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The clock ticks to 1am the room atmosphere changed by the loneliness of the room to the sound of the voices of girls, the peaceful silence gets disturbed by the sounds of keyboard clicking and the chatter of others.
I was just about to click my editor app, not really sure if i want to edit. But i accidentally clicked the files- huh, weird... The shared filed with my friends, someone must've messed with it. Because why is there an another unknown file in there?
"guys? Why is there an another unknown file in our shared file?" i asked, looking at it i was hesitant on clicking it
"amia We have no idea what you're talking about." ena replied back, she probably clicked on the files, as i saw her face looking puzzled.
I noticed that kanade and mafuyu was staring at their monitor, before kanade finally spoke out "this is very strange, i don't think anyone uploaded this right?" she asked, alongside mafuyu was nodding too.
"should we click on it then? If we don't know whats it about then we should check it then. A single file won't kill us." mafuyu suggested, i looked at her camera and she still has that empty face but i noticed her eyebrows were furrowed a little.
I slowly hover over the file, my cursor following my movements too.
"on the count of three... One- two" i already counted up.
"three!"
Click...
Nothing..? Guess it was just an another-
BAM!
My computer flashed with a bright white swirling annoying light, it's so bright! I closed my eyes shut tight from how painful is to look at it plus the light was the same brightness of the sun, i putted my arms over my eyes to protect them more, i wouldn't feel hesitant on it, it may have been an another sekai but the feeling of this one is odd plus it feels unstable. But suddenly- i felt like i was getting sucked in, inside my computer.
I screamed out loud, even if i heard the others screaming too nobody heard us nor noticed the screams, my legs were sucked in, a sizzling hot crushing pain that shot up in my legs instantly made me open my eyes wide from pure panic, as my arms flared out i kept screaming but no responses came out to help me. I kept thrashing away, my eyes pricking from tears, then i gripped tight on my table... Nevertheless, it already sucked to my stomach.
The sudden spark of pain worse than being thrown into a volcano made me release the grip i been holding so long, tears already streaming down, my throat was already tight- i can't scream- nothing came out! My brain was screaming, it hurts! Everything hurts! I feel nauseous...
Will i die like this? As the girl who has 'weird' fashion choices? The girl who cant accept themselves? The girl who isn't accepted by others and can't be herself? Do i really want to live in this world, deal with these cycling humiliations? Should i even live. If my friends are dead too, why must i live? I want to accept myself- but..! I should just disappear, nobody cares about me, the person who i cared will die too, my sister tho... I dont care anymore.
I finally gave up, i closed my eyes, accepting my fate already. I will meet them sooner or later, either way- my hands frail behind my head. The pain earlier was gone, only leaving a sickening numb on me. My head was more numb than my body, but flashes of memories i have swarm me over.
...
My consciousness was flickering.
Guess this is goodbye.
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My consciousness came back, i thought i would feel the warm fluffy clouds... But it was something solid, and tickly- it felt like grass. Is heaven like that? Am i in heaven?
But, i feel like something is crushing me badly! Heaven shouldn't feel like this right? This isn't what i expected, i want to open my eyes.
As wished i finally opened my eyes... Oh, I'm just on grass, the grass was the first thing my eyes landed on before i checked my back, i saw weird creatures? Unconscious tho. The computer didn't kill me, but rather than put me in this place? I have no idea why I'm there, the sky is dark with stars showing brightly but the trees look blocky- wait... I'm in Minecraft?!
I can't believe this! I'm stuck in Minecraft, maybe i could look at the unconscious people's nametags- karrotx2, yukumbu and flamefranan... These names look and is similar to mt friends alias names, its not them right? But they look so similar, it shouldn't be a coincidence!
If i think about it, i was unconscious earlier- it is them! But they look different but similar, the only thing i could see the similarities are the color palette and their body type. However, if they look like this, do i look different?
I looked up to see my nametag, "amiaishere" i muttered to myself, as i decided to look at my hands, the colors are as dark as the void.
My eyes dart towards the others, seeing mafuyu waking up, why do i say? Should i say we're stuck in Minecraft? Plus, shouldn't we be blocky too? Why do we look humanoid..? Why am i asking, atleast i have a human body rather than the Minecraft avatar anatomy.
I saw the others waking up to, mafuyu woke up looking around before her eyes stares at me.
"hello? Look, i don't know what happened but we're probably stucked there." i finally spoke out, my voice sounds the same. Great advantage, she'll notice me.
"mizuk..?" i saw her mouthing these words. I smiled warmly to her, a real smile before this whatever shenanigans. Her eyes were wide, but i would too if i saw one of my friends looking so different.
"well, guess the others have woken up now..." i told mafuyu, as her eyes stared at the others, kanade sat up, clearly scared while ena was confused already looking at her hands.
Timeskip, after i already explained to them about everything, i suggested that we should probably use our nametag above our heads. The wind blew our body, kanade finally spoke out after some time "how about we stick together? I mean, we're in a middle of nowhere, there's no villagers like i expected, if we stick along we probably wouldn't get attacked by monsters, since it's night" mafuyu agreed, me and ena agreed too, it's quite dark right now so there will be sneak attacks from monsters.
We were walking around, its hard to get used to this body, i want to see myself but i don't really know how. Can the glass reflect to me in Minecraft?
I still haven't got used to this weird body, the light pink fishnet arm warmers are alright, but the problem is
What am i?
After awhile, we decided to stop and began building a small wooden house that could fit four of us, while i was tasked to make grab sand to make glass, i saw myself in the sea... Where are my pupils? What is this hair..? What creature am i? Mafuyu is a demon, kanade is an avian and ena is a tiger... But what am i then? What species am i, i don't look like anything that is in this world rather than the void.
The ocean keeps continuing to wave but i kept staring at my own reflection. Those white dead eyes, it makes shivers down my spine.
What happened to me? Is this really how i look..? Why do i look so soulless? I need a book of this species i am, am i a blackhole, but no! I look like the nights, the eyes are the stars, the colors are the true personalities of mine.
My mind was interrupted by a yell from ena for me to get back to work "hey! Amia! Get back to work!", i turned away from the ocean, as i saw the house was halfway finished.
"on it flamefranan!" i yelled back, i regain my smile, as i began grabbing sand.
The house was finished, the house was made with oak woods, as we wouldn't waste our time making it look perfect from our situation right now.
The bed was dyed as our main colors to know our designated beds, it wasn't that hard to find flowers to craft as dyes, i got the pink bed, mafuyu is purple, ena is brown while kanade is white.
It was basic but it feels nice overall, the bonding was the reason why it felt nice. The window reflects our looks, kanade kept poking her beak, while mafuyu took off the tiara on her head to examine it before scratching the horn but it only leads to her stopping quickly, maybe the horn is sensitive. Ena saw the blindfold on her eyes and was confused, from my observation maybe it's because she could see even with a blindfold.
I stared at myself, the outfit its beautiful not gonna lie, but I'm so different than the others, i have my own special hairstyle while they have the same hairstyle before we got isekai into Minecraft.
While we were all tired but we're all hungry and starving.
"karrot" mafuyu called out to kanade, kanade head turns towards her.
"yes maf- yukumbu?"
"we need food, i dont have an appetite for it right now, but we worked so long without food. We'll starve." mafuyu explained to kanade.
"i guess so... But how do we get food?" ena randomly joined the conversation.
"you see, our only option is to kill these animals and cook them in the furnace or find fruits. But i choose killing the animals, if we search for fruit, we would've die from starvation anyways."
The option was limited, but our only choice is to kill the animals, its either feel guilty of killing these fuzzy little creatures or starve to death.
I was tasked to stay with ena, while mafuyu stayed with kanade, we made roles, me and mafuyu protects ena and kanade from any upcoming attacks from mobs or help them kill the animals, somehow its still night, while ena and kanade was going to attack the animals.
It was silent, but the only thing thats disturbing the silence is the screech of pigs dying, i kept flinching at the sound because that sound was very disturbing.
"calm down amia, just try to block out the sound okay?" she reminded me.
"hey flamefranan?" i called her
No response.
"hey?"
"oh sorry, I'm still not used to this name." she apologized a bit.
"wow, flamefranan! Why did you ignore me? I thought the bravest tiger wouldn't make bad excuses..." i joked a little before getting cutted off with a "shut up!" from ena, while i giggled slightly, the silence continues.
"now why did you call me earlier?" she asked.
"well, this is a really weird question..!" i began talking, as my eyes looked away from embarrassment of my incoming sentences.
"i dont really know what i am, like I'm not a tiger like you, or I'm an avian like karrot. It's really weird, what species am i?" i asked ena, as she looks at my eyes, my eyes looked back, we stared at each other for a while.
"... I really don't know, I'll see if i can find a book about your species. I think you're a creature thats related to space." she answered me.
I gave a small smile towards ena.
"well then! I guess the question is over, let's go back to getting more food!"
"whatever..."
"flamefranan the biggest tsundere in the world~" i spoke in a singing tone.
"shut up! Im not a tsundere!" she defended herself but it only lets a response of a laugh from me.
It was a struggle to kill these animals especially for kanade for her poor physical health because of that we only got enough meat for 5 people to fill them up and wood to light up the furnace and cook the meat we collected, after all of these trouble we finally got to feast.
I grabbed the pork first, eating it and savoring the flavor, its been too long since i last ate.
I finished before anyone else, i waited for the others to finished, but i saw kanade glancing at the meat but not eating.
"hey? What's wrong karrot?" i whispered to her.
"it's just... I think i should've warned you guys, then this didn't happen- its weird that an unknown file randomly appeared! I should've told to you guys to not click it... And now we're stuck in this world."
"karrot... It's not your fault, it's none of our faults! We didn't even know that its dangerous!"
There was a long silence before i spoke up.
"now eat the pork karrot, i don't want you starving because of your gulit alright?"
She nodded slightly before taking a small bite on the pork.
We finally finished eating, i flopped to the bed while the others was sitting on the bed.
"well then, goodnight everyone, I'll see you guys tomorrow." mafuyu spoke before she lays on the bed.
"goodnight!" me, ena and kanade replied back.
I yawned slightly before my eyes closed immediately, my consciousness was dying down but not from the acceptance of death but the acceptance of slumber.
I hope tomorrow will be better, i hope we all find someone to help us get out.
<~Sleep tight and sweet dreams!~>