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!!Illis pov!!
Y/n: Abt to start walking to Skl see you there bby x
Illi exhaled heavily as she read the message, glad that y/n wasn’t mad at her but still slightly shaken up, she had forgotten what it was like to have a panic attack that when she had one this morning while awaiting y/n’s text, she felt like her body was sinking into the floor, skin and sweat melting to the walls as she curled up in a small ball hyperventilating. She had fully forgotten what it was like, it seemed such an odd concept that she had forgotten since before she was able to get on puberty blockers, she would have multiple daily.
‘God damnit why am I such an over thinker?’ Illi thought, while walking over to her vanity to clean up her bleeding mascara and lipgloss smeared over half her face. She dropped her phone beside her. the floral scented wipe began to glide across her face she began to make her plan for the day. First, she would leave the house and stop by the pharmacy on her way to school, to pick y/n up some Advil, knowing he always forgets on his first day of his periods, and also that they can be the worst pain wise for him.
She threw the dirtied makeup wipe in her small trash can while she reached for the small makeup bag on the other end of the vanity table, picking out her mascara, pencil eyeliner and lipgloss. Second, she would meet y/n in the courtyard, like always, and give him the biggest hug he could ever imagine.
Third, like how she had said in her second text, she would bring in the chocolate brownies her and Mikey had made. Illis expression softened slightly while remembering the fun the two had last night, they have had a slightly harder time bonding since Illi began her transition, but baking together was one of the things that stuck the same as their own activity to have with each other.
Illi finished applying the last of her lipgloss and shoved the small makeup pouch into her school bag, she got a new one recently, it was a dark blue jansport she had wanted for so long, finally getting it from her parents as a surprise after getting an A+ on her American history paper. It has a couple pins that y/n made for her for their two month anniversary, a trans flag, skull and crossbones, ladybug and heart. Pulling the backpack onto her shoulders, she grabbed her phone from the vanity and headed downstairs to the kitchen to grab the Tupperware full of her and Mikey’s chocolate brownies.
Illi takes four brownies from the container and carefully puts them in a smaller Tupperware before slipping them into her bag, grabbing a banana and heading for the door. knowing Mikey, since she only lived five minutes from the school, he wouldn’t be anywhere near ready yet. As she reaches for the door she remembers to grab her keys. She vaguely remembered placing them on the living room coffee table when she got home from the supermarket yesterday afternoon. Pulling her hand away from the doorknob she turned to the living room door, pushing it open and strolling into the seemingly unoccupied sun filled room. She turned to pick up her keys and jumped as she felt a hand tap her on the shoulder.
“Hey sis! We’re still going out after school for that thing right ?” Mikey groggily groaned as he rested his calloused palm on illis shoulder padded blazer. he looked like he had slept in his school clothes, Illi knew he did that back in elementary when they shared a room, but seriously? In his sophomore year? She pulled Mikey’s hand off her shoulder, “i was planning on hanging out with y/n since he’s been feeing kinda off recently, why didn’t you mention wanting to hangout after school sooner?” Illi sighed out, awaiting a response.
Mikey’s expression shifted to look less tired and more confused, “i could’ve sworn you and I had a long conversation about going out after school today, after we put the brownies in the oven? You remember right?” Mikey questioned, Illi was extremely confused, having no memory of that conversation at all…
“since mom and dad are away for vacation we were talking about having that surprise anniversary party for y/n? Since it’s your one year while mom and dad are away? We were gonna get booze after school from Williams house ?” It all comes rushing back to Illi now, the plan to throw a big party for her and y/n, how could she forget! “Oh shit, yeah I’ll have to talk to y/n about maybe not hanging out today then…” illis voice trails off at the end, eyes mindlessly wondering around the room as she finished the sentence.
Illi catches a glimpse of the clock on the wall, she had to leave now otherwise she wouldn’t have time to buy that Advil for y/n. “Mikey I need to go now, I need to go pick up something for y/n..” Illi rushed through her words, beginning to scramble toward the door. “Okay just meet me at the school gates at four, you can have a little time with your Boyfriend-“ Mikey is cut off by the sound of the front door slamming.
Mikey watches as Illi bikes away from the house.