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Five days had passed since the incident in the library – five days that had slipped through Jisung’s fingers like fine, cold sand — five days that had felt less like the passage of linear time and more like a slow, deep exhale into a cold room. Yet, the visceral terror that had seized his chest, tight and constricting as a cage of wire, had begun to loosen its grip. In its place, a strange, new gravity had taken hold, pulling him toward a center he hadn't known existed.
The center of that gravity? Lee Minho.
Minho had ceased to be a "guest" in their tight-knit group dynamic and had become a fixture, as permanent and necessary as the caffeine in their veins. He didn't just hang around; he slotted himself into the empty spaces of their lives with terrifying, surgical precision. He seemed to possess a sixth sense for their needs before they even voiced them. He knew that Jeongin needed ten minutes of absolute silence to review his lesson plans before his primary education practicum started, so he would wordlessly lure Hyunjin into a debate about skincare, art or dance theory to keep the air quiet. He noticed when Felix’ movements were stiff after a grueling contemporary class, and he would guide him through a cool-down with a clinical, professional efficiency that made Felix groan in relief.
But for Jisung, Minho was simply… there. He was the shadow that didn't haunt, the presence that didn't demand, and the only person who seemed to look at Jisung without the exhausting weight of pity in his eyes.
It was a Tuesday afternoon, the sky outside a flat, oppressive slate grey that threatened the season’s first real snow. They were gathered in their usual corner of the campus café, a sprawling, chaotic mess of open textbooks, charcoal-smudged sketchpads, and half-empty cups of lukewarm coffee. The air was thick with the scent of roasted beans and the low hum of student chatter, but within their booth, it felt like a private island.
"Hold still, for the love of all that is holy," Hyunjin murmured, his tongue poking out the corner of his mouth as he sketched furiously. His long, now dark hair was tucked behind his ears, and his fingers were blackened to the second knuckle from the thick piece of compressed charcoal he was using. "You have a very difficult nose, Minho-hyung. It’s too perfect. It looks fake on paper, like I’m drawing a statue instead of a person."
Minho was leaning back against the vinyl upholstery, scrolling through his phone with one hand while effortlessly peeling a mandarin orange with the other. His movements were rhythmic, almost hypnotic. He didn't look up from the screen. "If you make me look like a caricature from a boardwalk, I’m telling Jeongin about what you tried to do with his favourite coffee mug and your paint brushes the other day.”
"You wouldn't dare," Hyunjin gasped, his hand faltering for a split second before he resumed his frantic shading.
"Try me," Minho smirked, the corner of his mouth curling into that sharp, cat-like expression. He finished peeling the orange in one continuous spiral of zest and, without breaking his rhythm or looking away from his phone, reached across the table. He placed the perfectly cleaned segments onto a napkin directly in front of Jisung. "Eat. Vitamin C. You’ve sniffled twice in the last hour, and I’m not dealing with a sickly composer."
Jisung stared at the orange slices. They were pristine—not a single string of white pith remained on the glistening fruit. His heart did that treacherous, sickening little flip it had been doing lately—a sensation that felt suspiciously like butterflies, though he kept trying to convince himself it was just the lingering tremors of anxiety.
"Thanks, hyung," Jisung mumbled, popping a slice into his mouth. It was cold and sweet, the citrus stinging his throat in a way that felt grounding.
"You're spoiling him," Jeongin commented from behind a massive tome on Child Psychology. He didn't look up, but there was a small, knowing smile playing on his lips—the kind of smile that made Jisung want to hide under the table. "He’s going to forget how to function as a self-sufficient human if you keep this up."
"He has delicate fingers," Minho said smoothly, finally pocketing his phone and fixing his gaze on Jisung. It was a heavy, concentrated look that seemed to pin Jisung to his seat. "Musicist fingers. They shouldn't be wasted on manual labor or the mundane task of peeling fruit."
Jisung flushed a deep, hot crimson, instinctively curling his fingers into his palms. "They're useless fingers right now anyway. I’ve been stuck on the same transition for three days. My composition professor told me this morning that the bridge lacks 'emotional resonance.' He said it sounds like I’m afraid of my own melody. He wants the final draft by tomorrow morning."
"Writer’s block?" Felix asked, leaning his head heavily on Jisung’s shoulder, his blonde hair smelling like citrus shampoo. "Do you want to come to the studio? We're running floor-work today. Sometimes seeing the body move helps unlock the melody."
"I think if I try to watch you guys dance right now, I’ll just burst into tears from the pressure," Jisung admitted with a dry, self-deprecating laugh. "I need to just lock myself in a room and bang my head against the guitar or the wall until something sounds like it isn't a lie."
"Don't bang your head. It’s a nice head; it houses a very expensive education," Minho said. He stood up in one fluid, athletic motion, slinging his black gear bag over his shoulder. The movement was so graceful it drew the eyes of several students at nearby tables, but Minho ignored them entirely. He looked only at Jisung. "Come on."
Jisung blinked, looking up at him. "Where?"
"Practice Room 4B. In the annex," Minho stated, as if it were a command rather than a suggestion. "It has the best acoustics in the building, and it’s soundproof enough that you can scream if you need to. I have a free block before my evening rehearsal. I’ll come sit with you. Sometimes you just need someone who’s willing to listen and give good opinions.”
"Oh," Jisung scrambled to pack his bag, his hands clumsier than usual under Minho’s watchful eye. He ignored the knowing, almost giddy look Hyunjin shot Felix. "You really don't have to spend your break watching me struggle, hyung. I know you have that showcase solo to perfection."
"I know I don't have to," Minho interrupted, extending a hand to help Jisung out of the booth. His grip was warm, his palm slightly calloused from years of floor-work, and his fingers lingered around Jisung’s wrist for a second longer than necessary. "I want to. Besides, I don't want you walking to the annex alone. The halls get quiet this time of day."
The practice room was a small, soundproofed box of clinical isolation, tucked away in the furthest corner of the music wing. Once the heavy, foam-padded door clicked shut, the world outside—the distant sirens of Seoul, the muffled footsteps, the hum of the university—vanished instantly. It was just the two of them and the heavy, expectant silence of the room.
Minho didn't hover. He pulled a folding chair into the far corner, sitting with his legs crossed and his back straight, looking perfectly at home in the silence. "Ignore me. Play what you have. Don't apologize for it, and don't explain it."
Jisung sat on a wooden stool, pulling his acoustic guitar from its battered hardshell case. The wood of the instrument felt warm against his chest, a familiar weight that usually brought him comfort. But today, with Minho watching, the guitar felt like a lie. He tuned the strings with shaking fingers, the ping of the high E-string sounding unnaturally sharp in the deadened room.
Jisung took a shaky breath, closed his eyes, and began.
The melody was melancholic, a delicate, finger-picked pattern in C-minor and fell like the rhythm of a person trying to catch their breath. It was the piece he had started in the library—the "quiet room" song, the song he had almost unconsciously dedicated to Minho. It flowed well enough in the beginning, tentative and sweet, but when he reached the bridge, his fingers stumbled.He tried to transition into a brighter, more hopeful chord progression, but it felt forced.
He stopped abruptly, the last chord buzzing unpleasantly against the frets. He dropped his forehead against the neck of the guitar.
"See?" Jisung groaned, into the wood. "It’s garbage. It’s stiff. It sounds like I’m trying to solve a calculus equation instead of writing a song, and I hate it."
"It's not garbage," Minho’s voice came from the corner, calm and dangerously low. "But I feel like you're lying to yourself, Jisung-ah."
Jisung looked up to find Minho had moved. He wasn't in the corner anymore; he was standing just a few feet away, watching Jisung with a terrifyingly lucid intensity. “What do you mean?” He breathed out after a few agonizingly silent moments.
"You're trying to resolve the tension because you think you're supposed to be okay now," Minho said, his voice dropping into that even lower, resonant register that made Jisung’s skin prickle. "You're trying to write a happy ending because we're sitting in a safe room and your friends are downstairs. But your heart isn't in the resolution, Jisung. It still lies in the fear."
"I don't want to be afraid anymore," Jisung argued, his voice cracking.
"Then use it. Don't bury it under those pretty major chords," Minho said. He stepped closer, entering Jisung’s personal space. He didn't know how to play the guitar—he didn't know a fret from a bridge—but he understood the physics of emotion. He reached out and placed a hand on the body of the guitar, right over the soundhole. He could feel the vibration of Jisung’s last failed note still humming in the wood.
"I don't know music theory," Minho murmured, looking down at Jisung’s hands. "But I know the body. When I dance a piece about grief, I don't try to look graceful. I look like I’m breaking. I let my limbs get heavy. I let the rhythm stumble."
Minho’s eyes drifted up, locking onto Jisung’s. "That part of the song where you keep stopping? That’s where the shadow is. Stop trying to run away from it in the music. Invite it in."
"Invite it in?" Jisung breathed.
"Yes." Minho’s hand moved from the guitar to Jisung’s shoulder, his thumb pressing into the tense muscle there. "Play the part that hurts. Play the part that makes you feel fragile, the part that makes you look over your shoulder at night. If you can't make the music beautiful, make it honest."
Jisung felt a surge of something hot and electric. He adjusted his grip on the neck of the guitar. He stopped trying to find the "correct" chord. Instead, he let his left hand slide down the neck, finding a dissonant, jarring interval that he would usually avoid. He struck the strings hard, a percussive, aggressive sound that echoed off the foam walls.
He began to play again, but this time, he didn't finger-pick. He strummed with a frantic, driving energy. The melody twisted, becoming jagged and breathless. It was the sound of a heart racing in a dark hallway. It was the sound of a door clicking shut when you thought you were alone.
Minho didn't move. He stood right there, his hand still on Jisung’s shoulder, his presence acting as a grounding wire for the storm Jisung was unleashing. Minho closed his eyes, his head tilted back, his body swaying almost imperceptibly to the jagged rhythm. He looked like he was absorbing the sound, feeding on the raw, unpolished agony of the piece.
As Jisung reached the climax of the bridge, he found the resolution—not a happy one, but a final one. A deep, resonant E-major that felt like a scream. He let the note ring out until it faded into nothing.
Jisung was trembling, his chest heaving, his fingers raw from the strings. He looked up at Minho, feeling more vulnerable than if he were standing there naked.
"That," Minho whispered, his eyes opening. They were dark, shimmering with a pride that made Jisung’s knees weak. "That was the resonance."
"It’s terrifying," Jisung said, a single tear escaping and tracing a path through the dust on his cheek.
"It’s you," Minho corrected. He knelt down in front of the stool so they were eye-to-level. The proximity was overwhelming. Jisung could see the tiny flecks of amber in Minho’s irises, could smell the faint scent of the mandarin orange still lingering on his skin.
"Your friends… they want to protect you by making you forget," Minho said, his voice a silken thread in the quiet. "They want to pull you back into the light. But I’m a dancer, Jisung-ah. I know that the most beautiful movements happen in the shadows. I don't want you to forget the fear. I want you to master it."
He reached up, his hand cupping Jisung’s face. His thumb brushed away the tear, the contact so tender it felt like a bruise.
"You're so much more interesting when you're honest," Minho murmured. "You're so much more mine when you're like this."
Jisung’s heart stopped. Mine? The word should have set off alarm bells. It should have sent him running. But in the vacuum of the practice room, surrounded by the music they had just shared, it felt like the only truth left in the world. He leaned into the touch, his eyes closing, a soft sound of surrender leaving his throat.
"I feel safe with you," Jisung whispered, those five words leaving his lips before he could properly think, hanging in the air like a death sentence.
"Because I’m already here, Jisungie, nothing happens without me knowing," Minho whispered back, a double-meaning that Jisung was too far gone to hear.
Minho leaned in, his forehead coming to rest against Jisung’s. The intimacy was suffocating and perfect. For a long moment, there was nothing but the sound of their synchronized breathing and the faint, ghostly ringing of the guitar strings.
"We should go," Minho said eventually, though he didn't move. "The others will be wondering where we are. And you have a deadline."
"I don't want to go," Jisung admitted. "I want to stay here. In the quiet."
"The quiet will follow us," Minho promised. He stood up and helped Jisung pack his guitar away. He was back to being the "protector" now—efficient, calm, and slightly detached. But the air between them had been permanently altered. The bridge had been built, and Jisung had walked across it willingly.
The walk back to the apartment was a blur of neon lights and cold air. Minho kept his hand on the small of Jisung’s back, guiding him through the evening crowds. Every time someone brushed past them, Minho’s grip tightened, a silent reminder that he was there, that he was the wall.
When they reached the apartment, the atmosphere was a stark contrast to the intensity of the practice room. Hyunjin was sprawled on the floor surrounded by sketches, and Jeongin was in the kitchen, the sound of chopping vegetables providing a domestic rhythm.
"You're back!" Felix chirped, popping up from behind the sofa. "How did it go? Did you find the resonance?"
Jisung looked at Minho. A secret, dark smile passed between them—a flash of something that belonged only to the two of them.
"Yeah," Jisung said, his voice steadier than it had been in weeks. "I found it."
"Good," Jeongin called out. "Dinner’s in ten. Minho-hyung, you're staying, right? I made enough for five."
"I wouldn't dream of leaving," Minho said, his eyes never leaving Jisung.
Later that night, the apartment was still. Jisung lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, the jagged melody of the bridge playing on a loop in his head. He felt… changed. He felt seen in a way that was both exhilarating and exhausting. He was in love with Lee Minho. It was a terrifying realization, a dissonance he couldn't resolve, but he didn't want to.
He reached for his phone on the nightstand, intending to text Minho a simple goodnight.
But there was already a notification waiting for him.
An Unknown Number. Again.
Jisung’s heart seized, but the fear was different now. It was duller.
He opened the message. It was a voice memo.
He pressed play, holding the phone to his ear.
At first, there was only static. Then, the sound of a door clicking shut. And then… the music. It was the recording of him and Minho in the practice room. The jagged, desperate bridge. The sound of his own breathing. The sound of Minho’s voice whispering, “That was the resonance.”
The text below the audio file read:
You think the music is yours, don't you? You think you found that sound because he was there. But he’s just a mirror, Jisungie. He’s showing you what I already know. He’s playing a part, and you're falling for the choreography.
I was in the room, too. I’m always in the room. I’m the silence that makes your music possible.
Do you love him yet? Or do you just love the way he pretends to save you?
Jisung dropped the phone onto the duvet. He should have been screaming. He should have been running into the next room to wake the others. But he didn't. He just sat there, the sound of his own desperate music echoing in his head.
The stalker had been in the Annex. They had heard everything.
But as Jisung looked at the door, knowing Minho was just on the other side of the wall, he didn't feel the urge to flee. He felt a twisted sense of validation. The stalker was jealous. The stalker was losing.
He picked up the phone and deleted the message. He didn't tell the others. He didn't even tell Minho. He wanted to keep this secret—this proof that he was worth fighting over.
Minho sat on the edge of his bed in the guest room, his own phone glowing in the dark. He had the same audio file open. He listened to the sound of his own voice—the whispered “mine”—and felt a thrill of pure, unadulterated power.
I was in the room, too, he thought, echoing his own message to Jisung.
He looked at the wall separating him from Jisung. He could almost feel the boy’s heartbeat through the plaster.
He’s not telling them, Minho realized, a slow, predatory grin spreading across his face. He’s keeping the message a secret. He’s starting to hide things from the people who are supposed to make him feel safe.
It was the ultimate victory. He had successfully convinced the prey that the hunter was the only one who truly understood the beauty of the chase.
Minho lay back on the pillows, his eyes bright in the dark. He thought about the bento box, the library photo, and now the audio file. He was weaving a web of fear so intricate that Jisung would eventually find the outside world too terrifying to inhabit. He was making himself the only safe place left on earth.
You're doing so well, Jisung-ah, Minho thought as he drifted into a light, watchful sleep. You're learning the steps so perfectly. Just a few more bars, and the song will be over. And then, there will be nothing left but us. Nothing but the quiet.
He didn't need a guitar to understand harmony. He was creating a masterpiece of human psychology, and Han Jisung was his favorite instrument.