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1. To Love Me is To Suffer Me by ingydar16

   Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   31 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Harry Du Bois/Kim Kitsuragi
   • Harry Du Bois & Jean Vicquemare
   • Kim Kitsuragi & Jean Vicquemare
   • Harry Du Bois
   • Kim Kitsuragi
   • Judit Minot
   • Jean Vicquemare
   • Trant Heidelstam
   • Original Characters
   • Members of Precinct 41 (Disco Elysium)
   • Slow Burn
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Case Fic
   • Past Relationship(s)
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • Sexual Tension
   • Mutual Pining
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • POV Harry Du Bois
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Angst
   • Homophobic Dolores Dei
   • (I promise this is necessary)
   • no beta we die like lely
   • pre-Martinaise Harry haunts the narrative

   Summary

   Four days to solve a murder, three men who are incompetent at sharing their feelings, two love confessions, and one detective who can't seem to stay dead.

   C-Wing has some growing pains in the wake of Martinaise. Will they splinter or strengthen under the pressure?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   13,182

   Chapters:

   3/?

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