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Inktober one shots! (With my oc's)

Chapter 8: Themself?

Summary:

Alex doesn't feel like how they expected after coming out. They thought they would feel happy but instead they feel estranged and weird.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Alex walked up the stairs to they're locker, his steps echoed like the voices of the students in halls.
Alex walked up to in front of they're locker and put in the code.

The locker unlocked with a clack as they inputted to combination and opened it.

Alex the put they're books in the locker and put back the lock as they decided to look around.
"Hey Alex!"
A student greeted walking by Alex.
Alex thought 'Why did they call me that' until they remembered that's they're new name that they chose for themselves.

Alex had recently come out as non-binary and trans and had to adjusted to they're new and pronouns.
Essentially it was a bit hard since well you grew up with you're dead name and you know that you changed you're name but it's difficult to adjust to something that makes you feel at peace but yet a bit confused.

Alex shook of the feeling as they thought not much of it as they walked through the halls.

Various students walked by Alex, various of them calling Alex by they're new name.
It felt nice yet and a bit weird for Alex.
They knew that they liked this name but why didn't they're mind accept it?

'Am I weird? Am I wrong about myself? Am I just lying about my gender' Alex thought.
Alex walked into the boys bathroom since there to put some water on they're face to make them think.

Alex twisted the faucet on the sink and splashed the water on they're face to help them think.
"Why can't I just accept it's my new name? I like it yet it feels weird?"
Alex asked themself.

Why couldn't they just be a normal person?

Notes:

I actually based this off of a little of myself since I do deal with such emotions since I came out as Non-binary.
So I guess this is sort of a vent.

Notes:

I missed you all!