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1. You Remind Me of What I Really Am by dornessiti

   Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds/John Walker (Marvel)
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • John Walker (Marvel)
   • Yelena Belova
   • Alexei Shostakov
   • Ava Starr
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • The Void | Dark Sentry (Marvel)
   • very brief Olivia Walker mention
   • Under-negotiated Kink
   • BDSM
   • Top Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • Bottom John Walker (Marvel)
   • Trans Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • Trans John Walker (Marvel)
   • t4t
   • Monsterfucking | Teratophilia
   • (because the void counts)
   • Oral Sex
   • Restraints
   • Degradation
   • Degradation Kink
   • Verbal Degradation
   • the theme of this fic is shame and self-hatred baby
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • canon typical trauma
   • canon typical ptsd
   • John F Walker was in the military yall that man is UNWELL
   • Spanking
   • Dark fic
   • Rough Sex
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Multiple Orgasms
   • vague overstimulation
   • possibly a hopeful ending
   • Dirty Talk
   • Strap-Ons
   • Fingers in Mouth
   • sucking strap
   • Biting
   • Veeeeeery Light Blood Kink
   • Dom Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • Sub John Walker (Marvel)
   • John Walker Being an Asshole (Marvel)
   • Thunderbolts Team Members Live in the Watchtower | New Avengers Tower (Marvel)
   • Hate Sex
   • enemies to enemies with benefits
   • Gender Dysphoria
   • Sensory Deprivation
   • Masturbation
   • i might be forgetting a few tags my bad yall
   • Trans Male Character
   • Mildly Dubious Consent
   • not really because they both want to be doing this but the communication is BAD

   Summary

   John Walker has never recovered from the trauma of his past, and he's never found a reason to, which makes dreaming about the Void a very dangerous thing.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Dark Trans Voidwalker

   Language:

   English

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