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The room fell silent, both of them just staring at each other as the tears fell from each pair of eyes. Jongin cried loudly, Sehun let he tears fall silently. It got too much for Jongin, he collapsed onto his chair and let back into it, how stupid was he to think he even had a chance of being back with the person he loved most.
"Jongin", Sehun just about made out. "How can I possibly leave you when you are like this."
"What?", he croaked out.
"I told you in here hurt, and trying to leave you now seems impossible", Sehun held his chest. "How could I leave when you are sitting there like that?"
"I'm sorry-", Jongin hiccuped again. "You may leave."
"I can't", Sehun's tears begun to fall harder and now he was the one crying loudly, Jongin more quiet to watch Sehun. "I don't know why I came. I knew if I-I came I wouldn't be able to leave you."
"Then don't", Jongin spoke plainly, his voice low and hoarse but he spoke with all the meaning.
"How do I know you won't hurt me again?", Sehun rubbed his eyes, he looked small and weak despite his height.
"I don't know how I can prove it to you", Jongin stood and made his way to Sehun, standing in front of him, close enough to smell the cologne that he always uses yet far enough to give him space. "But I know, that I will make up everything I didn't do to you, I will never hurt you again. I promise Sehun, I was wrong to treat you like that. Please, just take me back", Jongin's speech became a beg, a plead for Sehun. "I just want you back, please Sehun-"
"Okay", Sehun nodded once, his crying becoming whimpers and quiet again.
"Okay?", Jongin questioned.
"We both feel like shit, and that's because we don't have each other anymore", Sehun's bottom lip stuck out as he spoke, pouting in some way which Jongin couldn't help but find adorable, which probably wasn't good as it wasn't the time. "I want to see you again, I can't go any longer without seeing you. I tried to fool myself to even think I could move on, but as you know I'm not the most convincing, am I?"
"So, are-", Once again he was interrupted.
"We will start again, from the beginning", Sehun's voice had became more clear, he had stopped crying has hard. "When are you free?"
"Tomorrow night?", Jongin answered.
"We can meet at our usual place, if you wanted", Sehun offered, sounded more like a plead.
"I never wanted anything more", Jongin nodded, "normal time, too?"
"Of course", Sehun nodded, a small smile creeping up onto his face. "May I- can I, can I hug you?"
Jongin laughed, which probably wasn't the right thing to do but he couldn't help himself. "Of course you can," as soon as the words left his mouth a pair of arms wrapped around him, feeling like home. "I missed this."
"I missed it more."