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I should've died a long time ago,why the fuck do I even exist? I'm just a horrible person,I should just kill myself. It's not worth it anyway. My life is horrible. My dog died,my dad left me,I lost both my best friend and boyfriend. I should just go to hell. I'm just a laboratory rat after all,I don't deserve to li-.Anya thought to herself while crying in her pillow,feeling horrible,until Yor came in her room to serve dinner since Anya didn't want to eat at the table anymore because it brings her memories of her father.
"Hey Anya,I brought you dinner and a bag of peanuts." Yor said as she put the plate with food on her desk. Yor sat on Anya's bed to try and comfort her because Anya told her everything. Yor told her everything will be fine and that boys are just hard to understand,doing this while rubbing her back and patting her head before saying "Have a good meal dear,I love you!" As she closed the door of Anya's bedroom.
"Dear","I love you".All of these were words that Damian said to her before their breakup. Like that time when he said to her "I love you so much,I can't live without you even a millisecond. You're the most awesome and wonderful person I've met. I want you to be my bride someday". But that was all in the past now,everything was gone now and nothing can be fixed.
The next day at Eden,Anya wasn't the happy little teenager she once was. Now her face was paler than ever,she had circles under her eyes and probably lost some weight.
Everyone noticed,including the teachers,who even asked her if she needs to go to the nurse,Anya responding with just a simple no like the soul in her wasn't even there anymore.
After the first class,Anya took a walk in the garden to clear her mind a bit,but not even there she couldn't escape them. Who's them you might ask?
Damian Desmond and Becky Blackbell,hugging eachother,looking very much in love (btw they're not in love,Damian asked Becky to do this to see what Anya would do.) Anya walked up to them,wanting to have a small talk with them. "I see you two are togheter now,congratulations. Hope you enjoy your life togheter as a couple". Anya said without a bit of emotion in her tone,just a blank stare. "Thank you,but can you leave us alone now? We're trying to have a private moment here." Damian told Anya with a rude voice at the same time sadness showing in his eyes as he looked at Anya.
"Of course,I don't want to be a burden to you or Becky. Have a happy life togheter." Anya said as she started to walk away from the tree,trying not to cry.
Meanwhile Damian and Becky started to argue after Anya left.
"Ugh,stupid Desmond. Why would you ever make me do this shit?!?!?!?!?! I never agreed to you in the first place,you just hugged me out of nowhere. You're weird as fuck dude,now look what you've done to Anya. I hate you so much,you could burn right now and I wouldn't care,I swear to God!!!" Becky shouted at him.
"Oh,shut up Blackbell,it's not like you are her best friend anymore,so just forget about it." Damian argued back.
They argued back and forth until the bell rang for the 2nd class to start.
Meet me in the class we study at 2PM exactly. I want to show you something. -Anya
"Hey Blackbell,did you get this piece of paper too?" Damian said as he showed Becky the piece of paper. "Yeah,I wonder what Anya wants to show us. Maybe it's something important. We'd better get going,it's 1:56 and the class is quite far from here. Come on." Both started to walk towards the classroom. When they arrived in front of the door,there were sounds coming from the inside and ruffling noises of chairs being moved. When Damian opened the door,Becky started to scream "ANYA,WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! ARE YOU CRAZY?! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND ANYA?!" Anya was in shock as she turned around to see Damian and Becky staring at her like they just saw a ghost. Damian ran to her and grabbed by the waist,lifing her up from the rope she was planning on hanging,taking her own life in the process. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! LET ME DOWN! U SAID THAT IM PATHETIC AND YOU WOULDN'T CARE IF I DIED DIDN'T YOU?! NOW YOU'RE NOT HAPPY THAT I WANTED TO BE GONE?!" Anya shouted at him. "Anya,please listen to me. I know what i did was wrong and im very sorry. I've regreted every single minute since that day and i wanted to apologize but i just couldn't face you any longer. Trust me when i say that i felt so bad and i cried when i saw how pale you were and that you had black circles under your eyes. Anya,please forgive me for my behavior,i was just mad at that moment and im really sorry." He said as he hugged her tight. Anya didn't respond,instead she broke the hug,took Damian's face close to hers and said: "I'm not ready to forgive you yet,but we can start again as friends if you want." "Sure thing. I don't mind." Damian responded. "But first,I have to do something". Anya says while she let's go of Damian's face and punched him once more in the face. "AHHH". Damian screamed,waking up his wife,the whole house and probably 3 neighbor mansions. Anya sat up from her pillow and asked Damian in a sleepy tone: "Why were you screaming,Damian? It's 3 in the morning" "Nothing,I just had a bad dream,let's go back to sleep now"