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There‘s only so much you can remember about your childhood, the better parts of it atleast. You can remember kicking a soccer ball to a wall. You can remember your very first day of pre-school. You remember the warm, sweet taste of your mothers breast milk. Little things that you would’ve thought you would forget about a long time ago. But you held onto those like they‘re your lifeline, your purpose in your good-for-nothing life. Because if you lose those, you would have lost yourself.
Date: 7/13/2025. Time: 1:00 A.M
Flash. A streak of light motions inside your eyelids. Flash. Another one comes. Flash. Another one again. You start to come to your senses, your eyes opening slowly, a dim light starts to come in view. Not before you see Hiori‘s facial features. The sight of him staring down at you blankly give you a jolt of shock and unexpectedness.
„Ah-..“ You gasp. Hiori smiles, bringing his hand up to caress your face. „You get scared easily, dont you.“ He rests his chin on the palm of his other hand that was previously resting on the side of your head. Immediately, you sit up, and quickly crawl to the other side of what you now notice, is a couch.
„The hell is wrong with you?.. Don‘t touch me..“ you hiss, though you try to bite back at the throbbing pain in your head. „Aw.. You dont want me to soothe that headache of yours? I noticed when you decided to pass out on me.“ Hiori replies, though, his hands caressing the side of your face did feel good, and it did calm the headache down… „You said ‚Fuck’ in such a hot way. You should totally whisper it into my ear while you penetrate me~„ You interrupt. „No way in hell. What makes you think that I still even want to be your friend anymore.. Let alone do something like.. that..“ Hiori pauses. He only stares after what you said. „You’re bluffing. Don‘t tempt me to kill you dude, your the only person I actually like.“ Hiori pauses again, simply waiting for you to sit by him again.
When you don‘t, he takes it as a sign of ignorance, and he pulls the collar of your shirt forward, forcing the back of your head to rest in his lap. It‘s obvious he‘s not gonna let you go. He raises his hand to go back to caressing the side of your face, and everytime you try to resist, he‘ll pull you right back down. Eventually, you just give up, and let him do whatever he‘s doing to soothe your pains.
To avoid looking directly up at him, you close your eyes, slightly leaning into his hands to push the pain down some more. Your hands find its way to your stomach, and you let put a small sound of slight discomfort. Hiori continues to stare down at you, his fingers running along the sides of your face, his motions getting slower, and slower, and slower… Before he abruptly pushes you off of his lap.
„Anyways, I‘m gonna go shower.“ he pauses, then he turns back to you. „Go upstairs to my room.“ he pushes himself off of the couch, heading towards the bathroom. Hiori closes the door shut, the sound of the water running soon comes after. You don’t say anything, and you shift yourself to have your feet resting on the cold hardwood floor.
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‚What am I doing..‘
A small whisper you say to yourself. A whisper that can‘t explain what you are doing, or what your purpose is now. But nonetheless you have to get up, you know whats coming if you don’t. Eventually, you do make your way up the stairs of Hiori’s home, you stick to the handle the whole way up, your head brushing against the walls. You reach the top step, and look around. You see a room with red aura spilling from the door crack, it‘s.. definitely Hiori’s room. You lift your foot from the very last step, before taking a few more steps to enter Hioris room. You nudge the door open, and slip inside. It‘s a simple room really. Just a few poster in one area, and probably one of the most expensive setups a person could have. You never though it made any sense to just spend so much money in one area of your room, but you don‘t question it. You were just about to go sit in a nearby chair when you noticed a pair of pajama pants and a basic shirt with a note on it.
‚Y/n‘.
Hiori wants you to stay the night? How worse could it get for you.. But you should probably put it on.. You wouldnt want to irritate Hiori anymore than he already is. But before you do that, you simply take a seat on his bed, the mattress sinks under your weight. You bring up both of your hands to cup your face, the both of your elbows resting on-top of your knees.
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Sniffle.
Your eyes start to well up with tears as little tiny drop begin to stream down your face. Then some more stream down.. then some more.. You feel.. pathetic.. So pathetic that you can‘t even run for help without being threatened.. and actually believing it?.. God, you are so pathetic. But it is not long after that you hear the shower turn off. Quickly, you rush to wipe your tears, and quickly slip into the pajamas before Hiori could get to the door. It creaks open, and Hiori enters the room, a towel is loosely wrapped around his waist. You don’t look at him, but you feel him staring at you from behind.
„.. oh?.. I was fully expecting you to be out the door by now.. but I guess not.“ Hiori spoke, scoffing in surprise, before going back to his sadistic ways. Hiori strides towards you, sitting right beside you. His legs had spread open to bump into your knee on purpose. The both of you don’t say anything for a few minutes. But the both of you didn’t have to.. Especially Hiori.
„You‘re a pretty boy when your timid..“ Hiori spoke again, you glanced at him this time.
„So calm too…“ he raises his hand to brush his fingers against your face…
„It‘s a shame what I‘m gonna do to you though.. But you look like a pretty crier.“
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What?
What is he talking about..?
He‘s not gonna..
He wont..
He wouldn’t do…
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Right?..
You blink. „What are you talking about..?-„ you didn’t even have time to finish your sentence, Hiori had shoved you down onto your back on the bed, a look of pure sadism lace all over his face. Hiori has a god-awful smirk that had been plastered onto his mouth when you had put two-and-two together. Hiori‘s hands immediately flew to the hem of your own pants, as he forcefully pulled them down, along with him removing the towel he had gotten out of the shower with.
„No-.. Hiori please dont go any further!-„ Hiori interrupted you.
„You‘re still a virgin right?“ Hiori spat into his hand, as if it is some kind of makeshift lube, and lathered up his dick. „Actually, by what I can see.. you still are.. or atleast.. ‚was‘.“
Hiori flips you over, and forcefully thrusted his dick deep inside of you, causing you to yelp in pain. But the pain was unbearable now, you were helpless at that moment. Everytime Hiori thrusted harder, and harder, until it had you clawing at the bedsheets and seeing stars.
„Fuck..“ Hiori groaned under his breath, his hands moved to the middle section of your back, pushing down on it to make you arch further than you already were. You bit down onto the bedding, your finger nails still clawing at the sheets because of how hard Hiori was hitting your prostate. You couldn‘t take much longer of this hell, but you couldn’t stop until Hiori stopped, which seemed like never. Eventually, Hiori had abruptly stopped for a moment, before pulling out, his cum and your blood coming out in stringy lines around his dick. You would have thought that he stop so randomly would make the pain go away, but it just made it worse.
„ngh… a-ah..“ you whimpered, your body still twitching and wincing at the pain, but Hiori just lied down beside you, that stupid smirk still on his face. He brushed his hair out of his face.
„You look like you’re in so much pain pretty..“ he shifted closer to you, almost cradling you in his arms. The rest of what he said was inaudible to you, because you werent even listening anymore, the heavy ringing had blocked all of his words out.
Nothing mattered any more.
Nothing.