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fuck.
fuck I couldn't even go through with it. kind of? I mean, price found me before it was too late. I ended up living with him, not too long after I got Ghost, actually. "safer with him than alone". Price's words, not mine.
what sucks is that I'm forgetting how your voice sounds.. greif does things to people, mostly when it's had time to simmer. but this greif? it's new, different. I've lost family, teammates, but lovers? never.
I even still text your number, on the off chance that it was an elaborate prank everyone played on me. but it's not, and I know that. I wonder if you can read what I'm writing. if you can, would you let me know? give me sign or something? god that sounds cheesy.
love you johnny. miss you.