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The sunlight hit my face, and I groaned, turning to the other side of the bed to escape it.
But the moment I turned, I froze.
There he was.
Ohm.
Ohm was sleeping right beside me hair messy, mouth slightly open, breathing slow and soft.
He looked so peaceful… and somehow even more handsome like this.
My chest felt warm. I couldn’t stop smiling.
There he is my boyfriend.
Ohm.
I was staring too much then suddenly his lips moved.
“Have you looked at me enough now?” he mumbled, eyes slowly opening.
I blinked, caught red-handed. “Good morning,” I whispered, smiling like an idiot.
He smiled back, eyes still heavy with sleep. “Good morning na.”
“Do we… really have to get up?” I asked quietly, enjoying the moment, the feeling like the world outside didn’t exist.
He stretched and moved to sit, “Of course. We have things to do.”
I groaned and immediately rested my head on his lap, wrapping an arm around his waist like a clingy koala.
“I don’t want to move,” I muttered.
"You are so silly. Is Bangkok good?"
“Bangkok is only fun because I’m with you.”
He burst into a laugh and gently pushed my face away. “Ew, so cringe.”
Then he stood up quickly, trying to hide his smile, and rushed toward the bathroom.
I sat there on the bed watching him, smiling to myself like a fool and stretching my arms above my head.
Even when he runs away, he can’t hide how happy he is.
Ohm had a busy day today, a live stream for a beauty brand and of course, I was going to sit right there with him.
How could I stay away from him even for a few minutes?
When I moved here to Bangkok with him, I thought I was just visiting.
Just staying for a while.
But now… I feel like I want to stay forever.
His apartment feels warm because he’s in it. The neighbourhood is quiet, and peaceful but still, it’s not like Chiang Mai.
It’s not like Bann Lana Grove at all.
There, everything felt soft and familiar. Neighbours smiled, kids played in the evening, people talked, helped, laughed.
Here, people walk fast.
They don’t look at each other, don’t greet you in the corridor. Everyone looks busy, lost in their own world.
Maybe that’s the Bangkok lifestyle.
But Ohm fits here. He looks happy here. Even his apartment feels like him.
Staying here with him, I get to see a different part of him every day.
Sometimes he’s like a playful puppy. Sometimes he’s like a mysterious black cat.
And every time, he’s mine.
It hasn’t been long since I followed him here but with him, every second feels like magic. My days are suddenly full of color again. My world is spinning in the most beautiful way.
But soon I will have to return to Chiang Mai for a bit to finish things there and pack properly.
But that’s okay. Because now I know I’ll always come back.
Back to him.
Back home.
After he showered and got ready, Ohm started preparing for his live.
Camera, tripod, ring light and all the other things I can't even name them.
He came out of the room, all dressed, hair styled, wearing a soft white T-shirt and his skin.. glowing like he swallowed the sun.
He sat down, took a small breath, and hit “Live.”
“Hiii everyone!” he said, smiling so wide his eyes turned into crescents.
The comments flooded in hearts, emojis, people screaming his name.
He greeted them one by one, then picked up the product and started explaining.
He applied the cream gently on his hand, showing the texture, smelling it and smiling like a sweet puppy.
Watching him like this…
I felt something warm inside my chest. I felt proud.. Lucky.
And a little breathless.
This is his world and somehow, now I’m part of it.
Piece by piece, I feel myself becoming his. Like his presence is wrapping around me.
He ended the live with a cheerful, “Thank you everyone! Love youuu!” and waved.
But I was still staring. Still stuck in the moment all frozen watching him glow.
He turned to me and snapped his fingers in front of my face.
“You look like a big dog waiting for his owner,” he laughed. Then he reached out and softly patted my head. “You’re so cute.”
My heart melted instantly.
“If I am obedient,” I said, trying not to blush, “can I get treats?”
He blinked, confused while unplugging the ring light.
“What treat do you want, huh?”
I stood up, picked up the ring light to help him, then leaned close and offered my cheek. “A kiss?”
He paused and then suddenly leaned forward and kissed me… not on the cheek, but right on my lips.
I froze.
Then he whispered gently, “I love you so much, you know that, right?”
My heart felt like it exploded quietly inside my chest. I nodded, smiling like a fool, still holding the ring light like an idiot statue.
In that moment, My face was burning.
I couldn’t even speak. My brain was gone.. totally empty.. only one thought inside, "Ohm kissed me."
It's not like we haven't kissed before, but every time his lips touch mine, every kiss shakes me in the same way. Warm shivers, dizzy thoughts, a heart that can't calm down. Somehow, every moment with him feels special.
I just sat there, frozen, staring at him like an idiot again. Ohm looked at me, and the smile he gave… he looked so proud.
He started walking out of the room, and without thinking, I yelled,
“I LOVE YOU A LOT!!”
The words slipped out too fast super loud. I didn’t even mean to scream them like that.
My eyes widened and I immediately covered my mouth. What did I just do?!?!
Ohm stopped.
Slowly, he turned back, his eyes sparkling like he just heard the cutest thing in the world.
Before I knew it, he rushed to me, grabbed me, and pushed me gently onto the bed.
“W–what—HEY!”
I fell back, staring up at him in shock, heart racing.
Ohm climbed on top of me, one hand beside my head, the other holding my wrist gently.
His face was close enough that I could feel his breath.
My heartbeat was loud.. too loud.. I was sure he could hear it.
He smirked, his voice low and teased, “Looks like you’re not shy anymore.”
I swallowed.
My whole body felt warm from excitement, nervousness.. it was like everything mixed together within me.
I didn’t know where to look, so I stared into his eyes…
My biggest mistake.
His eyes were intense, soft and playful, but deep enough to make me forget how to breathe.
He brushed my hair back, his thumb touching my cheek. I felt like melting.
Then he leaned down, kissed my neck slowly. It felt warm that I let out a tiny voice without meaning to, “Ohm…”
That one word made him smile against my skin.
He lifted his head, stared into my eyes “Should we?”
My breath caught.
I didn’t know how to answer.
My heart felt like it was running a marathon.
Everything inside me was spinning.
So instead of speaking, I pulled him by his T-shirt and kissed him.
It wasn’t shy.
It was deep, like everything I couldn’t say with words.
His hands held my waist, my fingers curled in his t shirt. The kiss became even more intense.
RING! RING!
We both froze.
The vibration from Ohm’s pocket broke the moment like cold water.
He pulled back, breathing a little heavier, and fumbled for his phone.
“Seriously…” he whispered, half annoyed, half laughing.
He answered, still sitting on my lap, both of us facing each other, so close our knees touched.
“Hello…?” he said.
I couldn’t hear the other side.
I just stared at him, still trying to calm my heart.
His back was warm against my hands. His thigh pressed against mine.
“Oh, really?” he said suddenly, eyes widening.
I blinked, confused.
What happened?
Who was that?
I sat there like a lost puppy, staring up at him, while he listened to the call with a shocked smile slowly growing on his face.
Whatever it was…
It was big.