirk plays at her lips, but her disapproval lingers in her eyes.
A ripple of laughter moves through the circle. Barty's grin only broadens—he winks at Seraphina, before it lands squarely on Cassiopeia, who doesn't bother to hide her lack of amusement, arms crossing tightly.
"Don't mind Tem." Nadine cuts in, scoffing. "His oversized head is always poking into someone's business."
Cassiopeia remains silent, but her posture says enough.
"It appears so." Severus adds coolly, his eyes flicking to Barty with a warning edge. "Still—maintaining friendships is smart. Especially with a seemingly decent sort." His tone is mild, but the intent is clear. He doesn't care about the Leblancs; what he cares about is standing in Seraphina's corner.
The meaning isn't lost on anyone. Silence hangs for a beat, until Severus shifts his gaze, subtly challenging. "Don't you agree, Black?"
That draws Regulus's eyes up at last. Evan, Avery and Barty are both grinning, waiting for his response.
Regulus's lips curve into a half-smirk, more out of obligation than mirth. He speaks as though through his teeth, yet with perfect composure, smooth and cool. "Keeping good company is always wise." His gaze is fleeting, but it catches Seraphina's eyes for a split second. She looks at him, then looks away immediately.
Cassiopeia exhales through her nose, finally breaking the silence with a clipped remark. "Well, some of us know how to mind our own business." Her tone is edged, enough to slice the lingering tension, though she doesn't linger on it.
Pandora, ever the balm, claps her hands lightly. "Cake, then? I think more cake will save us all." She beams as if nothing untoward had happened.
Grateful for the excuse, the three girls rise with her. Each of them carries their own nerves—Cassiopeia simmering with irritation, Nadine unsettled by her own thoughts, and Seraphina feeling the press of too many eyes—but together they follow Pandora out of the sitting room.
The kitchen greets them like something from a polished magazine, though distinctly aristocratic. Tall windows spill moonlight across patterned marble floors, soft green and cream tiles giving the space an almost serene glow. Polished copper pans hang neatly above a spotless counter, where enchanted knives chop fruit in mid-air, and delicate glass jars line the shelves, filled with everything from dried herbs to candied violets. The air is warm, scented faintly with sugar, chocolate, and something floral—lavender, maybe—an odd, calming contrast to the tension they left behind.
For a moment, they busy themselves with plates and slices, exchanging light chatter about the food, about how decadent the Rosiers always go for birthdays, about the flowers set even in the kitchen. But when their laughter softens into silence, Cassiopeia turns her attention to Pandora.
"Hey, Dora." she begins carefully, her voice quieter than usual. "Is it... okay if I ask you about what happened at the bonfire?"
The hesitation ripples between them—Nadine biting her lip, Seraphina watching Pandora with a tensed stillness.
Pandora, however, only tilts her head, her expression bright and unbothered, as though Cassiopeia had asked about the weather. "Oh, that? You can ask," she says warmly, sliding a plate of cake toward them. "I don't mind at all."
Nadine shifts, leaning against the counter behind her, the cool marble pressing into her back. Her voice softens, stripped of the edges she had used earlier in the evening.
"It's only out of concern, really—we didn't want to pry." she says carefully, watching Pandora's face. "Firstly, are you okay? And second... what was that?"
Cassiopeia folds her arms, still uneasy but silent, letting Nadine's words carry the weight. Seraphina hovers by the cake plates, fingers idly smoothing her skirt, her eyes flickering between the two.
Pandora sets down the knife she had been holding, the faintest smile playing on her lips as if the question itself were oddly amusing. She doesn't answer immediately, instead sliding a perfect slice of cake onto a plate, her movements slow and graceful. The pause is enough to make all three girls exchange a wary glance.
Finally, she looks up, her eyes brighter than the kitchen lamps. "I'm fine." she assures them in her lilting voice, almost musical. "As for what that was..." She tilts her head, as though searching for the right word. "It seemed like a vision. But it felt—real."
"You are a Seer, aren't you?" Seraphina asks bluntly, though her voice is low, gentle, almost in awe.
Pandora's smile doesn't waver, her eyes glinting with something unreadable. "I suppose some might say that's the reason behind a few visions over the course of my life. But I'd never label myself as anything, really. It's more... freeing that way."
The girls exchange small nods, quiet understanding passing between them.
Pandora shifts then, gliding toward the small desk near the window, where a couple of chairs are tucked neatly beneath it. She lowers herself gracefully, hands folded in her lap, and the others follow—Cassiopeia perching tensely on the edge, Nadine slouching back with folded arms, Seraphina settling somewhere in between.
"It was a beautiful evening." Pandora begins softly, her tone so airy it feels detached from the weight of her words. "But for days now, I've carried this dreadful feeling in the pit of my stomach. I suppose we all do, from time to time... but mine wasn't letting go."
She pauses, her gaze slipping toward the moonlight spilling across the window frame.
"And that's when it happened. The voices. The screams. The echo of fear, of danger, of panic. I couldn't see it as clearly as I wished... but I felt it. I heard it. As if it was inside me."
They glance at one another, brows furrowed in varying shades of worry and wonder. Seraphina's lips press thin, Nadine shifts in her seat, arms still crossed but her posture softer, and Cassiopeia tilts her head, studying Pandora as if searching for cracks in her calm exterior.
"It must take a toll." Seraphina says carefully, her voice low. "To... experience something like that, so viscerally. Doesn't it leave you drained?"
"Or unsettled?" Nadine adds, her tone more direct. "Because if that was me, I don't think I could sleep again, knowing it wasn't just in my head."
"What exactly was it, though? Anything you could recognize?" Cassiopeia presses, her teeth worrying her lip.
"It felt like... an attack." Pandora admits, her voice quieter now. "But it's always so vague. However, why else would there be so many screams? So many voices—it was as if I'd been dropped into the middle of a crowd. The colours blurred together, spinning, making me sick. All I could cling to was the impression of white, of black... and then this overwhelming dread."
Cassiopeia leans forward, resting her elbows on the desk. "An attack? Oh." The girls remain silent as Pandora nods, looking down on her hands.
Nadine breaks the silence first. "Do you ever know when it's going to happen? Or if it's going to be something that truly comes to pass? Or is it just... shadows and echoes?"
"I can never tell when." Pandora admits. "But vague as it is, I know it will happen—whether in weeks, months, or even years."
That earns a round of worried glances.
"Do the others know, or just Evan and Xenophilius?" Seraphina asks as she stands, carrying plates of cake back to the table.
Pandora lifts her gaze. "Three of them know. Regulus caught on early—he happened to be there when it struck once. We were still children. Cassiopeia, that was the summer you went to Paris for ballet."
Cassiopeia nods slowly, remembering. "He wouldn't let it go until we explained."
"Tem knew?" Nadine presses. "Strange. He's never been one to keep a secret for long. Not that I'd want to pry into your privacy—it just seems... unlike him."
Pandora gives a small laugh. "I think Barty convinced himself Seers were just unusually intuitive, nothing more. Honestly? I didn't mind. Even I doubted half of it."
Their voices overlap slightly, questions tumbling out with the unease that Pandora's words have stirred. The kitchen, with its warm glow and the faint scent of sugar still clinging to the air, suddenly feels heavier, as though the very walls are listening.
"Dora, you can tell us anything." Nadine says firmly. "We're always here for each other—and we always will be." The others nod in agreement.
"Thank you. That's very sweet of you." Pandora replies with a soft smile. "But it wasn't something I deliberately kept from you. You know how people can be—everyone seems to have strong opinions about Seers, and I didn't want to put any of you in that position. Besides, it hadn't happened in so long—not until the bonfire."
"Well, if anyone has something to say about it, they'll have to go through us first." Cassiopeia scoffs, crossing her arms.
"We'll figure it out together." Seraphina adds, her gaze steady, unwavering.
The night grows heavy with the quiet hum that follows laughter, when conversations shrink into small pockets and yawns can't quite be hidden. Candles burn low in their holders, wax dripping languidly, casting softer, golden pools of light against the high-ceilinged walls. The grand clock in the corner chimes, marking the lateness, and with it comes the subtle stirring of coats being fetched and glasses set aside half-finished.
The grand salon dims to murmurs. A few stragglers still linger by the fireplace, warming their hands as if reluctant to step into the cool night. The heavy velvet curtains are drawn back, moonlight spilling across the polished floor, silvering the remnants of confetti-like crumbs from pastries and the edges of scattered playing cards abandoned on the low tables.
Pandora, with her easy smile, stands at the door alongside Evan, bidding goodbyes with their usual charm, offering an embrace here, a quip there. Evan claps shoulders and exchanges promises for future Hogsmeade visits, while Pandora presses leftover parcels of cake into hands that don't quite have the heart to refuse her.
Cassiopeia adjusts her shawl, throwing one last sharp glance at Barty before moving to join the girls, her posture all tight irritation she refuses to voice. She is unwilling to give Barty a proper goodbye. Barty, meanwhile, heads out shortly after, murmuring something quick and amused in French to Evan and Regulus before striding toward the car.
Nadine is softer in her farewell, though her eyes linger on Severus as if measuring the tension he carries. He gives a stiff nod. She holds the letter close, tucked into her purse like a secret.
Seraphina feels the air of it all—a mixture of warmth and weight. The laughter from earlier seems like a ghost now, echoing faintly in the corners. She smiles politely, offers her thanks for the evening, but her thoughts stretch elsewhere, tangled in Regulus's silence, in Pandora's vision, in the quiet vows exchanged between her and her friends in the kitchen. Severus links his arm with hers once again, as they depart.
Regulus himself, collected, rises from the couches with measured grace, brushing his robe free of any imagined dust before taking his leave. He moves with the air of someone who never overstays, someone whose presence is fleeting, like a shadow slipping away.
By the time the last words of gratitude are spoken and the final guests begin to file out into the cool night air, the house exhales. The Rosier twins linger in the doorway, framed by candlelight and moonlight both, waving their guests off. Inside, the laughter and secrets of the evening cling to the walls like smoke, bound to fade with morning.
Chapter Text
Nadine wakes slowly, the edges of the morning hazy, as if the sun itself hesitates to disturb her. She yawns, stretching her arms until her fingers brush the cool sheet, her body still heavy with sleep. The soft rustle of movement comes from the corner of the room—Brownie is already awake.
She drags herself out of bed and pads barefoot across the floorboards, the wood warm where sunlight has spilled through the curtains. In the bathroom, she leans toward the sink, splashing water onto her face. The coolness startles her awake, her lashes dripping as she blinks at her reflection. She brushes her teeth slowly, humming under her breath without realizing it, her hair falling in an unbrushed tumble over her shoulders.
Behind her, Brownie stretches, arching her back in an elegant, self-important way. She lets out a throaty meow before leaping gracefully onto Nadine's desk, tail swishing. She lands directly beside the purse Nadine tossed there when she came home late last night, too tired to care about order. The clasp rattles as Brownie noses her way inside, whiskers twitching.
Nadine steps back into the room, towel pressed lightly against her face, and pauses when she sees her. "Brownie," she says softly, half-scolding but more amused, "that's not for you." She crosses the room, about to lift her away—but then she freezes. Her eyes fall to the corner of the desk, where the letter rests.
Severus's letter.
For a moment, she simply stands there, her heart stumbling into a faster rhythm. Carefully, almost reverently, she reaches past Brownie, who gives an indignant flick of her tail, and picks it up.
Her hands are gentle with it, as though the parchment itself might bruise. She sits slowly, lowering herself into the chair as though her body carries a sudden weight. The quiet of the room seems sharper now, filled only with the faint tick of the clock and Brownie's impatient purr.
Nadine doesn't open the letter immediately. Instead, she lets it rest in her lap, her fingertips tracing the edge. She just looks at it—at the strokes of his handwriting on the front, at the undeniable proof that he, who never writes, who never bothers with words unless they are necessary, has chosen to write back.
Her lips curve into a small, warm smile, softening her whole face. Her heartbeat is steady but strong, almost too loud in her ears. With a careful breath, she unfolds the parchment, movements slow and tender.
Words are scrawled and crossed out, in messy, rigid handwriting, as if the writer couldn't decide what to commit to paper, resembling a first draft. Ink blotches smear across the page, dark and uneven, some letters bleeding into the next. Some sentences are crossed, betraying uncertainty, hesitation.
At the bottom, the signature sprawls in rushed loops, barely legible—a name whispered rather than declared. It is the kind of letter that seems never meant to be finished, never meant to be read, yet here it sits, a fragment of someone's thoughts caught in the act of half-expression.
Nadine,
I don't write letters. I don't see the point. My mother and sister insisted I try, so here it is.
Her lips press together, a breath escaping in something between a laugh and a sigh. Of course he would start like that. She holds it tighter, the warmth in her chest spreading like something she doesn't want to name.
Summer always feels like a hollow stretch of days here, one much like the next, and I can't imagine you'd find it very interesting.
Her brows knit softly. His world, she thinks, must feel like a cage. And yet he shares it with her.
Y̶o̶u̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶m̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶w̶r̶i̶t̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶a̶ ̶k̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶o̶f̶...̶ ̶b̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶n̶e̶s̶s̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶m̶i̶r̶r̶o̶r̶.
Her breath catches. She sees the crossed-out words, faint but there, as though he couldn't let himself say them out loud. Her thumb brushes them, gently, as if she could undo the line that hides them. A brightness—her brightness. He saw it, even if he refused to leave it bare. She swallows hard, cheeks warm, and forces herself to keep reading.
I spend most of the day reading. The library here is limited, but we've managed to get hold of a few texts that Hogwarts doesn't carry. Darker material, more precise in its approach to spellcraft. They occupy me enough. Nothing Slughorn would approve of.
Nadine exhales through her nose, half a smile forming. She can almost see him—bent over parchment, hair falling into his face, candlelight throwing shadows across the page. Her stomach twists, not unpleasantly.
I brew. I study. The space isn't ideal for experiments, but I make do. Potions are reliable. Honest. They don't change their minds halfway through. T̶h̶e̶r̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶a̶ ̶k̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶f̶o̶r̶t̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶.
Her heart softens, gaze lowering. Reliable. Honest. She bites her lip. Does he know that he himself is brilliant at it? That she always sees it, even when he doesn't?
T̶h̶a̶t̶'̶s̶ ̶a̶l̶l̶,̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶.̶ ̶N̶o̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶p̶a̶r̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶w̶r̶i̶t̶e̶ ̶a̶b̶o̶u̶t̶.̶ ̶
Her breath catches again, deeper this time. Why cross that out? Why hide it? A pang runs through her chest, sharp and tender all at once. He had thought it—he had written it. And that alone is enough to make her throat tighten. He writes his words as small, dull things compared to hers, when to her they are everything. Doesn't he know? Doesn't he see that even this mean more to her than half the world's poetry could?
She stares at the ink, almost aching. The fact that he couldn't leave it uncrossed makes it heavier, not lighter. The weight of what he feels but can't allow himself to give away. She presses the side of her hand against her eyes, swallowing the lump in her throat before she forces herself to move on.
This upcoming semester, I am taking on more as an Assistant in training than last year. Alchemy and the Dark Arts have always been fascinating to me. D̶o̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶k̶ ̶s̶o̶,̶ ̶t̶o̶o̶?̶
Nadine's lips part, a tiny sound escaping. He had wanted to ask her—he had almost asked her opinion. Does he care what she thinks?
She smiles faintly, watery but real. Yes, she thinks so, too. She think it is brilliant. And she thinks he is brilliant for being trusted with it.
Her fingers curl tighter around the parchment, protective, almost reverent.
Seraphina and I spent some time together this summer. She insists she's wiser now and will remain an occasional reserve for her Quidditch team. Are you still dedicating yourself to that preposterous game, or have you grown wiser too? Surely the near-death experience instilled some survival sense into you.
That was a joke. Sort of.
Severus
A laugh escapes her, sudden and quiet. He is teasing—awkwardly, harshly maybe, but teasing all the same. She shakes her head, brushing her hair back from her face. I don't know yet if I'll keep playing, she thinks, but if you cared enough to joke about it, maybe you'd miss seeing me out there.
When she finishes, the silence of her room feels deeper. The letter lies in her lap, heavy with meaning. She stares at the ink until it blurs, her chest full—too full. Her throat tightens as she presses the letter close, as if holding it near might hold him near too.
For a while, she just sits there, lost in thought, her pulse steady and fast all at once. Then, finally, she pushes back her chair, Brownie hopping down with a disgruntled meow, and crosses to her drawer. She pulls out fresh parchment, smooth under her hand, and her quill.
Nadine dips it in ink, pauses. The tip hovers above the page. She can't gush. He would hate that. She can't be too brief either—he would think she didn't care. So she breathes, thinks, and lets the words settle in her heart before she begins, aiming for something between warmth and restraint.
Her quill scratches the first tentative strokes:
Dear Severus,
So you do write letters after all. And you're very good at them, even if you pretend otherwise. For someone who claims there's 'no point,' you've managed to make this feel like something I'll tuck away and read again when the house is too quiet.
Good. Don't try. I'd notice the moment you forced it, and I like the way you sound exactly like yourself.
Dark magic and Potions are fascinating, indeed. Magic in all its forms is. I am someone who leans towards the light, you know that. Someone has to mend what breaks, after all. Specifically, as a future Healer, I need to understand it. There is no light without darkness.
Maybe we can learn together, one day, if you can stand my questions. (You'll roll your eyes, but I know you'd explain it better than any book.). Even when my cauldron sulks at me or refuses to cooperate. For me, it's about challenge, not perfection, but I always try my best.
I hope the Assistant work is something you truly enjoy, and isn't something that's just tolerable. Regardless, you make potions sound like stubborn friends, ones that can be convinced, if you're clever enough. And you are. You may not admit it, but I think you love it. In your own way.
And Seraphina's always been wiser than most of us. As for Quidditch... I don't know yet. The pitch still feels like mine, but last year was... different. It made me think. Perhaps I'll listen to your joke. Maybe survival sense should win. Maybe not. After all, the Gryffindor in me wants to stay.
You wrote, 'that's all, really.' But it wasn't all. It was more than enough.
And I'm glad you sent it.
—Nadine
She sets her quill down at last, reading her words over once more. Her handwriting curves neatly across the parchment, careful and measured—sweet, but not too much. Just as she wanted. A reply that answers him, but doesn't overwhelm him. A reply that lets him know she is listening.
She folds it gently, slips it into an envelope, and seals it with a small press of wax. For a moment she just holds it between her hands, smiling softly at the thought of him reading it.
Brownie hops up onto the table, batting at the ribbon she had set aside, and Nadine laughs under her breath, stroking the cat's fur before standing.
The corridors of the mansion are quiet this morning, still heavy with sleep. Sunlight spills in through the tall windows, cutting golden lines across the floor as she makes her way down the long hall toward Father's study. Her slippers make almost no sound against the polished wood, though her heart seems loud enough to fill the space.
She pushes the heavy oak door open. Inside, the office smells of parchment, ink, and the faint tang of old spellwork. Bookshelves line the walls, filled with thick tomes Father often consults, and in the far corner, their family owl shifts on its perch, rustling feathers as it senses her approach.
"Morning." Nadine murmurs softly, approaching the great tawny bird. The owl tilts its head, amber eyes blinking at her as she holds out the letter. "Take it to Severus Snape. You'll find him."
The owl gives a low hoot, stretching its wings wide before hopping onto her arm for a moment. Nadine strokes its sleek feathers, her smile blooming warmer now, her chest fluttering with something fragile and hopeful.
"Go on, then." she whispers, lifting her arm toward the open window.
The bird launches into the morning air with a rush of wings, the sealed letter clutched firmly in its talons. Nadine stands at the window, pressing her fingers to her lips and watching until the owl becomes only a distant shape against the brightening sky.
The Black household lies in near silence. Grimmauld Place is heavy with its usual gloom, curtains drawn to keep the London light from intruding, the air thick with the smell of polish, fire smoke, and old stone. The portraits hang, watching with stern eyes, but only the faint ticking of the ornate clock in the hallway disturbs the quiet.
Walburga sits stiffly in the drawing room, back straight in her carved chair, hands folded neatly on her lap. A half-drunk cup of tea rests on the table beside her, though she hasn't touched it in some time. She stares at the fireplace with restless anticipation, lips pressed thin. Her black silk gown rustles when she shifts, the brooch at her throat glinting faintly in the dim firelight.
Then, with a sudden flare of green flame, the hearth roars alive. Out steps Bellatrix, tall and wild-eyed, her thick curls spilling around her face like a mane. She straightens, her smirk already in place, and brushes soot off her long black robes. A moment later, Rodolphus follows—broader, quieter, his expression schooled but his presence unmistakably heavy.
"Auntie." Bellatrix greets sharply, voice low and edged with mock politeness, though her eyes shine feverishly.
Walburga inclines her head, relief softening her severity. "Bella. Rodolphus."
Bellatrix paces once across the rug, restless, her wand flicking between her fingers. "It grows worse, doesn't it? Disappearances in the countryside—two families gone without trace last week. Muggles, Mudbloods... and the Ministry calls them 'accidents.'" Her tone drips disdain.
Walburga's eyes flick toward the hallway, sharp, before she leans forward. "Do not speak so loudly."
Rodolphus settles into one of the stiff chairs, his posture calm, but his words carry weight. "There's order behind it. Purpose. The fools in the Ministry can't name it, but we know. His hand is there, guiding. It is time they learned what happens when they refuse to see."
Bellatrix gives a soft, humorless laugh. "Let them look away, for now. Their blindness makes it easier." She tilts her head, voice lowering with reverence unmasked. "He is stronger than ever. Closer. All he requires is loyalty. Devotion. And then—everything changes."
Walburga allows the faintest nod, her face caught between pride and tension. "Our family has always known where true power lies. The weak flinch, the strong endure. And the Black name must endure."
At that moment, footsteps creak on the stairs. Regulus descends, smooth and composed, every inch the Black heir in his dark tailored robes. He pauses at the edge of the drawing room, eyes flicking over Rodolphus, then Bellatrix, before settling on his mother. "You asked for me."
"Your cousin wished to see you." Walburga answers, tone even, though her gaze sharpens on him.
Bellatrix turns, her smile sharp as glass. "Regulus. You've grown taller again. Handsomer. And wiser, I hope." She studies him, her eyes burning with approval. "You understand, don't you? The world is changing. It is our birthright to shape it."
Regulus holds her gaze, his expression unreadable. "I understand." he says quietly, carefully. "That change comes whether we seek it or not."
Bellatrix lets out a short laugh, stepping closer. "And it is better to hold the wand than to be at the mercy of it. The others who've vanished—they were warned. They didn't listen."
Rodolphus speaks in his stead, his voice steadier, more deliberate. "There are still too many who cling to their false ideals. But his vision will not be stopped. Purity will prevail. And Regulus, you are clever enough to see the inevitability of it."
Regulus's jaw tightens just slightly, but he nods. "I see it."
Walburga's eyes gleam with pride at her son's composure, though her lips remain set in a thin line.
Upstairs, Cassiopeia crouches low by the stairwell, her heart pounding in her chest. She presses her ear closer to the crack where the old wood meets the floor, straining to catch every word. But the tones are hushed, their meaning slipping through her grasp, the undercurrent of what they are speaking about, she can't piece together.
Still, she knows it is dangerous. She can hear it in Bellatrix's fervor, in Rodolphus's measured certainty, in the way her mother lowers her voice when saying "family." And Regulus standing there, answering them with words she doesn't understand, but with eyes that seem older than he should be.
Cassiopeia pulls her knees to her chest, fear prickling at the edges of her curiosity. She wants to know. She needs to know. But the words are veiled, always veiled, as if the adults speak in riddles designed to keep her just on the outside.
And so she listens harder, even though her stomach twists, even though some part of her already knows she won't like the answers.
Bellatrix leans forward, her voice dropping into a husky whisper, eyes burning with a private fire. "The Dark Lord is planning something."
Walburga stiffens, her cup rattling faintly against its saucer, though she quickly steadies it. "Bella—"
Rodolphus glances toward the door, then back at his wife, giving the smallest warning shake of his head. But Bellatrix only smiles, lips curling. "You needn't look so stricken, Aunt. It is brilliance, pure brilliance. The beginning of what they all fear. It will break them. Shake the Ministry to its bones."
Walburga breathes out slowly, her face tight with composure. "You should not speak so openly."
But Bellatrix continues, her words slicing the air. "They will never forget it. They will remember what happens to traitors. They will understand fear."
Cassiopeia, crouched at the landing, clamps a hand over her mouth. The chill in her bones tells her it is dangerous. Wrong. And she edges closer down the stairwell, careful on the creaking wood, desperate to hear more.
Her hand brushes the banister—when suddenly, Regulus appears at the bottom of the stairs, arms crossed. His eyes flick up, sharp as knives, and catch her in the act. He doesn't say anything at first, just stares, cold and unimpressed, until Cassiopeia freezes under his gaze.
Then, softly, with that cutting precision only he has, he says, "Eavesdropping again, Cassiopeia?"
She jolts, clutching the banister. His expression is maddeningly calm, almost serene, but his eyes glitter darkly.
Cassiopeia squares her shoulders, cheeks hot, but she doesn't flinch. "Of course I was. You all whisper and lock doors like I'm a child. What do they want?"
Regulus tilts his head, the faintest shadow of amusement tugging his mouth. "To visit us, naturally. You should go down. Bella would be pleased to see you."
Cassiopeia descends a step, folding her arms to mirror him. "That's not what I mean, and you know it. They don't come here just to drink tea and talk about knitting. What are they really doing here?"
For a moment, Regulus just studies her. His silence stretches, deliberate, like he is weighing how much rope to give her. Then he exhales softly and says, "Cass... you hear scraps and build them into monsters. That's all. They're family. Family visits. It's nothing more complicated."
She narrows her eyes, unconvinced. "Then why do you look at me like I should be afraid?"
That lands. His posture stiffens, though he masks it quickly with a faint smile. "You're imagining things again. You always do." He starts up the stairs, brushing past her, but she darts sideways, blocking him.
"I'm not imagining it." she hisses, lowering her voice so their mother won't hear. "You're hiding something. I heard them—you were all whispering like it's a secret plan. What is Mother up to? Why are Bella and Rodolphus here?"
Regulus's patience frays, though his voice remains deceptively calm. "Bella likes to feel important. She speaks as though she knows everything, even when she doesn't. Don't hang on every word—"
"You're doing it again." Cassiopeia snaps, her fists curling at her sides. "Circling around until I stop asking. But I'm not stopping, Regulus."
His jaw works, the line of his mouth thinning. He leans closer, his voice quieter, steadier. "Listen to me. Sometimes... knowing too much is worse than knowing nothing at all. You're safe when you stay out of it. That's all you need to worry about."
Cassiopeia's throat tightens. "So there is something. You're admitting it."
Regulus exhales, long and tired, running a hand down his face. For a second he looks older, far older than his years. Then he straightens, mask back in place. "There's always something, Cass. It doesn't mean it concerns you. You want the truth? The truth is that Bella thrives on drama, Mother thrives on control, and I—" he falters, just for a heartbeat, before finishing—"I keep the peace. That's all you need to know."
But Cassiopeia shakes her head, her eyes shining with stubborn fire. "I don't believe you."
Regulus studies her for a long moment, his expression unreadable, before he says softly, almost too soft for her to hear: "You shouldn't."
The words sting. Cassiopeia falters, searching his face, but he is already moving past her now, his hand brushing her shoulder just enough to turn her out of the way. "Go back to your room. Please. Leave this one alone."
She lingers at the stairs, trembling, watching him retreat down the hall. Her chest feels tight with frustration, with dread. And though she retreats to her room at last, she knows he is hiding something bigger than either of them.
Behind his door, Regulus sits with his sleeve rolled up, staring at the black skull etched into his skin, and thinks bitterly that every word he spoke was both a lie and a warning.
Bellatrix and Rodolphus remain long into the night, talking in clipped sentences and half-phrases. Walburga has retired upstairs, pleased to host them, muttering about "proper company." When the hour grows late enough, Bellatrix finally rises, eyes bright, almost feverish.
"It is time." she says, voice low, silk over steel. Rodolphus nods once, his hand brushing the mantle. Together they step into the fireplace, emerald flames engulfing them, and with a swirl of ash and sparks they are gone.
They reappear not in some grand hall or gilded chamber but in a hollowed ruin—a manor fallen to dust in the Welsh countryside, its stone walls half-collapsed, its windows shattered. Few would wander here; fewer still would dare step inside. This ruin is alive with shadows, crawling with them, though no torch burns.
Every creak of wind against broken shutters seems intentional, every flicker of fire from the lone brazier calculated. The Dark Lord doesn't need grandeur—fear is his throne, and the ruin bends to it.
Bellatrix stands just a fraction closer to him than the others, her eyes never leaving his face, her lips curved in an almost feverish smile. Rodolphus at her side is colder, restrained, his loyalty less theatrical but no less firm. Rabastan watches from the corner, tapping his wand against his palm, restless energy coiling through him like a storm waiting to break.
Voldemort's fingers drum lightly against the armrest of the chair. He doesn't move often, but when he does, it is deliberate. Each small motion ripples through the gathering like a command.
"Some say I overreach." he says at last, his voice gliding smooth, almost soft. The kind of softness that makes men lean closer, hungry to hear, before realizing too late the fangs beneath. "Some say our movement is... excessive. That what vanishes in the night—the Muggles, the weak—are simply... accidents."
A pause. The air is so still it hurts.
"They are not accidents."
Murmurs ripple among the Death Eaters. Bellatrix's smile widens, lips parting as though she might laugh, but she doesn't interrupt. Mulciber and Travers are seated on broken stone blocks, whispering in low, eager voices. Alecto hovers near the brazier, her face half-lit, her grin wolfish.
"They are... preparation." Voldemort continues. "Every piece matters. Every vanished voice, every silenced name, every scream that does not reach the ears of those who would oppose us—it is a step. A test. A cleansing."
He leans forward, pale hands steepled. The brazier light licks across his face, showing the sharpness of his features, the red gleam of his eyes. "We are not yet ready for war. But when we are, the world will already be weakened. Hollow. By the time they realize what has been taken, what has been broken, they will have nothing left to fight with."
Rabastan exhales sharply, muttering, "Brilliant." under his breath. Travers nods in tight agreement.
Voldemort's eyes shift suddenly, cutting through the hall, fixing on Barty.
"You understand this, do you not, Bartemius?"
Barty freezes, every muscle locking tight. His mouth is dry, his heart thudding violently against his ribs. But he swallows it down and bows low, his hair falling across his pale face. "Yes, my Lord. I understand completely."
Voldemort's smile is small, snake-like. "Good."
And then he says nothing more. For a moment, the silence is unbearable, the air thick with expectation. The Death Eaters hold still, waiting, drinking in the pause as though even Voldemort's silence is holy.
Bellatrix can't resist. She steps forward a half-step, her voice a low, worshipful murmur. "My Lord... you are building something greater than they can even imagine. The others, the cowards, the half-bloods, the mudbloods, the traitors—they will not last when your design comes to fruition. We wait. We serve. We are yours."
Voldemort's gaze slides toward her, and for that flicker of a moment, Bellatrix looks like she might collapse under the weight of his attention, trembling not in fear but in reverence.
Rodolphus clears his throat quietly, and Bellatrix draws back again, but her eyes never dim, her devotion glowing like fire.
Barty stands among them, the weight of the Dark Lord's words pressing on his chest. Preparation. Cleansing. Vanished voices. He knows what this means. He knows where it points. Whispers of names have reached his ears before, fragments of conversations between Bellatrix and Rabastan, caught when they thought no one was listening.
His hands twitch at his sides. His mind screams at him. Nadine wouldn't understand. Cassiopeia wouldn't understand either. They are still tangled in the illusions of light, of morality, of childish righteousness.
But here—here is truth. Here is power.
Voldemort's voice slices through his thoughts again, sharp and sudden. "The future will not wait. It must be taken. And those who falter, those who cling to weakness, will be crushed beneath it."
Barty's breath catches. His head bows again, but his lips twist into something crueler than he remembers ever wearing. He whispers, "Yes, my Lord." and feels the words burn his tongue.
Bellatrix lets out a soft laugh, almost a purr. "They will scream, and it will be beautiful."
Voldemort says nothing. But the smile that curves his lips chills the room to its bones.
Chapter Text
Seraphina wakes slowly on August 19th, her birthday, to the soft, muted light streaming through the tall windows of her apartment. The morning haze filters in muted golds and greys, pooling in corners, casting long shadows across the wooden floor and the scattered plants she tends out of habit. Her apartment feels like a cocoon—lined with shelves of books, dark-stained furniture, and little vials of dried herbs. The faint smell of yesterday's candle wax lingers, mingling with the scent of morning air that drifts through the open window. It is quiet here, and she chose that on purpose.
Eileen and Severus had insisted she returns to Spinner's End for the week, but Seraphina refused. She needed her own walls around her, her own bed, her own rituals. Birthdays always carry a heaviness for her—like the echo of all the years pressing down. She doesn't try to push it away anymore. She lets it sit with her, familiar and quiet, while she moves through the morning. Nostalgia clings to her like a shawl, and sadness sits softly at her edges, not unwelcome, just familiar.
She slips into the shower, letting the water run hot until the room fills with steam. When she emerges, her skin glows faintly from the heat, and she wraps herself in a burgundy towel before sitting at her small vanity. Her hair, still damp, hangs down her back like ink, strands clinging to her skin as she draws a brush slowly through it, untangling knots with care. She works methodically, section by section, the bristles making a whispering sound as they pass through. She hums a soft, nearly inaudible tune—Eileen's lullaby—one she hasn't heard in decades. Another small sweetness dear Tobias stole from them. Her mind drifts to him. Thoughts of him no longer scare her.
Where is he now? How is he faring? Not out of concern, exactly—more out of vigilance. A bitter flicker stirs in her gut. Has he finally found peace, far from them, at last? Perhaps with someone else?
No—she would never expect, let alone hope, for a birthday card from him. He isn't that type, is he? If anything, if she were granted a single wish, it would be that his distance remains permanent.
She clenches her jaw, staring into the mirror as she lowers her brush. She studies her reflection and finds pieces of her father stitched into her face. His eyes—sharp, almost cat-like, stern, lethal. A hard black void staring straight back. The cut of her jaw, the strong nose softened only slightly by Eileen's, like the lips, hollower cheeks from them both.
Beauty, yes—but vampiric, almost. Something closer to a haunting gothic portrait: pearly moonlight carved into flesh, the quiet depth of the sea held in human form.
Her collarbones rest neatly beneath her skin, still a little too prominent, like Severus's—evidence of years of neglect, remnants of the life before Hogwarts, before Durmstrang. Like they grew faster than they could adapt to the growth. Not something one can easily shed. It lingers in quiet, treacherous ways, appearing where you least expect it. Severus, like a twin, carries the same marks—a tall, rigid, lanky, uncompromising figure. Was it Sirius or James who once joked the two of them looked like Dementors haunting the grounds? They hadn't disagreed.
Neither Snape moves like a Crouch, a Rosier, or a Black. Never casual. Their posture is rigid, stern, almost unnatural, militant, but not like the one of the Blacks. Not as gracefully dynamic like Cassiopeia's or solemnly exalted like Regulus's, not effortlessly poised like Rosier's, not confidently fluid like Nadine's or Barty's. Their presence is subtle and elegant, like shadow, unique its own kind of power—shaped by discipline, hardened by the cruelty of a brutal family life.
By the time she finishes, her hair falls sleek and straight to her waist, a dark curtain framing pale shoulders. She exhales. And slowly, she settles.
Despite the dread of the day, she dresses with intention. Just because she doesn't want to celebrate doesn't mean she doesn't want to look like herself. She chooses one of the few true luxuries she has acquired over the years, in London with Nadine and Cassiopeia: a black lace dress, heavy and intricate, its pattern almost baroque, the fabric falling in soft, deliberate weight to her knees. Pearl earrings—Eileen's old ones—gleam like pale drops of moonlight against her hair. Her fingers drift over her collarbones as though feeling for a chain that isn't there, a deliberate bareness she has chosen instead of adornment. She pairs it with black stockings patterned in faint gothic ornaments—a nod to her own taste—though she remains in her house slippers, their softness grounding her against the dress's formality.
She glances at her reflection once more and allows herself a small, private satisfaction. She might not like the day, but she won't meet it unprepared. There is a quiet power in the way she looks today—like a shadow draped in lace, soft yet commanding, amplifying the mystery she already carries.
In the kitchen, she moves slowly. The coffee pot murmurs low, sending up a ribbon of dark, fragrant steam. She pours it into her large, textured mug, the liquid swirling as she adds milk and sugar, whipping the top into a pale, velvety froth. The muted hum of the city swells and recedes beyond the window as she moves unhurriedly, sipping slowly, the bitterness softened but still present just enough—a taste that mirrors her mood—savoring these last moments of solitude before the day presses in.
She thinks of last week—the Rosier twins' birthday on the 14th—and how the house had been brimming with laughter and candles, how everyone had tried to nudge her into promising the same for herself. But she had said no. Nadine and Cassiopeia and Pandora had begged her to let them take her out, and even Evan and Barty had thrown in their teasing efforts to break her down. Regulus, as expected, said nothing—his silence felt almost like solidarity—and Severus, perhaps surprisingly, had suggested she spend the day with them anyway, speaking from his own experience.
She breathes in the silence of her apartment now, feeling it wrap around her like a familiar blanket. No expectations, no noise. Just her, the muted hum of the city beyond her windows, and the faint sound of the kettle beginning to hiss. For a moment she lets herself lean against the counter, eyes half-closed, acknowledging the weight of this day the way she always does: quietly, but without shame.
A flutter of wings breaks the quiet. One after another, owls sweep in through the cracked window, scattering soft feathers over the polished table and the pale morning light. They perch on the sill and chair backs, talons clicking, dropping envelopes sealed in different waxes, red and gold mingling with deep green.
Seraphina sets her coffee down, wiping a faint ring of froth from her lip before reaching for the first letter.
On top of the pile lies a thick envelope in two distinct handwritings. Bill's neat, slightly slanted script fills the first page—warm birthday wishes wrapped in good-natured teasing about her being the most 'skilled Art-and-Dark-Arts nerd' he has ever met, and a promise to save her a seat when term starts again. Below, Charlie's larger, breezier hand takes over from Romania, retelling a few jokes and observations from their visit to the dragon reserve. At the bottom he has sketched, in crooked ink lines, her favourite dragon—the Alpine Opaleye—its wings outstretched and a ridiculous, oversimplified smile on its face, promising her more tours of the future reserves. Together, they have filled it with birthday wishes, small sketches of dragons and runes in the margins, and a note that the whole Weasley family sends their love and can't wait to see her.
A smile tugs at her mouth before she even notices, warmth blooming in her chest—unexpected, almost disarming. She isn't the sort who melts over sweet words, but these feel unfeigned, and so does the flicker of happiness they spark. She can't stop smiling, though she moves with care, gathering the letters as if they are fragile things. Her fingers reach for her intricate pearl-white box, its raised reliefs softened by years of touch, one of the few bright objects she has kept close. A memory box. She lays the letters inside, neat and deliberate.
More letters follow: bright parchment from Hogwarts friends, heavier vellum from Durmstrang—little bursts of memory folded into envelopes. She works through them slowly, a smile remaining at the corners of her mouth. Even Avery has written, much to her surprise, his slanted scrawl full of mock indignation at his 'ex teammate' growing older.
Then an owl nudges forward a darker envelope. Sirius's handwriting loops across the front with irreverent ease, locked under the bold, easily recognizable, Potter crest. Inside, the parchment carries his teasing—calling her his most annoying Quidditch opponent, a sleazy Snape who most definitely shouldn't mention this or the favour Nadine and her did for him, demanding she return soon for a proper rematch—'or else,' slyly thanking her again for the favour she had done him. Tucked into the fold is a palm-sized vial of black glass, delicate and ornamental, etched with faint runes and charmed to hold a living blue flame. It glows like a captured star against her hands. She laughs softly—half at the audacity, half at the thought of Sirius Black trying to get rid off owing them a favour for what they have done.
Another owl drops Eileen's letter, the handwriting neat, pressed, and unmistakably maternal. No letter from Tobias follows, and Seraphina's shoulders ease at the absence. She gathers the envelopes into a small stack on her desk, the black-glass vial catching light like a jewel, and for the first time that morning her apartment feels a little less empty.
Even Louis's letter finds its way through the open window, the wax seal neat, the handwriting familiar and precise. Inside, the words are polite but warm, his blend of charm and sincerity—nothing flowery, yet unmistakably genuine. Seraphina's fingers linger on the parchment a beat longer than she expects, gratitude rising quietly in her chest for the small steadiness he has brought into Nadine's and her own orbit.
But as she folds it back into its envelope, another thought edges in. Charles. His handwriting has yet to appear among the stack on her table. She traces the edge of the seal with her thumb, wondering—will his letter come at all? Or will she simply see him in person before any words arrive? The question hangs, soft but heavy, as she slips Louis's letter into the box alongside the others.
More envelopes flutter down in the wake of the first—scrawled notes from former teammates, classmates, and even a few distant acquaintances. Some are perfunctory, others surprisingly warm. She reads each one, lips quirking at a joke here, arching at a familiar signature there. Without fuss she folds them closed again, stacking them carefully.
A soft crack splits the morning air just outside Seraphina's apartment door, followed by another—two figures appearing where the quiet hallway had been empty a moment before. Eileen straightens her coat, smoothing her hair back into place with a flick of her fingers, while Severus adjusts the small bundle in his arms, the faintest trace of a smile on his lips. The smell of strawberries drifts faintly from the box he is carrying.
They knock—once, then twice—polite, measured. From inside comes the muted shuffle of slippers on wood, the faint clink of a mug being set down. The lock clicks, and the door swings open to reveal Seraphina, still in her soft slippers. She looks surprised at first, then her expression melts into something warmer, softer.
"Happy birthday." Eileen says before Seraphina can speak, her grin bright enough to fill the narrow hall.
Seraphina blinks, a small breath catching in her chest, and steps forward to pull them both into a hug—first her mother, then Severus gives her a hug—tight, comfortable, uncharacteristically so—a small, rare courtesy she feels more than she expected. For the first time that day, the heaviness around her birthday loosens; something small and bright flickers in its place.
"You two... Honestly." Seraphina chuckles.
"Happy birthday, dear sister." Severus's voice is clipped, yet genuine, and he doesn't hide his small smile.
They step inside, bringing the smell of cool air and travel with them. Eileen sets down a wrapped package—handmade, the paper creased at the corners—while Severus places a cake box carefully on the counter. Inside waits a perfect strawberry shortcake, the cream still pillowed and fresh, the berries glistening like tiny rubies.
Eileen beams at her daughter. "Happy birthday to my only, wonderful girl." she says, voice full but steady. She glances at Severus with a smile that tugs at him too, and he lets it happen, the corners of his mouth mirroring hers.
"The light of my life," Eileen adds softly, then, looking at both children, she says, "both of you."
The apartment feels suddenly fuller, warmer, scented with strawberries and something like relief. Seraphina laughs under her breath, brushing at her eyes before it can show too much, and gestures them inside.
"Thank you, thank you. And the cake! Ah, I will never refuse cake." Seraphina grins, as the group falls into a soft chuckle.
"I had to stop by and see you. And later—" Eileen starts, but Severus nudges her, a silent warning.
Seraphina catches the motion. "Later, what? Don't tell me—"
"No, no, I meant..." Eileen tries again, but she can't stop smiling.
Severus rolls his eyes. "We wanted to see you before everyone else. If they even bother, that is." he offers, trying to rescue the slip.
"You two are up to something." Seraphina narrows her eyes at both of them, finger pointed. "And I don't think I want to know what it is."
The morning drifts by in a gentle rhythm, Seraphina, Severus, and Eileen sitting together in her sunlit apartment, chatting and laughing as they share forkfuls of the strawberry shortcake. Stories are swapped—Eileen teasing Severus about his careful eating, Seraphina recounting adventures from the past weeks, Severus offering the occasional clipped observation, each word carrying more warmth than she expects.
Eventually, Eileen leans back, smiling, contentment in her eyes. "I'll leave you to enjoy the rest of your birthday." she says softly, rising, while Severus remains seated, a faint smirk tugging at his lips. "Not a chance." he mutters. "I'm staying. Someone has to make sure you don't let the day's dread take over." Seraphina chuckles, a lightness settling around her chest, grateful for their presence.
Eileen squeezes Seraphina one last time at the door, murmuring something about coming by again later, and then she is gone with a soft crack of Apparition, leaving the apartment quieter and somehow cozier. Seraphina closes the door, locks it, and immediately drifts back to the couch, curling herself into its corner, legs tucked beneath her, the lace of her dress spilling over the cushions. Severus has already settled in, his long frame leaning fully back into the opposite side, one arm draped along the backrest, looking more at ease than he usually allows himself. His eyes flick to the coffee table. "So," he says dryly, "I notice the box moved places. You received any letters?"
Seraphina follows his gaze, a few stray owl feathers clinging to the window frame like a secret trail. She huffs a small laugh. "Yeah. It was a bit... unexpected, frankly. Mind you, even Avery and Sirius wrote. Awful, isn't it?"
Severus furrows his brows at that, then arches them with a faint, incredulous snort. "Avery and Sirius? What a plot twist. Were they vile as usual, or...?" His voice dips on the last word, the smallest trace of amusement creeping through, a sarcastic half smile plastered on his face.
Seraphina smiles, tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear. "Avery was... Avery. Teasing, sarcastic, Quidditch-related, of course, but not mean, surprisingly. Just enough to remind me he thinks I'm somehow too clever for my own good." She chuckles softly, the sound light in the quiet apartment.
Severus's lips twitch. "Surprised he hadn't slipped poison within the letter... And Sirius?" His tone is sharp, but there is an undercurrent of curiosity.
"Completely ridiculous." she replies, grinning. "He sent me a little glass vial with a blue flame inside, like some magical trinket. He owes a favour to Nadine and I, you see—"
"I don't even need to know what he could possibly demand." Severus interrupts, scoffing.
"Anyway, he insulted us, that's how you know it's still a Black, then wrote the usual teasing things about me being his favourite Quidditch opponent. Honestly, I laughed, and nearly dropped it." Seraphina proceeds.
Severus leans forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees. "He actually managed to be... thoughtful? Besides the usual vile spew." His eyes narrow as though he is trying to analyze the feat.
"Yeah." Seraphina says, her smile softening. "Moronic, but seemed genuine enough. It's strange, isn't it? Receiving letters like that." She glances down at the box on the table. "They're all here now. I couldn't resist keeping them together."
"Excuse me for asking, but are you... Looking at both Blacks, or is that just a wild guess I'm taking? Seems you are oddly tolerant today, and if it's the latter—I might actually throw up." He doesn't pause for effect; the teasing is immediate. "Or is it just the birthday cheer?"
Seraphina laughs, the sound bright and teasing, and Severus lets out a reluctant chuckle as well.
"A girl's gotta eat, no? But no, absolutely not, that isn't my intention, I'd rather have Sirius choke." she adds with a grin. As she says it, Severus mock-gags, exaggerated and dramatic, and the two of them laugh together, the sound mingling easily in the quiet of the apartment.
Severus nods once, slow, measured. "I see. So... you're pleased. That's good. I'm glad. You deserve some small happiness, at least." His gaze softens slightly as he shifts back into the couch, letting the warmth of the morning sun spill across his frame.
Seraphina stretches her legs out along the cushions, leaning back with a satisfied sigh. "It's... It's comforting. Somehow, it makes the birthday feel... less heavy. And thoughts of father weren't as painful as before."
"Good." Severus says simply, with that clipped, deliberate tone of his, though the corner of his mouth twitches like he is fighting a hint of a smile. "We can't have you starting the day weighed down before it even begins."
"Exactly." she murmurs, turning slightly to glance at him. "And you're staying to make sure I don't dread the rest of it, like the best brother that you are, right?"
He inclines his head once, decisively. "Of course. Someone has to keep you grounded, and it might as well be me."
She smirks, sinking a little further into the couch. "I suppose I can tolerate that." she says, the tension in her shoulders easing as she allows herself to fully relax in his presence. "Thank you, as always, Severus." He nods.
The knock at the door is deliberate, firm, almost impatient, and Seraphina freezes for a moment, her eyes flicking toward Severus. He stands beside her, shoulders squared, expression carefully neutral, though she catches the tiniest twitch at the corner of his mouth. She raises a brow at him, curiosity and confusion mingling, while he simply tilts his head slightly, his lips pressed together as if to physically stop the grin threatening to escape.
Severus steps forward first. "Before you open mine and Mum's gifts, there's something you need to deal with." he says, voice low and precise. He holds the door open, revealing the hallway beyond.
Then it happens.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SERAPHINA!"
The cheer is instantaneous, full-throated, and completely overwhelming. Nadine bursts in first, her dark pink dress a swirl of silks and flowing fabric, catching the light of the morning sun streaming through the apartment windows. Her hair is pulled back elegantly, with a few rebellious strands around her face, and her eyes shine with excitement. Cassiopeia follows, wearing cream silk so smooth it almost gleams, the rich fabric hugging her frame and accentuating her graceful poise, her hair cascading in soft waves. Pandora appears last among the girls, draped in baby blue chiffon, delicate lace trimming at the sleeves and neckline, floating in with lightness, a playful sparkle in her eyes.
Behind them, Evan, Bill and Barty stand ready to support the chaos, Evan's casual charm offsetting Barty's slightly mischievous grin, Bill standing like a pillar, smiling, all three dressed impeccably, smart but comfortable. Evan's collar is loosened, while Barty's jacket is buttoned neatly, but his stance is all energy and anticipation, while Bill's green shirt comfortably frames his tall figure.
Seraphina barely has time to register the words before the girls are upon her. Nadine's arms wrap around her first, firm and warm, pulling her into a hug that is more grounding than she expected. Cassiopeia presses in next, the soft scent of her perfume mingling with Nadine's, the hug tight but comforting, and Pandora flutters in almost playfully, hands brushing Seraphina's shoulders as she laughs.
The hallway is filled with light and motion—silk, lace, and chiffon sweeping around her, the gleam of polished shoes, and the warmth of bodies pressing close. Seraphina feels a rush of laughter and happiness explode from her chest, a mixture of surprise, joy, and an almost dizzying sense of being loved and remembered. Confetti-like sunlight dances across the girls' outfits, highlighting the intricate details: embroidered patterns, delicate beadwork, tiny pearls sewn into lace, the way Pandora's baby-blue fabric seems to shimmer with every tiny movement.
Evan leans in first, a mischievous glint in his eye, and ruffles Seraphina's hair just enough to make her tilt her head back with a laugh. "For you, darling," he says, tightening into a long bear hug, lifting her up, "may you return to the team sooner rather than later... and please, try not to hex the new recruits while you're at it." He hands her a small, neatly wrapped package, the paper patterned with miniature brooms and Quaffles.
Barty isn't about to be outdone. With a sly smirk, he launches his own bear hug, almost colliding with Evan in the process. "Happy birthday, kid," he teases, "don't hex us for this one, either—you know the rules." He hands over his gift, a slightly crooked box tied with bright ribbon, clearly hastily wrapped in typical Barty fashion. "Open carefully. Or don't," he adds, waggling his eyebrows, "some surprises bite back."
Bill steps forward, more composed but just as warm, his eyes sparkling with good-natured teasing. "This one's from all of us Weasleys, including Charlie, who sends his best regards." he says, handing her a narrow, elegantly wrapped package. "It's not a dragon. Just cake. And something else." His grin lights up the room.
The girls snicker, exchanging amused glances—they all know exactly what Barty means, and the memory of last year's 'exploding pudding prank' lingers in the air like an unspoken inside joke. Pandora leans in, whispering in Seraphina's ear, "Remember the flying pies incident? He still owes me an apology for that." Cassiopeia mock-glares at Barty, crossing her arms but the twitch of a smile betrays her amusement.
It is chaotic, teasing, and full of affection—the kind of birthday she might have dreaded before, but now, surrounded by this little circle of madness and care, feels entirely hers.
"Merlin, you all are completely mad! Are you serious?" Seraphina claps her hands together, laughing, and the sound ripples through the group, drawing a chorus of giggles and chuckles in response.
Even Severus stands just behind her, tall and composed, arms crossed, but a quiet smile tugging at his lips, watching the chaos unfold with a rare softness.
Seraphina scans the group, eyes flicking from one familiar face to another, instinctively searching for Regulus. It takes a moment, but the truth settles over her—he isn't here. Of course he isn't. She bites her lip, a flicker of disappointment passing through her, yet she shifts her focus back to Nadine, letting her smile return.
"Too much? Am I too much?" Nadine teases through the laughter, still holding Seraphina in a warm embrace. "And the food—oh, don't you worry, we brought everything you could want. Winky helped." She gestures around, and Seraphina's eyes take in the spread: trays of pastries dusted with powdered sugar, bowls of fresh fruit, stacks of finger sandwiches, little chocolate tarts, and even a few savory snacks. The girls had clearly planned for indulgence, and the table groans under the weight of the assortment.
"Never." Seraphina manages to gasp, a grin breaking free despite herself, "You're like a shot of adrenaline, really, for the undead like us two." It is almost overwhelming, but in the best possible way.
They all step back slightly, still beaming, and Seraphina can see the genuine delight in their faces. The girls' arms are still linked, their expressions radiating affection and mischief, and even Evan, Bill, Barty seem caught in the spell of the moment. It is loud, chaotic, and full of life—the complete opposite of the quiet, introspective mornings she usually reserves for herself—but for the first time, Seraphina doesn't resist. She lets herself be enveloped in it, the bright colors and bright laughter, the love pressing in from all sides, and for once, the weight of birthday dread feels almost nonexistent.
"And before you complain—this is a girls' night only. The guys are just here briefly." Nadine starts, her tone firm but playful.
"Exactly. Strict orders," Barty chuckles, "but hey, I'm always down for a girls' night if you change your mind." Nadine elbows him sharply, making him laugh. Evan chimes in, "Oh, me too, we're one of the girls!" which earns another round of laughter from the group.
"Nope, nuh-uh," Pandora cuts in, shaking her head, "we already planned everything. We even went out to get the right movies! The Muggle ones!" She digs into her bag, producing a small stack of discs.
"Alright, alright. Stay for a bit, then I'll kick you out. Strict orders, I see. Welcome to my humble home, don't light anything on fire." Seraphina chuckles, settling back as the group sprawls across her apartment. Compliments and jokes fly freely, the friends exploring every corner with delight.
As the chatter carries on, and Seraphina gives them the tour, Nadine's gaze finds Severus across the room. Locking eyes with him, she subtly nudges his arm. His frame seems to relax slightly under her touch, and the air between them hums with unspoken tension. He follows her lead, and they step aside, near the fireplace, just enough to be outside the main group's sight.
"Hey. Don't think I forgot—I brought you a gift too. Well... sort of. It's from Paris. And before you complain, everyone received a gift." she says, a teasing sparkle in her eyes. Severus raises a brow, curiosity flickering across his face.
She produces a small pouch and hands it to him. "Open it." she commands lightly. He inspects it briefly, gaze meeting hers.
Inside, he finds a miniature Felix Felicis bottle magnet. Not particularly large, in fact, smaller than the standard vial, but perfectly detailed, with a golden liquid swirling within—a luck potion. Severus's lips twitch, betraying the small hint of amusement at the utterly ridiculous yet thoughtful gesture.
"And once it's empty—the potion is real, by the way, I got it from a legitimate Potions store—you can refill it with anything you like." she adds, clearly pleased.
Severus slow-blinks at her, the faintest smile creeping onto his face. The joy behind her eyes is unmistakable, and despite himself, it touches him.
"And you promise you didn't make it?" he teases, tone sarcastic but soft. Nadine nudges his elbow sharply. "How dare you? My Potions are the stuff of expertise. Someone like you wouldn't understand." she scoffs jokingly, drawing a small eyeroll from him.
"Definitely. What do I know about Potions?" he murmurs, shaking his head as he uncaps the tiny vial, swirling the aroma of the brew before nodding in approval. "It is Felix Felicis." he confirms quietly, more to himself than her. "I'll find a spot for it."
Nadine smirks, satisfied, and nudges the small magnet again, just enough to make it wobble in his hand. "Honestly, it's ideal for you." she teases. "I mean, a tiny potion bottle magnet? On your fridge, no less. It's perfect."
Severus lifts it slightly, inspecting the golden swirls trapped inside the glass. "It is." he murmurs. His voice is clipped, but there is amusement in the way he tilts the magnet toward the light, watching the liquid shimmer.
"You know, I think you'd be more impressed if I brewed the actual potion myself." Nadine adds, lips curling into a half-smile. "But then again... you'd probably critique my technique until I cried."
Severus smirks faintly. "Most likely. Although had your Potions met the same fate as your marshmallows, I very much doubt we'd be standing here, chatting about it." His eyes flick up, teasing, catching hers for just a moment, and the air tightens around them. Nadine notices the subtle shift.
"I'll have you know, I passed Potions very well last year. The marshmallows had another thing coming, however..." Nadine indulges in the unexpected banter. She understands its probably from the fact that he helped solidify Seraphina's birthday, so he is unusually normal today.
"Yeah, because I showed up whenever I was on duty and caught a whiff of something... off from your cauldron. You're welcome." he says, leaning casually against the wall. She tracks his figure with her eyes.
"Off? From my cauldron? Never." she retorts, a playful smirk tugging at her lips.
They let the banter linger for a beat. She steps a fraction closer, and he can't help but glance over the rim of her dress, just for a moment.
"Rarely." he admits, tone even. Then, almost under his breath, "But the magnet? It isn't... horrid."
Nadine chuckles softly, shaking her head. She steps closer, letting her gaze linger on the slight curve of his mouth, the subtle softening of his eyes when caught off guard. "Not horrid." she echoes, savoring the tiny victory.
He shifts slightly, conceding, "Fine. It's... charming." and for a moment, they simply regard each other. The room hums around them—clinking glasses, laughter, casual chatter—but in this bubble, the quiet teasing, the subtle acknowledgment of one another, hangs heavy and charged, and Nadine breathes it in deliberately.
"You know," she murmurs, "I think you might secretly enjoy these little distractions. Even if you pretend you don't."
Severus's lips twitch, just enough to betray a smirk he refuses to fully share. "Distracting... in what way?"
Nadine tilts her head, playful yet measured. "The way you can't completely ignore someone without glancing, without—" she pauses, letting the statement hang, "without letting them see that they've mattered, even if just a little."
He studies her, lips pressing into a thin line. The moment stretches, quiet, intimate, a battle of restraint and subtle affection. Then, with the softest exhale, he shifts, gesturing toward the couch. "I suppose we should... continue monitoring the festivities. For the sake of the birthday girl."
Nadine laughs lightly, following him. But inside, the small, teasing exchanges leave warmth in its wake—the kind that lingers long after words are finished.
The apartment buzzes with laughter and chatter, as Seraphina's friends open their gifts, teasing, complimenting, and sharing inside jokes. Nadine and Pandora chatter excitedly about how Seraphina must have been impossible to shop for, while Evan and Barty spar good-naturedly over who gave the better gift.
Amid the merriment, Evan leans subtly toward her, nodding toward the balcony, "A moment, dear?" His voice is a whisper. With a shared glance, Seraphina steps alongside him, leaving the crowd behind for a moment of quiet. The evening air is cool against her skin, carrying city sounds faintly, distant and muted.
"I caught it. Several times, you know." Evan begins, leaning against the balcony railing, the breeze tousling his hair.
"Caught what, Rosier?" Seraphina asks, leaning slightly against the railing as well, a small smile playing on her lips, though curiosity pricks at her.
"You instinctively search the room for him, even today. The glances you steal, how you always end up in his vicinity, even in our Quidditch photo, even in practice, your duel..." he says, voice low, teasing but observant, a small smirk playing on his face as his eyes pierce her. "Well, if spells could fuck, that would've been it."
Seraphina freezes, blinking twice. She doesn't blush, does she? Her lips part, and her mind races. Oh fuck, she thinks, a flush creeping up her neck, the playful tension in Evan's words hitting sharper than expected.
"Oh, come on, Ev, that's nothing—" she begins, forcing her gaze away from him, cheeks warming.
"Seraphina, you're a good liar, but not right now." he counters, eyes steady, pressing gently but insistently. She exhales, caught. "And you're my best friend. You don't need to hide it."
"It's not—"
"It is, though, isn't it?"
Her shoulders slump just a fraction, a faint nod escaping her before she closes her eyes briefly, taking a shallow breath.
"It's wrong, Evan. It's inadequate, and..." she starts, voice trailing, vulnerable.
"Wrong? Just because he says so? What does he know? He's clueless, a parrot repeating what he was taught. Don't tell me he convinced you."
Her lips press into a thin line, disappointment clear. "It seems he did."
"Don't tell me he convinced you, of all people. Don't tell me he succeeded—that's ridiculous."
"Evan. I barely allow myself these thoughts. Why must you pry? Today, of all days?"
"Seraphina. I'm sorry." he murmurs, gesturing to the balcony chairs. "But, you let it slip a few times, and I saw it. Today, the most. Figured it was time. Your disappointment wasn't exactly hidden."
They settle into the chairs. She remains silent, her gaze drifting to the city lights, yet her attention is anchored to him.
She bites her lip, crossing her knees tighter, fingers fidgeting with her cuticles. "He's just so... And when I see him... His eyes... But then his words..." she murmurs, breathily, disappointed in herself, shaking her head again.
Evan chuckles, leaning back slightly. "Wow, it's worse than I thought."
Seraphina glares at him for a beat, then laughs, "Hey! Fuck you."
"No, no, go on. He's dreamy, serious, talented, wicked good at everything he does, what a charmer..." Evan teases, winking at her. "You should see him in the changing room... I mean... Phew!"
"One more word and you're going over the railing, I swear." she fires back between laughs.
Evan smirks. "I never asked. Did anything happen once I left you two in his room?" His tone is teasing, but there is a thread of genuine curiosity beneath it.
She hesitates, cheeks warming. "Ah... Well—kinda, I mean, not really. I was just staring like a lunatic, really. And once I tried to leave, he grabbed my hand and—You know what... nevermind."
"Yeah, yeah, nothing happened, and that's why you're stuttering, huh?" he presses, amused.
"I'm serious. I just left him with his present. I wish I—" Her words falter as she locks eyes with him for a moment, then she shakes her head, a soft exhale escaping her.
He nods at her.
Evan leans back slightly, smirking, but there is a note of seriousness in his eyes. "See, I don't think he's all that indifferent. That blank face, the silence... all that, I know. But I've seen the way he notices. Despite the arguments. Not that he'll ever say it, or make a scene. He doesn't do obvious. I reckon it's a forbidden fruit sort of thing."
Seraphina's brows furrow.
He shrugs, casual but knowing. "And so, if he feels similar to how you feel?" He tilts his head toward her, teasing but gentle. "Doesn't make it easier for you, though, I know."
"I highly doubt it. Thinking impure thoughts about a half-blood? That'd be enough for him to Avada himself just to cleanse the sin... or whatever." she says, half-joking, half-serious.
"You're one of the most brilliant people I know—don't listen to a word he says." he says, and she lets herself ease a little. "But seriously... don't keep secrets from me again."
"Thank you, Evan. I'm sorry, I didn't want it spreading."
"I understand. I'm just messing with you."
They linger in conversation a bit longer, voices low, before a familiar flapping interrupts them—Leblanc's owl. Charles's letter drops neatly into her lap, cutting their chat short.
"Well, that's our time." Evan says, giving her a reassuring nod. "We'll talk more later, I promise. And your secret? Safe with me."
They stand, brushing off the balcony, and head back inside to rejoin the party.
The energy in the apartment shifts as the guys start gathering their things, the warm chaos of gifts, snacks, and laughter slowing into soft goodbyes. Evan ruffles Seraphina's hair once more, leaning in for a quick hug. "Don't forget—get back to the team soon, yeah?" he teases, and she laughs, pressing a hand to his shoulder before he nods and Apparates with a pop.
Barty lingers a moment longer, giving a mock salute. "Happy birthday. Try not to wreck the place while we're gone." His grin is infectious, and she can't help but laugh again, hugging him tightly before he tosses a wink over his shoulder and steps into the fireplace flames, disappearing in a swirl of green light.
Bill adjusts his jacket and offers her a warm smile. "Wishing you the best, as always. Take care of yourself." he says, handing over one last small gift with a teasing sparkle in his eye. She nods, smiling softly, before he too disappears within the fireplace, the apartment suddenly feeling a touch quieter.
Even Severus remains for a moment, observing the last of the goodbyes before giving a curt nod, his expression unreadable, and finally stepping back toward the doorway, leaving her with the girls.
Seraphina settles back onto the couch, stretching luxuriously, and Nadine flops beside her with a sigh of relief. "Finally." she says, brushing a stray strand of hair from her face. "Girl time. No interruptions. No boys. We can just... talk, eat, and finally watch these movies."
"You know," Seraphina begins, her voice low with excitement, "even Sirius... he sent me a gift." The girls immediately lean in, eyes bright with curiosity. "It's this little... vial, like black glass, with a blue flame inside that stays lit—it's enchanted. Don't you worry, though, he still insulted me, so all is still right in this world."
Nadine whistles softly, grinning. "Sirius, huh? Still ridiculous, but thoughtful all at once. Probably sucking up to you so that he doesn't owe us one."
"Exactly." Seraphina laughs, the warmth in her chest making her forget, for a moment, that it is her birthday. "And that's not all—letters kept arriving all morning. From friends at Hogwarts, Durmstrang, and..." She hesitates, letting a smile tug at her lips. "Even Avery, oh, and Louis... and Charles."
"Avery? That's definitely something. And Charles'?" Pandora leans closer, excitement in her eyes. "Did he write you a proper letter?"
Seraphina nods, carefully pulling his envelope from the stack. The parchment is elegant, the handwriting sweeping and precise. She begins reading aloud, her voice soft at first, then growing as his words draw them in: heartfelt wishes for her happiness, small anecdotes from his summer, polite apologies for not being able to visit, and promises of gifts to come.
The girls listen, captivated, smiles spreading across their faces. "He writes beautifully." Seraphina murmurs, her fingers tracing the curves of the inked letters. "Every word feels like he actually thought about what to say."
Nadine nudges her shoulder lightly. "See? That's how it should feel. Warm, genuine. Not just a formality."
Pandora hums, smiling. "And thoughtful too. Promises of presents, apologies for missing you... It's sweet."
Seraphina folds the letter gently, placing it atop the other envelopes. "I think... I might actually enjoy a proper birthday today." she says quietly, her eyes glinting with unshed tears. The girls nod, exchanging knowing smiles, letting her soak in the joy of the words and the care of those who thought of her.
Pandora curls into the corner of the sofa, adjusting her blanket, "I've been waiting all day for this. We still have a bunch of snacks too, in case anyone gets hungry halfway through."
Cassiopeia leans back, curling her legs under her, "And here we are, the queens of leisure. Let's ignore the world for a few hours, shall we?"
The sunlight outside softens into a golden hue, the apartment glowing with a warm, late-afternoon light that seeps through the curtains. The girls laugh quietly among themselves, the room filling with a gentle intimacy, as one by one they start pressing play, the movie's opening scene illuminating their faces. Time slows, outside worries fade, and for this small, perfect bubble, nothing else matters.
By the time the third film sputters to an end, the apartment is awash in the soft glow of scattered candles and the pale flicker of the television screen. Empty mugs with traces of cocoa and coffee sit abandoned on the low table beside crumpled napkins and half-opened snack boxes; the faint scent of strawberry shortcake still lingers under the smell of popcorn.
The girls have long since kicked off their shoes. Cassiopeia is sprawled across one arm of the sofa with her hair loosened from its earlier style; Pandora has curled up on a floor cushion, hugging a throw pillow like it is a lifeline. Nadine sits cross-legged near Seraphina, her dress rumpled from hours of leaning.
Seraphina looks at each of them, memorising the way their faces soften in candlelight. "Thank you." she says again, voice lower now, but warmer. "Really, for all of this."
Nadine squeezes her hand. "Always."
Cassiopeia grins, stretching like a cat. "You're stuck with us."
Pandora, still hugging her pillow, adds sleepily, "Next year we're starting even earlier."
They laugh, rising one by one, gathering coats and handbags. A few hugs are exchanged in a jumble at the doorway—perfume, hair, whispered jokes. The corridor outside is dim, the city humming faintly beyond the windowpanes.
"Get some sleep, birthday girl." Nadine calls as she steps out.
"Good luck with that cake for breakfast." Cassiopeia teases.
"We'll owl you tomorrow." Pandora promises, adjusting her bag.
Seraphina leans against the doorframe, in her slippers, watching them disappear down the hall before closing the door softly. The apartment exhales with her; the sudden quiet feels gentle, not lonely. The silence that follows a celebration feels like a small, precious victory.
Chapter Text
In the meantime.
Evan apparates with a muted crack onto the slick black cobblestones in front of 12 Grimmauld Place, the ancestral home looming like a fortress of shadows, enforced by protective spells buzzing lightly. The heavy door stands as forbidding as ever. He runs a hand through his hair, ruffled by the wind, and exhales before lifting the knocker.
The door creaks open almost immediately. Kreacher, hunched and mottled, peers up at him, his big eyes brightening the second he recognises him. "Mr. Rosier." the elf croaks, but there is something warmer than usual in his tone. "Master Regulus is upstairs. Kreacher will take you."
"That's alright." Evan replies, stepping inside into the cool, perfumed gloom of the hall. "I know the way." He offers Kreacher a polite nod; the elf mutters something about tea before vanishing toward the kitchens.
The house feels like it always does—thick curtains, old portraits muttering behind cracked glass, and the faint scent of polish and parchment. Nobody else is home. Evan's boots are nearly soundless on the dark wooden steps as he climbs, past doors he has seen a hundred times before. At the end of the corridor, a thin line of light spills from an ajar door.
He stops at it, resting his shoulder against the frame. With an easy push, he opens it wider. "You planning to spend all summer hidden up here, or is this a cop out for missing Seraphina's birthday?" His voice is low, teasing.
Inside, Regulus sits in the far corner of his room, legs crossed, a thick, leather-bound book balanced on one knee. In his other hand, a silver stylus traces quiet shapes over a sheet of parchment etched with neat runic columns—sigils, little wards, a way to keep his hands occupied. The pale glow of a lamp casts sharp planes across his face, his hair falling forward in perfect lines.
He lifts his eyes at the intrusion—piercing, cool and cutting. The room smells of ink and sandalwood; runes are scattered like constellations across the desk.
Evan gives him a crooked grin from the doorway. Regulus closes his book with a measured thump, not yet saying anything, but clearly waiting.
"No, by all means, come in." Regulus says, without looking up at first, his tone dry as winter salt. "Have some tea, raid my drawers—do you want my bed, or would Sirius's old one suffice?"
"How magnanimous." Evan shoots back with a lazy grin, dragging on the words. "I'll take yours." He crosses the room without hesitation, drops himself onto the middle of Regulus's bed, and kicks off his shoes as if he owns the place. One hand fiddles idly with the fringe of the blanket; the other props his head as he lies back, watching.
"It was quite a gathering today." he says at last, eyes sliding toward Regulus. "Shame you missed most of it. And her." His brows lift, eyes flashing, and he mouths a silent, exaggerated wow. The teasing is obvious. "My shirt still smells of her perfume. Want a whiff?" He is fishing for a reaction, and having a damn good time doing it.
Regulus stills for a heartbeat, then slowly lowers the book onto his lap. His expression doesn't change, but his brows draw together ever so slightly; his knee begins to bounce, a quiet, rhythmic movement that betrays his composure. Evan notices it and smirks.
"Don't drool on my bed, Rosier." Regulus says at last, his voice cool and flat. "It's a bad look."
"You know what else is a bad look?" Evan fires back easily. "Our Captain suddenly pretending like our Chaser is less than dirt. Everybody who matters either sent a letter or showed up—or both."
Regulus's gaze lifts fully now, eyes like steel catching the low light. "Ex Chaser. You've made your point." he says, voice clipped. "You're very good at making noise where none is needed."
Evan just raises a brow, waiting. "Keep acting like you don't care if you want—but if anything, you're the one scuffing up the image. After all, she's the one who helped me drag you to bed when you were practically choking on your own spit. And delivered our collective team gift to you."
Regulus's jaw tightens, his knee stopping mid-bounce. "That's enough." The words are still cool, but quieter, almost a warning. "If you've come here to moralise, go find someone else's bed to sprawl on. It doesn't work on me."
Evan doesn't move. "No moralising. Just saying what everyone else notices."
Regulus's lips curve, but it is the barest hint of a smile, brittle at the edges. "Everyone else notices nothing. Because there is nothing. That's the point." He slides the book off his lap and onto the table with a decisive thud, eyes narrowing. "It was improper enough that she crossed the threshold of this roof, let alone inside my room."
"Mm, how intriguing." Evan drawls, stretching himself across the edge of the mattress as though it were his own. "I wonder what happened here. You know, my imagination is vivid..." His grin is beyond mischievous. Maybe if he puts those thoughts directly in Regulus's head, his frozen heart will start defrosting.
Regulus doesn't even blink. His eyes stay fixed on him, unblinking, like a cat staring down a bird.
"Besides," Evan goes on, still lounging, "even your brother sent a letter. Merlin knows why. Even Avery. Even Charles. And where are you in the picture?"
"I have no interest in partaking in after-school charity with a half-blood." Regulus says at last, voice clipped and cool. "Least of all her."
"Oh, not just any half-blood!" Evan's chuckle is light and pointed at once. "You're showing a lack of manners, Regulus. What would mummy Walburga say?"
"Walburga," Regulus returns, his mouth twisting faintly, "would be disgusted. Just as she was when she discovered Charles exchanging letters with a half-blood."
"Pretend all you want," Evan murmurs, dropping the humour a notch. "I couldn't care less. You need to get over yourself and figure it out. You think I didn't notice your attitude at my birthday? Bark all you want later, but do what's right. Don't embarrass us or your name." If anything, Rosier knows how to press everyone's buttons. Surely, using Black's name against him helps, right?
For a heartbeat Regulus's gaze falters, slipping to the rune-marked paper on his desk. His fingers still over the margin, and a muscle in his jaw flicks as if something sharp has landed. Then his eyes come back up—flat again, but slower now, the smallest pause betraying the thought you aren't meant to see.
"And do what?" Regulus snaps, the sound of his book slamming shut echoing in the quiet room. He shifts in his chair, shoulders tight. His voice stays sharp, but there is an undertone now, something almost—almost—seeking direction.
Evan's smirk curves wider as he straightens up on the bed, no longer lounging. "I'm not telling you to hex or fuck her, Regulus, or to start a scandal. Just show up. Wish her a happy birthday. Be normal for once. It's Severus's sister, after all—staying away like this is just plain disrespectful, and creates an unnecessary situation within the group."
Regulus exhales through his nose and rolls his eyes, but the movement is slower than usual, more thoughtful than dismissive.
"She wanted to see you, if that's what you wanted to hear." Evan's voice drops, a note of something uncharacteristically careful slipping into it. He doesn't betray Seraphina's secret, not fully—just enough to provoke the most serious man he has ever met. "Looked right through us, scanning the room. The same way you did at my birthday. Do with that what you will."
Regulus's brows draw together until a fine crease etches between them. His jaw tightens, the tic in his cheek betraying him. Thoughts slam into him before he can push them away. He keeps his posture rigid, but behind the mask his pulse kicks up, a fast, uneven rhythm against his ribs. He shifts the closed book in his hands, fingers pressing into its spine.
The runes he had been copying scatter across his mind like loose ink. His thoughts unravel in quick, sharp threads, dragging up flashes of her eyes, her voice, her hands offering him that gift, his hold on her. He hates that he remembers—or that he allowed it. Outwardly, he says nothing, eyes still fixed on Evan, but they have lost some of their usual chill—dark and narrowed now not just in irritation but in confusion, even unease. Evan just looks at him, knowingly. He lets the silence stretch.
He stares at the grain of the desk rather than Evan now. He can almost hear Walburga's voice echoing in his skull: blood first, duty first, no weakness. Yet the image of Seraphina standing there at the party is clearer than any lecture—her eyes darting across the room, the slight lift of her chin when she is tilted, the way she half-smiles, the bite in her tone.
Tainted, arrogant girl, he thinks, but it doesn't come with its usual venom. It comes with a pang. Did she expect him to show up? Did she think he would break ranks just for her insignificant self?
He presses the book tighter, thumb digging into the cover. She is Severus's sister. She is a Half-Blood. She is beneath him—she doesn't deserve him.
He exhales slowly through his nose, a calculated breath meant to look bored, but really it is a warning to himself: pull it together. She is nothing to him. Nothing. The tightness in his chest only grows. He realises he has been staring at the same rune for a full minute.
From the bed, Evan watches him with a smirk. "Touched a nerve?" he drawls, noticing Regulus's dissociation. He can't help but feel a little proud for pushing his best friend's buttons.
Regulus flicks his gaze up at him, mask snapping back into place. "Hardly." he says, voice cool. But inside, the denial tastes like iron.
"Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want." Evan's voice has softened just enough to sound earnest. "I'm only doing my duty as a best friend. To both of you."
Regulus's jaw ticks. Both of you. The phrasing digs under his skin. He hates the way Evan manages to say it so casually, as if there is nothing dangerous about it at all. As if she has won his own best friend over.
Evan rises from the bed, brushing off the blanket. "Oh—and show up with a gift." he adds, tone lilting, almost a sing-song.
A flicker of triumph crosses his face; Regulus can see it even as Evan turns toward the door. The bastard looks pleased with himself.
Regulus stays seated, book still shut, fingers drumming against the cover.
"I don't do gifts." he mutters, mostly to himself, but his voice is quieter now, less sure. Evan doesn't even glance back; he just smirks at the doorway.
"Sure you don't." he calls over his shoulder, and then he is gone.
For a heartbeat, Regulus stares at the empty doorway, the quiet of Grimmauld Place settling back in around him. Only the tick of the old clock downstairs and Kreacher muttering to himself in the kitchen remain to fill the silence.
He exhales a breath he didn't realise he was holding. Alone again, the room feels smaller, his pulse louder.
Regulus stays seated for a heartbeat, then rises slowly, every movement deliberate.
Above his desk, suspended from a small stand, hangs the black marble Snitch Seraphina and the team had given him. It dangles from fine ornamental chains like a captured star, its wings glinting faintly in the lamplight. Regulus reaches out and steadies it with his fingers; it sways once, twice, before coming still, cool and heavy in his palm. For a second he just stares at it, remembering their victory, success.
He lets the Snitch swing back gently, the chains clinking, and looks down at his own hand. The family ring sits on his finger, stone catching the same light. He twists it once, the metal biting just a little into his skin.
With a flick of his wand, the lowest drawer of his desk glides open. He mutters a soft incantation and, with a quick whip of his wrist, summons it. There lays, beneath a thin layer of grey and resting on top of a dark, leather-wrapped book, a familiar small box, now in his grasp. Black lace wrapped it neatly, though the edges had dulled with neglect. A faded note, S.S. scrawled across it, peeks from underneath.
Inside rests the same onyx pendant he had chosen months ago—ancient, rare, prestigious, exquisitely crafted, unlike anything common. Next to it, the book's intriguing contents still wait, untouched. He had imagined it all—but most importantly, the weight of the gesture itself and everything it might say without a word. Could he sneak it in, secretly? Or does he have to see her? Will a letter suffice? Evan would never let it go, would he?
The ring digs into his finger, the lace warmed under his palm. Yet his fingers stay on the lid a moment longer, tracing the edges, as if his body refuses to let go even while his mind does. The Snitch above him swings on its chains, silver glinting like a heartbeat in the dim light.
"Fucking Rosier." he mutters under his breath, raking a hand through his curls, glancing once at the clock before vanishing with a sharp crack.
Summer rain patters softly against the slate pavement as Regulus appears with a muted crack just beyond the streetlamp's glow. The night air is warm, humid, carrying that faint metallic scent of storms that never fully break. Grimmauld's stale chill has barely left him when the first warm drops touch his curls—longer than usual now, brushing just past his brow. He doesn't bother brushing them back; they cling where they fall.
He tilts his head up, pale eyes squinting softly due to the light.
Her dark building rises in quiet, golden brown-lit tiers, the top floor glowing faintly behind sheer curtains. He doesn't need to count the windows. He knows. Of course he knows. The same way he knows far too many things he shouldn't—little details he insists he hasn't learned.
His jaw tightens once, barely visible in the half-light.
The rain thickens, drops catching in his curls, dampening the edges of his collar. He exhales, a single, sharp breath, and steps forward.
He doesn't use the entrance. Not properly. Not like anyone else would.
A shimmer of magic ripples in the air behind him, and Regulus vanishes into the warm summer night, slipping past the building's mundane boundaries like a shadow that refuses to be caught.
Inside, Seraphina hums faintly to herself—the famous birthday song, soft and contented—as she adds a generous dollop of marshmallows atop her hot chocolate. The mug warms her palms, and her chest feels lighter than it has all day. She settles onto the couch with a sigh, letting the soft glow of candles and the dim hum of the city soothe her. She smiles at nothing in particular, an absentminded, glowing curve of lips—she feels good. Genuinely good. It feels strange and wonderful.
She lifts the mug to take her first sip—
—and freezes.
The front door. It isn't shut. Not fully. Just slightly ajar, a narrow sliver of darkness where there should be none.
Her smile collapses instantly.
Quiet as snowfall, she places the cocoa on the coffee table, fingers loosening reluctantly from its warmth. Her wand is in her hand before the mug settles. Surely she didn't leave it open, she thinks, but uncertainty needles at her. Maybe she did? Did she?
Barefoot steps, careful and silent, carry her toward the door.
Her apartment sits at the far corner of the top floor, slightly separated from the others—private, quiet. The kind of place she chose for the peace of it. She inhales once, steadying her grip, listening for any noise, then nudges the door fully open.
Her wand aims sharply into the hallway. Posture rigid, duelistic, Durmstrang's finest. Curses sit the peak of her tongue, ready.
Nothing.
Just the dim, quiet corridor, the hum of the building, the faint scent of summer rain drifting in from the stairwell window.
Then she sees it.
At the far end of the hall, perched on the wide ledge of the exit window, sits a Maine Coon cat—massive, majestic, elegant, its fur a smoky black that seems to drink in the low amber light. At first glance, it looks like an unusually large cat, but that is normal, right? But this breed being a stray? How odd. There is something subtly wrong about the way it holds itself—too poised, too composed. It looks entirely out of place in a mundane building hallway, like a portrait come to life.
And unmistakably magical. Seraphina would know a magical creature anywhere. God knows she can recognize a magical damn cat.
Its eyes catch hers immediately—unblinking, unnervingly intelligent. It stares as though it had been waiting for her and her alone.
Seraphina's wand dips a fraction, confusion flickering across her features, though she keeps the tip raised enough to react in a second if needed.
"Oh." she whispers, blinking twice.
The cat doesn't move.
It simply watches her—still, rain-flecked. And something in its gaze makes her heartbeat catch, as though the night itself has shifted.
"Hi, little baby." Seraphina coos, her voice lifting into that instinctive softness reserved exclusively for animals, most notably cats—though there is still the slightest wariness threading underneath. The cat's ears twitch at the sound, just barely, as if acknowledging her. But it doesn't move. Doesn't purr.
"Are you lost? Do your owners live in this building?" she asks, as though the cat might suddenly answer her in perfect London English. She steps closer, trying to rationalize it. Surely it is just someone's pet. Surely it isn't McGonagall's cousin or something, she thinks, a stifled chuckle barely escaping her.
She approaches slowly, and the cat just stares up at her—massive, unmoving, solemn in a way no normal cat should be. Still, her heart melts. Seraphina, an unrepentant cat lover to the core, can't help herself. She extends a cautious hand and gently strokes the top of its head, then scratches beneath its chin.
Finally—its first real reaction.
The great creature blinks, slowly, luxuriously, not fully leaning into her touch. Seraphina's lips soften into a small, delighted smile.
"You're beautiful." she murmurs. "Are you hungry? Come on, then. Come. You can stay the night." She backs up toward her apartment, gesturing encouragingly, trying to charm the creature indoors with pure affection alone. She already vividly imagines her daily life with this mysterious cat.
It doesn't budge.
Not an inch.
She sighs a little, amused and confused. "Okay, okay. Hold on. I'll see if I have some salami or milk for you. Wait." She points at the cat with a gentle authority, like a mother telling a toddler to stay put, then slips back inside.
In the kitchen, she goes straight to the fridge, pulling it open with a soft creak. Cool air spills out. She bends slightly, rummaging through the shelves. A carton of milk—she grabs it with one hand. A packet of salami—good enough. She sets them onto the counter with a quiet clack and reaches up into the cupboard above, fingers closing around a small ceramic bowl and a plate.
The apartment is warm, cozy, still scented faintly of cocoa and strawberry cake as she gathers everything. Behind her, the door to the hall remains cracked open, the summer rain whispering faintly from outside.
She unwraps the salami packaging, listening for any sound in the hallway.
The cat makes none. Nobody does.
Suddenly, a slight shiver ghosts across Seraphina's skin, prickling the fine hairs on her neck. It is subtle, but unmistakable—an instinctive warning. She pauses mid-motion, lowering the milk carton with deliberate softness. Her eyes lift toward the door, expecting—half-dreading—to see the cat standing on its hind legs, or doing something improbable and magical.
But no.
Just the same door, still half-open.
Still quiet.
Her unease spikes.
She keeps her wand close.
From the stairwell, there is the soft, unmistakable rhythm of footsteps—measured, human, too calm to be someone stumbling through the wrong floor. Seraphina steadies herself, breath held tight in her chest.
A shadow fills the slender slice of exposed doorframe.
Then—two precise, confident knocks.
"Show yourself." she commands, voice crisp, demanding, wand trained on the door as it creaks open.
"Hello?"
A familiar low voice hums through the quiet, and the door swings fully inward to reveal Regulus—silhouetted tall in the frame, curls damp, posture immaculate, eyes widening at the sight of her poised for attack. He looks confused at the scene, brows furrowing sharply, utterly unprepared for the battlefield stance she has arranged for him.
"Oh—what the fuck?" Seraphina exhales, confusion slamming into her. For once, they share the same sentiment. "What are you doing here? Was there someone else? What's going on?" Her questions come rapid-fire, a volley he has no shield for.
He spreads both hands in front of him, palms outward. "What do you mean? Who? What is going on?" His voice is equal parts baffled and offended. Then, wary—his hand reflexively drifting toward where his wand rests in his pocket. "I come to be courteous, and yet again I'm greeted with you threatening me."
Her face twists—confusion, frustration, embarrassment all knotted together. "I didn't expect more people— I—" She cuts herself short, suddenly aware of who stands in her doorway. "What the fuck are you doing here, actually?"
Regulus slowly lowers his arms. He remains in the doorway, manners reasserting themselves like a spine straightening. He tightens his jaw, clasps his hands behind his rigid posture, glances briefly at the floor near his shoes, then lifts his eyes back to hers. He waits—too proud to ask to come in, but unmistakably waiting.
Not once does he look into the apartment. Not yet. It isn't polite.
He looks only at her—her eyes—though his peripheral vision catches everything: the warmth of candlelight behind her, accentuating her figure, the faint cocoa smell, the lace still clinging to her shoulder.
He won't admit it, but something about her tugs at him. He simply nods.
She nods back. "Come in. I apologize."
She sets her wand on the coffee table.
"Interesting way to greet nobility." he half-jokes. "Or was everyone welcomed the same?"
"Nobility? Let me know when nobility steps in, and I'll tell you." she teases right back.
He slips inside, quiet as a breath, closing the door behind him with controlled elegance. And for the first time—without the hallway lights bleaching him into outline—she sees him fully.
Regulus is impeccably dressed, but more casual than usual: a black collared shirt, slightly unbuttoned, untucked from pitch-dark trousers cinched with an expensive belt. Black shoes polished to a sheen. A silk black bag attached to his hip. His curls fall in soft shapes across his brow. Her gaze trails down the lines of his face until she meets his pale, piercing eyes fixed firmly on her.
Her eyes drop to his lips for half a second—traitorous, instinctive—and heat flares in her chest. His beauty is undeniable. She looks away abruptly, motioning to the couch.
As she steps aside, the awareness hits her like a cold rush.
Regulus Black is in her apartment.
A sudden wave of discomfort washes over her—not humiliation, not exactly, but something very close. She has seen the extravagance of their homes. The wealth. The pedigree. And Snape heritage... well. It doesn't compare. Her apartment is modest, warm, and lived-in. Not pristine.
For a breath, shame flutters in her ribs—she kills it immediately.
This is mine. If he doesn't like it, he can fuck off, she thinks.
Still, she imagined this differently, although she wouldn't admit it.
While she moves toward the kitchen, refusing to look back yet, he stands near the couch. His focus doesn't flit to her furniture or decorations—he barely registers them, for now. His attention belongs solely to her. His gaze tracks her every move, the sway of her hips, and the lace, the soft fall of her hair, the way her breath shifts her posture, the smell of her vanilla perfume filling his lungs.
Something stirs in him—strange, unwelcome. He chokes it down. He is a man, after all.
"Oh!" she blurts, remembering. "The salami—milk... The cat!"
She turns, holding the bowl of milk and plate of salami mid-air as she walks back toward him.
Regulus raises his eyebrows, unimpressed. "No, thank you, I already ate." he says coolly. "Very generous, though."
She rolls her eyes—can't help the small laugh.
"No, it's not for you. There was this beautiful, fluffy cat in the hallway, this was for her—she didn't want to come in, so I thought—"
She stops. Realizing how insane it sounds, even to her.
His face doesn't move. Not a single muscle.
"You sound stranger than usual." he remarks.
She blinks slowly, exhales, and sets the milk and salami down. With a gentle flick of her wand, she clears the counter and dishes, returning them neatly. But her eyes drift toward the door again—checking, double-checking.
She reaches for the tools to cut him a slice of cake, slipping a knife through the first soft layer. As she does, Regulus's gaze finally drifts away from her and sweeps across the apartment.
"Sit, Black. You're a guest, although an unexpected one." she scolds.
His expression remains unreadable but inside, something stirs. Calculation. Recognition. Curiosity. And beneath that, something far more dangerous: a flicker of appreciation.
Not for extravagance.
Not for wealth.
For her soul in it.
Regulus moves from the couch with a silent, smooth motion, drawn forward as though he has entered an art gallery curated by a person he can't quite decipher.
He takes in the ornamental, slightly mismatched dark furniture, none of it uniform yet somehow harmonious in its imperfections. The layered curtains over bold windows.
The old upright piano, its wood worn smooth by years of use, two keys missing from the far right. The sketches tucked into corners, charcoal and graphite smudges lingering on the edges. Stacks of books overflowing from dark wooden bookshelves—some leaning, some piled on the floor for lack of space. Open pages with notes in three different inks. Paintings leaning against the wall, some half-finished, others bursting with dark expression.
The scents mingle: ink, paper, celebration, lingering perfumes, a trace of cake, cocoa, wood polish—and threaded beneath everything, the unmistakable warmth of her presence. Overlaid faintly with his own cologne, which settles into the room like it belongs there.
"Quite cozy, aren't you?" he remarks, still surveying it, a critic in his lane.
The words land deeper than he intended.
She exhales, shoulders stiffening, not looking at him. "Yes. It's mine." Defensive. He notices, a faint smirk creeping on his lips.
Suddenly she is aware of everything—the lived-in warmth that has nothing to do with wealth or pedigree. Awareness prickles up her spine. She sets the knife down, resisting the urge to tidy everything at once, even though it is already tidy, technically, but evenly chaotic in its wonder.
He approaches the piano first. His eyes sweep over it like he is evaluating a living thing—the craftsmanship, the history in its scratches, the sheet music left open as though she had been practicing mid-thought. He recognizes the piece, wanting to trace it with his finger gently. His gaze lingers on the missing keys, and something shifts in his expression. Not disdain—contemplation. He knows he can't be too harsh; for all their clashes, he understands well that not everyone comes from the carved stone of the Black lineage.
Would he usually lace the moment with some cutting wit? Yes. But not here, not now. Maturity—and manners—prevail. This feels... unexpectedly intimate. A private glimpse behind a curtain neither of them intended him to step beyond.
He turns next to the corner stacked with parchments and sketchbooks. He sifts through the imagery without touching anything, reading the strokes of her hand, the emotions pressed into the page. Drawings. Canvases. Pages filled with annotations, entire passages of books heavily underlined and bookmarked. Ideas sprawled across paper in a language he recognizes: brilliance in chaos.
He moves to the shelves, eyes gliding over titles, cataloguing each one—history, magic theory, mythology, dragonology, Muggle literature, spellcraft manuscripts, ancient runes, dark magic tomes, at least ten of them, art monographs. He scans as though gathering a profile of her mind—a guilty pleasure for him, an unexpected fascination and glee over analyzing her privacy.
Seraphina watches him with an exhale she can't help. He is like a critic—sharp, analytical, impossible to fool. If he hated it, he would say nothing. His silence is its own review. Sometimes, impossibly, getting a favorable mark from him feels like winning a war.
He won't admit he finds the space quietly enchanting. He won't admit that it feels... right. Like a sanctuary carved out for someone with a mind as restless as his. Truthfully, his own spaces aren't so different—except his are wrapped in inherited wealth and duty, and hers are wrapped in personality and resilience.
Partially impressed, though he would never admit it, and partially with disdain, as usual. He keeps his face impassive, but a truth hums in the very back of his mind:
This suits... Her. And that is... inconvenient.
"Black," Seraphina calls softly, still holding the knife beside a neat slice of cake, "come sit."
Her voice isn't teasing so much as grounding—an invitation back into the moment. Back into something normal. As normal as it can be, having Regulus Black in her space, unexpectedly.
And he knows better than to refuse. Etiquette, after all, is bred into him deeper than bone. Especially here, in her space, where any misstep feels magnified.
He turns away from the bookshelves, smoothing an invisible crease from his shirt as he walks back toward the couch. He sits elegantly, posture perfect, hands folding neatly over his knee.
A model of composure.
Impenetrable.
Unmoved.
But that is, of course, a lie.
Because beneath that carefully curated surface, something hums—soft but persistent. A tightness in his chest. The echo of Evan's taunting voice stirring something he had so neatly buried. The memory of every pointed phrase:
"She wanted to see you."
"She looked for you."
"You're not indifferent."
He can feel them now, those words, weighing on him like a hand pressed flat against his sternum.
He glances at her.
Just a glance.
But it is enough. His focus falters—barely, barely noticeable. A softness that shouldn't be there. He thinks of his hold on her hand from his birthday—no—he tries to push it away as it resurfaces. He swallows. His confidence masks it easily.
Fortunately, she doesn't see it. She is too busy settling back into her own comfort, reclaiming her warmth. She retrieves the nearly cold cup of hot chocolate from the table—the one she had lovingly topped with marshmallows before everything spiraled into strange.
She curls her fingers around the mug, relishing its familiar sweetness, blowing gently across the top before taking a sip. The tension drains from her shoulders, and for a moment, the world shrinks to something small and gentle.
Regulus watches her—subtle, silent. Intimate. This is her.
Her relaxed posture.
The candlelight brushing her cheek.
The satisfaction in her expression as she finally tastes her drink.
And for a heartbeat, something inside him aches in a way he refuses to name.
She is...
The thought forms before he can stop it—something warm, something forbidden, something that doesn't belong in the mind of a Black—and Regulus cuts it off with a clean, merciless slash of discipline.
Absolutely not.
He shifts his gaze forward, jaw tightening, hiding it flawlessly.
But he feels it. And guilt stings his ego immediately.
His eyes wander again, this time to the pile of letters scattered across the coffee table. Some are opened, their parchment sleeves folded neatly; others are stacked behind the couch beside a small cluster of gifts she has already tucked away.
He notes a few names visible on envelopes:
Charles, predictably graceful in his sweeping script.
A card from the Weasleys, cheerful and mismatched.
Handwriting he recognizes from other Hogwarts students.
Durmstrang crest proudly stamped on a few.
"My apologies for missing the celebration." he says, tone carefully measured, stripped of its usual bite. "I'm sure it was... good." He chooses the gentler word.
He chooses it because he can hear Evan's voice in the back of his skull: Don't be awful. Not tonight. You speak for the rest of us now, too.
"Yes, they were wonderful today." she says, warmth blooming across her features at the memory. "I didn't even expect it."
He looks at her for a second too long.
A sliver of something—regret, maybe—cuts through him sharply, surprising him.
And then it is gone, swallowed whole by discipline.
"Evan pointed out it would be rude if I didn't show up." he admits, reluctantly.
"He's right." she replies, simple, honest.
He inhales once, steady but thin. "Happy birthday, Snape."
Her gaze softens, sincerity shaping her voice.
"Thank you, Black."
Silence settles between them.
The candles flicker.
Regulus shifts slightly, reaching for the silk bag attached to his hip. When his hand emerges, he holds it open—black, soft, and unmistakably expensive. He sets it gently on the coffee table between them, letting it fall with barely a whisper.
"Open this when I'm gone." he says, tone calm but firm.
Her brows lift.
Surprise flickers, then curiosity—sharp, immediate, impossible to hide.
She eyes the pouch as if it might contain a spell, then glances up at him.
"Alright," she says slowly, "was it Evan who held a wand to your skull to give me a present? Fess up."
Regulus's mouth twitches—half a smile, reluctant but real.
Then he nods.
"Actually," he begins, voice dipping into something dry, almost reflective, "it was meant to be for Christmas. We were raised to be well-mannered, you know. Proper. Gifts for holidays, birthdays... gestures of regard among our circle."
His eyes flick to her, steady, unreadable. "And somehow," he adds, "you landed there too. Much to my dismay."
Her heart knocks hard against her ribs—loud enough she is sure he can hear it—but she keeps her expression steady, unbothered. She holds her ground.
She had given him something too, though he hadn't yet realized it was from her.
"You know better than to gift anything to a half-blood, don't you?" she teases, brow arching, secretly hoping he wouldn't retort to that.
He meets her gaze without a blink.
Then he nods once, slow and deliberate, voice low:
"Seems like you need it." he gestures towards the room. The teasing is subtle, but unmistakable. He had to retaliate somehow.
She snorts. "There he is. Merlin, I almost didn't recognize you."
"Ah, of course." he murmurs, feigning grand resignation, "I aim to disturb."
A small, awkward laugh escapes both of them—warm but cautious, like neither expected the other to actually be funny. But the moment passes, and the carefully built wall of his composure settles back into place, stone by stone.
His gaze drifts once more around the apartment, slower this time, lingering on the tiniest details she would rather he doesn't scrutinize.
"So this is you?" he asks quietly. Not judgmental—just... curious.
"This is me." she confirms, bracing herself for a sharp remark.
Instead—
"Cozy."
"You said that already."
"I meant it." the hidden sincerity appears, immediately extinguished by another. "Along with some other things, I thought."
She blinks at him, caught off guard. Then she smiles.
Small. Warm. Quiet. But real.
"I have some of these." Regulus says suddenly, nodding toward her bookshelf—toward a few indistinguishable spines whose titles only someone like him would recognize.
"Of course you do." she replies, smirking. "Although mine were acquired by hand, not inherited."
A faint exhale—not quite a laugh—leaves him.
"In truth, our daily life isn't that different from yours." he says, though his voice dips, thoughts drifting to places he rarely shares. "But it is still exceptionally different in every other way."
"I understand." she says softly, gaze dropping to her hands as she leans back against the couch.
And she does. They both do. The differences sit between them now more than ever—heavy, old, undeniable. No amount of softened tone or held-back bite can erase them. Almost like a warning to them both.
"Black." she begins gently. "At the Rosier party... what was that about? Charles?"
It hits him like a jinx.
His brows furrow, barely—small, sharp, instinctive—and he turns his head to her.
"Because it's your birthday," he says quietly, "I've been given strict orders from our best friends not to discuss blood politics and such. Are you sure this is something you want to instigate once more?"
"No." She meets his gaze, steady, unflinching.
"The Leclerc thing—It was inappropriate." he begins, but something stops him. The words die on his tongue, replaced by a silence so taut it hums.
She exhales through her nose, slow. "We are two sides of the same coin, Black."
He says nothing.
Not out of indifference—out of restraint.
"There are still differences overall, Snape." he says eventually. "Rules. Codes. Ancient magic involved. I understand if you don't."
"I understand it." Her voice is calm, but there is steel under it. "I just don't like it."
It is one of the few times she has spoken a sentiment like that aloud.
Her eyes lift to his. "Do you?"
He straightens, posture falling into something eerily reminiscent of Walburga's training. "Personal preference isn't important." he replies, sounding too much like a Black, too much like a legacy speaking through him.
She leans in slightly.
"Do you?"
A beat.
Another.
A test.
His pause is long enough to betray him.
His mind rages—duty, fear, desire, shame, her, all clashing in the space between two heartbeats.
"I do." he says.
He lies, partly.
She can't tell. Her face remains calm, but disappointment folds quietly inside her chest.
"Good."
She lies, fully.
He can't tell.
For a moment, as he sits there carved in candlelight, she lets herself look at him once more—at the sharp jaw, the elegant line of his throat, his pulse, the way the rain has softened his curls, at the pale, arresting eyes that never seem to soften except by accident. He is royally beautiful in that cold, dangerous way she has always been weak to, all restraint and quiet fury wrapped in composure. The kind of beauty that pulls her forward by the ribs. And some reckless, aching part of her wants to close the distance, to cup his face and kiss him slowly, to see if he would melt in or break away.
If he was to ask about her birthday wish right now, that would be it.
But she doesn't move. She holds herself firmly in place, spine rigid, knowing full well he would curse her into oblivion before letting her do that. So she swallows the impulse, buries it deep, painfully, and says nothing.
"I should go." he says at last, though the sting in her words still lingers in the air between them. She doesn't know that he finds it a little difficult to peel himself from her couch—how a lingering instinct in him wants to remain seated. But duty, pride, and self-control win; he rises like a soldier, and waits politely for her to escort him to the door.
He doesn't know the extent of her disappointment.
"One second."
She gets up quickly, grabs his untouched slice of cake, and places it into a small container. She presses it into his hands with a quiet, commanding finality. He stares at the container, then at her, then releases a breath that sounds almost like defeat.
"...Thank you." he manages, polite despite himself.
They walk together toward the door. He opens it for her, stepping out into the hallway—the cat long gone, no trace left at all. Regulus turns back to her, as though he wants to say something else.
Thankfully, she speaks first. "Thank you for coming. I appreciate it."
The words sound almost mechanical, but sincerity hides beneath the uniformity of her tone. It is cordial. Safe. Controlled. Despite the fact that something inside her stirs, something sharp and real. She feels the sting of it more clearly than she wants to.
He nods, unsure for once—caught between formality and something else.
"And Black..."
He lifts his chin. "Mm?"
"I lied."
His brows raise slightly.
"My Christmas gift... the portrait of you... is mine." She swallows her pride hard. She hates admitting it. Every second burns.
His eyes narrow—not in disdain, but with a softness she hasn't seen from him, maybe ever. "I know."
Silence falls between them like a held breath.
Her cheeks warm. She steps back into the doorway, creating distance she suddenly needs to survive the moment. He notices. A tingle of satisfaction flashes within him, though it returns to cold.
"Goodnight, Snape."
"Goodnight, Black."
He disapparates a second later, leaving her with a burst of air and an open door. Her heart is pounding, thoughts in frantic disarray.
"Oh." she whispers to herself. "Of course." As if not surprised. As if she should have known.
She glances down the hallway for the cat—just in case—then shuts the door, locks it, layers her protection spells, and heads to bed with a mind too loud to quiet.
Regulus arrives home with a low crack of magic, reappearing in his dark bedroom. His clothes still carry the faint scent of her perfume mixed with his own, clinging stubbornly to the fabric.
His heart is racing too—though unlike her, he doesn't welcome the feeling. He rejects it. He resents it. He refuses to examine it.
He moves to the portrait resting against his shelf—the one she admitted to. He looks at it again, the strokes of line now familiar. Sure, he had suspicions, but even he found it too egotistical to guess, let alone ask.
He exhales sharply, annoyed—at her, at himself, at the truth he doesn't want.
He swaps to pajamas and slides into bed, mind tangled in knots he refuses to unravel, shutting his eyes against thoughts he cannot afford.
And yet.
They remain.
Chapter Text
Nadine stands before the full-length gilded mirror in her bedroom, Brownie curled at her feet as if supervising her preparations. The afternoon sun filters through the high windows, gilding her reflection with a warm glow. Today she dresses carefully—it isn't just an event, but THE event of the season among their circle, and she intends to look perfect.
She slips into a soft rose-pink gown, silk that catches the light like water rippling beneath candle flames. The dress cinches at her waist with a delicate sash embroidered in silver thread, before flowing into a graceful A-line skirt that brushes the floor in gentle waves. The neckline is modest but elegant—a sweetheart cut draped with sheer organza that frames her collarbones and glimmers faintly when she moves. Tiny pearl buttons run down the back, fastening snugly, and the sleeves—short, fluttering chiffon that trembles at the slightest gesture—add a touch of airiness.
Her shoes, a pair of pointed satin slippers in matching blush-pink, bear small crystal clasps shaped like roses. For her hair, Nadine takes her time. She parts it neatly down the center, curls tumbling down her back, but the front sections are swept into an intricate twist, pinned with a silver comb shaped like a sun. A few loose tendrils frame her face, giving her an effortlessly romantic softness. Her lips glisten with the faintest rose tint, and around her neck rests a fine chain with a small opal pendant, glowing faintly in the sunlight.
Once satisfied, she drapes a pale shawl across her shoulders and heads out to where the Jaguar waits. As she unlocks it, the doors swing open smoothly of their own accord, the engine alive before she even turns the key.
She isn't alone long. Remus steps out of his house, the carefully wrapped present balanced in his arms. He is dressed in a charcoal-gray suit, tailored yet understated, with a silver tie that sets off his eyes. His hair is a touch unruly, but he is brushed it back neatly for the occasion.
When he approaches, she lowers the passenger window, smiling warmly at him. "Look at you." she teases, eyeing him with approval. "Very handsome, Lupin. Almost unrecognizable."
His grin is small but genuine as he places the present carefully in the back seat before sliding into the passenger side. "You're one to talk." he replies, looking her over with quiet admiration. "Pink suits you. You'll outshine everyone."
She laughs softly, shaking her head, and with a flick of her wrist presses her hand to the car's rune-etched wheel. Jaguar purrs to life, but the vehicle lifts ever so slightly, tires gliding smoothly without a sound, enchanted to move with a fluid grace through pathways invisible to Muggles.
Nadine drives with confidence, her hands steady, gaze sharp. The car obeys her like a well-trained steed, humming down winding lanes that twist through lush countryside, unseen by Muggle eyes. The landscape shifts as they draw closer to Devon, hedgerows rippling with protective charms, fields dotted with cottages where cauldrons sometimes bubble in back gardens.
Within the hour, she pulls into a long, grassy lane leading to the Longbottom property. She parks carefully among a line of other wizarding vehicles—some enchanted like hers, some old-fashioned carriages drawn by thestrals, and even one shabby Ministry-approved motorbike hovering just above the grass. Already, the air is alive with anticipation.
Tables are being set up outside beneath white silk canopies charmed to remain unruffled by the summer breeze. Rows of chairs gleam in neat order on the lawn, petals floating above them like a soft pink snowfall, conjured by one of the bridesmaids. Long tables groan under platters of food—roast pheasant, glazed vegetables, steaming pies—covered for now by protective charms. Lanterns hover high in the trees, waiting for evening to fall so they can cast a golden glow.
Wizards and witches bustle about, laughter and bursts of magic filling the air. Some string garlands that curl around the trellises of the Longbottom home, others levitate crates of butterbeer and firewhisky into place. A cluster of young Gryffindors already mingle near the edge of the yard—James, Sirius, and Peter, laughing together, their voices carrying easily across the lawn. Beside them, Frank beams with nervous energy, his friends clapping him on the back. Alice's friends dart in and out of the house, their arms full of flowers and ribbon.
Nadine and Remus step gracefully from the car, the sun catching the sheen of her gown. Almost immediately, James notices them and waves, a grin splitting his face. "There they are! The happy couple." he calls, smirking mischievously. Sirius elbows him, Peter snickers, and even Frank grins despite his nerves.
"Ladies are with the bride." James adds once Nadine and Remus come closer. "Lily's inside, helping Alice not trip over her own dress. Go on, Nadine, you'll find them upstairs."
Nadine smiles, brushing a lock of hair from her cheek as she nods. She casts Remus a knowing glance before turning toward the house, her skirt whispering against the grass as she makes her way inside.
The scent of flowers and baked goods floats through the air, as the place hums with excitement and chatter. The staircase creaks slightly under her heels as she climbs up, and just as she reaches the top, she hears the lively voices of girls echoing down the corridor.
The first room she enters is already full of familiar faces. Marlene spots her instantly and rushes forward with open arms.
"Nadine!" she beams, pulling her into a hug. Marlene smells faintly of lilac and sea air, and she looks sun-kissed from holiday. "Merlin, you look amazing! I swear pink was made for you."
Nadine laughs warmly and returns the hug. "You look stunning too, Marlene. How have you been?"
Marlene grimaces apologetically. "I'm sorry I didn't send a letter the last few weeks. My family dragged me off to Cornwall—seaside cottages. You would've hated it."
Before Nadine can respond, Phoebe comes up behind Marlene and gives Nadine a quick kiss on the cheek before pulling her into a hug as well. "Finally! Now it feels like a proper gathering." Phoebe wears a soft brown dress that compliments her hair, and her eyes are sparkling with excitement. "You have to tell me later where you got those shoes."
They laugh, and soon Nadine finds herself swept further into the room. There are others gathered too:
Dorcas Meadowes, leaning against the window frame, her curls pinned back elegantly, offers a wide smile. "Pleasure to meet you, Nadine. So glad you could make it. We've been trying to keep Alice from panicking for the past hour, but I think she's convinced she'll trip walking down the aisle."
Charity Burbage, kind-eyed and cheerful, waves her over. "Oh, it's lovely to meet you. How are you?"
Emmeline Vance and Helena Bones are sitting on the bed sorting through ribbons and flowers. They glance up and smile warmly at Nadine, greeting her with friendly nods.
The room is filled with warmth, chatter, and the rustle of dresses.
Then the door at the back opens, and Alice steps out, flanked by her mother and Lily. Alice is radiant, though her face is flushed with nerves. Her gown is a soft ivory with delicate lace at the sleeves, and she keeps tugging at the fabric like she can't quite believe it fits her.
Nadine steps forward immediately, offering her a genuine smile. "Alice, thank you for letting me be here with you today. You look... breathtaking."
Alice lets out a shaky laugh, pressing her hands together nervously. "Thank you for coming. I'm so glad you're here... Merlin, I don't think I can do this."
Marlene claps her hands. "Don't be daft! You've been waiting for this for months."
Dorcas smirks knowingly. "You're marrying Frank, not running from a dragon."
The girls laugh, easing the tension. Nadine steps closer, placing a hand on Alice's arm with a softness in her eyes. "Everything is perfect. Everyone's here because they love you. Frank is waiting downstairs, just as nervous as you. You're going to walk down those stairs and make the happiest memory of your life."
Alice exhales slowly, a little calmer now. Lily squeezes her shoulder affectionately.
They all get to work, bustling around Alice with teamwork. Phoebe kneels to smooth out the gown's hem, Dorcas fixes the veil, Marlene fetches the bouquet from a vase, and Nadine takes her place by Alice's side, gently adjusting a strand of hair that has fallen loose.
Alice sits before the mirror one last time. Her mother pats a bit of powder on her cheeks while Lily applies a soft rose gloss to her lips. Nadine watches quietly, admiring the transformation—the nerves softening into serenity, the bride finally seeing herself as Alice about to step into a new life.
When Alice finally stands, bouquet in hand, the entire room falls silent for a moment. Her veil catches the afternoon light streaming through the window, and her gown flows like water around her ankles.
"Beautiful." Nadine whispers sincerely, and Alice's eyes glisten with gratitude.
The chatter picks back up, laughter spilling across the room again as the girls prepare to lead her down, each of them buzzing with excitement.
The garden is filled with color and magic. The air is warm, scented with honeysuckle and roses that bloom along the hedges, charmed to stay perfect all day. Rows of wooden benches are neatly arranged on the lawn, each draped with soft white fabric that flutters gently even though there is no breeze. Floating candles hover above, adding a golden glow despite the daylight. Little enchanted ribbons curl through the air, changing colors as they weave between the guests.
Nadine walks down with the other girls, the chatter softening as everyone begins to settle. At the far end of the garden, a floral archway stands, woven with lilies that shimmer faintly as though dusted with starlight. That is where the couple will stand. The officiator—an elderly witch in ceremonial deep blue robes—already waits with her wand.
Alice's father appears, tall and proud in his formal robes, though his eyes shine with emotion. When Alice finally steps out, there is a hush over the crowd. She looks radiant, a crown of small wildflowers resting in her hair, tied with pale ribbon. She clutches her bouquet, steadying her breath as her father takes her arm and begins leading her down the aisle. Nadine watches closely, heart full, her hands pressed together. She has attended Ministry banquets, important diplomatic gatherings, but never something so tender, so purely joyful.
The music swells—soft violins playing by magic. The guests rise from their benches as Alice passes. Frank waits under the arch, his face almost glowing with nervous excitement. James, Sirius, Peter, Remus, even Marlene and Dorcas beam at him as Alice draws near.
Alice reaches the arch, her father kisses her temple, and then steps back. She joins Frank, their hands trembling as they lace together.
The officiator raises her wand, and her voice carries across the garden:
"Today we gather not only as witnesses but as part of a binding. Frank Longbottom and Alice Fortesque have chosen to stand before us, before family, friends, and magic itself, to unite their lives."
The ceremony flows with warmth and tradition. The officiator speaks of loyalty, courage, and love—their vows echo magically so everyone hears them clearly, though the words are spoken softly just between Frank and Alice. When the time comes, the couple exchanges rings, slipping them onto each other's fingers. Sparks of light dance around their hands, weaving a thin thread of gold magic that binds for a moment before sinking into their skin.
"By the vows spoken, and by the bond of magic, I declare you husband and wife."
Cheers break out, hands clapping, some wands lifted to shoot harmless bursts of golden sparks into the air. Alice and Frank share their kiss, long and sweet, as everyone stands to applaud.
The mood instantly shifts into celebration. Enchanted tables appear across the lawn, stretching beneath charmed canopies that shimmer to provide shade. Platters of food float gently into place, each dish steaming and fragrant—roast meats, enchanted pies that refill themselves, trays of sugared fruit, sparkling cider. Butterbeer flows freely alongside goblets of fine wine.
Nadine takes her seat with the Gryffindors, slipping beside Remus. His hand brushes hers briefly as he helps her arrange her dress, and she smiles at him, warmed by the gesture. Across from them, Frank and Alice join at the head table, flushed and glowing with happiness.
Everyone talks at once—the Weasley cousins laugh nearby, Sirius leans dramatically across the table to steal a roll, James charms napkins into fluttering birds until Lily scolds him, Peter eagerly describes some joke no one quite understands but still laughs at. Nadine listens, amused, soaking it all in. It is chaotic, loud, but so alive.
She feels comfortable—more than she expected. Usually, when she attended Ministry events, she sat quietly, formal, expected to smile politely at people she barely knew. This is different. This is warm and real. She glances at Remus, who catches her eye and gives a small, crooked smile, as though he knows exactly what she is thinking.
James lifts his goblet, smirking. "One more year at Hogwarts and then—finally—we're out. I can practically see Moody's face already when Sirius and I walk into Auror training."
Sirius snorts, tossing his dark hair back. "Correction—when I walk in first, because you'll probably be late, Prongs."
"Late?" James pretends to be offended, thumping his hand against his chest. "Auror Potter will never be late. Besides, Lily will keep me on time."
Lily rolls her eyes but her lips curl into a smile. "Don't drag me into your ridiculous plans. I'll be busy enough." She sighs, then brightens. "It's about time, though. We need stronger protections."
Peter, chewing thoughtfully on a roll, chimes in. "I don't know if I'd survive Auror training. Too... intense. I'm glad I chose something safe."
"Safe is boring, Wormy." Sirius says with a grin, tossing a roll across the table at him. Peter flinches but catches it, and everyone laughs.
Across the table, Alice leans toward Nadine, her expression warm and curious. "So, you want to be a Healer, right? Remus mentioned you're quite good at it already."
Nadine smiles, cheeks heating a little. "Yes. I... love it, actually. There's something about helping, about making someone feel whole again, that just—it makes me feel like I've done something meaningful. It's difficult, of course, but... it feels right."
Alice's eyes soften. "That's beautiful. We need more Healers who care that much." She glances at Frank, nudging his shoulder. "And I suppose I'll need you someday, with all the scrapes we Aurors get into."
Frank chuckles. "Let's hope not too often. But she's right. It's brave, what you're doing, Nadine."
Nadine shakes her head modestly, but her heart warms at their encouragement.
Dorcas leans across from another bench, laughing. "I swear, I'm just going to give up and be a librarian."
Charity pipes up with her cheerful tone, "I still think teaching Muggle Studies is the way forward. People need perspective. Wizards can be so closed-minded."
Marlene, twirling her goblet, grins. "Well, Quidditch won't make me sit behind a desk all day. That'd kill me."
Phoebe, softer, adds, "I'd actually love that. A quiet Ministry office. Neat parchment, organized schedules, no dueling... sounds like heaven."
Everyone laughs again.
Frank raises a glass, Alice's hand in his, and they thank everyone for coming. The tables cheer, the music strikes up, and Frank clears his throat softly. His cheeks are a little flushed, but his eyes gleam with pride and joy as he rises to his feet. The chatter around the garden begins to hush as all eyes fall on him. Alice tilts her head up, smiling with encouragement, and Nadine notices the fondness in her gaze—it makes her heart warm to witness such love.
Frank clears his throat again and begins, voice strong but threaded with emotion:
"Most of you know I'm not a man of speeches, but today is a day I'll never forget, and I want to make sure you don't either. Alice... you've been my best friend, my partner, my rival in training, and the woman who keeps me grounded. I've fought battles already, but none more important than the one that led me to you. Today, standing here, I'm the luckiest wizard alive."
A wave of applause and cheers ripple through the guests, James and Sirius clapping a little louder than necessary. Nadine glances at Remus beside her; he is smiling quietly, his eyes soft, his fingers tapping idly against his glass in thought.
Frank looks down at Alice again, lowering his voice slightly though everyone hears: "I promise to keep laughing with you, to protect you with everything I have, and to never, ever let you face the world alone. You're my future, Alice. My home."
Alice blushes, biting her lip, and then—without hesitation—she stands as well, her small frame straight, eyes glistening. She raises her glass.
"Frank Longbottom," she says, voice steady though everyone can hear the tremble of her heart in it, "I have never met anyone as stubborn, kind, and annoyingly brave as you. You make me stronger. You make me believe that no matter what comes, we'll stand through it together. I vow to fight beside you, laugh beside you, and love you until the very end of time."
The crowd bursts into warm applause, a few cheers echoing—Sirius wolf-whistles until James elbows him in the ribs. Nadine joins the clapping, her smile wide, her heart squeezing a little at the tenderness in their words. She sneaks a glance at Remus again, noticing the way his jaw tightens just slightly, how his eyes stay fixed on the couple—like he is wondering if he will ever deserve something so open and bright.
Frank doesn't wait for the applause to die down. He bows slightly to Alice, holding out his hand in a gentleman's gesture. "Mrs. Longbottom... may I have this dance?"
Alice laughs softly, cheeks glowing, and takes his hand. The two of them walk to the center of the garden where the musicians begin to play a gentle, lilting tune. The air fills with music that sways like wind through leaves.
The guests push their benches back to make space, forming a wide circle around the couple. Alice rests her hand against Frank's chest, and Frank holds her close, guiding her gently through the first steps. It isn't polished or overly elegant—no rehearsed waltz, just a simple, sweet dance that is theirs. He twirls her once and her laughter rings out clear and bright, mingling with the music.
"Merlin, they're sappy." Sirius mutters with a grin, leaning back in his chair, but there is no mistaking the fondness in his eyes. James elbows him again, smirking.
"Just wait, Pads. Your turn will come."
Sirius scoffs, taking a long sip of his drink. "Not bloody likely."
Lily, sitting beside James, shakes her head, amused, before looking at Nadine. "They're beautiful, aren't they?"
"They are." Nadine replies softly, resting her chin in her hand as she watches Alice spin in her dress, glowing brighter than any charm could manage.
She feels her chest tighten—not in jealousy, but in awe. The thought drifts in uninvited: what would her own wedding look like? Would anyone ever look at her like that? She exhales softly, catching herself before she gets too lost in the fantasy.
And then, stupidly, ridiculously, Severus's face flashes across her mind—his profile, the way his hands move when he brews, the rare softness she has glimpsed when no one else notices. She almost laughs at herself. Severus Snape. At a wedding. With her. Utter madness. Heat creeps up her neck anyway.
Remus catches it immediately, of course. He leans in, his grin infuriatingly knowing, his amber eyes alight with mischief. "You're blushing." he says in a sing-song tone. "What's that about? Thinking about your secret boyfriend?"
Nadine whips her head toward him, eyes narrowing. "No! I don't have one."
"Mm-hm. Sure you don't." He smirks, clearly entertained.
"Remus." she warns, lowering her voice, "I don't."
"I still don't believe you." His grin only widens, teeth flashing boyishly. "You've got that look. The one where someone's snuck in and stolen your thoughts. So, tell me—who is he?"
She exhales sharply, rolling her eyes, but she feels the trap tightening. "It's not—" she pauses, searching for a word, "—it's not even a thing. It's just a... crush." Her voice drops at the end, as if saying it aloud makes it more dangerous.
Remus tilts his head, the teasing softening into quiet curiosity. "A crush, hm?"
"Maybe," Nadine mutters, shifting uncomfortably, "maybe I'm in love."
The words hang between them. She regrets saying them instantly, clenching her fists in her lap. She steals a quick glance around—everyone else is wrapped up in watching Alice and Frank's dance, clapping, laughing, no one listening. Still, her heart hammers.
She leans closer to Remus, her voice dropping to a whisper. "If I tell you, you cannot react. And you cannot tell a single soul. Not James, not Sirius, not Lily. Not anyone. Or I swear, Lupin, I'll kill you."
He lifts his hands as if swearing before a judge. "I promise. Not a word. You have my word, Nadine." His tone is uncharacteristically serious, his eyes steady.
She inhales slowly, then lets it out in a sigh. The name nearly catches in her throat, but she forces it out, barely audible. "Severus."
Remus blinks, frowning slightly. "Sorry, who?"
She leans even closer, practically breathing it against his ear. "Severus."
It sinks in. For the first time that evening, Remus is genuinely speechless. His brows draw together, not in disgust, but in surprise. He studies her face carefully, searching for even the faintest trace of a joke. But all he sees is her flushed cheeks, the sharp edge of sincerity in her gaze.
She straightens quickly, hissing, "Don't say a word. Not a single word."
"I won't." he says quietly. "I meant what I promised."
She exhales, relieved but tense, her hands twisting the fabric of her dress. "I just—I don't know. I find him... interesting. He's brilliant, more talented than most people notice. And when he's not being defensive, he can actually be... sweet. There's something in him. Something no one else sees."
Remus's jaw tenses, his eyes dropping to his hands for a moment before he sighs. "You're not wrong. He is brilliant. One of the cleverest students at Hogwarts. His mind works differently. But Nadine..." He looks back at her, earnest. "I need you to be careful."
She nods slowly, hands folded neatly in her lap, her voice calm but carrying a small weight. "Why do you say that?"
Remus hesitates, lips pressing into a thin line. He doesn't want to slander, but he won't lie either. "I've told you that things between him and James, Sirius—" he glances toward them laughing at the far table "—were never simple. And Severus... he didn't forgive, he struck back. Words, spells, grudges—it all became something ugly. And once you're tangled in that, it's hard to know where cruelty ends and real hatred begins."
Nadine studies him, calm but troubled. "So you think I'm making a mistake."
Remus shakes his head at once. "No. Not that. You're not a fool, Nadine—you wouldn't be sitting here, weighing every word, if you were. I just... I don't want you to be hurt." His voice drops, softer than before, as if he is speaking from memory. "It's easy to see the best in someone and hope it's enough. But people carry... darker parts too. Severus has been pulled toward them for a long time. Maybe by choice, maybe because he thinks it's the only way he'll ever belong. I don't know. And if you care for him... you'll be the one who feels it if he falls."
Her chest tightens at his words, but she doesn't flinch. Instead, she watches Alice laughing in Frank's arms across the floor and answers quietly, "I know it won't be easy. But when I look at him... I don't see just the bitterness. I see the boy who hides behind it. And maybe it's foolish, but I want to believe that side of him exists for a reason."
For a moment, Remus doesn't speak. His expression softens, almost pained, as though her words touch something in him. Finally, he leans closer and murmurs, "Then hold onto that—but don't lose yourself trying to save him." He swallows, his voice lower still, confessing with a trace of guilt: "If I could go back, I'd have done more to stop them. To stop us. We thought it was all games, harmless fun... but it wasn't. And sometimes I wonder if that's why he became the way he is. Because no one gave him a chance to be anything else."
Nadine blinks, surprised at the honesty in his tone. She reaches out, brushing her hand lightly against his arm—a small gesture of reassurance. "Then maybe it's not too late." she says simply.
Remus exhales, slow, thoughtful. Then he offers her a faint, sad smile. "For his sake, I hope you're right. And for yours."
He doesn't tell her about Lily, even though the thought stirs in the back of his mind. She probably knows anyway—everyone does. But instead of dragging her down with old wounds, he keeps it to himself. Instead, he lets her words linger between them, her secret locked in his chest.
Nadine nods slowly, touched that he doesn't laugh, doesn't sneer, doesn't crush the fragile thing she just confessed. And he, of all people, doesn't think her ridiculous.
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Remus's gentle voice breaks her thoughts.
"May I have this dance?"
She looks up to find him standing beside her, his hand extended, his eyes warm with quiet amusement.
Nadine's smile widens, her chest warming. "I'd love to."
Taking his hand, she lets him guide her where couples now move in slow, effortless circles. Remus places his hand on her waist, the other still holding hers, his touch light but steady. She rests her free hand gently on his shoulder, meeting his gaze with a soft expression.
He spins her with an ease that surprises her. "I'm glad you came with me."
"I'm glad you asked." she replies sincerely. "It's a lovely wedding."
He nods, guiding her effortlessly through the steps. "You're enjoying yourself?"
"I am." she admits. "It's nice, being surrounded by all this love. And the cake was divine."
Remus laughs, shaking his head. "I should've known food would be a highlight for you."
Nadine feigns an offended gasp. "Excuse you, but cake is a perfectly valid reason to attend a wedding."
"Of course." he concedes, grinning.
They fall into a comfortable silence as they move in sync with the music, the moment soft and peaceful. Nadine feels safe here, with him. She squeezes his hand gently, letting the warmth of the evening settle into her bones.
But then—
A sudden crash.
A shattering of glass.
Screams.
The music halts, and the warm glow of the chandeliers flickers violently as masked figures appear around them, their robes billowing, wands raised.
Nadine's heart slams against her ribs as the air shifts, the atmosphere turning cold and crackling with dark magic. The four intruders don't hesitate—they begin wrecking everything in their path, sending tables flying, smashing decorations, sending guests scrambling for cover.
Panic erupts. Witches and wizards grab their wands, guests shove to get their children to safety, and the air is filled with the chaos of spells being cast, glass shattering, and furniture breaking.
"Nadine!"
Remus grips her wrist and yanks her toward him, shielding her as a hex whizzes past, sending shards of crystal raining down.
"Come on!" he says urgently, pulling her with him as he ducks behind an overturned table for cover. Nadine stumbles slightly, her breath coming in sharp, panicked gasps, but then—
A sharp sting.
She looks down at her palm and sees a deep gash across it, blood already seeping between her fingers. She doesn't even know how it happened—maybe from the falling debris, maybe from her own panicked scramble to hide. But she barely has time to process it.
Remus presses a hand against her shoulder, his expression tense. "Listen to me. Get as many people as you can, especially the children, and get them into the house. Lock the doors. Don't open them for anyone but us."
Her stomach clenches. "Remus, who are they?"
His jaw tightens. "I don't know."
But he does.
She can see it in his eyes.
And she knows—whatever this is, whoever these masked figures are, it isn't just some random attack.
"I'll be fine." Remus assures her quickly. "Just do as I say."
Then he is gone, pushing himself up from their cover, wand drawn, running toward James and Sirius, who are already fighting back.
Nadine grips her bleeding hand into a fist, takes a steadying breath, and forces herself to move.
Nadine moves swiftly through the panicked crowd, guiding terrified guests inside, ushering children and families toward the safety of the house. Her heart pounds, but she doesn't hesitate, raising her wand to cast protective spells over the doors and windows, sealing them with every ward she can think of.
Once she is certain they are as safe as they can be, she turns on her heel and sprints back outside.
She finds Remus locked in a duel, his face tense with concentration as he dodges spell after spell. The wizard he is fighting is relentless, moving with precise, practiced efficiency. Remus retaliates, sending a hex crackling through the air, but his opponent deflects it with a flick of his wrist. Then—
A flash of silver.
A deep red stain blooms across Remus's chest.
"No!" Nadine gasps, horror flooding her veins as she watches him stumble. A dark laugh scratches her ears behind the wizard—female, high-pitched and cruel.
Without thinking, Nadine rushes forward, rage and fear twisting into something sharp and uncontrollable. She throws herself between Remus and the wizard, her wand raised, her stance firm despite the tremor in her limbs.
"Get away from him." she snarls, voice shaking but resolute.
The wizard tilts his head slightly, considering her, before raising his wand.
Guests scatter in every direction—some already gone, some cowering, some fighting back with trembling wands.
Aurors are here. They are forming a perimeter, pushing the attackers back, wands flashing with Stunners, Shields, and Binding hexes. Sparks of red and gold light the dark air, the smell of burning wood and singed fabric heavy in her nose.
The Ministry has moved fast—perhaps someone signaled at once. She sees a wizarding commanding two younger Aurors near the gate, her stern voice cutting through the din. Alastor Moody is already in the thick of the fight, scarred face twisted in fury, his wand movements brutal and efficient.
And then—
Then it happens.
One of the younger Aurors—Fletcher, Nadine hears someone shout—staggers back as a spell disarms him. He fights desperately, but the dark wizard grabs him from behind, dragging him toward the others.
"No!" Nadine shouts, but her voice is drowned in the chaos.
The wizard in front of her moves toward his group, his wand raised high as if in triumph. With a deafening crack, green light bursts into the sky, expanding outward in a bloom of smoky emerald. The Dark Mark unfurls above the ruins of the celebration—skull and serpent blazing through the ash and flame, its ghastly glow casting eerie shadows across terrified faces.
Gasps ripple through the air. Someone cries out in horror, "The Mark—Merlin, no—!"
The Death Eaters turn, black robes whipping in the wind, and one of them grips Fletcher by the arm—his voice raw, begging—and with a low, sinister laugh, they twist in a single motion. The world folds around them, a violent ripple of air, smoke and shadow coiling like serpents at their feet.
Then—a sickening crackle of magic—they are gone.
The Aurors shout in fury, boots splashing through the remnants of mud and blood. "After them!" Moody bellows, his magical eye whirling wildly. He lunges forward, wand slashing through the smoky residue, sending pursuit spells crackling into the night.
But it is no use. The black mist fades too quickly, disintegrating into wisps before their eyes. Only the Mark remains—burning cruel and victorious against the paling horizon, its serpent tongue flickering as if mocking them all.
Somewhere, a child cries. The air reeks of burnt earth and fear. The guests are weeping, clutching their children, trembling. The garden is wrecked—lanterns extinguished, music silenced, flowers crushed beneath boots.
"Nadine!"
Father is suddenly there, striding toward her with an urgency she has never seen in him before. His face is pale beneath the fury, his rigid composure cracked by panic. He grabs her shoulders roughly, eyes scanning her for injury.
"Are you hurt? Tell me—"
She exhales shakily, lifting her palm. The gash across her hand still bleeds sluggishly, but she forces a smile. "Just this. I'm fine, Father. I promise."
His eyes flick to the wound, and his jaw tightens, but before he can summon a Healer, Nadine presses her wand to it herself, whispering a charm. The skin seals with a faint sting, leaving only a thin pink line.
"I can manage." she says firmly.
Father studies her for another beat, his lips pressed into a thin line, before turning sharply toward the Aurors, his voice rising as he demands reports, orders, answers.
Moody is storming toward the gates, snarling at anyone who slows him. Frank and Alice are crouched with a group of frightened children, soothing them, murmuring reassurances, their faces drawn with both fear and anger.
A loud, pained groan from behind snaps her back to reality.
Remus.
She turns sharply and sees James and Sirius hoisting Remus up, supporting his weight between them as they half-carry, half-drag him toward the house. Nadine rushes after them, panic clawing at her chest.
They move quickly, shouldering open the door to one of the guest rooms and laying Remus carefully onto the bed. His face is pale, glistening with sweat, and his breathing is shallow and ragged. His shirt is soaked with blood, the gash across his chest deep and vicious.
Sirius paces beside the bed, running a hand through his hair, his arrogance stripped away by worry.
"What do we do?" he asks, his voice uncharacteristically strained.
"Get warm water and a towel—something to clean the wound." Nadine instructs, forcing herself to stay calm, to think clearly despite the terror gnawing at her insides.
James nods and rushes out of the room without hesitation, and Sirius lingers for a second before following. The moment the door swings shut, Nadine turns back to Remus.
She swallows hard.
Her hands tremble as she reaches for his tie, loosening it before gently slipping it off. His shirt is next, but the fabric clings to his skin, sticky with blood. She hesitates only a second before carefully unbuttoning it, peeling it away to reveal the wound beneath.
The sight makes her stomach twist painfully.
The cut is deep, jagged, running diagonally across his chest. It still bleeds sluggishly, and Remus groans, his head turning to the side, his body tensing in pain.
"I'm sorry." she whispers, more to herself than to him.
She lifts her wand, pressing her lips together as she steadies her shaking grip.
She knows the spell. She knows the incantation. But she also knows that healing magic—especially deep wounds—can be agonizing for the person on the receiving end.
And she is right.
The moment she mutters the spell and moves her wand along the wound, Remus lets out a guttural, agonized cry. His back arches slightly, fingers clutching at the sheets.
Her heart clenches.
"Shh." she murmurs, voice breaking. Her other hand caresses his hair tenderly. "I know, I know, I'm sorry—"
Tears burn in her eyes, slipping down her cheeks as she continues. The magic works, but slowly, knitting the torn flesh back together inch by inch. Remus trembles under her touch, breathing heavily through the pain, his jaw clenched so tight she fears he might shatter his teeth.
Just a little more.
Just a little longer.
The door creaks open behind her, and James returns, setting down a bowl of warm water and a stack of clean towels on the bedside table.
Nadine wipes her face quickly, turning to look at him.
"Wait outside." she says softly. "I'll call you if I need anything."
James hesitates but nods, backing out and pulling Sirius with him. The door shuts once more, leaving her alone with Remus.
It takes time. Excruciating time.
Nadine's hands ache from how tightly she grips her wand, her heart still hammering in her chest as she forces herself to remain steady. The magic pulses from her, slow and controlled. Remus jerks under her touch, his body rigid with pain, his breaths coming in sharp gasps through clenched teeth.
"I'm sorry." she whispers again, even though she knows it won't help.
She can feel her own exhaustion creeping in—her limbs trembling, sweat dampening her skin, her vision slightly blurred from both strain and emotion. The process is slow, painstaking, but finally, finally, the wound closes. A thin, pinkish line remains where the gash once was, and she doesn't know if it will scar permanently, but right now, it no longer bleeds. That is what matters.
Nadine exhales, her shoulders sagging as she sits back on her heels. Her body is slick with sweat, her pulse still erratic, but she forces herself to move. She wipes a shaking hand over her forehead, pushing strands of hair back before reaching for the damp towel.
She dips it into the now-pink-tinged water, wrings it out, and gently presses it against Remus's skin, wiping away the remnants of blood. He is breathing heavily, his chest rising and falling unevenly, but he doesn't flinch under her touch.
As she works, her gaze drifts over his torso.
And that is when she sees them.
Her breath catches slightly.
Scars. Some thin and faded, others rougher, newer. Some are deep, jagged, cutting across his ribs and stomach, a painful story written across his skin.
Her fingers move before she even thinks about it.
She traces the edge of one, feather-light, hesitant. It isn't fresh, but it looks as if it had been worse once—like it had been torn open again and again.
She barely registers whispering his name. "Remus..."
His eyes flutter open, barely a sliver of amber visible in the dim light. His gaze is hazy, unfocused, but there is a flicker of something sharp there when he realizes what she is looking at.
"Don't." he rasps, his voice rough from pain. His hand twitches slightly, as if he wants to push her away but doesn't have the strength. "Don't look at them."
Nadine frowns, searching his face. "Why?"
His throat bobs. He swallows, his breathing still labored. "They're ugly."
Her stomach twists at the quiet bitterness in his tone.
She shakes her head. "They are not."
A humorless huff escapes him, his head turning slightly on the pillow. "You don't have to say that."
"I'm not just saying it." Her voice is firm, but there is an undeniable softness in it too. "Remus, I—" She hesitates, pressing the towel lightly against his ribs. "These... some of them are fresh." She looks at him, troubled. "What happened?"
Remus exhales sharply, tilting his head back against the pillow. "Nothing to worry about." he mutters.
Nadine's frown deepens. "Remus, I just bloody healed a wound on your chest, and you're covered in scars. Don't tell me not to worry."
His lips press into a thin line, his gaze flickering away. "I don't want you to think differently of me."
Her stomach twists. "Remus." she says, quieter now, careful, watching him closely. "Is someone hurting you?"
His entire body stiffens. For a long moment, there is silence—only the crackling of a distant fireplace, the sound of their breathing in the dimly lit room. Nadine waits, patient but persistent, her eyes searching his face.
Finally, he exhales, and when he speaks again, his voice is barely above a whisper.
"I'm a werewolf, Nadine." His hand clenches slightly in the sheets. "A monster."
The word lands like a heavy stone between them.
Nadine's breath catches, her mind momentarily freezing. A werewolf. That explains the scars, the secrecy, disappearing at full moons, the self-loathing in his voice. It explains so much.
And yet...
She doesn't feel fear. Or disgust. Or anything remotely close to what he seems to expect.
She feels worry. Sadness. And, most of all, a fierce determination that nothing about this changes a thing.
Remus turns his face away, as if bracing for her reaction.
Nadine moves without thinking.
She reaches out, cupping his cheek gently, her fingers warm against his skin. He tenses, surprised, but she doesn't let him pull away. Slowly, carefully, she turns his face back toward her, guiding his gaze to meet hers.
And then she smiles. Soft, warm, unwavering.
"You," she says, voice filled with quiet conviction, "are not a monster."
His throat bobs again as he swallows, his eyes flickering with something unreadable.
"You are human, Remus." she says, as if it is the simplest truth in the world. "Not because of your blood or your condition, but because of the way you care, the way you fight for others, the way you make people feel safe." Her thumb brushes gently against his skin. "Being a werewolf is something that happens to you—it's not who you are."
His brows draw together, but she doesn't stop.
"You are kind. You are brilliant. You are strong in ways most people can't even begin to understand." A small smile tugs at her lips, full of warmth. "I see you, Remus. The real you."
He blinks, his lips parting slightly as if to say something, but no words come out. His breathing is uneven, and for a moment, he looks almost lost—like he doesn't know what to do with the weight of her words.
"You're not a monster." she repeats, voice softer now, like a quiet promise.
A muscle in his jaw tightens, his eyes flickering with something raw and fragile, but Nadine only presses his hand gently, anchoring him there.
"I know you might not believe me yet," she adds, "but that's okay. I'll believe enough for both of us."
The tension in his shoulders eases just slightly, a shaky breath escaping him. And in that moment, for the first time in a long time, Remus lets himself feel something close to hope.
"I..." He starts, then stops.
"You don't have to carry this alone." she continues. "And you don't have to hide from me."
"Thank you." he murmurs after a moment. His voice is quieter, rougher, but sincere.
She smiles, squeezing his hand lightly. "Thank you for telling me."
Nadine walks quietly to the small closet, her movements gentle as she retrieves a fresh shirt. She walks back to his side, her steps careful, her heart still heavy with concern for him. She holds the shirt out, her hands steady despite the whirlwind of emotions inside her.
"Here." she says softly, her voice warm as she carefully helps him slip into the cozy fabric. His face tightens with the pain, but he doesn't say anything, just grits his teeth as she pulls it over his shoulders.
She brushes a stray strand of hair from his forehead, her fingers lingering on his skin for just a moment.
"Don't push yourself too hard." she says, her voice low but insistent. "Rest. You've been through enough tonight."
Once he lays down again, she adjusts the blanket around him, making sure he is comfortable. She gives him a soft smile, her eyes lingering on his face with affection and worry.
"I'll come back later." she promises. "I'll bring you something to eat. Just rest for now."
Remus nods slightly, his eyes still a little dazed, but a flicker of gratitude passes through them. Nadine gives him one last, reassuring smile before she turns to leave and closes the door behind her with a quiet click.
The night drags on endlessly, restless—Aurors pacing, combing through every shattered glass, every overturned table, every scorch mark across the grass. The smell of burned wood and melted candle wax clings to the air, mixed with iron from blood. Healers rush back and forth, levitating the injured into safer corners, muttering charms, whispering calming words.
It takes hours for the panic to settle. Hours of tension so thick it feels like even the air might snap.
By the time the horizon begins to pale with the first hints of dawn and clear out from the Mark, the night has bled into exhaustion. The guests who are able to stand leave in clusters, whispering anxiously, clutching their children close. Some disapparate immediately, desperate to put distance between themselves and this cursed night. Others remain, shaken but unwilling to abandon their wounded loved ones.
Remus sits at the edge of a low stone wall near the garden, his parents beside him. Hope keeps fussing, brushing blood from his temple with the edge of a cloth, while Lyall talks quietly with James's parents a few feet away. Sirius lingers close, tense but alive, his jaw set.
Finally, when the last reports are delivered, when the Aurors are dismissed to continue searching elsewhere, when the guests are thinned to only stragglers, Father exhales a long, tired breath. He turns to Nadine, places a firm hand at her back, and says, "Come. We're going home."
Nadine, though Father keeps her moving forward, can't help glancing back one last time—at Remus, at the friends she had fought beside, at the wreckage left behind.
Her heart is heavy with fear, stress, and anger all at once. But above it all, a truth burns sharp inside her: this is only the beginning.
She sits in the passenger seat, Father silent beside her as dawn begins to creep over the horizon, painting the sky pale violet. Her body aches with exhaustion, but her mind doesn't let her rest. Images and sounds whirl in her head.
Why a wedding? She thinks, staring out of the window. Why here, why them? What could Frank and Alice have done to deserve this? And why did they take that man—why only him? What is happening to our world? The questions pound in her skull like relentless footsteps, no answers coming.
When they finally pull into the drive of the Crouch estate, her stomach knots even tighter. The lights are all on. Mother is pacing inside the drawing room, still in her night robe, her hair disheveled, eyes red from not sleeping. The moment the door opens, Brownie darts forward, meowing high and frantic, brushing against Nadine's legs as though to scold her for being away so long. Ares and Hades bark wildly at the sight of her, tails thrashing, whining with relief.
Mother gasps and runs forward, pulling Nadine into the fiercest embrace she has ever felt.
"Oh, Merlin, you're home—you're safe, you're here—" she sobs into her daughter's hair, clutching her as though she will vanish again if she lets go. Her hands run over Nadine's back, her hair, her cheeks, her arms, checking, checking, desperate to assure herself that her little girl is truly alive. Tears fall freely down her face as she whispers, "I thought—when they said—I thought I lost you."
Nadine holds her back tightly, her own chest aching at the sound of Mother's voice. She doesn't know what to say, so she just murmurs, "I'm here, Mum, I'm alright, I promise."
Father, meanwhile, isn't softened. He throws off his cloak with a snap, his face still set in stone, fury etched deep into the lines of his mouth. His voice is sharp as steel: "Where is he?" he demands. "Where is Bartemius?"
Mother flinches, still clinging to Nadine, but Father's rage only grows. "That boy! Where is he when his family needs him? When I need him? He is never home! Never here! And now this attack—this madness—and he's nowhere to be found. Always skulking about, doing Merlin knows what!"
Nadine swallows, her heart thudding uncomfortably. She doesn't speak; she doesn't dare.
Father paces, running a hand down his face, muttering curses under his breath. "I will not have my son behaving like this, do you hear me? He will explain himself. He will have to."
The door creaks open just then.
Barty enters, looking as though he has simply been out for a late walk. His expression is calm, collected, almost unnervingly so. He closes the door behind him with perfect composure. For a moment, his gaze flicks to Nadine, sharp and searching, his eyes betraying worry—but then his mask returns.
"You!" Father bellows, striding forward. "Where have you been?"
Barty exhales, rolling his eyes faintly, his tone low but simmering with annoyance. "Out. Studying. With friends. I do have a life, you know."
"A life?" Father roars. "Don't you take that tone with me. Do you know what has happened tonight? Do you know what danger your sister was in? And you—calm as anything, sauntering in here without a care in the world!"
"I didn't know, did I?" Barty snaps back, his calm cracking into fire. "She's alright, isn't she? Besides, I'm allowed to go where I please. I'm not a prisoner in this house, Father!"
"You are my son!" Father thunders, slamming his hand on the arm of a chair. "You will do as you are told. You will respect this family. You will not disappear into the night and leave me wondering if you've disgraced us again."
Barty's jaw tightens, his fists clenching at his sides. "I haven't disgraced anyone! You never believe me. You never trust me. You never see me as anything but a disappointment!"
Father's face reddens. "Because you give me every reason to!"
The air feels suffocating, electric, every word like sparks ready to ignite into flames. Mother staggers slightly, pale, clutching her chest at the shouting, her breaths becoming uneven.
"Mum—" Nadine gasps, quickly sliding an arm around her, guiding her toward the couch. "It's alright, it's alright, sit down—just breathe, Mum, I'm here." She rubs Mother's back, whispering gently, "It's okay. I've got you."
But the shouting continues, heavy and loud and unbearable.
"You will answer me, boy!" Father growls. "Where do you go every day? Who are these friends you're so desperate to see? What are you hiding?"
Barty glares at him, his voice cold, sharp, and seething. "My life is none of your business. I'm nineteen, I can do what I like. I don't owe you anything."
"Don't you dare—!" Father begins, but Barty cuts him off, his fury breaking loose.
"You don't care about me! You never have! All you care about is your precious Ministry, your rules, your bloody reputation. I could drop dead tomorrow, and you'd still be writing your speeches!"
Silence falls for a beat, sharp and heavy as a guillotine.
Nadine holds Mother tighter, her stomach twisting in pain. Father looks ready to strike with words that would cut deeper than any curse—but before he can, Barty shakes his head, his face set in cold defiance.
"I don't have to stand here and take this." he spits. Then, without another word, he turns sharply and storms out of the house, the slam of the door rattling the frame.
The sound echoes through the home like thunder, leaving only silence—tense, suffocating, broken only by Mother's soft sobs as she leans against Nadine's shoulder.
Father storms across the sitting room, his robes swishing angrily with each movement, muttering half-formed threats under his breath. His hands shake as he rakes them through his thinning hair, pacing with such force that the wooden floorboards creak.
His face is crimson with fury, and the vein in his temple pulses as though it will burst. Nadine stands still, one hand steady at the small of Mother's back, the other holding a glass of water that trembles slightly in her grip.
Mother is pale, her hands pressed against her stomach as if holding herself together. Her breathing is shallow, her lips quivering as though words want to come out but can't. Brownie has leapt onto the armchair, meowing with an almost human distress, while Ares and Hades bark sharply, pacing in circles as though sensing the storm in the house. Nadine hushes them softly, her voice tender, even though her chest is tight with panic. She presses the cool rim of the glass to Mother's lips and whispers, "Sip, Mum, just sip." guiding her as gently as if she was made of porcelain.
Father stops abruptly in front of them, pointing a trembling finger toward Nadine as though his fury can find no other outlet. His voice bellows through the room:
"No more weddings! No more outings! Nothing until this is settled!" His words shake the very air, rattling in Nadine's chest. "Do you understand me? I will not have my family paraded in front of danger again—not until I have answers! Not until I deal with that boy!" He spits out with venom. His eyes blaze with something beyond anger: exhaustion, bitterness, the crushing weight of responsibility that coils around his shoulders like chains.
"I have enough on my back." he thunders, pacing again. "The Ministry, the chaos, those cursed attacks—and then to come home to this? A son who vanishes day and night, and a daughter caught in the middle of battles she should never have seen! I will not—cannot—let this go on!" His voice cracks, not with weakness, but with the overwhelming strain of a man at the edge of himself.
Nadine wants to say something, to calm him, but her throat feels raw. She sees Mother tremble harder at his words, tears streaming down her cheeks silently as she clutches at Nadine's arm. Father notices, and his fury softens only for a heartbeat. But he is too far gone, too consumed, to linger on it. With a final growl, he shouts, "Enough! I'm finished for tonight." before storming out of the sitting room. His heavy steps echo up the staircase until a door upstairs slams shut with such force that the house itself seems to flinch.
The silence that follows is jagged. Mother sobs quietly, almost ashamed of her tears, whispering brokenly, "I can't—my heart—" Nadine immediately takes her arm, her touch steady despite her own shaking hands. "Come on, Mum." she whispers, leading her slowly toward the staircase. She half-supports, half-carries her to the bedroom, guiding her down gently onto the bed. She pulls the covers up to Mother's chin, brushing her damp hair back from her face, her fingers tender as she hums nonsense words, the way she did as a little girl when she wanted to soothe her.
Mother's eyes close slowly, her breathing uneven but calming under Nadine's gentle touch. Nadine presses a kiss to her temple and whispers, "Rest. I'll stay close."
When at last Mother drifts into uneasy sleep, Nadine leaves the room, closing the door as quietly as possible. She makes her way to her own bedroom, though the thought of sleep feels foreign. She doesn't undress, doesn't even slip under the covers. She sits at the edge of her bed, the window cracked open to let in the faint chill of early dawn.
Her eyes stare out at the pale horizon, where the first strokes of light creep across the sky. She sits motionless, knees pulled to her chest, her chin resting on them. Her hands, still faintly smelling of healing salves and smoke, tremble in her lap. She presses them together as if praying, though no prayer comes. The house is quiet now.
Nadine doesn't move. She watches the sun rise higher, the light spilling into her room, painting her tired face in gold. She hasn't slept, but she doesn't feel the need. She only sits, staring, heart heavy with fear, her soul caught between fury, grief, and a quiet determination she doesn't yet understand.
Chapter Text
The day after dawns gray, the kind of morning where mist curls low over the cobblestones of Spinner's End, clinging to the narrow streets like it doesn't want to let go. Inside the Prince house, the scent of warm bread and frying eggs drifts through the rooms. Eileen, in her worn but tidy apron, moves briskly about the small kitchen, setting plates on the scarred wooden table.
"Phina! Sevvy!" she calls, her voice carrying up the crooked stairs. "Breakfast is ready. Come down before it goes cold."
Seraphina is the first to appear, her hair loose around her shoulders, eyes still heavy with sleep. Severus follows moments later, buttoned and neat, and slides silently into his chair, arms folding until his mother gives him a look—one eyebrow raised, daring him to test her—and then he reluctantly reaches for the bread.
Eileen sets the teapot down in the center of the table, her movements unhurried, graceful in their domestic rhythm. "So," she begins casually, glancing between her children as she smooths the napkin across her lap, "the new semester starts in just a few days. Hogwarts always seems to come around faster than one expects. You'll both be busy again—classes, exams, late nights in the library... and of course, Quidditch, if I'm not mistaken?"
Seraphina nods, absently breaking a piece of toast. "Yes, it'll be full, as always."
Her mother hums as though that answer is expected, then spoons a little sugar into her tea. Her tone remains light, but there's a glint of curiosity in her eyes. "Mm. And speaking of full schedules... your evenings here have been rather full of parchment lately, haven't they, my dear?"
Seraphina frowns, caught off guard. "Parchment?"
"Yes." Eileen's lips curve knowingly as she stirs her tea. "I can't help but wonder—who is it that inspires such effort?"
For a moment, Seraphina only blinks at her mother, startled and confused by the accuracy of the observation. Her fork hovers halfway to her mouth before she slowly lowers it back to her plate. A faint flush rises in her cheeks as she stammers, "It's—it's nothing, Mum. Just schoolwork."
"Schoolwork?" Eileen's smile turns just a touch sly. "Schoolwork that makes you smile while you write it, then?"
Seraphina stills. Her gaze flicks instinctively across the table. Severus is watching her, eyes unreadable at first, but then—subtly, deliberately—he smirks. The realization dawns instantly. She shakes her head slowly, almost imperceptibly, as if to say 'you didn't.' His only reply is the faintest lift of his eyebrow, that infuriating, silent satisfaction.
"Mum," Seraphina blurts, forcing her eyes back to her plate, "I really don't know what you mean."
Eileen leans back in her chair, clearly unconvinced but unwilling to press. Her tone softens, affectionate. "You don't have to tell me now. But you can, whenever you like." She reaches across the table, brushing her daughter's hand lightly. "I only hope whoever it is knows how lucky they are to hold your attention."
Seraphina swallows hard, warmth flooding her chest, and manages only a quiet, "Thank you, Mum."
Then, mercifully, Eileen lets the matter drop, turning back to her breakfast. The scrape of talons against glass interrupts them. Their owl swoops down through the open window, feathers scattering in the air, and drops a folded copy of the Daily Prophet onto the table before hopping to the back of a chair.
Eileen reaches for the newspaper, smoothing it open as she takes a sip of tea. She barely gets two lines into the front page before the blood drains from her face. Her teacup clatters against the saucer.
"Oh... oh dear Merlin." Her hand trembles as her eyes scan rapidly down the column. "No... how horrible. What monsters would..."
"What is it?" Seraphina demands, instantly alert, leaning across the table.
Eileen doesn't answer right away, her lips pressed tight, her eyes darting in horror. She finally lays the Prophet flat, the headline sprawling across the front in bold black ink:
TERROR AT THE WEDDING — MASKED ASSAILANTS STRIKE
Seraphina's breath catches as her eyes devour the words.
Four masked figures in dark robes attacked the wedding celebration of Auror Frank Longbottom and Alice Fortescue late last night in Devon. The festive evening descended into chaos as guests were forced to flee or defend themselves. Witnesses describe the assailants as ruthless, hexing indiscriminately, smashing property, and causing injury to dozens of attendees. Several wizards remain hospitalized at St. Mungo's for spell damage and curses inflicted during the attack.
Her hands grip the edge of the paper as her heart pounds. "Nadine was there." she whispers, horrified. "She was there..."
Eileen presses her lips together, her voice low. "They... they say the attackers wore masks. That no one could identify them. And—" Her eyes flicker to the next paragraph, and she inhales sharply. "A mark appeared in the sky."
The words seem to drop like stones in the small kitchen.
A green skull with a serpent emerging from its mouth, was seen glowing above the countryside, marking the attackers' departure. An Auror by the name of Caradoc Dearborn was reportedly taken by the masked group and has not been recovered at the time of publication.
Seraphina feels sick, the blood draining from her face. She pushes back from the table, half-rising. "Nadine—she was there, she told me about that wedding—what if—"
"Seraphina." Severus's voice cuts cleanly through her panic, firm and grounding. He remains seated, his hands folded neatly in front of him, eyes fixed on her. "If something had happened to her, it would be in the paper. They would name her."
She hesitates, trembling, her breath coming too fast. "But—"
"Panicking won't change it." He tilts his head slightly, measured and logical. "If you need to be certain, then call her."
Seraphina looks at him, then at her mother, who is pale and shaken, still clutching the paper. She swallows hard, nods once, and runs to the corner where the phone sits. She dials with trembling fingers, and the ring buzzes in her ears, every second a razor cutting her nerves thinner and thinner.
Severus stays seated, silent, but his knuckles whiten around the handle of his teacup. His expression is carefully blank, but his eyes flick to Seraphina as she presses the phone tight against her ear. He listens, every muscle taut, though he will never admit he cares to know the answer.
Eileen wipes at her eyes, whispering, "Those poor families... what is happening to our world..." She shakes her head, horrified.
Seraphina closes her eyes tightly, praying that Nadine will pick up.
The Black household is unnervingly quiet in the morning, save for the soft crackle of the fire in the ornate hearth and the occasional scrape of silver cutlery on china. The long mahogany dining table gleams under the dim chandelier light, polished so thoroughly that it reflects the faces of those who sit around it. Kreacher shuffles back and forth from the sideboard, his mutterings under his breath blending with the clink of porcelain cups as he pours tea.
Cassiopeia sits upright at the table, still groggy from sleep but alert the moment she catches sight of the folded Daily Prophet in her father's hands. Orion sits at the head, his posture stern, every movement deliberate as he unfolds the paper with a faint rustle. His cold eyes scan the print while his other hand idly stirs sugar into his coffee. Walburga sits across from him, lips pressed tight in disapproval at nothing in particular, her sharp gaze occasionally darting toward her children.
Cassiopeia toys with her fork, pushing at the eggs on her plate, when her eyes flicker to the bold, black headline that sprawls across the front page. Her stomach twists. She leans forward subtly, as though adjusting her plate, just enough to glimpse the article. Her chest constricts at once—Nadine. She remembers Nadine telling her about the wedding invitation, her excitement, her plans.
Her father clicks his tongue. "The Ministry continues to falter. Always reacting, never preventing." His voice is low, clipped, disdain bleeding through every syllable. "Pitiful. If wizards insist on consorting with filth, they can hardly be surprised when consequences follow."
Cassiopeia stiffens, lowering her gaze quickly. She feels Walburga's eyes on her, sharp and watchful, and forces herself to cut into her toast. The smell of butter turns her stomach. She doesn't trust herself to speak—her parents are hardly welcoming of her friendship with Nadine.
Across the table, Regulus sits composed, almost detached, sipping his tea in silence. His eyes glance once at his sister, unreadable, then return to his cup.
Cassiopeia rushes through the rest of her breakfast, barely tasting a bite. The moment propriety allows, she pushes back her chair, murmurs something about her studies, and disappears swiftly up the staircase.
Her room is a sanctuary compared to the heavy, suffocating atmosphere downstairs. She closes the door quietly and leans against it, breathing fast. She needs to see her. To hear her voice, to make certain she is safe. Their parents would never approve of her running off to check on Nadine.
She paces once, then sits at her desk, pulling a scrap of parchment toward her. A quill hovers, ink dripping at the edge. Words form quickly: Are you safe? Write back immediately. She bites her lip, folds the parchment sharply, and grips her wand. She knows owls would be too slow, and too obvious. Instead, she flicks her wand with precision, murmuring a spell she perfected for situations like this. The folded parchment glows faintly, compresses into a sharp dart of light, and vanishes through the air—disappearing in a crack of magic to find Nadine wherever she is.
The relief is brief. A soft knock sounds against her door, and Regulus slips inside before she can hide her frantic expression. He closes the door behind him, calm, composed as always, his gaze sharp.
"You're planning something foolish." he says flatly.
Cassiopeia glares. "She could have been there. She could be hurt."
"She's not." He leans against her desk, folding his arms, voice maddeningly assured. "I already know she's fine. Barty wrote me last night."
Her jaw tightens, eyes flashing. "Of course he did." The bitterness in her tone surprises even her. She turns away, muttering, "That doesn't make me feel any better."
Regulus studies her for a moment, then sighs. "Cass, if anything had happened to her, you'd know by now. There'd be a name, an announcement. The Prophet loves to prey on blood." His words are cool, logical, but there is something careful in the way he watches her, as though weighing how much to reveal.
Cassiopeia scoffs, brushing past him to pace the room. "You circle around things like a snake, Reg. You never say what you actually mean."
"That's because I know when silence is safer." His voice dips lower, suddenly edged, before he straightens and makes for the door. "Trust me on this. She's alive. Leave it at that."
He is gone before she can press him further.
Cassiopeia stands in her room, fists clenched, her chest aching with frustration. His reassurances feel hollow, evasive, yet his calm certainty lingers in her mind. Still, her note is gone, already on its way to Nadine—and she will not rest until she knows for herself.
Nadine sits curled up on the cushioned window seat in her room, her forehead pressed lightly against the cold glass. Outside, the gardens are pale and quiet in the early light, but the stillness feels suffocating rather than peaceful. Her eyes are heavy, but she hasn't slept at all—every time she closed them, the flash of green, the screams, the smoke replayed vividly. Breakfast came and went without her; Winky knocked on her door, tray in hand, but she sent her away.
Father had already left for the Ministry before dawn, his footsteps brisk and determined, voice cold as he gave brief instructions to Mother about correspondence. Mother now moves somewhere below, her presence felt in the faint creak of the stairs and the soft hum of tidying spells. Nadine listens to the house breathe, to the silence of Barty's closed door down. He hasn't come out either. She doesn't want to think about what his silence means.
Brownie stretches at the foot of her bed, blinking up at her. The phone suddenly rings, its sound sharp in the still morning. Brownie meows loudly in protest, tail flicking. Nadine startles, heart thudding, and crosses quickly to grab it. She lifts it to her ear, her voice hushed, fragile.
"Hello?"
"Nadine—" Seraphina exhales in sharp relief, her voice rushing through the speaker. "Oh, thank Merlin. Are you alright? What happened? Where are you now?"
Nadine closes her eyes, sinking down onto the edge of her bed. "I'm home. I'm fine. Thank you for asking." Her voice cracks faintly at the end, but she swallows it down.
"I saw it in the Daily Prophet." Seraphina says, words stumbling over one another in her urgency. "The attack—Merlin, Nadine, can we see each other? Please?"
Nadine hesitates. Her fingers press tight against the phone, but just then, a faint shimmer of light blinks into her room, and a small folded note appears mid-air. It flutters into her lap. She opens it quickly, recognizing Cassiopeia's sharp, familiar scrawl.
A soft, sad smile pulls at Nadine's lips. She answers Seraphina quietly, "I can't leave the house. Father won't allow it. But you can come by Floo if you want. Cass just sent me a note—I'll tell her to come too, if she can."
"Alright." Seraphina's relief is audible. "I'll be there soon." The line clicks as she hangs up, decisive, and lowers the phone, shoulders sagging with the release of fear she hadn't even realized she was holding. When she turns, Severus is seated at the table, the Daily Prophet folded neatly before him. His eyes rest on her, unreadable, though there is something tense in the way his fingers tap once against the wood.
She fumbles, grabbing her bag and cloak, moving quickly toward the stairs. His gaze follows her movements, sharp, calculating.
Eileen enters just then, wiping her hands on a dish towel. "Is everything alright?" she asks, her voice touched with concern, her gaze sliding between her daughter and son.
Seraphina nods quickly, forcing a smile. "Yeah. I just—I need to go to my apartment. And then to see Nadine."
Eileen's brow creases slightly, but she only says, "Mhm. Alright. Be careful, darling."
Seraphina nods again, clutching her bag tighter. Severus doesn't move, doesn't speak, but his eyes remain fixed on her as she hurries.
Nadine lets out a long, shaky sigh, the kind that feels as though it empties her bones. Her head aches, heavy, her eyes burning. She rubs her temples before pulling parchment toward her, quill trembling faintly in her fingers. The ink blots slightly at the start, but she steadies herself and writes in neat strokes:
I'm fine. I can't leave, but come if you can.
She stares at the words for a moment, almost adding more, almost explaining—but no, Cassiopeia will understand. With a quick flick of her wand, the note folds itself, glows faintly, and vanishes into thin air, carried by the spell to its destination.
Nadine sets her wand down and forces herself to her feet. Her body feels sluggish, but she moves to the bathroom, the sound of running water filling the silence as she showers. The steam clings to her skin, grounding her, though her thoughts refuse to still. When she finally changes into fresh clothes—simple trousers and a soft jumper—she feels marginally steadier, though the exhaustion and dread still cling like shadows.
Her steps slow as she crosses the corridor to Barty's room. She hesitates before the door, hand hovering just above the wood. For a long moment she just stands there, listening. Nothing.
Finally, she lifts her knuckles and knocks, gently at first. "Tem?" Her voice is soft, breaking slightly. "Are you there? Can we talk? Are you okay?"
Silence.
She swallows hard, presses her palm to the door. "I'm sorry for being quiet last night." she whispers. "I was just—shocked. And afraid." Her throat burns, tears threatening to spill. "Why don't you want to see me? I need you."
No reply.
Her chest twists painfully. She slides down the door, her back against the wood, and curls into herself, pressing her knees to her chest. Her voice comes out small, desperate. "Look... this was terrifying. I don't know who they are, or why they came, but I want us to be close. I want us to be safe. Let's talk. If it's because of what Father said, we'll deal with it."
But the silence presses back. She knows he is inside—she hears the faint creak of the floorboards, the shifting of weight—but he doesn't answer. He doesn't open the door.
Nadine buries her face against her knees, torn between anger and grief, the tears finally slipping hot down her cheeks. She feels as though she is speaking into a void, calling for her brother but losing him to some invisible distance she can't close.
Then—
The sharp crackle of fire echoes faintly from downstairs—louder than usual, sharp and irregular, as though the flames themselves are restless. Nadine stiffens, wiping her eyes quickly. Mother's voice drifts up the stairwell, warm and careful, but beneath it... a tightness.
"Seraphina, dear. Is everything alright?"
Nadine's breath catches.
"Good morning, Mrs. Crouch." Seraphina replies, her voice steady but carrying a subtle urgency. Downstairs, something clinks—a teacup? "I just want to see Nadine."
"Of course." Mother's tone softens, but only at the edges. "She's in her room. Go on."
Nadine hears soft footsteps in the corridor below—Mother's? They are uneven and unsteady. There is a faint, muffled cough, like she is trying to hide it. Then a light pop as Winky rushes to clean something spilled, muttering anxiously under her breath.
The house feels... off. The air colder than it should be. The atmosphere stretched thin, like something fragile has been trembling since last night.
Nadine scrambles to her feet, brushing at her damp cheeks, trying to look composed despite the knot in her throat. Her heart thunders as footsteps approach the stairs—familiar, steady, sure. And then—
Seraphina is there, rounding the corner, her expression flooding with relief the moment their eyes meet.
They don't speak at first. They don't need to.
Seraphina crosses the hall quickly, and Nadine steps forward so fast it is almost a stumble before she throws her arms around her. They cling to each other tightly, holding on as if anchoring one another. Nadine squeezes her eyes shut, pressing her face into Seraphina's shoulder, breathing in her friend's familiar, grounding scent.
"You're here." Nadine whispers, voice breaking.
"I'm here." Seraphina murmurs, arms tightening protectively. "You're safe. That's all that matters."
Downstairs, another clatter makes Nadine flinch—Winky yelps softly, Mother murmurs something weak, and her voice hushes them with a fragile thread of patience. Seraphina holds her a little closer for a moment, as if shielding her from the sound.
Nadine slowly pulls back, her hands lingering on Seraphina's arms before she lifts them to gently cup her face. Her thumbs brush tenderly along Seraphina's cheeks, reassuring herself that she is real, that she is here, that she isn't another thing that can slip away.
"Thank you for coming." she whispers, voice rough. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I was just... processing. I didn't know how."
Seraphina's expression softens further, her hands lifting to Nadine's wrists. "You don't have to apologize." she says firmly but gently. "You've been through something awful. I'm just glad you answered. You don't have to carry it alone."
Nadine's chest loosens but it is enough to breathe again.
Before she can reply, another whoosh of flames erupts downstairs—louder this time, sharp and impatient. Both girls freeze for a moment, watching the faint green light flicker under Nadine's door. Then Cassiopeia's bright, familiar voice drifts upward:
"Good morning, Mrs. Crouch." she says politely—but Nadine hears the urgency beneath her charm. The same urgency Seraphina carried.
Winky squeaks in distress again—cleaning more than dust now—and Mother coughs once, low and shaky.
Seraphina meets Nadine's eyes.
There is the sound of quick footsteps—Cassiopeia isn't waiting for further invitation. Nadine straightens slightly just as she comes rushing down the corridor, her long hair bouncing against her shoulders. Cassiopeia is dressed in her ballet practice clothes, a sleek leotard beneath a soft wrap sweater with her dance bag slung over her shoulder. Her eyes widen when she sees Nadine standing there, pale but unharmed.
"Oh, thank Salazar. I barely slipped away from Mother—but luckily I have practice today, so I used that as an excuse." Cassiopeia all but throws herself at her, hugging Nadine tightly, then pulling Seraphina into it too, clutching both of them in a fierce embrace. She pulls back only enough to scan Nadine's face and arms, her voice urgent. "You're not hurt, are you? They didn't—"
"No," Nadine interrupts softly, shaking her head. "I'm not hurt."
Cassiopeia exhales in relief, though her brows are still drawn tight with worry.
"Come." Nadine says quietly, gesturing toward her door. She leads them both inside, closing it carefully behind them as though shutting the rest of the world away.
At once, Brownie bounds up from her nest by the window, meowing insistently. The little cat weaves between Seraphina and Cassiopeia's legs, rubbing against them, her tail curling in greeting. Seraphina bends slightly, smiling faintly as she strokes Brownie's back, while Cassiopeia lets out a soft chuckle, scratching under the cat's chin.
They all make their way to Nadine's bed. The quilt is slightly rumpled, but she gestures for them to sit. Seraphina settles on the left, Cassiopeia on the right, and Brownie promptly hops up between them, curling herself against Seraphina's hip.
Nadine lowers herself opposite them, folding her legs beneath her, sitting cross-legged on the mattress. She presses her palms against her knees, closing her eyes for a brief moment to gather herself. A long breath leaves her lips, shaky but determined.
When she opens her eyes again, both Seraphina and Cassiopeia are watching her intently, silent and patient, ready to listen.
Nadine swallows and begins, her voice low but steady. "It happened so quickly. I don't even remember the exact moment I realized what was going on. One second, everything was quiet, and then—" She draws in another breath, trembling. "They were there."
Her hands clench lightly into fists on her knees as she speaks, the memories coming back in fragments, like broken glass glinting too sharply to hold. "Spells everywhere. Shadows moving. And their voices—" Her throat tightens, but she forces herself to continue. "They left as suddenly as they came."
Cassiopeia's hands twist in her lap, her eyes dark with fury. Seraphina leans forward slightly, every line of her posture protective, ready to catch Nadine if she falters.
Nadine's breath hitches, but she presses on, needing them to know. "I don't know why. I don't know what they wanted. But it felt like... a warning. Something worse will definitely happen."
The silence after her words is heavy, filled only with the sound of Brownie's faint purring, as though the little cat is trying to soothe what no words can touch.
Seraphina is the first to break the quiet. Her voice is steady but hushed, as if she doesn't want it to carry too far in the house. "Did your father say anything?" she asks carefully, watching Nadine's face. "Could they be... related to the other attacks? The disappearances?"
Nadine presses her lips together, looking down at her hands before slowly lifting her eyes. "I don't know." she admits. "He left early this morning for the Ministry. He didn't tell me much. But... there could be a chance." Her words hang in the air, uncertain, almost fearful.
Cassiopeia sighs, adjusting her wrap sweater over her leotard, and leans back against Nadine's desk chair. "Probably." she says with a hint of bitterness. "Father said the Ministry is struggling to find out who they are. And you know what that means—" she lowers her voice, her eyes narrowing, "—that they know more than they'll admit, but they're not close to stopping it."
Nadine is quiet for a long moment, her brow furrowed in thought. She takes in a slow breath, as though she is battling with herself whether to speak or not. Finally, she whispers, "Could this be... what Dora saw?"
The room chills instantly at the name. Seraphina and Cassiopeia both glance at Nadine sharply, and the memory of Pandora's strange, prophetic words resurfaces between them like a ghost they had all tried to ignore. A hush follows, heavy and tense.
"It's... similar." Seraphina admits at last, her voice uneasy. "The way she described it." She rubs her hands together nervously. "But we can't know for certain."
Cassiopeia shakes her head firmly, though there is a flicker of fear in her eyes. "No. I don't like thinking that what she said could come true. But—" she pauses, pursing her lips, "—it's too close to dismiss. We should at least consider it."
They fall into theorizing, trading hushed thoughts, trying to make sense of the masked figures and the sudden strike. Their words tumble into half-formed possibilities: perhaps old pure-blood extremists, perhaps something darker and more organized. None of it feels certain.
Nadine shakes her head. "Father and Tem argued badly when we returned. It was terrible. He hasn't left his room since, and he won't talk to anyone. Not even me." Her voice trembles slightly, and she swallows hard.
Cassiopeia exhales, her frustration clear. "Of course." she mutters. "Instead of comforting you, instead of standing by you—he's sulking like a child. Being an arsehole when you need him." She rises suddenly, brushing invisible creases from her ballet wrap and setting her dance bag aside. "I'll try, but I doubt it will do much."
Nadine blinks at her. "Cass..."
But Cassiopeia is already striding to the door, determination flashing in her eyes. "I'm not leaving him to wallow. If he won't talk to you, maybe he'll talk to me. Or at least stop hiding like a coward." With that, she slips out, her steps brisk down the hall toward Barty's closed door.
The room falls quiet again, leaving Nadine and Seraphina together. Seraphina shifts closer and takes Nadine's hand, squeezing it gently. "We should send letters." she says softly. "To the others. To make sure everyone's alright. No one was hurt except that kidnapped Auror, right?"
Nadine's eyes soften, though they still glimmer with worry. "Remus was hurt... badly. But I healed him. He's stable now. His parents probably took him to St. Mungo's."
Seraphina nods, relief washing over her features. "Then we need to check on everyone else. Bill, Remus, Marlene, Phoebe, the Longbottoms, the Prewetts..." She pauses before adding more firmly, "Even James and Sirius. Everyone who was there."
Nadine pushes herself off the bed with a weary sigh and walks to her desk, where parchment and quills lie scattered. She pulls out a stack, the ink bottle trembling slightly as she uncaps it. Seraphina joins her, both of them leaning over the desk as they begin to write—each letter careful but urgent.
Nadine's owl hoots softly from its perch, feathers ruffling as though it senses the urgency of its task. One by one, they tie the letters to its leg, whispering quiet wishes for them to reach quickly. The owl takes off into the open sky beyond Nadine's window, wings cutting against the pale daylight.
Nadine remains standing at the desk, fingers still resting on the cool wood as her gaze follows the owl until it disappears. Her heart twists, torn between fear and hope.
Seraphina watches her closely, her voice gentle. "We'll know soon. They'll answer. We'll make sure of it."
Nadine nods slowly, though her eyes are shadowed with unease. Cassiopeia storms back into Nadine's room, her expression sharp with irritation. She throws her arms up and says, breathless with frustration, "He didn't answer either. I knocked, I called, and when he kept silent, I opened the door—" her jaw clenches, "—and he wasn't even there."
Nadine freezes, brows furrowing as a pang of dread coils in her chest. She moves quickly from the bed, pacing toward the door as if she might march down the hall herself. "Where is he going all the time?" she mutters, voice low but heavy with worry. "Father will be pissed if he finds out. Merlin— I just can't deal with this anymore."
Her voice cracks slightly, the exhaustion from the night before finally spilling through. She presses her hand to her forehead, trying to steady herself.
Before either Seraphina or Cassiopeia can respond, the sound of wings flutters at the window. A tawny owl sweeps into the room gracefully, a folded parchment tied neatly to its leg. Brownie perks up with a sharp meow and leaps down from the bed to investigate.
Nadine steps forward and unfastens the letter with trembling fingers. The seal is familiar. She exhales shakily as she reads Pandora's careful, concerned script: checking in on her, asking if she is safe, if she needs anything.
Her chest warms with gratitude even in the middle of her unease. She moves back to the desk and quickly scribbles a reply, her handwriting hurried but sincere: I am fine. Shaken, but fine. Thank you for thinking of me. We'll speak more soon.
She ties the note back to the owl and sends it off with a small stroke of its feathers. The bird takes off into the pale sky, disappearing beyond the trees.
Behind her, Seraphina sighs softly, the sound full of both relief and determination. "We'll stay with you." she says firmly, looking at Nadine with unwavering loyalty. "If you need us, we're here. Day or night."
Nadine turns toward her, her lips parting in a small, grateful smile. Her eyes shimmer with unshed tears, but she nods. "Thank you. I don't know what I'd do without you."
Cassiopeia steps forward too, her expression softening as her earlier irritation melts away. She squeezes Nadine's shoulder gently. "We'll figure this out together. I'll try to reach Bartemius again—one way or another. He can't just disappear on us. And as for the rest—" she lowers her voice, her eyes sharpening, "—we have to find out more. About the attacks. About who they are. We can't just sit blind. When we're back at Hogwarts, we'll stay close. Always."
Seraphina nods in agreement, her hand brushing Nadine's arm in comfort. Brownie curls up against Nadine's leg, purring steadily, as if adding her own small vow of support.
Chapter Text
The Rosier manor hums quietly beneath the soft blue morning light filtering through gauzy curtains. As always, pale blue dominates the décor—silks, ribbons, and porcelain finishes reflecting the family's lineage and impeccable taste. Evan and Pandora descend the grand staircase together, identical in appearance yet impossibly different in disposition. Their hair catches the light with the same silvery sheen, their pale eyes mirror each other's glacial calm, and both move with grace only old wizarding blood can produce.
In the dining room, Evan reaches immediately for his black coffee—one sugar, no milk—while Pandora pours herself lavender tea into a porcelain cup edged in soft blue. Their suitcases sit by the door, charmed to weigh nothing, and each carries a warm sweet bagel wrapped in parchment. Evan wears a crisp pale-blue collared shirt tucked neatly into charcoal trousers, sleeves slightly rolled slightly to reveal elegant wrists—no more—and the faintest trace of ink from last night's notes. Pandora opts for a flowing pale-blue blouse tucked into a pleated skirt, her hair braided loosely over her shoulder, a few wisps framing her serene face.
They sit across from each other, eating in near-silence. Yet beneath Evan's composed exterior lingers the memory of the recent attack. His mind drifts to the chaos, to the masks, to the very real slip in control that should never have happened this early. His fingers tighten around his mug though his expression doesn't shift. Pandora, stirring her tea slowly, senses it too. She hums as her thoughts linger on her visions, which have been flickering in and out for days—broken, disjointed—but she says nothing. Their silence isn't cold; it is mutual understanding.
Pandora sits still, her eyes unfocused, staring at something far beyond the dining room's soft light. She hasn't made proper eye contact in days.
"Frère...?" She murmurs, voice distant, almost weightless. (Brother?)
Evan looks up immediately. He notices the dissociation, the way she drifts away from the room entirely. He always does. He knows she feels something approaching—Seers often do. And no, he hasn't revealed the Dark Mark on his arm; there has been no moment, no breath of safety in the chaos of recent weeks. That, and the constant worry over her safety if he does.
In truth, Evan has never been entirely certain where Pandora stands on these matters, but he knows her well enough to be sure of one thing: her gentle soul would never align with anything the Dark Lord does.
"Oui, sœur?" (Yes, sister?)
Her fingers hover over her teacup, no longer feeling its warmth. "J'ai l'impression que quelque chose d'horrible arrive..." She whispers. The words fall heavy, trembling. (I feel like something horrible is coming...)
Evan watches her quietly for a long breath. He feels it too—like a storm brewing beneath his ribs. "Pandora, the attack already happened." he says softly, trying, though the attempt is hollow.
She shakes her head once, barely. "J'ai ce mauvais pressentiment... que ce n'est pas le dernier." (I have this terrible feeling... that it won't be the last.)
And the room feels colder for it.
He exhales—the kind of breath someone takes when steeling themselves for what is coming. For the first time in days, she actually looks at him. Her vision is still hazy, unfocused at the edges, but concern cuts through it like a thin beam of clarity. No words pass between them; none are needed.
"Dora, nothing bad will happen to you. I promise."
It is enough.
She nods once, small and quiet, and that's all there is.
When they finish, they slip on their outer robes, bagels in hand, and step toward the Floo.
The Crouch estate sits as stiff and suffocating as ever—every surface polished, every breath held beneath the weight of expectation. Nadine stands before the tall mirror in her bedroom, smoothing the front of her smart navy blazer, her hands trembling even as she tries to hide it. These few days haven't softened the memories. The wedding. The screams. The masked figures. The flash of spells she couldn't fully process. The Ministry officials dueling. And Remus—his confession, the scars, the blood, the fear. Then Father's fury afterward, the Ministry swarming their home, interrogations echoing late into the night. Everything replays in hazy, fractured pieces.
Across the hall, Barty stands in drilled, rigid silence as Winky straightens the collar of his pressed dress shirt—dark grey, perfectly ironed. His jaw has been set since the attack, locked in an ongoing war with Father. Whatever obedience once existed in him has transformed into sharp, deliberate rebellion. He belongs to the Dark Lord's world now, Evan's, Regulus's, to Severus's—though Nadine, like Pandora, knows nothing concrete. Still, she feels the shift in him, the danger that clings to him like a shadow.
For days, The Daily Prophet has been plastered with dramatic headlines, moving images looping endlessly across the front page: panicked guests fleeing, flashes of green light, masked figures dissolving into smoke. Entire columns speculate on the Ministry's preparedness—or its failure. And on the second page, tucked between political commentary and witness statements, sits a small section dedicated to Nadine and Barty Jr., questioning whether the Crouch twins were among the harmed, given their ties to the Minister, and nearly everyone present.
They aren't the only names mentioned—not by a long shot—but to Father, that small paragraph with moving images of the twins covering their faces, may as well be the entire paper. He circles it with his silence, with his scrutiny, as though the attack had been engineered solely to stain the Crouch name. It sits hammered to the fireplace with a sticking spell, fixed there like an accusation—a reminder—no, a threat. In his mind, it isn't decoration but discipline, a silent warning meant to keep everyone in the house perfectly in line.
They haven't spoken much since. Barty's avoidance is practiced—expert, even—the kind one would expect from a fugitive rather than a son. The entire family is suspicious, of course, but Father refuses to voice an accusation without undeniable proof. From an innocent standpoint, Barty looks like any other rebellious heir, drifting into the wrong circles. But the attack? If he was involved—if even a whisper of it was true—the consequences for him would be catastrophic. They all know it. No one dares say it aloud anymore.
Nadine has tried—light conversation, difficult conversation, anything—but every attempt dissolves into silence. Even Ares and Hades have shifted, now hovering protectively at Barty's sides, no longer playful, no longer bantering around the house. They guard him like they understand something the humans refuse to admit.
Nadine thinks of Severus—of course she does. How could she not? But she doesn't dare send him a letter, nor does she expect one in return. She hasn't seen him since Seraphina's birthday—not him, not any of the others outside the girls and shattered remnants of the wedding guests. She wonders what he must think of all this, whether he suspects his own friends of involvement. Right now, everyone is a person of interest, especially those with families holding any power in the Ministry.
She knows Barty is tangled in something, though she can't yet grasp the shape of it. And if Barty is involved, then surely Evan is too. And if Evan is, so are Regulus and Severus. And Mulciber. And the rest. The web forms itself whether she wants to acknowledge it or not.
Her thoughts drift—foolishly, innocently—to Severus's summer. Whether he had any peace at all, whether he managed to rest even for a moment after everything. But the warmth of those musings collapses quickly, smothered by worry and by the echo of her Father's voice repeating the same suggestion over and over: "Perhaps you should go to France again."
Downstairs, the twins meet in the foyer, both dressed to the standard their parents demand. Nadine wears a polished cream blouse tucked into tailored slacks, her hair tied with a neat ribbon. Barty wears his immaculate grey attire, outer robes folded crisply over his arm. Mother watches them with calculating eyes, offering only the faintest nod of approval.
The past ten days have been a lockdown—literal and emotional. Ministry officials guard the perimeter. Father walks the halls with tight-lipped rage. No visitors allowed—unless explicitly announced, privately, escorted by security. And the twins—both shaken, both simmering—have been trapped together under relentless scrutiny. Every small thing becomes a spark between them. A question from Nadine. A sharp retort from Barty. Silence afterward. Distance that wasn't there before.
This morning, though, neither of them argues. Nadine doesn't have the strength. Barty doesn't have the interest. Together, quietly, they gather their bags, shoulder their monogrammed satchels, and prepare to Apparate under Ministry escort.
Grimmauld Place feels more like a dark cave than usual this morning, its walls humming with old magic, extensive protective spells and sharper expectations. The dark corridors are alive with voices—Orion's low, authoritative murmur rumbling through the drawing room, Walburga's clipped tones slicing through every sentence. The entire house vibrates with whispers about the attacks: inside intel from the Wizengamot, rumors from Ministry contacts, updated reports from distant Black cousins with influence in every department that matters. The Blacks feed on information—they always have—and now they consume it like oxygen.
Regulus and Cassiopeia descend the staircase together, twin silhouettes framed in the dim green glow of the family sconces. Cassiopeia straightens her dark emerald blouse, her curls pinned back with a silver clasp; Regulus adjusts the cuffs of his dark coat, hair falling slightly over his eyes.
While waiting, Cassiopeia's thoughts return to Barty once more, and they are nowhere near as simple as she once imagined they would be. They hadn't even made it far into the relationship before the world began unraveling beneath them. The love is there—undeniably—but the sting of his betrayal in France still sits uneasily in her chest, a bruise she keeps pressing despite herself. And worst of all, it feels as though he is slipping—not just from her grasp, but from his own.
She passes the drawing room and pauses; Walburga is pacing with a rolled Daily Prophet clenched in her fist, its headline flashing an image of fleeing wedding guests. Orion stands near the fireplace, wand tip tracing glowing lines over a map of the estate, marking potential weak points. They don't notice the twins—nor would they care to. Their voices rise and fall in controlled fury, each word layered with political strategy and bloodline paranoia. Grimmauld Place always breathes heavily, but today it seems to choke on itself.
Cassiopeia moves on, eyes flicking to her brother. "It's worse today." she whispers.
Regulus simply nods. "It will get worse."
"It's because we're leaving. I heard them—they're doubling, hell, tripling the security. And we're expected to report back to them every week. No exceptions." Cassiopeia nods while explaining. In truth, they don't disagree with the logic, but it only makes her attempts to speak to Barty even more impossible.
Her attempts to communicate with Seraphina and Nadine have been nearly impossible. Every owl, every letter, every whispered attempt is scrutinized. Walburga reads everything that enters or exits the house. Cassiopeia's quillwork has become coded out of necessity: references to books they never bought, flowers they never planted, potions they never brewed. The only way to speak freely is to speak indirectly.
Visits have been limited to twice—both times escorted, both times suffocatingly monitored by her parents. Seraphina came with her on both occasions, the two of them trying to maintain some semblance of normality while the house watched them like prey animals.
"Mother said again last night that I'm not to 'fraternize.'" Cassiopeia mutters bitterly, adjusting the strap of her bag. "Not until the Ministry clears Bartemius's name. As if I care about their approval."
Regulus gives a subtle twitch of his jaw. "You knew this would happen when they learned." he says. Not unkindly—just honest.
"She asked if I was 'consorting.' Consorting." She huffs, crossing her arms. "As if I'd be foolish enough to cause a scandal under their roof."
"You would." Regulus says, dry as parchment. "You did."
She glares. "Not intentionally."
He doesn't smile, but the corner of his mouth twitches.
Cassiopeia exhales, the tension in her chest refusing to loosen. "Nadine's shaken. And Phina—Merlin, Phina's barely been allowed to breathe freely. Their families are locking them down and mine's acting like I am about to bring disgrace upon the entire bloodline."
"Your timing was unfortunate." Regulus replies, smoothing a crease from his sleeve. "And our parents thrive on paranoia. They always have. Use it to your advantage. And please, pull yourself together."
Cassiopeia glances back toward the drawing room where Walburga's voice rises sharper, angrier. "I just... I need to talk to them normally again. Without codes. Without supervision." Her voice softens. "Without feeling like I'm doing something wrong."
Regulus stands a little straighter, slipping on his outer robes with precision. "Then keep your head down." he says quietly. "Just until today is over. Hogwarts will loosen the chain."
She sighs, but nods. "Fine."
As they move toward the Floo, Walburga's voice cuts through the corridor like a whip:
"Regulus! Cassiopeia! Do not embarrass this family today."
Cassiopeia winces; Regulus doesn't flinch. The twins exchange a charged look—half frustration, half resigned solidarity.
"You are to present a united front. Shoulders straight, chin up. Enemies are watching." Orion's low voice thunders in the hallway.
And then, without further word, the Blacks step into the green flame—two elegant silhouettes swallowed by emerald light.
Spinner's End is colder than it should be for early September, a draft slipping through the thin windows and settling into the floorboards. Seraphina stands by the coat rack, pulling on her long black coat. Underneath, she wears a black long skirt and a fitted black long-sleeve sweater, every layer chosen for warmth, a smart look and the quiet sharpness her style has earned her. Her hair is mostly loose, with one braid falling down the middle of her hair. Severus, at her side, wears his usual black trousers and a dark jacket that conceals the dark blue sweater he has underneath.
The kitchen smells faintly of cinnamon waffles, toast and Eileen's lavender soap. Their mother moves between them with a gentle fussiness—straightening Severus's collar, brushing a thread from Seraphina's coat, pushing another slice of toast toward them as if food could ward off the dangers she can't name. She is tired, worried, though she masks it in the same practiced way both her children do.
Severus barely touches his food. He has been restless for days. Seraphina sees it—feels it—though he refuses to give voice to anything real. There is a darkness moving beneath his ribs, one he shields with a cold exterior she can't quite crack. And she knows. She knows something is happening. Something he is involved in. Something dangerous. Something he won't admit even under Eileen's pleading or her own pressing.
Her attempts to visit Nadine a third time prove futile, every effort shut down before it even begins. And she absolutely refuses to risk showing up at the Black residence unannounced—no matter how badly she wants to. Still, the three of them manage just enough contact to confirm they are all safe, exchanging coded letters and brief, carefully monitored acknowledgments.
Eileen, sensing the tension creeping through every corner of their lives, wraps both the house and the apartment in layers of sophisticated protection spells. Seraphina even institutes passwords at every entrance.
Thoughts of Regulus linger in her mind, striking her heart with a strange mixture of warmth, worry, and a hint of shame. His gift left an impression far deeper than she would ever admit, tucked safely in her bag, kept close. She doesn't wear it—no, that would only complicate things—but she feels its presence all the same. She thinks of the night of her birthday, replaying every moment, every glance, wondering what he makes of all this now. But eventually, she forces those thoughts back into silence, letting them rest—for now.
Everyone in the Prince–Snape household ended up memorizing the lines from The Daily Prophet, reciting its details again and again in tense, looping conversations. Eileen studies Nadine's motion-picture section quietly, her expression unreadable. Out of respect—perhaps even protectiveness—she eventually casts a spell to freeze the image, halting its movement. At the very least, she can stop the shameful, frantic chase captured by the Prophet's photographers, even if only within the confines of their paper.
"Just... be careful around the Crouches and Blacks." Severus mutters, not looking up from the table. "And Lupin. And Rosier. And Weasley. And the Slytherins this year—don't trust anyone. Not entirely."
Seraphina gives him a long, unimpressed stare. "You've said that five times this morning alone."
"It wasn't enough."
"It's the majority of our friends. If you remember, some of them were at the wedding." she sighs, shaking her head. She can feel the barrier around him—stone, cold, impenetrable. The same barrier he uses when he is hiding something. Something important.
"Which is why I repeated it. Sometimes it's better not to bring in more unwanted attention," he explains briefly, "we do not know the higher circles these families are involved in."
Eileen forces a small smile, trying to smooth the tension. "Your brother just wants you both to be safe." she says, placing more toast on the plate as if that solves anything.
But Seraphina isn't fooled.
Severus isn't warning her out of sibling affection alone.
He is warning her because the beasts rarely want their loved ones near the cave.
"We don't know what this year has in store. So, we stick together and endure. Yes?" Severus looks at her knowingly. Seraphina nods.
Severus stands abruptly, shrugging on his jacket, the fabric shifting stiffly with his movements. "We should go." he says, tone clipped, eyes avoiding hers. Not because he doesn't care—but because he cares too much and doesn't know how to handle it.
Seraphina buttons her coat and follows him toward the door, Eileen trailing behind them with anxious hands and a mother's fear she refuses to voice.
They step outside together, silent, black silhouettes swallowed by the morning fog—bundled tight, guarded, and carrying more secrets than luggage.
King's Cross is a whirlwind the moment they step through the barrier. Platform Nine and Three-Quarters bursts to life with its usual September chaos—owls screeching from their cages, trunks thudding against cobblestones, prefects shouting directions, mothers fussing over collars and ties, younger students darting between legs like startled cats. Steam hisses from the scarlet engine, veiling the platform in a drifting cloud of heat and noise. Every friend group, clique, and school faction is calling out to one another, waving, hugging, shouting names over the rising din.
Nadine steps through with Barty at her side, fingers brushing his sleeve as she tries—desperately—to say something. "Tem, wait, I need to—"
He barely looks at her. His eyes flick over her face, and then he turns sharply, striding toward the train without a word. He doesn't slow. Doesn't acknowledge the hurt that flashes across her expression. He just disappears into the steam, heading straight for Evan, Severus, and the rest of the boys gathering near the last car.
"Of course." Nadine whispers to herself. She adjusts Brownie's carrier against her hip and steps onto the train, craning her neck slightly as she scans the corridor for her friends—or honestly, for anyone familiar enough to ground her nerves. She exchanges brief pleasantries with a few passing students, small talk that barely registers, her smile thin and automatic. Truthfully, she only wants to find an empty booth, shut the door, and sleep through most of the trip. She assumes that is exactly why Barty fled so quickly, too. They aren't celebrities, not really, but anyone who lands in The Daily Prophet—especially the Minister's children—inevitably becomes a point of interest. And there is no escaping the whispers, the sideways glances, the rumors brewing in every corner. Nadine wants no part of it. Not today. Not anymore.
Elsewhere on the platform, Seraphina and Cassiopeia spot each other almost instantly, their steps quickening as they weave through the crowd. Cassiopeia pulls Seraphina into a tight, relieved hug—one they both needed far more than they had admitted in letters. Their breath fogs in the steam as they pull back, eyes scanning the platform instinctively.
"Are you alright?" Seraphina asks first, brushing a curl from Cassiopeia's cheek, her voice low enough to be drowned by the whistle of the train.
Cassiopeia nods, though the motion is too quick to be fully convincing. "As well as a Black can be under surveillance." she mutters, rolling her eyes. "You?"
Seraphina gives a small shrug. "Hasn't exactly been sunshine either."
Cassiopeia huffs a soft, humorless laugh. "Merlin, we're pathetic."
"Completely." Seraphina agrees.
They exchange a look—half tired, half grateful—and Cassiopeia squeezes her arm once, tight.
"I'm glad you're here." Cassiopeia says quietly, sincerity slipping through her usual poise. "I was worried. At least I know Nadine's safe locked up, but—"
Seraphina's expression softens. "We are okay, and I am glad you're safe. I'm sorry I couldn't return the last letter—there was too much going on."
Cassiopeia opens her mouth to say something more, but the shrill whistle cuts through the platform and steam swirls between them like a curtain. It is then that Cassiopeia notices Pandora in the distance, gesturing urgently. "Oh—Pandora's calling us." Cassiopeia says, nodding toward her.
"Thank Merlin." Seraphina breathes. "Do you see Nadine anywhere?"
Cassiopeia snorts. "No, not yet. Let's run before we lose the spot."
And together they push through the crowd, relieved to be moving in the same direction again.
But their brothers?
Gone.
Severus had vanished the moment they arrived. Regulus too—slipping away effortlessly, already swallowed by Slytherin shadows and alliances. The girls don't bother chasing after them; they know it is pointless.
Pandora reaches them just as the crowd thickens, and without hesitation, she grabs Seraphina's hand. Seraphina instinctively reaches back and grabs Cassiopeia, forming a small chain of girls being tugged through the chaos. The train corridor is already jammed with students dragging trunks, greeting friends, or arguing over luggage space, but Pandora is determined—she pulls them along with surprising strength.
"Excuse us—pardon—coming through—Seraphina, don't let go—Cass, move your hair, it's caught—" Pandora narrates breathlessly as they squeeze sideways, shuffle, twist, and duck around elbows and cages and one very confused first-year with a giant toad.
Finally, after a few bumps and apologies, they reach the compartment Pandora staked out early. When she slides the door open, the girls all exhale in relief—it's perfect.
Pandora had already transformed the space into something warm and inviting. A soft blanket drapes over the bench. Another is folded neatly beside it. There are small pillows charmed to smell faintly of lavender. And on the seat, a little pile of pastel-blue blankets sits waiting.
"Oh! These are from Seraphina's birthday." Pandora says, brightening. "I forgot they were in my bag, so I thought—why not bring them now?"
The girls laugh, the sound soft and genuine after weeks of tension.
They all set their bags down, arranging their things neatly in the overhead compartment. Cassiopeia's book bag slides under the seat. Seraphina's coat gets folded and tucked away with care on top of her bag.
Then they turn toward Pandora and immediately wrap her into a hug—tight, warm, the kind of hug that says thank Merlin you are here.
Pandora squeezes back. "I missed you all." she says, breath warm against Seraphina's shoulder. "Is Nadine nearby?"
When they pull apart, Cassiopeia is the first to speak. "Are you alright? How have you been holding up? And no, we're about to go look for her."
Pandora adjusts her braid, eyes soft. "I'm okay. Truly. My visions have been... strange. But Evan's been hovering like a mother hen."
Seraphina snorts. "Typical."
Cassiopeia wiggles her brows. "And Xenophilius?"
A faint blush dusts Pandora's cheeks. "He's well. He sent me a letter this morning, actually."
"A love letter?" Seraphina teases lightly.
Pandora protests with a flustered little huff. "Just a letter! But... yes. Sweet."
The girls giggle, exchanging relieved smiles as they finish settling the last of their things.
"Alright, you two stay put." Seraphina declares with faux authority. "It's madness out there—I'll go find Nadine."
Cassiopeia and Pandora share a knowing look and burst into soft laughter, nodding as they sink comfortably into their seats, already wrapping themselves in blankets like obedient, cozy soldiers awaiting her return.
Seraphina braces herself and steps back into the corridor, pushing through the thick crowd once more. The steam, the chatter, the flurry of motion—it all blends into a chaotic blur as she weaves between trunks and cages, dodging elbows and preferring not to think about how many students have absolutely no sense of personal space.
Meanwhile, Nadine scans the platform hopelessly, her eyes darting left and right. The first two familiar heads she spots make her internally groan: Sirius—tall, dramatically tousled hair, looking like he is about to walk onstage rather than board a train—dressed in his usual autumn 'rockstar' ensemble. Of course. And right beside him, a very cheerful, very awake James grins wide enough to split his face, proudly sporting a bright GRYFFINDOR RULES sweater.
Subtle as a Bludger to the face.
Not the sort of drama she wants to be a center of, this early in the morning.
Nadine sighs in defeat. No girls. No Barty. No Regulus. No Evan, Remus, Bill or even Marlene. No one she wants to see. Just the Gryffindor disaster duo, and she really isn't in the mood for their... everything. With dread pooling in her stomach, she reluctantly angles her path toward them—because at least they are familiar, and familiar is better than alone.
She barely takes two steps before—
"Nadine!"
A hand grabs her shoulder from behind.
She spins—and the breath leaves her chest in pure relief.
"Phina!" Nadine throws her arms around her, and Seraphina meets her halfway, pulling her into a fierce, grounding hug. Brownie meows loudly from her carrier, as though she, too, has something urgent to contribute to the reunion.
The joy in both their faces is unmistakable—weeks of tension melting in seconds.
"Merlin, I couldn't find any of you." Nadine breathes, pulling back just enough to look at her. "Is it just me, or is it busier than last year?"
Seraphina smiles, brushing a stray hair from Nadine's cheek. "Who knows. I didn't like it last year, and I don't like it today. Come on—I already found Cass and Dora. We need to get back before the corridor turns into a death trap."
They grab each other's hands instinctively—anchoring each other as they start threading back through the chaotic crowd. Slowly, students begin moving toward the train doors, giving the girls enough space to actually see where they are going.
The platform clears just a little, just enough for the two of them to catch their breath as they push forward—together again. The noise thins just enough for the train's interior to come into focus. They pass the row of closed compartments—quiet, tidy, occupied mostly by familiars—and then their eyes, almost at the same time, drift toward the open booths farther down, the ones clustered near the end of the car.
And of course, the Slytherins dominate them.
It is impossible to miss the tableau: Severus sits in a booth with Wilkes and Mulciber—their backs turned to the rest of the train, unlike Severus. All three angled in conversation that looks more like strategizing than friendship. Avery has taken the seat beside Evan, their backs turned to the girls, with Regulus and Barty across from them; a few others from their circle linger nearby, leaning against the walls or perched on armrests.
For a heartbeat, everything slows.
Barty's gaze lifts—and he locks eyes with Nadine.
Just for a second.
A flash of recognition, something sharp and unspoken.
Then he stands abruptly, swapping seats with Evan so fast Evan barely has time to blink. Evan simply mutters something under his breath and shifts into the newly vacated spot without complaint. Regulus watches the exchange with the faintest lift of a brow but says nothing, posture perfect as always.
Nadine exhales, a humorless smile tugging at her mouth.
"Oh, well, aren't they cozy over there?" she murmurs. "Tem hates me, but at least he found a spot."
Seraphina squeezes her hand once, a silent solidarity.
Nadine's gaze drifts to Severus next.
He glances at her—quick, calculating—just long enough to acknowledge her presence. But he doesn't nod, doesn't maintain the look. He can't. Not with Wilkes and Mulciber flanking him like vultures. A Slytherin showing softness toward someone outside their inner circle? He would be interrogated before the hour ended.
Still, he gives her a subtle, knowing look.
Once.
Twice.
Then he lowers his eyes to the floor, mask snapping back into place.
Seraphina and Nadine exchange a quiet whisper. Nadine's heart skips a beat, but she keeps her composure, offering Regulus and Evan a small nod. They return it—equally small, equally controlled.
And then Seraphina's eyes shift to Regulus.
His eyes drift to her at the end of his sentence to Avery.
The moment locks—brief, delicate. Something tightens in her chest; but she is also relieved to see him okay. His expression, as always, remains unreadable. Cold, composed. Whatever moment they shared on the night of her birthday is long gone.
Evan notices the exchange—or senses it—and both he and Regulus give her a subtle nod in unison, politeness masking whatever lies beneath.
Seraphina nods back, equally subtle.
No cheerful greetings this year.
No hugs.
No excited reunions.
Just quiet acknowledgment between people who now live in the shadow of concern.
"Fuck, they do look like a bunch of freaks, don't they?" Seraphina murmurs, attempting to break the tension, though her voice carries a thin thread of nerves.
Nadine snorts, tired already. "You're right, honestly. Let's go. I'm exhausted."
"Now I understand why your lot hates looking at us." Seraphina grins as her and Nadine chuckle at her words.
Seraphina takes her hand again and leads the way back toward their compartment. As soon as they slide the door open, Pandora and Cassiopeia both light up, relief washing over them.
Nadine is immediately pulled into hugs—warm, tight, grounding.
"So happy to see you." Pandora rises, cupping Nadine's face momentarily, as Cassiopeia pulls her in a tight hug. "What a relief."
"We made it." Seraphina announces dramatically. "I rescued her. The crowd was so bad she nearly ended up sitting with Sirius and James."
Cassiopeia makes a theatrical gagging noise. Pandora claps a hand over her mouth to stifle a laugh.
Nadine groans. "Don't remind me."
And just like that, the booth fills with the warmth they had all been starving for.
Once the door slides shut and the noise of the hallway fades, the four girls finally begin to breathe. Brownie hops out of her carrier with a soft "mrrrp," circles once, then promptly curls up in Pandora's lap, purring as if she has been waiting her whole life for this train ride. Pandora strokes her absentmindedly while the others settle in, pulling blankets over their legs as the Hogwarts Express jolts to life with its familiar metallic clatter.
Soon, the compartment swells with conversation—days of tension spilling out in waves. Nadine speaks first, voice low but steady, recounting Barty's strange, evasive behavior and how impossible it has been to get a straight word out of him since the wedding attack. Pandora listens with wide, worried eyes. Cassiopeia leans her head back with a groan. "Merlin, he's impossible. At least Regulus didn't bother changing—he's been the exact same irritating menace every day. Moody, dramatic, cryptic... nothing new." She flicks her hair over her shoulder. "Though Mother's made things hell."
Seraphina scoffs softly. "Sounds familiar. Severus has been—well, Severus. You know how he gets. Quiet, guarded, brooding over god-knows-what. He keeps giving me warnings like I'm about to trip headfirst into a dragon's mouth." She rolls her eyes but there is a thread of worry in her tone. "No details, of course."
Their conversation shifts toward the Daily Prophet, how every one of their families has plastered the articles to their walls, how the images keep replaying the chaos again and again, and how every name mentioned in the wedding section might as well have a Ministry spotlight hovering overhead. Seraphina says their mother froze the moving photographs in their copy. Cassiopeia mutters that Walburga put theirs on top of the fireplace "like it's a bloody award."
"Father—where do I even begin?" Nadine sighs, rubbing her temples as the train rattles beneath them. "You've seen what it's like at home. It feels like we're living in the Auror Corps. Every conversation is strict, commanding. He wastes no words. And Tem acts like everything Father says is the end of the world. Mum can't do anything about it—she just keeps trying to keep the peace." Her voice softens. "She's been getting sick lately, and it's... It's becoming too much."
Pandora's brow knits with concern. "What's wrong with her?"
Nadine shrugs helplessly. "Stress, I think? All of it. We barely had a moment to process anything before the house was overflowing with Ministry officials and The Daily Prophet shoving new headlines in our faces every hour. I nearly barfed, too, after the events."
Cassiopeia gives a sympathetic exhale. "Oh, Merlin, don't even remind me. Mother has control over every single letter that comes or goes—it's like living in a surveillance tower. Our parents met with members of the Wizengamot, too. The intel they're getting is... definitely not public. Apparently, the wedding attack wasn't the only one. And not the first, either."
"Certainly not the last." Pandora murmurs, stroking Brownie absently.
Nadine nods grimly. "I heard the same. There have been more incidents, but they were either underreported or the Ministry didn't realize they were connected."
Seraphina scoffs quietly, leaning back against the seat. "How long does it take them to confirm anything? St. Mungo's will be overflowing by the time they sort their information properly."
A soft rumble echoes down the corridor, followed by the faint clinking of glass jars and metal tins. The girls pause mid-conversation as the familiar voice of the Trolley Witch drifts toward their compartment. "Anything from the trolley, dears?" She slides open the door, cheeks rosy from years of steam and sugar. Without missing a beat, all four girls answer "Yes!" in perfect unison—then burst into laughter at how desperately synchronized it sounds.
They sit forward as she presents her array: Chocolate Frogs stacked neatly in shimmering boxes, pumpkin pasties still warm under their charmed cloth, sugar quills, cauldron cakes glazed perfectly, even the delicate raspberry-vanilla filled cloud tarts Seraphina always claims are "addictive." They each gather a small feast—Cassiopeia snags two cauldron cakes and miniature charmed cheese cones, Pandora shyly asks for a packet of Drooble's while taking hold of two Chocolate Frogs, Seraphina grabs the cloud tarts and salted dragon-scale crisps, and Nadine stocks up on Fizzing Whizzbees, one tiny pie stuffed with herbs and spices, and a cloud tart. Moments later, wrappers rustle, and crumbs scatter across blankets as they settle back into their seats, sharing bites, trading sweets, and letting the sugar soften the weight of everything hanging over them.
"I don't think I'll be entertaining Quidditch much this year." Seraphina says, brushing crumbs from her lap. "I'm officially a reserve—unless they're desperate. That was the deal I made with the team."
The girls nod immediately, no explanation needed.
"I don't think I'd even have the mental space for Quidditch this year." Cassiopeia adds, leaning her head against the window. "Let alone the strength to fight for the Cup."
Nadine groans dramatically. "Ugh... I can already hear Potter's irritating voice echoing through the pitch."
The girls burst into laughter, the tension easing for a moment.
"I couldn't mention this in a letter, but... Regulus stopped by after you left. Hours after you left. On my birthday." Seraphina announces, biting into her Cloud Tart just as all three girls raise their eyebrows in perfect unison—silent, waiting.
"Thank Merlin, you didn't write that down." Cassiopeia breathes out, clutching her chest dramatically. "If Mother had seen it, she would've incinerated the letter—and us with it." She lets out a low chuckle.
"What?! What happened?" Nadine blurts, excitement barely contained. Pandora and Seraphina giggle at the reaction.
"See?" Pandora says, her eyes sparkling. "I told you he would show. All I know is that Evan had... a mission."
The girls erupt into laughter, and Seraphina feels warmth bloom in her cheeks as she recounts the events of the evening.
"And it's not like I expected him." she admits. "But it was... oddly pleasant. Like..." She hesitates, the sentence unraveling. Her smile falters, eyes flicking downward. A quiet exhale. A tiny shake of her head. "Never mind."
The booth softens around her. The girls watch with gentle understanding—they all know what it means to navigate lines they were never meant to cross, loves they aren't supposed to touch.
"Why is it all so complicated?" Nadine groans dramatically, letting her head fall back.
To lighten things again, Seraphina launches into the story of the mysterious magical cat in her hallway. Cassiopeia's expression shifts mid-bite—her eyes narrowing, head tilting, lost deep in her own thoughts for a moment, as if something about it catches an invisible string. They discuss whether it was an omen or not, then spiral into ancient tales of mythological creatures, and soon, the pressure lifts from their shoulders, just for a bit.
Brownie purrs louder, sensing the change in mood.
Outside the window, the landscape blurs into greens and golds as the train picks up speed, the rhythmic clunk of the tracks filling the small pauses between stories. Steam curls past the glass in soft ribbons. The compartment hums with warmth: soft blankets, the scent of Earl Grey from Pandora's thermos, Brownie snoring delicately now on Cassiopeia's lap. Little by little, the tension of the past weeks begins to unwind—not solved, but softened in the company of those who understand.
...
The station air hits them immediately—cool, crisp, buzzing with the noise of students spilling onto the platform. Lanterns glow golden through the soft mist curling in from the countryside, casting halos around groups of students as they step off the train. Trunks thud against the ground, scraping and bumping as they roll through puddles. First-years squeak anxiously at the sudden freedom, clutching cages as owls hoot irritably above their heads, flapping against the lantern-lit fog.
And waiting at the front of the platform, lined in a stately row, are the carriages.
Dark, polished wood carved with old runic flourishes. Lanterns flicker from their corners—ghostly blue flames that never burn out. The wheels wait half-turned in the mud, as if eager to start moving the second someone climbs aboard.
But the real sight stands before the harnesses.
Thestrals.
Bone-thin wings folded at their sides like shadows stitched onto the mist. Their black, skeletal heads cock slowly, nostrils flaring as students hurry past. The chain of harnesses glints faintly against their dark hides, and when they exhale, warm steam rolls from their nostrils like small clouds drifting into the cool night air.
Not everyone sees them—of course. Seraphina, however, finds herself almost too eager, even though she still can't see them yet. Severus once told her she should never rush toward death, never chase the sight of it... But he understood the fascination.
As the girls step off the train, fixing their robes, they spot the carriages immediately. Instinctively, all four of them turn to board, but not before noticing them.
Evan, Barty, Avery and Regulus stand off to the side—locked in a tight, hushed discussion. Regulus has his hands buried deep in his pockets, expression carved from stone. Barty keeps ruffling and smoothing his hair like he is battling his own nerves. Evan leans against Avery lazily, but his eyes are sharp, alert. Avery, per usual, appears to be leading the conversation, gesturing subtly as though outlining instructions or warnings. Behind them stand Mulciber, Wilkes, Amycus, Alecto and Severus—in their own conversation, watchful, positioned like sentries waiting for orders.
Cassiopeia slows her pace.
She tilts her head toward the boys, lowering her voice.
"Qu'est-ce qui leur prend aujourd'hui?" (What's got their knickers in a twist?)
Seraphina lifts a brow sarcastically. "Que?"
Pandora hums thoughtfully. "Whatever it is, they seem... focused. Too focused. But who knows with them."
Nadine shrugs, though her eyes narrow ever so slightly. "Hm. Maybe they're arguing over bunk beds."
The girls snort, the tension breaking just enough for them to continue on.
They turn away from the group—whatever they are plotting, whispering, shielding from sight—and head toward the waiting carriages, the thestrals shifting softly in the mist.
They reach the carriages just as the evening mist thickens around the grounds. Four girls climb into one just as a familiar voice calls out. "Pandora!"
Xenophilius practically bounds toward them, his mismatched scarf trailing behind him. Pandora's face lights up as she steps toward him; they exchange a long hug, then a quick kiss that earns a chorus of soft 'awwws' from the girls. He climbs in beside her, cheeks flushed and smiling sheepishly.
Once everyone is settled, they wait for the thestrals to begin their silent, eerie pull. Their dark, skeletal wings stretch once, twice—and then the carriage jolts forward with a smooth glide.
Behind them, another carriage door swings open, and another.
Conveniently—and entirely unsurprisingly—the boys occupy the two directly following them.
Evan steps in first, followed by Regulus and Barty and Avery, with Severus, Mulciber, the Carrow twins and Wilkes entering the following one. For a brief moment, the two groups face one another across the carriage gap. Eyes meet. Expressions remain unreadable. Polite nods are exchanged—subtle, stiff, nothing more.
No greetings.
No smiles.
It feels, in a strange way, like the girls have interrupted a classified Ministry briefing. They settle into their carriage without a single word, closing themselves off in that cold, intentional silence only Slytherin men seem to master.
The thestrals begin to move. And off they go.
Hogwarts rises in the distance, glowing against the darkening sky. But something is different this year—very different. Decorations spill across the castle grounds in what appears to be a premature celebration of both Halloween and autumn. Enchanted pumpkins hover near the entrance, glowing faintly like suspended moons and giving off a subtle scent of warm cinnamon and ember.
Garlands of crimson and gold leaves twist along the stone archways, whispering softly in a breeze that doesn't quite reach the students, as though the castle itself is exhaling. Lanterns flicker with warm amber light, their glass enchanted to project dancing shadows of ravens, wolves, and swirling silhouettes across the courtyard. Somewhere in the air lingers the faint aroma of roasted chestnuts and clove—likely drifting in from the kitchens preparing the Welcoming Feast.
Even the path toward the Great Hall is lined with floating candles whose flames burn in shades of burnt orange, releasing the scent of spiced pumpkins and old parchment—an eerie, beautiful, and strangely nostalgic blend.
Nadine stares up at it. "It's... early."
Cassiopeia folds her arms. "It's overcompensation. Something's off."
"Everything's off, but I appreciate the welcome." Seraphina mutters under her breath, eyes narrowing as another gust carries the scent of caramel and woodsmoke.
But as soon as they step out of the carriage, the heaviness lifts just enough. Laughter starts to bubble between them again. Their conversation drifts to lighter topics—uniforms, dorm decorations, the gossip they missed, and the small thrill of seeing the castle again. For a moment, the warmth of their friendship overwhelms the strangeness of the atmosphere.
The great oak doors of Hogwarts tower above the students—massive, ancient, and imposing.
Their dark wood is carved with centuries of swirling patterns, crest engravings, and faint traces of old spellwork that shimmer when caught by torchlight. Iron bands reinforce the panels, each hinge thicker than a grown man's arm. As they swing open, they groan with the weight of history itself, releasing a warm rush of candlelit air and the unmistakable scent of stone, parchment, and magic.
By the time they reach the castle doors, the girls have collectively decided one thing:
They are absolutely not waiting for the boys.
"Come on." Nadine says, brushing her hair back. "We'll meet them inside if they care enough."
"Or not." Cassiopeia adds dryly, flipping her braid.
"Ah, home, sweet home." Seraphina inhales deeply, exhaling with a smile.
Pandora giggles, linking arms with Xenophilius.
Seraphina taps her trunk with her wand, and a house-elf pops into existence. "At once, Miss Snape." he squeaks, bowing deeply as he takes the luggage. The others follow suit, letting the elves whisk away their belongings with soft pops of displaced air.
They thank the elves, as usual, and the elves scatter happily.
The girls step through the grand entrance, their laughter echoing faintly in the vaulted hallways scented with wax, stone, and the first hints of autumn spices—leaving the boys and their hushed secrets fading behind them.
Chapter Text
The Great Hall is nothing short of breathtaking.
The moment the girls enter, a collective gasp spreads across the room. Everything is extra—even for Hogwarts. Dozens of floating chandeliers glow in rich shades of gold and deep amber, reflecting off the polished marble floor. The enchanted ceiling mirrors the crisp September night: swirling constellations, drifting clouds, and the first hints of autumn winds moving across the stars.
Massive wreaths of enchanted leaves—ruby, bronze, emerald, and obsidian—cling to the towering pillars, shifting colors with a faint shimmer. Pumpkins larger than trunks sit along the walls, carved with intricate moving scenes of magical creatures dancing, flying, dueling, laughing. Warm aromas linger: roasted meats, honeyed ham, baked apples drenched in cinnamon, charmed cider, and buttered rolls stacked in mountains.
A feast fit not just for a school year—but for a beginning none of them can see yet.
The Slytherin table stretches in elegant dark emerald, the green so deep it is nearly black under the candlelight. Silver serpentine patterns curl along the edges of the tablecloth like living filigree, shifting subtly when no one is looking. The plates are obsidian-polished with white gold rims, and the goblets bear tiny etched snakes coiling around the base. Tall silver candelabras rise between every few seats, their flames burning a strangely cool, almost blue-tinted green.
The Gryffindor table is ablaze with warm, bold colors: rich crimson cloth embroidered with golden lions mid-prowl, the stitching catching light like tiny sparks. Plates gleam with a hammered gold finish, and goblets are a deep ruby glass. Candle holders are shaped like roaring lion heads, their flames a flickering, fiery orange that feels hotter than the others—as if enchanted to mimic real firelight.
The Ravenclaw table embodies scholarly elegance. Midnight blue fabric pools like silk ink, embroidered with silver stars and wispy constellations. Their plates are porcelain white with thin blue geometric borders—sharp, precise, almost mathematical. The goblets are frosted glass, etched with abstract runes, and their candles burn in soft, intelligent white flames that occasionally flicker into pale blue.
The Hufflepuff table radiates comfort and warmth. A honey-gold cloth covers the surface, patterned with delicate vines and tiny badgers gathering autumn berries. Plates are warm cream ceramic with muted gold edging. Their goblets are amber glass, catching the light like captured sunlight. The candelabras here are shorter, cozier, wrought in black iron with soft, steady yellow flames that refuse to flicker.
And across all four tables, the cutlery is upgraded—sleek, enchanted to polish itself, and engraved with tiny House symbols near the handles. The entire hall glows with the feeling of a grand occasion, as if the castle itself expects something monumental.
The girls exchange looks of shared surprise—wide eyes, raised brows, a silent what on earth? between them. And they are far from the only ones. Every cluster of students pouring into the Great Hall reacts the same way: startled murmurs, excited whispers, heads craning upward to take in the extravagant decorations. Curiosity ripples through the room like a wave—everyone eager to understand why the castle has gone to such lengths this year.
The moment they start walking through the Hall, the crowd splits them naturally. They wave at each other with promises to catch up as soon as possible.
Cassiopeia links her arm through Seraphina's, tugging her gently toward the Slytherin table. They greet familiar classmates on the way, wanting to settle already. By the time they sit down, the settling buzz has shifted into excited chatter.
"The boys aren't here yet." Cassiopeia observes with a satisfied sigh, adjusting her tie. "So at least we get a moment of peace."
"Ah, but the Carrows have arrived as well, unfortunately for us. I was sort of hoping their carriage got blown to pieces on the way." Seraphina scoffs, anticipating the sore sight any minute now.
"Ohhh, boy, that will be cheerful. I didn't think I'd barf this early on into the year." Cassiopeia adds, annoyed in advance.
Seraphina nods, glancing toward the entrance where students are still trickling in. "Let's enjoy the silence while it lasts."
They settle in, appreciating the comfort of being side by side again.
Pandora and Xenophilius sit close, greeting friends. Gilderoy, already holding his cutlery poised like he is about to duel the dinner plates, waves at Pandora with sparkling enthusiasm. She smiles politely; Xenophilius rolls his eyes with loving exasperation.
Barty, meanwhile, beelines straight for the table—shoulders back, expression unreadable. He passes Gryffindors and Hufflepuffs with enviable ease, ignoring Lily's voice sharply scolding James for nearly knocking over three goblets before the feast even starts.
Nadine watches Barty's walk—cool, casual, dismissive—as if they hadn't spent half the summer arguing themselves hoarse. He glances at her once. Briefly. Then looks away.
Of course.
But when he reaches the Ravenclaws, he winks at Cassiopeia—who tries, and fails, to hide her blush. Seraphina nudges her subtly. Cassiopeia kicks her under the table.
Nadine makes her way toward the Gryffindor table, instantly spotting the chaos. Potter's gang is already loud:
Peter and Sirius banter about who will eat more pies—and of course, now it is a competition. Marlene and Remus talk quietly, heads leaned close as Marlene makes exaggerated hand gestures. Lily laughs with James, who is attempting to balance a goblet on his head. Poorly.
Further down, Nadine sees Bill—she waves excitedly. He waves back but is too far to reach. Bill mouths an inaudible "We'll meet later." and Nadine nods, putting a thumbs-up in the air. Instead, she calls, "Remus!" with a bright grin.
His head snaps up immediately, lighting up. He excuses himself from Marlene and comes straight over. He settles beside Nadine with a relieved exhale, and sets his bag down. Up close, the faint scars on his jaw catch the candlelight, but his smile is soft—genuine.
"Nadine." he breathes, pulling her into an immediate hug. She squeezes him tightly, careful but firm, as if reassuring herself he's really there.
"Remus... Merlin, I thought you weren't coming back." Her voice is low, thick with leftover worry. "You didn't answer my last letter."
He pulls back with a sheepish look. "I know. I'm sorry. Things were complicated after... well—after everything." He clears his throat, the ghost of that night flickering behind his eyes. "But I'm alright. Mostly. And I'm glad to be back."
"I'm glad too." Nadine admits, searching his face. "You look... better. Less pale, at least."
"That's the nicest way anyone has ever told me I look less dead." Remus snorts.
She laughs—quietly, but it is the most genuine laugh she has had in days. "Well, you scared me half to death, that's for sure."
Remus's expression softens. "And you scared me. I saw the Prophet. The photographers, the invasion of privacy, and right after such a traumatic wedding for us... I'm so sorry you had to deal with that, on top of everything else."
Nadine's throat tightens. "Remus... it took days for me to stop having nightmares about your slashed torso. Sorry, that was inappropriate..." Her voice falters, and her eyes drop to her hands as if the memory itself is too sharp to hold.
Remus freezes—not in embarrassment, but in something deeper. A quiet, stunned softness washes over his features. His brows lift, then knit together, and his mouth parts just slightly as he breathes out, "Nadine..."
There is no jest in him now. No careful deflection. Just a raw, genuine ache in his expression—touched, humbled, shaken that she cared enough to lose sleep over him. He angles closer, lowering his voice.
"I... didn't know it affected you like that." His tone is gentle, earnest. "I'm so sorry you had to see me that way. I wouldn't have wanted that for you." He says it with a mixture of gratitude and guilt—because her fear makes him feel both painfully seen and painfully responsible.
"No." Nadine cuts in gently, shaking her head. "Please don't apologize for that. I am the one who is sorry you got hurt. We were attacked—you were attacked. I'm not blaming us for any of it. And it's not even about me now..." Her voice softens, trembling just a touch. "I just... wanted you to know you've been in my thoughts this whole time."
She lifts her eyes to his, earnest and unguarded.
"You're my best friend, Remus. I can't lose you."
"And you won't." he smiles weakly.
Remus exhales, rubbing the back of his neck. "I should've written sooner. I wanted to. But after the Ministry's healers patched me up, they transferred me straight to St. Mungo's for monitoring." His voice carries a tired honesty, the kind that only comes after too many days spent under fluorescent spell-light.
"I didn't exactly have the liberty to send letters." he admits with a rueful half-smile. "They barely let me sleep, let alone sneak parchment past the mediwitches."
"I understand, of course. The most important thing is that they've healed you. And about the other thing—don't worry, your secret is safe." she reassures him as he smiles.
"Enough about me and my battle scars, what about you? Has it been difficult in the household after the events?" He keeps his focus on her.
Nadine inhales, then stops, as if unsure what to say, or where to begin. "Yeah. It's been... a lot. Father practically wrapped the whole house in wards and rules and interrogations. I wasn't allowed to breathe without him analyzing it."
Remus's brows pinch. "Is he still putting that pressure on you two?"
"Of course he is." she says, rolling her eyes, though it barely masks the weight behind the words. "It's ten times worse—and I didn't know it could get that bad. He thinks if I so much as sneeze in the direction of the wrong person, the entire Ministry collapses."
Remus lets out a breathy chuckle. "Classic Crouch then."
"Don't remind me."
He hesitates, studying her. "And you? You're... okay?"
Nadine doesn't answer right away. Her shoulders drop a little, the truth dragging itself out. "I'm... managing. It's strange. Some days I feel normal and then suddenly I remember the smoke, the screams, that—thing—on the sky. And then I picture you, bleeding, and I—" She cuts herself off with a small shake of her head. "It just... doesn't leave."
Remus's eyes soften with something protective, something painfully sincere. "It will. Not easily, but it will. For all of us. And you don't have to pretend with me, you know."
She meets his gaze, a hint of vulnerability breaking through. "I'm not pretending."
"Good. Because I've missed talking to you. The normal parts. The stupid parts. Even your complaining."
Nadine scoffs. "My complaining is elite."
"Exceptional." Remus agrees.
They share a small smile—nostalgic, comforting—before Nadine sighs and nudges his shoulder with hers.
"Promise me you won't disappear like that again?"
Remus's jaw works for a moment, then he nods. "I promise."
She relaxes just a bit. "Good. I need at least one sane friend around here."
That's when James, Sirius, Peter, and Marlene start migrating closer.
Nadine allows it with a resigned smile.
It is easier than fighting the tide.
"Well," Remus glances toward James and Sirius—who are currently reenacting some elaborate duel with breadsticks—"you're certainly not sitting with sane people now."
Nadine groans. "Merlin help me."
Remus laughs, leaning back in his seat just as the Great Hall starts to fill around them.
And for a moment, Nadine feels safe again.
Meanwhile, Pandora and Xenophilius are deep in conversation with Barty and a small circle of other Ravenclaws. The cluster looks surprisingly relaxed—soft laughter, shared whispers, and flowing chatter. Cassiopeia steals a glance, subtle but unmistakably searching. Barty's posture is calm enough, and Pandora and Xenophilius's presence is grounding—gentle, stabilizing.
It soothes something sharp inside her. At least he isn't alone. At least he is near people who pull him toward the better parts of himself.
Seraphina nudges her, pulling Cassiopeia back into the present. "Bloody hell." she whispers, almost under her breath. "Here we go."
Both girls shift subtly, eyes sliding toward the entrance in their peripheries.
The incoming group moves like a single shadow—silent, calculated, unsettling without even trying. They don't blend. Their reputation precedes them like a cold draft. Mulciber. Wilkes. Avery. The Carrow twins. Followed by Black, Rosier, Snape.
All slipping through like a dark tide.
Students instinctively tilt away, giving them space.
Wilkes and Alecto pass first. Wilkes musters a courteous nod toward the girls—polite, quick, nothing more. Alecto doesn't bother. She breezes past without a glance, her expression carved from ice.
Amycus, however, slows.
Far too much.
He approaches with an oily smile, clean-shaven and uncharacteristically neat—as if someone forcibly scrubbed the grime off him for the new year.
"Snape." he purrs, dipping his head with theatrically polite malice. "A pleasure, as always."
Seraphina feels her skin crawl. "Can't say the same, I fear." she says, sharp like glass. Her posture is perfect, she refuses to crouch over.
"And Miss Black," he continues, his tone thick with sickly sweetness, "Cassiopeia. Like honey to my eyes." Venom dripping through sugar.
Both girls raise their brows, twin expressions of disgust that nearly mirror one another.
"Relax, mate." Seraphina mutters, unimpressed.
"Goodbye, Amycus." Cassiopeia adds flatly, crossing her arms protectively.
He doesn't move.
Now, why would he?
"I've been doing some thinking over the summer break," Amycus goes on, voice lowering into something faux-genteel, "and I wanted to apologize to you. For any... disturbances I've caused."
Seraphina and Cassiopeia exchange a look of open shock—half is this real? half this better not be real.
Seraphina turns back to him, dramatically rubbing her ear. "Sorry—come again? Thought I misheard."
"Hold on, I think the pumpkins are speaking." Cassiopeia mocks, as both girls start looking up at them and nodding, "Mhm, yes, yes."
A muscle twitches in Amycus's jaw, but he smirks—sleazy, triumphant. His eyes slide directly to Cassiopeia. "I'd be happy to apologize to you in private as well." he says with a wink. "All you need to do is ask."
Before either girl can react, he lets his hand brush Cassiopeia's shoulder in passing.
She flinches—hard.
Seraphina's expression sharpens instantly, her wand hand twitching under the table.
But she isn't the only one who notices.
Her gaze flicks across the hall just in time to see it:
Barty, halfway through a conversation, suddenly frozen—eyes locked on Amycus with a murderous intensity that could peel stone from the walls.
If looks could kill, Amycus would already be a corpse on the floor.
And for the first time all evening, Seraphina feels the temperature drop.
Both girls physically shake it off—shoulders rolling, skin crawling, expressions twisted in identical disgust, as Amycus rejoins Alecto and Wilkes. Cassiopeia wipes the place on her shoulder where Amycus touched her, muttering under her breath, "Vermine."
Seraphina leans closer, whispering, "Imbecile."
Cassiopeia snorts softly. "Can't we just practice Crucio on him?"
But the universe, apparently, isn't done tormenting them.
Mulciber passes first—slow, deliberate, dripping with false politeness that is somehow more venomous than outright hostility. His lips curl into a thin smile as he inclines his head ever so slightly. "Ladies," he says, voice smooth as oil. "I already know we'll get along very nicely this year... surely."
The comment hangs between them like a threat wrapped in silk.
Seraphina and Cassiopeia don't even bother with words this time. They merely stare at him from the corners of their eyes—sharp, unimpressed—and give the tiniest, most insincere nods humanly possible.
Just enough to avoid unnecessary chaos.
Just enough to avoid giving him satisfaction.
Mulciber moves on, joining Wilkes and Carrows—but the chill he leaves behind doesn't fade quickly.
"Oh yes, very nice—right, Snape?" Avery chimes as he slides past, hands landing suddenly on Seraphina's shoulders in a playful squeeze. The gesture is careless, unexpected, and entirely too familiar. "Are we playing together this year?"
Seraphina flinches violently, her whole body tensing as she snaps a glare up at him. "Unhand me, demon." she begins, then relaxes. "Maybe."
Avery only grins wider—mischief radiating off him in waves, something sharp and unpredictable sparking behind his eyes. He is buzzing with an energy neither girl can quite place, too light for the heaviness in the air, too cheeky for the group he walks with.
"Stupid arse." Cassiopeia mutters through her teeth before snapping louder, "Avery, sit down and shut up."
He lifts both hands in theatrical surrender. "Oh, come on, we're friends. Alright, alright—no need to bite. Always good to see old friends and teammates." he drawls, smirk firmly in place.
"Eh, sure, but pick your timing better." Seraphina finally lets up a little, offering a courteous half-smile.
He slips into a seat across from Cassiopeia, slightly to the right, conveniently wedged between them and Mulciber—close enough to be in their business, but at a safe distance.
In truth, they have learned to tolerate Avery—well, mostly Seraphina has, thanks to unavoidable Quidditch communications. Still, they are in no mood for these shenanigans tonight. The girls murmur something between them, smirking subtly as they roll their eyes almost in unison and Avery notices, a victorious smirk remaining on his lips.
Severus, Evan, and Regulus begin making their way toward the table, cutting through the flow of students like a darker current in a bright river. Severus takes in the hall at a glance—sweeping, assessing—until his attention sharply hooks onto something across the room.
The Gryffindors. Who could miss them? Certainly not a Snape.
A chaotic cluster of laughter, jostling elbows, poorly-contained noise. Potter is practically vibrating with excitement, Black is half-standing on the bench telling some ridiculous story, Lily, Marlene and Peter are holding onto their stomach from laughing too hard.
But it isn't the chaos that stops Severus.
It is Nadine. More so, her proximity to them.
Sitting right there among them—close, too close—to Lupin. And, even worse, within arm's reach of bloody Potter, and Black.
His eyelids lower a fraction, eyes narrowing just enough to betray the flicker of something. Disapproval? Irritation? Resentment? It is hard to tell, even for those who know him. His expression remains cold, unreadable—but that small tightening around his eyes gives him away.
And as if sensing the weight of his gaze, Remus nudges Nadine gently. She turns—and their eyes meet across the hall. She isn't sure exactly what to make of it.
Severus doesn't look away. Not immediately. The second stretches—thin, tense, charged—before he drags his attention forward and continues walking, mentally filing away the image like evidence.
Nadine feels it like a cold pinprick to the spine.
A pang of guilt flares in her chest, unbidden and unwanted. It isn't like she has done anything wrong. It isn't a secret she occasionally sits with these particular Gryffindors. And it is certainly not a crime that she would go up to Severus right now if he would let her—if their world allowed it.
Still... something about his stare makes her shift slightly. Just an inch. Just enough to put herself one seat farther from Potter, subconsciously easing the invisible tension. Remus notices, murmuring something low and half-joking, trying to soothe the sudden stiffness in her shoulders. She murmurs back, attempting to shake it off, but the moment lingers like smoke.
Meanwhile, Severus arrives at the table.
He doesn't spare another glance.
Without too much fuss, he slips into the empty seat beside Avery, directly across from Cassiopeia, murmuring a greeting to the table. His robes billow neatly as he sits, posture impeccable, gaze forward, mouth a thin line.
Seraphina glances at him, brows lifting just a fraction in a subtle, wordless 'Everything alright?' Severus returns an equally small nod—barely there, but decisive enough. She lets it go immediately, turning her attention back to the table.
Regulus and Evan approach last, speaking in low, quick French—clipped murmurs that only siblings and the extremely nosy could decode. Their voices blend with the hum of the hall, indistinguishable to anyone but each other.
The moment they reach the girls, the contrast is immediate.
Evan's entire aura shifts—brightening, warming, charming in a way only he can manage after walking with literal storm clouds. "Heyyy, ladies." he croons, ruffling both Seraphina's and Cassiopeia's hair as if he is greeting children instead of two of the sharpest girls in the room. "How are we feeling tonight?"
There is a teasing lilt to it, but beneath the grin, his gaze flicks quickly between them, reading tension, taking stock. Threading lightly, carefully—like someone accustomed to stepping between landmines.
"Great, how are you?" Cassiopeia begins, with a courteous smile.
"Good to see you again, Ev." Seraphina smiles and he winks at them.
He slips onto the bench with practiced grace, settling directly across from Seraphina. He leaves one seat open beside him, the empty space expectant.
Regulus fills it instantly.
No dramatics. No hesitation. A smooth, precise motion as he lowers himself onto the bench, posture immaculate. "Good evening." he offers, tone cool but not cruel.
Cassiopeia returns a faint nod, her face unreadable. Seraphina just breathes—quiet, controlled, her gaze already drifting toward him despite her best efforts.
Regulus adjusts the fall of his robe with a deft touch, fingers brushing the table before returning instinctively to his ring. He rolls it once, twice—an unconscious habit, a little tell he never quite suppresses. He tosses a lazy glance over the new decorations—not quite impressed—and slightly leans forward on his elbows.
Evan, meanwhile, leans across both Regulus and Severus, reaching behind them to smack Avery's shoulder while yapping about Merlin-knows-what, his voice rising with sudden enthusiasm. In the subtle shift of noise, Regulus catches her.
Seraphina's gaze.
Soft. Curious. In that way of hers she tries very hard to conceal.
For a second, he doesn't move—doesn't break the stare—just meets her eyes with that dense, unreadable look of his. Cold, perhaps. Or merely guarded. Hard to tell with him. Always hard.
Then, slowly, he lifts his chin barely an inch.
A quiet, upward nod.
Acknowledgment. Permission. Something like 'I see you.'
Seraphina exhales, her voice barely above a whisper.
"Hi."
Just that. Gentle. Careful. Testing the waters.
Regulus's ring stops turning. His gaze flickers away.
"You're hopeless." Cassiopeia whispers in Seraphina's ear, causing them both to chuckle.
The grand doors groan open once more, and every conversation tapers into a hush.
Professor McGonagall strides in, her usual brisk grace, her emerald robes sweeping behind her, posture straight and expression composed, guiding a long line of trembling first-years behind her. Lanternlight flickers against their nervous faces—some pale with fear, others buzzing with excitement—as they clutch their robes or crane their necks to take in the floating candles above. Just behind them stand a smaller group of older students: transfers from Ilvermorny, wearing their signature blue-and-gold and Koldovstoretz, wrapped in the fur-lined uniform. They carry themselves differently—more self-assured, more curious—but even they can't hide the awe that softens their features at the sight of Hogwarts' splendor.
McGonagall leads them all to the front, her presence steady and grounding as she motions for them to gather near the stool where the Sorting Hat rests. The hall settles into a reverent quiet, students old and new waiting for the ceremony to begin.
The Sorting Hat sits motionless on its stool for only a heartbeat before its brim splits open into a wide mouth, launching into its annual song. Its voice booms through the hall, weaving tales of houses, unity, caution, and history in its raspy, melodic tone. The hall listens in rapt silence until it gives its final rhyming warning and falls still once more.
With a crisp nod, McGonagall unrolls her parchment and calls the first name. One by one, the nervous students shuffle forward. The Hat drops low over their eyes, humming, muttering, judging. Sometimes it shouts an answer instantly—"HUFFLEPUFF!"—to thunderous cheering. Sometimes it takes longer, murmuring indecipherably until it decides—"SLYTHERIN!"—sending another swarm of applause rippling across the tables. Even the transfer students undergo the ritual, the Hat sifting through their past education and temperament before firmly assigning them to their new Hogwarts houses. The ceremony beats onward like the heart of the castle itself—old, steady, welcoming every soul that steps through its doors.
Once the last name is called and the Sorting Hat falls silent again, the Great Hall shifts all at once into movement. Students spill back to their seats in a ripple of robes—first-years scurrying with relief, older students shuffling aside to make space, benches scraping softly against the stone floor. The hall hums with excitement, nerves, and the charged feeling that always comes with the start of a new year—but this time, there is something heavier beneath it, like the hall itself is bracing.
At the high table, the professors rise from where they had been standing and settle themselves into wide, tiered double-rows—necessary to fit the vast staff of Hogwarts University. Their robes sweep dramatically as they take their places.
The entire staff settles—every seat filled and accounted for.
Except one.
To Dumbledore's left sits an ornate, empty chair—its presence strangely loud. A chair meant for someone important. Someone missing. Professors avoid looking at it for too long.
And then—Dumbledore rises.
It is immediate, the shift in the air. Students sit straighter. The whispering stops. Even the candles seem to burn a touch more slowly, as though the flames themselves pause out of respect.
Dumbledore commands the room not with force, but with presence—ancient, immense, and quietly electrifying. There is a weight to him tonight, a gravity beneath the warmth, like the hum of magic woven through stone.
He steps toward the podium.
His robes are magnificent: deep midnight-blue layered with embroidered silver constellations that drift subtly across the fabric like a living sky. Stars shimmer as he moves, catching the flicker of floating candles. Gold thread outlines his sleeves and collar, echoing the glow of the hall. His beard cascades like moonlit silk, and his eyes—sharp, knowing, impossibly blue—hold the strength of someone who has seen the worst the world can offer, and remains kind anyway.
He is power, mystery, and gentleness in one figure.
A storm wrapped in velvet.
A guardian disguised as an old, wise man.
He rests his hands on the carved podium—the ancient wood etched with phoenixes, runes, serpents, lions, and the symbols of magic itself—and the hall obeys a deeper silence.
"Welcome." he begins, voice warm yet resonant, carrying effortlessly to every corner. "To both returning students and those joining us for the first time, I am delighted to see you here—safe and well. We hope you find Hogwarts as magnificent as we do."
A soft ripple of smiles moves through the crowd.
Dumbledore continues, tone shifting gently. "This summer's end has been... eventful."
Students stiffen, remembering headlines and locked rooms. Certain Gryffindors and Hufflepuffs shift in their seats uncomfortably, the memory of the wedding still fresh.
"And while these events have stirred confusion, fear, and sorrow, know this: Hogwarts remains a sanctuary. A place of discovery, of challenge, of purpose—and, if I am honest"—his eyes glint—"the occasional mischief."
Nervous chuckles spread across the hall.
"But more importantly," he says, his voice deepening with unmistakable command, "Hogwarts is a place where unity must stand stronger than division."
His presence expands, almost palpable—an invisible force grounding every student in their seat.
"We live in a time where shadows stretch long, and threats creep closer than we would wish. In such times, courage, wisdom, kindness, and ambition must grow not apart, but together."
He lets the words settle. Heavy. Necessary.
"Celebrate the beginning of this year." Dumbledore says at last, warmth returning like sunrise. "For tonight marks the start of new friendships, new lessons, and new opportunities. Challenges may await us... but I have unwavering faith that you will rise to meet them."
"And soon," he continues, "we will be joined by an esteemed guest from the Ministry. A man whose guidance and leadership have shaped magical law for years—Bartemius Crouch, Minister of Magic."
His smile spreads—bright, reassuring, almost luminous in the candlelight.
But Dumbledore doesn't sit.
His hand remains lightly on the podium, and when he speaks again, his voice carries a new current—anticipation laced with gravity. "I imagine," he begins, eyes twinkling knowingly, "you have all noticed the... changes to our castle this evening. The décor, the enchantments, the adjustments around our halls."
A quiet wave of murmurs ripples through the students.
Dumbledore lifts a hand, and the hall stills immediately. "These changes are not without purpose. In fact, they herald extraordinary news for our school year."
Every spine straightens. Even the professors lean in.
"Hogwarts," he says, drawing out the moment with a dramatic pause only he could pull off, "has been granted the magnificent honour of being chosen to host the Triwizard Tournament."
The hall erupts—gasps, cheers, disbelief, excitement. The ceiling flickers with sudden bursts of golden sparks as students whip their heads toward one another in shock.
A few professors exchange wary glances.
Dumbledore raises his hands again; silence obediently follows. "This inter-school competition—dormant for far too long—will return stronger than ever, facilitated by the Ministry of Magic to ensure safety, fairness, and cooperation among the greatest magical institutions in Europe."
The Hall quiets again—as if every breath has been vacuumed from the room.
Dumbledore's voice rises again, calm and magnanimous: "I would like to share with you what many of you have surely guessed."
His eyes sweep the enchanted decorations, the autumn motifs, the floating pumpkins, the eerie glow of amber flames.
"Hogwarts is undergoing certain... Preparations."
A ripple of anticipation shivers through the hall.
"I am pleased to announce," Dumbledore continues, smile widening, "that on Thirthieth of September we shall be joined by delegations from Beauxbatons Academy of Magic and the Durmstrang Institute—here, at Hogwarts University—for the commencement of the Triwizard Tournament."
Gasps, whispers, excited murmurs break across the hall like sudden rainfall.
Dumbledore raises a hand, and the noise cuts cleanly.
"...and you will welcome them with the utmost respect and dignity, as befits students of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry." Dumbledore continues, his voice gentle yet ringing with unmistakable expectation. "A standard I am quite confident will be thoroughly reinforced by your Heads of House." he adds, eyes twinkling mischievously as he glances toward the staff table.
A ripple of quiet laughter moves through the hall, tension easing for the briefest moment as Dumbledore smiles down at them—warm, trusting, yet leaving no room for misunderstanding.
The news settles differently among their group.
For Seraphina, a quiet warmth stirs in her chest—Durmstrang had shaped years of her life, its people as familiar to her as old books and old scar tissue. The thought of seeing some of her friends again steadies her in a way nothing else had this evening. Nadine, too, feels something bloom beneath the tension—a flicker of anticipation for the Beauxbatons delegation. Friends she hasn't seen for a while. A world she left behind. And Louis... a name which arrives in fondness. Cassiopeia draws in a slow breath, composed, though the announcement coils around her ribs—her position is more political—foreign delegations mean scrutiny she is already weary of, and more potential risks involved.
The boys absorb the news with measured calculation.
Severus's posture shifts only slightly, a minute tightening of the shoulders as he considers the political implications. Regulus's fingers still on his ring, mind already dissecting the strategy and consequences a tournament of this magnitude will drag into their world.
Barty remains stone-still, expression sharpened by a clipped, introspective tension—as if judging whether this development complicates or clarifies the storm he is walking into.
And Evan—calm, polished Evan—allows the faintest hint of a smile to touch the corner of his mouth. Not excitement. Not mischief. Something quieter, something colder. "Well," he murmurs, enough for only Severus and Regulus to hear, "this year just became significantly more... interesting."
Seraphina and Cassiopeia exchange excited, yet concerned looks. "Merlin, this is going to be insane." Cassiopeia starts, with Seraphina just giggling and nodding at the surprise.
Dumbledore, however, continues. "The Ministry has worked tirelessly to resurrect this historic competition in a manner both safe and honorable. In light of this, we are exceptionally fortunate to welcome the Minister of Magic himself, who will deliver the official address when the time comes."
He finally concludes his speech. "And now—let the feast begin."
The Great Hall erupts into applause as the golden plates flash—once, twice—and then overflow in cascading abundance. Food materializes in shimmering waves, as though poured from the ceiling itself. The aroma rises instantly, warm and rich, curling through the air and untangling even the thickest knots of tension.
Roast chicken glistens beside herb-buttered beef; Yorkshire puddings rise like golden clouds; platters of shepherd's pie steam invitingly. Bowls overflow with garlic mashed potatoes, roasted root vegetables, honey-glazed carrots, and charred sprouts tossed with chestnuts. There are tureens of pumpkin soup, baskets of warm dinner rolls, and trays of sausages lacquered in sweet glaze.
Desserts claim the center of the feast in towering displays: treacle tart cut into shining diamonds, sugared apple crumble bubbling at the edges, custard-filled éclairs, frosted fairy cakes, chocolate gateaux dusted with cocoa. Pitchers refill themselves with pumpkin juice, spiced apple cider, cold water beading down crystal, and—for staff and upper-year students—a discreet decanter of mulled mead.
The girls dive in with varying levels of hunger and restraint.
Nadine goes straight for the pumpkin soup and a slice of treacle tart on standby, because she will eat dessert first if necessary. Seraphina immediately reaches for roast chicken and mashed potatoes—comfort food, grounding, warm. Cassiopeia selects small, neat portions—beef, carrots, a heel of bread—her motions composed. Pandora eagerly grabs honey-glazed carrots and shepherd's pie, beaming at the sight of her favourite pudding awaiting her.
The rest of the Gryffindors behave exactly as expected: like starving wolves at a banquet. Sirius piles sausages and roast potatoes onto his plate so recklessly that Peter groans, "You're going to choke—again." James is already halfway through a turkey leg. Peter grabs dinner rolls and pie with a smile. Bill calmly assembles a beautifully balanced plate, because of course he does. Remus chooses a bit of everything and then nudges a roll of warm bread toward Nadine, "You like these." he reminds her with a small, soft smile.
At the Slytherin table, the reaction is delayed.
Regulus and Severus sit perfectly still through the first wave of clattering dishes and chatter, as if their minds haven't returned to their bodies yet. Regulus finally reaches—elegantly, without spectacle—for roasted vegetables and a modest cut of beef. Severus follows, ladling pumpkin soup into his bowl, expression unreadable. Evan smirks at them both, already eating, and murmurs something amused under his breath. He takes his plate and shuffles between Severus and Avery, completely lost in conversation with Avery and Wilkes.
Barty hasn't moved at all.
His gaze is still fixed somewhere far away until Pandora nudges him sharply in the ribs. "Eat." she orders softly.
He startles—blink, breath, return—and wordlessly obeys, spooning something onto his plate just to appease her fussing.
For a while, the Great Hall becomes what it always was meant to be: a home. A refuge.
As the feast settles into a steady hum of conversation and clinking cutlery, Nadine's gaze drifts—almost against her will—toward the staff table.
She should feel relieved. Untargeted. Invisible. Instead, a small, hollow sting settles beneath her ribs.
She pulls her eyes away and finds her brother instead. Somehow, his appetite has snapped awake—he is loading his plate again with almost obsessive focus. Across from him, Xenophilius gestures enthusiastically at the ceiling, tapping the starry projection above them, deep in debate about constellations and their alignments. Barty answers with intelligence, but there is a steadiness to him now, something marginally softer. Food, conversation, Pandora's earlier nudge—it grounds him.
Not far down, Seraphina and Cassiopeia sit close, bent in a quiet, excited conversation about the arriving schools. Durmstrang duels. Beauxbatons performances. Old friends they hope to see. New faces they expect. Their voices are low, but their eyes shine with a rare brightness—a small bubble of anticipation in an otherwise heavy year.
Across from them, Severus and Regulus have somehow slipped into an intense philosophical discussion, one that seems to have bloomed from the faintest spark.
"...the Ministry claims the tournament promotes unity," Severus mutters, stabbing a piece of beef, "so why revive a competition historically filled with confrontation, danger, and potential loss?"
Regulus folds his hands, considering. "History often requires spectacle. Unity is rarely achieved without performance. The question is not whether it's ethical, but whether it's... necessary."
Cassiopeia glances at Seraphina with a look that says, very clearly: How riveting.
Seraphina bites her cheek to hold in a laugh, exchanging a silent groan with her friend.
By the time the last platters vanish from the tables and the candles dim to a softer, sleepier glow, the Great Hall hums with the heavy-lidded quiet of a long, overwhelming day. Conversations taper off. Benches lightly scrape. Students stretch their aching backs and gather their cloaks, exhaustion written plainly across even the most energetic faces.
The two girls rise together, exchanging brief goodnights across the tables: a wave from Pandora and Xenophilius, a gentle squeeze of Remus's hand for Nadine, a nod from Bill, a tired salute from Marlene. Cassiopeia and Seraphina lace arms once more as they join the slow-moving stream of bodies pouring toward the entrance.
In the corridor, the usual chaos of first-night chatter is muted. Most greetings are soft: a clap on the shoulder, a half-mumbled "'Night." a sleepy smile.
Even the Gryffindors keep their voices low, and the Slytherins drift like shadows—silent, unreadable, but equally worn down.
Barty passes Nadine with a brief look—not cold, not warm, just acknowledging. That—he settles for, at least for tonight. She accepts it with equal restraint and resignation.
Evan and Regulus exchange a curt nod with Seraphina and Cassiopeia as they split. Severus walks ahead alone, steps sharp but slower than usual, casting one backward glance before disappearing towards the dungeons.
The castle corridors glow with floating lanterns, guiding the streams of students to their homes for the year. Cloaks swish, boots echo, yawns ripple from group to group.
"Beds." Cassiopeia murmurs.
"Immediately." Seraphina agrees.
Pandora hugs them both once more before slipping off with the Ravenclaws. Nadine squeezes Seraphina's and Cassiopeia's hands and heads toward Gryffindor Tower, Marlene trailing at her shoulder.
The girls each peel away down different corridors, the warmth of the feast giving way to cooler, quieter stone hallways. Doors close. Staircases settle. Curtains rustle.
Chapter Text
A pale blue-grey dawn seeps through the tall windows, illuminating drifting motes of dust and the faint shimmer of the lake outside. The water casts rippling shadows along the stone walls—soft, eerie, familiar.
Seraphina wakes first. Barely.
Her hair is a curtain of dark waves, slightly tangled from sleep, a few strands falling over her face as she sits up. She pushes it back with a half-awake groan, blinking as the cold floor touches her bare feet. Her long black nightshirt slides off one shoulder as she stretches her arms overhead, joints cracking lightly.
Across the room, Cassiopeia stirs.
Unlike her brother, she isn't a silent riser—she rolls over dramatically, her curls resting over the pillow like ink. Still half-asleep, her morning face betrays what she would call 'unacceptable fatigue.'
"Already awake?" Cassiopeia mumbles, voice scratchy with sleep.
"Oh... Am I?" Seraphina replies quietly, rubbing her eyes. "You can hear everyone outside. Madhouse. No way they're that eager."
And indeed—the corridor beyond the door is alive.
Footsteps. Laughter. Voices slightly too loud for the hour. The excitement for the announcements has electrified the entire castle. Doors slam. Showers run. Someone shrieks about losing a boot. Someone else is arguing about schedules.
Cassiopeia sits up with a sigh, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. "It's too early to be this alive."
"The only creatures awake at this hour are the nerds and the Giant Squid." Seraphina smirks.
Cassiopeia huffs—which, from her, is absolutely agreement. "Phina... we are up this early."
"I never said we weren't nerds." Seraphina replies, a sleepy grin tugging at her mouth, and Cassiopeia finally lets out a soft laugh. "Have you seen our marks?!"
They rise from their beds in practiced synchronicity, stepping around trunks, tossed blankets, and the faint glow of floating lanterns still dim with leftover night.
"Speaking of—notice how empty it is?" Cassiopeia murmurs, fastening her robe. "Alecto slithered out at dawn, and the rest barely slept. Too excited for today—new schedules, new beginnings, bla bla...."
"I'm in no rush to fast forward." Seraphina yawns, stretching her arms above her head. "This semester—hell, this entire year—is going to be intense. I'm assuming these are the first... and last... moments of peace we'll get."
Cassiopeia hums in agreement, eyes drifting toward the door where the muffled chaos of the corridor grows louder.
Cassiopeia stands before the vanity, tapping her wand against her hair. The waves coil gracefully into a sleek half-up style, silver clasp snapping into place.
Seraphina chooses a simpler style. She runs her fingers over her wand and murmurs a charm; her hair smooths out perfectly, still loose, still slightly wild—but intentional now. A few strands fall over her cheekbones, framing her face in a way she secretly likes.
"How do you feel about today?" Cassiopeia asks.
Seraphina buttons her uniform shirt, shrugging. "Excited. Nervous. Hungry."
"Hungry is a constant with you. Well... Me too." Cassiopeia smiles.
"Breakfast waits for no one." Seraphina fires back, slipping into her black skirt and cloak.
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes fondly. "Oh—I forgot—you are actually going to follow through with it! The whole Prefect thing. Not sure how I'd feel about... extra responsibility." Cassiopeia admits, smoothing down the sleeve of her cloak. "What do you think?"
"Hm." Seraphina pauses mid–hairpin. "Have we ever expressed a desire to be Prefects? Because I don't remember that part."
Cassiopeia shakes her head confidently. "No, definitely not. But it's based on academics, and—let's be honest—we're both at the top of the list."
"I'm up for it." Seraphina smirks. "We'll see, though. I have a feeling my schedule is going to be... carnage."
"I know, mine too. But... Regulus is doing it again." Cassiopeia adds, turning to her with a curious tilt of her head.
Seraphina groans with dramatic flair. "Of course he is. Mum's favourite boy is in competition with the entire world. Becoming a Prefect is the closest he'll get to wearing the word 'Perfect' across his chest."
Cassiopeia laughs, shaking her head. "Absolutely true. Still—if I'm caught sneaking out with Bartemius, I'd much rather you catch me than someone else. Or worse—him."
Seraphina bursts out laughing. "Ha! Yeah. I'll hold the candle for you two while you snog. Cast me a deafening charm so I don't have to listen to anything—and I'm there."
That sends them both into a fit of laughter—bright, loud, cathartic. By the time they calm down, they are finally ready to face the morning. They are fully dressed—robes sharp, badges polished, boots laced—the hallway noise grows louder.
Before they open the door, Seraphina nudges her with a wicked grin.
"So, there are plans to sneak off and snog with Barty? Fascinating development."
Cassiopeia flushes just enough to betray herself. "Hey! All I'm saying is—you would make a good Prefect."
"So would you, Cassie." Seraphina softens, giving her a warm smile. She reaches for the doorknob. "Alright. Let's go."
Students are awake.
The castle is awake.
Pets are running around.
Cassiopeia inhales, composing herself. "Let's go before the first-years trample us."
The lake beyond the green-tinted windows ripples with shifting shadows, casting moving light across polished stone floors. Students weave between armchairs and long tables, robes half-buttoned, sleep still clinging to their voices. Some are comparing future schedules with hushed excitement; others are already arguing about class placements, gossip, or which delegation will arrive first tonight. The air smells faintly of damp stone, parchment, and someone's aggressively brewed peppermint tea.
As Seraphina and Cassiopeia step into the flow of bodies, they nearly collide with Regulus and Evan standing near the exit—both waiting, it seems, for the rest of their circle to emerge from the boys' dormitory.
Evan brightens immediately, offering the girls a warm, lopsided smile. "Well, good morning, ladies." he drawls, sweeping an exaggerated little bow. "You're both looking unreasonably awake for this ungodly hour."
Cassiopeia rolls her eyes but smiles; Seraphina huffs a quiet laugh. "We're pretending, but don't tell anyone."
"Duly noted." Evan says with a slow, exaggerated wink, casually propping one shoulder against the wall as if he has all the time—and all the charm—in the world.
Regulus, however, straightens subtly at their approach, spine taut, gaze flicking to Seraphina with a cool, unreadable composure. "Morning." he says—polite, clipped, perfectly civil—the air tight between them. He gives a strict nod to his sister, who returns the favour.
Evan notices, of course he does, and with a playful nudge to Regulus's arm adds, "Don't mind him, he's been brooding since he woke up. Something about the moon not being symmetrical enough today."
Regulus shoots him a deadly glance; Seraphina hides a grin.
"Are we waiting on you two, or shall we go to breakfast without the pleasure of your company?" Cassiopeia asks, smiling sweetly.
"I fear Mulciber is braiding Wilkes' hair or something equally tragic, so it may take a while." Regulus sighs, brushing a hand through his curls with effortless elegance. The group laughs.
"Yes, and together they'll add bows to Avery's." Evan adds, clasping his hands dramatically. "We escaped just in time."
A ripple of chuckles follows. Seraphina's eyes linger on Regulus's smile a moment too long.
"Oh well, more for us then." Cassiopeia announces, looping her arm through Seraphina's. "Au revoir!" (Goodbye!)
They head out together, slipping into the current of students flooding the corridor. They move through the hallways and greet friends they didn't manage to find the night before. Familiar faces beam at them, some still discussing last night's feast, others clutching coffee in trembling hands.
Bill spots them first—his face breaks into a wide, sun-bright grin, and before either girl can react, he is already striding toward them with long, eager steps.
"If it isn't my two favorite Slytherins." he announces, arms already open. "Well, the only tolerable ones."
Seraphina laughs as she is pulled into a warm, borderline rib-crushing Weasley hug. Cassiopeia gets the same treatment, her feet almost lifted off the ground. "Merlin's beard, Bill—did you grow over the summer or did you just become stronger from hugging everyone to death?" Seraphina teases, brushing her hair back into place.
Bill snorts. "A gentleman never reveals his training regimen. But yes—it does involve tackling my brothers."
Cassiopeia grins. "It's great to see you again, Bill."
"Missed you two." he says, sincerity shining through the humor. "Last night looked mad—didn't get to catch either of you properly. You two alright? Excited? Terrified? Ready to duel half the school?"
Seraphina smirks. "All of the above."
Cassiopeia nods. "But mostly excited."
Bill places a hand over his heart dramatically. "Good. Because if anyone deserves a brilliant year, it's you two."
Seraphina rolls her eyes playfully. "Careful, Weasley. Say another nice thing, and we might actually gain the impression you like Slytherin."
He chuckles. "Oh, well, I would never want to deceive any of you in that way."
They share another quick squeeze of a hug before Bill is swept away by a cluster of Gryffindors calling his name, and the girls continue toward the Great Hall—lighter, warmer—carrying a bit of that unmistakable Weasley comfort with them.
"So, remind me again why you haven't gone for any of the 'good ones'?" Cassiopeia teases, bumping her shoulder into Seraphina's.
"That's not how that works, Cass." Seraphina protests, her mind slipping to Regulus, though the grin on her face betrays her amusement.
"Mm-hm. Saving the real material for Mr. Black, then?" Cassiopeia smirks, "Ew, by the way."
"Oh, please—between the new schedule and holding a candle while you and Barty snog, I won't have time for romance." Seraphina fires back.
Both of them erupt into laughter—the kind that Cassiopeia tries, and fails, to smother behind her hand. Their laughter carries just far enough to catch Nadine's ear across the corridor. She spins, spots them instantly, and beelines toward them with purpose.
"Hey, you two!" Nadine calls out, practically glowing with relief.
"Good morning!" Cassiopeia greets her, pulling her into a tight hug.
Seraphina wraps her arms around her next. "Are you ready for today's chaos?"
"Yes—and no." Nadine admits with a breathy laugh. "I'm already overwhelmed, honestly. Oh—by the way, I tried checking if we could get our schedules early, but no. They're only giving them out after breakfast. So... let's at least enjoy the food while we can."
"Oh, perfect. I hear a bacon–egg toast calling my name." Cassiopeia declares with solemn commitment.
"And pancakes softly whispering mine." Seraphina adds, clutching her heart dramatically as the three girls fall into step, drifting with the crowd.
Together, they cross through the towering doors and settle among their peers.
The Great Hall glows with warm morning light spilling through tall windows, catching on floating lanterns and turning the steam rising from platters of food into golden ribbons. The tables overflow with everything from flaky buttered croissants to stacks of blueberry pancakes, crisp bacon, perfectly seasoned eggs, fresh fruit compotes, and warm rolls that seem to replenish themselves the moment a hand reaches for them. The girls settle in with their chosen plates, savoring the comfort of the first real breakfast of the term. The chatter around them is soft, buzzing with anticipation rather than gossip, and even the professors look more refreshed than usual.
Even more miraculous: the drama is almost nonexistent. The Slytherin group sits in its usual formation, but their snark and bickering are diluted, nearly civil; Mulciber only mutters once, Wilkes is too focused on his plate to start anything, Avery is distracted by something Regulus is quietly pointing out, and even Severus seems too deep in thought to scowl properly. Across the hall, the Gryffindors are equally subdued—Sirius yawns more than he banters, James is scribbling something on a parchment between bites, and even Peter is quietly sipping pumpkin juice rather than making mischief. Remus and Lily speak in low voices, likely about future coursework.
A soft "mrrrp" pulls Nadine's attention downward.
Brownie pads proudly beside her, tail curled high like a question mark. Nadine gives her an affectionate scratch behind the ears. Brownie hops elegantly onto the bench before Nadine sits, curling up by her hip.
Nadine pulls her plate closer and forces herself to eat. Toast, scrambled eggs, a bit of fruit—her stomach is tight, but she knows she needs something in her system. The familiar warmth should calm her, but her eyes wander instinctively.
Across the hall, the Slytherin table glitters in deep green and silver.
She spots Seraphina first—hair shining, posture poised as always. Cassiopeia sits with perfect posture, her neat ballet bun still in place, her elegant uniform crisp. She speaks politely with her classmate, occasionally stealing a glance toward her brother further down the table.
Nadine smiles a bit. At least they seem relaxed.
Her gaze moves automatically—past them, down the long stretch of the table.
Then she freezes.
Barty sits several seats down, wedged between Mulciber and Evan. He stares blankly at his plate, shoulders stiff, eyes shadowed. He looks like he didn't sleep either. Like he is somewhere far away in his head.
She sighs and drops her eyes... but her gaze continues drifting along the table almost automatically.
Over Avery, who is loudly bragging to about a spell he absolutely can't perform.
Over Mulciber, hunched forward, eating like he has been starved.
And then—
Severus.
He sits exactly like last night: a little hunched, shoulders drawn slightly inward, his curtain of hair falling neatly beside his face. He doesn't look up. He rarely does in the morning. His long fingers hold his fork with absent precision, disciplined, his movements neat and controlled.
He looks so calm. So self-contained. So him. What did he think of seeing her close to her housemates?
She takes a small sip of pumpkin juice, letting the warmth settle her nerves as the chatter around her grows louder. She wipes her fingers on a napkin and steadies herself. Pull it together, she thinks.
As if on cue, the moment Cassiopeia finishes the last bite of her toast, she wipes her hands delicately on a napkin, downs the remainder of her tea in one elegant motion, and pushes back her chair.
"I've got to go. Bartemius is here, and I need to talk to him."
"Go ahead." Seraphina smirks and winks, leaning back. "Tell him I said hi—and remind him of our candle-holding arrangement."
Cassiopeia snorts, shaking her head as she hurries off. "You're impossible."
Regulus, across the table, lifts one eyebrow in a slow, pointed arc. "Candle... holding... arrangement?"
"Oh, it's nothing serious." Seraphina dismisses lightly, popping the last piece of pancake into her mouth.
Regulus lets it go—though a faint crease forms between his brows. He reaches for a copy of the Daily Prophet, unfolding it lazily. He barely reads; mostly he stares at the moving photographs with the vacant expression of someone too tired to bother pretending he isn't exhausted.
Seraphina leans forward slightly, voice soft enough for only him to hear. "I didn't get the chance to thank you, by the way."
Regulus's eyes lift over the edge of the paper. A slow blink. Then he lowers it halfway, giving her his full attention. "Thank me? What exactly are we thanking me for?"
She rolls her eyes, but the smile she gives him lacks bite. "For your gift. For my birthday—well, Christmas, technically. So... thank you."
The warmth in her tone is small, but real—rarely aimed at him directly. He watches her for a fraction longer than necessary, something unreadable flickering in his eyes.
"Hm." he hums, inclining his head. The faintest ripple of pride—satisfaction even—passes through him.
"It's beautiful." she adds quietly. "And I have no idea how you got your hands on it. It seems very rare."
"I have my ways." he replies in a whisper, just barely smirking—the kind of smirk that hides more than it reveals.
And for a brief, fragile moment, peace settles between them.
"Thank you, as well, for yours." he replies, gaze honing in on her—sharp, searching, as though trying to catch even the smallest crack in her composure.
She bites the inside of her cheek, barely noticeable, then gives a single, measured nod. He files a mental note away.
"Well," Seraphina says as she rises, brushing a crumb from her skirt. "I'm heading to get my schedule. I assume we still have a few classes in common."
Regulus lowers the newspaper completely now, eyes following her movements, calmly, "Perhaps." he replies, voice smoother than expected. "We can compare them later."
She pauses—not long, but long enough to register that this is unusually... agreeable for him. Maybe it is the early hour, maybe the leftover exhaustion, or maybe the remnants of honesty from last night—but something in him is... Almost human.
Seraphina nods, accepting the offer with a small, composed smile.
And then she turns, cool and self-possessed as always, striding toward the exit with easy confidence—completely unaware of the way his gaze follows her for a moment longer than either of them would ever admit.
James snorts. "...Mum won't stop fussing since the wedding. 'James, did you wash properly, James, fix your clothes, James, this and that—' as if we were the reason the whole place turned into a battlefield."
Sirius lifts a brow. "Technically the Slytherins are always the reason something goes wrong. Or at least they're involved."
Mary rolls her eyes. "Sirius, you can't blame every single bad thing on Slytherins."
"Yes I can." Sirius replies immediately.
"And he will." Marlene adds dryly, spearing a piece of sausage.
Lily turns slightly toward Nadine, her expression softer than the banter around them. "Are you sure everyone in your family is alright? We couldn't get details beyond what the Prophet exaggerated."
Nadine nods. "We're okay. Shaken, but okay. It was... chaotic."
Peter shivers. "Four Death Eaters showing up at a wedding? That's mental."
"Typical." mutters Sirius. "Bet they crawled out from under a Slytherin table."
"Sirius." Lily gives him a sharp look.
"Fine, fine." he grumbles. "But I'm not wrong."
James exhales through his nose, rubbing the bridge of it tiredly—as if he has been awake half the night thinking about it, too.
Then he straightens, glancing at the end of the table where several younger students are eating with wide-eyed worry.
"Right." James says, turning back to Nadine, Sirius, Remus, and the others. His tone shifts—captain mode slipping in naturally. "On another note before classes... it's my last year here."
Nadine and the others grow quiet. It hangs heavily—James Potter, who has lived and breathed Quidditch for years, is actually nearing the end.
"So," he continues, "I want to make things clear now. We're not doing tryouts this year."
Marlene nearly chokes on her pumpkin juice. "No tryouts?"
"Nope." James says, shrugging, though the decision obviously means more to him than he lets on. "Everyone except Crouch graduates at the end of the year. The team's going to have to replace all of us. So it doesn't make sense to waste time rebuilding a roster just to tear it down in June."
He looks at Nadine then—properly looks at her, with that warm senior-captain pride he reserves for her and her alone.
"The team stays as it is... unless, Nadine, you don't want to be included."
Nadine freezes.
Because the truth hits her like a sudden gust of cold air—
She doesn't want more incidents.
She doesn't want to be a target again.
But she loves it. She loves Quidditch. She loves the wind and the speed and the clarity it gives her mind. And she needs that right now—something normal, something hers, something that makes her feel alive instead of terrified.
She swallows, lifting her chin.
"I... want to stay." she says quietly but firmly. "It helps. And I don't want to give it up. I'll give my best."
James's face breaks into a grin—relieved, proud, fond all at once.
"Good." he says, clapping her shoulder warmly. "Then I'll let you know when the meeting is."
Sirius leans over with a smirk. "Ah, the baby of the team remaining. You'll be captain one day, Crouch."
Nadine snorts, rolling her eyes, but she can't help smiling—and Remus nudges her gently, a silent 'good for you.'
He quietly begins serving himself eggs and toast. His movements are slower, more careful than usual, and Nadine watches him for a moment, concern tightening in her chest. She waits until the others are distracted by buttering scones.
Then she leans slightly toward Remus, lowering her voice.
"How's your wound?" she asks gently. "And your parents? I've been thinking about them too since... everything."
Remus stiffens for a moment, then relaxes with a tired exhale. "I'm alright." he says quietly. "Really. My mum is still... hovering. But she's calmer now that we're back here where everything's familiar. And I'm healing fine. Better than fine."
"You don't look better than fine." Nadine says softly. "You look like you didn't sleep."
He gives a small, sheepish shrug. "Full moon was close. And after the attack, she was afraid to let me out of her sight. It's been... a tense few days."
Nadine bites her lip. "Are you free after breakfast? I'll get my schedule later. I'd like to talk. About... you know."
Her voice softens even more at the end, barely audible over the noise.
Remus freezes slightly—the topic is still raw, still frightening for him—and she sees how his shoulders rise with a breath he has to steady manually.
"Nadine," he murmurs, "I don't want you to waste your time worrying about me. You've already got enough on your plate. New classes, your family, the wedding... You don't need to add that."
"I want to." she insists. "I'm not letting you deal with this alone."
His eyes warm, even if the hesitation doesn't fully fade. He studies her for a moment—really studies her—and then nods, a small smile tugging at his lips.
"Alright." he says quietly. "After breakfast."
They finish quietly, the noise of the Hall rising around them again as more students pile in. Nadine wipes her hands and stands, grabbing her schedule, and then turns to Remus. They both rise, offering quick goodbyes as James calls something half-coherent through a mouthful of scone, Sirius lifts a dramatic salute, Lily smiles warmly, and the others wave. Brownie leaps down from the bench and pads after Nadine, tail high.
As they leave the Hall, the castle corridor feels cooler and quieter. Their footsteps echo lightly, and Nadine looks over at him—he looks thoughtful, distant, as if bracing himself. He hesitates for a moment before saying, "I... actually want to show you something."
Her brows lift. "Alright."
She follows him, curiosity growing, as they walk down long stone corridors, past portraits waking from their frames, past windows spilling in pale morning light. They walk through the arched stone portal that separates the Great Hall from the newer pathways toward the University grounds. The shift in atmosphere is subtle—quieter, more open, fewer wandering students this early.
They move down a sloping lawn, the path narrowing and turning slightly wild. Nadine recognizes where they are going before she fully believes it.
The Whomping Willow stands ahead—vast, ancient, its branches curled like giant fists, its bark scarred and twisted. A soft breeze rattles its leaves, and the tree creaks as if in warning.
Nadine stops a few steps behind Remus, Brownie pressing close to her boots.
"Why here?" she asks, voice soft. "I always wondered why this tree was even planted here... it looks so out of place."
Remus exhales—the kind of breath that carries years behind it. He keeps a safe distance from the Willow's reach, but his eyes stay fixed on it.
"It's because of me." he says quietly.
Nadine's chest tightens. "What do you mean?"
He swallows, jaw shifting slightly as though he is choosing each word carefully.
"You know how Hogwarts has... places you're not supposed to go—secret things no one talks about? This is one of them." His voice lowers, steady but heavy with memory. "Dumbledore had this tree planted when I came to school. It hides the entrance to a tunnel. That tunnel leads to the Shrieking Shack."
Nadine listens, her breath caught somewhere between fear and heartbreak.
"During the full moon," Remus continues, "I go there. To transform. Away from everyone, where I can't hurt anyone." His eyes flick toward the Willow, and Nadine sees so much in them—shame, pain, exhaustion, resignation. "The Shack was... reinforced. The villagers heard the noises and assumed it was haunted. That rumor kept people away. It kept them safe."
He pauses. Trying to breathe evenly. Trying to speak through memories that clearly hurt.
"How does it feel?" Nadine asks softly, barely a whisper.
Remus's eyes drop. "It feels like my bones are breaking from the inside out. Like my mind is being forced into a corner and something else pushes forward. I wake up exhausted, bloody, and sore. And every month it happens all over again."
Nadine's heart sinks. The weight of it sits heavy in her chest. She stares at the massive, violent tree, realizing what it truly represents—not mystery, not danger, but Remus's suffering hidden in plain sight.
She steps a little closer to him. "I'm so sorry." she murmurs. "You went through all of this alone for so long..."
Remus forces a faint smile. "I wasn't always alone." He looks back toward the castle. "James, Sirius, and Peter—they found out eventually. They chose to help."
"And..." Nadine hesitates. "I assume, only they know. And me."
"Yes." Remus says. Then he frowns. "...And Snape. Sort of."
Nadine blinks. "What? Severus?"
Her confusion is immediate and sharp. Severus knows? About this? About Remus?
Her mouth falls open slightly. "How does he know?"
The wind rustles the Willow's leaves again, and Remus's expression darkens—because the story attached to that name is nothing short of dangerous.
He closes his eyes for a moment, as if bracing himself. "You won't like this." he says quietly. "I swear I don't either. I didn't then, and I definitely don't now."
Nadine feels her stomach twist. "What happened?"
He takes a shaky breath. "It was Sirius. Sirius... decided it would be funny to tell Snape how to get past the Whomping Willow. He told him where the knot was—the one that freezes the tree."
Nadine's blood runs cold.
Her eyes widen. "Why—why would he do that?"
"Because they were angry." Remus says, voice tight. "Because they thought it was a joke. Because they hated him and didn't think—didn't care—what could happen."
Nadine steps back, horrified. "Remus... Sirius sent him here? While you were transforming?"
Remus's face crumples with guilt. "I didn't know. I swear to you, Nadine—I didn't know until afterwards. I had no idea what they'd done. James realized what Sirius had suggested and ran out here just in time. He pulled Severus back before he saw me fully transformed."
Nadine covers her mouth, her heart pounding wildly, fury rising like fire under her skin. "He would've died. Remus, he would've DIED."
"I KNOW." Remus snaps—not at her, but at the memory, the guilt, the helpless rage he has swallowed for years.
"I know. And Snape has never let go of it—and he shouldn't. He has every right to hate us. Every right."
Nadine turns away, trembling. She feels sick. "I can't believe Sirius. James too. How—how do they live with themselves after that?"
Remus rubs his forehead. "James at least—James regretted it. Deeply. He doesn't talk about it. He tries to be better, most of the time."
"Most of the time?" she snaps. "Meaning they STILL torment him?"
Remus hesitates. "...Only sometimes. When tempers are bad. When Sirius is angry. When Snape starts it. It's complicated."
"No." Nadine says sharply. "It really isn't."
Brownie meows beside her, sensing her tension.
"What else happened, Remus? What else did you all do?"
He looks miserable—but he answers. "We hexed him. We mocked him. We hung him upside down once in the courtyard. Sirius baited him constantly. James—James tried to show off in front of Lily by humiliating him."
Nadine shifts, chewing the inside of her cheek, clearly thinking hard before she speaks.
The Willow groans, leaves whispering like something eavesdropping.
Remus doesn't look at her. He stares at the ground, fingers digging into his palms until his knuckles go white.
"Remus?" she whispers.
His jaw trembles before he forces the words out.
"It wasn't just the pranks." His voice cracks—raw, shameful. "It wasn't just the hexes or the humiliations."
Nadine's chest tightens.
Remus swallows hard. "There were... moments. Times when I was close to him—too close. We'd be in the corridor or in class, and if I was tired or anxious, he'd try to ask what was wrong. Just—quietly. Not kindly, exactly, but... concerned. And there were a few times when I almost told him."
Nadine blinks. That she wasn't expecting.
"Told him what?" she asks.
Remus exhales, a miserable, thin breath. "That I'm a werewolf."
Nadine's eyes widen—genuine shock knitting her brows.
"I don't know why. I think I was lonely. I think... I saw him sitting alone, scowling at the world, and I thought—maybe he might understand. Maybe he'd know what it's like to be something everyone hates."
Nadine's throat constricts.
"But then," Remus continues, voice roughening, "Sirius would shove him as he passed. Or James would laugh. Or someone would hex his books. And I'd remember—he hates us. And we deserve it. And telling him? It would only drag him deeper into all this."
Nadine's hands curl into fists.
Remus closes his eyes. "He saw me once. Not the transformation—but me. After. Bleeding, shaking, covered in cuts. I bumped into him leaving the infirmary. And he called me pathetic, but he stared a little too long. Like he knew something was wrong but didn't know what."
He swallows again, harder this time.
"And one night," he adds, voice dropping to a whisper, "I almost told him everything. He asked why I was limping. I opened my mouth to answer, and then Sirius came barreling in, mocking him. Snape stalked off. I never—never got another chance."
Nadine stares at him, her heart twisting painfully. For both.
"So yes." Remus murmurs, "He has every reason to hate me. But part of him—part of him didn't, once. And I ruined that. Or Sirius did. Or James did. Or we all did."
Nadine shakes, anger simmering through her veins.
"Remus... they destroyed any chance you had at peace with him. Any chance he had at understanding you."
A bitter laugh escapes him. "Yes. I know."
"And you're still defending them."
"I'm not defending them." he says softly. "I'm just... explaining."
Nadine turns abruptly, pacing again, fury tightening her shoulders.
"I can't believe Sirius." she mutters. "And James, trying to impress Lily by humiliating him—Remus, that's cruel. Ridiculous. That's—"
"I know." Remus whispers.
"No, you don't." Nadine snaps, wheeling toward him. "You don't understand what they took from him. What they took from you. You could've had a friend—someone who understood the loneliness. But they ruined it because of their pride."
Remus stares at her, stunned by the intensity of her anger—the protectiveness blazing behind it.
She softens only slightly.
"Remus." she says gently, "You didn't deserve their choices. And Severus didn't deserve the consequences."
He nods, eyes shining.
The silence that settles is cold, heavy, threaded with everything unsaid.
Then Remus speaks again—hesitant, fragile.
"There's one more thing."
Nadine looks over sharply.
"Lily." he says quietly. "When she found out what James and Sirius did... she yelled at them for hours. She told them if Snape had died, she'd never forgive them. She cared about him—deeply. Maybe more than she meant to."
Nadine goes still.
Remus continues. "I think James always knew she cared for Severus. Not romantically—at least, I don't think so. Lily is... one of the best people I've ever known. Brave, stubborn, endlessly kind. She saw something good in him. Something no one else bothered to see. She never gave up on him until he forced her to. And Snape..."
The words sink into Nadine like a stone in water.
A strange, hollow ache unfolds in her chest.
Remus shrugs. "I don't know. But it's clear she meant everything to him. And losing her... it changed him."
Nadine forces a breath, nods—because she wants to be mature, understanding. But it burns hot and acidic behind her ribs.
Jealousy. Pain. And yet... sorrow for him.
"She was good to him. He deserves someone good." she whispers truthfully.
Remus looks at her and his eyes soften.
"You're good too." he says gently. "Better, even."
Nadine swallows hard.
Her eyes burn—with tears, with fierce, protective anger she doesn't quite understand until she feels it.
She imagines Severus—quiet, prickly, alone—cornered by all of them...
She wants to scream.
"Lily doesn't know the whole story though." he adds quietly. "She thinks they just... argue. Sirius and Snape despise each other, so she tries not to intervene. Marlene and Mary have no idea. Peter follows whatever James does."
Nadine sighs deeply. "Well, you need to keep them far away from him. Especially Sirius. I swear, if he tries something like that again—Remus, I won't stay quiet."
He huffs a small, tired laugh. "I believe you."
"I'm serious." she warns.
Remus gives her a knowing, gentle look. "Yes," he says softly. "I know."
She feels her cheeks warm, but she stays firm. "I'm not letting your friends hurt him again. If they—if they provoke him—I'll—"
Remus nods slowly.
They sit in silence then, the breeze cool, the Willow creaking, the weight of everything settling between them.
"I'm here for you, Remus." she murmurs. "But I'm not blind. They went too far. They should be punished. Yet they got away with it."
"I know." he whispers.
The Willow sways, the morning sun crawls higher—and Nadine realizes her world is shifting, tangled, dangerous.
But she knows one thing clearly now:
She won't let anyone harm Severus again.
Remus watches her for a long moment. Then, quietly, almost like he is afraid to startle her, he says:
"...You're really in love with him."
Nadine freezes.
Her breath catches; she wasn't expecting him to just say it.
But the truth is too strong, too bright, too heavy to deny.
She lowers her gaze, cheeks warm, and whispers:
"...yes. I—I love him."
Remus doesn't tease. He doesn't smirk. He only nods, understanding more than she expected.
"Do you plan to tell him?" he asks gently. "Or... what's the plan?"
Nadine lets out a breath, half-laugh, half-exhausted sigh. "I don't know. I asked him at the beginning of first year to go on a date, you know? And he refused. Because of you."
Remus's brows lift. "He refused because of me?"
"Yeah." she says, frustration flickering. "Because of you. And Potter. And Black. And everyone. He thinks I'm one of you—that I'm... with your group. That I'll laugh at him too. That I want to make fun of him."
Remus winces. "Well... you are hanging around with us." he points out, mild but honest.
She nudges him with her elbow, a small, affectionate shove. "I care about you, Remus. That's different. And honestly... I see a lot of myself in you. We keep things inside. We both pretend we're fine when we're drowning. We both think we have to carry everything alone."
Remus's expression softens completely, that unusual mix of gratitude and pain.
They share a small, tired smile—two people who understand more than they say.
"We'll deal with this." Nadine says, firm and warm at once. "Everything. Your friends. My... mess with Severus. We'll figure it out." She shifts, chewing the inside of her cheek, clearly thinking hard before she speaks.
"Remus..." she begins softly. "Can I suggest something without you snapping at me?"
He tenses immediately—just a little. "Depends on what it is."
"I'm not saying this because I think you're weak." she insists quickly. "I'm saying it because I care. I can pull some strings—there are professional werewolf experts, the best Healers in Britain. I could ask for some help, or—"
"No."
He cuts her off instantly. Firm. Not cruel—just terrified of the idea.
"Remus—"
"No." he repeats, lower now, eyes flicking away as if ashamed of the intensity behind the refusal. "Nadine, I can't have anyone else knowing. Not a Healer. Not a specialist. I... I'm already lucky Dumbledore keeps me here. If this spreads—if the Ministry hears—"
His voice thins, frays. He doesn't need to finish.
Lycanthropy isn't a condition the world shows mercy to.
Nadine's heart aches, but she nods slowly. "Okay. Okay, I understand. I won't push that."
He softens. "I know you want to help. But it's better this way. Safer."
She hesitates again.
"What about potions?" she offers quietly. "I could research something subtle. Something to help with pain or—"
Again, he shakes his head, more gently this time.
"No. Anything outside my usual treatment from Madam Pomfrey draws suspicion. Slughorn watches his shelves. And... I don't want you experimenting for me. If something went wrong—"
He stops. His jaw works. He means he couldn't forgive himself.
Nadine exhales, accepting. Not agreeing—just accepting.
"Fine."
A pause.
"But can I at least tell Seraphina and Cassiopeia?"
Remus freezes.
"I can't keep secrets from them." she says, voice soft, earnest. "I promise—they won't tell anyone. Ever. You can trust them. And... I really need them to understand why I'm suddenly acting weird about the full moon."
He studies her.
Really studies her.
And he sees the truth in her eyes—the weight she carries, the loyalty she lives by.
"...Alright." he says at last, quiet but certain. "I think Seraphina already knows. If Severus told her, that is. But you can tell them. Only them, Nadine."
Nadine lets out a breath she didn't know she was holding and gives a relieved, grateful nod.
"Thank you." she whispers.
Remus smiles—small, tired, but real.
"Thank you." he echoes.
Because he knows she isn't pitying him. She isn't frightened of him. She isn't seeing a monster. She is seeing Remus. And for a moment, the world feels a little lighter—for both of them.
Chapter Text
The cool, familiar scent of crushed herbs and simmering tinctures greets Cassiopeia the moment she rounds the corner toward the dungeon corridor. Students trickle out of Slughorn's office in a tight, chattering cluster—one yawning dramatically, another rolling their eyes, and the third whispering something excited about "new prerequisites" and "restricted access."
Cassiopeia smirks. Typical.
Once they clear, she straightens her shoulders, smooths her uniform, and knocks twice.
A jovial voice booms immediately, "Come in!"
She pushes the door open.
The Potions classroom is exactly as she remembers—dim but warm, lit by suspended orbs of soft greenish light. Shelves of ingredients climb the stone walls from floor to ceiling, jars glinting with pickled roots, shimmering powders, writhing tendrils preserved in viscous liquids. Cauldrons of different materials line the far side of the room. The air smells faintly of star anise, salamander ash, and something metallic.
Professor Slughorn stands behind his cluttered desk like a king reviewing treasures. His emerald robes glimmer when he turns. "Ahh—Miss Black!" he exclaims, beaming as though she has brought him a rare treat. "Always a pleasure. Teaching a young Black the noble arts of potioncraft is a delight."
Cassiopeia smiles politely and approaches the desk. "Good morning, Professor. And thank you."
Slughorn rummages through a stack of parchment until he finds a neatly rolled scroll tied with a dark green ribbon. He hands it off with a flourish. "Your schedule for the term, my dear—and I must say, together, we've selected some very promising specialties. Ambitious!" He taps the scroll with his wand. "These are not courses for the fainthearted."
Cassiopeia lifts a brow with a hint of pride. "I wouldn't have it any other way."
"Excellent, excellent. You'll do marvelously."
She unties the ribbon and scans the list—her pulse quickening with excitement and certainty. Yes. This is exactly what she wanted.
STUDENT: Cassiopeia Walburga Black, II Year.
SPECIALIZATION — Alchemical Potioneering.
Classes per two semesters are as follows:
Semester I:
• High Alchemy II: Volatile, Sentient & Transformative Brewcraft
• Alchemy: Diagnostics Theory
• Herbology II: Venomous Flora, Rare & Medicinal Potion Botanics
• Cursed Toxicology & Antidotal Theory
• Magizoological Alchemy: Creature Physiology, Venoms & Curative Drafts
• Law, Ethics & History of Alchemical Practice I
Semester II:
• Law, Ethics & Modern Standards of Alchemical Practice II
• Advanced Medical Potioneering
• Celestial Alchemy & Astral Infusions
• History of Blood Potions & Forbidden Distillations (Restricted)
• Advanced Magical Solvents & Stabilization Theory
• Glyphbound Potioneering: Inscribed Cauldrons & Reactive Ingredients
Slughorn sets his quill aside, fingers folding neatly over his desk as he regards her with a warm, evaluative smile. "Miss Black, I must admit—I had been quite convinced you would take the Prefect badge this year alongside Regulus. I was certain of it, in fact. Imagine my surprise when I learned you hadn't the ambition for it. A tad disappointing." he chuckles, though kindly, then continues. "Of course, Miss Snape is an excellent choice—marvelous, truly. But I assumed Mrs. Black might have encouraged you to follow suit. Regardless, both of you have put together remarkably challenging schedules. You've surpassed expectations."
Cassiopeia smooths a fold in her sleeve, her answer poised and honest. "Regulus is made for ticking every box. Sirius is made for burning them. And I... fall somewhere in between, I suppose. Besides, Seraphina will make a phenomenal Prefect. She's direct, sharp, and she handles things without hesitation. That's exactly what the role requires."
Slughorn nods enthusiastically. "Indeed! Ah, Sirius Black. A brilliant boy—one of the most effortlessly brightest I've ever taught—but heavens above, the mischief! Only Mr. Potter gives him any competition. Word of... the unfortunate family matters reached even my desk. Pardon me for mentioning it, but I do hope—truly—that one day your family finds its way back to one another. The House of Black is noble indeed. Very noble."
Cassiopeia's jaw tenses for the briefest moment, a flicker of emotion slipping through before she reins it in. "A shame, indeed, sir."
She steps out of Slughorn's office with her schedule tucked carefully into her bag, her expression composed but unmistakably pleased. The moment the heavy door closes behind her, she nearly collides with Seraphina—who stands beside Barty, hands in his pockets, posture wound just a little too tight.
"Oh!" Cassiopeia blinks, catching herself before she bumps Seraphina's shoulder. "You two scared me."
Seraphina grins, "Sorry—Slughorn taking victims this early in the morning?"
Cassiopeia lifts her bag slightly. "If victims means handing out masterpieces, then yes."
Seraphina's face lights up. "You got a good one, then?"
"Better than good." Cassiopeia's tone holds quiet pride. "He loaded me with everything I wanted. It's brutal—but perfect. And—there's a shiny new Prefect badge waiting for you, darling."
Barty exhales a quiet laugh through his nose, eyes flicking between the girls. "Knew you'd ace the selection. What's the verdict, Snape? You approve of Cass playing with lethal brews all year?"
Seraphina smirks. "Absolutely. I'd trust Cass with any cauldron over half the people in there."
Cassiopeia nudges her lightly, pleased. "Thank you. What about you? Ready for Slughorn's theatrics?"
Seraphina glances at the still-closed office door and sighs, "As ready as I'll ever be. I'll leave you two to it. Try not to murder each other before I'm back."
Barty snorts at that, but Cassiopeia only rolls her eyes warmly. Seraphina knocks once, and the muffled voice of Slughorn quickly bellows, "Come in!" She disappears inside with a nod to both of them.
The corridor settles into a quieter hum as Barty and Cassiopeia shift toward each other—awkward, strained, but drawn together nonetheless.
Barty sees her before she even realizes he is looking.
And it hits him—hard.
Cassiopeia stands there with her schedule tucked under her arm, hair pinned in perfect, inky waves, her uniform crisp, her posture elegant without even trying. She looks collected, strong, composed... but there is a gentleness in her eyes that he hasn't been allowed to see in days.
Her gaze meets his, and something in him stumbles.
She is stunning—painfully so.
Not the fragile kind of beautiful, but the proper, unique kind. Sharp but effortlessly soft at the same time, in the way she can read him more easily than anyone else ever has.
He notices the faint smile tugging at her lips as she watches him. He notices the way she tilts her head, as if searching his face for the exhaustion he failed to hide. And for a moment—one stolen moment—he feels seen. Not judged. Not questioned. Just... seen.
He softens instantly, more than he means to.
Because it is her. Of course it is.
And Merlin, he missed her.
"Well," Cassiopeia exhales, reaching into her bag. "let's see yours."
Barty produces his folded schedule immediately, handing it over with the same mechanical efficiency he uses in duels. She hands him hers in exchange.
They read in silence.
Cassiopeia's throat tightens just a little. "Ah. Not a single shared class... except Creature Physiology."
Barty's shoulders dip—not quite a sigh, but close. "Yeah." He hands her schedule back, tapping the creature course with his finger. "Just this one. A bit tragic, isn't it?"
Cassiopeia places her schedule back into her bag, looking up at him steadily. "We'll sit together for that one, then."
Barty meets her gaze—really meets it—for the first time since the feast last night. Something softens at the edges.
"Yeah." he says quietly. "We will."
For a moment, the tension between them thins, replaced by something tentative—but hopeful.
For the first time in days, Cassiopeia allows herself a proper look at him.
Barty stands just a few steps away, hands in his pockets, shoulders slouched in that familiar posture of careless rebellion he wears so well. His hair is its usual wild mess—soft strands falling over his forehead as though they have given up being tamed. His eyes, however... those warm, sharp eyes that always softened whenever they met hers—they still hold that same warmth now, even through the thin veil of strain etched across his face.
He is trying to hide it—the sleepless nights, the interrogations, the tension at home—but she sees it all. She always has.
And Merlin, he is still beautiful. Unfairly so.
A rebellious, dangerous sort of beauty—the kind she always feared she would get addicted to.
When he glances at her with that small, hesitant smile—the one meant only for her—something inside her chest loosens for the first time in weeks.
Yes, she missed him. Far more than she will ever admit out loud.
"Listen... we should talk." Barty's voice is low, steady—too steady for someone who was pacing emotionally just yesterday. "I've been... inconsistent. Awful, really. And if you'll let me, I'd like to redeem myself properly this time."
Cassiopeia folds her arms, though her expression softens. "Yes, you were. Spectacularly so. And yes—you can redeem yourself. But only if we actually talk. No dodging. No moods. No storming off."
A slow grin spreads across his face—real, boyish, painfully charming. It hits her harder than she expects; she had forgotten how much she missed that smile. When did everything get so complicated?
"Yes, ma'am." he teases lightly. "Hogsmeade. Dinner. Just you and me. No girls, no blokes, no interruptions. Pick a day that fits your insane schedule, and I'll take you out properly."
Cassiopeia tries—fails—not to smile. "Ah. You mean business, don't you?"
He nods with exaggerated seriousness, though his eyes gleam with warmth. "Very serious business."
She laughs, unable to help herself. She is in too good a mood to pretend she doesn't want this. "Alright. I'll let you know soon. And Bartemius? It doesn't have to be anything extraordinary. It just needs to be you and me."
Before she can retract the offer—or tease him further—Barty gently lifts her hand and presses a soft, discreet kiss to her knuckles. The butterflies erupt immediately, traitorous and loud.
She inhales sharply.
He releases her hand slowly, thumb brushing once before he lets go. "Good," he murmurs. "I'm looking forward to it."
For the first time in days, they fall into step beside each other—quiet, warm, and finally on the same page.
And behind Slughorn's door, Seraphina's voice murmurs faintly as her own academic fate is decided.
Slughorn looks up the moment Seraphina steps inside, his face brightening as though someone has just uncorked a particularly fine bottle of mead.
"Ahh! Miss Snape!" he booms, rising slightly from his chair, robes swishing. "Always a pleasure—always. A young witch of your calibre is precisely what keeps old professors like me feeling relevant."
Seraphina offers a polite, small smile. "Good morning! Always good to see you, Professor. Did you have a good break?"
"Good morning indeed, and yes! A little too good, if I do say so myself. I sure hope you are ready for this year." he says with a chuckle, beckoning her closer with a wave. "Now then, let's have a look at your schedule... not that I expect anything less than excellence. Dual specialization is not for everyone!"
He produces her parchment—already stamped and sealed—and lifts his spectacles to scan it once more, humming thoughtfully.
His eyes twinkle as they move down the page.
"What a list—my word, you Snape children truly do gravitate toward the most formidable magic." He chuckles, shaking his head with fond exasperation.
"This schedule is—well—highly specialized, profoundly demanding, and absolutely not for those who cannot delve into the dark and come back." He pats her parchment with dramatics and pride. "But if anyone can shoulder such rigor, it's you. Fits you like a glove—ambitious and unmistakably talented."
Seraphina straightens a little, warmth blooming under her composed exterior.
Slughorn beams.
"Your mother will be proud, I'm sure. And I look forward to seeing what you accomplish this year. Quite eager, in fact, to see how you handle it."
"Thank you, Professor, I certainly plan on achieving no less than excellence." Seraphina answers, voice smooth like silk, precise.
It is just what he wanted to hear, and she knows—his face lights up momentarily. "There is no light without the dark, I always say, Miss Snape. And rare are those who can handle the temptation and persevere."
He hands her the schedule with a flourish.
Slughorn beams the moment Seraphina steps forward to take it. "I was just looking over the Prefect assignments for the year. I must say, I was quite surprised you accepted the position. With a schedule as monstrous as yours, most students would run for the hills, not march willingly toward more responsibility."
Seraphina smiles, lifting her shoulders with calm confidence. "I can handle it, sir. If I put my mind to something, I follow through. Besides... someone needs to keep half the house from setting themselves on fire—especially this year."
Slughorn laughs, warm and delighted. "Well said! With all the guests that will arrive... And between you and Mr. Black, I daresay Slytherin will be in excellent hands. Though I must admit—I expected Miss Cassiopeia to take the position instead, due to the nature of their family, you see."
"Oh, Cass?" Seraphina chuckles. "She'd rather spend every waking hour elbows-deep in potions than enforcing rules or managing curfews. Believe me—she dodged that badge on purpose. Although she would've been brilliant, no doubt."
Slughorn presses a hand to his chest in theatrical relief. "Then it is fortunate you did not dodge it as well. Merlin knows Carrow will be positively devastated when he sees who outranked him."
Seraphina snorts. "Excellent." she chuckles. "Under my command? He'll live. Barely."
Both of them share a laugh before Slughorn reaches into a drawer and lifts out a gleaming silver badge engraved with a serpentine P.
"Your duties," Slughorn begins, handing it to her with ceremony, "are straightforward: patrol rotations three times a week, oversight during evening curfews, monitoring common room disputes, assisting first years with transitions, escorting any rule-breakers to their Heads of House—and, of course, maintaining the prestige of Slytherin through exemplary conduct."
Seraphina takes the badge with a firm, respectful nod. "I'll do it well, sir."
"I expect nothing less from a Snape." Slughorn says proudly.
Slughorn clears his throat, reaching into the bottom drawer of his desk where a stack of heavy parchment lies sealed with the Hogwarts crest. "Now—before I hand you off to your day, there is one matter we must attend to. Particularly for students pursuing your... shall we say, ambitious and high-risk specializations."
Seraphina lifts a brow, waiting.
He places the parchment before her with surprising solemnity. "You see, ever since the tragedy nearly six years ago—ah, dreadful business—when a first-year specializing prematurely in Dark Healing perished due to a miscast counter-ritual, the Board of Governors mandated formal consent documentation for any student entering hazardous advanced tracks." He sighs heavily, mustache drooping with the weight of the memory. "I do not mean to frighten you—not at all—but the truth is that these disciplines can be perilous. Even the most gifted witches and wizards must acknowledge what they're stepping into."
Seraphina smiles softly, nodding with steady confidence. "I understand, Professor. Truly. And I'm not worried."
Slughorn's chest seems to expand with paternal pride. "Of course you aren't." he beams. "And you've both caution and brilliance in equal measure. A rare combination, my girl." He taps the page with a fat jeweled ring. "Sign at your leisure. It simply states that you are aware of the risks, responsibilities, and required ethical boundaries of your curriculum. In case something goes awfully wrong, we are allowed to intervene and help. Nothing more."
She reaches for the document. The parchment is thick, inked with elegant gold-tinged warnings, clauses, and signatures needed from both student and head of house. It feels official—weighty—yet perfectly aligned with the path she has chosen.
Seraphina signs without hesitation.
Slughorn goes on, folding his hands over his desk.
"As you'll notice, nearly all of your courses are marked Restricted." he explains. "Meaning only students pursuing these specific specializations are permitted entry. No wandering in, no curious outsiders—and certainly no dabblers. These classes are reserved for those who completed their first year and... did not lose their nerve." He gives her a knowing, almost proud smile. "Only the ones who proved they belong here continue on."
He lifts another parchment—thicker, bearing several stamps.
"And for a few of these," he adds, tapping the list of the most dangerous courses, nine of which are hers, "you will require my signed permission—and your professor's—to access the Restricted Section of the library. You will take only the exact texts listed for each unit. No improvising, no 'accidental' browsing, nothing beyond what your instructors explicitly approve." He raises a brow at her knowingly. "We've had... incidents. And I'd prefer you remain among the living, my dear."
Seraphina grins, that familiar spark in her eyes. "I understand, Professor. I won't step out of line. And if I do..."—she leans in conspiratorially, with a whisper—"you'll be the first to know."
Slughorn lets out a warm, hearty laugh, his cheeks shaking. "Oh, you cheeky girl! Just like your mother at your age—sharp as dragon glass and twice as daring." He pats her schedule fondly before handing her the signed parchment. "Off with you, then. And good luck this year. Not that you'll need it."
"Enjoy your morning, Professor. Severus will be in shortly, I'm sure." Seraphina says with a small nod as she turns to leave.
"Oh, Severus—such focus, such talent." Slughorn replies warmly behind her. "He was here before everyone else this morning. Great things will come from you both, no doubt."
Seraphina's lips curve into a quiet, appreciative smile as she reaches for the door—only for a knock to sound on the other side.
"Come in!" Slughorn calls, voice booming.
The door opens, and Regulus steps inside—tall, composed, every movement deliberate. The air shifts just slightly when Seraphina sees him. He pauses immediately when he realizes he haa interrupted, gaze flicking from her to the professor.
"My apologies, Professor. I didn't mean to intrude." Regulus says smoothly, already stepping back with impeccable manners.
"Nonsense, Mr. Black!" Slughorn waves him in gladly. "You're always welcome. Miss Snape and I have just finished."
Regulus moves aside with precision, and his eyes drop briefly to the parchment in Seraphina's hand—just a flicker of curiosity, nothing more.
She catches it anyway.
"If you're curious, you can always ask." she whispers as she passes him, a subtle smirk ghosting her lips. He steals a glance at her with a tinge of amusement.
"While I have you both here," Slughorn booms pleasantly, folding his hands over his desk, "I should mention—Miss Snape has accepted the role of Prefect alongside you, Mr. Black."
He turns to Seraphina with a warm, knowing chuckle. "Mr. Black, of course, has been utterly relentless in maintaining his Prefect standing. Quite determined to keep that badge polished and in place—rightfully so. He has done a marvelous job."
Regulus inclines his head in a small, perfectly controlled gesture—a courteous acknowledgment rather than a full smile.
"Thank you, sir." he says, voice composed, though the slight furrow in his brow betrays the weight he places on such expectations. "I intend to continue upholding the standard."
Seraphina watches him for a beat—his poise, his pride, his restraint—before Slughorn continues on with his briefing, pleased with his accomplished pair.
Slughorn clears his throat dramatically, looking between the two of them as if he has been waiting for this exact moment. "Saves me the trouble of repeating myself."
Seraphina straightens; Regulus folds his hands neatly behind his back, posture immaculate.
"As I was just telling Miss Snape," Slughorn begins, tapping his quill against a parchment heavy with names and duties, "Prefects do not patrol alone. In fact, it is strictly forbidden. All evening rounds are performed in pairs—boy and girl, same house. Tradition! Safety! Accountability! And a touch of elegance."
Regulus lifts a brow, calm and unreadable.
Slughorn grins at both of them. "Meaning the two of you will be working very closely this year. You are the primary Slytherin pair. So do us proud!"
Seraphina inhales quietly; Regulus's gaze flickers toward her for only a split second.
"Thrice a week." Slughorn continues, handing them each a neatly rolled parchment. "Your duties include: Curfew enforcement, evening corridor patrols, supervision of the dueling chambers, checking the stairwells of the Astronomy Tower and the Tower itself, escorting rule-breakers to the Heads of House, assisting first-years during transitional weeks, and, naturally... maintaining Slytherin's reputation with dignity. And Regulus—you will show her the ropes."
Regulus nods curtly. "Understood, sir."
Seraphina lets a small smirk curve her lips. "If he causes any trouble, sir, I'll make sure he's brought to justice." Her tone is light, teasing—just enough humor to cut through the formality of the conversation.
Regulus pauses, caught slightly off guard by her audacity. A quiet blink, the faintest lift of his brows, a subtle tightening of his jaw—surprise flickers through the cracks of his composure before he smooths it over again.
Slughorn laughs, delighted. "Oh, cheeky, cheeky—Miss Snape, I do enjoy that spark of yours."
Regulus exhales once through his nose, the closest he gets to a reluctant, amused reaction.
He hands Regulus his respective Prefect badge. "Now off you go, Miss Snape." he says warmly, waving them toward the door. "Slytherin is in excellent hands this year."
Seraphina nods with pride; Regulus inclines his head. She slides out of the room subtly, leaving the two in private.
Outside, Cassiopeia and Barty sit on the stone steps, deep in conversation—leaning close, laughing quietly, completely oblivious to Seraphina's exit. She only catches fragments, the soft hum of Cassiopeia's voice and Barty's low chuckle, before Slughorn's booming praise carries through the door behind her.
Seraphina arches an eyebrow at that, interest piqued despite herself. She takes a few steps away to give them privacy, then finally looks down at her own parchment.
A genuine warmth spreads through her chest.
"Alright," she whispers to herself, proud and amused, "it's official—I will be drowning in homework."
She straightens her shoulders, smiling.
STUDENT: Seraphina Snape, II Year.
DUAL SPECIALIZATION — Dark Arts & Draconic Arcana (Dragonology).
Classes per two semesters are as follows:
Semester I:
• Advanced Dark Arts II: Lethal Spellcraft & Counter-Sorcery (restricted)
• Runic Cryptology II: Forbidden Inscriptions & Living Runes (restricted)
• Legilimency & Occlumency Mastery II: Deep-Mind Incursion & Memory Weaving (restricted
• Dark Creatures II: Apex Entities & Uncontainable Classifications (restricted)
• Master Transfiguration I: Living Flesh & Temporality (restricted)
• Draconic Arcana II: Ancestral Flame, Draconic Rites & Ancient Tongues (restricted)
Semester II:
• Advanced Dark Arts II: Forbidden Tactics & Counter-Arcana (restricted)
• Ritual & Blood-Bound Magic II: Ancestral Maledictions, Soul Pacts & the Astral (restricted)
• Dark Relics II: Malefic Arcane Constructs & Forbidden Artefacts (restricted)
• Shadow Alchemy: Nocturnal Infusions & Umbral Distillation (restricted)
• Dark Healing II & Forbidden Restoration (restricted)
• Necromantic Theory II: Soul-Bound Energetics & Death Magic (restricted)
She wants to share her schedule—of course, she does—but she hesitates. Interrupting Cassiopeia and Barty now feels wrong, and waiting for Regulus would be absurd; he would never ask that of her, not in a million years. But he would understand.
Severus would too, she thinks. So, instead of waiting, she decides to look for him.
Footsteps sound from inside Slughorn's office, and instinctively she slips a few paces down the corridor, giving whoever exits space.
The door opens with a soft creak.
Regulus steps out—immaculate as ever—his newly polished Prefect badge gleaming against his cloak, a fine parchment of his schedule held between elegant fingers. He scans it with cool satisfaction, the barest hint of pride tightening his posture. Whether his friends share any of these classes is irrelevant for the moment; Walburga will receive a copy either way, likely alongside Cassiopeia's.
His gaze shifts, noticing Barty and Cassiopeia half-hidden on the staircase. Cassiopeia meets his eyes; Regulus simply taps his Prefect badge once, a silent message: I see you—and I'd rather not.
They take the hint quickly, rising to leave—though not without checking for Seraphina.
"Seraphina?" Barty calls, catching sight of her turned back.
She pivots toward them with an easy smile. "Oh—hey. I'll let you two talk. I should get a head start while it's quiet. We'll catch up later, yeah?"
"Aww, alright. See you soon, Phina." Cassiopeia says, warmth and gratitude flickering in her expression. She knows Seraphina is giving them space.
Regulus moves then—long, deliberate strides—until he falls into step just behind Seraphina. She watches him approach from the corner of her eye, then looks away.
"You look awfully pleased, Black." she mutters, arms folding loosely. No. Truthfully, he looks like forbidden fruit—dangerous, polished, infuriatingly composed—but she shoves the thought aside; entirely inappropriate.
"So do you." he replies, voice low, clipped, but not unkind.
His eyes follow Cassiopeia and Barty as they disappear around the corner before returning to her—sharper now, assessing, something unreadable simmering beneath the surface.
The corridor outside is quieter than usual—morning sunlight slants through the high windows in pale green streaks, casting serpentine shadows along the stone floors. Their footsteps echo in unison as they fall into stride beside one another, not close enough to seem intentional, yet not far enough to feel distant.
Regulus is the first to break the silence. "So," he says coldly, eyes fixed ahead, hands clasped behind his back with habitual precision, "you accepted the badge."
Seraphina hums, adjusting her bag on her shoulder. "Mhm. I figured someone has to keep an eye out for Slytherin—now that the Minister is here. We aren't exactly the most peaceful ones, are we?"
His jaw twitches, then he nods. "I kept it under control last year. And the girl... She was... Tolerable." He exhales with disdain, "Too aloof, lacking focus, very similar to a Hufflepuff."
"You certainly did do a great job of terrifying the first years." she counters with a grin.
Regulus glances at her sidelong—brief, assessing, but with a flicker of something she can't quite name. "Only the ones who kept being unruly."
"Right. Because nothing says 'leadership' like glaring a child into submission."
His lips part—pretending to object—but he stops, breath caught halfway between indignation and amusement.
"I'm a very effective Prefect." he says at last, tone crisp with pride. "And I certainly have no issues submitting anyone." His gaze cuts to her—cool, deliberate, challenging. She recognizes the challenge, all too familiar.
Seraphina scoffs, though something in her stomach flips before she buries it beneath flawless composure. "You're definitely something." she fires back, the words smooth but edged.
His lips twitch—just barely. Then, he exhales sharply—almost a laugh, but not quite.
A beat of silence stretches, comfortable in a strange way.
"But, yes, I didn't expect it." he says, glancing at her in something that looks like disapproval, mixed with amusement.
"Expect what?"
"Accepting the role. And the... very amusing joke." He tilts his head, a faint crease between his brows.
She shrugs. "Keep you on your toes."
"You do that regardless." he murmurs.
Her heartbeat trips for the smallest fraction of a second—but she masks it with a cool, "Good."
"If I recall correctly—and I always do—it was you who was found in the hallway making a scene with the senior Slytherins, wasn't it? So technically, I would be the one to... how did you phrase it? 'Bring you to justice.'" His tone rivals hers, a cool edge softened by a hint of humour beneath it.
She scoffs lightly, smirking. "You recall it wrong. It was me AND Nadine."
"Mm. Certainly." he replies, as though indulging a child—though the faint curl of his mouth betrays him.
They turn the corner toward the dungeon stairwell. The air grows cooler, thicker with the familiar scent of stone and distant magic.
Regulus slows his pace just slightly, enough that they fall almost shoulder to shoulder.
"It only happened because you didn't do your Prefect duties—and failed to stop them." she continues, tone lilting, teasing. "Makes me think you're not that good at it."
He slows even further, almost halting their movements. "Not good at it?" His brow arches, elegant and affronted. "Must you always be supervised by me? I was helping a first-year student. Though clearly I should have anticipated you were off casting Unforgivables on the opposite end of the castle."
Her voice lowers. "If you insist."
The words slip out far too easily—far too openly—and the moment they leave her mouth, she feels her pulse skip, then quicken. It wasn't intentional flirtation. But it certainly wasn't hostility either. It sat somewhere in the middle—dangerously unguarded.
Regulus falters, for the first time in a while, just a tad.
Just a blink, a breath, a barely-there widening of his eyes in protest, before he masks it. But the impact is unmistakable: her unexpected softness hits him with the force of something unfamiliar—something he doesn't have a ready script for. His steps are steady again, but he looks ahead rather than at her, as if looking at her might make it worse.
She feels heat climb into her neck.
He exhales—quiet, composed, though a thread of something unsteady lingers beneath it—and offers the faintest reply: "Hm. Very well, then."
They continue walking, both pretending their hearts aren't moving several beats faster than they were a moment ago.
"As far as showing you the ropes goes," he continues, voice low and composed, "I expect you to be courteous and respectful. No going against me on this—not like Quidditch."
Seraphina lifts a brow, unimpressed. "I don't rival for no reason. Surely you understand."
"Really? Seems like it, to me." His teeth catch the inside of his lower lip, subtle but pointed.
"Then be respectful too." she counters, leveling him with a steady look. "We have the same role. It's only fair."
He gives a quiet, reluctant "Mhm. It's a collaboration—much to my dismay—but I will do my part to make it tolerable, and you should do yours."
"Tolerable?" she echoes with a soft, dangerous sort of amusement. "So we won't be dueling past curfew? How disappointing."
There it is—a faint smirk ghosts across his mouth despite himself, quick and unwilling but unmistakably real. She catches it with satisfaction.
"Something like that." he murmurs.
And for a brief moment, their footsteps fall into the same rhythm as they walk—parallel, not clashing, not competing. A truce. Or the closest they have ever come to one. They reach the stone wall that conceals the Slytherin entrance. For a moment, neither speaks.
Then—
"Snape."
"Black."
They both pause, slightly annoyed at the synchronicity.
"Go ahead." she sighs.
Regulus clears his throat softly. "The schedule... if you wish to compare them later—" his voice falters a fraction, "—I would not object."
Her brows lift. "I'll find you."
He nods once, controlled, composed—but something almost warm flickers behind his eyes. He did not expect her willingness. "Very well."
The wall slides open, the cool emerald light spilling across them.
Together—though neither comments on it—they step inside.
STUDENT: Miss Nadine Lavinda Crouch, II Year.
SPECIALIZATION — Healer (Mediwitch - St. Mungos Branch)
Classes per two semesters are as follows:
Semester I:
• Mind-Healing & Trauma Psychology
• Healing Potions: Complex Brews & Stabilization
• Therapeutic Magic & Charms
• Emergency Response & Battlefield Healing Practicum (restricted)
• Disease Studies & Curse-Breaking for Healers
• Medical Ethics, Laws & Healer Conduct
Semester II:
• Human Anatomy & Magical Physiology
• Spellcraft for Healers: Precision Charms & Nonverbal Magic
• Healing Diagnostics: Symptoms, Spells & Spell-Residue Analysis
• Magical Creature Healing & Physiological Care of Cross-Species
• Curse Reversal & Counter-Curse Medicine
• Healing Potions: Complex Brews & Stabilization II
It is a full schedule, dense and intimidating, but not as overwhelming as her first year. Now there is depth, purpose, layers of understanding. She exhales slowly. Not too bad. Manageable. If her brain doesn't melt.
Nadine waits outside the Disease Studies and Curse-Breaking for Healers classroom, her shoulder pressed lightly against the cool stone wall. The corridor is mostly empty at this hour—just the distant echo of footsteps, the faint mutter of portraits waking up, the low hum of castle stretching itself into the morning.
She stands alone, her books hugged to her chest, eyes fixed on nothing and everything at once.
Her mind is a storm.
Severus.
Remus.
James.
Sirius.
The Willow.
Lily.
Her father.
Barty.
Merlin, it is too much.
She exhales, jaw tightening as the events replay in her head until they sting.
She is pissed—at all of them. Furious in a way she has never allowed herself to be. The more she thinks about it, the more the rage coils, sharp and hot.
No wonder Severus is the way he is. How could he not be? How could anyone expect him to be soft, open, trusting, when his entire adolescence is one long battlefield and he is outnumbered every single time?
What he endured—what he still endures—is something no one would survive with their heart intact. And yet...
Her anger softens as the thought unfolds.
...he is still patient. Still trying, even when it costs him.
She presses a hand to her forehead, overwhelmed.
She wants to understand him fully. She wants to hear his side of the story—not filtered through Remus's guilt or James's arrogance or Lily's silence.
In time.
Bit by bit.
She will earn it.
She refuses to rush him or push him. He deserves at least that level of grace.
Her fingers twitch against the spine of her book when she thinks of Louis. Tonight. Someone who can give her genuine advice—someone calm, neutral, who sees her without all the entanglements. She feels a faint flutter of relief at the thought.
But now? Right now? She pushes Louis aside and tries to focus.
Remus.
Her heart aches for him. She wants—needs—to help him, to do something, anything, but she promised him she would tell no one. She promised she would let him handle his condition the way he chooses.
So she is stuck, and helplessness tastes bitter.
Fine. If she can't act directly, then she will prepare.
She is determined to read every book the library has on lycanthropy, on magical disease regulation, on defensive healing theory. If she can't protect him through the Ministry or through Father, she can protect him through knowledge.
She thinks of Father and grimaces. He is fully in Minister mode now—busy, unreachable, all stern posture and clipped tones. He will probably expect a perfect report, expecting to remind her of every rule she already knows.
She sighs heavily.
Her mind slips then to Barty—restless, reckless, plotting God-knows-what. Whatever he is planning, she is certain he believes it is 'handling things.'
Which, with Barty, means something between brilliant and catastrophic.
Merlin save them all.
She rubs her temple.
More students begin to arrive, their chatter soft, sleepy. Some look terrified already; Disease Studies is notoriously intense.
She lifts her head—and spots Caellum making his way toward her.
He brightens when he sees her.
"Nadine," he says warmly. "hi."
She softens immediately, offering a small, sincere smile. "Hello, Caellum."
He stops beside her, hands folded behind his back, careful in his posture—as he always is with her. Gentle. Respectful. Almost reverent.
"How are you?" he asks, tone cautious but caring. "Excited for second year? You look... thoughtful."
She huffs a soft laugh. "I am, actually. Excited, I mean." Then she lifts a brow. "And you? How's your mother?"
His shoulders relax a little—relief, pride, affection. "Very well, thank you. I appreciate you asking."
Nadine beams. "I'm glad to hear it."
He hesitates, glancing down, guilt flickering across his face.
"And I'm sorry," he adds quietly, "that I didn't write you this summer. I didn't want to bother you more. I know you had a lot going on at home."
She shakes her head immediately.
"Never apologize for that." she says, tone firm but warm. "You could never bother me."
He nods, a faint smile tugging at his lips—one of genuine appreciation.
Before he can say more, the classroom door creaks open, and the professor steps out into the corridor.
A tall witch in her late thirties, robes deep emerald with silver-thread runes embroidered along the hems. Her hair is pinned in a tight knot at the back of her head, streaked with early grey—the dignified kind, the kind earned by surviving years of plague wards and curse-breaking expeditions. Her eyes are sharp, calculating, the kind that see straight through excuses and half-truths.
She carries a long roll of parchment tucked under her arm and smells faintly of smoked herbs and antiseptic potions.
"Inside, everyone. I'm Professor Montclare." she says, voice brisk but not unkind. "Seats quickly. We have much to cover and little patience to waste."
Students shuffle in.
Nadine steps inside with Caellum.
The classroom is colder than the corridor—always kept at a regulated temperature to preserve ingredients on the walls. Glass cabinets line one side, filled with neatly labeled samples: preserved magical fungi, hex-affected tissues, stasis jars of creature venom, rolls of cursed bandages sealed with protective wax.
The opposite wall holds ancient rune charts detailing disease matrices, magical contagion vectors, curse-break structures—maps of symptoms, reactions, transmutation patterns.
The desks are arranged in a semicircle around a central demonstration table stained with years of potion splatter and spellburn scars.
The air smells like parchment, dried mint, and faint traces of dragon-scale disinfectant.
Nadine inhales slowly. This—this she can focus on. This she can control.
She takes her seat, opens her notebook, and lets the academic calm settle over her.
But even as Professor Montclare begins the lecture, her mind flickers back to everything she needs to untangle. And she knows this year is not going to be simple. Not even close.

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