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Gold and Lotus Oil

Summary:

Inspired by an ancient pharaoh’s scandalous devotion, two heirs to Egypt dare to ask whether love is stronger than tradition.

Notes:

I don't feel confident writing in English, but practice makes perfect, I guess.

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The afternoon sun cast long shadows across the palace gardens, where Moses sat beneath the shade of a date palm, scrolls scattered around him like fallen leaves. His dark eyes moved across the hieroglyphs, absorbing yet another tale from Egypt's vast history—this one about Pharaoh Pepi II Neferkare and his beloved general Sasenet, whose devotion had transcended the boundaries of friendship.

 

"Still buried in dusty old stories?" 

 

The familiar voice made Moses look up to find Rameses approaching, his golden jewelry catching the dappled sunlight. Even at seventeen, the prince carried himself with the confidence of one born to rule, though there was something tentative in his expression today.

 

"They're not dusty," Moses replied with a gentle smile, setting aside the papyrus. "This one is actually quite fascinating. It's about—"

 

"Pepi II and his general," Rameses finished, settling beside his brother on the soft grass. "I know the tale."

 

Moses raised an eyebrow. "You do?"

 

A flush crept across Rameses' golden cheeks. "I may have... requested that particular scroll be placed where you'd find it."

 

The admission hung between them like incense in the temple air. Moses felt his heart skip in a way that had nothing to do with surprise and everything to do with the warmth in Rameses' dark eyes.

 

"Why?" Moses asked softly.

 

Rameses' fingers toyed with the hem of his linen kilt, uncharacteristically nervous. "The story speaks of a love that defied convention. A pharaoh who found his greatest treasure not in gold or territory, but in..." He trailed off, meeting Moses' gaze. "In someone he shouldn't have loved, but couldn't help loving anyway."

 

Moses felt the world shift slightly, like sand settling after a storm. "Rameses..."

 

"I know what people would say," the prince continued, his voice barely above a whisper. "About us. About this." He gestured between them. "Brothers by choice, not blood, but brothers nonetheless in the eyes of Egypt."

 

"And what do you say?" Moses asked, his heart thundering against his ribs.

 

Rameses was quiet for a long moment, watching a ibis wade through the lotus pond nearby. When he spoke again, his voice carried the weight of confession. "I say that when I read about Pepi II, I understand. I understand how a heart can choose its own path, regardless of wisdom or tradition."

 

Moses reached out tentatively, his fingers brushing against Rameses' hand. The touch sent electricity through both of them. "After reading about them... about how Sasenet would have done anything for his pharaoh..."

 

"Would you?" Rameses asked suddenly, turning to face him fully. "Would you do anything I asked?"

 

The question was loaded with possibility, with hope and fear intertwined. Moses saw in Rameses' eyes the same confusion he felt—seventeen and overwhelmed by feelings too large for their young hearts to fully comprehend.

 

"Yes," Moses breathed. "Anything."

 

Rameses swallowed hard, his courage wavering. "Even if it was foolish? Even if we could never speak of it again?"

 

"Especially then."

 

The words seemed to unlock something in Rameses. He shifted closer, close enough that Moses could see the flecks of gold in his brown eyes, could smell the lotus oil in his hair.

 

"Then kiss me," Rameses whispered, the words tumbling out in a rush. "Once. Just... just so I know what it feels like to be loved like Pepi II was loved."

 

Moses felt his breath catch. They were children playing at being adults, grasping for something they barely understood. But the longing in Rameses' voice was real, and Moses found himself leaning forward before conscious thought could intervene.

 

Their lips met awkwardly at first—too much pressure, noses bumping, the clumsiness of inexperience making them both freeze for a heartbeat. But then Rameses' hand found Moses' cheek, guiding him gently, and suddenly it was soft and warm and perfect in its imperfection.

 

It lasted only moments, but in those moments, Moses understood why pharaohs wrote love songs and poets spoke of hearts on fire. When they broke apart, both breathing unsteadily, the world seemed brighter somehow.

 

"Was that..." Rameses started, then stopped, touching his lips in wonder.

 

"Terrible?" Moses finished with a shaky laugh.

 

"Perfect," Rameses corrected, his smile radiant. "Terribly perfect."

 

They sat in comfortable silence, hands intertwined, watching the sun begin its descent toward the horizon. They were still boys, really—too young for the weight of kingdoms or the burden of destiny that awaited them. But in this moment, they were simply Moses and Rameses, two hearts that had found their match in each other.

 

"Whatever comes next," Moses said eventually, "whatever the gods decree for our futures..."

 

"This will always be ours," Rameses finished, squeezing his hand. "Our Pepi II moment."

 

As the stars began to appear in the darkening sky, they knew they had crossed a threshold from which there was no return. Not to innocence, not to simple brotherhood, but perhaps—just perhaps—toward something even more precious.

 

After all, even pharaohs were allowed to be young and foolish once.