Roxicodone
Bio
Sometimes it feels as if a story is going to consume me if I don't get it out. I get this nervous, itchy, tingling feeling and I have to, have to get it out or I'm going to lose something that's precious and dear to me that I'll never get back.
I've tried to fight it before, pushing back the feeling, delaying it and suppressing it, disguising it behind work and life and laughter. Then, something will spark a memory of a thought of an idea that I'd once had and I'll feel this gaping loss because that feeling, that feeling had been trying to get me to pay attention to it and, instead, I'd stupidly ignored its call and it left me and I regret it forever.
I never want to feel like that ever, ever again. So now I write because if I don't, I'll lose something else I love when all it wanted from me was some time, love and attention. And I can give it that, freely, without cost to anything and only for gain.
I sound crazy. But, again, like everything else, I needed to put this down somewhere so that I'd never forget.
You can catch me on ffnet and tumblr also.
ffnet: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/5351160/roxicodone
tumblr: roxicodonee.tumblr.com