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I open my cold metal door and walk down the long hallway with dirty yellow wallpaper and that fake tile floor like the ones they had in elementary school cafeterias. I press the button for down on the elevator and when it opens I see dark brown hair and a guy with a buzz cut. Crap, I thought as I looked down and tried to avoid eye contact but of course Sasha speaks up.
“Hey F/n!!! What’s up with you and Eren!?!?” She said in an enthusiastic tone while reaching her hand further in a bag of chip. Connie looked at her and signaled to to be quiet.
“Um well it’s kind of complicated but…” you say with an awkward tone.
“F/n you don’t have to answer that ignore Sasha…” Connie says nudging Sasha on the shoulder.
“No it’s fine… I… I think I liked girls so… me and Eren kinda broke up but I felt so bad I blocked him..” the words finally escaped my lips, it felt so relieving to tell someone. Sasha’s eyes almost popped out of her head as she stared at me in awe.
“don’t tell me you guys broke up because you have a crush on Mikasa!!!” Sasha exclaimed.
“What would make you think that!?!?” I yelled.
“Yea Sasha she hates Mikasa..” Connie told her.
“I don’t know you always stare at her but maybe I’m wrong just a feeling I got y’know.” The area fell quiet.
“That’s ridiculous…” I said fearing she may be right. No way right…? “ ANYWAYS, I need to get to class so bye guys!” I said while running to the stairs completely forgetting of my plans to get in the elevator. I turned around and waved and Sasha waved back. I walked out of the dorms and felt the sunshine touch my skin, the breeze felt refreshing. The cold air hit my skin and gave me goosebumps but only for a moment. I started to resume my walking heading towards the side walk going north, my class was about a 2 mile walk from here so I should make it 10 minutes early if I take a shortcut. Let’s hope I don’t run into Eren or worse, Mikasa… I continued my walk for about 10 minutes before cutting through some buildings in an alleyway. I turned the corner to another alleyway where I was quickly pushed into a corner by a figure. I got the wall hard and the impact caught me by surprise so I gasped, looking up I saw Mikasa’s face. I shoulda guessed it would be her, she had short but sharp eyeliner with black lipstick and tons of necklaces. We stared at each other for a few minutes before looking away, she looked back at me and began her questioning.
“What happened with Eren and you..?” She muttered surprisingly her tone wasn’t harsh but soft and genuine.
“He told me you’re a nice person and that he admires you so I’m going to be less harsh but don’t think I’m going to forgive you.” She clicked her tongue.
“Well I… I realized that I think I like girls…” I said in a nervous tone. She’s totally gonna kill me.
“I know that part but why did you block him… it really upset him.” She went from soft to cold in an instant.
“Listen I just got nervous, I didn’t wanna hurt him anymore…” I took a breath “I think he’s a good guy I really do but I just got so scared in the moment I didn’t know what else to do..” I finished.
“Maybe don’t block him then, and how am i supposed to believe that you weren’t just lying about liking girls to get rid of him huh?” She said in a demanding tone . I was listening to her but I couldn’t stop staring at her lips for some reason..
“ how am I supposed to prove to you that I like girls and I wasn’t just trying to find an excuse to dump him???” I say trying to clap back but it didn’t come out as intimidating as I thought it would…
“I’m just trying to make sure you’re sincere here considering I don’t even know why he got with you in the first place!! I seriously don’t see what he saw in you…” she scoffed.
“Want me to prove I’m being sincere? Fine then.” I state and she stares at me confused. I lean in and kiss her on the lips, it’s not a long kiss and I DEFINITELY don’t like Mikasa but… somehow it was bittersweet. Her eyes widened as she pulled away.
“I-i.. I DIDN’T MEAN KISS ME!!” She stutters frantically.
“Does that prove it or do you think I just like kissing people i hate.” I spout out harsh words trying to forget about the kiss that made me feel surprisingly warm.
“Whatever I’m gonna be late for class…” she says and walks away but then she turns around. “Oh and don’t tell anyone about that..” she finish’s before disappearing into the distance.