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After that day with you on the training grounds, when Toph was finally able to sense your presence completely, if only for a moment, something changed.
Not all at once. Not in a way anyone else would notice, but Toph does.
She starts tracking you without meaning to—your footsteps, your breathing, the quiet rhythm of your movements against the earth. Even if she still loses you sometimes, when your figure becomes just a silhouette with a quiet heartbeat. It becomes something grounding, something she's constantly searching for.
Toph stands closer during training. Careful to avoid being obvious, just enough to feel you. She doesn't chase a fight anymore; instead, she takes advantage of the moment to see more of you, in the only way she knows how.
At night, when the world settles and the ground stills, your presence is sometimes… louder. Your breathing becomes uneven. You move too often as you toss from one side to another, but slowly, like you're trying not to disturb anything, but can't stay still either.
Toph notices it immediately. And it bothers her, more than it should. She's become too accustomed to your softness; when you're anything but, she can't shake the feeling that something is wrong.
The night is calm, there's a chilly breeze flowing outside that announces the arrival of fall. Your bedroll still rests right beside Toph's. It had been a decision made out of convenience on the night you first arrived, yet none of you insisted on a change for the nights that followed.
Toph rolls onto her side once, pushing her long hair away from her face. She turns her head slightly, as if she could see you if she tried hard enough. It's not often that she still muses about her lack of sight, but since she met you, Toph's been… wondering. Wondering what it might have been like to be able to truly see you. She tries not to let the thought consume her for more than a second.
"You're awake," she says into the quiet. She doesn't need to raise her voice more than a whisper for you to hear it.
A pause.
"…Yeah." You shuffle and shift, and Toph assumes you've pulled the covers closer to yourself.
Toph huffs softly. "You're awful at pretending otherwise."
Another pause. Then, faintly, almost embarrassed, "Sorry."
"Don't apologize," Toph mutters. "Just stop tossing around like a fish out of water." Her voice doesn't hold any bite to it, still heavy with sleep.
Silence stretches again. The dead of night feels like an intimate place for a conversation, as simple as it may be.
"I'm not moving that much." You speak quietly, too. Everyone else is asleep, and you don't want them waking up, either.
Toph hesitates, her teeth nibble at the inside of her cheek. She doesn't have a map for where she's trying to go with you. But something is pushing against her ribcage, insistent and decided on what it wants; it must be her heart. Without thinking, Toph extends a hand forward. Her arm crosses the floor that separates you, until the tip of her fingers brushes against your bedroll.
"I… can still sense you," Toph says, voice lower now, like sharing a secret. But it's not a complaint so much as a soft observation. A realization of something she'd been chasing.
You. Toph's been chasing your presence more and more. The feeling is new and raw enough that she's still afraid to name it, but it lingers anyway.
"I know." There's something tight in your voice. Toph can tell you're speaking through a lump in your throat. If she weren't so bad at her own emotions, she'd probably ask what keeps you awake during most nights.
Neither of you moves for a long moment. The night stretches, and Toph can hear the wind and crickets outside. The distant sound of water flowing, changing shape between the rocks in the river.
Toph becomes acutely aware of everything around her—your breathing, the subtle warmth near her hand that's closest to you, the almost imperceptible shift of your weight on the ground. It’s overwhelming. Too much and not enough at the same time.
"…You're weird," Toph mutters out of impulse.
There’s a soft exhale from you that might be a laugh. Toph feels strangely proud of managing that.
"I've been told," You say. And when she hears your smile, she can't help but mimic it.
Toph should pull away, let the night end there. She doesn’t.
Instead, impulsively, she shifts closer, just a little, lying on the very edge of her bedroll and closing the space between you. The tip of her fingers finds yours. You'd been lying on your side this whole time, too, watching her. There's a timidness in how she hooks her pointer finger with yours. It's a small gesture, one that could be ignored come morning. But now, it's present and grounded.
Your skin is warm against hers, soft, as she knew it would be. She doesn't hate it.
Toph can sense the spike in your heartbeat; it starts pumping blood more quickly when her thumb brushes against your hand, too. She doesn't admit that her own heartbeat matches the rhythm of yours.
That's when it hit her. All clear, and unavoidable.
Toph doesn't just notice you. She's starting to need you. The quiet of you. The softness. The way you exist in adaptability, without forcing, without ever making Toph feel like she has to be anything other than exactly what she is.
The feeling, gently and without permission, settles into her bones and refuses to leave. Like water through the cracks in the stone, you found places in Toph's heart that she didn't even know were there
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One afternoon, after training, when the sunlight is like liquid gold on the falling tree leaves, you step away first. Just a few steps. Without hurry, not far.
But far enough that Toph feels the absence immediately. It happens again, the slowing of your breathing and your heartbeat, your steps becoming something soft. You start pulling yourself away from the world. And suddenly, you are just an echo against a void of darkness, your presence more like a dream than something real. Toph hates it now; it's no longer just annoying, it's the absence of something she's beginning to miss.
Her jaw tightens. She turns in your direction, feeling how the wind carries the loose strands of her hair in front of her eyes. "Where are you going?"
You stop, looking back over your shoulder until Toph can feel the weight of your gaze on her. "Just to the river," You tell her, somewhat sheepishly.
Toph raises a brow at you, amused. "We were there this morning."
"I know." You take half a step closer to her and hold the silence for a beat. Then, quieter, "You don't have to come."
Toph hesitates. The words land heavily. Not because they're harsh, but because they aren't. Because they leave the choice entirely to her. And she wonders what it means that she doesn't have to think twice before deciding to accompany you.
Birds are singing in the distance, people are chatting on the other side of the training grounds, and Toph can hear how they step on the fallen leaves carried by the wind. The afternoon sun is warm against her back, and she wonders bittersweetly, for a brief moment, how you must look under its light.
Toph exhales sharply, stepping forward before she can stop herself. "I wasn't asking." She closes the distance quickly, until she's right there again, solid and unyielding at your side. She smiles, one corner of her mouth quirking up, "…I'm coming."
You don't tease. Don't question it or make it bigger than it is. You just turn around again, adjusting your pace so you two walk side by side, and the silence that accompanies you is a comforting one.
You eventually reach a part of the river that Toph is not so familiar with, which flows further down the mountain from the training grounds. Judging by the colder air, Toph can tell trees and bushes must surround you; the water flows more heavily here, too, louder and all encompassing as it dances between the river rocks. The ground is what she perceives the most, however. Near the water, there is soft sand beneath her feet. It swallows vibrations and shapes, blurs edges. Makes everything feel… distant.
Toph pretends it doesn't bother her. But her stance is tighter than usual, shoulders drawn just a fraction too stiff, fists clenched. Her steps become shorter, more careful.
You notice the change in her on the same heartbeat. Toph hears your steps first, deliberate and measured. Then feels your gaze on her as your worry escapes you; it lingers on her face, and Toph visibly gulps. Why does it make her nervous?
There's a pause before you get too close, like you're second-guessing if you should or not. Then, your fingers ghost over her arm, it's a small, timid touch against Toph's wrist.
Toph stills, instinctively. Not pulling away, but not leaning in either. Her lips hover open before she asks, "…What?"
"There's sand here," You say gently, somewhat apologetic. "Harder to read."
Toph exhales through her nose, shrugging softly. "I noticed."
There's no pity in the silence that follows. No softness that doesn't feel sincere. Your hand shifts ever so tentatively, brushing lightly along Toph's wrist until you find her hand.
She holds her breath, almost involuntarily, when she feels your fingers slowly finding a place between her own. There's an intimacy hidden in the small gesture, in how your hand fits so comfortably against Toph's, and in how your thumb brushes over the small scars all over her skin. Toph wouldn't even be able to sense if a sky bison was running at her right now, not so much because of the sand, but more so because her heartbeat is like thunder in her ears.
You tug at her hand, guiding her toward a firmer patch of ground. It's an offering, hesitant because there's barely any strength in your hold.
You move like water; impossible to hold, impossible to predict. And somehow, despite everything Toph knows about standing firm and never depending on anyone, she finds herself wanting to follow wherever the current takes her.
Toph could pull away. She doesn’t.
She grips your hand a little firmer instead, something heavy settling low in her chest. She fears it feels a lot like affection, and there are words caught in the back of Toph's throat; part of her wants to tell you that your presence matters, to her.
Toph still doesn't say it. Wouldn't even know how.
But it's there in everything she does; in every step she matches, in every moment she stays just a little too close. Even if it scares her. Even if it means she's crossed into foreign territory where she can't fight her way out of.
Toph Beifong, unshakable, immovable—and somehow completely, hopelessly, anchored to someone who was never meant to stay still.