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music, misery, poetry.
my life.
just someone who’s begging to be loved.
someone who might die by control.
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daddy stuck around, but he wasn’t present
cheated on your mom, but she never left him
first i didn’t get it now i understand
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and when you told me the whole story, i felt like throwing up
i could see it on your face, it was rough
left a bad taste on your tongue
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go ahead and cry little girl, nobody does it like you do
i know how much it matters to you
i know that you got daddy issues
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please, hurry, leave me i can’t breathe
please don’t say you love me
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with the lights out, it’s less less dangerous
here we are now, entertain us
i feel stupid and contagious
here we are now, entertain us
i’m worse at what i do best
and for this gift, i feel blessed
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mother, looking at me, tell me, what do you see
yes i’ve lost my mind
daddy, looking at me, will i ever be free
have i crossed the line
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wish i’d been a prom queen, fighting for the title
instead of being 16 and burning up a bible, feeling super super super suicidal
the wasted years, the wasted youth
the pretty lies, the ugly truth
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once upon a time, was a fool who thought he’d find
purpose of his life along the way
don’t you run and hide from the truth, you decide
everything that lives is gone to waste