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Mike wakes to silence.
Not ordinary silence — not the soft quiet of early morning or the distant hush of wind over the fence.
Reaping Day silence.
The realization settles in his chest before his eyes even open, a heavy certainty that presses against his ribs from the inside out. For a moment he lies perfectly still beneath the thin blanket, counting his breaths the way Nancy taught him to do when panic tries to take root.
In for four.
Hold.
Out for four.
It doesn’t help.
Across the bed, Holly sleeps. The house has more than enough space for all of them, but Holly refuses to sleep alone on nights like this. Mike never tells her that he’s grateful.
She’s curled tightly around her pillow, blanket tangled around her legs. One small hand is clenched like she fell asleep gripping something that wasn’t there.
Mike sits up slowly.
He watches her breathe.
He always does on mornings when the world feels dark. Counts the rise and fall of her chest. Memorizes the rhythm. Like he can force it into permanent existence through memorization.
Outside, the Victor’s Village stands unnaturally pristine in the early gray light. Identical houses sit in careful rows, clean and silent, windows reflecting a sky that is never fully bright. The Capitol built these homes as a reward. As a reward for survival.
Mike learned that from Nancy.
Holly’s eyes open suddenly, pulled from sleep by fear.
“Mike?”
“I’m here.”
She pushes herself upright immediately, blanket clutched around her shoulders. Fear sits plainly in her expression — no attempt to hide it.
“It’s today.”
He nods once. Calm. Measured. The version of himself she needs.
“Yeah.”
She crawls across the small space between them and presses against his shoulder, legs dangling over the bed next to Mike's. He strokes her hair automatically, resting his chin against the top of her head.
“What if one of us gets picked?” she whispers.
“That wont happen.”
He doesn’t say it to comfort her. He says it because it is true. Because it has to be.
From downstairs comes the faint sound of movement — footsteps paced slowly across polished floorboards.
Nancy must have been awake for hours.
Their mother helps Holly dress, Mike steadying her hands when buttons refuse to cooperate. Holly wears a pale blue dress with matching bows in the two blonde pigtails going down her back. Her mary-janes click-clacking against the wooden floor.
Mike wears a similar pale blue button up shirt, and a pair of grey dress pants.
When they step into the hallway, the house feels too large. Far from what life used to be like.
—
Nancy stands in the kitchen, posture straight, expression composed, a coffee mug cradled in both hands though the steam has long since faded. She looks exactly the way the Capitol expects her to look — controlled, elegant, untouchable.
But Mike sees the details others don’t.
The tension in her shoulders.
The way her eyes track food and water automatically.
The precise distance she maintains from windows.
She looks first to Holly. Then to Mike.
“Eat,” she says gently, sliding eggs and toast across the table.
They obey because she asks them to.
For a while, the only sounds are small ones — the scrape of a chair leg, the faint clink of ceramic, the quiet breathing of people who are afraid to speak.
Nancy sets two small gold pins on the table between them. A sparrow for Holly, and a falcon for Mike.
“For luck?” Holly asks.
Nancy’s smile is soft but deliberate. “For luck.” she reaffirms.
Mike meets her gaze.
Survive if you can.
But don’t let them take who you are.
They leave the house together.
Like a normal family.
—
The path from Victor’s Village to the district square cuts through trimmed hedges and bright flowers planted by hands that never had to watch a Reaping happen to their people. Capitol beauty flourishes through rows upon rows of them. And the dead children of the districts, Mike supposes.
At the boundary gate, Nancy stops.
She kneels in front of Holly, clipping the sparrow pin in place with steady hands.
“Stand still. It will be over quickly, I promise.”
Holly nods quickly.
Nancy stands and turns to Mike.
“You don’t cry, no matter what. Be brave, okay?” she says quietly.
He understands.
Crying means weakness.
Weakness kills.
She hugs both of them tightly, and walks away.
Mike will not be weak.
—
The square is already full.
Rows of children stand separated by age. Peacekeepers line the perimeter. The stage rises at the front, draped in colors too bright for District 12.
Mike finds Will without trying.
Will stands among the sixteen-year-olds boys, hands clasped tightly, bangs falling into his eyes.
They stand beside eachother now, and their eyes meet.
Something wordless passes between them — recognition, gravity, familiarity shaped by years of shared silence.
Mike looks away first.
The ceremony begins.
Speeches blur.
The anthem plays.
Names wait inside the glass bowl.
The sun climbs the sky.
Then—
“Holly Wheeler.”
The world fractures.
Holly is already moving.
But so is Mike.
“I volunteer!”
The words tear free before he can catch them.
“I volunteer as tribute!”
He runs to where she was about to climb the stage.
Holly’s sobs break the silence as he grips her shoulders, grounding her in the promise he made at dawn.
“You’re safe,” he whispers. “I’ve got you.”
Peacekeepers separate them harshly.
Mike rises and moves towards the stage, and moves to his spot as district 12's first tribute.
Nancy stands behind the mayor. When their eyes meet, her composure cracks for one heartbeat.
She nods once.
Then, the second name is drawn.
“William Amber Byers.”
The morning tilts again.
Mike thought of Will's name poem. Of his song, his name. His life.
'O where ha’e ye been, Lord William?'
A woman, more than likely Joyce Byers, screams.
Mike spots Jonathan standing frozen by their mother. Tears already spilling.
Hes too old to do what Mike did for Holly. He cannot save Will.
Will steps forward, pale but steady. He meets Mike’s eyes and gives a small, almost apologetic smile.
They now stand side by side.
Mike swallows.
The anthem rises.
Nancy stands perfectly still.
Mike faces forward.
—
The Justice Building smells faintly of floor polish from recent cleaning.
They are separated immediately.
Mike is led into a room with tall windows and too much space. A single coffee table. A single velvet couch. Minimal decoration.
Time stretches.
Then the door opens.
Holly runs into his arms so hard he nearly loses balance. She wraps her arms around his shoulders like she did back when she was little.
She’s crying openly now.
“You didn’t have to do that,” she says into his shirt.
“I did,” he answers softly.
She grips him tighter. “You have to come back.”
He pulls her hands downward to his, and squeezes. “I'll try. Promise.”
Its the only promise he can honestly give.
Their parents enter momentarily. Their mother’s hands tremble when she hugs him. Their father’s voice fails him entirely in the same way it did when Nancy was chosen. They hold him as if memorizing him.
Then they leave.
The room empties again.
The door opens once more.
Nancy enters alone.
For a moment, neither of them moves.
Then she crosses the room and pulls him into a fierce embrace — not victor to tribute, but sister to brother.
“You listen to me,” she says quietly. “You will watch everything. You will trust nobody. You will survive.”
He nods against her shoulder.
She pulls back, studying him.
Her gaze shifts toward the door.
When it opens again, a Peacekeeper steps inside.
He looks surprised to see Nancy. Then nervous. Then uncertain.
Nancy regards him with sharp, measuring eyes — not unkind, just precise.
She presses something onto Mike’s shirt — the gold falcon pin.
“Remember who you are,” she whispers.
Then she leaves.
Mike is alone.
The door opens again.
Mike expects another Peacekeeper.
Instead, Dustin barrels into him.
The impact nearly knocks the breath from his lungs.
“You idiot,” Dustin says, voice cracking, arms locked tightly around Mike’s back. “You absolute idiot.”
Mike hugs him back.
Lucas follows more slowly, but when he reaches them he grips Mike’s shoulder with a firmness that says everything he can’t quite speak.
“You didn’t even think,” Lucas says quietly.
Mike shakes his head. “There wasn’t time to.”
Max stands near the doorway, arms folded tight across her red dress. Her expression is carefully neutral, but her eyes are bright and furious and puffy from tears all at once.
“That was stupid,” she says.
Mike smiles faintly. “Yeah.”
She steps forward then, fast and sudden, and pulls him into a brief, fierce hug.
“Come back,” she mutters against his shoulder. “I'm not dealing with them without you.”
He nods into her hair. “I’ll try.”
Jane is the last to approach. They likely just came from Will, because her eyes are red and wet with tears, similarly to Max.
She doesn’t rush. Doesn’t speak immediately. She simply steps wraps her arms around him.
For a moment, she studies his face like she’s memorizing it.
“You are not alone,” she says softly.
Mike squeezes her gently.
“Neither is Will.” He says.
Silence settles — heavy, crowded with things none of them know how to say.
Dustin steps back first, wiping his eyes quickly and failing to pretend otherwise.
“We’ll watch every broadcast,” he says. “We’ll know every move you make. So don’t do anything dumb.”
Max laughs through her tears faintly. “That’s impossible.”
Lucas nods once. “Stay alive. Okay?”
The Peacekeeper says its time to go from the doorway.
Time.
Dustin hugs him again — too tight, too fast. Lucas grips his shoulder once more. Max bumps her forehead briefly against his. Jane touches his arm lightly, grounding him.
Then they’re gone.
The room feels larger afterward.
When the door opens again to take him to the train, he walks forward carrying every promise they couldn’t say aloud.