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1. You Gave Me Roses (And I Left Them There To Die) by niccknelsson

   Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Jun 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Past Benjamin "Ben" Hope/Charles "Charlie" Spring - Relationship
   • Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring
   • Benjamin "Ben" Hope
   • Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper)
   • Nicholas "Nick" Nelson
   • Alternate Universe
   • Aged-Up Character(s)
   • Post-Break Up
   • Reminiscing
   • Regretful Benjamin "Ben" Hope
   • Delusional Benjamin "Ben" Hope
   • Benjamin "Ben" Hope Being Benjamin "Ben" Hope
   • Manipulative Benjamin "Ben" Hope
   • POV Benjamin "Ben" Hope
   • Title from a Taylor Swift Song
   • Song: Back to December (Taylor Swift)

   Summary

   so this is me swallowin' my pride
   standin' in front of you sayin' i'm sorry for that night
   and i go back to december all the time
   it turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you
   wishin' i'd realized what i had when you were mine
   i'd go back to december, turn around and make it alright
   i go back to december all the time

   ~

   in which ben sees charlie for the first time after their breakup

   Series

   • Part 16 of Inspired By Taylor Swift

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,800

   Chapters:

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   Comments:

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