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The promotions are slowly piling up. Seo Jeongwoo is helping me out a lot - we have been going through ups and downs… For example, we had an online broadcast today, in which the story of the tangerines came out. I asked Steven to peel my tangerine; he didn’t want to feed me so I said I wouldn’t do anything and he said so be it.
Now looking back, I can’t help but find it somewhat ridiculous, those were my actions and somehow I remember owning that moment. Sometimes my thoughts used to feel like they’re from someone else… However, with Ahof I feel the sensations slowly returning back to me. I feel warmth, a place to call home.
Maybe that’s what makes life so beautiful, it’s never a predictable path but you learn to enjoy the way you walk down it, whether it’s walking or admiring. You get to the end eventually, Right? The end… Sometimes the end of something is scary, frightening even. Change isn’t anyone’s best friend but it’s a celebration that something has happened, that we aren’t lost amongst others. Instead we are our own selves able to express longing for people, pets.
Even our old groups.
It’s never certain what will occur later but what I’m aware of is that I am comfortable as I am now.
Chih En may not be here for now but as a member of Ahof, we’ll wait for his return, as a puzzle missing a specific piece. Whether you take this advice or not, do what you want, it will all be a beautified memory anyways.