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How did he not see this coming in the first place? Was he that expendable to them? Did he not matter in the first place? What had he done to deserve this? After everything they've been through this is the end for them? Of course, he isn't worth it anyway he wasn't worth running away from this god-awful place. Maybe they didn't love him in the first place. The bitterness in his stomach is growing even more than back when he was alive. Things have changed now he has seen the worst parts of himself throughout these agonizing rounds. Where he would watch himself annihilate those who stand in their way of them… they could've had a buoyant ending but happy endings don't exist in this world only misery prospers. It feels so delightful to tear them apart, though there's a part of him screaming out of fear of what he's doing. He can't stop himself from wishing for a different outcome, he hates himself for missing them in the first place. He feels like he's drowning, and he wonders if he will save himself or if someone else will. Azure can't stop thinking about them, they hate that they miss what they had before tragedy struck them down. Why wasn't he chosen on the other hand some small part of them knew they were second to the spawn.