Chapter Text
Third Person POV
"Well?!", Josh spat, Ken tried to reason but he couldn't, He didn't know what he was supposed to say.
Josh groaned loudly rubbing the heels of his palm over his eyes, "I'm not dealing with you right now", he said as he hastily left the room, leaving ken alone with his thoughts.
Ken sighed frustrated with himself what was he thinking, he shouldn't have.
He doesn't have the right to be jealous not, ever since he turned his back on Josh.
With Josh outside of the room...
Josh made his way to the bathroom and locked it, he took a deep breath before crumbling to the floor, leaning at the door he sobbed silently.
What was wrong with him?!, he was pathetic and he knew it all to well, what did he expect anyway from Ken... I'm not over it as I thought.
He was stupid to think Ken would finally actually tell him whatever was on his mind but no he just had to keep guessing, like how he always had to.
That's how their relationship ended though, Josh had to guess a lot maybe he was a bit demanding but to be fair all he wanted was for Ken to speak up.
He sighed tiredly a bitter chuckle bubbling out of him, he still had the gall to let Ken stay with him, he never asked because he knew Ken would leave eventually, it was stupid but for once Josh wanted to be selfish, he misses him, worst he still loves the damned fool.
Yet he can't do anything about it.
Guileless... He loved Ken guilelessly.
They whom you love is glass,
Flawed porcelain fragile past,
How long will your love last?
Put your bets on a game of chess...
Their love deathly yet alas,
Pick'em up no matter how crass,
Each shard you held with ease,
Blindly do as they please,
Loose yourself in painful bliss,
Bit by bit something's amiss,
As you willingly give up a piece,
All in favor of their peace.