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If someone is reading this, then my theory is right. So, let me ask for a one sided question, I know I won't hear your answer dear reader. But this is enough for me to express my deepest emotions.
So...
Tell me, what is Love?
...
No answers?
Good, now I can explain it by my vision on it.
For me, Love is a way to express oneself to their desired friends or Family. Divided to Familial and Romantic. Unfortunately for me, I fallen for the most clueless person. Great, what else can I do about it. At first glance, I thought it was a love that feels like having a younger brother. The longer we met eachother, I feel his presence alone mesmerizes me. After reading a magazine, the reality struck to me.
Over time, we both became fixers, rising from the backstreets. I was the first one to achieve fame. Our meetings became forgotten, to the point I was yearning for his voice.
A year before the fall of L Corp, I aided them, in exchange of a gear I could not achieve it's potential. A prototype of a weapon they forgotten, I call it "Inno dei dolori", edgy indeed.
During a mission of mine, I glared at the reflection of me below. This emotions of mine won't want to show itself to the world, but why should I? "I already befriended him... Isn't that enough for me?" I asked my self in the pool of blood from my target, "I should help... Him. The least I can do is to give him free assistance."
The title being 'the one who deafens the ears' didn't matter, the freedom they gave me mattered.
Then
One day, He talked about an invitation for the 'Library'. He wanted to go ok there and get the book of Lowell, I told my fanclub to go fetch it. I thought they would not listen to me. Luckily for me, they signed it and got turned into books.
We both came into agreement to go to there ourselves, and look at that. Now I am a Book...
Ah, it might be the end of my yapping. I think that's what they call?
Anyways, to someone very special to me. If you are reading this, that means you had succeeded in gaining my book...
I am sorry, and I love you.