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Chapter 4: Am I gay??

Summary:

They finally confess

Notes:

AHHH IM SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN SO LONG SORRY IF IT FEELS RUSHED I WANTED TO START ANOTHER WORK BUT I FELT LIKE I NEEDED TO FINISH THIS ONE!

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Chapter Text

“Sushang, can you come over?”

“Hm? You’re usually never this serious little gui! What’s wrong?”

“I’ll tell you once you get here Sushi!”

“Got it! I’ll be over in around 10 minutes?”

“Okay!”

Guinaifen groans, she can feel her face heating up thinking about confessing. Butterflies in her stomach as she lays across her couch. She had stayed up late taking “Am I Gay?” tests, Guinaifen had never really had interest in men, let alone anyone for that matter. She hadn’t even been interested in Sushang until recently! What even happened to change her mind? Guinaifen sighs and gets up to get ready, she has to look at least a little presentable for this occasion.

Sushang, meanwhile, has been pacing around her room, she really didn’t need 10 minutes to get to Guinaifen but she had to prepare herself for the worst! As she paces she can’t keep help but panic! What if she hates her?! What if she found out she was gay?! What if…

Sushang decides to just stop worrying, she tries to keep the negativity towards the back of her brain where she won’t need to acknowledge it, she then walks over to Guinafen’s house with a purpose!

*Knock Knock*

“Coming!”

Sushang feels so nervous, her hands have never been more sweaty, even when fighting Yanqing, or training her ass off. The door creaks open.

Sushang steps inside to find her best friend, blushing like crazy.

“Little Gui! Your face is so red!”

“Yours is too!”

“Uhm… what did you want to tell me?”

“Well… Let’s sit.”

The two of them have never felt more awkward, i’m honestly getting second hand embarrassment writing this.

“I’m gonna get straight to the point. I-I think I like you. More than a friend Sushang.”

Sushang feels her face get 10x redder, she feels like she’s going to explode.

“I Uhm I-I uh uhm uh I…”

Guinaifen can’t help but laugh at that

“Don’t laugh!”

“😂”

“I-I like you too… Guinaifen.”

Now it’s Guinaifen’s turn to blush, she’s never seen Sushang so shy. The way her voice was so soft made Guinaifen go red.

“A-Aren’t we supposed to like… kiss now or something?”

“I guess so?”

They both can’t help but laugh at how absurd this situation feels.

“God, how do we do this? It feels so awkward…” Says Sushang.

“Close your eyes or something? I don’t know…” Guinaifen replies.

Sushang promptly closes her eyes and feels her lips touch Guinaifens, it’s soft and gentle, very hesitant, yet she can’t get enough of it.

Sushang hesitantly deepens the kiss, her heart is beating out of her chest, butterflies in her stomach.

Guinaifen on the other hand, somehow got even redder, she’s never seen this side of Sushang before… why do her lips feel so perfect against hers?

The two break the kiss, both breathing slightly heavily. They don’t feel nearly as awkward as before.

“Was that your first kiss?” Sushang asks.

“Yeah…” Guinaifen blushes slightly. “Was it yours?”

Sushang nods.

“…Wanna kiss again?”

“I’d be lying if i said no.”

Guinaifen then straddles Sushang’s lap. She looks down at her and she feels her stomach do backflips. Sushang’s hair is slightly messy, her bangs fall imperfectly around her, Guinaifen can’t help but think she looks so hot right now. Sushang pulls her down into another kiss. This time more passionate.

After a little while of making out, Sushang decides to test the waters a bit, she trails her kisses down Guinafen’s neck, eliciting a little squeak from Guinaifen. Sushang smiles smugly and gently starts sucking a mark onto the side of Guinaifen’s neck.

Guinaifen can’t help but let out little moans. Once Sushang is finished, she admires her work, a little red slightly purple mark on the side of Guinaifen’s neck.

“It compliments you.”

“Shut up before I give you a worse one.”

“Oh? I’d be happy to receive one!”

“Hm? Is that a challenge?”

“If you want it to be.”

Guinaifen then promptly bites the side of Sushang’s neck, leaving a worse mark that she licks over. Sushang just giggles.

“You look so hot like this” Sushang says.

“I know.”

Sushang just laughs.

“Are we like… girlfriends now?” Sushang asks.

“That sounds so weird coming from you, but i guess we are huh?” Guinaifen replies.

“Say I love you right now.”

“…I love you.”

“I love you too.”

They cuddle the rest of the day.

Notes:

THANKS SO MUCH FOR WAITING YALL I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU READERS!!

Notes:

Sorry if it’s bad😭 comments and criticism are appreciated🫶 Ik Guinaifen and Sushang are like canonically best friends but i love them together sm😭😭