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When Dean hung up on Sam he let a sigh of relief out of course Dean was going to come and get him he wasn't going to leave him here all alone with a monster. He went inside the apartment since he had gone outside in the hallway to call Dean. As he walked in he saw the monster that was impersonating Jess sitting on the couch in their small living room.
"Sam what's the matter and who were you calling?" Jess said as she stood up and walked towards him.
Sam ignored her and started walking towards the bedroom if he remembered correctly he had some of his hunter gear hidden around the in there. He also started to look for a bag to take with him when Dean came for him to take. They don't know how long they where going to be staying in this shape. He finally found one underneath the bed and started packing his stuff pulling out a few knifes that where hiden underneath the bed.
"Sam what are you doing?! Are you leaving!? What the hell Sam stop it!" She yelled at him when she walked into the room with him starting to pack his bag.
"Sam please talk to me! What is going-" she stopped mid sentnce as she saw the knife that Sam had pulled out of the bag.
"Shut up you monster!" He growled at her pointing the knife in her direction.
"You think it fucking funny taking her shape she's dead! Died years ago so what ever game you're playing stop it before I fucking kill you!" He yelled at her walking towards her knife still raised.
"Sam what the hell are you talking about! Please you're scaring me! Stop it Sam!" She yelled at him her voice trembling as she stepped back to advancing steps.
"You know what I'm talking about monster! So tell me what you are so I can kill you!" He spat at her while he cornering her on the wall.
"Sam please stop!" she yelled at him voice trembling as tears streamed down her face.
Sam grabbed her arm and cut her with the silver knife that he was holding on her forearm it was a small cut down her forearm that started bleeding, her crying got louder as she tried to yank her arm back. When nothing happened he reached for the bag and pulled out some holy water and splashed it on her face. By now Jess was crying hysterically, shaking from head to toe as tears and holy water dripped down her face. Sam when realized she wasn't a shifter or a demon he pulled his sleve up and cut his forearm blood dripping down his arm. He started drawing the angel banishing symbol to see is she was a angel that decided to mess with them when nothing happen he dropped the knife and turned to her.
"Jess?" His voice shaking.
She nodded tears streaming down her face still shaking from fear. Sam went over to her and hugged her. It couldn't be her! she had died, he saw as she burned from the ceiling.
"Jess oh God I'm so sorry Jess I'm so sorry that I hurt you" he said face buried in her hair.
She was still shaking in his arms oh God he had hurt her he hurt Jess, he got her back and he pushed her away! He couldn't lose her just when he had gotten her back he couldn't! He couldn't go through the pain he felt when he lost her again.
"Sam what is going on" her voice trembling as she asked him buried in his cheast she still hadn't stopped shaking.
"Oh god Jess I am so sorry Jess I swear I will never hurt you again Jess... Please believe me its just that I've been through a lot and... I just woke up from a place where you were gone and... oh God Jess I hurt you!" his voice was trembling as he finished talking.
Their roles where reversed as Sam started crying and shaking so hard he had to go sit on the bed. As soon as he sat down he buried his face in his hands and started crying. Jess just followed him there and began comforting him. As scared as she was she couldn't stand the sight of the man she loved breaking down into large and uncontrollable tears. She began smoothing down his hair as he cried shaking uncontrollably.
"Sam please tell me what's wrong" she asked him voice just bearly above a whisper.
"Oh God Jess you have no idea" He finally faced up towards her, he looked so broken that it broke her heart.
"Jess I think its time you heard my story once and for all... my whole story and please try to believe me... as incredulous as it sounds I'm telling the truth" His voice was soft as gestured her to sit down. This was going to be a long story.