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Hotoka had woke up like every morning, unfortunate.
there was just oranges on the fridge, nothing much actually.
And you know why Hotoka hates oranges??
They were forced to eat oranges a certain season when they were 16.
Throw it all up.
Repeat.
This was a routine for 5 months straight, sometimes they got toasts or a packet of wheat cookies.
And this is their trauma with oranges. A fruit they wouldnt dare to eat unless it was orange juice.
And since they didnt want to fucking starve, they ate an orange. oh boy,lemme tell you that was a foolish mistake.
first off, oranges taste sickeningly sweet to Hotoka.
AND ITS JUST TAKES A GODDASS ETERNITY TO PEEL ITS SKIN OFF-
+ Huge red flags were going off in Hotoka's head, maybe that little voice that tells you to jump off a window and run 50 miles away isnt that bad
so, even as much as this chapter is supposed to be trauma land, lets start off simple uwu edgy stuff, bulimia.
In case any of your peanut-sized brains dont know what the shit bulimia is, take a look at fucking google-
and in case you are way too lazy to do that, bulimia is an eating disorder where the person intentionally provokes itself to throw up.
and after eating only 2 fucking pieces, they ran upstairs like their fucking life depended on that shit.
since this is an ideal scenario, the toilet was just right there and dont ask me why.
Okay so first off, using the sink would have been a bad idea itself.
But since i want to be a good person, lets choose the toilet for now. now s h u t and read this mf story so i can keep milking it out with trauma and angst.
UWU EDGY FLASHBACK TIME
¨Crybaby! Wah-Wah-wah!¨ - The whole class chanted.
¨Does the wabbit bunny need a tissue??¨ - Jess said meanly. Just as fucking always. Or was her name Kelly?
Hotoka's pale face softly sniffled and cried on the bus.
¨Crybaby! Crybaby! Crybaby!¨ - The class kept chanting.
They had enough.
They got up from their seat and got off the bus.
End of THE UWU ENDGY FLASHBACK I NEED GRAMMARLY FR FR
Luckily. Hotoka was quick to clean up and all that shit.
Since this bitch right here now has magically got earbuds, lets make it so they wear earbuds <3
They picked up their earbuds and started playing ¨EVIL¨ from Melanie Martinez, such a bang fr fr, like, I THINK THIS JUST HOTOKA ON A SONG, IDK IF IT JUST ME DX
and ofc ofc, they picked out a light grey hoodie, cause 1. MTF WEATHER SUCKS. 2. we dont know, i just make this script so s h u t and read this shit or else im coming to ur house when u sleep /srs
And since this is convenience of story, they decided to let their hair all messy.
And a pair of platform sturdy boots.
Their phone ringed like crazy, probably their friends were texting out their asses out /srs /gen /jk
aaaaand, lottery! there was a discord call going.
They picked up.
¨Istg if its to tell me you got your hand stuck in a vase aga-¨ - Hotoka said but was cut off
¨Yeah i kinda got my hand stuck in a vase again¨ - Stormy said.
¨Bruh, carefully take your hand out-¨ - Hotoka said.
¨ITS STUCKKKKK¨ - Stormy continued talking-
¨YEAH GOODLUCK WITH THAT, IM NOT GOING TO YOUR HOUSE TO GET YOUR HAND OUT OF A VASE.¨ - Hotoka said laughing and hanging up.
And since i want this story to be 0 fluff, 100% angst, all things cant go all nice.
Hotoka was walking down the street normally before seeing Star probably waiting for a bus or something, who knows
¨I- Star?? what yo doin here?? did techy tech not give u a car ride?¨ - Hotoka said teasing.
¨Fuck off. atleast i have a family.¨ - Star said.
¨Atleast i have got a better sense of fashion than you motherfucker.¨ - Hotoka said before laughing a bit.
¨Emo bitch.¨ - Star returned.
¨Softie, in fact, you are so soft, that my whole family died when u were born.¨ - Hotoka returned without missing a beat.
¨Yo momma's grave so gay that god must have sent her to gayven.¨ - Star said.
¨That honestly makes no sense stir.¨ - Hotoka returned.
¨Your dad is so gay the got sad when i told him i wasnt a male.¨ - Hotoka continued slandering star's family like it was the civil war, bitch fr watched too much tack tick :skullemojiherepls:
And before we knew it, Hotoka felt as an obnoxiously weird wave of nausea washed over them.
¨Star??¨ - Hotoka said with a weird tone, quite too weird for this bitch
¨Sup.¨ - Star responded.
¨Do you have got any type of sugar in you??¨ - Hotoka said sitting down on the floor.
¨Uh- yes?- i have some bubblegum on my pockets i think.¨ - Star said.
¨Yeah uhm, think am gonna pass out and all creepy weird shit, so meanwhile im getting paler than my fucking bones. Could you hand me some? Really need it right now.¨ - Hotoka said yawning.
Star hesitantly gave Hotoka a piece of bubblegum.
¨Really? Melon? lame.¨ - Hotoka muttered.
And they plopped the bubblegum in their mouth, and as a common human being, they started frigging chewing it (fr fr who chews bubblegum nowadays /j )
¨Damn, i eat an orange as breakfast and this gets thrown on my face, life is great man.¨ - Hotoka laughed a bit.
¨Weakling.¨ - Star teased.
¨Newborn.¨ - Hotoka returned.
¨Be thankful i even gave you sugar so you wouldnt pass out.¨ - Star said rolling her eyes.
¨You would have had to deal with me being whiter than white paint.¨ - Hotoka teased.
A bus showed up and it was time to star to leave.
¨Welp, the bus is here! Cya Hitika!¨ - Star said going into the bus.
¨Bye stir!¨ - Hotoka waved before the bus left.
Another bus showed up. It was a bus to go to another state.
¨Should, i, really do this shit??¨ - Hotoka tought (IDK HOW TO SPELL IT MANNNNNNNNNN
This bus meant, leaving everything behind, Stir, Wilbur, Philza weirdly enough, everyone they had met along the long run.
¨Yk. just. I will stay.. Just a bit longer.¨ - They tought again and peacefully walked down the street.
It had just hit 8 PM.
¨Shit¨ - Hotoka muttered under their breath. They had to patrol tonight.
They got on top of a random building's roof and started kicking their feet
Their mind divagated through their ¨imaginary´ playlist and probs there was good options. there was depressing songs, nah, this isnt 2 AM and they havent got a knife on their hand. silly ones?? nah. They aint 5. OOH OHH! YES! MELANIE MARTINEZ AND LADY GAGA! Yassss. lets mentally play Tunnel Vissionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee - Writter here, YALL PLS I WANNA GO TO THE P- *dies*
Aurora was mindlessly singing but Zephyrus sat down next to them.
¨Nice time divagating through your mind?¨ - Zephyrus asked.
¨Depends. Nice time being so old that dinosaurs still existed when you were born??¨ - Aurora teased.
¨Im not ancient! ¨- Zephyrus answered.
¨Whatever makes you sleep at night grandpa.¨ - Aurora returned.
SIN showed up looking all exhausted.
¨AXD- WHAT THE FRICK ARE YOU DOING LIKE, HALF A CITY AWAY FROM MY HOMEEEEE¨ - SIN practically yelled at Aurora.
¨A- WHA- BRO, ITS NOT MAH FAULT!¨ - Aurora yelled back at SIN-
Zephyrus was mentally laughing at both of the teenagers? grown ups?
Siren showed up with Shadow.
¨HI BITCHHHH!!¨ - Aurora waved enthutias-enthutiastically-idk- at Siren (IM NOT ENGLISH MOTHERFUCKAS)
¨AYYYYYYYYY!¨ - Siren said cheerfully!
¨Anygays,, Im leaving to patrol around. Anyone here wanna follow me??¨ - Aurora said
- Hey guys! Writter here! this chapter has taken me way too long to deliver to you guys T_T But i will finish off the chapter later!
¨I wanna join you, i mean, its not like some random men gonna go like ´good ass? bitches? gimmie.´ ¨ - Star offered with a smug expression. So much Aurora could have mistaken her by the fucking smug expression of-
We dont talk about her.
No.
¨Alrigh' wanna come with us Stormy??¨ - Aurora asked
¨Sure, i dont want both of you to die on a random alleyway while i peacefully commit ar-¨ - Stormy said but was cut off w-
¨ARSON.¨ - Aurora yelled.
¨Huh-¨ - The blade asked confused.
¨Shush Hulk. We goin' to commit arson.¨ - Aurora returned with (not) killing words.
¨Yeah yeah, whatever you say little leaf.¨ - The blade said with the same fucking monotome voice, just add a hint of love, and girly hint and you will get the voice of-
No.
Block her out of your mind.
She doesnt exist.
She never did.
She was never in your life.
Never saw her on the TV.
Or Social Media.
Never.
She doesnt exist.
There is no one named that.
No one.
Are you sure you are remembering correctly?
Yes.
She doesnt exist.
Okay.
She doesnt exist.
She never showed up.
She never gave you a coat.
She never-
She was never there.
She never took you to that cafe.
That cafe didnt exist.
No.
WE- No. We is an overstatement.
I never saw her.
I never met her.
Just a faint memory.
That's all.
Aurora snapped back to reality and saw themselves watching the extravagant piece of artwork that was a building set on fire.
¨The fu-¨ - Aurora said before the reek of gasoline made them gag.
¨Did you bathe in gasoline Stormy-¨ - Aurora said looking to their right to find no one laughing or taking pics of the extravagant fire in front.
Oh.
¨AXD! THE FRI- WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?! YA GONNA GET BURNT ALIVE!¨ - SIN exclaimed grabbing Aurora's hand roughly and pulling them to their feet.
¨I ZONED OUT!¨ - Aurora yelled back before bursting into laughter
¨it isnt funny- like- you could get poisoned by the smoke-¨ - SIN said with a hint of concern in their voice.
¨Alright alright, im gonna leave, happy?¨ - Aurora said playfully elbowing SIN on the shoulder-
¨Yes, i am very happy that my friend wont die due to smoke while watching their own chaotic piece of artwork.¨ - SIN returned.
¨I just have skills setting things on fire!¨ - Aurora said with a smug expression.
¨No you dont, you literally almost fell on the gasoline while we were setting everything up. If it wasnt that i caught you in the air you would be set on fire right now-¨