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The Riftborn Blade.

Summary:

As the Veil cracks and realms converge, a fallen champion from another star-carved world finds himself cast into a land of demons, politics, and prophecy. Armed with a sword of shadow and the burden of a soul weighed down with lost love, the Warrior of Light must walk the line between savior and destroyer.

Chapter 1: Prologue

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The barren dust of Mare Lamentorum stretched wide beneath my boots—pale, silent, and still. But that stillness was a lie. I could feel it in my chest, beneath the breath I didn’t need to take but did anyway. Something had changed.

The Moon had always been cold, its horizon bleak and endless, bathed in distant starlight. But tonight… tonight, the air hummed with wrongness.

A jagged rift had torn open the surface before me, raw and violent. Aether crackled along its edges—unstable, wild, an exposed nerve in the skin of reality. It pulsed like a wound, and I didn’t need Alphinaud’s voice whispering through the Linkpearl to tell me it wasn’t natural.

“Zephyr, the Rift on Mare Lamentorum is expanding faster than we anticipated. The Scions cannot reach it; your unique nature makes you the only one able to investigate directly.”

His voice crackled, distorted by interference from the rift, but I understood the message.

Of course it would be me.

I rolled my left shoulder, feeling the familiar weight of Shadowbringer across my back—the obsidian blade thrumming with Dark, as if it, too, sensed the imbalance. The soul crystal embedded in my armor pulsed in rhythm with my heart, a quiet reminder of who and what I was.

Warrior of Light. A Dark Knight. Azem’s heir.

I pulled the Mantle of Azem closer around my shoulders, and it fluttered like a living thing in the Rift’s energy, humming softly with protective magic. Venat’s final gift—one I clung to now more than ever.

I stepped forward, the dust shifting around my armored feet. The rift was… alive. I could feel it, like a heartbeat thrumming through the surface of the Moon. Echoic ripples brushed against my senses, drawn to my blessing—The Echo. It sharpened everything. The sound of my breath. The tension in the air. The soft murmur of things not meant for this world.

"The Rift isn’t just a tear," I whispered. "It’s a wound. Something is bleeding through."

The shadows that leaked from it weren’t natural. Tendrils of smoky energy slithered outward, not quite touching the ground, but corrupting everything they neared. They shimmered with something I didn’t recognize. Something I instinctively hated.

The Mantle held against the pull, even as my soul reeled.

Then the Rift pulsed again, harder this time. The tremor beneath my feet kicked up a low wave of moon-dust. I narrowed my eyes.

Something was coming.

Shapes began to emerge—misshapen, ethereal things that flickered between solid and unreal. Spirits or phantoms, I thought. Not of Eorzea. Not of the Moon. Their eyes burned with a color I didn’t have a name for.

I drew Shadowbringer with one clean motion, the blade singing as it left my back. The Darkness woven into its edge responded to the Rift, glowing faintly.

I took a breath, stepped into the darkness—and vanished.

Shadowstride carried me behind the nearest creature. I reappeared in silence, and my blade struck true. A burst of shadow cleaved through the wraithlike thing, unraveling it into nothing.

The others surged at me. Too many.

I slammed my blade into the ground and called on the void within.

A barrier of darkness bloomed around me, tendrils of my own making rising to catch their blows, reflecting their magic back in jagged arcs of blacklight. They flinched. I pressed the advantage.

With a snarl, I reached deep into my core, into that bitter pit where fury lived—and raised my hand.

Dozens of shadow-spears erupted from the ground around me, skewering the creatures in place. The screams they made were not like any I’d heard before. Not human. Not voidsent.

The spears stayed, anchored by my will. They weren’t just weapons—they were barriers, cutting the enemy’s advance and disrupting their twisted aether.

Still, they came. More of them. The Rift wanted me gone.

But I stood firm.

The Soul Resonator Pendant at my throat pulsed—a warning. Not from the Rift. From within.

Umbriel, the shadow that came with embracing my power as a Dark Knight, stirred.

I forced him back, gritting my teeth. Not now.

I tightened my grip on Shadowbringer. My pulse pounded in my ears.

The Rift shuddered beneath my feet. It widened with a sickening lurch, as if it were alive, hungry, aware of me.

Aether howled around the jagged tear, wild and raw. It spilled into the moonlight like a wound torn through existence itself. The energy clawed at me, trying to unravel the very threads of who I was.

I staggered a step back, teeth clenched, gripping Shadowbringer so tightly my gauntlet creaked.

Then it struck.

A force unlike anything I’ve ever felt—a tidal pull, sudden and absolute. There was no time to run. No space to fight. The ground fell away beneath me, moon-dust spiraling upward as the Rift swallowed everything in a cyclone of shadow and searing light.

I didn’t scream. There was no air.

Only the tearing of my senses—cold and heat, darkness and blinding brilliance, pain and weightlessness. My body felt like it was being scattered across a thousand realities, my soul unraveling.

Then—

Silence.

When I opened my eyes, the sky was wrong.

It stretched wide overhead, painted in hues of gold and blue I hadn’t seen since Etheirys. But it wasn’t home. The sun here was strange—too warm, too close. The air felt heavy with a kind of magic I didn’t recognize. Not aether. Something older.

I wasn’t on the Moon anymore.

I wasn’t in Etheirys at all.

I staggered upright, my boots crunching against grass instead of dust. Grass. Real, living earth beneath my feet. I looked around—trees in the distance, a pale stone ruin nearby, the wind carrying sounds I couldn’t place. Birds. Creatures. Life.

The Rift had pulled me through a Veil and thrown me here.

My hand flexed around the hilt of Shadowbringer, still warm from battle. The Mantle of Azem settled gently across my shoulders, the enchantment humming softly. It had carried me through the breach. Protected me. Guided me. It whispered now, faint but firm.

I stood alone, in a world not my own.

Chapter 2: A New World

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The air struck me first.

Thicker than Mare Lamentorum’s sterile chill. Heavy with warmth and life. It smelled of pine needles crushed underfoot, rich soil, and something distant—wood smoke, maybe. I inhaled deeply. It tasted wild. Alive. A stark contrast to the still, empty breath of the moon.

I lowered my gaze.

Grass and earth. Not dust and metal plating. My boots had found real ground—soft, damp, and uneven. My footing adjusted instinctively, but there was no familiarity here. Even the weight beneath me felt… foreign. Not unfriendly. Just unknown.

The sun hung low—golden, unrelenting—stretching my shadow long across the terrain. Hills rolled gently toward the horizon, cut by forests and jagged rock. Nothing like Thanalan’s scorched plains, nor the silver expanse of Elpis. I wasn’t in Eorzea anymore. Not even close.

I narrowed my eyes, every fiber of me tightening.

Something was wrong—not immediately threatening, but subtly off. The aether here... I could feel it. A pulse. It wasn’t like home’s clean, structured flow. It felt raw. More primal. But it was aether, still. That meant life. That meant danger.

The Mantle of Azem fluttered slightly around my shoulders, as if responding to the ambient energy. Not hostile, but disturbed. It shimmered against the unseen—warding off whatever ghosts haunted this world’s wind.

Thedas.

That name had formed itself in my mind the moment I arrived. I didn’t know how. A lingering trace from the Rift’s magic, maybe. Or a whisper from the Echo. This land remembered being spoken about. A continent bruised by conflict. Its scars ran deep—I could feel them in the ground, like vibrations in a wound not fully healed.

My soul stirred beneath the armor.

That old ache. That longing for adventure. Umbriel stirred somewhere deep inside, but not yet awakened. Not yet needed.

Not unless I let myself waver.

I reached behind me and touched the hilt at my back. Shadowbringer. Its weight was familiar, grounding. It pulsed faintly—subtle recognition. We were still bound, sword and soul, even here. Still whole, somehow.

A glance down confirmed the rest. My armor battle-worn, ever-defiant. The Soul Crystal at my waist flickered with quiet potential. My rings still hummed with protective enchantments. The pendant across my chest throbbed like a heartbeat—not mine, but a warning. Umbriel was quiet now, but this place was soaked in power. Old power. The Fade, they’d called it, in whispers I couldn’t place. Magic lived in the cracks of the world here.

My linkpearl buzzed—like someone trying to speak through water. A voice. Faint. Distant. Alphinaud? I couldn’t tell. Not yet.

My hand flexed around Shadowbringer’s hilt as something shifted ahead—too small to see, too loud to ignore. Wind rustled the branches, but it wasn’t just wind.

I took a breath.

Every instinct screamed that I was being watched. Tested.

I took my first step forward.

I moved ever forward, cautious and alert, hoping to stumble upon a city or town before something decided I looked like a meal. The forest around me whispered with unseen life—every rustle in the underbrush, every sudden birdcall set my nerves on edge. This land didn’t welcome strangers, and I could feel unseen eyes tracking my every step. Still, I pressed on, driven by the faint hope of civilization. 

 


 

The dirt road into Lothering was rough beneath my boots, winding between towering oaks and pines whose dark branches swayed softly in the breeze. Smoke curled from chimneys scattered among timber-framed houses, and distant voices carried on the crisp air.

 

This town felt modest—simple folk going about their daily lives—but beneath the surface, I sensed something uneasy. The Echo tingled faintly, picking up subtle aetheric ripples, echoes of unrest I couldn’t yet fully name.

 

A weathered sign swung in the wind, creaking softly: Welcome to Lothering, Gate to the West.

 

I stepped forward, the weight of my weathered armor a constant reminder of battles past, Shadowbringer resting heavy against my back. I was a stranger here, and I knew it.

 

Near the town well, a group of villagers gathered, their faces worn with worry. A woman caught my gaze and tensed, hand drifting toward the dagger at her belt.

 

“You’re not from around here, are you?” she asked, voice wary but curious.

 

“No,” I replied steadily. “I have traveled far. I seek answers.”

 

Her eyes sharpened with suspicion. “Answers? There’s trouble here—darkspawn in the hills, sickness spreading. The Chantry prays, but fear grips us all.”

 

Darkspawn. The word was unfamiliar, but I knew that kind of darkness. Maybe ike the Voidsent from my world, I thought.

 

A man stepped forward, rough-voiced. “You look like a soldier. Maybe you can help. We need someone who knows how to fight.”

 

“I have fought as a warror for years,” I said quietly. “And I will stand against whatever troubles are here as well.”

 


 

Children played nearby, their wooden swords clashing in innocent mock battle. Their laughter was fragile, a fragile light against the shadows gathering over this land. In Eorzea, children grew up hardened by war and calamity. Here, they lived on the edge of a creeping shadow that threatened to snuff out hope.

 

My eyes caught the crumbling statue in the town square—a robed figure holding a glowing orb. “A church?” I thought to myself, recognizing symbols that likely marked the faith that guided these people. It reminded me of the Light of the Twelve back home—symbols of hope and protection.

 


 

That evening, I found myself seated in the common room of a modest inn nestled at the edge of Lothering—stone walls sagging with age, the fire crackling in a hearth too small for the room it was meant to warm. The air smelled of old wood, sweat, and the faint tang of dried herbs. Around me, the townsfolk nursed their worries with tankards of bitter ale and uneasy conversation.

 

Hunters spoke in hushed tones of twisted beasts sighted in the forests to the south and east—creatures not just dangerous, but wrong. One swore he saw a wolf walking on two legs, its eyes glowing green like witch-fire. Another claimed his arrows passed straight through a creature that left no prints in the snow.

 

At a corner table, a weary healer—no mage, just a woman with worn hands and sharp eyes—warned of a strange illness spreading through the region. It struck swiftly, she said, taking even strong men to bed with fever and chills within hours. No poultice worked. No tonic soothed. Something unnatural brewed in the land.

 

Despite the warmth of the hearth, a chill threaded down my spine.

 

Quietly, I shifted in my chair, letting the din fade into background noise. My hand drifted beneath the plated folds of my armor, brushing the small, smooth shape of the resonator pendant resting against my chest. Y’shtola had pressed it into my hand before the battle with the Endsinger. “For when you find yourself alone and facing the unknown,” she’d said, her voice calm, but her eyes heavy with unspoken concern.

 

The pendant itself was a marvel of Sharlayan craftsmanship—etched with faint sigils designed to resonate with the aether of the soul rather than the body. In theory, it offered no conventional protection. It didn’t shield me from blades, magic, or curses. And yet… it thrummed softly now, like a heartbeat. A quiet reminder of the self I carried inside.

 

Y’shtola had described it as a kind of stabilizer, a metaphysical anchor to help prevent the mind from unraveling when caught between divergent realms, where the laws of aether and soul did not always align. Here in Thedas, where the Fade reigned and spirits danced on the edge of waking, the rules were alien. The Fade responded not to will or structured spellcraft like in Eorzea, but to emotion, belief—even madness. A soul too unmoored might be swept away, or worse, changed.

 

The pendant, for all its humble hum, grounded me.

 

It reminded me of long nights under the stars in Mor Dhona, arguing with G’raha Tia over forgotten histories. Of Haurchefant’s laugh echoing through Camp Dragonhead. Of what I’d lost—and what I still fought for.

 

I closed my eyes briefly and let out a slow breath. I was far from the Source, far from my people, from the very cycle of life and death I knew. I wasn’t even sure if Hydaelyn’s light reached this world. But as the pendant pulsed softly against my skin, I knew one truth remained.

 

I was still Zephyr Arcadin. Still the Warrior who had faced gods, sundered time, and borne the weight of Light and Dark alike.

 

Whatever this land held—demons, Blights, false Emperors, or the Fade itself—it would not break me.

 

Not while I remembered who I was.

 


 

The next morning, I found myself drawn toward the Chantry at the heart of Lothering. The modest stone building stood humble but resolute, its stained-glass windows catching the pale light and casting colorful patterns on the worn path. The scent of burning incense and candlewax hung faintly in the air, mingling with the earthiness of the town.

 

Inside, the quiet hum of whispered prayers filled the cool, shadowed space. I lingered near the entrance, absorbing the solemn atmosphere, when I noticed a young woman moving with a careful grace across the chapel.

 

She was a few years younger than me—around twenty-five, I guessed. Her auburn hair hung down just at her neck, and her eyes held a restless intensity, as if they carried secrets too heavy for this place. The soft rosary beads she fingered told me she was no stranger to faith, yet something in her stance spoke of burdens beyond mere devotion.

 

When she noticed me watching, her gaze sharpened, cautious but not unkind. She approached, her footsteps light on the stone floor.

 

“You’re new here,” she said quietly, voice laced with both curiosity and guarded weariness.

 

“I arrived recently,” I replied. “I seek knowledge of this land—and perhaps to offer what aid I can.”

 

Her eyes lingered on mine, a faint smile tugging at the corners of her lips—but there was something behind it. Shadows pooled beneath her gaze, the kind born of long years and hard decisions.

 

“I’m Leliana,” she said at last, her voice gentle but steady. She extended a hand, the gesture polite, measured. “Sister of the Chantry.”

 

I took it, trying to match the gesture with practiced ease, though my fingers were still stiff from the cold—and from everything else. Her grip was firm, a quiet strength behind it.

 

“Zephyr Arcadin,” I answered, voice low. The name felt like a shield. Familiar. Solid. Even if everything around me was not.

 

Leliana tilted her head ever so slightly. Not enough to call attention, but enough to tell me she noticed the strangeness I hadn’t quite learned to hide. My armor was unlike anything in the room, or perhaps in this entire land. The blade resting by my side—Shadowbringer—caught the hearthlight and shimmered faintly with aether it shouldn’t possess here.

 

But she said nothing. Just gestured to a nearby bench, slightly removed from the others.

 

“You must have questions.”

 

I hesitated before sitting down. Everything in this world was still too new—too raw. The way people spoke, the feel of the ground beneath my boots, even the air I breathed felt heavier. I was still adjusting, still pretending I belonged.

 

“I’ve heard things,” I said slowly, keeping my voice measured. “About things called darkspawn. About a sickness. This place feels... off-balance. And you…” I glanced her way, carefully, “you don’t look like someone easily thrown.”

 

She didn’t respond right away. Her fingers drifted to a rosary at her hip, the movement so practiced it was almost unconscious.

 

“I’ve seen worse,” she said eventually.

 

The silence that followed wasn’t uncomfortable, just heavy. We were both holding back—testing the waters.

 

“I wasn’t always a sister,” she said finally, voice quieter now, like the words themselves needed to be earned. “I came from Orlais. A place where truth wears a mask, and a smile can be a threat.”

 

I said nothing. I didn’t know enough about Orlais yet to feign understanding, but her tone was enough. I recognized the weight behind it. That kind of experience doesn’t come from simple living.

 

“I was a bard. We gathered secrets like coins, and spent them just as easily. I’ve killed, misled, and survived things I don’t speak of. Not often.”

 

Her fingers tightened around the rosary again.

 

“The Chantry gave me another life. One where I could believe I might be... more than what I was. I’m still trying to believe that.”

 

There was something in her voice—fragile but steady, like someone speaking across a chasm they couldn’t see the bottom of.

 

“I know what that’s like,” I said softly. “Trying to live past the person you once were. Or still are.”

 

Leliana turned slightly, studying me—not suspicious, but discerning. “You speak like a traveler. But not from the south. Not even from the Marches. Your words have a weight to them.”

 

I hesitated. I was still getting used to this world, its geography, its politics. I didn’t know what a Marcher sounded like.

 

“I’ve been... far,” I said carefully. “Places where the rules are different. Where what you carry inside matters more than what you show.”

 

She nodded slowly. She didn’t press. But I could see it in her eyes—she didn’t quite believe me, not fully. But maybe she understood what it was to carry secrets like scars.

 

We sat there in quiet, the firelight flickering across old wood and worn stone. I let the moment stretch, grateful for silence that didn’t demand more than I could give.

 

After a time, Leliana spoke again, her voice softer, thoughtful. “Perhaps people like us—those who’ve walked through shadow—are drawn to one another.”

 

I looked down at the floorboards, then up at her again. “Maybe that’s why I’m here,” I said.

 

Her eyes held mine, the guarded calm giving way to something else—recognition, maybe. Understanding.

 

“Then you’re already further along than most,” she said quietly.

 

And for the first time since I fell into this strange world, the air didn’t feel quite so cold.

 


 

The morning after my conversation with Leliana, I wandered through Lothering’s modest market square, taking in the rhythms of this unfamiliar world. The scents of fresh bread mingled with pine and smoke, the chatter of merchants and villagers weaving a tapestry of daily life.

 

But beneath the surface warmth, I sensed an undercurrent of tension whenever certain topics arose.

 

Near a small group of townsfolk, I overheard fragments of a heated discussion—words like “mages,” “Circle,” and “danger” tossed around with thinly veiled fear.

 

A grizzled man spat bitterly, “The Circle’s tight grip keeps them locked away, but who knows what they’re plotting behind those walls. Magic’s a curse, a poison that corrupts the soul.”

 

Another voice, softer but no less wary, added, “The Templars watch over them—keep them in line. But there’s always those who slip through, cause havoc. It’s why the Chantry warns us to fear magic.”

 

I paused, absorbing this harsh reality.

 

In Eorzea, magic users—casters, sorcerers, black mages—were often revered, even feared, but rarely persecuted so brutally. The Scions and the Grand Companies welcomed those who wielded aether, teaching balance and restraint.

 

Here, magic was shackled by suspicion, fear, and strict control—mages confined to the Circle, their freedoms stripped. A constant struggle beneath the surface.

 

I clenched my fists beneath my gauntlets. My own magic—a Dark Knight’s shadow magic, the wellspring of my power—was part of me, but here it could make me a target.

 

Using magic openly would mark me as dangerous, perhaps hunted.

 

I swallowed the urge to test my powers in public, knowing that in this land, survival might depend on secrecy and restraint.

 

This world demanded a different kind of battle—not only against monsters without, but against fear and prejudice within.

 

And I would have to learn to fight both.

 


 

Restless. That was the only word for it.

 

I didn’t belong here—not in this town, not in this world. And while I had no illusions of finding a way back to Eorzea anytime soon, I wouldn’t find the answers I needed in Lothering either.

 

These people were afraid, isolated, and caught in the storm before the storm. The darkspawn were growing bolder, that much was clear. But something deeper stirred beneath it all—something larger than mere corruption.

 

I stood in the Chantry courtyard, the morning sun casting pale light over the cobbled path. Leliana stepped out behind me, her footsteps soft, almost hesitant.

 

“You’re leaving,” she said. Not a question—an understanding.

 

“I need information,” I replied. “I can’t keep reacting blindly to this world. Its history, its dangers—I need to learn what I’m facing. What we’re all facing.”

 

Leliana folded her arms, blue eyes sharp beneath the morning light. “Lothering is small. And isolated. But we hear things. Merchants, travelers, pilgrims—they all bring word. Rumors of Grey Warden movements, of unrest in the south. If you go looking for answers… you’ll find more than you bargained for.”

 

“I usually do,” I murmured.

 

She frowned, and for a moment I saw the edge of concern behind her composure. “Then you should go to Denerim. It’s the capital of Ferelden—northeast of here, along the Imperial Highway. If knowledge exists in this kingdom, you’ll find it there. The royal palace… even the alienage, if you care to look into the lives of elves.”

 

Her tone was almost bitter at the end. I didn’t press it.

 

“Thank you,” I said, meaning it.

 

But Leliana stepped forward quickly. “Zephyr… I don’t want you to go.”

 

The words hung in the air longer than they should have. Her voice was quiet, but weighted.

 

I met her gaze, unsure how to answer. In Eorzea, I was always leaving—leaving for war, for answers, for the sake of others. I never stayed. Not for long.

 

She sighed and turned her eyes toward the rising sun. “Denerim is different. There are nobles, Templars, spies. People who don’t like strangers, especially those who don’t follow the Chantry’s rules.”

 

“Then I’ll be careful,” I said. “You’ve shown me enough already—for that, I owe you.”

 

Leliana’s fingers tightened briefly around the rosary at her belt. “Then go. Find what you need. But don’t forget that not all darkness comes in the shape of monsters. Sometimes it wears silk and speaks in riddles.”

 

I gave her a small nod. “Spoken like someone who knows.”

 

Her smile didn’t reach her eyes. “I do.”

 

I left Lothering as the sun rose fully over the trees, a solitary figure on the road to Denerim. The path ahead was uncertain, but my steps were sure.

Chapter 3: Denerim

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They called it the Imperial Highway—though what empire had once laid these stones, I couldn’t say. Time and weather had cracked them, but the bones of the road still held, weaving through Ferelden’s heart like a scar from an older war. One I hadn't fought in, but could feel.

 

I kept moving. Always moving.

 

Back home, I'd marched through lands teetering on the edge of oblivion—Dalmasca, Garlemald and Thavnair—each crushed under the weight of the End of Days. But Thedas... this world bled slower. A rot that seeped from underneath.

 

My armor was muffled beneath travel leathers and the my mantle, enchanted to soften both presence and profile. Shadowbringer, was wrapped in coarse cloth and strapped over my back. It was impossible to hide completely—the sheer size drew stares even in silence—but better suspicion than panic.

 


 

The villages along the highway were sparse and nervous. No town criers or formal heralds—just cold glances and the weight of fear in people’s voices. Merchants moved in pairs. Farmers kept blades within reach while tilling their fields.

 

In one hamlet with no sign, I stopped at a roadside stand and traded a few coins for dried meat and a flask of bitter water. I kept my hood low.

 

A man at a nearby cart leaned over to a younger woman and said, “There’s talk that the Circle of Magi locked down its towers again. Too many whispers about maleficarum slipping away into the wilds.”

 

The girl crossed herself and muttered, “Let the Templars catch them. Magic’s a curse. It always was.”

 

The man nodded grimly. “If they’re not watched, they turn. They always turn. That’s why we’ve got the Chantry.”

 

I paused only long enough to memorize the words. Circle of Magi. Templars. Maleficarum.

 

Even without understanding the full meaning, I knew enough. Mages here were hunted. Feared. Shackled.

 

The Dark Knight Soul Crystal beneath my cloak pulsed faintly—not just with aether, but with something deeper. Older. Dynamis. It thrummed like a second heartbeat, resonating with my will, not the world’s flow. I hadn’t awakened to it during the Final Days like originally thought. No—Dynamis had always been there, buried within me, woven into the fabric of my soul since the beginning.

 

Back then, I hadn’t understood it. Couldn’t reach it. It had only stirred in moments of desperate emotion—loss, fury, defiance—but now, here in this foreign world far from Etheirys' laws of balance, I could feel it clearly. I could draw from it. Shape it. It didn’t obey the rules of magic or aether. It moved with emotion, will, conviction. And I had no shortage of those.

 

 

But that kind of power, unleashed here? They wouldn’t fear me. They’d burn me.

 


 

The days passed in fog and drizzle. I shared no campfires. No names. I kept to the edge of the road, avoiding patrols. Once, I passed what looked like a templar caravan escorting robed figures bound in enchanted manacles. None of the mages spoke. Their heads were down, their faces pale.

 

Fear kept them silent.

 

It kept me silent too.

 


 

By the fifth morning, the hills fell away to stone, and the towers of Denerim emerged from the horizon—like fists raised against the sky.

 

The capital of Ferelden was no shining beacon. It rose behind stout walls, jagged roofs and chimneys spearing upward like teeth. Smoke and fog clung to its flanks. It was alive, yes—but wary.

 

I approached the city gates at a measured pace, boots echoing on stone.

 

Guards stood on either side of the archway, armor crested with faded red and silver. Their hands moved to the hilts of their blades as I neared. One stepped forward.

 

“Stop there.”

 

I did.

 

His eyes scanned my figure—pausing on the massive object strapped to my back. Even wrapped in cloth, Shadowbringer drew suspicion. No common traveler carried a sword that size. He gestured to it.

 

“What’s that?”

 

I offered a neutral smile. “Heirloom. Ceremonial.”

 

“Looks more like a siege weapon.”

 

“Depends on the siege.”

 

The other guard didn’t laugh. “No sudden moves. And keep your head down.”

 

I inclined my head and stepped through.

 

Not even inside the walls yet, and already they expect me to be dangerous.

 

I was beginning to understand this world too well.

 


 

The Market District bustled, but not with joy. It felt like a city holding its breath. Merchants called out deals. Children darted between alleys. Chantry bells rang in the distance, solemn and rhythmic.

 

I moved through the flow of people, careful not to brush too close, careful to keep my wrapped blade balanced. The Mantle of Azem whispered around me, dampening my aura as much as it could.

 

Everywhere I looked, I saw tension—between humans and elves, between templars and civilians, between nobles and beggars. Denerim was not a city at peace. It was a battlefield waiting to remember it had enemies.

 

I passed a public notice board. One page was newer than the rest:

 

“Grey Wardens seek information on darkspawn activity near Lake Calenhad. Reward for verified sightings. Report to the Gnawed Noble Tavern.”

 

Lake Calenhad... wasn’t that the place mentioned back on the road?

 

I folded the note into my cloak.

 

If that’s where the mages are kept, it’s the only lead I have.

 

But approaching them would mean risking everything I’d kept hidden—my aether, my crystal, my soul.

 

Still, the only way forward... was through.

 


 

Navigating Denerim required more than armor and caution—it demanded a kind of performance. Every word, every glance, every step had to be measured.

 

The people here weren’t like the ones in Lothering. They were sharper. More aware. Everyone watched everyone, and no one walked without purpose.

 

I was still learning how to blend into this world.

 

The midday crowd thickened as I crossed into what I assumed was the Noble Quarter, the stone underfoot smoother, the noise quieter, and the guards more heavily armored. Even the smell changed—less sweat, more polish. More perfume.

 

It was then—distracted by a public speaker ranting about “Orlais meddling in Ferelden’s future”—that I turned too quickly and collided shoulder-first with a man emerging from a narrow passage.

 

We both staggered.

 

My hand immediately went to the wrapped hilt of Shadowbringer on my back.

 

The man’s guard stepped in at once—hand to his sword—but the older noble raised a hand to stop him. “It’s fine, Thomas. No harm done.”

 

I looked up fully.

 

The man I had bumped into wore a rich fur-lined cloak over finely embroidered noble garb. His face was dignified, if weary, with graying temples and eyes that had seen too much war and not enough peace. He studied me for only a moment before offering a polite nod.

 

“I trust you’re alright?” he asked, his Fereldan accent crisp and practiced. “The streets are narrow, and the people restless.”

 

“I should be asking you that,” I replied carefully. “My mistake.”

 

He smiled faintly. “A rare admission in this city.” His eyes, keen and assessing, drifted over my travel-worn cloak and lingering a heartbeat longer on the shape of my sword beneath the wrappings.

 

“You’re not from Denerim,” he said. It wasn’t a question.

 

“No,” I said honestly, “just passing through.”

 

“Ah.” His expression turned thoughtful. “Well then—welcome. Though these are troubled times for travelers.”

 

I offered a shallow bow. “I’ve noticed.”

 

The noble extended a gloved hand. “Arl Eamon Guerrin, of Redcliffe.”

 

The name meant nothing to me at first—but the surrounding guards straightened subtly, and nearby bystanders gave the man respectful space. Whoever he was, people here knew his name well.

 

I clasped his hand briefly. “Zephyr Arcadin.”

 

“An uncommon name,” Eamon mused, then offered a thin smile. “I won’t pry, but if you’re looking for work or direction, speak to the guards outside the palace district. Or visit the Gnawed Noble Tavern—not exactly the most elegant place in the city, but useful if you want to hear what Ferelden’s truly thinking.”

 

I nodded. “I appreciate the suggestion.”

 

Eamon seemed to study me for another moment—longer than I was comfortable with—but said nothing more. Instead, he turned back to his retinue. “Come, Thomas. If the King won’t listen, we’ll find someone who will.”

 

I stepped aside as he moved on, his cloak brushing past me like a herald’s banner. His voice faded into the crowd.

 

Arl Eamon. A man of influence. Measured. Watchful.

 

And clearly walking into something larger than himself.

 

I resumed my own steps—but slower now, eyes scanning the streets with new focus.

 

I hadn’t just crossed paths with a nobleman.

 

I’d stepped into Ferelden’s shadow war without realizing it.

 


 

The crowd swallowed Arl Eamon and his escort, but I didn’t let them vanish completely.

 

I kept moving—parallel, quiet, letting the press of bodies conceal me while my eyes tracked his silhouette beyond the noise. My armor made soft clinks beneath my travel cloak, and the hilt of Shadowbringer, still wrapped in coarse cloth, shifted against my back like a memory I couldn’t put down.

 

Back in Eorzea, this kind of tailing would’ve earned the suspicion of a Brass Blade patrol. Here, I wasn’t sure what the consequence would be. Still, I needed information.

 

Arl Eamon walked with the poise of someone used to command, but I could sense tension in the way his guard kept closer than most noble entourages. They passed beneath a stone arch flanked by city banners—the Palace District, judging by the spacing of guards and the absence of commoners. Eamon paused to speak with a knight in crest-polished armor before being let through an iron gate into one of the larger estates.

 

That was enough for now.

 

If I followed too far, I risked more than just questions. Nobility always came with a chain of loyalty—and suspicion. Especially in cities on the edge of change.

 


 

By the time I returned to the Market District, dusk had begun to color the sky in orange and steel. Lamps were being lit one by one, their flickering glow spilling out of windows and taverns.

 

One tavern stood out from the others—not because of charm, but because of its name.

 

The Gnawed Noble.

 

Its sign hung crooked, carved in a snide grin. Paint peeled from the shutters, and the front steps were warped from foot traffic, ale, and perhaps blood. I knew the type.

 

It reminded me—unpleasantly—of Limsa Lominsa’s seedier corners.

 

Inside, the air was heavy with drink, woodsmoke, and sweat. Tables crammed against walls, mercenaries arm-wrestling over debts, off-duty guards mumbling rumors into mugs. No one paid me much mind.

 

I kept to the edge of the room and took a seat against the wall. I didn’t order a drink. I wasn’t here for comfort. I was here for voices.

 

And they didn’t disappoint.

 

“—darkspawn sightings along the southern roads—says a farmer saw one near the edge of the Bannorn…”

 

“Blight’s just a story to most of ‘em,” said a bald man near the fire. “But the Grey Wardens are recruiting again. That’s no story.”

 

“They always sniff around when trouble’s coming,” a barmaid added, half-distracted.

 

One of the mercenaries leaned back and belched. “Pfft. Grey Wardens see danger in every shadow. Don’t mean anything.”

 

But it did.

 

*Grey Wardens. Blight. Southern roads.* The words fell into place, but the picture remained half-painted. I needed more.

 

I was just about to leave when a woman dropped into the seat across from me like a dagger slipping between armor plates—effortless, uninvited, and impossible to ignore.

 

Her skin was sun-bronzed, her dark brown hair pulled back with beads and wraps that caught the tavern light. She wore leather armor built for movement, not defense—daggers on each hip, and the confidence of someone who didn’t need armor to survive. She sat like she’d done this a hundred times—like the whole tavern was hers and I was the one trespassing.

 

“You don’t drink,” she said, not bothering to introduce herself first. Her voice was low, smooth, teasing. “You watch. You listen. Too quiet for a mercenary. Too clean for a smuggler. So what are you?”

 

I didn’t answer. Not yet. My fingers tightened under the table, brushing the edge of my armor.

 

Her smirk deepened. “Right, strong silent type. Let me guess—tragic past, haunted eyes, sword too big for your ego.”

 

“I’ve earned it,” I replied evenly.

 

“Mm. I’ll bet.” She leaned in just slightly, her gaze sharp now, not playful. “I’m Isabela. Pirate. Privateer if I’m feeling fancy. And right now? Curious.”

 

“About me.”

 

“Sharp, too.” She sat back again, folding one leg over the other. “You don’t belong here, love. I don’t just mean Denerim. I mean here.” She gestured vaguely around the room. “You’ve got the look of a man who’s been somewhere no one else has.”

 

She wasn’t wrong. My silence invited more questions, but I didn’t trust this world with the answers—not yet. And not her.

 

Still, something about the way she watched me told me she already knew I wasn’t from any part of Thedas she knew.

 

“You carry that sword like it’s part of you,” she went on, eyes flicking to Shadowbringer. “But it’s wrapped up like a secret. And you walk like a knight but don’t carry any crest. No Fereldan I’ve ever met carries themselves like that.”

 

“I’m not Fereldan.”

 

“Maker’s breath, I never would’ve guessed,” she said, voice dry as dust. “Don’t worry, I’m not exactly local either. Antiva, Rivain—wherever the wind takes me. But even I can tell when someone’s not just foreign, but wrong for the map.”

 

I said nothing.

 

She let the silence hang, then changed the subject like it was all a game. “Word is a few Wardens passed through Lake Calenhad not long ago. Quiet. Too quiet, if you ask the right people. Strange for this time of year.”

 

I blinked at the name—Calenhad. I’d heard whispers. I didn’t yet know where it was, but the word had weight.

 

She noticed.

 

“That ring a bell?” she asked, watching me closely.

 

“I’ve heard of it,” I said, careful.

 

“Mmh. Then you’ve heard of the Circle of Magi,” she continued. “Tower on an island, middle of the lake. Where the Chantry keeps all their little spell-flingers locked up until they’re useful or dangerous. Usually both.”

 

“And they can’t leave?”

 

She scoffed. “Not without permission from someone who wears too much metal and doesn’t smile enough. The Knight-Commanders keep the place sealed tighter than a Crows’ vault. All for the public’s safety, they say.”

 

“And the mages’?”

 

She smiled again, and this time there was something bitter under it. “That depends on whether you ask a Templar, a Tranquil, or someone who actually knows what it means to need magic to survive.”

 

She stood then, stretching like a cat preparing to vanish. A silver coin dropped onto the table with a flick of her fingers—payment for a drink she never touched.

 

“If you’re heading to Calenhad, watch your step,” she said casually. “The Templars there don’t like people who ask too many questions. And the Wardens? They don’t share what they find.”

 

She turned, then looked back over her shoulder, a smile curling at the corner of her lips.

 

“You’ve got the feel of someone who’s fought wars before. Not the kind that end with trumpets. The kind that never really end at all. Just don’t get caught up in anything you can’t walk away from.”

 

Then she was gone—melted into the noise of the tavern like smoke on the wind, leaving only that faint scent of spice and saltwater in her wake.

 


 

I sat there alone for a long moment.

 

The Circle. Templars. Grey Wardens.

 

They were different pieces of the same war—but only some of them knew it was coming.

 

I looked at the cloth-wrapped greatsword beside me. It hummed faintly—quiet and patient.

 

I would go to Lake Calenhad.

 

Not because I wanted to interfere.

 

Because I needed to understand.

 

 

Chapter 4: The Tower on the Lake

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The road to Lake Calenhad wound west from Denerim, growing quieter with every mile.

 

I left the main trade path after the first day, slipping onto a narrower trail used by farmers and messengers. No carriages. No patrols. Fewer eyes. I preferred it that way.

 

The land here was wilder than the roads south of Lothering—less plowed, more tangled. Pines and moss-strewn oaks leaned in over the trail like silent watchers. Birds still sang, but there was a hush beneath it all. Something quieter. Tense.

 

I felt it in the wind before I smelled it: burning wood.

 

Not a campfire.

 

I followed it, hand never far from Shadowbringer's hilt.

 


 

I found the clearing behind a thicket of dry brush and brambles.

 

A small farmhouse—half-collapsed—was ablaze.

 

Orange light flickered in the windows. Smoke billowed up into the overcast sky. A body lay crumpled outside the door—face down, a templar by the looks of his armor. Nearby, a woman knelt, her robes half-burned, her eyes wild with fear and fury. Blood stained one sleeve.

 

She hadn’t seen me yet.

 

Magic crackled in the air around her—raw, unstable. Arcane sigils pulsed at her feet, shifting unpredictably. She had no staff. Her power wasn’t shaped. It was spilling out of her in waves.

 

I knew what that meant.

 

She was afraid.

 

I stepped slowly into view.

 

The woman turned, magic surging around her palms. “Get away from me!”

 

I didn’t move.

 

“Easy,” I said, raising one hand. “I’m not a templar.”

 

She hesitated. “Then what are you?”

 

I had no answer she’d understand.

 

She kept her eyes locked on me. I could see the desperation in them. Her breathing was shallow. Her body was shaking—but not from cold.

 

She was losing control.

 

I knew the signs.

 

“I’m just a traveler,” I said. “I saw the smoke.”

 

“I didn’t mean to kill him!” she blurted. “He came at me—said I was a danger. That I needed to go back. That I didn’t have a choice!”

 

“You’re an apostate.”

 

She flinched.

 

I hadn’t meant to say it so flatly, but it was true.

 

“I escaped the Circle two weeks ago. I couldn’t—couldn’t breathe in there. They watch everything. The Harrowing, the silence... They say it’s protection, but it’s a prison!”

 

Her voice cracked.

 

I didn’t interrupt.

 

A spark of her magic surged again—lightning dancing across her fingertips. Her instincts were screaming for defense.

 

So were mine.

 

But I didn’t raise my blade. I lowered my voice instead.

 

“I’m not going to hurt you.”

 

“You say that now,” she whispered. “They all do. Then they put the collars on. Or the brand. Or they drain you dry.”

 

Her fear was a tide I couldn’t stop.

 

So I let her see it—just for a moment.

 

A flicker of the Dark Knight's aura beneath my cloak. Not to threaten. To relate. To show her that magic could be both wound and weapon.

 

Her eyes widened.

 

“That’s… that’s not a Circle spell.”

 

“No,” I said. “It’s not.”

 

She stared at me like I was impossible. And maybe I was.

 

“You’re not from here,” she said.

 

I didn’t answer.

 

A silence stretched between us, broken only by the pop of burning wood.

 

Then she staggered.

 

The energy in her body pulsed wrong—offbeat, like a crystal about to crack.

 

She fell to her knees. “It’s too much—I tried to hold it in, I tried—”

 

I moved before I could second-guess.

 

I knelt and reached forward, placing one hand gently over her shoulder.

 

And then I reached inside—not with magic, but with something deeper.

 

Dynamis. The soul’s voice.

 

It wasn’t like casting a spell. It wasn’t healing. It was resonance.

 

For a moment, I let her pain echo into mine—and let the storm settle into my presence.

 

Her magic dimmed.

 

She gasped—eyes wide.

 

And then, like a dying flame, her aura calmed.

 

She didn’t pass out, but she slumped forward, her head resting against my arm.

 

“…you’re not with the Wardens, are you?” she whispered.

 

“No.”

 

“…will they kill me if they find me?”

 

I didn’t lie.

 

“They might.”

 

I helped her away from the farmhouse before the roof caved in. Gave her some of the dry rations from my pack. Wrapped her injured arm. She didn’t ask my name, and I didn’t offer it.

 

Before dawn, she stood on her own again.

 

“Where will you go?” I asked.

 

“South,” she said. “To the Korcari Wilds. I heard stories. Old magic. Witches. They might teach me… or at least let me live.”

 

She turned, stopped, and looked back.

 

“Thank you, stranger. Whatever you are.”

 

She vanished into the forest.

 


 

I stood alone again, ash on my gloves, the first gray light of morning rising behind the trees.

 

This world was broken. Not in the way Etheirys had been—no grand cosmic unraveling. But in its fear, in its silence, in the way it crushed what it didn’t understand.

 

Ferelden feared mages.

 

And that meant they would fear me.

 

I turned west again.

 

Toward the lake.

 


 

The cold pressed in from all sides beneath the towering pines that bordered Lake Calenhad. I crouched, shrouded in shadow, watching the tall stone tower rise from the fog like a sentinel of forgotten ages. The Circle stood alone here, far from city streets and politics, a place thick with magic and secrets.

 

The night was heavy with silence, broken only by the soft ripple of water and the rustling of leaves.

 

Hours passed with nothing but distant calls of night birds and the occasional flicker of torchlight from the tower’s windows.

 

Then, from the heavy wooden doors, a lone figure emerged.

 

He moved with the quiet certainty of one who belonged—clad in dark red robes trimmed with black, the marks of a mage of high rank.

 

I didn’t know who he was. His face was unfamiliar. But the power radiating from him was undeniable.

 

His presence shifted the air—calming, probing—until his gaze settled beyond the waterline, toward the forest’s edge where I crouched.

 

He sensed me.

 

Before I could flee, the figure stepped from the shadows onto the mossy earth, voice low and measured.

 

“You’re not like the others.”

 

I rose slowly, hands empty to show no threat.

 

He regarded me with eyes sharp and cautious.

 

“I’ve felt something… different,” he said, “not quite mage, not quite mundane.”

 

I said nothing.

 

“Why do you hide?”

 

“Because I must.”

 

He studied me, searching for answers I didn’t offer.

 

“I am the First Enchanter,” he finally said, “one who walks free from the Circle’s walls when duty calls.”

 

His tone was neither warm nor cold, but it held weight.

 

“You carry power that does not follow the laws we understand. This place is no refuge for secrets such as yours.”

 

I met his gaze, keeping my voice steady.

 

“I seek only rest. No more.”

 

He regarded me with a mixture of suspicion and curiosity.

 

“The Templars would demand your surrender if they knew. Their vigilance is unforgiving.”

 

His eyes flicked briefly toward the tower, where I imagined armored figures standing watch, ever ready.

 

“But I will keep your presence hidden—for now.”

 

He paused.

 

“You may stay in the Circle for a day. I will observe and learn what I can. Perhaps there is more to your presence than I yet understand.”

 


 

We walked into the ancient stone walls together. Inside, the air smelled of incense and magic, dense and humming with unspoken tension.

 

Mages passed silently, their eyes wary but not unkind. This was their world—a cage and a sanctuary intertwined.

 

Irving led me to a small chamber, modest but infused with warmth and enchantments to ease weariness.

 

“Rest here,” he said. “But trust is fragile. The Templars see everything.”

 

I nodded, understanding the unspoken warning.

 

Hours stretched as Irving observed from a distance, asking careful questions about the nature of magic, about what I knew and what I concealed.

 

I answered sparingly, guarded.

 

At dawn, Irving approached again.

 

“You wield something ancient, something beyond the teachings of the Circle.”

 

His tone was thoughtful, almost reluctant.

 

“I will learn what I can. But be warned—this world is less forgiving than it seems.”

 

I was left alone once more.

 

The silence felt heavier now, as if the very walls were holding their breath.

 


 

The chamber Irving had offered was small and plain—stone walls, a narrow cot, and a single window looking out toward the mist-covered lake. It was hardly comfortable, but better than the cold forest.

 

I sat on the edge of the bed, my fingers brushing the cloth that wrapped Shadowbringer. The greatsword leaned against the wall, taller than me even when resting, its presence impossible to ignore.

 

No matter how tightly I wrapped it, no one could mistake the weight, the power that hummed beneath the bindings.

 

I kept it close, a silent companion in this strange place.

 

Outside the door, footsteps echoed softly—quick glances and whispered voices.

 

I knew they were watching.

 

The mages moved through the halls with a strange mix of curiosity and caution, their eyes flicking toward the door as if expecting something.

 

The Templars patrolled relentlessly—clad in gleaming armor, faces stern and unreadable behind visors. They weren’t warriors of some distant land but guardians, hunters of magic’s dangers. Yet, they too looked at me with unease, lingering longer on the greatsword than on me.

 

A tall templar captain passed by my door twice, pausing each time. His gaze rested briefly on the wrapped hilt before continuing on.

 


 

Sleep was elusive.

 

Each time I closed my eyes, the weight of their stares pressed against my mind.

 

The greatsword that lay next to me was more than a weapon—it was a part of me, a tether to a world lost, a promise of strength in the face of the unknown.

 

When I finally lay down, clutching the sword’s wrapped hilt like a lifeline, the faintest echo of magic pulsed through my fingertips.

 

Outside, the Circle’s ancient stones whispered with secrets, and the night stretched long.

 

But for now, I had the weight of Shadowbringer and the cold comfort of silence.

 


 

I had spent the night inside the Circle tower, the heavy presence of Shadowbringer close beside me. The silence of the ancient stones pressed down on me, but outside, the uneasy calm was about to break.

 

At dawn, the distant thunder of hooves stirred the heavy air, echoing sharply against stone walls. Figures approached, armor clinking softly, voices carried on the chill morning breeze.

 

A group of men and women, their armor worn but well-kept, dismounted in the Circle’s courtyard. Their movements were measured, purposeful. I did not know who they were—this world was still a mystery to me—but there was a sharpness in the way they carried themselves that spoke of danger and authority.

 

I felt the tension ripple through the air before I saw it in the faces around me.

 

Mages and templars moved quickly, whispering among themselves, glancing nervously toward the gate.

 

The tension was palpable.

 

I kept to the shadows, hands never far from the hilt of my sword, though it remained still, wrapped in cloth. Even so, I could feel the eyes—furtive, wary—tracking its massive shape.

 

This weapon marked me as something different. Something dangerous.

 

Irving—the man who had sheltered me here—appeared at my side. His face was calm, but the weight in his eyes betrayed concern.

 

“They’re here,” he said softly. “The Grey Wardens. They come when the darkness grows.”

 

I did not ask what darkness. I did not know this world well enough for questions. Instead, I tightened my grip on Shadowbringer, the rough cloth cool beneath my fingers.

 

“They seek recruits,” Irving added. “Those willing to fight what haunts the wilds.”

 


 

The hallways filled with low murmurs, the mingled voices of fear and obligation. The Circle’s mages exchanged worried looks, the templars adjusted their armor, posture stiffening.

 

I watched as armored figures moved through the courtyard—tall, strong, and disciplined. They carried no weapons I recognized, but their bearing spoke of battle-hardened skill.

 

Later, in the Circle’s great hall, the tension thickened.

 

The room was ancient and vast, lit by torches that flickered against stone walls lined with tapestries depicting long-forgotten wars and faith.

 

A man stepped forward—a leader by his bearing. His voice was low but firm as he addressed the assembly.

 

“The Blight spreads,” he said. “Darkspawn rise in the wilds. We come seeking those who will stand against the coming storm.”

 

The mages shifted uneasily, some bristling.

 

One woman rose, her voice sharp and fearful.

 

“We are not soldiers.”

 

Another voice, colder, countered.

 

“Yet the threat does not wait for our consent.”

 

I listened carefully, feeling the unfamiliar weight of a world on edge. Every word carried a meaning I could not fully grasp—but the fear was universal.

 

I remained quiet, watching the faces around me.

 

The greatsword drew attention without effort. Whispers curled through the crowd like smoke.

 

“That weapon... it’s no ordinary blade.”

 

“Who carries such a thing here?”

 

No one dared question me openly, but the watchful eyes never left.

 


 

When the meeting adjourned, I retreated quietly to my chamber.

 

The corridors still buzzed with tension, the templars patrolling with sharp eyes.

 

Sleep came fitfully, the sword’s weight a constant presence.

 


 

The dawn light was pale and cold as I stepped through the ancient stone gates of the Circle, leaving behind the uneasy sanctuary that had held me just long enough to rest. My breath hung in the air as mist clung to the surrounding trees, the world still waking beneath a leaden sky.

 

I tightened the cloak around my shoulders, carefully adjusting the wrappings on Shadowbringer. Even here, away from prying eyes, I felt the weight of it—not just in my hands, but in the air itself. The sword drew attention, even when hidden. A silent warning to those who might mistake me for a simple traveler.

 

The Circle was a cage cloaked in tradition and fear, its walls thick with magic and mistrust. The mages and templars within lived in a delicate balance, but that balance was brittle, shattered easily by rumor and suspicion. I had no place in their world, yet I had nowhere else to go.

 

Outside, the land stretched wild and untamed. The woods near Lake Calenhad whispered secrets older than any city. I listened, letting the chill wind sharpen my senses as I moved carefully down the trail.

 

I did not know what awaited me beyond the Circle—only that the shadow of something terrible was growing. The word “Blight” had been spoken with grim weight, a darkness spreading unseen beneath the soil. A threat the people here feared more than any other.

 

For now, I was a stranger among strangers. A warrior of light, wielding a sword that belonged to another world, walking roads I could barely understand. My magic lay hidden—darkness held in uneasy truce beneath my skin, a secret I could never risk revealing.

 

Ahead, the path led back toward Denerim, the capital of Ferelden. The heart of power. The place where I might find more answers—or enemies.

Chapter 5: The Coming Blight

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The year that followed was a slow unraveling of certainty.

 

When I first arrived in Denerim, the world had felt foreign—its laws, its people, even its magic. Now, it felt no less alien, but I’d learned to navigate its currents. I kept my head down, my ears open. I asked questions with silence, and listened when the answers came dressed in rumor and wine.

 

Information was currency in this world, and I became a quiet collector.

 

I learned the name Teryn Loghain Mac Tir—once a war hero, now a man many feared more than respected. Whispers in the taverns painted him as both savior and over zealous protector of Ferelden. The king, Cailan Theirin, was young and eager, hungry for glory. And the Wardens, shadowed figures from Ferelden’s past, were stirring again. That alone set nerves on edge.

 

The Chantry ruled hearts and minds with doctrine and fear. The Templars, their steel-clad hounds, enforced it with veiled eyes and blunt force. I watched their patrols through the city’s markets, saw how mages flinched at their passing. Freedom was measured differently here. Magic, especially.

 

I studied the Fade from what little I could piece together—dream-realm, spirit-realm, prison, sanctuary. The mages were said to be bound to it, to risk becoming abominations if they strayed. Back home, the soul and the self were woven with aether. Here, they frayed under scrutiny.

 

Still, I adapted.

 

I found work when I needed coin—guarding caravans, clearing out roadside bandits, fixing the occasional templar’s “rogue apostate” problem without asking too many questions. They didn’t ask where I came from. They only cared that I could fight—and I could fight.

 

At night, I’d sit in the back corners of taverns, reading borrowed maps of Thedas, tracing borders I didn’t yet understand. My aether compass was long since useless, and the Linkpearls only buzzed with broken echoes—voices of the Scions fractured by distance, time, or worse.

 

The Mantle of Azem still shimmered when I passed into places where the Fade ran thin. My Echo stirred in those moments, unsteady. I saw fragments of dreams not my own. Regret. Anger. Hunger. Umbriel’s voice, when it came, was quiet now—watching, patient. This world was raw with unbalanced emotion, and Dynamis bled through the cracks. It fed my soul crystal in ways I hadn’t expected, and I felt the slow evolution of something… dangerous.

 

And all the while, the land sickened.

 

News traveled like wildfire—villages swallowed by silence, travelers found torn to pieces, whole forests blackened and empty. The word darkspawn grew heavier with each telling. Farmers sharpened their pitchforks like weapons. Nobles reinforced their walls and prayed to the Maker. The Blight, once a distant nightmare out of history books and half-remembered horror stories, now crept closer with each passing month.

 

A storm was coming. I could feel it—not in the wind or the ground, but in the weight behind every whisper.

 

And I’d seen enough storms to know when the sky was lying.

 

Ferelden was a land steeped in fear—fear of the darkspawn, of magic, and of the unknown. I learned quickly to mask the power thrumming beneath my skin. To keep my true nature hidden even as I sensed the pulse of the Fade bleeding into reality around me.

 

The Circle had offered only fragile refuge, and the Wardens’ arrival had only stoked tensions. Now, the lines between friend and foe blurred beneath the ever-growing shadow.

 

Denerim was a web of politics, of whispered alliances and secret betrayals. Here, I would have to walk carefully, learning the ways of this world—its dangers, its customs—while guarding my own.

 

The coming Blight was not just a plague of flesh and blood; it was a corruption of the soul, a test of faith and will.

 

And I would need all my strength to face it.

 


 

The city of Denerim sprawled beneath a heavy sky, its streets alive with the mingled scents of smoke, fresh bread, and the ever-present dust of travel. A year had passed since I first arrived in this world, since I last crossed paths with Arl Eamon of Redcliffe in this same city. The memory lingered faintly, a single thread of familiarity in a land otherwise strange and uncertain.

 

Now, the weight of recent news pressed heavily on the city’s breath.

 

Whispers clung to the taverns and marketplaces, carried in cautious murmurs beneath the everyday noise. They spoke of Highever—once a proud seat of power, home to the noble Cousland family, one of the oldest and most respected in all Ferelden.

 

The rumors told of slaughter.

 

Teryn Bryce Cousland, the lord of Highever, a man known for his steadfastness and honor, was dead. Along with him, his wife, their children, and even a grandson—all wiped out in a sudden, brutal attack.

 

Details were scarce and shrouded in fear.

 

No one knew who struck or why, and the shadows of suspicion stretched wide.

 


 

I lingered near a fountain in the city’s square, overhearing an elderly man speaking in hushed tones to a small gathering.

 

“They say the entire family was lost that night. Lord Bryce, his wife, the children… even the boy, the grandson Oren. None survived.”

 

His voice trembled with the weight of the news.

 

“Some claim it was darkspawn, others whisper darker things—men betraying men.”

 

I nodded silently, understanding too well the bitter sting of betrayal—even if the full truth lay hidden.

 

The city’s noble families were wrapped in intrigue and mistrust, and the political game was far from kind.

 


 

Later, in a quiet corner of a dim tavern, I heard more whispered speculation.

 

The barkeep, a woman hardened by years of hardship, leaned close to a cloaked stranger.

 

“The Couslands’ fall was swift and absolute. No one saw it coming.”

 

The stranger’s eyes gleamed in the firelight.

 

“Darkspawn activity grows. The Blight spreads. The land is turning against us.”

 

The word “Blight” struck a chord deep inside me—a creeping corruption that threatened to consume everything. 

 


 

That night, standing on the walls overlooking Denerim, I watched the city’s flickering lights struggle against the darkness.

 

A year of hiding, watching, learning.

 

A warrior out of time, armed with a sword born of another world.

 

The coming storm would not care who I was or where I came from.

 

It would take all who stood in its path.

 

And I would have to decide where I belonged.

 


 

The murmurs began quietly—whispers in the taverns of Denerim, travelers’ tales on dusty roads. A great battle was brewing in the south, far beyond the city walls, in the wild and tangled Korcari Wilds.

 

Soldiers of Ferelden and Grey Wardens alike were gathering there, preparing to meet the rising tide of the Blight head-on.

 

The Blight. The word resonated through my mind like a tolling bell—a spreading darkness consuming everything, a corruption not just of flesh but of spirit and soil.

 

I’d watched Ferelden’s fear grow over the past year, but now the threat was undeniable.

 

I stood in the shadowed streets, eyes scanning the crowds as merchants hurried to finish their business, soldiers marched through town, their armor clinking with purpose.

 

Whispers of King Cailan Theirin’s name passed my ears—Ferelden’s young monarch, determined to lead his kingdom through the storm.

 

I heard of Loghain Mac Tir, the legendary commander of the king’s armies, known as the Hero of River Dane, whose tactical brilliance and fierce loyalty had earned him both respect and wary eyes.

 

And above all, the name Duncan—the Warden-Commander of Ferelden—came up often, tied to the Grey Wardens’ desperate struggle against the darkspawn.

 

My fingers brushed the hilt of Shadowbringer beneath my cloak. I had hidden my magic, but my blade—more than a weapon—marked me as different.

 

If I was to survive in this land, to shape its fate as I had once shaped my own world’s, I could not stand on the sidelines.

 

I would go to Korcari Wilds.

 

I would fight.

 


 

The journey was long and harsh, the road winding through dense forests and rolling hills. The air grew heavy with the scent of earth and decay, a reminder of the Blight’s slow poison seeping through the land.

 

At inns along the way, I heard stories of soldiers training relentlessly, Grey Wardens arriving in small groups, faces hardened by battles fought in shadows.

 

Each step pulled me closer to the heart of Ferelden’s mounting storm.

 

I kept my distance, careful not to reveal too much about myself or the strange power simmering beneath my skin. The world here was unforgiving to those who drew attention.

 

But I was ready.

 


 

The edge of the Korcari Wilds loomed before me, thick woods tangled with underbrush and ancient trees, shadows shifting with unseen movement.

 

Campfires dotted the clearing, surrounded by soldiers sharpening weapons and sharing quiet moments before the coming battle.

 

Among them moved men and women cloaked in dark, worn leather—the Grey Wardens.

 

It was there, on the edge of the encampment overlooking Ostagar, that I saw him.

 

A tall man with dark skin and hair like black stone, streaked lightly with age. His eyes—amber and unblinking—carried the weight of someone who had seen too many battles end in silence. He moved with calm certainty, every step measured, every gesture sparing. Not the stiff bearing of a noble or the swagger of a soldier, but the presence of someone used to command. Someone used to loss.

 

Beside him walked a younger man—blond-haired, around his early twenties, eyes brown and thoughtful beneath a furrowed brow. He wore armor that didn’t quite sit right, like he was still growing into it, but there was strength in his stride and purpose behind the tension in his shoulders. He scanned the camp constantly, his gaze always moving—curious, but wary. The kind of wariness that comes from caring too much.

 

A third figure lingered a few steps behind them. Dark brown short hair, travel-worn armor that bore no sigil I recognized, and a longsword at his back that looked far too clean to have been idle. His eyes—icy blue, nearly the same shade as my own—watched everything, quiet and calculating. He didn’t speak, didn’t move much, but something about him stood out. He had the look of someone who had lost everything and kept walking anyway.

 

The three of them spoke briefly with a Kingsguard at the camp’s edge.

 

Something was happening here. I could feel it beneath my skin—the stirring of old magic, and the shadow of something darker on the horizon.

 

The man with the amber eyes looked up, scanning the camp.

 

His gaze passed over me—and lingered.

 

Not in challenge. Not in suspicion.

 

Recognition.

 

I straightened instinctively. For a moment, it felt as if the air between us shifted. Heavy. Measured.

 

Then he turned back to his companions, and the moment passed.

 

But I knew that look.

 

I’d worn it before—on battlefields far from this world, searching for kindred spirits who might survive the storm ahead.

 

Whoever they were, they weren’t just travelers.

 

And whatever was coming… they knew it had already begun.

 

The camp buzzed with tension and resolve.

 


 

The man with the amber eyes approached.

 

His steps were quiet for someone so heavily armored, and when he stopped in front of me, I felt the air shift again—like the stillness before a blade is drawn. Up close, he was taller than I expected, his expression unreadable beneath the weight he carried in his posture. He studied me—like a soldier gauging another on the battlefield, not for threat, but for worth.

 

“You’re not from here,” he said at last. His voice was deep, steady. Not unkind, but sharpened with experience. “You carry yourself like a warrior, but not like one of Ferelden’s.”

 

I met his gaze, holding it. “I’m not,” I admitted. “My name is Zephyr Arcadin. I came from… far away. Too far to matter now.”

 

He didn’t flinch at the ambiguity. Instead, he nodded, as if he already knew I wouldn’t answer plainly.

 

“I’m Duncan,” he said, offering his name with the same directness. “Commander of the Grey Wardens in Ferelden. And right now, we could use every blade willing to stand against the Blight. Whatever else you are… you seem like the kind of man who doesn’t run.”

 

“I don’t,” I said. “If there’s a fight worth having, I’ll stand for it.”

 

He gave a short nod of approval. “Good. You’ll need that conviction soon.”

 

As we spoke, I caught movement in the corner of my eye—an older woman in elegant robes weaving calmly between soldiers and mages, checking on the wounded with the gentleness of a practiced hand. Her white hair was tied back, and her presence felt… grounded. Solid. Like stone beneath a storm.

 

“That’s Wynne,” Duncan said, following my gaze. “Senior enchanter from the Circle of Magi. One of the few who volunteered to come south. The Templars don’t trust her, but she’s proven herself more times than I can count.”

 

I watched her a moment longer, noting the way others deferred to her—not out of fear, but respect. There was a quiet strength in the way she carried herself, a stillness I recognized from healers on battlefields.

 

A swell of cheers rose in the distance, drawing our attention to a cluster of soldiers near the edge of the camp. A man in polished golden armor stood among them, smiling, his every gesture theatrical and warm. His blond hair caught the afternoon sun like a banner, and his voice rang clear as he rallied his troops with practiced flair.

 

“King Cailan,” Duncan murmured, his tone carefully neutral. “He’s young, idealistic. Wants to make his mark on history—sees this Blight as a chance to become another Maric or Calenhad. A noble heart… though sometimes I worry it beats too loudly.”

 

Cailan certainly looked like the stories wanted him to be. Regal. Charismatic. But I’d seen enough war to know that a bright smile didn’t hold a shield.

 

“And him,” Duncan said more quietly, nodding toward another figure standing just beyond the king’s entourage, speaking with a handful of veteran officers.

 

The man had the presence of a fortress—broad-shouldered, dark-haired, and lined with years of battle. His expression was stern, eyes constantly moving, measuring everything around him like a man who trusted no one, not even the wind.

 

“Loghain Mac Tir,” Duncan said. “Hero of River Dane and the rebellion. The king’s father-in-law. And the one actually holding the army together. Cailan may command with speeches, but Loghain leads with results. He’s ruthless—but Ferelden wouldn’t be free without him.”

 

The way Duncan spoke made it clear: Loghain was respected, but not trusted by all.

 

I took it all in silently—names, faces, roles. This wasn’t just a camp. It was a storm gathering at the edge of a burning world. And I’d walked right into its heart.

 

Duncan looked at me once more. “I don’t know what your past holds, Zephyr Arcadin. But if you mean to stand with us… you’ll need to prove yourself."

I nodded once.

 


 

The camp was alive with a restless energy as I followed Duncan through the muddy paths toward the fortress looming ahead—Ostagar. Its stone walls rose jagged against the sky, a grim bastion against the creeping Blight.

 

Duncan walked with the steady confidence of a man accustomed to command, his sharp eyes missing nothing. He glanced at me once or twice but said little, as if weighing my worth silently.

 

“The fort’s name is Ostagar,” he said finally, breaking the silence. “One of the few strongholds between the Korcari Wilds and the southern heartlands. We hold this ground to protect Ferelden’s future.”

 

Inside the fortress, the murmur of soldiers mingled with the clash of steel and the scent of smoke. Duncan led me through winding corridors until we reached a hall where banners fluttered:the Theirin coat of arms consists of two mabari rampant around the shield, the symbol of Ferelden, and the blazing sun of the Chantry.

 

There, standing tall and regal, was King Cailan Theirin. His youthful face was marked by determination and a flicker of hope that burned brightly despite the dark times.

 

Behind him stood a figure of contrasting presence—Loghain Mac Tir. The man’s eyes were cold, calculating, and carried the weight of countless battles. He exuded an aura of caution bordering on suspicion.

 

Duncan gestured toward me.

 

“Your Majesty, I bring you a man who wishes to offer his aid against the Blight.”

 

The King’s gaze fell on me, sharp and curious. He didn’t speak immediately, but his eyes flickered to the greatsword concealed beneath my cloak. Though he could not see the full blade, the outline alone made him lean forward with interest.

 

“I am Zephyr Arcadin,” I said, voice steady despite the pounding in my chest. “I seek to fight alongside Ferelden’s defenders.”

 

Cailan’s expression brightened.

 

“A warrior’s spirit,” he said approvingly. “We need strength—especially now.”

 

He stepped closer, eyes narrowing as if trying to see beyond the cloth wrapping.

 

“This sword of yours… it speaks of power, and not the kind easily wielded by common men.”

 

I said nothing, letting the mystery stand. Some things were better left unspoken.

 


 

Loghain’s eyes narrowed, his voice cutting through the moment like a blade.

 

“Power alone is no guarantee of loyalty—or of victory. We cannot afford to trust easily, not in these times.”

 

The tension thickened. Cailan met Loghain’s gaze evenly.

 

“Yet we cannot turn away those willing to stand with us. Especially those who carry such weapons.”

 

Loghain’s jaw tightened.

 

“The Blight brings more than monsters. It brings treachery.”

 

I stood quietly, feeling the weight of their scrutiny. Here, in this fortress on the edge of darkness, trust was a fragile thing, earned only through blood and steel.

 

Duncan stepped forward.

 

“Let him prove himself. The battle ahead will decide what kind of ally he truly is.”

 

The King nodded, a spark of determination lighting his features.

 

“Very well. Zephyr Arcadin, you will fight with us. Prepare yourself. The coming days will test all of Ferelden.”

 

I bowed slightly, the greatsword heavy but steady at my back.

 


 

Duncan led me away from the bustle of the main encampment, past the rows of tents and flickering torches, toward a quieter clearing where the sound of clashing steel rang out steady and sharp.

 

Two younger men sparred in the fading light, their blades moving fast, their footwork deliberate but imperfect. One fought with brute strength, pressing forward with heavy swings and grit. The other moved like a shadow—more disciplined, quicker on his feet, every step calculated.

 

Duncan stopped beside me, arms crossed as he watched them.

 

“That one,” he said, nodding toward the blond youth, “is Alistair. One of our newer recruits. Half-trained Templar before I pulled him into the Wardens.”

 

Alistair’s blade caught his opponent’s and twisted hard, forcing a stumble. His face was taut with focus, jaw clenched—not anger, but effort. He was broad-shouldered, well-built, maybe a few years younger than me. But there was still something raw in him, something unsettled. Like a blade not yet fully tempered.

 

“Strong,” I murmured.

 

“Stronger than he knows,” Duncan replied, his voice low, thoughtful. “He hides it behind sarcasm and grumbling, but he’s got heart. And heart matters more than blood or title.”

 

My gaze shifted to the second man—the one recovering his footing with a quiet roll of his shoulder. He was leaner, darker-haired, and silent. His strikes were tighter, more refined. He didn’t speak. Didn’t need to.

 

Duncan’s tone shifted subtly as he gestured toward him. “And that is Aedan Cousland.”

 

The name stopped me cold.

 

Cousland.

 

The air seemed heavier for a moment.

 

I looked again—really looked. The same name I’d heard whispered in Denerim’s darker corners. A noble line gutted in a single night. The Teryn of Highever and his wife, murdered. Their children—their whole family—slaughtered in their sleep. That was the story. A betrayal from within. Nothing left behind but ashes and scandal.

 

But here, standing in front of me, was someone who bore that name. No sigils. No entourage. Just steel and silence and a survivor’s gaze.

 

I said nothing, but my thoughts spiraled. If he was truly a Cousland… what had he lost? What had he endured to come this far?

 

Duncan watched me quietly, as if he saw the recognition in my expression.

 

“He’s earned his place here,” he said after a pause. “More than most.”

 

The sparring ended with a final clang of steel. Alistair stumbled back, winded, and Aedan gave a slight nod—acknowledgment, not victory. No words passed between them. Just the quiet camaraderie of two men forged in the same fire.

 

I kept my expression neutral, but inside, questions flickered like coals.

 

Who had saved him? Why was his name still spoken in dread and disbelief across Ferelden if he stood here, breathing and armed?

 

And more than that… what kind of man rises from the ruin of a noble house only to walk into a war no one wants to fight?

 

I didn’t have answers.

 

But I understood the silence in his eyes all too well.

 


 

Duncan turned to me, a faint smile softening the ever-present sternness in his expression.

 

“If you’re willing, Zephyr,” he said, tone calm but purposeful, “I’d propose a sparring match. You and these two. It’s not just about testing strength—it's a chance to see how you work together, how you move. And perhaps,” he added, glancing sidelong at the others, “teach these men a thing or two.”

 

I looked from him to the two recruits—Alistair still catching his breath, Aedan adjusting his stance without a word—and felt the weight of the request settle over me. Not the fight itself. That, I could handle. But what it meant to step into a circle here, in this world not my own.

 

My hand drifted to the hilt slung over my shoulder, fingers brushing the coarse wrapping of Shadowbringer. The sword pulsed faintly beneath my touch—not with magic, but memory. It was more than steel. More than a weapon. It was a legacy, a burden, a truth.

 

To draw it here, among strangers, in a sparring match?

 

No.

 

With slow, deliberate movement, I reached over my shoulder and drew the obsidian blade free, the metal singing softly in the air. Eyes followed it—Alistair’s brow lifted slightly, Aedan’s gaze sharpened in subtle recognition. I turned it over in my hands, then stepped toward the edge of the training ring and leaned it gently against the wooden railing.

 

“This,” I said quietly, my voice low but steady, “is not the time for such a weapon.”

 

Duncan gave a single approving nod, saying nothing. He moved to a nearby rack and selected a practice blade—a plain straight sword, well-used but clean, the leather-wrapped hilt worn smooth from countless hands. He offered it to me hilt-first.

 

I took it without hesitation. Lighter than what I was used to. More balanced. Less familiar, but still enough.

 

I gave it a single test swing, feeling the way it moved through the air. It lacked the weight and resonance of Shadowbringer, but it would serve. I wasn’t here to dominate—I was here to understand.

 

Across from me, Alistair rolled out his shoulders and gave a faint grin. “Well, this should be interesting.”

 

Aedan said nothing. He merely raised his sword and waited.

 

I stepped into the circle, the dirt beneath my boots soft but firm, the fading light casting long shadows across the ground. The blade rested easily in my hand, but my focus sharpened like a whetstone over steel.

 

Not just to prove myself.

 

But to see what they were made of.

 


 

The training grounds quieted around us, the usual chatter and clang of steel fading into the background as a handful of soldiers paused to watch. Duncan stood nearby, arms crossed, observant but silent.

 

The three of us stepped into the open ring—rough earth beneath our boots, the distant sounds of the Ostagar camps fading behind the tension that now drew taut between us like a bowstring.

 

Alistair was the first to move, predictably. He bounced slightly on the balls of his feet, sword held in a solid guard, eyes scanning between me and Aedan. There was eagerness in him—not recklessness, but a youthful drive to prove. His form was Templar-trained: a sturdy stance, angled blocks, broad sweeps meant to disarm or knock back rather than maim.

 

Aedan, by contrast, held back. His grip was lighter, more fluid. He didn’t telegraph his intentions—his feet shifted with quiet grace, shoulders relaxed, sword poised not for power but precision. He watched everything—me especially—with calculating coolness. A man who had survived betrayal and ruin, and turned it into discipline.

 

And I? I simply waited.

 

We circled slowly, the dirt beneath us kicking up with each pivot. My borrowed straight sword felt light in my hand compared to Shadowbringer, and yet it moved well. Clean. Sharp. It would do.

 

Then Alistair struck first.

 

A bold diagonal slash—too wide, too heavy. Easy to read. I stepped aside, catching his blade with mine and sliding it harmlessly away in a shower of sparks. He stumbled slightly from the overcommitment, but recovered fast.

 

“Not bad,” I murmured. “But don’t lead with your shoulder.”

 

He blinked, surprised I’d spoken at all.

 

Aedan took that moment to move. His strike was faster—low, aiming for my leg. I parried it sharply, the blow sending a jolt up my arm. Stronger than I’d expected. He followed with a rising slash toward my side. I twisted my body just enough to avoid it, using the back of my armguard to redirect the blade.

 

This wasn’t a duel—it was a dance.

 

And deep within me, the magic stirred.

 

That quiet, thrumming pull—Dynamis, the will-fueled force that slept beneath my skin. It hummed through my limbs, coaxed by adrenaline, shadow and light whispering together at the edges of control. It ached to be released, to answer. But I held it back. This was not that kind of fight.

 

I tightened my grip, grounding myself in the moment.

 

Alistair came again, more cautious now, trying to flank me as Aedan pressed forward. They were coordinating without speaking—sloppy, but improving. Their blades came at different heights—Aedan high, Alistair low. I pivoted, letting both strikes glance past me, then twisted sharply and delivered a controlled push-kick to Alistair’s midsection. He staggered backward, winded but grinning.

 

“You fight like a ghost,” he huffed.

 

I gave a faint shrug.

 

Aedan didn’t wait. He advanced, faster now, testing me with a flurry of strikes that came with a rhythm—left shoulder, right hip, neck. He was looking for patterns, and he’d find none. I parried each strike, barely moving my feet, letting his blade clash against mine in sparks and force. I stepped in close, too close for his sword, and locked his guard with mine.

 

Our eyes met—his ice blue, so close to my own.

 

“You fight to control,” he said quietly. “Not to win.”

 

I broke the lock with a swift shove and stepped back, giving him space.

 

We reset.

 

Then, almost simultaneously, both men came at me.

 

Alistair roared, feinting high, while Aedan circled around, blades flashing in the late light. I spun my blade low to deflect Alistair’s swing, ducked Aedan’s stab, and rolled forward between them, kicking up dirt as I came to my feet behind them.

 

I was breathing harder now—not from strain, but from the need to hold back. Every strike I landed was measured. Every movement restrained. If I moved the way I was trained, if I let the magic bleed into my blade even slightly, this would be over in seconds. But that wasn’t the point.

 

This was learning—for them, and for me.

 

Alistair swung again, and this time I let him connect. The flat of his blade struck my vambrace with a heavy clang. He looked surprised.

 

“You let me hit you?”

 

“You earned it,” I said simply.

 

He blinked. “Thanks, I think?”

 

Aedan didn’t hesitate. He stepped into the moment, striking at my exposed side—but I turned and caught his blade with a sharp upward block, locking us again.

 

“You’re reading me too much,” I told him.

 

He didn’t respond, but this time, his eyes narrowed slightly with amusement. Noted.

 

The next exchange was fast, almost brutal. Our blades met again and again, the ring of steel cutting through the air as the watching soldiers murmured among themselves. I flowed between them, redirecting Alistair’s momentum into Aedan’s path, sweeping their legs when they stepped too close, giving just enough pressure to keep them on edge.

 

But never too much.

 

Then finally, as the sun dipped just enough to cast long shadows over the training ground, I stepped back.

 

Breath steady. Sword still.

 

Alistair dropped to one knee, sweat dripping from his brow. Aedan stood straight but breathing heavily, his blade lowered, his gaze thoughtful.

 

“That…” Alistair said between gasps, “was humbling.”

 

“You’re strong,” I replied, wiping my brow with my forearm. “You just haven’t figured out how to use it yet.”

 

Aedan sheathed his blade slowly. “And you fight like a man who’s seen too much… but still chooses restraint. That’s rare.”

 

I didn’t answer.

 

From the edge of the ring, Duncan clapped once—slow, approving.

 

“Well,” he said, stepping forward. “That’ll do.”

 

As the match drew to a close, Duncan nodded approvingly.

 

“You’ve done well, both of you. And you, Zephyr… your restraint speaks volumes.”

 

I inclined my head in acknowledgment.

 

Though my magic had threatened to surface, I had kept it hidden. For now.

 


 

After sparring match Duncan asked me to follow him.

 

The great hall of Ostagar was thick with the scent of burning torches and polished wood, the walls echoing with hushed voices and the clink of armor. Long tables bore maps, parchments, and cups half-filled with wine and water, testament to the long hours spent in planning and counsel.

 

I stood quietly near the back, hands folded behind my cloak, my gaze steady as the key figures gathered at the head of the hall.

 

King Cailan Theirin sat on a carved wooden throne, youthful but resolute, eyes burning with the fierce hope of a ruler who believed in the future even as darkness pressed closer. Beside him, a man of imposing stature and cold precision—Loghain Mac Tir, commander of Ferelden’s armies, the Hero of River Dane, watched everyone with a calculating gaze.

 

Duncan, the Warden-Commander, stood nearby, his presence commanding but measured. And now, here I was—Zephyr Arcadin—still new, still an unknown, a warrior from another world stepping into a war not my own.

 


 

Cailan spoke first, his voice clear and strong.

 

“The Blight spreads faster than we imagined. The darkspawn grow bolder, their numbers swelling. Our scouts have confirmed their advance through the Korcari Wilds. We must hold this line.”

 

He pointed at the sprawling map laid across the table, fingers tracing the dense forests southward.

 

“We stand between them and the heart of Ferelden. Ostagar is the last barrier.”

 

Loghain’s voice cut in, sharp and measured.

 

“The enemy is cunning, and our forces are stretched thin. We must be prepared for betrayal as well as battle. There are those in Ferelden who would see us fall from within.”

 

His eyes flicked toward me briefly, assessing.

 

“We cannot afford to trust blindly, especially with those we do not know.”

 

I felt the weight of his words but remained silent, knowing that trust was a currency hard-earned here.

 

Duncan stepped forward, his tone steady.

 

“Zephyr Arcadin has proven himself in training. His skill with the sword is unmatched, and his knowledge of warfare... unusual for someone new to our land.”

 

He glanced at me.

 

“His aid could tip the scales in our favor.”

 

Cailan’s expression brightened, hope rekindled.

 

“Then we shall welcome him to our ranks.”

 

He turned to the others.

 

“Wynne has returned from the Circle. Her wisdom will guide us in matters of magic, which we will need against these creatures.”

 

Loghain’s lips tightened.

 

“Magic is a double-edged sword. We must control it carefully.”

 


 

The discussion continued—strategy, supplies, troop morale. The weight of impending war hung heavy.

 

As they debated, I studied each man and woman present—their strengths, their fears.

 

A year ago, I was a stranger here. Now, I stood among those who would shape this world’s fate.

 


 

The council chamber had mostly emptied, the scent of parchment, sweat, and burning oil lingering in the air like the aftermath of a storm. Only a handful remained—Duncan, King Cailan, Loghain, a few senior captains… and me.

 

Maps lay scattered across the war table, red and black markers showing where the darkspawn forces had clustered near Ostagar’s outskirts. Their movement was no longer guesswork—it was a wave, surging upward from the Korcari Wilds.

 

The room buzzed with unease, but a fire burned in my chest. Not fear.

 

Purpose.

 

I stepped forward, the sound of my armored boots drawing more attention than I intended. Duncan glanced up, his expression tired, but attentive. Loghain’s eyes narrowed the moment I moved.

 

“I want to be placed deep in the fight,” I said, voice even but firm. “Where the enemy is thickest.”

 

The room fell still. Cailan paused mid-thought, and Duncan's brow furrowed.

 

“That’s a dangerous request,” he said carefully. “The taint in the darkspawn’s presence isn’t just physical. It seeps into a man’s mind, his spirit. Reckless bravery only feeds the enemy.”

 

“It’s not recklessness,” I replied, locking eyes with him. “It’s where I belong.”

 

I let the silence stretch, the tension rise like a held breath. Then I added, quieter, but with more heat:

 

“I’ve fought monsters, things that didn’t bleed right or die easy. I’ve stood where the ground burned beneath my feet and held the line when no one else could. The chaos of the front is where I find clarity. I don’t run from it—I need it.”

 

Duncan studied me, the edge of concern softening into contemplation.

 

But Loghain stepped forward, cutting between us like a blade.

 

“And yet we know nothing about you,” he said coldly. “You carry a blade like no other, wear armor that shines with foreign enchantments, and no one can name your homeland.”

 

His sharp gaze bored into me, hard as steel.

 

“I won’t risk the vanguard on a warrior whose loyalty is unproven. We already stand on the edge of disaster—I’ll not tip us over with superstition and shadow.”

 

I met his stare without blinking.

 

“I didn’t come this far to betray anyone. I came to fight.”

 

“Words are cheap in wartime,” Loghain replied darkly. “Especially from strangers.”

 

King Cailan rose before Duncan could speak, brushing aside his fur-lined cloak with dramatic flair.

 

“We don’t have the luxury to doubt every hand offered to us,” he said, voice bold and sure. “The Blight grows stronger every day. If Zephyr Arcadin wishes to stand where it’s bloodiest, I won’t deny him that right.”

 

He turned to face Duncan directly, then glanced at Loghain with a measure of challenge in his expression.

 

“We need more than swords—we need conviction. And I’ve seen enough to believe Zephyr has it.”

 

Duncan hesitated. For all his caution, I could see the gears turning behind his amber eyes. He knew men. He knew war. And he was weighing the risks against the shape of the battle ahead.

 

At last, he gave a slow nod.

 

“Very well,” he said, not without reservation. “Zephyr Arcadin will join the vanguard.”

 

Loghain said nothing, but his silence was colder than words.

 

I simply inclined my head, hiding the flicker of anticipation that stirred deep within me. This was no mere position—it was a promise.

 

A place at the heart of the storm.

 

Where blades screamed and monsters roared and purpose drowned out doubt.

 

Where I fought best.

Chapter 6: The Battle of Ostagar

Chapter Text

The sky over Ostagar was ablaze with orange fire as dawn broke, bleeding light over a battlefield already stained with too much blood. The chill of morning clung to steel and skin, but it couldn’t smother the heat rising from thousands of armored bodies packed shoulder to shoulder—each man and woman gripping their weapon like a lifeline, eyes fixed on the tree line to the south.

 

They all knew what was coming.

 

So did I.

 

I stood near the center of the forward line, where the ground bore the scars of endless footfall and siege—mud churned to mire, dried blood crusted into the earth. The king’s banners flapped behind me, but I needed no symbols to ground me.

 

I needed only the weight at my back.

 

Shadowbringer.

 

I drew it slowly, reverently. The obsidian blade groaned as it left its sheath, runes flickering with Light and Darkness both, as if sensing the slaughter to come. The soldiers nearest to me—Ferelden footmen, mostly—glanced sideways, instinctively stepping back. One muttered a prayer under his breath. Another crossed himself.

 

Let them.

 

The blade was massive, jagged and cruel in design—but in my hands, it moved like breath.

 

The Echo stirred faintly, letting me feel what others felt. Fear. Resolve. Dread so thick it clung to skin like sweat. I inhaled deeply.

 

This was clarity.

 

I was home.

 

A distant horn sounded, and the forest ahead seemed to breathe. Then came the howls—deep and guttural, like stone being ground beneath iron—and the trees split open with motion.

 

Darkspawn.

 

They surged from the treeline in droves—Genlocks leading the charge, hunched and broad with their thick shields and blunt axes. Behind them came the shrieking Hurlocks, leaner and more savage, howling as they charged with serrated blades. Further back, ogres bellowed, massive and bestial, their clubs fashioned from torn siege weapons and tree trunks. Arrows began to darken the sky.

 

“Hold!” shouted a nearby sergeant.

 

But I didn’t wait for the order.

 

With a calm breath, I stepped forward—and then I ran.

 

The impact came fast.

 

The first Genlock didn’t even see it. Shadowbringer cleaved through him in a single, brutal arc, splitting his shield and chestplate as if he were made of wet paper. I turned the swing mid-motion, using the sword’s momentum to batter a second one to the ground. I crushed his skull with the heel of my boot before the next came.

 

They swarmed me—three, then five, then more. I met them all.

 

Shadowbringer blurred in my grip, a black storm veined with pale aetherlight. I twisted, carving a wide arc that split through bone and armor alike. Dark blood sprayed in great fans across the battlefield. My arms moved on instinct—block, slash, riposte, crush. A Hurlock lunged with a heavy mace—I sidestepped and drove the pommel of my sword into its jaw, caving it inward before spinning into a brutal two-handed slash that bisected the next one clean at the waist.

 

I roared as I fought, not in pain or anger—but joy.

 

This was battle.

 

Raw. Honest. Unforgiving.

 

I lost myself in it.

 

A shriek to my left—an Emissary. One of their foul mages, its misshapen hand glowing with crackling green light. The spell flew wide as I surged forward, ignoring the heat across my shoulder. I closed the gap in a blink, Shadowbringer flashing upward in a rising arc that tore through the Emissary’s staff, arm, and chest in a single blow. It fell with a gurgle, green ichor spilling like bile into the mud.

 

But still they came.

 

The darkspawn were endless.

 

At some point I stopped counting kills.

 

I tore through their lines like a living catastrophe—my greatsword howling, my voice rising with it. I crushed skulls under my gauntlets, cracked bones with my knees, hurled bodies aside like ragdolls when they dared to grab hold of me. I felt the ground tremble and turned just in time to see the ogre charging.

 

It was monstrous—nearly twice my height, eyes wild with bloodlust. It roared, swinging a tree-sized club straight at me.

 

I planted my feet and caught the blow on Shadowbringer’s flat side, my legs skidding several feet back in the mud. The impact rocked through me—but I grinned.

 

“Good,” I muttered. “Let’s dance.”

 

I lunged under its next swing, carving a long gash across its thigh. It howled and staggered—I followed with a brutal overhead strike, splitting its forearm as it tried to block. Then I leapt, bringing the sword down with all my weight, driving the blade straight into its skull.

 

It collapsed like a mountain falling.

 

I landed hard on my feet beside it, breath heavy, blood running down my arms—not mine.

 

Around me, the Ferelden line was wavering. Screams rang out. Cries for healers. Orders shouted to fall back. I saw a Warden fall under a swarm of shrieks.

 

But I didn’t falter.

 

I became the storm.

 

I pushed forward, every step another strike, every breath another body falling. My armor—once dark—was slick with gore. The Soul Resonator Pendant at my neck flared, warning me of how close I stood to losing myself to Umbriel’s surges. But I didn’t care.

 

The longer I fought, the more alive I felt.

 

The light of Azem, buried deep in my soul, pulsed in rhythm with Shadowbringer’s darkness, a strange harmony that made me more. Not just a man with a sword.

 

Something else.

 

The Blight was a tide.

 

But I was a wall.

 

And for now, that was enough.

 

But even walls fall, in time.

 


 

Darkness pressed in like a living thing as Aedan Cousland and Alistair pressed forward through the wilds, blades drawn, breath ragged. The Korcari Wilds, thick with swamp mist and the stench of death, stretched out behind them like the gullet of some ancient beast. Their armor was slick with darkspawn blood, every joint aching, every step heavier than the last.

 

The battlefield behind them roared with chaos. Ostagar was in flames—screams rising over the clash of steel, the thunder of war drums, and the monstrous howls of the Blight.

 

Their mission was clear: reach the Tower of Ishal and light the beacon. A single fire, and everything could change. The hope was that it would signal Teyrn Loghain to bring the rest of Ferelden’s forces crashing down into the darkspawn horde like a hammer.

 

That hope clung to them like a dying breath.

 

“Keep moving!” Alistair barked, shoving past a tangle of underbrush as the stone silhouette of the tower loomed ahead, tall and jagged like a broken sword thrust into the earth.

 

“Don’t need to tell me twice,” Aedan replied, tone grim, his blade dripping with blood. “We’re almost there.”

 

But the darkspawn weren’t finished with them.

 

The trees erupted with motion—howls, clattering armor, a foul stench. Genlocks burst from the underbrush, axes swinging. Behind them came Hurlocks, taller and more brutal, their blades jagged with rot, howling as they surged forward.

 

The two Wardens met them head-on.

 

Aedan ducked low, parrying a blow meant to sever his skull, then riposted with a vicious upward slash that opened the creature’s belly in a spray of black blood. Alistair slammed his shield into another, knocking it back with a wet crunch before driving his longsword through its chest with a roar.

 

They fought like men possessed—not for glory, but survival.

 

A Hurlock Alpha charged from the trees, bellowing as it raised a heavy maul. Alistair moved to intercept, shield raised, but the force of the blow knocked him clean off his feet. Aedan darted in, striking the Alpha’s side with all his strength—his blade bit deep, but not deep enough. The Alpha roared and backhanded him into a tree, the breath crushed from his lungs.

 

But he rose. They both did.

 

Bruised, bloodied, they kept fighting.

 

And then, suddenly, the trees cleared—and the Tower of Ishal stood before them.

 

Its ancient stones were cracked and moss-covered, but it still stood tall and defiant against the ruin around it. The doors had been forced open, blood smeared along the entry stones. The garrison stationed there had been overwhelmed—corpses littered the threshold—but the beacon platform above might still be intact.

 

“No time,” Alistair said between gasps, pushing Aedan forward. “We light it, or they die for nothing.”

 

They plunged into the tower.

 

Inside, it was worse.

 

The stairwells were narrow, winding, and choked with bodies—both human and darkspawn. Fires flickered in the sconces, casting jagged shadows along the stone. The air was thick with blood and rot. And the enemy was everywhere.

 

The pair cut their way through room after room. Archers fired from alcoves, Emissaries flung acidic fire from balconies. Aedan hurled a broken shield at one, knocking it into the stairwell below. Alistair stormed through a locked door with his shoulder and met three more Genlocks in close quarters.

 

Swords flashed. Blood sprayed the walls. The groan of the tower’s ancient frame echoed with each death.

 

Aedan fought on instinct—parry, twist, strike. A neck opened like parchment beneath his blade. A mage’s head cracked against the wall with a boot to the jaw. He screamed once in rage and kept climbing.

 

And then—at last—the beacon room.

 

The top of the tower opened to the cold morning sky. Wind howled through the broken battlements. The brazier stood in the center, piled with kindling, untouched.

 

Alistair stumbled to it, tearing a torch from the wall sconce.

 

“Hurry,” Aedan muttered, watching the stairs.

 

Alistair didn’t hesitate. He lit the flame, and the beacon roared to life—a brilliant pillar of orange fire, its light piercing the gloom like a clarion call.

 

Far below, the battlefield writhed. The king’s banners held fast, still resisting the Blight. The darkspawn forces were immense—but they were holding. For now.

 

And beyond that, across the bridge—

 

They saw them.

 

Loghain’s forces.

 

Thousands of men in formation. Horses restless. Banners fluttering.

 

Watching.

 

Waiting.

 

“Any moment now…” Alistair breathed.

 

But no horn sounded.

 

No charge came.

 

Instead, the lines began to… withdraw.

 

Aedan took a step forward, eyes narrowing. “No…”

 

The troops were turning around.

 

Not regrouping.

 

Retreating.

 

“Is he—he’s leaving?” Alistair said, voice breaking into disbelief. “He saw the signal. We lit the damn fire!”

 

Aedan said nothing, his grip tightening around his sword. His face was pale. Empty.

 

They stood in silence for three seconds.

 

Then the tower shook.

 

Darkspawn surged up the stairs.

 

The last defense had collapsed. They’d been found.

 

Dozens poured into the room—blades, claws, shrieks—a tidal wave of rot and fury.

 

Aedan and Alistair turned, shoulder to shoulder, blades flashing, teeth clenched.

 

They fought like men with nothing left to lose.

 

Blood sprayed. Screams echoed. The fire still burned behind them—their final act of defiance.

 

But there were too many.

 

A moment of pain. Of darkness.

 

Then nothing.

 

And far below, Loghain rode north.

 


 

As the battle dragged on, I felt the rhythm of war shift—subtle at first. The synchronized clash of metal faltered. The shield wall to my left began to break down, not from the enemy’s pressure, but from hesitation. Confusion rippled through the ranks like a shiver in the spine.

 

Then came the movement.

 

I caught it out of the corner of my eye—soldiers in the far lines pulling back, not retreating under duress, but withdrawing in formation. Banners were being lowered. Cavalry lines broke away, galloping toward the bridge rather than toward the fight.

 

A terrible cold settled into my gut.

 

I turned in time to see him—Loghain Mac Tir, his imposing form unmistakable even from a distance, seated atop his warhorse, golden armor glinting in the dawn light. He sat still for a moment, watching the field through narrowed eyes. Then, with one gesture—just a single sweep of his arm—he ordered the full retreat.

 

My breath caught in my throat.

 

It wasn’t a reposition. It wasn’t a tactical maneuver.

 

It was abandonment.

 

Loghain was pulling the might of Ferelden's second army out of the battle, leaving the king and the Grey Wardens—his allies—to be swallowed by the Blight.

 

The betrayal hit like a sword to the chest.

 

 

I heard it echoed around me—soldiers shouting, disbelief in their voices. A nearby captain screamed, “They’re leaving! By the Maker, they’re leaving us!”

 

A sergeant to my right dropped his blade in stunned silence. Another man fell to his knees, eyes wide with horror. I watched as the King’s guard desperately tried to regroup, but without reinforcement, their lines began to collapse under the unrelenting tide of darkspawn.

 


 

I turned my eyes back to the chaos before me—Hurlocks and Genlocks surging like blackened surf, the battlefield drowning in bodies and blood. I saw King Cailan through the smoke, his armor shone even in ruin, smeared with gore and dented from relentless blows. His longsword flashed in wide arcs as he fought back to back with his knights—valiant, foolish, desperate. His voice rang out over the clash:

 

“Hold the line! For Ferelden!”, rallying the men even as they died around him.

 

And beside him—Duncan.

 

Wounded but unyielding, his dark eyes scanning the field for weakness. His twin blades carved deadly arcs, every movement practiced and precise. Around him, a handful of surviving Wardens fought like demons, refusing to fall despite the weight pressing in from all sides.

 

They didn’t know.

 

Or maybe they did, and chose to stand anyway.

 

I gritted my teeth and held the line.

 

Every instinct in my body told me to go to the king, to throw myself into the heart of the battle and carve a path to him. But it was too late. The darkspawn had sensed it too—the weakening lines, the leadership unraveling. They surged forward with renewed hunger, shrieking in triumph. I was soon surrounded again, swinging Shadowbringer in wide arcs, cleaving flesh and bone, blood rising like rain.

 

The battlefield was a maelstrom—chaos given form, a storm of screaming steel and endless death. Smoke twisted through the dawn light, thick and choking. Blood soaked the soil, pooling beneath the fallen. Screams echoed across the field—some human, some not. The stench of burning flesh mingled with mud and ash, and the sky itself seemed to darken beneath the shadow of the Blight.

 

I fought like a soul unchained.

 

Shadowbringer cleaved through the darkspawn ranks with raw fury, cutting down Genlocks like wheat, tearing through Hurlocks in gory arcs. The greatsword howled with power, drawn from the aether still clinging to this world, but burning now with something more volatile—Dynamis, raw and primal, flaring in time with my heart’s fury. Each swing left streaks of shadow and searing light in its wake, as if night and dawn warred with every stroke of my blade.

 

But my goal lay beyond the slaughter.

 

King Cailan. Duncan. The last stand.

 

I saw them ahead, their banners tattered, their knights dwindling. Cailan stood tall despite the odds, golden armor battered and slick with blood, shouting orders to men already dead. Duncan fought beside him, grim and relentless, his twin blades flashing like firelight in the murk. Around them, what remained of the Grey Wardens gave their lives to hold the line.

 

But they were not alone.

 

The ground shuddered beneath heavy footfalls.

 

Ogres.

 

Three of them pushed forward—towering brutes, thick with muscle and bone, their twisted hides glistening with gore. Their howls rose above the din, deep and guttural. One grabbed a Templar and ripped him in half mid-charge, tossing the pieces aside like spoiled meat. Another smashed through a line of pikemen, hurling bodies through the air with wild sweeps of its club.

 

I surged forward, carving my way through lesser foes—Hurlocks, shrieks, a Blight wolf leapt over a mound of bodies—I grabbed it mid-air and slammed it to the ground, crushing its spine before hurling the corpse into another darkspawn.

 

The first ogre turned toward me, its sunken red eyes narrowing. It lumbered forward, swinging a tree-trunk of a weapon. I ducked low, rolled under the strike, and brought Shadowbringer up in a wide arc. Sparks and blood flew as I bit deep into its thigh.

 

The creature roared and kicked me back, sending me skidding across the muck. Pain screamed through my ribs, but I was already moving—springing back up, shoulder-checking a Genlock aside before launching myself at the ogre again.

 

I leapt, driving Shadowbringer into its shoulder with all my weight. The weapon sank deep. The ogre howled and thrashed, finally collapsing onto its knees with a crash that sent a wave of dust rolling across the battlefield.

 

But I didn’t have time to finish it.

 

Because I saw him.

 

Cailan.

 

Pinned in the crushing grip of another ogre. Its grotesque hand had wrapped around the king’s chest like a vice, lifting him off the ground as he struggled, kicking and clawing. His sword had fallen. His gauntlets struck the ogre’s arm to no effect.

 

His scream was raw and real—not of fear, but pain.

 

The ogre tightened its grip.

 

Cailan’s armor groaned and buckled, golden plate giving way to brute force. His mouth opened, trying to shout a final order, but no sound came.

 

I ran.

 

Pushing my body past its limits, I vaulted a broken cart, slashed through a darkspawn that tried to stop me, and sprinted toward him, roaring with every step.

 

But I wasn’t fast enough.

 

Duncan was.

 

He came from the side, a silver streak in the fog. With no fear, no hesitation, he launched himself at the ogre, driving one of his swords upward into its throat, right under the jaw. The beast let out a choking gargle and stumbled back, loosening its grip as it toppled like a falling tower.

 

Cailan’s body crumpled from its hand, hitting the ground hard, unmoving.

 

I was nearly to them when the third ogre surged forward—but it wasn’t alone.

 

A massive Hurlock Warmaster followed in its shadow, towering even over the others of its kind, black armor etched with spikes, its axe nearly the size of a man.

 

Duncan turned just in time to meet its charge.

 

They clashed in a storm of steel—Duncan fast, striking with clean, masterful cuts. The Warmaster fought like a beast, hammering down blows that cracked the very earth.

 

I reached them at last, but too late.

 

A feint from the Hurlock. Duncan dodged—almost.

 

The axe came down, biting deep into his shoulder and through his chest.

 

He staggered.

 

Another blow. The blade caught him across the waist, spinning him to the ground.

 

I screamed his name, voice raw—but he was already falling.

 

He hit the ground with a gasp, eyes wide and unfocused, blood pooling beneath him faster than even magic could mend.

 

I swung at the Warmaster, catching it off guard. My strike shattered its helm, and the second buried Shadowbringer into its collarbone. It roared, tried to retaliate, but I crushed it with a final, brutal swing that split its skull clean.

 

Then silence.

 

All around me, death.

 

Duncan was dead.

 

King Cailan—limp and broken, unmoving in the dirt.

 

Their final stand… crushed.

 


 

My chest heaved, every breath a struggle. Not from exhaustion, but the weight of it. Of failure. Of betrayal. The knowledge that all of this could have been stopped, if not for Loghain.

 

The Blight was not the only monster on this field.

 

And still the darkspawn came.

 

More and more, endless. I turned, lifting Shadowbringer once more.

 

My arms trembled. My vision blurred.

 

But I would keep fighting.

 

Because someone had to remember.

 

Someone had to survive.

 


 

The roar of the darkspawn became the sky itself—screeching, bellowing, rising like a tidal wave of rot and blood. But I did not retreat. I did not falter.

 

I embraced it.

 

Shadowbringer pulsed at my back, trembling like a beast desperate to be freed. The greatsword burned against my armor, scorching with purpose. I reached for it—not with fear, but with fury. My hand clenched the hilt, and the moment it left my back, the air around me cracked.

 

The aether screamed.

 

The earth shuddered.

 

And I—I became the storm.

 

Shadowbringer came alive, the obsidian blade blazing with a crimson edge, veins of darklight running like molten rivers through the metal. With one swing, I ripped through a charging Hurlock—bisecting it from collarbone to hip, the creature’s blood evaporating mid-air from the sheer heat of the strike.

 

Another leap—I brought the sword down like a hammer, crushing a Genlock into the earth, splintering the bones beneath us. Shadow tendrils exploded outward from the impact, slashing through five more like they were made of parchment.

 

My soul cried out—and the Scarlet Delirium answered.

 

The aura ignited around me like wildfire: a burning shell of blood-red energy laced with writhing black. Every pulse of my heartbeat sent flares of darkness outward—my pain, my rage, my memories made manifest. The shadow beneath my boots peeled away, expanding across the blood-soaked field like a living web.

 

It moved with me—striking before I could. Coiling, lashing, piercing.

 

Shrieks dove at me from the left. I didn’t turn. My shadow rose like a spike and impaled them mid-air, their bodies twitching as the tendrils snapped their necks one by one.

 

A pack of Blight wolves charged in unison. I extended my free hand, and Impalement answered—seven spectral spears of voidlight erupted from the earth in a jagged ring, catching the beasts mid-sprint and pinning them in place. The last tried to leap over the trap—Shadowbringer took its head clean off.

 

More.

 

Dozens more.

 

The darkspawn surged from every direction, snarling, slashing, driven to madness by my defiance. I screamed back, not words—but a howl, primal and pure.

 

They broke upon me like waves on a cliff.

 

I spun, whirled, struck—each swing a stormfront, each movement a judgment. Blood sprayed the air like black rain. I could no longer feel the ground beneath me, only the raw, rising power of Dynamis flooding my veins, feeding off the anguish, the betrayal, the memory of Duncan’s broken body and Cailan’s crushed form.

 

And I let it in.

 

The Dynamis, always a part of me, buried deep beneath my soul’s careful control, finally surged forward in full. Not as chaotic instability—but as focus. As fuel.

 

The light and dark within me—Etheirys’ legacy and Thedas’s cruelty—merged.

 

Time fractured.

 

I moved between heartbeats—Shadowbringer severing space itself, dark sigils burning in the air where I struck. My armor, soul-bound and reforged by pain, glowed faintly now—etched in symbols from Azem's memories, orange threads lacing through the onyx plate like constellations in the void.

 

They could not touch me.

 

Not yet.

 

Not until the Tide of the Blight shifted again.

 

An Ogre crashed into my flank, swinging a massive slab of stone like a club. It caught my side and flung me ten yalms through the air—I landed hard, rolled through blood and shattered bone, and came up coughing crimson.

 

Ribs—shattered. Right arm—numb. My cloak, torn and smoking.

 

But I stood.

 

My pendant—the Soul Resonator—flashed violently at my neck, warning of Umbriel awakening. I ignored it. There was no room left for restraint. I was not here to survive.

 

I was here to burn away the dark—or die trying.

 

The ogre thundered forward again.

 

I screamed.

 

And unleashed Disesteem.

 

A hundred dark fragments exploded outward from my body—each a piece of pure shadow. They dove upon the battlefield like hunting beasts, tearing into darkspawn with furious precision. My shadow thickened, rose like a tidal wave, and devoured the ogre in a clawed maw of living nightmare, dragging it down, screaming, into the abyssal dark beneath my feet.

 

But the battle did not pause for awe.

 

They kept coming.

 

More. Always more.

 

I bled. My shoulder seized. My vision blurred. But I did not stop.

 

I cleaved.

 

I shattered.

 

And then the sky cracked.

 

The Blight screamed back.

 

I dropped to a knee, gasping. My vision swimming, lungs ablaze.

 

Around me, silence began to fall—not of peace, but of saturation. The kind of quiet that follows when the world realizes even the most defiant must break.

 

The last thing I saw before my knees hit the ground was the endless black tide still coming, endless, eternal.

 

Even the Warrior of Light had limits.

 

Even I… could fall.

Chapter 7: The Grey Wardens

Chapter Text

The wind was the first thing I felt.

 

Cool. Damp. Laced with ash and blood.

 

Then the pain followed—deep, crushing, everywhere at once. My ribs screamed with every shallow breath. My muscles trembled under the weight of my own body, and dried blood caked my skin like second armor.

 

I opened my eyes.

 

The sky above was gray now, dull and unmoving. The fires had burned low. The smoke had cleared. And the silence was deafening.

 

I pushed myself up slowly, every movement like glass grinding in my bones. My hand brushed the torn remains of my mantle, and beneath it, the Dark Knight Soul Crystal pulsed weakly against my chest—as if it, too, was recovering.

 

I looked around.

 

Ostagar was a graveyard.

 

Darkspawn corpses lay in every direction, twisted and crumpled in unnatural ways. Some were split in half. Others had been impaled by jagged pillars of obsidian shadow, the kind I had never conjured before. Limbs were scattered like leaves in the wind. Black blood stained the earth so thickly it clung to the fog.

 

And not a single one of them moved.

 

I staggered to my feet, clutching Shadowbringer, now half-buried in the mud, its blade still glowing with the faint pulse of some other power. My soul ached—not just from exhaustion, but from a deep, lingering wrongness.

 

Like something inside me had stretched, then snapped back without warning.

 

“What did I do?”

 

I didn’t remember. The last thing I recalled was falling—screaming into the dark, lungs full of blood, the Blight closing in. Then—nothing. Just silence. No dream. No voice. Just... black.

 

And yet I stood here now. Alive.

 

But alone.

 

My heart sank as the truth set in.

 

King Cailan was dead.

Duncan was gone.

The Wardens had fallen. Ferelden’s hope died here.

 

And yet—I remained.

 

I clenched my fist, grounding myself.

 

If I survived this... it meant something.

 

I wasn’t sure if it was mercy, fate, or punishment. But the war wasn’t over. Not yet.

 

I turned toward the bridge, its splintered remnants rising from the gorge like broken teeth. Loghain’s forces were long gone. No trace of soldiers or allies. Just ghosts.

 

“Alistair. Aedan.”

 

Their names came to me like anchors in the storm.

 

They had gone to the tower, to light the beacon. If anyone survived this nightmare, it would be them.

 

And if not—then I had no one left.

 

But I refused to believe that.

 

They had to be alive. They had to be.

 

I tightened the straps of my armor, wincing. My mantle was torn, my cloak in shreds. The Baldesion ring still faintly shimmered on my hand, its magic weak, but intact. I reached for the Soul Resonator Pendant—it pulsed erratically, flickering like a warning heart.

 

Umbriel had been close.

 

Too close.

 

But I would think on that later.

 

Right now, Ferelden burned, and I had to find the others before the Blight rose again.

 

I turned north, away from the battlefield, and began walking.

 

Each step was agony.

 

But I walked anyway.

 

Because I still had a war to finish.

 


 

I left the ruin of Ostagar behind me, but its stench clung to my skin—the iron tang of blood, the acrid sting of fire, the sour rot of death. The land felt cursed now, like something sacred had been broken.

 

I moved through the edge of the Wilds, each step slower than the last, not from exhaustion, but dread.

 

The tower had been key to the strategy—light the beacon, signal Loghain’s advance. But no advance had come. Only silence. And betrayal.

 

If there had been survivors… any survivors… it would be there.

 

The path was choked with corpses, most of them darkspawn. Their blackened blood had soaked into the soil, leaving it cracked and corrupted, as though the earth itself recoiled.

 

I passed a fallen tree scorched black, its roots still smoldering. Around it were the signs of a desperate battle—slashes in the bark, torn earth, broken arrows.

 

They had fought here.

 

Whoever had held this ground had made the monsters bleed.

 


 

The tower loomed in the near distance now, silhouetted against the murky sky. The beacon at its peak was cold, dark—the flame long extinguished.

 

I approached cautiously, but no movement stirred.

 

No sound, save for the distant caws of carrion birds waiting for their grim feast.

 

The ground near the tower entrance was littered with bodies. Dozens of them—hurlocks, genlocks, a few ogres reduced to burned husks. Whoever had defended this place had not gone quietly.

 

I stepped over a twisted corpse, its jaw broken and hanging loose, eyes glassy in death. One hand still clutched a rusted blade.

 

The stone steps to the tower were slick with blood.

 

Inside was no better.

 

Scorch marks blackened the stone walls. I could smell dried sweat, burnt flesh, old fear. I climbed the tower slowly, hand on the hilt of Shadowbringer, though nothing stirred.

 

And at the top, beneath the cold shadow of the extinguished beacon, I found it.

 

Lying beside the remains of a shattered railing was a battered kite shield, its blue surface scratched, dented, and flecked with dirt and gore. But I knew the sigil carved into its face.

 

A pair of Laurels. House Cousland.

 

Aedan’s shield.

 

I knelt beside it, my gauntlet tracing the rim.

 

Blood coated one edge—deep, red, and still tacky.

 

Human blood.

 

It wasn't darkspawn ichor. It hadn’t rotted or curdled. It was fresh.

 

My gut twisted.

 

I looked around. There were no bodies. No signs of Aedan or Alistair—just silence. Like they’d been swallowed whole.

 

I rose slowly, shield in hand.

 

The shield was too light in my grasp. It didn’t belong to me, but I would carry it all the same.

 

They weren’t here.

 

But they had been.

 

They’d made a stand.

 

And if they still lived, I’d find them.

 

If they had fallen… I would ensure the world knew how they fought.

 


 

The Korcari Wilds loomed behind the tower, vast and black and unknowable.

 

Whatever path lay ahead, I would walk it.

 

Alone, if I must.

 


 

The Korcari Wilds stretched on like a dream that refused to end—a place untouched by time, snarled by roots and memory. I moved through the undergrowth in silence, branches clawing at my cloak, wet earth sucking at my boots. The deeper I wandered, the more the air thickened—laden with decay, life, and magic.

 

This was no ordinary forest. It hummed with something old.

 

Even the wind here sounded wrong.

 

No birdsong. No wildlife.

 

Just that low, oppressive stillness.

 

I’d long since lost the trail. If Aedan and Alistair had come this way, their tracks had been swallowed whole by the swampy ground and creeping fog.

 

Still I pressed on.

 

The shield bearing the crest of Highever was strapped to my back, silent testimony to their presence. I had no proof they lived—only that their bodies hadn’t been left behind. And so long as that was true, I couldn’t leave. Wouldn’t.

 

Somewhere in this wild, rotting place, they might still be breathing.

 


 

It was after dusk when the fog began to thin and I spotted smoke curling into the sky.

 

Faint. Barely visible.

 

I froze.

 

Fire meant shelter—or danger.

 

I moved slowly toward the source, stepping over a half-sunken skeleton wrapped in roots. It was ancient. Human. Long dead.

 

Whatever lived here didn’t care for visitors.

 

I pushed through the last of the thorns, boots sinking into the damp moss of the Wilds, when I saw her.

 

She stood before a crooked cottage built into the twisted roots of an ancient tree—half-dwelling, half-shrine—its roof draped in moss and bone, smoke curling from the crooked chimney like a serpent.

 

The woman at its threshold was bent with age, but that was a trick of the eye. Her body moved with ease, wrapped in thick leathers and layered fabrics that fluttered in the wind like the wings of a great bird. Her long silver-white hair was drawn back in a heavy braid, streaked with dusk, not time. Her face bore the lines of centuries, not years—not worn, but carved, as if by purpose.

 

And her eyes… gods, her eyes.

 

Amber like a dying sun, bright and cold, sharp enough to slice through pretenses. She looked at me like one might examine a blade—testing the weight, the balance, the danger of it.

 

“Hmm,” she murmured, voice rasping like dry leaves across stone. “That’s not a face I know.”

 

I stopped just short of her, scanning the clearing around us. The trees were unnaturally still. The wind had stopped. Even the birds held their breath.

 

“I’m looking for two men,” I said, keeping my tone level. “Young. Both wounded. Grey Wardens.”

 

Her gaze didn’t waver.

 

Instead, she took a step closer, and I felt something stir beneath my skin—a faint tremor, as if the soul within me recognized something older, deeper, dangerous. She smelled of smoke and earth and wild magic—raw and untempered.

 

She circled me slowly, her eyes raking over every inch of me—not with desire or judgment, but recognition, like one might study a long-lost constellation now hanging in a foreign sky.

 

“There is something… strange about you,” she said at last. “You carry darkness like an old friend, and yet… your soul does not belong to this land.”

 

I said nothing. There was no lie to give her. Not one she wouldn’t see through in a heartbeat.

 

Her lips curved into a knowing smile, sharp and sly.

 

“Good,” she said. “Secrets mean you’re still dangerous.”

 

She stepped aside, gesturing to the crooked door behind her.

 

“They’re inside. Resting.”

 

I blinked. “You found them?”

 

Her smile only deepened—not cruel, but amused, like the forest itself whispering a joke only she understood.

 

“No,” she said. “They found me. Or rather… the Wilds gave them up before the Blight could.”

 

I looked past her toward the flickering shadows within.

 

For a moment, I hesitated.

 

There was something about her that felt vast and unknowable, like standing at the edge of the Void.

 

But her eyes never lied.

 

And inside, my allies were waiting.

 

She turned without another word and slipped into the cottage, shadows swallowing her like water around a stone.

 

I followed.

 


 

The warmth of the fire welcomed me inside, but it brought no comfort.

 

The hut smelled of strange herbs, old wood, and smoke—not unpleasant, just... ancient. Bone charms clinked softly from the rafters. A cauldron simmered over the hearth, steam rising in lazy spirals. The place was alive in a way that reminded me of the deeper parts of the Twelveswood—old magic, quiet and watching.

 

The woman moved past me without a word, her long braid trailing like a tether behind her. She knelt at the fire and stirred the bubbling stew with a carved wooden spoon, her motions casual, almost careless.

 

“Rest assured,” she said, not even glancing back, “they’ll wake when they’re ready. The young are resilient—if annoyingly so.”

 

There was a dry humor in her voice, sharp as broken glass wrapped in silk.

 

I stepped further inside, casting a glance toward the low bedrolls in the back. Aedan and Alistair were there—breathing, still. Alive. Relief stirred in my chest like a fire being coaxed back to life.

 

Still, I kept my hand near my sword.

 

She didn’t seem to notice—or perhaps she did and simply didn’t care.

 

“And your name,” I asked, keeping my voice even, “if I may?”

 

At that, she turned her head just slightly, enough for the firelight to catch the gold in her eyes. They weren’t old eyes, not truly. Not tired or faded. They gleamed like a serpent’s—watchful, ancient, knowing.

 

“Names,” she said, “are weighty things.”

 

She dipped the spoon once more into the pot, tasted it, then smirked as if amused by some private joke.

 

“Power, if given too freely, tends to wander.”

 

She looked toward the door for a moment, her gaze distant, as though seeing something far beyond this hut—beyond this world.

 

“But,” she added, flicking her eyes back to me, “if you must know… some call me—Flemeth.”

 

The name landed like a stone in a still pool.

 

I’d heard it before.

 

Whispers in dark taverns. Murmurs passed between superstitious soldiers. Even a drunken templar in Denerim had once muttered it like a curse, then made the sign of Andraste across his chest.

 

Flemeth.

 

The Witch of the Wilds.

 

Legends wrapped around her like fog—layered, contradictory, dangerous.

 

Some said she was immortal. That she drank the blood of dragons. That she had made pacts with demons, only to consume them afterward. That she could become a beast at will. That she had daughters scattered across Thedas, each one a spell woven into flesh.

 

That she was not one woman at all—but many, living through centuries in a cycle of possession and rebirth.

 

I looked at her again, watching the way the fire played along the angles of her face.

 

I’d fought gods. Faced Ascians. Crossed time and space. But even I could feel it—

 

She was not mortal in the way others were.

 

And she knew it.

 

“I’ve heard… stories,” I said carefully.

 

Her smile widened. “Oh, I *do* hope they were flattering.”

 

“I didn’t say they were good stories.”

 

She laughed softly—low and amused, like a wolf howling through a smile.

 

“Good,” she said. “Those are the ones worth listening to.”

 

Then she returned to her stew, as if we were just two travelers sharing a meal on a quiet evening, and not standing on the edge of history.

 


 

A new voice cut through the quiet tension like a blade through silk.

 

“Mother,” it said from the shadows of the hut, dry and sharp, “must you always play games with those who stumble to our door?”

 

I turned.

 

A younger woman stepped into view, gliding out of the corner with the ease of someone used to being unnoticed until it suited her.

 

Pale skin, framed by thick black hair cascading around her shoulders. Her eyes were the color of polished gold—not warm, not soft, but alert and dissecting, like they could strip your soul bare if you gave her reason.

 

She looked to be around my age—perhaps a few years younger—but carried herself like someone who had seen far more. Her leather garments were functional, close-fitting, designed for movement in the Wilds. Around her neck hung a cluster of amulets—protection charms, most likely. Or curses, depending on who you asked.

 

She moved like a cat—relaxed, yes, but coiled with potential. Every step was deliberate. Calculated.

 

Her gaze landed on me with open skepticism.

 

“I suppose,” she said, tone laced with mild contempt, “you’re here for the two half-dead puppies we dragged in.”

 

“They’re friends,” I said simply, unflinching.

 

“Then they’ll live,” she replied without pause. “We’ve tended their wounds. You can thank her for that.”

 

She nodded toward Flemeth, who had returned to her stew with a pleased, almost grandmotherly hum.

 

I glanced between the two women. Mother and daughter. Though only one of them seemed to have any use for pleasantries.

 

My fingers brushed the cloth-wrapped hilt of Shadowbringer across my back, more from habit than threat.

 

“You’ve no need to fear,” Flemeth said, voice light and faintly amused. “If I wanted you dead, you’d have never found the hut.”

 

“I didn’t mean to find it,” I said, carefully.

 

Her smile widened. “Exactly.”

 


 

I chose to sleep outside that night.

 

The hut may have been warm, but I preferred the open sky. Besides… I didn’t trust them. Not yet.

 

But they’d saved Aedan and Alistair. That counted for something.

 

I lay back on the moss-covered ground, the trees towering above me like silent sentinels. The sky overhead was thick with clouds, moonlight struggling to shine through.

 

The stars here were wrong.

 

I stared at them anyway.

 

No constellations I knew. No familiar glimmer of the night sky of Etheirys. No comforting gleam of Hydaelyn’s aether.

 

Just cold, distant lights in a world that wasn’t mine.

 

The wind rustled the leaves gently. A wolf howled far off. The Wilds were alive, breathing, waiting.

 

And I was still here.

 

Trapped.

 

And yet... they were alive.

 

Aedan. Alistair.

 

That was enough—for now.

 

“You do not sleep.”

The voice came from behind, low and even, with a hint of irritation that I hadn't yet earned.

 

I didn’t flinch.

 

Morrigan stepped out of the dark like she belonged to it. She carried herself differently out here—more at ease beneath the trees than in the confines of her mother’s hut. She stood a few feet from me, arms crossed, watching.

 

“I do,” I said. “Just not easily.”

 

She tilted her head.

 

“Because you do not trust us, or because you expect your enemies to arrive under cover of night?”

 

I shrugged. “Both.”

 

She smirked, clearly amused. “Paranoia suits you. Though I daresay, if Mother had any intention of eating you in your sleep, you’d already be digesting.”

 

“I’m still not convinced she hasn’t.”

 

That earned a soft laugh. “She has that effect, yes. But if it eases your mind, she has little interest in corpses. Only in what can still be... shaped.”

 

Her gaze lingered on me—searching, but not invasive.

 

“You’re not from the Imperium. Nor Orlais. Your mannerisms are wrong. Your sword even more so.”

 

I didn’t answer.

 

She crouched beside the fire pit, plucking a twig from the ground and drawing idle shapes in the ash.

 

“You aren’t the first stranger to wander into the Wilds, you know,” she said softly. “But most are torn apart by beasts, or swallowed by the fog. You, however…”

 

She looked at me.

 

“You do not belong. And yet the forest let you pass.”

 

I met her gaze evenly. “What do you think that means?”

 

She grinned—a flash of teeth, cunning and sharp.

 

“I think it means you are either a fool, or something far more dangerous.”

 

She stood again, brushing off her hands.

 

“Either way, the Blight stirs. War is coming. And if you are truly a friend to the Grey Wardens… then perhaps you’ll find some use after all.”

 

She turned, walking back toward the hut.

 

But before she vanished into the shadows, she paused.

 

“You should sleep,” she said over her shoulder. “You’ll need your strength. The world doesn’t get kinder from here.”

 

Then she was gone.

 

I looked back up at the stars. Still foreign. Still wrong.

 

But not so distant now.

 


 

I kept to the edge of the clearing, wrapped in stillness, away from the firelight of the witch’s crooked hut. The Korcari Wilds whispered around me, the trees groaning faintly in the breeze. Night had truly settled now, silver moonlight filtering through the fog like faint hope.

 

Inside, the two young Wardens rested—alive, barely. I didn’t know what tomorrow would bring for them, or for Ferelden, but for the first time since Ostagar… I didn’t feel alone.

 

The door creaked.

 

I turned.

 

Flemeth stepped into the clearing, silent despite the brittle bones hanging from the doorframe. She moved with the ease of a woman unconcerned by time.

 

She said nothing at first, only sat across from me on a moss-covered stump.

 

Her eyes were clear in the moonlight. Sharp. Unyielding.

 

“The Wilds are quiet,” she said finally.

 

“Too quiet,” I muttered. “Like the land’s waiting to breathe again.”

 

“Oh, it breathes,” she replied. “Just not for us.”

 

Silence fell again between us.

 

I didn’t trust her. But I wasn’t afraid of her, either. That part of me—the fear of old power—had burned out long ago.

 

Still, she was... different. She watched people the way one might study an open wound. With morbid curiosity and clinical interest.

 

“You’re not surprised I’m still alive,” I said.

 

She smiled, folding her hands across her lap. “No. Death doesn’t cling to you as it does others. And your soul… refuses it.”

 

I looked at her sideways. “You see souls?”

 

“I feel them. Taste them, if I’m inclined.” She leaned forward slightly.

 

I stiffened, but said nothing.

 

She chuckled.

 

A long pause.

 

Then she said softly, “Your soul is old. Older than even I, perhaps. And I have lived… many lives.”

 

Her words stirred something cold in my chest.

 

She stared up at the moon. “This world, Thedas… it is not young. It has seen ages rise and fall, gods bound and broken, false divinity and true horror. But you… you carry something older. More whole. A fragment of a truth this world has never known.”

 

I looked at the sky with her, silent.

 

So she felt it. The core. The orange ember. The seat of Azem. The soul I had been born with, shattered across time and remade in battle.

 

“I don’t know what you think I am,” I said finally. “But I’m not a god.”

 

“No,” she said, turning her eyes to me again. “You are something far worse.”

 

My hand twitched toward Shadowbringer, still wrapped on my back.

 

She noticed, and smiled.

 

“Don’t bristle. I mean only that gods fade. Fade into myth, into stone, into dogma. But a soul like yours? It persists. It moves. It learns.”

 

I turned back toward the hut.

 

“And what are you?”

 

“Curious,” she said. “And cursed to remember more than most should. The old magics still speak to me, even when I wish they wouldn’t.”

 

She reached down and picked up a small stone from the earth, rolling it between her fingers.

 

“Most mortals are bound by the shape of their lives. You are bound by the echo of many. I imagine that makes choices… complicated.”

 

More than she knew.

 


 

Finally, I asked, “Why help the Wardens?”

 

She studied the stone a moment longer. “Because the Blight is more dangerous than even the fools in Denerim realize. The Darkspawn are the symptom, not the disease.”

 

She looked at me. “And because something is coming. Something that calls to power. Yours included.”

 

I frowned. “You think I was brought here on purpose?”

 

She tossed the stone into the firelight, where it landed with a soft thud.

 

“I think nothing is truly random in a world built on stories.”

 

A wolf howled in the distance.

 

I rose, the weight of her words still lingering.

 

“You talk a lot for someone who claims not to care,” I said.

 

She gave a raspy laugh. “And you say little for someone who’s been reborn with fire in his veins.”

 

She stood, brushing off her skirts.

 

“One day, Zephyr Arcadin, we will speak again. Perhaps when the world is burning. That seems to be when you shine brightest.”

 

She turned to leave, then paused at the door.

 

“Oh, and if your soul is older than Thedas itself…” she said, glancing over her shoulder, “…try not to let it fall apart. This world is fragile. It won’t survive the storm inside you.”

 

Then she was gone, back into the crooked bones and soft firelight of her hut.

 


 

I sat alone, hand resting on the cloth-wrapped hilt of Shadowbringer.

 

The moon was bright overhead, but its light felt distant.

 

Everything inside me stirred.

 

She knew.

 

Not everything—but enough to see the shape of what I was.

 

And still, she hadn’t flinched.

 


 

I stood once more at the edge of the Wilds.

 

The air was thick with old magic, that strange scent of rot and life interwoven. This place had never welcomed me—and I hadn’t expected it to. Not after Ostagar. Not after watching a king fall and a hero die while the sky burned red with fire and blood.

 

The shield of Highever, still bearing the scratches and bloodstains of the Korcari Wilds, hung from my hand.

 

I traced the engraving on the rim—a pair of laurels.

 

Aedan Cousland’s family crest.

 

The shield was more than a weapon’s mate. It was an anchor—proof that he’d survived. Proof that he might yet rise.

 

But I couldn’t wait.

 

Not with the taste of betrayal still burning behind my teeth. Not with Loghain Mac Tir’s name being whispered in every soldier’s dying breath.

 

I needed answers.

 

I needed to see what was left of Ferelden’s crown with my own eyes.

 


 

Morrigan met me outside the hut, arms folded as though she’d been expecting me.

 

She eyed the shield, then my face.

 

“You’re leaving.”

 

“Your mother saved them,” I said, gesturing back toward the door. “They’ll wake. When they do, I need you to give this to Aedan.”

 

I held the shield out.

 

Morrigan didn’t take it immediately. She looked at it as though it might bite her.

 

“Do you believe he’ll want to remember the night his entire army was slaughtered?” she asked coolly.

 

I stared her down. “I believe he’ll want to remember who he is. And that someone is waiting for him to stand up again.”

 

Her gaze flicked up to meet mine—no smirk, no sharpness this time. Just thought. Cautious respect, maybe.

 

She took the shield, tucking it under one arm with surprising care.

 

“I’ll tell him you came through here.”

 

“Tell him more than that,” I said. “Tell him… if he and Alistair plan to face the Blight—if they want to do something about all this—then they can find me in Denerim.”

 

“And if they do not?” she asked.

 

“Then they’ll die. Like the rest.”

 


 

I turned to leave but found Flemeth standing at the path’s edge.

 

She had no staff, no walking stick, no visible weapon. But she still blocked the way like a mountain.

 

“You leave quickly,” she said, watching me with quiet mirth. “Most men would take longer to recover from witnessing the end of a kingdom.”

 

“I’ve seen worse.”

 

“No,” she said, “you’ve been worse. That’s why you’re still alive.”

 

The wind pulled at her silver hair as she stepped aside, letting me pass.

 

“But do remember this, Zephyr Arcadin of the shattered stars—Thedas is not ready for what walks in your shadow.”

 

I didn’t answer.

 

But I saw her smile as I left.

 


 

The journey back north was grueling.

 

The Wilds gave way to broken earth, then marsh, then rolling stone hills that sloped toward the Imperial Highway like the bent spine of a forgotten titan. I moved under cover when I could, avoiding roads, slipping through abandoned paths.

 

I’d learned enough in my year here to know how Ferelden viewed things they didn’t understand.

 

And I was very much one of them.

 

The people feared magic. And even without my blade revealed—even without Shadowbringer unwrapped or Dynamis stirring in my blood—there was something in me that drew attention.

 

I could feel it.

 

As though the land knew I didn’t belong.

 


 

By the time I reached the outskirts of Denerim, the wind carried rumors like poison on the breeze.

 

“The Grey Wardens turned traitor.”

“King Cailan’s body was found beneath the broken tower.”

“Loghain returned alone. And now he’s regent.”

 

That word made my teeth grind.

 

Regent.

 

I remembered the last thing I saw before I was overrun by darkspawn at Ostagar—Loghain’s army pulling away, their banners fading like cowards retreating from justice.

 

It hadn’t been strategy.

 

It had been treachery.

 

And now, the traitor sat on the throne’s edge, ruling by proxy through his daughter, Queen Anora.

 


 

The gates of Denerim hadn’t changed since I last saw them.

 

But the guards had.

 

Their armor was dented. Hastily patched. Their eyes suspicious.

 

They stopped me when I reached the gate, eyeing the wrapped length of Shadowbringer on my back.

 

“Just passing through.”

 

“Name?”

 

“Zephyr. From the south.”

 

“You’re lucky. Lot of deserters from Ostagar are being arrested. The regent’s not in a forgiving mood.”

 

Regent.

 

The word again. Like rot in the lungs.

 

“Noted,” I said.

 

They let me through.

 

I didn’t look back.

 


 

Denerim had grown restless.

 

Markets buzzed, but not with trade—rumors, fear, conscription orders. The taverns were full of bitterness and spilt ale. Soldiers wandered, unsure of who they truly served. Even the Chantry bell felt like it rang hollow.

 

But I moved quietly through it all. Listening. Watching. Waiting.

 

And wondering when the two Wardens would find me again.

 

Because the storm hadn’t passed.

 

The Blight had only just begun.

 

And I was not done fighting.

Chapter 8: Out of the Wilds

Chapter Text

From the journal of Aedan Cousland

Year 9:30 Dragon – Just days after Ostagar

 


 

I was alive.

 

Barely.

 

“Ugh… where—?”

 

My throat felt dry, my chest bruised with every breath. I pushed myself upright—too fast. The world tilted, swam. My vision shimmered like heat on steel, but I forced it down, anchoring myself with a grunt.

 

A shadow moved by the hearth. A woman—young, clad in layered leather and deep purples—stood watching me. Her long black hair was tied loosely behind her, and her face was sharp, all angles and cool disdain. Eyes like polished amber met mine when I stirred.

 

“Ah. The sleeping Warden wakes.”

 

Her voice was lilting, bemused. Familiar.

 

I blinked hard and tried to piece the fragments together. The last thing I remembered was the roar of the ogre… the beacon… the flames. Then—Alistair. Duncan.

 

My stomach clenched.

 

“Where is—Alistair—? Duncan—?”

 

The woman crossed her arms, head tilting in a way that reminded me faintly of a hawk sizing up prey.

 

“The one with the ill-timed jokes is outside. Brooding, I imagine. The other…” Her eyes sharpened, voice flattening. “The older one who fought like a demon and slew the ogre… He is dead.”

 

The words struck like a mace to the chest.

 

I stared at her, cold dread blooming in my gut.

 

“Duncan’s… dead?”

 

She didn’t flinch. Didn’t gloat. She simply nodded, solemn in her own distant way. There was no pleasure in the admission. Just truth.

 

“And… the King?”

 

Another voice answered before she could.

 

“Also dead.”

 

I turned sharply. An older woman had entered the hut—tall and robed in layers of crow-feathered cloth and what looked like bone. Her hair was white as snow, but her eyes… gods, those eyes. They gleamed with a wild, ageless light, far too alive for someone who looked carved from the pages of a myth.

 

“I found what was left of your battlefield,” she said, her voice like a wind through dry trees. “Charred earth. Ruined men. Bodies stacked like timber. You and your friend were the only ones left breathing.”

 

I felt my hands tremble. Duncan… Cailan… All of them. Gone. And for what?

 

“I—who are you?”

 

The older woman tilted her head, lips curling ever so slightly in amusement.

 

“I am Flemeth, known to some as the Witch of the Wilds.” Her tone danced with irony and weight, as if daring me to question it. “And this is my daughter, Morrigan.”

 

The name landed with sudden clarity. I looked again at the younger woman, this time truly seeing her.

 

“You were there,” I said slowly. “A few days before Ostagar. We were sent into the Wilds—Alistair, Daveth, Ser Jory, and me. We met someone… You.”

 

Morrigan nodded, uncrossing her arms at last.

 

“Yes. You trespassed on our woods, took what you came for, and left.” She smirked faintly. “You were lucky my mother took a liking to your cause.”

 

“And the treaties…” I murmured. “You let us take the Warden treaties.”

 

Flemeth chuckled softly, brushing a strand of white hair over her shoulder. “Let is such a curious word. But yes. I saw the shape of things to come. This Blight will not end by the hand of cowards.”

 

I ran a hand through my hair, trying to make sense of it all. It felt like a lifetime ago. We had all been so certain, so bold. And now… ashes. Duncan gone. Cailan betrayed. Only Alistair and I left to carry a torch that had burned everything around it.

 

I looked around, a heaviness sinking into my chest.

 

There was still someone missing.

 

Morrigan stepped toward the door, then paused.

 

“Oh. Before I forget.” She reached behind the frame and pulled something free—a battered, blood-stained shield. She held it out to me. “He said this was yours.”

 

I took it slowly, breath catching.

 

My shield. From Highever. Still dented from the battle at Ostagar. Still streaked with ogre blood.

 

I stared at it, stunned. My mouth moved before the thought fully formed.

 

“He…?”

 

“The tall one,” Morrigan clarified. “Black armor. Big sword. Zephyr, was it?”

 

My breath caught.

 

“He’s alive?” I asked hoarsely.

 

Morrigan shrugged lightly. “Alive enough to leave. He went north. Said he was heading for Denerim. Asked me to tell you, if you woke.” Her gaze held mine. “He said… if you’re still planning to fight the Blight, you’ll find him there.”

 

I sat heavily, hands wrapped tight around the leather strap of the shield. Zephyr had survived. Somehow, impossibly, he had made it out.

 

And he was waiting.

 

“…Then we’ll find him,” I murmured.

 

Flemeth smiled, thin and knowing.

 

“Yes,” she said, voice drifting like smoke, “you will."

 


 

I stood a little while later, legs still unsteady but strength returning with each breath. Alistair was outside, she’d said. I had to tell him. About Duncan. About the King.

 

And about Zephyr.

 

The heavy wooden door creaked as I pushed it open, letting in the scent of wet earth and dense trees. The Wilds. Still thick with mist and the buzz of unseen life.

 

Alistair was sitting on a log near the edge of the clearing, armor stripped down to just his gambeson, his sword stabbed into the earth beside him. He didn’t look up when I approached.

 

“I take it you spoke to our hosts?” he said quietly.

 

“I did.”

 

The silence stretched, taut and heavy.

 

“Duncan,” he said at last, barely audible. “He’s really gone, isn’t he?”

 

I sat down across from him, the shield resting on my knees.

 

“He is.”

 

Alistair closed his eyes. “I keep thinking maybe I missed something. Maybe there was a chance we could’ve—” He shook his head. “But there wasn’t. Was there?”

 

“No.”

 

He took a long breath, jaw clenched.

 

“And Cailan. Teyrn Loghain left him there. Pulled back his entire force and left us to die.”

 

“Cowardice,” I said bitterly. “Treachery.”

 

“Yeah,” Alistair muttered. “That too.”

 

I hesitated, then held out the shield. “This… was found at the beacon tower.”

 

Alistair glanced at it, recognition flashing across his face.

 

“Wait, that’s yours. From Highever.”

 

I nodded. “Morrigan said someone retrieved it from the tower.”

 

“Who?”

 

I met his gaze.

 

“Zephyr.”

 

Alistair’s head snapped up. “Zephyr? He’s alive?”

 

“She said he made it out. Said he left for Denerim, told her to give me this. He’s waiting for us.”

 

A complicated mix of emotions passed through Alistair’s face—disbelief, relief, something close to guilt.

 

“I thought he was dead,” he said after a moment. “I saw him fighting. Thought he was buried under the rest. How in the Maker’s name did he survive?”

 

“I don’t know,” I admitted. “But he did.”

 

Alistair let out a breath. “That stubborn bastard. Of course he did.”

 

We sat there a moment, the knowledge sinking in like light piercing through smoke. It didn’t undo the grief, but it gave us something—someone—to hold on to.

 

Eventually, we returned to the hut to discuss what came next.

 


 

Inside, Flemeth was tending to a small cauldron over the fire, stirring lazily with a bone-handled ladle. Morrigan leaned near the wall, watching us both with narrowed eyes.

 

“You’ll be leaving soon, I assume?” she asked.

 

“We can’t stay here forever,” Alistair said. “We have to gather what remains of the Wardens, seek out help… warn the Bannorn, the Arl…”

 

Morrigan didn’t reply right away. Instead, she turned her sharp gaze toward me.

 

“This Zephyr you mentioned,” she said slowly. “You said he survived the battle.”

 

I nodded. “That’s what you told me.”

 

“I told you he walked out of the Wilds, yes,” she corrected. “But I did not say I understood how.”

 

Alistair raised an eyebrow. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

 

Morrigan’s arms folded again. “He was not wounded. Not like the rest of you. Burnt and bloodied, yes—but his strength never left him. Not once. He carried your shield as though it weighed nothing.”

 

I frowned. “He’s strong.”

 

“I have met strong men,” she replied coolly. “And I have met things that wear the skin of men. He stood in a place where a dozen others had died screaming, and he did not fall.”

 

She stepped closer, voice quiet but insistent.

 

“There is something… not of this world about him.”

 

Alistair snorted. “You’re one to talk.”

 

“I am exactly what I claim to be,” Morrigan snapped, then glanced to Flemeth. “He, on the other hand, is something else. His armor reeked not just of ash, but of something older. And his sword…”

 

She trailed off, eyes narrowing in thought.

 

“What about his sword?” I asked.

 

Morrigan hesitated, then looked toward her mother.

 

Flemeth spoke without turning.

 

“It is not a blade forged in this land,” she said, voice like crackling fire. “Its essence hums with war and sorrow from another realm entirely.”

 

I stood, heart pounding.

 

“You’re saying… he’s not from Thedas?”

 

Flemeth smiled faintly, still not looking at us.

 

“I am saying, child, that your friend walks paths no mortal has charted. And if he is truly yours… you would do well to follow him.”

 


 

The morning mist still hung thick outside, clinging to the leaves and curling under the eaves of the hut like a ghost reluctant to depart.

 

Inside, Flemeth stirred the contents of her cauldron with the patience of one who had seen centuries pass. The scent of herbs and ash hung heavy in the air.

 

Alistair sat by the hearth, strapping the last of his armor back on. I adjusted the weight of my shield, newly returned, still bearing the scars of Ostagar. Morrigan watched us with thinly veiled disdain from her usual perch near the doorway, arms crossed, foot tapping.

 

“We’re ready,” I said at last. “Thank you for helping us, Flemeth. For saving us.”

 

Flemeth’s eyes sparkled as she finally turned from the cauldron. “Yes, yes. You’re welcome. But before you leave, there is something else we must address.”

 

Alistair looked up warily. “More surprises?”

 

“Of a sort.”

 

Flemeth gestured lazily with one long-fingered hand.

 

“You will need help if you are to reach Denerim alive, much less fight this Blight. The Wilds are the least of your worries now—there are darker things in motion. Shadows moving behind the curtain of this world.”

 

She tilted her head toward Morrigan.

 

“My daughter shall accompany you.”

 

There was a pause.

 

Then:

 

“Absolutely not,” Morrigan snapped. “Mother, no.”

 

Flemeth didn’t even flinch. “Yes.”

 

“I am not some stray hound to be leashed to their side!”

 

“You are more than a hound,” Flemeth replied mildly. “And that is precisely why you must go.”

 

Alistair blinked. “Wait. She’s coming with us?”

 

“I would rather walk into the Deep Roads barefoot than suffer her company,” Morrigan growled.

 

“Charming,” Alistair muttered.

 

I raised a hand. “Why send her with us? We can manage—”

 

“No, you cannot,” Flemeth interrupted, voice calm and absolute. “The two of you are Wardens, yes, but young, untested. What little training you received died with your mentor. You do not yet know the shape of what hunts you.”

 

She stepped closer, her towering form suddenly imposing despite her age.

 

“Morrigan has walked these lands longer than either of you. She knows the paths that the dead and forgotten take. She can wield magic that the Chantry dares not name. And she can fight.”

 

Morrigan narrowed her eyes. “You do not care about their Blight, Mother. What are you not saying?”

 

Flemeth’s smile thinned to something unreadable. “There are threads tangled around this one,” she said softly, looking not at me, nor Alistair—but past us. “The one who bears the sword not born of this world.”

 

We both froze.

 

“…Zephyr?” I asked, cautiously.

 

Flemeth said nothing. Her gaze was far away, almost… reverent.

 

Morrigan turned toward her sharply. “What are you talking about?”

 

“I have seen many things in my time,” Flemeth said at last. “But he—he is a thread that does not belong in this tapestry. And yet, here he is, tugging at it all the same.”

 

She returned her eyes to Morrigan.

 

“Should the time come when his soul is tested—and it will—you will be there.”

 

Morrigan’s face twisted in frustration. “Tested how? What does that even mean?”

 

“You will know,” Flemeth replied simply.

 

“No, I won’t!” Morrigan snapped. “You’re doing it again—talking in riddles and half-meanings. If this is about your visions or your little glimpses through the Veil, you could at least—”

 

“Morrigan.” Her voice turned sharp. “You will go. That is final.”

 

Silence followed. Thick. Uncomfortable.

 

At last, Morrigan exhaled through her nose and turned to us.

 

“Well then,” she muttered, “let us be off before I grow old and turn into a crone like her.”

 

Flemeth smiled, clearly unbothered. “Too late for that.”

 

Alistair made a strangled sound halfway between a laugh and a cough.

 

I stepped forward.

 

“…Thank you,” I said quietly. “I don’t know what your game is. But if she can help, we’ll need all the help we can get.”

 

“Oh, I am quite certain you do not know my game,” Flemeth said, turning back to her cauldron. “But you will play it all the same.”

 

Flemeth gave us one final glance. “Go. But remember—this world has teeth. You will not face only the Darkspawn before this is done. Nobles. Templars. False kings and fallen heroes. Beware them all.”

 


 

As we stepped out of the hut and back into the Wilds, I glanced at Morrigan walking ahead of us, her staff slung over her back, muttering under her breath.

 

Alistair leaned closer and whispered, “You think she actually wants to help us?”

 

I looked once more at the door behind us. Flemeth stood in the shadows, watching.

 

“…No,” I said. “But I think she wants us to help her.”

 

And maybe, just maybe… to help Zephyr.

 

Though what kind of help someone like him needed, I wasn’t sure I wanted to know.

 

 


 

Thus our journey began.

 

Two untested Wardens.

A witch we didn’t trust.

A kingdom fallen into chaos.

And a dark tide rising from the south.

 

But we weren’t done yet.

 

We were going to Denerim.

 

To find Zephyr.

To rally what allies we could.

And to face the Blight… before it consumed all of Ferelden.

 

Chapter 9: To Redcliffe

Chapter Text

From the journal of Aedan Cousland

Year 9:30 Dragon – On the road from the Wilds

 


 

We reached Lothering just as the sun began to bleed into the horizon.

 

Smoke drifted from distant rooftops, and the stench of fear hung in the air like rot. Refugees lined the road—some from the south, others from villages already lost to the Blight. The world was falling apart. And no one seemed to know who to blame.

 

Except, of course, us.

 

The few who dared speak rumors did so in hushed tones:

 

“The Grey Wardens murdered the King.”

“Loghain was forced to flee.”

“The Blight was a lie to seize control.”

 

Alistair and I kept our hoods drawn low, while Morrigan moved through the village like a shadow—disdain in her eyes, silence on her tongue.

 


 

We made our way toward the Chantry, drawn by the faint sound of bells and the hope—faint though it was—that we might find shelter. Or at the very least, answers.

 

But peace was the last thing waiting for us inside.

 

Shouts echoed off the stone walls, angry and sharp. The wide front hall of the Chantry was in disarray—benches overturned, candles scattered. A group of rough-looking men had forced their way in, cornering a Chantry sister near the rear storeroom. Behind her, the heavy wooden door stood closed, bolted tight.

 

She stood alone between them and the supplies, robes muddied but her spine straight, hands raised in quiet defiance.

 

“We have wounded to tend,” she said firmly, voice clear despite the tension. “This food is not for you. You’ll not take it from those who truly need it.”

 

“Take your pious hands off it, woman!” one of the looters snarled. He brandished a short sword, rusted but sharp. “You think your Maker will protect you?”

 

“No,” she said, eyes steady. “But I will protect them.”

 

Before the bandit could reply, I stepped into the light.

 

“You’ll go no further.”

 

The looters turned at once, startled. One squinted, then sneered.

 

“Who in blazes—?”

 

Alistair moved to my side with a sigh. “You again,” he muttered. “Can’t even walk into a holy place without a fight waiting.”

 

Another thug laughed, hefting a club. “You don’t look like Templars. Just a couple of overgrown squires playing hero.”

 

“And yet,” I said, drawing my sword in one smooth motion, “here I stand—and you should be worried about that.”

 

There was a heartbeat of hesitation. Then they rushed us.

 

The fight erupted in a blur of steel and curses. One man swung wild—I sidestepped and cracked the flat of my blade into his ribs. Morrigan hurled a bolt of arcane fire that scorched the sleeve off another before he even reached us. Alistair parried two blows at once, then shoulder-checked one of them into the wall.

 

A sharp cry echoed through the Chantry as a looter went down clutching his leg, another dropping his weapon and scrambling back as my blade stopped inches from his throat.

 

And then… it was over.

 

The looters lay sprawled across the floor—groaning, bruised, but alive. One crawled toward the door before collapsing with a whimper. The sister hadn’t moved. She stood there, quiet and watchful, like a flame that refused to be snuffed out.

 

I wiped my blade on a fallen cloak and turned to her.

 

The Chantry sister stepped forward, brushing a strand of vivid red hair from her pale face. Her blue eyes met mine—calm, piercing, and thoughtful.

 

“Are you hurt?”

 

She shook her head. “No. Thanks to you.”

 

Alistair looked around, brow furrowed. “This is happening everywhere?”

 

“More than I care to admit,” she said softly. “With so many refugees and no soldiers left to guard the roads, desperation drives men to cruelty.”

 

Morrigan snorted. “Cruelty requires no desperation—just the excuse.”

 

The sister ignored her, turning back to the storeroom door.

 

“You stood for what was right,” she said softly. “The Maker must have sent you.”

 

“I doubt the Maker even remembers this place,” Morrigan muttered.

 

The sister ignored her and offered a small bow. “I am Leliana. Once of Orlais. Now I serve the Maker here.”

 

“I’m Aedan. This is Alistair, and the ever-charming one is Morrigan.”

 

“You’re… Grey Wardens?” she asked quietly.

 

Alistair hesitated. “Not so loud—”

 

Leliana’s eyes widened. “But… I heard the King is dead. That the Wardens—”

 

She trailed off.

 

“What have you heard?” I asked carefully.

 

She looked between us, unsure. “That the Grey Wardens turned against the King at Ostagar. That Teyrn Loghain was forced to flee the battle. Some say he’s declared the Wardens traitors.”

 

I clenched my jaw. “That’s a lie.”

 

“I believe you,” she said quickly. “I—Maker forgive me—I had a vision. A dream. The Blight spreading. Darkness covering the land. I was told I must stand with the Grey Wardens.”

 

Alistair gave her a skeptical look. “You were told?”

 

“I know how it sounds,” Leliana said, voice trembling. “But I’ve never been more certain.”

 

“She is mad,” Morrigan said with a sigh.

 

I stared at Leliana for a long moment, then nodded. “We need all the help we can get. If you’re willing…”

 

Leliana smiled, visibly relieved. “Then I am yours.”

 


 

We’d just stepped out of the Chantry, the warmth of candlelight and stone replaced by the cool edge of wind rolling through the village.

 

As we made our way toward the edge of town, the sharp clang of metal striking metal drew our attention. Not the rhythm of a blacksmith’s hammer—no, this was duller, angrier. Muffled voices drifted up ahead, a growing crowd clustered near something just outside the palisade wall.

 

We exchanged a look and made our way toward it.

 

There, surrounded by a loose circle of gawkers and guards, stood a large iron cage. Thick bars. Reinforced hinges. Whatever was inside, the people of Lothering wanted it contained.

 

Within the cage, seated cross-legged in the dirt, was a massive figure.

 

A crowd had gathered near a large iron cage, bolted to the ground beside a weathered barn. Inside sat a massive figure—hulking, still, and silent. His skin was the color of ash, and his eyes burned like gold caught in twilight. His hair shorn short to the scalp, and his shoulders were wide enough to make even Alistair look small. Heavy manacles bound his wrists, though he didn’t struggle. He simply… sat. Still. Silent.

 

A Qunari.

 

His eyes—bright gold—tracked us as we approached, unblinking.

 

“A Qunari,” Alistair muttered beside me, low and wary. “I didn’t think I’d ever see one this far south.”

 

“They caught him at a farm standing above the old couple who owned it,” one of the nearby guards said as we approached. His tone held a mix of discomfort and satisfaction. “He was standing over their corpses. Covered in blood.”

 

“No proof he did it,” added another, a younger man who looked less convinced. “But no one’s willing to let a giant like that just walk free.”

 

I stepped closer to the bars. “Has he said anything?”

 

“Hardly a word since they locked him up,” the older guard said. “Didn’t even fight when they shackled him.”

 

I frowned, stepping forward until I was just outside the cage.

 

The Qunari didn’t so much as flinch as we approached. He sat in the dirt, legs folded, back straight, eyes trained on nothing in particular. Just waiting.

 

I stepped closer. His gaze shifted to meet mine.

 

“You are not afraid,” he said, voice low and even.

 

“Should I be?” I asked.

 

He tilted his head slightly. “Most are.”

 

I studied him—his armor was tattered, his sword gone, but his presence was intact. A coiled storm.

 

“I heard what happened. Did you kill them?”

 

“Yes.”

 

The bluntness hit harder than I expected. Behind me, Alistair muttered, “Well, that answers that.”

 

“Why?” I asked.

 

“They lied to me. They claimed they had found no items of mine , no aid to give, but I saw it—their lies. Their words were false.”

 

His voice did not rise. There was no anger in it. Only certainty.

 

“You killed them for lying?” I asked, trying to keep my voice neutral.

 

“They broke the truth. In the Qun, that is betrayal. Deceit is a crime. They were judged accordingly.”

 

Morrigan scoffed. “And here I thought I was the cold one.”

 

I tried to make sense of it, but I couldn’t. “They were frightened. People lie out of fear.”

 

“To lie is to reject order. In my people’s eyes, that is worse than fear.”

 

“And what did you expect to happen next?”

 

“I expected justice. Instead, I was caged.”

 

I frowned. “Why not fight back? Escape?”

 

“I did not resist. I told the truth. It did not matter. So I waited.”

 

“Waited for what?”

 

He looked up, toward the clouds. “Death. It comes to all. If it was to come for me here, so be it.”

 

He turned his gaze back to me, steady and unwavering.

 

“But if I must die, I would do so in battle. With purpose. Not rot behind iron.”

 

I was quiet for a long moment, weighing the words. I didn’t like them. But there was something in his manner—no madness, no guilt. Just clarity.

 

“I’m fighting the Blight,” I said. “Gathering those willing to stand against it. If I release you… will you fight with us?”

 

The Qunari was silent for a breath. Then another.

 

“I will follow,” he said finally. “And kill Darkspawn. Until death claims me.”

 

Alistair groaned behind me. “Maker’s breath. Of course. We already have a wild apostate and a witch with attitude. Why not toss in a blood-streaked zealot for flavor?”

 

Morrigan crossed her arms, lip curling. “Let me guess—another wounded soul seeking redemption and purpose? At this rate, we’ll be recruiting mabari with identity crises.”

 

I gave them both a look, then turned to the guards. “Open the cage.”

 

The older of the two guards blinked. “You’re serious?”

 

“He’s coming with us,” I said. “We need warriors.”

 

“And if he turns on you?” the younger asked.

 

I glanced back at the Qunari. “Then we’ll stop him.”

 

The cage door groaned open. The Qunari stepped out with fluid grace, moving like a predator loosed from a too-small cage. He stood tall—easily a full head above me, broader than anyone in our group.

 

“I am Sten, of the Beresaad,” he said simply.

 

“I’m Aedan,” I replied. “You’re with us now.”

 

He nodded once. “Then lead.”

 

We turned back toward the village. The people who had gathered to gawk now kept their distance. Even in freedom, Sten wore silence like armor.

 

And yet… he followed.

 

Another sword. Another burden. Another mystery.

 

But maybe—just maybe—another chance at saving this crumbling world.

 


 

Our group had grown again.

 

A templar-turned-Warden.

A noble with no home.

A wild witch.

A prophet from Orlais.

And now, a silent Qunari.

 

It made no sense on parchment.

 

But the world wasn’t made of sense anymore.

 

Only war.

 

And we were heading into the heart of it.

 


 

The fire crackled low, fighting the wind that pushed through the trees.

 

We’d set camp just beyond Lothering’s farthest farms, away from the bulk of refugees and watchful templar eyes. Morrigan had already wandered into the woods to hunt or scowl at trees—whichever best suited her mood. Sten sat near the edge of the firelight, unmoving, sharpening a blade that looked more like a cleaver than a sword. Leliana hummed softly under her breath, tuning an Orlesian lute with delicate fingers.

 

I sat beside Alistair, our backs against a fallen log, the smell of roasted hare wafting up from the spit.

 

We hadn’t spoken much since we left the Chantry. Too much death. Too many ghosts.

 

But the silence had stretched long enough.

 

“I think we should head to Redcliffe,” I said, poking at the fire.

 

Alistair looked over. “Redcliffe?”

 

“You said it yourself. Arl Eamon supported the Grey Wardens. If anyone can help us, it’s him.”

 

Alistair nodded slowly. “It makes sense. He’s powerful, well-respected, and if he believes us, he might be able to rally the other nobles… or at least protect us from Loghain’s wrath.”

 

The name left a sour taste in my mouth.

 

“He’s already poisoned the nobility with lies,” I muttered. “We’ll need more than words to clear our names.”

 

“And what then?” Alistair asked, shifting his weight. “Say Eamon believes us. Say he helps. What’s our next move?”

 

“Denerim,” I said firmly. “We’ll need allies. Real ones.”

 

Alistair leaned forward, elbows on knees. “You think the others will still be there?”

 

I didn’t answer right away. Because the person I meant wasn’t others—it was him.

 

Zephyr Arcadin.

 


 

I hadn’t seen him since Ostagar.

 

And while part of me feared he had fallen like the rest, another part—some stubborn fire deep inside—refused to believe it. I'd seen the way he moved, how even the ogres hesitated before facing him. His blade was a tower of black steel. His presence carried weight.

 

If anyone could have survived it, it was Zephyr.

 

And if we were going to have a hope of fighting this Blight, of surviving what was to come, we needed him.

 

I said his name aloud. “Zephyr.”

 

That made Leliana pause mid-strum.

 

Her fingers stilled on the strings of her lute, and she looked up slowly. “Zephyr Arcadin?”

 

I blinked. “You know him?”

 

A soft breath escaped her lips—almost a laugh, almost a sigh. “Yes… I met him in Lothering. Just over a year ago, before everything began.”

 

She set her lute aside gently, as though she didn’t trust her hands to stay steady. Her gaze drifted, searching the air for memory.

 

 

“It was during the first wave of refugees from the south. People were scared. Starving. I was singing hymns in the Chantry to calm them when he walked through the door.”

 

Her voice dropped slightly, threaded with reverence. “He looked like he had stepped out of a legend. Tall. Silent. Worn traveling leathers. A greatsword nearly as long as he was tall, wrapped in cloth as if to hide its presence—or maybe to protect us from it.”

 

 

Alistair gave a skeptical snort. “Considering what that sword can do? That’s probably accurate.”

 

Leliana smiled faintly but didn’t look at him. Her attention was far away—drawn inward, into some private memory she didn’t seem ready to share.

 

“He never said where he was from. But he spoke like a soldier… and carried himself like a knight. Not like a Chevalier. Older. Like something out of the Chant—before time forgot the names.”

 

She trailed off, and her cheeks flushed pink before she turned slightly, busying herself by adjusting the lute’s strap. But we’d all seen it.

 

Alistair leaned over, eyebrows raised at me in mock surprise. “Oh-ho. Someone made quite the impression.”

 

“I’m merely recalling the truth,” Leliana said quickly, her voice just a little too defensive. “He was… different.”

 

I watched her carefully. “Different how?”

 

She hesitated. “When I told him I had visions… messages from the Maker… he didn’t laugh. He didn’t look at me like I was mad. He listened.”

 

That surprised me more than anything. Zephyr, in my brief time with him, had been guarded. Stern. Almost detached. That he’d given Leliana his full attention said something.

 

“And he told me,” she continued, “that if the Blight ever reached Ferelden, I would have a part to play. That I should be ready.”

 

She looked down at her hands as if the memory warmed and unsettled her at once. “No one had ever said something like that to me. Not like they meant it.”

 

“You’re saying he predicted the Blight?” Alistair leaned in, brow furrowed. “Wait, wait. Are we saying the grumpy mountain of a man with the mystery sword and weird accent was… prophetic?”

 

She glanced up, her expression soft. “Not predicted. Knew. As if he carried the weight of it already.”

 

I raised a brow. “He said all that, just like that?”

 

She nodded slowly. “His words stayed with me. Even now.”

 

Her voice trailed off again, the barest smile touching her lips—but her eyes were distant, rimmed with something close to longing. Or regret.

 

Alistair leaned back with a smirk. “Alright. So the mysterious, brooding warrior with the sword of doom and the aura of doom shows up, says a few cryptic things, and vanishes like a storm cloud. Now that sounds like Zephyr.”

 

“He wasn’t doom,” Leliana murmured. “He was… calm. Sad, perhaps. But kind.”

 

Morrigan rolled her eyes.

 

She nodded. “He wasn’t like anyone I’d ever met. His words… they stayed with me.”

 

Leliana didn’t say anything more. But her hands lingered on her lute just a little longer before she picked it up again and resumed playing.

 

And though she plucked a gentle, hopeful melody… I noticed she kept glancing east—toward the Blight, and whatever road Zephyr had taken.

 


 

Morrigan returned shortly after with a pair of rabbits slung over one shoulder. She looked at our faces, the grim tension in the firelight, and arched a brow.

 

“Did someone die?” she asked.

 

Alistair shrugged. “Not yet. Give it time.”

 

She scoffed and tossed the game down.

 

“Good,” she muttered. “I’d hate to think I’d wasted my evening while you were busy brooding.”

 

I smiled faintly.

 

In another life, in another time, maybe we would’ve laughed more. Maybe there would have been time for rest.

 

But for now?

 

We were just survivors.

 

Marching toward something dark and unknowable, clinging to plans like driftwood in a storm.

 


 

Morning, just outside Lothering

 

The fire had long since died, leaving behind little more than warm ash and curling smoke. Dawn crept over the horizon in soft golds and silvers, casting light through the trees and over our small camp nestled along the worn road. The air was still, but carried that crisp clarity that always came before travel.

 

I was the first to rise.

 

Old habit.

 

I checked our packs—repacked them tighter—and resecured the straps on my sword. The sword drank in the morning light, its edge humming faintly with the promise of coming battle.

 

Alistair grumbled from under his cloak. “Is it morning already? Feels like we only just got to sleep.”

 

“It was morning five minutes ago,” Morrigan muttered from where she sat cross-legged, already awake, sipping from a cup of something herbal and pungent.

 

Sten stood apart from us, motionless and watching the road ahead, as if he’d been up before any of us, and simply hadn’t moved.

 

We didn’t speak much as we packed up camp. Too many miles ahead. Too much weighing on all of us.

 

By the time the sun had fully broken the tree line, we were on the road again—boots on dirt, weapons strapped, and Redcliffe on our minds.

 

And whatever waited for us there.

 

 


 

We reached Redcliffe just as the sky began to die.

 

Clouds like bruised skin hung over the mountains, streaked with flame from the setting sun. The air reeked of stagnant lake water, ash, and something fouler—rot, just beneath the surface.

 

The village lay quiet.

 

Too quiet.

 

The dirt roads that should have been full of carts, tradesmen, or children chasing goats were deserted. Shutters were bolted. Candles flickered behind tightly drawn curtains. The only movement was the wind, dragging mist in from the lake like pale fingers across the hills.

 

“This is wrong,” I muttered, hand drifting toward my sword hilt.

 

“Redcliffe is a major holding,” Alistair said beside me, brow furrowed. “There should be guards at the gate. Farmers, travelers—something.”

 

Leliana turned in a slow circle. “Perhaps the people are at prayer?”

 

Morrigan scoffed. “Or perhaps they’ve been eaten.”

 

“Charming,” Alistair muttered.

 

We made our way into the center of the village. What we found was a lone man, bald, hunched, and sharpening a pitchfork with shaking hands. He looked up as we approached—eyes bloodshot, jaw clenched.

 

“You shouldn’t be here,” he hissed. “Not unless you plan to fight.”

 

“Fight what?” I asked.

 

He stared at me like I was mad. “The dead.”

 

I blinked. “Come again?”

 

“Every night,” he rasped. “They come. Shamblers, moaning, clawing at the doors. They’ve taken people—families. The soldiers, they all left. The Arl’s men. Called back to the castle. And us?” He laughed bitterly. “They left us to die.”

 

Alistair stepped forward. “What about Arl Eamon? Is he in the castle?”

 

The man’s face twisted. “Sick, they said. Dying maybe. No one sees him. No one knows.”

 

“Who’s in charge now?”

 

The man spat into the dirt. “Bann Teagan’s supposed to be keeping things together. But he’s gone too—rode out days ago to try and find help. He said he’d be back. He’s not.”

 

The sun had nearly vanished now. The shadows stretched long and wide.

 

The man stood, eyes darting toward the crumbling hill road that led up to the looming keep.

 

“Leave. Get out while you still can.”

 

Then he ran—pitchfork in hand, vanishing into one of the shuttered homes.

 


 

We made camp near the Chantry, such as it was. The building’s doors had been reinforced with scrap metal and timber. A few villagers—men and women too old or too stubborn to flee—sat inside, whispering prayers and clutching children close.

 

Sister Hannah, the Chantry’s caretaker in the absence of the Revered Mother, gave us space near the altar. Leliana knelt beside her, whispering hymns. Morrigan stayed outside, muttering curses at the chill.

 

Alistair pulled me aside near a support beam, lowering his voice.

 

“This is bad. And it makes no sense.”

 

“You’re telling me.”

 

“If Arl Eamon is truly dying, then someone else has to be in command at the castle. And whatever’s happening there is affecting the whole village.”

 

“You think this is tied to the undead attacks?”

 

“I do. We should find Teagan. He’s level-headed. Loyal. If anyone knows the truth, it’s him.”

 

I nodded. “And if he’s dead?”

 

Alistair grimaced. “Then we’ll have to break into that castle ourselves.”

 


 

That night, we stayed in the Chantry, sleeping in turns. Morrigan kept watch outside, Sten leaned against the door like a stone statue, and Leliana’s soft singing kept the children from crying.

 

But even with the fire burning bright and blades close at hand… I couldn’t sleep.

 

Not truly.

 

Because as midnight came, and the wind shifted—

 

—I heard the first scream.

 

Then came the moaning.

 

And outside, the dead began to walk.

Chapter 10: The Decision

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The scream tore through the stillness like a sword through flesh.

 

I bolted upright inside the Chantry, my hand already on my sword hilt before my eyes fully opened. Across the room, Alistair was up just as fast, grabbing his shield. Sten didn’t need waking—he was already on his feet, massive blade drawn. Morrigan kicked the door open, and cold night air flooded in.

 

The moaning came next.

 

Low. Wet. A chorus of agony.

 

I ran outside.

 

The dead were coming.

 

They shambled into the village from the shoreline and the shadows beneath Redcliffe Castle’s cliff-face, dragging broken limbs, clawed hands twitching. Dozens of them—maybe more—staggered through the mist.

 

And behind them, something bigger.

 

The villagers scrambled to man the crude barricades they’d built earlier that day—makeshift walls of overturned carts and broken wagons. A few brave souls held torches and rusted farm tools.

 

This wasn’t a defense.

 

It was a funeral march.

 


 

“Form a line!” I shouted, forcing my voice to rise above the panicked cries of villagers and the mournful wails of the wind howling through Redcliffe’s narrow streets. “Men with weapons at the front! Archers, get to the roofs—focus fire at the chokepoints!”

 

I could see the dread in their faces, the tremble in some hands. These weren’t soldiers. Just farmers and tradesmen with old swords and axes. But they moved—because they had to.

 

Alistair and I took the center, braced behind a makeshift barricade of overturned carts and furniture, sharpened stakes wedged between cobblestones. His shield gleamed dully in the torchlight, already nicked from the last skirmish. He gave me a nod, tight and grim.

 

Leliana stood just behind us, bow already drawn, the tip of her arrow catching a glint of fire. Her eyes darted between buildings and rooftops, scanning for any straggler in need of help. Her mouth was a hard line, but her hands didn’t shake.

 

Morrigan stood farther back, cloak billowing behind her as if caught in wind only she could feel. Her staff was already glowing faintly, veins of dark purple pulsing from tip to base. She muttered in a guttural language under her breath, and the air around her crackled.

 

And Sten… Sten had taken the far left flank of the street, where the path sloped toward the docks. He stood with his greatsword already resting across his shoulders, like a silent sentinel. Alone. Unshaken.

 

The moaning came first—dozens of voices, guttural and low, echoing like something out of a nightmare. Then we saw them. A tide of shambling corpses spilled around the bend in the road, eyes blank, limbs twitching and jerking in unnatural rhythm. Some were armored, others still in tattered rags or merchant’s clothes, faces bloated and gray.

 

“The dead move fast,” Leliana murmured.

 

The first corpse lunged across the barricade—and Alistair met it with his shield, slamming it back so hard its neck cracked audibly. He followed up with a clean sword stroke, cutting the thing down in a heap of clattering bones and gore.

 

That’s when the smell hit.

 

The wall of rot slammed into us—thick, choking, rancid. It curled through my throat like smoke, made my eyes water and my stomach lurch. Sweat mixed with the stench, coating my skin in a clammy sheen. Somewhere down the line, one of the younger men gagged and threw up.

 

More corpses surged forward. I swung in a wide arc, cleaving through two at once. Behind me, Morrigan’s staff flashed, and a fireball arced overhead—then detonated midair in a bloom of flame and bone fragments.

 

Arrows rained down from the rooftops. Some found their marks. Others glanced off bone or rotten mail. A few of the villagers fell, dragged screaming into the horde.

 

“Hold the line!” I bellowed, cutting down another ghoul. “Don’t let them break through!”

 

Sten’s blade moved like lightning, great sweeps and crushing blows that turned corpses into pulp. He didn’t shout, didn’t falter. Just killed, over and over, like death itself given form.

 

For every undead we dropped, three more seemed to stumble into place. The Blight wasn’t just coming anymore—it was here.

 

And we were its first wall.

 


 

The next few minutes were madness—raw, frenzied chaos that blurred the line between man and monster.

 

Blades clanged like war drums, steel ringing out with every desperate parry and strike. Fireballs shrieked overhead, scorching the night sky in bursts of orange and green. Arrows zipped past my ears like vengeful spirits, one close enough to slice a strand of hair from my brow. The very air seemed to howl with fury.

 

I ducked low beneath a lunging corpse, a woman in a tattered gown stiff with dried blood. Her face was half-rotted, but her lips still moved, mumbling some ancient prayer as if memory alone drove her. Her hands reached for my throat—bony, trembling, stubborn. I slammed my elbow into her jaw, spun behind, and drove my blade through her spine. She crumpled like wet parchment.

 

I had no time to breathe.

 

A snarling ghoul, mouth stretched unnaturally wide, came at me with jagged teeth and broken nails. I stepped into the swing and buried my sword in its chest, the impact sending a jolt through my arms. It gurgled and spasmed on the steel. I tore it free and kept moving.

 

To my right, a boy—gods, barely fifteen—screamed as he jammed a rusted pitchfork into the ribs of something that had once been a knight. The thing growled, dragging itself forward with clawed fingers even as the boy drove the weapon deeper, his face twisted in horror and determination. I reached him just in time to cleave the creature’s head from its shoulders.

 

"Back behind the line!" I shouted at him. He didn’t hesitate—he ran, pitchfork still in hand, blood spattering behind him.

 

Alistair stood beside me, shield raised high, sword moving in tight, efficient arcs. His face was flushed, jaw clenched, hair soaked through. "I hope you’re not keeping score," he panted. "Because I swear I’ve taken down—"

 

A corpse lunged at him mid-sentence, and he met it with a roar, slamming it back with his shield before skewering it through the gut. "—a lot!" he finished.

 

Further back, Morrigan’s voice rang out, sharp and commanding. Her staff glowed with flickering green light, and a torrent of eldritch fire erupted from its tip, engulfing a pack of ghouls in screaming flame. They shrieked, flailing, melting into slag. The flames caught on nearby wooden crates and debris, casting eerie dancing shadows across the battlefield.

 

Leliana crouched low behind the central barricade, her bow moving like a second limb. Every arrow found its mark: a skull split, a spine shattered, a claw severed mid-swing. Her mouth was tight, her eyes calm—but every so often, I saw her lips move in silent prayer.

 

Sten held the far left alone, a solitary juggernaut in the dark. His greatsword hewed through rot and bone with deliberate, brutal precision. He didn’t speak, didn’t grunt, didn’t even breathe heavily—just moved like a war machine, efficient and implacable. Bodies piled around his boots like discarded armor.

 

A shriek pierced the din—a woman, crying for her child. I turned and caught sight of her just behind a crumbled stone wall, cradling a boy no older than six, blood on his face. A corpse staggered toward them, unseen. My legs moved before my mind caught up.

 

I vaulted over the barricade, slammed into the creature with my shoulder, and knocked it flat. My sword drove down hard, splitting its chest open like wet bark. I hauled the woman and child to their feet. “Go!” I barked. “Run—get to the Chantry!”

 

She nodded, sobbing, and bolted into the night.

 

Another ghoul caught me off guard, tackling me into the mud. Its weight was staggering—bones grinding, breath reeking of rot and bile. I twisted beneath it, caught its arm before it could sink its claws into me, and headbutted it hard enough to break its jaw. The moment it reeled, I drove my blade up through its jaw and into its skull.

 

I stood, panting, caked in blood that wasn’t mine.

 

We fought in blood and shadow.

 

The wounded cried out, the dying reached for the sky, and still the dead surged forward like a tide that would never break.

 

My arms ached. My lungs burned. The grip on my sword was slick with sweat and gore. But I didn’t stop. None of us did.

 

They just kept coming.

 


 

One of them—larger than the rest, bloated and grotesque—lurched out of the darkness with a guttural howl. Its skin sagged like melted wax, riddled with open sores that leaked black ichor. Its eyes were pits of oily shadow, and steam hissed from its maw as it roared. With unnatural speed, it charged the barricade, its bulk slamming into the wood with the force of a charging bull.

 

The entire wall buckled.

 

I barely had time to brace before it collapsed in a shower of splinters and shattered shields. The force of the impact threw me from my feet—I hit the ground hard, my back slamming into the cold, blood-soaked mud. The wind rushed from my lungs in a stunned gasp, stars flaring behind my eyes.

 

Before I could move, two more corpses tumbled over the wreckage, landing atop me. Their weight was staggering—rotting flesh, bloated organs, heavy armor warped and fused to their skin. Their claws tore at my chestplate, one set raking across my cheek, the other gripping my arm like a vice. I snarled, twisting, struggling to get my blade up—but they pinned it down with ravenous force.

 

Their breath was hot with rot, lips peeling back to reveal jagged, mossy teeth. One leaned in, jaws opening wide to bite.

 

Then—

 

A blade sang.

 

Steel flashed in the dark. One corpse’s head snapped back, cleaved nearly in two by a powerful downswing. Blood and bile sprayed into the night. The weight lifted as the second corpse was kicked off me, tumbling aside.

 

A hand grabbed my collar and yanked me to my feet with practiced ease.

 

Alistair.

 

"On your feet, Cousland!" he barked, not even sparing a glance as he raised his shield and caught a heavy blow from another attacker, deflecting it with a grunt.

 

"Thanks," I panted, wiping blood from my eyes as I stepped into the fray beside him. My sword came up and arced down, severing a corpse’s head from its shoulders. The body fell twitching at our feet.

 

“That’s one!” Alistair grinned, his voice wild with the adrenaline of battle. “Try to keep up!”

 

We fought back-to-back, our blades carving wide arcs through the encroaching dead. Steel met flesh. Bone cracked. My body moved on instinct, the rhythm of war taking hold—strike, turn, block, lunge. We were a storm of metal and fury, spinning and cutting, shouting warnings and curses.

 

The mud turned red beneath our boots. My arms felt like lead. My shoulders ached with every swing. But still, I fought.

 

Behind us, Leliana had run out of arrows. I saw her draw a dagger and join the line, face grim, red hair streaked with gore. She ducked beneath a clawed swipe and rammed her blade into a ghoul’s ribs, twisting as it fell.

 

Morrigan’s spells came slower now—no longer the grand blasts of fire, but sharp, short bursts of lightning and flame. Her lips moved constantly, chanting incantations under her breath. Sweat poured down her temples, her eyes wide and focused. Her last fireball arced out and exploded with a muted thoom, hurling three bodies back into the trees.

 

Sten… even Sten was slowing. The great Qunari warrior’s breath came heavier. Blood ran down his arm, soaking the leather of his pauldron. But he did not falter. With every swing of his blade, another corpse fell, until they were stacked around him like a brutal monument.

 

But it wasn’t enough.

 

The line was buckling. Villagers screamed behind us. One man—Thomas, I think—was dragged down, his screams abruptly cut off. Another fell, arrow still clutched in his trembling hands.

 

They were everywhere.

 

There was no end.

 

I could feel it. The weariness creeping in. The sting of a thousand cuts, the raw burn in my lungs. I didn’t know how much longer we could hold.

 

And then—

Silence.

 

Like someone had sucked the sound from the world. The clash of blades. The moans of the dead. The screams. Gone.

 

I froze mid-swing, panting. My sword dripped with blackened blood. Around me, the others stopped too, their bodies tense, wide-eyed.

 

And then—the last corpse fell.

 

A sickening wet crunch echoed through the clearing as Sten’s blade finished its arc, cleaving the creature in half. Its body hit the mud with a final, heavy thud.

 

No more came.

 

Just… silence.

 

I turned slowly. Smoke drifted from the shattered barricades, curling into the gray morning sky. Morrigan leaned on her staff, chest heaving, strands of hair clinging to her face. Leliana dropped to her knees beside a fallen child, murmuring a prayer as she closed the boy’s eyes.

 

Alistair exhaled, shoulders sagging as he planted his shield into the dirt. “Is it… over?”

 

Sten didn’t answer. He stood still as stone, staring into the distance, the tip of his greatsword buried in the earth.

 

The villagers—those who had survived—stumbled out from behind broken walls and shattered carts. Bloodied, ash-covered, trembling. A few sobbed. Some collapsed beside loved ones. Others just stood there, staring at the carnage, at the blood-soaked ground.

 

But they were alive.

 

We had held the line.

 

Just barely.

 


 

The first to speak was one of the elderly farmers.

 

“I-It’s over?”

 

I nodded grimly, wiping gore from my sword. “For now.”

 

That’s when we heard the hoofbeats.

 

A column of riders approached from the western road—tired, dust-covered, and fewer in number than they should have been. At their front rode a tall man in dark red and gold, his face grim and his mustache windblown.

 

“Teagan,” Alistair breathed.

 

We stepped forward to meet him.

 


 

The bodies were still warm when Bann Teagan rode into the village. His horse’s hooves splashed through half-congealed blood and mud, and the stench of rot and burnt flesh clung to the morning air like a curse. He dismounted in one fluid motion, his dark cloak whipping around him as he stepped forward, boots crunching over shattered bone and broken arrow shafts.

 

His eyes swept across the ruined square—splintered barricades, scorched rooftops, and dozens of corpses twisted in their final agony. His expression tightened into something between horror and helpless fury.

 

“Maker’s Breath…” he muttered, voice hoarse. “I came as quickly as I could.”

 

I wiped my blade against a torn tunic and sheathed it with a grim finality. “You came just in time to see what’s left.”

 

Alistair folded his arms, armor streaked with black blood. “Where’s the help?”

 

Teagan’s jaw clenched. “None to be found. The Bannorn are fractured. They argue and posture while Loghain consolidates power behind their backs. Some have already declared for him. Others are too frightened to speak out.”

 

My heart gave a hard, frustrated lurch. “So we’re on our own.”

 

“For now,” Teagan said, turning to look at what remained of the villagers—children huddled in the arms of soot-streaked parents, wounded men propped up near the Chantry doors, the frightened faces of people who had barely survived the night. “But you bought them time. That matters.”

 

Morrigan approached, leaning heavily on her staff. Her robes were singed and torn, her eyes shadowed with fatigue, but her voice remained sharp as ever. “You mentioned the Arl. What of him?”

 

Teagan’s gaze darkened. “He fell ill nearly a fortnight ago. Sudden. Violent. Nothing like a common sickness. At first, we suspected poison—there were whispers, servants questioned, food tasters recalled—but nothing proved conclusive. Then… the attacks began.”

 

“The dead,” Leliana said softly, stepping beside me. “They rose shortly after, didn’t they?”

 

“Yes.” Teagan nodded grimly. “Not all at once. It began with strange sightings—shadows moving through the trees, voices in the night. Then we lost patrols. And then… the village was overrun.”

 

“And you think this is connected to the Arl’s illness?” I asked.

 

Teagan didn’t answer right away. He looked to Morrigan. “You’re a mage. You’ve seen magic used to corrupt, to dominate. This… this feels like that.”

 

Morrigan’s mouth twisted into a frown. “Necromancy. Blood magic. Perhaps even possession. It reeks of unnatural forces.”

 

Sten stepped forward from where he’d been silently watching. His armor was scored with gashes, and he still held his sword loosely at his side. “This is not the work of your Chantry demons alone,” he said, voice low. “Something deliberate guides them. This was an assault, not an accident.”

 

Teagan nodded. “The timing was too perfect. The Arl is incapacitated. The Blight looms. Redcliffe is in chaos. Whoever or whatever is behind this… chose their moment well.”

 

Alistair swore under his breath. “It just keeps getting worse.”

 

Teagan turned to us then—his face a mask of concern, but also of decision. “You’re the only Grey Wardens left in Ferelden, aren’t you?”

 

We didn’t speak. We didn’t have to.

 

“Then you’ll have to do what the rest of us can’t.” Teagan’s voice was heavy with meaning. “Come inside. The chantry is still secure… for now. But if we’re going to stand against this darkness, you’ll need to understand what we’re up against.”

 


 

The battle had ended. But no one slept.

 

Some of the villagers sat in a daze on the Chantry’s cold stone benches. Others wept, too exhausted or numb to hide it. Sister Hannah moved from person to person, administering bandages, blessings, and quiet words of comfort.

 

The stench of the dead still clung to us.

 

Teagan had returned, but brought no soldiers, no allies. Just more grim news.

 

Arl Eamon was not recovering.

 

And no one knew why.

 

Alistair and I sat in a corner, sharpening blades we didn’t want to use again so soon. Morrigan leaned against a pillar, her eyes half-lidded, pretending not to care. Leliana hummed a hymn softly as she cleaned her bowstring.

 

It was almost peaceful—until the Chantry doors burst open.

 

She stepped in like a ghost from a half-remembered dream.

 

Arlessa Isolde—dressed in a mud-stained cloak over noble silks, her blonde hair tangled and streaked with sweat. Her hands trembled. Her eyes darted across the room until they locked on Teagan.

 

“Teagan!”

 

He was on his feet in an instant, concern etched deep into his face. “Isolde?”

 

She looked ready to collapse, but stayed standing out of sheer will.

 

“You must come,” she said, breath catching in her throat. “You must come now. Eamon... he worsens. And our son—Connor—he…”

 

Her voice faltered.

 

“He needs you.”

 


 

The silence in the Chantry was deafening.

 

Teagan stepped forward, lowering his voice. “Why didn’t you send for me sooner?”

 

“I couldn’t. They—” She paused, visibly shaken. “The... things in the castle. They roam at night. Servants—possessed. Slain. We’ve kept to the upper floors. Locked doors, prayed. I had to come myself. I slipped past.”

 

She looked around, eyes wary.

 

“I only have a little time.”

 


 

Teagan looked back at me, then at Alistair, his jaw tight. “I need to go. If Connor’s in danger—if Isolde’s managed to escape—there might still be time to help them.”

 

I stepped forward without hesitation. “We’ll come with you.”

 

Isolde raised her hand in a sudden, sharp gesture, stopping me mid-stride. “No.”

 

The tremble in her limbs was gone. Her voice was no longer the desperate plea of a grieving mother—it was the firm tone of a noblewoman used to being obeyed.

 

“No,” she repeated, stronger this time. “They’ll know something’s wrong. You’re strangers. Armed strangers.”

 

Alistair frowned. “And Teagan’s not?”

 

“Teagan can pass through the gates,” she said. “He’s the Arl’s brother. No one will question him entering his own home.”

 

“She’s right,” Teagan murmured, nodding slowly. “I can walk into the main hall and ask questions, assess the situation. If I play it carefully, I can see what’s really happening.”

 

“You’re suggesting we just... sit here and wait?” I asked, incredulous.

 

“You’d walk into that place alone, knowing something’s wrong?” Leliana asked, her voice quiet, tight with disbelief.

 

Teagan offered a smile, faint but steady. “I’ve walked into worse. Besides, I need to see it with my own eyes. Perhaps I can stop this.”

 

Morrigan scoffed under her breath, muttering something in a fluid Antivan dialect I didn’t quite catch—but I suspected it wasn’t a compliment. She folded her arms, staff glinting faintly in the firelight.

 

I glanced between them all, frustration twisting in my chest. “And what happens if they see through your act? If this power—whatever’s controlling the dead—strikes you down the moment you step inside?”

 

“Then you’ll know something’s gone wrong,” Teagan said, his voice steady. “And you’ll act accordingly.”

 

Alistair stepped forward, his brows furrowed. “Maker’s Breath, Teagan. This is madness.”

 

“Perhaps,” the Bann said with a weary smile. “But if madness stands between us and what’s left of this family, then I’ll walk through it.”

 

He turned to Isolde, who looked ready to collapse from the weight of her guilt and terror. Gently, he touched her shoulder. “I’ll find him. And I’ll do what must be done.”

 

“I just want my family back,” she whispered. “If it’s not too late. But if not…” She trailed off, and her lips trembled.

 

Teagan didn’t promise anything. He simply nodded.

 

Sten grunted from where he stood at the edge of the chamber, arms crossed like a living statue. “This smells like a trap.”

 

“It might be,” I said quietly.

 

“Then why send him in alone?”

 

“Because if we all go,” I answered, “we lose the element of subtlety. And without that… we’ll be storming the castle without knowing who or what waits inside.”

 

The room was still.

 

Finally, Teagan buckled his sword at his side. “Give me until nightfall. If I don’t return by then, assume the worst. Break through the gates if you must.”

 

I nodded reluctantly.

 

“We’ll be ready,” I said.

 


 

Isolde gave a curt nod, already pulling her cloak tight. “Wait at the village. I’ll see that the gates remain open long enough for Teagan to slip inside.”

 

Teagan clasped my shoulder. “If the Maker wills it, I’ll return soon. If not... you’ll have to find another way in.”

 

With that, he left with Isolde, disappearing into the misty morning road leading up to the castle.

 

And we were left again… waiting.

 


 

Hours passed.

 

The sun rose.

 

Villagers buried the dead. Rebuilt barricades. Sharpened pitchforks and prayed.

 

Still no word from the castle.

 


 

Late in the afternoon, a scout returned. One of the surviving villagers who had kept watch on the path.

 

He ran into the Chantry, gasping.

 

“The gates are open again,” he said. “But... Teagan hasn’t come back.”

 

My hand gripped the hilt of my sword.

 

“That’s it,” I said. “We’re going in.”

 


 

We crossed the drawbridge in silence.

 

The castle gates had been left ajar—just wide enough to let a man slip through. No guards stood watch. No banners fluttered. The torches lining the inner courtyard were cold and unlit.

 

Redcliffe Castle was silent as a tomb.

 

Morrigan narrowed her eyes. “Too quiet.”

 

Alistair grunted. “You noticed too, huh?”

 

Sten reached back and unslung his blade. “Steel,” he said simply.

 

I nodded.

 

“Keep together.”

 

We entered.

 


 

The entrance hall was a bloodbath.

 

Furniture overturned, torn tapestries littering the floor, streaks of blood smeared across the stone walls. A body lay facedown in the middle of the chamber—dressed in a servant’s uniform, his neck twisted at an unnatural angle.

 

Leliana crossed herself and muttered a prayer.

 

“This wasn’t a raid,” I said, staring at the scene. “This was slaughter.”

 

The deeper we went, the worse it became. Corpses in armor lay beside butchered kitchen staff. Some of the dead looked weeks old, others recent. A few had claw marks across their faces.

 

That’s when we heard it.

 

A low, guttural growl from the far end of the great hall.

 

Something shambled out from the dark.

 

And it wasn’t human.

 


 

The creature had once been a knight, or perhaps a squire. What remained of its armor was fused to blistered, mutated flesh. Its eyes glowed with an unnatural green fire, and its mouth twisted in a perpetual scream.

 

Then it charged.

 

We barely had time to react. Alistair took the brunt of the charge, shield raised, boots skidding backward across the stone. I rolled behind it, slicing up into the exposed side. Morrigan’s lightning crashed down on it, while Leliana peppered it with arrows.

 

It shrieked and buckled—but didn’t die.

 

Not easily.

 

When it finally collapsed, its body hissed, releasing a cloud of foul-smelling vapor.

 

Morrigan coughed. “An abomination.”

 

I stared at her. “What?”

 

“A mage, overtaken by a spirit from the Fade. This... this is no simple possession.”

 

Alistair wiped blood from his brow. “Then we have a bigger problem than we thought.”

 


 

The deeper we went, the more creatures we encountered. Some were clearly possessed—twisted staff-wielding mages, bodies bloated by power. Others were more animalistic, driven only by bloodlust. Most wore remnants of castle livery.

 

These had once been Eamon’s household staff.

 

And now they were monsters.

 


 

In a ruined side chamber near the library, we found a survivor—a terrified woman hiding beneath a broken table.

 

She clutched my leg when I reached for her.

 

“You have to help him!” she sobbed. “The Bann—they took him!”

 

“Teagan?” I asked.

 

She nodded furiously, tears streaming. “He came to the throne room—and he knelt! Knelt! And that thing, that child... he just smiled!”

 

“What thing?” I asked, crouching beside her.

 

“Connor,” she whispered. “He’s... not right. He speaks in voices. They come from the walls. And he... he made the knights walk off the tower.”

 

Alistair looked sick.

 

“He’s possessed,” Morrigan said grimly.

 

Leliana’s voice trembled. “But he’s only a child…”

 

“And powerful,” Morrigan replied. “That’s the most dangerous kind.”

 

We left the woman with instructions to hide in the chapel.

 

Then we made for the throne room.

 

The doors were open.

 

And Bann Teagan stood there—alive. But swaying like a drunkard, eyes glassy, smile vacant.

 

At the far end of the room, seated on the Arl’s throne, was Connor.

 

A boy of maybe ten years.

 

His skin was pale. His eyes glowed faintly. And his smile…

 

...it wasn’t his.

 

“I have guests!” he said brightly, voice echoing like something from two mouths at once. “How lovely!”

 

“Connor,” I said carefully. “What’s going on here?”

 

Teagan turned to us, dancing awkwardly as if caught in a puppet’s strings. “The boy... he’s fine! He’s just playing!”

 

Then he laughed—a hollow, horrible sound.

 

Connor stood.

 

And when he spoke those last words, the very walls of the throne room seemed to pulse—rippling like disturbed water.

 

A shimmer overtook the air, casting a sickly glow across the stone. The edges of the room warped, became hazy, as though we had all been dragged halfway into the Fade. A pressure settled on my chest, thick and suffocating. My breath came short, and for a moment, I was no longer certain where reality ended and dream began.

 

Connor stood in the center of it all, small and fragile in his ornate velvet tunic, his hair tousled like any boy’s after sleep. But his eyes—his eyes were voids. Not empty, not vacant. Full. Brimming with something vast and ancient and utterly wrong. Magic bled from his skin in faint violet wisps, dancing along his arms like tendrils.

 

And then his lips moved.

 

The voice that came forth was not his own.

 

Low. Serpentine. Playful, almost childlike, yet laced with a terrible intelligence.

 

“I like games.”

 

The Fade shimmer fractured with that single utterance—an unseen force tugged at the seams of reality—and then Connor vanished.

 

Not walked. Not fled. He simply ceased to be, leaving behind a shadowy afterimage that sizzled like smoke before fading into nothing.

 

For several seconds, no one moved.

 

The magical haze dissipated slowly, dissolving into cold silence. The chamber lost its unnatural light. We were back in the real world.

 

Teagan collapsed to the marble floor with a strangled groan, sweat pouring down his brow. The grotesque grin that had twisted his features—something hideous and lifeless—was gone. His limbs shook as though his muscles remembered the possession even if his mind didn’t. His breath came in ragged gasps, and his hand trembled as he tried to push himself upright.

 

“Teagan,” I said, kneeling beside him.

 

His eyes fluttered open. They were clear now—no hint of enchantment remained.

 

“What happened?” he murmured hoarsely.

 

“You were controlled,” Alistair said grimly. “Possessed. That thing… it used you.”

 

Teagan’s face paled. “Connor…”

 

“He’s gone,” I said. “Vanished into the castle. Whatever’s inside him, it’s grown stronger. Bolder.”

 

Alistair’s hand tightened on his shield. “We can’t let him escape. Maker knows what it’ll do next.”

 

Morrigan swept her gaze across the throne room, eyes narrowed, nostrils flaring faintly. “He’s still within these walls. I can feel it—like a foul wind in a sealed room. The demon has not left.”

 

“Then we hunt,” Sten rumbled, stepping forward. His greatsword glinted with fresh blood from the earlier skirmish, his posture that of a warrior stalking prey.

 

I stood and turned toward Leliana. Her bow was still drawn, though her expression had turned grim.

 

“Check the wounded. There may still be servants hiding, or knights injured during the chaos. Help whoever you can.”

 

She nodded briskly. “I will do what I can. And… I will pray. The Maker’s hand must still rest upon this place, if even one life can be saved.”

 

With her gone, the rest of us prepared to move.

 

Teagan leaned heavily against a pillar, still recovering. He looked up at me with haunted eyes.

 

“It was watching through me,” he said quietly. “I remember... nothing clearly, but I felt it. Its hunger. It was—” He paused, swallowing thickly. “—like standing at the edge of a cliff in the dark, knowing something below was waiting to pull you in.”

 

I nodded grimly. “Rest. We’ll handle this.”

 

He didn’t argue.

 

We pressed deeper into the castle, Morrigan at my side, her staff lit with a soft pulse of arcane light. Alistair followed with his shield raised, boots crunching faint debris from the earlier battle. Sten brought up the rear, silent, alert.

 

The air grew colder the deeper we went. It wasn’t just the lack of light or the chill of ancient stone. It was a magical cold, the kind that sank into your bones and whispered lies into your ears. The kind that told you this wasn’t your world anymore—that the rules had changed.

 

“This is not simply possession,” Morrigan murmured. “This demon… it is reshaping the boy’s world around him. Warping the castle to suit its needs. We are not hunting a host. We are hunting a nexus.”

 

“You mean it’s altering reality?” Alistair asked, scowling.

 

“In pockets, yes,” she replied. “Through Connor’s magic, it gains influence. And with every passing moment, it roots deeper.”

 

“Then let’s rip it out,” Sten said.

 

I agreed.

 

Whatever this thing was—desire demon, pride demon, something even fouler—it had claimed Connor. But it hadn’t claimed us.

 

And so we advanced, deeper into the corrupted halls of Redcliffe Castle, each step a march through the jaws of something ancient, malicious, and all too eager to play with us.

 


 

The deeper we descended, the more the very air felt wrong.

 

The castle’s grandeur faded into decay, stone walls slick with condensation and smeared in places with dark, unidentifiable streaks. Old blood, maybe. Or something else. The torches sputtered low, casting warped shadows that danced like they had minds of their own. Every step we took echoed too loud, like the halls wanted to remember our passing.

 

Behind us, the door to the upper floors slammed shut on its own.

 

Morrigan sneered, eyes scanning the corridor ahead. “The Veil is thinner here. Something has twisted the castle’s very bones.”

 

“Feels like a crypt,” Alistair muttered, tightening his grip on his shield. “Not even a good crypt. A bad one. One with spiders.”

 

Sten said nothing, but his stance shifted into readiness. His blade gleamed faintly in the low light, always slightly ahead of us, like it too sensed the threat.

 

We moved as one down the corridor, each breath growing shallower, the silence thick enough to smother thought. Then—

 

A scream. Raw and shrill. A woman’s voice, echoing from below.

 

Leliana gasped, already moving. “Someone’s alive!”

 

We followed, boots pounding against the stones. The hallway veered sharply left, and a heavy door barred the way forward. Sten stepped up and, with a single heave, smashed it inward. It crashed open with a thunderous groan, revealing a stairwell descending into blackness.

 

The dungeons.

 

The heavy wooden door creaked open on rusted hinges, the iron banding groaning under years of strain. A wave of foul air rolled out to meet us—rank with decay, old blood, and mildew. The torches sputtered as if recoiling from the stench. Morrigan raised a hand, and a small flame hovered above her palm, casting a guttering orange glow into the corridor.

 

I led the descent. Magic was thick here—twisted, raw, tainted.

 

At the base of the stairs, we found the cells.

 

Iron bars warped like they’d been melted and reshaped by clawed hands. Chains rattled where nothing moved. The cells themselves were a nightmare—filthy, splattered with blood, bones half-dissolved into the straw. And in one, a woman hunched in the corner, her gown torn, her skin pale as death.

 

“Isolde?” I breathed.

 

She stirred, barely lifting her head.

 

Alistair rushed forward, unlocking the cell with a ring of keys from a fallen guard’s belt. He caught her before she collapsed.

 

“Thank the Maker,” she gasped. “It’s Connor… he’s not Connor anymore.”

 

“We know,” I said gently, kneeling beside her. “We’ve seen it.”

 

Morrigan crossed her arms. “The boy is possessed. The signs are clear. The demon is powerful—but still tied to the child’s soul. That makes it vulnerable. Kill the boy, and the demon dies with him.”

 

“No!” Isolde’s voice cracked. “He’s still in there. My son is still in there! He didn’t mean to call the demon. He just wanted to help Eamon…”

 

Her fingers clawed at Alistair’s arm. “There must be another way.”

 

I exchanged a glance with Morrigan. She didn’t argue. Not yet.

 

“We’ll find him first,” I said carefully. “Then we decide.”

 

From somewhere above us, laughter echoed again.

 

This time, it came from every direction. A child’s voice. Connor’s voice.

 

“I don’t want to play anymore…”

 

Then the walls trembled. And the dungeon lights flickered out.

 

We were plunged into darkness.

 

Morrigan’s fingers curled, and flame danced along her palm.

 

Sten moved to the front again. “He knows we’re coming.”

 

“Yes,” I said grimly, rising to my feet. “And we’re done chasing.”

 

We pressed forward—toward the heart of the nightmare.

 


 

The dungeon was carved deep into the stone of Redcliffe Castle, far from sunlight and decency. Chains lined the walls. Rotting straw clung to the damp floor like patches of mold. The sound of dripping water echoed through the hall, irregular and hollow—like the slow heartbeat of a dying man.

 

We stepped inside, boots squelching in filth. There, in a narrow cell set against the far wall, a man crouched in the half-darkness. His robes, once gray, were now little more than tatters. Dried blood ringed his cuffs and ankles where shackles had rubbed skin raw. His hair was a matted mess, long and unwashed, and he looked up slowly when he heard us approach.

 

“I was wondering when someone would come,” he muttered. His voice was hoarse, like he hadn’t spoken in days.

 

Alistair moved forward, hand still on the hilt of his sword. “Who are you?”

 

The man straightened as much as the chains allowed. His eyes, though sunken, carried a strange calm. “My name is Jowan.”

 

The name meant nothing to me—but at my side, Morrigan stiffened as if struck.

 

Her voice, when it came, was low and sharp. "A blood mage.”

 

That made me glance at her.

 

Jowan flinched.

 

“I—It’s true,” he said, voice shaking. “I used blood magic… once. To escape the Circle. But that was a long time ago. I didn’t hurt anyone here. I only wanted to help.”

 

Alistair’s frown deepened. “So what’s a blood mage doing locked in Redcliffe Castle’s dungeon? You don’t exactly seem like a guest of honor.”

 

“I was brought here,” Jowan said, glancing between us. “By the Arlessa. Lady Isolde.”

 

That caught our attention.

 

“You’re the reason Connor is possessed,” Alistair growled.

 

Jowan’s expression contorted with guilt. “Not—not directly. I didn’t summon the demon, I swear it. But… yes. I taught him. When his magic first manifested, Isolde panicked. She didn’t want the Circle to know—she was terrified they’d take her son away. So she sent for me. Secretly.”

 

“And you taught him?” I asked, narrowing my eyes.

 

“Only the basics,” he said quickly. “How to contain it. Suppress it. He was a bright boy, and he was scared. But I didn’t—Maker’s breath, I didn’t think it would go this far.”

 

“You’re a fool,” Morrigan spat. “You tried to stifle power with ignorance. You left him vulnerable—and now a demon wears his face.”

 

“I tried to warn her!” Jowan shouted, the chain rattling as he jerked against it. “I begged Isolde to send for help, for the templars, anyone. But she refused. Said no one could know. When the Arl fell ill, Connor grew desperate. He thought he was to blame. And then… something answered him.”

 

He bowed his head.

 

“I don’t know how it got in. But I felt the shift. The wrongness in the air. And then… he wasn’t Connor anymore.”

 

I crossed my arms. “And what did Isolde do then?”

 

“She turned on me,” he whispered. “Blamed me for everything. The guards dragged me down here. I haven’t seen the sun in days.”

 

Alistair scoffed. “You expect us to believe you had nothing to do with the possession? A blood mage, teaching a boy how to hide magic from the Circle, conveniently around when a demon shows up?”

 

“I’m telling the truth,” Jowan said. “I wanted to help him. I cared about the boy. But Isolde's fear… it made everything worse.”

 

Jowan met my gaze. “I didn’t choose this. None of us did. And if you’re here, then maybe… maybe you can end it.”

 

There was silence.

 

He looked at me again.

 

“I’ve told you everything,” he said. “I just want to be free.”

 

I stared at him for a long moment. I wanted to believe him. Wanted to believe there was still a man inside that pitiful form worth saving. But the weight of his actions—or his inaction—couldn’t be ignored. Whatever good intentions he might have once had, it was too late to undo what was done.

 

“We’ll decide your fate later,” I said. My voice was quiet, but final.

 

He slumped back against the wall, the chains rattling softly.

 

Without another word, we turned and left him there—alone in the dark with his regrets.

 

The dungeon door groaned shut behind us.

 


 

Eventually, we reached the Arl’s private quarters. The heavy door creaked open to reveal a lavish chamber torn asunder by magical residue. Books and furniture were scattered. A shattered mirror hung crooked on the wall.

 

On the bed, pale and motionless, lay Arl Eamon Guerrin.

 

Isolde knelt beside him, eyes rimmed red with tears.

 

She looked up when we entered. “You saw him, didn’t you? Connor.”

 

“Yes,” I said quietly. “And what’s inside him.”

 

She nodded slowly.

 

“I knew... I knew something was wrong,” she whispered. “When Eamon fell ill, Connor grew erratic. Angry. I feared what his magic might do. But I couldn’t bear to send him away.”

 

She looked at her husband’s comatose face and then at us.

 

“So I kept it secret. And now this.”

 

Her voice cracked. “He was just trying to help.”

 

“He made a pact with a demon,” Morrigan said coldly. “There is no child left.”

 

“There is!” Isolde cried. “I’ve seen him—Connor—peeking through the cracks. Begging. Screaming. The demon wears him like a cloak, but he’s still in there.”

 

“Then we need a way to drive it out,” I said.

 

“There is one,” Morrigan said, tilting her head. “Enter the Fade, locate the spirit, destroy it.”

 

Alistair raised a brow. “That’s not something we can just do. It requires a mage. Powerful. Skilled. And blood magic.”

 

We all looked at each other. Then back toward the dungeons.

 

“Jowan,” I muttered.

 

Isolde paled. “No. You can’t seriously mean to—he’s dangerous!”

 

“You brought him here,” I snapped. “You trusted him once.”

 

She bit her lip. “There must be another way.”

 

“There is,” Morrigan said. “Kill the boy. End the possession before it spreads.”

 

Isolde gasped. “You’d murder him?”

 

“I’d save your husband. Your castle. And your people,” Morrigan replied coolly.

 

I closed my eyes.

 

We had a decision to make.

 


 

We stood in silence for a long time.

 

Isolde sat quietly by her husband’s side, whispering prayers to the Maker. The room stank of old magic—of desperate choices and shattered hope. I could still hear Connor’s laughter echoing faintly in my ears.

 

Finally, I turned and said, “We need to speak to Jowan.”

 

Morrigan smirked. “Oh, now we seek the apostate’s wisdom?”

 

“I’ll listen to anyone who can give us an option that doesn’t end with a dead child,” I replied.

 


 

Back in the dungeon, Jowan was right where we left him—sitting in the corner of his cell, arms resting on his knees.

 

He looked up as we approached.

 

“Did you see him?” he asked. “Connor?”

 

“We did,” I said grimly. “He’s possessed. The demon must be destroyed—but we want to save the boy.”

 

Jowan swallowed. “Then there’s only one way I know.”

 

He shifted, wincing at the iron shackles on his wrists.

 

“There’s a ritual—a way to send someone into the Fade, physically. Not just in dreams. They can confront the demon directly and banish it. But... the spell requires blood magic.”

 

Morrigan folded her arms, watching him carefully. “Go on.”

 

Jowan licked his lips.

 

“I can perform it. But it needs a blood sacrifice. Someone must die—their essence fuels the connection to the Fade.”

 

Isolde’s voice rang out behind us. She’d followed us down into the dungeon.

 

“Use me.”

 

We all turned.

 

She stepped into the torchlight, her face pale but resolute.

 

“I brought this upon my family. Upon my son. If a life must be given... let it be mine.”

 

“No,” I said sharply. “We’re not there yet. Jowan—is there another way?”

 

He hesitated. “Yes. Maybe.”

 

Alistair crossed his arms. “Maybe?”

 

Jowan nodded. “The Circle of Magi in Lake Calenhad. They have the lyrium, the mages, the knowledge to do the ritual safely. No one would need to die. But... it’ll take time. And I don’t know if Connor—or the demon—has that time.”

 

Isolde’s eyes welled with tears.

 

“You would trust the Circle now?” she asked bitterly. “After I tried to protect my son from them?”

 

“I trust that they may be our best chance to save him,” I said. “Without making another sacrifice.”

 

“And if they refuse?” Morrigan asked. “Or if they’re delayed? That thing in Connor won’t wait patiently.”

 

Alistair looked at me. “So what now, Aedan?”

 

Three options. No good answers.

 

Kill Connor now to end the threat.

Let Isolde sacrifice herself, and have Jowan use blood magic to enter the Fade.

Travel to the Circle and try to do it the right way... if time allows.

 

The lives of the boy, the Arl, and maybe all of Redcliffe depended on our next move.

 


 

After Jowan explained what he could do—how he could try to weaken the demon’s grip on Connor by placing a temporary barrier—I made the call. We'd go to the Circle of Magi, seek a way to save the boy without bloodshed. But I also knew something else: if we were going to deal with demons, Fade rituals, and unstable mages… we’d need all the strength we could get.

 

We stood around the war table in Redcliffe’s great hall, the torchlight casting flickering shadows across our weary faces. The air still smelled faintly of blood and smoke, even after the fires had been extinguished. Connor was locked away upstairs, sedated by Jowan’s magic—barely more than a stopgap to delay the inevitable.

 

Time was running out.

 

“I’m not going to kill a child,” I had said. And I meant it. But words alone wouldn’t stop a demon.

 

“So, the Circle of Magi,” Alistair said, folding his arms across his chest. “We ride to Lake Calenhad, beg them to send a mage capable of entering the Fade, and hope they don’t see this as an opportunity to exert their authority over a noble family.”

 

Morrigan snorted softly. “That’s a generous summary. I imagine they’ll demand a writ from the Chantry, a formal apology from Isolde, and perhaps a blood sacrifice or two.”

 

I looked at the map sprawled across the table. The road from Redcliffe to the Circle was long. Two, maybe three days if the weather held.

 

“I know the risks,” I said. “But we need their help.”

 

Teagan frowned thoughtfully, tracing a route along the parchment with his finger. “You’ll have to take the East Road through Lothering’s outskirts. That’ll take you through the Bannorn and near the main road to Denerim.”

 

The moment he said it, the idea formed in my mind.

 

Denerim.

 

Zephyr.

 

I glanced up. “Then we’re making a stop.”

 

Alistair’s brows furrowed. “A stop? You realize time is not a luxury we have, right?”

 

“I know,” I said. “But if we’re going into the Circle—possibly facing Templars, bureaucracy, and a Fade ritual—we’ll need every advantage we can get.”

 

Morrigan narrowed her eyes, curious. “You intend to recruit someone?”

 

“Yes.” I tapped the map with two fingers. “Zephyr Arcadin. He’s in Denerim.”

 

Surprised, Leliana nodded slowly. “He was in Denerim the last I heard. Something about gathering information.”

 

“The one who cut through half a dozen darkspawn the day we met him?” Alistair asked, voice skeptical but intrigued. “I thought he disappeared after the battle at Ostagar.”

 

“He told Morrigan if we ever needed him, we’d find him in the capital.” I looked between them. “Well—we need him.”

 

“Diverting to Denerim will cost us time,” Teagan reminded gently. “Even if you move swiftly, it’s half a day east and then north again to Lake Calenhad. You’ll be adding at least a day’s ride.”

 

I turned toward Jowan, who stood nearby, arms wrapped around himself like a penitent. “Can you hold the barrier that long?”

 

His face was pale, gaunt. “If I don’t sleep, and if I keep channeling... I can give you four days. No more.”

 

“And if he fails,” Morrigan said sharply, “the demon consumes the boy entirely, and you’ll be returning to a corpse.”

 

“I won’t fail,” Jowan whispered. “I swear.”

 

I looked around at the group again. “If we face a demon in the Fade, I want Zephyr at my side.”

 

There was a pause—then Alistair nodded slowly. “All right. I didn’t particularly want to argue with him anyway.”

 

“I wouldn’t mind seeing him again,” Leliana added, though there was something cautious in her voice. “There’s something about him... like the wind before a storm.”

 

“I will not waste breath opposing this,” Morrigan said. “But know that if we arrive late and the boy dies, I will speak of this again.”

 

“Fair,” I said. “But we’re going.”

 

Teagan stepped forward, placing a hand on my shoulder. “Take what you need from the armory. Horses, food, supplies. And Maker guide you.”

 


 

The next morning, we broke camp before the sun touched the horizon.

 

The castle grounds were silent. Jowan worked quietly through the night, carving the circle beneath Connor’s bedchamber. When he was finished, sweat clung to his brow, and his fingers trembled like he’d aged ten years. He said nothing as we mounted up, only giving a nod and whispering, “Be quick.”

 

We rode hard across the Southron Hills. The landscape blurred past—rolling fields of barley, rain-drenched farmlands, the occasional patrol from Bannorn holdfasts. Rain fell intermittently, soaking our cloaks and turning the roads to mud. None of us complained. We had too little time and too much at stake.

 

At night, we made no campfires. Morrigan complained about the cold. Leliana hummed softly to herself. Alistair rode in silence, his shoulders tense.

 

For a long while, we rode in silence—each of us lost in thought.

 

It was Alistair who finally broke it.

 

“You really think he’ll say yes?”

 

“Yes,” I said, without hesitation. “He said he wanted something to fight for again. This might be it.”

 

“He seemed more like the ‘show up when it matters’ type,” Alistair muttered. “And less the ‘let’s run errands for the Circle’ type.”

 

Ignoring Alistair, I couldn’t stop thinking about Redcliffe.

 

About Connor.

 

About what it would mean if we failed.

Chapter 11: The Circle

Chapter Text

We reached Denerim by dawn two days later.

 

The city was a gray monolith on the horizon, rising like the jagged edge of some ancient blade. Smoke from hearthfires curled into the sky, mingling with the morning mist. The spire of Fort Drakon loomed above it all, black and merciless, stabbing into the clouds like a prison’s crown. Crows circled it like scavengers waiting for the dead.

 

The gates were already open, the guards half-asleep and barely glancing at us as we passed through. Inside, the Market District was alive with motion. Horses clattered along the cobbles. Merchants shouted over one another. A pair of city guards dragged a drunk out of a tavern by his boots while a group of barefoot children ran laughing through the mess of carts and crates.

 

We dismounted near a smith’s stall bearing a rusted iron wolf over the door, tying the horses where the alley offered some shade. None of us said it aloud, but we were exhausted. The confrontation in Redcliffe had left little room for rest—and now came the second half of the journey.

 

“We should split up,” Leliana offered, brushing dust from her cloak. “If Zephyr’s here, someone must have seen him. A man like that doesn’t disappear easily.”

 

“I’ll check the taverns,” she continued, clearing her throat. “He always struck me as the quiet-in-a-corner type.”

 

Alistair raised a brow and leaned toward me. “She said that a little too fast, didn’t she?”

 

“She did,” I murmured.

 

Leliana flushed and shot us a look, adjusting the strap of her quiver with exaggerated care. “Oh, hush.”

 

Alistair grinned and turned to Sten, who stood near the horses like a weathered statue, arms crossed, impassive as ever.

 

“What about you, Sten? Care to poke through a few alleyways for mysterious swordsmen with tragic pasts?”

 

Sten glanced at the crowd, then at us. “If this man is as formidable as you suggest, he will not hide. He will be seen.”

 

Morrigan, from behind her hood, gave a thin smile. “Spoken like a man who’s never met Zephyr Arcadin.”

 

“I will walk the perimeter,” Sten said simply, and began to move.

 

Alistair raised a brow and leaned toward me. “I’ll try the upper markets. Someone dragging a sword the size of a boat mast will have drawn attention.”

 

Morrigan didn’t say anything. She simply gave us a dark look and melted into the crowd like she’d been born of it.

 

I lingered near the fountain at the center of the square, listening to the splash of water and the droning buzz of commerce. I scanned every face, every shadow—but I was starting to think this was a fool’s errand. What if he hadn’t come here at all? What if—

 

Then I saw him.

 

He stood beneath a half-cracked stone archway beside a faded old tavern that leaned like it was drunk. There was no flash, no moment of triumph. Just stillness.

 

Zephyr Arcadin.

 

He wasn’t armored, wasn’t even glaring dramatically into the distance. Just speaking to a fruit vendor, a pale peach in one gloved hand, a few coppers changing hands. But even still, even without his obsidian armor or the glare of a battlefield, he was unmistakable.

 

Tall. Silent. Wrapped in a dark traveler’s cloak worn at the seams. His greatsword, still bound in its worn cloth wrappings, stood over his back like a second spine. And his hair—dark brown laced with silver—caught the rising sun like spun moonlight.

 

I took a breath and stepped forward.

 

“Zephyr!”

 



 

I turned at the sound of my name—low, but clear enough to rise above the market’s clamor.

 

Aedan.

 

His voice hadn’t changed. Still steady. Still carrying too much weight for someone so young.

 

I lowered the peach and met his eyes. He looked older, more tired. There was blood on his collar that wasn’t fresh, and his armor was unpolished, dirt lining the edges. Not the proud Grey Warden of our last farewell—no, this was a man chased by consequence.

 

Then I saw the others—Leliana slipping past a cart of dried fish, her bow hidden beneath her cloak, and Alistair weaving through the crowd with that same uncertain stride, like he still wasn’t used to being looked at like a leader.

 

And then I saw the Qunari.

 

He stood at the edge of the square, arms folded, face unreadable, watching me with eyes like smelted iron. I had never met him before, but I felt his gaze settle on me with the weight of judgment.

 

Even from a distance, I recognized what he was—Beresaad, a soldier cast from stone. His expression betrayed no emotion, but his stance shifted subtly, almost like… recognition. Not of me, but of strength. A mutual acknowledgment passed between us like a shared nod between distant warriors.

 

But Leliana—

 

She had stopped in her tracks.

 

She stared at me like she hadn’t expected to see me again. Her lips parted as if to speak, but no words came out. For a heartbeat, we simply looked at one another.

 

Then she blinked, color rising to her cheeks, and moved again—quickly, as though to hide the reaction.

 

Alistair, to no one in particular, muttered, “Oh… that explains the harp songs.”

 

Leliana elbowed him sharply in the ribs without even looking.

 

I smirked despite myself.

 

“So you’re alive,” I said, stepping out from beneath the archway.

 

Aedan stopped a few paces away, hesitant, as if unsure whether to greet me like a friend or a weapon.

 

“And you’re still impossible to miss,” he said, nodding toward the wrapped Shadowbringer on my back.

 

I shrugged one shoulder. “Hard to blend in when you carry half your nightmares with you.”

 

He smirked faintly—then let it drop.

 

“This isn’t a social call.”

 

“No,” he said. “We’ve come from Redcliffe. A boy—Connor—is possessed. His father, Arl Eamon, is ill. His mother begged us to save him. The only way we see out of this without bloodshed is to reach the Circle of Magi.”

 

I nodded slowly. Possession. A child. Mages.

 

“And yet you came here first.”

 

Aedan hesitated, then looked me in the eye.

 

“Because I’ve fought beside you. If there’s a demon, and it comes to the Fade… I’d rather have you with us.”

 

I exhaled through my nose, considering the weight behind his words. I’d seen what demons could do. I’d walked the edges of the Fade, heard its whispers clawing at my soul, always looking for a crack in the armor.

 

Behind him, Leliana watched me closely. Alistair crossed his arms, waiting but patient. Sten stood like a statue behind them all—watching me still.

 

I reached up and adjusted the cloth bindings on Shadowbringer, then tugged my cloak tighter around me. My fingers brushed the pendant at my chest—the Soul Resonator, still warm.

 

“Then let us not waste time.”

 

Aedan nodded.

 

We moved.

 


 

By noon, we left Denerim through the southern gate.

 

The city disappeared behind us like a bad dream—towers fading into fog, the smell of iron and stone washing away with each breath of open wind. We followed the road toward Lake Calenhad, where the Circle Tower stood on the horizon like a needle through the sky.

 

The road was quiet. No travelers passed us, no wagons trundled by. Just the occasional bird overhead and the low whistle of wind through the trees.

 

There was peace in motion. Marching forward was simpler than thinking. The others spoke now and then—Aedan exchanging strategy with Leliana, Alistair cracking quiet jokes, Morrigan occasionally scoffing from the rear.

 

Sten walked several paces behind me, never too close, never too far. He said nothing. But I could feel his gaze when it fell on me, studying my steps, measuring my silences. A fellow warrior didn’t need to speak to assess worth.

 

I wasn’t sure if he’d found it yet—but I knew he would.

 

Even now, I could feel the distant pulse of the Fade. Closer than it had been before. Like a breath against the back of my neck. Something was waiting for us at that tower, something old and hungry. The kind of thing that knew my name without ever hearing it.

 

The kind of thing Umbriel might wake up for.

 

But I wasn’t afraid.

 

Not anymore.

 

I glanced to my side—Aedan marched with that same stubborn grit, eyes forward.

 

Leliana’s braid fluttered in the wind as she scanned the woods with bow in hand. When her eyes met mine briefly, she smiled—small, genuine, then looked quickly away again.

 

And Alistair?

 

He grumbled about sore legs, but walked anyway.

 


 

The lake spread before us like a pane of cold glass—vast and wide as any inland sea, its surface broken only by the wind and the slow churn of unseen currents. It glittered under the midday sun, but the light felt muted, dulled—as though the sky itself were holding its breath.

 

And I could feel it. That strange, low hum beneath the world. The subtle pressure just behind my eyes and beneath my sternum. It wasn't danger. Not exactly. But it was close. Familiar. The kind of tension I had only felt in the moments before a Voidgate tore itself open in the heavens, when the very air turned still and thin, and the aether twisted into something too ancient to understand.

 

The others didn’t seem to notice.

 

Aedan was focused on the tower ahead—its hunched silhouette rising from the lake like the shattered crown of a fallen god. Leliana moved quietly beside him, eyes scanning the shoreline for threats. Morrigan remained aloof, her gaze half-lidded but her posture alert, her expression unreadable as always. Alistair trudged along behind them, muttering about how the Circle always gave him the creeps.

 

But I stayed quiet. My steps slowed the closer we drew to the dock.

 

I had been here before.

 

I remembered the steps. The stone. The flickering torchlight that never dimmed. The smell of dust and spell residue, iron and candle wax. I remembered the whispers, the Fade-echoes that clung to the walls like mold. And I remembered the way the tower had responded to me—recognizing something in me that didn’t belong. As though it had known I wasn’t of this world.

 

Even now, a full turn of seasons later, the sensation stirred at the back of my mind. A prickling awareness. A magnetic pull.

 

The tower remembered me, too.

 

I shifted my grip on the strap across my chest. Shadowbringer remained bound and wrapped in thick canvas, its enchantments suppressed but not silent. The sword did not hum—not yet—but the soul crystal embedded in my armor flickered faintly at my chest. Aether curled around me like a half-forgotten echo. Whatever lay dormant in the Circle Tower was stirring again, and it recognized me.

 

The dock creaked under our boots as we approached. An old man with a knotted beard and a deep hood stood beside the ferry, carving lazy strokes across the surface of a wooden post with a dull knife. He looked up, squinting.

 

"Another lot heading to the Tower, are ye?" he rasped. "Best not linger. Place’s been... odd lately. Mages restless. Lights in the windows, strange weather. They say the Fade's leaking again."

 

Morrigan made a dismissive sound. “It always is.”

 

“Still,” the ferryman muttered, eying me now. His gaze lingered longer than I liked. “You— You’ve been here before, haven’t you?”

 

I met his eyes but said nothing.

 

“Thought I remembered,” he went on, scratching his temple with the hilt of his blade. 

 

Aedan cut in, voice gentle. “We should go. Time’s short.”

 

The ferryman didn’t argue. He turned and climbed aboard the flat-bottomed boat with a grunt, gesturing for us to follow. The vessel rocked with our weight as we took our places. I sat near the front, staring at the looming silhouette of the Tower as the boat slipped away from the dock.

 

The water grew darker as we drifted toward the center of the lake. Not just in color, but in feeling. The kind of dark that whispered, not roared. The kind that sat at the bottom of a well, waiting.

 

I watched the clouds gather overhead—slowly, like a hand curling into a fist. A single streak of lightning flashed in the distance. No thunder followed.

 

The Tower loomed closer with every stroke of the ferryman’s oar.

 

Its stones were ancient, weather-worn and blackened in places by something far more primal than fire. I remembered the upper levels clearly—the way the air shimmered with unstable magic, the way the wards had hummed when I passed through them.

 

I glanced behind me at the others—Aedan, stoic and sharp-eyed. Leliana, who knew far more than she ever let on. Alistair, hiding his hurt behind forced humor. Morrigan, whose aura crackled faintly now that we were nearing the shore. Sten just stood silent as always. 

 

They didn’t know what they were walking into. Not really.

 

But I did.

 

And I would go first.

 

The boat bumped gently against the Tower’s dock. The water around it rippled like oil. No greeting party waited for us. The doors stood half-closed, just as they had the night I entered alone. Even the scent in the air was the same—ozone, iron, and something like dust from a long-forgotten tomb.

 

Aedan stepped off first. The others followed, boots clacking against wet stone.

 

I remained still for a moment longer, staring up at the towering structure that had once been a crucible.

 


 

When we reached the large double doors of the Circle Tower, a makeshift encampment met us—not the sort meant for comfort, but for survival. Rough tents of canvas were stretched taut against the stone walls, their edges frayed by wind and time. A central firepit smoldered, casting dull orange light over the somber expressions of the Templars who lingered around it.

 

There were six of them—knights clad in iron and fatigue. Their armor was scorched, dented, or hastily repaired. They stood with weapons unsheathed, not at ease but at the ready. Like hounds too long on edge, their eyes snapped toward us the moment our boots hit stone. One reached instinctively for the haft of his warhammer.

 

At their center stood a man who did not move.

 

Knight-Commander Greagoir.

 

He was broader than I remembered—thick in chest and neck, face cut from granite and aged with grief. His dark red cloak hung from one shoulder, frayed at the hem, and his hands rested lightly against the pommel of his sword, planted tip-first in the ground. His gaze followed us the entire way, unwavering.

 

I knew that look. The same I had worn on a dozen battlefields. The look of a man standing at the edge of too many sacrifices, counting what’s left before something else must burn.

 

“If you’ve come seeking the Circle’s help,” he said as we approached, voice flat and cold, “you’re too late. The Tower is lost. The mages are dead, or worse.”

 

No formal greeting. No questions. Just the truth, laid bare and sharp.

 

Aedan stepped forward before anyone else could speak. “We came to request their aid. There’s a boy in Redcliffe possessed by a demon. If we don’t act soon—”

 

“There are demons here,” Greagoir barked, his voice rising with sudden fury. “Dozens. Maybe more. The Circle is no longer a place of learning or healing. It is a war zone. We’ve lost men—good men—and those that remain can barely hold this ground.”

 

He gestured toward the Tower behind him. The massive arched doors were sealed with iron braces, arcane sigils glowing faintly across their surface. Not just barred—but warded.

 

My eyes drifted upward to the high windows. They were shattered, glass panes long since gone, black smoke curling from the cracks like exhaled breath.

 

“But the First Enchanter might still be alive,” Aedan pressed. “If we have any chance of saving him, or anyone inside—”

 

Greagoir’s jaw clenched visibly, the muscles in his neck twitching beneath his collar. “You think we haven’t tried? I’ve sent men in. Templars. Senior knights with years of experience facing abominations. Only one came back.” His eyes darkened. “He screamed until his throat bled, and then begged us to kill him.”

 

I said nothing.

 

Not yet.

 

Because I had stood in these halls before.

 

A year ago, in another life, when I had first fallen into Thedas through the Veil like a broken star. They had rooms full of tomes and diagrams, and a ritual chamber that left my skin prickling. But they meant well.

 

And now this place, once full of chatter and incense and whispered invocations, was a fortress overrun by the very horrors they once trained to contain.

 

Greagoir’s eyes flicked to me—just for a moment. And I felt the tension spike in the air around him.

 

It was subtle. A flicker. A hesitation.

 

He didn’t know what I was. But he sensed it.

 

The way all warriors of faith do when they meet something that shouldn’t exist.

 

I felt it, too. His unease. His instinctual mistrust. A part of me—the shadow, Umbriel’s whisper—stirred beneath my ribs, coiling in silence.

 

There was always something about Templars. A static in the air. Their Lyrium-soaked presence grated against my aether like oil in water. A reminder that they were trained to sever magic from the soul—to unmake what they didn’t understand.

 

I turned my eyes away before it lingered.

 

Beside me, Morrigan muttered under her breath, “Fanatics.”

 

“I heard that,” one of the Templars growled.

 

“Good,” Aedan snapped before Morrigan could say anything else, his voice sharp as ice. “Then perhaps you’ll also hear this: if you sit here clutching your swords like frightened children while innocents suffer, then your vows mean nothing.”

 

I raised a hand, stepping between them. “Enough. This helps no one.”

 

“We need a way inside,” I said at last. My voice cut through the tension like a blade. Calm. Final.

 

Greagoir stared at me. “You’d die within minutes.”

 

“Then I’ll die standing,” I replied. “But we won’t know unless we try.”

 

He studied me for a long moment. Not like a man reading another. But like one measuring an earthquake before it splits the ground.

 

“…You’ve been here before.”

 

It wasn’t a question.

 

I met his gaze. “Once.”

 

“Then perhaps you know better than most how little mercy the Fade has to offer.”

 

“I’ve seen worse,” I said quietly. “And I’ve come out the other side.”

 

Greagoir’s silence stretched.

 

Then he finally exhaled. The weight in his shoulders seemed to drop a fraction.

 

“If you truly intend to enter, then speak with the Knight-Enchanter in the library tent.” he said at last.

 

He looked again at the sealed doors behind him.

 

“But if you fall,” he added, voice low, “I will not risk more lives trying to save you.”

 

I nodded once.

 

I wouldn’t ask him to.

 


 

The Circle Tower was colder than I remembered.

 

Not in temperature—though the air did bite through armor and cloth—but in presence. In silence. In weight.

 

Even from the first step inside, I felt it pressing down on us like snow before an avalanche.

 

A year ago I stood on these very stones, welcomed by mages who spoke in hurried awe of Ferelden’s efforts to stabilize the Fade. I’d slept in the upper library, surrounded by scrolls that hummed with an energy both familiar and foreign.

 

Now… that song was gone. Cut off. Silenced.

 

The walls themselves shimmered faintly in the torchlight—residual mana bleeding through the cracks in the stone like old blood. What remained clung like cobwebs, dull and half-mad. A spiritual afterimage of all that had once been. 

 

The deeper we went, the worse it became.

 

Blood painted the walls in erratic smears—some hand-shaped, others clawed. Bones lay charred or scattered across the floors in patterns that spoke not of battle, but of chaos. Desperation. Betrayal.

 

And then… the sounds.

 

Whispers. Not quite words, but intent. Mocking and hateful.

 

The Fade was leaking through, not in rips—but in steady drips, like rot sinking into wood.

 

Every few steps, I’d feel them. Souls.

 

Not like those I had seen in the Void or even the Lifestream. These were different—torn free in terror, not peace. There was no flow, no return to source. Only jagged ends where light had been. They’d been devoured.

 

Whatever had done this hadn’t just killed them. It had unmade them.

 

I walked with my hand up near Shadowbringer, but still didn’t draw it. Not yet.

 

Not while I could still hear them watching.

 

The first floor was little more than a graveyard.

 

What furniture hadn’t been destroyed had been fused into the walls—melted by some magical heat. Statues of apprentices stood frozen in postures of agony.

 

On one stairwell, a spirit burned in place, unable to move forward or back, stuck halfway between existence and nothingness. Morrigan studied it as we passed, her eyes narrowed in both disgust and intrigue.

 

We didn’t speak much.

 

There was no room for speech here.

 

Sten fought beside me in heavy silence, his blade sweeping with brutal precision. We moved in rhythm—me low and fast, him wide and heavy. We didn’t need words. I liked that about him.

 

Morrigan, on the other hand, delighted in unleashing her fire on anything with claws or too many teeth. Flames curled through doorways ahead of us, often before we saw what waited beyond them. I could feel her magic brushing against mine now and again, curious—probing even. She could sense that I didn’t use mine. That I was holding it back.

 

Leliana kept close to Aedan, bow drawn, her steps sure and quiet despite the blood-slick floors. Her prayers were whispered now, not sung, but I still heard her voice carry like a thread through the dark.

 

And Aedan…

 

He led from the front, sword in hand, moving not like a hero but like a man who had to survive. Not reckless, but relentless.

 

Every strike of his blade spoke of control—refined, intentional. Not flashy, but effective. He checked corners. He guarded his companions. He took hits for others without thinking. He didn’t revel in battle. He endured it.

 

And in that, I saw the weight on his shoulders. The mark of someone who would go far—if the world didn’t break him first.

 

We reached the main study hall and paused.

 

It used to be one of the brightest parts of the tower—lined with open shelves, sunlit from above by enchanted skylights that mimicked the sky even on rainy days.

 

Now, it was choked with shadows.

 

Books had been torn from their bindings and floated mid-air, spinning violently in a localized vortex of corrupted mana. A broken harpsichord lay overturned, its strings pulled taut by something invisible, humming with soundless vibrations.

 

We didn’t speak.

 

I finally drew my blade—not fully. Just enough to feel the familiar pull of its aether, cold and balanced.

 

Even wrapped in canvas and bound in enchantments, Shadowbringer pulsed against the corruption like a heartbeat.

 

Something ahead hissed.

 

The demons that surged forward were not like the ones I’d fought in other Fade-touched places. They were twisted. Improvised. As though built from whatever fragments of fear or pain had been available.

 

One wore the robes of an apprentice. Another moved with too many arms.

 

I moved in, sweeping low with the flat of my blade, crushing one against a broken desk. I didn’t call on magic. Didn’t need to. Every motion was clean. Controlled.

 

Until one tried to speak to me.

 

I froze for just a breath.

 

Then I drove my blade through its chest, and it died with a wet, static scream.

 

Morrigan glanced over her shoulder at me. Curious. Maybe concerned.

 

I gave her nothing.

 

As we moved on, I glanced once toward the spiraling stairwell at the back of the hall.

 

A year ago, I’d stood there under moonlight, listening to a young mage explain his theory about sentient dreams. I remembered the way his eyes lit up, how he sketched notes in the margins of his book because the Tower’s rules forbade certain phrases.

 

I wondered if his ashes were among the ones in the air now.

 

And I wondered what waited above.

 


 

The second floor changed everything.

 

Gone was the eerie silence of abandoned halls and scorched bones. Here, the air throbbed—taut with living magic, desperation, and madness.

 

Ash floated like snow from shattered chandeliers and burning bookshelves. Books still smoldered on their spines. The blood on the walls hadn’t even finished drying. It clung to the stone like a warning, still warm, still fresh. The stench of charred flesh and burned lyrium curled in my nostrils like a poisonous mist.

 

And the screams—no longer echoes from the past, but present, panicked, real.

 

Then we saw it.

 

A corridor ahead glowed with crackling light. A shimmering magical barrier—weak but determined—stood between us and a maelstrom of writhing forms. Beyond the barrier, I counted at least a dozen demons: shades, abominations, even a bloated rage demon pacing like a caged wolf. They snarled and hissed, clawing at the unseen ward, unable to breach it—but they would, eventually. Magic was not infinite.

 

And then came the voice.

 

“Hold the line!”

 

It was hoarse. Weary. But it carried the command of someone used to being obeyed.

 

We surged forward.

 

The barrier dropped the instant we reached it, and the hallway exploded into violence.

 

Spells ignited. Ice clashed with flame. Steel cut through shadow and flesh. The roar of demons echoed off the walls, but I barely heard it.

 

I moved—silent, swift, lethal. No taunts. No warcries. Just motion. One step. One breath. One strike.

 

The sword in my hands wasn’t Shadowbringer—not yet. I had left it wrapped and slung across my back, sealed with enough enchantments to fool all but the most perceptive mages. This blade was of Thedas—a longsword I had forged with local ore and fire. It sang well enough. And it killed just fine.

 

I cut down a shade as it lunged at Leliana, its claws mere inches from her face. She shot me a grateful nod and dove past me into cover, loosing an arrow into a shrieking abomination’s throat.

 

Sten fought beside me, a fortress of silent fury. Morrigan danced across the battlefield like a storm in human form, fire leaping from her hands with wicked delight. Alistair’s shield locked with a demon’s claws in a burst of sparks before he drove his sword upward into its gullet.

 

And Aedan...

 

He fought with a grim sort of grace. Not elegant, but efficient. Brutal. Focused. There was anger behind every swing—anger buried beneath resolve. A burning need to fix what had been broken. He didn’t hesitate. He didn’t flinch.

 

He’s growing, I thought. Faster than most.

 

And then, finally—stillness.

 

The last demon fell to Sten’s blade, its malformed skull splitting apart with a wet, final crunch. The hallway was littered with smoldering corpses and burnt pages. Our breath came in ragged bursts. My sword was slick with black ichor, still steaming.

 

At the far end of the hallway, near the source of the protective barrier, stood a tall, elderly mage. Her grey hair was pulled back, her long blue robes frayed and bloodied. She leaned on a staff aglow with a mix of healing light and raw determination.

 

Her eyes were sharp, watchful. Exhausted, but far from broken.

 

“Wynne,” Aedan said, stunned. “You survived.”

 

The old mage blinked in disbelief. Her mouth parted slightly, then curved into a faint smile, though her shoulders didn’t relax.

 

“I always do,” she said quietly.

 

Then her gaze swept over the rest of us.

 

She recognized Alistair next, and something in her face softened. There was relief. Genuine. Vulnerable.

 

“Maker’s breath,” she whispered. “They told me... you were all dead. Ostagar—King Cailan, Duncan, the Wardens... they said the Grey Wardens were wiped out.”

 

“We should have died,” Alistair said, voice low. “But we didn’t. And now we’re here to end this.”

 

Wynne exhaled slowly. “Then the Maker is not yet done with you.”

 

Her eyes flicked past Morrigan—who offered only a raised eyebrow and an unimpressed smirk—and landed on me.

 

I didn’t speak. I didn’t move.

 

But she lingered.

 

There was a stillness in her expression. Not fear, not quite. But the sort of caution that comes from experience. Her gaze narrowed—studying. Measuring. Sensing.

 

She didn’t know what I was. But she knew I was not just another mercenary with a sword.

 

And that was enough.

 

She didn’t ask. She didn’t pry. But the tension didn’t leave her shoulders until she looked away.

 

“Some of the apprentices are still alive,” she said instead, voice tight. “Barely. I’ve been holding this hallway as long as I could, giving them time to flee down to the lower vaults. Most didn’t make it.”

 

“You’re alone?” Alistair asked.

 

Wynne nodded grimly. “The others... they’re with Uldred. Or worse. The senior enchanters, the First Enchanter himself—they’re trapped above.”

 

“Then we’re going up,” Aedan said, sheathing his blade.

 

Wynne’s eyes sharpened. “Be careful. The demons grow more cunning by the hour. Uldred... he’s done something terrible. His hunger has twisted the very foundation of this place. If Irving still lives, he must be protected. The Circle’s future may rest on him.”

 

She stepped forward, joining our ranks without hesitation.

 

“Let’s finish this,” she murmured.

 

I fell to the back of the group as we continued. My steps were silent, blade resting across my shoulder. The weight of Shadowbringer on my back pulsed faintly—its slumbering energy aware of the proximity to Fade-touched ground.

 

Something was coming.

 


 

The moment we turned the corner toward the Harrowing Chamber, the temperature shifted. The air thickened—tainted with copper and rot, as if reality itself recoiled from what lay ahead. Mana pulsed like a second heartbeat through the stone beneath our feet. Wynne slowed her pace and raised her staff, lips drawn thin, eyes set forward.

 

“That’s the door,” she said, her voice low. “The Harrowing Chamber. If Irving is alive… he’s beyond that threshold.”

 

But before we could take another step, a sudden voice echoed from a side corridor—ragged and broken, like wind howling through shattered glass.

 

“Kill them… all of them… mages lie. They twist the world. They let them in…”

 

The words made the hair on my arms rise.

 

We halted, weapons lifted, eyes scanning.

 

Then I saw it—off to the left, a faint shimmering in the air like light refracted through water. A magical barrier, raw and unstable, pulsed within the ruined chamber beyond the archway. Furniture had been blasted apart, books scorched, stone blackened by spellfire. The scent of scorched metal clung to the air.

 

Within the barrier, a lone Templar knelt amid the wreckage.

 

His armor was half-destroyed—plates torn from his limbs, breastplate dented inward, one greave cracked entirely down the side. His helm lay to the side, twisted as though torn from his head. Blond hair clung to his forehead, matted with blood and sweat, and his gauntleted hands were clenched so tightly that blood had started to drip between his fingers from where the nails bit into his palms.

 

He rocked slowly on his knees, whispering to something no one else could see.

 

Wynne froze.

 

Her voice was brittle with emotion. “Cullen…”

 

She stepped forward slowly, hand outstretched. “It’s me. You remember, don’t you?”

 

I remembered him too, though I’d barely exchanged more than pleasantries with the man during my stay here. A younger Templar then, awkward but earnest. He used to bring books to the apprentices too timid to ask the senior enchanters. He'd once given his cloak to a girl mid-panic spell, simply because she couldn’t stop trembling. He’d sat beside her in the corridor until her breathing steadied.

 

That was the man I remembered.

 

But the one before us now?

 

He wasn’t simply afraid.

 

He was shattered.

 

“They whisper,” he rasped, not looking at us, his head still bowed. “Even now… their voices… can’t shut them out. I—I hear them… in the walls. In the blood. They’re in the mages. Even Irving… even Wynne…”

 

His gaze flicked up sharply then, eyes wide and hollow, whites showing too much. He stared straight through her. “You’re not Wynne. You’re just something wearing her face.”

 

Wynne flinched. I don’t think it was from fear.

 

Alistair raised a hand as if to speak, but I stopped him with a subtle gesture. No sudden movements. Not here. Not with someone barely holding onto the frayed threads of his own sanity.

 

“You’re all tainted!” Cullen shouted, his voice breaking into a tremor. “Tainted! The Circle’s fallen… the Veil is torn and no one is who they were!”

 

He staggered to his feet inside the barrier, arms spread, as though daring us to deny it. Blood from his clenched hands pattered quietly onto the floor.

 

“I should have stopped them. Should’ve ended it before it spread. I should’ve… I should’ve—”

 

He choked, stumbling back down to his knees.

 

“Maker forgive me…”

 

Wynne’s hand trembled slightly where she held her staff.

 

I stepped closer—not into the barrier, just near enough for him to feel me.

 

He looked up, his breath ragged.

 

And for a moment… I saw something in his eyes.

 

Recognition? No. Not of me.

 

Of pain.

 

A mirror, cracked and smeared and broken—but familiar all the same.

 

This wasn’t madness.

 

It was grief made monstrous. A soul hollowed out not by choice, but by survival. He had witnessed something in this place—something that scraped the mind raw and left him clawing at the walls of his own thoughts.

 

I’d known that silence before. I’d walked through it. And I knew it never truly left.

 

“Leave him,” I said quietly.

 

Wynne turned to me, surprised. “But—”

 

“His battle isn’t over. But it isn’t ours to fight.”

 

She searched my face, looking for something—an explanation, maybe. She didn’t find one. But she didn’t argue either.

 

She just nodded, slowly.

 

There was guilt in her expression. And sorrow. And perhaps, buried beneath both, a flicker of shame.

 

We turned away from the trembling figure behind the barrier and continued toward the Harrowing Chamber in silence.

 

Behind us, the broken muttering of a once-gentle man echoed through the stone.

 

“They let them in… they let them in…”

 

 


 

The final stair groaned beneath our boots as we ascended, the weight of magic and death pressing against our lungs like thick fog. I reached the top first, my senses flaring in warning before my eyes confirmed what instinct already knew—

 

It was a trap.

 

Not the kind made of steel and rope. Not an ambush of blades waiting in shadow.

 

No… this was theatrical. A spectacle arranged for us. A stage set for horror.

 

The grand Harrowing Chamber stretched before us, vast and circular, ringed in ancient stone scorched black from magical backlash. Spires of red crystal jutted from the floor like claws breaching from beneath, pulsing with an unearthly rhythm.

 

And in the center, encircled by a wide corona of ethereal flame, knelt the surviving mages of the Circle—dozens of them. Apprentices and senior enchanters alike, shackled by tendrils of blood-magic, heads bowed, eyes blank, lips trembling with prayers that would never reach the Maker.

 

I could feel it even before I saw him.

 

The rot. The corruption in the air. Like breathing in grave-dirt.

 

Then he turned, slowly, as though savoring the moment—and there stood Uldred.

 

I had never met him before. I didn’t need to.

 

Whatever he had once been—respected enchanter, political voice, master of the Circle—that man was gone. What stood in his place was something else entirely.

 

He looked almost human, if you stripped away all humanity.

 

His flesh shimmered unnaturally, stretched too thin over shifting muscle. His eyes burned—not with rage, or madness—but with clarity. Twisted, but deliberate. I saw it in how he moved, how he smiled.

 

It wasn’t simply possession.

 

This was coalescence.

 

A soul interwoven with demonkind so fully that the line between man and monster had been obliterated.

 

The aether around him was a storm of wrongness. I’d seen chaotic flows before but this was deeper. Fundamental. Like the laws of magic had been rewritten in his presence.

 

“You’re just in time,” he said, voice layered, stretched, like a choir of voices speaking through his tongue—some high, some guttural, others barely more than whispers.

 

Aedan stepped forward, blade gleaming in the oppressive light. “You have First Enchanter Irving?”

 

“Oh yes.” Uldred extended a pale hand toward the edge of the circle, where a crumpled form lay slumped against a half-melted pillar. “And soon, you’ll join him.”

 

Irving. Still alive, though barely. His robes were torn, his face gaunt. But he was breathing.

 

Beside me, Wynne gasped—a sound somewhere between fury and heartbreak. “Uldred, stop this madness!”

 

“Madness?” His laughter rang out, and the flames around the room surged. “No, dear Wynne. This is liberation. I’ve seen the truth beyond the Veil. The Fade offers freedom. Power without limit. Without the Chantry’s leash. And now…”

 

His eyes glowed brighter. “Now I will show you.”

 

His spine arched. His fingers clawed at the air. The room shuddered.

 

And then—

 

He changed.

 

I heard the bones crack, reshaping themselves like wet wood bending beneath fire. His flesh split and reformed in pulsing waves, tearing open along his ribs to reveal the thing inside.

 

Wings—twisted, too many, some leathery, some skeletal—burst from his back.

 

Horns spiraled upward from a warped skull that no longer resembled anything human. Jaws split where cheeks had once been, lined with rows of teeth that glistened like carved obsidian. Magic rippled around him, chains of flame and venomous green power coiling like serpents around his shifting body.

 

He let out a roar, and the very stone beneath our feet cracked.

 

The others moved in unison—Aedan and Alistair surging forward with blades drawn, Sten charging like a wall of iron. Leliana nocked an arrow, Wynne and Morrigan raised their staves, spells already taking shape in the air.

 

And I…

 

I didn’t move.

 

Because something was wrong.

 

The air warped.

 

My breath caught.

 

The world tilted—

 

—and without warning, everything went black.

 


 

When I opened my eyes, I was no longer in the Harrowing Chamber.

 

No roar of demons.

 

No Circle.

 

No Fade-ravaged mages.

 

Just silence.

 

And wind.

 

I stood alone, and all around me was snow.

 

The cold bit through my armor, but it wasn’t real—not entirely. I knew this place. Every cracked stone. Every iron arch.

 

The Vault.

 

The great cathedral in the heart of Ishgard.

 

And I was standing just outside its shattered doors.

 

My heart pounded once. Then again. Slower.

 

Because I remembered what this place meant.

 

My worst memory.

 

My greatest failure.

 

The moment I couldn’t protect someone I loved.

 

The moment the light failed—and all that was left was the darkness.

 

And then—

 

The shadows in the snow moved.

 

I knew what was coming.

 

But I couldn’t look away from the door.

 

Not again.

Chapter 12: Ashes of an Unwritten Past, Part One

Chapter Text

Perspective: Aedan Cousland

 


 

I blinked. The battlefield was gone.

 

No Uldred. No abomination. No flame, no screams, no blood slicking the stones beneath my feet. Just… silence. A silence so total it rang in my ears.

 

And then—

 

Music.

 

Gentle strings. A soft harp. Laughter.

 

I stood not in the Circle Tower but in Castle Highever’s great hall. And I knew it—not just from memory, but from every scent, every sound, every feeling. The rich scent of lavender oils that Mother insisted on. The faint creak of the eastern stained-glass window, always loose in the breeze. The dull clink of silver plates being set for a feast.

 

Sunlight poured in through tall arched windows, warm and golden, casting cathedral shadows across marble that gleamed beneath my boots. Rich crimson banners hung from the rafters, the heraldry of the Cousland family polished and proud. I smelled roasted pheasant, fresh bread, Andraste’s grace—even tea steeping in the distance.

 

It was perfect.

 

Too perfect.

 

My breath caught. My pulse stumbled in my chest.

 

“…Mother?”

 

She stood at the far end of the hall, just as I remembered her. Her silver hair pinned up with her favorite comb. The sapphire gown Father had gifted her on their last anniversary. Her eyes were soft and shining as she smiled at me, as if I had never left, never changed.

 

“You’ve grown so much,” she said, her voice rich and loving, arms spreading wide. “Your father and I are so proud of you, Aedan.”

 

My knees nearly gave out.

 

Because behind her… was Fergus.

 

My brother.

 

He was laughing, talking animatedly with a woman who could only be Oriana—his wife. Oren darted between their legs, a toy sword in hand, his tunic slightly too big. His laughter was high and bright and utterly real.

 

And then—

 

“Took you long enough, little brother.” Fergus grinned and strode toward me, clapping me hard on the back. “Late again. You haven’t changed a bit.”

 

His voice. His smell—leather and oak and steel polish. The warm weight of his hand on my shoulder.

 

I could feel him.

 

My brother. Alive. Safe. Whole.

 

“You made it just in time,” Mother said, stepping beside us, smoothing my hair with one hand. “The king arrives tonight. Your father’s been waiting to see you before the toast.”

 

“I…” My throat burned. I couldn’t breathe.

 

This isn’t real.

 

And yet—it felt more real than anything had in weeks. I looked to the side, and there was Father.

 

Teyrn Bryce Cousland. Regal in his ceremonial armor, beard trimmed, gaze proud. Just like before the night it all fell apart. He wasn’t a bloodied corpse. He wasn’t calling my name with his final breath. He was here.

 

“It’s good to see you, son,” he said. “We were beginning to think the Blight had claimed even you.”

 

I stepped back.

 

“Where’s… Alistair?” I asked, trying to hold onto something outside this dream.

 

They hesitated.

 

There.

 

That was the crack.

 

“You don’t need to worry about others,” Father said. “You’re home now. That’s all that matters.”

 

“You came back,” Fergus said again, smiling too wide. “You finally gave up that foolish Warden business. Just in time to take your place as heir.”

 

“No,” I whispered, voice shaking.

 

But Oriana took my arm gently. “The battle’s over, Aedan. You’ve done enough.”

 

“No.”

 

“Stay with us,” Mother said. “You’ve fought enough. Rest. Let us take care of you for once.”

 

“No!” I jerked back from her hand. “You’re not real!”

 

They all paused.

 

Then Oren dropped his toy sword.

 

The clatter echoed like thunder.

 

His face twisted—his eyes blackening, mouth splitting ear to ear in a too wide smile. Oriana’s form rippled, her skin stretching, cracking. Father’s eyes burned with golden fire. Fergus opened his mouth and screamed without a sound as blood poured down his chin.

 

“You should have stayed,” they all said in unison, their voices layered and inhuman. “You should have let yourself forget.”

 

The illusion shattered.

 

Walls bent. Light fractured. The hall dissolved into mist and ash, ripped apart by shrieking wind. I staggered, boots landing on cracked black marble. The warmth was gone. Now there was only cold and flickering torchlight dancing across the twisted plane of the Fade.

 

And I was not alone.

 


 

I turned.

 

It stood there, bloated and yawning, shifting shape like molten wax trying to hold form. One moment a portly man in scholar’s robes, the next a shriveled hunchback dragging oversized arms, then a creature half-melted, bones poking through veined skin.

 

The Sloth demon.

 

“Ahh…” it groaned, half-amused, half-bored. “Another little fly buzzing through the dream. Why can’t you just sleep?”

 

I reached for my sword—my hand grasped nothing.

 

No blade. No armor. No allies. Just my fists and the rage burning behind my eyes.

 

“Let me out,” I growled, jaw clenched.

 

It chuckled, the sound like gravel in a wet throat. “Oh no. Not yet. That was a good one, wasn’t it? Highever, the way it was. Fergus, alive. Your sweet little nephew, laughing. Mother, warm and soft and proud.”

 

It leaned in, face splitting into a grin of mismatched teeth.

 

“You almost stayed.”

 

I didn’t answer. My breathing was ragged. My chest felt tight.

 

“Perhaps,” the demon mused, beginning to circle, “you’d prefer another dream. One where you stayed in bed that night. One where you warned them in time. One where you died in Fergus’s place. Or…”

 

Its grin deepened, crueler.

 

“…one where you joined Howe.”

 

The mist thickened. I saw flickers—blood on my hands. Father at my feet. A crown of thorns in my grip.

 

“Don’t fight so hard,” the demon whispered. “None of this matters. The Blight will kill you. The Darkspawn will eat what’s left. Why not be with your family again? Why not sleep?”

 

I clenched my fists, trembling.

 

Because I wanted to.

 

Gods help me, I wanted to.

 

But I wasn’t done.

 

And I wouldn’t let it end like this.

 

“I’ll walk through every damn lie you show me,” I snarled, stepping forward, eyes blazing. “And I’ll find the others. And I’ll tear you apart when I do.”

 

The demon only yawned.

 

“So much trouble for such little meaning. Very well. Let’s see how long you last.”

 

The ground split beneath me.

 

The next dream took me before I could scream.

 


 

The Fade was not made for walking.

 

Every step was treacherous, not because of terrain but because of truth. There was none. Time and space bent, and meaning unraveled into fog.

 

I wandered through strange pockets of distorted reality—red-tinged hallways, endless staircases, burning libraries. Echoes whispered my name, sometimes mine, sometimes someone else’s. My own voice mocked me more than once.

 

But eventually, through persistence and raw will, I found something—someone.

 


 

Alistair’s Dream

 

It was a Chantry courtyard.

 

Clean stone. Polished statues of Andraste stood at serene attention. The gardens were lush, too perfect—trimmed hedges in the shape of templar symbols, soft birdsong drifting lazily on the breeze. A banner hung from the central tower, gold thread glinting with the words: In Obedience, Purpose.

 

And standing at the center, in armor polished brighter than I'd ever seen, was Alistair.

 

He looked... happy. Genuinely, childishly happy. Like a boy who'd finally been told yes after a lifetime of being told no.

 

He turned the moment he saw me, grinning from ear to ear. "Aedan!" he called. "You're just in time! The ceremony's starting—they're going to make me a full Templar!"

 

I froze.

 

The words were harmless on the surface. But they hit like a blow.

 

Not because they were evil, or cruel. But because I knew Alistair. I knew what being raised in the Chantry had cost him. I knew how he used to speak of the Templars with bitterness wrapped in sarcasm, how he'd resented the control, the isolation, the training. How Duncan had rescued him from this.

 

And yet here he stood, in a place he should have loathed, thrilled.

 

"Alistair," I said, carefully. "Where are we?"

 

He blinked at me, as if the question didn’t make sense. “The monastery, of course. Where else?”

 

He gestured at the courtyard, the people moving in the background—smiling, peaceful Templars who offered respectful nods as they passed. I even saw Knight-Commander Greagoir standing at a distance, hands folded behind his back, proud.

 

“I thought you'd be proud of me too,” Alistair said. “They said I was worthy. They said the Wardens were a mistake. Duncan... he came to me. He told me this is what I was always meant to be. That this is where I belong.”

 

I stepped closer. “Duncan's dead.”

 

He paused.

 

Something flickered behind his eyes, the smallest tremor. The smile didn't fade—but it faltered.

 

“No, he's not,” he said, almost too quickly. “I just saw him this morning. He’s inside, waiting for me. Said he'd stand beside me when I take my vows.”

 

My throat tightened. “We were at Ostagar, Alistair. He fell.”

 

His gauntleted hands clenched at his sides. “No. That’s not right. He was never supposed to die. He promised he’d be there.”

 

The world shimmered around us, the illusion wavering like heat haze. The Templars in the background blurred, their smiles stiffening, freezing in place. I heard the distant chant falter.

 

“You always said you hated it here,” I said softly. “The rules. The cold beds. The way they treated you. You said the Wardens freed you.”

 

His voice was barely a whisper. “But it would’ve been simpler this way. No Blight. No Wardens. No blood. Just purpose. Obedience. A clear path.”

 

I reached out, touched his shoulder.

 

He flinched like I’d struck him.

 

“They didn’t love you here, Alistair. They used you. Hid you away. Called you ‘that bastard’ behind your back and lied to your face. Duncan—Duncan gave you a choice.”

 

His jaw clenched. “Don’t—don’t say that. Don’t make me choose again…”

 

The courtyard around us dimmed.

 

The birdsong warped, notes bending like something underwater. The perfect sky above cracked faintly, spiderwebs of darkness bleeding through.

 

“Alistair,” I said, my voice firmer now, “this isn’t real. The Fade has you. The Sloth demon is feeding on your longing. Your hurt. Your need for somewhere to belong.”

 

The light flickered.

 

A sound echoed across the dream—a voice like wind and oil: Stay. Obey. Sleep. Forget.

 

His head snapped up. His eyes blazed gold for a moment. “No.”

 

He wrenched his arm back, breathing hard. “No. I’m not some bloody puppet. I’m a Grey Warden. Duncan—he gave me everything. He believed in me. And you’re right—I hated this place. I hated every second I spent here.”

 

The dream twisted violently. The sky screamed open like a wound, collapsing into darkness. The Chantry shattered around us like glass.

 

In its place: a flat gray nothingness, torches flickering in the haze, runes burning faintly in the mist. The real Fade. The Sloth demon’s domain.

 

Alistair fell to one knee, panting, sweat beading down his forehead. His armor cracked, shimmered, and faded into his Warden gear. He looked up at me—his usual half-smile returning, albeit shakier now.

 

“Well,” he said, “that was horrible.”

 

I extended a hand.

 

He took it.

 

“Thanks,” he muttered. “I really... really wanted it to be real. Just for a moment. A life where I was just normal. Where I didn’t have to lose Duncan. Or face a bloody Blight.”

 

I didn’t speak.

 

I just helped him to his feet.

 

“We’ll find the others,” I said.

 

He nodded. “Let’s make that bastard regret dragging us into dreamland.”

 

And we moved on, deeper into the Fade, toward the next broken soul we needed to save.

 


 

Leliana’s Dream

 

It began with music.

 

Soft, intricate notes of a lute drifting through perfumed air. Candlelight shimmered across marble floors. Curtains of lace billowed in the breeze, and the scent of rosewater clung to the air.

 

It was Orlais.

 

A noble estate, by the looks of it—familiar, opulent. Silk and velvet dressed the walls. Gilded masks hung like watching eyes, and laughter echoed from unseen parlors.

 

And there, in the center of it all, sat Leliana.

 

She was dressed in fine Orlesian court attire: a flowing crimson gown embroidered with golden lilies, a delicate lace veil pinned into her auburn hair. The mask she wore was elegant—half-hidden, playful, dangerous. She plucked at her lute, smiling coyly at a room full of invisible admirers.

 

Across from her, lounging on a plush settee, was Marjolaine.

 

The woman was as graceful and dangerous as I remembered from Leliana’s stories—long dark curls, a hawkish beauty that could seduce and wound in the same breath. She wore black and silver, a glass of wine in hand, one leg crossed over the other like a queen presiding over her court.

 

“Oh, chérie, play that song again,” Marjolaine purred. “The one you wrote for me after our first night together in Val Royeaux. It made me ache.”

 

Leliana smiled—but there was something hollow in it. Her fingers hesitated on the strings.

 

“Isn’t this lovely?” Marjolaine said, standing to cross the room with feline grace. “No more danger. No more cloaks and daggers. Just us, the life you always dreamed of.”

 

I stepped forward, but Leliana didn’t see me.

 

She only had eyes for Marjolaine.

 

“Is this real?” Leliana asked softly, voice laced with uncertainty. “It feels like… something I once knew. But like a story I read in a book, long ago.”

 

Marjolaine touched her cheek. “Why ruin it with questions, mon trésor? Your past life—Ferelden, the Wardens, the Maker’s will—it was all penance for things you never truly did. Here, you are free. I forgive you. You forgive me. That is what love is, is it not?”

 

Leliana’s expression flickered—pain flashing in her eyes.

 

I stepped closer. “Leliana. This is a lie.”

 

She looked at me then, startled—as if seeing me for the first time. Her mask vanished like smoke.

 

“Aedan?” she whispered. “You’re not supposed to be here.”

 

Marjolaine’s expression darkened.

 

“Oh, now he returns,” she said, voice dripping venom. “The Warden who stole your song, who made you believe you were something more than a bard. Who fed you lies of destiny.”

 

“Leliana,” I said, ignoring Marjolaine. “Do you remember what really happened?”

 

She stood, slowly. “She betrayed me,” Leliana said, her voice brittle. “Used me. When I found out about her plans—when I tried to stop her—she turned me in to the guards. She framed me. She wanted me dead.”

 

Marjolaine clicked her tongue. “And yet, here I am. Offering peace. A chance to rewrite the story.”

 

She cupped Leliana’s chin, forcing her to look at her. “You could have everything. The court. The acclaim. Me.”

 

The music shifted—no longer sweet, but haunting. The candles dimmed. Blood bloomed like ink across the walls. The petals in the vases wilted and rotted. And Leliana’s gown—it began to tighten like a noose, lacing itself tighter across her throat, her arms, her ribs.

 

Marjolaine’s smile sharpened. “You want to be forgiven, don’t you? You still ache for it.”

 

Leliana’s breath hitched.

 

I moved quickly. “She doesn’t need your forgiveness. She’s already made peace with who she is. With what she’s done.”

 

Marjolaine hissed. “She is nothing without me. A discarded tool. A failed bard, rejected by the very court she once served.”

 

Leliana looked down at her hands.

 

They were bloodstained.

 

Her lute had vanished—replaced with a poisoned dagger.

 

“I wanted to forget,” she whispered. “I wanted to believe I was innocent. That the Maker had chosen me for something greater. That it meant something. But sometimes, I wonder if He ever listened at all.”

 

I stepped to her side, gently placing a hand on her shoulder. “The Maker may be silent. But you chose to rise anyway. You chose to fight. That means something.”

 

Marjolaine’s illusion wavered. Her form flickered, her beauty twisting. Her eyes turned black, her mouth stretching unnaturally wide.

 

“Stay,” the Sloth demon hissed through Marjolaine’s decaying form. “Stay and forget. You are nothing without me. You are mine.”

 

Leliana’s eyes sharpened.

 

She stepped forward.

 

“No,” she said, voice steel. “You are *not* her. You’re a parasite feeding on doubt.”

 

She reached into her cloak, pulling forth a thin, gleaming dagger—the same she once used in Orlais. Her hand didn’t tremble.

 

“This is my story. And I’ve already lived it.”

 

She drove the blade forward.

 

The demon screamed as the illusion cracked like a stained-glass window shattering. Marjolaine's form split open like paper, revealing a hulking, bloated thing beneath—a Sloth demon with sagging flesh and a crown of thorns.

 

Leliana didn’t even flinch.

 

The dream dissolved around us, leaving only the mist and cold of the Fade.

 

She turned to me, breathing hard, hair damp with sweat. Her expression was distant—but resolute.

 

“I had forgotten how easily the past can wrap itself around your throat,” she said softly.

 

I met her eyes. “But you didn’t let it.”

 

She gave me a small, sad smile. “I still dream of her, you know. Of what might have been. Of a life where I was loved, and not just used.”

 

“You’ve found more than that now,” I said. “And you still have more to do.”

 

She nodded, squaring her shoulders.

 

“Let’s go,” she said. “The Fade has had enough of my memories.”

 


 

Wynne’s Dream

 

The Fade shimmered and rippled—like the surface of a calm lake disturbed by a stone. When it settled again, I found myself standing in a grand, golden-lit hall of the Circle Tower.

 

Only, it wasn’t the cold, austere place I remembered.

 

Here, everything was warm. Sunlight streamed through the tall arched windows. Laughter echoed in the halls. Mages walked freely, robes fluttering behind them, heads unbowed by fear. There were no Templars in sight. No Chantry statues looming over them. No harrowing chambers or phylacteries locked in iron vaults.

 

Just… peace.

 

I saw her then—Wynne, standing at the center of it all like a beacon. Her back was straight, her eyes calm, and her hands moved gently through the air as she guided a young apprentice through a simple healing spell.

 

The child beamed as the spark caught, a bright swirl of life magic blooming in her palm. Wynne smiled, resting a proud hand on the girl's shoulder.

 

“I never thought I’d see it,” she murmured, turning toward me. “A Circle without chains.”

 

I hesitated. I knew what this was. A dream. A prison. But it was beautiful, and part of me didn’t want to say the words that would shatter it.

 

She walked past rows of apprentices—all of them safe, confident, free. A handful of older mages approached her for counsel, some laughing about spell results gone awry. There was joy here. Life. Legacy.

 

And yet—there was a strange unease just beneath her voice.

 

“I used to believe this could never be,” she said quietly. “That we were meant to live in fear. That freedom was dangerous for mages. But now… look at them. We’ve made it work.”

 

“Wynne,” I said gently, “you know this isn’t real.”

 

Her eyes flicked toward mine. For the briefest moment, something flickered—doubt.

 

But then she stiffened. “Isn’t it? Maybe this is what should have been. Maybe the Fade has simply shown me a future we can still earn.”

 

“It’s not the future,” I said. “It’s the Fade. The demon’s holding you here. Keeping you trapped.”

 

I saw her jaw tighten. Her hand curled into a fist. But she said nothing.

 

Not yet.

 

And then, from the far end of the hall, he entered.

 

A young man—early twenties, with sandy brown hair and sharp hazel eyes. His smile was hers. The same quiet strength, the same kindness. He looked at her and said simply:

 

“Mother.”

 

She froze.

 

All the warmth drained from her face. Her lips parted, but no sound came.

 

He walked to her, gently clasping her hands in his. “You did everything right. I had a good life. I wanted to meet you. To thank you.”

 

Her eyes shone with tears.

 

“I… I only saw you once,” she whispered. “You were so small. I wasn’t allowed to hold you.”

 

The boy smiled. “But I remember you. Somehow. You were there, in the way I thought, in the way I felt. You were my mother even if we never met.”

 

Wynne’s breath hitched. “I dreamed of you. So many nights. Wondered what kind of man you’d grow into.”

 

“You don’t have to wonder anymore,” he said. “I’m here.”

 

I stepped forward. “Wynne, he’s not real. I’m sorry—but he can’t be.”

 

She turned, slowly. Her face was pale. “Do you know what it’s like,” she said, “to give up the only child you’ll ever bear? To live decades with that silence in your heart? And now, here he is. Happy. Talking to me.”

 

“I know what it means to lose family,” I said. “But staying here won’t bring him back. And the Fade—this place—it’s not mercy. It’s a trap.”

 

The boy’s smile flickered. “Don’t listen to him,” he said. “You’ve suffered enough. You deserve this, Mother. Let go. Stay.”

 

The warmth in the hall grew stifling. Too golden. Too perfect. The walls began to hum faintly—like they were straining to hold shape.

 

Wynne’s hands trembled. “Just a moment longer. Please. Just… one more moment.”

 

“I know,” I said. “But we need you. I need you. Alistair, Leliana—the world. We can’t fight the Blight without you.”

 

She looked up. The boy’s form had begun to waver, glitching at the edges like a fading candle.

 

He looked confused now. Frightened.

 

“…Mother?”

 

Tears streamed down her face.

 

“I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I will always love you. And I hope… if there’s something beyond this, something true… we’ll meet there.”

 

She touched his cheek one last time—and then stepped away.

 

The dream screamed. The light burst. The tower shattered like glass, and the boy’s cry echoed as he dissolved into mist.

 

We were back in the Fade.

 

Wynne dropped to her knees, breathing heavily, tears streaking her cheeks.

 

“His name was Rhys,” she whispered.

 

I knelt beside her.

 

And for a long moment, neither of us spoke.

 

Then she wiped her eyes, rose slowly, and nodded.

 

“Let’s find the others.”

 


 

Morrigan’s Dream

 

The Fade warped again, and when the world settled, I found myself surrounded by trees—towering, ancient, whispering in a wind I could not feel. It was a forest I didn’t recognize, but it felt alive. The ground beneath my feet pulsed faintly with power. Magic lingered in the air like perfume—cloying, old, seductive.

 

And there, in the clearing ahead, stood Morrigan.

 

She looked different somehow. Not in form, but in bearing. Her shoulders were no longer burdened by suspicion or calculation. She stood tall and at ease, her gold eyes soft with something I had never seen in them before.

 

Peace.

 

Before her sat a fire crackling in a stone-lined pit. And beside it—Flemeth.

 

Not the gnarled crone I had once seen rising like fire from dragon’s flesh, but a younger version. Elegant. Serene. Dressed in flowing emerald robes, hair braided like a queen’s, her voice warm as summer dusk.

 

“Ah. The intruder,” Flemeth said as I stepped into the glade. “You always come at the most inconvenient moments.”

 

Morrigan didn’t even glance at me. She was seated cross-legged before the fire, a cup of tea in hand, her posture relaxed—unthreatened. “Did you come to drag me away?” she asked coolly. “To remind me of duty, or peril, or some grand cause I should risk myself for?”

 

“No,” I said carefully. “I came to remind you of yourself.”

 

Flemeth laughed—a silken, knowing sound. “Oh, how noble. How tiresome. You think she is lost? This place is truth, child. She has simply remembered what she always longed for.”

 

Morrigan looked at her then, a softness in her expression I had never seen in waking hours.

 

“She understands me,” Morrigan said. “She praises my mind, my strength. She does not command, or mock, or scheme behind my back. She trusts me.”

 

“She’s not real,” I said quietly.

 

“Does that make the feeling less?” she snapped back, and for a moment her mask cracked. “Do you know what it is to ache for a mother’s love and receive only riddles and suspicion? To wonder, always, whether you are a daughter… or a vessel?”

 

Flemeth smiled faintly, sipping her tea.

 

“I was always proud of you, my dear,” she said.

 

“You never said it,” Morrigan murmured.

 

“You never needed to hear it,” Flemeth replied. “You were strong enough to rise regardless.”

 

Morrigan stood slowly, eyes locked on her mother. “But I did need to hear it. I spent my childhood striving to prove myself to a shadow. To earn praise from lips that only ever shaped commands.”

 

“Yet here you are,” said Flemeth, “strong, brilliant, free. I kept you from weakness. From foolish sentiment. From… pain.”

 

“You kept me from truth,” Morrigan said, her voice rising. “From understanding who I truly was—beyond your plans, your games. You never gave me choice.”

 

She turned to me then, and I saw the recognition behind the fury—like a storm breaking behind tired eyes.

 

“This is not real,” she said. “Even this. Even her. I see the cracks in the dream.”

 

Flemeth rose now, regal and composed.

 

“Do you?” she asked. “Or is this the only place you have ever been allowed to truly feel loved? What harm is there in staying? You could rule here. Learn secrets. Escape the path of destiny.”

 

Morrigan’s fists clenched. Fire coiled at her fingertips.

 

“You speak as though I am a child still clinging to her mother’s hem,” she growled. “But I am no longer yours to guide—or deceive.”

 

The sky above the forest darkened. The trees twisted. The wind grew harsh.

 

Flemeth's smile faded into something sharp.

 

“Very well,” she said. “Reject comfort. Embrace suffering. It was ever your way.”

 

The image of her began to peel away, flesh burning like paper until there was only shadow and flame—Flemeth’s true self, the ancient thing that dwelled beneath the mask of the woman.

 

Morrigan did not flinch.

 

She turned to me, fire dancing in both hands.

 

“Let us burn this illusion down,” she said, her voice like thunder.

 

We moved together—Morrigan’s magic igniting the trees in bright, roaring flames. The forest screamed, warped, tore at itself. Flemeth’s voice became a wail of rage and disappointment that echoed like wind through dying leaves.

 

And then, all at once—

 

It was gone.

 

Just silence. And her.

 

Morrigan stood panting slightly, shoulders rising and falling. The Fade shimmered dimly around us, the warmth of the illusion replaced with its cold, unforgiving reality.

 

She looked at me.

 

“Remind me,” she said, “never to listen to my better instincts again.”

 

I smirked. “Noted.”

 

We walked on, her steps light but her expression darker than before.

 

Whatever peace the dream had offered her—it had also reopened a wound.

 

But Morrigan was still standing.

 

And that was more than enough.

 


 

Sten’s Dream

 

The Fade twisted again, and when it reformed, I found myself standing in a landscape of endless twilight. Gray skies hung low over blood-soaked fields. The scent of iron and ash filled the air, thick and unyielding. All around me were the signs of unending war—shattered weapons, broken banners, and the low moan of wind across barren plains.

 

And in the middle of it all stood Sten.

 

His massive frame was hunched slightly, his muscles taut with fatigue, his greatsword—long and curved in the Qunari style—dripping with phantom blood. Around him were the bodies of faceless foes—shifting shapes of shadow and armor that dissolved the moment they fell, only to rise again from the edges of the battlefield.

 

A never-ending cycle.

 

He didn’t speak at first. He didn’t need to.

 

I could feel it—the weight of his shame, the burden of a name left behind, and the sting of dishonor that had driven him to slaughter an innocent family in a moment of confusion and rage… a moment he never allowed himself to forget.

 

He was punishing himself here.

 

Fighting endless enemies without identity. Enemies who could never wound him, but who would never stop coming. Because the greatest wound he bore was within.

 

I approached carefully, but he sensed me all the same.

 

“They come again,” he said, voice low and harsh. “They always come again.”

 

Another faceless wave surged toward him—dozens of figures, screaming without words. Sten let out a deep breath, squared his shoulders, and charged.

 

The dream twisted with his fury. Each swing of his blade sent echoes through the air like thunder. He moved like a force of nature, precise and efficient, but the weariness was starting to show. The dream did not allow him rest.

 

He cut down the last of them in moments. They vanished in smoke and bloodless sighs. And then silence returned.

 

I stepped into the clearing as he planted his sword in the ground, panting.

 

“You’ve fought this battle before,” I said. “Many times.”

 

He didn’t look at me.

 

“They were weak. But still they come. I have not yet atoned.”

 

“For what?” I asked. “You’ve spoken of your crime. You’ve sought redemption. You’ve helped save lives.”

 

“They were harmless,” he growled. “Unarmed. I acted without the Qun. Without clarity. There is no redemption. Only duty, renewed.”

 

He knelt beside his blade, resting his hand on the hilt, head bowed.

 

“This place… it reflects what I deserve.”

 

“No,” I said quietly, stepping closer. “This place reflects what you *believe* you deserve.”

 

His eyes narrowed.

 

“There is no difference.”

 

“There is,” I said. “The Qun teaches that every being has a role. That the sword serves the will of the whole. But here, you’re not serving anyone. You’re punishing yourself.”

 

He said nothing.

 

“The Beresaad sent you to learn of this land, of its people. You are meant to return. To teach them what you have seen. What you have become. But if you die here—if you keep fighting phantoms—you’ll never return. You’ll never be more than this shame.”

 

He turned his head slowly. I met his gaze—those dark, sharp eyes that always seemed to pierce straight through people.

 

“They were farmers,” he said, voice like gravel. “They offered me food. Hospitality. And I repaid them with death.”

 

I didn’t look away. “You did. And that cannot be undone. But you have changed. You’ve stood against evil. Fought beside mages and elves and humans. Protected strangers. Defended the helpless. You have honored them, Sten… every day since.”

 

The battlefield stilled.

 

No wind. No shadows rising.

 

Sten looked out across the horizon, as if seeing it for the first time. For a long moment, he was quiet.

 

And then—he stood.

 

Not with exhaustion, but with resolve.

 

He pulled his sword free from the earth. The steel gleamed, unmarred now, as though newly forged.

 

“No more phantoms,” he said.

 

“No more self-inflicted war.”

 

He looked at me, the faintest hint of clarity softening the harsh lines of his expression.

 

“If I am to reclaim my name,” he said, “it will be on a battlefield that matters. Against enemies who threaten the world—not ghosts of my past.”

 

I nodded.

 

He strode toward me, the dream unraveling behind him in threads of smoke and dust. The battlefield faded, the sky brightened slightly. And for the first time since I’d known him, Sten’s shoulders were not weighed down by invisible chains.

 

“Let us find a *true* battle,” he said.

 

And together, we walked on.

 


 

The Final Door

 

With the others freed and slowly gathering their strength, the oppressive haze of the Fade began to thin, if only slightly. The torments that had held our companions hostage were broken, their illusions shattered.

 

The demon—Sloth—waited behind a looming door of blackened wood and glistening bone, pulsing like a diseased heart. It knew we were coming.

 

And yet…

 

There was one more door. Subtle. Almost concealed from sight, tucked into the curving wall of this surreal realm like a shadow pretending to be part of the stone.

 

I didn’t see it at first. It wasn’t loud like the others. No fiery torment like Sten’s battlefield, no dramatic theatre like Leliana’s or Morrigan’s. Just a stillness that made my skin crawl.

 

But the Fade whispered differently here.

 

The magic clinging to the frame made the hairs on my neck rise—cold and quiet and ancient. Like it was hiding something that didn’t want to be seen… or something that had been sealed away.

 

And etched faintly above the archway, in twisting threads of dream-script, was a name:

 

Zephyr.

 

I stared at it for a long moment.

 

Leliana was the first to step forward. Her gaze lingered on the door, soft with unease. And something else.

 

“…He didn’t fall asleep with us, did he?” she murmured, more to herself than anyone.

 

Morrigan folded her arms, eyes narrowed at the door like it had insulted her. “That hardly matters. In the Fade, memories and barriers are thin things. A sliver of dream, a drop of will, and one can be drawn in just the same—especially if something wants you.”

 

Her expression shifted, sharp and calculating.

 

“And something clearly wanted him.”

 

Wynne stepped up beside me, clutching her staff like a tether to reality. Her wise eyes swept over the runes, lips tightening.

 

“There’s pain in there,” she said softly. “Something deep and long buried. This magic is old. Older than the Veil.”

 

Leliana took a step forward, then hesitated.

 

“We’ve traveled with Zephyr for a week now. Fought beside him. And yet…” Her voice caught slightly, “…I feel like I hardly know what lies beneath his silence.”

 

She touched the door. Her fingertips passed over the surface like a prayer. Her eyes dimmed for a heartbeat. “It feels cold. Not cruel… but lonely.”

 

Sten stood a little further back, arms crossed. “If it is his trial, he must face it,” he said, voice deep and firm. “But no soldier stands alone by choice when allies are near. He has fought for us. We will do the same.”

 

I turned to Morrigan. “Can we enter it? Help him, like the others?”

 

Her brows drew together, and she hissed through her teeth.

 

“Ordinarily, no. The Fade is personal. Intimate. But… this door wants to be opened. That in itself is strange. As though a part of him left the latch undone.”

 

“And what would do that?” I asked.

 

She hesitated. “…Guilt. Regret. Or perhaps a plea. Even if he cannot say it aloud.”

 

That surprised me.

 

Morrigan’s voice held no scorn. Just quiet recognition. Understanding, maybe. I remembered her dream—Flemeth’s embrace, her desire to be seen, accepted. Perhaps something in Zephyr’s silence echoed her own fears.

 

Leliana turned to me, her expression uncertain—but determined. “We should go in.”

 

“For Zephyr,” Wynne added. “He would not hesitate for us.”

 

I looked again at the door.

 

It pulsed faintly, like a heartbeat muffled by stone.

 

In the short time I’d known Zephyr—this strange, quiet warrior from a world not our own—I had seen glimpses of the storm he carried inside. The weight behind his eyes. The practiced kindness that never reached too deep, like he was holding the world at arm’s length.

 

And Leliana—she saw him. That much had become obvious.

 

There was something between them. A warmth growing slowly between the cracks of broken things.

 

“I don’t know what we’ll find in there,” I said finally. “But we owe it to him to face it. All of us.”

 

Wynne nodded, setting her hand on my shoulder.

 

Leliana swallowed and gripped her bow tighter.

 

Morrigan sighed. “Let us hope we do not regret prying open this particular wound.”

 

Sten gave one firm nod.

 

And together, we stepped forward.

 

As I reached for the door, the surface rippled—shadows bleeding like ink into the air.

 

Behind it, the Fade shifted.

 

Waiting.

 

Watching.

 

And from somewhere deep within… something stirred.

Chapter 13: Ashes of an Unwritten Past, Part Two

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The Fade – Zephyr's Dream


 

The Fade shifted again.

 

But this time, it didn’t ripple with shadows or roar with malice. There was no sloth demon lurking beneath the surface, no sweet illusions to lull the mind. Instead, there was a stillness.

 

A stillness like a held breath before a great revelation.

 

The ground beneath our feet solidified—not like the dreamstone we’d walked across before, but something other. Ice-cold stone, smooth and worn with time. The sky overhead was not a storm of thoughts or nightmares, but a deep, colorless expanse. Pale snow drifted down in fine, powdery sheets, soft and slow.

 

And before us… rose a city of light and frost.

 

Towering cathedrals loomed into the sky, built from glasslike stone and veined with magic that pulsed like moonlight. Spires crowned the heavens, some twisted and some perfect, each more elegant and ancient than the last. Everything about it defied logic or reason—Thedas had nothing like this. Not the White Spire of Orlais. Not the ancient elven ruins. Not even Tevinter’s most decadent marvels.

 

It was beautiful. And wholly alien.

 

Wynne stepped beside me first, her voice barely above a whisper. “This… isn’t Thedas.”

 

“No,” Morrigan agreed, eyes narrowed. “This is not of our world.”

 

Sten grunted, his gaze scanning the structures warily, hand close to his blade. “I do not like this place.”

 

Leliana said nothing, but I saw the tension in her shoulders—the curiosity burning in her eyes. She kept glancing forward, ahead of us.

 

And then we saw him.

 

Zephyr Arcadin stood at the center of it all. Not quite as we knew him. He looked… younger, in a way that went beyond years. His hair, still bound in a braid streaked with silver, was neater, cleaner. His armor—black as the void with silver lines etched into it—gleamed as if freshly forged. His greatsword rested at his back, humming softly with power.

 

But more than that, his face… was open. No furrowed brow. No storm in his eyes. No weight dragging at his every breath. He was relaxed, confident—but not arrogant. The man we knew wore shadows. This one basked in light.

 

And he wasn’t alone.

 

Around him stood a crowd—dozens of figures, all dressed in unfamiliar styles and wearing expressions that spoke of camaraderie, respect… and awe.

 

Some were tall and willowy, with silver hair and pointed ears, dressed in robes that shimmered with celestial threads. Others wore gleaming armor carved with runes we couldn’t recognize. And at the front, beside Zephyr, stood a young elven boy in pale blue—his face sweet, wide-eyed, filled with wonder. Beside the boy was a tall woman in pristine white with a bearing like a queen and power coiled in her every movement.

 

Then…

 

There he was.

 

Standing just behind Zephyr was a man—silver-haired and strong, radiant in polished chainmail trimmed with gold. His face was youthful but noble, his eyes lit with affection and unwavering trust. His smile was not timid. It was bright, full of joy. Full of him.

 

He looked at Zephyr the way I’d seen lovers look at each other during quiet moments in camp.

 

“Who is that?” Alistair asked softly, a thread of wonder in his voice.

 

Wynne frowned. “I don’t know.”

 

“I do,” Leliana whispered, her voice barely audible. “Or I think I do. I’ve heard Zephyr speak a name… softly, when he thought no one listened.”

 

Morrigan’s arms were folded, her gaze sharp. “So this is the heart of him. Not battle. Not pain. But this.”

 

A single bridge stretched out before us, carved from white marble and suspended above a chasm glowing with soft violet light. On the far side waited a ship—floating, its hull woven from gold and sapphire, hovering serenely upon glowing threads of aether. It looked impossible, like a dream inside a dream.

 

An elderly man stood aboard the deck, robed in white and deep blue, hands clasped. A priest, or perhaps some dignitary of this unknown world.

 

Zephyr and the silver-haired man—Haurchefant, I would learn later—stepped to the bridge’s edge. They exchanged a glance, then a smile.

 

And they ran.

 

Not to battle. Not toward death. But toward victory.

 

And for a moment, the others behind us—Leliana, Wynne, Morrigan, Sten—they said nothing. All of us simply… watched.

 

But then the wind shifted.

 

Above them, from the towering cathedral roof, something moved.

 

A figure emerged from the shadows—a knight, tall and blinding, encased in white armor carved with cruel, inhuman precision. His helm bore no face. Only light. In his hand formed a spear—not of metal, but of condensed magic, swirling with power that made the Fade itself scream in silence.

 

A flicker of danger. A heartbeat held.

 

The air cracked.

 

Zephyr’s pace changed.

 

So did mine, though I knew I could do nothing. I took a step forward, reaching instinctively. It was useless, but I couldn’t stop myself.

 

The spear launched—like a comet wreathed in sunfire.

 

Haurchefant looked up—and in that second, he knew.

 

He shouted—not a name, but a warning, desperate and raw. “ZEPHYR—!!”

 

He surged forward, faster than anyone in armor had the right to be. His shield came up, body twisting as he moved to intercept the blast.

 

But before the spear could land—

 

Zephyr appeared.

 

Not ran—appeared.

 

One moment he was behind Haurchefant. The next, in front, his hand locked around the other man's shield arm, yanking him down and aside.

 

The spear slammed into the marble, exploding into light and shattering stone.

 

Gasps rang out. The crowd behind them recoiled.

 

But they were unharmed.

 

Zephyr turned, brushing dust from Haurchefant’s shoulder, his expression gentle.

 

And for the first time, we saw it—

 

A smile. A real one.

 

No pain. No mask. Just… peace.

 

Haurchefant stared at him, breathless.

 

“You… how did you…?”

 

Zephyr only shook his head, the smile softening.

 

“You didn’t need to save me,” Haurchefant whispered, his hand trembling. “I would have gladly—”

 

“I know,” Zephyr said quietly. “But this time… I wasn’t too late.”

 

And then something passed between them—some quiet bond, forged not in tragedy, but in triumph. This was not a memory of death.

 

This was a memory of what could have been.

 

Of life.

 

We stood silent. All of us.

 

Wynne’s eyes shimmered. “This isn’t a memory. It’s a dream made of regret.”

 

Alistair didn’t speak at first. He stood beside her, arms slack at his sides, his eyes fixed on Zephyr and the silver-haired knight—Haurchefant—with a tension I rarely saw in him. His voice, when it came, was quiet. Almost reverent.

 

“A perfect lie.”

 

And it was. We all felt it—beneath the cold air and crystal clarity of the dream, beneath the sunlight streaming through that impossible stained glass, beneath the laughter and the gentle snow.

 

A sadness that didn’t belong.

 

Because this wasn’t real.

 

It was better than real.

 


 

Zephyr stood with Haurchefant, their fingers just brushing as they leaned close, heads tilted in shared joy. The knight’s silver hair glittered in the soft light, and Zephyr’s laughter—actual laughter, not the quiet chuckles or tired smiles we were used to—echoed through the hall.

 

They were surrounded by friends. Companions from another world. Not us. Not Leliana, not Morrigan or Wynne or Sten. These people were dressed in garments of gold and starlight, their weapons humming with power that made the Fade itself tremble. Their faces were full of hope, peace, camaraderie.

 

This was a home.

 

One we’d never seen before.

 

And yet… I could feel how desperately Zephyr wanted this.

 


 

Wynne stepped forward slightly, her brow furrowed in both awe and sorrow. “This place… it’s built on longing. A dream layered over grief. You can feel it in the magic.”

 

Morrigan, arms still crossed, gave a soft grunt of agreement. “Even the Fade trembles with the force of it. That is no ordinary knight beside him. That man… his presence radiates through the illusion. He is not simply a figure of longing. He is the core of it.”

 

“The one he lost,” Leliana whispered, almost to herself. Her hands were still clasped over her heart. Her eyes never left Zephyr. “That’s what this is.”

 

A silence settled over us. Even Sten was still, his brow furrowed as he examined the scene with a warrior’s eye—but his silence said more than words.

 

“He’s never said anything,” I muttered. “About this. About him.”

 

“He wouldn’t have to,” Wynne said gently, standing beside me. “Pain this deep… it doesn’t need words.”

 

“He tried to save him,” Leliana whispered. “That moment—he changed it. In real life, he must have failed.”

 

The image replayed behind our eyes. That race. The spear. The scream. The shield. The look of joyful disbelief on Haurchefant’s face.

 

And Zephyr’s relief.

 


 

“I don’t want to break this,” I admitted aloud, and the words shocked me.

 

Because I didn’t.

 

Not this time.

 

Not after all the things we’d seen Zephyr endure. Not after watching him bleed and fight and protect us, even as his eyes stayed distant, half-buried in ghosts.

 

Here, in this illusion, he was whole.

 

Happy.

 

Healed.

 

But Morrigan was right. So was Wynne.

 

This was a lie.

 

A perfect, beautiful, cruel lie.

 


 

The Fade changed again—not with a jolt, but a gentle transition, like the tide slowly pulling back from the shore.

 

Gone was the stone bridge, the frozen sky, and the aetherial ship suspended by unknown magicks. Gone was the tension, the threat of the white-armored knight, and the moment Zephyr had rewritten in his soul. Instead, warmth.

 

Golden light filtered through cathedral-height stained-glass windows, depicting winged knights, roses in bloom, and a sunburst crest none of us recognized. The panes bled hues of crimson and sapphire across the polished marble floor like spilled paint. A nearby hearth crackled softly, firelight dancing along the stone walls. There was music—soft strings and flutes—and laughter.

 

We had stepped into a celebration.

 

The hall was vast, though not cold. Grand and refined, but never unkind. Banners hung from the vaulted ceilings—rich blue velvet trimmed in silver, bearing a crest that was not Fereldan or Orlesian in origin. Silver chandeliers sparkled overhead, and the long dining tables were set with fine cutlery, gold-edged plates, and goblets filled with deep red wine. The scent of roasted meat, spiced root vegetables, and sweet almond pastries lingered in the air.

 

Everything here was soft. Warm. A gathering not of politics or power—but of family.

 

And at the center of it all—

 

Zephyr Arcadin.

 

He was almost unrecognizable at first—not because his face had changed, but because the weight had lifted. There was no armor clinging to him like a second skin. No war-worn expression or haunted stare. He stood proudly, shoulders back, a faint smile curving his lips—not guarded or practiced, but effortless.

 

He wore elegant Ishgardian formalwear. Deep navy fabric embroidered with silver filigree along the cuffs and hem, the chest bearing a discreet crest stitched in grey thread. His long braid had been tidied, tucked with silver ribbon, and a fur-lined mantle was draped over one shoulder.

 

His eyes still gleamed the same pale, icy blue—but they no longer looked tired.

 

Beside him stood a man I now recognized instantly. Haurchefant Greystone.

 

He was dressed in attire that matched Zephyr’s. His silver hair was pulled loosely back, a few strands falling across his brow. He laughed as he raised his goblet, leaning toward Zephyr like the rest of the room had ceased to exist. And the look he gave him—gods, it was pure. Not just love, but certainty. A love that had endured across lifetimes, and now stood whole again in this dream.

 

And then, just behind them, was an older man. Dignified, with regal bearing and a face lined not with age, but grace. His beard was trimmed, hair touched with white, and he wore a long coat lined with crests and badges of honor. His posture radiated nobility, but there was nothing cold or aloof in his eyes. Only pride.

 

He stood with a hand on each of their shoulders.

 

“That must be—” I started, then stopped as the man spoke.

 

“To love,” the elder declared, lifting his goblet high. “To courage. And to futures long denied… now rightfully ours.”

 

The hall erupted in cheers. Goblets clinked. Plates were raised. Laughter blossomed.

 

And then the man turned slightly toward Haurchefant and said with gentle affection:

 

“My son. My brave son. And the man who saved him. I could not ask for a finer match.”

 

The companions behind me stilled.

 

“Son?” Alistair said, his brows knitting. “That’s his father?”

 

“And this is what Zephyr longs for most,” Morrigan added, arms folded, her expression unreadable. “Not power. Not conquest. But… this.”

 

The celebration moved on, unaware of us—ghosts in a dream not meant for our eyes.

 

Zephyr laughed, a low, easy sound as he shook his head at Haurchefant’s teasing. The two leaned close—too close for mere friends—and the way Haurchefant looked at him, one hand gently resting on the back of Zephyr’s neck, thumb brushing over his braid, was something sacred. Something earned.

 


 

And then he approached us.

 

Haurchefant.

 

He stepped lightly across the marble floor, weaving through revelers as though dancing to music only he could hear. There was an ease to him, an unshakable serenity that clung like the warmth of a midday sun. Every face turned as he passed—some smiled, some raised their goblets, others simply watched with eyes full of affection. But he didn’t pause for any of them.

 

He was coming for us.

 

And unlike the rest of the figures in this memory-turned-dream, he saw us.

 

Not as specters. Not as intruders.

 

As guests.

 

When he finally stood before us, he wore a soft smile, touched with curiosity but absent of fear. His voice, when it came, was smooth—like sunlight filtered through windblown silk.

 

“Strangers,” he greeted, with a slight bow of his head. “I welcome you—though you walk in shadows, and I fear you do not belong here.”

 

Even his voice was filled with calm. A reassurance so effortless it brushed past the armor around my heart and made it ache. The Fade should’ve swallowed us, unrecognized. He should have drifted by like the rest of the illusion. But he knew. Somehow, he knew.

 

Behind me, Morrigan bristled slightly, her arms still crossed, but she didn’t speak. Sten shifted but said nothing. Even Leliana, who had been whispering prayers under her breath only moments before, had fallen utterly silent.

 

And I... couldn’t find the words.

 

“I know why you are here,” Haurchefant said gently, eyes searching ours, warm and knowing. “But before you act—before you draw your blade against this dream—know this…”

 

He turned his head, just enough for us to follow his gaze.

 

Zephyr stood at the edge of a fireplace now, in easy conversation with the older nobleman—Count Edmont, we now realized—with Haurchefant’s hand briefly brushing the back of his own. Zephyr laughed at something, a real laugh, unguarded and bright. The kind that shattered the memory of every grim expression he’d worn since the day we met him.

 

“Look at him,” Haurchefant said. “Truly look.”

 

We did.

 

And for a moment, we understood.

 

“He is happy,” Haurchefant whispered. “Truly. For the first time, perhaps, in all his long and burdened life.”

 

The breath caught in Leliana’s throat. I heard it. Wynne closed her eyes.

 

“He blames himself,” Haurchefant continued, his voice lower now. “For everything. For those he couldn’t save. For those he did… but too late. He carries their deaths on his back like stones in a river, dragged with every step. Even in your world… he would never tell you this.”

 

He looked straight at me.

 

“But here… he doesn’t have to.”

 

There was no judgment in his tone. Only sadness. Only love.

 

“He grieved for me. I know that. I felt it… even from beyond the veil. He mourned me more than he ever allowed himself to say. And in the end, when he fell… when the burdens he carried grew too heavy…”

 

He trailed off.

 

“He was alone, wasn’t he?” I asked, voice hoarse.

 

Haurchefant nodded. “In body. Never in heart.”

 

He looked to Morrigan. “You are correct. This place is not real.”

 

Then back to me.

 

“But it is not false, either. It is a song unsung. A path not walked. It is the reflection of a future stolen, not denied. It is what could have been—what should have been—had fate shown mercy.”

 

Morrigan’s mouth pressed into a thin line. She said nothing.

 

Alistair shifted beside me. “We’re going to have to break this… aren’t we?”

 

“I think so,” I said, though my voice shook.

 

Wynne’s eyes were wet now, her voice quiet and trembling with wisdom far older than mine. “Not yet. We must understand it first.”

 


 

We turned back to the gathering.

 

Zephyr clinked his glass with Edmont’s, who said something that made him roll his eyes and laugh again. Then—without hesitation or self-consciousness—Zephyr leaned into Haurchefant’s side. The touch wasn’t romantic for the sake of show. It was natural, like a river finding its course.

 

“I did not think he could look like that,” Leliana whispered, hand clutched at her chest.

 

“Neither did I,” I admitted.

 

Because I remembered his eyes in the battlefields. Cold. Focused. Wounded.

 

I remembered the nights around the campfire, when he stared at the fire like it held a truth he couldn’t quite name.

 

I remembered how rarely he slept.

 

But here?

 

Here he wasn’t just smiling—he was alive. At peace.

 

He wasn't a warrior. Not here.

 

He was just… Zephyr.

 

I saw life in his eyes—something I'd never seen, even when he stood among us, blade drawn and fury unleashed. That had been power. This was peace.

 

I understood, in that moment, why this dream was so dangerous.

 

And why waking him might be the cruelest thing we’d ever have to do.

 


 

The warmth hadn’t left.

 

The golden haze still lingered over the celebration like the last rays of a summer evening. Laughter rang through the vaulted hall, silver chandeliers shimmering as if each crystalline teardrop held a frozen sunbeam. The long tables gleamed under candlelight—laden with feasts fit for an emperor. Spiced lamb basted in honey glaze, thick loaves crusted in salt and herbs, goblets overflowing with deep red wine. Minstrels played soft strings near the hearth, and noblemen and knights danced with ladies in flowing gowns beneath Ishgardian banners, their faces alight with joy.

 

And yet…

 

Something beneath all that beauty shifted.

 

Not in the food, or the laughter, or the flickering flames.

 

But in the space between those things.

 

There was a wrongness there. Small at first—like a discordant note in a perfect song, too brief to catch. Like a shadow between flickers of light. A ripple beneath still water.

 

I felt it most clearly when Haurchefant turned back to Zephyr.

 

He had left us with that quiet grace of his—a parting smile that made it hurt to look at him, because it was the smile of someone who had forgiven more than he should ever have had to. And yet, now, as he walked back across the stone floor toward the banquet table… his steps were too perfect. Each movement too timed, like a dance already choreographed.

 

Even his laughter—free as it was—came at regular intervals, like a heartbeat engineered to comfort. Like a sound programmed to soothe.

 

Morrigan’s voice came low, as if she too felt the growing distortion. “It’s starting to crack. He has been here too long.”

 

Her arms were folded tightly across her chest, eyes narrowed not with scorn but with wariness. She stood near me, half-shrouded by one of the tall stone pillars draped in heavy tapestries bearing House Fortemps’s sigil. And for all her knowledge of magic, of the Fade, of illusions and horrors and ancient truths… she seemed unsure.

 

“We’re not alone anymore,” she murmured, more to herself than to any of us. “The dream is beginning to notice.”

 

Zephyr hadn’t seen us. Not yet.

 

He was seated now between Count Edmont and Haurchefant at the long table that dominated the heart of the hall. He looked radiant. His posture was relaxed—genuinely relaxed, for the first time in what felt like forever.

 

No tension in his shoulders. No grimace hidden behind quiet words. No scars blazing with forgotten flame.

 

He leaned into Haurchefant’s side, laughing at something Edmont said—and the older man smiled proudly, placing a steadying hand on Zephyr’s arm like a father would.

 

None of them seemed to notice the world outside their little triangle of joy.

 

“I can't blame him,” Alistair muttered beside me, breaking the silence. His tone was heavy, his arms slack at his sides. “Compared to what he's been through… this is paradise.”

 

There was no bitterness in his words. Only awe. And something dangerously close to longing.

 

But Wynne’s expression had changed.

 

She stepped forward slowly, brows furrowed, her eyes flicking between the guests, the tables, the firelight, the dream. Her healer’s senses, her age-honed insight—they saw past what the rest of us wanted to believe.

 

“This isn’t paradise,” she said softly. “This is… a mausoleum built out of joy. A prison shaped like a wish.”

 

She turned her gaze on Zephyr. “It’s all the things he’s lost. The life he was never allowed to have. And the Fade has given it to him, perfected—because that’s how it keeps him here. That’s how it feeds.”

 

Even she sounded uncertain. Even she didn't want to be right.

 

Leliana stood a little farther behind, a hand at her lips. Her expression was unreadable—haunted, maybe, or grieving. Like she was watching someone she loved die a second time.

 

“This is the kind of dream that never lets go,” she whispered.

 

I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. My gaze was locked on Zephyr—on the gentle way his fingers wrapped around Haurchefant’s hand. On how Edmont laughed with them both like a man who had known them for years, not weeks.

 

And I realized something else.

 

Something terrible.

 

He didn’t look like someone who knew this was a dream.

 

He looked like someone who believed—completely—that this was real.

 

That this was his life.

 

That this was his reward for enduring everything else.

 

And in some way… didn’t he deserve that?

 

I tried to step forward but stopped myself. Maybe it was Haurchefant’s presence. Maybe it was guilt. Or fear. Or the sacredness of what we were witnessing.

 

Because that’s what it felt like now.

 

Sacred.

 

To see Zephyr like this. To see him happy.

 

This was a man who had survived.

 

And been allowed to live.

 

“He’s whole here,” I said quietly.

 

Wynne’s voice cracked like thin ice. “That’s what makes this so dangerous.”

 

Then Zephyr rose to his feet, still holding Haurchefant’s hand.

 

They stepped onto the open space between tables, and as if on cue, the guests parted for them, smiling. Applauding. Blessing them.

 

There was no shame in how Zephyr looked at him. No fear in how he stood close. His hand settled on Haurchefant’s cheek, and he smiled with a softness that made my chest ache.

 

He loves him.

 

And he doesn’t care who sees.

 

That realization hit me like a blade to the ribs.

 

I saw Wynne look away. Alistair's throat moved like he was swallowing something hard. Leliana just closed her eyes.

 

Morrigan? She did not speak. Her arms remained crossed, her brow furrowed, and for once—for once—she seemed to have no clever words.

 

“What do we do?” Leliana finally whispered.

 

My voice felt heavy as stone. “We try.”

 

Wynne turned to me, cautious. “Try what?”

 

“To talk to him.”

 

I finally stepped forward, slow and measured, afraid that even a breath too loud would shatter the illusion and bring ruin down upon us all.

 

“Not to force him awake,” I said, barely above a whisper. “Not yet. But we have to try. Because he won’t survive this forever.”

 

Wynne nodded once. The others followed, reluctant but resolved.

 

As we moved closer to the banquet table, closer to the golden dream Zephyr clung to like a drowning man to driftwood, I knew one thing beyond all doubt:

 

This was going to break him.

 

Or us.

 

Maybe both.

 

But it had to be done.

 


 

I stepped forward, unsure whether the polished marble beneath my boots was truly solid or merely the Fade’s idea of permanence. My steps were soundless—swallowed by music, laughter, the hum of illusion. The kind of silence that wasn’t quiet. A silence made of smiles too wide, flames that danced too steadily, air that smelled too clean.

 

The Fade resisted—not with violence, but with something worse.

 

Welcome. Comfort. Peace.

 

It wasn’t an illusion meant to fool. It was one meant to heal—to trap not through deception, but through truth that could never be. The dream didn’t collapse when I walked toward him. Instead, it bloomed brighter, richer. The chandelier overhead flared to life with a warm gold light. Strings swelled in harmony. A window cracked open behind me to let in birdsong and wind sweet with summer rain.

 

It knew I was here.

 

But it wasn’t afraid of me.

 

Not yet.

 

Zephyr sat with a goblet of dark wine in hand, leaned casually back against the plush chair between Edmont and Haurchefant. A noble feast stretched before them—platters of steaming venison and pheasant, cheeses dusted with snow-fine spices, bread fresh from invisible ovens.

 

Then he looked up—and saw me.

 

A single thread of the illusion pulled taut. His smile faltered, just for a heartbeat. That perfect, serene expression wavered like a candle guttering in the wind.

 

“…Aedan?” His voice was softer than I remembered. It echoed as though through layers of velvet, not quite reaching me in full.

 

I stopped just short of the long banquet table, reluctant to breach whatever threshold separated his peace from my intrusion.

 

“You remember me,” I said, carefully.

 

He blinked. Confused. Not afraid. “Of course I do. But… what are you doing here? You—you shouldn’t be here.”

 

The dream twitched. I felt it—not in the marble, or the chandeliers, or even in the air—but in him. A faint pulse beneath the skin of the world.

 

“You’ve been asleep,” I said. “Caught in a Fade trap. A Sloth demon. This—this vision, this place—it’s not real.”

 

He recoiled—not with fear, but rejection. His smile returned, tight and practiced. “Aedan, don’t. Not now.”

 

Behind him, Haurchefant leaned forward, silver eyes cool but not hostile. “You’re upsetting him,” he said, still with that summer-wind voice. “He is safe here.”

 

“I’m not here to upset him,” I said, quieter now. “I’m trying to wake him.”

 

Haurchefant tilted his head slightly. “Why?”

 

That word lingered—Why?—and it wasn’t mocking. It was genuine. Honest. A knife wrapped in silk.

 

I turned back to Zephyr. “This isn't real.”

 

He looked away. At the wine. At the fire.

 

But he didn’t disagree.

 

“It doesn’t matter,” he said. “Look at this place. Look at him. I don’t have to fight anymore. I don’t have to bury friends. I don’t have to see one more light snuffed out in my name. I saved him, Aedan. This time, I saved him.”

 

His voice cracked on the last word, just barely.

 

And I saw it. The heartbeat of the dream. The scar beneath the surface.

 

He knew.

 

But knowing was not enough.

 

“You never saved him,” I said, gently. “You couldn’t. No one could. What happened… it happened. This world is built on ashes of a moment that never came. It's made of longing, not truth.”

 

Zephyr’s jaw tightened.

 

His hand around the goblet trembled. Wine sloshed over the rim. He didn’t notice.

 

“Do you want me to go back to that war?” he whispered. “To the Blight? To death after death, always almost winning? Always too late to stop someone from falling?”

 

I didn’t speak. I let the silence answer for me.

 

“Do you want me to walk out of this and wake to another battlefield?” His voice grew firmer. Bitter.

 

He rose to his feet slowly, one hand braced on the table. Edmont said nothing, though he watched him with fondness.

 

Haurchefant stood as well, stepping beside him like a shadow come to life. He placed a hand on Zephyr’s shoulder—steadying him.

 

Protecting him.

 

“I don’t want to wake up,” Zephyr admitted, finally. “Not if it means remembering the things I had to do. The lives I failed to save.”

 

“And what about the ones you can still save?” I asked. “The world outside this room? The lives hanging by threads waiting for someone like you?”

 

He closed his eyes.

 

And from across the table, Haurchefant—the echo of him, whatever soul-shaped dream the Fade had constructed—spoke with quiet finality.

 

“…You’re not ready,” he said, eyes never leaving mine. “And he’s not either.”

 

With that, something unseen shifted. The room flared—not in anger, but in brilliance. As if the dream itself, the Sloth demon hiding behind it, had decided to reinforce the illusion rather than fight us directly.

 

The fire roared higher in the hearth. Flowers bloomed between cracks in the marble. The candles overhead blazed like stars. Laughter redoubled—louder, more exuberant, more forced. Like the dream was trying to drown out the truth in joy.

 

Behind me, I heard Morrigan hiss through her teeth.

 

“It strengthens the dream,” she said. “The Sloth demon fears his awakening.”

 

“But it also fears his choice,” Wynne murmured. “It knows that once he chooses to leave… it loses its hold.”

 

“Then we don’t force him,” I said. “We show him what this is."

 

Zephyr had turned away.

 

He stood now in front of the hearth, wine still in hand, his shoulders hunched. Haurchefant remained beside him, ever calm. But now, his eyes didn’t follow the rest of the illusion. They watched me.

 

Measured me.

 

Like he knew what was coming.

 

The others—Edmont, the revelers, the music—all swirled around them like a carousel of memory and longing.

 

But they were still.

 

“I don’t know if I can,” Zephyr said suddenly. His voice was rough again, deeper, closer to the one I remembered from the battlefield.

 

I stepped forward, slowly, carefully, as if approaching a wounded beast.

 

“You have to decide now,” I said. “Just… remember who you are. Who you’ve fought beside. What you’ve survived. That strength—that’s not a dream. That’s you.”

 

He didn’t look back. But his hand let go of the goblet. It shattered on the stone.

 

A heartbeat later, the room dimmed—just slightly. The wind outside faded. The music faltered.

 

A moment of weakness.

 

A fracture.

 

Not enough.

 

But enough to know…

 

He had heard me.

 

And somewhere deep inside that dream-crafted heaven…

 

A seed of doubt had begun to bloom.

 


 

Zephyr had not moved for what felt like hours. He remained seated at the long table beside Haurchefant and Count Edmont, hands curled around a glass of untouched wine, long gone warm. His back slouched in the way of someone who no longer bore a blade but instead carried something heavier. Not once did his gaze rise from the linen-clad table.

 

He looked like a ghost of himself.

 

We lingered in the shadows of the hall—unseen by the guests, unheard by the soft orchestra, ghosts ourselves in this beautiful lie. Wynne, Morrigan, Leliana, Sten, and I had all stayed silent after our last attempt. The words had run dry. And in truth, I didn’t know if I had the right ones anymore.

 

He knew.

 

He knew this wasn’t real. That much was clear in the subtle tremble of his shoulders, the way his fingers curled tight against the stem of the glass. He was no longer resisting because he was fooled. He was resisting because… because this dream had offered something he could never reclaim.

 

Peace.

Forgiveness.

Love returned.

 

And maybe—gods forgive me—maybe he deserved this one small lie after everything he’d been through.

 

But even paradise, if born of illusion, must eventually give way to truth.

 

And it was Haurchefant who stood.

 

The lordling of House Fortemps pushed his chair back, its legs rasping softly across the marble, and turned toward Zephyr. His expression bore none of the warmth we’d seen before—no practiced joy or borrowed elegance. This was the real Haurchefant, or at least… the echo of him Zephyr remembered truly. No longer the image of perfection, but something deeper. Real.

 

He placed a hand on Zephyr’s shoulder, steady and warm.

 

“It’s time, Zephyr.”

 

The Warrior of Light looked up slowly, as if waking from a distant dream inside another. His eyes met Haurchefant’s first—then flicked briefly to the far end of the table, where we stood half-invisible, quiet witnesses.

 

He blinked once, lips parted. “Time… for what?”

 

There was fear in his voice. Real, trembling fear. Not of death. Never that. But of loss.

 

Haurchefant knelt down beside him, so their eyes were level.

 

“To face the truth,” he said gently. “There are others who need you. Ones who still live.”

 

Zephyr’s hands shook as he pulled them back from the wineglass. His voice caught on the first word. “But… I saved you. Here, I—I did it right. I was fast enough. Strong enough. I made it in time.”

 

“I know,” Haurchefant whispered. “I know you did.”

 

“But if I leave—” Zephyr’s voice cracked. “I lose you again. I lose everything again.”

 

Haurchefant’s smile trembled, just slightly, and his eyes shone with something fierce and aching. “Zephyr,” he said, resting a hand against the side of his face, “you never lost me. Not truly.”

 

Zephyr let out a shaky breath, his composure crumbling in front of us. “I failed. I wasn’t enough. I thought I was. I thought—”

 

But Haurchefant stopped him with a quiet, intimate touch—thumb brushing the line of his jaw. “You loved me,” he said, voice trembling now too. “That was enough.”

 

And then, at last—just once more—they leaned in.

 

Their lips met in a kiss that was neither desperate nor fleeting. It was quiet. Still. Reverent. The kind of kiss that carried weight, that didn’t beg to change fate, only to honor what was shared.

 

None of us spoke.

 

Not Morrigan, not Wynne. Not even Leliana, who I heard behind me let out the faintest of gasps. The bard, who had never known Zephyr long, still pressed a hand to her mouth as if to keep her own grief from spilling out.

 

When the kiss broke, Haurchefant leaned forward to rest their foreheads together, and whispered something so soft we almost missed it.

 

“Now go, Zephyr. The world still turns. And it needs you.”

 

Zephyr swallowed. His hands reached up, trembling, to hold onto Haurchefant’s shoulders—one last moment, one final tether.

 

But he didn’t speak.

 

Instead, he nodded.

 

The dream shivered.

 

Like a mirror cracking under frost, the illusion began to fracture. The color drained from the world—softly, like dusk stealing the sky. The distant music began to slow, then distort—harp strings unraveling into echoes. The warmth in the air turned chill, then frigid, and the elegant guests around us flickered in and out of focus.

 

I watched Count Edmont begin to fade—first at the edges, then entirely, like smoke.

 

And Haurchefant… Haurchefant looked at Zephyr for a long moment, his own smile faltering at last. But not from regret. From peace.

 

His body blurred with white light.

 

And still, he smiled.

 

Then he was gone.

 

Zephyr remained frozen for a moment longer—eyes closed, hands clenched. When they opened again, the air around him shifted like shattered glass. The polished banquet table vanished. The marble floor cracked beneath his feet.

 

The manor crumbled into nothing.

 

And the world changed.

 

The Fade reeled.

 

We weren’t standing in a dream anymore.

 

We were on a cold, snow-lashed stone bridge—wind tearing through our cloaks, ice crunching beneath our boots. Thunder growled overhead, and behind us loomed a towering cathedral of white stone and steel. The Vault.

 

Where it all began.

 

Where Zephyr failed.

 

Where Haurchefant died.

 

The silence was deafening. The sky a bruised gray, the air thin and cruel.

 

Zephyr stood in the center of the bridge, facing the airship. His shoulders were hunched, his braid windswept, his fists clenched at his sides.

 

I could feel it pulsing around us. The Echo. The pain. The grief. The memory he could never escape.

 

And yet… he had returned.

 

This time, he did not turn away.

 

He faced it.

 

And as we moved closer behind him, I realized—

 

The dream wasn’t over.

 

This was the final test.

 


 

The bridge was silent.

 

Snow swept across the broken stones in slow, dragging gusts, the storm above groaning with the weight of memory. The sky no longer bore the golden hues of the dream, but heavy clouds the color of ash. Thunder rumbled, distant and low, like a drumbeat of inevitability.

 

Zephyr stood ahead of us again—alone.

 

There was no longer hope in his step.

 

His stance was taut with dread, armor braced against the cold, but we could see it now—how he hesitated. How the memory shackled him even now. His gauntleted hands clenched and unclenched at his sides. His head lowered, not in prayer, but in grief.

 

Across the bridge, the brilliant Garlean airship hovered, a monstrosity of gold and crimson and holy fire. Its engines throbbed with eerie harmony, like a choir of false angels. And at its edge, waiting at the edge of the Vault’s walkway, stood a tall man clad in pristine robes and burnished ceremonial armor. Archbishop Thordan VII—his face calm, composed, cruel. He lifted a hand in a priest’s benediction. Not beckoning… judging.

 

To Zephyr’s right, a figure sprinted to catch up.

 

Silver hair, gleaming in the stormlight. Blue eyes that held both fierce joy and a hint of unshakable sorrow.

 

Haurchefant.

 

“He’s still here…” Leliana whispered behind me. “But—no. This is different.”

 

We had seen this scene before.

 

Earlier, within the dream, Zephyr had saved him. The memory had been rewritten—repainted in warmth and triumph, a dreamer's desperate illusion.

 

But now… now we were seeing the truth.

 

And we couldn’t look away.

 

“This is no longer the dream,” Wynne said, her voice unsteady. “This… this is the moment he tried to bury.”

 

Zephyr surged forward.

 

Not like a knight, not like a soldier, but like a man outrunning his own terror.

 

His blade—Shadowbringer—was drawn, its black edge catching flickers of light from the sky. Lightning cracked above as the enemy knight—a monstrous figure in white armor—rose to meet him, spear in hand. A conjured weapon of blinding white aether, crystalline and jagged, formed above the enemy’s head, burning with holy wrath.

 

And still Zephyr ran.

 

Haurchefant was just behind him, feet pounding the stone, shield drawn.

 

“Zephyr!” he shouted. “Wait!”

 

And then—the spell was cast.

 

The enemy hurled the spear.

 

The air rippled, torn by divine force. The magic streaked across the bridge like a falling star, too fast, too bright. I flinched. So did Alistair. Even Morrigan let out a sharp breath, hand twitching toward her staff.

 

“No—!” Leliana shouted.

 

But she couldn’t stop it. None of us could.

 

Haurchefant saw it first.

 

He didn’t hesitate.

 

He threw himself forward with all his strength, his shield lifted high. His boots skidded across the stone as he leapt between Zephyr and death. The force of impact flared across the bridge in a burst of searing white.

 

We saw the shield shatter—glass-like fragments flung in all directions.

 

The spear punched through the defense, through steel, through flesh.

 

And Haurchefant—his body arched with the blow—was lifted from the ground and hurled back.

 

He hit the bridge with a crack of armor and bone, blood spraying across the stone.

 

“NO!!” Zephyr’s scream echoed across the mountainside.

 

He caught Haurchefant before he hit the ground fully, falling to his knees, cradling him with shaking arms. The silver-haired knight's breathing was already shallow, his mouth stained red.

 

“Not again… not again…!” Zephyr was panicking, hands pressed desperately to the wound. “Stay with me—gods, stay with me!”

 

The blue-robed Elezen boy—Alphinaud—rushed to his side, casting spell after spell, his voice cracking with fear. The aether shimmered, but fizzled uselessly against the wound. The magic simply refused to bind.

 

"Why isn’t it working?!” Alphinaud cried, voice on the edge of sobs. “He—he’s supposed to be okay—we were supposed to—”

 

But Haurchefant reached up, bloodied fingers brushing Zephyr’s cheek.

 

And he smiled.

 

Even dying, he smiled.

 

His voice, hoarse and wet with blood, rasped—

 

“Oh, don’t look at me so, Zephyr…”

 

And then—those words.

 

“A smile… better suits a hero.”

 

Time stopped.

 

We stood frozen, not just by the weight of the moment, but by the breaking of something sacred. The lie had been stripped away. The illusion undone.

 

“Maker preserve us…” Alistair murmured.

 

Leliana’s eyes were brimming. Wynne could barely stand.

 

Even Sten looked away.

 

And Zephyr—

 

Zephyr collapsed forward, pressing his forehead to Haurchefant’s. We couldn’t hear his words, but we felt them. The raw grief in every shuddering breath. The trembling in his arms as he held on. The way his body curled over the fallen knight like a shield too late.

 

Alphinaud sobbed beside him, barely able to breathe.

 

The white-clad knight, turned without a glance and leaped onto the airship, vanishing into the skies.

 

And all around us… the world began to dissolve.

 

Not gently.

 

The sky cracked.

 

The air filled with a sound like shattering glass and a thousand whispered regrets. The bridge crumbled into mist. The cathedral behind us warped into impossible angles. The snow turned to ash.

 

And through it all—Zephyr held Haurchefant’s body, unmoving, as the world fell apart.

 

Then, finally—he raised his head.

 

Eyes rimmed red.

 

His face was hollow, stripped bare of defenses. But behind the pain was a flicker. Not of hope.

 

Of resolve.

 

He stood, slowly, laying Haurchefant’s body down with trembling reverence. Alphinaud remained on his knees, weeping silently.

 

Zephyr turned toward us.

 

And for the first time in this dream-world…

 

…he saw us.

 

His hands clenched.

 

He stepped forward.

 

The dream had ended.

 

And the truth had returned.

 

We stood with him now—not as witnesses to a lie—but as the ones who would walk beside him through the wreckage of memory, toward whatever lay beyond.

Chapter 14: Shadows Awakened

Notes:

So with this arc done I just wanted to say I'm sorry about all the perspective changes, I just didn't quite know the best way to do these parts. Just bear with it please cause it's done and won't be that many again.

Thanks for reading.

Chapter Text

Perspective: Aedan Cousland

 

I came back to myself like a drowning man breaking the surface.

 

The first breath was ragged, desperate. Cold air stabbed into my lungs like icy knives, heavy with the reek of dust, blood, and something older—something rancid and unnatural, as though the stones themselves had been steeped for centuries in rot. It was so real after the warm, too-perfect air of the Fade that for a heartbeat my body rejected it, and I doubled over coughing.

 

The taste of corruption coated my tongue, metallic and bitter. My head throbbed with the pressure of returning to a body that felt both alien and worn down, as if I had been fighting for days on end without rest. My arms ached. My legs trembled when I shifted. Every breath reminded me of just how mortal this form was compared to the dream’s weightless deceit.

 

And then… I remembered.

 

The Fade.

The demon.

The trap that had been set for each of us.

 

And Zephyr.

 

My eyes flew open, forcing the world into focus. The Harrowing Chamber bled back into reality around me—not all at once, but in ragged patches, as though I were watching two images fade over each other. The great stone floor lay cracked and gouged, blackened by old burns and smeared with fresh blood. The ancient runes carved into it still pulsed faintly, their light sickly and uneven, as if even they were exhausted.

 

We were not alone.

 

Wynne had collapsed against a pillar, her breath shallow, one hand still curled as if holding a staff that was no longer there. Alistair was sprawled on his back a few feet away, chest heaving, eyes squeezed shut against whatever he’d been forced to see. Leliana knelt near the far wall, arms wrapped tight around herself, her lips moving in soundless prayer. Morrigan was already on her knees, spine rigid, golden eyes scanning the chamber with sharp, calculating movements. Sten had rolled onto his side, pushing himself upright with the stubborn steadiness of a man refusing to show weakness, even in exhaustion.

 

We were back.

 

But the danger… the danger had not gone anywhere.

 

A shadow fell over the room—no, not a shadow. A presence.

 

I forced myself to look toward the center of the chamber.

 

Uldred still stood there.

 

Or rather, the thing he had become.

 

If there had ever been anything human left in him, it was long gone now. His frame was a twisted mass of sinew and blackened bone, his flesh crawling with threads of dark energy that pulsed in time with his breath. He didn’t move. He didn’t need to. He watched like a spider watches its prey, patient, letting the web settle before striking.

 

No one made the first move.

 

Our strength hadn’t returned—not truly. We were here in body, yes, but the Fade’s hold had left its mark. My own limbs still felt as though they belonged to someone else, my heartbeat slow and uneven in my chest.

 

A low groan drew my attention to Wynne, who was slowly straightening against the pillar, rubbing the side of her head. Leliana’s prayer had slowed, though her hands still gripped her own arms tightly. Morrigan’s gaze wasn’t on Uldred at all. She was looking past me. Through me, almost.

 

Her eyes narrowed, and her mouth set in a thin line.

 

I turned.

 

Zephyr.

 

He lay crumpled on his side, half in shadow. One gloved hand was pressed to his chest, the other limp on the cold stone. His braid had come loose in the Fade, strands of black and silver spilling across his back and cheek. The wound along his face—something old, something from before we’d even met him—stood out starkly in the chamber’s dim light.

 

But it wasn’t the injury that made my chest tighten.

 

It was his expression.

 

There was no battle-ready fury there. No quick spark of wit or sharp glare to cut down the moment.

 

Only… emptiness.

 

And beneath it—sorrow.

 

It was a silence so heavy I could almost hear it.

 

“Zephyr…?” I said, my voice low, as though afraid the sound would break something fragile.

 

At first, he didn’t answer. Didn’t even look up.

 

Then his fingers twitched.

 

Slowly—painfully slowly—he rolled onto one elbow and forced himself to sit. His movements were deliberate, as though the weight pressing down on him wasn’t entirely physical. He didn’t meet my eyes, or anyone’s.

 

His gaze was on the floor.

 

No—through the floor.

 

And in that moment, I knew.

 

He wasn’t fully back.

 

His body was here in the Harrowing Chamber with us, but his mind… his mind was still walking another path entirely.

 

I’d seen it. We’d seen it. That frozen bridge in the snow. The blinding light of the spear. The sound of armor shattering. A silver-haired knight falling, smiling even as he died.

 

And Zephyr, kneeling over him, too late to save him.

 

The demon’s illusion had wrapped him in a paradise where that moment never happened. But we had ripped it open. Shown him the truth again.

 

And now… he was living in that memory’s aftermath.

 

Not in the battle before it.

Not in the years since.

 

Just in that place where failure had hollowed him out and left him with nothing but the echo of a smile that wasn’t for him alone, but for the idea of him—the hero who didn’t arrive in time.

 

And as I watched him breathe, slow and shallow, I understood something with absolute certainty:

 

Zephyr had never left that place.

Not really.

 


 

Zephyr Arcadin’s Perspective

 

The Fade withdrew like the tide pulling away from the shore.

 

But the pain… the pain stayed.

 

It clung to me in my bones, in my lungs, in the spaces between my thoughts. I could feel the last tendrils of dreamstuff fray and snap away from me, yet the warmth they carried did not vanish. It burned, but it was not fire—it was memory. A memory that was not real, and yet so real it hurt more than any blade.

 

That dream.

That lie.

 

I had wanted to believe it.

Hydaelyn forgive me, I had wanted to stay.

 

Even now, even knowing the truth, it called to me still—sweet and treacherous as a siren’s song carried over moonlit waters. A place where I had never failed. A place where my hands had not been too slow, where his body had not gone cold in my arms.

 

I could still hear his voice.

 

I could still see the light in his eyes, brighter than the silver on his armor, warmer than any sun. I remembered the smile—the one that reached all the way to his soul. The way his breath misted in the frozen air. The words, spoken like a blessing: A smile better suits a hero.

 

And then… the moment it all shattered.

The spear.

The blood.

The light going out.

 

I had wanted to forget. I had allowed myself to forget.

 

I should never have.

 

But he… he had forgiven me.

 

The demon had shown me that much, at least. Whether it was truth or fabrication, I clung to it. And that—that—was the only reason my knees found the strength to hold me, the only reason my lungs drew breath again in this poisoned, corrupted air.

 

The others had seen.

 

I could feel it like heat on my skin, their eyes on me—not curious, not cold, but heavy with something unspoken. Not pity exactly, but the quiet, dangerous weight of it. Like a blade drawn and held just shy of my throat.

 

I looked at none of them.

 

Instead, I planted one hand on the stone floor and pushed. My arm trembled. The world tilted. But slowly—carefully—I rose to my feet. My breath was steady, though my heart was not.

 

And then I reached for the weight at my back.

 

They hadn’t seen it yet.

Not truly.

 

Not this world. Not these people.

 

But they would.

 

I gripped the hilt, still bound in its wrapping of dark cloth, and drew.

 

The sound was not steel on steel, but something deeper—a low, resonant thrum, like distant thunder rolling across a storm-wracked plain. The wrapping fell away in slow coils, and Shadowbringer emerged into the flickering chamber light.

 

The blade drank the light greedily, its surface blacker than obsidian yet rippling with an inner storm. Veins of pale radiance pulsed through the darkness, the sword’s edge seemed to fade in and out of existence, as though the world itself could not decide if it wanted to allow it to be real.

 

The runes carved along the fuller glimmered faintly—not with any magic of this place, but with the fading memory of another world entirely.

The others said nothing at first.

 

But their silence was louder than any battle cry.

 

Sten’s eyes narrowed, and I saw the barest widening there—the recognition of something he had sensed since the day we met but had not put into shape until now.

 

Leliana’s lips parted in a quiet gasp, one hand rising instinctively to press against her chest, her prayer forgotten mid-word.

 

Morrigan tilted her head like a raven scenting blood, her fascination no longer masked behind boredom. I saw the sharp gleam in her gaze—the hunger for knowledge, for power, for truth.

 

Wynne’s expression softened, though she lowered her eyes quickly, as if to shield herself from what she saw.

 

Alistair, standing near Aedan, shifted his stance and gripped his sword more tightly—not in hostility, but as though the weight of my presence demanded it.

 

And Aedan…

 

Aedan stepped forward. Slowly. Deliberately.

 

Not to speak.

 

Not to question.

 

Just to stand beside me.

 

He didn’t even look at me, but the warmth of his presence was enough to anchor me here in this poisoned, half-broken reality.

 

The blade trembled faintly in my hand.

 

Not from fear.

 

From the echo of that moment—the breath that had left Haurchefant’s body, the warmth that had faded from his skin, the smile that had been for me alone, even at the end.

 

A smile better suits a hero.

 

The words cut through me again, sharp and merciless.

 

I was not a hero.

 

But I would fight like one.

 

And just ahead, Uldred waited—his monstrous form crouched and coiled, the stench of the Fade still oozing from his twisted frame like rot from a long-dead corpse. His eyes glowed with mockery, as though amused by our struggle back into the waking world.

 

The Fade had taken from me once already.

 

It would not take again.

 

The fight wasn’t over.

Not yet.

 


 

The moment stretched like tempered steel, drawn out until it was ready to snap.

 

Dust drifted lazily in the chamber’s stifling air, curling through shafts of light that slanted down from cracks high in the stone walls. My every sense sharpened, as though the world was holding its breath alongside me.

 

Across the ruin, Uldred’s form warped and convulsed. Bone pushed against flesh, bursting through in jagged spurs. His skin split like old parchment. The man—if there had ever truly been a man—was gone. What remained was something born of arrogance and the endless hunger of the Fade.

 

Wings unfolded from his back—wings not of feathers but of lightning. His hands had become claws. And his face… his face was stretched into something almost human but wrong, too symmetrical, too sharp, with eyes like twin suns burning with contempt.

 

A mutated form of Pride Demon.

 

Every instinct screamed danger.

 

He spoke then, his voice sliding like oil over stone—low, smooth, venomous. Words crafted to pierce armor and sink into the soft, unguarded places inside. His scorn was palpable, heavy as lead.

 

But I wasn’t listening.

 

My world had narrowed to the sound of my own heartbeat—loud, insistent, like war drums in my ears. And beneath it, the hum. Shadowbringers hum. The steady, resonant pulse of a weapon that did not merely serve me, but knew me. It understood. This was no longer a man. This was no longer even a mage. This was a threat—to me, to those behind me, to all things that dared to live.

 

My fingers flexed around the hilt, and the blade thrummed in answer. A pact without words.

 

I stepped forward. The weight of the sword felt perfect in my hand, the balance so natural it was like an extension of my own will. I could almost see it—the moment of impact, the black edge biting into flesh, the demon’s expression twisting into something other than pride.

 

And then it happened.

 

The Resonator Pendant at my throat—my constant, silent companion—flashed, sudden and violent, a crimson glare that painted the chamber in blood.

 

The hum of Shadowbringer faltered. My heartbeat did not. It surged—fast, too fast—until it felt like my ribs would splinter under the force.

 

Pain struck without warning, spearing through my chest so hard I staggered. My vision blurred. My grip on the sword slipped an inch. I heard voices—distant, urgent. Aedan’s shout. Morrigan’s curse. Leliana’s cry.

 

But I could not answer them.

 

Cracks splintered across the pendant’s crystal surface, each fracture glowing from within, as though the thing were filled with molten metal. My breath caught. The air thickened until each inhale was a battle. Power—familiar and yet wrong—rose like a tide, swelling until it had nowhere to go but out.

 

The scream rose in my throat, but it never escaped. My teeth locked. My body arched against an invisible force. Shadowbringer’s hum turned into a deep, dangerous growl.

 

And then—through the din—came the whisper.

 

Low. Measured. Unshakable.

A voice I had not heard in years, but knew as I knew my own.

 

“Let me show you what it really means to protect.”

 

The pendant shattered.

 

Sound returned all at once—a sharp ringing that made the world tilt. Shards of crimson crystal spun through the air like dying embers, catching in my hair, sliding down my armor, clinking against the stone.

 

And then… I was not in control.

 

I felt my hands grip the sword, but they were not mine. My head turned, my body moved, and though I looked through my own eyes, the will guiding them was not my own.

 

The air around me seemed to darken—not the absence of light, but the presence of something vast and ancient pressing in from all sides. The edges of Shadowbringer’s black blade flared with pale radiance, like moonlight breaking through storm clouds, only for that light to twist and be swallowed by shadow in the same instant.

 

Inside me—no, around me—something stirred.

Something that had always been there, waiting.

Umbriel.

 

The old name unfurled in my mind like a banner caught in a wind I couldn’t stop.

Not friend. Not foe.

Protector. Destroyer.

The other half of what I was, the half I had kept caged.

 

And now the cage was gone.

 

My body moved forward in a slow, deliberate step, Shadowbringer raised in a guard I had not used in years. Umbriel’s presence was calm, but it was the calm of deep water—still on the surface, with unseen currents powerful enough to drag a man down and never let him go.

 

The Pride Demon tilted its head, curiosity flashing in its eyes. I felt Umbriel smile through my lips—not a kind smile.

 

And for the first time, Uldred hesitated.

 


 

Aedan’s perspective 

 

It was like the very air changed.

 

Not the kind of change you can see, but the kind you feel—like when a storm rolls in and the sky turns that strange green, or when a wolf goes quiet in the forest and you realize you’re not the predator anymore.

 

One moment Zephyr stood as I’d always known him—calm, balanced, a warrior in perfect control of himself. His stance was measured, his eyes focused on Uldred. Ready for the fight of his life.

 

The next… he shuddered. Not from pain. Not from fear. From something else.

 

It was as though something rippled outward from him, a wave I couldn’t see but could feel. My stomach tightened. The hair on my arms stood on end. My teeth ached as if I’d bitten down on iron. My spine felt like a bowstring drawn taut—ready to snap.

 

His head jerked upward.

 

Zephyr’s ice-blue eyes—those cool, detached eyes that rarely betrayed more than mild interest—flared with light. Not Fade light. Not lyrium. This was something stranger, deeper, threaded with thin veins of crimson that bled into the whites. The glow didn’t just illuminate—it watched.

 

And I felt it.

 

Power.

 

Not the flashy, coaxed power of a mage flinging fireballs. This was older, heavier. The kind of power that existed whether the world wanted it to or not.

 

“He’s… a mage?” Alistair whispered behind me, the disbelief sharp in his voice.

 

“No…” Leliana’s voice trembled in a way I’d never heard from her. “That’s something else.”

 

First Enchanter Irving stepped back. The other senior mages we’d fought tooth and nail to save—men and women who had stood against abominations—followed suit without hesitation. I didn’t need to see their faces to know the truth, but I saw it anyway. Fear.

 

Not fear of the demon. Fear of him.

 

They knew magic. And they wanted no part of this.

 

“What in the Maker’s name is he?” Wynne murmured.

 

If Zephyr heard her, he gave no sign. His attention wasn’t on us.

 

It was fixed entirely on Uldred.

 

He began to walk forward. Slow. Purposeful. Each step rang against the cracked stone, the sound impossibly loud in the stillness. There was a weight to his movements, a sense of inevitability that made the breath catch in my throat.

 

Uldred spread his wings wide, the chamber filling with the crackle of electricity. His voice came in a low hiss, the words wrong, like the grinding of stone under the sea. It was Demonic—language meant to wound the mind as much as the ears.

 

Zephyr didn’t even blink.

 

The black-wrapped weapon slung over his back shifted. I’d seen him carry it for days without drawing it, and I’d assumed it was a personal relic or a backup blade. But the cloth binding it began to smoke.

 

Then, with a sound like tearing silk, the wrappings fell away in strips, curling to ash before they hit the ground.

 

The blade beneath—Shadowbringer—was unlike anything I’d seen. Its black edge caught the light wrong, bending it, drinking it, until the air around it seemed darker than it had any right to be. A faint halo of pale radiance wavered along the flat, swallowed and reborn in an endless cycle.

 

The moment it was free, the air grew heavier.

 

And then he moved.

 

He didn’t charge. He didn’t lunge. He simply… vanished.

 

One instant he was there, and the next, he was mist. A curling cloud of darkness that flowed forward faster than an arrow. The cloud reformed in front of Uldred so abruptly the demon actually staggered back, talons raking the floor as he caught his balance.

 

Shadowbringer’s edge came down in a single, arcing strike.

 

The cut was clean, deliberate. It sheared through Uldred’s shoulder, severing a wing at its base. The flesh hissed and spat as shadowfire consumed it.

 

Uldred roared, swinging a claw the size of a tower shield, but Zephyr bent at the waist with impossible precision, the strike passing over his head by inches. In the same movement, he pivoted, blade flashing low. The next slash took the demon’s right leg out from under him in a spray of burning ichor.

 

And still he didn’t speak.

 

With one hand, Zephyr plunged Shadowbringer into the ground. Black veins of energy spread outward in jagged cracks, the stone groaning under the strain.

 

Then he raised his free hand.

 

Spears of obsidian erupted from the floor, silent and swift, each one as thick as a man’s torso. They impaled Uldred in half a dozen places, pinning wings, arms, and tail before the demon could even register the pain.

 

“That’s not just magic,” Morrigan breathed. Her eyes were wide—not with fear, but with recognition. “That’s something far older.”

 

Uldred’s scream tore through the chamber, shaking dust from the rafters. His body twisted against the spears.

 

Zephyr stepped forward again, yanking Shadowbringer from the stone. He swung once. A wave of darkness followed the arc, a perfect crescent that cleaved through Uldred’s torso as though the demon’s body were nothing but smoke.

 

For a heartbeat, Uldred froze—half solid, half unraveling. Then his form dissolved entirely into formless vapor, the echo of his scream scattering into the Fade.

 

The silence that followed was worse than the fight.

 

Zephyr turned toward us.

 

Sten’s hand went to his sword, his stance low, the tendons in his forearms tight. “That is not the same man,” he said flatly.

 

Alistair’s voice cracked. “Is he… is he going to attack us?”

 

Zephyr—or the thing wearing him—stood perfectly still. His hair drifted in some invisible wind, his cloak hanging motionless. Shadowbringer hummed faintly in his grip, the sound like a heartbeat too slow to be human.

 

His eyes roamed over each of us, unreadable.

 

“I don’t think that’s him anymore,” I said.

 

No one disagreed.

 


 

Perspective: Aedan Cousland

 

The chamber was still.

Not silent—no, never silent. The crackle of residual magic still hissed across the shattered floor, the stink of Fade corruption clung to the air, and the faint groan of strained stone whispered through the ruined hall.

 

But still in another sense.

A stillness that pressed down on my chest. A stillness that felt watched.

 

Zephyr was no longer standing as Zephyr.

 

The man I had fought beside—measured, restrained, an unshakable hand on the battlefield—was simply… gone. What stood in his place was a figure outlined in shifting shadow, shoulders draped in a mantle of black mist that curled and writhed like it had thoughts of its own.

 

And when he looked at us… Maker help me, I understood the feeling of prey under a predator’s gaze.

 

“You pulled him away.”

 

The voice that spoke was Zephyr’s and not Zephyr’s. It was deeper, ragged, like the sound of stone splitting under ice. Every syllable carried weight—accusation sharpened to a blade’s edge.

 

None of us moved. Even Sten’s grip on his sword eased fractionally, as though he’d decided movement would draw unwanted attention.

 

“He was happy,” the voice continued.

“Whole. Loved.”

 

The shadows about his frame pulsed faintly with each word.

 

Leliana’s eyes darted to me, her lips parting as though to speak, but whatever she was about to say died in her throat. Morrigan’s face remained still, but her gaze… narrowed. Studying. Calculating.

 

The figure took a slow, deliberate step forward. The mist followed him like a tide, curling along the ground.

 

“And you ruined it,” he said softly. Almost a whisper. Almost.

“You tore him from peace. You dragged him back into suffering.”

 

His eyes—Zephyr’s pale blue no longer—glowed faintly, firey violet threaded with red, like light behind fractured glass.

 

“You weakened him.”

 

The words hung in the air.

 

I tried to speak carefully.

 

“We didn’t want to hurt him. But it wasn’t real—”

 

The figure’s head snapped toward me so fast I felt my heart jolt.

 

“Do not speak for him.”

 

It wasn’t a shout. It didn’t need to be. The sound carried an unnatural resonance that rattled in my teeth. Somewhere behind me, Wynne muttered something under her breath—a prayer, maybe.

 

The figure let his gaze wander across each of us in turn.

 

Alistair, tense, jaw set, shield raised but not forward.

Leliana, her hand resting near her dagger hilt but not daring to draw.

Morrigan, one brow arched, arms loose at her sides but magic coiled in her fingertips.

Wynne, pale and utterly still.

 

And Sten, towering as ever, but his eyes… watching.

 


 

Umbriel sighed. It was a sound heavy with disdain, like an adult forced to tolerate the tantrums of children.

 

“You think yourselves companions. Friends.”

“But all you do is bind him in chains of guilt. You pull at the threads until there is nothing left but frayed ends.”

 

The shadows rippled once, faintly, and I thought—no, I felt—a pressure in my skull, like the air itself was listening.

 

“That dream you stole from him? It was not your place to decide. You gave him reality in exchange for emptiness.”

 

No one answered.

There was no defense that wouldn’t sound like excuse.

Because in a way, he was right. We had torn Zephyr from something precious, even if it had been false.

 

Umbriel’s gaze softened—not in kindness, but in finality.

 

“And now he will walk with the weight you gave him. Again.”

 

A pause.

 

“…I tire of this form. I have made my point.”

 


 

The shadows began to retreat, pulling away from his frame like water draining from stone. The burning in his eyes dimmed, cooling back to that cold, pale blue I knew. The mist thinned, curling back into the pendant that hung at his throat—its cracked surface glinting faintly before going dark.

 

Zephyr staggered forward a half-step, bracing himself on Shadowbringer like a cane. His breath came slow, measured, but the set of his jaw told me he had heard everything.

 

And for the first time since the Fade, he looked… older. Not in body. In weight.

 

He didn’t speak.

 

And neither did we.

 

Because whatever Umbriel was—whatever he could do—we all knew something very clearly now.

 

He wasn’t gone.

 

He was simply waiting.

 


 

Perspective: Zephyr Arcadin

 

The moment the last thread of shadow peeled away from my skin, the world felt… thin.

 

Not lighter—never lighter—but hollow, like sound after a great bell stops ringing.

The taste of metal lingered in my mouth. The air smelled of stone dust and the faint, cloying sweetness of the Fade. My knees threatened to buckle, and for a heartbeat I thought Umbriel had simply taken my legs with him.

 

Then I realized it wasn’t weakness. It was absence.

 

He had been inside me a moment ago—threaded through every thought, every muscle, every unspoken truth I try to bury—and now he wasn’t. And that space he left behind felt cavernous.

 

The silence wasn’t empty. It was… watching.

 

I could still feel him. Not the full weight of him, not that crushing mantle of malice and purpose—but a distant echo, like a predator’s gaze from deep in the treeline. Waiting.

 

The pendant at my throat pulsed faintly once, a dying ember, before cooling to nothing.

 

I kept my eyes down.

 

If I looked at them—Aedan, Alistair, Leliana, the rest—they’d see it. They’d see the truth Umbriel had wrapped in honeyed poison. And part of me was afraid they’d agree with him.

 

Because he wasn’t entirely wrong.

 

The dream had been perfect.

Not in the way real life sometimes stumbles into moments of joy before the world catches up—but perfect in the way an artist can be perfect when the paint never runs out and the canvas never tears.

Haurchefant’s laugh. Count Edmont’s warmth. Friends alive who should have been dead. My own smile, unburdened and unafraid.

 

It hadn’t asked for anything. It had simply been.

 

And I had let myself believe it.

 


 

Now, standing on cracked stone with Shadowbringer’s weight biting into my palm, I could still hear Umbriel’s words:

 

You tore him from peace. You dragged him back into suffering.

 

He had meant it as accusation.

But the way my heart twisted… it felt like confession.

 

I finally looked up.

 

They were all watching me—me, not Umbriel—but there was a carefulness in their stances, a hesitation. Like they were testing the air after lightning struck too close.

 

I wanted to tell them it was over. That I had control. That he couldn’t take me again.

 

But I didn’t.

Because I couldn’t promise it was true.

 

Instead, I straightened, let my hair fall forward to shadow my expression, and slid Shadowbringer into its sheath. The blade whispered as it went home, as though relieved to be at rest.

 

The chamber still stank of magic and burnt stone. The ground was littered with fractured sigils from the enchanters’ circle, now inert. I stepped over one, feeling the faintest thrum under my boots—like the heart of something that wasn’t dead, merely sleeping.

 

Aedan was the first to break the quiet.

 

“You alright?”

 

His voice was steady, but I caught the quick glance he shot at my pendant. He’d seen the way it had drunk the last of the shadows.

 

I could have lied. I should have lied.

But the words came out flat:

 

“I’m… here.”

 

The truth was harsher.

 

Umbriel hadn’t been defeated. He’d chosen to leave.

And as his parting gift, he’d left me with his certainty—that the dream I’d lost was worth more than the life I had returned to.

 

I think he expects me to believe him.

Some days… I might.

 


 

We moved on. We had to.

But every step felt like the echo of one I’d taken in the dream.

 

And somewhere deep inside, I felt the faintest brush of cold shadow in my thoughts.

 

Not threatening.

Not yet.

 

Just… waiting.

 


 

I hadn’t spoken since we left the Harrowing Chamber.

 

Not truly.

 

Oh, words came when they had to—short, clipped things meant to direct movement or acknowledge orders.

Aedan asked if I was ready to move? Yes.

Sten wanted a path cleared through the fallen debris? Left first, then the center.

Wynne asked if my injuries were pressing? No.

 

But nothing more than that. Nothing about Kindred.

Nothing about Haurchefant.

Nothing about the truth—that I hadn’t fought my way out of that dream. That I’d been dragged.

 

I felt their eyes on me all the same.

 

Aedan’s gaze came most often—measured, weighing, as though he were trying to decide if I was still the same man who had bled beside him in the Korcari Wilds.

Alistair’s glances were uncertain, curious but edged with something like wariness.

Morrigan’s eyes lingered longer—searching, speculative, but never pitying.

Leliana’s were different. There was softness there, the kind given to the grieving, though she didn’t yet know the shape of what I had lost.

And Sten… Sten simply watched. Not with distrust, but like a man standing beside a caged hound, curious whether the beast inside still remembered its master.

 

None of them asked.

 

Wynne was the first to try.

 

We were in the infirmary, gathering what little salves and supplies the surviving mages could offer before our departure. She lingered beside me as I tightened the wrappings on my vambrace.

 

“He’s still you, Zephyr. Whatever that… thing was.”

 

“Umbriel,” I said without looking up. My voice was hoarse, like stone ground on stone.

 

She hesitated, as though speaking the name might give it power.

 

“Umbriel,” she repeated. “You subdued it. You came back.”

 

I gave a short breath—something between a laugh and an exhale.

 

“He let go, Wynne. That’s not the same as victory.”

 

Her eyes softened in that way only a healer’s could.

 

“But you’re here.”

 

I looked down at my hands—scarred, calloused, the knuckles still faintly bruised from the fight with Uldred.

 

“Not all of me."

 


 

By morning, the Circle Tower was quieter than I’d ever seen it.

The survivors moved like shadows, gathering what could be salvaged, tending to their wounded, stepping carefully over the rubble-strewn halls.

 

We met with First Enchanter Irving in the main library, the smell of burned parchment still thick in the air. Aedan spoke first.

 

“There’s a boy in Redcliffe. Possessed. The demon is still contained for now, but we don’t know how much longer. We need mages. As many as you can spare. And lyrium.”

 

Irving studied him, then glanced briefly toward me.

 

“You will have what you need. I will see to it myself. But… protect them, Warden. We’ve lost enough.”

 

Aedan nodded his thanks. I said nothing.

 

No one asked if I would be going. Of course I would.

What else was there left for me to do?

 


 

The road from the Tower was long, and the weather was merciless.

 

The air hung heavy with early spring damp, the sky a constant overcast bruise. Boots sank into mud where snow had only recently retreated. The mages we’d been given were not combat-trained like Wynne; they kept close to the center of the formation, robes muddied to the knee.

 

We didn’t speak much.

 

Aedan kept us moving with short commands, his shield always at the ready. Alistair tried to lighten the mood with a joke about the Circle’s “interior decorating,” but his voice died under the weight of the silence. Morrigan sometimes looked my way as if she might speak, but her lips would press shut before she did.

 

Even Sten’s usual, blunt inquiries about our route ceased.

 


 

When my thoughts drifted, they drifted there—

To the Vault.

To him.

To the moment when the warmth of Haurchefant’s blood slipped through my fingers and the light in his eyes dimmed forever.

To the part of me that had chosen to stay in that dream rather than face the world without him.

 

“A smile… better suits a hero.”

 

He had been right.

I just wasn’t sure I was one anymore.

 


 

Redcliffe looked worse than when we had left it.

 

More bodies. More empty homes. The people who remained were pale, exhausted, and desperate, their eyes searching us as though salvation might walk in with us on muddy boots. I kept my hood low. I had no salvation to offer.

 

We found Jowan in the Chantry, slumped against a pillar like a man who had spent every hour fighting sleep and fear. His eyes widened when he saw the mages behind us.

 

“You came back,” he said, voice rough. “I’ve… kept it contained. I think.”

 

Aedan’s reply was steady, resolute.

 

“Then it’s time. The mages are here. Let’s finish this.”

 


 

The castle was worse still.

 

We passed under archways darkened by fire and through halls stripped of their finery. Every step echoed against stone that remembered better days. The air smelled of smoke and rot.

 

Connor lay in a high chamber, still as death save for the unnatural twitches that shuddered through him. The boy’s face—pale, slack—looked so much younger like this. The demon’s shadow lingered around him like an oil slick.

 

Isolde stood beside him, her hands white-knuckled on the edge of the bed. She had the look of someone who had forgotten what it felt like to sleep.

 

“If this fails…” Her voice cracked. “If this fails, he dies. Doesn’t he?”

 

Aedan put a hand on her shoulder.

 

“We won’t let that happen.”

 

That was the kind of thing a hero said.

 

I just watched from the doorway, my shadow stretching long across the cracked tile.

 

The mages began their work.

 

Lyrium dust shimmered in the air, glowing faintly in the low light. The scent was sharp—metallic and strange, a reminder of the Fade and all its treacherous beauty. They spoke in unison, weaving a lattice of light that trembled above the boy’s body.

 

I recognized pieces of the spellwork—shapes, structures, methods that echoed the aetherial weavings I’d learned in Sharlayan. But this was different. The kind of magic that had teeth, and demanded blood if it wasn’t fed properly.

 

They didn’t ask me to join.

 

Perhaps they knew I would not.

Perhaps they feared I might.

 

So I stood silent and watched as they fought for a boy’s soul.

 


 

When the last syllable of the ritual fell away, the lattice collapsed into him with a blinding flash.

 

Connor gasped. His eyes flew open—clear, human, free. The tension in his body eased. The demon was gone.

 

Isolde’s knees gave way. She pressed her face into the blankets and wept. Wynne turned away, gripping her staff like a lifeline. Alistair let out a long, shaky breath before sinking down against the wall. Sten gave a single, grave nod.

 

Aedan smiled—tired, but genuine.

 

And I…

 

I walked out.

 


 

The hall beyond was dim, lit only by the broken light of a stained glass window that once depicted Andraste. Half her face was missing now, shards of painted glass glittering faintly in the rubble. I leaned against the stone frame, feeling as though my own weight might crack the wall.

 

“He lives,” Morrigan’s voice came from behind me. “You should be glad.”

 

“I am,” I said.

 

“But you feel nothing.”

 

I shook my head faintly.

 

“That’s not true. I feel… too much.”

 

She studied me for a long moment.

 

“You were willing to let yourself die in that dream.”

 

“Yes.”

 

“Why?”

 

“Because he was there.”

 

Her eyes narrowed slightly.

 

“And now?”

 

I looked back at the broken saint in the glass—so unlike Hydaelyn’s perfect radiance, yet worshipped just the same.

 

“Now I keep going,” I said quietly. “Because he told me to.”

 

Morrigan said nothing more.

And for that, I was grateful.

Chapter 15: Urn of Sacred Ashes

Chapter Text

The hall outside Arl Eamon’s chambers was too quiet.

 

We’d saved his son. We’d torn Connor from the clutches of the demon possessing him. That should have been the happy ending to this part of the nightmare.

 

But it wasn’t.

 

I leaned against the wall across from the bedchamber door, arms crossed, watching Isolde’s shadow move back and forth inside. Aedan stood just inside the doorway, speaking in hushed tones to the castle’s healer.

 

Eamon still hadn’t woken.

 

I had seen comas before in my own world—magic-borne or mundane—but this felt different. His body wasn’t failing. It was as if something unseen still held him in place.

 

The healer finally stepped out, wiping his hands on a cloth. “He breathes well. His pulse is steady,” he said to Aedan, “but he sleeps and will not wake.”

 

“Is it something the demon left behind?” I asked.

 

“Not… exactly,” the healer replied, frowning. “Whatever illness gripped him before the demon’s arrival remains. This is something he has endured for weeks, maybe months. The demon simply took advantage of it.”

 

That was when Isolde emerged, her face pale and drawn. “There is… one thing I’ve heard of,” she said slowly, glancing between us. “A legend, from the Chantry’s oldest tales. They speak of the Ashes of Andraste—the Maker’s chosen prophet.”

 

I tilted my head. “Ashes?”

 

“They say they possess miraculous healing powers,” she explained. “That they can cure any illness, no matter how grave. The Chantry calls them myth, but…” She looked down at her hands. “If they are real, they may be the only thing that can save my husband.”

 

Leliana, who had been lingering nearby, stepped forward with a spark in her eyes. “The Urn of Sacred Ashes. I have heard the same stories in Orlais.”

 

The healer gave a dismissive snort. “And I’ve heard of dragons who speak in riddles. Legends do not cure men.”

 

“But there is one who claims they exist,” Leliana insisted. “Brother Genitivi. A scholar, here in Ferelden. He has spent years researching the Ashes and has written of his travels in search of them.”

 

“Then he might know where to find them,” Aedan said, thinking aloud.

 

Leliana nodded. “Last I heard, he had been working in Denerim.”

 


 

We gathered in the war room shortly after, all of us around the great table cluttered with maps.

 

Aedan laid it out plainly. “We can’t help Eamon with what we have. But if these Ashes exist, we need them. And that means finding Brother Genitivi in Denerim.”

 

“Then we all go,” I said automatically.

 

But Aedan shook his head. “No. I can’t leave Redcliffe undefended right now. We’ve just cleared out the castle, but the Darkspawn grow bolder by the day. I need to make sure the villagers are safe before I move again. If another attack comes while I’m gone, all of this will have been for nothing.”

 

He looked at me, then at Leliana and Morrigan. “The three of you can move faster than a larger party. Fewer eyes will notice you. And Morrigan’s magic, Leliana’s contacts, and…” His eyes lingered on me. “…your ability to deal with the unexpected—will be more than enough for Denerim’s streets.”

 

“Sounds like you’re sending us into a snake pit,” I said.

 

He smirked faintly. “It’s Denerim. If you don’t get bitten, you’ll at least get stepped on.”

 


 

The next morning, we set out.

 

The road to Denerim was long but uneventful. Morrigan walked with her hood drawn low, clearly unimpressed by the idea of searching for holy relics. “I will never understand your endless fascination with dusty bones and dead prophets,” she muttered at one point.

 

Leliana, of course, countered every word with cheerful certainty. “Faith can work wonders. Sometimes the Maker does guide our steps.”

 

“And sometimes the wind changes direction,” Morrigan replied flatly. “That does not mean the wind has a plan.”

 

I let them argue. My thoughts were elsewhere—on Eamon’s still face, on Aedan staying behind, and on the possibility that this journey would lead to nothing but wasted time.

 

When we reached Denerim, we began asking after Brother Genitivi, starting with the Chantry. The sisters there claimed not to have seen him in some time, though one mentioned he often worked from his home in the city.

 

It took another half-day of weaving through cramped alleyways and pushing past market crowds before we found his modest house tucked along a quieter street.

 

Except… it didn’t feel right. The shutters were closed despite the warm day, and the door stood just barely ajar.

 

Leliana exchanged a glance with me. “Stay ready,” she whispered.

 

I pushed the door open first. Inside was chaos—a table overturned, papers scattered everywhere. And standing in the middle of the wreckage was a man who looked very out of place, his robes torn and his expression somewhere between panic and suspicion.

 

That was the first step into the trail Brother Genitivi had left behind—a trail that would lead us far beyond Denerim, deeper into Ferelden’s wilds, and toward the truth of the Urn of Sacred Ashes.

 

And I could already tell it wouldn’t be as simple as “ask, find, cure.”

 

Not in this world. Not ever.

 


 

The air inside the house was stale. Too still. The kind of stillness that happens when a place is shut up too long — or when someone doesn’t want others to know they’re here.

 

The man in the middle of the room startled at the sight of us, like a rat caught in torchlight. He was tall but hunched, thin enough that his robes hung loose from his shoulders. The fabric had once been well-made, maybe even tailored, but now it was rumpled and frayed at the sleeves. His hands twitched at his sides.

 

“Oh,” he said quickly, his voice too bright, too forced. “Visitors. I… wasn’t expecting anyone.”

 

I let my eyes drift over the room while he spoke. The overturned table was the obvious focus, but there was more — ink stains drying on the floorboards, scattered parchment with what looked like sketches of ruins and old symbols, and an empty mug lying on its side near the hearth. Whatever happened here hadn’t been just a careless accident.

 

Leliana stepped forward with that smooth, disarming smile she seemed to keep in her pocket for moments like this. “We’re looking for Brother Genitivi. We were told this was his home.”

 

The man’s fingers flexed once before he clasped them together. “Oh… ah, well, you see, Brother Genitivi… he’s not here. Went to the… Chantry. Yes. In, ah, Lake Calenhad. On—”

 

Morrigan cut him off like a knife. “You’re lying.”

 

His gaze snapped to her, wide-eyed. “I— I beg your pardon?”

 

I took a step forward, slow and deliberate. “Your door was open. Your table’s overturned. You’ve been here long enough for the air to go stale, but you want us to believe Genitivi is away on a pleasant trip? Try again.”

 

The man swallowed hard. “Look, I… I’m just staying here while he’s gone. I’m a… a friend. Weylon.”

 

I shifted my weight, letting my hand rest lightly on the hilt of my sword — not drawing it, not yet, but enough for the intent to register. “Where is he really?”

 

Weylon’s eyes darted toward the back of the house. “He… he’s gone to Haven.”

 

“Haven?” Leliana echoed.

 

“Yes! It’s a small village in the mountains, far to the west, past Lake Calenhad. He… he heard of something there, something connected to the Ashes of Andraste. He thought it worth investigating.”

 

“Then why the overturned table?” I asked.

 

“Oh, that. Ah… burglars. Yes. Came while I was out. Must’ve been looking for valuables.”

 

The lie was so thin it might as well have been parchment in the rain.

 

Morrigan crossed her arms, unimpressed. “If you expect us to believe such drivel, you are more foolish than you look.”

 

Weylon’s mouth opened and closed, but no words came. His stance shifted — not toward the door, but toward the side of the room where a short blade rested half-hidden beneath a cloth.

 

I moved first. One long step closed the distance, and my gauntleted hand slammed against his wrist before he could grab the weapon. He yelped in pain, stumbling backward.

 

That was when the mask dropped.

 

His polite fear twisted into something sharper — the look of a man cornered and willing to lash out. “You should’ve stayed away,” he hissed.

 

Then he lunged.

 

The fight was over before it began. Morrigan’s hand flicked up, frost crackling along her fingers, and a shard of ice burst across Weylon’s chest. The cold shocked him enough that Leliana had time to slip behind and sweep his legs. He hit the floor hard, the wind knocked from him.

 

I crouched beside him. “Last chance. Where’s Brother Genitivi?”

 

He spat to the side. “You’ll find nothing but death in Haven.”

 

“That’s fine,” I said, letting my voice drop into something quieter. “I’m hard to kill.”

 

Whether it was the words or the icy glare from Morrigan’s still-raised hand, he talked after that. He told us Genitivi had been taken to Haven against his will — that the villagers there were… devoted, in a way that went beyond normal Chantry faith.

 

When it was done, he sagged back against the floor, muttering curses under his breath. I didn’t hear all of them, but one word kept coming up: “Dragon.”

 


 

The man’s breathing was ragged when I stood. Morrigan’s frost had begun to melt across the floorboards, leaving a slick sheen that caught the light from the window. Weylon—or whoever he really was—sat bound at the ankles and wrists, glaring up at us like a cornered hound.

 

“We’re not done here,” I said quietly, my voice low enough that only he and my companions could hear. “But I’m not interested in wasting more breath on a liar. Let’s see what the rest of the house has to say.”

 

Leliana nodded and moved first, her boots making barely a sound as she crossed into the adjoining room. Morrigan followed, muttering something under her breath that sounded like “waste of time,” but her eyes were sharp, scanning every detail.

 

I stayed behind for a moment, watching Weylon shift in his bonds. He looked like he might try something desperate, but I made a point of resting my hand on the hilt of my sword before following the others. That stopped him cold.

 

The front room had been chaos, but the back of the house was worse. Drawers yanked open, scrolls half-unrolled and trailing across the floor, broken quills discarded like snapped twigs. The scent of old ink and parchment hung heavy in the air, mingling with something far less pleasant—stale blood.

 

It didn’t take long to find the source.

 

There was a small storeroom in the rear corner of the house, the door slightly ajar. When I pushed it open, the light from the hall fell across a shape on the floor. A man, face down, his clothes plain but neatly made. His skin was pale with the waxy stillness of death.

 

Leliana knelt beside him, gently turning the body enough to see his face. She drew in a sharp breath. “This… this likely is Weylon. The real one.”

 

The man we’d tied up in the other room had been younger, darker-haired, with a sharpness to his features. This Weylon was softer, older, his eyes—what remained of them—peaceful in a way that made the scene even more wrong.

 

Morrigan stepped closer, her expression unreadable. “Killed recently. Less than a week, I’d wager. And our friend in the other room took his place.”

 

“Why hide the body here?” I asked.

 

“To keep up the illusion,” Leliana said, glancing toward the front of the house. “If anyone else came looking for Brother Genitivi, they’d meet the imposter and hear his story. And the real Weylon would be… out of sight.”

 

I crouched, my gauntlets creaking as I searched the pockets of the dead man’s tunic. Nothing of value, but near his hand was a folded scrap of parchment. I opened it carefully—it was a note, written in a hurried, almost frantic script.

 

Brother Genitivi—Haven. The Ashes are close. Be wary.

 

There was no signature.

 

We searched the rest of the house in silence after that. In a side room, Morrigan uncovered a desk that had clearly been Genitivi’s—covered in open tomes and notes written in neat, measured lines. Sketches of mountain paths, diagrams of ancient urns, copied passages from Chantry texts. Several pages were marked with a symbol that looked like a stylized sunburst.

 

Leliana studied one of the maps, tracing a route with her finger. “Here. This is Haven. Remote, far from any major road. We go around Lake Calenhad, then into the Frostback foothills. It would be easy for something—or someone—to hide there.”

 

I scanned the rest of the research. There were notes on Andraste’s final days, references to a secretive order called the “Disciples,” and half a dozen mentions of “the Guardian,” though no detail on who—or what—it was.

 

When we’d taken everything we could—maps, notes, anything that might help—we returned to the front room. The imposter Weylon sat slumped against the wall, his eyes narrowing as he saw what we carried.

 

“Tell your masters,” I said evenly, “that whatever’s in Haven, we’re coming for it.”

 

His only answer was a bitter laugh. “You’ll regret it.”

 

I shut the door behind us, leaving him tied to the leg of the overturned table — his own rope, courtesy of the mess he’d made — and stepped back into the daylight.

 

The air outside felt sharper, colder.

 

Leliana adjusted her bowstring and gave me a sidelong look. “If what he said is true, Haven will not be welcoming.”

 

I tightened my gauntlet straps. “Then they’ll fit right in with everyone else we’ve met lately.”

 


 

We left the city at first light the next morning. Leliana led the way, her bow slung across her back, the stolen map folded in her pack. Morrigan kept to the rear, her staff tapping softly against the dirt as we walked.

 

The road west wound toward Lake Calenhad, the great expanse of water stretching like a mirror beneath the morning sun. Fishing boats dotted the surface, their sails pale against the glittering blue. We kept to the northern shore, the air growing sharper as the land began to climb.

 

Beyond the lake, the ground rose into rolling hills, then into the jagged beginnings of the Frostback Mountains. The wind was colder here, carrying the scent of pine and stone. Trails narrowed to twisting paths, some little more than goat tracks.

 

It was slow going, but the quiet gave me time to think—about the false Weylon’s words, the warning in the dead man’s note, and the strange sunburst symbol scattered throughout Genitivi’s research.

 

By the time the sun dipped low and painted the peaks in firelight, I could see where the path would lead us: deeper into the mountains, toward the narrow valleys where Ferelden met the border of Orlais. Somewhere out there, tucked away from the world, was Haven.

 

And if the lies we’d heard were any measure… it was waiting for us.

 


 

The trail west from the Frostback foothills narrowed until it was little more than a winding ribbon of dirt and loose stone. We saw no other travelers, no merchant wagons, not even the occasional hunter heading toward the lowlands. Only the mountains, hemming us in with their jagged teeth.

 

Leliana had been quiet for most of the climb, which in itself was telling. Her eyes scanned every switchback, every ridgeline, as if she expected trouble before we reached Haven. Morrigan, for her part, walked as though the cold and incline were beneath her notice—though I’d caught her fingers tightening on her staff more than once.

 

When the path finally leveled, we came to a cluster of wooden houses huddled together in the snow. Smoke curled from chimneys, but the air smelled faintly of tallow rather than fresh-cooked meals. The villagers we passed—few as they were—stopped whatever they were doing to watch us.

 

Not curious. Not cautious.

 

Suspicious.

 

Every glance was sharp, every conversation dying mid-word as we came into view.

 

I’d been stared at plenty of times in Eorzea—sometimes for the armor, sometimes for the sword, sometimes for the fact that I was walking into yet another situation where people expected me to solve their problems. But this was different. Here, the stares were not just wary; they were measuring.

 

“Charming place,” Morrigan muttered, her voice low enough for only us to hear.

 

“Something feels… wrong,” Leliana replied. Her gaze followed a man who had been stacking firewood but was now standing perfectly still, his eyes locked on us until we passed out of sight.

 

We kept to the main path, heading toward the center of the village. The houses were plain and well-kept, but there was a uniformity to them—no decorations, no signs of personal touches. Even the shutters were all the same pale, weathered wood.

 

“Welcome, travelers,” a voice called.

 

We turned to see a man standing near a small well. He was bundled in a heavy coat, his hands clasped before him. His expression was carefully neutral, as though it had been practiced.

 

“You’re far from the main roads,” he said. “What brings you to Haven?”

 

“We’re looking for Brother Genitivi,” Leliana said, polite but steady. “We were told he might have come here.”

 

The man’s smile was thin. “You’ve come a long way for nothing. There is no one here by that name.”

 

“Odd,” Morrigan said, tilting her head. “Your manner suggests otherwise.”

 

His eyes flicked to her, then back to Leliana. “You are mistaken. Haven is a peaceful place. Visitors are rare… and not always welcome.”

 

It wasn’t a threat, not in his tone, but it was in his eyes.

 

We thanked him—because there was no point forcing the matter—and moved on. But I kept glancing over my shoulder. The man didn’t return to whatever he’d been doing. He just watched us walk away.

 


 

The Chantry sat at the far end of the village, its simple wooden walls rising higher than any other building. Most Chantries I’d seen in Ferelden were headed by a Revered Mother—a woman whose authority, though limited outside the Chantry’s walls, was absolute within them.

 

Here, the figure waiting at the steps was a man.

 

He was tall, broad-shouldered beneath his robe, with short-cropped hair and the faint outline of scars along his jaw. When we approached, his smile seemed almost genuine—almost.

 

“Welcome, travelers,” he said. “I am Father Eirik, humble servant of the Maker.”

 

“We seek Brother Genitivi,” Leliana told him. “It is important that we speak with him.”

 

The priest’s smile did not falter, but I caught the faint tightening of his jaw. “I fear you have been misled. No such man has been here.”

 

“Strange,” I said, stepping forward. “We were told he came to Haven recently. We found his research, his notes, all pointing here.”

 

Father Eirik’s eyes flicked briefly to the two men standing just inside the Chantry door. They were not dressed as priests or acolytes—more like guards.

 

“You are mistaken,” Eirik said again, his voice colder now. “Perhaps you should leave before the mountain claims you. The paths can be… treacherous.”

 

Leliana’s bow hand twitched slightly. Morrigan’s staff angled forward. I shifted my stance just enough to put my hand near my sword hilt.

 

The silence stretched.

 

Finally, Eirik sighed. “I see. You will not leave peacefully.”

 

The attack came fast. The two guards in the doorway lunged forward, blades drawn, and more villagers seemed to appear from the sides of the building, weapons in hand.

 

I tried to keep my strikes measured—flat of the blade where I could, a sweep to knock someone from their feet rather than cut them down. Leliana’s arrows found gaps in armor but aimed for legs and arms, slowing rather than killing. Morrigan called up frost and wind to hurl attackers back, her magic buying us seconds at a time.

 

But Father Eirik… he didn’t hold back. He moved like a man trained for war, his staff swinging with brutal precision, and there was no hesitation in his eyes. Every strike was meant to kill.

 

When his blow glanced off my shoulder plate, I knew we were past the point of restraint. He would not let us leave alive.

 

The fight ended with Eirik collapsing against the altar, his robe darkening where my blade had pierced him. His breath rattled once before stopping entirely.

 

The Chantry was silent again.

 


 

We found Brother Genitivi in a locked room at the back, tied to a chair. His face was pale, one eye swollen shut, his wrists raw from the ropes.

 

“You—thank the Maker,” he breathed when Leliana cut him free. “They were going to kill me. These people… they call themselves the Disciples of Andraste.”

 

“Why take you?” I asked.

 

“They know I was searching for the Urn of Sacred Ashes,” Genitivi said. “They believe they are the keepers of its location… and that only the worthy should find it. They meant to test me—break me, if they had to—before letting me see it.”

 

“Where is it?” Morrigan asked, blunt as ever.

 

“Beyond this village, high in the mountains, lies a temple. The Ashes are within, but there is no path to it save through the caves beneath this Chantry.” He gestured toward a door at the far end of the hall. “They lead to the mountain’s heart.”

 

Leliana glanced at me. “Then that’s where we go.”

 

I tightened my grip on Shadowbringer’s hilt. “Lead the way.”

 


 

The door Genitivi pointed out was half-hidden behind a tapestry depicting Andraste’s ascent. The hinges groaned when I shoved it open, revealing a narrow stair spiraling down into cold, stale air.

 

Genitivi limped after us, one arm pressed against his ribs. His scholar’s frame wasn’t meant for mountain travel, but he was determined not to be left behind. I respected that.

 

“I must see the Ashes for myself,” he insisted when Leliana offered to find him a safe hiding spot. “If I’ve come this far… I will see it through.”

 

The first steps down were tight, the walls closing in like a coffin. Morrigan muttered something under her breath—likely about caves being “dank holes unfit for civilized folk”—but her voice carried an edge of unease. I didn’t blame her. Down here, the air felt old, like no living thing had breathed it in centuries.

 


 

The stair opened into a broad cavern lit by flickering torches wedged into cracks in the stone. The shadows danced along the walls, making the carved Andrastean symbols seem to twist and writhe.

 

The first group of cultists found us before we’d taken ten steps inside. They emerged from between the stalagmites, blades drawn, faces hidden behind rough leather masks painted with a red sunburst.

 

I saw one dart toward Morrigan, a short spear aimed for her ribs.

 

Shadowbringer came up almost without thought, the steel ringing as I caught the blow and forced it aside. The jolt shuddered up my arms, but I kept my footing and drove the attacker back with a sweep of the blade.

 

Another lunged at Leliana—an axe raised high—but I stepped into his path, letting the axe crash against my shoulder plate. The blow staggered me, but it was better I take it than her. The man didn’t get a second swing.

 

Leliana’s arrow took him in the knee, and he crumpled with a sharp cry.

 

We pushed deeper, the cultists attacking in small, desperate waves. They weren’t trained soldiers—they fought like zealots, willing to die if it meant slowing us down.

 

More than once, I caught a blade on Shadowbringer meant for the others. My arms were beginning to ache from the repeated impact, but I kept my position between them and danger. Morrigan’s magic and Leliana’s bow could end fights quickly, but only if I gave them the space to work.

 

The deeper we went, the more the tunnels narrowed until we were single-file. Water dripped steadily from the ceiling, each drop echoing in the stillness. The air grew warmer, heavy with the scent of burning oil.

 

That’s when we heard the chanting.

 


 

The tunnel opened into a great underground hall, its ceiling vanishing into darkness above. Dozens of braziers cast an orange glow across the chamber, where rows of robed cultists knelt before a man in ornate armor. His breastplate was engraved with the same sunburst we’d seen on the masks, and a massive two-handed sword rested point-down before him.

 

“Father Kolgrim,” Genitivi whispered, his voice tight with fear.

 

Kolgrim’s gaze swept over us as we stepped into the open. His voice was deep, carrying easily across the hall.

 

“So… you are the intruders who slew Father Eirik. You desecrate our sanctuary, and yet you come seeking the Urn of Sacred Ashes?”

 

“We seek to protect it,” Leliana said, her tone firm but controlled.

 

Kolgrim smiled thinly. “Protect? Or steal its power for yourselves? The Disciples guard the Urn from the unworthy, those who would waste the gift Andraste left us. I am her true servant. And I will decide if you are worthy to pass.”

 

He offered us a choice—join his cause, drink from the dragon’s blood to prove our devotion—or die here.

 

I glanced at Morrigan. Her raised brow told me exactly what she thought of the offer. Leliana’s eyes narrowed, her jaw tightening.

 

“I think,” I said, resting Shadowbringer on my shoulder, “we’ll take the other path.”

 

Kolgrim’s expression hardened. “Then you leave me no choice.”

 

The chamber erupted into chaos.

 

Kolgrim was no mere zealot. His sword struck with crushing force, the steel screaming against my own blade. Every swing tested my footing, and more than once I had to angle my stance to deflect rather than block outright.

 

I kept him focused on me, taking the brunt of his rage while Morrigan’s ice magic slicked the floor beneath lesser cultists and Leliana’s arrows thudded into unarmored flanks.

 

A spear thrust came for Genitivi—clumsy but deadly enough. I pivoted, letting the shaft glance off my gauntlet before ramming my shoulder into the attacker’s chest. The man went sprawling, wind knocked from his lungs.

 

Kolgrim pressed me hard, his blade sliding down Shadowbringer toward my hands. I twisted away, letting his own momentum carry him forward, and answered with a sweeping strike that bit into his side.

 

He staggered, roared in defiance, then crumpled to one knee. One more blow ended it.

 


 

The hall fell silent except for the hiss of Morrigan’s fading frost and the crackle of the braziers. The remaining cultists fled into side tunnels, their zeal crumbling without their leader.

 

Genitivi straightened his robes, still shaking. “We must move quickly. The way to the temple lies through a passage at the far end of the hall. It leads upward, through the mountain.”

 

I nodded and cleaned the blood from Shadowbringer. “Then let’s finish this.”

 

We stepped over Kolgrim’s fallen form, the path to the Ashes opening before us.

 


 

The cave spat us out into daylight so bright it made my eyes ache. After hours in the torchlit dark, the sun felt almost hostile. The air was sharp and thin, each breath stinging my lungs.

 

We stood high in the Frostback Mountains, the sky a cold blue dome above us. Ahead lay a wide, snow-patched clearing, and beyond that… the temple.

 

It clung to the mountainside like a fortress, its pale stone walls carved with intricate reliefs of Andraste’s life. The main doors stood tall and silent, flanked by statues that had weathered centuries of wind and frost. Even from here, the place radiated an almost palpable reverence.

 

“By the Maker…” Genitivi whispered. “It’s real.”

 

The words had barely left his mouth when the world shifted. Not in sight or sound at first—but in weight. The air grew heavier, as if the mountain itself had drawn a slow, deep breath.

 

Morrigan froze mid-step. “Do you feel that?”

 

Before I could answer, a shadow swept across the snow.

 

It came from above the temple—bursting over the ridge in an explosion of snow and stone. Massive wings unfurled, blotting out the sun for a heartbeat. The creature’s roar hit us like a physical force, rattling my teeth and sending Genitivi stumbling back.

 

A High Dragon.

 

Not the half-starved drakes I’d fought near Lothering. Not even the mature dragons that guarded old ruins. This was something older, stronger… and angry that we were here. Its scales caught the sun in flashes of gold and crimson, the ridged horns curling back from its skull like carved bone.

 

This must be the dragon the cultists kept going on about.

 

It banked low, wind screaming from its wings, and slammed into the clearing with an impact that cracked the ground. Snow and rock erupted around its talons. The smell of sulfur and scorched stone filled the air.

 


 

“Scatter!” I bellowed, but the dragon was already on us.

 

It exhaled—a torrent of fire so hot it bleached the snow from the earth in an instant. I shoved Morrigan aside, planting Shadowbringer’s blade into the ground as a brace against the blast. Heat clawed at my face through the visor, searing exposed skin, but I kept my footing.

 

The moment the fire ended, Leliana loosed three arrows in quick succession, each finding a chink near the dragon’s neck. The creature reared back with a roar, the wounds barely slowing it.

 

I charged in, boots slipping on the half-melted snow. The dragon’s tail whipped around like a battering ram—I ducked low, feeling the rush of air as it missed my head by inches, and brought Shadowbringer down across one massive foreleg. The blade bit deep, but the scale resisted, ringing like steel under the impact.

 

The dragon lunged, jaws wide.

 

It went for Morrigan this time—her magic had left scorch marks along its flank. I moved without thinking, shoving her hard out of the path and raising Shadowbringer just as those teeth closed around me. The impact drove me back, boots gouging the earth, the sheer force threatening to tear the sword from my hands.

 

Pain exploded along my ribs where a tooth grazed through armor, but I twisted free, slamming the pommel into the side of its snout. The beast jerked back, growling deep in its throat.

 

“Keep it busy!” Morrigan shouted. She was already weaving a spell, the air around her hands frosting over. Leliana darted between boulders, peppering the creature’s exposed eyes and wing joints with arrows.

 

The dragon rose on its hind legs, shadow falling over me, then came crashing down. The ground shook. I barely rolled aside in time, snow spraying over me as its claws tore furrows in the stone.

 

Genitivi, gods bless the fool, was still too close. The dragon’s tail swept toward him—

 

I intercepted, planting myself between them and taking the blow across my backplate. The impact nearly drove me to my knees, but I held, turning the momentum into a spin that brought Shadowbringer across the beast’s tail.

 

The roar that followed nearly deafened me.

 

Morrigan’s magic finally landed—ice blossomed across the dragon’s right wing, the weight dragging it down. Leliana’s arrows struck in the same moment, piercing through softened scale where frost had bitten deepest.

 

The dragon stumbled, favoring one leg. I saw the opening.

 

I ran up the curve of its injured foreleg, boots slipping on blood and frost, and drove Shadowbringer into the join of neck and shoulder. The blade sank deep, hot blood flooding over my gauntlet.

 

The beast thrashed, wings beating wildly, and I was thrown clear—slamming into the snow with the wind knocked out of me.

 

But it was weakening. Its fire came slower now, its movements jerky.

 

One last coordinated strike—Morrigan’s ice locking its neck, Leliana’s arrow through its eye, and my sword plunging up beneath the jaw—brought the High Dragon crashing down in a shuddering heap.

 

The ground trembled in silence after.

 

I stood there, panting, Shadowbringer heavy in my grip. The dragon’s blood steamed in the cold air, mixing with the melted snow around its body.

 

Genitivi approached slowly, eyes wide. “I… I cannot believe we’re still alive.”

 

“Believe it,” I said, wiping the blade clean. “And let’s move before something else decides we’re worth eating.”

 

The temple loomed ahead, silent witness to the battle. We pressed on, the dragon’s body cooling in the shadow of the mountain.

 


 

The stone steps spiraled upward, deeper into the mountain’s heart, until the narrow passage opened into a cathedral-like chamber, silent except for the faint drip of water echoing against ancient stone.

 

At the center stood a figure that seemed both impossible and inevitable—a towering armored man, translucent and glowing with a cold, blue light. The Guardian. His presence filled the chamber, yet his gaze was fixed solely on me.

 

His voice was a low rumble, echoing as if carried on the wind itself. “Zephyr Arcadin.”

 

I swallowed, the weight of his gaze anchoring me in place. “I’m here.”

 

The Guardian’s eyes flickered with unspoken judgment. “Before you lies the Urn of Sacred Ashes, a beacon of hope and sacrifice. But first, you must answer truthfully…”

 

He stepped forward, spectral armor clinking softly, until we stood face to face. “When you dreamed in the Fade, offered a paradise free from pain and death… did you regret leaving it? Choosing to return, knowing you might never find peace again?”

 

A silence stretched between us—a hollow space filled with the ghosts of memories.

 

I closed my eyes, and the Fade’s dreamscape flooded my mind. Soft light, the Fortemps mansion, the laughter of those I loved… and the shadow beneath it all, waiting.

 

Had I regretted it?

 

Truth rose unbidden, raw and painful.

 

“Yes.” My voice cracked, heavy with the weight of years. “I regretted leaving. To stay would have meant happiness, freedom from pain, even if it meant dying in that dream.”

 

The Guardian’s expression softened—not with mercy, but with understanding. “To regret is human. To face that regret and still choose to fight… that is strength.”

 

He stepped aside, the path to the altar opening. “You may proceed.”

 


 

The chamber beyond was suffused with golden light, rays filtering through cracks in the stone ceiling. There, on a pedestal of carved marble, rested the Urn of Sacred Ashes.

 

Its surface shimmered with an almost liquid glow, delicate runes swirling like whispers caught in glass.

 

Genitivi’s breath was ragged as he approached, reverently brushing dust from the base. “This… this is the heart of hope for Ferelden.”

 

Leliana’s eyes held a flicker of awe, but her voice was steady. “It is too powerful to remove in whole. The temple must keep it safe.”

 

I reached out, fingers trembling, and lifted the Urn. The weight was lighter than expected—almost as if it were charged with the very essence of the land itself.

 

Genitivi nodded toward a small alcove nearby, where a vial rested on a stone shelf. “A pinch of the Ashes should be enough to heal Arl Eamon. Enough to spark a miracle.”

 

I looked between them, the burden of the decision settling on my shoulders. To take the Urn away was to risk its loss… its corruption. But to leave it here meant trusting others.

 

Leliana stepped closer. “Brother Genitivi plans to open the temple to the public when the time is right. To share the Ashes and the hope they carry.”

 

“Hope must be earned,” Genitivi said softly. “And guarded.”

 

I exhaled, a slow breath that carried the weight of a thousand battles. “Then we take only what is needed. The rest stays here, safe.”

 

They nodded, and together we prepared the small vial, careful to disturb the Ashes as little as possible.

 

The moment felt sacred—a promise to the fallen, to the living, and to the future.

 


 

The journey back to Redcliffe was slow and heavy with unspoken thoughts. The mountain air still clung to my skin, cold and sharp, but now it felt less like a threat and more like a reminder—a reminder of the weight we carried.

 

Genitivi moved carefully, the strain of the gauntlet and the fight with the cultists having left their mark. Leliana’s usual brightness was dimmed, her smiles rarer and softer. Morrigan’s eyes, always sharp, seemed even sharper—calculating the risk of what we’d brought back with us.

 

I kept my thoughts to myself, focusing instead on the crunch of frozen earth beneath my boots and the distant call of crows circling overhead.

 

The walls of Redcliffe Castle rose into view like a dark silhouette against a gray sky. The village below was quiet, still healing from the chaos that had riven it only days before. As we crossed the drawbridge, villagers glanced toward us, whispers trailing behind like shadows.

 

Inside, the atmosphere was thick with tension and hope. Aedan met us in the great hall, his face drawn but eyes brightening the moment the vial was passed into his hands.

 

“The Ashes,” he whispered, reverently cradling the small glass container as though it held a living thing. “If what you say is true… then there is hope.”

 

Leliana stepped forward. “A small dose should be enough to stir him. To bring him back.”

 

Wynne approached, her hands gentle but sure as she prepared the ritual space. Sten stood nearby, silent as ever, but I could feel the weight of his presence like an anchor.

 


 

We left the chamber as the ritual began. Aedan’s grip on the vial was tight, the light from the hearth casting flickering shadows across his furrowed brow.

 

I found myself drawn to the castle’s balcony, stepping out into the chill air. The wind was brisk, carrying the scent of pine and distant rain. The village spread below, quiet and watchful, the smoke from chimneys curling lazily upward.

 

I exhaled slowly, trying to uncoil the tension coiling inside my chest. So much had happened. So much was still uncertain.

 

The sky shifted from gray to a bruised purple as twilight deepened. I stood there long after the ritual had ended, the weight of responsibility pressing down like the cold stone beneath my boots.

 

After a while, footsteps came soft behind me.

 

“Makes you look contemplative,” Morrigan said, sliding onto the low stone ledge beside me without waiting for invitation.

 

I didn’t turn. “You could say that.”

 

She exhaled a smoky breath. “It’s hard to stand apart from what you fight for.”

 

I finally met her gaze. “Sometimes, I wonder if I made the right choice. Leaving that dream, choosing this life.”

 

Morrigan’s eyes softened in a way I’d rarely seen. “Regret is part of the journey. But so is strength. You carry both well.”

 

We sat in silence for a few moments, the wind stirring our cloaks, the village lights blinking like stars far below.

 

“I suppose we all have our ghosts,” she said finally, standing and stretching.

 

I nodded. “Then perhaps we’re not so different.”

 

She gave a ghost of a smile. “Don’t get sentimental on me, Arcadin.”

 

“Wouldn’t dream of it.”

 

With that, she slipped back inside, leaving me alone with the night, the village, and the fragile hope resting on the edge of dawn.

Chapter 16: Nature of the Beast

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The castle was quieter now.

 

I wandered the keep’s empty halls while the others gathered, resting, healing, or simply finding strength to move forward. My steps carried me to the battlements, and I looked out over the darkened lake.

 

It was done.

 

But it wasn’t over.

 

The next morning, I heard the words I hadn’t expected:

 

“The Arl—he’s awake!”

 

The sentence felt like a wind at my back. I stood up from where I had been sharpening Shadowbringer, its cloth wrap still loose from the chaos days earlier. I hadn’t seen Arl Eamon since our chance meeting in Denerim.

 


 

I entered his chamber behind the others. Aedan, Alistair, Wynne, and the rest were already speaking softly. Eamon was propped up in bed, thinner than I remembered, eyes sharp despite the weakness that still clung to his limbs. Isolde, his wife, sat beside him, her hand tightly gripping his.

 

Eamon’s gaze swept across the room… until it found me.

 

And stilled.

 

“So… it really is you.”

 

His voice was quieter than before, but unmistakably familiar.

 

“I had wondered if I imagined you, that day in Denerim,” he continued, “when a warrior with a massive sword passed through the marketplace, quiet as a shadow. I never forgot the look in your eyes.”

 

I stepped forward and gave a respectful nod. “And I remember the kindness of the noble who didn’t ask too many questions.”

 

Eamon chuckled dryly, his voice rough. “A man knows not to poke at a storm when it’s sleeping.”

 

He looked at me more carefully now.

 

“You’ve changed since then. There’s… something lost behind those eyes. But something stronger, too.”

 

I said nothing.

 

Aedan stepped forward beside me.

 

“Zephyr was with us at the Circle. He helped save Connor. He’s powerful, but… no one really knows who he is. Or what he is.”

 

“And do you trust him?” Eamon asked.

 

“With my life,” Aedan said without hesitation.

 

Eamon’s expression sobered. “Then I will, too.”

 

The others began catching him up. Aedan explained the battle at Ostagar, King Cailan’s death, and Loghain’s betrayal. The Arl said little, only nodding when necessary. But I could see it—all of it—in his eyes. The weight of the crown lost. The worry for Ferelden.

 

And finally, the conversation turned to the Blight.

 

“The Grey Wardens have treaties,” Aedan explained. “With the dwarves of Orzammar, the Dalish elves, and the Circle of Magi. If we can rally them, we’ll have enough to stand against the Blight.”

 

Eamon nodded. “Then use them. Rally all who will listen. The dwarves respect strength—show it. The Dalish remember what the Blight took from them—they may listen. And the Circle…” he paused, eyeing me briefly, “…owes you a debt already.”

 

Alistair shifted uncomfortably. “And the Landsmeet?”

 

“Not yet,” Eamon said. “The nobles are too divided. No one will challenge Loghain until there is a clear champion to rally behind. Right now, that’s no one.”

 

He looked at Aedan.

 

“It must be you.”

 

The group began talking plans—what roads to take, who would go where. I let them. I drifted to the edge of the room, letting their words fade beneath the sound of the breeze outside the tall stone windows.

 

Then Eamon’s voice broke through.

 

“And you, Zephyr. You’ve seen more than most men could bear. I remember that about you even then… a weight in your step. One I fear has only deepened.”

 

I looked at him but said nothing.

 

“Will you fight?” he asked.

 

“I already am,” I replied. “Even if it doesn’t always look like it.”

 

Aedan placed a hand on my shoulder. “We’ll need you.”

 

And for the first time since the Circle, I gave the faintest nod.

 


 

Later, when the council dispersed, I found myself alone on the castle’s balcony. The stars of Thedas blinked above me, strange constellations, unfamiliar stories. Yet somehow, I could still imagine the skies over Ishgard. Over Sharlayan. Over the Vault.

 

I closed my eyes and whispered toward the dark.

 

“I’m still fighting, Haurchefant. I don’t know what this world wants from me… but I’ll keep going.”

 


 

We rode in silence.

 

The path back to Lake Calenhad was quiet, broken only by the distant calls of birds or the rustling of trees. I rode near the back, just behind Alistair and Aedan, who occasionally exchanged hushed words about the Blight, Redcliffe, and the heavy burden of leadership that weighed on both their shoulders. Morrigan rode with her usual disinterest, her eyes ever drifting toward the wilderness around us. Leliana hummed quietly at times, and Sten... said nothing, though I could feel his eyes on me more than once.

 

Ever since Umbriel’s emergence in the Harrowing Chamber, I felt their tension. The others hadn’t said it aloud, but I knew. They had questions—fears even. I couldn’t blame them. They didn’t understand what they saw.

 

Truth be told, I didn’t either.

 

The pendant that once dulled Umbriel’s wrath was gone. I could feel the echo of him, always nearby now, always waiting.

 

As the tower at the Circle of Magi rose into view once more, its sharp spire stabbing into the cloudy sky, I felt a strange twist of emotion. A year ago, I had walked these halls as a visitor—an enigma who kept his power quiet. Now, I returned among heroes and fugitives, having shattered the thin veil of normalcy I once maintained.

 


 

We dismounted near the main gate, greeted by a pair of wary Templars. Their eyes flicked over us, lingering longer than I liked on the wrapped shape of Shadowbringer over my back.

 

Alistair offered the Grey Warden treaty with measured calm. The guards exchanged uncertain glances, but then one of them finally nodded and allowed us through.

 

Inside, the air was tense. The Circle of Magi was quiet now, but the scars left by Uldred’s betrayal still lingered in every corner. Mages avoided Templars. Templars kept their hands too close to their blades. The Circle had survived, but barely.

 

First Enchanter Irving met us in the central chamber, Wynne stepping forward to greet him with warm familiarity. He bowed his head in recognition, though his expression was tired.

 

“You return,” he said, eyeing the rest of us, his gaze settling a moment longer on me. “And I see the Circle owes you a second debt.”

 

Aedan stepped forward. “We’ve come to ask for the Circle’s aid. Ferelden faces the Blight, and we need the mages’ strength.”

 

Irving nodded, folding his hands behind his back. “You will have it. After what you’ve done, it would be unthinkable to refuse. I will prepare the mages who can fight and gather the lyrium we can spare.”

 

There was a pause—subtle but charged. The Templars in the room shifted uncomfortably.

 

Irving glanced at me. “And you… Zephyr, You haven’t spoken since you arrived.”

 

I nodded. “There’s little to say that isn’t already known.”

 

He studied me a moment longer. He still remembered our meeting a year ago—that much I could tell—but he chose not to speak of it. Not here. Not with Templar ears listening.

 

With the Circle’s support secured and Irving promising to send aid to Redcliffe, we departed not long after. Outside, Morrigan turned to Aedan with an arched brow.

 

“And now? To these elusive Elves that hate man?”

 

Aedan gave a half-smile. “The Dalish clans are the last of their kind in Ferelden. If they’ll help us, we need them.”

 

I said nothing. Elves. So different from the ones I had known. Here, this world still bore scars of division, and the Elves had been the ones most wronged.

 

We turned southeast, making our way toward the ancient wilds of the Brecillian Forest.

 


 

The forest was thick, ancient. Even I could feel it. It wasn’t like the Twelveswood—this place was darker, older, filled with silence that pressed on the ears. The trees were twisted, roots large enough to trip a man flat, and the mist that clung to the ground left the scent of damp moss and rot.

 

“Lovely,” Alistair muttered. “Perfect place to find allies.”

 

Morrigan snorted. “These woods are older than your ancestors, Alistair. Show some respect.”

 

Eventually, we found them: a cluster of hunters and lean figures in leathers with bows drawn long before we were near.

 

“Halt!” one barked. “Outsiders are not welcome here. Leave.”

 

Aedan stepped forward slowly, hands raised in peace. “We’re Grey Wardens, seeking help. We’ve come to speak to your Keeper.”

 

There was silence, then murmuring between the sentries. Eventually, one nodded. “Very well. But step out of line, and you’ll not leave this forest.”

 

They led us deeper until we came upon the Dalish Camp. Tents fashioned from leather and bark, fire pits nestled in rings of stone, and warriors sharpening blades under watchful eyes. Children watched from behind their mothers. I could feel it—wariness, pride, isolation.

 

We were led into the heart of the Dalish camp, where the air was heavy with the scent of herbs and the low murmur of an entire people living in quiet tension. Hunters in leather armor watched us with mistrust, hands resting lightly on their bows. Children peeked from behind wagons, only to be pulled back by their mothers.

 

Aedan walked at the front, steady and purposeful, while I kept a few paces behind him. The forest’s shadows still clung to my thoughts—every sound had felt like it was watching us on the way in.

 

We stopped before Zathrian, the Keeper of this clan. He was tall, his frame wiry yet unbowed despite his age. His skin was pale as birch, his head shaven, and his robes bore the intricate sigils of the Dalish—worn and faded, but each stitch steeped in history. His eyes, sharp and ancient, held no warmth for us.

 

“You are outsiders,” he began, voice low but cutting. “And humans, at that. We have no time for your troubles. The forest has turned against us. Our hunters are slain or cursed, twisted into the very beasts they once hunted. Each day, more of my people are lost. If this continues, there will be no Dalish left to protect.”

 

His words weren’t angry—they were weary, heavy as if the weight of every lost life clung to his shoulders.

 

Aedan stepped forward. “We don’t come to burden you. We need your aid. The darkspawn—”

 

“I’ve heard of what happened at Ostagar,” Zathrian interrupted sharply. “An incursion, yes. Large, but hardly the first in history. Your own people deal with darkspawn all the time. You need not bring your war to my doorstep.”

 

His tone was final, like a stone wall.

 

I watched Aedan’s jaw tighten. His hands flexed once at his sides before he steadied himself. “You think this was a simple attack? The horde is growing. If nothing is done, it will sweep across Ferelden—and when it reaches your forests, there will be nothing left of the Dalish to save.”

 

That drew a flicker in Zathrian’s gaze. He looked away for the briefest moment, his hand tightening on the staff he carried.

 

“I… know what the darkspawn bring,” he admitted slowly. “I know the signs. If this is truly a Blight…” He trailed off, his voice quieter, almost to himself. “Then yes—my people would be doomed.”

 

The silence that followed was thick. I could feel the camp listening in, their movements stilled.

 

“But you do not understand,” Zathrian continued, voice hardening again. “Even if I wished to help, I cannot. The curse upon us—the werewolves—has already brought us to the brink. Their leader, Witherfang, is the heart of it. Every night, more of my clan falls. We cannot leave to fight your Blight when the forest itself is our enemy.”

 

He said it with such conviction that I could almost believe he wanted to agree to Aedan’s request… and hated himself for not being able to.

 

Aedan didn’t step back. “Then let us help you. We kill the threat in the forest, we end your curse… and in return, you fight beside us against the darkspawn.”

 

Zathrian’s eyes met his, unblinking. Then they shifted to me, lingering for a long, uncomfortable beat. There was something in his look—a measuring, as if weighing not just my skill, but my resolve.

 

Finally, he exhaled through his nose, slow and resigned. “…If you can slay the one who commands the beasts and free my people from this curse… then you will have our support.”

 

I didn’t speak. There was nothing to say. The deal was struck, but the heaviness in the air told me this was far from a victory.

 

We weren’t just walking into a forest hunt.

We were stepping into the heart of someone else’s war.

 


 

Zathrian led us at a measured pace through the Dalish camp, his robes whispering over the leaf-littered earth. The air here was different—still, but tense, as if the forest itself held its breath. His voice carried the weight of years, each word deliberate, and I found myself listening more closely than I expected.

 

“As I told you,” he began, glancing at Aedan, “if you can find and slay Witherfang, and bring me its heart, I will be able to end this curse. My magic will be enough to sever its hold upon my people.”

 

Aedan’s brow furrowed, his hand resting lightly on the hilt of his sword. “You’re certain this will work?”

 

Zathrian’s pale eyes narrowed slightly, as though the question itself carried insult. “I have studied this curse since its inception. I know the rite that will undo it.”

 

There was a pause, the quiet punctuated only by the muted rustle of branches. But as we walked deeper into the camp, I began to notice them—more and more Dalish lying on cots, or swaddled in furs within open tents. Some had beads of sweat on their foreheads. Others shivered despite the mild air. A few stared off into nothing, their gazes distant and unfocused.

 

The scent of sickness—fever, damp cloth, and something sharper underneath—lingered in the air.

 

Wynne slowed her steps, her expression darkening as she scanned the ill. “These people… they’re infected, aren’t they?”

 

Zathrian gave her a sidelong look but didn’t break stride. “Those bitten by the werewolves carry the curse. In time, they will change… and when they do, they will no longer be Dalish.”

 

The way he said it—flat, final—made it sound less like a tragedy and more like an inevitability.

 

We passed a young elf curled on her side, no older than fifteen, clutching her stomach and trembling violently. Wynne stopped altogether, kneeling beside her. She touched the girl’s forehead, then turned to Zathrian.

 

“You should have told me sooner,” Wynne said, her tone carrying the sort of quiet authority that brooked no argument. “If you allow me, I can try to ease their suffering. Perhaps even slow the curse’s progress.”

 

Zathrian stopped, turning fully to her. “There is no cure for what they carry.”

 

“I know,” Wynne replied evenly, “but there is care. There is dignity. And there are lives to comfort before the end.”

 

The silence between them was taut. Aedan glanced between them but said nothing.

 

Finally, Zathrian inclined his head, though the motion was stiff. “Very well. If that is how you wish to spend your time, I will not forbid it.”

 

“I’ll stay as well,” Leliana said, stepping forward. Her gaze lingered on the fevered faces around us. “They should not be left alone in this state. And if more werewolves attack the camp, I can help defend it.”

 

“Keep Sten with you,” I said quietly. The qunari didn’t react, but I caught the slight shift in his stance—acceptance without question. “He’s better than any wall.”

 

“True,” Leliana murmured, glancing up at the towering figure beside her. “And I would rather have him here than wandering the forest where we might lose him in the dark.”

 

That earned a faint grunt from Sten, which I assumed was approval.

 

Zathrian turned back to Aedan. “Then it will be the four of you—yourself, the witch, the other Warden, and…” his eyes flicked to me, assessing, “…the outsider. You will hunt Witherfang. The forest will not make this easy, but if you can bring me its heart, my people may yet be saved.”

 

I felt the weight of his words settle in my mind. Not a rescue—merely the chance to end a curse that had already taken root too deep in some of them.

 

As we left the cluster of tents, I cast one last look over my shoulder. Wynne was already at work, murmuring softly to a young elf as she pressed a cool cloth to his brow. Leliana knelt beside another cot, her voice low and soothing. Sten stood nearby, immovable as a fortress.

 

The forest beyond the camp waited for us, its shadowed paths winding deeper into unknown dangers. And somewhere within, a creature whose death might save the living.

 


 

The howl was long. Low. Almost mournful.

It echoed through the mist, threading between the ancient trunks of the Brecillian Forest like a curse whispered on the wind.

 

I had heard the cries of monsters before—echoes of Voidsent and Primals, roars of dragons and wails of the sundered—but this was different.

There was pain in the sound.

 

Not rage. Not bloodlust.

 

Grief.

 

We were only a short way from the Dalish camp when the first ambush came.

 

The fog thickened without warning, like a veil pulled over the land. The trees bent strangely, their limbs clawing down like twisted fingers. I reached instinctively for Shadowbringer—still wrapped in cloth—and instead kept my fingers tight around the worn hilt of a longsword I’d taken from a Circle Templar.

 

“I don’t like this,” Alistair muttered ahead of me, his shield raised. “Too quiet.”

 

“I hear breathing,” I said lowly, stepping closer to Aedan. “Not ours.”

 

We moved in formation, a habit Aedan had drilled into us now: Morrigan behind staying close to me. She trusted my defenses. I had none to give—only control.

 

When the first of the werewolves dropped from the trees, it was like a shadow falling from the sky.

 

It landed atop a Dalish scout traveling with us, claws shredding flesh in one clean sweep. Another burst from the brush and slammed into Alistair, knocking him flat. I moved without thought, surging forward and slamming into the beast’s side, breaking its grip with sheer force.

 

Its eyes met mine. For a moment, they weren’t bestial.

 

They were pleading.

 

Then it roared and swung a claw the size of a bear’s paw toward my head. I ducked low and swept my blade in an upward arc. Sparks burst from the impact—its hide was hardened, unnatural.

 

Behind me, I heard Morrigan shout an incantation, followed by a burst of flame and smoke.

 

It took minutes to kill them.

 

They didn’t fight like mindless animals. They coordinated, flanked. One of them even threw rocks to break our line.

 

By the time the battle ended, Aedan had a claw wound on his side he refused to speak about. I stood over the corpse of the final beast and stared down at it, heart pounding.

 

“I don’t think these were always monsters,” I muttered.

 


 

We moved deeper into the forest, following the trail of the werewolves, hoping it would lead us to the one the Dalish feared: the werewolf leader known as Witherfang.

 

The deeper we went, the worse the land became.

 

The forest itself seemed... warped. Rotting. I couldn’t sense aether here, only the strange pulse of something old and broken, buried under centuries of anger. Something like the Void, but not.

 

We found ruins. Old Elven ones.

 

Morrigan called them Elvhenan, dating back to the time of the gods the Elves once worshipped. The walls were covered in vines, moss, and ancient script. Even I couldn’t read them. Not even the Echo could hear the past here.

 

But we weren’t alone.

 

We were ambushed again, this time not by werewolves... but by a Shade—a demon from the Fade. A terrible, coiling thing of smoke and claws.

 

This time, I didn’t hesitate.

 

Darkness bloomed around me in a spiral, the air shattering with magical pressure. The ground blackened beneath my boots as my soul crystal lit with violet light and cast its glow through the mist. Shadowbringer—still wrapped—vibrated behind my back, craving release.

 

No.

 

I wouldn’t use it.

 

Not yet.

 

Instead, I drew on the shadows, conjuring a wall of darkness that shattered the Shade’s arm mid-swing. I followed it with pulling it toward me and unleashing a blast of magic that tore the creature’s essence apart.

 

The others stared. Even Morrigan.

 

Not fear.

 

Worry.

 


 

Eventually, we found the caverns beneath the forest, hidden behind a ruined arch and a veil of illusion. This was the den of the werewolves—their true home. We fought through more of them, but something felt… different. Not all were hostile.

 

One, a wounded creature, merely snarled at us and fled.

 

Another warned us to turn back.

 

And at the heart of it all, we finally met her: Lady of the Forest.

 

A spirit of some kind it seemed. Elegant. She radiated something... not entirely mortal. Beside her stood Witherfang—a massive beast with white fur and golden eyes.

 

“Do not raise your weapons,” she said. Her voice was low, but it stilled us.

 

“I know why you’ve come,” she continued. “To lift the curse. But the truth is not as you believe.”

 

And she told us.

 

The werewolves were once Humans. Cursed by Zathrian himself, the Keeper who had sent us. A vengeful spell meant to punish those who harmed his kin centuries ago.

 

The werewolves were his victims.

 

“Then why fight?” Aedan asked.

 

“Because he will not let the curse end,” she said. “He must release it willingly. Or die.”

 

I looked at her—this ancient, wounded creature—and something about her reminded me of Hades. Of Emet-Selch. Of the sins of ages past that people refused to let go.

 

I thought of Haurchefant. And the Vault.

And of Umbriel.

 

Vengeance was a poison. I’d learned that long ago.

 

We left the ruins not to hunt Witherfang…

…but to confront Zathrian.

 


 

The mist was thicker as we emerged from the ruins, the sky above choked in dull gray. The forest seemed to mourn—each leaf damp, each breeze heavy with knowing.

 

None of us spoke at first.

 

Only Aedan dared speak. “He lied to us.”

 

“No,” I said quietly, “he told us only the part he wanted us to believe.”

 

I understood that all too well.

 


 

The camp looked different when we returned—not in its shape or structure, but in the way its people stood.

 

Some straightened when they saw us, a flicker of hope breaking through the exhaustion carved into their faces. Others simply watched, arms crossed, eyes sharp with the suspicion only the Dalish could manage—wariness honed over centuries of loss.

 

Zathrian stood at the edge of the camp, framed by the pale light filtering through the trees. The weight of his presence was unchanged—calm, cold, ageless. A Keeper not only of lore, but of grudges so old they had calcified into truth.

 

“You’ve returned,” he said, his voice neutral, unreadable. “Did you find Witherfang?”

 

Aedan took a step forward, ready to answer, but I caught his forearm. “We need to speak. Privately.”

 

Zathrian’s gaze flicked to me, and for an instant I saw something—curiosity? suspicion?—before his eyes narrowed. Without a word, he turned, motioning for us to follow.

 

We trailed him toward the ritual grounds at the far edge of the camp, the air growing cooler beneath the shadow of the great aravels and ancient oaks. His staff, carved with runes older than some human nations, pulsed faintly with Fade-light. He knew we weren’t bringing him a trophy. Or perhaps he already suspected what we’d learned.

 

We told him everything. The Lady of the Forest. The truth of the curse. His own hand in creating it.

 

When we finished, he stood unmoving, his expression untouched by surprise or shame.

 

“You do realize,” he said evenly, “that she is Witherfang.”

 

Aedan blinked. “She said they were separate—”

 

“They are not,” Zathrian cut in sharply. “The Lady is Witherfang. The wolf’s form, the woman’s voice. Two faces of the same being, born from my curse. Whatever lies she spun for you were meant to turn you against me.”

 

“That’s not what I saw,” I said, stepping forward. “She wanted peace. An end to the bloodshed.”

 

“Peace?” His voice sharpened. “She is the heart of this plague. The beast at its center. You think her pretty words absolve her? She is what she is because I made her so.”

 

Alistair frowned. “You’re not even denying it.”

 

“Deny?” Zathrian’s mouth twisted in something almost like a smile. “No. I forged this curse with purpose, Warden. My children were butchered by Shemlen barbarians—human filth. I gave them a form they deserved. And now, centuries later, that vengeance still breathes.”

 

I felt my jaw tighten. “And how many more have to suffer for a crime centuries dead? Your people are rotting in their own beds. The curse is killing them as surely as any blade.”

 

His eyes narrowed, voice lowering to a hiss. “You don’t know what it is to have everything taken. To hear their screams every night, to wake with blood in your mouth because your dreams are soaked in it.”

 

I held his gaze, steady. “I do.”

 

The words landed between us, heavy, unyielding. The others shifted but didn’t speak. The wind rustled the branches overhead like a slow exhale.

 

Zathrian’s stare lingered on me, and I thought I saw something—a crack, a tremor in the iron mask.

 

“The curse is bound to my life,” he said at last, his voice quieter now, as if confessing something not meant to be spoken aloud. “To end it… I must die.”

 

Alistair stepped forward, his tone almost gentle despite the steel in his words. “But if you don’t, more of your people will keep suffering. And it won’t bring your family back.”

 

Before Zathrian could answer, I heard footsteps behind us. Wynne and Leliana emerged from the treeline, their faces drawn. They’d been tending the sick while we were gone, doing what they could.

 

“They’ll be at peace,” Wynne said, stepping into the circle of conversation. Her voice was firm, not pleading. “So will you.”

 

Zathrian looked at her like she’d spoken in a language long forgotten. “I will never know peace,” he said, his tone not defiant, but tired.

 

I moved closer, not drawing my weapon, but letting my words carry the weight.

 

“I watched the man I loved die in my arms,” I told him quietly. “I begged the gods to give me the power to save him. And when they didn’t, I carried his legacy instead. I still do.”

 

His eyes flicked to mine sharply, searching for something—truth, perhaps, or weakness.

 

“But vengeance doesn’t keep them with you,” I continued. “It doesn’t heal anything. It just leaves the world colder than it was before.”

 

The silence stretched. The forest seemed to listen.

 

Zathrian turned his gaze away first, to the trees beyond the camp, their branches clawing at the fading sky. I could feel the battle raging inside him—not between right and wrong, but between holding on and letting go.

 

Finally, he exhaled, a slow, brittle sound.

 

“Maybe it is time this was ended.”

 


 

When we returned to the ruins, the chamber was exactly as we’d left it—save for the Lady of the Forest.

She stood at the far end of the moss-covered dais, framed by pale shafts of light filtering through the broken roof above. Golden eyes watched us approach, calm, ancient, unreadable.

 

Her gaze slid over Aedan, lingered briefly on Wynne, flickered toward Morrigan with a hint of recognition… but when her eyes found Zathrian, they stopped.

 

Her voice, when it came, was low and resonant, as if the forest itself were speaking through her.

 

“So,” she said. “You have come to finish it.”

 

Zathrian stepped forward, staff in hand. His face was carved from stone.

“No,” he said. “I have come to end you.”

 

The air tightened between them like a bowstring. I could almost feel the Fade humming through the Keeper’s staff.

 

The Lady tilted her head slightly. “And yet the truth remains—you could end this without blood. You have only to let go.”

 

“I cannot,” Zathrian said, his voice deepening, resonating with something darker. “And you—beast, spirit, whatever you have become—will not live to see another night.”

 

I took a half-step forward, my hand hovering near Shadowbringer’s hilt. “We talked about this,” I said quietly. “You can stop this. Without killing her.”

 

Zathrian’s eyes cut to mine—sharp, piercing. “And what of your loss, Zephyr?” His voice lowered, almost coaxing. “If you could bring back the one you loved by ending another’s life, would you hesitate? If killing them meant erasing the pain—would you not do it?”

 

For a heartbeat, the ruins fell away. His words landed hard, stirring old wounds I’d buried beneath steel and shadow. I saw his intent—he wasn’t justifying himself. He was trying to make me understand. To make me agree.

 

I drew a slow breath. “The dead don’t return, Keeper. Not for you. Not for me.”

 

Something hardened in his face. “Then you are a fool.”

 

His staff struck the stone with a sharp crack, and the forest answered.

 

Roots tore up from the ground, snapping like whips. Bark twisted into crude, hulking forms—forest spirits wearing the shapes of warriors and beasts, their eyes glowing with feral green light.

 

The fight began in an instant.

 


 

Aedan was the first to move, charging forward with sword and shield, drawing the spirits’ attention. A hulking treant swung a branch-thick arm at him, and the clang of steel meeting wood echoed through the chamber.

 

Morrigan’s voice rose behind us, sharp and quick, summoning arcs of lightning that split the air and left the scent of ozone hanging over the moss. Roots caught her feet, but Alistair intercepted, his blade hacking through them with brutal efficiency.

 

Leliana loosed arrow after arrow, each finding the gaps in the bark of the smaller forest constructs. One collapsed under her fire, green ichor pooling into the soil.

 

Wynne stood in the center, her staff glowing warm and steady, sending waves of healing light toward whoever faltered. The magic clung to me when I moved, like the faint touch of sunlight.

 

Sten bellowed something in Qunlat and waded into the thick of it, greatsword cleaving through a pair of wolf-shaped spirits in a single, brutal arc.

 

And Zathrian… Zathrian stood at the far side of the dais, untouched. His staff carved the air in precise movements, each one pulling more of the forest to his will. The roots obeyed him like hunting dogs.

 

Shadowbringer was in my hand without thought, its black steel drinking the light around it. I cut through the nearest spirit, its body dissolving into dust and falling away. Another surged toward me—a spirit shaped like an elven warrior, face obscured by vines. I sidestepped its spear thrust, brought my blade down in a two-handed strike, and felt it cut through more than just bark.

 

We pressed forward, but Zathrian’s magic was relentless. A wall of thorns erupted between us, forcing Morrigan and Wynne to burn a path through it while Sten held off three more forest-beasts.

 

I broke through first, boots slamming against the ancient stone of the dais. Zathrian turned toward me, and his expression was no longer cold—it was fierce.

 

“You could have stood with me, Zephyr,” he said, his staff flaring with light. “We are not so different.”

 

A blast of force hit me square in the chest. The world spun. I hit the ground hard, breath driven from my lungs.

 

When I rose, Aedan was there, shield up, forcing Zathrian to retreat a step. Morrigan’s ice lanced across the dais, slowing his movements, while Leliana’s arrows sought every gap in his defense.

 

Still, he fought like a man with centuries of magic behind him—every spell precise, every strike intentional.

 

But slowly… inevitably… we began to close the distance.

 

Alistair’s blade tore the staff from his hand with a perfectly timed strike. Sten’s greatsword sent him stumbling to one knee. I stepped forward, Shadowbringer’s tip resting inches from his throat.

 


 

“Enough,” I said. My voice carried more steel than the blade in my hand. “This doesn’t bring them back. It never will. And every second you cling to this curse, you lose more of your people. You lose yourself.”

 

His eyes flicked from me to the Lady, who stood still and silent, her golden gaze holding no malice—only patience.

 

“You think letting go is easy?” he rasped.

 

“No,” I said. “It’s the hardest thing you’ll ever do. But you won’t be doing it alone. Do it for them. For the memory of who you were. For the family that would have wanted more for you than this.”

 

The ruin was silent save for the wind through the broken roof.

 

Finally… his shoulders sagged. The fight drained from his face.

 

He looked to the Lady of the Forest. “I am… ready to end the curse.”

 

She inclined her head in solemn respect. “Then come.”

 


 

Zathrian raised his staff one last time. Light bloomed at his feet—old, sacred, and unbearably bright—spreading across the stone floor in concentric circles of runes so ancient they might have been carved when the world was still young.

 

The Lady stepped forward, closing the distance between them. Her hand—pale, graceful, inhuman—reached out.

 

He took it.

 

The chamber erupted in light. Moonlight, made solid, rose in a pillar around them. The air shuddered. The trees above bent as if bowing to the magic being loosed.

 

And in that light, I saw them—ghostly elves, young and old, children clutching their mothers, lovers embracing. They reached out to Zathrian with smiles and tears, pulling him into their arms.

 

Then the light burst outward in a wave that swept the chamber clean.

 

When it faded, Zathrian was on his knees. The curse tore free of him, unraveling like smoke in wind. His form shimmered, translucent, then… was gone.

 

The Lady’s beautiful form wavered, her skin pale gray, her hair black as night, her eyes fathomless. She stepped toward me, her presence quiet but heavy as the deep forest.

 

Her hand, cool and light, touched my face. She leaned close and whispered something in my ear—words I will not speak. Not yet.

 

Then she turned to the others. And before our eyes, her form dissolved into light, fading into the air.

 

Around us, the werewolves—no longer beasts—lay on the ground as men and elves, breathing in ragged, awed silence.

 

They were themselves again.

 

They were free.

 

The forest felt warmer as we left. The mist thinner.

The songbirds had returned, faint but certain.

 

We walked in silence.

 


 

When we returned to the camp, the Dalish gave us their thanks. Their blessing.

And their pledge to fight against the Blight.

 

One of the last free clans in Ferelden had joined our cause.

 


 

We left the Brecilian Forest behind, its curse broken and its spirits finally at rest. The Dalish had honored their word and pledged themselves to the cause. Another link in the fractured chain of Ferelden’s resistance had been reforged.

 

The journey back to Redcliffe was quiet. Even Morrigan, ever ready with a barbed word or sharp jest, had little to say. Perhaps she, too, had been stirred by the ancient sorrow that clung to that forest. Or perhaps, like me, she was simply tired.

 

When the towers of Redcliffe Castle came into view, cloaked in the pale veil of morning mist, I felt a strange tension leave my shoulders. The battles behind us weren’t without cost, but there was pride in it. And resolve.

 


 

Within the castle walls, we were greeted by Arl Eamon, now recovered from the brink of death. He moved with a slow but certain grace, his illness having thinned him, but not broken him. His eyes fell first on Aedan, and a smile touched his face.

 

“You’ve returned, and in good time,” Eamon said, nodding deeply. “And with more allies than I had hoped for.”

 

Wynne stepped forward, offering a courteous dip of her head. “The Dalish have pledged themselves. Their new Keeper, Lanaya, sends word that they stand with us against the Blight.”

 

Eamon’s face brightened. “Then the treaties are bearing fruit. That is welcome news.”

 


 

We were brought into the great hall to rest, and after a time, a council was called. Present were Eamon, Bann Teagan, Lady Isolde, and young Connor—still quiet, still burdened, but no longer consumed.

 

Aedan stepped forward, eyes steady. “The Circle of Magi has pledged their support as well. That leaves only the dwarves of Orzammar.”

 

“I’ll begin the correspondence,” Eamon said. “Though their succession disputes may delay things.”

 

“Wouldn’t be Orzammar if it wasn’t complicated,” Alistair muttered.

 

Everyone chuckled. I didn’t.

 

I was already elsewhere.

 


 

That night, I stood alone atop Redcliffe’s western battlements. The moon was sharp and cold above, casting silver light across the stonework. I unsheathed Shadowbringer and laid it across the wall before me. The greatsword shimmered faintly.

 

The Resonator Pendant was gone, its broken crystal fragments tucked into my satchel. I no longer felt its stabilizing warmth. Instead, the silence inside my soul was loud with tension—like a storm waiting to break.

 

I still heard his voice sometimes. Umbriel’s. Not hateful, but… quiet and patient.

 


 

The memory of the Vault still lingered like an open wound.

The warmth of his smile, the certainty in his voice—those weren’t just tricks of the Fade.

 

They were real.

 

They were mine.

 

“Forgive me,” I whispered to the moon, its pale light silvering the balcony stones. “I’m still trying.”

 

The cool night air brushed against my skin, carrying with it the faint scents of smoke from the village below and the salt of my own breath. I didn’t expect an answer—some things you spoke to the sky not to be heard, but because silence was too heavy to carry alone.

 

Behind me, I caught the soft tread of footsteps—measured, deliberate, light as a shadow on snow. There was a different cadence here, a kind of poised stillness even in movement.

 

When I turned my head, Leliana stood framed in the archway, her hair touched with moonlight, her eyes reflecting something I couldn’t name.

 

“I hope I’m not intruding,” she said softly.

 

“No,” I answered, voice low. “You’re not.”

 

She crossed the threshold onto the balcony, her steps unhurried, as if she were wary of breaking whatever fragile peace had settled here. For a moment, she didn’t speak—her gaze lifted to the sky, as though following my earlier words upward.

 

“You speak to the moon often?” she asked finally, a faint smile curving her lips.

 

“Only when I think it might listen,” I said, shrugging lightly.

 

“Ah.” Her smile deepened, but not with amusement—more as if she understood. “The moon… she listens better than most.”

 

We stood in quiet for a while, the wind tugging gently at my braid. I expected her to leave it at that, but instead, her voice came again—carefully, as though stepping into dangerous territory.

 

Her gaze lingered, gentle but unflinching. “Tell me about him, Haurchefant.”

 

I looked away, down toward the darkened courtyard, my hand tightening on the railing. The memories rose whether I wanted them to or not—his laugh, bright as sunlight on snow; the way he’d faced danger without hesitation; the warmth in his voice when he’d called me ‘friend.’

 

“He was… better than I deserved,” I said at last. “Kind, steadfast. Always believing in me, even when I didn’t.”

 

“And now he’s gone.”

 

The ache sharpened. “…Yes.”

 

Leliana was quiet for a long moment, her eyes unreadable. Then she said, “I knew someone like that, once.”

 

Her voice shifted, tinged with something older, heavier. “She was my teacher… my guide. My lover. She saw potential in me I didn’t yet see in myself.” She paused, her jaw tightening briefly before she looked away toward the dark horizon. “And then she betrayed me.”

 

I felt the weight of her words settle between us. Not pity—recognition.

 

“Haurchefant didn’t betray me,” I said quietly. “But I still lost him.”

 

Her gaze returned to me, and for a moment there was nothing but the shared silence of two people who understood the shape of each other’s grief.

 

“You carry him with you,” she said, her eyes flicking toward the hilt of Shadowbringer where it leaned against the stone. “Not just here—” her hand brushed lightly against my chest “—but in every choice you make.”

 

The touch was fleeting, almost accidental, but it lingered like warmth in the cold air.

 

“Maybe,” I said. “Some days I think I’m doing right by him. Other days…” I exhaled slowly. “Other days, I’m not sure.”

 

Her lips curved into that soft, knowing smile again—not to dismiss my doubt, but to accept it. “If he was as you say… he would want you to keep trying.”

 

Her words sank deeper than I expected, settling somewhere in the space between pain and resolve.

 

She didn’t press further, didn’t demand stories I wasn’t ready to give. Instead, she stepped to the edge of the balcony beside me, looking up at the same cold moon.

 

We stood together in the hush, two shadows outlined in silver, the night air thick with things unspoken. Somewhere in that stillness, I felt a thread—fine, fragile, almost imperceptible—tie itself between us.

 

Neither of us named it. Not yet.

 

When she finally left, I remained under the moon.

 


 

When I rejoined the others in the great hall, Aedan was speaking with Eamon about our next steps.

 

“The dwarves of Orzammar remain,” he said. “We’ll need them for the final battle.”

 

Eamon nodded. “They are fierce warriors. Their presence would shift the balance. But tread carefully—Orzammar is as divided as the surface.”

 

“We’ll manage,” Alistair said with a sigh. “Eventually.”

 

Then Eamon turned to me. “And you Zephyr, you may not be a Warden, but your strength may yet turn the tide.”

 

“I’ll do what I must,” I replied.

 

And I meant it.

Chapter 17: A Paragon of Her Kind

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I didn’t say goodbye.

 

As dawn bled into the horizon and our company discussed the road ahead—Orzammar, the dwarves, the next piece in this war—I stepped away from the fire. The embers crackled behind me, warm laughter and uncertain hope flickering in the air. But none of it reached me.

 

I needed answers. And there was only one soul in Thedas that I trusted to ask.

 

Flemeth.

 

The Witch of the Wilds, ancient and timeless. When last we met, her words dug under my skin, unsettling in their truth. She’d peered straight into me—through me—and spoke of a soul older than this world, of magic unfamiliar to the Fade, and of a darkness festering inside that even I could no longer control.

 

If anyone could help me understand what was happening to me—what Umbriel was becoming—it would be her.

 


 

I moved alone through the Ferelden countryside, avoiding roads, cities, and too many questions. The Mantle of Azem kept the chill from my bones and the chaos of the Fade at bay, though I could still feel it tugging at me from the corners of my vision. The soul within me—fractured, weighed down by lifetimes—sought understanding, or perhaps simply peace.

 

I doubted I'd find either.

 

The wilds welcomed me like an old friend. The tangled trees and misted waters near Ostagar gave way to deeper swamps, where sound carried strangely and time moved like molasses. It was here that I had once followed fate into the arms of something unexpected.

 

It was here I would find Flemeth yet again.

 

The Wilds hadn’t changed.

 

They still whispered with secrets older than stone, still breathed with the hush of a world untamed. I passed through gnarled trees and murk-soaked underbrush, ducking beneath boughs hung low with moss, a lone figure in a world untouched by kings or crowns.

 

I knew the way by now.

 

Even if my legs carried me forward, it was memory that guided me. A memory of fear. Of transformation. Of Umbriel, wrenched loose in the Circle Tower. Of the way my body had moved without my command, my voice twisted in hate. Of the way they—my companions—had looked at me.

 

Like I was something monstrous.

 

Perhaps they weren’t wrong.

 

I stepped into the clearing and found the crooked hut waiting. It looked more like a wound in the world than a home. Twisted timbers, uneven stone, the smoke curling from the chimney like a serpent tasting the sky.

 

Flemeth yet remained.

 

And she was already waiting at the door.

 


 

“You wear the same expression as before,” she said, arms crossed. “The look of a man trying not to fall apart.”

 

“I came because I need your wisdom,” I said. “And maybe something more.”

 

“Wisdom,” she echoed, with a wry grin. “Funny thing, that. Most men ask me for power. Or potions. Or how to cheat death. But you ask for wisdom.”

 

She turned away and motioned for me to follow.

 

“Come in, then. Let us see what you truly want.”

 

Inside, the fire burned low. Herbs and dried roots hung from the rafters, their scents both sharp and strangely comforting. I stood in silence while Flemeth stirred a steaming cauldron, her back to me.

 

“You were watching,” I said. “At the Tower.”

 

“I was,” she replied without looking. “One doesn’t ignore when a storm erupts inside the Circle of Magi. Especially not a storm like you.”

 

I stepped forward. “You said before my soul wasn’t of this world. That it was older. More dangerous.”

 

“I said it sings a song I’ve never heard,” she corrected. “But I never claimed to understand the lyrics.”

 

She turned then, her eyes bright with something that wasn’t quite human. “What are you, Zephyr Arcadin?”

 

I didn’t answer.

 

Not truthfully.

 

I didn’t tell her I was a fragment of Azem, a soul broken across stars and lives and worlds. I didn’t explain that the light within me was the echo of an ancient power even this world couldn’t name. All I said was:

 

“I’m trying to stay whole.”

 

Flemeth hummed. “And failing.”

 

“Umbriel, I can’t control it anymore.”

 

“Then stop trying to,” she said sharply, turning.

 

I blinked. “What?”

 

“Stop trying to cage it. You do not fight storms by lashing at the wind. You anchor yourself, and let the wind pass through you.”

 

She moved closer, eyes narrowing.

 

“You are broken, yes. Your soul torn by grief, guilt, and power. But Umbriel is not your enemy. He is your pain, your fury, your fire—what kept you alive when even death had its grip on you.”

 

I looked down, jaw clenched.

 

“I’ve seen what he does. I’ve felt what he wants. He doesn’t care who dies—”

 

“Because he’s afraid,” Flemeth said. “He is the part of you that would rather burn everything down than be left alone to mourn again.”

 

Silence fell between us.

 

Then she stepped back and lifted her hands slightly.

 

“You came here for control. What I offer you instead is understanding. Accept him. Work with him. Let the storm be part of your sky. Only then will you have a chance at balance.”

 

I sat down, the weight of her words pressing into my spine.

 

Accept Umbriel?

 

Could I?

 

After everything?

 

I remembered the look on Aedan’s face. The way Morrigan had stood tense, magic at her fingertips. The disbelief in Wynne’s voice. The judgment.

 

And yet...

 

I remembered the feeling of sorrow from Umbriel’s before he vanished. The way his voice had cracked when he spoke of my pain.

 

Our pain.

 

Maybe Flemeth was right.

 

That night, I didn’t sleep. I watched the fire until the logs cracked into coals and the shadows danced across the walls.

 

Flemeth said nothing more. She simply let me be.

 

When dawn came, I rose without a word, wrapped my cloak around me, and stepped out into the Wilds once more. My destination?

 

Orzammar. 

 


 

The wind howled through the Frostback Mountains, tugging at my cloak as I descended the last ridge toward the gates of Orzammar. My boots crunched against snow and rock, but it was the silence that followed me like a shadow—heavier than the wind, colder than the peaks.

 

It had been weeks since I left them. I never said goodbye.

 

The massive stone gates rose like the wall of a forgotten age, guarded by statues that had seen more years than the nations of Thedas combined. There, just outside the entrance, I saw them.

 

Aedan. Alistair. Leliana. Morrigan. Sten. And a new face—lean and smirking, daggers at his hips and a carefree stance that reminded me of too many sellswords I’d known. He had the eyes of a killer. A Crow, maybe.

 

They hadn’t seen me yet.

 

I stood still for a moment, the cloth-wrapped hilt of Shadowbringer resting beneath my palm. The sword hummed faintly beneath the wrappings—as if it, too, was eager to return. But I wasn’t certain they would welcome me.

 

I stepped forward.

 

Leliana noticed first. Her lips parted in surprise, and she called out. Alistair turned next, then Aedan. I saw the moment he recognized me.

 

His brow furrowed, then clenched. He stepped forward, armor clinking softly with each movement.

 

“You’re back,” he said, his voice low and tight. “After all this time.”

 

I held his gaze but said nothing at first. The guilt settled behind my ribs like ice. “I needed time,” I said. “Time to understand what’s inside me.”

 

“You just vanished,” Alistair said, less angry, more hurt. “After everything, after what happened at the Circle…”

 

“I know,” I said. “I didn’t plan to stay gone this long. I had to speak to Flemeth again. I needed to ask her about—about the part of me I’ve spent too long trying to chain up.”

 

That caught Morrigan’s attention. “And what did my dear mother have to say?” she asked, tone sharp, but not entirely unkind.

 

“She told me to stop trying to destroy it. That maybe the only way to live with the darkness is to stop treating it like the enemy.” I looked down. “She’s not wrong.”

 

A moment passed between us, heavy with things unsaid.

 

Then the newcomer stepped forward with a grin. “Well, this is all very emotional,” he said, “but if I might cut in—who is this handsome mountain of brooding silence?”

 

“A friend,” Aedan said flatly. “Zevran, this is Zephyr Arcadin.”

 

“The name suits you,” Zevran said, eyes gleaming with interest. “And here I thought I was the only one with secrets.”

 

I didn’t bother replying.

 

Instead, I glanced between them all. They looked tired. Not physically—but worn from the path. Hardened by battles. The changes weren’t loud, but they were there. The Circle had taken its toll. And yet, they were stronger for it.

 

“I’m sorry,” I said again, quieter. “I should’ve told you where I was going. I just... didn’t know if I’d come back.”

 

Aedan didn’t say anything for a long time. Then finally, he stepped forward and offered his hand.

 

“You’re here now. That’s what matters.”

 

I took it.

 

As we turned toward the Orzammar gates, I asked, “You’re going into the Deep Roads?”

 

“We have to find a Paragon,” Alistair said. “Branka. Dwarven politics won’t budge without her.”

 

“And kill a few Darkspawn along the way,” Sten added simply.

 

Shadowbringer pulsed again, and I knew it felt what I did: the shifting of fates, the smell of war in the deep places of the world.

 

“Then let’s not waste any more time,” I said.

 

As the stone gates opened with a shudder, casting torchlight over the carved granite beyond, I glanced at each of them—my strange, mismatched companions.

 

And I whispered, just under my breath:

“It’s good to be home."

 


 

The antechamber leading into the Deep Roads felt more like a mausoleum than a gateway. The air was dry, thick with dust and echoes of long-dead miners and soldiers. Behind us, the throne room of Orzammar remained lit with politics and ambition. Before us stretched the ancient, yawning tunnels that had swallowed armies.

 

We didn’t make it five steps in before we were stopped.

 

A stumbling figure in dented, dust-covered dwarven armor blocked our path. He reeked of alcohol and stubbornness in equal measure. Wild red hair matted to his temples and a scraggly beard framed a grin that barely clung to its owner’s face.

 

“You lot’re goin’ after Branka, aren’t ya?” he slurred, leveling a crooked gaze at Aedan and then at me—his stare lingering like he wasn’t sure if I was a dream or hallucination. “About time someone grew the stones to find her.”

 

Alistair raised an eyebrow. “And you are…?”

 

“Oghren. Her husband. Lucky bastard, I know.” He chuckled and then leaned heavily against his axe. “And I’m comin’ with you. I know those tunnels better than any of ya, and I’ve got unfinished business with that crazy woman.”

 

Aedan looked to me, then to Wynne and Sten. A few shrugs, a few sighs, but none protested. I simply nodded.

 

“Welcome aboard,” Aedan said, though his tone wasn’t entirely enthusiastic.

 

We descended.

 

Hours later, surrounded by dead ends and crumbled statues of the old dwarven kings, we made camp. The Deep Roads never slept—there was no day, no night. Just perpetual gloom. Alistair and Wynne arranged watches, while Leliana strung up wards and Morrigan—reluctantly—assisted. Aedan kept to the fire, poring over a map of Branka’s last known route.

 

And I stepped away.

 

Shadowbringer was across my knees, its cloth bindings removed, obsidian blade catching torchlight in faint violet pulses. I sat in silence, eyes closed, breath slow. I didn’t dare sleep. Instead, I searched within—through the cold sea of void and rage until I found the familiar weight pressing against my soul.

 

It was always there.

 

A presence. Like my reflection in a dark mirror.

 

Umbriel.

 

"You came willingly this time," the voice whispered—not aloud, but threaded through my thoughts. It was my voice, twisted, deeper, resonant with something more primal.

 

“I didn’t come to fight.”

 

"You always come to fight."

 

“Not anymore.”

 

I opened my eyes inside the dreamscape of my soul—where the world was neither Fade nor real, just void and memory. He stood before me: me, and not me. Same hair, same armor. But his eyes glowed faint crimson, and the shadows twisted from him like they were alive.

 

“Flemeth said you’re not the enemy,” I said.

 

He tilted his head. “She said many things. You didn’t believe most of them.”

 

“Maybe not. But I believe this: I can’t keep locking you away. Every time I try, I lose more of myself. And people get hurt.”

 

Umbriel stepped closer. His aura was overwhelming—like standing beneath a collapsing sky. “So you want to... accept me?”

 

“Work with you,” I said, not flinching. “Not surrender. Not control. Balance.”

 

A pause.

 

Then the faintest smirk played on Umbriel’s face.

 

He said nothing. But he nodded once—and the void cracked around us like glass, pulling me back to the world.

 


 

From Aedan’s Perspective

 

Zephyr sat on the edge of the cavern, Shadowbringer resting in front of him like some holy relic. The others were keeping their distance—not out of fear, maybe, but uncertainty. It had been weeks since we watched a creature—no, a force—tear free of him in the Circle Tower. None of us had the words to ask what we’d witnessed.

 

And Zephyr never offered them.

 

“He hasn’t moved in over an hour,” Alistair murmured near the fire.

 

“He meditates,” Wynne said gently. “Or communes with... something.”

 

“I don’t like it,” Sten grunted. “There’s no telling if it’s him or the other one in control.”

 

“He has not harmed us,” Leliana said softly, her eyes cast toward Zephyr. “But I fear he is always so... alone.”

 

Not everyone was whispering, though.

 

Zevran sat on the edge of the shadows, not far from Zephyr, seemingly relaxed—though I’d watched enough people to know when someone was studying a target.

 

He wasn’t watching Zephyr like prey.

 

He was watching him like a fire: beautiful, dangerous, hypnotic.

 

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen a man carry so much sorrow on his shoulders,” Zevran said aloud, perhaps not realizing I’d drawn near. “He’s... fascinating. Would you not agree, Warden?”

 

I didn’t answer right away.

 

“I don’t know what he is,” I said honestly. “But he’s with us. And that has to be enough.”

 

The silence afterward was heavy with thoughts we didn’t say aloud.

 

What if it isn’t?

 

When the watch was passed and the camp quieted, Zephyr opened his eyes. He rose slowly, the cloth wrapping back around his greatsword with deliberate care.

 

He looked... tired. Not physically. But the kind of tired that went straight to the soul.

 

And whatever he saw—or spoke to—while he sat alone in that dark...

 

It wasn’t done with him yet.

 


 

There was no sunrise in the Deep Roads—only deeper blackness and thicker silence.

 

We pressed forward from the camp with little talk, the sound of boots on broken stone, dripping from unseen cracks above, and Oghren’s constant muttered curses forming our grim orchestra. The air was foul, damp with the rot of centuries. This place had swallowed more than just dwarves—it had devoured entire kingdoms.

 

“Old mining route,” Oghren explained, slamming a gauntleted fist against one of the rusted support beams. “Used to run through the entire thaig, before the Darkspawn took it.”

 

The Darkspawn.

 

That word had begun to hang heavier on my shoulders the deeper we delved. Not because I feared them—but because they felt familiar. Something about their corrupted auras... their unnatural connection to the Fade... it reminded me of void-sickened monsters I once fought under Eorzea’s shattered skies. Aether twisted by despair. Only this place didn’t know the word aether.

 

I felt Umbriel stir.

 

They are a mockery of what we once were...

 

I didn’t answer him.

 

A scream snapped us forward.

 

It was faint—distant—but no illusion. We surged ahead, blades drawn. I pulled Shadowbringer loose without hesitation this time. No longer wrapped, its black metal glinted with inner light, humming like a heartbeat against my palm.

 

Alistair took the lead beside Aedan, their shields raised. Morrigan fell into step beside me, her staff crackling with restrained power. I could feel her eyes flicking to me often, as if unsure whether to stand beside me or behind.

 

We met the enemy shortly after.

 

Darkspawn—a full war band. Hurlocks and genlocks, one towering ogre behind them like a battering ram with legs.

 

We didn’t speak.

 

We just fell into rhythm.

 

Aedan shouted orders, Leliana loosed arrow after arrow. Wynne raised protective wards while Zevran ducked into shadow, flanking the enemy from behind. Oghren threw himself forward like a living avalanche.

 

I summoned tendrils of void flame—Dark Knight magic, not native to this world, lashing across the Hurlocks. Shadowy edges of my soul formed barriers around Alistair when he was nearly gutted.

 

One of the genlocks ran at me screaming.

 

I didn’t move.

 

Shadowbringer met its blade like a hammer striking a twig.

 

The others watched, sometimes quietly—sometimes warily. The memory of what had happened at the Circle Tower hadn’t faded, not even after a week of marching together again.

 


 

We pressed deeper, through twisted passageways lined with statues of fallen Paragons, their once-proud visages weathered and cracked. Ancient dwarven halls stretched into darkness, silent save for our breath and the scrape of armor.

 

At one point, Oghren halted us.

 

“There,” he muttered, pointing toward a collapsed forge tunnel. “Used to be a Legion checkpoint. That means we’re close to Ortan Thaig.”

 

I narrowed my eyes.

 

The air here was different. Not just stagnant, but touched. Like something old was watching us.

 

Umbriel pulsed behind my eyes.

 

This place remembers what it lost.

 


 

That night, we camped within an old smithing quarter, the anvil still warm from recent torchlight and fire spells. Wynne and Alistair took first watch. Morrigan stalked the perimeter. Zevran remained close—not speaking much, but always watching me.

 

It was Aedan who approached me.

 

He stood in silence for a while before he spoke.

 

“We never asked about what you saw... in the Fade.”

 

I looked down, pausing as I ran cloth over Shadowbringer’s edge. “You saw it.”

 

“We saw a dream,” Aedan replied. “Not what you lived. Not what you lost.”

 

I didn’t answer.

 

“You saved me once,” he said. “Back at Ostagar, and again at the Circle. So if you ever... need to talk—”

 

“Don’t offer something you may not be ready to hear.”

 

Aedan hesitated. “Try me.”

 

I finally looked at him. “I couldn’t save the one I loved. That’s something that doesn’t go away.”

 

He didn’t speak. But he stayed beside me until the fire burned low.

 

By morning, we were ready to move again.

 

Branka was close. The Anvil of the Void—closer still.

 

But so were the remnants of a fallen Paragon’s madness... and things far worse than Darkspawn.

 


 

The Deep Roads swallowed light like a beast with no end to its hunger.

The only sound was the crunch of stone beneath our boots and the distant groans of ancient metal.

 

We walked for hours, no one speaking. Each of us kept to our thoughts—some sharpened by grief, some dulled by exhaustion. The air was damp with rot and memories.

 

Then I heard myself say:

 

“…His name was Haurchefant.”

 

It was like breaking ice underfoot. Everyone turned.

 

I hadn’t meant to speak, not really. The words had come from somewhere deeper.

 

“He was my light,” I said softly. “In my world… Etheirys… he was the illegitimate son of a noble—Count Edmont de Fortemps of House Fortemps, one of the High Houses of Ishgard. He wasn’t meant for glory, or for titles, but he carved something more meaningful for himself—through kindness, honor, and strength.”

 

I glanced down at Shadowbringer, wrapped still at my side.

 

“He was a knight in service to Ishgard, but more than that, he was… my heart. When the city turned on me, he stood by me. When we chased justice, he ran beside me. When the world demanded I give up… he told me to fight harder.”

 

There was a pause. No one dared speak.

 

“The last time I saw him alive… was in a place called the Vault.”

 

The word alone drew curious glances. I continued, voice flat now.

 

“We were racing to stop a madman, Archbishop Thordan, from escaping. He planned to become something monstrous using forbidden knowledge and the souls of his own knights. He fled to the upper levels of the cathedral, and Haurchefant and I gave chase.”

 

My throat tightened. I spoke anyway.

 

“Near the top, as we reached the bridge to the airship that would take him away… one of his knights, Sir Zephirin—one of the so-called Heaven’s Ward—hurled a spear made of searing aetherial magic. It was meant for me. I didn’t see it in time.”

 

My hand tightened into a fist.

 

“But Haurchefant did.”

 

A breath.

 

“He raised his shield… and it shattered.”

 

Silence. The echoes of the Deep Roads held their breath.

 

“It broke through. Pierced him. I caught him in my arms. The others tried to help—Alphinaud, a boy in blue robes, he tried to heal him, but the wound was too deep. Too much aether was torn away.”

 

I closed my eyes, reliving that moment all over again.

 

“He looked at me. And he smiled.

 

‘Oh, don’t look at me so, Zephyr… A smile... better suits a hero.’”

 

The words dropped into the silence like stones into deep water.

 

“I failed him,” I said. “I was supposed to protect him. But I couldn’t. And after that...”

 

I opened my eyes and looked into the darkness ahead.

 

“…I didn’t know how to live.”

 

Wynne murmured something too quiet to hear. Leliana’s eyes were wet. Sten watched silently. Morrigan’s face was unreadable.

 

“I’ve lived through worlds ending. I’ve walked through gods, dragons, nightmares. But that... that moment broke me.”

 

“I don’t tell you this for sympathy,” I said, standing. “Only so you understand. You’ve seen part of what’s inside me. But that moment... that’s the root of it.”

 

After a long silence, Aedan stepped forward.

 

“I’m sorry, Zephyr,” he said quietly. “I know those words aren’t enough. But I am.”

 

I nodded once. “They don’t have to be enough. You’re still here. That’s more than most can say.”

 


 

It was only hours later that we encountered the outpost—a crumbling fortress tucked into the carved belly of the Deep Roads. Ancient dwarven architecture and soot-stained braziers marked the camp of the Legion of the Dead.

 

There we met Commander Kardol, a dwarven warrior with pockmarked skin, his eyes hollow from decades of darkness.

 

“I’m Kardol, commander of this detachment of the Legion,” he said as we approached.

 

Oghren grunted a greeting. “Still kickin’, I see.”

 

Kardol nodded. “Barely. We’re stretched thin—Darkspawn have become more active the deeper you go. Whatever they’re stirring, it’s worse than usual.”

 

His eyes drifted to me and my weapon. “You—you're not of the surface. Not truly.”

 

“I’m not,” I said evenly.

 

He didn’t ask more.

 

“The Legion doesn’t care where you come from,” Kardol said. “Only how you die. We serve the Stone. We fight, and we fall. The Deep Roads don’t offer redemption—just the end.”

 

Aedan stepped forward. “We’re searching for Branka.”

 

“You and everyone else,” Kardol muttered. “But we’ve seen signs. If she’s alive, she went deep. Past Caridin’s Cross. Past sanity.”

 

He turned away, raising a gauntleted fist. “Let them through. We’ll hold the tunnels behind them.”

 

I gave Kardol a small nod of gratitude.

 

“If we find her,” I said, “we’ll bring word.”

 

He smirked. “Assuming you come back.”

 

The gate groaned open. The shadows beckoned.

 

And we pressed forward—deeper into the silence where old memories whispered and old wounds never quite healed.

 


 

The gate sealed behind us with a low, metallic groan—an echo swallowed by the dark.

 

The air in Caridin’s Cross was different than the higher tunnels. It didn’t just reek of rot and old death—it tasted like ash and blood. The kind of place where the Stone mourned every step made within it.

 

Stone walls stretched endlessly in every direction, sculpted by ancient dwarven hands into functional grace: arches, statues, alcoves once lit by lyrium braziers now broken or dark. These were the skeletons of an empire—silent halls that bore witness to its decay.

 

We walked in silence for a while. Even Oghren, perpetually inebriated and foul-mouthed, seemed subdued here.

 

It was Alistair who eventually spoke.

 

“You know,” he said, eyes flicking across the ancient carvings, “when I was a boy, the Templars told us stories about the Deep Roads. Always sounded like bedtime horror tales. I thought they were exaggerating.”

 

“They weren’t,” said Morrigan dryly, walking just behind me. “They never do when it involves darkness and madness. They merely understand less than they believe.”

 

Up ahead, Wynne’s staff glowed softly. “We’ll need to be cautious. The Veil is thin here. I can feel it.”

 

I nodded silently, not trusting my voice. My grip on Shadowbringer tightened slightly. It wasn’t the proximity to the Fade or the Darkspawn that set me on edge.

 

It was the whispers. Not voices in the air—but something deeper.

 

The Stone remembers.

 

A phrase I had heard once in dwarven prayers. But I could feel it now.

 

Caridin’s Cross was a wound. A hollow place where battle had raged and raged again. And we were walking over the bones of thousands.

 

We didn’t have to wait long for the Darkspawn.

 

We’d reached an abandoned cart embedded in collapsed rubble when the first arrow whistled from above. I spun, dragging Shadowbringer free in a single, fluid motion just as Hurlocks emerged from the darkness.

 

“They’re flanking!” Aedan shouted, shield up and already charging.

 

Alistair met him shoulder-to-shoulder, and together they pushed back the first wave. Morrigan launched a fireball into the back ranks while Leliana darted into cover, bow already drawn.

 

Sten—solid and relentless—waded into the horde with terrifying precision. Zevran, grinning like a madman, danced between enemies like wind through tall grass.

 

I kept to the backline, this time by choice.

 

Not because I feared battle. But because I feared losing control again.

 

My aether stirred with each swing, each death scream. I wanted to unleash it—but I remembered the Fade. I remembered the way they looked at me when Umbriel had taken over.

 

I would not let that happen again.

 

So I fought smart—clean. Carved down Genlocks who got too close. Shielded Morrigan and Wynne from archers. A protector, not a storm.

 

By the time the last Darkspawn fell, breathing heavily in a pool of its own bile, we were all slick with sweat and dirt.

 

“Are you alright?” Leliana asked, stepping closer.

 

I nodded. “I’m fine.”

 

But Zevran was watching me again—closely. Not with suspicion. Something else.

 

And when he met my eyes, he gave a slight nod.

 

Approval.

 


 

As we moved deeper, we began seeing remnants—armor torn apart, shields bearing sigils of fallen dwarven houses. We passed through ancient barricades, broken siege engines, and piles of bones too old to identify.

 

“This was once a fortress,” Wynne said, kneeling near a collapsed hall. “It’s been lost for centuries. Caridin forged his warriors here—golems that were said to be immortal.”

 

“Where is Caridin now?” Aedan asked.

 

“Dead, if time has its way,” Oghren muttered. “But if you believe the old stories... he left something behind.”

 

We made camp beneath the arch of a broken bridge, the stone cracked but stable.

 

As we set up our meager camp, I pulled Shadowbringer from my back and rested it in front of me, blade up.

 

It gleamed faintly, humming low in my hands.

 

I sat cross-legged and closed my eyes.

 

For the first time since leaving Flemeth’s hut… I let the Dark truly speak.

 

“I’m listening,” I whispered. “You’re part of me. So let’s talk.”

 

Umbriel didn’t appear like he did in dreams. No blood-soaked armor, no hellish grin.

 

Just… a presence. Cold. Distant. Still.

 

“You hesitate.”

 

“I fear,” I admitted. “You took control in the Circle. You wanted to kill them."

 

“They hurt us.”

 

“They saved us,” I said. “Pulled us from the dream. From Haurchefant.”

 

“Exactly.”

 

I felt the pang ripple through me. Umbriel’s pain, my pain—so tightly woven.

 

“I’m not trying to destroy you,” I said quietly. “Flemeth said to stop trying to bury you. That I should… accept.”

 

“Then stop pretending we are different.”

 

The presence receded. The words lingered.

 

When I opened my eyes, the fire had burned lower. Most of the others had gone to sleep.

 

But nearby, Aedan still sat watch, arms crossed. His gaze occasionally flicked to me—but he said nothing.

 

Zevran was awake too, pretending not to look in my direction. He failed spectacularly.

 

Eventually, Aedan turned toward Wynne, who sat across from him, clutching her robes.

 

“Do you think he’s… alright?” he asked quietly. “Zephyr.”

 

Wynne sighed. “I think he’s been through more than any of us can guess. We’ve only seen the cracks.”

 

As the fire dimmed and the Deep Roads fell quiet again, I whispered into the dark:

 

“Soon, Haurchefant… I’ll smile again. I don’t know when. But I will.”

 


 

The stone beneath my boots had long since stopped feeling like stone.

 

At first, Caridin’s Cross had looked like any other ruin: collapsed bridges spanning open chasms, great dwarven statues fallen and shattered, their beards eroded by centuries of dripping water. But as we pressed deeper into the dead thaig, the air thickened. The scent of rot clung to everything—meat left too long in the sun, iron, and something fouler beneath.

 

That was when I saw it.

 

At the edges of the torchlight, where the shadows lingered, the walls had changed. No longer clean-cut stone, no longer the proud architecture of the dwarves. Flesh. Veins. Pulsing wetly in the firelight like some grotesque parody of life.

 

I felt it before I named it. A chill rising up my spine, an echo of battles long past in Eorzea. The wrongness of void corruption, yet not the same. No voidsent, no tempered. This was the Blight—the taint Aedan and Alistair bore in their very blood.

 

My gauntlet tightened on the grip of Shadowbringer. “This place reeks of corruption.”

 

Alistair grimaced, sword already drawn. “You feel it too. Maker preserve us, I hate that I’m used to this by now.”

 

Aedan, grim and silent, glanced at me. His eyes said enough: vigilance.

 

We walked slower now. Even Sten, unshakable as a mountain, shifted uneasily, his greatsword lowered but ready. Zevran muttered something in Antivan under his breath, too quiet for me to catch. Wynne’s staff glimmered faintly with protective magic, though the lines on her face were sharper than usual.

 

Then we heard it.

 

A voice. A woman’s voice—hoarse, broken, echoing faintly in the tunnel.

 

“…you will not win… she is lost… we are all… lost.”

 

We found her slumped against the wall.

 

She was dwarven, or had been once. The taint had eaten her alive. Her skin mottled, grey, stretched thin over bones. Hair falling out in clumps. Her eyes—gods, those eyes—clouded with madness and despair. Yet some ember of who she had been flickered faintly.

 

Oghren froze. He knew her. His drunken swagger slipped like armor falling away.

 

“…Hespith,” he whispered, voice raw.

 

She shivered, head snapping up. Her gaze swept across us but didn’t quite land. “Oghren… too late. Always… too late.”

 

He took a step toward her, then faltered. “What happened? What in the nug’s hairy—Hespith, where’s Branka?”

 

At the sound of her name, Hespith let out a rasping, humorless laugh. A sound that scraped against my bones.

 

“She made us come. We followed… faithful little casteless, faithful little lovers… into the deep. The Stone turned her back. The Maker turned his back. Only they welcomed us.”

 

“The Darkspawn,” Morrigan murmured, arms folded, lips curling with disdain.

 

Hespith swayed, one hand clawing at the wall, fingers sinking into the pulsing flesh as if it were clay. “We became… mothers. So many mouths. So many children.”

 

My stomach turned cold. The truth clicked into place, and by the sharp intake of breath from Aedan and Alistair, I knew they understood too.

 

Wynne’s face paled. “Maker forgive us…”

 

Hespith’s voice dropped to a whisper, trembling. “Don’t go forward. Don’t look. She’ll hear you. She’ll birth you.”

 

Her body convulsed suddenly. A spasm of pain. Her scream echoed in the tunnels until it broke into laughter again. She stumbled back into the shadows, her words trailing like a curse.

 

“She waits… in the cradle… hungry…”

 

Then she was gone.

 

None of us spoke. Even Zevran, always ready with a quip, kept silent.

 

We pressed on.

 

The thaig opened into a cavern, and the stench hit me like a wall. My gauntlets clenched reflexively. The floor was slick, wet, coated in filth. The walls were nothing but meat—glimmering red and grey, pulsing with sickly life. And in the center, the source of it all.

 

The Broodmother.

 

She was… enormous. A mockery of form, a mountain of glistening flesh. Once a dwarf, perhaps, long ago. Now twisted into a grotesque womb. Limbs fused into swollen masses. Breasts sagging and split open, slick with ichor. Mouths lined her body—screaming, moaning, chanting in voices that didn’t belong to her. From the folds of her flesh, wet shapes spilled out—fresh darkspawn, slick with gore.

 

I had faced primals, gods made flesh, horrors of the void. Yet this… this was worse. Not because of its power, but because it was born of cruelty. A woman twisted, broken, remade into a factory for monsters.

 

Oghren staggered, bile in his throat. “By the Stone… Branka… you knew?”

 

The Broodmother screamed.

 

The sound rattled the cavern, echoed in my helm, pierced straight into my skull.

 

The ground shook as the darkspawn poured forth—hurlocks, genlocks, all birthed in filth.

 

Aedan’s voice cut through the chaos: “FORM UP!”

 

Shadowbringer roared to life in my hands, its obsidian blade crackling with the faint hum of aether. The Echo screamed warnings in my head—Umbriel stirring.

 

We fought.

 

Fire blossomed from Morrigan’s staff, consuming the first wave. Sten cleaved a hurlock in two, blood spraying in arcs. Zevran darted through shadows, daggers flashing, cutting throats before vanishing again.

 

Alistair braced with shield raised, fighting shoulder to shoulder with Aedan, the two Grey Wardens moving as one. Wynne’s voice rose above the screams, a steady chant of healing, her magic knitting flesh as quickly as blades tore it.

 

And me—Shadowbringer carved through them like wheat. My blade drank their tainted flesh, every swing a brutal arc that scattered limbs. Yet even as I struck, the Broodmother’s moans crawled under my skin. Her mouths begged, pleaded, cursed in a hundred voices at once.

 

Kill me.

Join me.

Mother.

Mother.

MOTHER.

 

A wave of nausea nearly took me.

 

We struck at the monster itself. Tentacles lashed out, coated in slime. Alistair was knocked sprawling, his shield dented. Wynne’s spell dragged him back to his feet just before another limb crushed where he’d been. Oghren roared, axes sinking into quivering flesh, hacking away as if to purge his own guilt with every blow.

 

I leapt, Shadowbringer raised high, and drove the blade into the Broodmother’s core. The cavern shook. Her scream tore the air. The walls pulsed violently, veins bursting in sprays of gore.

 

And then, silence.

 

The Broodmother collapsed into herself, ichor spreading like a tide. The newborn darkspawn shrieked, then withered, falling still.

 

Only our breathing remained. Ragged. Shaken.

 

Wynne’s staff dimmed as she lowered it. Her face was pale, eyes wet. Morrigan merely stared, lips pressed thin, though I caught the faint tremor in her hands. Sten wiped his blade clean in silence. Zevran forced a smirk, but it didn’t reach his eyes.

 

Oghren stood longest, staring at the steaming carcass. His knuckles were white around his axes. When he finally spoke, his voice was broken.

 

“That’s what Branka left behind. That’s what she… did.”

 

The silence that followed weighed heavier than stone.

 

We moved on without words.

 

And somewhere ahead, deeper in the shadows, Paragon Branka waited.

 


 

The Stone trembled beneath our feet.

 

We had passed through so many fallen halls, shattered bridges, and fields of bones that even Morrigan had fallen quiet. Here, in the deepest places, we walked on dust and silence. There was no sun, no time—just the grind of steel on stone and the constant, eerie pressure of something watching from the dark.

 

Ahead, Wynne’s staff shimmered with pale, flickering magic, while Shadowbringer’s presence vibrated faintly against my spine, cloaked but always aware.

 

We had come to the end of the Deep Roads.

 

Not metaphorically. Literally.

 

Beyond the final descent, lit by ancient lyrium and a strange internal glow, stood a hall so vast and terrible it was as if the Maker had gouged it into the earth with a blade. This was the Anvil of the Void.

 

Where legend claimed Paragon Caridin had created an army of living stone.

 

And now… we knew it to be true.

 

Because standing there before us was a golem—larger than the others we’d fought, forged of blackened steel and gold runes, its face carved into the grim semblance of a dwarf.

 

But when it spoke… its voice was calm. Measured. And full of pain.

 

“I am Caridin,” it said. “Once a Paragon of Orzammar. Now… a soul trapped in stone.”

 

Even Morrigan’s sharp tongue stayed silent.

 

We listened as Caridin, with the composure of someone long beyond fury, explained what had happened: how, centuries ago, he had crafted the Anvil of the Void—a masterpiece of artifice and sacrifice. How dwarven warriors, loyal and proud, had stepped willingly into the Anvil… until the truth emerged.

 

The Anvil did not build. It transferred. The soul of a living dwarf was bound—ripped from flesh—and embedded into stone.

 

“Their consent was stolen,” Caridin said. “They became tools, not protectors. And I was complicit in it all.”

 

Alistair clenched his jaw. “You were a Grey Warden once, weren’t you? Or worked with them?”

 

“Aye,” Caridin rumbled. “When the Blights first fell upon the world, we had no time to fear sacrifice. But that does not make what we did right.”

 

There was no anger in his voice. Just sorrow.

 

Then he looked to Aedan, and to me.

 

“Destroy the Anvil. Let no more souls be chained.”

 

I opened my mouth to speak, unsure of what I would say, when a clang rang out behind us.

 

A figure stepped from the shadows beyond the bridge. Her armor gleamed in the lyrium light. Her red hair was dulled with dust and madness.

 

Branka.

 

Oghren took a half-step forward, eyes wide. “Branka… by the Stone…”

 

She didn’t spare him a glance.

 

“You’d destroy the greatest weapon the dwarves have ever known?” she sneered at Caridin. “To appease your guilt?”

 

Caridin’s face remained still. “You sacrificed your entire house to find this place, Branka. Were they willing?”

 

Her eyes narrowed. “The Blight is coming. We need strength. The Anvil can give us that—golems with no fear, no exhaustion.”

 

“Bound souls,” I said, stepping forward, unable to stay silent. “Trapped forever. Even the dead deserve peace.”

 

Branka turned to me then. “You… the outsider. The silent one with the blade that hums like a storm. What do you know of sacrifice?”

 

I didn’t answer.

 

Because she was wrong… and terribly right.

 

I did know sacrifice.

 

And I had paid it in blood.

 

Aedan’s hand tightened around his sword. Alistair looked between them, uncertain. Wynne had already stepped toward Caridin’s side. Morrigan remained unreadable.

 

And in the far back, Zevran watched me—not Branka. Only me.

 

Then Branka shouted over the chamber:

 

“If you destroy the Anvil, you doom Orzammar. You doom Ferelden! I can control the Anvil—build us an army that will not falter!”

 

She pointed to Caridin. “End him. And the Anvil is ours.”

 

The silence that followed was as heavy as stone.

 

Caridin turned to Aedan, who stood at the center of it all.

 

“You have the choice, Grey Warden. You have the strength. Do what is right.”

 

I placed a hand on Aedan’s shoulder.

 

And whispered only loud enough for him to hear:

 

“Whatever you choose… I’ll stand with you.”

 

And then, we waited.

 


 

There was a heaviness in the chamber that no lyrium vein could brighten.

 

Branka’s words still hung in the air, seething with raw conviction. She had bared her soul as clearly as Caridin had bared his shame. Two paragons of their people, one driven mad by obsession, the other bound in iron and regret.

 

And we were caught between them.

 

No one moved. No one breathed.

 

Until Alistair shifted uncomfortably, breaking the silence with an edge in his voice.

 

“Look, I’m no expert on dwarven politics or… well, magical anvils,” he said, his hand resting loosely on his sword hilt. “But binding people—souls—into stone? That’s... That’s horrifying.”

 

He looked at Caridin. “You were trapped, weren’t you? That’s what this is. You don’t want anyone else to end up like you.”

 

Wynne’s face was stricken, pale. “He did bind souls, yes. But he regrets it. That means something. If a man—if a Paragon—wants to destroy the very thing he built, who are we to stop him?”

 

“I understand regret,” Leliana said softly. Her hands were clasped together, almost prayer-like. “But I also understand desperation. Branka… she’s right that the Blight is coming. If there’s a weapon, even a terrible one—how can we turn away from it?”

 

“You would make more of me?” Caridin’s voice echoed, metallic and mournful. “Do you know what it means to scream, and have no mouth? To feel yourself forgotten?”

 

“You would let your people die out of guilt?” Branka snapped. Her voice cracked, a thread of pain bleeding through her anger. “I searched the Deep Roads for years, Caridin. Lost friends. Lost everything. You think I’m going to let all of that be for nothing?”

 

Oghren stepped forward, his voice slurred but deadly serious. “Branka... you damn fool.” He looked at her like a man seeing the grave of someone who was still breathing. “This isn’t you. You wanted to build, not… enslave.”

 

“You left me behind, Oghren,” she spat.

 

His jaw tightened, but he didn’t argue.

 

Morrigan’s tone was colder. Analytical. “There is strength in such a tool,” she said, eyeing the Anvil. “But at a cost. That is always the way of power. The question is whether the cost is acceptable. To some, it clearly is.”

 

Zevran leaned back against a broken pillar, arms crossed. His golden eyes were unreadable. “A marvel of craftsmanship, to be sure,” he murmured. “But I have seen what men do with marvels. They use them. Again and again.”

 

Sten was silent for a long moment, then rumbled, “The Qun teaches that strength must serve a purpose greater than self. Branka’s purpose is twisted. But I would not claim to understand the price her people have already paid.”

 

All of them looked to me.

 

And I...

 

I kept my eyes on the Anvil. On the ghosts it bore.

 

“I’ve seen weapons made of stars, created by gods and wielded by kings,” I said slowly. “And I’ve watched every single one leave ruin behind. You can convince yourself you need it. That it’s worth the cost.”

 

I thought of Haurchefant. Of shields shattered. Of smiles dying.

 

“But that cost is always too high.”

 

Aedan hadn’t spoken yet.

 

He stood quietly, weighing every word, every glance. He was a noble, yes, but also a Warden. A man raised to lead, now asked to judge.

 

His eyes lingered on Branka, then Caridin, then the Anvil itself.

 

I could feel his hesitation.

 

Finally, he spoke. “I won’t lie—I hate this. I hate being the one to choose. But...”

 

He turned to Branka. “You’ve lost more than most people can imagine. But you lost yourself, too.”

 

Then to Caridin. “And you’re asking us to destroy the one thing that made you a legend.”

 

He closed his eyes a moment.

 

When they opened again, they were resolute. “We’re with Caridin. We destroy the Anvil.”

 

Branka’s eyes widened, then narrowed into pure rage.

 

“You would choose that broken thing over me? After everything I gave?! Everything I lost?!”

 

“Branka—” Oghren started.

 

“No!” she screamed. “I will not let this end here!”

 

I felt the surge of magic before she moved. The golems at her back stirred, rising with heavy footfalls.

 

I reached back, unwrapping Shadowbringer for the first time in days. The weight of it in my palm was familiar, comforting… and grim.

 

I held it low, the tip humming faintly as it grazed the stone.

 

“I didn’t come here to kill a Paragon,” I said softly.

 

“But I won’t let you kill anyone else.”

 


 

Branka’s scream cut through the air—shrill, desperate, and irrevocably mad. Her golems surged forward like a tide of stone. There was no diplomacy left in her eyes. Only obsession.

 

I moved to intercept.

 

Aedan shouted orders. Morrigan's staff lit up with cold flame, Wynne called out shielding incantations, and Leliana loosed arrows like hymns turned to steel.

 

We scattered, each taking position as the golems bore down on us.

 

And then I saw it—Leliana, flanked by two golems. One had already closed in on her. She spun out of the way of a crushing stone fist, but the second golem caught her in its path, swinging wide.

 

Too slow. Too close.

 

My breath caught.

 

A flash of silver. The splintering of a shield.

 

My vision blurred.

 

It wasn't Leliana anymore.

 

It was him.

 

Haurchefant.

 

The Vault. The sound of steel hitting flesh. The spear of light crashing through a brave, outstretched shield. His smile… fading beneath blood.

 

I staggered—my control slipping like a blade through sand.

 

I felt Umbriel surge forward—not as a monster of rage this time, but a guardian of vengeance. A protector awakened.

 

"Enough."

 

The voice wasn't mine, not fully.

 

I—we—drew Shadowbringer in one fluid motion. The sword ignited, runes flaring like dark stars. Umbriel’s fury was cold, focused. And it was mine, too.

 

He—we—charged the golem barreling toward Leliana. Shadowbringer carved through its shoulder, but that wasn’t the killing blow. No—Umbriel let out a deep, primal cry, and with both hands drove the blade through the golem’s core.

 

“Break.”

 

Dark aether surged from the hilt, coiling through the stone body like veins of shadow, and with a shuddering scream of cracking rock—

 

Boom.

 

The golem exploded in a violent surge of dark magic. Stone shrapnel flew in every direction.

 

Leliana looked up at me—him—stunned. Umbriel offered no words, only a glance, and turned back into the fray.

 

The others didn’t question it. There was no time.

 

Together, we fought. Shadowbringer danced like a demon in the dark. Umbriel fought beside them—not like a monster, but as a warrior bound to protect. Morrigan caught on first. She watched him not with fear, but curious calculation. Sten only nodded, as if recognizing the will to kill in its purest form.

 

Branka fought back with what was left—rage, desperation, grief. But it wasn’t enough. Her golems fell one by one. Oghren cornered her himself, hammer clashing with hers, calling her name with every blow.

 

Eventually, she dropped her weapon and sank to her knees.

 

“They’ll forget me,” she whispered. “They’ll remember him—the coward.”

 

Caridin stepped forward. “Then let it be done.”

 

Umbriel stared at him for a long moment—then slowly stepped back.

 

“He is yours again,” Umbriel said, voice quiet and eerily calm.

 

And then… I was back. In control. My knees nearly buckled as the magic left me, exhaustion setting in like frostbite. But I stood.

 

Caridin approached the Anvil, pressing one massive hand to its face.

 

“You have given me peace,” he said to us all. “And now I return it.”

 

The Anvil cracked, a shudder running through the chamber. Light burst outward, searing and final.

 

Caridin walked to the edge of the molten chasm.

 

“May you all choose better than I did.”

 

And then he fell.

 

The room went still. Shadowbringer dimmed.

 

No one spoke for a long time.

 

Then Aedan placed a hand on my shoulder.

 

“You with us?”

 

I nodded.

 

But in my chest, I could still feel Umbriel’s presence—quiet now, not cruel. Watching. Waiting.

 

And maybe… not alone anymore.

 


 

The embers of battle still clung to my armor, ash and blood crusted deep into the seams. The Deep Roads were silent again—what few golems Branka hadn’t twisted had collapsed with the Anvil’s end, and her voice, once filled with fanatical brilliance, had faded beneath a mountain of stone and fire.

 

But the worst of it wasn’t what I’d seen.

 

It was what they had seen.

 

Umbriel.

 

Again.

 

We made camp in a narrow choke of stone not far from the ruined chamber. Ancient dwarven statues loomed like frozen sentinels, their eyes long worn smooth, forgotten by time. I set Shadowbringer down gently—too gently. The blade steamed slightly from where Umbriel had surged magic through it, the hilt scorched from the sheer weight of aether he'd channeled.

 

I hadn’t said a word since he’d given me back control.

 

And now... they were all waiting again.

 

The silence had weight. The kind that couldn't be broken gently. Not this time.

 

Wynne was the first to speak, ever the diplomat.

 

“You saved her,” she said, quietly. “Leliana. That golem would have crushed her.”

 

Leliana, still nursing a bruised shoulder, looked up. “He didn’t just save me. He destroyed it. Like it was nothing.”

 

Her voice trembled—not in fear, not quite—but in memory. The same memory we all shared now: Umbriel, red-eyed and blazing with hate-forged magic, obliterating a creature of stone like it was made of air.

 

“And then helped us,” Alistair added. “He fought Branka. Beside us.”

 

There was no question in his voice. Just confusion. And unease.

 

“I remember,” I said.

 

My voice was hoarse, raw from disuse. I sat beside the fire, Shadowbringer across my lap like a sleeping beast. The scars on the hilt felt warm beneath my gloves.

 

“It wasn’t like at the Circle,” I added.

 

“He protected us,” Morrigan said, arms crossed. Her voice was skeptical, yes, but less sharp than usual. “And not just that. He listened.”

 

Everyone turned toward me.

 

Alistair asked the question I knew was coming: “Why? Why did he come out again?”

 

I sighed, leaning back against the stone wall. My braid was damp with sweat and earth, silver strands tangled with dark.

 

“Because I froze,” I said. “I saw that golem raise its arm, saw Leliana about to die, and I… saw Haurchefant.”

 

No one interrupted. Not even Zevran, who usually couldn't help himself.

 

“I saw him, smiling like he always did. Reaching for me like I could still save him.” I swallowed hard. “And I froze. Again.”

 

Silence.

 

Then: a flicker.

 

It wasn’t visible. Not really. But they all felt it.

 

The fire dimmed slightly. The air grew colder. A ripple of pressure rolled outward like a thunderclap swallowed by the stone.

 

And then, from somewhere within me, a voice emerged.

 

Not mine.

 

“I didn’t let him die again.”

 

The others jumped—Leliana gasped aloud. Zevran stood halfway, hand drifting toward his daggers. Morrigan narrowed her eyes. Alistair’s hand hovered over his sword.

 

“It’s alright,” I said quickly, though my voice shook. “That’s… him.”

 

Umbriel didn’t speak with malice this time. His voice was low, edged in darkness, but there was something protective in it now. Like a guard dog, not a monster.

 

“I didn’t protect him in the Vault. But I could protect her. I wasn’t going to let him carry another grave.”

 

I breathed in deep.

 

“We’ve… reached an understanding,” I told them. “Umbriel and I. We're not whole. We're not balanced. But…”

 

“We’re trying,” we both said.

 

That made everyone pause.

 

“I let him speak now,” I added. “Not because he forces me. But because sometimes… he has things to say that I can’t.”

 

“You’re still you?” Aedan asked. “Even with… him?”

 

I nodded. “More me than I’ve been in years.”

 

“I don’t understand all this,” Alistair muttered. “But I know what I saw. And I know you didn’t let that thing take over.”

 

Zevran finally spoke, his tone slow, almost reverent.

 

“I have known many masks, many roles. But never have I seen someone dance with their shadow instead of fleeing from it.”

 

I met his gaze, and to my surprise, there was no jest in it.

 

Sten nodded once, the approval of a fellow warrior. “You did not run from what you are. That is strength.”

 

Wynne’s voice was soft but firm. “You carry pain most would crumble beneath. That you stand at all is miracle enough.”

 

Leliana leaned toward the fire, staring into its embers.

 

“I think… maybe the Maker sends all of us darkness. Some of us just wear it on the outside.”

 

They didn’t ask more.

 

They didn’t have to.

 

And for the first time in a long time… I didn’t feel ashamed of what I’d become.

 

Not the shadow. Not the sword. Not even the pain.

 

Just… Zephyr.

 

And Umbriel.

 

Together.

 


 

The heat of the Deep Roads bore down upon us like a second skin—heavy, suffocating, and ever-present. Torchlight flickered against the ancient stone as we retraced our steps through Caridin’s Cross, our feet kicking up the ever-settling dust of history and decay. The silence of our descent was not for want of speech—but necessity. Every one of us could feel it.

 

Something waited.

 

The path narrowed at a ledge overlooking a great gorge of shattered stone and broken dwarven architecture. Old bridges and long-forgotten halls lay crumbled beneath us, devoured by time and the unnatural erosion brought by the ceaseless tides of Darkspawn. I could feel them before I saw them—an ocean of rage and rot pulsing below the stone, like a second heartbeat in the bones of the world.

 

Aedan raised a hand for silence as we reached the overlook.

 

We stepped cautiously toward the edge, peering into the abyss. There—like ants swarming from a broken hive—they teemed. Hurlocks, genlocks, shriekers, ogres—their sickly forms moved in numbers too vast to count, pouring endlessly through the cavern like a flood of living death. The stench of them wafted upward like a miasma—rot and blood and something fouler still. Even Kindred stirred in the back of my mind at the sight of it.

 

But then—something shifted in the air.

 

A low rumble—not from the ground, but the sky beneath the earth.

 

And then we saw it.

 

With a scream that tore the very breath from our lungs, a massive shadow unfurled from beneath the chasm. Black wings, vast as cathedral vaults, beat once—twice—sending cyclones of foul wind through the cavern. A dragon—no, not just a dragon. Something older, deeper, wrong. Its scales shimmered like obsidian laced with veins of crimson fire. Horns curled from its head like a crowned demon, and in its eyes burned an intelligence ancient and unforgiving.

 

The Archdemon.

 

“Maker preserve us,” Wynne whispered.

 

We all ducked back from the ledge, pressing into the shadows, hearts racing. Even the stone seemed to hold its breath. The creature passed overhead in a slow, terrible arc—its form impossibly vast, blocking out the cavern’s light like a blot upon the world.

 

Then it was gone, vanished back into the black.

 

Aedan staggered, clutching his head. Alistair grunted in pain, dropping to one knee.

 

“That… that was it,” Alistair hissed. “That was it. That was the Archdemon.”

 

“The call,” Aedan said through clenched teeth. “I could hear it. It’s… speaking to them. The Darkspawn.”

 

The others stared, faces pale.

 

It was true, then. This was no mere Darkspawn incursion. This was a Blight.

 

And me? I hadn’t fallen to my knees. I hadn’t winced in pain. But I had felt something else—something deeper. A thrum within my soul, like a tuning fork struck by the cosmos itself. Shadowbringer hummed softly at my back, the wrapped hilt trembling in its bindings. The Archdemon’s soul, whatever remained of it beneath that monstrous form, had brushed against mine.

 

It was a presence not unlike the Eikons of my world, the great primals born of prayer and madness. Or even the unsundered souls of the Ascians.

 

It was a soul large enough—strong enough—that, perhaps… just perhaps… if I killed it…

 

I could go home.

 

To Etheirys. To the world I belonged to. To the stars that once called me one of their own. To… what remained of the life I’d left behind. What I had lost.

 

Was it possible?

 

Was this the key?

 

I glanced to my companions. Aedan had recovered, though he leaned heavily on Wynne’s arm. Alistair’s knuckles were white as they gripped the hilt of his blade. Morrigan’s eyes followed the void where the dragon had gone, silent, unreadable.

 

And I… I stood with hands clenched at my sides.

 

“…Zephyr?” Leliana’s voice, quiet, uncertain.

 

I turned to her. I couldn’t lie to them, not fully—not now. But neither could I tell the truth.

 

“I felt it too,” I said. “That creature… it has a soul that should not exist. That cannot exist. It doesn’t belong here.”

 

“And yet here it is,” Sten said grimly.

 

“A soul like that…” I murmured. “Could tear open the world.”

 

They took my words as metaphor.

 

But I knew better.

 

I would follow this Blight to the end—not just to save this land… but maybe, just maybe, to return to mine.

 

If the cost was killing a god-dragon of darkness—so be it.

 

“Come on,” Aedan said at last. “We need to get out of here before something worse than that thing finds us.”

 

I nodded, following them back into the winding dark of the Deep Roads, the echo of wings still etched behind my eyes.

 

The Archdemon had shown itself.

 

And now…

 

I knew what I had to do.

 


 

We emerged from the Deep Roads changed.

 

We carried no Anvil, no sacred forge, no Branka.

 

We carried a truth. And with it—a crown.

 

Oghren, for all his ranting and swagger, hadn’t said much since we watched Caridin vanish into the lava below. He had stood still as stone, watching the last trace of his Paragon-wife vanish with barely a whisper.

 

Now, as we returned to the vast stone arches of Orzammar, it was Oghren who carried the crown.

 

Wrapped in cloth, cradled in his arms like something both sacred and profane.

 

When the gates to the Assembly Hall finally opened, the cavernous chamber inside felt heavy with tension. Councilors filled the stone benches on either side. Nobles in gold and obsidian armor whispered to one another, eyes fixed on us as we entered.

 

“Oi,” Oghren growled, stepping forward, holding the bundle in one massive hand. “Got something you lot should see.”

 

He cast a glance at Aedan, then unwrapped the cloth. Gleaming gold and ancient craftsmanship caught the firelight.

 

“The crown of Caridin. Paragon smith. Lost ages ago.”

 

He held it high, the murmurs rising like a brewing storm.

 

“Branka’s dead,” he said flatly. “She tried to take the Anvil for herself. Wanted to force souls into stone like the old days. But Caridin... he destroyed it. Said the Anvil had taken enough.”

 

The hall fell to silence. Even the most entrenched nobles seemed to falter.

 

Behind us, Prince Bhelen waited near the dais, his face unreadable. He stepped forward, hands clasped behind his back, eyes moving over the group—then pausing on me.

 

He gave a sharp nod to Aedan. “I was told you returned with something important.”

 

Then he looked at me again, subtle curiosity in his voice.

 

“…And this one? I don’t recognize him.”

 

Aedan turned slightly toward me. “His name is Zephyr. He’s with us.”

 

Bhelen’s eyes narrowed faintly. He looked as though he wanted to press further but let it go. I said nothing. There was nothing I felt like offering.

 

“Regardless,” Bhelen continued, “this is the final step. One of us must be crowned.”

 

Lord Harrowmont stepped into the chamber from the opposite side. His face was carved in dignity and sorrow, eyes heavy with the fatigue of a man who had played too long a game.

 

“It is the Assembly’s right to name a king,” one of the councilors intoned. “But Caridin’s crown gives weight to the choice.”

 

The councilors looked to Aedan now. As before, it would be his call. The man who’d walked the Deep Roads, survived the Fade, watched kingdoms fall and demons rise—would now choose a king.

 

Aedan hesitated.

 

His eyes darted between the two dwarves—between caution and ambition.

 

Then he stepped forward and said clearly: “I name Prince Bhelen as king.”

 

The room erupted in noise—some shouts, some cheers, others sharp protests. But Aedan’s voice had weight. He had returned with the crown. He had spoken. And in Orzammar, tradition mattered.

 

Harrowmont stepped forward, nodding once, though sorrow lined his features.

 

“Then it is done,” he said. “I withdraw. For the good of Orzammar.”

 

He turned and walked away without a word more.

 

One of the stone-helmed priests stepped forward, reverently taking the crown from Oghren and placing it upon Bhelen’s head. The young prince—now king—wore it like it had always belonged to him.

 

Bhelen’s smile was thin, but genuine.

 

He looked once more at me before turning back to address the Assembly.

 

“My first act,” he began, “is to honor the word I gave the Grey Wardens. Orzammar will lend its strength to the Blight. Our armies march.”

 

A cheer rose then—noble and soldier alike rallying beneath their new king.

 

As we turned to leave the chamber, Aedan gave me a sidelong glance.

 

“Still think politics are dull?”

 

“No,” I murmured, watching Bhelen ascend the steps to the throne, “just exhausting.”

 

Zevran, walking beside me, chuckled. “And that’s why I kill people instead.”

 

We didn’t laugh. Not really. But we moved forward.

 

We had a Blight to end.

Chapter 18: The Landsmeet-Part I: The Queen

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The sun was rising behind us as we crested the last hill into Redcliffe, our path winding down through the misty morning. The journey back from Orzammar had been long, haunted by stone and shadow, but now the grey walls of the castle felt almost warm.

 

As we entered the village, I found myself glancing back at the others. Aedan marched at the front, determined. Morrigan walked at his side, her sharp eyes scanning every movement. Alistair, grim-faced and tired, trailed close behind. Leliana hummed softly, her voice carrying a gentle comfort. Wynne walked with her staff like it was part of her spine. Sten, silent, ever-watchful. Zevran’s gaze, though, was most often on me.

 

Not on my sword. Not even on Umbriel. But on me.

 

I’d grown used to the stares. Some were still cautious. Others confused. Zevran’s wasn’t like that. His stare was almost... reverent. I hadn’t figured out what to do with that.

 

"They fear you less now."

Umbriel’s voice echoed in my mind—not bitter, not amused. Just stating fact.

 

 

 

“They should still be cautious,” I muttered aloud. “You’re not the easiest one to live with.”

 

"Neither are you."

 

I almost smirked.

 

We passed the gates without incident. A few villagers nodded in recognition—those who remembered the siege, the walking corpses, the nights where Redcliffe came within a breath of ruin. Now it was still. Healed, for the most part. But the scars remained. Just like ours.

 

Inside the keep, we were ushered to Arl Eamon’s hall. The old man stood waiting at the foot of the dais, flanked by guards. No throne, no airs—just a polished breastplate and tired but steady eyes.

 

Eamon looked up as we entered, and a rare, soft smile touched his lips.

 

“You’ve returned,” he said, stepping down toward Aedan. “And not empty-handed, I trust?”

 

“We have the Dwarves,” Aedan said with a nod. “Bhelen is king now. He’s pledged soldiers. The Circle of Magi is with us as well. And we’ve secured aid from the Dalish Elves.”

 

Eamon exhaled slowly, like the weight of an entire kingdom had been sitting on his ribs.

 

“Then it’s time,” he said. “We march to Denerim. The Landsmeet must be called.”

 

I could feel the ripple that ran through the others. Even Umbriel stirred within me, murmuring:

 

"And so the game begins."

 

Alistair frowned. “Do you really think they’ll listen? They’ve already taken Loghain’s word over ours once.”

 

“They will,” Eamon replied, “if we bring them irrefutable truth. The betrayal at Ostagar, the lies Loghain has told, the threat of the Blight he’s ignored. We must put it all before the nobility of Ferelden.”

 

Then he turned his gaze to me.

 

“And you, Zephyr... I remember you. From Denerim, more than a year ago.”

 

I stepped forward, nodding once. “You do. I hadn’t expected you would.”

 

“I never forget a soul like yours,” he said. “Even then, I knew you were something… different. But now I see. You’re not just a traveler. Not just a warrior.”

 

“You don’t know the half of it,” Alistair muttered.

 

“I don’t,” Eamon agreed. “But I know you’ve stood beside these Wardens. And if you do again, I believe we can win this.”

 

"Tell him you're not here for their politics," Umbriel murmured again.

"Tell him you're here for the dragon."

 

I didn’t answer him. Not out loud. Not yet.

 

Eamon stepped aside and looked to the others. “We’ll leave at first light. I’ve already sent a raven to my agents in Denerim. Our allies will begin to gather. Once the Landsmeet begins, we will need to make our case—and be ready for anything.”

 

“Then we rest,” Aedan said. “We’ll need every ounce of strength.”

 

We turned to leave, the tension of the room lingering behind us like smoke.

 

As we crossed the corridor toward the guest wing, Leliana walked beside me.

 

“Zephyr,” she said gently. “You haven’t said much.”

 

“I rarely do.”

 

“But… you speak now. Even he speaks now.” She didn’t say Umbriel’s name, but the meaning was clear.

 

“I speak,” Umbriel said suddenly, aloud, startling both her and Alistair ahead of us.

 

“I can’t stop him,” I said, shrugging as if it were mundane. “We’ve… come to an arrangement.”

 

"I choose to let him lead," Umbriel added smoothly. "For now."

 

“You’re both terrifying,” Alistair muttered, clearly trying to joke but not entirely succeeding.

 

I couldn’t blame him.

 

That night, I stood on the same balcony I had once gazed from after the Circle. The stars were faint behind a veil of cloud. Denerim awaited, and with it the truths I’d tried not to think about since Ostagar.

 

Urthemiel.

 

The Archdemon.

 

If that was the soul that tore me from my world, if that thing was the key home—or the final obstacle—I would face it. And if not... then I would burn a path until I found what was.

 

"We end this together," Umbriel said from within. "Your blade. My will."

 

“One step at a time,” I whispered.

 


 

The wind was biting as we left Redcliffe, carrying with it the chill weight of what lay ahead. The lands eastward were quiet—but not dead. The smell of rot lingered even on the wind. Darkspawn spoor. Old battles. New ones brewing.

 

I walked a short ways behind Aedan, watching the man carry the burden of the Warden’s treaties on his back like a second shield. One by one, he'd gathered allies—elves, dwarves, mages—and now we marched toward Ferelden’s heart with an army that could turn the tide.

 

“Do they even know what they’re walking toward?”

Umbriel’s voice stirred like smoke in my skull. His tone was... pensive, not mocking.

 

“They know,” I murmured, ignoring the sideward glance Zevran gave me.

 

We traveled light and fast. Morrigan floated more than walked, shrouded in her usual disdain. Sten marched silently, eyes forward. Oghren told off-color stories half the time, and the other half, he was asleep while walking. Wynne clutched her staff like a shepherd tending her own soul. Leliana hummed now and then, songs too quiet to make out.

 

And Zevran? He never stopped watching me.

 

Not with suspicion, but... curiosity. Fascination. It made me uneasy.

 

“He wants to know what it means to bleed like you do,” Umbriel offered.

“Not like a warrior. Like a myth.”

 

I didn’t answer him.

 

The rolling hills gave way to trampled plains and scattered trees. Signs of battle increased as we pushed toward Denerim. We passed overturned carts, burned-out homes, abandoned farms. Corpses—some weeks old, others disturbingly fresh. There were no birds.

 

By the third day, the skyline began to shift. Denerim’s walls, high and grey, loomed far on the horizon like a scar on the land.

 

We made camp that evening at a crossroads surrounded by shattered trees. A trail of smoke drifted up from where Eamon’s riders had gone ahead to prepare for the Landsmeet.

 

“Can you feel it?” Alistair asked, drawing close to the fire. “The city. It's just ahead, but... everything’s about to change.”

 

“Of course it is,” Morrigan said with an eye-roll. “That is the purpose of walking toward something, yes?”

 

“You don’t have to be smug about it,” he muttered.

 

“She does,” Leliana said with a knowing smile. “It’s how she copes.”

 

“And what of you, shadow?”

Umbriel stirred again, directed this time at me.

“What do you walk toward?”

 

I looked out toward the distant flicker of torchlight in the east.

 

“I don’t know yet.”

 

“Liar.”

His voice didn’t accuse. It mourned.

 

That night I did not sleep. Not well. I walked beyond the firelight, standing beneath the cracked branches of a dying tree. Shadowbringer was sheathed at my back, but the weight of it felt heavier than ever.

 

I heard Zevran approach. His footsteps were deliberate—quiet enough to surprise most, but not me.

 

“You’re restless,” he said.

 

“So are you.”

 

He laughed, soft and dry. “True. I often am. But you—Zephyr, you have the gait of someone carrying more than steel.”

 

I didn’t respond.

 

“Do you fear what comes next?”

 

“No,” I said simply. “I just don’t know if it will matter.”

 

Zevran tilted his head. “You think none of this changes anything?”

 

“I think some things can’t be changed.”

 

He stepped closer, voice gentler. “But some things can. And you… you might be one of them.”

 

Before I could reply, a voice from behind called, “Zephyr! We move at first light.”

 

Aedan. Always the one pressing forward. Always shouldering the burden. I envied his certainty.

 

As Zevran walked back, he gave me a sidelong look. “Don’t let it kill you, whatever it is you’re chasing.”

 


 

At dawn, we reached Denerim.

 

The gates opened slowly, groaning against time and tension. Inside, the streets were quieter than I remembered. The city's pulse had changed. Fear was in the stones.

 

Eamon met us just inside the palace grounds, flanked by soldiers and servants moving quickly to prepare for the Landsmeet.

 

“It’s time,” he said gravely, eyes sweeping over all of us. “The nobles are gathering. Loghain has agreed to the Landsmeet—but don’t mistake that for honor. He’s preparing for war.”

 

He looked at Aedan, then to Alistair.

 

“And so must we.”

 

“A trial of words and steel,” Umbriel mused.

“The kind I prefer.”

 

I said nothing. I was already watching the tower that loomed above the royal compound—the palace, where Ferelden’s fate would soon be decided.

 

And somewhere in the belly of that city, Loghain waited.

 

“He left Cailan to die,” Umbriel growled. “We saw it.”

 

“And he will answer for it,” I said.

 

The group had begun to disperse, preparing for the meeting, the politics, the posturing.

 

But I stood still for a moment longer, my eyes on the sky above Denerim.

 

Because I wasn’t just here for Ferelden.

 

I was here for whatever door that Archdemon might open—whether it led to redemption, to vengeance…

 

…or back home.

 


 

The walls of Arl Eamon’s estate held a heavy silence. Even the ever-chattering wind outside seemed hesitant to intrude on what was about to unfold.

 

I stood just behind Aedan and Alistair as we entered the study, the door closing behind us with a weight that felt like judgment. Eamon was at the window again, unmoving, bathed in the light of a sun that didn’t feel warm.

 

His voice came soft but clear. “Thank you for coming.”

 

Alistair gave a slight sigh, folding his arms. “This is about the Landsmeet, isn’t it?”

 

Eamon turned slowly, eyes settling not on Aedan, not on me—but directly on Alistair.

 

“In a way,” the Arl said. “But more than that... it is time your companions understood what’s truly at stake.”

 

There was a beat of silence, and I felt something stir beside me. Not physical—but a pressure in the air. I glanced at Alistair, who looked… tired. His brow tightened before Eamon could even begin.

 

“Don’t,” Alistair said quickly. “Don’t make this more dramatic than it has to be.”

 

Eamon blinked. “You know I must—”

 

“I already know,” Alistair interrupted, jaw clenched. “I’ve known since Redcliffe. I’ve known my entire life, really. Maric was my father. Cailan my brother. But it was easier… safer… for no one else to know.”

 

I felt Aedan glance toward him, brows furrowing in surprise.

 

Alistair gave a short, dry laugh. “You think I wanted to tell everyone? That I wanted to see your faces change? I didn’t need the rest of you treating me like a relic or a—political tool.”

 

“We wouldn’t have—” Aedan started, but Alistair waved it off.

 

“Yes, you would have. Even if you didn’t mean to. That’s why I kept it quiet.”

 

The silence that followed was heavy, uncertain. Eamon stepped forward, voice calm.

 

“And yet now, you must speak it aloud. Ferelden is on the edge of a blade, Alistair. Loghain’s betrayal, his lies… they’ve torn the nobility apart. If we go into the Landsmeet without a clear answer, without a rightful heir… we risk civil war.”

 

“You’re saying it should be me,” Alistair muttered.

 

“You are Maric’s son,” Eamon replied. “You are the last of the Theirin bloodline. Who better to unify the nobles and give Ferelden a true king again?”

 

Alistair looked away, jaw tight.

 

“He won’t take this well,” Umbriel murmured within me.

 

“He was never meant to,” I answered. “But sometimes the reluctant ones are the best for the crown.”

 

“I’m not a king,” Alistair finally said, voice rough. “I’m a Grey Warden. I kill Darkspawn, I complain about cold food, and I say the wrong things to women. I’m not… Cailan. He had the armor, the speeches, the hair.”

 

“You’re not your brother,” I said quietly, “but you saw what your brother didn’t. You survived what he didn’t. That means something.”

 

Alistair turned to me, and for once, there was no jest behind his eyes. Only uncertainty. And fear.

 

“Zephyr,” he said, “what if I’m not good enough?”

 

I didn’t hesitate. “Then become better. That’s what the rest of us are doing.”

 

Eamon moved to stand behind him, placing a hand on his shoulder. “You won’t face this alone, Alistair. Aedan, Zephyr, all of us—we’ll be at your side. But the people need a banner. They need hope. You are that hope.”

 

A long silence.

 

Then, Alistair gave a slow, bitter smile. “Well… Maker’s breath. Guess I should start practicing my ‘majestic wave.’”

 

The moment hung heavy. Uncomfortable truths had been spoken, but something else had begun to settle in their place.

 

Resolve.

 

“He won’t walk easily,” Umbriel said inside me.

“He doesn’t need to,” I replied. “He only needs to walk forward.”

 


 

Perspective: Aedan Cousland

 

I still wasn’t sure what shook me more—the fact that Alistair had been hiding royal blood for so long, or the idea that Arl Eamon wanted him to rule.

 

Maker help us if this was what counted as planning these days.

 

We were back in the common room of the estate, gathered around the long table Eamon used for council. Zephyr stood near the hearth, silent, his arms crossed beneath his tattered black cloak. Even he had no words this time.

 

Zevran lounged near the door, his golden eyes watching everyone, especially Zephyr. Wynne and Sten stood side by side, both looking grim. Morrigan, arms folded, seemed ready to vanish if the topic grew any more sentimental, while Leliana fidgeted with a prayer token.

 

And then came the knock.

 

Not a loud one. Soft. Hesitant.

 

One of the guards peeked in. “A woman. Claims to be a handmaiden of Queen Anora.”

 

Eamon waved her in.

 

She was a small, brown-haired, pale with worry. “My lords… my lady,” she added with a small curtsy to Leliana and Morrigan. “Please forgive my intrusion.”

 

“You have it,” Eamon said firmly. “Speak.”

 

“I come with word from Queen Anora. She’s been imprisoned—by Arl Howe.”

 

My fingers curled into a fist so tight my gauntlet creaked.

 

“She says she’s held in the Arl of Denerim’s estate, under guard, and claims her father—Loghain—is behind it.”

 

“Maker's breath,” Alistair muttered. “Locking up your own daughter?”

 

“Political convenience,” Morrigan said coldly. “We have seen worse.”

 

“But why?” Wynne asked. “What purpose would it serve?”

 

“She is her husband’s widow,” the handmaiden explained. “Still beloved by the nobility. Still a Theirin by marriage. If she supports the Wardens at the Landsmeet... it could undo Loghain’s lies.”

 

“And she will?” Leliana asked softly.

 

“If she’s freed, yes,” the handmaiden confirmed. “She wants no war. She wants peace for Ferelden. But she cannot act while imprisoned.”

 

I couldn’t stop the image forming in my mind.

 

Howe.

His smug face.

The sword he plunged into my father's side.

My mother’s screams as I was dragged away.

 

Zephyr’s eyes turned toward me, sharp. “You’re shaking.”

 

I hadn’t realized my hands were trembling.

 

“I’m fine,” I said through gritted teeth. “He’ll answer for what he did.”

 

“You’ll have your chance,” Zephyr replied, calm but certain. “We all will.”

 

Eamon frowned. “Arl Howe’s estate is heavily guarded, but we have options. I can try to arrange safe passage or cause a distraction. But it will be dangerous.”

 

“I’m going,” I said immediately. “No matter what.”

 

“You’re not going alone,” Alistair cut in. “We’re Wardens. If you bleed, I bleed.”

 

“And you’ll need me if you want to sneak in quietly,” Zevran said lazily. “Knives and locks are an Antivan’s playground.”

 

“We will all go,” Sten said simply. “This man has wronged you. We will correct it.”

 

Even Oghren grunted. “Never liked nobles. Bet he screams like one when he dies.”

 

I looked across them all. My strange, mismatched companions.

 

Each one willing to march into the lion’s den for me.

 

No—with me.

 


 

The weight of what we were about to do pressed down on my shoulders like the stone halls of Orzammar. Denerim’s streets might’ve been paved in banners and commerce, but beneath them ran a river of secrets and shadows—ones we were now prepared to wade through.

 

In Arl Eamon’s estate, we stood around a wide oak table littered with parchment and faded maps of the city, hastily annotated by our scouts. A faint chill clung to the air, despite the roaring hearth.

 

Eamon stood at the head of the table, hand resting on the pommel of his sword. “According to my informants, Queen Anora is still being held in Arl Howe’s estate. If that’s true, this is our best—and perhaps only—chance to gain her support.”

 

“She’s Loghain’s daughter,” I said cautiously, eyes narrowing. “Can we trust her not to turn on us the second we pull her from that snake’s den?”

 

Eamon met my gaze. “She’s also Cailan’s widow and a woman of sharp political mind. If she truly supports your claim and exposes Loghain’s treachery, it will shake the Landsmeet.”

 

Zevran let out a low whistle. “Politics. My favorite kind of assassination.”

 

Before I could respond, the door to the war room burst open. A knight of Eamon’s household strode in, his face pale, armor streaked with dust from the city. He bowed quickly.

 

“My lord. There’s trouble… in the Alienage.”

 

Eamon turned, visibly annoyed. “What now?”

 

“More elves are disappearing. And some say there’s a sickness spreading. Guards were ordered to quarantine the district. No one goes in… and those who try, vanish.”

 

A sick feeling twisted in my gut.

 

“They’re being left to die,” I muttered, fists clenching.

 

Alistair looked at me, concerned. “You think Loghain’s behind it?”

 

“Who else would dare seal off an entire part of the city and let its people suffer?” I glanced at Eamon. “We can’t let that go unanswered.”

 

“Yet we can’t abandon the Queen,” Wynne said gently. “Without her support, we might lose our chance to expose Loghain at the Landsmeet.”

 

A long silence fell, broken only by the crackle of fire.

 

“I’ll go,” Zephyr’s voice cut through the air.

 

He stepped forward, arms folded across his chest, the silver streaks in his dark hair catching the light. His light blue eyes were colder than usual—focused, calculating.

 

“I’ll handle the Alienage,” he said.

 

Everyone looked at him. He was always calm, quiet, often unreadable. But there was conviction behind those eyes. Conviction—and something deeper. A tether to his own past suffering. I could see it when he spoke of the helpless.

 

“You’ll need backup,” I said. “We do this right.”

 

“I’m going to the estate,” I continued, glancing around. “Alistair, Zevran, Wynne—you’re with me.”

 

“Right behind you,” Alistair said, though his hand was already resting on the pommel of his blade.

 

“Do try not to get poisoned,” Zevran added. “But if you do, I know a few remedies.”

 

Wynne placed a hand on my arm. “If Queen Anora truly is in danger, we must not delay.”

 

Then I turned to Zephyr.

 

“Take Morrigan and Leliana. Morrigan’s arcane senses will be useful, and Leliana performs best in a city. If anyone can navigate the chaos in the Alienage, it's her.”

 

“Very well,” Morrigan said with a smirk. “I care not for the cries of nobles and their games. But injustice festers in shadow. I will shed light on it.”

 

Leliana looked troubled but determined. “The Alienage… I’ve walked its streets before. If someone is hurting the people there, I won’t let it continue.”

 

Oghren grunted loudly. “And what of us? What’re me and the big silent ox supposed to do?”

 

“You’ll stay here,” Eamon said firmly, gesturing toward the door. “If things go wrong, and Loghain makes his move… I’ll need warriors I can rely on.”

 

“Bah,” Oghren muttered, scratching his beard. “First you pull me from a perfectly good stone hall, now you say I can’t stab anything. I should’ve stayed drunk.”

 

Sten gave a slow nod, arms crossed. “I will obey. But if there is battle, I expect to be in it.”

 

We shared grim smiles. The pieces were in place. It was time.

 

Zephyr turned to me. “Watch your back, Aedan.”

 

“You too. If things go wrong in the Alienage—don’t try to be a hero.”

 

He didn’t reply. Just gave a slight nod and turned, his cloak sweeping behind him.

 

As he disappeared down the corridor with Leliana and Morrigan behind him, I felt something shift. A subtle premonition.

 

We were dividing the group—splitting our strength.

 

I could only hope it wouldn’t be the last time I saw him.

 


 

The streets of Denerim were quieter than usual, though that was little comfort. Quiet often meant danger brewing beneath the surface. And tonight, the danger wore the name of Arl Rendon Howe.

 

We approached the estate under cloak of darkness. Every footstep brought us closer to his estate—and to the man responsible for the deaths of everyone I ever loved. My parents, my brother, my household knights, even the servants who’d cared for me since childhood… all gone because of Howe's treachery.

 

I wasn’t just here to rescue the queen.

 

I was here to bury a ghost.

 

Alistair walked just behind me, his chainmail whispering with every step. “So,” he said softly, “any chance Howe’s just having a very long nap and we can sneak in, rescue the queen, and be out before he wakes?”

 

I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. My jaw was clenched too tightly.

 

Zevran, crouched beside a rusted side gate, tilted his head. “This place is well-guarded. But not well watched. Sloppy.”

 

His fingers danced over the lock. “I must say, noble estates do have a certain… elegance to them. Though I imagine yours was more tasteful than this, no?”

 

I looked at him then, the humor in his voice doing little to stir anything but a faint ache in my chest.

 

“It was,” I said quietly. “And Howe helped burn it to the ground.”

 

Zevran looked away, suddenly respectful. “Then let’s make this bastard regret ever lifting a blade.”

 

A soft click, and the gate creaked open.

 

We moved swiftly through the estate’s rear garden. Shadows covered our approach, the sky above dark with low-hanging clouds. Every carved arch and balcony of the house felt like an insult, a perversion of what nobility was meant to be. Howe had always been power-hungry, but now he ruled through fear, not legacy.

 

The moment we breached the side door, the trap sprung. Soldiers flooded the halls in waves. Howe’s personal guard—mercenaries with no banners, just bloodstained steel and dead eyes. They fought hard. But we fought harder.

 

Alistair held the front, his shield intercepting every blow with practiced strength. Zevran danced behind the enemy, his twin blades flashing in lethal arcs. Wynne conjured protective wards, healing and punishing fire in equal measure.

 

I moved with focus—every strike of my blade an echo of Highever’s vengeance. Every parry, every dodge, every killing blow, a tribute to my family’s legacy. And still, I felt nothing. Not satisfaction. Not closure. Just the cold resolve that Arl Howe had not yet paid in full.

 

Eventually, we reached a sealed chamber deep within the manor.

 

A voice called faintly through the door. “Is… someone there?”

 

I shouldered the door open to find a familiar figure standing tall despite the fatigue in her limbs.

 

Queen Anora. Even in captivity, she held herself like a ruler—back straight, chin high, eyes sharp.

 

“You’re not one of Howe’s,” she said, studying me.

 

I bowed slightly. “Grey Warden Aedan Cousland, Your Majesty. We’re here to free you.”

 

Something flickered in her eyes—recognition, perhaps, or something else. “The Couslands… I remember your family. They were loyal.”

 

“They were murdered,” I replied, my voice steady.

 

She nodded solemnly. “Then I owe you more than I thought.”

 

Alistair stepped forward. “We’ll get you out of here.”

 

Anora shook her head. “You can’t. Not yet. The door to this cell is sealed by powerful wards. A mage—one of Howe’s—cast them. He’s in the lower dungeons. Unless the spell is broken from its source, I am trapped.”

 

Wynne approached the barrier, her hand hovering over the surface. “She’s right. It’s complex. Anchored from below. If we find the mage and convince—or force—him to lift it, I can do the rest.”

 

Anora’s voice lowered. “Be careful. There are more guards below. And Howe… is likely aware of your presence by now.”

 

“Good,” I said. “It means I won’t have to look far.”

 

With a final nod to the queen, we descended into the depths.

 

The walls narrowed, the torchlight dimmed. The scent of rot and mold clung to every stone.

 

Somewhere down here, the mage waited. Somewhere down here, Howe watched and waited too.

 

But I was done waiting.

 


 

We descended further into Arl Howe’s estate, the air turning colder and heavier with each step. Every brick seemed to whisper of pain, every torch cast shadows long enough to hide the atrocities committed here. This wasn't a dungeon—this was a graveyard of forgotten names.

 

Zevran led the way, blades ready but idle. "Howe keeps his secrets tucked beneath stone and bone. How quaint," he said, half-whispering with that unnerving calm of his.

 

Alistair tightened his grip on his sword. “I can’t believe Anora’s being kept in a place like this.”

 

“She’s not the only one,” I muttered.

 

Wynne let out a soft sigh behind us. “The Veil is thin here. You can feel it… the suffering.”

 

The stink of blood and rust clung to the air, thick enough to coat my tongue. Howe’s dungeons wound downward like some serpent’s coils, and though we’d fought our way through wave after wave of guards, I couldn’t shake the feeling that the real horror of this place wasn’t measured in steel, but in silence—the silence of men and women forgotten behind iron bars.

 

Our boots splashed through standing water as we rounded another corridor. The torches sputtered low, their light doing little to chase away the shadows. It was in one of those shadows, pressed against the bars of a grimy cell, that I saw him.

 

Tall, broad of shoulder, armored though the plates were dented and smeared with dried blood. He shifted forward when he caught sight of us, his movements stiff, the weight of captivity plain in every step.

 

“You…” His voice rasped like gravel, thick with disuse. “You’re not one of them. Thank the Maker. I had nearly given up hope.”

 

My hand tightened on my sword. In this place, even hope could be a trap. Still, there was something in the man’s bearing—something I recognized.

 

We edged closer, light spilling fully across his form. His armor was battered, but beneath the grime I could see the crest etched into the steel. The cut of his pauldrons, the stitching of his surcoat—it was familiar.

 

The man straightened, and despite his condition, there was dignity in the way he lifted his chin. “I am Riordan, Grey Warden of Orlais.”

 

The words stopped me in my tracks. A chill ran through me.

 

“Orlais?” I asked, unable to mask the disbelief. “You came across the border?”

 

“Yes.” His reply was weary but steady. “I carried word of the Blight. Ferelden must not stand alone. The darkspawn spread whether kings acknowledge it or not.” He leaned heavily against the bars, his breath ragged. “But I was intercepted near the Frostbacks. Loghain’s men. I take it… he’s continued to silence any aid meant for the Wardens.”

 

I clenched my jaw. “More than you know. He abandoned us at Ostagar. Left Cailan to die. Left all of us.”

 

For a moment, I saw the grief in Riordan’s eyes. Then he shut it away, as though he had long ago learned how to bury such wounds. “Then he is worse than I feared.”

 

Wynne stepped forward, her healer’s eye lingering on his injuries. “You should be resting, not wasting away in a dungeon. Howe’s torturers would not leave a Warden unscathed.”

 

“They tried,” Riordan admitted with a faint smile, one that did not touch his eyes. “But Wardens endure more than most. And I have endured far worse than chains.” His gaze shifted back to me. “You survived Ostagar. You wear the taint—I see it. You are one of us.”

 

It was strange, hearing it spoken aloud. Another Warden, looking at me not as some untried recruit, but as a brother.

 

“I am,” I said. “Aedan Cousland. Grey Warden of Ferelden. One of two, now, since Duncan fell.”

 

Riordan’s expression softened at Duncan’s name. “Ah. So the stories were true. I knew Duncan. A steadfast man. He spoke often of the Cousland line—Ferelden’s great house, tied to its people by honor rather than crown.” His lips thinned. “Loghain took that from you as well, didn’t he?”

 

My throat tightened. “He did.”

 

“Then your fight is as much for your blood as for the Blight,” Riordan said gravely. “That is no small burden. But you carry it.”

 

He straightened again, gripping the bars. “Listen to me. I can still fight. What Loghain has done cannot be allowed to stand, but the darkspawn do not wait on politics. I must reach Arl Eamon. If he truly gathers allies, then perhaps Ferelden still has a chance.”

 

The name struck him like a bell. He knew of Eamon—of course he did. Orlais had crossed blades and treaties with Redcliffe for generations. But Riordan’s voice carried no politics now, only urgency.

 

“He needs to know the truth,” Riordan pressed. “That aid was sent. That Loghain turned it away. Let me stand with him—and with you—when the time comes.”

 

I studied him for a long moment. His eyes were sunken, his body bruised, yet there was iron in his voice, in his bearing. This was a man who had walked the Deep Roads, who had heard the song of the darkspawn and returned alive. Howe’s chains hadn’t broken him.

 

I reached for the keys we’d taken from a guard and unlocked the cell. The gate groaned open.

 

Riordan stepped out slowly, his movements cautious but determined. He inclined his head to me. “You honor me, Warden. The Wardens of Ferelden are not yet broken.”

 

“Good luck,” he said softly, though the words carried weight. And then, with a nod to the rest of my companions, he slipped into the shadows of the upper halls, vanishing like smoke.

 

I felt a strange ache in my chest. For the first time since Ostagar, I didn’t feel entirely alone.

 

The dungeon’s air grew fouler the deeper we pressed. Even through the flickering light of our torches, the shadows clung like smoke, as though the stone itself had absorbed centuries of suffering. I had thought Howe’s treachery familiar—that I understood the man who had gutted my house—but walking these corridors taught me otherwise. His cruelty wasn’t political. It was personal.

 

It wasn’t long before another cell appeared in the gloom. I almost missed the figure at first—curled tight against the stone, as though he meant to vanish into it. He was gaunt, his breathing shallow, but the faint glint of his armor caught my eye.

 

Wynne’s breath hitched. “A Templar.”

 

The man stirred at the sound, dragging his face up from the stone. His eyes were bloodshot, unfocused, yet still he tried to square his shoulders. His voice, when it came, was broken, like a man scraping words from the bottom of a dry well.

 

“Ser… Irminric. Knight of the Templar Order… brother of Bann Alfstanna.”

 

Alistair moved to the bars, his expression darkening in a way I rarely saw. “Maker. He’s in withdrawal.”

 

I’d heard of it before, their strength came from lyrium, but so too did their dependence. Most only whispered about it, in taverns or behind closed doors. Seeing it laid bare in front of me was something else entirely. His hands shook violently, as though gripped by fever, and his gaze darted as if seeing phantoms the rest of us could not.

 

“They… they took away the lyrium,” Irminric gasped. “Said I wouldn’t… need it anymore. Punishment. Maker’s breath…”

 

My throat tightened. Howe’s cruelty had many faces, and none of them needed justification.

 

“Why are you here?” I asked, forcing my voice to stay even.

 

He drew in a shuddering breath. “I… I questioned Loghain. They called me a traitor.” His head sagged against the bars, sweat dripping from his brow.

 

Even as he trembled, his fingers worked clumsily at the folds of his armor. With great effort, he withdrew a small ring—plain but unmistakably noble. His hand shook so badly I thought he might drop it, but he pressed it into my palm with surprising strength.

 

“Give this… to Alfstanna,” he whispered. “She’ll know I did not yield. She’ll… remember me.”

 

I curled my fingers over the ring, bowing my head. “You have my word, Ser Irminric.”

 

For a heartbeat, something like peace touched his eyes. Wynne knelt swiftly, murmuring under her breath, her hand glowing faintly as she brushed it over his shoulder. The spell eased his trembling, if only a little.

 

“He will rest,” she said quietly. “But without lyrium…” She didn’t finish the thought. She didn’t need to.

 

We moved on, though my hand stayed clenched around that ring, unwilling to let it go.

 

The further we descended, the worse the air became. The torchlight seemed to struggle against the dark, and the smell of iron grew overwhelming. It wasn’t long before we stepped into a chamber that stank of fresh blood and fear.

 

The sight hit me like a hammer.

 

A young man was strapped to a rack, wrists and ankles bound tight, skin marked with fresh welts and cuts. Blood dripped steadily onto the stones beneath him. His head snapped up as we entered, and his raw, panicked cry filled the chamber.

 

“Stop! Please—don’t—” He flinched at the sight of our silhouettes, as though bracing for another blow.

 

My breath caught. I knew that crest, even torn and bloodied as it was—the red and gold of Bann Sighard.

 

“Oswyn?” I whispered, scarcely believing my own voice.

 

He blinked rapidly, his face pale with shock, but recognition cut through the haze of his fear. “Aedan?” His voice broke, disbelief warring with desperation. “Yes—yes, it’s me. Please, Maker, they took me to force my father’s loyalty—please…”

 

The words hit me harder than any blade could. Memories came unbidden: two boys, laughing as we raced horses across the Cousland grounds; sneaking cups of wine from the kitchens during feasts when our fathers weren’t looking; daring each other into foolish scraps with wooden blades until the mabari dragged us apart. Oswyn Sighard wasn’t just a noble’s son. He was my friend—my brother in all but name.

 

And now he lay broken before me, his body bearing Howe’s signature cruelty.

 

The torturer sneered, stepping forward with a knife in hand. He barely had time to raise it. Alistair slammed into him with a roar, sending him sprawling to the ground with a crunch of bone.

 

“Filth,” Alistair spat.

 

Zevran moved with swift precision, his blades flashing as he cut through Oswyn’s bindings. The ropes fell away, and Oswyn sagged forward. I lunged to catch him before he hit the ground.

 

He collapsed against me, his weight frighteningly light, his skin fever-hot beneath my arms.

 

“You’re safe now,” I said firmly, holding him upright. My voice shook, though I tried to steady it for his sake.

 

Tears streaked through the blood on his face as he clutched at my shoulder. “Aedan… I thought I would die here. I thought—” His words dissolved into ragged sobs.

 

I tightened my grip. “Not while I still draw breath.”

 

Behind me, Leliana whispered a prayer under her breath, while Wynne bent low to examine his injuries. “He’s weak, but he’ll live if we move him carefully. Maker preserve him… Howe would have killed him slowly.”

 

The rage boiled in me, threatening to break loose. Howe hadn’t just destroyed my house. He had reached for every tie, every friendship, every life that bound me to Ferelden’s nobility, twisting them for his gain.

 

I helped Oswyn to his feet, keeping an arm firm around him as his legs trembled.

 

“Can you walk?” I asked.

 

“With you here,” he whispered hoarsely, “I can.”

 

We led him toward the exit, each step carrying him further from Howe’s cruelty. But I knew, even as I steadied his weight, that this was only one of many wounds Howe had carved into Ferelden.

 

Then we returned and with every step, we drew nearer to the true heart of this dungeon.

 


 

“I hate this place,” Wynne whispered, voice trembling.

 

Zevran gave a small scoff. “You’d be surprised how many of these I’ve escaped from. Though this one… is quite unpleasant.”

 

Alistair, ahead of me, kept his shield high, eyes scanning every corner. I saw the tension in his stance—the discomfort of a man once raised in palace halls, now surrounded by decay and death.

 

But for me, this place was something else. I knew the name behind its walls. And he knew mine.

 

We passed the remains of some poor soul—burned, shackled, discarded. Rage boiled in my chest.

 

“Do you think the mage is still alive?” Alistair asked.

 

“Doubtful,” I said. “But if he’s not… I’ll settle for Howe.”

 

As if summoned by the thought, footsteps echoed from deeper within. Men in heavy armor approached—and among them, a cruelly familiar voice.

 

“I thought I’d taken care of you, Cousland.”

 

Arl Rendon Howe emerged from the corridor, dressed not in noble silks, but steel scarred by use. A grinning mage with gaunt cheeks stood beside him, crackling lightning between his fingers.

 

“I made sure your family was finished,” Howe continued, walking toward us like a man savoring his last meal. “When your mother begged for mercy, I gave her steel. Your father? He died trying to protect cowards.”

 

He smiled.

 

“And you, you were just a boy. I didn’t expect you to live.”

 

“You should’ve made sure I didn’t,” I said, stepping forward, sword drawn. “Because now, I’m going to end this.”

 

Alistair muttered, “Well. That escalated.”

 

Howe raised a hand, and his soldiers surged toward us.

 

The fight ignited like dry timber.

 

Zevran disappeared into shadow, his twin blades finding joints in armor with terrifying precision. Wynne called on the Fade, sending a bolt of raw force at the enemy mage—his spell fizzled as he staggered backward, dazed.

 

Alistair and I met Howe’s men head-on. Steel clanged against steel, shields smashed into bodies. I ducked a spear and slammed my blade into a guard’s side, yanking it free before turning toward the man who murdered my family.

 

Howe stepped forward, sword drawn. “Come then, boy. Let’s see if you’re worth your name.”

 

I lunged. He parried, twisted—he was older, yes, but skilled. Each strike he made was precise, practiced. But I had the advantage of fury. My blade was weightless in my hands, guided by the memory of my mother’s last scream, the crack of doors splintering in Highever’s halls.

 

“You could’ve served, Aedan!” he growled, gritting his teeth as our blades locked. “Your family could’ve ruled beside me under Loghain.”

 

“We weren’t traitors.”

 

He shoved me back—but I recovered quickly, feinting low and coming up into a slash that tore across his arm.

 

“Your brother died screaming,” Howe hissed.

 

That was the last lie I would ever let him say.

 

I drove my sword through his gut. His breath left him in a gurgle. He stared at me, mouth working as if to plead.

 

But I was already turning away.

 

The last of his guards fell behind me. The mage who had sealed Anora’s door lay crumpled under Wynne’s spell.

 

I stood over Howe’s corpse.

 

“May the Maker forget you,” I said.

 

Silence.

 

Zevran sheathed his blades, giving me a long look. “That was… personal.”

 

Alistair stepped beside me. “You alright?”

 

I nodded—but the weight in my chest hadn’t lessened. Not yet.

 

Behind us, Wynne was already removing the ring from the dead mage.

 

“The wards are gone,” she said. “Let’s go free the Queen.”

 


 

With the mage slain and the wards finally dispelled, we ascended the stone stairs, the air growing warmer with each step as we neared the ground floor. My sword still dripped with blood, my armor dusted in soot and gore. Zevran strode silently beside me, light-footed even after the brutal fighting. Wynne, though older, pressed on with steady breath.

 

I didn’t have to speak. We all knew where we were going.

 

We returned to the sealed chamber where Queen Anora had waited behind her magical prison. The glow on the doorway was gone now, the arcane threads of protection unraveled by Wynne’s careful dispelling.

 

With a firm push, the door swung open.

 

Anora stood tall inside—her blonde hair still regal despite the dirt and sweat, her blue eyes sharp. She didn’t look relieved. She looked calculating.

 

“You found the mage,” she said with a nod. “Efficient.”

 

“You’ve had a hell of a few days,” I replied, stepping into the room. “We’re here to take you out of here. Arl Howe is dead.”

 

Her eyes narrowed slightly. “Then I suppose vengeance has been satisfied?”

 

“Partly,” I said, already suspicious. “We should move. Arl Eamon’s estate is safe.”

 

She hesitated, just a heartbeat. “Very well. Lead the way.”

 

We exited the room together, Zevran in the front, blade sheathed but hand always hovering near the hilt. The estate was quieter now, many of the guards already dead or fled. We moved swiftly toward the front, near the main doors—

 

When suddenly, the door burst open.

 

Steel boots clanged on tile.

 

Ser Cauthrien, in full plate and bearing the banner of Ferelden, stepped into view flanked by hardened soldiers. Her gaze scanned us with surgical precision before landing squarely on Queen Anora.

 

“My Queen,” Cauthrien said stiffly. “You’re safe. We had heard you were taken.”

 

Anora stepped forward, voice clear, cold, and calm. “Ser Cauthrien. Thank the Maker you arrived when you did.”

 

I felt something twist in my gut.

 

She continued.

 

“These men tried to kidnap me. They broke into the estate and murdered Arl Howe. I was locked in a room by his orders—until they arrived with blades drawn.”

 

“What?” Alistair hissed beside me. “She’s lying—”

 

“Shut it,” I muttered sharply.

 

Cauthrien's eyes narrowed. “Is this true, my Queen? Were you threatened?”

 

Anora never faltered. “They claim to be acting on Arl Eamon’s orders, but they took me against my will.”

 

Zevran’s hand twitched toward his blade, but I held up mine subtly to stop him. Wynne shook her head softly. We were outnumbered. And worse—we were betrayed.

 

Cauthrien’s voice was iron. “Drop your weapons. Now. You will come with me to Fort Drakon, where you can explain yourselves to the Regent.”

 

I grit my teeth. “You don’t want to do this.”

 

“I serve Ferelden’s crown,” she said. “Not your version of it.”

 

Alistair growled. “What, exactly, does Loghain promise you?”

 

Cauthrien ignored him.

 

“Zevran Arainai, and you—Wynne, was it? You are not Wardens. You’re free to go. Leave the estate and report to Arl Eamon if you wish. But the Wardens come with me.”

 

Zevran looked to me once. Just once.

 

I gave him a small nod.

 

He and Wynne backed away. I caught Wynne’s faint whisper as she passed: “We’ll get you out.”

 

Alistair and I handed over our weapons reluctantly. Zevran clenched his fists and turned away, lips pressed in a hard line. Cauthrien’s guards shackled us, rough and efficient. The clank of the iron cuffs echoed like thunder in my ears.

 

Anora wouldn’t look at us.

 

We were led out of the estate in silence, past the broken remnants of Howe’s guards, through the upper districts of Denerim, and toward the looming tower of Fort Drakon—our fate now in the hands of our allies.

Chapter 19: The Landsmeet-Part II: Unrest in the Alienage

Chapter Text

Perspective: Zephyr Arcadin

 

The morning light spilled through the heavy curtains of Arl Eamon’s estate, warm but sluggish—like a fire reluctant to rise. I stood on the upper veranda, overlooking the heart of Denerim, watching as the city shook off the night. Cloaked figures rushed down alleyways, merchants opened shutters, and smoke from hearthfires curled into the air like incense offered to unseen gods.

 

The city had grown quieter. Not safer—just quieter. As though it were holding its breath.

 

Behind me, the war council had already begun.

 

“A group of city elves has gone missing,” said Eamon, his voice taut.

 

I didn’t need him to say it.

 

I’d felt the disturbance days ago—an unnatural ripple moving beneath the stones of the Alienage, dark and spidery. It tugged faintly at my soul, whispering in the way that cursed objects sometimes do. Morrigan had sensed it, too. She said nothing, but I’d caught her eyes narrowing toward that corner of the map.

 

“Plague,” Eamon said bitterly. “That’s what they’re calling it.”

 

“But there’s no proof,” Leliana said. “No healers. No aid. Just a locked gate and a silence no one wants to break.”

 

“Which is why I need someone who can go,” Aedan said. “Someone the elves might trust. Someone who listens.”

 

He looked at me, then to Morrigan and Leliana.

 

“You three.”

 

I didn’t hesitate. “We’ll find the truth.”

 

Aedan nodded, his gaze firm. “And we’ll head to the Arl of Denerim’s estate to find Anora. If there’s a chance she’s still alive, we need her voice.”

 

He paused, then turned to Sten and Oghren.

 

“I need you both to stay here. Arl Eamon might need swords close at hand.”

 

“Bah!” Oghren groaned. “You want me to babysit politicians?”

 

Sten said nothing, but I saw the disapproval in the tightening of his jaw.

 

“I want you ready when we return,” Aedan said.

 

When we departed, the streets seemed narrower. Or perhaps it was the weight of where we were headed. Morrigan’s shoulders hunched tighter beneath her cloak. Leliana, though quiet, moved with purpose.

 

At the Alienage gate, two city guards waited. The sigil of the royal line stitched lazily onto their tabards, more symbol than meaning now.

 

“Halt,” said one, not even looking at us. “Plague zone. No entry by order of the Regent.”

 

I reached inside my coat and pulled free the writ from Arl Eamon, sealed with his crest and ink still sharp. The guard squinted at it, scratched the back of his head, and sighed.

 

“Suit yourselves. Don’t expect help if you don’t come back out.”

 

He unlatched the gate.

 

The hinges screamed like dying metal.

 

The Alienage was a shadow of itself.

 

Once-proud elven homes now sagged under decay. The narrow alleys stank of waste and desperation. Children stared with sunken eyes from behind rotting doors, their silence louder than any cry for help.

 

Even the halla wood tree—the sacred center of many Alienages—was stripped bare, like it too had given up.

 

Leliana’s voice was barely a whisper. “No one’s here.”

 

“They’ve either hidden or been taken,” Morrigan murmured.

 

That’s when we heard it—footsteps.

 

A figure stepped out from behind a crumbling stone wall, eyes sharp and burning with fury. Her red hair stood out against the gray, like fire in a fog.

 

Shianni.

 

I remembered her name from the report Aedan gave us—one of the only voices that hadn’t gone quiet.

 

“You’re not from the guard,” she said. “So who the hell are you?”

 

“We’re here to help,” I said. “Eamon sent us.”

 

She looked between us. “You with Aedan Cousland?”

 

I nodded.

 

“Good,” she said. “Because he’s one of the few shemlen who ever gave a damn. You want to know what’s happening? It’s worse than plague.”

 

She pulled us back into the shadows of a low ruined house, her voice dropping.

 

“They’re taking us. At night. Calling it a quarantine, but it’s a lie. They come with wagons—quiet ones. And when someone goes missing… we never see them again.”

 

“Who’s they?” Morrigan asked.

 

Shianni’s jaw clenched. “The guard. Tevinter slavers. Someone in the government—maybe all of them. Elder Valendrian is gone. So is Cyrion Tabris, and most of the old guard. My cousin tried to fight back. They dragged him away. I’m the only one left with a voice.”

 

Leliana put a hand on her shoulder. “Then we’ll be yours. Just tell us where to start.”

 

Shianni looked toward the center of the Alienage. “They’re using the old orphanage as a base. I’ve seen wagons go in, but they never come out. You go there, you find your answers. But Maker help you if you do.”

 


 

We went that night.

 

The orphanage door was bolted, sealed with layers of rusted iron and old magic. I felt it crawling across my skin—thin wards, but not enough to stop me. A flick of magic from my palm burned through the lock like butter to flame.

 

Inside… was death.

 

Rotting beds. Chains. Ritual circles. Blood. The air was thick with stagnant energy. I could hear the whispers—elven voices echoing in my mind, their terror etched in the stone.

 

Morrigan’s nostrils flared. “This is blood magic.”

 

“And more,” I said.

 

We pressed through the halls until we found the hidden stairs, leading down into the sewers beneath Denerim. There, beyond a gate of bone and spellwork, we found it—

 

A chamber lit by a dull, sickly light.

 

Cages lined the walls, filled with unconscious elves.

 

A man in rich robes stood at the center, marking runes into the stone floor. He turned as we entered, a smile spreading across his face.

 

Shadowbringer whispered at my back.

 

The blood-rune shimmered with a wicked pulse, dimly lighting the macabre chamber. The scent of iron and burnt incense clung to everything—choking, heavy, corrupt.

 

The Tevinter magister, a gaunt man with robes crusted in dried blood, stood near the center of the room like a spider at the heart of his web. At our entrance, his smile had cracked wide, smug and poisonous. But now—surrounded, cornered—his false confidence bled away like ink in water.

 

I held Shadowbringer steady, the great obsidian blade humming softly in my hand. I could feel Kindred, not dormant but standing with me now—not as shadow, not as wrath—but presence. Strength. We were aligned in this.

 

“You’ve taken them,” I said coldly. “You think their blood is your right.”

 

“They’re elves!” he snapped, eyes wide with desperation. “Expendable to most. To the Circle. To the throne. Even to the Chantry!”

 

Morrigan’s expression twisted. “You think that excuses the horror you've done here?”

 

He raised his hands slowly, palms facing us. “Wait. Wait. I can… I can give you power.”

 

That stopped us. For a heartbeat.

 

“I know who you are,” he said, looking straight at me. “You’re different. You radiate power like a storm. Let me enhance that—blood magic, willingly used. I’ll sacrifice them all,” he gestured to the cages, “and give you strength enough to tear this Blight from the earth.”

 

He took a step forward, voice hushed with awe.

 

“I can awaken parts of your soul that haven’t stirred in millennia. Let me. Let me—”

 

He didn't finish.

 

The air grew cold.

 

And I felt it—the burning heat of Umbriel’s fury coiling through my chest, matching my own. For once, there was no struggle between us. No divide. Just one mutual thought:

 

"Enough."

 

Together, we surged forward. My hands moved—ours moved—gripping Shadowbringer in a reverse grip. In a blur of movement and violet magic, the blade lit with writhing black flame. He screamed and tried to raise a shield, but Kindred broke through it like it was glass, and I—we—drove the blade through his stomach and then upward, splitting him from hip to collarbone.

 

His screams were short.

 

The air exploded in a sickening spray of blood and void-fire. The magister collapsed in two twitching halves on the stone, steaming.

 

Leliana covered her mouth, but her eyes didn’t leave mine.

 

Morrigan whispered, “He deserved far worse.”

 

I didn’t speak.

 

Instead, I turned to the cages.

 

One by one, we opened them—freeing the captured elves, many of them dazed, injured, barely clinging to consciousness. Some wept. Others didn’t have the strength to react at all.

 

We found Elder Valendrian slumped in a corner cell, alive but malnourished, weak. Leliana helped him up, tears in her eyes as he nodded in thanks.

 

Then I found him.

 

Cyrion Tabris.

 

His skin was slick with sweat, chest rising in shallow, staggered breaths. Deep gouges crossed his side—infected, festering. He was trying to sit upright, trying to keep some measure of pride even now.

 

I knelt beside him, gently sliding one arm under his back, the other beneath his knees.

 

“Don’t,” he whispered. “There’s no time for me.”

 

“You don’t get to decide that,” I said softly.

 

He looked at me—clearly remembering someone else. “You tell my niece… tell Shianni… I never stopped fighting for us.”

 

“I will,” I said, standing. “You’ll see her again.”

 

He leaned his head against my shoulder.

 

“I’d like that…”

 


 

The march back through the sewers was slow and silent. Morrigan burned away lingering rot with fire, clearing our path. Leliana stayed close to Valendrian, guiding him carefully. I carried Cyrion gently, feeling each faltering heartbeat echo through me.

 

We reached the outside just as dawn broke. Soft light fell across the stone walls of the Alienage, trying its best to make them look less like a cage.

 

Shianni saw us first.

 

She ran to us—panic rising as she saw her uncle, her voice cracking.

 

“No—no, no, no—”

 

“He’s alive,” I said. “But… not for long.”

 

She led us into his home. It was modest. Worn. A bed that hadn’t been slept in for days. I set him down there as she knelt at his side, clutching his hand.

 

“Shianni,” Cyrion whispered, blinking slowly. “You always had your mother’s fire.”

 

She sobbed, but she smiled.

 

He looked to me one last time.

 

“Thank you…”

 

Then he was still.

 

I bowed my head, letting the silence hold.

 

For a moment, I wasn’t in Denerim. I was back in Ishgard. In the Vault. Kneeling before another fallen hero.

 

“A smile… better suits a hero.”

 

The pain returned like thunder behind my ribs, but I didn’t break. I couldn’t—not this time.

 

Shianni rose. Her face was dry now. Set.

 

“You stopped them,” she said. “And we won’t forget it.”

 

Valendrian stepped forward and placed a hand on my arm.

 

“The Denerim Alienage owes you a debt. Not just for the lives you saved—but for proving someone still sees us as people.”

 

I nodded. “Then keep living. That’s how you repay it.”

 

We returned to Arl Eamon’s estate as twilight fell.

 

The others hadn’t returned yet. Not Aedan. Not Alistair. Not Zevran or Wynne.

 

I stared up at the sky for a long time, fingers resting on Shadowbringer’s hilt.

 

Something was coming.

 

And I would be ready.

 


 

The hours dragged on like dead weight.

 

We had returned from the Alienage soaked in blood and grief, still mourning Cyrion Tabris and the suffering we'd uncovered. Morrigan said nothing as she sat in the drawing room of Arl Eamon's estate, one leg crossed, arms folded, but I could tell she was listening—to every sound, every breath.

 

Leliana stood near the window, fidgeting, glancing out into the street every few minutes. She was trying not to pace.

 

And I…

 

I hadn’t sat at all.

 

I stood near the grand fireplace, Shadowbringer leaning beside me, arms crossed over my chest. Umbriel stirred beneath the surface, silent but very much awake.

 

Still no word.

 

Where were they?

 

Something was wrong.

 

Then the estate doors opened with a whisper of hinges, and there she was.

 

Queen Anora.

 

Her hair immaculate, her gown freshly pressed, every movement carefully measured. Regal grace clung to her like perfume. Even alone, without guards, without attendants, she carried herself as though Orzammar’s throne room or Denerim’s palace walls still framed her steps.

 

But there was no mistaking it—her composure was brittle. A mask.

 

I caught Leliana’s sudden intake of breath beside me, quick and sharp, a sound of disbelief.

 

“You made it out…” she said softly. Her voice trembled between relief and suspicion. “But where is—?”

 

Anora’s eyes cut to her, sharp as glass. “They’ve been captured,” she interrupted, tone even, almost dismissive. “Taken by Ser Cauthrien to Fort Drakon.”

 

The name landed like a blade in my gut.

 

Fort Drakon. The Black Tower looming above Denerim’s skyline. A place no one escaped.

 

Morrigan rose swiftly to her feet, her lips curling in restrained frustration. “What happened?”

 

Anora did not flinch. Her poise was unbroken, but I saw the faintest tension at her jaw. “They were discovered,” she said. “And in order to ensure my escape, I… had to convince Cauthrien that I was being kidnapped.”

 

Silence.

 

The words clung to the air like smoke, heavy and suffocating.

 

“They had to be taken,” she added, quickly now, her gaze flicking between us. “But I am here. I am free. I can help you—”

 

“You betrayed them,” I said.

 

It was not a question.

 

Not even an accusation.

 

Just fact.

 

At first, my voice was calm—low, steady. But the calm lasted only a breath.

 

Then the anger came.

 

Like wildfire roaring through my chest, searing every thought.

 

“You used them,” I said, my tone sharpening, each word cutting cleaner than any blade. “You fed them to Cauthrien as bait.”

 

Morrigan’s eyes flicked toward me. Her pupils widened slightly; she could feel it. Umbriel was stirring, rising like a storm tide behind my ribs.

 

“Zephyr,” Leliana whispered, almost pleading. She knew that tone in me. She had heard it once before.

 

But I was already moving.

 

Shadowbringer was in my hand, the obsidian greatsword erupting into being with a sound like shattering glass. The air around it crackled with violet aether, shadows boiling outward in waves. Power thrummed in my veins—power that was not mine alone.

 

Umbriel was here now, and the line between us blurred.

 

My breath deepened, distorted, until two voices wove together as one.

 

“She left them,” we said. “She handed them over to the butcher who murdered Aedan’s family.”

 

Anora recoiled a half-step, her carefully curated mask faltering. For the first time, I saw fear spark in her eyes, though she smothered it beneath her noble’s arrogance. “I did what I had to do,” she snapped, the edge of desperation leaking through. “You think my father’s men would have allowed me to leave otherwise? You’d all be corpses if not for my ruse.”

 

“Better corpses than cowards!” I roared. The shadows surged with my voice, rattling the wooden beams above us.

 

Anora’s composure cracked wider. “You do not understand the game we play here!” she insisted, her voice tight now, her mask slipping further. “If Cauthrien suspected for even a moment that I was complicit, everything would have been lost. Your friends, this rebellion, Ferelden itself—”

 

“Don’t you dare dress your betrayal in patriot’s colors,” I snarled. “You chose survival over honor. Over them.”

 

My grip on Shadowbringer was loose—almost casual. I didn’t need to clench it. The blade thrummed with its own hunger, its own fury, mirroring mine. The darkness spilling from it coiled across the floor like smoke, curling at Anora’s slippers.

 

She faltered then. Her back straightened further, but her eyes betrayed her—darting, measuring the blade, the shadows, me. A queen, yes, but a queen facing a storm she could not command.

 

Morrigan shifted, her hand low at her side, ready to weave a spell at a moment’s notice. “He is not himself,” she murmured, though I could hear the caution in her tone. Not himself—or too much himself.

 

Then hands seized me.

 

Sten’s iron grip clamped around my left arm, unyielding as stone. On my right, Zevran’s fingers coiled, deceptively strong. And Oghren—broad, stubborn—threw his weight behind them, bracing me as though I were a siege ram ready to break loose.

 

“Easy now,” Oghren muttered, his voice hard with warning. “Don’t go turnin’ into that shadow demon again, lad.”

 

“She is not worth it,” Sten rumbled, his tone flat, absolute.

 

“No,” Zevran added, his voice soft and chilling. “Though if you did kill her… it would not be unjustified.”

 

A low growl tore from my throat, unbidden. Not entirely mine. Umbriel’s voice echoed through me, through us, like thunder rolling across endless skies.

 

“She deserves no mercy. Betrayal like hers demands blood.”

 

Shadowbringer pulsed, its edge gleaming with hungry light.

 

Anora stiffened, every trace of color drained from her cheeks now. She clutched at the fabric of her gown, forcing herself not to retreat further, though her body screamed to flee.

 

“Zephyr…” Leliana’s voice again, soft but urgent. She stood between us now, her eyes not on Anora but on me. On us. “Please. This is not the way. Do not let her drag you down with her lies.”

 

The rage twisted inside me, Umbriel pushing harder, urging release. To strike, to end.

 

And then—like the quiet after a lightning strike—his voice shifted.

 

“Let them live. Let them fix this.”

 

The fury hitched. My breath caught, then broke.

 

I exhaled, long and sharp, the shadows curling back toward the blade. Shadowbringer hissed as I slid it into its sheath, the air burning faintly as steel met scabbard.

 

The silence after was deafening.

 

I turned from Anora, my teeth gritted, the echo of Umbriel still thrumming in my chest.

 

Anora smoothed her gown with trembling fingers, recomposing her mask as if nothing had transpired—as though we had not nearly struck her down. Her voice was steady again when she spoke, though the fear in her eyes betrayed her. “Regardless… your companions need you. We must plan their escape.”

 

Her words fell flat. Hollow.

 

The others looked to me.

 

I did not look back.

 


 

Later, in the war room, we gathered around the table.

 

Eamon was already awake again and had been briefed. He was furious—but calculating.

 

“We cannot allow them to remain in Fort Drakon,” he said, his hand clenched on the table. “If Loghain has them interrogated—gods, if they’re executed…”

 

“They won't be,” I said. “Because we're going to get them out.”

 

“We can’t just walk through the front gate,” Leliana said.

 

“Then we go over it,” Morrigan added. “Or under it.”

 

“Or bribe our way in,” Zevran said, leaning on the edge of the table. “Disguises. A stolen uniform. It’s worked before.”

 

Sten crossed his arms. “There are likely tunnels beneath the Drakon. Sewers. Forgotten locks. If we find a map…”

 

We weighed every idea, every detail. I stayed silent through most of it. My rage had simmered into focus. Umbriel did not speak. He watched, as I did.

 

Then Leliana looked to me.

 

“Zephyr,” she said. “You’re the strongest of us. We’ll need you to lead the infiltration when the time comes.”

 

I nodded.

 

“We’ll save him.”

Chapter 20: The Landsmeet-Part III: Fort Drakon

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The wind screamed at the ramparts of Denerim, and in the distance, the black outline of Fort Drakon loomed like a dagger rising from the earth—its towers piercing the night sky like sharpened teeth. It was a prison, a fortress, and a symbol of power. The walls were high. The gates were iron. And within those walls, Aedan and Alistair awaited execution—or worse.

 

We were already too late.

 

They wouldn’t last long in Loghain’s hands.

 

Which meant we had to be faster.

 

We gathered behind an abandoned tavern in the slums, a crumbling relic that had once served soldiers. Leliana adjusted the ill-fitting guard’s helmet on her head and turned toward me.

 

“I hate this outfit,” she muttered, shifting the chainmail skirt. “But if it gets us in…”

 

“It will,” I replied. “Zevran?”

 

The elf emerged from the shadows with a self-satisfied smirk, tossing me a folded tunic and chestplate.

 

“Four sets, as requested. Still warm,” he said, twirling a keyring he’d picked off a dead patrol captain. “I may have stabbed the previous owner a little. He was rude.”

 

I nodded, slipping the rough leather and steel over my armor. It barely covered my actual gear, but from a distance we’d look like part of the Fort Drakon guard. Just another detachment on the wrong side of history.

 

Morrigan, who had polymorphed into a raven earlier to scout the walls, returned with a gust of wind and shifted back into her human form, her hair windblown and eyes sharp.

 

“There is a blind spot near the east wall,” she said. “The shift changes soon. That’s our window.”

 

“Perfect,” I muttered. “What about the distraction?”

 

As if on cue, the distant echo of brawling voices rang through the lower city. Shouts, clanging steel, the unmistakable sound of tankards crashing and ale spilling.

 

“Oh, they’re enjoying themselves,” Leliana remarked.

 


 

Earlier…

 

Sten cracked his knuckles and took one slow step toward the front gate of Fort Drakon.

 

“I would like to speak to your commanding officer,” he said flatly.

 

The guard looked him over, frowning. “What for?”

 

“To inform him that your mother smells of rotting halla meat.”

 

The silence was brief.

 

The brawl was not.

 

Oghren, drunker than usual and twice as dangerous, launched himself headfirst into the guards, shouting, “Fer Orzammar, ya limp-shanked pissants!”

 

When the fists started flying, so did the city watch.

 


 

Back in uniform and moving fast, we slipped through the eastern barracks while the rest of the fort swarmed toward the distraction.

 

Good.

 

We didn’t speak as we moved—just gestures, looks, and the heavy press of urgency guiding our boots.

 

Guards passed by, none questioning us. Leliana walked like she belonged. Zevran gave salutes when necessary. Morrigan… well, she walked like a woman daring someone to stop her.

 

The main tower loomed ahead. That’s where they'd be.

 

We moved inside, climbed the stairs two at a time. Every breath I took was tight in my chest—not from fear, but from purpose. Kindred’s voice stirred once.

 

“Get them out. No mercy to those in the way.”

 

We reached the upper levels, the stones reeking of mildew, blood, and sweat. Screams echoed in the distance—interrogation chambers. Torture rooms.

 

Leliana’s eyes widened when she spotted Aedan’s gear piled in the armory near a locked cell door.

 

“This is it,” she whispered.

 

I raised a gloved hand. We had only seconds.

 

Zevran produced a key from his pouch—“A gift from our dear murdered officer,” he winked—and unlocked the door.

 

Aedan and Alistair were chained inside.

 

Both were bruised, bloodied… but alive.

 

Alistair blinked. “About time.”

 

“I told you they’d come,” Aedan muttered, eyes meeting mine.

 

I said nothing at first. I just knelt, shattering the lock on Aedan’s cuffs with a burst of darkness-tinged aether.

 

“You’re late,” Alistair said as Leliana helped him to his feet. “We almost started a card game.”

 

“Glad you’re in good spirits,” I said dryly.

 

“You look ridiculous in that uniform,” Aedan added, grinning weakly.

 

“And you look like you lost a tavern brawl to a nug.”

 

“Fair.”

 

We were halfway down the tower when the alarm bells rang.

 

“Looks like someone found the broken faces of those guards,” Zevran said with a shrug.

 

“There’s a route through the battlements,” I said. “We’ll use the west wing—open roof access.”

 

“Then let’s move,” Morrigan snapped, already gathering magic at her fingertips.

 


 

The escape was brutal.

 

We fought through two squadrons of guards, Leliana slipping in and out of combat like a song in motion, Zevran moving faster than any of them could react. Aedan reclaimed his sword, and Alistair fought like a man reborn. Morrigan cleared half the courtyard with a storm of flame.

 

I brought Shadowbringer down like judgment, cracking the earth beneath the feet of those who stood in our way.

 

And through it all, Umbriel whispered:

 

“They matter. This… is worth it.”

 

As the sun began to rise behind the black walls of Fort Drakon, we slipped through the sewers, leaving behind only blood, broken chains, and the roar of the city guards behind us.

 

We didn’t speak until we were several streets away, rejoining with Sten and Oghren in an alley.

 

“You make it?” Sten asked.

 

“We got them,” I said, panting.

 

“Damned right we did,” Oghren grunted.

 

We walked back to Arl Eamon’s estate as one.

 

Battered.

 

Bleeding.

 

But together again.

 


 

The heavy doors of Arl Eamon’s estate groaned open beneath my fingers, and the sound echoed like a final breath of tension. The air inside was still, tense. Every Scion of this campaign, every companion forged in blood and fire, stepped into the manor with the weight of war pressing on their shoulders.

 

But it wasn’t a battlefield this time—it was politics.

 

Which meant, in some ways, it would be worse.

 

Anora was already there.

 

The Queen stood tall in the drawing room, a vision of regal poise and dignity despite the desperate betrayal she had committed in Fort Drakon. Her golden hair was pinned, her armor exchanged for a deep green gown embroidered with Ferelden’s crest. But none of us looked at her as a queen.

 

Not yet.

 

Her eyes met Aedan’s first. Not mine. Not Alistair’s.

 

“I will not pretend to expect forgiveness,” she said, her voice calm but solemn. “What I did in Fort Drakon… was not just. I only sought to survive and preserve the realm, but I endangered your lives in doing so. That was not my intention.”

 

Alistair scoffed and crossed his arms, but it was Aedan who stepped forward.

 

“Your intentions don’t excuse what happened,” he said bluntly. “We nearly died.”

 

“And I regret that deeply,” she said, bowing her head. “But I swear to you now—before every soul here—I am with you. Against my father. Against the Blight. Against the betrayal that left King Cailan to die. Let me help make it right.”

 

Her words fell into a silence thick with judgment.

 

I glanced to Leliana, whose lips were pressed in thought. Morrigan looked unimpressed. Zevran twirled a dagger but said nothing. Wynne, ever wise, gave a slow nod. Sten stood near the back, impassive as ever, though I knew he was watching everything.

 

But it was Aedan who finally replied, a breath slower, voice softer.

 

“Then stand with us. Not behind us.”

 

Anora nodded, tension slipping from her shoulders.

 

“I will.”

 


 

Preparations for the Landsmeet.

 

Later that evening, the estate bustled like a war camp disguised in finery.

 

Arl Eamon stood in the solar with maps, sealed scrolls, and a list of Ferelden’s noble Banns and Arls spread across a long table. I remained near the wall, arms crossed, listening as the pieces of the political war began to move.

 

“We must make a strong case,” Eamon said. “If we are to call out Loghain before the entire Landsmeet, we must show them the truth. Evidence, witness, power—all of it.”

 

“He betrayed the Grey Wardens. Abandoned the king to die,” Alistair said. “Shouldn’t that be enough?”

 

“Not to everyone,” Eamon replied. “Some still fear Orlais more than they fear the Blight. They would follow Loghain out of loyalty, or fear, or pride.”

 

Anora approached the table, her presence commanding, eyes flitting across the map of Denerim.

 

“Then we counter him with facts,” she said. “Reveal that Howe was acting under Loghain’s orders—the dungeons we freed prisoners from are proof. The Tevinter slavers in the Alienage—more proof of corruption. And Riordan… a senior Grey Warden, here in Denerim.”

 

“The people will listen to him,” Aedan said.

 

“Then we bring everything,” I added quietly. “Every truth, every name, every blade if we have to.”

 

Eamon nodded solemnly.

 

“Then tomorrow, we go to the Palace.”

 


 

That Night

 

I stood alone on the balcony overlooking Denerim. The torches from the palace shimmered against the evening mist. Somewhere within those walls, a man who had let his king die in cold betrayal still ruled.

 

Umbriel stirred in my thoughts. Not in rage this time. Just… presence.

 

“You’ll need me.”

 

I know.

 

“Then you know what to do.”

 

I looked to the stars.

 

Haurchefant used to talk about stars.

 

He’d said once, "When the stars are lost to stormclouds, all you can do is become a light bright enough to pierce the dark."

 

I hope you're watching.

 

Tomorrow, I’d become a blade of that light.

 

No matter the cost.

Chapter 21: The Landsmeet-Part IV: Loghain Mac Tir

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The palace halls of Denerim felt colder than the Deep Roads.

 

Not in body—for the air here was warm, perfumed with oils, braziers casting soft light against the marble walls. No, it was the kind of cold that seeped into the blood. The kind born of politics, old grudges, and the thin veneer of civility draped over sharpened blades.

 

The columns soared skyward, banners of Ferelden’s nobility hanging heavy. They were meant to inspire awe.

 

To me, they looked like monuments to fragile egos and dying bloodlines.

 

We entered the chamber where it would all be decided. The Landsmeet.

 

On either side, nobles stood in clusters. Armor polished, silks flowing, furs draped across shoulders. They whispered as we walked—some in suspicion, others in outright hostility. A few didn’t bother to whisper at all, their stares landing on me as if I were some foreign mercenary Eamon had dragged in from the street.

 

But their gazes lingered at the massive obsidian greatsword strapped across my back. Shadowbringer. The weapon seemed to drink the chamber’s light. Eyes quickly darted away.

 

We moved forward as one. Eamon at the fore, posture straight, his voice already coiled with authority. Aedan and Alistair flanked him, brothers in arms standing tall, though I could see Alistair’s jaw tighten every time he looked at the banners that should have belonged to his family. Behind them, Queen Anora glided with perfect poise, the mask of royalty affixed firmly over her features. Leliana, Morrigan, Wynne, Zevran, Sten, and Oghren fanned out behind, each radiating their own presence like the facets of a blade waiting to strike.

 

I hung slightly behind them. Silent. Watchful. Waiting.

 

The chamber hushed as a second party entered.

 

Loghain Mac Tir.

 

He seemed older than when I first laid eyes on him. His hair more gray, his face lined with the toll of battles fought not just against darkspawn, but against his own conscience. Yet the sheer force of his presence remained. His armor rang with each step. The air itself seemed to lean away from him.

 

At his side: Ser Cauthrien, his loyal general. Her expression unreadable, hand resting easily on her sword pommel.

 

Eamon stepped forward. His voice carried with the weight of command.

 

“This gathering has been called for one reason,” he declared. “To decide the future of Ferelden. Our kingdom is fractured, its king slain, its people betrayed. Today, we determine who shall lead—and whether the charges brought against Teyrn Loghain Mac Tir are true.”

 

Murmurs rippled like a storm wind.

 

Loghain’s voice cut through them. “Charges brought by traitors and Orlesian sympathizers,” he spat. His gaze swept over us, lingering on Alistair and Aedan. “Grey Wardens who fled the battlefield and left our king to die. And now they return with Orlesian allies at their side?”

 

Alistair bristled, unable to hold his tongue. “You abandoned him. I was there. We both were. Cailan trusted you—and you left him to die!”

 

“I saved Ferelden from Orlais!” Loghain roared, slamming his gauntleted fist against his breastplate. “From the very moment Cailan took the throne, he bent knee to the empire. He spoke their honeyed words, and courted their alliance. He would have sold our nation for an Orlesian crown!”

 

The room broke into clamor—some shouts of agreement, others cries of outrage.

 

“Enough!” Anora’s voice rang out, cool and sharp. She stepped forward, her presence commanding as only a queen’s could be. “Father… this has gone too far. I tried to believe in your cause. I tried to see reason. But I cannot blind myself any longer. You gave Arl Howe free reign to torture and murder. You sanctioned the selling of elves to Tevinter slavers. You lied—and Fereldan blood paid the price.”

 

Loghain’s jaw hardened. “I did what was necessary. Howe’s actions were not mine to answer for.”

 

“Your seal was on his orders,” Bann Alfstanna interjected, stepping forward. She held aloft a sealed parchment. “This bears your mark, Teyrn. Letters found in Howe’s estate, commands bearing your name. Torture, abduction, executions. Even the imprisonment of my brother—Ser Irminric, a Templar of the Order. He languished in Howe’s dungeon, starved and broken. He would be dead if not for the Wardens’ intervention.”

 

The parchment passed from hand to hand, the nobles buzzing.

 

Bann Sighard strode out next, his voice thunderous. “My son Oswyn was among those Howe took! Tortured in chains, for no crime but his loyalty to Ferelden’s crown. He too lives only because the Wardens acted. And what of Aedan Cousland’s family, butchered in their own hall? Did Howe move without your blessing, Loghain? Or were their deaths convenient?”

 

The chamber erupted again. Some cried out in fury, others in denial. A few—Loghain’s loyalists—remained stiff, faces carved of stone.

 

Loghain’s voice surged above it all, his anger controlled but fierce. “Howe was ruthless, yes. Perhaps more than I foresaw. But Ferelden needed men unafraid to do what must be done! The Couslands were ambitious, tied to Orlesian sympathizers. Would you rather Ferelden be draped in Orlais’ banners once again? Do you forget the occupation so soon?”

 

A heavy silence followed. I felt it—his words striking true, even among his enemies. Many here still bore scars from Orlesian boots.

 

But then Riordan stepped forward.

 

The senior Warden’s presence was steady, like an old oak. His voice was calm, measured, and it filled the chamber without need for volume. “I am Riordan, Grey Warden of Orlais, I do not serve emperors or kings, only the Wardens and the duty. You speak of Orlesian betrayal, Teyrn. I was there when they occupied our homeland. I saw their cruelty. And yet—this Blight will not pause for our hatred. It will not care whose banners we cling to. It will devour us all if we do not stand united.”

 

He turned, sweeping the hall with his gaze. “The Grey Wardens exist for this very hour. To face the Blight when it comes. Teyrn Loghain abandoned us at Ostagar. He betrayed King Cailan, and by doing so, left Ferelden vulnerable to the darkspawn. Whatever his motives—his actions damned us.”

 

The nobles murmured. Some nodded grimly. Others shifted uneasily, unwilling to be swayed.

 

Bann Vaughan’s father, Arl Urien, spoke loudly from Loghain’s side. “The Grey Wardens are not blameless! They consort with Orlesians, they manipulate, they bring their poison into our lands. Ferelden should not be ruled by foreign blades!”

 

Another voice—a lesser bann, face stern. “But without the Wardens, Redcliffe would have fallen. The Circle mages, the Dalish, the dwarves—they rallied because of them. Without them, we would already be lost.”

 

The hall split nearly down the center, voices rising, shouting over one another.

 

And I watched it all in silence.

 

The nobles bartered with memory and fear, their words flying like blades. Eamon argued with the practiced skill of a commander; Loghain fought with the fury of a man who still believed he was right. And the frightening part was—he wasn’t entirely wrong. Ferelden’s history with Orlais ran deep, its wounds still fresh. His paranoia was rooted in truth.

 

But truth had twisted into tyranny.

 

For the first time, as Bann Alfstanna’s letter lay heavy in a noble’s grip and Bann Sighard’s voice cracked with fury over his son, I saw it—fear flickering behind Loghain’s eyes.

 

A man once unshakable, now realizing the tide was turning.

 

And the chamber seemed to grow colder still.

 

Eamon raised his hand, and the chamber fell into tense silence. His voice rang out, polished with all the authority of a seasoned commander.

 

“Let it be known,” he declared, “that Alistair, son of King Maric Theirin, stands ready to take his place upon the throne. If the Landsmeet declares Loghain guilty, Ferelden will not be left leaderless. A just ruler will rise.”

 

For a heartbeat, silence hung like a blade over the chamber.

 

Then the explosion came.

 

Shouts, gasps, accusations—nobles surged forward, voices breaking into a thousand threads of outrage and disbelief.

 

“Impossible!” one bann cried.

“A bastard?” another hissed.

“By the Maker—Maric’s bloodline lives?”

“Why was this hidden from us?”

 

Even those who had stood with us faltered, shock flashing across their faces. Alistair himself looked stricken, like a man suddenly stripped bare in front of the court. He shifted uncomfortably, eyes darting to the floor as the storm of voices rose around him.

 

But none looked more shaken than Loghain.

 

His face went pale, then red with fury. His mouth twisted into something between rage and betrayal. “Maric’s… son?” The words came like a curse. He pointed his blade like an accusation. “You kept this from me, Eamon? You dare parade this—this bastard before Ferelden as a king?”

 

Eamon did not flinch. “He is Maric’s blood, the rightful heir. Whether acknowledged or not, he carries the Theirin line. With him, Ferelden will endure.”

 

“Endure?” Loghain’s voice roared across the chamber. “This boy is no king! He is untested, untried, a whelp hidden away while others bled for this nation. You would hand Ferelden to a child?”

 

The nobles split again, some voices echoing Loghain, others whispering with interest. To some, the revelation was a gift—their loyalty to the Theirin line stirred like old embers to flame. To others, it was heresy, a dangerous gamble at a time when Ferelden teetered on ruin.

 

Alistair cleared his throat and glanced back at me, voice pitched low so only I could hear. “Well. That went well, don’t you think? ‘Here’s Alistair, Ferelden’s savior. He’s awkward, makes terrible jokes, and might faint if you ask him to make a speech.’ Very kingly.”

 

I arched a brow, the faintest trace of a smirk tugging at my mouth. “You’ve faced worse than speeches.”

 

He sighed. “Yes, but speeches don’t usually try to kill you.”

 

Loghain seized the floor again, his voice carrying like a warhorn. “If this Blight is real—if these darkspawn truly threaten us—then Ferelden needs strength! Not a weak-blooded child with Orlesian tutors whispering in his ear. I fought for this country! I bled for it! I will not see its crown tarnished by fools and pretenders!”

 

The words stung the chamber. Many nobles, especially the older ones who had lived through the Orlesian occupation, nodded grimly.

 

Umbriel’s voice stirred faintly in my mind, cold and eager.

“They see the truth now. They smell blood in the water. It would be so easy to end this.”

 

I said nothing. My hand twitched once near Shadowbringer’s hilt, but I did not move. I simply watched.

 

Alistair, to his credit, didn’t shrink. He met Loghain’s glare, though his jaw tightened. Quietly, he muttered again to me: “Maker’s breath, he’s not wrong. I’m not exactly leadership material.”

 

“You’re not weak,” I murmured. “You just don’t see yourself the way others do.”

 

He gave me a sidelong look, brow raised. “That almost sounded like encouragement. From you.”

 

“Don’t get used to it.”

 

The chamber still rumbled with divided voices, but the tide had shifted. Eamon pressed, hammering home the legitimacy of Alistair’s bloodline, the promise of stability, the restoration of Ferelden’s monarchy. Anora, calm as a blade at his side, reminded them that Ferelden needed unity—not endless war within its own borders.

 

And then—Loghain snapped.

 

“You will not take this from me!” His roar cut through the chamber like a battle cry. He ripped his blade free with a ring of steel. “I built this nation with my blood. I will not see it handed to cowards and children!”

 

The chamber froze.

 

Then came the words that changed everything:

 

“I challenge the Grey Wardens! Trial by combat! Let Ferelden’s fate be decided in steel!”

 

The air went still, every noble holding their breath.

 

Eamon’s face was carved with sorrow. “You would still fight, even now?”

 

Loghain’s eyes, burning, settled on Aedan. “Him. The last Cousland. Let him face me. If Ferelden’s future belongs to them, let him prove it with his life.”

 

Aedan stepped forward, resolute, his hand on his sword hilt. “I accept.”

 

The chamber whispered like wind through dead trees. The duel was set.

 

But before the blades could cross, I felt it—

 

—a ripple across the Fade. Small. Subtle. Like a feather brushing water.

 

I turned my head, and there stood First Enchanter Irving. He had been silent for much of the debate, his presence quiet, almost forgotten among the storm of politics. Now, he stepped to my side, his voice low.

 

“You are calm.”

 

I inclined my head.

 

“I thought Umbriel might stir again.”

 

I allowed the faintest smirk. “He’s… quiet. Watching.”

 

Irving studied me, eyes keen, measuring something he had perhaps wondered for some time. “You are not the same man I met in the Circle tower a year ago.”

 

My gaze turned toward the dueling circle forming in the center of the chamber. “No. He died.”

 

Irving nodded slowly, as if he understood more than he said aloud.

 

And as Aedan drew his blade and stepped into the ring, the air of the Landsmeet thickened until it felt like the weight of a nation pressed upon our shoulders.

 

The duel would decide it.

 

Ferelden’s future, carved in steel.

 


 

The circle cleared. Nobles pressed back against marble columns, the air taut as a bowstring. The braziers flickered, shadows dancing across banners that bore witness to this trial of steel.

 

Aedan Cousland stepped into the ring, his sword gleaming beneath the chamber’s light. He did not wear the anger of a grieving son, nor the pride of a Warden standing before the court. He carried something heavier: justice.

 

Loghain strode forward, bloodstained armor clanking with every step, eyes burning with the conviction of a man who still believed himself Ferelden’s savior. His sword rasped free, steel worn yet deadly in his grasp.

 

The chamber fell utterly silent.

 

Then steel met steel.

 

The clash rang like thunder in a storm, reverberating through stone and bone alike.

 

Aedan struck first, fast and precise, his blade darting toward Loghain’s shoulder. But the old general’s parry was flawless, his counterstroke a brutal downward slash that nearly split Aedan’s guard apart. Sparks rained as their swords ground together, the strength in Loghain’s arms nearly overwhelming the younger Warden.

 

“He’s no king,” Loghain snarled through clenched teeth. “And you’re no leader. You’re a boy clinging to ghosts!”

 

Aedan twisted free, using the momentum to pivot and slash at Loghain’s flank. The blade cut through armor, shallow but biting. Blood welled, and the nobles gasped.

 

But Loghain did not falter. He lunged with renewed fury, his strikes relentless—each one born of decades of battle. He pressed Aedan back step by step, forcing him toward the ring’s edge.

 

Alistair muttered under his breath beside me, fingers tightening on his hilt. “Maker, he’s toying with him.”

 

He wasn’t wrong. Loghain fought like a wolf cornered but unbroken, each movement efficient, every feint calculated. Aedan parried one strike—two—then barely managed to roll aside as Loghain’s blade carved a gouge in the marble where his head had been.

 

The nobles gasped.

 

Umbriel’s voice whispered in the back of my mind, cool and hungry.

“See how fragile justice is? See how easily truth bleeds? One slip, one breath too slow, and the last Cousland falls.”

 

I clenched my jaw and forced the shadow quiet. My eyes never left the fight.

 

Aedan rose from the dodge, sweat already streaking his brow, chest heaving. Loghain circled him, predator to prey. “Do you think Ferelden will follow you?” he spat. “Do you think they’ll kneel for a boy raised in silks and stories? I fought the Orlesians! I drove them from our land! My blood watered this soil!”

 

He lunged again, his blade crashing into Aedan’s guard with the weight of history behind it. Aedan staggered, his knees nearly buckling, his sword trembling under the force.

 

For a moment, I thought Loghain would crush him.

 

But Aedan’s eyes hardened. He let Loghain press, then suddenly shifted, sliding along the older man’s blade, twisting his wrist, forcing an opening. His counterstrike sliced across Loghain’s forearm, drawing a line of crimson.

 

The chamber roared with gasps and shouts.

 

Loghain’s snarl deepened. “You think skill alone will save you? I have fought men greater than you before you even held a blade.”

 

He drove forward again, and for a heartbeat, he was right. His strikes came faster than expected, his stamina unbroken despite his years. He battered Aedan’s defenses until sparks leapt from every parry. One blow clipped Aedan’s shoulder, biting through leather, blood spraying across the marble.

 

Alistair cursed. Morrigan’s lips curved faintly, though her eyes gleamed sharp with focus. Leliana whispered a prayer under her breath.

 

I watched. Every strike, every feint, every ragged breath. The rhythm of warriors locked in their final dance.

 

Aedan staggered, his footing nearly lost. Loghain raised his blade high, preparing a killing stroke—

 

—but Aedan dropped low, sliding beneath the arc, and drove his shoulder into Loghain’s ribs. The older man grunted, stumbling a half-step back. It was small, but it was enough.

 

Aedan rose, swinging upward in a brutal arc. The blade scored deep across Loghain’s side, cutting through armor and flesh. Blood sprayed, staining the marble red.

 

The chamber erupted in shouts—nobles crying out in shock, some in fury, others in triumph.

 

Loghain dropped to one knee, panting, blood running freely down his side. His sword wavered, then clattered to the floor with a sound that echoed like a death knell.

 

He looked up, eyes burning with defiance even as his strength failed. “You… would let Orlais rule again… you would throw Ferelden to the wolves…”

 

Aedan, breathing hard, leveled his sword but did not strike. His voice came steady, heavy with the weight of final judgment. “No. We’ll save Ferelden. Without you.”

 

The silence that followed was absolute.

 

Even Umbriel did not speak.

 

The old hero of Ferelden knelt broken on the marble, and for the first time, I saw him not as a monster nor a patriot—only as a man crushed by the very convictions he carried.

 

And the Landsmeet held its breath, waiting to see what would be done with Loghain Mac Tir.

 

The chamber still rang with the echoes of steel.

 

Aedan stood over Loghain, sweat dripping from his brow, his blade still held firm though his arms trembled from the strain of the duel. Loghain knelt on the marble, blood running from the cut at his ribs, his sword lying discarded a few feet away. He did not reach for it. He only breathed, ragged and heavy, staring at the floor as if the weight of Ferelden itself pressed on his shoulders.

 

No one moved. The silence in the Landsmeet hall was oppressive, broken only by the faint groans of the defeated general. Nobles shifted in their seats, their whispers a low murmur. Some looked fearful, others furious.

 

Then, Loghain raised his head.

 

“I will not… plead for my life.” His voice was rough, but steady. “I know what I’ve done. I know what I’ve cost this kingdom. My king… your families. Duncan…” His eyes flicked to Aedan, then to Alistair. “If you would strike me down here and now, do it. I will not resist. It is no less than I deserve.”

 

The admission struck the chamber harder than any sword. For the first time, I saw not the legend, not the betrayer, but the man—old, proud, and broken.

 

Aedan’s jaw tightened. He said nothing, but his knuckles whitened around his blade.

 

Loghain’s voice softened. “Cousland… I am sorry. For your family. I should have seen Howe’s ambitions for what they were, should have stopped him. I told myself Ferelden needed strength, no matter the cost, and I let him off his leash. You paid for that in blood. I will not ask your forgiveness. But I will not lie, either.”

 

Aedan’s breath hitched. He lowered his sword a fraction, though his eyes never left the man who had destroyed so much of his life.

 

Before he could speak, Alistair stepped forward, his face a mask of fury.

 

“No. No, this is too easy.” His voice cracked, raw with emotion. “You don’t get to just say you’re sorry and wait for us to decide what to do with you. You left Cailan to die on the field, Loghain. You left Duncan. You left my family, my king, and every soldier who believed in you.”

 

Alistair’s hands shook on his sword hilt, and for a moment I thought he would strike then and there. His eyes were wild, flashing between Aedan, Eamon, and Riordan. “How many have to die because of him? How many more?”

 

“Enough,” Eamon’s voice rang out, calm but firm. He stepped into the center of the chamber, hands lifted. “The duel is done. Loghain has fallen. His fate now lies with the Landsmeet. Not vengeance.”

 

Some of the nobles nodded in agreement. Others jeered, calling for blood.

 

And then Riordan spoke.

 

The Orlesian Grey Warden stepped forward, his voice quiet but carrying. “We need him.”

 

Every noble turned. The silence was so sharp I swore I could hear my own heartbeat.

 

Riordan didn’t flinch. “He is still a great general. His knowledge, his tactics—they may turn the tide against the Blight. And more than that, there is… balance in this. The man who abandoned the Wardens at Ostagar could become one. The man who let the king fall could be the one to strike the Archdemon. Fitting, no?”

 

Murmurs rippled through the crowd. Some sounded convinced. Others outraged.

 

Alistair’s face twisted. “You can’t be serious.” He all but spat the words. “Make him a Grey Warden? Duncan trusted him, and he spat on that trust. Cailan looked to him, and he left him. And now you want to honor him with the Joining?”

 

“It isn’t an honor,” Riordan said grimly. “It is a sentence. The Joining ends in death, most often. And if it does not, the Blight will. He will pay with his life, one way or another.”

 

“But not today,” Alistair shot back. “Not here, where he belongs. I won’t—”

 

“Alistair.” Aedan’s voice cut through the chamber.

 

We all turned to him. He hadn’t moved much, but the way he stood—the blade lowered now, his shoulders squared—drew every eye. His face was unreadable, caught between grief and resolve.

 

“The decision is mine,” Aedan said. His tone was even, but his hand still trembled on the hilt.

 

I could see the war in his eyes. Justice against mercy. Vengeance against pragmatism. I knew that war well. Too well.

 

Loghain knelt silently, head bowed once more, waiting.

 

At last, Aedan gave a single, slow nod. “…Let him join the Wardens.”

 

The hall erupted. Some nobles cheered, others shouted protests. But the choice had been made.

 

Alistair stood frozen, as though struck. His face drained of color, then burned with rage. “No. No, I can’t… I won’t stand by this.” His voice broke, and for a moment I thought I saw the boy beneath the templar, beneath the Warden’s mantle, grieving all over again. He turned on his heel and stormed from the chamber, his boots striking the marble like drumbeats of anger.

 

Aedan didn’t move to stop him. His eyes lingered only on Loghain, who looked up, and for the first time, gave a slow, tired nod of respect. Not victory. Not gratitude. Just acknowledgment.

 

The Landsmeet was won. But the cost hung heavy in the air, like the shadow of the Archdemon itself.

 


 

The coronation was quiet… and grim.

 

No cheering crowds. No fanfare. Just nobles in polished armor, servants scurrying about, and whispers like stormwinds beneath high stone arches.

 

Alistair, now dressed in ceremonial royal garb, looked like a man preparing to walk to his own execution. Anora, poised and practiced beside him, offered no such signs of discomfort. The daughter of Loghain Mac Tir was always composed.

 

When Arl Eamon announced their union—Alistair, the last son of King Maric, marrying Anora to become King of Ferelden—the hall erupted in applause.

 

But Alistair’s eyes never lifted from the ground.

 

I found him hours later on the battlements, alone.

 

His fists were clenched around the stone rail, his wedding band glinting faintly in the moonlight.

 

“You should’ve let me kill him,” he muttered before I even spoke.

 

I stepped beside him but didn’t answer.

 

“He let Duncan die. Our leader. Our friend. He let Cailan die. And you—” He turned slightly, face twisted. “You were there when it happened, Zephyr. When Loghain abandoned us.”

 

“I was,” I said softly.

 

“You saw what it cost. And Aedan—” he hissed. “He just let him live. To serve penance? To die heroically?”

 

He slammed a fist against the stone.

 

“Maybe that's what Duncan would’ve wanted,” I said.

 

Alistair flinched. “Don’t do that. Don’t pretend Duncan would forgive him.”

 

“I’m not. But I don’t think he would’ve wanted us to tear each other apart either.”

 

He was quiet for a long time.

 

“I need air,” he said eventually, and then he walked away—into the shadows of his new palace, and the life he never wanted.

 


 

The war room in the royal estate stilled as Loghain Mac Tir entered.

 

He bore no armor—just a worn coat and a map scroll under his arm. But his presence still dragged silence behind him like a heavy cloak.

 

I watched as he met Eamon’s gaze without flinching. Aedan stood at the head of the table, impassive. Sten, Leliana, Zevran, Morrigan, Oghren, and Wynne watched from their places, tense but silent.

 

“I came to help plan the defense of Denerim,” Loghain said.

 

Zevran raised a brow. “Oh good, the traitor’s redecorated himself as a patriot again.”

 

“Shall we just call the Blight off and go home then?” Oghren snorted.

 

But Aedan nodded. “We need every tactician we can get.”

 

Even I could admit it. Loghain’s mind was sharp as ever. He spoke of Darkspawn movements, of weak points in the city's outer defenses, and how Fort Drakon could fall within a day if not reinforced.

 

Still, it was like planning a meal with the man who’d killed your family.

 

But no one interrupted. The war demanded discipline. Unity.

 

For now.

 

That night, Riordan summoned us—all of us.

 

The companions. The Wardens. Even Loghain. We met in one of the tower chambers of Eamon’s estate, moonlight pooling through the glass windows.

 

I stood at the edge of the room, arms crossed. Umbriel was quiet within, but watching.

 

“I’ve waited until now because you all deserved to know the truth,” Riordan said.

 

He stood by the fire, his Orlesian accent crisp.

 

“The Joining—the rite that makes one a Grey Warden—is not without its cost. It grants the ability to sense the Darkspawn. To fight the Blight on equal ground.”

 

He looked at Aedan, then Alistair.

 

“But it also guarantees your death.”

 

Alistair frowned. “We know about the Taint. We’ve seen what it does.”

 

Riordan nodded. “You know part of it. But not all.”

 

He paused.

 

“Wardens do not grow old. The Taint eventually claims us—twists our bodies and minds. Thirty years, give or take. Some less. No Warden lives beyond it.”

 

Morrigan’s eyes narrowed, lips parted.

 

Riordan’s voice dropped lower.

 

“But that is not all. Killing an Archdemon—a true Old God corrupted by the Blight—requires more than blades and spells.”

 

He looked at each of us in turn.

 

“The soul of an Archdemon is bound. When its body is slain, its essence searches for another vessel… another Darkspawn. If that happens, the Archdemon returns.”

 

Wynne paled. “So how can it truly be stopped?”

 

Riordan’s voice was stone.

 

“A Grey Warden must strike the killing blow. When that happens, the Archdemon’s soul passes into the Warden—already tainted—and is destroyed with them.”

 

A heavy silence fell.

 

Alistair muttered, “So, to end this… one of us has to die.”

 

Riordan nodded.

 

“I will do it,” Loghain said flatly.

 

The room turned toward him. Even I froze.

 

“I deserve that death more than any of you,” he said.

 

But the question hung in the air.

 

Who would strike the killing blow?

 

And would any of us be able to stop it?

 


 

I had not expected her here.

 

Morrigan stood at the window of my chamber as though she had always belonged there, the moonlight draping her in pale silver. The black-and-gold of her robes caught the glow like molten fire, her arms folded across her chest, eyes sharp as ever. She did not turn immediately, but I knew she was aware of me. She always was.

 

“So,” she said, her tone soft yet edged, “now we know what this noble duty truly entails.”

 

The chamber door shut behind me with a quiet click. I leaned against it, saying nothing, my mind still weighed down by the Landsmeet, by the duel, by the choices that would define the days to come.

 

Morrigan turned, her expression unreadable. “You would die, Zephyr. You. A soul not born of this world. One old as starlight and twice as foolish.”

 

Her words struck deeper than I let show. She was perceptive, too much so, though not in the way she thought.

 

For days now, the thought had gnawed at me: that I should be the one to face the Archdemon, to strike the final blow. I was not of this land. My aether burned differently than their blood. If there was even the smallest chance that I could not only kill the beast but destroy its soul, then perhaps—just perhaps—the rift between worlds might tear open in the wake of its death. Perhaps I could go home.

 

Umbriel approved, whispering low in the marrow of my bones: Yes. Take its essence. Rive it apart. Burn it away, and carve open the path back to what you have lost.

 

But Morrigan did not know that. She thought only of sacrifice, of duty. That I would cast myself to oblivion to shield the other Wardens.

 

“You believe I mean to throw my life away,” I said quietly.

 

Her lips curved, not into a smile but something far more dangerous. “Do you deny it?”

 

I did not answer.

 

She took a step toward me, robes whispering over stone. “Do not insult me with silence, Zephyr. I see it in your eyes. You would go willingly to the dragon’s maw, convinced your death will purchase salvation for the others. But you are not Ferelden’s Warden. Not even its son. Why would you chain yourself to their fate?”

 

I met her gaze. “Because if I do not, someone else must. Someone who does not deserve such an end.”

 

Her eyes flashed, something flickering behind them—anger, or perhaps frustration. “Such foolish nobility. It reeks of my mother’s endless talk of destiny. Do you not see? You walk into the trap laid by powers older and crueler than you. And you would embrace it.”

 

She closed the distance between us in measured steps until I could feel the heat of her presence. Her voice dropped to a whisper, low enough that even the stones might not overhear.

 

“But perhaps… it does not have to be that way.”

 

That pulled me upright. I searched her eyes, finding not softness but calculation, sharp as a knife’s edge.

 

“There may be a way to preserve the Archdemon’s essence,” she continued. “To trap it before it passes to a Warden. My mother’s grimoire—she left writings, knowledge older than the Circle dares imagine. With it, I could weave a ritual. One that would spare whoever delivers the fatal blow.”

 

I narrowed my eyes. “And the essence? You would trap it where?”

 

Her smile was slow, deliberate, a predator’s patience. “In new flesh. In a vessel. The Archdemon’s soul, stripped of its godhood, contained, and denied its purpose.”

 

Umbriel stirred, intrigued. Power caged. Essence bent. This one plays with fire… and does not fear the burn.

 

I forced my face still. “Why are you telling me this?”

 

“Because I trust you,” she said, and for a heartbeat her tone was not cold but almost… honest. Almost. “And because I know you understand what it means to bear the weight of power and to survive it. You, more than any of them, would see the sense in this. The others would balk, bleat about morality, about danger. But you… you have survived gods before.”

 

She was right. And that unsettled me more than her presence.

 

Her eyes lingered on mine, unblinking. “I offer you a path other than death, Zephyr. But first, I will need my mother’s grimoire. Without it, the ritual is but an idea. With it…” She tilted her head, her voice lowering into a silken whisper. “…with it, you need not perish in this foreign land.”

 

The chamber felt colder then, though I could not tell if it was the night air or the shadow of her offer settling between us.

 

I said nothing.

 

But I knew. The path ahead was already winding toward Flemeth’s shadow, whether I wished it or not.

 

Morrigan’s smile curved like a crescent moon as she stepped back, leaving the words to fester. “You will see reason. You always do.”

 

And just like that, she slipped past me, vanishing into the corridor beyond, the scent of wild herbs and smoke trailing behind her.

 

I stood alone in the moonlight, heart heavy.

 

Umbriel purred. Take the power. Take the choice. This world owes you no mercy, but you can make it bleed for a way home.

 

I clenched my fists. Morrigan had planted a seed. And I knew it would not be long before it demanded an answer.

Chapter 22: A Deal Between Ancients

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The morning we departed for Flemeth’s hut, the skies over Denerim hung heavy with the smell of rain.

 

The air tasted of iron and ash, as if the coming storm already knew what blood would soon soak Ferelden’s fields. Soldiers drilled in the streets behind us, blacksmiths hammered steel into swords and shields, and messengers darted between estates with satchels of sealed letters—last-minute alliances and desperate pleas for aid. The entire city was a hive of preparation.

 

And here we were, slipping out like shadows.

 

I stood at the gates of the royal estate, cloak pulled tight, Shadowbringer slung across my back beneath its wrappings. Morrigan adjusted the reins of her horse with practiced indifference. She wore her hood low, black fabric dripping with the mist of dawn.

 

We carried no banners, no fanfare, and only what we could ride with. It was better that way. This was not a mission for armies.

 

Aedan had not liked letting us go.

 

“I don’t like this,” he had said at the gates, tension in every word. “Two of my strongest allies leaving days before the battle? What if the Archdemon moves before you return?”

 

His hands had flexed against the hilt of his sword, as if he could strike the problem itself from existence.

 

“I’ll be back,” I told him. “Before the first banner is raised. I promise.”

 

We had stared at one another for a long moment. I think he knew there was more to it—that I was not only leaving for Morrigan’s sake, but because I needed answers of my own. But he didn’t press. He only nodded, jaw tight, before stepping aside.

 

So we rode.

 

The first hours passed in silence, save for the soft thunder of hooves against damp earth and the occasional rasp of crows overhead. The road wound its way through the green belt of Ferelden, fields giving way to tangled woods. The mist never lifted.

 

Morrigan kept her gaze forward, her posture rigid atop her steed. Not a single word passed her lips. She was always like this when faced with something she could not control: sharpening silence into armor.

 

It wasn’t until midday, when the clouds finally broke into a soft, needling rain, that I finally spoke.

 

“So,” I said, voice low, “what do you expect to find in your mother’s grimoire?”

 

For a heartbeat, she said nothing. Then her lips curved faintly, though it wasn’t amusement—it was bitterness, cold and sharp.

 

“I expect to find truth,” she said. “Or something resembling it.”

 

“Truth?”

 

She turned her head slightly, rain slipping down her cheek, and for the first time since we left, her dark eyes locked onto mine.

 

“Flemeth’s life is older than the soil of this land. She does not age as mortals do. She endures by… other means.”

 

Her voice tightened.

 

“She wears her daughters like skins. Uses them as vessels. Reincarnates herself should she ever fall. It is the secret none of us are meant to live long enough to know.”

 

The reins grew taut in my grip. “You’re certain of this?”

 

“She told me herself,” Morrigan said flatly. “Not outright. She never speaks outright. But I have pieced together enough of her barbed words to see the shape of it. I suspect I was never meant to live long enough to understand.”

 

Her laugh was hollow. “Perhaps she grows careless with each cycle. Or perhaps she wishes me to know and despair.”

 

Umbriel stirred within me, amused. A mother devouring her daughters to live again? Familiar. Is this not what gods do, dressed in mortal skin? She should not be feared. She should be admired.

 

I ignored him, eyes narrowing. “And you think she’ll just hand over the grimoire?”

 

“I hope she will,” Morrigan said, though her voice was tight as bowstring. “But I do not expect it. She guards her knowledge as a dragon guards its hoard. About the Archdemon. About souls. Perhaps even about what you are.”

 

That caught me.

 

Morrigan did not glance at me again, but her words struck with precision. She knew I did not belong. She had guessed more than I thought.

 

“Then why go back?” I asked quietly.

 

Her chin lifted, gaze fixed on the fog-bound road ahead.

 

“Because this may be the only way to save one of you from dying. And if I must face the mother who made me in fire and lies, then so be it.”

 

The silence that followed was heavy. Rain trickled down our armor, pattering against the earth. My fingers flexed against the reins.

 

Umbriel purred. I like her. Sharp teeth. Dead eyes. Much like you.

 

I said nothing.

 

We rode on.

 

The forest thickened as the hours dragged by. Oaks and beeches rose like giants, cloaked in moss and lichen, their branches tangling overhead until the sky itself was little more than a pale smear of light. Mist wove through the undergrowth, swallowing hoofbeats, muffling breath.

 

The deeper we went, the more I felt it: the Fade brushing against my skin like unseen fingers. It was stronger here. Wilder. Less restrained.

 

By the time the sun dipped low and the forest grew shadowed, the crooked rise of Flemeth’s hut came into view.

 

It had not changed.

 

Still perched at the edge of the Wilds like a spider’s nest, its roof hunched and bones dangling from poles, charms clattering faintly in the wind. The smoke of her hearth curled black into the canopy above, carrying the scent of herbs and blood and something older—something that did not belong to men.

 

I dismounted silently, boots sinking into the wet earth. My hand rested instinctively against Shadowbringer’s hilt, though I did not draw it. Steel would mean nothing here.

 

Morrigan slid from her horse with the same silence, her eyes fixed on the hut. For a long time, she did not move. Her hands were stiff at her sides, her hood drawn low, but I could see it: the stillness of someone staring into a mirror of their own end.

 

“She’ll already know we’re here,” she whispered.

 

I glanced toward her. “Afraid?”

 

Morrigan gave a short, humorless chuckle. Her lips twisted, but her eyes did not.

 

“Afraid?” she echoed. “No. Fear is for those who have something left to lose.”

 

But I heard the fracture in her voice, the one she thought she had buried.

 

The air around the hut shimmered faintly. Power hummed in the soil, in the trees, in the very breath of the place. The Fade was thin here, like a veil stretched to breaking.

 

And somewhere in that depthless silence, I felt it: an ancient gaze turning toward us.

 

Watching.

 

Waiting.

 


 

The door gave way without a hand upon it.

 

It swung inward on crooked hinges, wood creaking like an old sigh, and golden light spilled across the threshold. The air was heavy, saturated with the scent of herbs and smoke, and beneath it something sharper—like rain against stone, or lightning waiting to strike. I knew the weight of power when it pressed close. This hut was no mere hovel.

 

Flemeth was already waiting.

 

She stood before the hearth as though she had always been there, a tall, lean figure in robes the color of stormclouds and twilight. Her hair fell in wild, silver streaks over her shoulders, framing a face that was neither young nor old, but something caught between—like a story told so many times that its beginning and end were forgotten. Her eyes were sharp, like ancient gold, and when they fixed on us, I felt as though she was seeing past flesh, past armor, down to the marrow of the soul.

 

“Ah,” she said, a smile tugging faintly at her lips. “The wandering child returns… and brings with her the one who does not belong. I was beginning to wonder which would arrive first—the world’s end, or you.”

 

Morrigan pushed past me into the room, arms folded tight, her chin lifted in defiance. “We didn’t come to listen to your riddles, old woman.”

 

Flemeth arched an eyebrow. “No? Then I shall content myself with listening to yours. You always did mistake sharpness for strength, my dear.”

 

Morrigan’s eyes narrowed, and I could feel the tension rising between them like a storm front colliding with another. I stepped in before the tempest broke.

 

“Enough.” My voice carried more weight than I intended, but it stilled the air all the same. “We’re not here to trade insults. We came for answers.”

 

Flemeth’s gaze slid toward me, curious, amused. “Answers. Help. Such fragile words, and yet you carry them as though they were blades. Very well. Ask.”

 

I drew in a breath, steadying myself. “We know the truth. About the Archdemon. About the Blight. About what it costs to end it.”

 

At that, her expression softened—not with kindness, but with a grim sort of understanding. She turned back to the fire, lifting a kettle from the hook as if this conversation were nothing more than an evening’s diversion. “Ah, yes. The cruel little catch hidden in the Wardens’ oath. To end the Blight, one must give up not only blood, but soul. The dark power must be drawn into the body, and the Warden’s essence destroyed with it. One poison devouring another.”

 

Morrigan spoke sharply. “Then you know why we are here. We want your grimoire.”

 

Flemeth’s laugh was soft, melodic, carrying something dark beneath it. She poured steaming tea into three cups carved from horn and wood, though she set only two on the table and kept the third for herself. “My grimoire. My legacy, written in ink and fire, bound in secrets none of you can begin to comprehend. And you believe taking it will solve your little dilemma?”

 

Morrigan’s voice cut like a blade. “It is not belief—it is necessity. You sit on knowledge that could save lives. We will not leave without it.”

 

Flemeth sipped her tea, her eyes glittering over the rim of the cup. When she lowered it, the weight of her attention fell wholly upon me.

 

“And what of you, misplaced one? You say little, but I hear the storm behind your silence.”

 

I held her gaze, my hand resting lightly on Shadowbringer’s hilt. “Because it’s not my life I’m worried about. If there’s a way to end this without condemning another Warden to death, I’ll see it done.”

 

Her lips curved in a smile, small but sharp. “How noble. How dreadfully predictable. And yet…” She tilted her head, studying me as though peering through layers of glass. “You are not of this world. Your soul is older than the Blight, older than Thedas itself. A shard of starlight adrift in a sea not your own. Why, then, would you bind yourself to this fate?”

 

Umbriel stirred within me, a ripple in the stillness of my thoughts.

“She sees the truth, little more. But she does not know the whole of you. Do not answer carelessly.”

 

I steadied my breath. “…Because I know what it means to watch others pay for my choices. I’ve carried that burden before. I won’t let it happen again.”

 

The fire crackled in the silence that followed.

 

Flemeth set her cup down, her expression unreadable. “Then let us strike a bargain.”

 

I narrowed my eyes. “What kind of bargain?”

 

She turned, her movements deliberate, graceful in a way that spoke of centuries. “You want my grimoire. Very well. I will give it. But knowledge, like power, is never freely offered.”

 

“What do you want in return?”

 

“Nothing so costly as you fear.” A smile touched her lips, fleeting and cold. “Simply… a conversation. With you.”

 

I blinked. “…Just me?”

 

“Yes. Alone. No harm will come to you. That I swear, on whatever gods you think me bound to.”

 

Morrigan stepped forward, her voice sharp as broken glass. “You mean to sink your claws into him. What are you planning, Mother?”

 

“No trickery.” Flemeth’s tone was calm, almost weary. “No games. I merely wish to… speak. There are few who understand the weight of ages. Fewer still who may yet understand what is coming.” Her eyes, bright as molten silver, lingered on me. “And I would know which you are.”

 

The room held stillness like the space between heartbeats.

 

I turned to Morrigan. She looked as though she’d swallowed fire—jaw tight, eyes burning with distrust. Her voice was low when she spoke. “She means to twist you. She always does.”

 

I set a hand lightly on her shoulder. “If she wanted me dead, she wouldn’t need words to do it.”

 

Morrigan’s glare flicked between us, but at last she gave a tight nod. “…I’ll wait outside.”

 

She swept past me and out the door, the air shifting as it closed behind her. The hut seemed darker in her absence, the firelight flickering against Flemeth’s smile.

 

“Now then,” she said softly, settling back by the hearth. “Shall we begin?”

 


 

The silence after Morrigan’s departure was alive.

 

Not with sound, but with weight—the kind of silence that makes you feel watched, as though the very air is listening. Flemeth’s eyes held me through it all, gleaming in the firelight, unblinking, patient. I’d fought gods, dragons, void-born terrors, but there was something in her gaze that gnawed at the edges of my certainty.

 

Slowly, I unslung Shadowbringer from my back. The blade hummed as its obsidian length slid against the stone wall, sparks of faint violet light rippling across its jagged edge. It never liked being set aside, not here, not in a place where power lingered thick as blood. Still, I rested it against the wall and stepped forward.

 

“Sit,” Flemeth said at last, her voice smooth, commanding without effort.

 

I lowered myself into the chair across from her. The wood creaked under my weight, the fire crackled between us, and still she simply watched. It was like sitting across from a wolf that wasn’t hungry yet, but might be, at any moment.

 

“Tell me,” she said, folding her hands beneath her chin, “have you learned to master the thing that rides in your shadow? That lovely monster who clawed through your skin and tore the magister Uldred asunder as though he were parchment?”

 

I didn’t flinch. “No. Not master. But I don’t need to.”

 

“Oh?” One silver eyebrow arched.

 

“We’re coexisting now.” I flexed my gloved hand, watching the firelight dance across the iron plates of my gauntlet. “He’s not some parasite that needs to be starved out. He’s me. Just a part of me I wasn’t ready to face before.”

 

A rasping chuckle spilled from my own throat, not mine.

“That’s generous,” Umbriel sneered, his voice like a blade dragged across stone. “I preferred when she called me a monster. Had a little more honesty to it.”

 

Flemeth’s lips curled in delight, as if she’d been waiting for this. “Ahhh. There you are, darling shadow. I wondered how long you’d sulk and crawl in shadow before showing yourself.”

 

“Monster?” Umbriel’s voice poured from my mouth, colder than steel, richer than thunder. “You would know of monsters, old witch. You wear your borrowed flesh like a crown, and yet ask the broken soul if he’s clean.

And I don’t crawl, witch,” Umbriel growled, my voice warping under his weight. “And don’t flatter yourself. If I wanted you dead, you’d be nothing but ash and crow feathers.”

 

Flemeth laughed—not a startled laugh, not even mocking, but genuine amusement. “And yet, here you sit. Bound by the soul you deride. What a curious marriage, light and shadow caged together in mortal skin.”

 

I exhaled slowly and pressed him back. Not with force this time, but with familiarity. The way one might guide a hand back to its place. Umbriel yielded, retreating to the dark waters of my mind, leaving only a lingering echo of contempt.

 

“…Enough games,” I said, leveling my eyes at her. “You wanted me alone. Why?”

 

Her smile softened into something quieter, heavier. The firelight caught silver threads in her hair as she leaned forward. “Because I have lived a long, long time, Zephyr Arcadin. And in all that time, I have seen men claw at crowns, monsters masquerade as gods, and gods masquerade as monsters. I have seen cycles turn, ages rise and fall. But you…” Her eyes sharpened. “You are none of those things. You are something else entirely.”

 

I stayed silent.

 

“I do not know what you are,” she admitted, and the words carried a strange gravity. “But I know what you are not. You are not of this world. Your soul is older than the Fade, older than the Veil, older even than the void-silence that gave birth to this realm. You do not belong here.”

 

Her words struck harder than I expected. She spoke what I had suspected all along—that I was not just misplaced, but fundamentally alien to this land.

 

“…So what are you saying?” I asked.

 

“I am saying,” she whispered, “that there may yet be a way for you to go back.”

 

My chest tightened. Shadowbringer pulsed faintly from its resting place, answering like a heartbeat.

 

Flemeth rose, her movements as fluid as smoke, pacing before the fire. She did not seem to walk so much as drift, a wraith wrapped in mortal guise. “The Archdemon—Urthemiel—was once an Old God. Twisted, corrupted by the Blight, yes, but still possessed of divinity. When it dies, its essence seeks another shell. A darkspawn, if left unchecked. Or a Grey Warden, should one strike the final blow.”

 

I nodded. “I know. It kills the Warden.”

 

“Indeed.” Her eyes glimmered, sly and sharp. “But that moment—when two souls collide, mortal and divine—that is no simple death. It is a rupture. A wound in the veil. A seam torn open between what is and what should not be.”

 

Her gaze fixed on me, searching, weighing. “If you were close enough—attuned enough—you might shape that rupture. The Fade sings in you. I can hear it, as one hears the sea in a shell. You could wield that moment, bend it. Rip it wider. Not merely to destroy, but to… open.”

 

I swallowed hard. “A rift.”

 

“Exactly.” Her smile was sharp as a blade’s edge. “A door. To where, I cannot say. Doors do not always open both ways. Perhaps it leads home. Perhaps to some place beyond even your imagining. But it would be a chance. Your chance.”

 

Silence pressed down again. The fire popped, and the hut felt smaller, as though the walls had drawn in.

 

Finally, I asked, “And the grimoire?”

 

Flemeth glided back to her chair, lowering herself with the poise of a queen descending a throne. “You shall have it. But nothing is ever freely given.”

 

Of course.

 

Her smile thinned. “If you choose to stay—if you spurn that chance at returning home, if you bind yourself instead to this world to save your friends—then you will owe me. One day, when the time comes, when the world has need of storms and fire and a soul unbound by Thedas… you will come when I call. You will fight in a war few will ever know exists. Not for glory. Not even for thanks. But because I have seen what comes, and I know that when the time comes, you must be there.”

 

Her eyes bored into mine, bright as molten gold. “Do we have a bargain, Zephyr Arcadin? One soul out of place… for another spared?”

 

I let the silence linger. My hand drifted down, and I lifted Shadowbringer from its place by the wall, laying the flat of the blade across my knees. Its hum echoed my heartbeat, steady and uncertain all at once.

 

“…What if I never find my way back?” I asked quietly.

 

Flemeth smiled then. A smile older than kingdoms, older than the Fade, older perhaps than life itself. A smile that was not comfort, but inevitability.

 

“Then perhaps your path was always meant to lead here.”

 

I stood, slinging Shadowbringer across my back once more. The sword felt lighter now. As if it knew I’d just made the biggest decision of my life.

 

At the door, Flemeth stopped me one last time. “Zephyr,” she said. “Whatever you truly are… I hope the world survives you.”

 

I nodded once and stepped into the light of morning.

 


 

The grimoire felt heavy in my hands. Not in weight, but in meaning. I studied the binding one last time—aged leather, scorched edges, marked with cryptic glyphs in an ink that shimmered faintly even in shadow. Whatever Flemeth had written in this book, it was power. Old and dangerous.

 

And now, it belonged to Morrigan.

 

We stood just outside the Wilds, the sky darkening with dusk and mist curling at our boots. Morrigan held out her hand without a word. She didn’t need to ask.

 

I passed the grimoire to her.

 

She held it with reverence and suspicion both, like a blade wrapped in silk.

 

Her eyes narrowed. “What did she ask of you? My mother.”

 

I looked away toward the trees, shadowed in fog. I could still hear Flemeth’s voice in the back of my mind—like distant thunder echoing through my soul.

 

“She asked for a favor,” I said. “At a time of her choosing.”

 

Morrigan’s brow creased. “That’s all?”

 

I nodded. “That’s all I’ll say.”

 

She studied me for a long moment. Whatever thoughts stirred in her mind, she kept to herself. She clutched the grimoire to her chest and turned away. “Very well.”

 

We rode in silence most of the way back. The winds carried the scent of ash and smoke the closer we got to Denerim. I kept one hand on Shadowbringer’s hilt the entire time, as if expecting the Archdemon to descend from the clouds at any moment.

 

Morrigan said little, her gaze fixed on the pages of the grimoire every time we camped. She sat beside the fire, eyes flickering with the flame’s glow as she read, and reread, pouring over each line with the intensity of a soul clawing through prophecy.

 

I didn’t ask what she saw.

 

But I knew.

 

There were nights I caught her looking at me, her eyes calculating, weighing something. She was learning something powerful. Something she didn’t yet trust me to know.

 

Umbriel stirred inside me more than once.

“She hides something.”

 

“I know.”

 

“She intends to use it.”

 

“Also true.”

 

“And you’ll let her?”

 

I took a long breath as I stared into the fire.

 

“Yes.”

 


 

By the time we arrived in Denerim, the city was a fortress.

 

Banners bearing the sword and griffon of the Grey Wardens had been raised across the city gates. Soldiers marched in lines, recruits drilled in alleyways, and barricades had gone up across major streets. The people were scared, but determined.

 

The Blight had come to their doorstep.

 

We rode through the city until we reached Arl Eamon’s estate. The guards let us through without question, recognizing us immediately.

 

Inside, it didn’t take long for us to find Aedan. He stood near a large war table, maps and scrolls scattered across it, Alistair and Wynne nearby. When he looked up and saw me and Morrigan, relief softened the lines on his face.

 

“You made it back,” he said.

 

“We did,” I replied. “Flemeth kept her word.”

 

I didn’t look at Morrigan. She clutched the grimoire tightly beneath her cloak, already turning toward the guest chambers.

 

Aedan stepped forward. “Good. Because we don’t have long.”

 

That caught my attention.

 

“The scouts are returning,” he continued. “The Darkspawn are on the move. The horde is massive—and it’s heading straight for Denerim. Riordan thinks we only have a matter of days before they reach us.”

 

I nodded, the words landing like stone in my chest. “Then we need to prepare.”

 

Aedan’s eyes lingered on me. “We’re almost ready, but every sword counts. I’m glad you’re here, Zephyr.”

 

I turned toward the balcony, where the wind carried the scent of burning torches and cold steel.

 

This city would be a battlefield before the week was done.

 

And I would fight.

 

With Shadowbringer in my hands.

 

With Umbriel at my back.

 

And with the weight of two worlds on my shoulders.

Chapter 23: The Archdemon

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The sun rose sickly over Denerim.

 

I should not call it sun—there was no light, not truly. The smoke was too thick, the air too choked with ash, but some stubborn brightness still managed to press against the horizon. It was morning by name only. A pallid gray that struggled against the shadow.

 

We gathered in the great hall of Arl Eamon’s estate for what would be the last time.

 

No one said it outright, but we all felt it. That weight in the chest, that silence in between words where the mind whispers this may be the last meal, the last laugh, the last time I see you breathing.

 

I sat near the far wall, Shadowbringer propped against my chair, its edge wrapped in cloth to dampen the constant hum it gave off when the Fade was near. It did not like waiting. Neither did Umbriel.

 

But even war makes room for breath.

 

Aedan was the first to break the silence. He sat across the table, a half-finished trencher of bread in his hands. His eyes looked tired—more than tired. Haunted. But he forced a grin that didn’t quite reach his eyes.

 

“Well,” he said, “for what it’s worth, I’d rather spend my last breakfast with the lot of you than with any king, court, or noble.”

 

Oghren barked a laugh, spraying crumbs. “Hah! That’s ‘cause we’re prettier. Especially me.”

 

“Prettier?” Leliana arched a brow, though she smiled faintly. “That’s one word for it.”

 

“‘Handsomely rugged,’ then.” Oghren pounded his chest and nearly tipped over his mug. “Go on, lass, admit it.”

 

“I will admit nothing of the sort.” She shook her head, but her laughter—gentle and melodic—was genuine.

 

It was good, hearing it.

 

Alistair leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, wearing that same expression he always did when Oghren was in full swing—half amusement, half Maker save me from this dwarf.

 

“If this is my last meal,” he muttered, “I’d have preferred something that wasn’t dried meat and hard bread.”

 

“Then perhaps you should have learned to cook,” Zevran drawled from the corner, polishing one of his blades with lazy precision. His amber eyes gleamed. “A shame. I make an exquisite roast hart. Plenty of spice, tender flesh. The secret is in the slow fire.”

 

“Of course you do,” Alistair muttered.

 

“You may teach me someday,” Wynne said gently, though there was steel in her calm. She always found the cracks in conversations, the small openings where kindness could slip through. “When this is done, perhaps we might all—”

 

She stopped herself.

 

No one finished that sentence.

 

Sten stood apart, as ever, arms folded, silent sentinel by the window. The light caught his scarred face. He had spoken little since we’d arrived in Denerim, but I could feel his gaze sweep over us all, weighing, measuring.

 

Finally, he said: “It is good that you eat. The body cannot fight without strength. But remember—” His eyes cut to me, to Aedan, to Alistair. “—strength without purpose is nothing. Do not forget your purpose when the Archdemon stands before you.”

 

His voice was a blade of truth.

 

No one argued.

 


 

I tried not to notice Morrigan.

 

She sat opposite Wynne, away from the others, her hands folded around a cup she did not drink from. Her golden eyes were unreadable, fixed somewhere in the middle distance. But I felt the change in her.

 

Something in her aura. Something I could not quite name.

 

Aedan avoided looking at her, and that, more than anything, told me enough.

 

I said nothing.

 

For a time, the hall filled with small noises—chewing, a scrape of knife on plate, the occasional laugh. The kind of sounds people make when they pretend things are normal.

 

Then Alistair spoke.

 

“You know,” he said slowly, staring into his cup, “I never thought I’d see this day. Not like this. I thought Wardens were supposed to fight in secret. In the shadows. Not leading armies, not rallying kings, not—” He sighed. “Certainly not saving the entire world.”

 

“You’d prefer the shadows?” I asked quietly.

 

He gave me a small, rueful grin. “Maybe. Shadows don’t write history books. Shadows don’t have to worry about crowns.”

 

Loghain, standing near the far door, shifted at that. His face was carved from stone, unreadable. But the air between him and Alistair crackled.

 

“History will remember what it must,” Loghain said. “What matters is survival.”

 

For once, Alistair didn’t snap back.

 

Maybe he was too tired.

 

Maybe he knew they both might be dead before sundown.

 


 

I let my gaze drift around the room.

 

These people. This unlikely band of broken souls, thrown together by chance and fate. A runaway bard, a brooding witch, a disgraced general, a healer who had seen too much, a prince without a throne, a dwarf too drunk for sense, an assassin who should have been our enemy, a giant of another land… and two Wardens who should have died long ago.

 

Umbriel stirred at the edge of my thoughts, his voice like smoke.

“They will die. You know this.”

 

I know.

 

“You could leave. You could use the beast’s soul to tear open the veil. Return to your true war.”

 

I clenched my fist under the table.

 

Not yet.

 

The door opened again, and Riordan entered, armor polished as best as battered steel could be. His hair was wet from washing, his jaw set.

 

“It is time,” he said simply.

 

The words cut the air like a blade.

 

We rose, one by one.

 

No speeches. No grand declarations. Just nods, glances, the weight of silent promises exchanged in a heartbeat.

 

We walked together into the ashen light of morning.

 


 

The sky above Denerim burned.

 

It was morning, or it should’ve been, but no light broke through the choking veil of smoke and ash. The sun had been swallowed by the storm. Darkspawn moved through the city like a black tide, sweeping down alleys and boulevards with bloodlust and fire, and somewhere above it all, we could hear the sound.

 

Not footsteps. Not wings.

 

Something deeper. A call. A presence.

 

The Archdemon was near.

 

I stood at the edge of the battlements of Fort Drakon, the charred stone beneath my boots scorched from past dragonfire. Below, Denerim screamed. I could feel the heat from the burning buildings, the frantic clash of steel and fangs, the death and despair rolling off the city in waves.

 

Behind me, Riordan of the Grey Wardens checked the last of his vials. His Orlesian armor was battered, streaked with soot and ichor, but his eyes were clear and cold. Loghain stood on the other side of the platform, silent as ever. His jaw clenched, his blade already bloodstained.

 

I never liked Loghain.

 

I still didn’t.

 

But I understood him now.

 

There was no time left for hatred, or vengeance.

 

Only the end.

 


 

We had split into three groups as planned.

 

Aedan led the main spearhead—himself, Morrigan, Leliana, and Sten. Their path was the most direct, cutting through Market Street, aiming to draw the enemy's attention and force a corridor straight to Fort Drakon. I didn’t envy them. That path would be the heaviest with Darkspawn.

 

Alistair’s team—Wynne, Oghren, and Zevran—had taken to the side streets, rescuing civilians, evacuating the helpless, and moving from building to building to avoid being overrun. I knew Alistair would be struggling, caught between his duty to the throne and to the people.

 

My team, if it could be called that—Loghain and Riordan—was tasked with preparing the battlements, the final stage of the trap. We would strike the Archdemon first, force it to land atop Fort Drakon, where it could be slain by a Grey Warden’s hand.

 

That was the only way.

 

And it had to work.

 

The allied forces had done their part.

 

Dalish archers filled the high towers and rooftops, unleashing volleys of green-fletched arrows down onto the hordes. Their wolves ran the streets, flanking Genlocks and dragging them into shadowed alleys.

 

The Dwarves of Orzammar, led by their new King Bhelen and Commander Kardol of the Legion of the Dead, had fortified the gates of the city. The clash of hammer on axe echoed like thunder. They were a wall of stone, unmoving even as the tide crashed against them.

 

The Mages and Templars of the Circle, together for once, held the central square. Lightning, flame, and barriers of light held the Darkspawn at bay while the Templars defended the casters like a living phalanx.

 

And Denerim’s own soldiers—worn, tired, brave—fought street to street.

 

It would never be enough.

 

But it might be just enough.

 


 

Riordan gave me a look as he finished tightening the straps on his greaves. “Are you ready for this?”

 

I checked the runes on Shadowbringer. The blade hummed in my hand, eager. The aether inside it reacted to the Fade, to the darkness in the air. The same darkness that boiled in my blood.

 

Umbriel stirred.

"We are always ready for war," he said aloud through me.

 

Loghain turned sharply at the dual-toned voice but said nothing.

 

I glanced down at the city. “They’re counting on us.”

 

“Then let us not waste time,” Riordan said, drawing his blade.

 

We moved into position.

 

The sky screamed.

 

That was the only word for it. A sound that shook the soul, that pulled at the fear in your chest and made you feel small. I looked up and saw it—a massive shadow streaking across the smoke-choked clouds.

 

The Archdemon.

 

A dragon of monstrous size, its scales blackened with taint, wings jagged like broken obsidian. Its eyes glowed like twin lanterns of hellfire, and its roar sent flocks of birds scattering from rooftops already alight with flame.

 

It circled once above the city, then banked sharply toward Fort Drakon.

 

I could feel it in my chest. Not just the roar, but its presence. Its soul.

 

And then… something else.

 

Something deeper.

 

Umbriel responded immediately.

“That thing… it’s wrong. The soul inside it... it doesn’t belong.”

 

He wasn’t wrong.

 

That was no mere dragon. It was Urthemiel, once a god in ancient Tevinter. Its soul was older than most empires. Twisted now. Tainted. And it knew we were here.

 

The Archdemon shrieked again and dove low over the city.

 

I reached down, touching the Soul Resonator Pendant at my neck—what remained of it. It had cracked when Umbriel first took over months ago, but I wore the pieces anyway. They still hummed faintly with aether.

 

I reached out, not with my hands—but with my soul.

 

The thing was massive, its aura so loud I almost staggered. Riordan grunted beside me. He was feeling it too. That Warden connection. A pull to the Archdemon, like a curse running in the blood.

 

But I felt something more.

 

Something familiar.

 

It was a soul. Tangled. Lost. Screaming behind a thousand years of taint and fury.

 

And it could be destroyed.

 

Or… perhaps used.

 

My hands clenched tighter around Shadowbringer’s hilt.

“You feel it too,” Umbriel murmured.

 

I nodded. “If that soul is ripped free… I could use it. To reopen the rift. To go home.”

 

He was silent.

Then: “You’d leave them?”

 

“I don’t know,” I whispered. “But if it saves them... if it ends this…”

 

Loghain’s voice broke my thoughts. “We have incoming!”

 

Darkspawn. Winged ones. Shriekers.

 

The Archdemon hadn’t landed, but it had sent its guard.

 

We braced.

 


 

From the rooftops and skies they came—Shrieks and Genlocks, screaming as they leapt down onto the stone battlements. Riordan cursed and brought his sword up just in time to parry one. Loghain was already in the thick of it, his shield glowing with runes, slamming into a charging Hurlock.

 

Shadowbringer flared as I called on my full strength for the first time since the Harrowing Chamber. Dark magic danced up the blade like fire, aether churning with black and violet hues. Umbriel lent his power freely. We were one now.

 

I cut down the first Shriek that came near. It didn’t scream—it simply exploded as my blade hit it, the soul inside combusting from the sheer force of raw aether.

 

Riordan fought near me, breathing hard.

 

“They won’t stop coming,” he growled. “We need to signal the others. Get the beast to land.”

 

A bolt of lightning from somewhere down below lit the city square—Aedan’s team was nearing the tower. In the distance, I saw the flash of Alistair’s blade—his team evacuating people.

 

We were running out of time.

 

Then the sky turned black.

 

The Archdemon shrieked once more and began its descent—straight toward Fort Drakon.

 

The battle was about to begin.

 


 

The sky ruptured above Fort Drakon.

 

With a roar that shook the very foundations of the tower, the Archdemon descended—its vast wings spread like curtains of living night, its scales catching the firelight of a dying city and gleaming with the oily sheen of tainted blood. Its cry wasn’t one of rage or fury, but of inevitability.

 

And now it came for Ferelden.

 

We were waiting—myself, Loghain, and Riordan—along the upper battlements, weapons drawn and bloodied. Below us, Denerim bled and burned. Screams echoed through the streets like dirges of a fallen people. The stench of death clung to the wind. Even the Fade felt thick here.

 

But we had prepared for this moment.

 

We had hoped for it.

 

The Archdemon beat its wings once.

 

The shockwave was like a tidal wave of raw force. Wind and rot slammed into us with all the fury of a hurricane.

 

Loghain was thrown backward, his shield ripped from his grip as he tumbled across the stone, slamming into a parapet with a grunt of pain.

 

Riordan wasn’t so lucky.

 

The Orlesian Warden was lifted off his feet—his blade still raised in defiance—before being flung from the battlement like a broken toy.

 

"Riordan!" I shouted, reaching out, but it was too late.

 

Below, the Archdemon rose, ascending once more—just beneath Riordan’s tumbling body. I saw it in a flash of instincts only a Grey Warden could possess.

 

He saw the chance.

 

His blade came down like judgment from the sky, aiming straight for the Archdemon’s skull.

 

It missed.

 

The blade scraped harmlessly across one of the jagged horns, glancing away in a flare of blue sparks. Riordan gritted his teeth and bounced once along the dragon’s spine before landing on its left wing.

 

With a desperate cry, he drove his blade into the flesh between two spines.

 

The Archdemon screamed.

 

It flailed mid-air, struggling to stay aloft, and as Riordan’s blade tore through its wing membrane, he began to slide downward, blood and dark fluid spraying in his wake.

 

He didn’t scream.

 

Even as the wing twisted violently, and Riordan was cast off into the sky like a falling star, he didn’t make a sound.

 

He fell.

A small, armored figure lost in the gloom.

Gone.

 

I stood frozen for a second. Just a second.

 

But even that was too much.

 

A trio of Hurlocks swarmed me from the right, blades and teeth flashing. I spun with Shadowbringer and cleaved the first one in half, but the second caught me in the ribs with a jagged axe. My armor flared, aether-etched runes absorbing the brunt of the strike.

 

The third leapt on me.

 

"Enough," Umbriel hissed through my throat.

 

I growled and twisted, slamming my shoulder into the Hurlock and launching it off the battlements with a flash of violet energy. Blood soaked my side. My breathing was ragged.

 

But I was alive.

 

Loghain rose beside me, clutching his sword in bloodied hands, his lip split and one eye swelling shut. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t need to.

 

We both saw it.

 

The Archdemon had retreated—wounded, furious, afraid—and landed atop the highest spire of Fort Drakon.

 

It was waiting for us.

 

I nodded to Loghain. “Let’s end this.”

 

He nodded back once.

 


 

Elsewhere in the city, the others were on the move.

 

From the far edge of the Market District, Aedan Cousland stood atop a fallen pile of stone and surveyed the battlefield. Morrigan, Leliana, and Sten gathered at his flanks, all bloodied, all breathing hard, but alive.

 

Behind them, a path carved with blood and steel led through the ruins of the city—a direct path to Fort Drakon.

 

Alistair arrived seconds later, his sword drenched in ichor, Wynne and Zevran close behind. Oghren stumbled in, laughing madly, gore clinging to his beard.

 

“We got as many out as we could,” Alistair said breathlessly. “Couldn’t save everyone.”

 

“You did what you could,” Aedan said grimly.

 

Sten turned his head. “There. The beast.”

 

They all turned as the Archdemon—wounded, wing torn and smoking—landed atop Fort Drakon with a furious, echoing roar. The force of its landing sent a plume of dust and debris across the city skyline.

 

“That’s it,” Aedan muttered. “That’s where we go.”

 

Then, a courier—bloodied and limping—ran up to them.

 

“My—my lords!” he gasped. “From the battlements—Warden Riordan is dead!”

 

They froze.

 

The courier continued, “Zephyr Arcadin and Loghain Mac Tir were last seen entering the upper tower… alone.”

 

Aedan’s jaw tightened. Alistair cursed under his breath. Morrigan said nothing but narrowed her eyes.

 

“They’ll die if we don’t reach them,” Leliana whispered.

 

“Then we climb,” Aedan said.

 


 

Back on the stairs of Fort Drakon, I wiped blood from my brow.

 

The narrow stairwell spiraled upward, slick with ash and stained with Darkspawn ichor. The growls above grew louder—guardians left by the Archdemon to slow our ascent.

 

Loghain was a few steps behind me, limping but unyielding.

 

“Do you regret it?” I asked quietly.

 

He looked up. “What?”

 

“Everything you did. The betrayal. Duncan. Cailan.”

 

His jaw clenched. “I regret that it was necessary. And that I let it come to that.”

 

I didn’t press him further. That was more than I expected.

 

Above us, a shadow passed across the narrow stained glass windows.

 

The Archdemon waited.

 

My fingers clenched Shadowbringer’s grip.

 

Umbriel stirred within me, quiet but focused. “We’re close. Don’t hold back.”

“I don’t plan to.”

 

We moved faster now.

 

Behind us, we could already hear the faint sounds of bootsteps—reinforcements. Aedan’s team. They would reach the top soon.

 


 

The storm above Fort Drakon churned like the sky itself was tearing apart.

 

Black clouds rolled and buckled as if the Maker had cast his cloak across the heavens, and below them, the fortress rose jagged and defiant against the firelit city. Denerim burned. Streets ran with screams, smoke, and the guttural howls of the Darkspawn. But here—at the spire’s summit—the air was thinner, colder, sharper. The end of the Blight perched before us.

 

The Archdemon.

 

It crouched on the broken stone like a carrion god, wings half-tattered from Riordan’s doomed strike, ichor glistening down its flanks. Its tail lashed restlessly against ruined battlements, shattering ancient stone as though it were chalk. The dragon’s eyes burned with a thousand years of hunger, of corruption, of rage. And in the marrow of my bones, I felt its soul.

 

A god’s soul.

A soul wrong in this world.

 

Loghain stood at my side, armor dented and smeared with blood, his breath heavy but his grip steady on his sword. His jaw was set in grim resolve.

 

“You’ve fought dragons before?” I asked, my voice gravel, brittle from ash and exhaustion.

 

He gave a short, sharp exhale. “Not ones whose very breath rots the earth.”

 

Fair enough.

 

The beast uncoiled, lowering its horned head toward us. Its nostrils flared, drinking in the stench of our blood. The growl that followed rolled through the stones under my boots.

 

Umbriel stirred inside me. His voice, twin-toned and low, vibrated through my ribs. It knows you. Not just as Warden. Not just prey. It knows you are not of this world.

I swallowed hard. And what does that mean?

It means it fears you.

 

The dragon roared, as if in answer, and the tower shuddered.

 

It struck first.

 

The Archdemon lunged forward with blinding speed, its bulk crashing across the rooftop like a siege ram. Loghain and I dove apart as claws shredded the stone where we had stood. The air reeked of corruption—burnt copper, ash, decay.

 

I rolled to my feet just in time for the tail to whip across the battlements. It moved like a battering ram, and only instinct saved me. Shadowbringer rose, black steel catching the impact in a blinding flash of violet aether. The force blasted me backward, my boots gouging deep ruts in the stone.

 

Loghain surged in, striking low, his blade cutting deep into the dragon’s foreleg. The beast shrieked, rearing up, its wings beating with hurricane force. A wall of air slammed into us both, nearly tossing me from the tower.

 

I planted Shadowbringer’s tip into the stone, anchoring myself. Sparks danced across the obsidian edge. The sword wanted this.

 

So did Umbriel.

 

Bleed it. Tear it. Shatter its soul. This ends here.

 

The Archdemon’s maw gaped, and purple fire poured forth.

 

I raised a wall of shadow, an obsidian bulwark of pure aether that buckled under the torrent. Heat blasted across my face, cooking the air in my lungs. Stone hissed and melted beneath me. My arms screamed with strain.

 

“Move!” I shouted, and Loghain was already behind it, striking at the hindquarters. His sword plunged into corrupted flesh, ichor spraying like acid. He ripped the blade free just as the dragon’s tail lashed again.

 

Too slow.

 

The tail slammed into him with sickening force, hurling him across the platform. His body struck the parapet, the stone cracking beneath the impact.

 

“Loghain!”

 

I broke from cover, Shadowbringer blazing as I sprinted. The Archdemon swung its head toward him, jaws parting wide. Its teeth gleamed like blades, dripping with venom and shadow.

 

I didn’t think. I moved.

 

Shadowbringer met those jaws with a strike that split the air itself. Black-and-violet light flared, shoving the dragon’s head aside for a heartbeat. Just long enough for me to slam into Loghain and drag him back from the edge.

 

Blood streamed down his temple. His shoulder hung at an ugly angle. But he was alive.

 

His voice rasped. “You should have let it take me.”

 

“Not today,” I hissed, planting myself between him and the dragon.

 

The Archdemon bellowed and lunged again.

 

This time I was too slow.

 

Its jaws snapped around me, teeth like spears piercing plate and flesh alike. Agony ripped through me as it crushed down. I screamed as Shadowbringer slipped from my hands, clattering uselessly across the stone.

 

The dragon lifted me into the air, its maw shaking me like a wolf with a carcass. The world blurred in flashes of fire and stone. My ribs shattered. Blood filled my mouth.

 

Zephyr! Umbriel’s voice thundered inside me. This is it. One chance.

What— I choked, feeling bones grind as the beast’s teeth tightened.

Merge us. Light and dark. Your soul and mine. Hydaelyn’s blessing and my shadow. Release it all. It will explode, burn us, burn it, burn everything. Enough to kill a god—or weaken it beyond repair.

 

Terror and clarity warred in my chest. To do this was to risk annihilation. To burn out everything I was, body and soul, in one cataclysm.

 

If I do this… I may never see them again.

If you don’t, Umbriel growled, you won’t live to worry about it.

 

The dragon’s teeth sank deeper. My vision dimmed. My heartbeat faltered.

 

I closed my eyes. Reached inward. To the crystal glow I had carried since birth—the Light of Hydaelyn, mother and god. And to Umbriel’s endless shadow, his hunger, his fury.

 

I pulled them together.

 

Pain and light. Shadow and flame. My soul became a star tearing itself apart.

 

The Archdemon roared around me, feeling the gathering energy.

 

Now, Zephyr! Release it!

 

I opened my mouth to scream—

 

And fire struck the beast’s face.

 

The blast was thunder. A massive fireball slammed into the Archdemon’s skull, detonating in a blinding wash of orange and white. The beast shrieked, tossing me aside like a rag doll as it reeled backward, wings flailing.

 

I hit the stone hard, rolling, coughing blood. Landing near Shadowbringer.

 

Through the haze of smoke and ringing ears, I heard a voice.

 

“Fall back!”

 

Aedan.

 

I forced my eyes open. There he was—charging across the rooftop, armor battered, sword drawn. Morrigan beside him, her staff blazing. Leliana’s bow already strung. Sten, immovable as a mountain. And from the far side, Alistair’s group—Zevran a streak of steel, Wynne already casting a barrier, Oghren roaring a warcry that shook the stones.

 

The others had come.

 

We were not finished yet.

 


 

We had survived long enough.

 

I dug my fingers into the stone and forced myself up. Blood streamed from torn gaps in my armor. My body screamed, but my soul still burned. Umbriel pulsed at the edge of my mind, not urging annihilation now, but bracing me, steadying me.

 

Get up, Zephyr. One last time.

 

I reached out with my magic. Shadowbringer leapt from where it lay, streaking back into my grasp as if the darkness itself delivered it to me. The obsidian blade pulsed in my hands, eager, alive.

 

The Archdemon was still thrashing, shaking off Morrigan’s fireball. One of its horns was cracked, black ichor steaming as it staggered against the edge of the rooftop.

 

“Together!” Aedan shouted. His voice cut through the chaos, binding us like steel rings on a barrel. “Hit it from all sides!”

 

And so we did.

 

“Zephyr!” Aedan called across the rooftop, his voice raw but steady. “Hold it off!”

 

I nodded, breath ragged, ribs aching with every step. Shadowbringer hummed as I lifted it once more, a dark pillar of steel and memory. My arms trembled, but my will did not.

 

The battle resumed.

 

What followed was chaos in its purest form—yet chaos with rhythm, a pattern born of desperation and unity. Steel against claw. Magic against flame. Every strike, every cry was woven into a single desperate struggle for survival.

 

Morrigan’s curses crackled in the air, her staff alive with violet flame as she barked words from her mother’s grimoire. Leliana’s arrows found every weak point—joints, wings, the half-healed wound Riordan had left in the beast’s hide. Wynne’s voice was a constant thread beneath it all, incantations rising and falling like the tide, each barrier barely holding back the dragonfire.

 

Sten roared as he struck its leg with a massive overhead swing, the stone beneath them cracking from the impact. His blade bit deep into scaled flesh, black ichor spraying across the rooftop.

 

Alistair’s shield intercepted a tail strike that would have pulped Morrigan. The blow sent him skidding back several paces, knees buckling, but he held. “Not today, you bastard!” he spat, bracing for another.

 

Zevran moved like smoke and shadow, darting in and out between talons that could have torn him in half, his daggers carving crimson lines where the scales thinned. Oghren’s laughter was half-mad as he hacked at the Archdemon’s ankles, cursing its “ugly lizard face” between each swing.

 

Loghain staggered to my side, his face pale, armor torn. He looked at me once, and in that moment, there was no history, no betrayal, no crown or throne. Only two men facing the same end. He raised his blade, and I raised mine.

 

Two warriors from entirely different worlds, united by duty.

 

The Archdemon screamed one last time, its wings unfurling. The sound was enough to rattle the stones beneath our feet. Then, with a thunderous crack of air, it launched into the sky.

 

Dust and shards of stone ripped from the rooftop as it rose, circling above us in a storm of firelight and shadow.

 

“Now!” Aedan shouted.

 

I saw him—running. Past the flames, past the rubble, toward the very edge of the platform.

 

The Archdemon arced back toward us, wings shredded but still vast, its body a black comet plunging from the storm.

 

Morrigan’s eyes burned with impossible focus, her staff a blazing star in her hands.

 

And Aedan jumped.

 

The air slowed.

 

My heart froze in my chest.

 

For a heartbeat, I thought I was watching him die.

 

But he landed, not crushed beneath the beast, but upon its back—his sword plunging deep into its spine.

 

The Archdemon’s scream shook the city. Its wings faltered, body thrashing, bucking like a wounded god. Aedan clung to it, dragging his blade down the length of its back in a spray of blood and shadow.

 

The creature crashed onto the top of Fort Drakon in a landslide of shattered stone and torn flesh. The impact knocked us all from our feet.

 

I forced myself up, lungs burning, and ran.

 

“Aedan! Don’t!” My voice tore from my throat, carried more by desperation than breath.

 

He didn’t look back. He wrenched his sword free, climbing hand over hand up the Archdemon’s neck. Each movement left streaks of blood, scale, and ichor behind him.

 

“Don’t do it!” I shouted again, closing the distance. My ribs screamed, Shadowbringer weighed down my every step. “You’ll die!”

 

He didn’t stop.

 

In a single, fluid motion, Aedan raised his blade. For a moment, the stormlight caught it—silver against black sky. Then he plunged it through the Archdemon’s skull.

 


 

The world split open.

 

A pulse erupted outward—a wave of energy so vast it nearly knocked me from the rooftop. It was more than heat, more than force. It was a soul—ancient, vast, malevolent—trying to escape its prison of flesh.

 

The Old God’s essence, freed, searching. Reaching.

 

For Aedan.

 

For his death.

 

I threw myself forward, not thinking, not caring. My body slammed into his as the light surged. I raised my arms, my soul, everything I was, to block it. Magic burned through me, barriers upon barriers, dark and light together, drawn from every corner of my being.

 

I had seen this before. I knew what was supposed to happen. Aedan should have died, his soul devoured, the Archdemon destroyed only by the sacrifice of a Grey Warden.

 

But as the wave tore past us—

 

Nothing happened.

 

Aedan was still standing.

 

Breathing.

 

His chest rose and fell, slow but steady. His eyes were clear, his grip on his sword unbroken.

 

I staggered back, stunned. The Archdemon was dead—its skull split, its wings slack against the ruined rooftop. But Aedan… he lived.

 

“How—?” I breathed. My voice cracked, thin as broken glass.

 

He met my gaze with calm resolve. Blood streaked his armor, his face, but his eyes… his eyes held only certainty. “We’ll talk later.”

 

Behind us, the Archdemon’s corpse began to dissolve. Not rot, not decay—dissolve. Its flesh broke apart into tendrils of black mist, its bones into dust. The air reeked of burnt copper and ozone as the essence of the Old God unraveled into nothing.

 

I waited for the pull. For the tether of the Fade. For the echo of a soul torn into the Blight.

 

But there was nothing.

 

Umbriel was silent.

 

For the first time, utterly quiet.

 

And in that silence, I felt it—the soul of the Old God vanish. Not into the Fade. Not into a Warden. Not into the earth.

 

Somewhere else.

 

Something had changed.

 

The storm above Fort Drakon began to clear, smoke and cloud rolling outward like a curtain drawn back. Fires still burned across Denerim, but the roar of Darkspawn had begun to fade, replaced by the distant cries of men rallying, living.

 

The Blight was over.

Chapter 24: Aftermath

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The skies over Denerim were quiet.

 

Not silent—never silent—but quiet. The screams had stopped. The fire no longer raged in the streets. Instead, the cries were for the wounded. The moans of survivors pulling free of collapsed stone. The laughter of children who didn’t quite understand the nightmare was over.

 

And high above it all, the shattered battlements of Fort Drakon stood as a testament.

 

The Archdemon’s corpse had long since dissolved into black mist, the air around it slowly clearing. The Blight was ended. For the first time in years, Ferelden was free.

 

And yet...

 

As we made our way down from the tower, the weight of the victory was as heavy as the climb had been.

 

I stayed near Aedan the entire time. Not because he needed me—but because I needed to see with my own eyes that he was still alive. Still standing. Still breathing.

 

He’d been willing to die up there. I could see it in the quiet tension in his shoulders. Something had happened. Something he hadn’t told anyone.

 

But I wouldn’t press him yet.

 

Let him have the moment.

 


 

By morning, we were back at Arl Eamon’s estate.

 

I stood in the war room with Morrigan, Leliana, Zevran, and Alistair. Aedan was outside, standing at the battlements.

 

Morrigan, of course, said little. She lingered in the doorway like a spirit waiting for the wind to call her name.

 

Zevran whistled as he twirled a dagger between his fingers. “And thus, the great Blight has ended, and not a single brothel was destroyed. Miraculous.”

 

“I think the smell of blood has dulled your sense of humor,” Leliana murmured, but even she smiled slightly.

 

Alistair was quiet. Too quiet. He was dressed not in armor, but the ceremonial regalia of a king.

 

Heavy was the head, and all that.

 

“I suppose this is where we all go our separate ways?” I asked.

 

“I suppose,” Leliana answered, softly. “But we will never truly be apart. Not after this.”

 


 

The Fate of Ferelden

 

The coronation was not held immediately. The Blight had ended in fire and shadow, but even the greatest victories left ruin in their wake. The weeks that followed were a blur of rebuilding, mourning, and politics. Denerim stank of ash and blood. The toppled walls of Fort Drakon were still smoking when the banners of Ferelden were raised anew across the city.

 

For days, I walked through those streets—streets choked with rubble, the cries of the injured mingling with the shouts of masons and carpenters. Corpses were pulled from the ruins one by one, Grey Wardens and commoners alike, their faces locked in eternal defiance. I knew that sight too well. Too many cities across too many worlds bore the same scars.

 

But there was something here I could not name. A stubbornness woven into the stones. The Fereldans did not weep for long. They set their jaws, raised their hammers, and began to rebuild before the dust had even settled.

 

And so, when the day of the coronation arrived, the city was ready—not whole, not healed, but ready.

 

The Landsmeet Hall had been restored to as much splendor as could be mustered in so short a time. Orlesian silks draped the walls beside the tattered banners of Ferelden, a strange union of defiance and necessity. Nobles filled the chamber, their voices hushed, their finery stiff with formality. There was no mistaking the tension in the air.

 

At the front, upon the dais, the throne of Ferelden stood gleaming. It looked almost alien to me, a symbol of something both fragile and immense—the weight of a kingdom pressed into one gilded chair.

 

Alistair Theirin stood before it, dressed in ceremonial armor polished to a mirror’s shine. His shield was strapped across his back, though he had argued against it, muttering that it made him look like he was about to fight a darkspawn instead of rule a nation. His hair was neat for once, though the frown lines on his brow betrayed his unease.

 

Beside him stood Anora Mac Tir, regal in every movement. Where Alistair shifted and fidgeted, Anora stood with the calm confidence of one born to rule. Her gown was Ferelden-made, green and gold, her crown already waiting to be placed. Together, they were an image carefully crafted by necessity—a marriage of bloodlines and power, of compromise and survival.

 

Alistair had protested, of course. I had been there when he spoke to Aedan, railing against the idea of ruling, against the thought of binding himself to Anora. But when all was said and done, he had accepted. Not for himself, but for Ferelden. That was the kind of man he had become: unwilling, but resolute.

 

The ceremony began.

 

Heralds spoke, voices carrying the weight of centuries. They recited the history of the Theirin line, of Ferelden’s struggle against Orlais, of Maric’s rebellion and the freedom bought with blood. I caught Alistair rolling his eyes once, though he quickly straightened under Anora’s withering glance.

 

Envoys from across Thedas had gathered. From Orlais, dour-faced diplomats who offered congratulations that rang hollow, their eyes already calculating how this new Ferelden would fit into their games. From the Free Marches, merchants and minor lords who smelled opportunity more than duty. Even a delegation from the Circle of Magi had been permitted, their presence a silent reminder of the uneasy truce between mages and templars.

 

And then the moment came.

 

The crown was lifted—a simple band of gold, old, worn, but heavy with meaning. Alistair knelt, his voice low as the oaths were spoken. Anora’s hand lingered near his shoulder, steadying him with the grace of someone who knew exactly what was expected of her.

 

When the crown was placed upon his brow, the hall erupted in cheers. “Long live the King! Long live the Queen!”

 

Alistair’s smile was small, uncertain, but real. Anora’s, by contrast, was measured, perfect. Together they turned, raising hands to acknowledge their people, and for the first time in years, Ferelden had a united throne.

 

But for us—for the strange, broken, brilliant band who had fought together through blood and fire—the day was less about crowns and more about farewells.

 


 

The Companions

 

Sten was the first to leave.

 

He stood in the courtyard at dawn, the rising sun painting his armor bronze. His presence had always been immovable, like a mountain carved into the shape of a man, and now that stillness seemed heavier than ever.

 

“The Qun calls,” he said, nodding first to Aedan, then to me. His voice was as steady as always, without hesitation or regret. “I have seen this world’s chaos. I have learned what I must. Now I will return home, and I will bring order.”

 

He didn’t ask for thanks. He didn’t seek blessing or friendship. But when I stepped forward, he grasped my forearm with a warrior’s strength. His dark eyes held mine for a long moment—an unspoken recognition between fighters who had shared the crucible.

 

“You are a man of honor,” he said. Coming from Sten, I knew no higher praise existed.

 

And then he turned, broad shoulders cutting a path through the city gates, vanishing down the road without another word.

 

Wynne’s departure came with gentleness rather than thunder. She gathered us in the keep’s garden, her staff resting against the bench as she looked around at us like a mother committing her children to memory.

 

“There is rebuilding to be done,” she said softly. “Too much destruction, too many lives torn apart. The Circle has been scarred by this Blight as deeply as the land itself. If there is to be a future for mages, one not bound in fear, then we must begin shaping it now.”

 

Her gaze lingered on Alistair, now king, and then on Aedan, the Warden who had borne so much weight. Finally, her hand came to rest on my shoulder. The touch was warm, steadying. “You carry more than you admit, Zephyr. Do not forget that you are allowed to lay your burdens down, even for a time.”

 

I managed a nod, though the words caught in my throat.

 

She kissed Aedan’s cheek, whispering something only he could hear, and then gathered her staff. With a small smile, Wynne walked toward the Circle Tower, her back straight, her steps certain.

 

Oghren’s farewell was exactly what I expected—loud, messy, and soaked in ale.

 

We found him in the tavern, already several pints deep. He slammed a mug onto the table, foam spilling over the edge, and laughed so hard the rafters shook.

 

“I’m thinking of joining the Grey Wardens!” he bellowed, startling the barmaid. “Or maybe I’ll open a brewery. Or both! Bloody brilliant, eh?”

 

Aedan tried to keep a straight face but failed miserably, doubling over when Oghren clapped him on the back with such force he nearly toppled off his chair.

 

“Don’t miss me too much, laddie,” Oghren said, winking. “Just raise a pint to me whenever you’ve got one in hand. That’ll do.”

 

And with that, he raised his mug to us all, then drained it in one enormous gulp. I left him there, surrounded by laughter, knowing the Stone itself would remember his voice.

 

Leliana stood beside me at the gates before she departed, her pack slung across her shoulder, her lute strapped to her back. There was something wistful in her smile, a bard’s melancholy hidden beneath the bright curve of her lips.

 

“I may return to Orlais,” she said quietly. “Perhaps I will serve the Chantry again... or perhaps I will wander. There are always more songs to write, more stories to gather.”

 

“You’ve always been more than a bard,” I told her.

 

Her eyes softened. “And you’ve always been more than a warrior.”

 

The words struck deeper than I expected, tugging at wounds I thought long scarred. She leaned in, pressing a kiss to my cheek, then pulled back with that familiar twinkle of mischief in her eyes.

 

“Do not forget,” she said, “the Maker often works in strange ways.”

 

And then she was gone, walking toward the road that would take her across borders and into stories yet untold.

 

Zevran lingered the longest.

 

We stood near the garden path, the scent of roses hanging in the air, the fountain burbling softly behind us. He leaned against the stone wall, arms crossed, his amber eyes half-lidded but sharp.

 

“Not following me this time?” I asked, arching a brow.

 

His smirk curved lazily. “Tempting. Very tempting.”

 

“You’re free now. Free to do whatever you want.”

 

“Yes,” he said thoughtfully, tilting his head as if studying me like one of his contracts. “And yet… I wonder if what I want still includes you.”

 

That silenced me. For once, I had no words. The Warrior of Light, the man who had crossed worlds, stood struck dumb by an assassin’s offhand confession.

 

But Zevran didn’t press. He simply grinned, blew me a kiss, and strolled off down the path, his figure vanishing into the greenery. I couldn’t help but think I’d see him again. Men like Zevran never truly disappeared.

 

Morrigan stood by the fountain in the courtyard when I found her. The others had tried to catch her, but she had slipped away as she always did, leaving me to find her alone.

 

Her eyes were distant, already fixed on horizons none of us could see.

 

“You’re leaving,” I said.

 

“Yes.”

 

“You’re not even going to say goodbye to Aedan?”

 

She hesitated, just for a heartbeat, then shook her head. “He knows.”

 

When her gaze turned to me, it was softer than I had expected. “Thank you, Zephyr… for returning with me to my mother. For everything.”

 

I frowned. “What will you do now?”

 

“I will raise my child.”

 

The words froze me. “What?”

 

But Morrigan had already turned, her dark silhouette framed against the sunlight. She vanished through the archway without another word, leaving only questions in her wake.

 

And so, one by one, they left.

 

The courtyard grew emptier with each farewell, the echoes of laughter and argument fading into silence. Only Aedan and I remained in the garden, two Wardens staring into a future neither of us had expected to survive.

 

That was when I heard the bark.

 

From behind the keep came a pup—clumsy, oversized paws thudding against the stones, ears far too large for his head. A mabari, its coat a deep chestnut, eyes bright with curiosity. It bounded straight to Aedan, yipping happily, tail wagging like a banner in the wind.

 

Aedan knelt, scratching behind its ears. “Found him yesterday. The kennel master said he was too stubborn to be trained. Thought I’d give it a try.”

 

The pup licked his cheek, and for the first time in weeks, I saw Aedan’s face break into unguarded laughter.

 

“What will you name him?” I asked.

 

He grinned, rubbing the pup’s head. “Haven’t decided yet. But I’ll figure it out. We’ll figure it out together.”

 

The mabari barked again, as if to agree.

 

Watching them, I felt something I hadn’t since crossing into this world: hope. Fragile, uncertain, but real. The Blight was over. The Wardens remained. Life went on.

 

And though the road ahead was still veiled in shadow, for this moment, at least, there was light.

 


 

The Return of Fergus Cousland

 

Later that day, as dusk settled on the city, the sound of celebration still drifted faintly through Denerim’s streets. Minstrels sang of the Blight’s end. Bells rang in the Chantry towers. Yet here in the palace gardens, all was quiet save for the rustle of banners in the evening breeze.

 

Aedan stood alone at the edge of the courtyard, looking out over the walls. The banners of Ferelden’s golden lion stirred gently in the twilight, their edges frayed from war but still flying. His posture was weary, the weight of command stripped from his shoulders now that the fighting was done.

 

I approached, my boots crunching lightly over the gravel path. I meant to say something—some word of farewell, perhaps, or comfort. But I stopped short when another figure emerged from the archway.

 

Tall, broad-shouldered, carrying the scars of battle but alive.

 

Fergus Cousland.

 

For a heartbeat, the world seemed to still.

 

His voice cracked as he spoke. “Aedan.”

 

Aedan turned. At first, he simply stared, as though his mind could not reconcile what his eyes saw. His lips parted soundlessly. Then the disbelief shattered, replaced with something raw and overwhelming.

 

“Fergus.”

 

The name carried both grief and joy.

 

And then they closed the distance in an instant, arms wrapping around each other with the kind of embrace that speaks of both years lost and years regained. Aedan clutched his brother as if afraid he would vanish again, as if this were some cruel illusion conjured by the Fade. Fergus held him just as tightly, his jaw trembling as he muttered words too soft for me to hear.

 

I turned away, letting my gaze drift to the horizon. This was not my moment. This was theirs.

 

Still, I listened.

 

“I thought you were dead,” Aedan whispered.

 

“And I you,” Fergus replied, his voice rough with unspent grief. “They told me… they told me everyone was gone.”

 

Aedan shook his head fiercely, pulling back just enough to look him in the eye. “Not everyone.”

 

There was silence then, heavy but not empty. The silence of two men who had lost a world, only to find a single piece of it still intact.

 

I let out a slow breath I hadn’t realized I was holding.

 

In Eorzea, I had lost brothers. Haurchefant, who stood with me in the snow of Ishgard. Ardbert, who fought beside me, another piece of my ever enigmatic soul. And so many more whose names still haunted my nights. Watching Aedan and Fergus, I felt that old wound ache fresh. I would never again clasp their hands, never again hear their laughter.

 

But Aedan… Aedan was granted this mercy.

 

After everything—the fall of Highever, the betrayal, the endless march of darkspawn—his family was not wholly lost. Some fragments of the old world still remained. And they mattered.

 

The mabari pup barked suddenly, bounding into view from behind the hedges. It leapt at Fergus, who caught it in surprise, laughing through his tears as it licked his face. Aedan laughed too, for the first time in what felt like months, and the sound carried across the courtyard like sunlight breaking through storm clouds.

 

I allowed myself a small smile.

 

The Blight was ended. The Wardens had prevailed. And though scars would remain, Ferelden’s future would not be built on ashes alone.

 

I stepped back, letting the brothers share the moment without witness. The lion banners snapped once in the wind, proud and unbroken, and I thought—perhaps—for all the ruin left behind, there was still hope yet for this world.

 


 

The battlements of Fort Drakon were quiet now.

Not silent—never silent. The city below still groaned with the aftermath of war: fires sputtering in the lower wards, cries of the wounded carried by the wind, the clash of armored boots as the last remnants of darkspawn were hunted down in the streets.

 

But up here, above it all, the world seemed strangely still.

 

I leaned against the cold stone, Shadowbringer propped beside me, its blade blacker than the void. The stars were sharp, remote pinpricks, indifferent to victory or loss.

 

“We did it.”

 

The voice came low, almost reverent. Umbriel.

 

I let out a breath I hadn’t realized I’d been holding. “Finally decided to speak again?” My tone was lighter than I felt, but the smirk tugged at my lips all the same. “I was worried you’d vanished for good.”

 

Umbriel’s presence stirred like smoke curling through my mind. His shape was vague, always a half-shadow of myself, but his voice carried with it the weight of a mirror that knew me better than I liked.

 

“I thought you needed silence. Not every wound needs a blade. Some require stillness.”

 

“Stillness,” I repeated, almost scoffing. “In the middle of war?”

 

“You’ve never learned how to rest, Zephyr,” Umbriel said softly. “Even now—victory in your grasp, the Archdemon destroyed—you stand here waiting for another enemy.”

 

I shifted, glancing out across Denerim. “Because there will be one. There always is.”

 

Umbriel chuckled darkly. “Ah, ever the dutiful knight. Even in a world not your own.”

 

His words cut deeper than I expected. I frowned, resting my hands on the stone ledge. “Don’t start. I made a promise. Aedan, Alistair, Morrigan, Leliana… all of them. I swore I’d fight beside them until this Blight ended. And I did.”

 

“Yes,” Umbriel murmured, voice like iron scraping against itself. “But the Blight ends. The Wardens scatter. We fade into the shadows again. And then what?”

 

The question lingered, heavier than armor. I had asked myself the same thing.

 

The rift that had brought me here was sealed, its light and fury swallowed by silence. Eorzea felt like a dream already fading, and Thedas—strange, broken Thedas—was sharp and real beneath my feet.

 

“I don’t know,” I admitted at last. “But maybe… maybe going back isn’t the point anymore.”

 

Umbriel stirred. “So you would stay.”

 

“Yes.” I said it simply, without hesitation. “I made a promise to help them. And they still need me. I’ll stay… until the end.”

 

The shade tilted his head, regarding me with those same ice-blue eyes that were mine and not mine. “You would exchange one burden for another. From savior of one world to warden of another. Tell me, Zephyr—when will you rest? When will you fight for yourself?”

 

I thought of Haurchefant, of Edmont, of Ishgard’s cold skies. I thought of Hydaelyn’s gift and Zenos’s endless hunger. I thought of the Scions, their laughter and tears, and of the blade I could never set down.

 

And I thought of Thedas—the mud, the politics, the endless pain—and of the people who had stood beside me without faltering.

 

“I don’t need rest,” I said finally, my voice low but steady. “I need purpose. And for now, this is enough.”

 

Umbriel was quiet for a long time. Then, unexpectedly, he laughed—not cruel, not mocking, but warm, like distant thunder.

 

“Very well. If purpose is what you crave, then purpose you shall have. But remember this: you do not walk alone. Not anymore. This world will shape you as surely as the last, and when the time comes to choose… I will be there. Waiting.”

 

The stars wheeled overhead, cold and eternal. Somewhere far below, the Grey Wardens were gathering, preparing to scatter into the shadows once more. Somewhere, Morrigan moved like a raven in the night, her secrets already setting the next tale into motion.

 

And me?

 

I stood with a sword forged of shadow and light, a promise bound in blood, and a darkness that was mine to master.

 

I wasn’t home. Maybe I never would be.

 

But as the wind whipped across the battlements, carrying the scent of fire and steel, I found myself whispering the words aloud:

 

“No regrets.”

 

Umbriel said nothing more. But his silence felt like assent.

 

And together, we watched the stars, waiting for whatever came next.

 


 

The halls of the royal palace in Denerim were quieter now.

 

The banners had stopped waving so high. The last of the war drums had long been silenced. And for once, Ferelden wasn’t gasping for breath—it was standing.

 

I stood beside Aedan in the solar chamber overlooking the courtyard, the same one where we had stood when the Blight began. The people below still cheered Alistair’s name—King Alistair Theirin—though the man himself was pacing behind us, trying his best not to fume openly.

 

“I still don’t agree with your decision,” Alistair finally said, stopping beside us. His voice was tight but not angry. Not anymore. “But… I suppose I understand it.”

 

Aedan turned to him. “He’s helping now. That has to count for something.”

 

Alistair didn’t reply immediately. Then he offered something unexpected.

 

“Which is why I want you at court.”

 

Aedan blinked. “What?”

 

“I need someone I trust,” Alistair said plainly. “Someone who won’t feed me flattery or political nonsense. You’re the only one I know who has the guts to tell me when I’m being stupid… and enough brains to explain why.”

 

Aedan chuckled. “You’re not asking me to be your Hand, are you?”

 

“Maker no,” Alistair said, horrified. “I’m not that desperate. Advisor. Nothing more. And help me rebuild the Wardens in Ferelden. The order is all but gone here—we need Orlesian support. And someone to lead the charge.”

 

Aedan looked to me, then back at him. “Alright,” he said finally. “For now.”

 

I was happy for him. Truly. But that only made the ache in my chest worse.

 


 

The water in the garden pool was still.

Too still.

 

It reminded me of the waters in Elpis—glass-clear, endless. But when I looked down now, I didn’t see Hydaelyn’s light or Etheirys’s sky. Only a stranger staring back, armored in shadows, his eyes like frozen rivers.

 

That was when I heard the footsteps. Heavy, deliberate. Not the stride of a noble or a general, but the measured tread of a soldier who had carried weight for too long.

 

Loghain Mac Tir.

 

He looked older than when I first saw him on the field. Not in the lines of his face, but in the way his shoulders set, the way his breath carried. The burden of guilt hadn’t left him—it never would—but it had shifted. Transformed.

 

“I thought I’d find you here,” he said, folding his arms. “You look like a man trying to decide if he should walk away… or dig a grave.”

 

I didn’t turn immediately. My reflection lingered a moment longer, then I muttered, “Maybe both.”

 

He gave a grunt that wasn’t quite a laugh. “I know the feeling.”

 

That made me glance back at him. “You’re… surprisingly self-aware.”

 

One corner of his mouth twitched, almost a smile. “Being surrounded by people who saved the world tends to humble you.”

 

I smirked, but it faded quickly. “You’re leaving, aren’t you?”

 

His eyes met mine, steady. “I am. To Weisshaupt. The Wardens will want a full report, and… I need to finally understand what it means to be one of them. Not just as penance. As a calling.”

 

There was a silence between us then, not uncomfortable but weighted, like a blade waiting to fall.

 

“Come with me,” he said at last.

 

I blinked. “What?”

 

“You heard me.” He stepped closer, resting a hand on the hilt of his sword—not threatening, just grounding himself. “I know you’re not a Warden. But you fought beside us. You understand things most of them won’t. You’ve seen how fragile we are—Ferelden, the Wardens, all of it. Your perspective matters.”

 

He hesitated, and for the first time I saw not the general of Ostagar or the traitor of Denerim, but the man beneath. A man stripped of everything but his will.

 

“And… you deserve to see it,” he added quietly. “What this order truly is. If they’ll take me, after everything I’ve done, they’ll let you visit.”

 

I studied him. A week ago, he’d been an enemy. A man I swore I’d cut down if the chance came. His choices had nearly destroyed Ferelden, cost Duncan his life, condemned a thousand men to die at Ostagar.

 

And yet—here he stood. Scarred, but unbroken. Redeemed not by forgiveness, but by action. By walking into the dark with us and never flinching.

 

“Why me?” I asked finally.

 

“Because you carry yourself like one of us,” he said. “Even without the Joining. You fight like a man with nothing left to lose, and yet… you keep fighting. That’s the Grey Wardens in truth.”

 

I let out a slow breath. “You’re giving me too much credit.”

 

He shook his head. “No. If anything, not enough.”

 

I looked back into the water. My reflection wavered, Shadowbringer’s edge glinting like obsidian lightning. I thought of Ishgard, of Haurchefant’s smile and Edmont’s grief. Of the Scions, scattered and unreachable. Of Umbriel’s voice whispering of purpose and rest.

 

I thought of Weisshaupt. Supposedly it's a fortress at the heart of the Anderfels, holding secrets the Wardens didn’t share even with kings.

 

“You trust me,” I said slowly.

 

Loghain’s expression hardened, but his voice was steady. “I trust what I’ve seen. And I’ve seen you stand your ground against death itself. That’s enough for me.”

 

For the first time, I believed him.

 

I chuckled, shaking my head. “Not long ago, I wanted to put my sword through your chest.”

 

“Not long ago, I would’ve welcomed it,” he said dryly. Then, more serious: “Strange, isn’t it? How quickly war forges bonds we never imagined.”

 

“Strange,” I agreed.

 

We stood there a while longer, watching the pool ripple in the evening breeze. Two men who should’ve been enemies, bound instead by the simple fact that both of us had chosen to keep walking when it would’ve been easier to fall.

 

Finally, I straightened. “I’ll think about it. Weisshaupt.”

 

He gave a curt nod. “That’s all I ask.”

 

Then he turned, heading back toward the gates. But before he passed from view, he paused.

 

“Zephyr,” he said without looking back. “Whatever else happens… you have my respect. Few earn it. Fewer keep it. But you… you’ve earned it.”

 

The words stayed with me long after he was gone.

 

I looked into the pool once more, but the reflection had changed. Not a stranger this time, but a man who finally, perhaps, had a place in this world.

 


 

A New Journey

 

The next morning, the throne room was quieter than it had been on coronation day, but not by much.

 

The banners of Ferelden still hung proudly, sunlight catching on their gold-threaded edges. Nobles lingered in their finery, guards stood at attention in polished mail, and advisors whispered at the margins of the hall. The Blight might have been ended, but the kingdom was not yet whole, and all eyes were fixed on those who had pulled it back from the brink.

 

Alistair sat on the throne—awkward, still half in disbelief that he belonged there. His armor had been polished to a mirror’s sheen, the half-regalia draped over his shoulders more symbolic than comfortable. Beside him, Aedan stood like a shadow—no throne, no crown, just a Warden’s bearing. The difference between them was stark, yet somehow, it worked. Ferelden needed both: the crown and the sword at its side.

 

Loghain and I stepped forward together, the echo of our boots carrying across the chamber.

 

“We’ll be gone for some time,” Loghain said, his voice steady. “But when I return, Ferelden will have a stronger Warden presence than it has had in years.”

 

A ripple of unease ran through the court. Even now, even after the Archdemon’s fall, Loghain’s presence stirred whispers. To some, he was still the traitor of Ostagar. To others, the man who had stood against the Archdemon and survived. History would not be kind to him—but perhaps the future could.

 

Alistair said nothing at first. He stared at the man who had once abandoned him on the battlefield, who had nearly condemned Ferelden to ruin. The silence stretched until it seemed the room itself held its breath.

 

Then he rose from the throne, descended the steps, and stood face-to-face with Loghain.

 

“This doesn’t make us friends,” he said, voice low enough that only those closest could hear. “But maybe… it’s a start.”

 

And then, slowly, he held out his hand.

 

Loghain regarded it for a long moment, the weight of pride and regret etched deep in his face. At last, he took it. Their handshake was not warm, not forgiving, but it was firm. A truce. The beginning of something neither man could name yet.

 

Aedan stepped forward next. His smile was faint, tired, but genuine as he gripped my arm in the warrior’s clasp. “Try not to get into too much trouble without me.”

 

I huffed a quiet laugh. “No promises.”

 

He shook his head. “Didn’t think so.”

 

Then Anora moved. She had stood apart until now, watching everything with that calculating gaze she never let slip. But when she reached her father, she said nothing. No speeches. No accusations. No forgiveness. She simply leaned in and pressed a kiss to his cheek.

 

Loghain froze, every muscle taut as if preparing for a blow. But her lips brushed his skin, soft, fleeting, and then she pulled back. Her face remained unreadable, but I saw his hand tighten at his side, the smallest crack in his armor.

 

They didn’t embrace. They didn’t speak. But it was enough.

 

And then, without further ceremony, we left.

 

No procession trailed us. No trumpets heralded our departure. Just two figures stepping out of the grand hall, our shadows stretching long in the morning light. Behind us, Ferelden’s new king and queen would argue, decide, and rule. Aedan would hold the Wardens steady here. Anora would weave her politics. Alistair would bear the crown.

 

And ahead of us? Months of travel, across fields still scarred by darkspawn, through villages rebuilding stone by stone. Northward, toward Weisshaupt.

 

As Denerim’s spires faded behind us, the air grew fresher, less burdened by smoke and steel. The road unfurled like an unrolled map, endless possibilities marked by nothing more than the rising sun.

 

Loghain marched beside me, silent but steady. A man with purpose, not just penance.

 

I touched the hilt of Shadowbringer where it rose above my shoulder. The blade still hummed faintly, a reminder of the Archdemon’s death, of power that did not belong to this world. The rift that had brought me here was sealed, Etheirys was beyond my reach, and my heart had stopped expecting a way back.

 

The story wasn’t done. Not for Aedan. Not for Ferelden. And certainly not for me.

 

Thedas was my battlefield now.

 

And the road stretched ever onward.