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Offer me that deathless death
“Baby I need to see you.”
On the other end of the line, Yunho heard shuffling and a door slamming shut “Baby what’s going on?” San asked. Yunho could almost envision the look of concern San would now have on his face.
“T-They know.” He said, the sobs still wracking through his body. “My-My parents know about us, San.”
He heard the sharp intake of San’s breath on the other end of the line. “How did they find out?” He asked softly, almost as if he was afraid to ask the question.
“I don’t know, I left before I could find out,” He paused and wiped at his eyes and his nose, “Sannie, please I need to see you.”
“My parents are home, so you can’t come here.” San paused, “Meet me at the hill, okay? I’ll take my parents car, and I’ll come get you. Just let me know where you’re at.”
“I’m at the entrance of my neighborhood. I’ll wait here for you.”
Yunho heard some more shuffling on the other end of the line and listened to the muffled conversation between San and his mother about how he would be back later. Apparently, his excuse was he was going to meet up with a group of friends at the church. Soon Yunho heard the shutting of the car door and the engine starting up, “Stay on the phone, baby. I’ll be there in a few minutes.”
He waited, and true to his word, San pulled up a few minutes later. Yunho hung up the phone and stood from the ground. The younger had already gotten out of the car and was rushing into his boyfriend’s embrace.
Feeling his boyfriend’s arms wrap around him, Yunho broke down once again – not bothering to hold anything back as he sobbed into San’s arms. “Oh, my baby,” San said as he rubbed Yunho’s back, “It’s okay. It’s alright. Let it all out.”
Yunho squeezed him tighter and placed a kiss on top of his head, “What did I ever do to deserve you?” He rested his chin on top of the younger’s head and let some of his tears soak the top of San’s head.
“Something great obviously.”
Oh, good God, let me give you my life
They drove to their secret hideout and walked hand in hand up the hill. Yunho still shedding a few tears here and there, and San quickly wiping them away. He hated seeing his love cry. It absolutely broke his heart knowing that his usually happy go lucky boyfriend was still on the verge of breaking down.
They sat on the ground, with Yunho in between San’s legs. San wrapped his arms around Yunho’s torso as he laid against him, placing soft kissing on the back of his neck and along his shoulders. “You know nothing will every stop me from loving you, right?” San asked him in between kisses.
“Is that so?” Yunho asked, closing his eyes while enjoying the feeling of San pressing his lips against him.
San hummed in agreement, “of course.”
He didn’t feel like crying anymore. The warm embrace of his boyfriend kept him calm. There are no other arms that he would rather be in. San felt like home to him, and he always would feel like that. Yunho didn’t have to hide himself from him.
The two boys sat in silence for a while. San had rested his head on Yunho’s back and was steadily breathing against him, almost as if he was asleep. Yunho gazed out into their surroundings. He looked up to the sky, which was now covered in stars. He knew what he wanted now.
“Sannie?” He was met with a grunt from a sleepy San. He nudged backwards, “Sannie wake up.”
Again, Yunho was met with a grunt, and San lifted his head, “I wasn’t sleeping.”
Yunho scoffed, “Sure you weren’t.” He leaned off of San and turned his body to face him. The two boys now sitting crisscrossed across from each other.
He stared at a sleepy San whose eyes were slightly droopy and had the front of his hair all ruffled, presumably from resting his head on Yunho’s back. “Baby, I don’t want to hide anymore.”
Any trace of sleepiness that was on San’s face quickly was gone and instead San perked up, “Y-you don’t?” All San ever wanted was to show off how happy he was in this relationship, and now he was presented with the opportunity, so he wasn’t going to let it go so quickly.
“No, no I don’t want to hide us anymore,” He reached out and grabbed San’s hands which were engulfed in his larger hands, “God, if my parents already know, than what’s the point in hiding anymore? I love you so much, Sannie, and all this time I’ve been living in fear of what people would think of us, and now that someone besides us knows I just feel like I don’t care anymore.”
He could see San’s eyes moving back and forth as if he was searching for an answer to what Yunho had just told him, but the words were so hard for him to find.
“I admire you so much. Even from the beginning of this relationship, you always said you never would’ve cared what anyone said about us as long as you were happy. Now, I feel the same way. I see you and instantly my day is so much better. Your laugh, your smile, your presence, just you in general just makes me so damn happy. Fuck, I would lay down my life just to make sure you would always be happy.” He paused seeing the tears starting to fall from San’s face.
San sniffled and quickly wiped his eyes before Yunho had the chance to, “Yeah,” he said softly, “Let’s not hide anymore, baby.”
He leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Yunho’s neck in which Yunho returned the affection by wrapping his arms around San’s waist. He placed kissed on the side of San’s head and trailed his kisses all the way to San’s lips.
San wrapped his hands around the back of Yunho’s neck and kissed him tenderly. The love overflowing from the both of them.
There was no where else San wanted to be but in Yunho’s arms, and there was no one else he wanted to give all his love to.
Take me to church.