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Hello everyone! Thank you all so much for your patience and for keeping up with S.O.S! Your all so so kind for supporting and theorizing, and I’m always thinking of you!
so, I promised a chapter a while ago, then I completely vanished off the face of the earth!!! How fun!! Lets talk about that!
1~— ”what happened exactly?”
The ao3 curse hit me like a brick!! Literally moments after I uploaded the teaser chapter, sat down to write the next one, I instantly fell into a writer’s block that was soon followed by waves and WAVES of depression!!! My own personal problems also suddenly increased, and I was incredibly stressed. That phase is unfortunately still on going, but I’m working through it bit by bit. So sorry to inconvenience you with this, please don’t worry about me too much!
what was I stuck on, you may say?
The promised chapter. The vivid bad squad focused chapter!!
Honestly, everything else for this series is perfectly planned out MINUS this chapter! I already have arcs planned out for VBS, but executing this plot event genuinely was so so difficult. I genuinely required assistance, and while I asked around, I couldn’t find any help with it. I was dreading the days for this chapter and needless to say as the day passed me by, I resorted to just..giving up entirely and to just. Rot. Which you shouldn’t do btw!! But I was definitely stuck. Not to mention that ao3 would constantly delete my progress at times (which made me even MORE frustrated) I should’ve been more upfront with planning and time, for which I’m so so sorry for! I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me!!
2~— ”so, what now?”
This series isn’t being cancelled!! I just genuinely require assistance!!
writing this fic has even so so much fun, seeing all your theories and encouraging comments has given me energy like nothing before. I adore you all so so much!
But writing this all on my own has genuinely messed with my brain, so I’m going to try and find help to write this series again. If anything, I’m not exactly a skilled writer, so I’d appreciate support from any writers, or those willing to pitch up ideas! Any of you! Any idea or theory could help! I’d really really appreciate it! I could make a discord server to discuss this with people interested in the theories, who want to discuss it a bit more or for those who want to help out! (Or even spoilers...HEHEHEH) let me know if you’d want that! Or, if you’d like to message me your thoughts personally, go ahead!
Twt: Mizuruistan ::: TT: Samiicure
3~— “And what happens if you don’t get the support you need?”
The series won’t be cancelled, but updates will be..much, much slower and some things may even be sloppy. I’d really appreciate help. With help, I bet the series could be finished much much MUCH quicker!
i really, really appreciate you all! Your comments genuinely cheer me up at my lowest times and I appreciate them a lot more than you think. Seeing you all worried about your favorite characters is honestly hilarious (and HOW I pity you- I mean what) and it’s really helped me navigate a lot of stuff! Thank you for your endless patience, it’s been amazing writing this even if I had tough times doing it! I’ll try to respond to all your comments when they roll in!
thank you for your support! I love you all so so much!