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When Till got an invite to a party at Hyuna’s house he was shocked, it’s not like they weren’t somewhat friends you could say it was a shocker for till since most of everyone would assume him to be a downer.
He sat there, against the wall, with a cup of a soda he picked at random and a mix of beer he had barely taken more than a sip despite being there for maybe 10-20 minutes? He wasn’t sure to be honest.
As Till was thinking to himself whether or not it was worth it to stay, he heard his name being called. he looked up from the cup in his hands to see Mizi waving and walking over, Till always had a slight crush on Mizi though it was dwindling away most recently but she never failed to lift his spirits with just her smile at times, she was such a positive person oppose to Till.
“O-Oh hey Mizi.. you got invited too haha?.” Mizi just blinked at Till’s nervous laughter
“Hah yeah me and Hyuna are pretty close! I’m surprised you’re here I barely see you outside of class it’s so nice to see that you’re here now!” Till looked away in embarrassment at the mention of him not being outgoing, mumbling something about never being invited anyways.
“But anyways how have you been?” Mizi asked Till we cheerful as ever, as Till opened his mouth to respond they both heard a voice, someone was calling Mizi “I’ll be right back haha” she laughed before going towards the voice, Till nervously looked around and took another sip of his drink, thinking to himself it’d be better to get less sober sparing himself the embarrassment of idle conversation.
As soon as Mizi left she was back, “I’m back! Anyways I was wondering if you’d like to join me and some others in a game” thinking about it for just a second.. how bad could it be? Till nodded approvingly walking with mizi as she grabbed him by his wrist in a quick gesture. They walked upstairs, Mizi more hurriedly than till who she practically dragged behind her into another living room, Till looked around to see a few familiar faces. Sua, Acorn, Ivan, and about 4 upperclassmen including Hyuna. As everyone was introducing himself Till took another large sip of his drink almost finishing it. He looked around more to see Ivan staring at him for just a moment, pretty weird he thought to himself even tho they were somewhat close friends not hanging out much more recently due to different social groups as well as Ivan being such a jock.
As everyone sat down in a circle though some people like Sua had sat down on the couch, Till sat down with everyone else besides his friend Ivan and Mizi plopped down beside them looking at Sua with puppy eyes to get her to sit near them. Sua, who till always was alienated with, sat between Till and Mizi side eyeing Till a little bit, which he was oblivious to.
Till spaced out a little thinking about what game they would play unknowingly he also spaced out for a few minutes getting lost in thought. As Till was lost in his mind Hyuna excitedly announced they’d be playing 7 minutes in heaven clasping her hands together in excitement, “now who wants to go first?” as she looked around at everyone, Ivan caught her eye, she decided quickly “how about you Ivan?” Ivan laughed nonchalantly his expression was almost practically non-changing “Sure why not” Ivan just smiled as Hyuna handed him an empty beer bottle to use as a spinning wheel. As Ivan span the bottle he looked to his side at Till, he hoped it landed on him, almost praying it did. Ivan had a huge almost obsessive crush on Till, which most everyone here BUT Till was aware of, it’s not like he was hiding it or wanted to hide it either.
Thankfully so his prayers were answered, the bottle ended up facing Till, Ivan smiled smugly to himself for a second, before facing till as everyone did too, Till looked around unaware of why all eyes were on him before looking down at the bottle as Hyuna said “Ivan and Till are first up” she giggled, Till who was almost drunk anxiously laughed before being shoved in the closet by Mizi who laughed cheerfully. As Till and Ivan were locked in the closet by the others Ivan sat against the wall, it wasn’t a tight space but not big enough to sit comfortably in really and it was dark which added to Till’s growing anxiety he started wishing he’d have drunk more before going into this.
Till messed with his nails, his already chipped nail polish messing up some more, Ivan looked at Till, this was the best thing possible to happen and yet he wasn’t sure how to go about this.. he couldn’t just ask his friend to make out with him, what if till said no? But then he also thought to himself what it he didn’t say no? Before Ivan could think about it some more till attempted to break the ice. “S-So..” Till stuttered, just now looking up at Ivan not sure what to say mumbling something incoherent, Ivan looked down at Till finally speaking, “I didn’t know you’d be coming to this party” he chuckled a little “I didn’t even know you liked going to parties”, he smiled coyly. “Yeah.. I don’t really get invited much anyway.. bbut it’s not like i mind really” he stumbled over his words pausing in the middle of his sentence. Ivan looked at till some more, making eye contact before finally deciding what his next move was. “Do you wanna make out?” Ivan asked bluntly, “What..” Till said in disbelief at Ivan’s sudden suggestion. Till was taken aback, Ivan came closer to till, leaning towards him, “I mean.. we’ll be locked in here for a little bit, so why not experiment a little?” Till blushed at Ivan’s abrupt change in attitude, he always knew Ivan to be a confident person but this was all so sudden to till he looked up at Ivan his mouth agape, Ivan blushed so hard his face turned pinkish, he kept this act up placing his hand on Till’s face and his other keeping till pinned to the wall.
Till’s heart started pounding, he’d never made out with someone, barely even kissed anyone besides his friend as practice
so long ago, it was messy and awkward and made till unsure if he even wanted to kiss someone again, but Ivan? Ivan was one of Till’s closest friends despite not hanging out a lot recently they were still close in Till’s eyes, why would Ivan of all people wanna make out with him? The thought of it made Till blush more, Ivan on the other hand couldn’t handle the anticipation, “I’m gonna kiss you.. okay?” Ivan spoke, his voice low. Till just looked at Ivan like a deer in headlights, The way he looked at Ivan made Ivan’s heart flutter a bit, he liked the cute, oblivious side of Till. Ivan grabbed the grey haired boy’s face bringing it closer to his own before kissing him, it was all so sudden to Till he clenched his fists, he surprisingly
comfortable with it, Ivan wanted this more than anything else, he pulled back only to ask Till to open his mouth which Till obliged to, despite his shock he just decided to let ivan take the lead, going with the flow if anything. Ivan brought his hand down from till’s jaw lower onto his neck before biting the others lip, getting a loud whimper out of till, before going back in. It took a second for Till to pull back, “Hey.. w-wait, give me a second to breathe..” in response to this Ivan just went lower, kissing Tills neck, he moved tills shirt down past his shoulders before going down to his shoulder before biting down softly, getting a shocked gasp out of Till, he bit his lip harder scared what ivan might do next.
Unbeknownst to Till, Ivan pulled back, he stared at till for a moment. Till winced as he looked away from the other, Ivan grabbed his Till’s hand suddenly bringing it lower, Till really hoped that he wasn’t doing what he thinks he’s doing looking down to see ever so slightly, to till’s despair Ivan was holding the others hand to his growing erection. Kissing was already a lot for till, this was too much for him already, he couldn’t bare the thought that Ivan was way too into this,
“S-Slow down Ivan— isn’t this a little.. much” Till pulled his hand away from Ivan’s crotch, trying his hardest to look away from Ivan. It took him a moment but Ivan did think this might’ve went too far, “Sorry.. You’re right hah let’s stopped for now” Ivan chuckled a bit, fixing Till’s collar and taking a step back “Didn’t mean for it to go that far” he continued to chuckle. “Well the 7 minutes are probably up anyways” Ivan said stonefaced before forcing the closets door open with one hand, his other fist clenched tightly. Till was taken aback by how quick Ivan was to stop, he didn’t think it would be that easy, he walked out the closet after Ivan the realization finally sat in when he found everyones eyes on him and his bleeding lip. Ivan had went down stairs presumably to get a drink, it was still early in the night but it felt like hours had passed in the closet, he decided it was time to go.
Till waved shyly to everyone saying he had en emergency and had to go home, it felt like everyone was staring at him, he felt like everyone knew what had just happened which made him so anxious he could throw up, which the thought of if actually made him sick so he hurriedly left, heading home.
As he walked he found himself wondering what would’ve happened if he didnt stop Ivan, he found himself wanting more, the thought of it made him more worried and wondering if he drank too much.