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HEAVY IS THE UNIFORM OF A GHOST
The Palace was still when Mòrag awoke, but not silent. Alba Cavanich never truly slept as furnaces murmured through the walls to an endless rhythm. Yet within her quarters, a different pounding deafened her ears. It was the sound of her heart as she looked upon the garments waiting on the iron chest at the foot of her bed, folded with immaculate precision.
Deep navy, trimmed with scarlet and ivory. The long coat carried the scent of newly dyed cloth, but underneath was something older, something lived in. A phantom of the man who once donned its weight.
She knew the cut too well — it was the same as her father’s. Lord Eandraig had worn this very mantle when he stood beside the Late Emperor, when he carved his name into history through discipline and devotion. For years, the post had remained vacant, a hollow left by his passing.
Now it was hers.
She sat at the edge of the bed for a long time, bare feet pressing into the cold metal floor. Her body remembered the battles still - the bruises earned in the trial by combat, the ache in her shoulders. Yet it was not the wounds that slowed her. It was the enormity of the cloth before her. She was no longer simply Mòrag Ladair the Captain of the Carraig Special Guard Unit, the Flamebringer. She was the Special Inquisitor of Mor Ardain and with that name came the weight of Empire.
A hand brushed her shoulder, light and steady. Brighid had come to her without sound, as though she sensed the storm before it could break.
“You hesitate,” the Jewel murmured.
Mòrag closed her eyes briefly, grounding herself in that flame’s warmth. “It is not hesitation,” she said at last. “It is… reckoning. I have not seen this uniform since my father... I was not expecting it to make me feel..."
The Driver sighed as a faded memory of her father departing for Temperantia raced behind her eyes. "I wonder if it will consume me as it did him. If I am strong enough to honor it.”
Brighid’s touch shifted, fingers tracing along the line of her arm until they rested at her wrist. Firm, unyielding. “You are not your father, Mòrag. You bear his mantle, but not his shadow. You will define this title anew, Flamebringer.”
For a moment, Mòrag allowed herself the rare indulgence of leaning into that flame - not as Driver to Blade, but as woman to her companion. She drew strength from their newfound closeness and then with a breath, she rose.
“Help me, then,” she said softly.
Together they dressed her. The process was deliberate, almost ritual: the navy dress shirt and tie, the high collared shoulder cover stiff against her throat; the long coat with its gilded trim, the bronze armor heavy as the title itself; the gloves, snug and immaculate, concealing the tremor in her hands. Each piece fell into place with Brighid’s steadying guidance, until at last Mòrag stood before the mirror.
What stared back at her was not the daughter who had watched her father depart for duty, the niece who trained to rule, nor the soldier who had struggled to find her place in the world. It was a figure reborn, the Empire’s Inquisitor, heir not only to Eandraig’s legacy but to his burden.
Brighid adjusted the pauldron on her left shoulder, letting her hands linger just a fraction longer than necessity required.
“Now,” she said, “you look as you are meant to be.”
Mòrag held the gaze a moment, then inclined her head. Words threatened at the edges of her tongue - words she could not yet speak. Instead, she let silence bear their weight, before turning for the door.
The throne room was crowded when she entered. Senators in their finery, guards lining the ornate floor, courtiers whispering at the sight of her. Here comes His Late Majesty's niece, not Empress but something else entirely.
Mòrag advanced, each step echoing in the vaulted chamber. She stopped at the foot of the dais, removed her hat, and went to one knee.
At the head of the chamber sat Niall, youthful yet regal beneath the imperial crest. His gaze softened when it fell upon her, though his voice, when he spoke, rang clear for all to hear.
“Mòrag Ladair,” he intoned, “you bow before the throne not as a member of the Imperial family, nor as a Captain in my army, but as one who has proven her worth in trial. The mantle of Special Inquisitor has long stood vacant. Will you swear to wield it in service to Mor Ardain, to guard its people, to defend its crown with your life?"
"I swear it,” she declared, her voice resonant, stripped of doubt. “By my honor, by my blood, by the very breath I draw, I pledge fealty to you, Emperor Niall, and to the Empire of Mor Ardain. I will be your blade of justice and your shield of flame. My sword, my fire, and my life are yours to command.”
Brighid’s light flared at her side in wordless affirmation.
Niall rose, descending the steps with solemnity beyond his years. He set his hand upon her shoulder. “Then rise, Special Inquisitor. Rise, and take your place beside me.”
And so she did.
Mòrag rose to her full height, setting the hat once more upon her head. Her heart pounded as she took steps forward until was at the foot of the Emperor's throne. She could feel both the eyes of the court upon her and Brighid’s quiet presence at her back.
The throne room exhaled as one, the hush breaking into murmured approval.
But Mòrag heard none of it. Her eyes met Niall’s, and for the first time since her father’s death, she felt not hollow duty but a steadiness in her chest. The role was hers now - daunting, consuming, unyielding.
Seeing Mòrag stand beside Niall, a reflection of her father yet unmistakably her own, Brighid felt a pull deep in her core. Pride swelled first, the kind that made her spine straighten, that made her glad to exist for this purpose, for her. But beneath the pride, something gentler flickered. A warmth she had not dared name.
Others would see the Flamebringer, the steel of Mor Ardain. Brighid saw the orphaned girl who had carried impossible expectations on her shoulders since childhood, who bore grief like a hidden scar, and who yet stepped forward, unflinching, into the fire.
How could I not follow you? Brighid thought, though she did not speak.
When the ceremony ended, when the courtiers applauded their new Special Inquisitor, Brighid allowed herself the smallest of smiles, unseen by all but Mòrag. And though her words had been meant to steady earlier, now she knew them to be true:
This is who Mòrag is meant to be.
And Brighid would be at her side for every step of it.
FOR THE THRONE, FOR FAMILY
The ceremony was over and the throne room emptied with the slow dignity of ritual. Courtiers and soldiers alike filed through the tall doors until only silence remained. High above, the glass windows caught the fading light of evening, throwing fractured ruby and gold across the floor.
Niall still sat upon the throne. Beside him stood Aegaeon, statuesque and silent as calm waters. Mòrag had not moved since her oath. She remained at the foot of the dais, her navy uniform catching every shard of light. Still as iron, she looked as though she had been carved into her place, her presence an extension of the throne itself. Brighid stood at her side, flame steady, her eyes keen.
For a long while, neither sibling spoke until it was Niall who broke the quiet.
"You do not have to stand so far away,” he said softly.
Mòrag’s gaze flicked toward him before settling back on the floor before the dais. “I am your Special Inquisitor. It is not my place to—”
“To be my sister?” His voice cracked gently, boyish still despite the title pressed upon him.
That stilled her. Her hands flexed at her sides and when she finally looked up, her eyes were sharp, conflicted. “You are the Emperor. My duty is to shield you, not… distract you with sentiment.”
Niall smiled faintly, though the weariness behind it was far too old for his years. “I think I would rather have both. An Emperor with only soldiers at his side is very poor indeed.”
The words cut deeper than he intended. Mòrag’s throat worked, but she did not reply. She shifted her stance, weight perfectly even, as though bracing against an unseen attack.
Brighid tilted her head. She could see it plainly - the tremor just beneath Mòrag’s polished steel, the battle between her longing for family and her unyielding devotion to duty. For all her years of discipline, Mòrag had never looked so vulnerable as she did now, standing before her brother’s open hand.
Niall’s tone gentled further. “In truth, it should be you sitting in this chair right now. It was your right to be Empress until I was born. Mòrag... I do not want to take everything from you. I do not want to lose my sister simply because the Empire demands you be my retainer.”
The silence that followed was heavy. Brighid’s flame guttered softly, a sigh of heat in the cold hall. She stepped just half a pace closer to her Driver, not to speak, not to intervene, only to anchor. She knew Mòrag needed a tether now more than ever.
Finally, Mòrag’s eyes closed. Her voice, when it came, was low, ragged at the edges. “I do not know how to be both. If I fail as your shield, I lose you. If I fail as your sister…” She stopped, as though the thought itself was unbearable.
Niall’s expression softened, grief flickering briefly across his young face. “Then… perhaps we must learn together.”
At that, Mòrag opened her eyes again, steadying herself on the boy who was both Emperor and brother. Slowly, she placed a hand across her chest, bowing deeply - not as his Inquisitor, but as his sister. “As you will it.”
Brighid’s gaze lingered on her Driver’s profile, tracing the iron self-control, the flicker of sorrow, and the fragile hope. And she thought, not for the first time, that Mòrag bore too many burdens in her heart.
The palace had gone to sleep beneath the hush of midnight, save for Mòrag who sat at her desk, uniform jacket folded with immaculate precision across the chair beside her. The navy undershirt clung damp against her skin and her hair was loosened just enough to betray her exhaustion. Papers lay scattered before her, unread. She had not lifted her pen since she sat down.
Brighid stood at the balcony, the flame in her hair glowing faintly against the darkness of the city beyond. She did not move, not at first. She knew the weight of silence could be as sharp as any question.
When at last, she spoke, her voice was low and measured. “You faltered today.”
Mòrag stiffened, shoulders drawn tight. “I did not.”
“You did,” Brighid said, turning at last to face her. The flame in her eyes was soft, not scolding. “Not in your duty. Never that. But when His Majesty reached for his sister, you nearly broke.”
The words struck harder than Mòrag wished to admit. Her jaw clenched, but she made no denial. Instead, she drew a slow breath and leaned back in her chair, eyes fixed on the ceiling beams as though they alone could anchor her.
“I cannot be both,” she murmured. “If I am his sister, I will be distracted when the blade comes. And if I am his shield, then I cannot soften, not even for him.”
Brighid crossed the room in measured steps, stopping just at her Driver’s side. Her hand hovered briefly, then rested gently upon Mòrag’s shoulder. The weight of it was light, but steady.
“Mòrag,” she said quietly, “Your brother does not need only a sword and shield before him. He needs someone who sees him as more than Emperor. Just as you…” She paused, her voice dipping softer, “need someone who sees you as more than duty.”
The air between them thickened. Mòrag’s breath caught, unbidden, though she masked it quickly with her usual steel composure. Still, her gaze flickered toward Brighid, and for once, she did not hide the fatigue shadowing her eyes.
“You think me capable of such balance?” she asked, almost bitter, almost pleading.
Brighid’s lips curved faintly, not quite a smile but something gentler. “I do."
For a moment, neither spoke. The silence was not oppressive now, but fragile, like the pause between heartbeats.
Mòrag closed her eyes briefly. "I suppose time will be my judge."
Brighid tilted her head, studying her Driver’s profile: jaw rigid, eyes shadowed, posture still locked in discipline even when the eyes of the court were gone. She never rests, the Blade thought. Even when she should.
“You speak of judgment,” Brighid said softly. “Yet you demand perfection of yourself more cruelly than anyone else ever could.”
Mòrag turned, startled at the edge in her Blade’s voice. But Brighid did not look away.
"You think I do not see it? The weight you bear, pressed between roles - sister, shield, heir that never was. You would carve away every tender part of yourself just to fit the mold you believe they need.” Brighid’s flame flared faintly, the glow reflecting in Mòrag’s eyes. “But Mòrag… what you need is not less of yourself. It is more.”
The words struck deeper than Mòrag expected. For a heartbeat, her composure slipped.
“And if I allow myself more? If I let feeling guide me, rather than duty? What happens when that costs him his crown… or his life?”
Brighid kneeled and placed a hand on her Driver's knee. “Then I will be there to catch you. That is my oath.”
Silence fell, taut and electric. Mòrag’s breath caught; the deflection that usually came so easily would not rise to her lips. Brighid’s expression was calm, unwavering. She held Mòrag's gaze as though daring her to deny it.
At last, Mòrag spoke, the words low, nearly trembling: “Brighid… and if I confess that I need you… not only as my Blade…”
Brighid’s flame flared brighter, soft and steady, as she reached up, fingers brushing against Mòrag’s jaw with reverence. “Then I would answer that I have always been yours. Not by contract. By choice.”
The composure Mòrag had worn all day faltered in full at that. Her hand rose, hesitant, shaking despite all her discipline, and covered Brighid’s. For the first time in years, her eyes closed, her brow pressing gently against her Blade’s. No vows spoken, no grand gestures. Just a quiet surrender, a truth allowed to surface at last.
Brighid whispered, “Your worth… your purpose… does not lie in crowns, or uniforms, or titles. It lies in who you are… and who you are to me.”
And in that moment, fragile, private, and unguarded, Mòrag allowed herself to believe it.