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In the weeks to come, Alexandra Cabot will come to understand that whatever her grandmother meant by sweetheart, it did not apply to Casey Novak in any conventional sense.
But for now, there is only morning.
She wakes before the light, her body still governed by habits formed in another life. Years of city mornings have trained her to rise in darkness, to be settled in her office before the sun clears the skyline.
Here, there is no skyline; only the slow gradient of sky pressing itself gently against the edges of the world.
The ceiling fan turns lazily above her, blades cutting the warm air into slow, uneven currents that brush across her collarbones and retreat. The faint click in its motor repeats every few rotations, an old mechanical rhythm that has most likely been there for years, unnoticed by her until now.
For a moment she lays still beneath the thin quilt, disoriented not by noise but by its absence. There are no distant sirens threading through concrete canyons. No buses sighing to a stop. No neighbor’s television murmuring through drywall. No elevator cables humming behind a shared wall.
It’s quiet.
Light begins to gather at the edges of the curtains, thin at first, a diluted gold that outlines the fabric without yet penetrating it. The material shifts faintly with the air from the fan, faded from years of washing, softened along the hem.
She exhales slowly and pushes the quilt down, the sheet slipping to her waist. The floorboards greet her bare feet with stored heat from yesterday, not cool as she expects. She crosses to the window.
A thin sheen of condensation gathers along the lower panes, distorting the pasture beyond into blurred bands of green and gray. The latch resists slightly when she lifts it, the wood frame swollen from the humidity. She applies a little more pressure and the window slides upward with a softened scrape. The outside air slips in immediately, carrying the scent of cut grass and distant water, of soil that has already begun warming under the promise of sun.
The land beyond the house reveals itself slowly as the light strengthens. Dew rests along every blade of grass, catching the sun’s first reach and scattering it outward. The field does not glitter so much as glow, a low shimmer stretched across open ground. The sky sheds its indigo, allowing orange and pale yellow to seep along the horizon. The barn stands in partial shadow until the sun climbs high enough to touch the roofline and pull the texture of weathered boards into view.
She rests her forearms on the sill and leans forward, allowing the humidity to curl at the loose strands of her hair. The warmth here is different from the city’s oppressive heat. It feels lived in, almost bodily.
Behind her, at the foot of the bed, her suitcases remain closed. The paper tags from the airport are still looped through the handles, creased and softening at the edges, bearing her name in block letters that feel like a mockery.
The sight of them gives the room a provisional quality, as though she is merely visiting, as though departure is still an option waiting to be exercised.
The bed has been made with care. The quilt is one she remembers from childhood, hand-stitched and slightly crooked along the seams. Everything in this room suggests permanence. Everything but her.
She has told herself she has not unpacked because she has been busy. Because the drive was long. Because Nana needed groceries put away and prescriptions sorted and the spare room aired out properly. The reasons are practical. They are also untrue.
Unpacking would mean sliding open drawers that once held her mother’s sweaters and placing her own blouses there instead, trespassing history with the succession of fabric. It would mean placing her shoes beside the closet door and deciding which corner of the bathroom counter belongs to her.
Unpacking would mean conceding that this is not a stay measured in weeks.
She is here because her grandmother’s hands tremble when she lifts a teacup, the porcelain rattling faintly against the saucer no matter how carefully she steadies it. She is here because the front steps are too difficult now, because the walk from bedroom to kitchen demands rest midway through, because the word “fine” has become a reflex.
She is here because there is no one else.
The neighbors wave from across the fence but seldom cross it. The doctor calls but does not sit at the table. The town speaks warmly of her grandmother and leaves her to manage her own decline. Pride fills the gaps where assistance might otherwise enter.
She turns back to the window.
She is here because when word traveled that some big shot city lawyer was coming to town, someone at a council meeting cleared his throat and suggested that the mayor’s office could use help. Temporary, of course.
The mayor, a broad-shouldered man with sunburned cheeks and an earnest handshake, had explained the need simply. The town required a legal advisor who understood zoning disputes, property transfers, municipal contracts, the slow, filthy grind of development pressing harshly against farmland. A steady hand, he had said. Someone who could keep the paperwork aligned with the law and the law aligned with the town’s interests. It would not be the courtroom, or the headlines. It would be meetings in wood-paneled rooms and signatures at long tables polished by decades of elbows.
There had also been a conversation about a small firm on Main Street, above the hardware store, a practice that handles wills and property transfers, farm boundaries and probate filings. Work that concerns inheritance, not indictment. The partners had spoken to her cautiously yet optimistically, aware of her résumé, unsure how it would translate here. They had offered space, time, a chance to build something quieter.
She has not fully chosen between them. The paperwork sits in a folder on the kitchen table downstairs, edges aligned, pen resting neatly atop it. Each option feels like a narrowing.
In the city, her days had been shaped by urgency. Here, the disputes are measured in fence lines and drainage rights. The scale has shifted. The stakes feel both smaller and exponentially greater.
She does not yet know which position she will accept. She has agreed only to consider. Either path would root her here. Either path would keep her within ten minutes of the farmhouse and the woman sleeping down the hall.
The town has made room for her function, but it has not made room for her identity. She is useful. She is qualified. She is convenient.
Whether she is wanted is another matter entirely.
The grass is still damp beneath her sneakers as she crosses the yard, darkening the fabric along the toes. Dew soaks through the thin cotton of her sweatpants and cools her ankles.
The wide doors of the barn stand open, a low murmur carrying from them. Eventually, the murmur resolves into words, threaded through with a softness that just doesn’t seem meant for human ears
“…easy, Florence. I know. I’ve got you.”
Alexandra slows. She rounds the side of the barn and stops just short of the open doorway.
Florence stands near the threshold, her body angled toward the open yard, one hind leg bent in compliance. Her coat gleams dully in the half-light, muscles shifting beneath skin as she adjusts her weight.
Someone kneels beside her. One knee pressed into packed dirt, shoulder resting lightly against the curve of the horse’s barrel.
One hand braces along Florence’s fetlock. The other works methodically with a hoof pick—a soft scrape, pause, scrape again.
“You’re not as dramatic as you pretend,” she murmurs to Florence, voice softened further. “Hold still.”
Florence flicks an ear but doesn’t resist.
The woman shifts slightly, and the movement draws Alexandra’s eyes before she can stop them.
Boots darkened at the toe, creased where foot meets ankle. Worn, but maintained. Jeans faded along the thighs, fitted and unselfconscious. They sit low at the hips and taper cleanly, dusted with fine dirt at the knees. A thin tank top clings to sun-speckled shoulders, the cotton pulled tight across muscle as she leans forward. The back of her neck is flushed from heat, a strand of copper hair stuck briefly to damp skin before she tucks it back with the back of her wrist.
Florence exhales, heavy and slow. The woman smiles without looking up.
Alexandra becomes very aware of her own breathing.
The woman shifts her weight again, bracing her knee more firmly in the dirt, and the movement pulls the fabric of her jeans taut along her thigh.
Alexandra looks away.
Then back.
Her hands feel oddly useless at her sides.
She shifts her stance. Gravel snaps beneath her shoe.
The woman straightens slightly but does not turn.
“Good morning, ma’am,” she calls automatically, warmth already woven into the greeting. “You’re up earlier than—”
She turns then. The word dissolves.
The softness drains in a fraction of a second. Her gaze travels up Alexandra’s frame in one clean sweep—old T-shirt hanging loose at the collar, hair pulled back hastily but posture unmistakably erect.
Not the stooped shoulders she expected.
The woman rises in a single fluid motion, still holding the hoof pick loosely in her hand.
“You’re not Nana,” she says.
“No,” Alexandra replies, aware of how composed her voice sounds even to herself. “I’m not.”
Up close, the woman is taller than she expected. There’s dirt along the curve of her forearm where it brushed Florence’s leg, and a faint sheen of sweat at her collarbone.
Alexandra has to force her eyes back up.
“You must be the granddaughter.”
“Yes.”
She holds Alexandra’s gaze for a second longer than necessary, then looks away first. She bends, sets Florence’s hoof down with care, and reaches for the other.
The scrape resumes.
Florence lowers her head, breathing out slowly. The woman’s hand moves along her leg in a brief, absent stroke before returning to the work.
“I didn’t mean to interrupt,” Alexandra says.
“You didn’t.”
Alexandra nods once. “I’m here to help.”
The motion of her hand pauses briefly, then continues. “Help,” the woman repeats, the word carrying the hint of a smirk this time.
Metal clicks against a stone in the hoof.
“What exactly do you think you’re going to help with out here?”
Alexandra opens her mouth. Closes it.
“Whatever’s needed,” she answers.
The woman gives a small, humorless huff that might almost be a laugh.
Alexandra clears her throat.
“You’re Casey, right?”
The hoof pick stills for half a second.
She doesn’t look up immediately. She finishes the pass she’s on, then taps the tool against the side of Florence’s hoof. A thin curl of packed dirt drops to the barn floor. Only then does she lift her chin.
“Depends who’s asking.”
Her eyes are lighter than Alexandra expected.
“Alexandra Cabot.”
She hears, too late, how formal it sounds in this space. Like she’s introducing herself at a counsel table instead of standing in damp sneakers on packed dirt.
Casey’s mouth twitches faintly at one corner. “Yeah. I know.”
Florence shifts her weight, and Casey steadies her without breaking eye contact, one hand sliding automatically along the mare’s leg.
“You’re Casey,” Alexandra repeats, because she cannot think of anything else to anchor herself to. “Is that short for Cassandra?”
This time Casey looks at her fully.
There’s a flicker there, of something unreadable in her gaze. Something that closes rather than opens.
“No.”
A thin curl has slipped loose from her ponytail. It catches against her cheek, and she blows it away impatiently before tucking it back with her wrist, leaving a faint streak of dirt near her temple.
Casey studies her a moment longer, something assessing behind her eyes. Then she drops her gaze back to Florence.
“Alex,” she says, testing it.
The blonde blinks. “It’s Alexandra.”
She hates the defensiveness in her own voice.
“Sure,” Casey replies lightly. “Alex.”
Florence flicks her tail, the coarse strands brushing briefly against Casey’s shoulder before falling still again.
Casey sets the hoof down and wipes her hands slowly along the front of her jeans, leaving faint streaks of dust across already faded denim. She moves around Florence’s shoulder, not directly toward Alexandra but not away either.
Up close, a faint scar arcs just below her elbow, pale against freckled skin. There’s a thin silver ring on her right hand, dulled by dirt, the metal scratched but still intact. Her tank top clings slightly where sweat has gathered at her ribs.
“So, Alex,” she says. “What are you doing out here?”
Alexandra lifts her chin a fraction. “I could ask you the same thing.”
Casey’s gaze drifts toward Florence again, her hand coming up to rest along the mare’s neck. Her thumb presses into a familiar spot just below the mane, and Florence’s ears tip back, attentive.
“I was here first.”
Alexandra feels the corner of her mouth twitch despite herself. “I told you. I’m here to help.”
“With Florence?” Casey asks mildly, though her hand has stilled against the horse’s neck.
“With my grandmother.”
Casey tilts her head slightly, studying her now instead of the animal. A line forms briefly between her brows. “She didn’t say she needed help.”
“She wouldn’t.”
Florence shifts her weight, and Casey adjusts automatically, bracing her hip against the mare’s shoulder to steady her. “Then what makes you think she asked for you?”
Alex holds her gaze. “She didn’t.”
Something tightens almost imperceptibly in Casey’s jaw. Resistance, though it resembles resentment. Florence nudges at Casey’s sleeve impatiently. Casey smooths a hand down her face, fingers tracing the ridge between her eyes before dropping back to her side.
“She’s managed,” Casey says after a moment. “Long before you got here.”
“I’m not saying she hasn’t,” Alex replies.
Casey’s eyes flick down to Alex’s throat, then back up. “People come back,” she says. “They see a few hard days and decide something needs fixing.”
“I’m not trying to fix her.”
“No?” She lifts a brow. “Because that’s how it starts.”
The barn settles around them, wood ticking softly in the heat.
“She’s not alone,” Casey continues, quieter now. “Hasn’t been.”
“I didn’t say she was,” Alex answers, though her voice has lost some of its polish.
Casey watches her for another beat, as if weighing whether that’s true.
“You’re her granddaughter,” she says finally. “That counts for something.”
“And you?” Alexandra asks before she can stop herself.
“I’ve been around.”
Florence flicks her tail again, brushing dust into the light between them.
Casey steps half a pace back toward the horse, reclaiming the space that is rightfully hers.
“Just don’t come in here acting like no one’s been paying attention,” she adds, almost offhand.
Alex feels the shift before she can name it. The sense that she has misstepped. Or, perhaps, she has overstepped. The distinction is rather insignificant in the grand scheme of things.
Casey has already turned back toward Florence, conversation apparently concluded, one hand moving in slow circles along the mare’s shoulder.
Alex clears her throat.
“This was—” she starts, then stops. She presses her lips together. “I should let you get back to it.”
Casey glances over her shoulder. “You don’t have to clear out on my account.”
Alex nods once, stiffly, and takes a step back toward the wide barn doors. The sunlight outside is blinding compared to the dim interior. She almost escapes. Almost lets pride carry her all the way out.
But Florence shifts again, a soft snort through flared nostrils, and she hesitates.
She turns back.
“Can she be ridden?”
Casey looks over her shoulder. “Excuse me?”
“The horse,” Alex says quickly. “Is she…would I be able to?”
“You planning on taking her for a spin?”
Alex straightens, reflexively defensive. “I’ve ridden before.”
“Where,” Casey scoffs lightly, “in Central Park?”
Alex’s jaw tightens. “Lessons. When I was younger.”
“How much younger?”
“Boarding school.”
Casey exhales through her nose. Not quite a laugh. “Right.”
“What does that mean?”
“You think a saddle’s just another seat?” Casey goes on. “It’s not your fancy, cushy city Porsche.”
“It’s a BMW…” Alex corrects quietly.
Casey just stares at her.
There’s a long, incredulous pause. Then a short, disbelieving huff of laughter escapes her. She drags a hand down her face and shakes her head.
“Of course it is.”
Alex feels heat creep up her neck. “That’s not—”
“Relax,” Casey says, still half-laughing. “I’m sure it’s very impressive.”
“It’s not about being impressive.”
“Sure.”
Alex’s jaw tightens. “I asked a serious question.”
Casey studies her for a moment, amusement fading into something more assessing.
“Florence isn’t a weekend trail ride,” she says. “She’s not something you just swing a leg over because you miss feeling important.”
“That’s not why—”
“It’d be too much work,” Casey cuts in, not harsh but firm. “And you’ll be gone before you can even earn her trust.”
“I didn’t say I was leaving,” Alex retorts immediately.
“You didn’t say you were staying.”
Alex opens her mouth, closes it.
Casey nods like that’s answer enough. Her gaze flicks toward Florence, who shifts slightly at the tension in the air.
“She’s not some hobby,” Casey continues, quieter now. “She’s work. Every day. She doesn’t care about sentiment.”
“I don’t either,” Alex says, though the words feel thin the moment they leave her mouth.
“She doesn’t trust easy,” Casey goes on. “You rush her, she’ll throw you. You push too hard, she’ll shut down. And once she decides you’re not safe, that’s it.”
Alex looks at the horse. At the tension coiled just under the surface of muscle. At the way Florence leans into Casey’s touch but keeps one ear turned outward, always listening for something that might hurt her.
Something stirs in Alex’s chest.
“You think she’s fragile,” she says quietly.
“I think she’s careful,” Casey corrects.
Alex swallows. “I know what that’s like.”
Casey’s eyes flick to hers again. This time there’s no scoff, no disdain.
Florence exhales, a warm gust against Casey’s sleeve.
“I want to learn,” Alex says. “I’ll put in the work. The time. Whatever it takes.”
Casey holds her gaze for a long moment, searching for something. Flippancy, maybe. A crack in the resolve. Alex doesn’t look away.
Finally, Casey huffs a quiet breath through her nose. “You don’t start on a horse like this,” she says.
Alex’s shoulders drop. “Why not?”
“Because you don’t learn to swim by jumping into the deep end with something that can throw you.” Casey steps closer to Florence’s shoulder, protective but not possessive now. “Trust takes time. On both sides.”
“I said I’d give it time.”
Casey tilts her head, searching her face for a crack. For irony. For boredom waiting around the corner.
She doesn’t find it.
“You’re serious.”
“Yes.”
Casey’s mouth twitches, almost amused despite herself.
“You’re not learning on her,” she says firmly. “But you’ll learn.”
Alex blinks. “You’ll teach me?”
Casey shrugs, like it’s nothing. “Somebody’s got to make sure you don’t break your neck.”
Florence nudges Casey’s shoulder as if in agreement.
Alex feels something strange settle in her chest. Hope. Possibility, maybe.
Casey gives her one last assessing look, then jerks her chin toward the far side of the barn.
“Be here at six,” she says. “And wear boots you’re not afraid to ruin.”
Alex almost smiles. “I will.”
Casey shakes her head again, but there’s no contempt in it this time. Just a low, incredulous chuckle as she turns back to Florence.
“BMW,” she mutters under her breath.