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Guilty as Sin?

Chapter 2: the Blue Nile

Summary:

Kinn's POV

He is bad at being a Hia

Notes:

writing all the fics at once means some overlap conversations but defo not in the same fic

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kinn groans once Porsche closes the door. He just had to make Porsche angry. Chay was a very sensitive subject. Those two were so close that Kinn fears what would happen if Chay just asks Porsche to leave right now. He lives in constant fear about it. Fear because Chay would be right, he didn’t deserve someone as special as Porsche. He had made every mistake when pursuing Porsche. The first and biggest was separating Chay from Porsche. 

Kinn sits down on his bed, head hung in his hands. If he could back, he would insist Porsche commute to work or give him a phone to talk to Chay. If he had known that Porsche would be the love of his life, He would gifted Chay with anything he could have wanted. For the simple reason that Chay was Porsche’s whole world. Instead he fucked it all up by isolating the two and now he was screwed. 

See right now Kinn probably represents everything Chay hates. He had taken his brother, his mother and his whole life. And Kinn was at loss on how to fix it. He wanted to Chay to like him but with all the bad things that had happened, it was starting to look like a losing war. 

Kinn thought back to his own nong. Kim left at sixteen and never looked back. Kim was doing the thing Kinn had always wanted to do. I wonder if he still has the guitar I taught him on. Kinn had taught Kim back before their mother died. Back when he and Kim could dream to be out of this life, when Khun had been heir. He still remembered Kim’s tiny hands trying to reach the frets. The way his eyes lit up when Kinn played him a song. What the hell do I know about nongs anyway!

Kinn collects himself as he goes to his office to work on a few things. He must have been at it longer than he thought as his phone rings. He pauses and mentally steels himself for a phone call with his hia. Khun has been through a lot of change recently. 

“Kinn!” barked his Hia. Kinn groaned it was going to be a demanding call. 

“Yes Khun?” Kinn tried to keep his voice light. One wrong tone and I could be in a lecture forever. 

“You, Porsche and Chay are coming over to my room for a movie night.” Khun said matter of factly. Kinn pinched the bridge of his nose. There was little chance of getting out of this but Kinn was hesitant. He didn’t want to make Chay uncomfortable. I think getting him kidnapped and tortured was enough. Kinn shivered at the thought.

“I am not sure if Porsche will agree,” Kinn tried to reason. Why it had to happen tonight was beyond Kinn. 

“Do you care about your nong at all?” Khun spat back. This shook Kinn. What did Kim have to do with anything?

“What are you talking about? Kim is fine?” Kinn paused to look at the tracker he has on Kim. Kim is home as always. 

“Something is going on with Kim and I need to figure it out so I need you and therefore you will bring Porsche as you two are sickening and Porsche wants Chay to feel more at home so I know he will bring him along.” Khun sighed. Kinn paused to follow the logic. It does seem the most logical sense as to why the three of them are required. What is going on with Kim? Kinn thought about how Porsche had said that he was a jackass. There was a time when Kim adored him. Albeit when he was way younger, but it was still true. This could be a good chance to prove to Porsche that he can be a family man. 

“I will talk to Porsche,” Kinn agrees and texted the details. This was going to fun conversation. 

After ending the call with Khun, Kinn steeled himself to call Porsche. He was pretty sure that they were in Chay’s room. Kinn was always terrified to interrupt that time. He feels his breath catch as the phone rings.  

“I swear to god Kinn, this better be life or death right now,” Porsche threatens once he answers. Kinn freezes for a second before find the courage to say something, 

“Khun called and demanded that you, me and Porchay come to his suite for a movie night. You said you wanted Chay to feel more at home. Khun’s movie nights always made you feel at home” Kinn says in a low tone. 

Kinn gets his answer when Porsche hangs up without saying anything. Kinn sends the details to his phone. He knows Porsche will come with Chay. 

Make sure to protect Kimmy. He looks up to you, Kinn. His mother’s voice rings in his head. Tonight would be a good chance to bring Kim back to the fold. Porsche works on his relationship with Chay, I do the same with Kim. it will be perfect. 

Notes:

Oh Kinn! Bless him, he thinks all will be okay. Why this mans always wrong,

Notes:

Porsche is trying! Kinn is just stupid.

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