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date: april 30th
it’s been a month since i kissed mackenzie in the janitors closet.
a month since i KISSED MACKENZIE in the JANITORS CLOSET.
things have been crazy.
i spilled to chloe and zoey what happened when we hung out after school.
they went INSANE, and i MEAN IT.
i was BOMBARDED with questions, what was it like, does this mean she actually likes you now, blah blah blah.
since she added me as an important contact on her phone, i would say yes. YES, we are actually ENJOYING EACH OTHER’s COMPANY.
we talk lots, and we’ve actually made up to each other about the things we’ve done.
it all feels like a dream honestly.
a CRAZY, SURREAL heaven.
never did i think we’d be on good terms but, well, here we are.
maybe i really just got run over by a truck and god took me in, and i’m just dreaming about this in heaven.
either way, i feel AMAZING!!!
i’m astounded that mackenzie is now a PART OF MY FRIEND GROUP.
chloe and zoey have accepted her, as well as brandon and violet and theo and marcus. you know, i guess people do change.
and the craziest thing is…
we’ve kissed more.
we hold hands, we hug, we touch each other’s faces.
this is what freaking REALITY TV couples do, except there’s no camera crew here. (at least i don’t think so)
i’m not sure words can really describe how i’m feeling, omg.
i’ve brought her over to my house a couple times, she’s met my family (formally) and shes still a little weirded out by them.
although to be fair, they are genuinely WEIRD AS HELL, so i don’t really blame her.
though, i have a feeling she’ll warm up to them eventually.
we laid down close on my bed, talking, today.
“-and principal winston, i heard a rumor he actually has GLASS EYES, that’s why we never see him BLINK.” mackenzie said.
“i wouldn’t be surprised if that was true, he has one CREEPY stare!” i agreed.
“if you look him directly in the eyes, you turn to stone.” she said spookily.
i laughed.
we gazed at each other, and i couldn’t help but touch her hair. it looked so beautiful in the evening sun, i swear.
she’d taken out her hair extensions, but even so it’s still so LONG it’s crazy.
her hand feels so warm in mine.
“nikki! mackenzie! the dinner is ready!” my mom called.
mackenzie was staying for dinner with us, so mom cooked something a little more special.
“omg, i’m so hungry.” she admitted.
“same. let’s get to the table so it doesn’t get cold at all.”
sitting beside each other, we still held hands underneath the table cloth. it’s like we’re glued together.
i can’t help but feel that this happiness isn’t going to go away.
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