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Weeks Later…

The Hashira meeting had been long, a dry affair of regional reports and shifting patrol boundaries. Giyu had endured it as he endured all things: with a stoic, internal silence, his gaze fixed on the perfectly raked gravel, his presence a pocket of cold, indifferent air.

He was a stone. He was Dead Calm.

(He was a liar.) 

His entire body was a tightly wound spring, a single, raw nerve thrumming with the memory of the previous weeks. Gentle-san. He was acutely, painfully aware of Sanemi, two positions to his right, whose very breathing seemed to be a suppressed, mocking chuckle. He was aware of Obanai, whose cold, dismissive silence was somehow louder. He was aware of Shinobu, whose polite, neutral questions to Oyakata-sama felt laced with a new, dangerous, surgical precision.

And he was aware, in a way that burned, of you.

You were kneeling on his left, your haori a brilliant, agonizing splash in his peripheral vision. You were perfectly still, your posture a model of respectful grace. You smelled, faintly, of soap and sugar.

Giyu had spent the entire two-hour meeting focusing on not looking at you and not thinking about you. He was failing on both counts.

"You are dismissed."

Oyakata-sama’s gentle voice was a release.

The line of Hashira broke. The formal tension evaporated, replaced by the low murmur of individual conversations, of stretches, of plans being made for the evening.

Giyu's plan was simple: Escape.

He rose to his feet in one fluid, blessedly silent motion, his hand already on his hilt, his entire being geared toward a swift, tactical retreat to his own estate. He would be in the dojo, and he would practice his forms until his arms burned and his mind was, finally, blessedly empty.

He turned.

He had taken one step.

"(Y/N)-chan!"

A bright, joyful shriek. Mitsuri, her face flushed with the pleasure of release, bounced across the gravel, her pink-and-green braids flying. She grabbed your arm, her own body practically vibrating with energy.

"That was so long! My legs fell asleep, and I was sure I was going to fall over when Oyakata-sama dismissed us! Are you hungry? I'm starving. I heard about a new shop in the village! They sell this new kind of cake... the kind that looks just like a raindrop!"

Giyu... paused.

His escape was blocked. Not physically. But... he couldn't just walk away..

You, who had been rising with your usual, silent grace, were suddenly enveloped in the whirlwind of Mitsuri's enthusiasm. The formal, serious Flower Hashira from the meeting vanished. A bright, delighted, dimpled smile lit your face.

"A raindrop cake? Mitsuri-san, really? We have to go! Right now?"

"Right now!" Mitsuri confirmed, linking her arm with yours. "We can... oh! We can try to get Shinobu-chan to come! And... and..."

The two of you stood in the center of the courtyard, a perfect, self-contained bubble of sunshine and sugar. You were giggling, heads bowed together, lost in a rapid-fire, whispered discussion.

You were, in a word, oblivious.

You were oblivious to the fact that the entire courtyard, in that moment, had become a silent, high-stakes theater. And you were the stars of the show.

Obanai had not moved.

His mismatched eyes were locked on Mitsuri.

He watched the way her green eyes sparkled when she laughed. He watched the way her hand, small and strong, gestured in the air as she described the dessert. He watched the way her braid, which had come slightly loose, fell across the collar of her uniform.

He was, in that moment, nothing but a pair of eyes, and those eyes held only her.

And you were oblivious, too, to the gaze from the stones.

Giyu was still frozen in his first step of escape. He had not left. He could not.

He was staring at you.

He was trying not to. He was furious with himself for it. His gaze was supposed to be on the gate. It was supposed to be on the path home. But it slipped. It strayed. It locked.

It was not Obanai's gaze. Obanai's was a possessive, adoring, outward force. Giyu's was the opposite. It was a hungry, terrified, internal thing. It was the look of a man freezing to death, staring at a fire he would never, ever allow himself to touch.

He watched you. He watched you laugh. He watched your hand—the same hand that had plunged a blade into a demon's chest, the same hand that had once offered him daikon—fly up to cover your mouth, a gesture of pure, artless shyness. He watched the way the sun caught the color of your hair.

He was lost.

His "kindest eyes," as you had called them, were, in that moment, full of a profound, painful, and hopeless warmth. He was a stone, yes, but he was a stone that had been left in the sun for too long. He was burning.

And of this silent, two-pronged, intense devotion, the two women at the center of it saw nothing.

But everyone else...

Everyone else saw everything.

Shinobu had been on her way to the Butterfly Estate, but she had paused. She was, Giyu realized with a fresh, cold spike of panic, standing directly in his line of sight to you. She had, in one fluid, graceful motion, intercepted his gaze.

She was smiling. Her usual, pleasant, perfect smile.

She did not look at Giyu. She looked at you and Mitsuri, giggling over your sweets.

"They are so full of life, aren't they?" she murmured, her voice a soft, polite sound, meant for no one and everyone.

Then, her gaze, sharp as a scalpel, slid to the right. She looked up into the branches of the maple tree. She saw Obanai, a statue of pure, focused longing. Her smile tightened. It became analytical.

Then, her head turned, just slightly, to the left.

Her gaze met Giyu's.

He had been caught staring. Again. 

Giyu's blood stopped.

Shinobu's smile changed. The polite mask was gone. The analytical look was gone. It was replaced by one of delighted, scientific discovery.

She held his gaze for one... two... three agonizing seconds.

Then, she winked. A single, tiny, catastrophic flutter of her eyelid.

Giyu's composure nearly fractured right then and there.

"Tch."

The sound was a low, disgusted snarl from the other side of the courtyard.

Giyu's head snapped around.

Sanemi was leaning against a pillar, his arms crossed. He had been watching the entire, silent, pathetic exchange.

He had watched Obanai in the tree. (Pathetic.) He had watched Giyu failing to be aloof. (Hilarious.) And he had just watched Shinobu catch Giyu in the act.

Sanemi's face was a mask of glee. He was relishing this. Tormenting Giyu about his crush was his favorite new hobby. He looked at Giyu, who was now pale, caught in the crossfire.

Sanemi pushed himself off the pillar.

No. No. No. He's coming over...

Sanemi sauntered, a slow, predatory roll of his shoulders, not toward Giyu, but toward the center of the courtyard. He was walking toward the girls.

"Oi," he barked.

The bubble of sunshine popped.

You and Mitsuri froze, startled. You instinctively stepped half-a-step behind Mitsuri, flinching.

Giyu saw it. He saw you recoil from Sanemi. His stomach twisted.

"Shinazugawa-san!" Mitsuri squeaked, her face flushing. "G-g-good afternoon!"

Sanemi ignored her.

His gaze was on you.

It was not a kind gaze. It was a bully's gaze. 

"So," he drawled. "You survived the meeting without falling asleep, pipsqueak. Good for you."

"I... I..." you stammered.

"Shinazugawa-san! That's mean!" Mitsuri protested.

"Shut up, Kanroji," he snapped. "I'm talking to my old mission partner." He grinned. "Or... wait. My mistake. You're not my partner anymore, are you?"

His eyes flicked. Just once. A lightning-fast glance over your shoulder. Directly at Giyu.

It was a taunt. A public prodding.

I'm talking to your girl. What are you going to do about it, Gentle-san?

Giyu stopped breathing. He couldn't move. He was a coward. He was frozen. He was about to flee.

"Shinazugawa."

The voice. It was not Giyu's. It was Rengoku's.

He, who had been watching this whole thing with a small, soft smile, was suddenly there. His smile was gone. He was not shouting. His voice was a low, calm flame.

"That is enough," he said.

Sanemi tensed. He turned. His grin became a snarl. "What's it to you, Rengoku?"

"You are making her uncomfortable," Rengoku stated. "And you are being a bully. Which is a waste of your spirit. Stop it."

The two of them stared at each other. Wind and Flame.

And Sanemi, who would have fought anyone else, just scowled. He respected Rengoku's power.

"Tch," he snarled. "You're no fun. I was just saying hello to Tomioka's favorite person."

He said it.

He said it.

Giyu's world ended and he went eerily still....

You blinked. "His... what?"

Mitsuri's hand flew to her mouth. "Ehhh?!"

Giyu did not see the other Hashira. He did not see Rengoku's sudden, horrified silence or Tengen's sharp intake of breath. He did not see Shinobu's smile freeze, her eyes wide with the realization that her game had just turned into a war.

He saw only you.

You were staring at him, your face completely, utterly white. Your eyes, which he had come to recognize as either serenely focused or warm with gentle, blushing embarrassment, were now just... wide. Vast and empty. Your lips were parted. You looked horrified.

You looked, to his shame-ravaged mind, exactly as he expected. Disgusted. Appalled. Repulsed.

But you were processing the revelation, your mind trying to connect the dots—his favorite person? He... he likes me? Romantically? Your heart was a trapped bird in your own chest. The way... the way I like him?

But Giyu couldn't see the complex, fragile dawn of your realization. He only saw the shock.

He had contaminated you. He had taken your kindness, your sincerity, your sweet-toothed, gentle nature, and he had soiled it with his... his stalking. His pathetic, tree-climbing longing.

And Sanemi...

Sanemi had enjoyed it. He had done this deliberately. He had held this secret, this weapon, and waited for the most public, most humiliating moment to detonate it. He had not just revealed Giyu's feelings; he had held you up to be ridiculed with him. He had exposed you.

Something in Giyu broke.

The crushing, suffocating weight of his own self-hatred—the impostor syndrome, the guilt, the grief, the cowardice—imploded. The void left behind was not empty. It was filled with something white-hot, pure, and terrifying.

The temperature in the courtyard plummeted.

It was not a feeling; it was a physical shift. The air became thin, the light sharp and cold. A pressure, silent and immense, radiated from the Water Hashira.

Gyomei suddenly straightened, his prayer beads stopping dead. "Namu Amida Butsu..." he whispered, his sightless eyes turning toward Giyu. "This... this is not right."

"Tomioka...?" Rengoku started, his voice losing its boom, his hand moving slightly. "Calm your spirit. He is just—"

It was too late.

Giyu turned.

His head moved with a slow, hydraulic, terrible smoothness. The man who had been frozen in panic, the "lovesick squirrel" from that night was gone.

Sanemi was still grinning, a feral, triumphant, "got-you" expression. "What's wrong, Gentle-san?" he purred, savoring the new name. "Did I finally—"

SHIIIIING.

The sound was not a draw. It was an eruption.

Giyu was no longer standing by the rocks. He was in front of Sanemi. He had not used a form. He had not used a breath. He had just... moved.

His blade was a blur of blue light, aimed not to disarm, but to end.

Water Breathing, Fourth Form: Striking Tide.

It was the fastest any of them had ever seen him use it. It was not the fluid, adaptable strike of a master. It was a piston of pure killing intent.

Sanemi, for all his mockery, was still a Hashira. His reflexes were inhuman.

Wind Breathing, First Form: Dust Whirlwind Cutter!

CLANG!

It was a high, ringing shriek of steel meeting steel. It was a sound that had never, ever been heard in this courtyard.

Sanemi had blocked it. His green blade was horizontal, holding back Giyu's downward slash.

But the force...

Sanemi's eyes went wide. This was not Giyu's usual, reserved, efficient strength. This was the force of a tidal wave. This was the ocean's bottom.

The block held, but it did not stop.

Sanemi's sandals carved two deep trenches in the pristine gravel as he was hurled backward. He flew a full ten meters, his body a rigid line, before he slammed back-first into the thick, wooden support pillar of the engawa.

CRACK!

The pillar, a foot thick, split. Wood-dust exploded into the air. Sanemi crumpled to the ground, his sword clattering on the stones, his chest heaving, a thin line of blood trickling from the corner of his mouth.

He was laughing. A high, wild, breathless cackle. "You... you finally... HA! You finally did it, you gloomy bastard!"

The courtyard was in chaos.

"ENOUGH!" Rengoku roared, his voice a physical blast of heat as he surged forward.

"TOMIOKA! SHINAZUGAWA! IN THE MASTER'S PRESENCE!" Tengen bellowed, his own blades already half-drawn, moving to flank.

"Stop this."

The command was from Ubuyashiki. His voice was not raised, but it was filled with a cold, sharp power that cut through the panic.

But Giyu did not hear it.

He did not see Rengoku. He did not see Tengen. He did not see you, your hands now pressed against your mouth, your eyes wide with a new, terrifying, and unmistakable awe.

He only saw Sanemi, grinning, bloody, on the ground.

He had hurt you. He had embarrassed you. 

Giyu raised his blade, his empty blue eyes fixed on his target, and charged.

"He's not stopping!" Shinobu shrieked, her voice high with genuine panic. "Himejima-san!"

Sanemi, his feral grin widening, pushed himself up, his own blade flashing. Second Form: Claws-Purifying Wind!

He met Giyu's charge. The courtyard, the sacred ground, erupted. Gravel and air itself seemed to tear apart as Water and Wind collided. It was not a spar. It was a brawl. Giyu's movements were no longer fluid; they were brutal, crushing, overwhelming. Sanemi's were vicious, sharp, and aimed to maim.

CLANG! SHING! KRAK!

"I SAID, ENOUGH!"

Rengoku did not try to get between them. He tackled Giyu, slamming into his side, wrapping his arms around his torso, his feet digging into the gravel to halt the Water Hashira's impossible, rage-fueled momentum.

At the exact same instant, Gyomei was simply there. He had moved with the speed of a silent, gray mountain. He did not grab Sanemi's blade. He grabbed Sanemi's wrist.

CRUNCH.

Sanemi shouted in agony as Gyomei's fingers, like a steel vise, clamped down, his grip absolute, forcing the blade from his nerveless hand.

"You... will... be... still," Gyomei commanded, his voice a low, weeping, and terrible rumble.

"GET OFF ME, YOU BASTARD!" Sanemi roared, trying to kick at the Stone Hashira.

"TOMIOKA! CONTROL YOURSELF!" Rengoku yelled, his arms locked around Giyu's chest.

But Giyu was gone. He was a thing of pure, cold reflex. He slammed his head back, catching Rengoku on the chin, and spun, his blade slicing up...

WHAP.

A blur of white and black. Obanai dropping from his tree, his undrawn sword, still in its sheath, slamming down hard on Giyu's wrist. The shock of the impact, not the pain, was what did it.

Giyu's fingers went numb. His blue Nichirin blade fell from his grasp and clattered onto the gravel.

Silence.

The fight was over. It had lasted less than ten seconds.

Giyu stood, his chest heaving, his arm tingling. He was unarmed. Rengoku was holding him from behind. Gyomei had Sanemi pinned against the splintered pillar, his face a mask of fury. Tengen and Shinobu stood, blades half-drawn, a few feet away, forming a perimeter. You were trembling as Mitsuri held and tried to comfort you.

And Oyakata-sama was still standing on the veranda. He had not moved.

Giyu's mind, which had been a white, roaring void, cleared.

The rage... it was gone.

And the shame.rushed back in.

He saw it. The splintered pillar. The torn gravel. Rengoku, breathing hard, his chin already bruising. Sanemi, bleeding from the mouth, his wrist clearly broken.

And Oyakata-sama.

He had drawn his blade. In this courtyard. In the Master's presence. Against a comrade.

He had attacked a fellow Hashira.

His gaze flicked, uncontrollably, to you.

You were staring at him. Your face was white. Your eyes were wide, not with disgust, but with a new, terrifying... understanding.

You saw. You knew.

He had confirmed it. He had confirmed Sanemi's taunt, with his own violence.

Giyu's world ended.

He could not breathe.

He ripped himself out of Rengoku's grasp.

"Tomioka... Giyu... wait," Rengoku said, his voice now gentle, alarmed.

Giyu didn't listen.

He didn't look at Sanemi. He didn't look at Oyakata-sama. He could not, he would rather die, than look at him right now.

He turned.

And he fled.

He didn't storm. He didn't stride. He ran.

His feet, in their simple sandals, pounded on the gravel, the sound a frantic, desperate, cowardly retreat. He burst through the main gate, his torn, mismatched haori flapping behind him, a banner of his own complete, and now very public, disgrace.

He was gone.

In the courtyard, a new, cold, and terrible silence fell.

Sanemi, his rage now gone, just stared at the empty gateway, his chest heaving, his mind blank. He... he... he... actually...

Mitsuri began to cry, small, terrified sobs.

And you... you just stood there, your heart a wild, frantic, terrified drum.

You looked from the empty gate... to Sanemi's bleeding mouth... and back to the empty gate.

He... you thought, your entire body trembling.

He... he did that...

...for me.

It was rage.

It was protection.

And it was love.

Rengoku, his face grim,looked at the empty gate, his usual bright optimism utterly eclipsed. "Tomioka," he whispered. "By the gods."

The tension was a physical thing, a glass dome pressing down on them all.

"So." Tengen was the first to find his voice, his arms crossed as he stared at the damage. "That... was not flamboyant. That was a disaster."

"He attacked him," Obanai stated from his branch, his voice a flat, cold assessment. "In your presence, Oyakata-sama. He drew his blade on a comrade."

"He was provoked."

The words came from Shinobu. Her smile was gone, her face pale and sharp. Her eyes were fixed on Sanemi with a cold, reptilian anger. "He was goaded, Iguro-san. Like a bear in a cage. You poke it with a stick long enough, you cannot be surprised when it takes your arm."

"He drew first," Sanemi spat, cradling his ruined wrist. "He lost control. He's unstable. He's a—"

"Sanemi."

Ubuyashiki's voice was not loud. It was as soft as a breeze, but it cut through Sanemi's rage like a blade.

The Wind Hashira froze. He looked up at his master, his breathing ragged. The anger in his eyes was still there, but it was now warring with a sudden, cold dread.

Kagaya had not moved. He stood on the veranda, his scarred face turned toward Sanemi. The gentle smile that usually graced his features was gone. It was not replaced by anger, but by something far, far worse: a profound, quiet, and heavy disappointment.

"You are a Hashira, Sanemi," Kagaya said, his voice carrying across the gravel. "You are a pillar of our world. You are supposed to be an example of strength. Of self-control."

"I... Oyakata-sama, he attacked me!" Sanemi protested, the injustice of it burning in his throat.

"And why," Kagaya asked, his voice still impossibly soft, "did he do that?"

Sanemi's mouth clamped shut.

"You knew of his affliction," Kagaya continued. "You know Giyu. You know his silence. You know the burden he carries. You know he is a man who walks in a different kind of darkness than the rest of us."

Giyu's self-imposed isolation, his refusal to train with others, his stark mantra of 'I am not the same as you'—it was a source of irritation for them all. But Kagaya, in that moment, framed it not as arrogance, but as a deep, abiding wound.

"And you," Kagaya's voice was now sharp, a sliver of ice. "You found a new wound. A... a private, nascent feeling. And you decided, in your judgment, to take a knife to it. Here. In front of us all. In front of her."

He did not need to raise his voice. The condemnation was total.

"You did not do it to help him, Sanemi. You did not do it to bring him into the light. You did it to hurt him. You used his affection as a weapon. You used (Y/N) as your prop. You sought to humiliate him, and in doing so, you have shamed yourself. You have shamed this courtyard."

Sanemi's face, which had been pale with pain, was now a deep, blotchy red. He looked down at the gravel, his one good hand clenched into a fist. He was shaking, not with rage, but with a shame that was deeper than any physical pain. He had failed his master.

"That... was not my intention," he muttered, the words thick.

"What was your intention, then?" Kagaya asked, his voice echoing in the silence.

Sanemi had no answer. Because he knew the truth. He had wanted to humiliate Giyu. He had wanted to see him break. He had just never, in his wildest, most fevered imagination, expected him to break like this. He had expected Giyu to stammer, to blush, to flee. He had not expected his head to nearly get taken off.

"He's right, Shinazugawa." Rengoku's voice was low, his bright hair seeming to dim. "That was beneath you."

"Tch." Sanemi spat onto the gravel. He would accept his master's word, but he would not accept Rengoku's.

"Gyomei," Kagaya said, his voice softening again. "Take Sanemi to the Butterfly Estate. Shinobu, please tend to his wrist. It seems Giyu... did not hold back."

"Yes, Oyakata-sama," Gyomei rumbled. He hauled Sanemi to his feet, the Wind Hashira's arm still locked in his grasp, and began to lead him away. Sanemi did not fight. He walked, his head bowed, his defeat absolute.

As they passed, Shinobu gave Sanemi a look of pure, unadulterated loathing. "You are an idiot," she whispered, her voice a venomous hiss for his ears alone. "You took a delicate piece of machinery and you hit it with a sledgehammer. Now it's broken."

Sanemi just growled, too pained and too shamed to retaliate.

The courtyard began to empty. Tengen, shaking his head, muttered, "This is going to be a flamboyant mess to clean up," and vanished. Obanai dropped from his tree, his face a mask. He glanced once at the two remaining girls, then at the empty gate Giyu had fled through, and stalked away. Muichiro had, at some point, already wandered off, his attention stolen by a dragonfly.

Soon, only two people were left on the gravel.

Mitsuri, her hands over her mouth, her eyes wide.

And you.

You had not moved. You were still frozen, your pale skin the color of milk, your hands clenched at your sides.

"(Y/N)-chan...?" Mitsuri whispered, her voice trembling. "Are you... are you okay? That was... that was terrifying."

You didn't respond. You were... processing.

Your mind was a chaotic storm. It was replaying not just the past five minutes, but the last few months.

Giyu gave me directions. He sparred with me. He used his Eleventh Form. He accepted my candy. A blue one. Oyakata-sama assigned us as partners. He ate my snack. The salmon daikon. His... his... favorite... He fought with me. He moved with me. He... he saved me. I saved him. We were a team. He... smiled.

And then, today.

Tomioka's new favorite.

Sanemi's taunt. Giyu's face, his pale, pained face, as he looked at you. The way his body had gone rigid, his scent changing. The shame. The agony.

And then... the rage.

A rage that was not his own. It was a rage that had been born of you. For you.

He had misinterpreted your shock. You saw it now. He had seen your stunned silence, and he had translated it as disgust. He thought you were repulsed by him.

And his reaction to that, his immediate, soul-deep response, was not to flee.

It was to attack.

He had attacked the man who had hurt you. The man who had exposed you. The man who had made you the center of a cruel, public mockery.

He hadn't been defending his own honor. He had been defending yours.

He... likes me, you thought, your mind a dizzying, soaring, terrifying spiral.

He... he... he has... feelings... for me.

The words you had whispered to Mitsuri last night, the ones that had felt so secret and safe, came rushing back.

...the kindest eyes I've ever seen.

You had meant it. And now... you understood. That sadness you saw... that gentleness... it was real. And it was all tangled up with this... this feeling.

A feeling you now recognized in your own chest.

Your heart, which had been frozen in shock, gave a powerful, painful thud.

He has a crush on me.

The way...

The way I have a crush on him.

The realization was so enormous, so sudden, so total, that your knees buckled.

"(Y/N)-chan!" Mitsuri yelped, catching you before you hit the gravel. "Oh, no! You're faint! It's the shock! That Shinazugara, he's a... a... a meanie!"

"He... he did it... for me," you whispered, your voice cracking. You clung to Mitsuri's haori, your whole body trembling.

"What? Who?" Mitsuri asked, her own mind trying to catch up. "Tomioka-san? He... he fought Sanemi-san... because of... you?"

The realization hit Mitsuri. Her eyes, already wide, became perfect saucers.

"Oh," Mitsuri breathed. "Oh. Oh."

"He likes you!" Mitsuri shrieked, her voice a combination of terror and pure, undiluted romantic ecstasy. "Like... like-likes you!"

The pieces all clicked for Mitsuri, forming a beautiful, if terrifying, mosaic.

"But... he ran," you whispered, the hurt returning, sharp and sudden. "He looked... he looked so... angry. And then so ashamed. He ran away."

"He flinched from me," you remembered, the new pain mixing with the old, and a sob broke from your throat. "He... he probably hates me."

"No, no, no!" Mitsuri said, shaking you. "That's not it! He doesn't hate you! He's just... he's Tomioka! He doesn't know how to have feelings! He probably thinks... he probably thinks you hate him!"

You looked up, your eyes shining with unshed tears, meeting Mitsuri's. "You think so?"

"I know so!" Mitsuri said, her voice filled with the absolute conviction of the Love Hashira. "He looked at you... and you looked shocked... and he thought you were disgusted! And so he exploded! It's  tragically romantic!"

"But he attacked a fellowHashira," you whispered, the gravity of it setting in. "In front of Oyakata-sama."

The two of you looked at the veranda, where your master had disappeared. The shattered pillar stood as a monument to what had just happened.

"He's in so much trouble," you said, a new, cold fear washing over you. "And it's my fault."

"No!" Mitsuri said, grabbing your shoulders. "It is not your fault! It's Shinazugawa-san's fault!"

You pulled away from Mitsuri, your mind racing. He was hurt. He was ashamed. He was... alone.

He had run, and he was in pain, and it was because of you. Because of what he felt, and what Sanemi said, and what you didn't say.

You had to find him.

You had to fix this.

"Where are you going?" Mitsuri called out, as you turned from her, your face set with a new, terrified determination.

"I have to find him," you said, your voice shaking but resolute. "I have to talk to him."

"Wait! That's probably a bad idea! He angry!"

"He's my partner," you said, the word tasting heavy.

You turned and ran.

You ran from the courtyard, ignoring Mitsuri's cry of wait. You didn't care about his anger. His anger was a shield, just like your breathing style. You had just seen the man behind the shield, and he was in more pain than anyone you had ever known.

You ran. Your mind was a desperate, chaotic map. Where? Where would he go?

He wouldn't go to the Butterfly Estate. He was the antithesis of Shinobu's world. He wouldn't go to the training grounds; they were too open, too public. He wouldn't be anywhere near the other Hashira.

He would go where he always went. Away.

You sprinted to his estate first, your heart a frantic drum against your ribs. The Water Estate was silent, the air still and heavy. The doors were slid open.

"Tomioka-san?" you called out, your voice echoing in the empty, pristine dojo.

Nothing. The koi in his pond swam lazily, their colors a mocking, placid contrast to the storm in your chest. He was not here.

Panic, cold and sharp, began to prickle at you. He hadn't just retreated. He had fled. He had run from you.

You ran back out, your mind racing. Where does a man who wants to disappear go? Where does a man who hates himself go to be alone?

You raced past the main compound, your light sandals barely making a sound on the packed earth. You ran past the training fields, past the small shrine, and into the woods that bordered the north side of the headquarters. The manicured paths gave way to a deer track, and then to nothing but thick, tangled undergrowth.

You were running blind, fueled only by a desperate, aching need to find him, to fix this. To tell him... what? I'm not disgusted? I like you, too? The thought made your face burn, but you didn't slow.

The forest grew darker, the trees thicker. Twilight was falling in earnest, the sky turning a deep, bruised purple. You were lost. You had no idea where he could be.

"Ami!" you cried out, your voice sharp.

A whoosh of wings, and a small, pearl-gray crow detached itself from a high branch, landing neatly on your outstretched arm. It was smaller than the other Kasugai crows, and much quieter.

"Ami, please," you whispered, your voice trembling. You pressed your fingers to your forehead, trying to focus. "Find him. Please. Find Tomioka-san."

The crow, Ami, cocked her head, her black, intelligent eyes staring into yours. She let out a single, soft caw. She understood the scent of your distress, and she understood the name that was inextricably linked to it.

Ami launched from your arm, a gray streak against the darkening sky, and flew northwest, toward the mountains.

"Wait!" you cried, plunging into the undergrowth after her.

It was not a run. It was a fight. Thorny brambles tore at your white haori, snagging the delicate silk. A low-hanging branch caught your cheek, leaving a stinging red line. Your sandals, so perfect for the dojo floor, were useless on the slick, leaf-strewn incline. You stumbled, catching yourself on a mossy rock, your palms stinging.

You didn't care. You just kept moving, your eyes fixed on the gray speck of your crow, your ears straining for its guiding caw.

You were climbing now, your lungs burning, the cold mountain air sharp in your throat. The roar of the headquarters was gone, replaced by the sound of wind in the high pines and... something else.

A deeper sound. A constant, rushing roar.

Water.

Ami let out a sharp, piercing cry, circling high above a dense cluster of rocks and cypress trees.

"Ami!" you gasped, scrambling up the last, rocky incline.

You burst through a curtain of hanging vines and stopped, your breath stolen.

It was a box canyon, a deep, hidden fold in the mountain. A massive waterfall, easily a hundred feet high, crashed down from a dark, stone precipice, its water a churning, white torrent in the gloom. It hammered into a deep, black, and violent pool, sending a cold, permanent mist into the air that clung to everything.

Your crow cawed again, landing on a branch overhead.

You scanned the clearing. The roar of the water was immense, a physical weight in the air. "Giyu-san?" you called out, your voice sounding small, snatched away by the noise. "Tomioka-san!"

Nothing.

You saw his haori.

It was folded. Not thrown. Folded. Perfectly. It sat on a dry, flat rock near the edge of the pool, his red and green-and-yellow haori a small, sad patch of color in the gray mist.

Your heart seized. Oh, no. Please... no.

You ran to the edge of the pool, your eyes scanning the black, churning water. "Giyu!"

And then you saw him.

He was not in the pool. He was under it.

He was standing, his back to you, directly beneath the full, punishing, brutal cascade of the waterfall.

He was in his black slayer uniform, his Nichirin blade still strapped to his side. The water, thousands of gallons a second, hammered onto his shoulders and head. It was a force that should have flattened a man.

But he stood.

He was rigid, his feet planted on the submerged rock, his arms locked at his sides. He was a statue of pure, self-inflicted penance. He was not training. He was not washing away the shame. He was taking it. He was letting the mountain hit him, again and again, a physical echo of the emotional beating he had just endured.

He was trying to drown his feelings. He was trying to freeze the part of him that cared.

The sight of it broke you.

The shy, blushing girl was gone. The awe-struck rookie was gone. The only thing left was the Protector. The woman whose deepest instinct was to shield.

And the man you loved was trying to destroy himself.

"GIYU-SAN!" you screamed, your voice a raw tear against the roar of the water.

He flinched. A violent, full-body jolt. He knew your voice.

He turned, his head moving with a terrible, slow deliberation. His black hair was plastered to his skull, water streaming from his face. And his eyes...

His eyes were wide, blue, and wild. They were the eyes of a cornered animal, a wolf caught in a trap. They were not sad. They were furious.

"GO!" he roared. His voice was a raw, broken sound, barely audible over the water. "GO AWAY!"

This was not a request. It was a command, born of sheer, desperate terror. He was not angry at you. He was terrified of you. Terrified of you seeing him like this. Broken. Ashamed. Pathetic.

Your resolve hardened. He can't push me away. Not this time.

You took one step into the churning pool.

The cold was immediate. It was not a gentle chill. It was a shock, a physical blow that stole your breath and drove needles of ice into your ankles. The water was melt-off from the mountain, and it was bitter.

"NO!" he yelled, his voice cracking. He took a step toward you, his hand raised. "GO BACK! IT'S NOT SAFE!"

He was, even now, still trying to protect you.

"NO!" you screamed back, the word torn from your throat. You took another step, the water swirling around your knees, the current pulling, strong. You stumbled on a slick, unseen rock, catching yourself.

"I am not leaving you!"

You were the Flower Hashira. You set your feet, found your balance, and pushed. You fought the current, your breath coming in short, sharp gasps against the cold. The water was at your waist now, your skirt a heavy, dragging weight, your haori fanning out around you like a drowning lily.

"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!" Giyu roared. He turned his back to you, a final, brutal, 'you are not welcome here' gesture. He braced himself under the water again, as if you were not there.

You lunged.

You used your breath, a sharp hiss of Flower Breathing, to propel you through the last, deepest part of the pool. You burst through the hammering, ice-cold curtain of the waterfall itself.

The force of it hit you. It was like being punched by the mountain. You were blinded, deafened, and you slammed hard into his back.

He was a wall. A wall of cold, unyielding, shaking iron.

You threw your arms around him from behind, your small hands locking around his uniform, your face pressed into the soaking, cold fabric of his back. You held on, your entire body trembling, not just from the cold, but from the sheer, terrifying vibration of the man you were holding. He was shaking. Not from a chill. From everything. From the rage. From the shame. From the desperate, agonizing effort of holding himself together.

"Giyu," you cried, your voice muffled against his back, the name a broken, familiar thing. "Giyu... please."

He roared. It was not a word. It was a sound of pure, animalistic agony.

He grabbed your arms, his fingers digging into your forearms like steel traps, and tore you off him. He spun, his movements fast and violent, and slammed you back against the wet, mossy rock wall behind the waterfall.

The impact knocked the wind from you. You gasped, your head hitting the stone.

He was in front of you, his hands braced on the rock on either side of your head, caging you in. Water streamed from his hair, his face, his uniform. You were in a small, dark cavern behind the falls, the roar of the water a deafening, echoing tomb.

His face was inches from yours. His "kind eyes" were wide, blue, and mad with a pain you couldn't understand.

"WHY?" he yelled, his voice raw, echoing in the small space. "Why did you follow me? Why can't you just leave me alone?"

He was shaking. His shoulders, his arms, his hands... they were all trembling with a force that had nothing to do with the cold.

You, your back aching, your head spinning, looked at this broken, beautiful, furious man. You were not afraid of him. You were heartbroken for him.

"Because..." you said, your voice a reedy, trembling thing, but you met his gaze. You did not look away. "Because you ran."

"I... I..." He looked lost. The rage was cracking.

"You ran," you whispered, your voice gaining a small, trembling strength. "Shinazugawa-san hurt you. He said that. And you looked at me and you thought..."

"STOP," he breathed, the word a plea. He squeezed his eyes shut. "Don't."

"You thought I was disgusted," you finished, your voice breaking.

His eyes snapped open. The wildness was still there, but it was raw. It was pain.

"I'm not," you whispered.

Giyu's breath hitched. He stared at you, his mind unable to process the words.

"I'm not disgusted, Giyu-san," you said, your voice a little stronger. "I was shocked. I didn't know."

"You don't..." he started, his voice a rasp. "It's not what he..."

"Is it?" you interrupted, your eyes searching his. "Is it not true?"

Giyu froze.

You were asking him.

You were asking him if he had feelings for you.

He couldn't breathe.

The silence stretched, filled only by the roar of the waterfall around them.

He couldn't lie to you. He couldn't.

He broke.

The stone crumbled. The iron shattered. The Water Hashira vanished.

His face, his beautiful, stoic, agonized face, crumpled.

His shoulders slumped. His hands, braced against the wall, began to slide. He fell. He didn't fall down. He fell in.

His forehead thudded gently against your shoulder.

His body sagged against yours.

He was shaking. Not with rage. But with sobs. Silent, wracking, terrible sobs that tore through him.

Your own breath stalled.

He was crying.

This man. This pillar of ice and silence.

He was broken.

And he was clinging to you.

Your arms, which had been trapped between you, came up.

They wrapped around his neck.

Your cold, wet hands buried themselves in his soaked hair.

You held him.

You held him tight.

"It's okay," you whispered, your own tears streaming down your face, mixing with the waterfall. "It's okay. I'm here."

"I... I..." he choked out, his voice a ruined thing. "I'm sorry."

"Shhh," you said, holding him tighter. "It's okay. You don't have to talk. Just breathe. Just breathe."

He didn't answer. He just clung to you.

He hid his face in the curve of your neck, and for the first time since he was a child, he just let go.

He let the shame and the grief and the terrible, aching loneliness of the last decade out.

And you, the Flower Hashira, his partner...

You held him.

You were his shield.

Giyu clung to you. His face was buried in the curve of your neck, his body wracked by silent, tearing sobs. The dam had not just broken; it had been obliterated. A decade of tightly controlled grief, of self-imposed isolation, of the crushing weight of his perceived fraudulence—it all came pouring out, a flood that threatened to drown him.

He wept for Sabito, the laughing, righteous boy who should have been standing here. He wept for his sister, Tsutako, for the flash of her wedding kimono on the night the demon came. He wept for Urokodaki and the disappointment he must surely feel. He wept for the Hashira he stood beside but never with, for the gulf of his own making that separated him from them.

He wept for the terrible, aching loneliness that had been his constant companion.

And through it all, you held him.

You did not speak. You did not offer platitudes. You simply held him, your small arms wrapped fiercely around his neck, your cold, wet hands tangled in his soaked hair. Your own body was trembling against his—partly from the icy water that hammered down just inches away, partly from the sheer, raw violence of his grief.

You were so small. Yet you were anchoring him. Your presence was a steady point of warmth in the freezing, roaring darkness. You were the rock face he was pressed against, the only solid thing in a world that had dissolved into pain.

He could feel your breath warm against his ear. He could feel the frantic, bird-like beat of your heart against his chest. He could smell the clean scent of soap, the faint trace of sugar, underneath the cold, metallic tang of the mountain water.

You were real. You were here. You had followed him.

He sobbed harder, a ragged sound ripped from his throat. He hadn't meant to run. He had just been terrified. Terrified of you seeing the pathetic, broken thing he was. Terrified of tainting you with his own darkness. Terrified of the impossible, fragile hope you represented.

He had hurt you. He had made you think he hated you.

Gentle. Kindest eyes.

The memory surfaced again, a tiny, flickering candle in the storm. Your voice, hesitant and soft, on the veranda. You hadn't been disgusted. You hadn't been mocking him. You had seen something good in him. Something he hadn't believed existed.

"Disgusted?"

Your voice, from moments ago, right here in this watery cavern. He heard it again, clear as a bell.

I am not disgusted, Giyu-san.

He clung to the words. He turned them over in his mind, testing their weight, their truth. You hadn't recoiled. You hadn't screamed. You hadn't run.

Eventually, the sobs began to subside. The raw, tearing grief was still there, a deep, hollow ache in his chest, but the frantic edge was gone. He was still shaking, but it was a finer tremor now, exhaustion setting in. He was cold. So cold. The waterfall hammered down, a relentless, icy punishment.

He became aware, slowly, of the arms around his neck. Of the small body pressed against his back, offering what little warmth it had. Of the soft, steady rhythm of your breathing against his ear.

You were still here. You hadn't run. You weren't disgusted.

You might...

The thought was too terrifying to complete. But it was there. A tiny, fragile seed of impossible hope planted in the ruins of his breakdown.

He slowly, carefully, began to pull himself back together. The stoic mask, shattered beyond repair, couldn't be reformed. But he could breathe.

He took a breath. A ragged, shuddering inhale that tasted of cold water and stone.

He took another.

He could feel you shift slightly as he did, your hold on him loosening just a fraction, giving him space.

He slowly lifted his head from your shoulder. The movement felt heavy, weighted. He kept his face turned away, staring at the roaring sheet of water that separated them from the world. He couldn't look at you. Not yet.

"I..." His voice was a wreck. A raw, shredded whisper. "I am sorry."

Your arms tightened around his neck again, a brief, reassuring squeeze. "Don't," you whispered back, your voice thick, still close to his ear. "Don't apologize. Not for that."

He didn't know what "that" meant. For crying? For clinging to you? For everything?

"I hurt you," he said, the guilt a fresh stab. 

He felt you go still against his back.

"You were scared," you said, your voice quiet, uncertain. "I startled you."

"No," he said, the word rough. He forced himself to be honest. At least about this. "I was ashamed. Of myself. Not of you. Never of you."

He felt your breath hitch.

The silence stretched again, filled only by the roar of the water. He could feel you thinking, processing his words.

"Why?" you finally whispered. "Why were you ashamed?"

He couldn't tell you. He couldn't tell you about Sabito. He couldn't tell you about the tree. He couldn't tell you why.

"I am not..." he began, the old, familiar lie rising to his lips. I am not qualified. I am not the same.

But he stopped. He couldn't say it. Not now. Not after this. Not while you were holding him.

"It doesn't matter," he mumbled instead, staring at the water.

"It does matter," you said, your voice regaining a fraction of its gentle firmness. "It matters to me."

He squeezed his eyes shut. You weren't letting him retreat. You weren't letting him hide.

"You thought I was disgusted," you said, your voice trembling slightly. "In the courtyard. When Shinazugawa-san..."

Giyu flinched, a small, involuntary movement.

"I wasn't," you said, your voice dropping to a whisper again. "I was just shocked. I didn't know what to think."

He could feel your cheek press lightly against him as you spoke.

"He shouldn't have said that," you continued, a flicker of anger in your tone. "It was cruel. To you. And..."

You hesitated.

"...and to me," you finished, the words barely audible.

He felt you shift again. Your arms loosened around his neck. Your hands slid down, resting gently on his shoulders.

"Giyu-san," you whispered.

He slowly, hesitantly, turned his head. Just enough to see your face in the dim, watery light filtering through the falls.

You were looking at him. Your face was pale, tear-streaked, your hair plastered to your skin. But your eyes were fixed on his. And they were clear. They held no disgust. No pity. No mockery.

They held concern. And something else. Something hesitant. Something warm.

"You are not disqualified," you said, your voice soft but firm. "You are the Water Hashira. You are my partner. You are brave. You are kind."

You were refuting his self-hatred. You were defending him. To himself.

"And I..." you began, your voice trembling again. Your gaze dropped, just for a second, to his lips, then darted back up to his eyes. Your blush, even in the cold, returned—a faint, lovely warmth on your pale cheeks.

"I am honored," you whispered. 

Honored?

The word made no sense. Honored by what? By his pathetic feelings? By his tree-climbing?

"Honored that someone as strong and gentle as you..." Your voice faltered. You took a breath. "...could feel anything like that for me."

Giyu's world stopped.

It didn't shatter. It didn't explode.

It just stopped.

The roar of the waterfall faded. The cold vanished. The shame, the grief, the fear—it all just receded.

There was only your face. Your words.

Honored. Strong. Gentle. Feel anything like that. For me.

He stared at you, his mind a silent, echoing chamber.

You felt the same way.

It wasn't a question. It wasn't a hope. It was in your eyes. It was in your blush. It was in the trembling of your hands on his shoulders. It was in the word.

Honored.

He... he...

He didn't know what to do. He didn't know what to say. He had never been here before.

He just looked at you.

He saw the girl from the path, blushing and lost. He saw the Hashira in the dojo, a blur of impossible grace. He saw the warrior on the mountain pass, her blade a piercing drill. He saw the kind woman who had brought him daikon.

And now he saw this. This small, trembling, brave girl, standing in a freezing waterfall, holding onto a broken man, and telling him... telling him...

He reached up. Slowly. His hand, shaking, brushed a strand of wet hair from your cheek. His fingers were numb with cold, but your skin was warm.

You gasped, a tiny, sharp intake of breath. Your eyes widened. You didn't pull away.

You leaned into his touch. Just a fraction. A centimeter.

He was still broken. He was still a fraud. He was still Giyu.

But maybe... just maybe...

That was enough.

He looked into your luminous, kind eyes.

And for the first time in a very long time, Giyu smiled.

A real smile. Small. Watery. Broken.

But real.

And your heart didn't just stop.

It flew.

You rose on your toes, a small, unthinking movement. Your cold, wet hands slid from his shoulders, one moving up to cup the back of his neck, your fingers tangling in his soaked, matted hair. The other hand came to rest on his jaw, your thumb tracing the sharp line of his bone.

And then, you closed the final distance.

Your lips, cold and chapped from the water, pressed against his.

It was a collision. It was clumsy, wet, and freezing. It was nothing like the stories. It was all chattering teeth and the awkward, shocking press of skin. It was the first kiss for both of you, and neither had any idea what you were doing.

For Giyu, it was a cataclysm.

His entire body seized. The touch, so gentle, so warm despite the cold, was an electrical shock that bypassed his brain and went straight to his heart. His mind, which had just begun to piece itself back together, went utterly, blindingly white.

This was not happening. This could not be happening.

You were kissing him.

He was a fraud. He was a coward. He was unworthy. He was the man who had flinched from you. He was Sanemi's joke.

You were the Flower Hashira. You were gentle, pure, and strong. You were wrong. This was a mistake. You had misunderstood. You were kissing a ghost.

You felt his response. Or rather, his lack of it.

He was a statue. His lips were cold, unresponsive, pressed shut beneath yours. His body was rigid, his hands still braced against the rocky wall on either side of your head, caging you in but not touching you.

A new, colder panic washed over you, more chilling than the waterfall.

I made a mistake. Oh, god, I made a mistake.

He is disgusted. This wasn't affection. This was assault. You had forced this on him.

You pulled back, a small, horrified gasp escaping you. Your face, which had been warm with resolve, was now as pale and cold as the water.

"I’m sorry," you whispered, your voice a wrecked, broken thing. "I... Giyu-san, I didn't mean to. I misread."

You tried to pull away, to turn your face, to flee as he had.

"No."

The word was not spoken. It was a groan. A deep, primal sound ripped from his very center.

Giyu's mind had rebooted. He had seen you pull away. He had seen the terror in your eyes—not of him, but of your own perceived mistake. He had seen the light he had just rekindled, and he had, again, been the one to snuff it out.

He couldn't. He wouldn't.

His body moved, finally, before his brain could list the thousand reasons why he was unworthy.

His hand, the one that had been braced on the stone beside your head, moved. It was not gentle. It was clumsy, desperate, and fast. It clamped onto your waist, his fingers digging into the soaked fabric of your uniform, and he pulled you.

Hard.

The small space between you vanished. You gasped as your body slammed flush against his, the air driven from your lungs. You were no longer pinned against the wall. You were pinned against him.

His other hand, the one that had been on your cheek, slid, grasping, into the thick, wet mass of your hair at the back of your head. He angled your face, his grip unsteady, his whole arm shaking.

He was so, so cold. And he was burning.

He looked at you, his blue eyes dark, wide, and filled with a terrifying, raw need. He was not calm. He was not gentle. He was a drowning man, and you were the only solid thing in the ocean.

"Don't stop," he whispered, his voice a raw rasp.

And then, he kissed you.

It was not a kiss of finesse. It was a kiss of desperation. It was a raw, bruising press of his mouth to yours, clumsy, angled wrong, and everything.

Your shock lasted only a second. The relief that flooded you was so profound, so all-consuming, that your legs gave out. You sagged against him, your own arms locking around his neck, holding on as if he were the only thing keeping you from being swept away by the waterfall.

He wasn't responding to your kiss. He was answering it.

He didn't know what he was doing. His lips were firm, untrained, moving against yours with a desperate, seeking pressure. He tasted of cold stone, of iron, of the faint, clean salt of his own tears. He was shaking, his entire body trembling against yours, the last of his iron control completely, totally gone.

For you, the clumsiness was the perfection. This was not the smooth, practiced kiss of a man like Tengen. Giyu’s kiss was honest. It was raw. It was real.

You kissed him back, your own inexperience meeting his. It was a fumbling, breathless, beautiful mess. Your fingers tightened in his hair, pulling him closer.

Giyu's mind, which had been a white static of terror, was now a white light of sensation. He could feel everything. The softness of your lips. The cold water sluicing over his back. The impossible warmth of your body pressed against his. The rapid, frantic beat of your heart against his ribs.

You were here. You were real. You were not disgusted.

His hand at your waist tightened, pulling you so close he thought you might fuse, two pieces of ice melting into one. The last wall inside him, the one that held back the hope, the longing, the love... it didn't just break. It vaporized.

The roar of the waterfall, which had been the only sound in the world, was gone. The cold, which had leeched all the feeling from his skin, was gone. There was only this. This impossible, terrifying, warm contact. This feeling.

He had been alone for so long. He had been a ghost, haunting his own life. And now he was touching someone. Someone who was touching him back.

A small, broken sound escaped his throat, a sound that was half-groan, half-sob, and he kissed you deeper, no longer asking, but claiming. He was clumsy. He was desperate. He was starving.

You met his desperation, your own needs, so long suppressed, rising to meet him. You were the shield, and he was the man who needed one. He was the stoic pillar, and you were the one who saw the cracks. It was a perfect, terrible, beautiful fit.

It was only the need for air, a burning, human, inconvenient need, that finally broke you apart.

You didn't separate. You just parted.

Your lips unlocked with a small, wet sound that was shockingly loud in the sudden, roaring return of the waterfall's thunder.

You rested your foreheads against each other.

You were both gasping, your breath pluming in the cold, misty air. You were trembling so hard your teeth chattered. You were soaked. You were freezing. And neither of you had ever felt so warm.

Giyu's eyes were squeezed shut. He couldn't open them. He couldn't face this. The reality of what he had just done. What you had just done.

His hands were still tangled in your hair, gripping your waist. He had not let you go. He was terrified that if he did, you would dissolve. That this was a dream. A hallucination brought on by shame and hypothermia.

"Giyu..."

Your voice. It was a wreck. A breathless, shaky, wonderful whisper against his skin.

He couldn't answer. He had no words. He had never had words for this.

"Giyu," you said again, and he felt your cold hand move from his neck, your fingers, so small, tracing the line of his jaw. "Look at me."

He couldn't.

"Please."

He had to.

Slowly, his eyelids, which felt as heavy as stone, flickered open.

You were right there. Inches away. Your pale, pupil-less lavender eyes were wide, luminous in the dim, gray light. They were shining, not just with tears, but with you. With a dawning, terrified, brilliant joy.

"You are freezing," you whispered, your own body shivering violently against his. "We have to get out of the water."

It was the most practical, logical, normal thing you could have said.

It saved him.

He could do that. He could be functional.

He didn't speak. He just nodded. A single, jerky, agonized nod.

He did not let go of you. He could not let go of you.

His arm, which had been locked around your waist, tightened. He shifted, turning his body, putting himself between you and the worst of the waterfall's spray. He kept one hand buried in your hair, anchoring you to him, and used his other to find a handhold on the slick, mossy rock.

"Hold on," he rasped.

He moved, half-pulling, half-carrying you out of the small cavern.

The main force of the waterfall hit you again, a sudden, brutal, ice-cold slap from reality. It was a punishing, deafening roar. You cried out, burying your face against his chest, your arms locking around his neck.

Giyu didn't flinch. He set his feet, braced his body against the tonnage of water, and pushed. He was the Water Hashira. This was his element.

He pushed through the curtain.

The sudden, relative quiet of the canyon was a shock. He half-dragged, half-carried you through the churning, waist-deep pool, his legs stronger, his body a shield against the current. He did not let you stumble.

You collapsed onto the rocky bank, onto the sharp, cold gravel. You landed in a wet, tangled heap, your limbs entwined, both of you gasping, your chests heaving.

The cold was immediate. The water, no longer a buffer, was just water. And it was freezing.

"God," you breathed, shivering so hard your teeth chattered.

Giyu pulled away, just enough to sit up. He looked at you.

You were a mess. Your uniform. Your haori was torn from your run, soaked and clinging, gray with dirt. Your beautiful hair was a tangled, dripping mop. Your lips were pale and starting to turn blue.

He was a monster.

"You’re freezing," he said, his voice a low, rough rasp.

He looked at his own haori. His dry haori. Still neatly folded on the rock, a monument to his earlier, simpler, lonely despair.

He grabbed it.

"Here," he grunted.

He didn't ask. He just acted. He unhooked your own wet, clinging haori from your shoulders, dropping it to the ground. Then, he took his dry one, shook it open and, with a clumsy, awkward, desperate tenderness, he wrapped it around you.

You clutched the fabric, your small, cold hands disappearing into the sleeves. It was warm. Or, at least, it was dry. It smelled like him. Faintly of soap, and cedar, and something uniquely Giyu.

You turned, your face buried in the warm, dry silk, your lavender eyes, wide and shining, peering up at him.

"Giyu..." you started.

He looked at you. Really looked at you.

You were tiny. You were drenched. You were shivering.

And you were wearing his haori.

You were his.

The thought hit him.

He was in love.

And you...

He looked at your face.

You weren't running. You were waiting.

He had to say something.

He couldn't.

So, he did the only thing he could.

He sat down.

He sat on the cold rock, his back to the roaring waterfall, his own soaked, black uniform dripping onto the gravel. He looked at his feet.

The silence stretched.

It was your turn.

You watched him. This impossible man.

He had attacked a Hashira. He had run. He had cried. He had kissed you.

He had given you his haori.

And now he wasn't talking.

A small smile touched your lips.

It was okay.

You knew his language.

You sat down next to him.

You didn't touch him.

You just sat.

You pulled his haori tighter around you.

You sat in silence.

The waterfall roared. The moon shone.

And for the first time...

Giyu wasn't alone.

The End.