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İts been days since Chuuya saw Dazai again..he was relived that Dazai is alive but at the same time he still was having mixed feelings he knew that Dazai now had a better life away from the Port Mafia but what about Chuuya? what about his partner in crime? what about the one he left his heart at...?
And Chuuya started drinking more theese days even tho he knows that Dazai is alive , and the reason? İts because he didnt tell Chuuya that he was alive or he was fine, its that he didnt trusted him..
İt was a casual weekday Chuuya had just gone through a tough day at work his body aching from all the work and all the power he used. Then as usual after work withouth caring for the blood of his target on his cheek he enters his usual bar the bell on the door ringing softly as he enters the bar empty due to the late hour the dim light of the moon creating a soft blue glow through the windows as the smell of alcohol hits Chuuyas nose like a medicine easing the endless ring in his heart. He calmly walks through an empty seat ordering the priciest wine on the bar as he wipes the blood off his cheek.
He leans towards the back of the seat relaxing his body with a slight sigh cracking his knuckles as the bartender pours him the wine Chuuya looks to the bardaners face an unusual one "...You new here?" Chuuya asks after a moment of doubt breaking the akward silence in the bar created by slight smell of blood on him. The bartender looks to his left and right for a moment then points to himself "Are you asking to me..? U-um yes i am new here" The bartender says akwardly while giving the glass of wine to Chuuya. Chuuya nods understandingly as he gets a sip of the wine then another sip and another till he finishes the whole bottle by the sleepyness the wine gives Chuuya pays the bill and heads out before he falls asleep.
The moment he gets out whispers gets loud in the bar talking about the smell of blood on him and the blood on his cheek some asking was he beaten and some asking if he has a relation to the Port Mafia the bartender who served Chuuya asks the other bartender near him since she was here longer than him the bartender taps the other bartenders shoulder to ask "What are all these rumors about him? İs he like someone powerfull?" he asks, curious. The other bartender laughs slightly and awnsers "Even tho i dont know he is strong or not i heard that he is in the Port Mafia, but dont worry! My mans a good guy he never talks shit to us hes kinda a regular here, youll get used to it!" She says smiling while hitting the other bartenders shoulder jokingly calming thr other bartender a bit.
After getting out of the bar Chuuya walks straight to his house yawning out of sleepyness as he covers his mouth with the back if his hand and as he enters his apartment building seeing the stairs reminds him if what happened that day at the stairs and his face blushes as he quickly goes up the stairs to his house he opens the door with his key not noticing the door isnt locked and just closing the door behind him thanks to the closed lights Chuuya just straight away goes to the bathroom to take a bath opening the water to hot the steam covering the bathroom as he showers (İm NOT gonna write a detailed shower scene)
After exiting the bathroom with just a towel around his waist he hears a sound from the living room but he ignores it and heads to his room but hearing a sound once again curiousty gets better of him and he walks to the living room water dripping from his hair to the floor slowly his one hand at his waist holding the towel as he enters the living room he sees a not so familiar figure on the living room laying on the couch Chuuya uses his ability to open the light then only now he notices its dazai lying on the couch Chuuya stares at Dazai as Dazai stares back at him, "Shocked much?" Dazai says smirking after a moment of shock of seeing Dazai Chuuya snap backs to reality and realizes he is only wearing a towel arounf his waist and his body is fully exposed and he runs back to his room to dress up.
After Chuuya runs back to his room Dazai remembers Chuuyas body in his mind how his body clean like milk , how smooth his hair is while resting on his shoulders , how majestic his figure is even withouth clothes and how snatched his waist is all this things about Chuuya makes Dazai smirk more and blush deeply covering his smirk with his hand "So fucking cute.." Dazai mumbles
As he enters his room Chuuyas face is completly red he closes the door after him and just waits for a moment to comprehend what just happened then he wears casual clothes just a basic black pant and a short white shirt he thinks of weather not going back to the living room or going back but then he remembers he has a lot to say to Dazai that does not involves very good topics and he goes back to the living room and stares into Dazai "Why did you come here?" Chuuya says his voice cold
Dazai notices Chuuya and looks at him "Am i not allowed to come to my partners house now?" he says with a face wounded expression but that only makes Chuuya more angry "We are NOT partners you abandoned me and the Mafia youre on your own now go have fun with whoever youre with now!" Chuuya says his voice getting louder "What do you mean i 'abandoned' you? Are you finally accepting that youre my dog?" Dazai says testing Chuuyas temper "İ am not your damn dog!" "Oh yes you are" "İm not, you damn slug!" "Oh really? but you seemed to reaaally miss me, why else would you be drinking everyday, Chuuya?" Dazai says shooting a knowing look at Chuuya "You damn mackerel...we you stalking me!?" Chuuya says cleary frusturated a few items near him floating "Now, now calm down will you?" Dazai says as he stands up and walks towards Chuuya he holds Chuuyas hand softly stopping his power "İ didnt come here to fight" Chuuyas eyes opens wide in shock as Dazai holds his hand and he pulls his hand back quickly as possible "What are you here for then?" Chuuya says his voice calmer now
Dazai sighs of relieves when Chuuya finnialy calms down "You seemed a bit angry bout something so i thought it was me youre mad at am i right? Now whatever youre mad at ask me and i will awnser it, or take your anger out on me i wouldnt mind a few punches from you~" Dazai says his voice calm and then he sits to the couch and pats the place next to him for Chuuya to sit. Seeing what Dazai wants now Chuuya sits next to him. "..Why didnt you tell me that you were gonna leave Port Mafia? Did you not trust me" Chuuya says his head down but he looks at Dazai as he asks waiting for a response "İ wanted to keep you away from this mess, if Mori knew you were involved i would live with a guilt my whole live knowing what will happen to you. İ did this so you would be safe" Dazai says his voice low more serious than usual Chuuyas eyes opens wide at Dazais words all this time that he thought Dazai just didnt trusted him 'this' was the truth and with this awnser all his other question finds their way too..it was all because Dazai wanted to protect Chuuya
Chuuyas eyes gets teary for a bit then he hides it "Go now.. im not mad so go." Chuuya says his voice cracking Dazai looks to Chuuyas face and notices a tear falling down his cheek and wipes the tear with his hand and turns Chuuyas head towards him "Dont cry now" Dazai says trying to calm Chuuya down and they lock eyes for a moment that feels like eternity then Dazai holds Chuuyas cheek and kisses him leaning towards Chuuya both of them melting into the kiss then when they pull back they kiss again, this time deeper more intimate Dazai holds Chuuyas back and leans against him closer , only inches between their bodys..Then in Chuuyas memorys rest is blurry..
Chuuya wakes up to the light of the sun thinking hes late for work but when he trys to get of he cant move his back hurt like hell and Dazai is right next to him hugging him from the back