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My dearest,
I am so incredibly glad you responded. It means a lot, so much you can't even imagine.
My own obsession with you will never fade either, my love. You're the hero for the 13 year old boy I was when I met you... God, I remember thinking "He is so beautiful, absolutely gorgeous," when I first looked at you. That never went away, you are so beautiful, so loved, Lew, never forget that.
You really have hung the moon and stars for me, the one I looked up to wishing I could be there intead for so long, it's hurt me so much but it made me a championship winner and I couldn't be more grateful for that, for you, for what we had.
You made me who I am, you shaped me into the person that still adores you and thinks about you every single day, not only when I feel lonely but when I feel full of love. A love only you will ever be able to get from me.
Lew, I need you with me every second of every day, but even if that will not happen, I have gone so long without having you with me so I am sure I will survive one more day, and then one more, and every day after that.
I love you too, dear... Always have as well...
Signed, N