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The Shape Of All Our Wanting

Chapter 28: A Little Too Much Like Jealousy

Notes:

I’m trying to finish this story as soon as humanly possible so I’ll be trying to update more frequently!

I hope you’re still enjoying the story and whatever the hell I’m doing with these two. Thank you for reading, for sticking around, and for suffering with me. I love you all.

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Seungcheol woke up first.

Jeonghan was still sleeping - curled on his side, the blanket pulled up to his chin, his breathing slow and even. He looked peaceful in a way he rarely did when he was awake. Unguarded. Soft. Like someone who had finally stopped fighting, even if only in sleep.

Seungcheol stood in the bathroom, brushing his teeth, and let the flashback hit him.

"No one gets a claim over me that overrides your claim."

"Not even myself."

He hadn't said I love you. He hadn't said I've loved you for nineteen years. He hadn't said any of the things he had spent years learning to bury.

But he had confessed something.

Something he had felt for a long time.

Because somewhere inside Seungcheol - whether Jeonghan had accepted him or not, whether Jeonghan wanted him or not - he belonged to Jeonghan. He had always belonged to Jeonghan. And Jeonghan had every claim on him.

And maybe - just maybe - Jeonghan was also beginning to see Seungcheol as someone who belonged to him.

The thought surfaced, quiet and insistent, as Seungcheol stood in front of the bathroom mirror.

Was Jeonghan jealous?

Wait. No. I'm hoping too much.

But he was already grinning.

He couldn't help it. The smile had crept onto his face before he could stop it, toothpaste and all, and now he was standing in front of the mirror like a fool, grinning at his own reflection.

But it means he cares, right?

The thought came again, softer this time.

The fact that he was grumpy about me being close to someone else. It means he cares, right? Being worried about someone taking his space next to me. Even if he didn't care - it means he's starting to, right?

Seungcheol didn't know.

He didn't know if Jeonghan's jealousy meant something or nothing. He didn't know if the anger was born of possession or affection or simply the need to control something he felt slipping away.

But he knew one thing.

Whatever the reason had been, Jeonghan had cared.

And that was enough to make him hope.

He rinsed his mouth, wiped his face, and looked at his reflection one more time.

Still grinning.

Still hoping.

Still foolishly, unguardedly, dangerously in love with a man who might never love him back.

* * *

Jeonghan woke up.

And perhaps it was habit - perhaps it was something deeper than habit - he searched for Seungcheol as soon as he opened his eyes.

His hand moved across the sheets before his mind could catch up, reaching for the warmth on the other side of the bed. For the familiar shape of someone who should have been there.

The sheets were cool.

Empty.

Then he heard it.

The sound of the shower.

Ah.

He's in the shower.

Then, the flashback from last night - Seungcheol grinning.

That foolish, unguarded, far-too-visible grin. The one he had let show even after Jeonghan had threatened him with a one-week deadline. The one that had said, without words, I'm starting to hope.

Stupid.

Jeonghan whispered it to himself, the word barely audible in the quiet of the morning.

But there was no bite behind it. No sharpness. Just the quiet acknowledgment of a man who had spent the night with Seungcheol's grin burned into his memory.

Then Seungcheol came out of the shower.

Jeonghan got up from the bed and headed to the bathroom. He was brushing his teeth - the familiar rhythm, the familiar mint - when he heard sounds from the changing room.

"What are you doing?" he asked, his voice carrying the flat, judgmental edge of someone who already knew the answer would be ridiculous.

"I couldn't find the hair dryer," Seungcheol answered.

Jeonghan didn't say anything. He simply went to the bathroom.

Seungcheol was still searching - opening drawers, checking shelves, moving things around with the kind of quiet frustration that came from not being able to find something that should have been right in front of him.

When Jeonghan came out from the bathroom, he was holding the hair dryer.

Seungcheol moved to take it from him - automatically, instinctively. His hand reached out, already anticipating the familiar weight of the dryer.

But Jeonghan pulled his hands back.

Just slightly. Just enough.

Seungcheol's hand stopped mid-air.

He looked confused - genuinely, utterly confused.

Jeonghan said nothing.

He didn't explain. He didn't clarify. He simply walked past Seungcheol, into the changing room, his steps measured and deliberate, and set the hair dryer down on the vanity.

Then he nodded toward the seat.

A silent instruction.

Seungcheol understood.

Or rather - he thought he understood. He understood that Jeonghan wanted him to sit. He understood that Jeonghan was going to dry his hair. But he didn't understand why.

Seungcheol didn't understand what had shifted. He didn't understand what had changed, what had prompted Jeonghan to do something he had never done before. He didn't understand why Jeonghan was standing there, waiting, when he could have simply handed over the dryer and let Seungcheol do what he always did.

But he was happy that something had shifted.

So, he sat down before Jeonghan could change his mind.

The chair was soft beneath him, the mirror in front of him catching his reflection - damp hair, bare face, the quiet confusion still lingering in his eyes. Behind him, Jeonghan picked up the dryer, plugged it in, and turned it on.

The room filled with the soft hum of warm air.

And Jeonghan began.

He wasn't as practiced as Seungcheol. His fingers weren't as gentle. He didn't know the right angles, the right movements, the right way to work through tangles without pulling. But he was careful - deliberate - and he didn't stop until every strand was dry.

Seungcheol watched him in the mirror.

Watched the way Jeonghan's brow furrowed in concentration. Watched the way his hands moved through Seungcheol's hair with a focus that bordered on reverence. Watched the way he bit his lower lip when he was trying to get something right.

It wasn't the hair dryer that made Seungcheol's chest ache.

It was the fact that Jeonghan had chosen to do it.

Because Jeonghan, who rarely let himself do things like this. Who had spent years keeping his care hidden behind indifference, practicality, and sharp words - Jeonghan was drying his hair.

Jeonghan was taking care of him.

The dryer clicked off.

The room went quiet.

Neither of them moved for a moment - a long, suspended moment - the silence settling around them like something fragile and warm.

Seungcheol didn't speak.

Jeonghan didn't speak.

They simply stayed there - Seungcheol in the chair, Jeonghan behind him - and let the quiet hold them both.

* * *

Seungcheol was in his office, going through files and spreadsheets.

The numbers blurred in front of him - columns of data, projections, margins - but he wasn't really seeing any of it. His pen moved across the page without writing anything. His eyes stayed fixed on the same paragraph without reading a single word.

Because he was still grinning.

He couldn't stop.

Every time he tried to focus, the thought came back - the memory of Jeonghan standing behind him, the hair dryer in his hand, the quiet concentration on his face. Jeonghan's fingers moving through his hair. Jeonghan's careful, deliberate touch. Jeonghan taking care of him like it was something he had done a hundred times before.

It was a small thing, Seungcheol told himself. Drying someone's hair. It's not a declaration. It's not a confession. It's just hair.

But he couldn't stop grinning.

Because it wasn't just hair.

It was Jeonghan. Jeonghan, - standing behind him, holding a hair dryer, running his fingers through Seungcheol's hair like it was the most natural thing in the world.

Like taking care of Seungcheol was something that came to him naturally.

Seungcheol set down his pen.

He leaned back in his chair and stared at the ceiling, the grin still plastered across his face, and let himself feel it - the warmth, the hope, the quiet joy of being cared for by the person he had spent his entire life caring about.

Jeonghan dried my hair.

The thought circled in his mind, bright and undeniable.

Jeonghan dried my hair.

He didn't know what it meant. He didn't know if it was a beginning or a fluke or simply a moment that would never happen again.

And Seungcheol, foolishly, unguardedly, hopelessly, couldn't stop smiling.

When someone knocked on his door

"Come in."

It was Wonwoo. He stepped inside with his usual quiet efficiency, tablet in hand, his expression carefully neutral.

"Sir, Miss Park is here," he informed.

"Hmm." Seungcheol nodded.

Wonwoo stepped aside, and Jihyo walked in - her heels clicking against the floor.

She took a seat on the sofa, crossing her legs, her posture immaculate. Seungcheol moved to the sofa opposite her, settling into the cushions with the ease of someone who had done this a thousand times before.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Then Jihyo's eyes narrowed.

"Can you stop grinning? It's offensive."

"I wasn't grinning," Seungcheol said.

"You absolutely were. You still are. You look like an idiot."

"I'm not -"

"Let me guess." Jihyo leaned back, her expression shifting into something between amusement and exasperation. "Jeonghan decided to do something nice, and now you're smiling like the idiot you are."

"Can we focus on the deal?" he offered.

Jihyo rolled her eyes.

"Fine," she said, reaching into her bag. "But for the record, you're pathetic."

Jihyo sighed, pulled out a folder, and set it on the table between them.

"I assume you've had time to go through the initial numbers," she said.

"Wonwoo ran them against our current contracts," Seungcheol replied. "I'll let him walk you through it - he's the one who caught the discrepancy."

Wonwoo tapped his tablet once, then spoke without glancing at his notes. "Your figures held up on freight rates. The six percent reduction is accurate against ASEAN Logistics, our current Southeast Asia vendor. What's more interesting is transit time. You quoted the Busan-to-Jakarta corridor at eleven days. Our current contract with ASEAN runs fourteen - routed through Singapore for customs consolidation."

"We don't consolidate through Singapore," Jihyo said. "We have direct customs clearance agreements with the Jakarta port authority. It cuts three full days out of the process."

"Which is where the real savings are," Wonwoo continued. "Faster transit means lower warehousing costs on our end - goods spend less time sitting in intermediate storage. I costed that separately from the freight rate itself. Combined, you're looking at closer to nine percent in total logistics cost reduction annually, not six."

Jihyo allowed herself the smallest flicker of satisfaction. "I underquoted my own numbers."

"You underquoted them conservatively," Wonwoo said. "Which, for what it's worth, made the proposal easier to trust."

Seungcheol leaned forward, folding his hands over the folder. "So the question isn't whether the deal makes sense. It's scope. What exactly are you proposing beyond the initial route?"

Jihyo opened her folder to a tabbed section and turned it toward him. "The original proposal covered one corridor - Busan to Jakarta, five-year exclusivity. I want to expand it. Three additional routes: Busan to Ho Chi Minh City, Busan to Manila, and Busan to Bangkok. All under the same rate-lock structure, same five-year term."

"That's a significant jump in volume," Seungcheol said.

"It is. Which is exactly why I'm bringing it to you directly instead of routing it through procurement." She tapped the second page. "Total annual freight volume across all four corridors, based on your current shipment data from last fiscal year, comes to approximately 340,000 TEU. At the rate lock I'm proposing - eight percent below your current blended rate across all four routes - that's an estimated savings of 2.1 billion won annually for Choi Dynasty, once the reduced warehousing costs from faster transit are factored in."

Wonwoo was already cross-referencing on his tablet. "Our current annual freight and logistics spend across those four routes combined is roughly 26.4 billion won. Her figure checks out - assuming the eight percent holds across all corridors evenly, not just the Jakarta route where you have the customs advantage."

"It does," Jihyo said. "Our infrastructure investment in Ho Chi Minh City finished ahead of schedule this year. We have direct port access there now, not a subcontracted terminal. Manila and Bangkok both run through partner ports, so the discount is slightly smaller - six percent rather than eight—but still better than what you're currently paying."

Seungcheol glanced at Wonwoo. "Verify the Ho Chi Minh infrastructure claim before we go further."

"Already flagged it," Wonwoo said. "I can have confirmation by end of day. Port authority records are public filings in Vietnam - shouldn't take long."

"Good." Seungcheol turned back to Jihyo. "What do you want from us in exchange for the expanded rate lock? You didn't structure four routes at a discount out of generosity."

"No," she agreed. "In exchange, I want Choi Dynasty to commit minimum guaranteed volume across all four corridors - not just first right of refusal, which is what the original proposal had. Ninety percent of your projected annual shipment volume, contractually locked, adjustable only with twelve months' notice."

Seungcheol's expression sharpened slightly. "That removes our flexibility if a better rate comes along elsewhere."

"It does. That's the trade. You get below-market rates and faster transit, locked for five years - and I get a volume guarantee large enough to walk into my father's office with a number he can't dismiss as a favor." She didn't soften the ask. "I'm not going to pretend the volume commitment doesn't benefit me disproportionately. It does. But the savings on your side are real - verified by your own team, not just my projections."

Seungcheol was quiet for a moment, weighing it. "Wonwoo. If we lock ninety percent volume for five years, what's our exposure if shipment demand drops significantly - say, if the Jakarta expansion underperforms?"

"Meaningful, but not severe," Wonwoo said. "Based on the twelve-month adjustment clause she's offering, we'd have a full year to renegotiate volume if demand shifted. The bigger risk is opportunity cost - if a competitor offers a better rate in year three, we're contractually stuck unless we take the adjustment window, which requires advance notice rather than immediate exit."

"That's standard for a rate-lock structure this size," Jihyo said. "I'd be suspicious of a deal that didn't have some exit friction built in. It's what makes the guarantee worth something to my side."

Seungcheol nodded slowly, then looked back at the folder, flipping to the final page - the signature block, still blank. "I want our legal team to review the twelve-month adjustment language specifically. If it's actually flexible, this is a good deal. If it's twelve months on paper and effectively unbreakable in practice, that's a different conversation."

"Fair," Jihyo said, without pushback. "I'd expect nothing less. Have them send comments directly to my legal team, not through my father's office."

"Still keeping this separate from him."

"Especially now. Four routes and a nine-figure volume commitment is a very different conversation than one corridor. If this gets finalized, I want it finalized because it survived scrutiny - not because it moved fast enough that no one had time to poke holes in it."

Seungcheol closed the folder. "Wonwoo, get Legal the full document today. I want a redline back within a week, not a month."

"Understood." Wonwoo made a note, then added, without looking up, "I'll also confirm the Ho Chi Minh port access claim independently, separate from her documentation, just for our own diligence."

"Do that," Jihyo said, unbothered. "I'd expect you to."

"I'll review it personally once Legal's finished," Seungcheol said.

Then, as if she let her vulnerability show for a second and not more - "Thank you for taking this seriously instead of just approving it as a favor."

"I told you before. It wouldn't be a favor if the numbers didn't hold up." Seungcheol's tone was even. "They held up. Better than you originally quoted, actually."

Something almost like a smile crossed her face before she caught it. "I'll take being underestimated by my own proposal as a win."

"The numbers are good. Genuinely good," Seungcheol offered.

"I know." Jihyo confessed. "That's what worries me a little. I'm not wrong about anything so far. Which means if this falls apart, it won't be because the deal was bad."

"It'll be because of everything around it," Seungcheol completed.

Jihyo and Seungcheol both knew what it meant.

The deal was good. The numbers held up. The scope was significant. But none of that guaranteed anything - not in the world they lived in, not in the families they had been born into.

Jihyo was already taking a risk by bringing this proposal to him without her father's knowledge. She was already gambling by not spending her time convincing the board, by not playing the same political games her brothers were playing. She had chosen a different path - a path that required the deal to speak for itself.

But if her brothers succeeded in convincing the board before she had something signed, her father's opinion could sway. Even if she brought in a good deal. Even if she brought in a great deal. Because in their world, relationships mattered more than numbers. Perception mattered more than proof. And no amount of good work could override a narrative that had already been written by someone else.

The room was quiet.

Neither of them said it aloud. They didn't need to. The understanding passed between them in the silence - the weight of what was at stake, the fragility of the path Jihyo had chosen, the reality that even a perfect proposal could be undone by forces beyond her control.

"Get Legal the full document today," Seungcheol said to Wonwoo, his voice carrying the quiet authority of a man who had already made his decision. He didn't need to repeat himself. Wonwoo had heard him the first time. But Seungcheol said it again anyway - perhaps because he wanted to make sure it landed, perhaps because he wanted Jihyo to hear the certainty in his voice.

Wonwoo nodded.

He gathered the folder, tucked his tablet under his arm, and took his leave. He didn't linger. He didn't ask if there was anything else. He simply sensed - with the quiet intuition of someone who had spent years reading rooms - that they might want to be alone.

The door clicked shut behind him.

And Jihyo - for just a moment - let herself feel the weight of what Seungcheol had just agreed to. Not a favor. Not pity. But a genuine, scrutinized, earned chance.

Then Jihyo hesitated.

It was subtle - barely perceptible - a slight pause before she spoke, a flicker of something uncertain behind her carefully composed expression. She didn't realize she was hesitating. Or perhaps she did, and she hated it, and she forced herself to speak anyway.

"There's something else," she said.

Seungcheol leaned back slightly, his expression unreadable but his attention fully on her. "I assumed."

She was quiet for a moment.

Not the kind of quiet that came from calculation. The kind that came from choosing words with more care than she had during the entire business discussion before it. The kind that came from someone who was about to ask for something they weren't sure they had the right to ask for.

"This part isn't a proposal," she said finally. "I don't have numbers for it. I don't have a folder."

Seungcheol nodded. He didn't push. He didn't fill the silence. He simply waited, giving her the space to say what she had come to say.

"I need a favor. A personal one."

She met his eyes directly - forcing herself not to look away, forcing herself to sit in the discomfort of asking. The way someone did when they had spent their entire life learning not to ask for anything.

"I know how that sounds," she continued, "given everything I said last time about not wanting to trade on our history."

"I remember what you said," Seungcheol replied. His tone wasn't accusatory. It wasn't cold. It was simply even - giving her room to explain, giving her room to decide how much she wanted to reveal.

"What's changed?"

"Nothing's changed. That's the problem."

She exhaled a slow, steadying breath that carried the weight of everything she was about to say.

"The joint venture is good. It's real. It'll hold up under scrutiny, and if it closes, it strengthens my position with my father significantly. But my brothers aren't just competing with numbers. Jun-ho and Tae-yang have been quietly courting board members for weeks - dinners, favors, the kind of relationship-building that doesn't show up in a performance review but absolutely shows up in a vote."

"You think it'll come down to a board vote, not just your father's decision," Seungcheol said.

"My father wants to decide alone. But the board has advisory weight built into the shareholder agreement from when the company went semi-public eleven years ago. If he wants his decision to survive a challenge from either of my brothers afterward, he'll need visible board support behind whoever he picks." She paused. "Right now, Tae-yang has more of that than I do. And it has nothing to do with capability."

Seungcheol was quiet.

He already understood where this was heading before she said it outright. The pieces were falling into place - the hesitation, the personal favor, the careful way she was choosing her words.

"Your grandfather holds a minority stake in Park Shipping," Jihyo said.

Seungcheol didn't respond. He simply waited.

"Six percent. From the joint infrastructure investment your families made back when the Busan terminal expansion happened - before either of us was old enough to understand what it meant. It's a small stake. But it's a stake with a board seat attached. And your grandfather's proxy on that seat has gone to the same advisor for the last decade - someone who votes however the wind is blowing, not out of any real conviction."

She met his eyes.

"You want my grandfather's board seat to vote for you."

"I want your grandfather to vote at all, actually," she said.

Seungcheol blinked.

"Right now, his proxy abstains on internal matters almost by habit. Because there's never been a reason for Choi Dynasty to weigh in on Park family succession. I'm not asking you to strong-arm anyone." She paused, letting the words settle. "I'm asking if there's a version of this where your grandfather looks at the actual joint venture - the real one, the one Wonwoo already verified - and decides it's in Choi Dynasty's own interest to have someone competent running Park Shipping's logistics division for the next five years."

She met his eyes.

"Which happens to be me."

Seungcheol studied her for a long moment.

His gaze was steady. Assessing. The kind of gaze that didn't give anything away, that simply observed and calculated and waited.

"That's a very careful way of asking me to lobby my own grandfather on your behalf," he said.

"I know how it sounds."

She didn't flinch. She didn't look away. She simply sat there, across from him, and owned the ask for exactly what it was.

"I've turned this over for a week before deciding to ask you directly. Instead of finding some indirect way to get the same result. I decided direct was more honest - even if it's a harder thing to ask."

Seungcheol leaned back slightly.

"Why not ask through the joint venture itself? Let the deal speak for you without needing to involve my family's shares."

"Because deals close in silence, Seungcheol."

The words came out without hesitation - practiced, precise, the voice of someone who had spent years navigating the quiet politics of family empires.

"Nobody sees the actual terms except the people negotiating them. My brothers will hear Park Shipping partnered with Choi Dynasty and assume I got lucky. Or that I used our history to get favorable terms - the exact thing I asked you not to give me last time."

She paused, letting the weight of the words settle.

"A board vote is public. If your grandfather's proxy votes in support of my position - specifically because he looked at the business case and found it sound - that's something Jun-ho and Tae-yang can't spin as a favor. It's just evidence that lands where everyone can see it."

Seungcheol turned this over slowly.

"You're not asking for a favor to your face, then," he said. "You're asking for a legitimate business opinion that happens to also function as one."

"I'm asking for the truth, structured so it's useful," she said, without apology.

She didn't soften it. She didn't dress it up. She simply laid it out in front of him - clear, deliberate, the kind of ask that came from someone who had spent years learning how to navigate the space between what she wanted and what she could honestly request.

"If your grandfather looks at the deal and thinks it's bad for Choi Dynasty, I want him to vote against it. Or not vote at all. I'm not asking you to manufacture support. I'm asking you to make sure the actual business case gets in front of him at all - instead of getting lost in a decade of habitual abstention."

There was a silence between them.

Longer this time.

"I can bring it to him," he said finally.

Jihyo's gaze didn't waver.

"I won't tell him how to vote. I also won't pretend that I'm not in your favor, or that I don't think the deal is good. If he asks me directly what I think, I'll tell him the truth." He paused. "And it works out, because the truth happens to be in your favor right now."

Something in Jihyo's shoulders loosened - the same way it had the last time he'd agreed to something reasonable rather than a favor dressed as a decision.

"That's all I'm asking for."

She held his gaze for a moment longer.

"I know this is different from the business proposal. I want to be clear I know that."

"I know you know."

Seungcheol's voice was even. Not unkind. Just honest - the way he always was.

"For what it's worth," he added, "you could have asked me this the same day as the first proposal. Bundled it together. Most people would have."

Jihyo didn't respond immediately.

She simply looked at him - at the man who had once been her boyfriend, at the man who had become her friend, at the man who was now sitting across from her and giving her exactly what she had asked for without making her beg for it.

"Most people aren't trying to prove they got somewhere without bundling anything together."

"If my father ever finds out how any of this happened, I want the honest version to hold up. Not a version where I quietly stacked favors behind a business deal and called it merit."

Seungcheol nodded slowly.

Something like respect settled into his expression - though he didn't say it outright. He simply looked at her, at the woman who had once been his girlfriend, at the woman who had become his friend, at the woman who was now standing in his office asking him for the truth instead of a favor.

"I'll talk to him this week," he said.

"Thank you."

Then "Seungcheol -"

He looked up.

" - this one, especially. Please don't mention to Jeonghan."

Seungcheol paused at the asking.

He knew why Jihyo was asking him this.

Inheritance was already a sensitive matter - the kind of thing that had to be handled carefully, quietly, with as few people involved as possible. The less people knew, the better. That was how these things worked in their world. That was how they had always worked.

And Jeonghan didn't like Jihyo.

Not even a fraction.

He had never liked her. He had been civil when necessary, distant when possible, and openly dismissive when neither of those options was available.

If he was bored, he would find a way to meddle.

Not because he wanted to cause harm. Not because he had any particular vendetta against Jihyo.

But because that was who Jeonghan was.

He liked playing with fire - just for the sake of the excitement it brought. Just for the thrill of watching things burn. Just for the satisfaction of knowing that he could step into a situation, rearrange the pieces, and walk away before anyone realized he had been there at all.

It wasn't cruelty. It was curiosity. It was the same impulse that made him poke at beehives when he was a child, the same instinct that made him push buttons he knew he shouldn't push, the same quiet hunger for chaos that had been part of him for as long as Seungcheol could remember.

Jeonghan would find out about Jihyo's proposal eventually.

He always found out about everything.

And when he did - when he learned that Seungcheol had been helping Jihyo, that Seungcheol had been keeping secrets from him, that Seungcheol had been standing in the middle of a situation Jeonghan had been deliberately excluded from - he would not be happy.

He would be angry.

He would probably hate it.

"I know what I'm asking." Her voice was quieter now. Not defensive. Not apologetic. Just honest - the way she had been honest all afternoon, even when it was hard.

"I know it's not fair to put you in that position twice. But this isn't business anymore. And I don't know how he'd read it if he heard it secondhand instead of understanding the whole context."

Seungcheol was quiet for a moment.

Then, slowly, he nodded.

"I won't bring it up."

She offered a small, tired smile - the kind that didn't quite reach her eyes.

"Thank you."

"Anyway," Jihyo said, shifting the conversation with the ease of someone who had learned long ago how to move past difficult topics, "my mother was asking about you."

"I didn't see her at the reception," Seungcheol replied.

"She is in Italy. For an art exhibition." Jihyo adjusted the strap of her bag on her shoulder. "She'll be back the day after tomorrow."

Seungcheol nodded, filing the information away.

"I'll see her," Jihyo said. Then, after a pause - "Maybe you can tag along.”

Seungcheol opened his mouth to respond, but before he could -

The door burst open.

"Seungcheolla!"

Mingyu.

Of course.

He swept into the office like a hurricane in a suit, his presence filling the room before his body had even fully crossed the threshold. His eyes landed on Jihyo, and his grin widened.

"Oh, Jihyo."

Jihyo looked at him.

From head to toe.

Slowly.

Deliberately.

The way someone might examine a piece of art they were trying to decide whether to purchase or walk past.

"When exactly do you plan on outgrowing the dork phase?" she asked. There was no bitterness in it. No cruelty. Just the dry, familiar exasperation of someone who had known Mingyu long enough to stop pretending he would ever change.

Mingyu beamed, utterly unbothered.

"I will take my leave," Jihyo said, turning toward the door.

And she left.

"What were you guys talking about?" Mingyu asked, already making himself comfortable on the sofa - sprawling across it like he owned the place, which, to be fair, he practically did given how often he showed up uninvited.

"Why are you here?" Seungcheol replied.

"Ouch, Seungcheol." Mingyu clutched his chest theatrically, his face twisting into an expression of mock devastation. "If someone heard you, they'd think you don't like my presence."

Seungcheol said nothing.

He simply got up from the sofa and moved to his desk, settling behind it with the quiet resignation of a man.

"I'm here because I missed my best friend," Mingyu announced.

Seungcheol scoffed.

He knew Mingyu was here for something. Mingyu was always here for something. But he also knew that Mingyu would get to it eventually - after the theatrics, after the dramatics, after the carefully orchestrated song and dance that preceded every request he ever made.

So Seungcheol simply focused on his files and waited.

"Okay, I need your help," Mingyu begged from the sofa.

Seungcheol said nothing.

"My mother," Mingyu sighed, the word carrying the weight of a thousand complaints.

Seungcheol kept reading.

"She's setting up a date for my engagement. With Wonwoo."

Seungcheol looked up. "What?"

"Yes. Exactly my reaction."

Seungcheol set down his pen, his expression shifting from mild disinterest to something closer to genuine confusion. "How do I tell her Wonwoo was a fake boyfriend just to escape her matchmaking?"

"Just be honest."

Mingyu let out a hollow laugh.

"Honesty, my friend, is as rare to me as..." He paused, searching for the right comparison. His brow furrowed. His eyes drifted toward the ceiling, as if the perfect metaphor might be written somewhere above him.

Then his face lit up.

"...Kardashian keeping a secret."

Seungcheol didn't look up. "I don't know what that means."

Mingyu stared at him.

The stare stretched. It grew. It became the kind of stare that could bore holes through steel, the kind of stare that demanded acknowledgment.

"You don't know the Kardashians?"

Seungcheol didn't even look at him.

"There's Kim. Khloe. Kourtney. Kendall. Kylie. Kris - obviously Kris." Mingyu's voice climbed with each name, as if volume alone could compensate for Seungcheol's complete lack of recognition. "You seriously don't know them?"

Nothing.

Mingyu blinked.

Once. Twice. Three times, as if the motion might somehow reboot his brain and make sense of the words that had just come out of his best friend's mouth.

"You," he said slowly, "are the most culturally illiterate person I have ever met."

"I'm busy," Seungcheol said.

"That's not an excuse."

"It's a fact."

"It's a tragedy."

Seungcheol turned a page.

Mingyu stared at him for another long moment, then let out a sigh that seemed to come from somewhere deep in his soul.

"Anyway," Mingyu said, "as I was saying before you so rudely derailed my very good metaphor -"

He paused, as if waiting for Seungcheol to acknowledge the interruption. Seungcheol didn't.

" - my mother is trying to set up a date for my engagement. Engagement. Who's going to tell her I'm not marriage material?"

Seungcheol said nothing.

He simply kept writing - pen moving across the page, eyes fixed on the file, his expression carrying the kind of studied concentration that came from years of learning to tune Mingyu out.

Mingyu leaned forward on the sofa, his elbows resting on his knees. "Seriously. Help me out."

"What exactly do you want me to do?"

"I wouldn't be here if I knew that."

Seungcheol set down his pen.

He looked at Mingyu for a long moment.

Then he reached for the intercom.

He pressed the button.

"Wonwoo," he said. "Could you step in here for a moment?"

Wonwoo came in.

He stepped into the office with his usual quiet efficiency - tablet in hand, posture straight, expression carefully neutral. His gaze moved from Seungcheol to Mingyu and back again, reading the room with the practiced ease of someone who had spent years navigating other people's chaos.

"Wonwoo," Seungcheol said, "Mingyu needs your help. If you could suggest what he should do."

Wonwoo stood there.

Listening.

His expression didn't change. His posture didn't shift. He simply absorbed the request the way he absorbed everything - calmly, methodically, without any visible reaction.

Then he spoke.

"I suggest you tell her the truth."

He fixed his glasses - a small, deliberate gesture that somehow made the words land harder.

Mingyu stared at him.

Seungcheol, from behind his desk, said nothing.

But Mingyu could tell he was smiling. It was subtle - barely there - just the faintest curve at the corner of his mouth, the kind of smile that Seungcheol thought he was hiding but never quite managed to.

"Both of you," Mingyu said slowly, "are completely useless."

He stood up from the sofa with the dramatic flair of a man who had just been deeply, personally betrayed by the two people he trusted most.

He walked toward the door, his steps carrying the weight of wounded dignity, and paused at the threshold. Then he turned back, just slightly, just enough to deliver his final line.

"I'm gonna ask Jeonghan for help."

Seungcheol's pen stopped moving.

And then Mingyu left.

The door clicked shut behind him, and the office fell quiet again - the kind of quiet that only came after a hurricane had passed through.

Seungcheol looked at the door for a moment, something almost like sympathy flickering in his expression.

"I'm sorry, Wonwoo," he said. "That you have to go through that."

Wonwoo didn't respond immediately. He simply stood there, tablet still in hand, his expression as unreadable as ever.

Then Seungcheol asked, as if amused, "Does he still drunk call you?"

"I don't pick up," Wonwoo replied.

Seungcheol nodded slowly, as if that answered everything.

They exchanged a glance - brief, wordless, the kind of glance that only came from years of shared experience and mutual understanding.

Then Wonwoo left.

The door closed softly behind him.

And Seungcheol got back to his stack of files - the endless stream of decisions that demanded his attention.

* * *

"Why are you here, Mingyu?"

Jeonghan didn't look up from his desk. His pen moved steadily across the document in front of him, his attention apparently fixed on the work he was doing. Apparently.

"Don't you have something better to do? Maybe, like, bothering someone who actually enjoys your company? Or counting how many people you've annoyed today?"

Mingyu, sprawled across the sofa in Jeonghan's office like he owned it, didn't even flinch.

"Sometimes you can be so insufferable, Jeonghan. It's honestly impressive." He tilted his head, studying Jeonghan with the lazy curiosity of someone who had known him for decades and still found him endlessly entertaining. "Like - do you practice it in front of a mirror?"

Jeonghan said nothing.

He simply continued scrolling through his iPad, his expression flat, his attention apparently fixed on the screen. But Mingyu knew better. Mingyu always knew better.

"I need your help," Mingyu said - almost casually, as if the request was an afterthought.

"Why should I help you?"

Mingyu was quiet for a moment.

Then, as if a lightbulb had flickered on behind his eyes, he spoke.

"Because I can give you information."

Jeonghan's thumb paused - barely perceptible, barely a movement at all. But Mingyu saw it.

"Like what?"

"I saw a certain someone at Seungcheol's office today."

Mingyu said it lightly. Casually. As if he were commenting on the weather. As if he had no idea what he was doing. As if he wasn't deliberately poking at a wound he knew was still fresh.

Jeonghan looked up.

"Who."

"First help me out."

"I asked who."

"Your favourite person."

The words hung in the air between them.

And that was enough.

Enough for Jeonghan to know exactly who Mingyu was talking about. Enough for the quiet fury to flicker behind his eyes. Enough for the air in the room to shift - subtly, sharply, the way it always did when Jihyo's name entered the conversation.

Mingyu smiled.

He had him.

"What do you want help with?" Jeonghan asked it without looking up - still pretending to be unbothered, still pretending his attention was on the documents in front of him. But Mingyu knew better. Mingyu always knew better.

"My mother is planning my engagement," Mingyu said. "To Wonwoo."

Jeonghan's pen didn't stop. "That's easy."

"Don't ask me to be honest."

"I know better."

Mingyu blinked. "Then what?"

Jeonghan finally looked up, his expression carrying the flat, unimpressed patience of someone who had spent years solving problems Mingyu created.

"Just ask Wonwoo to be insufferable. Your mother will break the engagement herself and ask you to break up with him."

Mingyu considered this.

"And what if she forces me into another matchmaking?"

"Then pretend you're still heartbroken over Wonwoo. She'll leave you alone for a while."

Mingyu stared at him.

The silence stretched.

Then, slowly, a grin spread across his face - wide and genuine, the kind of grin that made him look like a child who had just been handed the keys to a candy store.

"You know," he said, "sometimes I feel like I love you."

"I wouldn't want that."

"Ouch."

"You'll survive."

Mingyu clutched his chest in mock offense, but the grin didn't fade. He was already planning his next move, already mentally rehearsing how he would deploy Jeonghan's advice against his mother's plans.

"You're a genius," he announced.

"Information?" Jeonghan repeated, his brows furrowing.

Mingyu nodded, settling deeper into the sofa with the air of a man who had just played his best card.

"Jihyo was in Seungcheol's office when I walked in. They were talking about meeting someone. I don't know who."

Jeonghan's pen stopped moving.

It was a small thing - barely noticeable - but Mingyu noticed it. He always noticed.

"Meeting someone?" Jeonghan repeated, his voice carefully neutral.

"That's what I said."

"Who?"

"I just told you. I don't know."

Jeonghan's jaw tightened. His gaze drifted toward the window - toward the city sprawling beyond the glass - and something flickered behind his eyes. Something quiet. Something sharp.

Jihyo had been in Seungcheol's office.

They had been talking about meeting someone.

And Seungcheol hadn't mentioned any of it.

"You're sure it was Jihyo?" Jeonghan asked, his voice still carefully neutral.

"I know what Park Jihyo looks like. I've known her since high school."

Jeonghan didn't respond.

He simply picked up his pen and returned to the document in front of him - as if the conversation hadn't happened, as if the information hadn't landed, as if he wasn't already turning it over in his mind.

But Mingyu saw it.

The slight tension in his shoulders.

The way his grip on the pen had tightened.

The way he was very deliberately not looking at Mingyu.

"It might be nothing," he offered, his voice softer now - gentler, the way it rarely was.

Jeonghan didn't look up.

"I don't care."

The words came out flat. Practiced. The kind of flat that came from someone who had spent years perfecting the art of pretending not to care about things he cared about deeply.

Mingyu didn't argue.

He simply got up from the sofa, stretched, and headed for the door. He paused at the threshold, one hand resting on the frame, and turned back.

"Just talk to Seungcheol instead of spiraling," he said.

Then he left.

The door clicked shut behind him.

And Jeonghan was alone again.

Talk to Seungcheol.

Instead of spiraling.

As if he was going to spiral.

Spiraling was for people who cared. For people who thought constantly about the other person. For people who had the time to spiral.

Jeonghan wasn't one of them.

He was busy. He had meetings and decisions and an empire to run. He didn't care who Seungcheol met. He didn't care who Seungcheol talked to. He didn't care that Jihyo had been in his office or that they had been discussing someone or that Seungcheol had kept it from him.

Then why did it feel like a burn?

The thought surfaced, quiet and unwelcome, refusing to be dismissed.

Why was Jeonghan angry - or maybe even upset - that Jihyo had come to meet Seungcheol even though she had just seen him at the reception? What could she possibly want that couldn't wait? What could be so important that she had to show up at his office, unannounced, without warning?

Then the flashback came.

"Please don't mention to Jeonghan."

The words echoed in his mind, sharp and insistent.

What were they hiding?

What was Seungcheol keeping from him?

Jeonghan set down his pen.

He stared at the wall.

He believed he wasn't going to spiral.

But he was spiraling.

The thoughts circled in his mind - sharp and persistent, refusing to settle. Jihyo's voice. Seungcheol's silence. The secret they shared. The meeting they were planning. The way Seungcheol had looked at him last night and said, please trust me, without telling him anything at all.

Then a knock on his door.

"Come in."

It was his assistant.

"Sir, the drama with Shin Na-ri is airing now."

Jeonghan said nothing.

He simply nodded.

His secretary turned on the television, the screen flickering to life. On it, Shin Na-ri - was in the middle of a scene. Her contract renewal was around the corner, and Jeonghan was monitoring her, the way he monitored all of his artists when their futures hung in the balance.

His secretary excused himself.

The door clicked shut.

And Jeonghan was alone again - with the drama playing in front of him, with Shin Na-ri's face filling the screen, with the quiet hum of the television filling the silence of his office.

He watched.

The drama played on - the familiar rhythm of tension and longing, the carefully constructed scenes that were designed to make audiences feel something. On the screen, the female lead watched the male lead with another woman, her expression carefully composed but her eyes betraying everything.

"Why does it bother you?" her friend asked.

She stared at them for a long moment.

"Because..." She swallowed. "I don't like seeing her with him."

"Why?"

Her expression crumpled.

"Because I want to be the one he's looking at."

She looked down.

"I think I'm jealous."

Jeonghan stared at the television.

The words hung in the air like something he couldn't escape.

"I think I'm jealous."

"I want to be the one he's looking at."

He didn't move. He didn't blink. He simply sat there, in the quiet of his office, and let the words settle into his chest like something he had been avoiding for too long.

"Ridiculous," he whispered to himself.

But then the thought came - unbidden, unwanted, undeniable.

Am I jealous of Jihyo?

* * *

Notes:

New chapter every Sunday because apparently I have decided to make this everyone's weekly problem. ✨

This story will probably be around 15–20 chapters, assuming my plot, characters, and sanity cooperate.

If you like the story, please leave a comment. Comments = motivation. Motivation = chapters. Chapters = more Jeongcheol. You see where I'm going with this. 👀

And please remember: this is fiction. Don't take anything personally, don't come looking for logic, and don't ask me why I keep putting these men through things. I love Jeongcheol. This is my excuse.