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(๐๐ค๐๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ [๐๐๐] AND ๐ญ๐ก๐ [๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐] ๐ญ๐ก๐ [๐๐]
๐๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ๐ง'๐ญ ๐๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ, ๐ข๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐๐ง๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ง ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ค ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฏ๐ข๐ *[๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐]* ๐ฐ๐'๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐๐ง ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ [๐๐] ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐จ๐ข๐ฅ)
(๐๐๐, ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐๐ง๐จ๐ง ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ [๐๐] ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ฌ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐๐ง ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ ๐ก๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐๐ง๐จ๐ง, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐ซ๐ค ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ ๐จ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐จ๐ข๐๐๐ฌ ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ, *[๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐๐ฒ๐ง๐๐ฆ๐ข๐, ๐๐ง๐ ๐'๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐๐ฒ๐ง ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐*)
NOW time for the juicy stuff (N and Tessa)
TESSA: she's basically the same as in canon except she has a *PRETTY BIG* crush on N, and she (and probably cyn after some time) doesn't like what he's doing to himself (trust me it's about to be explained)
N: once again basically the same as canon except for a few things, after some time when Tessa saved him from the dump probably about a year after, he began to fall *HEAVILY* head over heels for Tessa, and unfortunately in a attempt to try to find a way to figure out how to tell her he loved her he want to the internet...
And got thrown STRAIGHT into internet hell we're i imagine all that he saw/sees is a bunch of horrible people basically saying *"if you don't look like this you don't deserve love!"* and this slowly began to eat away at him, and he began to think that he didn't deserve to love Tessa because of how he looked (he basically thinks he looks ugly/disgusting poor boy)
And with the very *VERY* concerned/worried help of Cyn he got multiple modifications to his body (which are pretty feminine) to try and look more *appealing/attractive* to Tessa
*Oh and because I'm not a total monster V and J are dating lol, and V is *PRETTY* worried about what N is doing to himself :( *
*(plus I'm also drawing some art of N so you'll soon get to see what he looks like right now. ALSO IF THERE'S ANY SPELLING MISTAKES LET ME KNOW). And if you have questions let me know :D)*