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"TAEHYUNG!!!"
I ran towards him and shook his shoulder, but there was no reaction. But it was already too late. The blood just spilled out of his body. Tears ran down my cheeks and soon the room was filled with my sobbing and calls of Taehyung's name.
This went on for what felt like eternity, but suddenly someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around and saw Bara standing there (Not the Yourai). She looked worriedly at me and kneeled down beside me and said, "Are you alright? You liked him a lot, didn't you?"
"You have no idea. He was always there for me, he never left me alone except I wanted him to. But now? Now... Now he's not there anymore... I didn't have anyone left except him anymore." My sobbing got even stronger and Bara took me into an embrace and said, "Keep calm. He's alright. This is just a dream. A nightmare. Everything is fine. He's missing nothing. Just wake up."
That was the last thing she said before the world turned black and I shot up.
*End of the dream phase*
I opened my eyes and saw how Taehyung and Bara looked at me with fearful expressions.
"Hoseok, is everything okay?", Taehyung asked. But instead of an answer, I fell around his neck. I lightly pulled away for a second just to press my lips onto his. Taehyung was shocked at first, but returned the kiss shortly after.
I pulled away from the younger after a while, wiped my tears away and hugged Tae even tighter.
"Wow, Hoseok, calm down. Everything is fine. I'm fine. That was just a nightmare.", Taehyung said and the sound of his voice alone calmed me down.
He whispered sweet nothings into my ear and calmed me down so much faster.
As I finally calmed down fully after another 45 minutes Taehyung said, "Is it better now?"
I nodded, but still kept my arms around his neck, scared, I'd lose him again.
"What was it about the kiss just now?", he asked and smiled.
"I was scared. And I'm still scared.", I answered and sounded like a toddler who's embarrassed.
Taehyung softly patted my head and leaned forward to give me a kiss onto the mouth angle. It was meant as a friendly gesture and I really acted out of fear and kissed him. But he had returned the kiss...
"Why did you return the kiss?", I asked and looked him deep into the eyes.
"So that you won't get any more scared. Don't worry, I'm never going to leave you."
"Promise?", I asked and held my pinky finger towards him. His smile grew bigger, he linked his finger with mine and proudly said, "Promise."
Suddenly Bara cleared her throat behind me. We had completely forgotten about her!
"Are you two sure that you don't have feelings for each other?", she asked and grinned weirdly at us.
"We definitely don't have such feelings for each other.", we answered.
"We are just very close to each other. It can happen that people think we would be a couple."
"Okay."
Bara pouted for a moment. But then grinned again.
"So, enough talking about us, you seem to be better by now.", Taehyung said and I let go of him, but only to plant myself next to him and hugged him again.
"Yes, I'm really feeling better. Thanks, Taehyung."
"Hey, that's still doctor Kim for you!", I said and the two began to laugh. However, I clung onto Taehyung even more and laid my head onto his shoulder. He slowly stroked my back, but didn't say anything else. Suddenly a loud grumbling sounded and we looked at Bara, who looked to the floor with red cheeks.
"Seems like someone's hungry. Let's see if the cantine lady gives you something to eat. You coming too, Hoseok?", Taehyung spoke and looked at me at the end. I returned the gaze with an expertly 'Are-you-kidding-me?- Of-course!-look'.
"I wouldn't have left you here anyways. Who knows what would happen if I suddenly let you alone. I just don't want to find that out."
He kissed my forehead and my lips before he got up and pulled me up at the same time.
"I still doubt that you two don't have any feelings for the other. Even best friends usually don't act like you two do. But maybe you aren't normal?", Bara said playfully and raised an eyebrow. "Did you two....?"
Thereupon my and also Taehyung's cheeks changed their color and he answered, "W-we did, but that was five years ago, when I was 16 and he was 17. But we weren't even that sober at the time. Though he was drunker than I was and I just let it happen."
Bara sighed and shook her head. "If you already let that happen, but still deny your feelings, then there's something wrong with you."
"I think we should slowly go to the cantine. It's almost time to eat.", Taehyung said nervously and pulled Bara and me out of the room by our hands and into the cafeteria.
It was already 19:55 o'clock, so we'd get dinner in five minutes anyway.
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After we were done eating we went back to our room. Bara would be staying overnight at the hospital and then go back home.
I went to the bathroom to get ready for the night when I heard a gentle knock on the door. As I opened the door Taehyung quickly slipped inside and locked the door.
"Two things. First, get onto the scale after you removed the towel, second, I have to confess something to you. What do you want first?", he asked.
"Let's go after the row."
I pulled the towel away which I had quickly put around my body before I opened the door for Taehyung and went onto the scale.
"53kg (116lb) . We are making progress!", Taehyung cheered and almost jumped into the air. I twisted my face a bit because of the higher weight, but I did this for Taehyung and not necessarily for me. Even though he's the reason why I am feeling better.
"Good. And what do you want to confess?", I asked him and tilted my head a bit. "Bara was maybe right. Maybe I didn't really acknowledge my feelings towards you, until now. There is a feeling in me that basically shouts 'Hoseok ' but I'm not really sure what it is. It could be love, but also simply to worry about you because of your dreams and because of what recently happened. But always remember that I am always with you and that I always will be with you whenever you need me."
"Love is a crazy game, isn't it?"
"Huh?"
"The way you hold onto me, your reaction when I arrived here and you immediately said, you'd take care of me and you almost cried and simply everything you have done for me lately, it all speaks for it." I went closer to him and whispered into his ear, "Do you still remember the way you begged for my member at Jimin's Schools Out Party and I had mercilessly, senseless taken you? And on the next day, everyone had been wondering about your weird way of walking?"
Taehyung blushed and nodded while his gaze turned towards the floor.
I put two fingers under his chin and forced him to look at me. Then I laid my lips onto his. He returned the kiss and put his arms around my neck, to deepen the kiss, while I put mine on his hips.
I pushed my tongue inside his mouth and he let a quiet moan escape his soft lips.
But before we could go any further there was a knock on the door and Bara spoke, "Is everything alright with you? You are in there for a quite a while now. Are you two screwing around?"
"Almost!", I called back and Bara answered, laughing, "Should I leave you alone? I could go upstairs into the gaming hall so you can enjoy yourselves all you want."
Before I could reply, I heard how our door got already closed. I hadn't noticed that Taehyung had crouched down while I had talked to Bara. Only when he completely engulfed my Junior I looked down, only to see a grinning Taehyung.
He moved his head in a slow motion.
"Stop it with the slow motion, Tae."
I let my hands move through his hair and then pulled on them to show him the right tempo.
At one point I started to move my hips and was surprised that the younger didn't own a gag reflex.
I came shortly after with a deep groan and Taehyung gulped it all down.
"You taste good, Daddy", he said and got up. I pulled him out of the bathroom and threw him onto the bed with an outstanding performance.
Then I ripped his clothes off his body and kissed him passionately. I put his legs around my waist and thrust into him without warning him.
"Ah... Daddy! Harder!", he moaned and gripped onto my arms. I thrust harder and listened to his voice how he kept on moaning.
My moves got even faster and harder and it didn't take too long until I felt him slowly getting tighter around me.
We came at the same time and he screamed "Daddy!".
I slowly pulled out of him and laid down next to Taehyung.
"That was great.", I said and stroked his cheek.
"That was it. We should do this more often." He leaned over to me and softly kissed my lips. When he pulled away I moved towards him and kissed him.
"I love you."
"And I love you even more."
Taehyung snuggled up to me and wanted to fall asleep, but I said, "We need to clean up. Come on."
"Can't that wait till tomorrow?"
"No."
"Oh, come on, Hobi. I'm really tired."
I sighed and got up. Then I lifted Taehyung into my arms and took him to the bathroom. I sat him onto the chair that stood next to the big shower and went to grab a face cloth.
~ 15 minutes later ~
After we were washed I threw Taehyung over my shoulder and brought him back into the bedroom. There I laid the already sleeping boy onto the bed and laid down myself next to him
. He moved closer to me and snuggled up to me again.
~3/4 hour later~
I haven't fallen asleep by now. But how could you, if you are scared for the person who really loves you?
Suddenly I heard how the door got opened and Bara sneaked inside.
"You don't have to sneak. Taehyung can't be woken up by anything. And I can't fall asleep.", I said to her and she let herself fall onto her bed.
"Is that so? Doesn't look like it.", She said and pointed right behind me.
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