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Everything's going well for Tsukki. He's acing his classes, he's lined up for the national team and his friends and family strongly support him.
I am truly happy about this and the least I could do it's is not to be a bother. My phone buzzed and I quickly viewed the message from Tsukki. 'Might be back late, don't stay up.'
A wave of sadness washed over me but then I know that I should not interfere with his decisions. I quickly typed a reply, thinking twice before sending it. 'sure no prob. Going out with the team?'
His reply was quick so I assume he's on a break.
'Just with Kuroo and Bokuto. Class starting, have to go'
My head and heart flooded with dread when I saw his name, Kuroo. We both know he likes Tsukki but maybe that's why I never questioned it. Whatever happens, it's up to Tsukki to decide who he'll be with. But I am his boyfriend now and knowing that I have all the rights to purge makes me more tempted to cause a fuss about it.
Will it change? I took a deep breath and sighed all my doubts out of my body. Goosebumps broke out my skin and suddenly I was hurling over the toilet vomiting out my lunch. My head's been aching since morning so I assume it's time I see my doctor.
I took some of the low dose aspirins I have left before going to the doctor alone, as always. I have Polycythemia since I was young and I have always been careful about my actions and the things I take but lately I guess walking a lot in the campus doesn't seem to be enough exercise to keep my blood flowing. It wasn't fatal so I figured not to let it take over my life. I might just need another draw.
The hospital smelled the same, everyone looked the same except the face I knew. My doctor, Miss James sat in her office waiting for me as I was let in by the assistant nurse.
"Hello Tadashi, how are you holding up?"
I smiled and took the seat in front of the desk just like many times before.
"I'm good. Just having headaches lately. I'm guessing I need to get some blood drawn?"
She fished out a folder of my records looking at some writings humming at my report.
"I see. How about vomiting or fever?"
"I throw up sometimes, fever on evenings but not too high." I said honestly, lying doesn't really work here.She skimmed the paper inside the folder, looking at the writings intently.
"Okay, we'll get blood today and then do some tests. I'll get you to come back for results but now let's increase the aspirin dose." She proceeded to check my vital signs recording them before we say goodbye and I was off, back to our apartment. The radio drowned the quiet somehow making me feel not as alone as I was when I got here.
I wrapped the prepared dinner for Tsukki, leaving a note for him to heat it up before eating then I headed to bed. My head felt a little fuzzy, but no aches, I just feel sick in general.
Hopefully it will be better in the morning, and I'm not just talking about my condition.